#also this partly lil's fault

[emodennis]

starting a podcast "funniest moments" compilation like i am about to climb mount everest... i might not make it out alive

[steampoweredskeleton]

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[just-a-creep-babe]

How do you think Toby, E.J, and BEN react to having a s.o that likes to tug their clothes or link fingers with them when the s.o is anxious/nervous?

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BEN Drowned

Oh god that’s so cute—

The first time they did it, it admittedly, took him a second for what happened to click

But once he realized what they were doing and why they were doing it?

Oh my god, he was over the moon~

He couldn’t forget about it for the next couple of days, and every time he saw his precious lil’ s/o, he’d have this big, stupid grin on his face just thinking about it

He’ll try not to gush all over them the next few times they do it—he’s gotta have some kind of self-restraint, after all

But he will absolutely smother them in PDA when it happens

Partly because it’s so fucking cute, and partly because he wants to help calm them down & comfort them however he can

If he notices that they’re still anxious after getting all snuggled up into him, he’ll probably try to tease them a tad—just to distract them & take their mind off things

And they’re just so fucking cute when they’re all flustered from PDA!

If, however, the situation is serious, and cracking jokes doesn’t lighten the mood, he’ll move them away from whatever’s happening as quickly as possible

And then he’ll distract them with video games or a movie or an extra long cuddle session until they feel better

He, of course, doesn’t like seeing his s/o upset

But if their primary way to deal with anxiety is by cuddling up with him?

Then he might accidentally slip up & say/do something that’ll stress them out every now & then just to see their reaction

He, of course, will never let things get too stressful on purpose, but he’ll have fun toying with them every now & then~

They’re just so cute when they get all worried—it’s not his fault their reactions make him wanna stir up a little chaos every now & again, is it?~

Eyeless Jack

It actually takes him a good few times to realize what his s/o is doing

Because despite his book smarts, Jack can sometimes be a bit… well, stupid

He doesn’t really get anxious or nervous like he once did when he was human, so there’s a bit of a disconnect in that sense

If they want him to realize what they’re doing and why, his s/o might have to fully spell it out for him

And at that point, he’ll kind of just be like “Oh. …Oh”

And from then on, he’ll make a mental note to watch out for it

With more time and practice, he’ll get better at noticing what makes them nervous

And he’ll make an effort to avoid putting them in those kinds of situations

He does find it reassuring that they reach out to him for comfort, though

He’s flattered that they trust him to that point—even despite the kind of monster he is

If he can’t help them avoid a situation that makes them uncomfortable, he’ll be damn sure to, at the very least, let them have as much physical contact as they please—it’s the least he can do

Similarly to his s/o, physical contact—like scenting—is also comforting to him, so he understands his s/o’s needs and will always reassure them however he can

He just generally enjoys having his s/o close

And he wants them to feel safe and happy, and he’ll do anything to make sure that’s the case

Excellent boyfriend material tbh

Ticci Toby

Unlike BEN and EJ, Toby will immediately notice what they’re doing and why they’re doing it

Having multiple disorders means he’s familiar with various coping mechanisms, and he understands what it’s like to struggle with anxiety and such

So he can pinpoint their little quirk as soon as they do it

And he is, of course, entirely supportive

He’ll always stick by their side when he knows a stressful situation might come up

And if he knows they might end up in a stressful situation, but he won’t be by their side when it happens, he’ll offer a piece of his clothes or something of the sort to act as a comfort item

He’ll also offer different tips and tricks to calm down if/when they feel an anxiety/panic attack coming on

If it’s a person who makes his s/o nervous or uncomfortable, he might be prone to getting angry—especially if he thinks it was done on purpose

He just doesn’t want anyone to mess with his precious lil’ s/o—and he wants everyone to know they shouldn’t fuck with them

Once they’ve been removed from the stressful situation, he also likes trying to make them laugh

At the end of the day, he just wants his s/o to be happy

He thinks they’re the cutest thing ever, especially when they reach out to him for comfort

He’s incredibly patient and considerate with their coping mechanisms

He loves gifting them personal items so a piece of him is always with them, and he might just ask for the same thing in return; his s/o is just as much of a comfort to him as he is to them

He sometimes can’t believe how absolutely lucky he is to have them <3

[powerpuffobsession]

If Lucifer got along with Adam in Eden at first..

