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#also gotta remember to take an umbrella and rain jacket
audiovisualrecall · 6 months
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I screwed up I was supposed to call a customer on Sunday and didn't and the day they were interested in picking up plants is tomorrow so I'm gonna have to lie and say I thought I called and left a message last week but realized today that I dialed the number wrong last time. I don't have more of the plants she wanted anyway so hoping she went with something else since she didn't hear from me, otherwise I'll be happy to give her whatever we have left of that plant but I definitely would suggest she call some of the other nearby wfm stores (and/or check trader Joe's if she needs to) to see if they have any of that plant too. Anyway so berating myself over forgetting to call that customer back in time is only One of the things I screwed up at work.
The other is that on Sunday I started drafting what the daily orders should be for the week as an email to send to my boss and remind him when those are due. I am suddenly certain that that email is still sitting in my drafts folder in my work email. I didn't remember till last night that it probably wasn't sent. And since I had other things to think about I didn't check in with my boss or anything or even think about work beyond worrying about inventory today and getting home afterwards.
Which means that it's likely that no one did daily orders this week and including for in-store tomorrow, which means our sales are going to suck and our displays are going to look terrible. Right before Easter when we should be doing really well on sales and keeping every display full and beautiful. At least (hopefully) the outdoor came in yesterday and more coming tomorrow so we will get the sales from that...even tho it's gonna really suck to count this evening especially if it's raining later. Ugh. And I Have to have to have to order stuff for in-store Saturday, Im in at 10 tomorrow and the order is due by 9 but luckily I can also order it after 3pm today, so as soon as I find out how bad we are on flowers and/or if my boss and his new order writer managed to do my daily orders at all without me there, I will place the order for Saturday.
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Rain Chat
i get less creative with the titles here as time goes on
also colorless pov as always. lmao
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I can't believe it has to rain like this. The weather broadcast didn't said anything about there being rain today.
...But then again, I should've realized long ago that the weather broadcast always lies.
Or maybe they're just really bad at predicting the weather?
Ugh...I don't wanna know.
I pull out my umbrella, before holding it over my head. I could hear the rain drops hitting the surface of the umbrella—it's a satisfying sound to hear, not gonna lie. I don't typically listen to those...ASMRs with the sounds of rain and all of that whenever I sleep, but maybe I should start doing that from now on. Because really, this truly is satisfying to listen to.
I looked around, before spotting a bus stop in the distance. Maybe I can take shelter there in the meantime? I quickly walked towards it, but then suddenly stopped in my tracks. I see someone. They seem really familiar, honestly. I...need to have a closer look at them—
On second thought, nevermind...! I know who that is!
"Ah- Convergence!"
He quickly noticed me, turning his head to look at me as I ran towards him, still holding onto my umbrella. Once I finally got to him, I immediately hold the umbrella over his head, shielding him from the rain coming from above. I covered my head with the hood of my jacket, before looking at him with a frown.
"Hey, what are you doing out here alone in the rain? Without an umbrella too..." I asked. Convergence stared at me for a few seconds, before answering, "I forgot to bring one. I didn't expect it to rain today." I nodded at that, my frown turning into a smile as I looked back at him. "Well you're safe with me now. Don't worry about it."
Convergence raised an eyebrow at me. "And...you were...?" Ah, right. I forgot that he'd hardly remember me from the first time we met. I gotta remind him in some way. "Oh, Colorless. My name's Colorless. I was the guy who bumped into you the other day. You, uh, helped me up after that." I replied, before letting out a really nervous sounding chuckle.
God, that sounded embarrassing.
Convergence nodded at that. "I see..." He simply said, before looking up to the umbrella in silence. I looked over to the streets, where vehicles are passing by. Maybe it's best to initiate a conversation. "...So...you wanna take cover in that bus stop over there?" I asked, pointing towards the bus stop in the distance that I originally intended to go to.
Convergence looks at it for a moment, before nodding, turning his head to look at me again. "I don't mind." He answered, and after that, the two of us walked towards it. I started asking him about some pretty mundane stuff; how he's feeling today, what his favorite drink is, what he does in his free time, stuff like that.
"I suppose I'm feeling alright."
"I...like coffee. Yeah."
"I don't do much. Maybe reading some novels here and there. They never really entertain me much, though..."
Those were his answers.
Eventually, we made it to the bus stop. I set the umbrella down onto the ground, internally praying that it doesn't get blown away by the wind, or something.
...But it's not really that windy either right now.
Maybe I'm just being overly anxious again.
"...What about you?" Convergence's voice managed to catch my attention. "Hm? What?" I asked, not exactly understanding what he meant. I'm an idiot for this. "Those questions you asked me just now...let me ask them to you this time." He said again, his face expression being the same bland one that he's been wearing since I first saw him today.
"O-oh! Uh...I guess I've been doing alright. The rain just sort of ruined my mood, though. It had to come so randomly—I hate it." I answered him, before letting out a frustrated groan. "...As for my favorite drink...I guess orange juice? It's pretty good." After that, though, I quickly added, "But I prioritize my health more than anything else. Orange juice may be healthy because it's from a fruit, but I prefer mineral water...!"
I said that with so much fucking pride. It's embarrassing to think about it.
And I sounded so prideful, that I could hear a chuckle come from the person beside me.
I quickly turned my head to look at Convergence, who has a hand over his mouth as he tries to cover the smile forming on his face thanks to my statement.
Convergence?
Laughing?
Now that's certainly new.
"E-eh...?" I let out, yet I couldn't get even more words to come out after that. Convergence coughs, before glancing away from me, his smile still present without him noticing. "Hah, uh, sorry. The tone of your voice and the way you said it...did managed to get a laugh out of me, shamefully enough." He said.
I'm honestly impressed I managed to get that to even happen.
This is a literal miracle...!
An achievement that I'll always remember!
I've only known Convergence for a day, but just seeing him genuinely smile makes me feel determined to keep making him smile like that.
...Which sounds cheesy—and it also makes me sound like I have a crush on him or something.
...
....I'm not even going to deny it anymore. It's just a small one, though.
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...I promise.
I'll redraw the colorless world so you can see the beauties of its colors again.
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sundaysundaes · 4 years
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Jealousy
Lee Donghyuck/Haechan X Reader | Smut, Fluff, Drama | NC-17 | College AU Summary: It comes as a nice surprise when you saw your ex-boyfriend at your workplace and you thought everything was going to be fine. You both have moved on, right? Unfortunately for you, your boyfriend, Lee Donghyuck, thinks otherwise.
Warnings: rough unprotected sex, oral sex, slight choking, slight dirty talk, this is just pure filth you guys I’m so sorry I had too much feels
It’s the continuation of Before Our Story Began but can still be read separately if you want.
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It has been months since you first dated Lee Donghyuck, also popularly known as Lee Haechan, and things were great—more than great, even, but all good things have come to an end at one point. Your relationship with Haechan is still going pretty strong, but now that you have passed the Honeymoon Phase—where it’s all just sex and raw passion—things can sometimes get a little tense.
While he’s been certainly fun and charming for the most times you’ve been together, not to mention adventurous when it comes to sex, Haechan can be really stubborn and selfish that you often start to bicker with him over the simplest of things.
Like yesterday, for example.
“Look, I said I’m sorry!” He whined and you held yourself back from rolling your eyes because that was so him and it wasn’t really cute anymore. Especially after he arrived an hour late at the cafe that he’d asked you to meet a day before.
“I’m not angry,” you stated, emptying the rest of your coffee. On the other side, Haechan’s ice americano was still pretty much full considering he just got there and you had ordered the drink for him an hour before, thinking that he was going to be on time for your date. But no, he was so into the new online game Jaemin had told him about a week ago that he began to lose track of time. It seemed to you that was all he’d been doing for the last few days, and you were fine with giving him some personal space but clearly not if he was wasting your precious time instead. Not everybody is as smart as him when it comes to keeping good grades. Maybe he doesn’t have to study much, but you do.
“You are! You’re totally angry!” He pointed out and you sighed because of course, I’m angry, you idiot, I had to spend an hour by myself doing literally nothing because you asked me to go out when I’m supposed to be working on my papers that’s due tomorrow but you kept yourself in silence. You had to be the adult in the relationship, especially when you’re dating a goddamn brat.
“Whatever.” You placed back your phone—which had been your only companion—into your purse and wore back your coat. “I have to go.”
His eyebrows—his thick, beautiful eyebrows that you love so much (though not that day) were knitted in both desperation and annoyance from how you acted. “Noona!” He wailed, grabbing your hand when you stood up from your seat. “What do you want me to do? If I could go back to the past, I would, but I can’t and you being unreasonably angry like this isn’t—”
“Unreasonably?”
Haechan’s jaw hung slackly on his face when he noticed the anger radiating off your body. You were angry before but not this angry. “I’m sorry, that came out wrong.”
You clicked your tongue in irritation, pulling your hand out of his grip. “I’ll see you later, Donghyuck.” It was cold, the way you said it, and Haechan sensed that. But being the whiny brat that he was, he just kept on shouting back, gathering people’s attention.
“Can’t we be adults and talk about this—Yah!” When you didn’t answer—or even glanced back at him—he threw his hands in the air, yelling, “You know what? Fine! I don’t really want to hang out with you anyway! In fact, it’s actually better for me if we don’t hang, ever!”
But you already had your feet out of the door.
On the next day, he came by to your dorm at four in the morning, making your roommate groan with a hellish fire burning in her eyes. “If that’s your boyfriend, I am going to kill him.”
“Don’t bother, I will,” you muttered in response before you stepped down from your bed, turned on the lighting (which earned another loud groan from your friend), and reached for the door. Haechan stood there with his hair looking like a bird’s nest, his cheeks reddening from the morning cold, and his eyes bleary from lacking sleep.
“I’m sorry,” he softly said in all of the sincerity he could emit. “I’ve been an asshole.”
“It’s four in the morning, Haechan-ah.”
“I know, but I can’t sleep thinking about what happened before and I don’t think I can before you forgive me.” He did his best pout. It was cute, but not cute enough to wash your vexation away. “Also, it’s raining heavily outside, if you haven’t noticed, so I thought it would add some dramatic effects to my apology.”
“You’re not wet though.”
“Neither were you before you met me,” he joked, wiggling his eyebrows but when he noticed you glaring at him in reticence—oh if looks could kill—he flinched and hastily added, “Sorry, bad timing. I don’t know why I said that. Well, umm, it was kinda cold when I stepped under the rain so I decided to just bring an umbrella with me.” He suddenly seemed like he remembered something. “Oh yeah, can I leave it here? I’ve got an early class today and I don’t really want to carry it with me everywhere.”
That earned another flat stare from you. “You’re not taking any of this seriously, are you?”
“I am! I swear!” He squeaked, shuffling inside his bag before he took out a white box with a red bow wrapped around it. “Look, I brought you some chocolates.”
“I’m on a diet.”
“Well, now, how am I supposed to know?”
“I literally told you that yesterday.” To say he was testing your patience would be an understatement at that point. “Remember? When you arrived late on our date and you asked why aren’t you ordering anything and I said I’m on a fucking diet!”
“Yo, chill, I was just trying to be nice.” Haechan grabbed you by the shoulders, massaging the sore spots and it would probably feel good if you weren’t so pissed-off over his antics. “Also, Noona, don’t you know? Men have a harder time remembering things than women do. And that’s just scientifically speaking, not me.”
You exhaled so loudly into the air, slapping his hands away. “Look, it’s literally four in the morning. Can we talk again when the sun is up? Like normal people?”
“Noona, pleaseeeeee.” He threw his head back in exasperation. “I said I’m sorry! What else do you wa—”
“JUST FORGIVE HIM FOR FUCK’S SAKE! YOU GUYS ARE TAKING FOREVER AND YOU’RE GIVING ME HEADACHES!” Maybe you and Haechan were getting a bit loud, but your roommate was just shouting like she was about to march on a war so you didn’t really have the choice. It was either take your boyfriend’s apology or have your roommate kill both you and your boyfriend at the same time.
Haechan sheepishly and annoyingly smiled at you. “She’s got a point, you know.”
But, of course, he does learn his lesson from time-to-time so things don’t always end up in fights. And Haechan can be considerate, if he wants, noticing the little things that you do. Like when you’re wearing a new skirt (or new underwear, for that matter), giving you his jacket when you sniffle from the cold (as cheesy as that sounds, it does make your heart flutter a bit), or intertwining your fingers together when you’re nervous before your presentation.
Hopefully today this considerate version of his comes out to play again because there’s something you want to talk about with him.
“I think I need to start looking for a part-time job,” you say, sighing contently as he has his lips on your neck, suckling on the soft skin. Your fingers are playing with the soft strands of his hair, unconsciously tugging at them when he brings his tongue into the game. You know it’s not really the best time to have this conversation—especially not when he has his hand under your shirt as you sit on his lap at the back of his car—but with Haechan, it’s almost always like this whenever you’re alone with him so you don’t really have that many options. “I’m running out of money.”
“From dumping too many dead bodies in the swamp?” He chuckles next to your ear, unbuttoning more of your shirt and pushing the fabric off your shoulder. “Babe, I’ve told you,” he mouths against your skin. “You gotta search for a new swamp that’s free of charge—”
“Shut up.” But you’re laughing anyway. This inside joke you two have has become somewhat of a routine—a topic that pops out anytime in any conversation.
You can feel his grin pressing against the sensitive skin below your ear. “Told ya this swamp thing could be our thing.”
“No, I’m serious.” But despite that, you have to hold back a moan when you feel his hand roaming around your chest, his fingers slipping underneath your bra. You can’t tell him exactly why you need this job because you don’t want him to feel sorry for you. But the truth is, your parents back home have been having financial problems and you know how costly your college tuition can get. You just want to help out, even if it’s not much, and try to survive on your own without using your parents’ money. “I need some pocket money.”
Haechan has your earlobe between his teeth, his breathing feels warm and extremely sexy in your ears. “Mmm, for what?”
“To buy personal things.”
“What personal things?”
“Like…” You bite your lower lip, having the hardest time concentrating when he starts to play with your nipple, his thumb brushing against the sensitive bud. “I don’t know, like girl things.”
Haechan suddenly pulls away, looking you straight in the eyes with his own gleaming in excitement. “You mean like a customized dildo?”
“Make-up, Donghyuck.” You flatly stare back. All your sexual excitement from before? Gone. “I mean, make-up.”
“Sure, that too. But,” he insists and you roll your eyes, knowing where this is going. “Have you ever considered playing with a dildo in your spare time? Because I have. I mean, picturing you using it. Not me using it in my ass, oh God, no.”
“Are you done?”
“No, seriously.” It turns out, he’s not finished. And he still has a long way to go, judging by the enthusiastic look in his eyes. “Because I would totally buy it for you if it’s a dildo you need. Or any sex toys, for that matter. No matter how expensive it is, I’ll pay! I’ll save up some money and buy some so we can use them together in the future!”
He’s making it look like he’s talking about buying a house for your future marriage and it’s cute and disgusting at the same time so you stop him by pinching the bridge of his nose. It’s pathetic, the way he whines, but as long as it can stop him from sputtering nonsense, you’ll do it again.
“Why do you need make-up anyway?” He eventually gives up, rubbing his red nose, still wincing from the pain. “You’re already pretty without it.” And it really does sound sincere, the way he says it. Haechan flirts a lot, even when you’ve been together for months, he still does it pretty often. But he does have his sincerity from time to time, just like now, and you can’t help but blush a little because of it.
“Well, I’m more confident with it.”
“Well, of course, you do look smoking hot with your make-up on, don’t get me wrong,” he adds, lazily circling his arms around your waist as he leans his back to the car’s seat. “But you’re beautiful the way you are too. Like, you literally can wear that I woke up like this shirt every morning and you won’t find me complaining.”
“You complained about my morning breath this morning.”
“That you should work on.”
“Asshole.” You push a palm against his face, which he licks playfully like a dog. This is your favorite Haechan, if you have to be honest, with his lips pulled back showcasing a boyish grin, his eyes sparkling as he gazes at you, and his voice sounding light and airy with a hint of teasing in his words. And of course, also with the way he has his hair slightly pushed back, his forehead shown and his eyebrows raised whenever he throws flirty lines at you.
You really should consider yourself lucky to be able to call someone like him, who has the perfect balance of cute and sexy, as your boyfriend.
“I really like you,” you say, abruptly out of nowhere that it surprises you too. Haechan’s laughter stops almost immediately, his eyes searching yours. There’s silence hanging in the air, slowly suffocating you, and you’re about to beg him to say something when he smiles, so gentle and soft, with his hand reaching up to cup your cheek, rubbing comforting circles with his thumb.
“I really like you too,” he says, almost like he’s sighing. His eyes go up-and-down your face, switching from your eyes and your lips. “I like you so much that it drives me crazy sometimes.”
It’s insane how fast he can turn your steady heart rate into something that beats too loudly for your ears. “Okay, stop right there. I can’t with all this cheesiness you’re throwing at me. Let’s just make-out.”
And that sexy smirk of his grows back almost immediately. “I won’t argue with that.”
***
It’s not easy getting a job these days, especially when you don’t really have a set of skills you can be proud of but luckily enough, you’ve found a part-time job as a waiter at a family restaurant nearby. The salary is slightly below your expectation so maybe you have to recalculate your budgeting again but beggars can’t be choosers. You thought it should be enough for now. And the most important thing is, you only have to work three days a week so you can fit in well with your campus’ schedule.
The only remaining problem is your boyfriend because, believe it or not, he demands more time than all of your classes and assignments combined.
“I can’t believe we have our Netflix account renewed like two months ago and yet we haven’t watched anything on it,” Haechan complains, a bag of popcorn on his lap. He’s in his black sweat pants, hair all tousled from lying around on the bed all day. He’s already munching more than he should, even way before you can log in to your Netflix account. “At this point, we’re just throwing our money away.”
“Don’t blame me,” you retort, taking the bowl into your arms so you can climb into his lap, snuggling close to his chest. “I’m not the one who got my dick hard during the first half of literally every movie we decided to watch together.”
“You literally rubbed your ass against my crotch every single time. What a man gotta do in that situation?”
A smile creeps up your face. That you certainly did. It’s just so funny to have him flinch every now and then whenever you move slightly in his arms so you often just exaggerate your movements a bit, sometimes leaning forward in a suggestive way whenever you tried to change the brightness of your MacBook screen—so Haechan could take a good look of your ass—before settling back between his legs, making sure to give him enough friction as you slid down. Or sometimes you just laid your head on his shoulder, pressing a random kiss to his neck, and just went back to watching the screen as if you didn’t do anything. It really didn’t take long before Haechan groaned in exasperation, threw the bowl away, tackled you down to the bed, and pulled your shorts down your legs.
“Should I move away then?” You offer. “We can stay, like, five feet apart from each other as we watch this.”
“Nah.” He shakes his head, pulling you closer again to his chest. “I like to snuggle. You’re warm and you smell really good, it comforts me. Besides, having sex with you is so much better than watching every movie out there.”
“Even better than watching The Kissing Booth?”
“Yah!” The way his cheeks turn scarlet almost immediately is too cute for you to handle. “You promised you wouldn’t make fun of me! See, this is why I—”
You cut him off with a chaste kiss, letting your lips linger on his the way he likes it before you pull away and pat him on the cheek. “I’m sorry, I couldn’t help it. Forgive me?”
Haechan unconsciously juts his lower lip out, just a little. “Fine,” he mutters, wrapping his arms tighter around your waist before he skims his nose along the nape of your neck. “Only because you’re cute,” he whispers.
“Oh right, that reminds me,” you say, closing your eyes as you listen to his breathing. It’s somewhat calming your nerves, after a long day of doing… well, nothing, actually. “I’ll be busy every Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday from now on so we won’t be able to hang out during those days.”
“What?!” He shrieks, almost turning you deaf. “Why?!”
“Because I have my part-time job, didn’t I tell you that before?” You can honestly hear your ears ringing from the loudness of his voice. “Or did you not listen to me again?”
“I can handle it if you work during the weekdays, but on the weekends too?” He’s actually looking pretty upset, though not that you haven’t expected him to be. “That’s our time! How can you do that to me? To us?! This is so not fair!”
You roll your eyes. “Stop being a drama queen. You literally spent the last weekend playing Overwatch at Jaemin’s place.”
“Whoa, hey,” he crows, pulling away from you with both hands raised in the air and forcing you to turn and look at him in the eyes. You do it as you nonchalantly munch on your popcorn, enjoying how dramatic your boyfriend can be at times like this. “Once again, lady,” he stresses on the word, narrowing his eyes at you. “They were holding a very, very important Anniversary Event and that does not happen every day. It’s not like I have any other choice! They were giving out new skins and other rewards!”
“Your choice was to spend your Saturday night with your fingers on your keyboard or in me. That was your choice.”
Haechan opens his mouth to say something, already holding out one finger in the air as if he’s about to make a good excuse but he fails almost immediately when your point begins to sink in his head. “You’re right,” he admits, “I’m sorry. What was I thinking? I should’ve been wiser.”
You pat his hair as you would do to a child. “Look, we can still hang out. I only work during the day, you know. You can always pick me up after work and we can get dinner together or something.”
He pouts, lowering his head as he murmurs, “It’s still not the same, though. I like spending time with you.”
You can feel your heart flutter from the way he says his line so genuinely. “Me too, Haechannie. Let’s just promise to always meet up on the weekends after I’m done with my work.”
The pout still does not falter away but it’s nothing a kiss can’t fix.
***
“Haechannie, I really need to go.” You struggle to slip yourself away from his long arms, holding back a laugh as you do it, and you almost reach the end of his bed but your boyfriend easily hooks an arm around your waist and pulls you back into his chest.
After not seeing each other for five days, you could finally see your boyfriend with his dazzling bright smile in person when he picked you up after work on a Saturday evening. You didn’t realize how much you’d missed him until he snatched you back into his embrace, intoxicating you with his amazing scent and airy laughter that sounds like music to your ears. It was a good thing being separated for a few days like that because Haechan became much more clingy in the most adorable way, following you around like a lovesick puppy. Even during sex, he was all giggly and soft, gently asking you how you feel, whether he was being too fast, or simply just telling you how beautiful you look even when you were pretty much exhausted from work. It was a nice change.
Both of you are still pretty much naked from the morning shower you just took together—or rather, the morning shower you took when suddenly your boyfriend came barging in, greasily saying, “My, my, there’s a naked lady in my shower. This must be my lucky day,” and ended up moaning against your mouth instead of washing the soap off your body.
“I’m not done with you yet,” he says, smiling into the kiss just like you do and you let him part your lips with his, slowly slipping his tongue in and tasting the roof of your mouth. “Oh man, I must be a freak for being so turned on from the fact that you’re wearing my shampoo.”
“You’ve always been a freak,” you snicker, pushing his face away with your palm. “Now, get off me. Jaemin can come back any second.”
“Jaemin’s too busy sucking Jeno’s morning wood, I’m sure. He won’t be back anytime soon.”
“Well, my shift is starting in thirty minutes.”
“Which leaves us twenty-nine minutes and fifty seconds to get each other off and ten seconds for you to get ready.” He lowly chuckles, his voice still sounding quite deep from sleep as he nips against the column of your neck.
“I’m serious…” You can tell that your voice becomes way less convincing. It’s just Haechan feels so warm and he smells so good, you have to literally offer your best effort to deny him and his touches. You’re still in the middle of putting in that so-called effort when you notice he’s sucking on the supple skin, to the point it begins to hurt a little bit. “Don’t suck too hard! You’ll leave bruises and I am not gonna wear a scarf again.”
“Good,” he murmurs against your skin. “So everyone will know you’re mine.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
You sigh, tangling your fingers around his hair, arching your back to press your body closer to him. “You can be too possessive sometimes, do you know that?”
“Any man would if their girlfriend is as pretty as you,” he replies, pulling away from you a little so he can bore his eyes into yours. “Stay with me today.”
As much as you want to, especially with that hooded eyes looking at you with so much passion and desire, you have to be the responsible adult for today. “I can’t, Haechannie.”
“Noona~” His serious demeanor falters, and the whiny brat that he is comes back to the surface again. “Pleaseeee~ I’m lonely and I’m hard, can’t you just be kind to me for just one day?”
“Are you using your aegyo on me to get a quickie? Seriously?”
“What, it’s not working?” He tilts his head to the side, looking at you with that sexy smirk and his eyebrow raised seductively. “I thought aegyo was your thing.”
No, but your goddamn smirk and eyebrow raise surely are. “Fuck, okay, ten minutes. Can we finish in ten minutes?”
“I can guarantee that you will.” His smirk grows wider, licking his lower lip. “But I’m not sure if you can make me.”
“Is that a challenge?” You push him with both hands until he falls back to the bed, with you straddling his lap. “I’m going to make you take your words back, Lee Donghyuck, you better be prepared.”
***
You’ve broken two plates so far, and you’re sure you’re about to be fired if you even do a tiny mistake in the next hour but you try to keep yourself calm and composed and promise yourself to do better. It’s not that you’re a lousy waiter—okay, maybe a bit from the lack of experience—but the restaurant you’re working in can be surprisingly packed during lunch hours and it’s really taking all that you have to carry three porcelain plates on a tray as you walk on high heels that are killing you in every step you take. You often complain about the blisters at the back of your heels when you sit next to Haechan in his car, which usually ends up with him massaging your feet, while mumbling, “See, this is why you should’ve agreed with me when I told you about buying dildos. I would work my ass off to pay for that, and you can just lie around in my room all day.”
You’re getting better at your job the more days go by, and you’re much confident now in talking with customers. You’re already standing pretty in your uniform with a menu book in your arms, ready to greet the next customer but when the front door opens, all of your professionalism just goes straight out of the window.
“No way…” Your jaw hangs loosely on your face, eyes blinking twice in surprise. You can’t believe what you’re seeing. There, walking through the entrance door of the restaurant, is your ex-boyfriend from high school, Jeong Jaehyun. Dressed perfectly in a light blue buttoned-up shirt and a pair of black khaki pants, Jaehyun looks much, much better than how you remembered him to be. His dark hair stands in contrast to his pale skin, his veins appearing along his wrists and you have to remind yourself to stop staring and proceed with your work.
You take hesitant steps to meet him, swallowing your nervous breath and hoping that you don’t look as awkward as you think. You almost trip on your own feet when you notice Jaehyun looking back at you, his eyes widening in surprise before his lips turn upward into that gentle smile that reminds you of how he used to be back in high school. Maybe some things never change.
“Hi,” you greet with an awkward smile on your face.
“Hey.” The way his eyes droop slightly when he sees you feels nostalgic, and perhaps he’s much taller now because you have to look up to meet his eyes. “I can’t believe I’m seeing you. It’s been a while.”
“You’re right,” you reply, chuckling a little to mask how tense you really are. “Would you like me to take you to your seat?”
“Oh no, I won’t be long,” he says, running a hand through his hair. “I just wanted to talk to the manager for a sec.”
You furrow your eyebrows, trying your best not to get distracted with the way his hair ruffles almost perfectly under his touch. “Is there something wrong?”
“No, just wanted to see the latest financial report.” He smiles, showcasing his teeth. “My grandfather owns this place, and I’m helping him take care of the business while he’s overseas.”
Fuck. “A-ah, is that so?” Meeting him once as a customer is already painfully awkward enough for you to bear, but actually working for him?!
“I won’t bother you, I promise,” Jaehyun immediately adds, “I wasn’t aware that you work here, actually. Has it been long since you started?”
