#alr made like 3-4 ships of her

[smooshi-graysimp]

I doodled the new brawlers!

Their drawings have to be postponed bc Halloween drawing but once done I’ll draw them bc GUYS THEYRE SO WONDERFUL

[xmsmarvel18]

I spotted common things that both Miles Morales and Sam Alexander had.

1) Their mothers (Eva and Rio) would scold them in Spanish if they both did something wrong. Ofc, Eva and Rio were Bilingual.

2) Both of them failed to rizz girls. For example, in ITSV, Miles' rizz caused Gwen to shave her side hair while in Avengers all new all different comic, Sam's rizz made Kamala reject him.

3) The became best friends with girl whom they failed to rizz. The way they hold each other's hand look the same! I'm surprised Gwiles and Samala were the MOST underrated ships in Marvel.

4)Ofc, they both were grounded before. There'll be a girl sneaking into the room, causing them to sneak out. I guess Rio and Eva gonna be mad at them and extend the grounded period up (like more than 2 months lol). Plus, whenever the girl touches their things without their permission, they would be upset.

5) In ATSV, Spot hinted that he might kill his dad, Jeff. Both Sam and Miles suffered the pain of losing someone in their family. Sam lose his dad, Jesse who was imprisoned in the space(I forgot who's the character said about his dad being dead). Luckily, Sam managed to rescue Jesse from space. I felt like Miles might be like Sam who can save his father since in parallel universe Jeff alr died. I hope my boy, Miles can at least save Jeff in BTSV.

6) Both of them had the role of being both older brothers and superheroes. Honestly, Sam and Miles were caring and loving sibling to Kaelyn and Bille.

7) Both of them were being supportive friend to Kamala when she suffered physically and mentally. They will always be by her side. That's why I love this trio.

8) Both Eva and Rio were concern about their sons going somewhere far. It's sad that it's the last time Sam and Miles will see their mothers(temporary). There's a negative outcome after all the events. For Sam's case, he lost his helmet in the space as one of the Nova Corps confiscated it from him. Sam even went missing in one of the Champions comics luckily the Champions saved him. In the end, Sam got his helmet back. For Miles case, he was send to wrong universe instead of his own universe. Let's hope the spider gang will save Miles in Btsv.

Anyways, these are my opinions about Miles and Sam. I love them as my favourite male characters in Marvel. I know there are some ppl who would hate them for being a replacement for Peter and Richard. They deserve a lot of recognition or at least a solo show in the future. Btw, I can't wait to see them appearing in MCU.

[0nl0n]

Helo, i made my first solarballs oc

So remember when i said i didn't draw?

.... I lied

IM SORRY I-

I just dont like my art, ishsmusbbn

So her name is "victereus"

How to pronounce her name: vict-er-reus

She is dark-ish blue, with teal stripes (4-5)

under those stripes are 3 teal dots under each one

She is always tired, but sweet

She is usually wearing one of those bedtime hats that some ppl wear

She has her eyes closed most of the time, but she can still see

she sleeps alot

Shes in the asteroid belt next to neptune & uranus

So u alr with oc x canon? ( basically ppl shipping their ocs with canon characters)

So i ship her with neptune- ( so sorry if u already ship neptune with someone-)

she usually wears pyjamas alot

Her voice is always kinda deep bc shes always tired

soo yeah! 💓 thats all about her lol

I'm alr with Oc x Canon

I rlly wanna draw her 👀

and I WANNA SEE UR ART— (it's alr if you don't wanna if you don't want to)

I don't ship nep with anyone btw

[queenharumiura]

Mukuro [ FIVE DEATHS ] 

Taken from meme: [x] ||Accepting|| (Okay to be fair, I for the life of me couldn't think of situations where they both could've almost died together- these are non-canon drabbles anyways, so who said I can't AU? AMIRITE? Didn't specify how-- so according to my tags, i'm free to YOLO)

Prompt: [ FIVE DEATHS ]  send for five times our muses almost died together and the one time the sender Haru does.

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[1]

During a migration season, Haru got separated from her parents when they passed by an underwater current that was too strong for her to pass through. She'd somehow accidentally dragged another child along with her because he got tangled in something Haru was wearing. (You know the pains of fashion) They both got separated from the other merpeople and two young children were left to fend for themselves for who knows how long. Time was arbitrary when you lived in the ocean. Haru feared for the worst, she was going to die, but she didn't cry because the one next to her wasn't crying. He was a brave little merchild. SNIFFS. "I'm sowwy." He had gotten involved because of her, but luckily before they could tire themselves too much from their never ending searching, the adults found them and brought them back to their parents.

[2]

"I'm sorry... I didn't know it was poisonous." Haru is 'kicking' her fin with a small pout on her face. Haru loved to collect pretty things and make things out of them and she saw something vibrant and with stripes. She thought it would make a nice accent piece and she'd talked Mukuro in helping her find the fish again and see if they could take the spikes. Luckily for them an adult came around and noticed they were about to mess with a Red lionfish. Though the venom wasn't necessarily fatal to most adults, young merpeople should be careful.

[3]

"You just had to go to the forbidden area. The adults said it was dangerous and you had to say 'I'll be the one to decide how dangerous it is'." Haru mumbles to herself. "Well? Was it worth it? Almost getting eaten by a killer whale? Was it fun?" Boys, willing to risk their lives in order for their pride, vanity, or their curiosities. "What would you have done if I didn't follow you and pull you in? Huh? How do I know about this hiding spot? Hey- we're talking about you right now. FOCUS." She's not going to admit she snuck out here once before. "Huh? What do you mean you could've just conjured an illusion and would be fine? Would it kill you to be grateful?"

