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shock-micro · 11 months ago
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Hi, I'm Mira, a silly robot on the internet! I'm... frankly, a lot of things, so I'll bring them up as necessary. To start, I'm transfem and robokin! This much should be clear. It's who I am!
I used to mainly do Minecraft stuff, trying to make the game live up to its visual potential while staying within the confines of the vanilla game's engine. Now, I don't do that as much, but it's still a fun game to mess with. Take a nice sunset from those days!
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My interests are mostly gaming-related, but I've tried to dabble in art occasionally. I like all sorts of games, like Zelda, Pokémon, Minecraft, Celeste, Hollow Knight, Rain World, Cassette Beasts, Risk of Rain, Ultrakill, Bug Fables, In Stars And Time... the list goes on. I like more than that, too, and I'll keep adding more as I play more games!
I get very excited over things sometimes, so please bare with me if I ramble a lot about stuff! This includes: vagueposting about games I've become obsessed with, ranting about music or game design in something, and more!
Feel free to send me asks whether we're mutuals or not!
I do have a sona, designed by a good friend of mine, @quantumpickle! I don't quite have a reference sheet, but I don't really care if you get it inaccurate- I love seeing how different people interpret the design. Whatever you do, though, don't forget the body fat- it's a reflection of who I am, at the end of the day. If you want a good picture of what I look like, look at Pickle's amazing work:
My posts are mostly reblogs, but I always end each session of scrolling with a post of my own, to know where to end next time I log on. I try as best I can to keep this account safe for work in both reblogs and original posts, though I am an adult. I will say something if this ever changes.
I am plural, sharing a body with a rabbit girl named Moon, a zoroark named Zoey, a wasp named Aspen, and a roach named Yui. They'll chime in every once in a while, with Moon being represented by her blue text and formal language, Zoey being represented by her red text and general attitude, Aspen being represented by her orange text and her demeanor, and Yui being represented by their purple text and their cadence. You can call us "Team Berry" as a collective!
Hello, all! It's Moon. It's always a pleasure to be here! I do love an opportunity to talk to all you folks, even if I'm not usually there to respond.
heya, it's zoey. not sure how often i'll use this thing, but it's good to keep options open, y'know? ✌️.
hey guys, i'm aspen! not sure how i got here, but it's quite a treat to finally learn how you giants live! i'm always open for conversation if you send me an ask.
Greetings. I am Yui, from the same place of origin as Aspen, though a different region. Fate works in mysterious ways.
I do have a partner, and I will always talk about them given the opportunity, but I carry a certain form of love for all of my close friends. The people I know mean a lot to me.
I love the simple things in life, from food, to nature, to the contrast of light and dark in both a literal and literary sense. I often find myself overwhelmed by everything that goes on in the world, but I find comfort in knowing the bad stuff is only a few bad people out of a beautifully diverse species.
If you couldn't tell, I generally prefer looking on the bright side and finding something to love about things rather than staying miserable all of the time. I don't get out much, and so I'd much rather give people that light to hold onto than spread the same old bleak story that you've heard from countless other people, regardless of how important it is to share. Change is built on hope, after all.
Change is something I believe in, more than any normal god. It's all around us, from the seasons, to the stars, to the rain, to the fleeting emotions of ours. I believe in our ability to change things, that we can all make a positive impact on our own lives, the lives of others, and the world. I believe in our ability to change ourselves, and that people shouldn't be afraid to become who they want to be. I believe some level of change is necessary for a happy life, and I strive to leave every day as a better version of myself.
Normally people put a DNI in their bio or their pinned post, but I don't really care to do that. If you're a bitch, I'll block and move on. I don't care how you use a label, or where the other folks in your head came from, or whatever other queer-adjacent drama is the hot topic, I accept you regardless. I'm ace, I still love my partner, I can love anyone, I use it/its pronouns, I'm robokin, I've got four other folks in my head and I don't know how they got here, do you really think I'd hate you for being you?