“About two weeks.” You fidget on your feet, having the hardest time making eye contact with him. “And I’m not very good at this.”
“Wait, are you the one who keeps breaking plates?”
You wince. “Yes. Can you please not fire me? I’ll pay for them, I promise.”
And Jaehyun laughs, his deep voice booming into the air. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll pay for them myself if that’s what it takes to keep you around.” He says his lines so naturally that it surprises you both when the words finally sink in. “I—I mean,” he clears his throat, “It’s just really been a while since I last saw you so I thought we should really catch up on things. How are you?”
“I’m—”
“Boss,” your manager suddenly comes to interrupt, carrying some paper sheets in her arms. “These are the reports you wanted. I can e-mail you the rest if you need more details.” And when she sees you standing next to Jaehyun with the worst looking smile you’ve ever had on your face, she squints her eyes menacingly at you, “What did you do this time?”
“She didn’t do anything,” Jaehyun hastily answers before you can even form a word of protest. “She’s a dear friend of mine. It’s been a while since we talked, so do you mind if I borrow her for a while?”
Your manager seems utterly shocked and you kind of dance happily in your mind because she’s been kind of mean to you—though you were the one who gave her the reasons to be—and seeing her speechless, only able to mumble out a small, “S-sure,” before she trails away back to her office like this becomes the highlight of your day.
“Thank you,” you say to him, not sure why but it feels right.
“Let me know if she bullies you again,” he says, gently patting you on the head and you can feel his fingers slowly brush your bangs off your temple. It seems like he’s unaware of what he’s doing and you can understand why because that’s just his habit, even from the time when you hadn’t started dating yet. You remember the time when he said he liked your eyes—he thought they were beautiful, and hiding them under your bangs like that was a shame.
You take a step back, looking anywhere but his eyes. “Umm…”
“Right, sorry,” he fumbles with his hands, the tip of his ears growing red. “I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable. Can we just sit and talk?”
You smile, genuinely this time. He really hasn’t changed despite his appearance. “Sure.”
***
Jaehyun doesn’t visit the restaurant every day and you don’t really expect him to, but when he does, he always spares some time to talk to you privately—usually during your break time so your manager can stop throwing ice daggers from her eyes at you.
“I’ve tried to call you after graduation,” he confesses as he takes you out for some coffee at the nearest cafe. Your shift is over and you’re waiting for Haechan to pick you up but he’s running late because he has to take a quiz that he missed from skipping the class the previous week—you guess it had something to do with him pulling an all-nighter playing Overwatch again—and you told him to take his time.
“You did?”
“Yeah. Several times, actually, but I couldn’t get connected.”
“Maybe you called after I lost my phone,” you reply, taking a sip of your hot latte and wincing when it nearly scalds your tongue. “I had to change my number. I lost my contacts and everything.”
“That makes sense. Would it be okay if I ask for your numbers now?”
“Only for business purposes,” you tease, and he grins back, almost boyishly.
“Only for business purposes,” he confirms, “Just so I can give you a heads-up when I’m about to fire you.”
You gasp, half-amused, half-terrified. “Please tell me you’re joking.” And he only responds with another laugh. Talking with Jaehyun is easy and comforting, and he really listens to what you’re saying like a loving older brother taking care of his sister. It’s a nice change considering it’s always you who have to act like the mature one when having a conversation with Haechan—not that it isn’t good. It just can get quite tiring after some time.
Jaehyun is in the middle of walking you back to your workplace when he tells you stories about the things he did after graduation, and how he’s planning to continue with his study overseas to get a master’s degree in business management as soon as he’s done with his work here. You’re so entranced with his story that you barely notice your boyfriend waiting with his back pressed against the side of his car, eyes busy staring at his phone screen.
“Haechannie, you’re here!” You run to his spot, a grin spreading wide on your face before you lean up and kiss his cheek.“When did you get here?”
“Noonaaaaa,” he pouts, voice becoming whiny as usual. Compared to how he acts, he’s dressed maturely in a white shirt and a black leather jacket, his silver necklace hanging low on his neck. It takes you a good five seconds to ogle at his amazing looks while telling your heart not to get too excited. At least not until you get back at the dorm so you can rip that shirt off him with your own hands. “I’ve been calling you three times already. Where have you been?”
“You have?” You immediately check on your phone, noticing that yes, in fact, he did call you three times. You didn’t notice before because your phone was on silent. “I’m sorry, I forgot to switch it back after work. Did you wait long?”
“A bit,” he pushes his bottom lip out but it soon turns into a cheeky grin. “But nothing a kiss can’t fix.”
“Haechannie.” You pat him softly on his cheek. “We’ve got company.” And at that, he begins to widen his line of sight—because he usually just focuses on you and forgets his surroundings—and spots Jaehyun standing a few meters behind you with his hands buried deep within the pockets of his pants.
“Oh,” he comments, acting nonchalant though you notice by the slight raise of his eyebrow that he’s already annoyed by his presence. “Who are you?”
It’s kind of rude to suddenly ask for his name, especially in the cold tone Haechan is using and Jaehyun’s lips twitch at his words. “Jeong Jaehyun.”
“Well, Jeong Jaehyun,” Haechan says with mockery on his tone, straightening his posture and you wonder whether it’s because he feels slightly inferior to Jaehyun’s height. “My girlfriend and I would like some privacy from now on, so if you can just run along now, that’d be great.”
“Hey!” You slap his shoulder, gasping in disbelief before you turn around to face the other man. “I’m sorry, he can be quite rude sometimes but I’m sure he didn’t mean it.”
“Meant it with all my heart.”
“Be quiet.” And even Haechan can tell for his own good that he shouldn’t push your buttons further than that.
“It’s okay, I have to go anyway,” Jaehyun casually says, smiling angelically like how he always does though his eyes don’t really play along. “Your boyfriend is cute. How old are you? Does your mom know you’re still playing outside at this hour?”
Oh my God, not you too. You immediately grab Haechan’s hand to stop him before he flings himself forward and throws an arm toward the other man. You can see him clenching his jaw, almost baring his teeth when Jaehyun laughs quietly to himself, saying, “I’m just kidding. Have a good night, you two,” before he walks back to the restaurant, most likely to have another business talk with the manager.
“Who the fuck does he think he is?” Haechan blurts out, his eyebrows knitted together in annoyance. You stroke his arm, trying to soothe him down but what he does is relocating his glare on you instead, almost yelling, “Why were you with him?  How many times have you guys seen each other? And why on earth did you take his side?!”
You’re too tired to care, to be honest, let alone answering him. You’re also suffering from the cold of the night, wanting desperately to climb into Haechan’s car and put on the heater to warm yourself up. “I’ll explain on our way back,” you sniffle, squeezing his hand. “Can we get inside the car? Please? I’m freezing.”
You can tell he’s still very much upset but his gaze softens when he sees puffs of air flowing from your chapped lips and your nose turning red. He sighs into the air but opens the door for you. He doesn’t really talk until he has his engine started, and you can practically see steam coming out from his ears as he drives into the night.
“Have you had dinner yet?” You ask, trying to keep as casual as you can.
“No.”
“Should we order something—”
“I’m not hungry.”
“O… kay…” You hold yourself back from sighing too loud. He’s testing your patience again, but it’s fine, you’re the mature one. You can handle this. “We’ll just go straight back to my place then. I’m sure I can make you something. I think I still have some pasta with—”
“I think I’m just gonna go back to my room right after I drop you off.” His words don’t hurt as much as the tone he’s using. You’re trying to patch things up even though you’re sure you haven’t done anything wrong but he’s not even trying to apologize about how rude he acted earlier. You can’t help but snap, probably because your fatigue is taking its toll. You figure you can act mature any other time, but not today.
“Okay, what is wrong with you?” You can feel your voice rising and it forces him to sneaks a glance at you but only for a split second before he brings back his eyes on the road again. “I’ve been trying to be nice to you but you keep on acting like a brat—”
“Oh, of course, now you have a problem with me being a brat.” He grits his teeth, sinking his nails into the steering wheel. “I think we both know that’s pretty much how I act around you—around anyone, really—and if I remember it clearly, you said being a brat was part of my charm. That was, of course, before you met this oh-so-mature Jung fucking Jaehyun and suddenly, now, I’m fucking annoying.”
“I didn’t just meet him, Hyuck.” You exhale loudly, rolling your eyes. “I’ve been friends with him since high school.”
He clicks his tongue in aggravation, quietly adding, “Friends that fucked each other whenever your parents weren’t around, I’m sure.” And he probably didn’t mean his words to be heard because he just said them out of spite, but you did hear him and it makes your blood sparks in fury.
“Actually, yes,” you jeer back, “We did. He was the one who took my virginity away, just so you know and—WHOA!”
The sudden turn of the wheels makes you yelp and scramble to wrap your fingers tightly around your seatbelt as if you were hanging for dear life, and Haechan suddenly stomps his feet on the brakes, messily parking his car on the side of the street and earning a lot of angry car honks from the drivers behind him in return.
“What?!” He shouts, eyes wide, completely ignoring the passerby or the fact that you’re still trying to catch your breath. “You had sex with him?!”
“Once, Donghyuck, Jesus Christ!” You almost yank every strand of your hair out of your head. “Just once! And I never did that with anyone else until I met you!”
“I can’t believe you never told me this! And now you just hang around with him behind my back?!”
“What’s there to tell?! It’s in the past, way back when I didn’t even know your name. It’s not like you tell me things like this too. I don’t have problems with you sleeping with hundreds of girls before you met me.”
The sudden silence that surrounds you snap you back to reality and you regret everything you just said because you know you didn’t mean it. Well, it certainly has been bugging you for quite some time whenever you think about how easy and casual he’s always been when it comes to sex—not to mention how experienced he is—so you can’t help but wonder. You do understand that it’s not fair blurting about it to him like this, though. Especially not in this situation.
And the way he just suddenly becomes mute almost makes you shudder.
“Hyuck, I didn’t mean—”
“So that’s how you think of me?” He asks, voice low and deep. “Is that the reason why you’re seeing him? Because you don’t trust me?”
“Oh my God, Donghyuck,” you almost scream from all this frustration you’re venting out. “This is getting out of hand. Okay, first, that was wrong of me to say that and I’m sorry. I didn’t mean any of it. And second, stop being so jealous—I was only out with him to get some coffee. We no longer have feelings for each other, I can assure you that.”
“Yeah,” he snorts, “Sure. Whatever.”
“Hyuck, he’s my boss! I was just being polite—”
“Well, that’s just fucking great, isn’t it? No wonder you keep insisting on taking this job. It’s not even about the money now, is it?” He slams his hand against the steering wheel, groaning out, “I’m so fucking stupid,” before he throws his head to the side, glaring at the scenery outside his window instead of you.
There’s silence hanging in the air again and you take a deep breath to calm yourself as much as you can because you know where this is going. You just hope you’re wrong. “Why does it sound like you’re accusing me of cheating on you?”
“Because maybe deep down, that’s what you’re doing?” He’s not even looking at you when he says it, but the bitterness in his voice is clear and it’s loud enough to finally tweak the final string of patience you have left in you.
So you grab your purse, carry your jacket in one arm and step down from the car. “I’m taking a cab,” you say and when he still doesn’t look at you, you add, “Come talk to me when you’re mature enough to have this conversation.”
And not knowing your own strength, you slam the door until his ears begin to ring.
***
It’s the worst fight you’ve ever had, not just with him but with anyone else too. You’re more the type that avoids situations like this—one that says sorry even when you know you’re not doing anything wrong just to reduce the tension, so this fight you’re having with Haechan has been ruining your mood for a whole damn week since day one. And the fact that he doesn’t come to apologize or even send a text or two is driving you insane.
You can’t help but to dwell in his way of thinking, trying to see whether it’s really your fault that this is happening. Yes, maybe you should’ve explained better, but he wasn’t really giving you the chance to do it, was he? And yes, maybe you should’ve told him about you hanging out with Jaehyun every now and then or the fact that he’s your boss but you just couldn’t find the right timing before. Well, it’s certainly too late to start now.
Should I call him…?
Because you miss him. You miss Haechan so badly. You miss his bratty smile, you miss his annoying whine, you miss his stupid dazzling smile, you miss his scent, his kiss, his embrace—everything about him. You didn’t realize how close he was to you—already becoming a big part of your life—and you just really notice it now when he’s completely out of your sight.
“Fuck this.” You’re in the middle of searching his name in your contacts and about to press dial when suddenly you get his message.
Can we meet tomorrow?
It’s really weird that a simple text can make your heart race and almost send you jumping in delight. Trying to keep your heart rate back to normal, you type back.
Of course. What time? Where?
You wait for his reply and it seems like the time suddenly slows down where seconds feel like hours. You nibble at your bottom lip, hesitating at first but sending it anyway.
I miss you, Haechannie.
Your heart starts hammering against your ribcage again. A lot of thoughts begin entering your mind at the same time, making you worry about what if he wants to meet me because he wants to break up with me? What if he doesn’t miss me and he’s grossed out with my text? What if—
His reply arrives with a slight ding coming from your phone, and with shaky hands, you open his text.
I’ll text you the time and place tomorrow morning.
There’s a disappointment that bubbles up inside your chest but the next text from him erases all of that almost instantly.
I miss you too, Noona. Good night.
And you think that maybe tonight, you can finally have a good sleep.
***
“Can you fill in for tonight?”
It’s the first thing your manager said to you the second you stepped inside the restaurant. You haven’t even taken your jacket yet, and it’s really rare to see your manager walking around the place on a Sunday morning but here she is, and she’s already ordering things around.
Your mouth suddenly feels dry. “Pardon?”
“There will be a banquet tonight for the Jeong family and we need every waiter we can get. I know you’re lousy at your job but Jaehyun-Sajangnim seems to like you so I hope you can stick longer for a few hours.”
“I…” You wet your lower lip anxiously. “I can’t. I already promised someone—”
“Look, this is not a request. It’s an order.” She seems like she’s running out of patience. “But I’ll pay handsomely for your time. I think you need the money to pay for those two plates you broke anyway. You know how expensive they are.”
You wince. “Yes, Ma’am.” It’s not like she’s leaving you with any other option. You figure you can call Haechan later during your break time. It’s still not confirmed anyway, your date with him. You’ll think of a way to make it up to him.
It’s only for a few hours anyway, right?
I’ll just text him now. You dip your hand into your purse, trying to find your iPhone as fast as you can. You run your fingers along the screen, typing letters with your thumbs.
Haechannie, something came up and I have to stay longer at work. I’ll see you later tonight at your place and we can talk then.
“What are you doing standing around like that?” Your manager suddenly shouts and you almost drop your phone in surprise. “Go and change your uniform now, we’re opening the place in ten minutes!”
“Y-yes, Ma’am!” You fumble with your steps, throwing your phone back into your purse in a hurry. You inwardly sigh. Today is going to be a long day.
I’m sorry, Haechannie.
***
“Great work today,” Jaehyun says when most of his family members have left the restaurant. You didn’t realize how big and wealthy his family was so it amazed you that one family could occupy the whole seatings they have in this place. There were more than thirty people in the room before and you had to change your high heels into a pair of flat shoes so you can run from one table to another while carrying several plates at once.
“Not really, I almost broke another plate today,” you respond with a sigh, which earns a low chuckle in return. Jaehyun has his back leaning against the wall just an arms reach away from the front door, waiting for you to finish shoving all your belongings into your bag before he curls his fingers around the doorknob and twists it open.
“Thanks,” you say, almost sheepishly because it looks weird, no matter how you see it—your boss is opening the door for you. “Stop being so nice, Jae, you’re making other staff jealous.”
“But I do this to all my staff,” Jaehyun snickers, following after your trail.
“Yeah, sure.”
“Hey,” he calls, placing his hand on your shoulder so you’ll stop on your track and turn around to face him. “Thank you.”
You raise your eyebrow questioningly. “For what?”
“For acting like how you normally do around me,” he explains, smiling a little bit bashfully. “For not being so awkward after our break-up.”
“Oh… Well…” You try to focus your gaze somewhere else, suddenly finding the  silver watch you wear around your wrist entertaining. “It’s been years since then, I think we both have moved on by now, right?”
There’s a thick tension growing between the two of you and you almost beg him to say something before it starts to suffocate you.
“Sure,” he says, but the pressure in his tone speaks otherwise. You look up to meet his eyes, expecting him to smile and bring another topic into the conversation, but all he does is just gazing at you with these gentle, almost longing eyes that make your heart stops for a split second.
You know this can’t go any further.
“Well, uhh,” Jaehyun clears his throat, running a hand through his hair, perhaps feeling rather embarrassed himself. “It’s already late. Do you want me to escort you back to your place?”
And you find it hard to form a sentence, still somewhat baffled from the way he’s acting around you, and you’re so unfocused that when another voice enters your hearing, it shocks you down to your spine.
“I’ll be taking her from here,” Haechan says, startling you both and you turn around so fast on your heel to face him that you almost stumble forward. Your boyfriend is standing with one hand carrying a black suit and another one digging inside the pocket of his pants, dressed nicely in a white buttoned up with sleeves rolled up to his elbows. He has the top two buttons of his shirt loosened, showing a glimpse of his collar bones and the silver necklace he usually hangs around his neck. His short brown hair is parted to the side, slightly pushed back to showcase his temple. You’ve never seen him dressed so sharp and elegantly before since the first day you met him and you can’t help but feel a little bit starstruck from the way he looks. But you soon realize that there must be a reason why he’s so dressed up and you feel terrible because you don’t know what it is.
What day is it today?
“Haechan—”
The way he grabs your hand shows how agitated he actually is despite the calm facade he places on his face, and it’s glaringly possessive the way he drags you to match his step on the way to his car but you follow him without a word, not even sparing a glance at Jaehyun who’s looking at him as if he just stole something important from him. Haechan opens the door to the passenger seat, and you climb in with your heart thrumming loud against your chest.
Haechan walks to the other side without making eye contact with Jaehyun but even at that point, your ex-boyfriend doesn’t dare to say a word or make a move, probably because he knows he has no right to do so. Haechan does not look angry and neither does he act like it but the quietness that fills the space between you, even when his car engine is blaring noisily outside, speaks louder than everything that he does.
“Umm.” You suddenly feel parched, your throat burning with every word you try to form. “T-thank you for picking me up.” You’re about to flinch from how terrible you just sounded. “I thought you were waiting at the dorm. Didn’t you get my text?”
It takes a few seconds that feel like forever for him to answer. “I don’t know, did you send me one?” He simply asks, voice flat and nonchalant, as he switches the gears of his car.
Did I not? You gulp in horror and begin to frantically search for your phone in your purse. Your heart almost leaps out from your chest when you see your phone is dead, probably ran out of battery sometimes during your hectic hours. You didn’t check on it before because you thought that Haechan most likely had seen your text and was waiting for you at the dorm, so you decided to just run in a hurry without texting him that your shift had ended. You were also busy talking with Jaehyun and felt it wouldn’t be polite for you to check on your phone while he was around.
But, as you connect your phone to your power bank, turning it on, and run your thumbs along the screen, you notice one thing: you didn’t send him anything.
“I’m—” A shiver runs down your spine. “I’m sure I texted you before—why—” You remember how your manager suddenly interrupted you when you were about to send the text. You must have forgotten to press send, and seeing how there are suddenly a lot of messages coming to your phone at once from him makes your heart drop to the floor.
I’ve made a reservation at Boccalino at 7 p.m. I know how you’ve always wanted to go there. Wear something nice.
Where are you now? Are you still at work? Do you want me to pick you up?
You’re probably busy at work. I’ll just see you at our table, okay? Don’t be late.
I haven’t heard from you. Where are you? I’m on my way to the restaurant to make sure our reservation is still on.
All my calls are going straight to voicemails. Where are you?
You’re an hour late. Where are you?!
You can feel the tremble in your fingertips as you hold your phone, your eyes running back and forth in horror. Haechan still doesn’t speak a word, focusing his eyes entirely on the road that lays in front of him.
“I’m… I’m sorry.” Even though you know you’re already so out of line and probably won’t be forgiven anytime soon, you still apologize because what else can you say? “I didn’t realize my phone was dead. And I was sure I’d texted you but—”
“It’s fine,” he says as he props his elbow against his window, rubbing the side of his temple with his fingertips. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
And with that, the conversation ends. Your thoughts are running fast, trying to come up with a better apology or find a way to patch things up but you can’t. The more plans you make, the more you hate yourself for being so stupid and ruin this whole thing for him. The drive back to your dorm is filled with nothing but silence, and you spend the entire time counting the street light that glows faintly on the side of the road.
You do notice something, though. Haechan’s phone keeps on making little sounds, notifying him that he’s receiving text messages and chats. There was also a phone call which he ignored even when the street light was red, only saying, “I’ll just call back later,” when you nervously ask him about it.
It’s when he walks you back to your dorm, that you begin to gain the courage to ask about it. “You’re getting awfully a lot of texts today.”
“They just want to congratulate me,” he says, tucking his hands in his pockets so you can’t take a hold of any of them as you walk beside him.
“On what?”
“My birthday.”
You wish the earth could just swallow you whole because how fucking ignorantly stupid can you be? It’s the sixth of June today, and you were so busy dealing with the fight and minding your own business that you forgot the birthday of the most important person in your life right now. You can feel how your legs almost give out under your weight, your head’s spinning.
And apparently, you’re doing it again, so lost in your own thoughts that Haechan has to say, “We’re here,” to snap you back to reality. You’re now standing gawkily in front of the door to your room, palms getting sweaty from how nervous you are. Haechan murmurs something about seeing you later and you’re about to burst into tears from how terrible you feel for him so you hastily grab him by his wrist, fingers almost sinking into his skin from how desperate you’re being.
“Stay with me,” you beg with quivers in your voice. “Please, just—I need to talk to you.”
Haechan stares at you with cold eyes, his jaw clenching slightly. But he doesn’t pull back his arm and follows your trail with heavy steps as you step inside your room. He closes the door behind him and leans his back against it, still not saying anything.
You’re so occupied with trying to form a coherent sentence that you forget to be thankful about how your roommate is away for the weekend again, providing you the opportunity to have the entire room for yourself. You decide to not make any excuses and apologize for every little dumb thing you’ve been doing for the whole day—no, for a whole week even, since the time your fight started. But no matter what you say, Haechan is staring at you with lifeless eyes, as if he’s just too tired to listen—as if he just no longer cares.
And that scares the life out of you.
“Hyuck, please,” you whisper, closing the distance between you until you can feel his warm breath caressing your cheek. You have your palm pressing against the side of his face, “Say something.” You know it’s not right, but you lean in for a kiss. It’s not just because you’re desperate to pull an emotion out of him; it’s more because you miss him so terribly so, it’s driving you crazy.
Haechan has his eyes closed by instinct but he doesn’t kiss back, only letting your lips linger on him, sharing his breath. And though it feels like there’s a javelin slowly sinking into your chest, you try again, kissing him with more passion, hooking your arm around his neck to pull him closer. Haechan tears himself away, his gaze turning dark as he stares at you and you look at him back with desperation in your eyes.
“Haecha—”
It’s like something snaps inside him and he suddenly no longer has control over his own free will, because Haechan is now pushing your body against the door, slamming your spine against the surface none too gently with his hands on each side of your head, lips chasing after yours. You let out a gasp, both from the shock and the pain that stings from the back of your head, and he takes the opportunity to kiss you deeper, tongue delving in to explore the inside of your mouth. His fingers trail down from your cheeks to your jaw, before they rest on the sides of your neck, his fingertips probing against your veins. You’re not sure whether he does it unconsciously from the sheer excitement or something else but the way his hand is holding you by the neck, his fingers low key choking you make your adrenaline runs faster.
He doesn’t give you the chance to process every single thing that’s happening, or even breathe, for that matter. The next thing you know, he already has his hands running down to your thighs, pulling them up so you have no other choice but to tangle your legs around his waist and groan when he presses your hips together. Hearing the sound of his name tumbling down your lips in a desperate, needy moan, Haechan groans at the back of his throat, his hands moving up to palm your breasts before they start to struggle with your shirt.
You’re doing the same thing, just as eager to get him out of his white shirt so you can latch your lips on his smooth sun-kissed skin. But unlike you who struggle to unbutton his shirt one by one, Haechan’s patience is wearing thin so he ends up just ripping your uniform, buttons clattering down to the floor.
“Wait, Hyuck—” You’re forced to swallow whatever it is you’re trying to say when Haechan sinks his teeth down to the skin that connects your neck to your shoulder, pushing the fabric of your shirt down to expose more of your bare skin. Your whole body shudders, clutching to him with every strength you have. It hurts, the way he bites and nibbles along your sensitive skin, but at the same time, it sends electricity down to every inch of your body.
“Do you have any idea how fucking pissed I am right now?” He says in a low, dangerous voice as he gnaws around your earlobe. “Turn around.”
With his nails sinking into your hips, he forces you to turn on your heel, pressing the side of your face against the door and tears your shirt away from your body. He doesn’t immediately take off your bra like he usually does, and instead focusing first on slipping his fingers underneath the band, thumbs glossing over your hardened nipples as he applies wet kisses on your nape. You almost let out a sob when his hand travels south, raking his fingers against your stomach before he takes off your skirt in such a hurry, leaving you in nothing but your black stockings and your laced panties.
Your entire body jolts when he slips a hand between your legs, rubbing you over your underwear before he suddenly pushes the fabric down and runs his fingertips along your folds.
“You’re so fucking wet,” he whispers in your ear, his breath fanning your neck. “I’m surprised you like being treated like this.” But when you cry out his name, begging for him to stop teasing you already, he chuckles lowly. “I should’ve done this sooner.”
You’re sure that you’re just reacting this way because it’s him and not anybody else and you want to tell him that but you can barely form a word with him rubbing his fingertips along your clit. “You’re actually quite dirty, aren’t you?” He brings two of his fingers to your lips, forcing you to suck them into your mouth and you oblige, knowing what he’s intending to do. You coat them with as much saliva as you can before he brings his hand down to your heat again, this time inserting one finger into your entrance with another one following soon after.
You hiss his name under your breath, becoming a little lightheaded from all this sensation you’re having at once. “What do you want me to do?” He asks tauntingly, knowing he’s in charge of everything.
“Fuck me,” you gasp, eyes tightly shut at the feeling of him finger fucking you to oblivion. “I want you inside me, Hyuck, fuck.”
“Maybe in a few minutes.” His teasing tone is back but it’s different. It’s almost menacing this time, somewhat heartless. He picks up the pace, pumping his fingers in and out of you until you find yourself biting your lip to contain your sob. “Do you know what I want?” He carves his words against your skin, taking a handful of your hair with his other free hand and yanking it back so you can’t help but face the ceiling. His lips are hovering dangerously close against your ear. “I want to fuck you raw. We’ve never done that before, have we? I want to come inside you—want to see my cum dripping down your thighs when I’m finished with you.”
Fuck. You almost cry from the temptation. “Then do it. I don’t care just—” You arch your back, sinking yourself down to his fingers, moaning against the side of his neck. “Please, just fuck me, Hyuck.”
“Good girl,” he replies and you can hear the smirk in his voice but you don’t care. He can be as cocky as he wants for the night because you secretly like it. You like how confident he is during sex, how passionate and sexy he can get, and how desperate and uncontrolled he becomes at the end. You can feel your stomach flip at the anticipation, especially when you hear him working on his belt, unbuttoning his pants and pulling them down only low enough for him to free himself.
