#and i can't give that emotional labor to anyone else. I'm sorry if I'm blowing you off but i don't have the capacity for shared intimacy.
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#it's 1am and the first time I've had time to think about him in a few days and I'm just wishing i was a better person#i liked the fantasy of it and i liked the attention and i liked how he made me feel. but there's no denying we were bad for each other.#even in the weeks he came back I was totally scattered trying to prioritize him over everything else#waiting for him when i had no right to. he did me a service by cutting the cord.#i would have spent forever looking over my shoulder wanting him to show up.#and i can't give that emotional labor to anyone else. I'm sorry if I'm blowing you off but i don't have the capacity for shared intimacy.#don't get mad at me for not reciprocating when you know i don't have room for you. I never claimed to.#i like how dudes think if they're my shoulder to cry on they can slide right in. that's not how it works sorry not sorry#personal#I wonder if you think about me.#🍑
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