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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
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#sometimes I think it would have been better for everyone if I **** in my accident#like#maybe they would have been sad at first#but they would probably be over it by now#and I would be at peace somewhere#instead of being made to endure the life I have to now#I’m probably gonna sleep a lot the next few days#and hate myself for it later#the hatred is always there just sitting in my chest anyway#why not add some more#ignore this#ignore me#I’ll be fine#maybe someday#lindsey rambles
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its my birthday who wants some KISSIES!!!
#this is a little old atp but im posting it as a treat enjoy everybody#thinking about how relaxed and comfortable in their relationship they would be after 10 years 😭 im normal im normal#like the last ep of S4 but cranked up to 100......im normal im normal!!!#all the shit clem has done and had happened to her and now she just gets to chill and kiss her gf?? truly she has achieved peace#yeah theyre making out under the minnie heart WHAT ABOUT IT theyve carved their own somewhere else dont worry#sorry but i love twisting the minnie knife whenever i can :)#obviously violets feelings about it are completely different now but ya know... Memories...#the walking dead game#twdg#violentine#clementine twdg#violet twdg#twdg post game#spaced art 2024
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the new season is so close, im about to throw up
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#geto suguru#getou suguru#my art#cleaned up the sketches a little more last night but ToT#actually posting art more than once a month is crazy to me now it feels weird#i will do better with that tho but yeah#bday tomorrow i just wanted to draw my dudes since ive been in a jjk kinda mood#think ill continue to draw the infinity symbol and scars as buttons on their school uniforms whenever i draw them as students#ive always loved how araki would draw emblems that represented his character's somewhere on either their bodies or clothing like how he'd#usually draw hearts and peace signs on josuke's school uniform ToT... cute
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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“In Eden, I could live with him and the girls.”
His idea of Paradise was living with tons of kids, and living together with Vash, Meryl and Milly, and his thoughts were also of them.
“...I want to stay with them.”
And you’re telling me the OT4 isn’t real?? I seriously need this dynamic in Trigun Stampede Season 2.
#trigun#trigun stampede#I'll just go with#polygun#mashwood#I'm a#vashmeryl#and#millywood#truther#but I can't believe the '98 anime seriously had scenes like that#good ending for wolfwood and vash would be settling at a ranch somewhere#adopting kids with their wives#no guns just peace
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Every morning Dad got up early and made breakfast for her. If it was the dead of winter he pulled Mom’s car up to the front of the house, cleared off the snow, and turned on the heater for her. Every night after work Dad had a cocktail with Mom and they chatted about the events of the day. We went to family gatherings, where Dad was always well liked and lively. He was a great dad—very loving and attentive. He doted on my mother and was very much in love with her. I never heard him use profanity or witnessed him losing his temper. He never raised a hand to us kids when we didn’t deserve it—and there were plenty of times we did deserve it and didn’t get it.
~ Michael Sobel (Sobel's son)
#We Who Are Alive and Remain: Untold Stories from the Band of Brothers#band of brothers#herbert sobel#two things: first of all i am always so baffled that apparently it's not perfectly obvious/#/perfectly shown in the show that sobel made easy company into what it became. this tightknit more closer than brothers unit#to me the 'sobel got short-end of a stick' and wasn't portrayed how he was complaining has always seemed ludicrous#secondly: everything sobel's family said and complained about - i am kind of side-eyeing#sorry but sobel was for years in VA assisted-living facility. michael himself said that the living conditions there were horrible#yet none of them did anything to move him somewhere better? to be there more often so that they would have known when he died and be there#when he was cremated?#sounds to me that the fuss they made about how sobel was portrayed in the show/book was perhaps to do with their own guilt#anyway. may sobel rest in peace and we all know he is one the greater reasons why the easy company was so damn magnificent
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Vee gets a "Didn't Punch Hunter in the Face" dolllar jar. They all agree that she would be justified to do so, but this does decrease the number of violent escalations and Masha ends up getting silly little gifts out of it.
this concept is SO funny. GOD. what are the rules for the jar, do we think. is vee getting paid every time hunter says/does something punchable or is she just at a set rate of, like, "you can have a dollar for every 15 minutes you spend in a room with him without killing him. this is not a bribe so much as an apology. SOMEDAY he may be less codependent with your sister but Today Is Not That Day,"
#logically camila would be the one funding the jar to keep the peace since hunter obviously does not have human money#though i can imagine her giving him like $10 in singles every month and being like#if you somehow manage to do more than $10 of jar-worthy damage in a month.#Then You And I Are Going To Have A Talk.#and hunter who genuinely is trying harder than he ever has in his LIFE to be accommodating and non-combative#is just like yes maam understood maam that would be completely justified. please don't kill me.#i am reasonably afraid of your wrath but actually respect it a lot. uh. i'm gonna go be somewhere else now#replies#toh#princess luz au#vee noceda#camila noceda#hunter toh
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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Story-time in Rivendell with Uncle Glorfindel! Elladan and Elrohir absolutely love going out adventuring early and listening to stories of old when offered the opportunity.