“Let me fuck your mouth first,” he demands and you find yourself succumbing to his orders, turning around to face him before you drop to your knees, the tip of his cock protruding against your lips.
Haechan is still holding himself back, you’re sure, because he lets you take your own pace at first but his dominating persona comes back almost immediately when you only give him tentative licks against his slit. “Open up,” he orders, his fingers finding home in your hair and you loosen up your jaw to take him deeper.
Tears begin to form in the corner of your eyes from how hard he’s hitting the back of your throat but you try to keep up. He moves his hips, enjoying the warmth of your mouth. When you feel him twisting his fingers around the strands of your hair, you look up to see his expression. Haechan has his head thrown back in pleasure, his lips parted in a silent moan and you hum proudly to yourself when he brings his eyes down to meet yours. They’re glazed with lust and he’s so sexy like this with his breathing ragged, soft moans flowing like music to your ears. And he’s probably feeling the same about you, from the way he pushes the bangs out of your eyes, taking every detail of your face as you hollow your cheeks, swallowing when his taste falls upon your tongue.
“Fuck,” he hisses under his breath, “You look so perfect like this. You’re so fucking sexy, do you know that?” You hum, running your tongue along the prominent vein, giving kitten licks around the tip. Something gleams in his eyes and suddenly he commands you to stand up and pushes your body against the wall again, face first.
“Do you know how excited I was for today?” He grabs you by the waist, pushing his palm against your shoulder blades so you’ll bend lower, and positions himself against your entrance from behind. “I wanted to celebrate my birthday with you—just with you, Noona—even after our fight, I still wanted to spend it with you—”
“I know,” you gasp, thighs trembling when he rubs his tip against your folds. “I’m sorry—I was too busy with—“
“With work?” He taunts, “Or with that guy you’ve been seeing?”
“No—” A sudden yelp flows out of your mouth when he abruptly pushes himself entirely inside of you in one quick motion, his nails digging into the skin of your hips. Haechan moans a tad louder, much breathier, with his eyebrows knitted together in ecstasy. He’s more sensitive now since he’s not using a condom, directly feeling how wet and hot you are around him, how every clench makes him lose his mind and you can feel him twitching inside you. “Haechan—wait—”
He thrusts forward with such brute force, you find yourself pressed against the door. The dorm is quiet and with the way he’s slamming his hips against yours, the door making rhythmic banging noises against its frames, you’re sure you’re going to be noticed sooner or later.
“The bed—” You gasp, searching for the hands he has on your hips. “Let’s move to the bed—”
“Later,” he groans, his mind sinking in the way your heat is enveloping him.
“People can—” You have your eyes tightly shut when his thrusts get stronger. “They can hear us, Hyuck—”
He tangles his hand around your locks, making a messy ponytail out of them so he can yank on your hair as he rocks his hips faster. “I don’t fucking care,” he growls, “Let everyone know you’re mine.”
It feels fucking amazing the way he’s all breathless and rough, fucking you senselessly as if the world is ending, and it’s not long before your legs start to give up on you, quivering under the sensation.
“Fuck,” Haechan takes a sharp intake of breath, pulling you back against him when you’re about to fall. “Tired already, babe?” His chuckles are unfamiliar to your ears, as if he was mocking instead of teasing but you can’t really comment on it because he’s now pushing you down to the floor, forcing you to stay on all fours. “Now, now, what do we do?” He asks, spreading your thighs but holds your ass firmly in the air. “I’m just getting started.”
Every thrust of his hip feels like fire running all over your body and you can’t believe how good he is at hitting that particular spot deep inside you. You bite your lower lip to keep your voice down and Haechan notices it so he leans close, his chest pressing against your spine and you feel his lips and teeth caressing the crook of your neck as he speaks.
“Stop holding back your voice.” His voice sounds sultry, almost sinful to your ears. “I’ve told you before, right? I like hearing you say my name when we do this. Let me hear you moan.”
You shake your head. “I don’t want anyone to hear—“
“Well,” he doesn’t even let you finish. “I guess I’ll just have to force it out of you then.”
He slows down his pace, and instead of giving you fast, shallow thrusts, he focuses his strength on making each thrust hard and deep. You can feel your breathing being knocked out of your lungs, your toes curling in pleasure and if he keeps doing this, you know you’re not gonna last long. Your orgasm hits you so hard, a whimper falling from your mouth the way he likes it, and your body begins to shake.
Haechan laughs quietly against your ear. “You came, didn’t you? It feels so good—you feel so good around my cock.” He grabs you by the chin and roughly angles your head to face him. He kisses you hard, leaving you even more breathless than you already are before he says, “It’s my turn now.”
Haechan flips you to your back, spreading your legs wide as he sits on his knees, holding your ankles in the air like how he did the first time you had sex with him. Maybe it’s his favorite position, almost splitting your body in half, and seeing your face and your breasts bouncing up and down with every movement of his hips. You’re still dazed, reeling in the afterglow when Haechan pushes back into you again without warning, his eyes half-lidded in pleasure, his lips parted forming your name between his breathy moans.
“I’ll never get tired of how you look when I fuck you like this,” he says, smirking in the sexiest way you’ve ever seen him do. “You’re so goddamn irresistible, you know that?”
It’s frightening how different and rough he’s being right now, and you’re about to cry out because you miss him—you miss the way he used to be. The adorable, annoying little tease that he was. How can you bring him back?
“Haechannie,” you call out, voice soft and quiet almost in a whisper. “I love you.”
His movement stops almost immediately, his eyes widening in surprise. He locks his gaze back with yours, his grip on your legs becoming loose. “What?”
“I love you,” you repeat, placing your legs down so you can sit up from your position. Your back feels sore, screaming in pain but you try not to wince. You reach out to grab his face, running your thumb along his lower lip. “I love you, Lee Donghyuck.” You kiss him gently, merely pressing your lips against his and you can feel how his body stiffen under your touch. “So calm down, because I’m not going anywhere. I’ll always be with you, as long as you let me.”
Haechan is still very much speechless and you decide to take control. You carefully push him down so he can sit back on the floor before you climb into his lap. You kiss him again, tangling your fingers in his hair before you slide down, enveloping him once again. There’s a small moan escaping his lips, which you immediately capture with your own and his hands find their way back to your hips again.
“That’s not fair,” he says, his cheeks reddening slightly though he’s still scowling at you. “You’re just saying that so I won’t be angry with you anymore.”
“That too, but,” you’re interrupted by a moan that departs from your lips, can barely handle the way he twitches inside you. “I’ve been feeling that way for quite some time now. Especially when we fight. I just missed you so much, I couldn’t stand it.”
His pout is growing back on his face, though not as apparent. “Well, whose fault do you think is that?” It’s perfect, the way he moves inside you and it’s driving him crazy whenever you clench your walls around him.
“There’s nothing between me and Jaehyun, I promise you,” you softly murmur as you place open-mouthed kisses down his neck. “I’d never cheat on you, Hyuck. You know that, right?”
He shivers slightly under your touch, his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down. “Still,” he breathes out, “It doesn’t mean I’m fine with you meeting him behind my back.”
“He’s my boss, I wouldn’t be able to avoid him even if I wanted—” You have to end your sentence short when he rubs his thumb against your clit, reeling in the sensation. “Hyuck, you’re going to make me come again at this rate.”
“Good, because I intend to make you come at least three times tonight.” He snickers against your lips. “So you won’t be able to forget who owns you.”
His movements become sloppy, going out of rhythm, even more desperate with each thrust and when you whisper with his earlobe between your teeth, “Happy birthday, baby,” he comes undone almost immediately with his face hiding between the slope of your neck.
He lays you down to the floor again, gently this time, before he hovers above you, his arms shaking slightly. “Holy shit,” he exhales, cheeks flushed and beads of sweat forming on his temple. “I think I came a lot inside you.”
“Glad I’m taking some pills then,” you reply, smiling a little as you cup his cheek, your thumb tracing the mole under his left eye. “You okay?”
“Are you okay?” He asks instead. “Was I too rough? Are you hurt somewhere?”
“Why is it that whenever we have sex, you end up asking me these questions?” You chuckle. “Yes, you were. And yes, I am hurt. My back is killing me.”
“I’m…” There’s a slight panic flitting across his eyes. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay, it was kinda hot seeing you all riled up like that. It’s like you turned into a completely different person.” You pull him down by his necklace, murmuring against his lips, “I won’t mind if you fuck me like that again sometimes.”
It’s funny that after all of this that just happened, he actually blushes over your words. Quietly cursing under his breath, he leans back on his heels, slowly pulling out of you and stare intently at how his cum starts to seep out of you.
“Goddamn…” he mumbles, eyes unblinking as if he’s in a trance. “I really did come a lot inside you.”
“Consider that your birthday gift. Also, can you stop looking at me like that—it’s embarrassing.” You don’t usually get embarrassed about sexual stuff, especially now that your boyfriend’s shamelessness kind of rubs off on you, but Haechan really knows how to push your buttons.
Seeing you fidget out of shame, Haechan’s eyes twinkle, his lips forming a teasing grin. “No, wait, let me clean you up.” Despite what he says, he slowly pushes one finger into you, with another one following right after and you part your lips in a gasp but loss for words when you see him playing with his cum that’s mixed with yours, smearing it on the inside parts of your thigh.
“Haechannie,” you gasp, feeling his fingers inside you once again, with his thumb rubbing over your clit. “What are you doing?”
“Isn’t it obvious?” He grins, showcasing his perfect teeth. “I’m going to make you come again. And then you’re going to make me come again.” His face hovers above yours, wetting his bottom lip as he stares lustfully at you. “Since it’s my birthday and you’re obliged to do whatever I want.”
You gulp. You’re going to be so sore tomorrow.
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shegatsby · 3 years
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Coffee Shop
Summary; As a university student in London you were just trying to get to know the city, the beautiful places etc. and a certain gentleman caught your eye.
Warnings; Cliffhanger at the end.
Words; 1.163K
A/N; Hi guys, its me again. I love writing this series, your comments and likes encourage me to write more. Sorry for any typos. Enjoy.
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Chapter Six
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(my face when i finished writing the cliffhanger lol)
You woke up to a text from Tom, which was unexpected, you didn2t think he could see the detail of your phone number.
''Morning Y/N, hope you got a good rest. I've noticed that you put your phone number on the drawing -almost missed it- smart :D -Tom, the dude from the Café''
You almost dropped your phone, you went to the bathroom and came back, you were fully awake now.
''Good morning Tom, yes I put my number just because lol''
he immediately texted back which surprised you.
''Since you mentioned that you're new to London I want to take the liberty to show you around if thats okay with you of course. You don't have to reply quickly, just think about it.''
Tom wanted to spend more time with you and make you feel welcomed. Everything was happenng to o fast for your liking so you did what he told you, you didn't reply during the day, You had to leave your flat quickly and take classes today, it was a busy day for you.
When you came back to your small flat you dropped your things on the floor and hit the shower, the hot water did wonders to your tired soul. In the shower you made up your mind, as soon as you wrapped yourself like a burito in a fluffy towel you took your phone to text Tom; ''Hey Tom! Sorry I couldn't text you sooner because I had to take classes all day, I would love to spend more time with you and also see the London at her full glory.''
Tom had a chill day, took his dog Bobby outside, came back to make phone calls about his new tv show Loki. He was still surprised that you didn't figure out who he is, maybe you did but didn't mention him. He was smiling when he read your text. In order to test the waters he decided to drop hints.
''Hope you enjoyed your classes, to be hones I miss being a student. I had to stay at home all day and make phone calls about my new tv series. I'm happy that you said yes, I love my hometown and would be honoured to show her to a wonderful woman such as yourself ;)''
You were eating ramen when you got his text, you didn't know he also does tv serieses.
''I love my field and my profs are amazing! I will miss being a student as soon as I graduate, I can't wait to watch your tv show. What is it about?''
You asked, excited for him.
Tom didn't want to spoil it, he also wanted to see your reaction when he tells you.
''Nothing major, its about a character I played before, I want to tell you about it when we meet again. I gotta go, bye.''
That was odd, you didn't pay much attetion because you had a lot of things to do.
During your chat back at the Café with Tom, you told him that you loved Sherlock Holmes. You never thought he would take you to the famous 221b Baker Street, you promised yourself to visit this place when you came to London but never had the time to do it. ''I remembered that you love Sherlock, so here we are.'' Tom Shortly explained, cheeks going red, he was trying to impress you so badly.
You both had casual clothes, long jackets, boots, umbrellas because it was Fall and raining hell of a lot here. If he was a romantic interest this could be your first date but unfortunately life wasn't a romance novel or a movie. Tom took pics of you standig next to the Doyle statue, later you two walked into the Holmes Museum, the entrance was small, as you walked together you got a sense of his cologne, coming from the exposed side of his pale neck. It smelled like a forest after a summer rain, beautiful and manly. You could feel the blood rushing to your face, it had been a while since you had a partner, ''Get a grip Y/N!''
The museum was small, just like in the show, the objects were from victorian era -obviously- it wasn't crowded so you guys could chat and he asked to take pictures with you, he said he wanted to remember this day as a warm memory of two new friends. The word ''friends'' hurt you little bit but what did you expect? Once again, this isn't a movie.
''My favorite book of Doyle is ''A Study in Scarlet''.'' You replied to his question, after visiting the museum you two goy burgers and diet coke, sat on a bench at a park, it wasn't raining anymore. ''What's yours?''
He took a bite from his burger to think, ''If I had to choose, it would be ''A Scandal in Bohemia'' because the story is notable for introducing the character Irene Adler. She is such an icon. Why dou you love ''A Study in Scarlet''?''
You sat on the bench straight and gave the quote from the short story; ''There's the scarlet threat of murder running through the colourless skein of life, and our duty is to unravel it, and isolate it, and expose every inch of it.''
As you finished ''acting'' -which done poorly- you both had a good laugh, ''Stop,'' you teased him, ''ist so damn good written I can't help it.''
''I thought you were going to tell me more about this tv series of yours Mr. Actor.'' You changed the subject, Tom feared you would remember and when you learn who he is.. he didn't want to spoil this blooming friendship with you. Before he could express himself fully a group of people -2 girls and a boy- approached to the bench you were sitting, ''Oh my GOD! Tom Hiddleston! Can we please take pictures with you!?!'' she was jumping up and down with her phone, her friends were excited too.
At that moment something clicked in your brain. You were so caught up with your life and problems that you didn't even realize your new friend, the dude you met at the coffee shop is Tom Hiddleston. You watched him so many times and yet you had no idea up until seconds ago, ''He must think I'm so stupid. What was his plan anyways? Play with me?!''
You watched them take pictures, chat a little. As the group were leaving you heard one of the girls whiper to her friends; ''Who was that ugly bitch anyways?'' she whispered but you heard clearly.
Tom had a worried look on his face when he sat back next to you, as he opened his mouth to explain you bolted to your feet,
''How dare you toy with me Tom Hiddleston?!'' you practically screamed in anger and little hurt. ''Hope you enjoyed your little game, I'm leaving!!!'' You threw your diet coke to the ground and turned to leave.
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canary3d-obsessed · 4 years
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Lost Tomb Reboot Lewks: Part 12
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(Masterpost) (Other Canary Stuff)
Warning: Spoilers for both seasons of The Lost Tomb Reboot
Look 61
The first look is Wu Xie’s road trip outfit, which includes this grey and white jacket. It has a contrasting elastic waistband, cuffs, and neckline, and slanted pockets. 
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This is exactly the sort of jacket that my 5th grade science teacher would have worn in 1979, and she would have slayed in it.  She awakened something in me and it wasn’t love of STEM. (Spock was responsible for my love of STEM, and various other awakenings in 5th-grade me) I’m sure it would still look great on her, because she is probably a silver haired foxy granny now, and that’s who this jacket belongs on in the current century.
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Wu Xie should never have gotten within a mile of this old lady jacket.
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To clarify, I’m not being gender-essentialist here; I’m being ageist. If this jacket had some contemporary detailing or interesting features to offset its last-century vibe, the way Bai Haotian’s green roller derby jacket does, it would be fine even though I’m not a fan of this sort of collar in menswear. But it’s just a nicely-made old lady jacket. Mary Berry could bake a nice cake while wearing this jacket. 
Note: Liu Sang could wear the hell out of this jacket, of course, because that man can wear literally anything and make it look like it’s made of spun pheromones.
(more after the cut!)
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Wu Xie eventually improves this look by taking the jacket off and giving the camera operator a nice long look at his ass. He’s wearing dark jeans and a long-sleeve white thermal shirt, which is a great improvement. 
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Look 62
The granny jacket is contrasted by the blessed arrival of Huo Daofu’s daddy jacket, and the rest of the clothing that Huo Daofu is wearing with it.  This is a dark green jacket with a nipped in waist, military styling, and invisible stitching that says "obey" You can't see it, but oh, it's there.
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He's wearing this jacket of domination with jeans so tight they appear to be made of paint. I approve of these jeans so much that I might need to take a break from writing for a moment. 
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Instead of shoes he’s opted for a pair of tall riding boots, just in case anyone failed to get the message.
He finishes off this look with gold rimmed glasses, pomegranate-toned lips, and an air of authority so strong that even Pangzi does what he tells him to with minimal back chat.
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Later the jacket comes off, so he can wrap it solicitously around the shoulders of a person who is already wearing a perfectly good jacket.  OP looks up “service top” in the dictionary.
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Underneath, Huo Daofu is wearing a grey houndstooth waistcoat. Shen Wei’s tailor would gnash his teeth in envy, if he saw the cut of this vest. This tops off a warm-toned brown shirt worn with a silver-toned watch. The watch is...round, and it tells time. He’s wearing a brown belt with his black jeans. Huo Daofu is great at combining warm and cool, formal and casual, in a single look. 
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Look at this dapper bitch. Slaying this hard has got to be against his Hippocratic oath.
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This jacket-free look is combined with hip posture so provocative that it sends Wu Xie into a hasty search for the last scraps of his heteronormative assumptions. Xiao Bai does her best to help.
Look 63
The beards. 
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OP's family of origin is full of hairy visigoths, so Pangzi's beard is a style I've encountered before, alas. We call this a [US] Civil War beard. This one is terrible and lopsided, but at least it covers a lot of Pangzi’s face.
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Wu Xie’s fake facial hair isn't terrible, but isn't great. You can tell it’s fake because everything about Zhu Yilong is inherently lovely, and this isn’t. 
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Also, it's a ridiculous idea for a disguise. Wu Xie's close-trimmed chin patch and mustache are nice style, very typical for a Chinese dude. They let Wu Xie’s lovely facial structure continue to do its thing while they just provide a bit of an accent. But this is a problem, because they don't change his appearance in any meaningful way; his cheekbones are still visible from orbit. 
He’s wearing this facial hair and cap with the same vest he wore earlier to practice slingshot. This time he's accessorizing with a simple tan jacket, with an interesting buttonhole detail... 
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...and with an attractive human IV stand.
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Doctor doctor, give me the news, I've got a bad case of loving you you loving me.
Look 64
This look belongs to the man that Jia Kezale’s wife has replaced him with. We have to infer his look based on his shoes, and that he is presumably in the same league as the extremely hot Jia Kezale. 
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Based on these shoes, which are very nice, if a little weathered, Huarache-style loafers, this other man in her life also presumably wears linen trousers and a guayabera shirt. 
*mentally pictures this person* 
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ok, I guess I don't blame her. 
[Image, and shirts, from cubavera dot com]
Look 65
After having his IV fluids, Wu Xie goes for a nighttime motorbike ride, because he apparently needs to go way up on a hill to see that the hotel he’s staying in is circular.
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So, what is with the Ultraman motorcycle helmet? Does it have any padding or insulation at all? Why doesn’t it cover more than 40 percent of his head and face?
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And shouldn't it have a chin strap?  How does it stay on in a crash?  I mean yes I know this is a show with sentient crustaceans...yeah, never mind. I’m sure that’s a super effective helmet. 
Once the rain starts, his mustache and beard look better. Still not great, but better. Here he looks like he’s cosplaying as Zhou Yunlan.
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Now he’s wet and lying on the ground because...oh, hell if I remember. Just look at him, poor moist snookums. He needs a blankie and a hot tea and a hurt-comfort fic about him and his doctor. 
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This look gives the newest members of the polycule an opportunity to demonstrate their devotion, as they haul him off the motorcycle and over to a wall, and then continue to stand in the rain, for some reason, instead of going indoors. 
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I gotta say, when a producer decides to pour water on Zhu Yilong, they  commit to it.
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Speaking of commitment, here’s Huo Daofu holding his hand up over Wu Xie’s face like a tiny umbrella. 
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Bonus 1
Look at the yellow duffle coat on that kid. She looks beautiful and classic, and the mustard yellow color just pops so nicely in this scene. 
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The mustard yellow also visually marks her allegiance to gold-dragon-wearing Xue Wu. 
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Bonus 2
This look is Wu Xie’s antique-scheming outfit, but now he is wearing the Sunglasses of Manpain. They belong to Pangzi, but Wu Xie is wearing them while he waits for Pangzi to collect his angst from the morgue.
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These sunglasses are good to wear while contemplating the fact that, despite the many differences in narrative tropes between Chinese and Western media, the one where a female character is hurt and/or dies merely to further a male character's emotional development remains a constant.
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That said, this is a nice small signifier of their relationship, as he puts these glasses on Pangzi, allowing him to hide his feelings, while hugging him, allowing him to express his feelings.
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lightlia · 4 years
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And it breaks my heart
Pairing: Dream x reader (irl!Dream x reader) [They/Them] [mentioning Wilbur a bit]
Synopsis: What has gone wrong? Is it the fact that they are pretending to be happy or they’re never meant to be?
Inspired by:  LÉON -  And It Breaks My Heart [stream LÉON music!!]
Words count: 2.6k
[ANGST]
A/N: My first fic on this site, yay! Hope you like it! It could be cringing but bare with me, uwu! Feedbacks are accepted so if you have sth to say, pls do so. I literally didn’t save the damn thing and I had to type it all out again. Fuck me. I didn’t proofread it cuz i’m lazy and tired so enjoy reading this.
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♪ Think of days when I was yours
Seems so long ago ♪
Y/N moved in their last stuff into their new home after successfully putting everything in their new place. They looked around the living room before sitting down on the floor. Holding in their am was a box with stuff that they were going to decorate. As they opened the box, it wasn’t the stuff that they would decorate with but a photo album, a sweater and a necklace in it. They held back their tears as they took out the sweater and the necklace and wore them. The sweater wasn’t theirs but it was Clay’s.
“Babe, have you seen my sweater? I can’t find it anywhere.” Clay shouted from their wardrobe, opening each drawer to find his sweater.
Y/N skipped towards their room, “Which sweater? You have like so many sweater.”
“The one with dinosaurs on it. The green--” Clay then turned around to see Y/N was wearing what he described. “--sweater.”
Y/N looked at Clay then down at their clothing. “This one?”
Clay then walked towards them with a grin on his face. “Well, never mind. I’ll find another one to wear. And by the way, you look cute in it. So keep it.”
Y/N was flustered and hid their face in the sweater. Clay wrapped his arms around them and his chin was on their head. “But it would look even better when it’s on the floor along with my clothes.” He smirked, causing Y/N’s cheeks to go red. 
Y/N hit Clay hard with their sweater paws but to him, those hits were like patting. Clay then remembered something and jogged to their bedside drawer and took out a box. He took the necklace out and went back to Y/N. Clay went behind them and put it on for them.
“I saw it when I was out strolling with Nick. He said to pick the one with ‘Daddy’ on it but I’ll buy next time if you want.”
Y/N tiptoed to give Clay a kiss since the man is 6′3. “Thank you, Clay. I love it.” 
♪ Now we're standing in the cold
Nervous when we talk ♪
“Goddamn it! I forgot to bring my umbrella.” Y/N cursed under their breath. They decided to walk through the park but the rain ruined it. They looked up to the sky who decided to rain on the day that they wanted to be away from the loud noises and they wanted peace and quiet before they went back to their workplace tomorrow.
“Should’ve had a roommate so they could pick me up when I call them.” Y/N took shelter under a big tree. Their clothes weren’t helping them shield their head and they were soaking wet from the immediate rain. They hung their head down and kicked the dirt beneath them, cursing the rain.
Then something shielded them from the rain, making them look up to see Clay with his umbrella out over your head. He got wet a bit now that the umbrella was above them. 
“Hey.” Clay opened his mouth.
“Hi.”
Then silence surrounded them both. Y/N shifted around awkwardly to ease the silence around them. 
"How are you?”
“I’m doing great. How about you? Find someone better yet?” Y/N asked back.
♪ Such a sadness in your eyes
And now you're looking down
You try your hardest not to show it
Yeah, I can't hold you, give you hope
'Cause I'm not coming home ♪
Clay then casted his eyes down but Y/N caught the look on his face, sadness. Y/N immediately apologized, “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have asked you that.”
“No, no. It’s fine.” He gave a fake smile to Y/N. “I couldn’t find one and I don’t need one.” He wanted to hug Y/N and asked them to rekindle their relationship but he couldn’t.
“So you’ve been single now for 2 years?”
“Yea. Do you like someone at the moment?”
“Yea, I found someone I like.” Y/N gave him a smile. “But I don’t want to tell him though.” 
“Oh.” 
Clay thought immediately of Wilbur. His initial thought was about Wilbur, probably Y/N liked Wilbur. Of course, they would like him. He was there for them, not physically. But Wilbur would call them to see if they were okay. Wilbur would also talk about Y/N a lot while he was streaming with Clay and others and   told them that Y/N doing fine now, getting the job that they wanted and was in search for a new place to live other than her friends’. Y/N didn’t want to bother them so that’s why Y/N searched for a new place.
But what Clay didn’t know was that it was a lie. They couldn’t tell him that they still need him a bit. However, they moved on because they knew they weren’t  meant to be.
“Let me take you home.” Clay offered and walked out the park with Y/N under his umbrella.
♪ And I wish that I could give you more
When you're leaving me an open door ♪
Clay had been neglecting Y/N a lot lately. They knew about his streaming career and they were very supportive of him. But lately, he had been neglecting Y/N and his food because of his streaming and uploading a YouTube video. Y/N would bring the food up to his office just for him to yell at them for entering his office. He would start missing out on their date nights and the most important ones, the anniversary. He would forget about them and go and hang out with someone Y/N didn’t know. While Clay was having fun with his new friend, Y/N was lying on their bed and crying to sleep. When he was given free times, Clay would be on his phone, typing something. Y/N would peek to see what he was texting but Clay would get up and go to his office, feeling annoyed at their behavior. Clay was never like this so what made him to be like this? 
Then one day, Y/N walked past his office to overhear his conversation with George.
“No, George. You don’t understand. Y/N was never like this. Now they’re annoying. They would ask me whenever I got home like where I went and who I was with. They even brought up Olivia and I told them every time that she’s just a friend but they wouldn’t believe me.”
Feeling annoyed, Clay pushed his hair back and getting frustrated every time he mentioned Y/N.
“Yes, we are happy, George. No. George, you don’t understand. Yes, I know. I’ll talk to them whatever.”
This pushed Y/N to the limit. They tiptoed to the bathroom and just silently cried.
♪ And I wish that I could let you know
How it hurts me, too, that we're moving on ♪
Clay and Y/N walked down a couple blocks then turned the corner, arriving at Y/N’s place. Just as they had arrived, the rain stopped.
“So this is my stop. Thank you for walking me home, Clay.” Y/N smiled and he nodded. “Oh and the rain stopped as well. How convenient.” They looked up to the sky and laughed, making Clay laughed as well.
