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yall want to hear my latest cancelable offense?
i have just recently listened to pied piper for the first time and I LOOOOOVE it and constantly want to be like damn has anyone else heard this shit??? and then i remember I’m the last bts fan on earth to hear this song 😔🔫
#here is my excuse: i somehow convinced myself that love yourself answer was a complete compilation of all of the other love yourself albums#so i never listened to them BECAUSE I THOUGHT I ALREADY HAD#but then they released the love yourself: her album on vinyl and i bought it without thinking bc of course I did#and I finally got it a couple weeks ago#and put that shit on the turntable#and it got to pied piper and I was like UMMMMMMM HELLO???????#WHAT IS THIS⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️#turns out it was pied piper and i had Never Listened To It until almost two years into my career as World’s Worst Army#anyways#all of this to say#pied piper has been at the top of my on repeat playlist for two weeks#yes i listen to bts’s discography in the most infuriating way possible BUT#it means that two years into being a fan im still finding new songs to obsess over#which is incredibly fun#this is why it’s INTEGRAL for bts to release all of their albums on vinyl#apparently it’s the only way I’ll ever hear some of their shit#text
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sonc
#i finally figured out my favorite way of drawing this guy and then immediately got hit with some of the worst burnout of my life <3#i made these a couple weeks ago i think? dont remember lol#fern's sketchbook#sonic the hedgehog#sth
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bucktommy + oblivious eddie
#911 abc#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#buck x tommy#911:textposts#text post meme#hi hello im new here i binged the whole series a couple weeks ago#and i finally looked up what settings i needed to change to get screenshots off disney+#now that ive got that working i shall be memeing
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shrimp upturned you will always be famous to me
#Message to my followers: PLEASE play The Upturned.#I finally got around to finishing it a couple of weeks or so ago and I don't consider myself a horror fan and I LOVED it#It's made by the same person as Lethal Company so it has that similar really good balance of humor and horror!#I was going to censor lethal company so it wouldn't show up in those tags but honestly? spreading propaganda#the upturned#zero speaks#How do I tag shrimp.#shrimp upturned#shrimp the upturned#sure that works
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the perched king / tigerstar I
#my art#do not copy trace or steal#tigerclaw#tigerstar#warriors#warrior cats#wc art#waca#UHHHHH squints i havent posted fanart in a while i think those are all of my tags#DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO HAVE A LITTLE TIME TO DO A LEGIT PIECE LIKE THIS. oh my god its wonderful#im experiencing a calm before the storm because this is the week before finals#I PROMISE ILL GET BACK TO DOING THE STARCLAN GAMES SOON I JUST NEED TO SURVIVE FINALS AND THEN I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TO JUGGLE WITH WORK#ANYMORE ABJLHBKHDFBG#I SPENT THE ENTIRE LIKE 2 HOURS WORKING ON THIS LISTENING TO THE HUNGER GAMES MOCKINGJAY AUDIOBOOK im. GOOD GOD. im hurting#the movies dont do hardly enough justice to how awful the things the characters go through are#recovering peeta makes me so :( i love him so bad#still got four hours left of the audio book and its really nice since i can listen to it while working#i love drawing tigerclawstar so much i think hes one of the warrior cats ever#for a while a couple years ago if i wanted to draw a wc character i would only draw him but i dont think i ever posted ANY of it
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Just submitted a piece to a publication for the first time ever 😍 can't wait to get my first rejection 😍
#but seriously thanks to the people who beta read for me a couple weeks ago#finally got around to making some last tweaks#I would have submitted to more than one but you know they all have the no concurrent submissions rule#so I picked this one first bc they have a pretty quick promised response time#okay technically not true. I am the coauthor of a research paper that got published in an academic journal#back from my research assistant days. but I mean FICTION
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Prompt: Epona
Injured and homesick, Twilight seeks comfort from his favourite girl.
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Tonight was another one of those nights. A night where the bone deep ache for home was unrelenting, his yearning for his family leaving his heart and soul heavy. His side throbbed, a fierce burn where a moblin had managed a lucky hit while he had been distracted by a like-like, the pangs reminding him of the time an Ordonian Goat had bitten him and Rusl had patched him up, let him sleep on their couch for the night and took care of him.