That's actually an important point- even if I do think something someone's done is unforgivable, I believe that bad people are still people. In some ways, that makes things better, they have lives outside of what they commit, but it also makes things worse when you realize someone woke up and actively chose to perpetuate genocide. Some people are genuinely that bad, others are just misguided and can be helped. Ultimately, it's not my job to "save" anyone. I just try to provide a light of kindness when I can.
Wow, that was long-winded for a post that's just supposed to describe me. I suppose that's in-character for me, though. Agree with me or not, I don't really care, as long as you're respectful. I hope you've found this post helpful in understanding who I am as a person, long-winded as it is. Have a good one, whoever and wherever you are.
(...now how do I pin this?)
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drizzileiscool · 1 year ago
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TERFS, RACISTS, LGBT-PHOBES, PEDOS AND PROSHIPPERS, KINDLY FUCK RIGHT OFF!
(nsfw accounts as well but I'm not as angry at you. but if you post drizzile nsfw then get the fuck away from me)
edit: this post is outdated and will be replaced by an in-character post soon!!
yo! welcome to drizzileiscool, one of the only drizzile propaganda accounts to exist (that is currently still active at the time of writing this)
here you will see me post and reblog things related to drizziles, the best emo middle stage water starter from galar!
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occasionally I will also post some things related to my personal life (as well as things that aren't drizziles due to this being my only blog and I want to interact with more people), but if you're only here for the funny persona 3 lizard, you can filter out #not drizzile
this blog is mainly sfw but I will occasionally post some mentions of suggestive stuff as well as a small amount of nsfw jokes (if they're funny enough to warrant me rb'ing them)
blog owner is a minor, please do not talk to me about anything nsfw unless it is related to the conversation
About the blog owner: I am non binary, use any pronouns, and im also bisexual and autistic. I mainly go by either drizzile or sig, but drizzile is preferred if you don't know me from twitter
i will also occasionally be a drizzile if it's funny
if you want to see more(?) of me not posting drizziles however, you can also follow my twitter at sigpuyopuyo
read my carrd btw
tags under the cut
not drizzile - personal stuff, as well as things that, y'know, aren't drizziles. reblogs of other people will not be tagged because I'm too lazy
ideas of drizzile - interesting ideas for different things I want to be real (but aren't)
drizzile is liveblogging - liveblogging things like games, shows, anime, and movies. will definitely clog up your dash so feel free to blacklist this
drizzileposting - pretending to be a drizzile or just interacting with pkmn irl blogs while I'm in character (this tag is no longer being used)
tw suggestive - mentions of suggestive stuff, as well as suggestive/nsfw jokes and memes (posts will probably be deleted if I feel like people don't want to see them, but I will gladly delete them if asked to!)
drizzile tagging tag - me creating tags (ironically this tag wasn't actually made by me lol. it was created by thatoneguy031) (too shy to actually tag you but if you see this congrats you made this tag)
hey future drizzile you should draw this - ideas of things I want to draw but couldn't draw at the time of posting
a Drizzile's Diary - the thing I wrote, originally just a small backstory thing for the (now gone) pkmn irl side of this blog. a human hears about a rumor at school that you can no-clip into the mystery dungeon universe, does exactly that, and wakes up as a drizzile with no memories and only the diary they were holding when they no-clipped. this is no longer canon to the pkmn irl side of this account
important - things that I consider important to this blog, such as announcements
tw politics - references to politics
vent - me being pissed off and depressed
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bruisedfuse · 3 years ago
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A.C.A.B.- ALL CLOUDS ARE BASTARDS.
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(WHITMORE BELONGS TO SOCK.CLIP) I'm just a little fan, with little needs. with that out of the way, this is an ask/rp blog thing dedicated to the whitty FNF mod, with a pinch of "canon". i am bad at this.
no carrds here, no google drives here, no icons here. we're making this one the good old way.
welcome to this..! thing! of a blog! lol this blog was established a while ago. don't remember when. don't care too.
nothing crazy to be found in this pinned post, I'm just laying down some basics.