“No problem. Don’t want you to get sick after all.” 
“Nah, I think I’m gonna get sick cuz I’m soaking wet.” Y/N pointed to Clay. “You’ll get sick too.”
“I’ll be fine.”
Y/N unlocked the door and got in. They were about to invite Clay inside but he held his hand up. 
“It’s fine. I need to get back or Nick’s gonna starve.” Then Clay’s phone went off with someone calling him. He pulled out his phone from his inside of his jacket and he laughed. Clay answered and turned on the loudspeaker.
“Yea?”
“Clay, where are you? I’m starving like I’m gonna die.” Nick shouted into the phone and they giggled at his antics.
“I’ll be there in about 15 minutes.”
“Clay, you’ve been out for about 2 hours and I’m literally gonna--”  Just that, Clay cut off Nick’s nagging and hung up the phone.
“He’ll be furious.” Y/N giggled.
“He’ll be fine. He’s just being too dramatic. I’ve lost a challenge against him and I had to buy his favorite.”
He held up the food package for Y/N to see. 
“You’d better get home quick before he call you again.” Then Clay’s phone rang and they both knew it was definitely from Nick. They laughed once more.
“Alright, I’ll get going then.” Clay said and turned around but stopped to say the last thing. “It was great seeing you again.”
“You too, Clay.” Y/N waved their hand and Clay did the same thing, walking off to the distance.
Y/N watched Clay walking off until he was no longer in their sight. They closed the door and sat down at the door, not worrying about the dirty floor. Clay seemed like he had moved on and got a hold of himself. He was not taking well about the break up at first. So they were happy for Clay that he moved on but they were hurting themselves that they had moved on as well because Clay was everything to them.
♪ Oh, where do love go?
It's right in your hands, then suddenly gone
Oh, no, nobody knows where it disappears
And it breaks my heart ♪
Clay and Y/N sat at their dining table, eating peacefully before Y/N decided to break the silence.
“Clay, we’re not meant to be.” 
“What?” Clay furrowed his brows and moved his hand to place on top of their hand. Y/N shook his hand off and continued talking.
“We’re gotta stop pretending we’re happy when actually we’re not.”
“Baby, what are you talking about?”
“Clay, don’t pretend that you don’t know what I’m talking about. We both know our relationship is dying.”
“Y/N, I don’t understand.” Clay grabbed Y/N’s hand, caressing it.
“You neglected me, you forgot about our date nights and our anniversary just to hang out with Olivia.”
“Baby, I told you many times that we’re just friends.”
As calmly as they could portray, Y/N shook their head and pulled out their phone and slid it to Clay, showing him all the messages Olivia had been texting them.
“No, we’re just friends.” Clay shook his head this time.
“Well, have fun with her. I’ll move out tomorrow. You don’t have to send me off since I’m gonna annoy you.” Y/N got up and walked towards the door.
“Baby.”
“You said I’m annoying so I hope me not being here would no longer make you feel annoyed.” And then they walked out the door to find their friend parked their car outside, waiting for them.
Clay on the other hand, was shocked from the event. He didn’t finish his meal as he hurried to his office and dialed George’s number.
♪ Empty station, 2 AM
See your name on the phone
Sayin', "So good to see you, but it made me really miss you
It's hard to be alone" ♪
Y/N got off the train at 2 am after a night out with their friends at the newly opened bar. The station was empty and quiet, enough for Y/N to concentrate. They were sober as they found an empty seat and sat there, remembering that they had seen Clay at the bar.
Their phone lit up with a notification. Clay’s name was shown on their screen, showing that he has texted them. Y/N opened the text, reading ‘So good to see you, but it made me really miss you. It's hard to be alone.’
Y/N teared up and started to type back. They were about to send long sentences to him but decided against it and just sent ‘It was great seeing you again.’
♪ And if I only could, I'd go back in time
Take back every word, say I've changed my mind
But no, nobody knows where it disappears
(And it breaks my heart) ♪
Clay was there as well with his friends because they didn’t want their friend to be sad anymore. They had seen him sad for the last 4 months after the broke up so they dragged Clay out for a night out. Clay downed all shots into his system and got a bit drunk but he was conscious about his surrounding so when he turned around to look at other people, his eyes saw their figure a couple table from him. He couldn’t avert his focus elsewhere.
Y/N after downed the shots into their system, looked around the table to see Clay looking at them. They too couldn’t tear their eyes away from Clay before hanging their head down. 
Clay wanted to go to their table and just talked to them once again but he knew he would mess up again so he just sat at the table and downed some more shots.
Y/N wanted to talk as well and maybe take back their words and want Clay back into their arms but they didn’t want it to happen again because they had gotten back together before, they had sworn that they would never hurt each other feelings anymore and if they break up again, they would let it go for real.
♪ And you want answers, but I don't have them
Say we were happy, so what happened?
Now you're acting like it's nothing, but it was something
You can't erase me, all the memories, you can't change them ♪
Y/N went back to Clay’s house to get their stuff out. They still got the key of his house and unlocked it. They opened the door and stepped inside. They walked to the stairway and turned to the living room to find Clay sprawling on the couch with booze on the table and their pictures scattered around the living room. He was asleep so Y/N took the opportunity and ran up to their room and organized their stuff.
As they finished packing the last box, a cough blurted out. Y/N didn’t have to turn around to see Clay standing by the door.
“Y/N, I don’t understand. We were so happy together. What went wrong?” Clay uttered.
“I don’t have the answer for that. You can find it yourself.” 
“No, tell me. Why is this happening? I want to know why.”
Y/N sighed before getting up and walking out the door. But Clay grabbed their arm, preventing them from leaving the room.
“Let go, Clay.”
“Y/N, tell me.”
“I can’t tell because I don’t have the answer. Now if you excuse me.” Y/N tried to wiggle their arm out of his grip.
“Y/N!”
“Clay, we’re done.”
“WE ARE NOT!”
“Clay, we fell out of love. You just didn’t realize that yourself. Thanks for the memories, Clay. I don’t think I can’t erase them out of my head and I hope you won’t erase our memories or change anything.” With that, Y/N freed their arm from his grip and walked out their shared bedroom.
Clay dropped to the floor and let his tears flow down. Y/N could hear him sobbing from downstairs and left the house with their stuff.
♪ Oh, where do love go?
It's right in your hands, then suddenly gone
Oh, no, nobody knows where it disappears
And if I only could, I'd go back in time
Take back every word, say I've changed my mind
But no, nobody knows where it disappears
And it breaks my heart ♪
Even though they wanted to get back together.
♪ (But I don't have them)
(And it breaks my heart)
(Say we were happy)
(So what happened?)
(And you want answers)
(But I don't have them)
(Say we were happy)
(So what happened?) ♪
They both knew they weren’t meant to be together.
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Fairytale Complex - [Undertale | Sans x Reader]
[Gender Neutral, Frisk's Parent Reader | Slow Burn]
Chapter Nine | Dating Tense! (Part 2 of 3)
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Though your sense of amiability and acumen have warped themselves since last weekend, you feel some of that patience and kindness return when Toriel greets you into her new home, the scent of food and her smile soothing whatever anger you had prior to ringing her doorbell.
Sans gestures for you to go ahead first despite him being the most familiar with her and the most affected by the rain, but you persist in your manners and tell him to go change out of his clothes first and foremost. Though they're now dry from how long it's been since he got rained on, it's still evident and necessary for him to change out of them with how tired and disheveled he looks, wrinkled up clothes, slouched posture, and a tired gaze combining to make him look sleep-deprived. “I have a change of clothes in my car,” you say, offering him an abashed smile. “It’s a work uniform and probably a little too big for you, but…” You trail off and feel your face turn warm; remembering all his failed attempts at flirting with you doesn’t help with your situation. “You can still use them, if you want to.”
“It’s cool.” He keeps a neutral expression despite noticing how reluctant you'd acted with him just now, levels different from how you were with him back in your car. “I’m here pretty often, so I’ve gotta change of clothes or two stocked up. And I also gotta go pick up Papyrus first, so I’ll just freshen up after I’m done with that." 
"You should still shower and change first." You frown at the thought of him driving out in the rain again, without rest or care over himself. "It doesn't matter if you dried off or not! You'll get sick if you don't take care of yourself first." You give him your car keys, your umbrella, and take off the suit of your uniform, giving him all three items as you add, “Ditch the jacket and wear this once you’re done freshening up.”
“Thanks,” he says after a while, voice quiet and gaze barely capable of looking straight at you without faltering. “But the keys ain’t really necessary. I can use my-”
“I insist.” You push the keys further into his hand, making him hold yours for just a second before you pull away. “Now go.”
• • •
The first thing Toriel gives you after Sans drives off in your car is a big hug and a firm hold on your shoulders, eyes facing yours with concern. "How… How are you feeling?" she asks, smile changing for a faint frown as she lets go and gestures for you to pass through. Your persistence on not doing that until you were sure Sans followed your suggestions had led to some small talk between you and her while you waited, but only talking about everyday matters and without being nowhere near as personal as she’s being with you right now, whatever concerns she’d been having since your hospitalization showing up now. "Lunch is ready, if you would like to eat now!"
How considerate she's being makes you regret the thought of bringing up the topic you discussed with Sans regarding her once wanting to adopt Frisk. You don't want to point fingers nor hurry into it yet, but there's something about her telling you she'd just finished picking Frisk early due to the stormy weather and that they’re currently sleeping at a bedroom made especially for them that makes jealousy spike within you. The thought of her being a better parent than you makes your stomach queasy and weakens your once tolerant mindset along with the strength of the promise you made of hearing the monsters' perspective before making any rash or abrupt decisions.
"There's no rush," you reply, smiling at her. "I can wait. I'm feeling okay, and I think it would be better if we all ate together instead.” 
You enter her home, welcomed by a near replica of her old one at the Ruins -- a great contrast from her former, minimalist apartment. Her new place is just as big as the one at the Underground, and with a similar colour scheme of mostly beiges and yellows, too. The only difference is the layout and furniture of the living room, decorated with two large couches and a small television, but even then the compact kitchen and the hallway leading off to more rooms seem similar to her old home. 
You sit down with her and toy with the sleeve of your shirt as you try to bring yourself to say something before engaging in any other, friendlier conversation with her -- beyond your small talk about how she and Frisk were doing while you were busy with work. "Would it be…" You hesitate; fear over being tactless makes you bite back your tongue. "Would it be alright with you to talk about something, well… kind of personal?” you ask, meeting her eyes. “The tour last weekend left me with some doubts, so I'd like to clear them out, if possible."
She looks at you with furrowed brows and a small smile, as if you’ve asked her something obvious. “Of course it’s fine, (L/N),” she replies, shifting closer to you as she lays a hand over yours, hers fluffy and much warmer in comparison to a human’s. “What is it? Is it about what-”
Your talk is postponed before it can even begin properly, whatever she was about to ask you held back as you both move your attention to the new and old faces that enter the living room.
Papyrus is here, along with Sans, who -- clearly telling the truth about how weak his magic was when unprovoked -- now looks as exhausted as you often felt after a long shift at work. Even so, he doesn’t let that stop him from walking to your side and giving you your keys and suit jacket back. “Thanks for lendin’ me your car, pal,” he says, almost wobbling when he takes a step back. “Have you talked that stuff out with Tori yet?”
“Not yet,” you say, smile fading and forehead scrunching up when you get a better look at how different he seems compared to barely a while ago. “But should you really be worrying about that right now? You look exhausted!” You frown when you notice he looks twice -- if not, thrice -- as worse as he did when leaving to go find Papyrus. The time on your phone states it hasn’t even been thirty minutes since he drove off, so you wonder if he’d used any additional magic to make his trip shorter along the way.
“I’ll be fine. Just needa sleep a lil’ and I’ll be good as-”
Cards reversed, it’s now your turn to catch him when he stumbles again.
Before he can even say something in objection to your actions, you carry him off to the couch across from the one you and Toriel were sitting on and lay him there. “Rest for a bit.” You press the back of your hand against his cheekbone and check his temperature, felt considerably low compared to how warm he was on the few occasions when you hugged each other. “A shower and a change of clothes won’t do you any good if you don’t rest.”
"Didn't think I'd be gettin' my own, personal doctor today," he comments, returning to his brazen self despite how tired his voice sounds.
"Now's not the time for that, bonehead." You glare at him and press him back down when he tries to sit up. "Sleep, or I'll knock you unconscious myself."
Thankfully, he doesn't push further and does as told, falling asleep in the blink of an eye.
• • •
Try as you might, it becomes impossible for the good mood left behind since arriving at Toriel's place to stay intact.
Having nothing left to do but wash dishes and later wait for the rain to clear up made you gather the needed courage to ask her over that particular subject, yet you’re pretty sure you came off as rash at one point in beginning with the conversation. “Why did you want to adopt Frisk without knowing if they had fallen intentionally or not? And why didn’t you ask them if they had a family waiting for them before they went on a journey and broke the Barrier?” were reasonable and simple enough questions, though there was much left to be said about your tone and you adding, “Do you know how… how awful it felt when I was told you wanted to take them as your child, at one point?”
Three hours.
Only three hours into arriving at her new home, and yet your relationship with her was already becoming about as tense as Sans’s after your nearly ten hour long tour.
"I did not intend to take Frisk away from you, and I would have never asked them that, had I known they were missing you just as much as you were," the goat lady says, a smile showing through, though made pained by the furrow in her brow and teary eyes. "But I would still like to keep seeing them, if you allow me to." She breathes in. "And now that you require a babysitter, I can and would gladly continue to look after them while you work. They are very dear to me, and I cannot bear to never see them again." She breathes sharply again, holding back her gloom through those means. "I understand you may not trust us, but please do get to know us before you make your judgment, and perhaps then you will… understand we only want what's best for you and your child."
Calm down.
That’s a phrase you continue to repeat to yourself before opening your mouth again.
Nonetheless, you fail in doing that and come back at her with, "And couldn't you think like that back when your kind decided to attack them -- wanting what's best instead of letting them go alone, just like that?" You cross your arms tight and dismiss any thoughts about your missed meeting once more, too caught up with the current situation to give mind to your job. "I was told many of your kind attacked Frisk for little to no reason. And then I decided to ask about what that sentry job implied, and I find out Sans was actually meant to kill any human who crossed him?" You try not to let your voice grow loud, yet thoughts over losing Frisk and the desperation you went through searching for them all around the map make you livid. You're tearing up yourself, yet you prove unable to compose yourself like Toriel does, letting these stain your cheeks. "You expect me to trust a guy like him, when all that kept him from killing my child was Karma and a… a supposed promise he made to someone else? Do you expect me to trust him when- when he could've done the same to me, or anyone else of my kind? How can you expect me to stay calm, when your kind acted badly in their own way?"
You're full-on crying now, pent-up worries of the days you spent on a relentless, fruitless search over Frisk almost making you wobble to the ground; your wit and sheer want to be strong are what prevent you from showing it. You cover your face with your hands while guilt and doubts enter your mind. Your knees are frail, though some of that stress is let out through a heavy huff, and your hands let go when you compose yourself more. "I thought Frisk hated me, a- and that's why they ran off." You feel a hand place itself right on top of your head, careful yet attempting to soothe you further. "I thought I'd done something wrong, or that I… That I failed as a parent. But then…” You shudder the next time you breathe out. “Then Brenda calls me and says something important happened. And- And next thing I know, Frisk shows up in the news!"
While the current hand is fluffy, the next one causes you to jolt back up into guard. Its bony feel on your shoulder makes you shake it off and face the one responsible with cold, narrowed eyes. 
When you see it's Papyrus, you hold back and face him with gentler eyes, a frown replacing your anger. "I'm thankful for what you all did to look after Frisk while I wasn't around, but I still can't… I really still can't overlook what Asgore wanted to do to my kind, or what he ordered Sans and... and other monsters to do." You breathe in, chest heaving and shuddering again when letting that same breath out. “H- Hate me if you will, but I... I need time to understand the reasons behind all of this."
Too weak to stand any longer, Papyrus takes note of that himself and helps you off to the couch, where Sans still rests at. His usage of what little magic he had left in him shows through how slumped his sitting posture is and how his eye sockets are half-lidded as he tries not to fall asleep. He straightens and scoots away, leaving you with more than plenty of space for you to sit down beside him.
"(L/N)," the taller one says, keeping a hand on your shoulder and bringing you to stare at him. "We do not hate you. What we want is for you to hear us out and understand we mean no harm any longer." He pulls back, gaze knitted as sympathy shows on his smile. "I was once meant to capture any human who crossed on over to Snowdin, and as you said, Sans was meant to… to end them." He stops, smile fading. "So your worry and panic are understandable. I do not expect you to forgive and forget, but I do ask you to please listen to what we have to say and try to understand the rather… complicated relationship humans and monsters used to have."
It’s been more than an hour since your meeting ended, yet the rain's still pouring strong and the news station left to play on the television is already reporting over nearby routes being flooded by what now has to be a tropical storm. Frisk is still sleeping in the goat lady's bedroom, helping make the situation a bit easier for you to manage with. Though -- at the thought of being stuck with the monsters for what you assume is going to be a long, long while -- you sigh, trying to regain both strength and calm alike. 
"Been rainin' a lot since we left the Underground," Sans comments, a tired slur to his words. He's changed the topic completely, helping you with the process. "Think this's really connected to us? A lotta people've been blamin' monsters for it."
"I think it's silly they'd blame you for it," you reply, finding more ease in the topic. "There was a heavy drought not long before Frisk fell to the Underground, so I think it was to expect we'd have even heavier rains soon." Surprisingly, he offers you a napkin, avoiding the touch of hands by pulling away as quickly as his magic-worn state allows him to. "Thank you." You pat at your tears and wipe your face clean, stopping when you hear muffled laughter coming from him.
"...What?" you ask, facing the skeleton with a raised brow.
That only makes him break down more, though he contains himself to reply with, "Nothin'."
You hear Papyrus huff and see him stand next to you. He offers a mirror out to you, something you reject when you tell him you have one with you. "Sans, now's not the time for this!" he exclaims, hands on his hips. "You'll never gain (L/N)’s trust if you continue to disrupt every single opportunity you have for it!"
While listening to their argument, you see Toriel's sadness vanish right on par with yours. You look at yourself in the mirror, holding back a laugh of your own when you see two large circles surrounding your eyes, with a colour blatantly opposite to the (s/t) shade(s) of your skin. It makes you look similar to a panda, though you try not to appear humoured by it. 
"Frisk fell for that at the Underground," Sans comments, snickering when his brother finally stops scolding him. "And now you." His grin widens, posture straightening more and tiredness being replaced with merriment. "I've said it once and I'll say it again: like parent, like child." 
Whatever form of retaliation you're about to direct at Sans is stopped when you see the door of the living room slam open, in entering two women, and both soaked from head to toe. Alphys is the first one you recognize at a quick glance while the taller one takes you longer to distinguish with how little you knew about her still. Neither of the two seem bothered over being drenched, Undyne being the one who grins and sighs in relief, later commenting about how refreshing the rain feels. Alphys takes in the feeling for some time, though she removes her lab coat and shoes, wringing herself out before stepping into the living room. When the other woman's done, her eye falls on you, immediately growing as her smile does the same, sharp teeth baring themselves in excitement.
"Is that the one you told me about, Alph?" she asks, voice booming throughout the house. "You're right. They're just like Frisk described them to us, and just as cute as those pictures on the news!"
You hear Sans hiss out an 'ooh', and hear him speak right after with a muttered, "Bad move, Undyne."
He's not wrong.
Having experienced more than enough of Sans's flirting for the past few days, hearing yet another monster comment over you in a flattering manner is unwelcomed. Consequently, you stand up and face the two with your trademark pose: frowning, brow narrowed, and with your arms firmly crossed. "Nice to meet you, miss Undyne." You spare a look at Alphys, who jolts at the intensity of your stare. "My name is (Y/N) (L/N), Frisk's primary care parent. Though I'm sure you know that already." You offer a hand out to her, reminding yourself to be polite. "I believe I have questions as to why you thought it acceptable to chase my child at the Underground, even when they were deemed to have caused no harm to your kind."
She takes your hand, and a more serious look takes her over when she nods. "I'm afraid that was a job assigned to me for being part of the Royal Guard, (miss/mister) (L/N)."
You shake her hand, nodding back. "And I'm afraid you'll have to explain that to me then, miss Undyne.” You take a pause. “Apologies for being so quick about this, but I… I want nothing but the best for Frisk, and so I still have to get to know their monster friends better to understand what this is all about." 
When the handshake's over, you both take a step back, facing each other with stern gazes. "In the end, I believe it's my right as a parent to decide whether or not it's safe for Frisk to keep being friends with you." You pause, reflect, and make sure to add your next comment, wanting to be clear with everyone around you, "And not because of your race, but because of your actions."
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When Lightning Strikes Ch. 16
When your life is nothing but a cloudless sky, lightning can come and strike you so unexpectedly, you won’t even know what hit you.
Or: When Hiccup and Astrid meet, it is as if lightning strikes.
[Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3] [Chapter 4] [Chapter 5] [Chapter 6] [Chapter 7] [Chapter 8] [Chapter 9] [Chapter 10] [Chapter 11] [Chapter 12] [Chapter 13] [Chapter 14] [Chapter 15] [Chapter 17] [Chapter 18] [Chapter 19] [Chapter 20]
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Hiccup regretted not going back for a jacket the minute the wind started blowing sideways. His hand hurt from gripping the handle of his umbrella, preventing it from succumbing to the forces of nature and escaping him like a gas-filled balloon. When it turned inside-out for the third time, he gave up and closed it, hunching his shoulders in an attempt to keep the rain from disappearing down his back. It only semi-worked. He could count the goosebumps on his skin. Soon, his t-shirt was clinging to his torso and he started rubbing his arms to stop shivering.
This had been a very stupid idea. Why had he not thought this through? Where was he even going? And why on earth had he not taken his car?! But turning around and walking back to his house sounded worse than to keep walking, because the way back was the direction the rain and wind were coming from. He started jogging to warm up and get out of this weather as fast as possible, taking the route to the nearest person he could think of.
With a trembling finger, he rang the doorbell, waiting for the familiar static. The first voice he could hear was that of a barking dog, then some swearing and yelling at the dog to shut up, then finally, someone addressed him. “Hello?”
“Hey man, it’s me. Can you let me in? I’m cold and wet.”
“That’s not what- Shut up, Hookfang! Sit! That’s not what your mom said last night.”
Hiccup let his forehead fall against the front door. “Just let me in, please.”
The sound that came out of the buzzer reminded him of a dying cow, but he was able to open the door anyway. At the top of the stairs, Snotlout was standing in the open apartment door, holding his excited dog by the collar. When it spotted Hiccup, it wagged its tail against its owner’s legs and barked happily.
“Come in before he barks up the whole stairwell again. Mr. Browner’s been sticking his head out the door every time we came back from a walk to complain if Hookfang made even the tiniest of sounds. And you know he’ll make the sound if he sees people.” Before he closed the door, he yelled down the stairs, “Yes, Mr. Browner, I’m talking about you, you massive dick!”
Hiccup scratched the happy dog, trying to escape its tongue. “Wouldn’t massive dick be a compliment in your book?”
“What?”
“Nothing. Do you have a jacket for me?”
“What do you need a jacket for?”
Hiccup wordlessly pointed first at his clothes, then out the next window. “Oh, come on…” Of course, in the few minutes he’d spent inside, the rain had let up. A small patch of cloud was even lighting up a little, as if about to expose a bit of sunshine.
“You walked through a car wash or what?”
“Why- why would I ever- No, it’s been raining for the past few hours, have you not looked outside lately?”
Snotlout flopped into his armchair where a set of headphones and a half-empty bag of chips were resting on each arm. “Nah, I was busy.”
Gently shoving Hookfang away from him so that he could move, Hiccup peaked at the TV screen. “Obviously.” He was looking at the pause menu of a Harry Potter Lego game. Snotlout quickly grabbed the remote and the screen went dark.
“This is Call of Duty. Shut up, Hiccup.”
“Clearly. I could still use a jacket, though.” Oh, he would use this newfound knowledge on a later occasion. When he had the right mind for it and wasn’t still feeling like a wet towel in winter.
With a groan, his friend got up and left to his bedroom. As soon as he was gone, Hookfang jumped onto the chair and stuck his nose into the bag of chips, licking the inside. Hiccup grimaced. Snotlout loved his dog, but he still had trouble making it listen to him. Or follow any rules at all. Lucky for him, Hiccup now knew an expert in all things dog training and– Oh, right. Said expert had also just kissed him, more or less, and then bolted.
She’d said she needed to go home. Maybe she’d meant her parents’ place? Maybe she hadn’t even been talking about anything regarding her relationship with her husband? Was he overthinking this again? Maybe… Maybe she’d forgotten she needed to meet her family, the equivalent of remembering the oven was still on. Or something. He sighed. It was a place to start.
He was hit in the head by a hoodie, followed by a yell from Snotlout. “Catch! Pff, loser.” Hiccup decided not to say anything when his friend reached into the bag of chips and ate a few, before inspecting his hand and scrunching up his face in disgust. “Ew, dog slobber! Hookfang, you shit dog!” The shit dog wasn’t impressed by its owner’s disgust, staying on the armchair without a care in the world. “Now get off my chair!”
When the dog didn’t move, Hiccup sharply whistled and pointed down at his feet with a stern face. “Hookfang, come here!” After a few moments of intense eye contact, Hookfang actually gave in and followed the command, lying down at Hiccup’s feet, much to Snotlout’s dismay.
“Hey! Why are you listening to him?! You betrayed me, you son of a bitch dog!”
“You know, technically, he is the son of a bitch.”
“Shut up, Hiccup. I need that jacket back by tonight.”
Hiccup took in the chipped flame print on the sleeves. The jacket itself was too wide for him, but the sleeves were way too short. He probably looked like an idiot. “What for?”
“I want to wear it to work tomorrow. There’s this girl that likes that stuff.”
“You mean oversized clothes for kids? Didn’t you wear this back in school?”
“It’s retro! Whatever, she digs it. So give it back later, okay? I really need it.”
He shrugged. “Sure. Thanks anyway. I bet you didn’t have any other jacket you could lend me.”
“I’m not gonna give you my fine stuff. You wouldn’t be able to handle the swag, anyway.”
“What swag, Snotlout?” Before his friend could dive into that age-old discussion again, Hiccup held up his hands to stop him. “Save it, I gotta go.”
“Where?”
“Uh, I don’t know. Bye, Snot. Hookfang, listen to Snotlout. Whatever. Thanks again for the help!”
He had grabbed his umbrella and was out the door before the dog could follow him or Snotlout could dig for more details. He didn’t have time for that right now. There was a place he needed to go and there was no time to waste. Realizing he could have asked for a ride, or at least for a short ride to his own car, he slapped his hand against his forehead, breaking into a jog.
Every few minutes, a short drizzle broke out of the clouds, and Hiccup felt taken back in time to a certain rainy November day. Time was of importance just like it had been then, but today, he was determined to catch her in time and not let go. Unless she wanted him to, which he hoped she didn’t, but now that he thought about it, maybe she needed to be away from him and concentrate on the relationship she wanted to keep. Winded, he slowed to a stop and leaned against a traffic light at an intersection. The next bus stop was just down the road.
Checking the schedule on the wall of the bus shelter, he sat down on the narrow bench underneath and waited. With a sigh of relief, he found his city ticket in his wallet. The hoodie and exercise had warmed him up enough and he made sure no water would drip out of his hair and run down his neck.