But Rusl wasn’t here, not so far in the past from his own time. Only one fragment of home remained with him. One piece of his Ordonian family.
Slipping away came easily. A nod to Warriors on watch, and he could vanish into the trees as he often did, returning on four legs, the pink-stained bandage on his side hidden by dense, shaggy fur. In his beastly form, Twilight stepped over the other heroes to the only one who could soothe his aching, tired heart tonight.
She lay close to the fire, surrounded by her heroes, as she always was. Their first priority, their only companion who couldn’t wield a weapon to protect herself were they to be attacked. Her head was tucked into one of her folded forelegs, but she looked up as he approached, as if she had been waiting for him. She had never been afraid of him in this form.
Epona gave a concerned snuffling sound, and Twilight responded with a low whine that told her all she needed to know. Her eyes softened, and as he neared, curling up in her side, she leaned closer to rest her head over him, enveloping him in her warmth. In the feeling of home.
A content sigh escaped Twilight, and he pushed himself closer, resting his head over her foreleg. Warmth pressed over him, soothing his tired soul. Giving him the energy to push on. And if Wild had a new photo on his slate of Wolfie and Epona curled up together come morning? Twilight would endure the teasing. She was always worth it. She was his special girl, after all.
#linked universe#lu fic#linked universe fanfic#lu twilight#lu epona#discord prompts#Okay I finally got my shit together and I'm going to start posting some writing!#yes this is from a couple weeks ago shshshsh#This is partially inspired by the tp manga#Twilight adores Epona and I love that for him#OH#Wolfie#faye writes#Gonna start posting some of the prompts I've written so look out for that!
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max and i are closing in on launching [redacted sports rpf charity fest] and i am once again pondering how do i write "experience with writing form emails and manipulating google forms in ways no one has dreamed of" in a cover letter without saying "i did it for the rpf grind"...like there's no way unless everyone in this microsoft teams meeting gets really cool about a bunch of stuff really quickly. you know
#IT LITERALLY CAME UP WHILE I WAS WRITING A COVER LETTER A COUPLE WEEKS AGO#AND IT WAS SUCH A BAD COVER LETTER BC IT WAS LIKE. I CAN DO THIS. I CAN BE A VIRTUAL PROGRAMMING MANAGER#I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I CAME BY THESE SKILLS!!!!#i did not get an interview lmao. but we stay silly#like how do u frame ''community organizer'' when you're organizing. people on the internet to create rpf fanworks. for charity#lmaooooo oh well#me and max locking down our timeline last night and i'm like 😶 the thing i have wanted to do for years is finally happening#the universe tried to smite us multiple times in multiple ways. but we persisted. and it is happening!!!#last night i had to go to the grocery store at 9pm wearing short-shorts and an oversized t-shirt bc i was really like#if i don't get a coke in me right the fuck now i am going to end it all#procured coca-cola. drank it in the parking lot. recovered instantly. got on here and started posting#went to monday night service. last one bc after this week it'll be too late at night in est :(#it was such a nice global community to be apart of. people in 5 countries on four continents showed up almost every week!#not to be christian on main. but i love working with ecumenical organizations because i meet people all over the world#who have different ways of doing church and different interpretations of scripture and different takes on faith#and i always learn so much from people! good and bad lol sometimes it's like wow i will NOT be integrating that into my worldview#yo just under one week until i move 😵💫 i decided i am packing one (1) more box and then saying fuck it we ball#whatever i forgot has to go in the car. i cannot let myself be owned by cardboard boxes any longer#and soon. freedom. new start. new beginnings. someone said ''i hope you look at this as a time of new growth and unfolding'' to me#and i went man. i think i am#like the pine trees that reseed after a forest fire#fresno oilers.txt
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"いいこ いいこ とってもいいこ ! !"