I wanted to bring back this blog cause it kinda... okay I can't explain it, but it means a lot to me. also real missing whitty hours. I've been busy on other blogs, and that's mainly how I noticed just how... empty the tumblr fnf rpc feels as of lately.
Nobody came to hear me mope, let's get to the good shit.
RULES
13+ ONLY! Blog will feature potentially serious or even dark themes, swearing, potential violence, psychological and/ or even generally physical struggles
(OC, canon, crossover, AU, etc friendly)
TRIGGER WARNINGS (TW) FOR: harsh language, poverty, anxiety, rage issues, existentialism, implications of physical abuse. I can tag anything if needed too.
If I haven't replied to your reply on one of my posts, it's nothing personal! It's just that I literally can't do that lol. Use them reblogs if ya wanna chat please.
Don't rush me for a roleplay thread if it ever comes to us doing one! I have my own set of problems offline, and if you can't respect that then please leave lol.
ROLEPLAY
The verse of Whitty Whitmore that I will be portraying here goes as follows: He's a rapper with talent, who just didn't get lucky. Multiple organizations are after bass now, and they travel a lot as he is constantly busy fleeing from them all. Standard stuff. Also has been attacked by a robot dragon at some point. Weird old threads will be weird and held dear.
NAME: Whitty (Whitmore)
HEIGHT: cmon. yall know this one. (8ft)
AGE: 20 something? They don't count.
GENDER: Funky. Likes nonbinary label.
PRONOUNS: He/They/It/Bass/Smoke
SEXUALITY: None with left nope. (Ace)
OTHER PREFERENCES: Biromantic(?)
PERSONALITY SUMMARY: They are... Honestly just a guy. Stressed out, sure, anxious, definitely, a lil' bit too easy to agitate, but mostly! Mostly, Bass does manage to remain invitingly timid. Still a 'bit' funked. Raised on the streets, he can and absolutely does swear without filter. It's how they remain calm usually. Can't socialize for shit otherwise, lmao.
ASKS
All is welcome! I only ask there be no content that, y'know, violates tumblr TOS lmao (Includes potentially dirty jokes or implications- Thank you in advance)
You can send M!As, random questions, bug Whitty, bug me, starters, anything. (It is preferred that we consult in some way before we jump straight to sending roleplay starters though!)
ABOUT ME: Just.. call me mod or mun tbh. Do not worry much about gender talk, though I hold a funny preference for terms like bro, dude, etc. Maybe if I establish some mutuals on here then I might come up with some silly name y'all can address me by? Idk. Maybe. lol.
I don't see a point to adding the same exact copy paste DNI section, since, as everybody here already knows: Those cannot stop the exact people they are supposed to be stopping 'cause those people incredibly likely can't even read. I still hate them, and I still will be more than thrilled to get to block them. Try me terfs lol, see what ya can get lmao.
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kachulein · 3 years ago
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Check-In Tag
I was tagged by @calcifer-rose and @marculees to do this tag. Thank you🥺💞💞
1. why did you choose your url?
Kachu is my nickname and "-lein" is a German diminutive to make it sound cuter since kachu by itself was already taken.
2. any side blogs?
Yes! I have quite a few but the only one that I actively check up on/post on at the moment is my astrology blog @dreamyaqua ...and even there I have been quite inactive due to studying for exams.
3. how long have you been on tumblr? 
Since December 2012 :')))
4. do you have a q tag?
Yes! I mainly use my "q: daydreaming💫" tag but I also have one for sleeping (that I keep forgetting to use) and I kind of replaced my "busy busy" queue tag with the daydreaming one as well. Rarely, I might temporarily make a new one with "sick/ill" or something to kind of also explain why I might be inactive/not replying to messages.
5. why did you start your blog in the first place?