Do you think that if Adam ended up in hell as a sinner Lucifer would feel just a tiny bit (or a lot) protective of him because that's the same lil Addie he used to play with in the garden?

But of course at the same time he would also be pissed at him for trying to murder his daughter and ruin her hotel, and that's a HUGE inner conflict. Like, he shouldnt forgive Adam too easily if he's any good at being a father but at the same time Lucifer still has a soft spot for him despite everything, and knows it's partly his fault Adam turned out this way, and they all kinda already got back at Adam by beating him up and giving him a humiliating death etc and AHHHHH COMPLICATED

[malkaleh]

Honestly she might not (my focus on plotting out Mary’s reaction has been on the Thomas Seymour thing - that her father bought this fucker into her life and hurt both her mothers) but also now I am thinking - is that one more thing that makes her fond of Thomas.

Does Mary blame or resent Henry for Thomas Seymour’s attack, since his affair with Jane Seymour helped embolden him?

You know I’d never thought of that but yes, almost certainly yes. (Also thinking about how indirectly Henry’s affair with Jane + The Seymour Men bought Norwich back into the picture…)

[rayvvens]

First pup is done

There are a few mistakes here and there so I'll have to alter the pattern some more. I think for a prototype/practice project tho he's pretty cute.

On another note I am very happy with the fur! I believe I mentioned previously I would do a little review of the shop if I liked the material so here we go.

I ordered from the etsy shop TeddySuppliesHK.

Two things to note if you do decide to purchase from them is that

1. They are from Hong Kong so the shipping can take a while. It took a few weeks for my package to arrive. Which absolutely is not the fault of the shop itself. Just something to note so you aren't purchasing material and expecting it to arrive in a few days.

2. Check the sizes of the materials. Once again this is not the fault of the shop. They specialize in miniatures and doll making supplies. Some of what I ordered was smaller than I thought because I am an idiot and did not read the sizes. If you need a specific size (dolls eyes for example) definitely check it. But you guys are smarter than me so I know you all know that already 👍

Moving on!

They have a great selection of faux furs for dolls. There's many different colors as well as textures. The furs I purchased also aren't very long meaning minimal trimming is required if you're sewing lil plushes. (At least for the kind I am making)

They also, at the time of writing, have those long fuzzy pipe cleaners. They're the ones some popular videos were made of. You can make little animals out of em. I ordered a few as well and made one dog so far. They also seem to be good quality. I was able to bend them easily, add colors with markers, and they somewhat blend together if that makes sense? Since they are fluffy you don't see where they are twisted together so much.

Back to the fabric. I would def recommend it if you're making tiny plushes. As previously mentioned the fabric pieces aren't very large. But they're also priced at $3-5 (the ones I got) which seems fair to me. They also don't have the shine some faux furs have. They are matt and also come in more natural colors. Which for me has been difficult to find when in stores.

Minor note which idk if anyone cares about but, I didn't notice any smell when I received the fabric. Which is a good thing. As someone who works in a fabric store some of it stinks real bad. (The minky at my store reeks! People who go to joann is this universal or just my store?)

That about wraps up I think just about all my thoughts. I'm not sure if anyone will find this at all interesting. But I'd partly like to keep notes on material I like. As well as have materials I use just listed on here for anyone who may stumble upon my page and be curious. Sometimes it seems like people are a bit secretive about where they get materials for certain crafts so I'd rather just mention shops or stuff I like.

[freeuselandonorris]

for the ask game: 1, 19, 20!

heyyyy thank you for asking! 🫶

what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?

ooooh bloody hell. let's see. 1. being an only child in a single parent household. it's made me very happy with my own company (sometimes to a fault) and very close with my mum. also probably contributed to why my inner fantasy life is so active lmao 2. having a period of very poor mental health through my teenage years/early 20s. i basically lost the years between 13-23. it's made me very careful about looking after myself now i'm older and it forced me to have to understand myself more. it's also made me more keenly aware of not wasting more time. 3. art school. i went to a fairly prestigious art school in london and it really opened my eyes to class (i'm northern and working class) - it was the first time i'd really come across PROPERLY priveleged people (a close friend was the daughter of a tory mp and i was later a bridesmaid at her wedding at westminster palace lmao, weirdest day of my life) and realised just how much the world was skewed to their success. also made me realise i like making art but i hate the art world and most art people. still wanna write an art school AU one day.

