#also i got cedevita again

[rosetta-j-stone]

Went back to the Balkan shop up the road today : D

Found Slovenian stuffs this time : D : D

(specifically - Cockta, which I tried and loved when I first visited Slovenia back in 2011(!!!), and Poli, which I have not yet tried but I may or may not have seen being promoted by Joker Out, thus proving that advertising works (sometimes))

[xhanac]

Kay so @oswald–copperpot tagged me in this (thank u for tagging me btw) so I’m gonna answer some questions.

The rules are basically that you have to answer these 83 statements and tag 20 ppl but fuck it, I have literally no friends on here so I’m just gonna tag @locoalma10, yay

the last…

1. drink: ehh..water, ikr I’m boring

2. phone call: probably my mom, don’t rlly remember tho :/

3. text message: a friend, sth about her ex

4. song you listened to: Fourth of July by Fall out Boy, for some reason it reminds me of Twist&Shout and I wanna cry ;_;

5. time you cried: like a week ago cus I had a pretty bad fight with my mom…ya

6. dated someone twice: nah

7. kissed someone and regretted it: nah

8. been cheated on: I mean I hope never..

9. lost someone special: idk man

10. been depressed: lel that’s kinda a constant thing..kidding kidding..kinda..idk man

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: a year ago approximately, t’was pretty bad dammit never doing that again

favorite colors…

12. vantablack (I know it’s not an actual color, still putting it down cus it looks like the void and I love it, damn you Anish Kapoor)

13. red

14. rainbow cus I’m gay

in the last year have you…

15. made a new friend: yiss

16. fallen out of love: nah

17. laughed until you cried: yah probably

18. found out someone was talking about you: ya

19. met someone who changed you: ye

20. found out who your friends are: ehh..probably..idk, don’t really get the question :/

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: if that means we’re friends on fb then yeah

general…

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them..like I’ve met most of them but they’re mostly random ppl from my old school and stuff so I don’t really know them

23. do you have any pets: ye, I have a dawg named Shanti and I had a westie called Whisky but he died a couple of years ago :/

24. do you want to change your name: ye

25. what did you do for your last birthday: went out for drinks with a couple of friends and stuff.. also had a bunch of sushi which was nice

26. what time do you wake up: ehh…6.30am when I’ve got school, 4pm now that it’s summertime.. don’t look at me, I’m a terrible person, idc tho, sleep is a blessing 

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: asleep, I was on a trip that completely exhausted me so I went to sleep super early

28. name something you can’t wait for: to enter university so I can stop stressing out about it

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: couple of hours ago

30. what are you listening to right now: myself typing..my laptop ventilator…ehh…a crushing silence that surrounds me, making me aware of the weighing possibility that I might as well be floating in nothingness, on my own cus quite possibly nothing is real, the world as I know it might as well just be a computer simulation, everybody I ever met might be no more but a mere coded image and my own feeling of self might be no more but a code sbdy wrote to make me feel like I’m real, even though nothing really is….idfk man it’s 3am and I’m bored, I’m supposed to wake up early tomorrow to go to work smh, ded

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I mean probably

32. something that is getting on your nerves: college applications

33. most visited website: tumblr.com cus I’m gay and have a flare for social justice..kidding..I mean that too I guess but I just like to look/read about mah gay ships and tumblr seems to be the right place for that

34. hair color: brown

35. long or short hair: it was kinda long but I’m probably getting a haircut soon so it’s gonna be short then

36. do you have a crush on someone: ya

37. what do you like about yourself: ehh..idk, I’m fluent in three languages (kay, semi-fluent in the third one, still proud of it tho), also I can draw pretty decently I guess

38. piercings: two on my left ear, I’d really like to get a lip piercing tho

39. blood type: uhh.. idk 

40. nickname: luc, das it

41. relationship status: relationships are confusing don’t talk to me

42. zodiac: capricorn

43. pronouns: she/her I guess

44. favorite tv show: Gotham atm cus nygmobblepot, OITNB, Sherlock, Supernatural, Avatar (both the last airbender and legend of Korra, both are rlly good honestly), Skam, also currently watching Black Mirror (San Junipero tho literally murder me that shit is magnificent)…also, does anime count as tv shows? I’m deciding it does cus I wanna talk about anime. Attack on Titan, Tokyo Ghoul, Black Butler, Noragami, Death Note, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Ao no Exorcist, Soul Eater, Owari no Seraph, Durarara, Hataraku Maou-sama,, Gangsta., No.6…

45. tattoos: don’t have any but they’re dope and I want them

46. right or left handed: left-handed.. but I’ve been kinda trying to write/draw with my right cus I’m bored and I like the word ambidextrous so I’m trying to achieve that

47. surgery: nah

48. sport: I used to play tennis a lot when I was younger but I haven’t done that in years, seems like an entire lifetime ago

49. vacation: I wanna go to Japan

50. pair of trainers: does this mean do I have them? yeah I have a pair of trainers

more general…

51. eating: sushi slays my existence

52. drinking: water, cedevita, idk

53. I’m about to: make myself go to sleep cus I have to wake up early and it’s 3.38am already wtf Imma die tomorrow

54. waiting for: idk man…the feeling of contentment, I dunno

55. want: Donald Trump to bite the dust, equal rights, heteronormativity to perish, queerbaiting to return to the pits of hell it crawled out of….I’d also like to learn how to skateboard cus I’m shit at it but I like it