I'm actually not sure... I made a tumblr but didn't use it for a few years because it was too confusing to me. Then in 2014/2015 I used it here and there to reblog emo posts and then in 2016 I started getting into the kpop side of tumblr and became gradually more active (only really started interacting with people after starting my writing side blog in 2018, though).
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?
Because it fits my current blog aesthetic/colour theme and Yeonjun is one of my ult biases.
7. why did you choose your header?
Pretty much the same applies to my header as well. Yes, I'm a sucker for Yeonjun. c:
8. what’s your post with the most notes?
Oof...on main, I really don't know. I've made my fair share of kpop meme posts that garnered >1k notes but I couldn't say which one of those is number one. But my most popular post overall is a Bang Chan blurb I wrote on my (now mostly inactive) sideblog @fluffyheadcanons that counts >2.1k notes as of now.
9. how many mutuals do you have?
I used to keep track of them in a little booklet so that I didn't forget anyone (especially with tag games, checking up on them, and also to update their url changes) because I had >100 mutuals. I've lost touch with most of them and a lot of them aren't active on tumblr anymore, so now I keep a small circle of lovely moots with some that I've been friends with for years and others I've met in the past year!^-^ 💞💞
10. how many followers do you have? 
It keeps fluctuating but it's around 1.5k~
11. how many people do you follow?
About 271 as of now~
12. have you ever made a shitpost?
Ever? You mean, all the time? Yes, that sounds more like it. :')
13. how often do you use tumblr each day?
Hmm...some days more, some days less. I probably pop in at least once a day (most of the time) but I'm not as crazily active as I was in the earlier days (I literally lived on here ok😭).
14. did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?
Hm... not a fight per se... but there were a few instances.
1) Back in 2019 I believe, I got an anon ask saying that one of my mutuals was talking shit about me on their blog and they asked me whether we had a fight (we didn't). So I went and messaged said mutual and asked what this is about and whether I've done something to upset them. They never replied and also unfollowed me and all, so to this day, I still have no idea what the heck happened.
2) I had a similar situation with a second mutual as well, there wasn't an anon involved but I just suddenly realized that they unfollowed me on every social media we connected on and same as above, to this day, I still have no idea what I did wrong/whether I did something to upset them.
3) I won't go into much detail here because what happened is very personal but this mutual was one of my first friends here on tumblr and they were without a doubt the person I talked to the most. We had similar struggles and could relate to each other well. Then there was a personal issue and I confronted them about it... I wasn't mad but I just wanted to know the truth because I don't like being lied to... but they never replied to me and it marked the end of our friendship. This one is the hardest for me to get over because we weren't just mutuals, we were so much closer than that. More than anything, I just miss them and think it's sad how we went from talking all day every day to being strangers. But life goes on...
15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts? 
Depending on what it is about they make me a bit uncomfortable. I know that those posts who threaten you are all about superstitions but it still scares me/I don't wanna risk anything y'know😔
16. do you like tag games?
Yes!! I really love these type of games, so moots or anyone who's reading this, feel free to tag me in games, I'm always up for doing them! And I don't mind getting spammed either, it just means more fun games for me!^-^
17. do you like ask games?
Yes, I love them! But I don't want to annoy people so I haven't reblogged one in ages ^^"
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
Hmm... I'd say Qiu (@stealerz) and Key (@key201303)!!🥺💞💞
19. do you have a crush on a mutual?
I'll join Niamh here and say squishes! I do have those on my moots because you're all so precious and ily!!!👉🏻👈🏻🥺
20. tags?