19. favourite thing about the day?

when i'm having a good head period and can manage it, my morning routine is the best. i get up and make my lil coffee (V60 4 lyf) and then sit down and write for an hour - i like writing first thing before my brain is knackered from Life - and listen to lauren laverne's 6music show, then i read for however long i have left before work. sometimes i'll burn incense or a nice candle. for a while i was doing morning pages too although i find them a drain long-term. it's just my time, yknow? i try not to look at my phone or anything.

i'm going to be moving to a partly office-based job again and not being able to do my morning routine on those days is the thing i'm most upset about.

20. favourite things about the night?

i'm the kind of person who has a brain that is constantly chewing on to-do lists and anxiety spiralling about All The Things I Must Do and i like feeling like i am mostly done with the day's tasks by evening (even though i find it hard to stop percolating them or adding more sometimes). recently i've got into the habit of listening to shaun keaveny's daily grind podcast on my headphones while i cook my dinner which is a rly nice way to mark the end of the workday, although i guess that's evening more than night.

i like that the night can be either end of the spectrum - it can be the time for extreme cosiness, feeling safe and protected and sleepy, or it can be the time for excess and sleaze. when all the hidden things come out to play!

from questions i think it would be fun to be asked!

[chevyventure]

dunno what kind of car liking audience is here but fuck it i want to talk about my car

bought this little dude off craigslist for a grand it was the best money ive ever spent. didnt really know anything about saturn before buying this (or how to drive stick lol) but when i saw this ugly/cute brown blobs listing i knew it was the one. it had 344k miles on it then but that didnt turn me off, i had to have it. brought it home on a trailer and its been lovely, dependable to a fault and fun to drive to boot. it just hit 360k and is going strong as ever.

(dw my bf took this photo while i was driving)

its been quite the learning experience too, in addition to it being my first car it saw me go from someone who liked cars but didnt know how they worked to a full time mechanic partly on the skills i gained replacing the odd part here and there on it.

im just so happy with it. if i suddenly got a ton of money i wouldnt replace it with anything, id just treat it to a full mechanical refresh and some new paint cause i love it so much. it is exactly the amount of car i want and need, no more no less.

its also been the catalyst for me and my bf to become basically saturn historians, as since the brand died almost a decade and a half ago knowledge on these things (and parts!) are becoming somewhat hard to find. we've also started collecting various saturn things like this lil fella who is now my second most prized possesion

if you've made it this far thank you for listening to my ramblings about my 23 year old economy car, you a real one 🙏🙏

[jennycalendar]

I can't put it into words properly but you referring to Ethan and Jenny as the two great loves of Giles' life reminded me of Angel and Spike being called the same for Buffy (rip Riley) in one of the comics and something something Parallels. Jenny reflected in Angel,trying to do better, high school years, doomed by the narrative, not fully moving past it. Spike as Ethan, indulging in life's joys even when it's harmful, English, constant denial that there's anything there, being entirely defined by this love. Buffy as Giles, learning some relationship habits partly by seeing them in Giles, given a destiny at far too young an age, always feeling a step apart from your loved ones and support network. Idk if there's something there but I needed to write it down. Cyclical narratives that repeat in different generations also everyone involved here is bisexual

hmmmm i'm gonna have to push back against this a lil. the "jenny is to giles what angel is to buffy" reading -- while they occupy very similar spaces in s2, i have always been of the mind that jenny and buffy parallel each other much more neatly than jenny and angel. both have complicated relationships with older men, both have a martyr complex about things that aren't their fault, both have an attitude to cope with how shackled they are to a horrific patriarchal system, etc etc. to say that jenny inhabits the same space as angel sorta diminishes how much of angel's story is also about his own role in the patriarchy that is fucking over buffy -- how she is looking for stability and guidance from him! there's a big Gender Thing and also a big Age Thing going on in angel and buffy's relationship, which is why, for me, it is always gonna be "jenny is to giles what buffy is to angel."

i can see the spike/ethan thing a little bit, but i think it's also a huuuuge simplification, because spike to me has always been in a constant state of evolution & ethan is defined by his unwavering entrenched position that giles's life is a lie. spike changes over the course of the show; ethan...really does not? so. yes. not so sure about this one.