#my art#finally done w/ this fucking thing... i made the sketch for it a couple months ago and only got back to working on in this few weeks#anyways#smthn smthn rubirules' power and manipulation infected and then nearly destroyed zetto's personal life#almost like the very thing he was strung along into believing he was getting rid of for good!!! aint it funny#(i say with tears in my fucking eyes)#terrain of magical expertise#zetto tome#rubirules#ask to tag
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I'M GOING TO CRETE
#a couple months ago i applied to this summer school of one week on ancient cretan heritage#AND I GOT ACCEPTED#I'M FINALLY GOING TO GREECE
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yomiel irl sightin real not fake
#i got a haircut a week ago so my hair is real short now lol#got even some kinda undercut goin on as well#and since i got lotta dangle earrings they look even cooler now. finally lookin closer to my actual age lol#(im often mistaked to be much younger bc of my height 💥)#'is that a dirk shirt' yeah. i got a couple hs shirts. i wear those things often theyre real comfy my liege
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I need it to be September already
Trying to hold on until the week of my birthday because I've got a paid vacation that week but good lordy I am tired now and waiting slightly less then a full month for my other coworkers to take their weeks of vacation is going to be painful
But I will stay silly and persevere :'3 👍
#one coworker has the last week of August off and then my other coworker is taking the first week of September off and then it's MY turn#I've got plans with some friends but it's mostly just going to be me taking my time and just doing whatever#probably going to go to the beach at least one day#partially because I want to and partially because I'm scoping out plans for some things next year 🤔#this is the first vacation I've actually had since I've gone full time#because I was going to do this a couple years ago but then my life fell apart and I was forced to quit my job and move#I moved back and I'm in a slightly more stable position now so now I can finally fucking do it 😭👍
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musing in the tags about the view two years out from my hysterectomy and the shifting nature of neuropathy. i asked my PT for recommendations/resources pertaining to pain science and that's been a very helpful lenses to have. i'm still not back to normal, will never be unmarked by this experience or return to my pre-op self, but my baseline has been gradually increasing over the last few months, and it feels good to look back on the last two years and say "i have no idea how i managed to function while living with that, but i did!"
#meatsuit renno#chronic blogging#ctxt#at first post-hysto pain was a deep burning ache#and eventually that lessened on my left side and settled in for the long haul on the right#after a couple weeks it had started to feel like a small carnivorous creature scrabbling and gnawing at the inside of my abdomen#nestled into the hollow of my pelvis and reaching up with its raking claws#about 6 months in and the creature still chewed occasionally but had shrunk to the size of a tennis ball under my right incision site#it clamped its jaws down and went to sleep and i perpetually felt like someone had pinched a fold of my insides with a large binder clip#this constant awful twisting tug every time i moved that kept me from straightening up or breathing fully#this is about a year into recovery and my original surgeon has blown off my requests for follow-up treatment three times now#i carried on as best i could. fatigue and brainfog getting worse & worse as the pain wore on unrelentingly#about a year and a half into recovery it worsened again. searing lancing pain like i'd been impaled on a piece of white hot rebar#couldn't hardly move. couldn't think straight. couldn't sleep#finally checked myself into urgent care & then the ER just to try to get someone anyone to take me seriously and help me#finally got a referral to a new surgeon who immediately pinned it as extreme neuropathy#started gabapentin end of december last year and the relief was immediately#i never thought i would welcome the gritted teeth vice grip of my little feral pain creature#but when i felt the molten spike slide out to be replaced once more by its worrying jaws#the intermittent spark and fizzle of that pinching squirming pain was a dramatic improvement#then i started PT in march and slowly so slowly the creature's hungry grip is loosening#it still clamps down occasionally. maybe once every week or two i'll have a day when i just accept#that there will be a horrible little creature chewing on my right side from the inside#but nowadays with the gabapentin doing as much as it can and an exercise routine i must stick to religiously to supplement PT#the pain is more of a little pearl of dark matter shifting around under my skin#it's incredibly dense. the heart of a black hole of disabling agony. all that white hot fury condensed into a slick heavy marble#as i recover some of my strength and energy i can feel my body coating it in nacreous layers to minimize its influence#my hysterectomy was 2 years and 4 days ago today and i feel like i can finally finally say i'm beginning to truly heal#i suspect i'll always carry this pearl in my side like shrapnel. product of damaged nerve tissue that went untreated for far too long#i wish my original surgeon had been more competent more attentive less lazy & indifferent to my pain. but i still don't have any regrets.