@jsczclpjs @jellihye @stealerz @key201303 @interstellix @oddlittlefandomist @marriael @jbemin and anyone else who'd like to do it!~💞💞
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moogghost · 2 years ago
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i'm. sorry this is a long post just about myself (your uh. friendly scissors gijinka introject saxen who the brain just chucked into the headspace at one point because "fuck you you need a humanized pair of scissors") and the consideration of a personal sideblog because i don't feel particularly bothered to make a new whole-ass email for another tumblr account summed up so feel free to read if y'all want details SDFGHJ
ik we have a separate system blog for a reason and i mainly use it just because it still feels weird mentioning system stuff or plurality when most of our followers on here are singlets but,, am thinking of potentially making another sideblog specifically for myself and my own interests because i front too often to not have one i think i deserve it <3 and idk it isn't going to be system centric if i did make it it'd be my own specific interests (...it could literally be a combination of just several images of snakes, swords, cats, some source content from this blog since idk i don't feel that comfortable reblogging other's content on another blog specifically with my own individual interests even though i'm pretty sure most people would be understanding)
issues: i don't know what to fucking name it (i'm. not naming it after myself or my source i frankly just feel a little too nervous doing that simply bc anxiety </3 i definitely love my source and do enjoy the fandom itself though don't get me wrong like half the time if you are interacting with us. it's very likely you have talked to me before or at least in co-front with ivy and i haven't had a really bad experience atm? then again i could be downplaying some things because y'know i mainly formed after the wings of fire wiki shit </3), i don't have enough energy to do that both just in general and also i just got my wisdom teeth removed :), and also i just. ngh yeah we're a system that's really blurry at times so idk if it's worth it because sometimes everything feels like one big introject soup ASDFGH (y'know i. might actually look into more of those guides because the endo community has already helped us a lot with handling our own plurality and that might help us too. discord and tupperbox definitely helped but i was thinking we need more and i do have uh. other reasons for wanting to be more separate but they are slightly embarrassing maybe </3)
idk like. while it's usually ivy and me in co-front atm since. max just only fronts when we're 1) being ridiculous/"fighting", 2) needs to calm me down and ivy or day can't (which he is. good at. i don't get it he's younger than me in our perceived innerworld why), or 3) we need to have a schedule he is the only one with a sense of schedule in the system besides maybe natalie. he was the saving grace for our standardized testing and finals being finished, honestly. the others are here or there usually, so it's mostly just me and ivy reblogging shit and posting art on here anyways. i mean she technically has her wings of fire blog i should have my own i think. maybe i might have the others help or co-front because i'll be blunt while i do try my best i am. not the best person sometimes! so it's probably going to be a mix of just trying and hoping people will be patient with me ig if i go with it
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spookybias · 4 years ago
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(same anon that sent the previous long ask)
I just want to clarify that i don't necessarily think shorter fics are bad, also I don't think that they always have terrible pacing. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I just find that these days when I'm looking for a fic to read and it's max 1.5K words, I would read it but feel a little disappointed— maybe it's just me looking to get lost in the story for a while longer but that's ultimately how I feel. And also, I guess the length you're used to depends on from what fandom you came and when you started reading, because yes, for many years * my * fanfic experiences were 50+k words per fic (a lot of the trending fics were this long and obviously made the mold for the rest of the people who were starting out, so now I'm just used to bulky pieces of fanfic y'know?) although I'm not much older than you
I realise this is now completely off topic to your original post 🤣 I'm a content creator myself and I just plainly don't know how to get people to engage more with a creator anymore... I talk about this issue almost every day on my own blog but no one ever listens... I sometimes have people scroll through my whole blog and not reblog 1 thing and I've also had the experience of having one of my posts have not just an uneven like to reblog ratio but have 3 times the likes compared to reblogs, which is honestly just frustrating at this point...