56. get married: like…in the future..maybe..I dunno man that’s a question for the future and the future ain’t here yet

57. career: dunno, something within the STEM territory, don’t know what, I’m vv confused

58. hugs or kisses: can I just say both? Ya, both are good

59. lips or eyes: goddammit both again

60. shorter or taller: idc

61. older or younger: idc

62. nice arms or nice stomach: what does this question even mean.. I mean nice is a subjective term so idk

63. hook up or relationship: relationship

64. troublemaker or hesitant: I dunno.. neither

65. kissed a stranger: nah but I was randomly kissed by some girl once whom I only spoke to for like 5 minutes prior..it was weird and it annoyed me cus I don’t even know her and she didn’t even ask smh -.-

66. drank hard liquor: ya

67. lost glasses/contact lenses: too many times…too many times 

68. turned someone down: some guys way back in middleschool I guess

69(lol). sex on the first date: nah

70. broken someone’s heart: hope not, don’t think so

71. had your heart broken: nah

72. been arrested: nah

73. cried when someone died: ya

74. fallen for a friend: I dunno man

do you believe in…

75. yourself: lol.

76. miracles: bruh I’m the Gamzee Makara of miraces ..kay kidding I mean idk

77. love at first sight: if it’s at first sight it means y’all don’t even know each other…can’t love sbdy you don’t know that’s weird

78. santa claus: pedophile, what I mean yeah nope

79. kiss on the first date: I mean why not

80. angels: the first person I thought about was Castiel so yeah, hope so

other…

81. current best friend’s name: Ludwig II of Bavaria

82. eye color: brown

83. favorite movie: probably all three of the LOTR movies..

Kay well that was fun, also it’s 5am cus I’m slow af goddammit

@oswald–copperpot thank you again for tagging me, this was dope :)

[bemyfireinthedark]

Meet Facko

I rewarded myself with a new laptop. It’s my first time with the Acer brand but so far I’m happy with it. I named the laptop after the brand - Aco, but he already has a nickname more used than his name. It’s Facko. I had a really hard time picking a laptop since I’m really picky about the keyboard. I can’t stand the low keyboards at all. It happens that they don’t do the high keyboards on laptops anymore since only old computers have it or the one with bad specs. So yeah it’s three days since I bought it and I really loved it! It’s a nice laptop and it’s my new precious. I’ve spent quite some money on it (bye bye my paycheck) but I think it’s worth it. This is the first longer thing I wrote.

Talking about my diet. I lost 3kg and started to eat more healthy. I’m trying to change my lifestyle to a more healthy and productive one. Also, I got myself a new peeling facial cleaner so my skin will be pretty. I started with a before-bed routine where I clean my face with peeling and morning routine where I clean my face with micellar water. Once per week, I put an aloe vera mask on my face and I must say it’s the balsam for my skin. I also started with hair treatment with hair masks and balsams. once per week when I wash my hair I put a balsam for 10mins on it and then a hair mask for 15. It heeps my hair hydrated and healthy. It’s been 10 years since I stopped ironing my hair and fanning it. It really ruins the hair. About the diet and my body, I started eating an apple per day go get enough of vitamin c and other vitamins. In the morning I drink 0,5l of cedevita, also to get the vitamins in my body. Trough the day I try to stay hydrated with 2,5l of water. Also once per week, I drink new Dana’s water fo body detox and I must say it actually works. My body actually gets detoxed and cleaned from the inside. I mustn’t forget to mention my daily workout. I do 3 sets of 10 push-ups, 3 sets of 10 sit-ups, and plank. That’s just the start of the new lifestyle but I think I will manage to live by it. 

The only thing it worries me a little is belly pain. It happened for a few years now that I get that insane belly pain. It happened one week ago and yesterday. I’m talking about pain so strong I’m unable to move when it strikes me. It hurts so much I puked, and it’s just repeating. it strikes again and again and I’m just like a worm on the ground caught in pain. It hurt’s so much I am only half-conscious sailing trough the path of pain, hoping it will end soon.

Today I’ve been praised for the lunch I made. Eggs with weiners chopped into the cute little octopuses. And I must say. It really was good. 

On Saturday I went to Kranjfest with my boyfriend. It was an amazing date. We listened to Bajaga and got some waffles with white chocolate. We both agreed we need a waffle maker because the waffles were just so good and tasty. And they’re easy to make, like pancakes. Yep, we agreed to get a waffle maker. There was also a fire show and the performers did really insane fire tricks. It was really amazing to watch something like that. I must say I was really impressed and yes, I left the tip for the performers. I also went to the luna park for a ride and then I and Igor did a reverse scene from a romantic movie. I won a toy for him and he picked a black dragon. Since I sometimes call Igor Igizawer, we named a dinosaur Igizawer. I can say it was really a perfect date. It ended with a winning game of league of legends. Perfect!