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#still wild to me that i am in a relationship#itll be 3 months next week and i am obsessed with him than ever#i never couldve imagined itd actually be like this but it is literally everything i ever wanted#hes sooooo kind#and sweet and i could gush about him all day long#i mentioned in front of two of his friends how im planning to buy a ps5 in the next couple months bc i only have Nintendo consoles#and i wanna play other games#and his two friends where like well why arent you getting a gaming pc?????#important note here: they all are gaming nerds and they are all like IT guys incl my boyfriend#and i explained that its just the easiest way and that im not really a pc gamer#(but important note here is that my bf has hi gaming pc set up on his tv and plays with a controller exclusively and i do vibe with that)#and then all 3 basically were like we will literally build you a gaming pc ourselves so you dont buy a ps5!!!!#that was 2 days ago.#yesterday my boyfriend showed me his research into possible gaming pc set ups for me that would be within a certain budget#while still being definitely more than good enough#and he explained some things to me and asked my opinions#and now im sat here like ok 🥺#i think ill let my boyfriend build me a gaming pc#mind you i wasnt planing on getting a ps5 before fall the earliest bc im planning on moving soon and money and all that#but hes already planning and gathering ideas#while still understanding why i initially wanted a ps5 (less money and i have no idea about gaming pc set ups) and leaving it fully up to me#i am also now at exactly 100 hours into elden ring with him as my backseater#which means end game shit#i am currently switching between trying to win against Malenia Mogh lord of blood and radagon#its........ going#i maxed out my number of flasks and charges?? is that what its called#and i got my +10 staved and sword/catana#its still super fun but hoh boy#the rush of adrenaline when i finally beat godfrey and my boyfriend was so hapoy for me too it was honestly super fucking adorable#personal
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Inktober Day 2. Prompt: Spiders
#inktober#spiders#hazbin hotel#angel dust#angel dust hazbin hotel#fat nuggets#yeah i finally watched the pilot a couple of weeks ago#and yeah i am lowkey obsessed#fan art#my art#art#hazbin hotel fanart#also i REALLY recommend drawing a character with multiple limbs if you want to give your#anatomy skills a workout#i swear every time i draw him#and think i've got the pose right#there's another FUCKING limb
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WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME BURROWS END WASNT FREE
#I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT BUT STILL. SOMEONE SHOULDVE WARNED ME BEFORE I GOT COMPLETELY INVESTED#I know next to nothing abt dimension 20 I’m pretty sure I just saw a post abt burrows end specifically MONTHS ago and was like 👀👀👀#opened a tab with the first episode to watch later and promptly forgot about it#until last night! having a bad night and was like hrm what if I just watch smth#and I’ve been reading watership down recently!! finally got my own copy bc it was my favourite book when I was like NINE#so I am fully primed to fall in love with a story abt little animals rn and man#I am OBSESSED with this and also realising yeah I’m at a point where I could get very into tabletop rpgs now#what if. what if I just get dropout. what if I just do that. would that not be fun. I would like to see the stoats do stuff#i am so in love with Ava and her player and I understand so much more about brennan lee mulligan now. and VIOLA#viola may be my favourite character I’m obsessed with how she interacts with other characters.m#i NEED to know what’s up with thorn’s cult thing. and also thorn. what is going on there#hrrgrhehh the thing that’s holding me back is I’m allergic to subscriptions#impermanence. even though I know it’s fairly unlikely I’ll wanna watch it again any time soon I don’t like the idea that I’d have to like#in a couple years pay for it again or not be able to bc I can’t afford it even though I already paid for it once#I’m a books + cartridge games guy and it shows.#okay. I will chew on this. the price is not unreasonable and I have coincidentally also been looking at make some noise clips#it does not help that I basically never watch things but my favourite podcast is also ending within the next month (2 episodes left)#and this IS primarily audio so I could cook + watch mayhaps. and I’ve heard good things abt all other d20.#they have a 20% off first year deal on. annual would make me less stressed long term if I end up liking this bc cheaper + choice premade#and would also mean I can do it now and not feel bad abt wasting the first month bc I won’t be able to watch much for a few weeks#fuck it I’m allowed to make frivolous purchases sometimes I will simply swallow the subscription distaste#more stoats >:)#that aside all the players are incredible I’m pretty sure when this is done I’ll wanna watch other seasons just to see what else they do#okay go do the thing I believe in you you can spend money sometimes#luke.txt#update I downloaded the app. I am putting off the decision for another day now bc it’s 1:21am and I have not been thinking clearly <3
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