#and also like lmao even if I DID go through and feed the flames. dono.linc is so small.... I'm pretty much literally ONLY writing for me. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

imwritesometimes · 2 years ago

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an idea popped in my head for a tiny little snippet of a dono.linc thing last night and I'm still trying to figure out if I wanna elaborate on it or let it just idk fade away. lately fic feels like a campfire and it's like I either have to fan the flames or watch it die out and ngl it's hard to find kindling lately...

#I have a jar.deth wip in my notebook.... idk what happened to that. and idk why but I feel like.... shitty about it #this is why I can't have tons of wips. cause I feel bad if I don't *finish* something #but lately idk man.... if I am not on fire as a woman possessed... I can't MAKE myself write. the ideas do not come. there is no desire.#and it's like rn. I'll maybe get a little idea. but if I can't keep the fire all consuming and wild. meh. blows over #I go back to ambivalence abt it all #and I hate it. I hate that I can rarely find the blorbo fever.#and there is no point to this post other than to complain. cause I love complaining. I'm a professional complainer.#and also like lmao even if I DID go through and feed the flames. dono.linc is so small.... I'm pretty much literally ONLY writing for me.#then it becomes why even share it?#MEHHH. again. complaining. I live to do it. I love to do it.#erin explains it all

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