(i think i am also not into defining jenny as being giles's version of angel specifically because angel occupies almost the exact same space in jenny's life as he does in buffy's! so to say that jenny is "giles's version of angel" when angel literally Defined Jenny's Identity & the two of them have a really specific narrative connection As Individuals feels a little strange.)

[fleeting-sanity]

Birb Avion Family Portrait

I made two potat family portraits but none for them shame shame... Anyways this is my OG family, everyone is an OC except for Jaesa. Their ages are all 25 since obviously.... uhm, some of them are dead.

Individual short bio under read more!

Rionnic Avion / Aevrel Valius Panteer / Xarethe

Class : Sith Warrior Weapon : Dual Lightsabers

hahahhaha he's the only sith in the fam just a tired boi enabling his twin brother escaping responsibilities by taking on all of those leadership roles when all he wanted was a quiet life with his lil family divorced from the chaotic galaxy. loves to sing SECRETLY, be a clingy dad, compose poems and music, write research journals, and watches musical events. emo variant of emperor's wrath.

Riornivo Avion

Class : Jedi Consular Weapon : Lightsaber

too kind and caring to a fault. stubborn like his twin in the flavor of not wanting to learn that sometimes helping people needed to be in moderation and can lead to its own repercussions. loves to knit, cook, garden, teach, and clean. boo-boo the fool variant of the barsen'thor.

Vyria Avion

Class : Jedi Knight Weapon : Lightsaber

third stubborn, twice brash sister. likes beating up enemies with fists and soles. then you'll get her actually using her lightsaber. often spats and spars with eldest brother. bubbly, loud, and opinionated. loves to exercise, window shopping, swim, and dance.

Jaesa Willsaam

Class : I'd say she's a... Consular Weapon : Double-bladed Lightsaber

LS version. no master-apprentice dynamics between the two as they are equal. became more self-assured and decisive as she got older. loves to take walks, forage, sew outfits, and record daily footages.

Vianiel Avion

Class : Jedi Knight Weapon : Dual Lightsabers

a shy archeologist. she's more proficient in sabers than the force, spends most time on artifacts and crystals. very tragic mom, but the most resilient and compassionate. left the jedi order on her own accord after a tragedy. loves to cook, read literary works, sparring, and crafts crystal accessories. died during the dread war :(

Jurbiend Pendraig

Class : Jedi Consular Weapon : Double-bladed Lightsaber

a no nonsense jedi master. quite arrogant and unorthodox. his expertise on trakata is controversial amongst his fellow jedi, but challenge him on why it's wrong and you'll earn a debate table. skilled fighter pilot, callsign is "vision" as he likes to take out enemies out of their line of sight. loves to theorycraft, deep research, explore force techniques, and crafts lightsabers. died after the dread war :(

Enzaran Avion

Class : Smuggler Weapon : Blaster Pistols, Sniper Rifles, Assault Rifles, Scalpels, Ropes, Scattergun, Vibroknives, Poison Darts, Grenades

your typical fuckboi. quite rich from all the criminal activities he been doing, but hides his wealth somewhere. also hides his force-sensitivity somehow. one of the smugglers in hylo's brigade of ending the mandalorian blockade in hydian way. uses the force to cheat, crimes, charm, con, and cope. loves to gamble, frolick on grass fields, garden something weird, and traveling.

Eniriva Avion

Class : Bounty Hunter Weapon : Blaster Pistols, Assault Rifles, Grenade Launcher, Electronet, Missile Launcher, Flamethrower

distant and quiet, unlike her dad. her keeping the distance from her family was partly due to her line of job. her cousins are actually accepting of her, and fortunately it wasn't too late for them to get closer to each other. loves sports, code programming, tinkering with gadgets, and practice shooting.