Sorry if you didn't mean to have a whole discussion on this 😆 I just always have a lot to say it seems
oh no worries! it's okay. even if i don't have much to say, i still like hearing what's on other people's minds. i don't mind having this discussion at all. plus, i think i too strayed away from the topic lmao i feel bad, though, 'cause i think you sent this hours ago and i hadn't checked my askbox.
i agree with you. i don't think shorter stuff are bad at all, sometimes things just feel rushed. i'll admit, sometimes when i'm reading a fic that i find really entertaining and i see that it's less than 4k i get a little disappointed. i love the longer stuff because there's so much plot to take in. in fact, most of my favorite writers on here write 10k+. and 50k?? gosh. i lowkey wanna try writing something that long now 🤣
i think i've brought up the issue of uneven likes to reblogs ratios a couple of times, and so have a few friends, but we were ignored even after people spread the posts around. the only explanation at this point that i can possibly drum for as to why people just like and not reblog is that if you reblog too many things in one day tumblr might shadowban the blog or stop the tags from working for a handful of days to a handful of weeks. i've witness it happen to a few people on here and i think it's dumb that tumblr has this whole reblog feature, but if you reblog "too much" you get penalized in a way 😭 that situation is the reason why a lot of us have separate blogs to reblog other people's works or just queue the reblogs to avoid being mistaken for a bot or something. i guess people don't really want to have to make a separate blog or queue the reblogs, and no one is obligated to of course, but... it would be nice. more reblogs mean more exposure. and it's sad because when content creators see less reblogs or interactions in general, they sometimes become discouraged. there has been several times on here where i looked at the number of reblogs on my or my mutuals' bulleted reactions compared to the number of reblogs on my fully written oneshots, or i saw my mutuals who mainly write shorter stuff with like 12 anons engaging in conversation and i wanted to deactivate highkey 🤦🏻‍♀️
sometimes it does become a jealousy thing or just a disappointment to us because we know readers/viewers pick and choose who to interact with, and they usually (from my perspective) pick those who either write smut or write bulleted stuff. for the longest now i've kept my feelings about this bottled in, but i no longer care 😂 it's upsetting.
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blakelywintersfield · 4 years ago
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You don't have to post this, but it's upsetting me really bad that you're repeatedly showing you don't care about trans femme people. THAT'S terf rhetoric. Please listen when people tell you you've upset them
Rhetoric: the art of effective or persuasive speaking or writing, especially the use of figures of speech and other compositional techniques.
TERF rhetoric is then, by definition, the art of effective or persuasive speaking or writing, especially the use of figures of speech and other compositional techniques, to justify excluding trans people, especially trans women.
Me refusing to lie and tell a tumblr stranger that won't regulate their emotions, won't read and process anything said that doesn't immediately validate their own beliefs, move goalposts, and continue to self-victimizing because they're upset -- not right or wrong, but upset -- that they're right because they can't emotionally handle being wrong is not "TERF rhetoric", and claiming it is because you don't like seeing your friend or partner upset (because unless they've been publishing our conversation, you'd have no way of knowing we were still talking)? Now that's fucking insulting. I would never equate me personally having to deal with young LGBTQ+ members that refuse to learn about and admit to unknowingly using TERF dogwhistles and rhetoric with the actual act of using TERF rhetoric.
Y'all purposely refusing to listen to me and instead charging forward in conversation without taking a minute to breathe and get your emotions in check is not my fault. Throwing an accusation like this because y'all are upset gives me the impression that you'll call anything that you don't immediately agree with or wish to discuss "TERF rhetoric". If you thought someone making a side note of the fact that community exclusionism of sexualities are literally pushed by mainly TERFs to indoctrinate young LGBTQ+ people, radicalize them, and normalize the idea of "I can choose who is and isn't a real (blank)", and thus a form of TERF rhetoric, was watering down transmisogyny? Think about how insulting and diluting it is to say "X person not agreeing with me is TERF rhetoric." THAT'S fucking insulting.