What if the roles were reversed this time? What if she – and he tried to not get his hopes up – had plunged deeper into this connection between them and now needed to sever all ties to him in order to not lose her mind? That he could relate to.
He got to his feet the moment the bus rounded the corner. If her decision really ended up to break contact, he would still find her and talk to her first. For his own attempt at closure, at least. He’d know he at least tried this time, and didn’t give up at the last minute because the mountains in his way were too steep to climb.
He had to change busses twice until he got out two streets over from her parents’ place. Using the short pause between drizzles, he made it to the driveway, eyes darting around in search for her car. It wasn’t there. His stomach dropped and he felt his heart beat in his throat as he walked to the front door and rang the bell. He would leave no stone unturned; he was all in.
The door opened and Wilma Hofferson curiously raised her eyebrows at the sight of him, disheveled and wet from the rain, wearing an unfitting hoodie.
“Hi,” he nervously greeted. “Is Astrid here, by any chance?”
Wilma shook her head. “Last I saw her she was leaving to meet someone for lunch earlier, I assumed it was you.”
“Oh.”
“Seems like I assumed wrong. Have you tried her phone?”
He could have slapped himself. Her phone. He could just call her, for fuck’s sake! “No- no, you were right, she was with me. But then she left and now I’m trying to find her, but seems like she went home home, so never mind. Sorry for bothering you!”
Mind already recalling her phone number, he left a bewildered Wilma behind and jogged back to the bus stop. He scanned the schedule, but he had no clue where he should go. He didn’t even know her address. Tapping his right foot on the ground in a quick pace, he tried to get his racing thoughts in order.
“Alright, Hiccup,” he mumbled to himself, “what’s the plan here? How can you solve this?”
Call her and ask for her address? No, that was stupid, and also inconvenient. He could just ask her to meet him somewhere.
Call her and talk on the phone? Also no. This was a conversation to have face to face.
Call Heather to ask Dagur for Eret’s number or address? Yeah. Great idea, Hiccup. Call your ex to ask her brother for your almost-lover’s husband’s number. Just call her yourself, you idiot.
But when he pulled out his phone and stared at her contact info, the knot in his stomach grew tighter. It all came down to this phone call. It was easy, actually. He just had to press call, wait for her to pick up, then convince her to meet him for a very important conversation.
He was frozen where he stood, the steady sound of rain on the bus shelter’s roof like white noise in his ears. His heart was pounding, growing bigger and bigger in his chest, pushing against his lungs until he felt like he couldn’t breathe. Ripping his gaze away from his phone, he took a few deep breaths and started walking, absentmindedly opening his umbrella.
His hand was clenched around his phone, the chipped corner of the screen digging the reminder into his skin that he was avoiding his task. It was just a call. A call he needed to make. But when he imagined her answering, his mind went blank. What was he supposed to say? How was he supposed to make sure he didn’t screw this up?
Confront your fear, he heard Dr. Mala’s voice inside his head. Examine it, analyze it, confront it. What’s the worst that could happen?
Well, for starters, he could stutter around for so long that she hung up on him. She could tell him she didn’t want to talk to him. She could ignore his call altogether.
He clenched his jaw in determination. Well, then he would try again! He would find a way to reach her, he would even make an ass of himself by showing up on her parents’ doorstep every day until she either talked to him or told him to fuck off. No more avoiding, no more hiding behind fears of rejection and hurt. That wouldn’t get him anywhere.
The phone was already pressed against his ear and signaling an outgoing call before he could drive himself mad by going over what exactly he would say. Sometimes, he just had to approach the dragon without the axe. Maybe it was friendly.
After twenty eternal seconds, he realized she wasn’t going to pick up. Before his mind could start making up ridiculous reasons for that, he firmly told himself to try again in exactly fifteen minutes. In the meantime, he would just walk around Berk in the rain in his friend’s hideous jacket, definitely failing at not preparing what exactly he would say when he tried her again. But if he already didn’t give a shit about his appearance, there was no way he would avoid the call anymore, either. And hey, if she told him she wouldn’t be friends with him anymore, for whatever reason, then at least he knew where he stood.
That didn’t stop him from drumming his fingers against his leg at every red traffic light, though, or keeping up a quick walking pace because he needed to dump his nervous energy somewhere. By the time his phone signaled him the fifteen minutes were up, he had to orient himself for a minute because he’d walked to a part of town he didn’t immediately recognize. But he decided it wasn’t important where he was right now, and pulled up Astrid’s number again.
His mind conjured up an image of Cam with that Shia LaBeouf video he liked to play in every situation. Just do it! Yeah, Heather’s boyfriend was truly something.
“Just do it,” he mumbled, repeating the sentence seven times in a row before he finally pressed the call button.
It rang.
And rang.
And rang.
Twenty seconds later, it was still ringing, but he didn’t give up this time. Either she picked up or he reached her voicemail.
When the signal suddenly disappeared, his breath caught in his throat. But the voice that appeared was automatic, asking him to leave a message. So he did.
“Hey… It’s me. Hiccup. I- I don’t- I’m just calling because…” He took a deep breath. “I need to talk to you. We need to talk. About… About everything. Like, earlier, when you, you know, left – I probably don’t need to remind you. You said you needed to go home, and I know you meant home to Eret because I was at your parents’ house and you weren’t there, so. Um.” He sighed and ran a hand over his face. He should have just texted her. Then he could have carefully constructed a coherent message instead of this all-over-the-place rambling.
“Like I said, I really have to talk to you. There is something I need to tell you, something I should have told you a long time ago, but I can’t do this over the phone, that would be… Can- can you just call me back? I don’t know where you live and you didn’t say when you would be back or what you were up to, and you’re not answering your phone, obviously, so.” His legs were moving on autopilot, crossing streets, rounding corners. The motion was like water that kept the mill running, namely his sanity. If he stopped walking, he would stop talking.
“You know, maybe I should just get to the point. We- we need to talk about us. I- I don’t know if it’s just me, but I feel like there’s something between us and… And maybe I’m way off here and misinterpreting– No. No, I actually don’t think that it’s just me, because today, you almost kissed me. I almost kissed you. And I need to know why, I need to know where we stand with each other, because… Because…” His lips kept moving, but no sound came out. A truck drove by him and honked. Hiccup winced and a switch went off in his brain.
“I’m in love with you,” he blurted out and his heart stopped for a few beats. “I’ve been in love with you since I met you and- and there’s nothing I can do about it. Believe me, I tried. Remember when I showed up at your wedding and told you we shouldn’t be friends? Yeah, that worked out well.” An awkward laugh escaped him. “I don’t know what you want, either from me or- or from yourself, or your- your husband… But I want to get out of this limbo of trying to forget you and falling back under your spell every time you so much as look at me. It’s like… It’s like you dropped an anchor in me and the tide buried it deeper and deeper in the sand – if that even makes any sense, I just– I can’t go on like this. If there is any chance you feel the same, please call me back. If not, if you’re going to take my advice and resolve things with Eret, then I’m happy for you. But I can’t be your friend anymore. I… I need a clear answer from you.”
Abruptly, his feet grinded to a halt in the middle of the sidewalk. Tires screeched behind him and a biker angrily cursed at him, but he didn’t even register it. “I guess… With you going home so fast, you probably decided to patch things up with your husband, and I guess that’s my answer. Or maybe not, what do I know, my judgement can’t be trusted, I once thought I’d be able to get over you. Anyway, when you hear this– Oh fuck, do you even check your voicemails? Well, if you do, just… Call. Or text. Um… Yeah. Bye.”
He ended the call and sunk to the ground underneath a lamp post, ignoring the unpleasant feeling of rain and dirt dampening his butt. Only when something cold ran down his back, did he notice it was still raining. He’d been so absorbed in his message that he hadn’t even noticed he’d been holding the umbrella askew, and now his left arm was soaked, the hand holding his phone cold and stiff. When he got back to his feet, he accidentally knocked it against the post and the device went flying, landing in a nearby puddle.
“Fuck.” Before the next pedestrian could step on it, he scrambled to get it back, infinitely glad he’d bought the waterproof version. But when he wiped it on Snotlout’s jacket and took a closer look, he groaned. There was a large crack zigzagging over the screen, and on first inspection, it looked like it went deeper than the protection glass. He tried to unlock it, but it didn’t react to his touch anymore. “Fuck!”
Great, now he had to find a repair store that was still open in Berk on a Sunday evening. Hopefully, he would be able to still accept incoming calls… He cursed his clumsiness with vigor. This was so typical. When – if – she tried to reach him now, she wouldn’t be able to. Maybe she’d leave him a voicemail asking him to call her back and they would find themselves stuck in an endless, vicious cycle.
Where the hell had he ended up, anyway? It looked like he was in a suburb, but none of the streets looked familiar to him, and when he pulled out his phone to check his location, he groaned. Right, smartphone not available. But if he could find a bus stop, he could make his way back into the city. Or he could go back to the Hoffersons and ask for a ride. That wouldn’t be awkward at all.
After a while of walking around and finally asking a passing dog-walker for directions, he found a bus stop and quickly scanned the schedule. He’d made it to the end of the route of the only bus line that even came out here. And it being Sunday, he was just lucky that the next bus would be here in no less than 52 minutes, because he had, of course, just missed the previous one. He could walk back, but that would take just as long, and also his feet hurt. These shoes weren’t made for long walks through puddles. At least it had stopped raining.
So he waited. And waited. And played around with his stupid phone for a while, but it just wouldn’t magically work again, no matter how much he begged it to. After 50 minutes of waiting, it suddenly started buzzing – and his heart climbed into his throat when he saw the caller ID. He tapped the screen frantically, but it was to no avail. His last resort was to try the lock button and hope it would accept the call, but instead, it did the exact opposite. Absolutely fucking awesome, now she probably thought he’d declined her call on purpose. And where was the damn bus?!
The calls kept coming in, but there was nothing he could do except stare at his phone in resignation and jiggle his legs nervously because the bus wasn’t coming. Fifteen minutes and four awkward short conversations with passing strangers later, he embraced the fact that no one would lend him their phone for a very quick call, or a text, anything. There was no way he would wait around for another hour.
Grabbing his umbrella and starting the journey in the direction he hoped would lead him back home, he glanced suspiciously at the dark line of clouds on the horizon. The sunset was beautiful, though. If only he could enjoy it.
Soon enough, it was pouring again. And the calls stopped.
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Cute date hc 💕
Komori, sakusa and suna
Komori motoya
Spending time with you is really important to him. There is one day of the week where you always meet up <3
He likes to bring you to surprise dates but he forgets that you need to bring certain stuff there. "Suprise we are here let's go swimming y/n-chan 😀" "but I dont have a swimsuit by me 😐" "oh😮"
Anyway public transport rides with him back home are fun tho 😔✊ (dont worry he learnt his lesson after a few times)
He wants to make you happy he gets sad if you didnt like a date from him. So he tries to make the dates as suitable for you as possible.
He likes at home Netflix dates he brings so many snacks and I hc him to be one of the best cuddles in hq
He will always pick you up from home he doesnt want to meet somewhere bc he gets anxiety if he gets late and some Tokyo city boys flirt with you NO PERSON ON HIS WATCH WAITS FOR HIM 😤✋
So he always picks you up he really doesnt mind if you still gotta do ur make up he waits on ur bed watching you and puts his finger in all ur make-up and ask "what's this 😀👉💄"
Anyway CEO of giving his jacket to you doesnt even matter If ur cold or not bc he wants ur smell on his clothes
Also he is a big avenger fan so it means alot to him if you go with him watching avengers (he own a spiderman costum)
He also wants to go out with you when big festivals or holidays are coming (summerfestivals, Halloweenpartys, Christmas dinner with family)
First kiss was at summerfestival bc he thought it would be cute if he did it there like in animes
You guys also have many couple pics of each other (he prints them out religiously after ever date and his whole wall is full of ur pics)
Also facetime calls are important to him you guys fall asleep together on the call and he puts a blanket on his phone 😔 (he also screenshots u bc you look cute and sticks them to his wall as well)
Gets you a souvenir when he sees them he bought you so many plushies
He always tells you to it's ok when ur not in the mood to go out he likes it more when you are in the vibe to get out.
After like 4-5 months he figured out ur period cycle so he is like "babe I understand if you dont want to go out today let's to something more chill at home" or text you "you got ur period babe? 😘"
Ohhh to be Komoris girlfriend he is so perfect 😔 but I think he can get to friendly with other girls
Sakusa kiyoomi
Sakusa. (You guys are in a relationship ship but didnt went on dates before it was official)
Ngl you have to ask him if he wants to go on dates bc he didnt ask you (he wants to go on dates to but over thinks the situation and doesnt know where to go he also doesnt know how he can ask you so he felt really relieved when you asked him first
He really doesnt care where as long if the place isnt crowds he goes anywhere (you live in Tokyo??? Where can I take ur ass sakusa?)
So the first date is at home and he is mad stiff and awkward stands in the corner of every room like this
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I think he would only come over if the house was empty he would get to overwhelmed if he met ur parent yet
So you guys just sit in ur room he sits at ur desks chair he was actually really calm! You guys talked a lot to just like basic things about each other
You probably went on dates with komori as well the thing is you ended up talking with komori more than with sakusa. Sakusa really doesnt mind that he asked komori on the first place if he can come with him so it doesnt end up boring.
I think once in a while he goes on dates with you where its crowded he feels like he owns that to you.
But ok imagine going on a date with him around winter times sakusa in a puffer jackets kill me now 
I think his favorite dates besides being at home is walking dates ... just walking around the park.
He notices and remembers little things well. He probably heard girls in his class talk about how much they wanna go walking nights but cant bc they are scared.
So sunset to evening walks in parks 💕😔
Also picknick dates he loves them he doesnt walk or sit on the blanket with shoes on and he can never get really comfy on the blanket bc he only sits in the same positions he gets tense for no reason.
But one thing he really enjoys is when he has lunch break and he can enjoy it with you!
I think the best date you can have is a home alone date and he lays on ur lap and vents not him using you like a therapist
Also facetime dates omg he calls you after taking a shower wet hair omi gives me life
If you fall asleep on the facetime he is "like wake up hello? Wake up why did you fall asleep?" Till you wake up and tells you good night and dont forget to set ur alarms tomorrow for school.
Suna rintarou
Awkward at first
He appears to be uninterested but he actually just listens to you (he absorbs the info)
If you have a game console he plays online with you
He says on dates he has a little sister and how cute she is to appear as a good brother when in reality he round house kicks here at the stairs 💀
Shows you all the videos he recorded from the twins ngl they mad funny
Also spills all the tee from the team so dates are never gonna be quiet when he has like 374 chapters of stories to tell
Walks you at home and holds the umbrella he also holds the umbrella in a way where you are complete covered from the rain and ge gets a little wet.
Also he sends you memes through the day. He really texts more honestly than he talks.
Also a movie date fan
Watch bad movies him honestly his commentary is so funny pls I'm looking at all shark movies
Plans his pranks to the twins with you
He is also awkward at ur house
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Thanks you @jackreed1967 💕 sorry for making the suna part so short I didnt had any ideas for him left😔
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you’re drenched wet under the rain in a thin white shirt, and Chanyeol lend you his jacket.
re-upload “white shirt”, on AFF 2018
It’s barely 5 pm and you finished your shift at the coffeeshop where you work part time. You fold your apron and neatly stack it above some text books you left on your working place locker. You took your bag and bid yourself goodbye to Suho, that handsome co-worker you like, you might not in loev with him, but you always think that Suho is the rightest person anyone should be in love with. his looks is unquestionable, he also has the kind-hearted smile, and manners, he looks like a dreamy knight riding a white horse. 
You pushed the glass door and leave the coffeeshop. There was sunshine before the rumble heard and the sky turn grey.
“Damn…” you murmured while increasing your speed, mentally cursing the distance of the bus stop which is two blocks away from your workplace.
You feel a drop on your shoulder, another one at the top of your head.
“No, no, please hold on a little longer, sky…” you mumbled. But universe is not on your side, the rain starts pouring and you got to run.
Your weren’t drench when you got into the bus stop, but the white shirt you wear is sticking to your skin, it made the skin visible in your shoulder and you gotta hug yourself tight to make sure no one saw the front part of your body.
Not many people waiting at the bus stop but it still make you nervous as you feel the cloth sticking more at your back.
Shit.
Shit.
You clenched your jaw, partly because your shivering from the cold weather, the rest is because you’re anxious.
Suddenly you feel someone throw a piece of heavy fabric to your back.
You turned around and saw a guy. Tall, got a round eye and wavy hair.
“Wear that.” He murmured. His voice is not heavy but it’s deep and a little husky.
You were hesitating at first but it’s not like you want to reject it. In fact, you feel that you’ve been saved.
“Thank you.” You nod at him while slipping your arms inside the sleeves. The jacket is way too big for you. Indeed, because he’s so tall. Like 6 ft tall, or maybe more.
“My bus.” He pointing with his chin.
Ah you got a different route with him.
“Your jacket…”
“Wear it, give it back to me later.”
“But… where can I find you??”
He turned his gaze towards the building behind the bus stop. Art University.
“O, Okay…” you stretch a smile for him and he step into the bus, “shit. Who’s his name?”
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The denim jacket is neatly folded and very clean. You handwash it instead of put it together with your other laundry. That’s how you show him how thankful you are. And today, after campus you’re planning on going to his university to give it back to him.
You jump off at the bus station and look around, thinking how you could find him if you didn’t even know his name. what if he doesn’t have class today? You shrugged your shoulder and thinking that you gotta try first.
You enter the big gate and walk around a bit. You saw people with unique styles studying here. There’s a girl with metalic purple hair walking with a guy carying guitar. Then you saw a group of people sitting on a grass while drawing something. And a couple sitting on a bench, the guy wearing a bright red colored sweater and soft pink trousers while the girl is in a bold long jacket.
You remember the guy from yesterday wearing the denim jacket outside a plain black shirt and pair of jeans.
“he’s quite simple compare to other students.” You murmured. And after few minutes walking around, you didn’t get a clue about his whereabout, so you decided to wait at the bus station.
You’re walking outside and passing an aisle before you reach the bus stop.
Then you saw him.
You saw him with two other guys, smoking at the aisle.
One guy realising your presence. He’s rather short compare to others but he got the whitest blonde ever, his face is like cartoon character because he wears some eye make up. 
“What you lookin’ at, doll?” he asked. It made the guy who lend you a jacket turned around.
“I—uh,” your eyes met that denim jacket owner eyes, “hi.”
“Ow, she knew Chanyeolie…” the white blonde guy smirks.
“Leave her alone, Baek.” Chanyeol throw the buds to the ground and step on it.
“She’s cute.” Baek sneered and elbowing another guy beside him.
“She’s my girlfriend.” Chanyeol turned around and left the gang.
“You have a girlfriend??” another guy chimed in, “how come I didn’t know?”
“Do I have to report anything to you, Lay?” Chanyeol scoffed, “bye losers.”
He suddenly put his arms around your shoulder and drag you away.
“Sorry.” He murmured, “That was the easiest way to make you safe from those assholes.”
“Are they, uh, your friends?”
“Yeah, classmate in college.” Chanyeol nodded, “better stay away from them… they’re bad boys.”
“Does it means that you’re bad boy too?” you asked, “because you’re friends with them.”
He chuckles, “good point.” He stop for a while then nodded, “yeah, I kind of one of them, so…”
You smiles too, “oh, uh, this is your…”
“My jacket, thanks.”
“No, I thank you.” You said, “it saved me.” You paused, “you, you saved me.”
You want to believe that you saw a pink blush on his cheek but he hide it with a crisps laughter, “you made it sounds like big deal.”
“It is.” You nodded.
Then he stopped and looking at your clothes, “another white shirt? Didn’t you learn from mistakes?”
You’re looking down at your clothes, “oh, it’s actually… I’m working at a coffeeshop, and this is my uniform.”
“Then wear something inside.” He scoffed.
“I am wearing something inside.” You almost rolled your eyes.
“What? A bra?”
You gotta hold yourself from choking.
Then he clicking his tongue, an exclamation of disbelief.
“Well…” you shift your gaze into something far away, “it’s kind of uncomfortable to wear a tank or so.” You stopped, “ugh why am I even explaining this to you?” 
“You also don’t bring jacket?” he slaps your small bag.
You’re gulping, and you know yourself better than anyone. So yes, you’re clumsy, forgetful, and unprepared, as always.
“I, uh…”
“This is rainy season and your work require wearing a thin white shit, I mean shirt.” His face flat and judgy, “you like exposing yourself?”
“I’m not!” you’re flinching from how disrespectful he is.
“Your behavior says otherwise.”
“Whatever,” you push your fist which held the handle of the paper bag to his stomach, like punching him, “here, your jacket, Chanyeol-ssi!”
“Oh, you knew my name.”
“Yeah from your friends.”
“You remember it…” he smirks, “to be fair, what’s yours?”
You didn’t answer yet you left him sneering behind you.
-
“Welcome t—“ the words stuck in your gut when you saw Chanyeol get into the coffeshop with the white blonde guy.
“Oh! Chayeolie girlfriend!” Baekhyun, the white blonde guy shouts. He made your co-worker, Suho, your crush since the day one of working, creased his eyebrows.
“You have a boyfriend?” Suho asked.
“Hey, babe, two iced americano.” He smirks, “please.”
“What did you just called me?” you’re glaring at him.
He shows you his childlike smile which actually so damn attractive before went closer to your ear, “not my fault that I don’t know your name…”
“Oh, oh, Chanyeolie, you can’t kiss her! She’s woking! You gotta get her fired.” Baekhyun laughing behind him.
“Can’t help myself.” Chanyeol pretend to put his hands up, “Aren’t she so pretty?” he turned to Suho, “don’t flirt with my girl.” He said while tapping his card.
“Chanyeol-ssi!”
“See, she calls me formally when she’s mad.” Chanyeol winked at Suho. 
“She’s hot.” Baekhyun chimed in and Chanyeol smack him.
“You said that again about her, I’ll cut your tongue, Baek.”
And Baekhyun just giggled.
He was waiting at the counter while you brew his orders, his friend is smoking outside.
“You brought jacket today?” he asked when he saw the grey sky outside.
“None of your concern.”
“You prefer to be a display for some masher out there?”
You lift your gaze, mad at him, “sir, please, you got—“
He took off his flanel shirt and throw it to you, “wear that.”
“ I don’t need—“
“Hey, go make my coffee, miss,” he said, “does it always take this long for a drink?�� he raised his voice on purpose so you can’t argue him
-
“Where’s your shirt?” Baekhyun asked whenChanyeol went outside with two coffees in his hand.
Chanyeol doesn’t replied.
“She’s not your girlfriend, is she?” Baekhyun sips his coffee.
“Hm.”
Baekhyun snickered.
“But I like her.”
-
The rain pouring and you just sit inside the locker room, staring at the red gingham flanel shirt in front of you.
You brought an umbrella today, but listen to him asking you a caring question with his unsympathetic tone strangely make your heart beat faster.
So you wear that shirt. And leave the umbrella behind.
When the shirt hug your body, you can’t help but smelling the musky trail from it, the strong manly fragrance mixed with his natural body scent, made you inhaled deeper.
“Damn, he smells like the ocean.” You murmured.
“You got a bold type of guy, I see.” You startled when Suho get into the locker room.
“Pardon?”
“Your boyfriend… I didn’t know you’re into some kind of bad boys…?”
“He’s… he’s not—“
“He’s not a bad boy?” Suho raised his eyebrows, “oh, I’m sorry, I judged him by appearance… sorry…”
“No, no, it’s fine.” You smiles, “it’s fine.”
-
Chanyeol stops in front of a store, he tilt his head in front of a mannequin that standing inside the glass window wearing a nice leather jacket.
“Pretty…” he murmured.
“Looking for something for your girlfriend? Come in, we’re having price reduction.” A shopkeeper greet him.
“Uh, no, I just…’
“See that leather jacket? It’s new collection and we only have one left because it looks expensive but actually very affordable.”
“Really?”
“Yup, and if you have your student card with you, we’ll give you discount!”
-
Chanyeol hold a paper bag filled with the leather jacket and feel stupid afterwards.
“I mean, what for?” he murmured, “why?”
“Chanyeol?”
He turned a saw you.
“Oh, what a coincidence…” you said, “your shirt…”
He’s looking at you, wearing the white shirt with your bright blue knit outter.
“You… wear jacket…” he murmured.
“Yeah, haha…” you awkwardly laughs. “uhm, your shirt…” you extend your arm to give him his shirt but then he also stretched his arm.
“Here.” he said.
“W-what is it?”
“Jacket.”
“Huh?” you’re confused.
“I bought you… jacket…” now you swore you saw his ear getting red.
“You bought me a jacket??”
“Take it!” he look away.
You stays immobile for few second before replied, “no.”
“Ugh, come on, just take it! It’s strange enough that I suddenly buy a girl jacket. This is so not me.” He inhaled, “alright, forget it, I’ll return this—“
“I don’t want you to stop bugging me.”
“huh?” he raised his eyebrows.
“If I accept the jacket, you’ll stop coming to me bugging me about my white shirt.”
He didn’t replied, yet his round eyes staring at yours. “you… want me to keep bugging you…”
“Because I like it.”
He scoffed. “you…”
“Keep that.” You push the paper bag in his hand away from you and about to stepping away when he suddenly drag you while rising his hand to stop a cab.
-
You arrived at his flat. A small but comfortable two rooms flat. You. In some guy’s house. But strangely you feel… safe?
Maybe you’re not safe, maybe you want whatever scenario your mind is cooking right now. And when he pushed you to the wall like somewhat cheesy novels you never read, and he breathed right in front of your face, you smell that minty candy mixed with the acidic from smoking.
And it only brought the sinner in you.
You want that lips crashing yours.
You want this bad boy to screw you side to side.
“Damn it.” He hissed, “I’ve been thinking about you since that day.”
You couldn’t say anything beside, “that day…?”
“That day you were panicking, you were so clumsy, so stupid for wearing a thin white shirt on rainy day… I can’t help but wanting to—argh.”
Then you realised, he’s not that sweet guy you’re always attracted to, not Suho kind of guy.
But there’s day when you got to accept your guts in a truest way. You might want the knight in shining armor kind of guy, but what if your heart beating for that villain on a dark horse? Problem is you know you want that villain more. A cute villain who can’t even express his feeling of wanting to protect you that day.
“How can you walk around in white shi—“
You pull his face and land your lips on his.
You hear a small gasp before he gave up and kiss you back.
Yeah, that minty candy mixed with hint of smoke smack your mouth but beyond that is how his plumpy lips devouring yours.
You can’t believe yourself that you kiss an oddball, in his house.
But it’s too late to pretend that you don’t want him. And kisses after kisses you’re already full of pictures of him, but when he pull away just to tilt and bend himslef further to reach your neck…
“If you kiss my neck, my resistance will crumble.” You said.
“I’d gladly take care of that.” He whispers and pressed his lips on the vein in the crook of your neck. And there your finger couldn’t resist the musky scent wavy hair near your jaw, your fingers carding it, keep it closer to you and his delicate lips drawing trails.
Now only the matter of time before it happens.
His kisses becoming more needy and urgent, hands slides down your waist, pulling it closer to his body. And a small gasp slipped out of your lips when you feel somethings growing hard down there.
You pull yourself away to search for his eyes, and when you met his gaze, he’s smiling. Your eyes drawn to the dimples on his cheek and you scoffed. Is he really that villain in a dark horse? Because he looks cuter than any guy you ever met.