Rian Avion

Class : Jedi Knight Weapon : Lightsaber

aspiring geologist & archeologist. perhaps his fascination with rocks was inherited from late grandma. generally a chill dude, not interested in arguing why he's got a sith dad--'sif he can change that, but he knows that he cant just fill his life with what he's passionate about; there be responsibilities. loves spelunking, tomb exploring (read: NOT raiding), watching documentaries, hiking, and gardening.

[reveseke]

Nomu ! Katsuki AU ; AFTERMATH

Simple continuation of nomu!katsuki origin which you can find here ( linklinklink ) . How does everybody feel about Katsuki' s supposed death ? Also the handlers not good with grief so brief discussion on it nothing more lol .

Have a lil sneak peak of a fic I'm writing as a continuation as the headcanons are short lol .

Genre — [ Angst ]

Characters — [ Katsuki Bakugo mention | Reader + Class 1A mention | Ms. & Mr. Bakugo mention | UA staff ]

Additional — [ Slight all might hate | Katsuki x reader fic | male he him Reader ]

CW — [ None | Angsty ? ]

DNI - Fudanashis/fujodashis, women & fem-aligned, profic/proship, anti - LGBTQ+ folk & exclusionists, anti-antis, Necro- Zoo- Pedophiles + (NO)Maps(and other terms), basic DNI criteria, kink/nude/nsfw/sh/vent/pro-ana/ed/18+ blogs

So it came as a surprise to Japan that Bakugo died during the Kamino incident. it was broadcasted for it being a major incident in the first place.

All might felt like he failed to rescue his own student, hitting him in the head harder with quilt bc he had hit the boy accidently. Sending Kat into a wall and rendering him unconscious while he bled out with a rather obnoxiously large piece of wood stuck to his stomach.

When he had realised having hit the boy he had rushed to check on him. It was supposed to be a quick mission so no medics were on the scene. He felt the boy weaken in his arms quite literally.

Every one of his classmates mourned on the topic, leaving their condolences on the boy's desk. Few it may have hit even harder than others were Izuku and few Bakusquad members including R.

Grown close knitted Izuku mourned a childhood friend. R, Eijiro and few others mourned a good friend on the side instead.

Katsuki's family was not vining with the news of losing their only child. Mitsuki going off hella mad and upset and not even her husband trying to calm her bc he's just shook on the news, but not Mitsuki scared to cuss All might out on not saving his little boy and senting the teachers out in a quarter of a second.

The death of Bakugo Katsuki' was ruled as the villains fault

Which it partly was. But was it disclosed to be the raid teams fault as well? To the public, to anybody outside that team? No. No it was not. It was left out for the pride of the heroes.

Therefore nobody excepted it to come undone, by the claws of the survivor.

Ring-a-ding the desk bell rang in the dead of the night. Waking up the half-a-sleep boy from his slumber, a trail of drool down his chin wiped off as he pushed himself off of the desk he had so graciously nodded off.

Wandering out of the staff backrooms with annoyed groan as R took a look at the shop side. Ready to warn the comer that hey the shops actually closed he stopped in his tracks before getting a peep out of him.

Shifting rather uncomfortably in its wake a tall easily a little too big dragonic creature with a wild mane of cherry red and blond stood behind the staff desk. Nuzzling the desk bell like it's life depended on it, while pushing it down too much so it didn't continue to ring, stopping in it's tracks as R came to view.

The two looked at each other.

One of dumbfound and still sleep hazed and the second with pure need of assistance and curiousity, one could say.

[msfbgraves]

When Daniel returns to his family for a day or two after some “issue” with Terry in Mobverse, do his parents ever worry for him, for how he’s treated? Do they regret this happening to him, marrying off their youngest to this Alpha? Are his siblings concerned? I feel like Michael would be, especially as he does not seem to like Terry (and vice versa).