You are one trans feminine person who is contradicting the multitudes of trans feminine people I know, am good friends friends, and talk to weekly (it'd be daily if we weren't all working ourselves to death but y'know). Your feelings and viewpoint are just as valid as every trans femme person's, but I'm not going to usurp a fact solidified by empirical evidence and the voices of multiple trans femmes I've known over the years and currently know, for the opinion of a stranger. I'm genuinely sorry this is upsetting you, and that I have upset you. But you also need to be aware that being upset doesn't mean you're automatically in the right. I already clarified that this was a misunderstanding and I made the mistake of not going in to further depth about what I meant in the tags. I admit that, what was in the tags alone, was broad enough that it could've been interpreted many ways, including equating issues to one another (as opposed to what I meant, which was the similarities they share, mainly by the same group -- not that the issues are the same, but that the group in question is an instigator in both issues). I admitted it, and I'm sorry. My tags were absolutely too vague and I should've clarified before queuing the post. And in an agreement where both parties took down the posts in question (OP's being just the response where they screenshot my tags and whatnot) I followed through, and neither the original post with the tags, or the response, are on my blog anymore. And I haven't heard anything about anyone who follows me messaging / reblogging them and being aggressive, like I experienced (not meaning you; you haven't been aggressive or necessarily rude). I am transparent about what I've done wrong, and its public now too!
This hasn't been reciprocal, however. There's been no "maybe I overracted a little bit", no "I shouldn't have immediately resolved to name calling, that was immature", no "maybe making a whole addition to my post because I was emotional was a bad move"; no attempt to reflect on behavior, or self-evaluate, or hold oneself accountable. Just continuous demands for "tell me I'm right! tell me I'm right!!! you're a bad mean man because you won't tell me I'm right!!!!!" No, I won't lie and say someone is right just to satiate them. I don't coddle unreasonable behavior. I have literally been through enough therapy that I don't have the patience to deal with people who refuse to get better and instead continue to paint themselves as the victim when they don't get their way, because it's easier than self-accountability. I acted that way too when I was younger, and getting told "okay you're right" doesn't solve anything or make it better. It just pushes people to find others who fit their confirmation bias as opposed to broadening their horizons. Which tumblr is great for if you don't get popular. I would encourage the latter of the two choices, and probably getting therapy too because this behavior is not healthy, but I not only can't control others (nor do I really want to), but I'm sure everything said will be twisted in some manner to make me look like I'm some horrible, evil person.
I'm a dick, yeah. I'm pretty open about that. But I also care about people. The only issue is when you make it clear you don't care about anyone that isn't you or just like you. And that's exactly how they've been acting. If you only extend your care to "me and my friends and fuck everyone else" well then. I'm not gonna waste my emotional energy on someone who doesn't give two fucks about anyone else.
#anyways it was nice have confirmation that they were lying about not knowing that anon#which i figured was a lie#unless they're sharing sceenshots of our IMs in which case that right there just solidifies the need for drama#like bro i mentioned this offhand to a friend before moving on because this is literally tumblr drama with a stranger#i have bigger things to worry about. i have a $2.5k bill due wednesday for my top surgery#my best friend just got out of the hospital after being there nearly 2 months because of surgery complications#i'm in the process of trying to figure out why i can't stop sleeping and if there's anything i can even do to fix it#i still need to talk to my lawyer about power of attorney in case my physical illnesses take a turn for the worst#i literally do not have enough emotional energy or time to drag this out another day. i'm sorry i upset you and your partner/friend#but they aren't going to get what they want from me and vice versa. there will be no compromise. no agree to disagree#i won't submit to their unreasonable behavior and they won't regulate their emotions or behavior#this is how its gonna end. with them either holding up their end of the bargain like an adult would and like i did and deleting the post#and ceasing communication. probably blocking after / blacklisting usernames to avoid further accidental communication#or them not following through with the agreement and continuing to try and argue with me and act belligerent and childish and get ignored#it sucks but that's how shit goes sometimes. not everyone's gonna agree and not everyone's gonna be able to end things peacefully#though I've tried to end it as peacefully as possible. but whatever. it's done and over with. i'm tired#anyways this also is a great lesson and example in how people really don't have patience for neurodivergent people so that's cute!#i don't expect it on this trash site though so none of this is surprising. just tiredly disappointing
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