“Tell me what you want…” he inaudibly said it and that just sexy. He talks without a sound is sexy? You’ve gone mad for sure.
“I want you.” That’s the only answer you can think about.
He leans while caressing your sides, then he caught your wrist and drag you somewhere. You thought he’s gonna throw you to his bed but no, he brought you to his bathroom.
Bathroom sex? That’s naughty.
But the fact that he threw you under the shower and turn it on got you gasping from the cold water.
“those white shirt is a sin…” he murmured, “I fantasized about it ever since…” he turned the shower off and his thumb running on your cheek, “look at you, baby…”
He made you facing the mirror, now that you’re drenched you could see your skin, and your dark colored bra is see through the fabric. You saw his big palms roaming around your body. Flatened your stomach, caressing your arms.
He suddenly unhooked your bra, “can we let this friend go?”
You never left the eye contact with him through the mirror, so you nod.
“Help me?” he burried his face on your neck while you unbuttoning your shirt. “keep the shirt…” he whispers.
You unhooked the straps and with a bit of effort, the bra finally gone.
“Fuck…” his hands cupping your breast through the fabric, searching for your nips, and you oddly feel prouder of yourself.
You’re proud because you’re able to make a man as atttractive as him seems to be head over heels over you.
“Ah…” moan escaped as you feel his thumb and index finger twisting your nips, “Chanyeol…”
“Bed?”
You bite your lips while nodding.
Your pants gone, along with his t-shirt and jeans, and he’s now above you, elbow propping himself while he kisses your jaw, neck, down to your chest and now taking your breast in his mouth. Still with the shirt fabric in between.
That’s just darn sexy, and it makes you go bolder. You circled his waist with your leg, let your sensitive parts feel his buldge, and make him breathing heavily everytime there’s a friction down there.
“Babe…” he warned you.
“What?” you whining, “I want it.”
“I want it too…” he kissed you again, “but I want it to last long… I want to feel you longer…” he says.
His voice just brought heat into your core. “get inside me now, or I’ll go down for you.
“no, no don’t go down on me, I want to—“
“Then get inside me now, Chanyeol!”
he chuckles on your assertive voice, “can’t wait a little longer?”
“No, can not.”
He push his briefs down and you gasped.
“That’s… quite a size…”
He smirks, looking proud of his length down there. “can you take ‘em all at once?” he’s so cocky and you like that.
“I don’t know… try me?”
He inserted himself inside you not in the most gentle way.
“AH!” you screams, “be gentle!”
“I did it on purpose cause I wanna hear you screamin’…” he bite your shoulder.
“You… ah,” he thrust you slowly but his size got you breathless for a moment.
“You good?”
“Slowly…”
he pumped you slowly until you adjusted with his size better.
“Can I go hundred?” he whispers to your ear.
“Uh-huh…” and then next is you cursing and praising God at the same time between the short breathe. All you hear is skin slapping skin, the sound of him grunting, his urgencies of searching for your skin to be kissed. Until the wave of orgasm came nearer.
“Chanyeol take me from behind.” This position take you to your peak easier, without realising that this position is also his favorite to ended the game.
“You near?”
You nodded.
“You’re so unromantic…” he blabbing, “how can I kiss you when you cum in this position?”
“Oh shut it, kiss me later!” you said, “now fuck me.”
He laughs, never knew he’s met a girl like you.
After few deep thrusts, you release a long satisfied moan, and few more low thrust and he detached himself from you while cumming on your back.
“Did you just…?”
he took the white shirt which now completely unbutton and wipe his cement from your back with it, “I’ll wash it for you… don’t worry.” He said while pulling you inside the blanket.
You could only smile while he pull you closer.
“Now we’re dating, okay?” he suddenly said.
“We do?”
“Yeah.” He rolled his eyes, “don’t flirt with that guy with a rich vibe, co-worker of yours again.”
“Suho?”
“I don’t care who’s his name…” he said, “but damn, even his name is handsome. Fuck you Suho.”
“Hey! What did he do to you?” you scold him.
He smiles and kiss your forehead, “I really like you… that’s why.”
“Sooo… I’m your girlfriend now?”
he pulled away to look at your face and thinned his lips and showed his dimple, “yes!”
You kissed that dimples, “okay, I like that.”
“Now you can take the jacket I bought you, because I’d still gonna bug you out everyday… since you’re my girlfriend.”
“Okay, deal.” You nodded inside his embrace, “but I can’t promise you to wear a tank under my white shirt.”
“No, it’s okay, don’t wear it if it’s uncomfortable for you… especially when we have a date…”
“What about it?” you asked.
“Always wear a white shirt in our date…” then he leaned down and whispers to your ear, “with a strapless bra.”
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starkerforlife6969 · 5 years
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@starkermoodboards hi friendo um imma just request a thing then leave. can u do like a v soft like pastel peter with gang leader tony? and like maybe peter had a bf before tony and the bf was an asshole so tony just like helps peter then swoops off with the soft boi. and like all the fluff plz. ily friendo!!!!!!!!! sorry if you don’t want requests :(
TW: mentions of abuse (Peter’s bf is abusive) + violence
The boy walks past exactly on time.
Tony grins, pushing off his bike and wolf-whistling. Peter stops, face breaking into a wide smile, as he glances both ways down the road before skipping over like the little wood sprite he is. He’s carrying two cups, and he holds one out for Tony with a shy little smile.
Goddamn, Peter Parker is beautiful. This morning Tony had to press his gun hard against the temple of some moron, and now, he’s watching as the sunrise glints red over Peter’s beautiful, honey eyes. “I got you a coffee!” Peter beams, his beat up brown satchel strap almost slipping off one shoulder. It tugs the fluffy pink pastel sweater further down; showing a tantalising slip of that gorgeous white collar.
Tony takes it warmly. This close to Peter, he has to look down at the tiny boy, and Peter has to crane back to look up at him. The boy is so small, Tony could envelop him in his arms. He wants to feel Peter cuddled up in his leather, wants to see the boy squeal as Tony takes him for a ride on his bike.
“Thank you, gorgeous,” he drawls, watching as Peter blushes again. “Did you get yourself a hot chocolate?”
Pretty honey eyes slide away. The kid’s a shit liar. His face is so open, so expressive. Tony’s grateful. He doesn’t like liars, and Peter’s face is too beautiful to be hiding anything.
“Pete…” he mutters, and Peter laughs shakily, readjusting his strap and shrugging as he sips from his cup.
He winces a little at the taste, though he tries frantically to hide it. Tony frowns. Peter looks away. “Um, no, it’s just- Dave thought maybe- I should cut back a little on- he thought I-“ Peter laughs again, but it’s a horrible sounding thing. “This is a low-fat black coffee, it’s- it’s nice, really.” He insists.
Anger spreads through him- a furious hatred to the man he’s never met, a pure, dangerous loathing, as he reaches out and grabs the offending drink from Peter’s dainty hand.
“Tony!” Peter exclaims, reaching out for it, “it’s okay, honestly-“
“Do you even know how beautiful you are?” Tony snarls, so angry he can hardly appreciate the gorgeous glow on Peter’s cheek- that little delighted sparkle he gets in his eyes at a compliment. Like he’s not used to them. Like he’s not used to someone telling him he’s perfect. “You don’t have to change a fucking thing, baby. I’m gonna put a bullet in his head if he ever-“
“Tony!” Peter exclaims again, softer this time. “It’s okay, really.”
He hasn’t even realised he’s destroyed both their drinks. His thick fingers breaking through the paper cups so hot liquid is trickling down his hands onto the ground. It’s not boiling, thankfully, but Peter would never give him a drink too hot. The boy is perfect.
“Come here,” Tony whispers, tugging Peter in for a hug. Peter squeaks in surprise, before melting into him. He fits so perfectly into Tony’s chest, those thick, soft curls nestled under Tony’s chin. Tony wants to keep him here. Keep him safe.
It’s almost unreal, knowing someone like Peter Parker. But Tony’s nephew- Harley- had talked about a boy who hadn’t snitched when Harley had needed an alibi for his whereabouts on a Saturday night. One Peter Parker had promised that he and Harley had been at the library; studying, and because of Peter’s impeccable record, the police had believed him.
Tony doesn’t think Harley’s ever even set foot in the library.
But he’d tailed the so called Peter Parker, to see if he was someone they’d have to worry about, and what he’d found was the most gorgeous set of eyes, and friendly smile, and someone who didn’t seem to care that Tony smelt of gun smoke and was so quick to violence that any other person would’ve flinched-
Peter never did. He was sweet and open and appallingly good-natured. So trusting and delicate, that Tony had vowed in that moment to protect him.
To love him. Forever.
“I gotta go to class,” Peter murmurs apologetically, even as he burrows further into Tony’s shirt. “I’ll see you tomorrow?”
“I’ll be here, baby,” he promises, reaching for a cigarette. Peter nods, smiling.
“Stay safe, Tony!”
Tony chuckles at that, and is so fucking endeared as Peter waves at him as he bounds off into the distance.
“That boy is somethin’ else,” Bucky mutters, appearing out of nowhere to straddle his bike. “Looks like a fuckin’ princess, boss. If anyone knew he was with you, they’d-“
“Well that won’t happen.” Tony snaps, blowing smoke out of his mouth angrily. “Because he’s got our protection, doesn’t he?”
“Sure he does.” Bucky promises. “I wouldn’t let anything happen to him.”
Tony nods at him. “That’s why you’re my second.”
* Peter’s a few minutes late the next morning. It’s drizzly, but warm, but the rain feels dirty on Tony’s skin. His leather’s hung up on his bike’s handles, and his tank top is stained with motor oil.
It’s only a few minutes, but it’s enough to have him worrying. His hand keeps fingering the trigger of his gun- before Peter appears.
He’s in white denim shorts, his long, cream legs on display before they go into frilly white socks and neat high tops- the laces done up to little bows. His sweater is bright yellow on the grey day- much too big for him, it nearly hides his shorts, as he bounds over. He’s got a brown backpack on today, and his hair looks messier than usual. it’s adorable.
The very sight of him makes Tony’s cock twitch, and the hand around his heart loosens in relief.
“Tony! I think it’s gunna rain!” He cries, rushing towards him. “I didn’t bring an umbrella!” He pouts, and Tony wants to ravish him.
Peter leaps into Tony’s arms, hugging him tightly, and Tony breathes him in. He smells of strawberry body wash and lemon shampoo, and something floral- fragrant and warm. “You’re late, gorgeous,” he whispers, “I was worried.”
“Sorry,” Peter says earnestly, though he doesn’t offer an excuse. “Hey, Bucky,”
“Doll.” Bucky nods, allowing a small smile.
“You can take my jacket.” Tony murmurs, though in reality he’s been looking for an opportunity to see Peter in his clothes for a long time. “Protect your little sunshine outfit from the rain.”
Peter’s cheeks flood rose, but he shakes his head. “Oh, no, I couldn’t!”
“Baby, I’m insisting-“
“No, Tony, really,” Peter says, voice more worried. “It’s better if-“ he reaches out, to stop Tony from picking up his jacket, and that’s when the sleeve of his sweater slides up, and Tony freezes as he sees the dark blue bruise around Peter’s delicate wrist.
Bucky lets out a hiss behind him, and Peter frowns- before realising, and jerking his hand back.
“It’s nothing!” He cries, sleeve falling back down. “I-Tony-“
“Did he do this?” Tony whispers, trying to keep his voice low. He doesn’t want to scare Peter. Not his perfect boy. How could someone do this? To a boy so beautiful? So sweet? Peter is a ball of sunshine and good intentions- only wants the best for everyone- is the most darling slip of a thing- the most beautiful-
“It was an accident!” Peter cries, “i swear, he didn’t mean to- he’s never- never hurt me before, we were just fighting and he- he didn’t want me to go so he grabbed my hand, but he’s- he’s never hurt me before, Tony, I swear.”
Tony stares into those honey eyes for a long time, before he nods. Peter’s telling the truth. He can see that. He brings Peter’s wrist to his mouth and kisses it- very softly. “I believe you, sweetheart. It was the first time. But it was also the last time.” No one will ever mar this skin again.
“Tony, don’t-“ crystal tears gather in those gorgeous eyes, “- don’t hurt him.”
“I’m gonna do a lot worse than that-“
“Tony.” Peter hiccups, flinging himself into Tony’s arms. “Promise.”
Tony lifts Peter up- he’s so goddamn light- and sets him on his bike. “I promise.” He mutters, reluctantly, but he looks at Bucky meaningfully. His second nods in understanding. “Now, Pete, look at me, baby.”
Peter does- so trusting, so open- Tony adores him.
“You’re gonna break up with him, okay? Today, Peter. Is that okay?”
Peter nods slowly. “That’s okay.” He whispers. “I don’t think he- I don’t think he really likes me anyway.”
Who gives a shit what that bastard likes? Tony thinks. It’s about Peter. Who Peter likes. “I like you.” He murmurs. “I really like you.”
Peter goes a furious red. “I like you too.”He mumbles.
“Aww.” Bucky goes, and Tony glares at him.
* Healing takes a long while, but Tony has time.
He buys Peter frothy hot chocolates teeming with whipped cream and marshmallows. Tells him how beautiful he is everyday. Over and over and over again, and some days Peter has trouble believing it- but other days, he giggles like he’s beginning to think it’s true.
Tony only ever touches him gently. Because Peter is something to be cherished. His touch is soft, adoring, and Peter nuzzles into him for comfort and safety, and then just because he wants to.
Peter is a vision on Tony’s bike. Tony’s going to buy Peter one of his own- a nice little red number. Something sexy for his boy.
And then when Peter’s ready, Tony’s going to fuck him so deeply that Peter’s toes will curl- and he won’t remember anyone else. Won’t remember ever being with anyone else.
Tony will worship him. Adore him. Treat him how he should always have been treated.
“Well goddamn, pretty boy,” Tony hisses, a long time later, when Peter pads into the bedroom in nothing but Tony’s leather jacket and a pair of pink panties. “Are you trying to kill me, baby?” He reaches out with greedy hands, hoisting Peter into his lap, so those perfect legs are straddling his thighs and he can touch that brilliant skin.
“I’m pretty?” Peter whispers, ducking his head shyly. He needs reassurance. Everyone still does, sometimes.
“That’s the understatement of the century,” Tony groans, voice husky, and Peter beams, nuzzling his neck and pressing butterfly kisses down his throat.
“Will you fuck me, Tony?” He asks innocently, so goddamn gorgeous, and Tony nods- incapable of forming words- “And after- maybe we can order dessert if you- if you want-“
“After I’ve fucked you, baby, I’m gonna get you a whole chocolate fountain, how’s that sound?”
Peter giggles, grinding down eagerly. “Kinda kinky. I’m into it.”
Tony laughs, before capturing those lips for a kiss.
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The three teens were now successfully off on their adventure, and conversing amongst one another. "Alexis. Was everything okay, back at the pokemon center?" Hera asked as the three walked.
"Hm? Oh uh, yeah. My brain got overwhelmed with all of the lights, sounds, and my eyes had been hurting." Alexis admitted, adjusting her sunglasses.
"Ah. Gotcha. I experience it occasionally, although rarely." Hera nodded in understanding. "So. I'm thinking that, when we get to Nightvale city, My gran will want to have dinner with me one last time. And because shes a total sweetheart, You two can stay for dinner too." Hera spoke, slipping her hands into her jacket pockets. "So, I know Miranda's kind of a tough gym leader. Her gym is certainly eccentric, if I remember some of her battles that are televised. Three floors, each one works with a different weather effect. Remind me what they are, Lucius?"
"Sandstorm for the first floor, Hail for the second, and Sunny day for the third. The top floor, where shes located, is actually the rooftop of the weather facility in Jupiter city. It almost always rains in that city, as well. So when we head that direction, we'll wanna have our umbrella's to be easy to access." Lucius explained.
Alexis nodded, looking up from her pokedex. "I'm reading over Gible's pokedex entry, which also seems to list the ability for the pokemon, and what it does. Sand veil ups evasion in a sandstorm." She spoke. "Meaning that gible will likely be highly useful for the first floor, in my case." She spoke.
"Correct. The ability listing feature was of Professor Morgan's own design, if you're curious. Also. We should use this route, and the cave, to train our partners." Lucius spoke.
"Cave?" Hera asked.
"No. We're not going near the cave on the other path." Alexis spoke, her tone seeming to shift.
"There's a hidden cave nearby, that has pokemon that are rare elsewhere on this island." Lucius elaborated.
"Oh, okay. Sorry for my tone shift." Alexis spoke.
"All good. Yeah. That other cave, on the other path. It creeps everyone out, so mom made it illegal to go near there, at least for our towns residents." He explained, taking a pokeball out and releasing beldum. "Beldum will be harder to train, as it only learns one move until it evolves, into metang. Meaning I should get the jump on training it first, while still training Chomp, my main partner." Lucius spoke. He was going to say something, but got cut off by a girl getting his attention.
"Hey! Wanna battle? I just got a new pokemon, and wanna test it out." The girl spoke.
"You can take her on Lucius." Hera spoke, gesturing for him to go on. "Alexis and I can watch, or go train on wild pokemon."
"Y-yeah. Let's go train on wild Pokemon. Catch up with us after, lucius." Alexis spoke.
3 hard hours of training later, and one sudden thunderstorm that lasted 20 minutes
Alexis, Lucius, and Hera met back up in a Clearing in the Route. Their pokemon, had all gotten stronger.
"Anyone else hungry, or just me?" Alexis asked, as her stomach growled rather loudly. "Just realized I hadn't eaten yet."
"Well. We're close to my Gran's house, and closer to Nightvale City. It's about Lunch time at this point. We can go get lunch at a cafe, then take a few hours to relax before going to my Grandma's for the night." Hera offered.
"I got plenty of Money from the trainers I beat, meaning I can pay for lunch." Lucius nodded.
"Yeah. Let's get healed up at the pokemon center, then go get lunch. It's about another six hours or so till dinnertime, so we have plenty of time to kill at like an arcade or something. The one in Nightvale is moderately large. We can do some arcade games, if we havent blown all of our money by lunch." Hera nodded.
"What's an arcade?" Alexis questioned, not realizing she said it out loud.
"Basically, a place where you can pay money to earn tokens and play games. My dad used to own the one in nightvale city, before he sold it to the Mayor of Nightvale after meeting my mom when she joined him for a game of DDR, or rather. Dance, Dance, Revolution." Hera explained without missing a beat, as they headed toward the entrance of Nightvale city.
Once the three arrived in Nightvale city, Alexis's mouth dropped. This was one of the largest places she'd ever seen. (Not that she remembers anywhere larger.) "Woah. It's... massive." Alexis spoke, blinking slightly.
"There are bigger cities. Heck. The Island where we get our fifth gym badge, the entire place is all the city." Hera spoke.
"Ew. Sounds gross." Alexis reflexively spoke.
"Yeah. I personally enjoy places that have variety to them. I've heard Twilight Island is like a maze." Lucius spoke, as they walked into the pokemon center.
"Hi! Welcome to the pokemon center. Let me know if I can do anything for you, please." The Nurse spoke as she walked out from one of the back Rooms.
"Hi! I was wondering if our pokemon could get a quick heal." Lucius spoke.
"Can do! Just put the pokeballs on the tray here, and Blissey can take care of them for you." The nurse spoke as she put the tray on the counter in front of her.
Alexis put her pokeballs in top slots, although she was somewhat hesitant to.
Lucius put his in the middle, seeming a bit relaxed.
Hera put hers in the bottom slots.
"Blissey will bring you your pokeballs personally, after healing your pokemon. She can heal them through their pokeballs, so dont worry about her getting them mixed up. Feel free to have a seat." The nurse spoke, before turning to follow blissey to the back to work on something.
The three teens sat down, and began to converse among each other. "So. Since we're going to be traveling with each other for the foreseeable future. I guess we should get to know one another." Hera spoke, taking her hat off. "Lucius, pass me a drink?" She asked. "Gotta take my meds."
"Ah, yeah, of course." Lucius spoke as he opened his bag, and passed her a water bottle.
"Well... guess the meowth's gotta come out of the bag. I don't remember much of anything. I only know my name." Alexis spoke, rather quietly. She wasn't sure if the two would still be friends with her.
"That's quite okay." Hera spoke, as she took a couple of bottles out of her jacket, and opened the bottles. "We're not gonna look at you any differently, Alexis. Right, Lucius?" She asked, before taking her medication. Her tone had an essence of "Answer correctly, or I'm gonna smack you." to it.
"Yeah, of course." Lucius nodded.
Alexis let out a sigh of relief. "Thanks. I was feeling freaked out, and was trying to figure out how I should explain it." She spoke. "I dont even know where I'm from."
"Gotcha." Hera nodded. "Well, maybe we can make getting your memories back a side endeavor in our journey." She offered, as Blissey came up to their table, with their tray of pokeballs in hand.
"Thank's blissey." Lucius spoke, as the three sorted their pokeballs back among themselves.
"So yeah. We'll try our best to get your memories back." Hera nodded, her sunshine personality sort of showing in the instance.
Lucius nodded in agreement. "Yeah." He nodded. "So. Now that our teams are all healed up, where are we going first?" He asked as he stood up, hooking his pokeballs back onto his belt loop.
"Hm. Food and drink sound good?" Hera asked as she stood up, gesturing for Alexis to follow.
Alexis nodded. "Yeah, sounds fine to me." She spoke as she stood, and followed the others out.
Once the three were outside, Hera opened her map. "Now. If I recall correctly, theres a really good little cafe that doubles as a burger place, just up the street from here." Hera spoke. "I don't know about burgers myself, but I could definitely go for a Chocolate moomoo milkshake and fries." She spoke, as she put her map away, and began to walk right from the pokemon center entry.
Lucius and Alexis exchanged glances, and followed after Hera, who was already a good two feet away.
After a good Twenty minutes of walking, the trio arrived at a rather large building. "Used to come here all the time after school. Don't remember why I stopped." Hera spoke, grabbing the door and opening it.
Alexis and lucius followed her in, exchanging a look as they got greeted. "Hey there, welcome to Cathy's. Today we've got a deal on burger's and shakes. Buy ten dollars worth and get a third set free." The cashier spoke.
"You two get whatever you want, I'll just get a large thing of fries and a chocolate shake." Hera spoke, as she pulled out her wallet to start counting how much money she'd need to set aside for their meal.
After time passed, and the three sat down after ordering their food, a pair of women walked into the Café, looking no older then Hera. The most eye-catching feature the women had among the two of them was the orange haired girl having a mechanical arm. It wasn't audible what the two had ordered, but it didn't seem overly complicated, as it was done before the trio's meal.
The black haired girl who had it tied back and to the side walked up. "Hey, there's not a whole lot of places left to sit. Do you three care if we join you?" She asked. She adjusted her glasses, as she waited for an answer from one of them.
"Of course! We were just stopping in to get lunch ourselves. We just started our own adventure and all." Hera spoke, seeming a little sheepish.
"Ah, yeah. I remember those times." The orange haired girl spoke. "I think you and I started at the same time, right, rey?" She asked her companion.
"Yes, we did. Now, apologies, but we've seemed to have forgotten our manners. I'm Reyna, and this one here is Cassidy." Reyna spoke, nodding slightly.
Hera nodded. "The guy getting our food is Lucius, I'm hera, and I'll let her introduce herself."
"I'm Alexis." Alexis spoke, nodding gently to the two taller girls.
The two girls who had joined them nodded. "Nice to meet you too. You seem a little young to just be starting your adventure." Reyna noted.
"As much as I wish I were younger, I'm glad to be Seventeen." Hera laughed a little. "Means I dont have to see my parents again." She spoke lightly.
Lucius set their tray down on the table. "Hera, who are these two?" Lucius asked as he sorted their stuff among themselves.
"Cassidy and Reyna. They asked to sit with us as there isn't anywhere else that they can really sit." Hera explained.
"Ah. Nice to meet you." Lucius spoke, as he sat down.
Cassidy nodded. "Mind if I ask who you guys chose as starters? I've heard interesting things about this Region's starter selection." She spoke.
"Well. This year was a bit different, and the professor gave us each two starter pokemon." Hera explained.
"Interesting." Reyna noted, writing it down in her notebook after taking a sip from her drink.
"I chose this Region's variant of Piplup, and Larvitar. I'll let these two answer the question themselves." Hera spoke before digging into her food.
"Region's totodile variant, and gible." Alexis quietly spoke after swallowing the bite she had been chewing on. It was clear that she had something on her mind, but nobody could be entirely sure what it was she was thinking about.
"Cyndaquil Variant and Beldum." Lucius nodded.
"Interesting. And what are the types of your regional variants?" Reyna asked, glancing up from her writing.
"Totodile is dark and fairy, according to my pokedex." Alexis nodded.
"Cyndaquil is an Ice and Dragon type here." Lucius spoke.
"And Piplup is just a ghost type." Hera spoke, after swallowing the food she had in her mouth.
"Fascinating. We came to the region on business, mostly because someone called us here for said business." Reyna spoke.
"She still won't tell me, for whatever reason." Cassidy spoke, shrugging lightly as she stretched her legs out.
"Because if I do, you won't shut up about it. You'll find out in about a month's time. We mostly came a month early to get a lay of the region." Reyna spoke.
"Oh. Okay." Cassidy spoke. "Think we may try the gym challenge. Might be worth it after all, now that we're here. Y'know babe?"
"Yeah. Gives us an idea on how tough some of the trainers in this region are." Reyna nodded, as she looked up from her notepad.
"Ah. About that. Nobody's been able to complete the gym challenge in two years at this point." Lucius explained.
"That's a surprise." Cassidy spoke. "Why?"
"The eighth gym leader, Minerva, disappeared two years ago. Nobody knows where she went." Lucius explained, after taking a sip of his drink.
"Fascinating." Cassidy spoke.
Reyna simply nodded, marking something down in her notepad. "Seems interesting. I guess that's why Victory road looked untraversed?" She questioned.
"Yeah. And the league officials have been unable to hire a new leader to replace her, as her gym is sealed shut." Lucius nodded again.
"Oh, interesting." Reyna nodded. "I need to step outside for a moment, make a couple of Phone calls." Reyna spoke, standing up and stepping away from the table.
"Everything okay, babe?" Cassidy asked.
"Yeah. Just gotta make a couple calls correlating to our work here." Reyna nodded, reassuring her girlfriend before she headed outside.
"So. What's with the arm?" Alexis asked, finally deciding to speak up a little. She gestured vaguely to Cassidy's metal arm, before going back to poke at her food.
"Lost my arm in a fight back home. Reyna built this one for me, when she found me bleeding." Cassidy chuckled lightly, adjusting her hoodie. "What sparked the question?"
"It just looks out of place, with the rest of your attire." Hera elaborated, since Alexis had her mouth full.
"Ah, yeah. Had to unscrew it to get through the metal detector to board the boat to get here. That was not a fun experience." Cassidy admitted.
"Yeah, I imagine so." Lucius nodded. "Anyone wanna battle? Just all friendly like?" The teen asked, cleaning up the wrappers from all of their food. "We've still got time to kill."
"Yeah, sure. I'm down." Cassidy spoke, standing up, and collecting her and Reyna's drinks. "I'll meet y'all outside." She spoke as she slipped out.
"So. Those two are eccentric, to say the least." Hera noted as she laughed a little. "You can go battle Cassidy. Think I'm gonna hit the mall with Alexis, if she wants to come along." Hera spoke, as she stood up, finishing her shake.