Michael is the most ruthlessly practical of them all. He understood that Daniele would have to be married off to the most strategically advantageous partner, and if at that time this person is Terry Silver, then Terry Silver it is. His parents knew this too. Do they worry? I think Lucille worries the most for Daniel's feelings. His Pop is always playing 4D chess. Louie cares for Daniele in his own, very straightforward way - is there anyone he needs to beat up for you, hm? Any of those Irish/Japanese/Chinese whoever thugs bothering you? No? Lemme wrestle ya then, commere. Skinny lil thing ☺️🥰

Of course his parents had not hoped for this for Daniele, but neither did they want Vanessa or Luigi shot or their Miguele tortured. So when (rarely) something bad happens to their youngest, they first need to figure out if it is enough to kill Terry over, but if not, they have to solve it some other way. Ness is quick to point out that yes, Terry could go rogue, but he actually loves Daniele. That he really needs him, and if there was something fundamentally wrong, Daniele would not go into heat so often. The Don is trying to find ways to keep all his pups happy and consolidate his empire while trying to let Vanessa go legit like she wants and get Terry and Michael to work together and sometimes he wants some time in the sun with a cocktail and the sports pages, per Dio. And he wants to play with all Daniele's puppies because again, they'll be the ones consolidating this merger, if you will. But he's also the one to hold Daniele for minutes when he's upset to ground his youngest boy and assure him that he'll always have a family to return to. As for Michael: he's young, he's whip smart, he's frustrated because he would have been the heir had he been Alpha, and he is the one to murder Terry in cold blood without a moment's hesitation if he felt that on the whole, that would be a good idea and that in itself protects Daniele from Terry going rogue. But as this big fight between him and Terry was of course partly Michael's fault the Don may have threatened him with outright exile. You are not loyal enough, Miguele, you forget that relationships are the most important thing in any business!

Daniel is the one who senses how ruthless Michael is, at heart, the best of them all, so he is the one to keep a little distance between them, actually. And Michael knows Daniel knows. That makes Michael slightly wary of his little brother, too. And yet he checks up on him regularly. I don't know, Michael is a complicated boy.

[lawain-dimensional-heroes]

Maroon's Diary - training with Rin, part 2

Day 8 - The second week of Rin's training starting off with a lil quiz. Of course she wasn't looking forward to it. I am trying here-- I even turned this quiz into a multiple choice one where you just have to choose between A, B, C, etc. but even then she wasn't very focused on it! On the bright side, she at least faired better than the written tests, meaning she did learn. That's somewhat of a relief. What wasn't a relief was that I felt her body very slowly but surely increase in temperature. I thought it was a cold at first, but if I'm wrong the next day me might correct me on that.

Day 9 - Turns out her valves were already partly broken from going too hard using her powers during the song contest. It was partly my fault as I was the one who had control over those instead of her. But she wasn't fully out of blame here the moment we found out she hadn't put that collar on for a while. I scolded her heavily-- I somewhat felt bad for that, but even so she had taken a heavy risk and she could've risk her nightmare coming to fruition, burning her and her friends and her family to ashes without wanting to. Luckily, that was prevented as we straight up upgraded her valves. Don't tell her, but I also upgraded her entire aura channel system. She's now bedridden for the entire day, but at least she has a caring family now and Miku to help her out.

Day 10 - This was the first day she was training after I had to fix her valves and I'm honestly wondering if this is the same Rin that I danced with back in the singing competition. She used to be so carefree when it comes to training and now she's taking this seriously, more serious than before-- even did some genuine studying for once by reading the guide and she used to hate it. Did the issue from yesterday worry her to the point of taking it seriously?

Day 11 - We didn't do much that day as I saw that the whole situation from two days ago worried her. We went to go play games, to the amusement park and even went and grabbed some fast food over on our local fast food restaurant.

Day 12 - I'm really proud of her right now for this and I might be for a while, she seemed to have mastered controlling the output of her powers, which is good because she needs that fine control, which also means she's closer to being in full control. Although there's still one hurdle she has to overcome.

Day 13 - Almost a week ago she was struggling making a fireball. Now with some focus she was able to pull it off! Really, she's going so quick for a girl her age and as her brother and teacher I was very proud of her. Due to that, our training for the day finished shortly, though today wasn't without one concern. Even with her collar on, her temperature slowly rose and I checked and her system seems to be alright. We'll have to wait and see what the next day is for her, but I have small suspicion what that may be.

Day 14 - Her body's temperature increased a lot by then, she says she somehow was feeling a build up in pressure, but temperature wise she was feeling totally fine even though her body already was reaching over 100°C. Situation wise we're somewhat back to what it was 5 days ago-- kind of. It was a free day for her so I thought that she should take some time off in the pool. I told her in advance what she's about to go through, the final hurdle to control: her Overdrive that was slowly but surely making it's power known.