(Hopefully Glorfindel chose something more appropriate than the balrog story, this time.)
This piece is intended to be a panel of a comic that as of yet lives in my head, but it stands on its own (and I'm impatient), so I thought I'd share this as it is now
#Lord of the Rings#lotr#Glorfindel#Elladan#Elrohir#Elladan and Elrohir#Glorfindel of the Golden Flower#Silmarillion#Silm#Tolkien#Rivendell#(even if only my imagined version of a corner in the valley somewhere)#But I like to think that this fountain is the storytime fountain for Glorfindel - he finds it peaceful to sit by#Bonus points if anyone would like to take a stab at guessing at the meaning of the fountain/statue#Or if you just wanna know about the fountain: i WILL ramble#(gladly)#My eventual comic ideally will address what story is being told - but in the meantime feel free to fill in the gaps how you'd like!#Also feel free to guess at which twin is which - I did actually have a particular twin in mind when drawing them#Radj Draws
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Manifesting Mary and Doug honeymooning at the inn
#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#they decide to mix it up and get out of town#go somewhere new and spend some time alone together#theyre really looking forward to the peace and quiet 🤫#and then of course everything goes horribly and comically wrong#idk i wish the crew would stay with them#lucius was born to be a bitchy receptionist at a charming bnb
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art time-lapse of this piece that i posted in IG b4 to try out doing reels. i really like how this turned out overall plus "yasashii suisei" (link for eng tl) really fit the vibes so im queueing this here too
#khr#khre#khr oc#oniyanagi#hibari kyoya#ninomiya kanako#oc#hibakana#einart#tags yapping abt hibakana ahead 🫡#the quote that inspired this one still lives rent-free in my brain#“my alone feels so good i'll only have you if you're sweeter than my solitude”#both of them are the type of people who likes to move on their own and dislikes being restricted#and they thrive that way without needing to look out for things like social cues/other's perceptions/the will of a “majority”#there's this certain type of independence that i rlly admire for each of these two characters#if they don't feel comfortable with a person#or if the person's company does not spark any joy#as much as their peace and quiet does#then why would they even hang out and spend/invest time with them amirite? theyre not abt that fake life#nowadays its very common for me to hear abt boomers asking ppl when they're gonna get an s/o or marriage#or just others forcing ppl to conform with the social norms and what's considered as “normal”#so these two rlly bring me a lot of comfort#on their own; if i were to depict them on separate stories#khre aside and just considering khr; idt id ship hibari with anyone; he would be my a-spec king icon idol and legend who does wtv he wants🫶#kana too mdbxndbddjbd her previous version b4 this had another oc/canon ship but i don't rlly fck with that anymore (still funny tho)#(i realized that that previous ship rlly held her back character-wise---)#(but their (potential/established) platonic relationships with other characters are so *chef kiss* tho--working hard on brainstorming that)#on the other hand i started shipping hibakana for the comedy of their dynamic lmao (it should be around b4 sou & i reached kokuyo arc)#“wouldn't it be funny if---”#its just a joke there's supposed to be an “/hj” somewhere there i didn't know they would suit e/o's characters & personality this much wtf
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ik that he mentions he'd like to be buried with his gun, but i also think he wld like to be buried in his decimated dust-to-dust hometown in the timelines where he hasn't retired n made a home-
#ooc;; mun barks#me: says i will write bday hc's#me instead: writes abt mortality thoughts#smthin bout the fact that he has seen the world!!! n that he's made peace w the fact that he will die in some#faraway land of some faraway place of which he will have no true attachments#n he won't actually care sm abt where he's buried bc it wont be his damn problem bc he's dead but tepidly#there is smthing in him that thinks it wld be appropriate; to return to whence he came -#to where jesse mc.cree had been born and cole cass.idy had died#or some sleepy place amongst the red rocks; somewhere private#while i dont have the lore properly figured out with peacekeeper -#n i do think him writing that is him being sentimental but i am also thinking#abt how folks are buried w the things they want to bring w them to their afterlife or the coins to pay the ferryman#n to be buried with this gun that has served him as self protection for the most of - if not all#of - his life bc if there's ever to be some sort of afterlife (which he does not fully believe in) he would be#better off armed than not because there's certainly a lotta dead folk who'd want to claim some vengeance#even in death there is no resting in peace in such a case but with his gun--#smthn smthn shawn james vc and my mind and my gun they comfort me bc ik i'll kill my enemies when they come-