Alexis nodded, re-wrapping the rest of her burger she still had and stuffing it in her pocket. "I figure we'll meet back up in an hour or two?" Alexis asked, remaining soft-spoken.
Hera nodded. "Here's my number Lucius, in case you need to contact us before we meet at gran's." She spoke, writing her phone number down on the wrapped and passing it to him.
The trio separated on their own paths, to do their own thing for a little while.
Following Alexis and Hera for the next little while. Lucius will pop back in later.
"So, uh. You've been pretty quiet, Alexis." Hera spoke, slipping her hands into her pockets. "Something on your mind?" She asked.
"No, everything's fine. I'm just... I don't know. It feels weird, not being able to remember things. The food was fine, If that's what you're wondering." Alexis spoke, kicking a couple rocks.
"Alright. If you need to talk to someone, you can. Y'know that, right?" Hera spoke, nodding slightly to Alexis. "Also. Is there anything you want, while we're shopping?"
"A cellphone would be nice. I didn't have one, when I woke up in that room." Alexis spoke quietly.
"Alright. Yeah, we can look at those. You can't get most places without one." Hera smiled a bit.
Alexis nodded. "I figured. I've been observing everyone, and it seems like theyve become an intricate part of everyone's lives." She spoke, looking up at her friend.
"Yeah, it's interesting." She spoke, as they walked into the Mall. "Here we are. The Nightvale Mall. I used to come here a lot. Stopped when my friends moved away." Hera shrugged. "I'm thinking we should get you a couple more outfits, because as nice as your current outfit is, it's kind of out of place seeming." Hera explained.
"Yeah. That'll be fine. I'm keeping this jacket though, to go with any outfits we get." Alexis spoke.
"Yeah. The Jacket's fine." Hera spoke, as she and Alexis walked. "Anywhere you wanna go first?" She asked.
Alexis nodded. "Uh... hm. We could go look at the books first. I think having some reading material would be nice." She spoke.
Hera nodded. "Then off to the bookshop it is." She spoke, as she helped Alexis Navigate to the bookstore on the second floor.
The two girls walked into the Bookstore, which was Relatively empty, outside of a cashier and a couple of elderly people sitting down somewhere near the back, in a couple or chairs. "Get whatever strikes your fancy. We've got a budget about Nineteen thousand, to spend here at the mall." Hera spoke.
Alexis nodded. She really didn't have any idea where to start. After all, she didn't even know if she had a favorite genre. After about fifteen minutes of wandering the store, Alexis had picked up a few mystery novels that caught her eye. "Hey Hera. Found a few books that looked interesting."
"Oh?" Hera asked, walking over to Alexis, to see what Alexis had found.
"Yeah. Just a few mystery novels that caught my attention." Alexis spoke. "Think we should probably get the phone next, then save the outfit shopping for last." Alexis nodded as she and Hera went up to the register to pay for the books she picked out.
"Sounds good to me." Hera spoke, keeping her hands in her pockets as the cashier scanned the books, taking out her wallet when it was time.
After Hera paid for the books, Alexis took the bag that the books were put in, and held it in her left hand as the two girls walked out, and headed for the next shop.
After a while of the two shopping, Hera's phone buzzed, with a text from Lucius, asking where the two were.
Hera shot him a text back, stating that they were leaving the mall right as he texted, and were on their way.
The two girls walked through Nightvale city, eventually arriving at a house, with lucius standing outside, and Cassidy having a smoke nearby. "Hey kiddos. Lucius wanted me to come with him after the battles, as he had questions. Now that you two are here, ima dip out. Maybe we'll run into each other some other time." Cassidy spoke, not giving the two time to answer, as she left.
"...that was weird." Hera spoke. "Oh well. She's probably right, that we'll run into her and her girlfriend again." She shrugged, as she walked up the steps to the front door, and unlocked it. "Gran! I'm home!" She called.
"Hey Hera, welcome home!" Hera's grandma called back from the kitchen. "Are your friends with you?" She asked.
"Yeah! Lucius, Alexis. You two, come on in." Hera gestured.
Alexis was the last to enter, and closed the door behind her. "Thank you for having us, I think." She spoke, nodding gently.
"Mhm! I figured I should feed you three before you go off on an adventure around the Islands." Gran spoke, as she was chopping onions.
"Thanks, really." Lucius spoke, awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck.
"I'm making sausage and mac and cheese, with sauteed onions." Her grandmother nodded. "Do any of you wanna help?" She asked.
"Yeah." Alexis spoke. "I may not be of much help, though." She spoke, putting her bags down, and heading to the kitchen.
TBC in another post, because tumblr decided it was too long.
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Miraculous Ladybug Fluff Week 2020 Day #7 Reveal
Okay I’ve sucked at the fluff week stuff. I’ve been writing for all my other fanfics, so it’s not like I haven’t been writing. But today is REVEAL day!! So I gotta do another take on a fluffy reveal!!
Fluff Week Reveal Day #7
Adrien knew they had to wait till Hawkmoth was defeated. He knew if they revealed their identities, it could put them at a great risk of Hawkmoth using their love against them. He knew all of this. But it didn’t stop his heart from longing to know.
Who was she?
Why did she affect him so?
Why couldn’t he let go??
He could have easily been with Kagami. She was willing, and he tried to give their love a chance, but his heart wouldn’t let go of his Lady. Why did he have to love someone who was in love with someone else?
Adrien packed up his bags from fencing class and waved good bye to Kagami. At least they were still friends.
He walked outside to see it was raining. There was a big umbrella with two people underneath it. He realized it was Marinette and Luka. His heart pounded as she reached up on her tippy toes to kiss Luka on the cheek.
But it didn’t look like a happy kiss. It looked like a farewell kiss. Luka looked a little dejected, but he nodded as he listened to Marinette’s words. The guy was the epitome of understanding. Adrien wished he could be like that. Luka waved good bye to her and started walking off in the rain. Marinette called after him to see if he wanted the umbrella, but he shook his head no and blew a good bye kiss to her.
Marinette looked as if she would cry. Adrien ran up to her, concerned. “Marinette! Are you okay??”
She looked startled at first and wiped a tear away. “Oh, Adrien! Did.. did you finish your fencing class?”
“Yes, but never mind me, what happened? You look awful!”
“Um,” she looked a little dazed.
Adrien waved his hands, “Wait, I mean you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to!”
She sighed. “No, it’s okay. It’s just, I told Luka we just won’t work out. I... my heart belongs to someone else.”
Marinette looked off in the distance, avoiding his eyes.
“Someone else?” He asked dumbly. Wait, so the guy she was in love with wasn’t Luka??
She laughed nervously. “Yeah, but uh, he only sees me as a friend. Nothing more. But I can’t help... loving him.”
His heart pounded in his chest for some reason. Wait, did he wish that person was him??? No way!! He was just thinking about Ladybug! What kind of guy would think of another girl at a time like this?? His heart felt like a battle ground.
“I’m sorry about that, Marinette. If it makes you feel any better, the girl I love looks at me the same way...”
She looked surprised. “She only sees you as friend??! The Adrien Agreste??? Heartthrob of Paris??”
Adrien laughed. “Well, to be fair, she doesn’t actually know who I am. To her, I’m just a normal guy.”
Her eyebrow quirked up. “Is this like an Internet relationship or something?”
Uh oh. Back peddle, Agreste. Back peddle. “Uh, yeah, I guess you could say it’s something like that.”
“Why don’t you just tell her who you are then? I’m sure if she knew, she might just fall for you.”
She saw the look on his face and it dawned on her. “Oh. She’s in love with someone else, huh?”
He nodded, feeling a stone pit in his stomach. “Yeah, so I guess I have it worse than you. She can’t love me because her heart belongs to someone else.”
She wrapped her arms around him awkwardly as she held her giant umbrella. “No, I get it. The boy I love also loves someone else.”
He laughed at the absurdity of the pair of them. She leaned back looking at him questioning. “Sorry, I was just thinking what a pair we make. A bunch of heartbroken people on the day before Valentines Day.”
She laughed through her tears. “Yes, that’s true. I’m glad I have you, Adrien. You’re amazing and I...”
“You what?”
“Um, I have to go. This umbrella is getting heavy. I should probably go get the umbrella you lent me that first day of school.”
He remembered that day. It was a lot like this day. It was a fond memory. She had been so dorky.
“You’re laughing at me aren’t you?”
He startled himself when he realized he’d been laughing out loud. “Haha, sorry. I was remembering when that umbrella collapsed on you. Typical Marinette. But it will always be a good memory to me.”
She giggled as she looked at him. But they both stopped laughing and gazed at each other. What the heck was happening???
“I, uh, gotta split! Got homework to do! Bye, Marinette!!”
He started running full speed towards his house. Plagg was snickering in his jacket. “Hush, Plagg. It’s not what you think.”
“Uh huh. I’m sure you feel absolutely nothing for that bakery girl, do you?”
Adrien could feel his face heating up. “Shut up. She’s not Ladybug. I only love Ladybug.”
“Sure. And I’m the kwami of creation. Come on. I know you. You feel something for her. Your heart rate always picks up around her. You’re just denying it because you love Ladybug.”
“I don’t want to hear this from you, Plagg. Ladybug and I were meant to be. As much as I like Marinette, my heart will always belong to Ladybug.”
“Well, I mean, technically you love both of them. And what does that tell you?”
“That I’m stupid and I feel like I’m cheating on M’Lady. Even if we’re not in a relationship.”
Plagg face palmed with his little paw and sighed dramatically. “You’re not listening, kid. I’m telling you to really think about this... who is Marinette? Really?”
Adrien stopped in an alley before getting to his house. “Look, I need time to clear my head.”
“Adrien, don’t you dare...”
“Plagg, claws out!!”
**************
Marinette sighed as she stared off into space on top of her balcony. Tikki floated nearby looking worried.
“I just... can’t let Adrien go, Tikki. He drives me crazy and my heart is all messed up! Even as I said good bye to Luka, he was all I could think about.”
“And having him come up to you right after breaking it off with Luka didn’t help...” Tikki sighed.
“Am I just crazy, or did we have a connection just then?”
Tikki looked thoughtful. “I mean, he looks like he really does care for you. But does that translate to romantic love? I’m not too sure.”
Marinette looked off from beneath her umbrella to the bleak Parisian skyline. “Wait, is that Cat Noir?”
Tikki looked and nodded. “Indeed. And it’s not patrol time yet. He must need a distraction.”
“Why do you say that, Tikki?”
“Just something I’ve noticed about both of you. If you’re feeling down or need to think, both of you transform and jump along the rooftops. It’s quite endearing.”
Marinette sighed. “Cat Noir is an interesting case. I get the feeling he’s lonely a lot.”
Tikki nodded sagely. “That’s probably true. You should go say hi. He may need a friend.”
Marinette felt her heart squeeze. She cared a lot about him. He had saved her life so many times, and even though he was a jokester, they made a good team. Why couldn’t she love him? Why did she have to love someone who didn’t love her back?
“Okay, I’ll go talk to him. Tikki, spots on!”
Before she left, she saw the black umbrella still out. It was the one Adrien had lent her. She didn’t feel like letting the rain drench her, so she picked it up. The chances of anyone recognizing it was slim to none. It was just a regular black umbrella after all.
She felt a little like Mary Poppins, and she had to be careful not to break it while she went swinging from building to building. She found Cat Noir sitting with his back to her, getting drenched. He looked so thoughtful, it surprised her.
Marinette snuck up behind him and placed the umbrella over his head, waiting for him to realize he wasn’t being rained on anymore.
“That’s weird...” he looked up to see the umbrella and whirled around to face her. “M’Lady? What are you doing here? It’s not patrol time.”
She smiled. “I saw you jumping around and thought I’d come check on you.”
He placed his hand on his heart. “Oh, M’Lady, you honor this black cat.”
She giggled. “Here, take this. You can do the honor of holding it since you’re such a gentleman.”
Their gloved hands touched briefly and an electric current went up her arm. What the heck??
Cat Noir looked at her and looked surprised himself. “You CHARGE me up you know.”
She groaned. “WATS do you mean by that??”
Cat Noir grinned. “I will win you over yet with my ELECTRIC jokes. See I’ve already got you using puns too.”
“I doubt that.”
He looked at the small umbrella and realized how close they were. It made his heart thump madly in his chest. “I totally thought you’d own a cuter umbrella than this? You seem like you’d be one for style.”
“Oh, it’s not mine actually. A friend lent it to me his first day of school. I actually need to give it back, but I’m having a hard time letting it go...”
“Why is that? Who’s this he?”
She looked suddenly bashful. “Well, I guess it can’t hurt. You see, there was a total misunderstanding between this guy and I the first time we met. At the end of school, he explained what happened, and since it was raining, he lent me his umbrella.”
When she met his eyes, she was surprised to see him looking really confused. He looked down at the handle then. Crap, Adrien’s initials were on it. Why hadn’t she thought of that??
He looked back up at her in shock.
“What, what’s wrong?”
“Um, I uhhhhhh.”
She’d never seen him speechless before! “Cat, what’s wrong?”
He started laughing then. Like really laughing. “I’m.. such an idiot. Of course, of course you would be her!”
“Her? Wait, wait, you know who I am?? Cat, this is bad!! We can’t know each other’s identities!!”
She started pacing.
“But how can you be so sure?? And how do you.. wait, the umbrella.. No....”
She looked at him as it finally dawned on her. The only one who was there when she received the umbrella was Adrien. “Adrien.”
He nodded and smiled at her. “Hello, Marinette.”
Oh no. Oh no no no. The boy she loved was the boy who was also her dorky partner! And yet, all the pieces fell together in her mind. She started laughing as well. What was wrong with her??
She took a deep breath and looked him in the face. Yeah, no good. She was totally and completely in love with this dork. “Adrien, I...”
He took her hands and kissed one of them. “I should have figured I would fall in love with the same girl twice.”
“Fall in... love?” She squeaked.
He laugh a little self deprecatingly. “Yeah, I mean, I suppose this is as good of time as any. I was falling in love with my best friend. I didn’t want to admit it to myself. I suppose I always knew in my heart who you were, but just couldn’t make the connection in my head. I called you our Ever Day Ladybug for Pete’s sake! Come on, Agreste. I really am a lost cause.”
Marinette wanted to say something. Anything.
“I know you’re in love with someone else. I just had to tell you now, before I lost my nerve.”
She was crying! He looked concerned as he watched her.
“I’m sorry. I’m probably ruining our friendship now. I just couldn’t ignore my feelings anymore. And knowing the most amazing superhero of Paris is also the amazing superhero of my school. I guess you can say I don’t stand a fighting chance.”
That was it!! She took his head in her hands and kissed him deeply. He started to protest but then slowly put his hands around her waist and pulled her closer.
She finally pulled back but remained in his arms.
“Um, well, that wasn’t what I expected.” He mumbled a little incoherently.
“It’s you, stupid.”
He blinked uncomprehendingly for a second. Then realization dawned on him. “Oh. OH.”
“Yes, Adrien Agreste, it’s you. I’ve been in love with you. I could never find the right words, and then, when you told me there was a girl you were in love with the day at the Wax Museum, I was crushed. I didn’t realize the girl you were in love with was me... and before I knew it, I was falling for my best friend and partner.”
He looked stunned and in awe. “I can’t believe it. I’m the luckiest guy in the whole world.”
She blushed deeply. “It’s like a fairy tale.”
“Can I kiss you again?”
Her heart beat wildly on his chest as she stood in his arms. She nodded and pushed up on her tippy toes to meet his lips.
“That will never get old.” He sighed as they came apart.
“Tikki, spots off.”
A bright light blinded him for a second till Marinette appeared in front of him. “Well, this is me.”
He grinned. “Plagg, claws in.”
Her heart hammered as the boy of her dreams dropped his mask. “It really is you.”
He winked at her. “In the flesh.”
Her heart sank then. “But what about Hawkmoth? What if he finds out? What if our love destroys the world again??”
He looked confused. “Again?”
“Ah, that’s right. Although, knowing who you are, it all makes sense now. You see, one day, Bunnix came to me after I dropped that beret off at your house. Originally it had been signed “from Marinette” when I left it on your bed.”
“The beret was from you??”
She nodded a little embarrassed. “Yes, but I made a terrible blunder that day, and you must have discovered my secret. I don’t know the details of the other timeline, but eventually Hawkmoth found out and used our love against us. He akumatized you and in rebellion, your power destroyed the planet and the moon.”
His eyes looked alarmed.
“But don’t worry! I saved you! And fixed the timeline. But that also meant you never knew who I was.”
Adrien looked thoughtful. “If I had found out, I probably would have tried to keep it a secret. Perhaps something happened and maybe Hawkmoth hurt you. But don’t worry, Marinette, I won’t let that happen this time. Besides, Bunnix hasn’t appeared yet, has she?”
She nodded, some hope coming to her eyes.
“Perhaps now is when we were supposed to find out.” He took her hands in his. “And now we can be stronger than ever. We will defeat Hawkmoth. We have no secrets between us anymore. Love conquers hate after all.”
She smiled at him through her happy tears. “I love you, Adrien Agreste.”
“I love you too, Marinette Dupain-Chang.”
He gently tipped her face up and kissed her again oh so sweetly.
Whatever came next, they would fight together. They were a true team in both forms now.
“Bout time.” Plagg interjected floating up between them.
“Plagg! Give them some privacy!!” Tikki chided him coming up next to him.
Adrien grabbed Plagg. “You little weasel, you knew all along didn’t you??”
“Hey, I was just trying to help.”
“Adrien, it’s okay. We had to wait for the right time anyway.” Marinette laughed as Adrien let him go.
“Marinette is right.” Tikki agreed.
“Good to see you again, Tikki!” Adrien exclaimed patting her little red head.
“You too, Adrien. It’s about time. Marinette was going crazy over you!”
“Tikki!!” Marinette exclaimed feeling mortified.
Adrien blushed as he looked at her. “Well, Plagg can tell you I was going crazy over he as well.”
Marinette was so thankful for him. So thankful to have a man who loved her just as much as she loved him.
“Since Valentine’s Day is tomorrow, you should probably know Marinette is the one who replied to your poem a few years ago.” Plagg causally interjected.
“Wait, seriously?? I had wondered if it was you after I saw the handwriting, but I was convinced you loved Luka...”
She nodded, feeling super self conscious.
He picked her up and swung her around. “I love you, Marinette!!”
She felt like she was flying! She looked down at Adrien who was laughing so joyfully. This was right. They were right. And her heart couldn’t take it so she just laughed with him.
He finally put her down and burrowed his face in her neck. “Adrien!”
“Let me just stay here for a second.”
She stopped protesting and ruffled his hair lovingly.
“Okay,” he said eventually backing off, “I’m good now. Though I may need a recharge soon.”
“I will gladly give it.” She giggled.
He sighed as he looked at her. “You’re amazing, Marinette.”
“And you’re the cat’s meow.” She said winking at him.
“Okay, that deserves a kiss.”
He kissed her again, loving that she was in his arms.
“Ugh, are we going to have to deal with this from now on???” Plagg protested.
“Come on, Plagg. Leave them alone.” Tikki demanded dragging him off.
Adrien looked at her. “Aw man, you’re soaking wet!”
“To be honest, I didn’t even notice the rain.”
He placed his hand on her cheek. “Yeah, me neither. But come on, we should probably get you dried off before you catch a cold.”
She nodded. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Want to come over to my place?”
He nodded enthusiastically.
“Okay, let me go get the umbrella.”
There was no way she was ever getting rid of that umbrella!!
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ad1thi · 5 years
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meri pyaari tony
okay so @iam93percentstardust got me rly excited about this new au and even though im never going to write it i just wanna write a lil so enjoy everybody!! (hopefully this will clear up what i meant by not a happy ending but also not an unhappy ending)
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The phone rings once, twice before it cuts off, and James’ back stiffens.
On the table, his mother’s fingers have stilled - frozen in the action of pushing the birthday card for his 10 year old nephew into an envelope.
The phone rings again, just twice, long enough to be unmistakable but too short to actually answer.
He looks out to the heaving rain, and without even thinking of reaching for an umbrella, he’s already sprinting across the grounds of his house, uncaring of how soaked he’s getting as he pushes himself up and over the gate of the neighbouring house and into the attic.
In the molten, rusty room, on top of an old suitcase that he’s seen Tony sit on countless times with his feet swinging off the ground - is a 6 year old boy; fiddling with the buttons of his jacket.
James runs his hands across his face, wiping off the water that’s collected in the creases of his forehead, and walks over to the kid.
He must look a state to the kid, sopping wet and uncharacteristically happy despite said dampness, but he can’t bring himself to care.
“I’m really hungry,” he says to the boy, grinning, “do you think I can borrow one of your fingers to eat?”
Instinctively, the boy puts his hands behind his back, shaking his head fervently and James pouts, “not even the one? You have 10!”
The kid is saved from answering from a call of “Peter!” ringing outside the attic, and James turns, watching Tony fumble with closing an umbrella and he pushes into the attic.
Its a scene that James has imagined a thousand times over, watching Tony meet him in the attic where their childhood selves because friends all those years ago - and yet his imagination somehow didn’t do justice to the scene in front of him.
It takes Tony a couple of seconds to realise that James is there, and his face splits into a hesitant smile thats over-run with a frown when the kid barrels into his leg.
Tony runs his finger through the kid’s hair, “go find your Papa Peter - I’ll be down in a couple of seconds”
He waits until the kid’s disappeared down the stairs to turn back to James, “so, are you guys bestfriends yet?”
“No,” James says, smiling that private smile he’d reserved for Tony, “but you know me - I grow on people”
“Its good to see you Rhodey,” Tony says, and its only the fact that he’s carrying his bodyweight in water while Tony is wearing an expensive suit that keeps him from crossing the room and wrapping his arms around Tony.
“I forget,” Tony says, settling down on the suitcase his son vacated, “was it 2 rings or 3 rings? Our emergency code?”
“2,” Rhodey says, lifting up his fingers, “but then again - everything was an emergency for you so we never had any other code”
“Dad told me you’d stopped by,” Tony says, “didn’t realise you cared so much about this old dump”
Rhodey chooses not to answer that, “So you’re finally taking Major Stark to your house huh? Took you long enough”
“I know,” Tony huffs, “we’ll be at each other’s throats by the end of the week, but what can you do?”
Tony gestures around the attic vaguely, “I wanted to give Peter a chance to see this house before he sold it though - let him see where his Dad grew up”
“Peter?” Rhodey raises an eyebrow, “like Peter Pan? And here I thought your child would have one of those weird names with an unnecessarily pretentious pronunciation”
Tony raises his hand to swat at Rhodey, and for a second its just like old times.
Rhodey settles down next to him, shoving him with his hip until Tony shifts enough to make space on the suitcase for him.
“Do you know how long I’ve waited for this moment?” Rhodey says softly, “I’ve imagined it 1000 times over. ‘Course, in my version you were in distinctly less clothing, on your knees begging for forgiveness while an epic revenge tune played in the background”
Tony chuckles, eyes crinkling into familiar crow’s feet, and Rhodey thinks that for all the years he spent hating Tony - nothing can compare to the decades he spent loving him.
“So, New York Best Seller Writer huh? You finally did it Rhodey,” Tony leans in with a conspiratorial look on his face, “I walked out on you way too early”
you shouldn’t have walked out on me at all, Rhodey thinks, but this isn’t the right time for that conversation.
(he wonders if there ever will be a right time for that conversation)
Instead, Rhodey asks, “have you read any of them?” and Tony scoffs, “have you met me?”
“I can barely get through the first couple of pages of essential stuff like manuals, do I look like I can read?”
“That being said,” Tony says, “with a cover that says The Wild Washerwoman will wash you away, and - fuck what was the other one?” he scrunches up his nose in thought, “Tricycle - it will puncture your life, how could I resist?”
It warms something dead inside Rhodey that Tony reads his books, that Tony knows them well enough to recite the gaudy catchphrases his PR team used to sell them.
“Yuck man,” Tony says, “honestly how far have you fallen for a couple of sales. I gotta say though, extremely entertaining”
“Yeah well,” Rhodey shrugs, “horror is easy. I’ve been trying to write a love story for the past three years now and I’m not sure how to end it”
the why goes unspoken, hanging in the air and making the room thick with tension.
Tony reaches out and cups his cheek, and it takes everything in Rhodey to not lean into it.
“you’ll finish it,” Tony says softly, “You’re my Rhodey - ‘course you’ll finish it”
Rhodey pushes off his seat suddenly, making it half way to the door before he remembers to turn around and tell Tony to “stay put, don’t move I’ll be right back”
And he runs through the rain again, ignoring the shouts of his father and his manager to grab the manuscript on his bed.
He pushes it under his jacket roughly and runs back, where Tony is still sitting on the old suitcase - legs dangling just above the floor.
He puts the manuscript in between his hands, and says in one short breath, “read it”
and so Tony does - though he does flip through large portions of the book and crucial plot points.
Its okay though, because Tony lived through those moments, so he’s allowed to embellish and skip to the end.
When he flips the last page and looks back up at Rhodey, there’s tears in his eyes - but Rhodey’s known him long enough to know that these are happy tears
“This is your version Rhodeybear,” Tony says, “mine would be a little different”
Rhodey shrugs delicately, thinking about the night he tore through 10 pages trying to get that final last first kiss right, “a happy ending sells right? Why - what would be different in your version?”
“Does it matter?” Tony’s voice is wet, “I like your version better”
“But you found your Mr Right,” Rhodey says matter of factly, and Tony just shakes his head, “more like Mr Right place right time”
“But,”  Tony wipes away the stray tear on his cheek, “he gave me Peter so I can’t complain. You should see me as a dad platypus, it’s like I was made for this role. Being a dad, thats the one thing I’m not a disaster at”
Tony holds out the manuscript, but Rhodey pushes it back gently shaking his head, “I don’t want anyone else reading this. Not my manager, not your husband, nobody else. The story in those pages, that’s ours, just ours.”
Tony leans up and presses a soft kiss on Rhodey’s cheek, featherlight but its what makes Rhodey reach out and say.
“I can still take you away if you want. Just say the word and I’ll carry you over my shoulder - away from all of this”
Tony opens his mouth to reply, but he’s cut off by Peter barrelling in, making grabby arms at his father.
Tony hefts up his son, arm caught around Peter’s waist and he looks at Rhodey with a mixture of nostalgia and regret, “I think I might be a bit too heavy for you now honeybear”
Tony leans in and rubs his nose against Peter’s cheek and in Rhodey’s mind, he’s right there with Tony - arms around the two most important boys in his life.
But in reality, there’s a distance between them, a space that try as he might, Rhodey can’t cross.
For the first time in almost 5 years, that doesn’t make him sad anymore.
you should see me as a dad platypus, Tony had said, and Rhodey’s seeing it now.
Oddly, it doesn’t hurt quite as much as he always thought it would.
“We have a party to get to right?” Tony says finally, setting Peter down so that they can walk down the stairs, “your nephew’s 10th birthday is it?”
The rain hasn’t let up, but in all fairness to his family - neither has the party because Rhodey and Tony make their way down to see a gaggle of uncles and aunts dancing in the grounds anyway, music coming from a speaker hidden away safely from the porch.
Peter runs across the field to a man with blue eyes and blond hair, who instantly bend down and picks him up - spinning him around and smiling when Peter shrieks about how wet he’s getting.
“One dance?” Rhodey asks, extending his hand out to Tony, “for old time’s sake?”