Update: 160°C

yet she's still was still very much comfortable. Today was likely the day her Overdrive activates. She'll probably pass out in a few seconds, having used up much of her reserves. But once that's done, her powers are then fully in control. Our training has yet to be over, but her concerns of her nightmare might as well be over.

[atlasdoe]

Hii! I'm Ev, I just read the headcanon you wrote, the one about Evan Rosier being born with the idea of a savior, and I have a small suggestion, of course feel free to ignore it. You say that when Evan was born his mother hated him because he would get everything her daughters couldn't have, but shouldn't she hate the father instead of hating a newborn? It's true that the child can become the shadow of his father, but I don't know if a mother who has just given birth would hate her child simply because of what his future may be, I think the story would be very good if, despite all that, his mother and sisters tried to make an effort to send the father to hell and try to make sure that the child does not turn out the way the father wants, because the fucking asshole so far is the father, not the son. Could it be that you have another way to end the story and I should mind my own business? Maybe, but I wanted to give you a lil suggestion.

I SEND YOU A BIG HUG, I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE <3

Hi!! Thank you so much for reading my post and your kind words.

I understand what you're saying and perhaps this is my fault because what i posted was small and not even edited, just a little snippet of what i see Evans family life to be like.

From Melanie (Evans mothers) perspective, she has been forced to give birth to six children in six years purely because her husband wanted a boy. When Evan was born she didn't hold him (she never does), he went straight into his fathers arms while she nearly bled to death. To her literally from the moment Evan was born he was nothing but an extension of his father.

It's her way of prioritising, if Evan was their first born or even second or third I think her feelings towards him would've been different and as you said, she would've wanted to save him from his father but at this point she has five daughters all under the age of 6 who might as well be fatherless (because Dameon never cared for any of the girls) and has to put them in front of anything else because nobody else is going to. Her plate is simply too full, and she makes the decision to disregard Evan because it's what she thinks she has to do for the girls. Keep in mind that when Evan is born she never even gets a proper look at him before she passes out from blood loss, instead she has Eve (Evans eldest sister) by her side.

As for Evans older sisters, i didn't get into them much in the post but they do spend a lot of their childhood trying to befriend him, but he never gave them the time of day because of how his father spoke of them.

There's a lot of jealousy going on with the siblings. Evan is jealous that the girls got a mum and Eve, Sabrina, Aimee, Grace and Aria are jealous that Evan got a dad. In the end both parents are partly at fault for the divide between them but the overarching baddie is Pureblood family culture and sexism as a whole.

Melanie was also a member of the Sacred 28 so she grew up watching her brothers have everything while she had nothing and wanted to give her daughters the best she could. She understood that the sons of the family were the heirs and got more then the daughters of these families so by refusing Evan of a mother it's like she's sticking it to the man in her mind. In Evan she not only sees her husband but also her father and brothers and every other boy who benefited from their male privilege

I'm not sure if any of this made sense and i'm so sorry if it doesn't feel free to ask if you have any more questions.

Thank you so much for the ask :)

[nieithryn]

An Anon asked: Meta + Sintas [For Boba? You seem to use his Legends canon]

Nonny, I want to give you a lil smooch, because this is such a thoughtful lil thing to send me, and you're right, I do mainly use Boba's Legends canon! Partly because I haven't actually seen Book of Boba Fett as yet (...I'm working on it) and partly because I actually think it's an important and meaningful storyline that gets misinterpreted (willfully or otherwise) by folks a lot.

Boba loved Sintas. Wholly, unconditionally. After he got out of prison, she was another youngster in the outlaw scene, and she didn't want to be there any more than he did. She said she wanted to get out of the life, and Boba had never really wanted to be in it. She said she wanted to be normal, to have a family like they never had. And Boba agreed.

There were red flags he probably should have noted, but he was only 14 when they started sort-of seeing one another. It didn't seem weird to him that she made their encounters more about her than him. He didn't notice how she corrected him frequently, shaping their shared future into her dream rather than a collaboration. But he didn't realize that those weren't healthy. She stayed, she said she loved him, and she asked him to take her away from their life, to build a new one with her, and he did.