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I won’t lie to you all… I’m on a holiday with a friend and it has mostly been lovely but today she was stressed about stuff and likely took it out on me at one point in a way that was really unfair and we did part for a while and I cried. she later said sorry and that I hadn’t done anything wrong so clearly felt bad about it (only after I apologised though, mostly to see if she’d let me get away with taking the blame but she took responsibility herself, which was at least positive) but like it is true that about 5% of the time this friend can be difficult and it’s just hard to manage when it happens
#also I’m sorry but sometimes she is inconsiderate and a bit rude#and at one point today it was especially staggering#bc I’d walked 30 minutes through the 37c heat to get to her#and when I arrived to the street I sat down somewhere a moment and said I needed a minute to recharge bc I felt overheated and dehydrated#she then is like ‘well I’ve been here for a while and kind of want to go right away. you don’t have to come’#like…….. excuse me? can you consider my real needs for a moment?#obviously I don’t want to be left here. I’m sorry but my mother would have kicked me if I’d said that to a friend#anyway she has apologised and it’s fine I just needed to get it out of my system#and quite frankly that wasn’t the main event that was about an hour later when we reunited#but I’ve made my peace she got hot and bothered. I know she cares about me it’s just hard sometimes#it’s also lowkey only child behaviour I’ve known other only children like this lol#moth.txt
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also veritas and i are on a first name basis now partially because his last name is fucking stupid and i hate calling him "ratio" but mostly because after poking at his character a bunch i've decided i like him quite a lot LMFAO
#tch... bastard. grew on me.#it was realizing nous ignores him because he has too many ties to humanity that he's not willing to let go of for the pursuit of Knowledge#he loves people too much. he cares too much about the development and well-being of humans#shit like what chadwick did? building that weapon that would completely wipe out DOZENS of planets and he KNEW it would?#but choosing to continue building it in pursuit of knowledge and his own selfish ambitions and curiosities?#veritas would have quit. violently.#i think somewhere in his character stories it implies he did attempt to set aside his morals to do something similar but it's just like.#such an intrinsic part of who he is. no matter what he tries his love and care and passion hold him back in nous' eyes#so they continue to ignore him.#isn't it better to be ordinary anyway... you lose something important in the process of becoming extraordinary don't you?#i think he's come to this << realization since giving up on drawing nous' gaze and he's more at peace with the whole thing#he's a jerk but at the same time. not really? idk#very intriguing guy. also there's a certain gap moe that appeals to me too#via the rubber ducks and the surprisingly Very silly poses he carves his sculptures in#the latter speaks to like... a playfulness and a sense of humor. that he's never gotten the chance to really indulge in#just as a result of how much everyone expects from him and what he now expects from himself. no time for play... :(
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the thing about my idea of yuri destiel is... something about it just hits differently, especially because it starts in dean's stanford era. they've both been lost for so long, both trying to find their place in a world that often seems cruel and hopeless. both not really sure what to do with their lives or where to go, always haunted by the ghost of their fathers. but then they meet and for the first time, there is the possibility of hope and companionship. not being alone in a world that constantly feels like it wants to crush you. fighting together, being lost together, and realizing that maybe, just maybe, not giving up is actually the bravest thing you can do. so, they become friends because they do. and they get to know each other and trust each other. and it's new and exciting but also so fucking terrifying to finally be seen. it's worth it tho and the falling in love with your best friend... it's definitely the scariest thing you've ever done, but man... it's so fucking worth it
#and after all the pain they begin to heal#get some peace and live somewhere safe#a place with so much light and warmth#and they will be waking up next to each other#so incredibly happy#and their lives will be filled with gentleness and hope and love#anywayyyyyy#I can't escape them#and believe me... I am trying. I think it would be better for me in the long run to like.... not do all this#but they are also the only thing that brings me joy at the moment jdsaöjdad#they deserve a happy ending#they do they do they do#txt.
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