The look that Tony sends his way cannot be described as anything but pure adoration when he accepts Rhodey’s hand, giggling when Rhodey uses the momentum to pull him in close to his chest and snag an arm around his waist.
He’s consciously aware of the weight of the metal band around Tony’s finger pressing into his as they sway to the music, but it doesn’t bother him anymore.
To the rest of the world, he’s always be a Mr someone - but to Rhodey, he has and forever will be, his very first love, Tony.
Fin
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The Lady in Black Leather (chapter 4)
The Lacy in Black Leather (chapter 3)
You flip your hood up as it is raining again, and head East towards the restaurants Todd said were a few blocks away.
As you walk, you text Scarlett that you got a job, and the owner is a retired cop, who is the twin brother to the Officer Sand you met last night.
You ask her not to tell anyone, not even Aiden, where you are working, yet. You tell her your boss knows some nice apartment owners nearby and has offered to take you to meet them and to look at some apartments.
She replies back that she is happy you found a job and that she is sorry to hear you won’t be staying in the apartment with them.
You text back that the apartment is too far away from your job and you don’t want to have to get rides back and forth from work or have to take public transportation. You prefer walking to and from work.
You ask her how things are going and what all they did this morning. She tells you she got to meet a bunch of famous actors who are friends with Aiden, and that Richard was asking about you. She tells you he wants to see you again and was worried whether or not you got home ok. She tells you Aiden told him about what happened, and Richard was upset, but calmed down when Aiden told him you were safe now and that the ex was in police custody.
She asked if you were going to be needing a ride back to the apartment, and you told her you weren’t sure. It depended on how things went with the apartment hunting.
She texted to let her know and they’d come get you when you were ready if you needed them to.
 You arrived at the intersection of the block and your jaw dropped. To the left and the right was all kinds of little shops with different themed restaurants. Chinese, Taiwanese, Burger joints, Pizza joints, Sushi, chicken, ice cream, tacos, steak, all kinds of different tastes.
Your mouth began to water. You wanted a cheese burger and fries, so you headed to the closest burger joint and got a cheese burger meal to go with a chocolate shake. You looked at Todd’s order and he wanted Chinese, so you head there next and order his food to go. You hand the cashier the $20 and she gives you the change, stowing it and your phone in your inner pocket of the trench. You take the food and head out into the rain and walk quickly towards the shop.
You aren’t paying much attention to your surroundings, when you hear people ahead of you talking and you keep your head down. You hear someone give a cat call, which you ignore and keep walking as they pass you talking and laughing in the rain.
You look up when you hear a familiar voice behind you and you glance back and see Graham looking back at you. He gives you a wink and turns back to talking with the group of people he was with. The one next to him you think might have been Richard, who was engrossed in a conversation with someone next to him. You see Graham elbow him and say something and you quickly turn and keep walking.
You hear footsteps behind you, getting closer and you feel someone put a hand on your shoulder gently stopping you. When you turn and look to see who it is, Richard is standing there, holding an umbrella and looks down at you. You look up and see him smiling at you. “Hi!” he says.
“Didn’t think I’d see you so soon. I realized after you left last night, that I didn’t get your name or phone number. I was wondering if you’d like to go out for coffee or tea or something sometime. I had a good time with you last night.” He said nervously.
You smiled. “I had fun too, Richard.” You reply and smile when you see his face brighten at you remembering his name. “I’m Harley.” You tell him.
His eyes get huge. “You’re the Harley that Aiden and Scarlett were talking about?!?” he asks surprised.
You duck your head and nod. “Yeah. Though, I don’t know what all they said about me.” You say quietly.
Richard turns to face you and gently lifts your chin to look at him. “They said your ex attacked you last night and you had to call the cops and stay at Aiden’s with him and Scarlett.” He tells you and sees you cringe and nod.
“I’m sorry you got attacked, Sweetheart. That’s why I wanted to take you home. I was worried about you for the rest of the evening after you left, wondering if you got home okay.” He tells you.
You blush and look down, but he keeps his hand under your chin. “If you need a place to stay till this works out, I have a flat close by. You’re welcome to stay there. I know Aiden lives quite a ways away from here.” He tells you.
“Thanks, Richard, but I’m looking at some apartments tonight with my boss. He’s a retired cop and knows some people who own apartments nearby.” You tell him. “His brother is handling my case with my ex.”
Richard nods, and hands you one of his cards with his name, phone number and personal e-mail. “If you need anything or want some help moving, let me know, ok?” he tells you. “Or if you get lonely and just want to talk or hang out.” He says with a grin. “I gotta get going and get some lunch now, we’re on our break from filming.” He informs you. “Good luck with the apartment hunting.” He says as he gives your arm a gentle squeeze, then takes a step away and looks down at you.
You look at the card and then back up at him. “Thanks Richard.” you tell him and put the card in your coat pocket. He nods and hurries to catch up with his friends, who had stopped to wait for him.
You kept walking and before you turned to the coffee shop, you glanced back to make sure they were not able to see you turn in. They had gone around the corner and were no longer in sight, so you entered the bookstore/coffee shop with lunch for you and Todd.
 You stood in the doorway for a moment to let the water run off your jacket. Todd looked up when the bell rang and came over to get the food from you. He chuckled when he saw the bag with your burger and fries. “well that’s gonna make for an interesting smell with the Chinese!” he teases, making you giggle.
You took your coat off and carefully shook off the water, hanging it up behind the cabinet after you came into the kitchen area.
Your phone started ringing and you look at Todd questioningly. He replies, “Go ahead and answer it, Sweetheart.”
You answer it and it is Alex. He tells you the judge approved the Restraining order and he has the paperwork for you. He also informs you that someone anonymously posted bail for your ex and that he is on the loose again. He tells you to NOT go back to your old apartment.
You gasp when Alex tells you your ex is free from Jail and your knees buckle. You drop to the floor and sit there stunned. Tod comes running over and helps you up and sits you on the chair at his desk.
He asks what is the matter, and you just hand him the phone. He says, “Hello? Oh, Hi Alex! Yeah, she is here… yeah, I hired her… thanks for sending her here… What?!? Oh no!!! Yea, bring it here. We were gonna go look at the apartments the O’Malleys own after work…Ok. See you in a few.” He replies and hangs up.
You’re sitting on the chair trembling. “How could they just let him go like that after what he did?!?” you ask as he hands the phone back to you. He sighs and squats down, his knees popping.
“If someone posted bail for him, Sweetheart, they had no choice but to release him. However, he is required to show up for his court hearing or they will put a warrant out for his arrest. You have the restraining order, so he is not to come near you no matter where you are.” He tells you.
You put your head in your hands and cry. “A piece of paper like that means nothing to him. If he finds me, he will attack me and rape me like he threatened to. To him, I’m nothing more than a fuck toy, now that I can’t have babies.” You say as you cry.
He tries to comfort you and hears the bell at the door. “Stay here, Sweetheart, I gotta go get this.” He tells you and heads to the front to see who came in.
A minute later, Alex is coming back and finds you with your head in your hands crying quietly.
He squats down, and rubs your back. “I know, Sweetheart, those of us who were there to arrest him last night are not too happy about this. The judge didn’t make the bail high enough for us to keep him in custody.” He tells you.
“I need to get my stuff out of my apartment. How am I going to do that now? He will be somewhere near the apartment now, waiting till he sees me and then will follow me to find out where I’m staying!” you cry.
“I’ll tell you what, Sweetheart, let me check with the guys who were with me that night, maybe we can go and pack up your place for you and take it to a secured storage facility until you get a new place, then we’ll help you move into it.” He tells you. “That way your ex won’t see you and won’t be able to follow you at least from that point. And since you’re now on the other end of town and employed by an ex-cop, you’ll be safer than if you were on your own.” He says.
“The O’Malleys are a great Irish couple who worked with us on the beat. Mr. O’Malley was a detective for our precinct, and will keep an eye on your ex and you if we tell him what is going on. Ok? They live right on site and their buildings are secure and quiet.” He tells you.
“Here is the restraining order for you. Keep it with you at all times.” He tells you.
You nod. “Thanks.”
Alex sighs, “I gotta get going, Harley, but my big bro will be here with you, so you have nothing to worry about, ok?”
You nod again. He gives your shoulder a squeeze. “I’ll keep in touch with you and let you know what my co-workers say about helping you with the move. See you later.” He tells you and heads out to the front.
You hear him talk with Todd and then you hear the bell ding when he leaves.
Suddenly you aren’t hungry for your burger. You take it and put it in the fridge for later. You take out the fries from the bag and open the top of the shake. You absentmindedly dip your fries in the chocolate shake and munch on them. Then you text Scarlett and tell her what happened.
She replies “OH NO!!! Now what are you going to do!?!”
You reply, “Officer Sand is going to see if his co-workers will help him go to the apartment and pack up all the rest of my stuff. They said they’d put it in a secure storage facility and will move them into my new apartment when I find one.”
She texts back, “Are you still going to look at the apartments tonight with your boss?”
You reply, “Yeah, apparently the owner is a former detective that worked with Officer Sand and his brother. They say I will be safe there. He is Irish and they said they will inform him on what’s going on and what to look out for. Apparently, the owners live on site and keep the apartment secured pretty well.”
Scarlett replies, “Ok, keep me posted. Richard says his offer still stands, by the way.”
You reply, “Will keep you posted. Tell Richard, thanks.”
 Todd comes back after a couple minutes to see how you’re doing. He finds you dunking french fries into your chocolate shake and chuckles.
“You ok, Harley?” he asks as he sits down next to you.
You shrug, “Just kind of shocked, I guess. And very scared now.”
He sighs, “Yeah, these judges just don’t understand the emotions and fear they cause when they release these guys to such a low bail. If it was their daughter being attacked, the guy would never see the light of day, but since it’s some person with no face to put to the name, they seem to care less.” He tells you.
“We arrest them, the judges give em a low bail amount, they make bail and are back out on the streets, often in the same night they were arrested! A day or two later, we’re arresting them for the same damn thing again!” he tells you, frustrated.
“It’s one of the reasons I asked to retire. Got tired of working in a broken system.” He tells you. “We’ll do our best to keep you safe, kiddo. You’re gonna need to learn to be mindful of your surroundings, though. Do you know any kind of self defense?” he asks.
You shake your head, “All I have is this…” you tell him, pulling your knife out of your corset’s underside.
He chuckles, “After work one of these evenings, let me and Alex show you how to defend yourself with this so your ex doesn’t end up using it on you. Though, I’m glad you have this. It’s more than what most women carry these days.”
 You finished eating your fries and shake and then clocked in. Todd showed you how to check in and out the books and how to sell them when people wanted to buy them, and how to do trades, when someone brought in a book to trade for a different one.
He let you run the front while he took his lunch break. You only needed his help a couple times, which impressed him.
After he clocked back in, the two of you talked and you made another sweep of the bookshop looking for dirty dishes left behind by customers.
You brought them back and washed them then set them on the drying rack to dry. You came up to the front and wiped off the tables and chairs to have something to do. You straightened the books and magazines on the tables and swept the floor.
Todd talked with you while you tidied up.
A group of actors from the studio came in just as you were finishing and one gave the same cat call as before, and you recognized a familiar voice. You froze with your back to them and looked at Todd, who noticed your reaction.
“Can I help you gentlemen?” he asked.
You moved behind the counter, keeping your back to them and went to empty out the dustpan.
You snuck out the back and into the bookshop. You took a damp rag with you to wipe up some spills you noticed. You could feel a pair of eyes following you and you tried to ignore it.
You had just finished wiping up a spill on one of the tables in a nook of the bookstore when you heard a warm Scottish accent right behind you. You stood and turned, seeing Graham with a book in hand and a cup of coffee. He grinned and gave you a wink.
“You work here, Lass?” he asked.
“No, I just enjoy cleaning up in various businesses.” You say sarcastically, making him laugh.
“Yer a little spitfire, aren’t ya!” he teased.
You just smirked. “You have no idea.” You thought.
He chuckled again and set his coffee and book down on the table you just had wiped down.
“Are ya doin ok, Lass?” He asked. “Aiden told us what happened the other night.” he said as he gently held your arm.
You shook your head. “I was doing all right till after lunch. Officer Sand called to tell me he got my restraining order against my ex signed off, which he delivered to me a little while ago, but he also told me my ex made bail, and is back out on the streets again.” You said with a shaky voice.
“Aww, Lass, I’m sorry!” he said as he rubbed your upper arm. “Is there anything we can do for you?” he asked.
You shook your head. “Not really. Officer Sand is going to see if his fellow officers are willing to go with him to my old apartment to pack up what I left behind. They are going to put it in a secure storage facility until I find a new apartment. My boss is a retired cop, and he knows some apartment owners who are Irish and were detectives for the precinct that Officer Sand works for. He said they will keep an eye out for my ex and will keep me safe at my apartment if I choose to live there. We are going to go look at it after work tonight.” You tell Graham.
“I’m afraid to go anywhere now. If my ex sees me, he will follow me and wait for the perfect opportunity to attack and rape me. A piece of paper telling him to stay away from me means nothing to him. It will do no real good other than give the cops another reason to arrest him. It will do nothing to protect me.”
Graham frowned. “Sounds like you need a body guard or a guard dog to protect ya, Lass.” He tells you.
You laugh, “Do I look like I have funds to afford that, Graham?” you reply.
He chuckles, “You may not, but others do.” He says with a wink.
You roll your eyes, “I have to get back to work.” You tell him. “Please don’t say anything to anyone that I’m working here. At least not yet.” You ask.
He looks at you funny for a moment, then nods. “Okay, Lass. But You can’t evade him forever. He likes ya and is worried about yer safety. I know you’ve had a rough time with men according to Scarlett, but give Rich a chance. He is a great guy and will treat ya well.”
You look at him surprised. Then duck your head. “I’m just not ready for anything like that yet. I know he likes his privacy and my life is such a mess right now, I don’t want to drag him into it. He doesn’t need that right now.” you say quietly.
Graham gently grabs your face and tilts it up to look at him. “Let him decide if he wants to enter the mess, sweetheart. Sometimes it makes it easier to clean up if you are not doing it alone.” He says and raises an eyebrow.
You sigh and nod.
“Go look at your apartment, but give him a call. Even if it’s just to talk, ok?” he suggests.
“Ok, Graham.” You reply.
“Now go get back to work, so I can read my book.” He teases and lets your face go.
 You head back to the front and see Todd. You hold up the rag and he nods.
You come around and help take orders while he fills them. By 7pm, you both have everything cleaned up, have shooed all the customers out, and are locking the doors.
Todd leads you to the back entrance and you grab your jacket and backpack. You put them on since it’s raining again, and he grabs his jacket and you both run for his truck after he locks the back door and sets the alarm.
He drives you about a mile away and pulls up in front of a nice apartment building. He gets out and comes around to help you out of the truck. He leads you up to the apartment building and buzzes the O’Malley’s buzzer.
Mrs. O’Malley answers and he tells her it’s him. She squeals and tells him to come on in and up to the apartment.
Todd leads you up one floor and rings the doorbell. A short, raven-haired woman answers the door with a strong Irish accent, and she invites you both in. She gives Todd a hug and he introduces you to her.
“Meg, this is Harley, she is the one Alex called and talked to you about.” He tells her.
“Oh!!! Yes, I remember! Had a rough patch with an ex?” she asked. You nodded.
“Well, you’ll be safe here, Sweetie! Everyone in the building knows not to let anyone in who is not their guest. If they do, they run the risk of being fined and held responsible for any outcome, or damage the person inflicts or causes.” She tells you.
You nod.
“Jack went to take care of a plumbing issue in apartment 5 so I’ll show you the apartment. It’s right across from us.” she tells you.
The three of you head out the door and across the hallway. She unlocks the door and opens it to reveal a lovely one bedroom unit. It has a bright open floor plan for the living/dining/kitchen area and it faces south and west. The bedroom and bathroom are off to the west side and are bigger than you thought they would be.
You like it immediately. The bathroom is a retro one from the 1950’s and has a powder blue bathtub, sink and toilet. The tub and sink are really deep and you could easily dunk your head into the sink to wash your hair if you wanted.
You came back out and looked around again, trying to think of the furniture you left behind. Picturing where each piece would go. You nod.
“Mrs O’Malley, do you allow pets here?” you ask.
“Well, it depends on the pet, why?” she asks.
“A friend of mine suggested I get a dog that is trained to be a body guard / protection for me since my ex is out on bail and I’m positive he won’t abide by the restraining order. It sounded like my friend knew someone who wanted me to have the dog and wasn’t going to take no for an answer when it comes to my safety. I would make sure the dog is quiet and doesn’t bother anyone and I would clean up after it, so no one is stepping in dog poo.” You assure her. “It would be coming with me when I go places, so it won’t be left home alone.”
“Well considering the circumstances I would be fine with that, but will need to run it by my husband first. Would you be all right with paying a pet deposit just in case there are any pet related damage?” she asks.
“If it is what you require, I guess that’s reasonable.” You reply.
She nods. “Do you have a vehicle? Your unit comes with a garage.” She tells you.
“No, I don’t have a vehicle. I walk most places that I go, unless I’m with my friends, they all have cars.” You reply.
“Well, the garage is yours to use for storage then if you need it.” She tells you. You nod.
 “Well, what do you think, Harley, is this someplace you’d like to live in?” Todd asks.
You look around again and nod. “It’s lovely. How much is the rent and what all is included?”
She tells you how much the rent is and that all you have to pay is electricity, cable, internet, and phone.
You frown. “That’s a bit more than I was paying. I’m gonna need to sit down and figure out my expenses before I make a decision.” You tell her.
“That’s fine, Sweetheart.” She tells you. “This time ‘o year, apartments aren’t in much demand. Just let us know soon.” She replies.
You thank her and head out with Todd. “You need a ride back to wherever you’re stayin?” he asks.
You sigh. “No, Scarlett said she’d come get me.” You tell him. “We can just go back to the shop, if that’s ok.” You reply. Todd nods. “Ok.” He replies.
 You text Scarlett to come get you. She replies “UM, WHERE?”
You laugh. You tell her to meet you at the corner by the studio’s gate.
“Todd, can you drop me off on the corner by the studio?” you ask.
He raises an eyebrow, but nods.
“Tomorrow, we’re closed since it’s Sunday. So, I’ll see you on Monday at 7am?” he asks. You nod.
“Let me give you my cell number. If you decide to get that apartment from the O’Malley’s let me know right away and I will call and tell her and we can set up a time to get you there to sign the lease and stuff.” He tells you.
He tells you his phone number as he is driving, and you plug it into your phone with his name. When you reach the corner by the studio gate, you see a car already waiting. You hop out of Todd’s truck and thank him for everything. He grins and tells you he’ll be in touch and to have a good weekend.
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Hold On Loosely - Biker!Steve x Reader(f)    Chapter 10
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Word Count: 1.6k
Special Thanks: Here’s to @itsanerdlife for fueling my Biker obsession and being my Beta for this whole thing. To my girl over at @girl-next-door-writes who also beta’ed for me. And an extra shout out to @bettercallsabs for this beautiful graphic. She is amazing and y’all need to check her out!!
Notes/Warnings: (My notes and warnings are for the story as a whole. Some notes and Warnings will not apply to every chapter.) smoking (I do not support smoking. keep your lungs clean y’all.) drinking, (be of age, don’t be stupid) minor violence, backstabbing, attempted murder, anxiety, stress, mentions of death, car accident, trauma, …I think that’s it. let me know if I’ve missed something.
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The week was almost over and Y/N and Steve had fallen into a comfortable routing of being around each other. Every morning, Y/N would get up and start the coffee and then head into her office to answer emails. Steve would get up some thirty minutes later and bring her a hot cup and a kiss. He’d then head out to Bucky’s and be with the club while Y/N worked through the day.
 But today was different. Y/N had a meeting with a new client and Steve had never seen her so antsy. she ran around the house trying to get herself dressed and ready while mumbling to herself about selling points and skills she could offer. She almost ran into him for the third time.
 “Babe, take a breath.” He tried to grab her arm to stop her bustling but she slipped away.
 “I'm breathing just fine, Steve.” She snapped.
 Steve's brows raised and Y/N sighed. 
 “I’m sorry. I get so nervous with first meetings. I'm about to be finished with three clients so I need this new one but what if he doesn't like me?” She pressed her forehead into his chest.
 “You're meeting a guy? By yourself?” He couldn’t help but be bothered by it.
 “I mean, I think it’s a guy.” She shrugged as she went back to her stack of papers on the kitchen counter. She had a habit of printing everything out and Steve loved that about her, kind of new-aged, old-fashioned. She lifted up one sheet and studied it. “Email address says Chris but there's no other tell so it could be a girl I guess.”
 “But you don’t know.”
 She sighed. “No, I don’t. Being drilled by your jealous tendencies isn’t helping.”
 He shook his head. “I know. I’m sorry. I just-”
 “I know, I know.” She waved him off.
 Steve snaked his arms around her again. “I gotta protect my girl.” He kissed her neck and she stilled. 
 “But you do trust me right?” The look in her eyes was sincere. “You know I’ll call you if anything doesn’t feel right.”
 “Yeah, I know.” And he did. He trusted her. He just didn’t trust anyone else with her.
 Thunder rolled in low and deep as the faint sound of rain pattered over the house.
 “Great and now my hair will be a mess.” Y/N huffed.
 “But a beautiful mess.” Steve smirked. “You just make sure to drive careful. Don’t rush or speed. Your client isn’t worth your life, baby.”
 “I know and the same goes for you on that bike.” She pointed a finger at his nose and he chuckled. “I’m serious, Steve. Don’t get cocky and get killed-”
 It had meant to be a semi-serious comment but somehow it ended up giving her flashbacks of Danny.
 Steve watched the life flash from her for a moment. She almost turned white. And she looked like she was suddenly really worried he might die.
 “I- I’m sorry, I didn’t mean…” She stuttered shaking her head and coming back to the present.
 Steve pulled her back into a firm hug. “Hey, don’t worry. I promise I’ll be careful. I promise.” He kissed her head and she nodded. “You good, baby?”
 “Yeah,” She said quietly. “Yeah, I’m fine. I do need to get going, though. I don’t want to be late. That’s not a very good first impression.”
 And there she was again. Bright and smiling. Steve just hoped it wasn’t an act.
 “Okay, let me know when you’re done and I’ll meet you somewhere for lunch.”
 “That sounds perfect.” Y/N said as she threw her bag onto her shoulder. She kissed him quick and was out the door. 
 Steve watched as she fumbled with her umbrella for a second before getting in her car and driving off. Then, he grabbed his helmet, set the alarm and left for the club.
 Thankfully, Steve’s ride wasn’t wet for long. The rain let up only a few minutes after he left, making the rest of his twenty minute drive humid and sticky. When he pulled up to the club house it looked like something was wrong.
 Prospects were watching Bucky and Nat hurry onto their bikes with Sam and Luke shouting orders on who’s responsible for what until they got back.
 Steve pulled up to Bucky who flagged him down.
 “Where is your phone, punk?!” Bucky shouted and swore.
 “In my pocket, why?” Steve growled back at the unwelcome tone.
 “You need to be able to answer it. Even when you’re riding, you know that!”
 Steve did know that but he’d promised Y/N to ride safe and it seemed like a distraction especially on wet roads. 
 “Y/N was in a car accident.” Nat explained as she buckled her helmet. 
 Steve’s heart fell to his boots and without a word he revved his bike, turning on a dime and speeding out of the gravel lot.
 The next thirty minutes were the worst of his life. He probably should have let Nat finish talking but he was too scared to stick around. Y/N had told him which coffee shop she was going to and he knew what route she’d most likely taken so, now, he was just waiting to see the flashing lights.
 And sure enough, there they were. He got as close as he could then jumped off his bike and threw his keys at Sam, who’d kept pace with him for this very reason.
 He ran up towards the first cop he could find but his feet slowed when he saw the two cars that were smashed up. Y/N’s car had been T-boned on the passenger side. Her airbag had been deployed and the drivers side window had a huge crack in it.
 Steve ran his hands through his hair and muttered a string of curse words then pulled himself together. He found a cop talking to a tow truck driver. 
“Hey, this is my girl’s car. Where is she?” He tried not to sound panicked but he wasn’t sure how good of a job he was doing. 
 The female officer looked hesitant but pointed to an ambulance. “In the back of the bus. She-” 
 He didn’t wait for her to finish. “Y/N!” He yelled as he ran the few dozen yards to the neon-yellow boxed truck. He rounded the corner to the back of the ambulance and could have cried.
 “Steve!” Y/N’s chin quivered and her eyes watered as he grabbed her tight in a hug. “I’m so sorry! I didn’t see him!” She sobbed.
 Steve pushed her back to get a better look at her. Now that he knew she was alive, he wanted to know how bad she was hurt so he’d know how long to make the guy who did this to her suffer.
 She had a massive cut on her head that was bruising all around. There was dried blood on her cheeks and she was holding a white towel that was almost completely red. Her shoulder was bruised and her left arm was in a sling.
 He turned to the paramedic. “What happened to her?”
 “You the boyfriend?” The paramedic asked. At Steve’s short nod, the man in the blue jacket sighed. “She wouldn’t let us take her until you got here but she needs to be checked for a concussion. She was a little dazed when we got to her but I think it was mostly shock. Her shoulder and head took the brunt of the blow and she’s going to need at least four stitches on this gash, here. Her shoulder should be fine but I recommend an x-ray.”
 Steve nodded. “Thank you. You can take her now.”
 “I don’t want to go to the hospital, Steve.” She almost pleaded with him.
 “You’re going to be fine but you need to let them do their job. You need to see a doctor.” He gently helped her back to the spot she’d been sitting in and, after checking the cut himself, put the towel back on her head since it was still bleeding. 
 “Steve, please.” She looked terrified. He knew this reminded her of Danny’s accident and he figured going to the hospital was freaking her out.
 “You’ll be fine. I’m coming with you.” He reassured. He turned to the paramedic. “Can you give a me a minute before you go?”
 The paramedic shrugged. “That’s up to her.”
 Y/N nodded. “I’m not leaving without him.”
 Steve looked back to the wreck. He could see Bucky speaking with a man that he assumed was the man who hit Y/N. “I’m going to talk to Buck real quick. I’ll be right back.” He gave Y/N’s hand a quick squeeze and was off.
 He walked with a gait that screamed ‘murder’, both Bucky and Sam had to step in front of him to get him to stop.
 “It’s not his fault, man.“ Sam started.
Bucky put a hand firm on Steves chest, holding him back. “Sam’s right. This guy isn’t who you want.” 
 “Then tell me who, Buck.” Steve demanded.
 “First of all,” Bucky started with raised brows. “You need to remember who you’re talking to. Secondly, this is club business and we don’t handle that out in the streets for the cops to see. You got me?”
  Steve took a deep breath and his jaw ticked. “Yeah, I got you, Pres.”
 “Some punk on a chopper cut this guy off and when he swerved to try and keep from hitting the bike, he hit Y/N instead. This guy says the guy on the bike had a kutte on. Didn’t know the club but we’ll get to the bottom of that later. Right now, you need to be with your old lady and make sure she’s okay.”
 Sam patted Steve’s shoulder. “Save that fire in your eyes for the man who deserves it.”
 “Get on that bus.” Bucky instructed. “Nat will ride your bike over to the hospital.”
 Steve nodded and huffed, turning back to Y/N. He stood by while they loaded her in, then he hopped into the back. 
 With a flick of the lights, the ambulance headed out.
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