Boba got a real, stand-up job as a Journeyman Protector. He married her. He was so excited to be a father, to raise Ailyn. To be a normal person, to have the life his father couldn't have or give him. To give his daughter that life. He loved his wife, and he wanted her to have that life too. Normal, quiet, peaceful.

Sintas didn't love their life that much. She loved the idea of being a family woman, but she resented being at home on the farm while Boba worked. She left him to care for their daughter when he got home, and they fought frequently about that and many other things. They fought over everything, really, but he thought they could work things out. He always thought they could work things out.

Boba would have done anything for his family, and he did. He killed a man for his wife, and rather than seeing it as the love he bore her, the urge to avenge her honor and protect her and their daughter, Sintas accused him of ruining their lives. She refused to join him off of Concord Dawn after his exile, instead staying where he could never go back, effectively cutting him off from his child. She told him she never wanted to see him again.

He grew to resent her. He resented being denied his daughter, being told that he could never see her, that he was the reason Ailyn would have no father. He resented Sintas acting as if he abandoned them, and he resented her becoming a bounty hunter again after she sent him away, when she could have done any job to raise their daughter. He resented her making everything his fault.

He also believed everything she said. He never remarried. He never tried for another family. He believed he did ruin their life, but he was barely more than a child himself. He felt responsible.

And he still loved her.

Boba held onto the flame of that love for decades. Loved her from afar, with pain, even after learning she turned their daughter so far against him that she wanted him dead. Still loved her even after learning she left their daughter alone in the galaxy.

Boba Fett died still loving the woman he fell in love with at the age of 14. Despite the insecurities she caused in him, the pain. Despite the wounds she inflicted that never ever stopped bleeding. He never stopped loving her. He never thought himself worthy of anyone's love ever again, but he still loved her, even into his sixties, seventies. Even after she was freed from carbonite, a fraction of his age, he gave her a culturally significant gemstone necklace to let her 'catch up' with his memories (Sintas is a kiffar with psychommetry) from the time after they broke up. He still loved her, despite it all. Wanted her to catch up with him, opened his soul to her.

Theirs was a horrid, toxic love, traumatized teenager and pre-teen romance that should never have gotten past a crush, but for his part, Boba loved Sintas truly and deeply.

(Anyway, if you want a good overview of the Vibes of Boba and Sintas' relationship, these songs, in order: Take Me To Church Abracadabra The Dreamin' That's All My Life Hope you enjoy the suffering!)

[nyalisa-landale]

I said I was gonna make a weird buncle and then I promptly moved my laptop and all my crochet stuff across the house, logged into final fantasy xiv, and did as much work on the narwhal as I reasonably can until the stuff I ordered gets here on wednesday

which, like. I did finish all the stuff I could really do on it until etc., etc., so then I got to work on my own stuff guilt-free. but also, half the yarn I bought on amazon showed up, and it wasn't what I was expecting at all. which is partly my fault for not really reading the listing, but also the item name said it was sport weight, the listing says its "between sport and fingering weight" and the yarn itself. is fucking fingering weight. like I have bought cheap tatting kits with multicolored thread that is nearly identical to this yarn.

and that's disappointing, because I was expecting actual sport weight yarn. I wanted to make a cute shopping bag with it. and I still can, but I'm gonna have to double up on it, and I'm not sure it's going to be enough yarn.

also I got coaxed into healing a 5678 roulette despite being a lil high, and like. first we queued in as three dps and one healer, so we left and the healer switched to tank and I switched to healer, and then we couldn't queue because the tank had a penalty, as the first person to leave the dungeon. so he dropped and we got a df tank, who pulled two packs as is standard, and it was sort of going okay up until it didn't, and the tank ended up respawning and everybody kinda died and respawned.

except for one of the dps, who dc'd instead. and was gone for the entire dungeon. the tank quietly pumped the brakes a little and I had absolutely no trouble keeping the three of us alive for the rest of the dungeon. and even got the comm!

and also made it through the whole thing without admitting that I was too high to find my raise button, because I'd been expecting to see verraise and got very confused when I didn't see a yellow button.