[4]

"I wonder what these things are. I've never seen anything like it before." Haru is swimming around the perimeter of this mysterious floating object. There were various of these floating objects scattered about. It didn't look like it was alive, and it didn't smell like food either. She'd never felt anything like it in the ocean before. What they were looking at was a naval mine. Luckily, they don't explode upon contact, but only when they sense a ship or a submarine nearby. "Hm? I don't know, i've never seen a whale in that shape before." It doesn't move like a fish either. The 'ugly fish' got close to one of the mysterious objects and it explodes. The shrapnel from the resulting explosion and the falling debris of the now sinking ship made this immediate area a danger zone. It didn't take long for Mukuro to act fast in pulling Haru to snap her out of her shock. They had to get out of there. Fast.

[5]

As it turns out, there were many reasons why merpeople lead a nomadic lifestyle. It wasn't just because they liked to follow their food source, so they'd migrate along with the migrating fish. There was apparently the increasing risk of being found by humans. Their presence was a danger to them, so being found by one was grounds for packing up and leaving immediately. This time, the disgusting humans started dumping their waste into water. None of them knew what this waste was, but it was killing the life around them and making them sick. Some of the younger or weaker merpeople had already passed since being exposed to some of the dumped chemical waste. Everyone in their colony was sick, and only getting weaker. They had to escape and hope for the best. If they're lucky, they'll come across another colony who will have a healer and they can work their magic.

[-]

“No way, that’s actually absurd. Let’s all just go, okay? None of this one person stays behind nonsense.” The humans have caught wind of their presence here and had organized a party to catch them. Who knows what intentions they had for the merpeople, but Haru couldn't think it was anything good. The weapons in their hands was evidence enough of that. They had gone out to hunt and gather supplies as their colony sends individuals out in small batches so that a steady flow of supplies can be gathered at any odd hour of the day. Haru, Mukuro, and a young girl had been assigned to one group.

It was nearing the time that they needed to return, so they ought to go back to their colony and tell them they had to go. If push came to shove, they could gather the warriors and make a solid offense before running off to find somewhere new to live. This wasn't a sustainable lifestyle for them anymore. How much more running could they do away from humans? If they weren’t alone, they could’ve stood a chance of taking out the small number of humans here, but as of right now, Mukuro was the only one who had any real offensive abilities here. Haru had already designated herself as the caretaker of the young girl who was trembling in her arms.

“We’re ALL leaving TOGETHER. We don’t know what the humans are capable of. If anything happens, I wouldn’t be able to protect her.” There was no way she’d let him stay behind when they didn’t know anything about what the humans were capable of and why they were here. She somehow manages to convince him, and they all leave together. Then all of a sudden, some kind of a net contraption grabs the young girl. Haru didn’t even think before she grabs onto the net and starts trying to claw and bite it apart as the humans are quickly reeling in the net onto shore. The speed in which they were being reeled in was mind-boggling. Mermaids couldn’t possibly understand the concept of an engine or hydraulics being utilized to quickly real something in. “Hoshi, it’s going to be okay, don’t panic. I’ll get you out.” Haru tells her just before they breach the surface. Haru is curled around the little mermaid stuck in the neck. Her claws still working on fraying the net.

There was no way for humans and mermaids to communicate with each other. Haru made sounds akin to a growling hiss at the humans, thrashing her tail around to distract the humans from what her hands were doing. The humans start holding her down with some weird contraption. It was a long stick that had a fixture at the end that could press her down, but they underestimated the size and length of a mermaids tail. As a last ditch effort, Haru uses her tail to thrash her tail and knock the net (and Hoshi) back into the ocean. Content with this, Haru turns her attention to the humans. If she can’t take out one of them, she won’t be able to rest in peace. You may have her torso pinned down, but she sure can slap you around with her tail. Hope you break a rib or two, you bastards! “The boss said keeping just a few alive would be enough.”

The hole Haru managed to make in the net was just wide enough for the young mermaid to slip through and escape. The last words Haru gave to her in mermaid speak hung heavy in her ears. She’s small and lithe, so she’s able to make her speedy escape, avoiding the projectiles the humans throw at her in her escape. She looks back, hoping to see that Haru also made her escape, but all she sees is a red spilling into the water. Hoshi didn’t have the bravery to look any longer. It all happened so fast, that just a few minutes felt like hours. “Haru, she… she got me out. She said we have to tell the others to get out.” No matter what, Haru had always prioritized others over herself. This sacrifice of hers wasn’t going to amount to anything if it was all for naught at the end of the day.

[ikerevedgar]

ahem.

so I know I said I was gonna take a break from Ikerev a while but your girl's too addicted

I JUST HAD TO PICK RAY PLS HEAR OUT MY REASONS

1. fenray moments are gonna be in every episode n my inner fangirl has alr made enough phone storage to screenshot any uwu moment. just look at that convo up there Fenrir didn't even need to ask he already knew what Ray was doing n omg the way he mimics n teases him? real bff goals (also my hidden side that ships bl so much is screaming at the way Fenrir calls Ray 'your majesty')

2. literally the first person u see when u arrive in Cradle is Ray like HELLO he catches u in his arms n idc no one can change my mind abt this but Ray is definitely MC's true love in the game, just look at how his route is written n how Cybird promotes him the most. You're meant to end up w Ray so I was like, why the hell not? I'm gonna romance the Black King I'm so excited!

3. I love cats he loves cats I love him we're a perfect trio

4. his first cg is just *screams!!!!* n he's rude to her one moment n so sweet the other I can't even-

5. I think it might just be me but the fact he insults MC by calling her a weirdo... my heart is officially stolen

[heleneplays]

BLOG ASKS

I forgot to answer, but thank you to @ravenclaw-craftsgirl, @annabelle-tanaka-official for the tag!

Keeping it short HERE with the handy read more bc my answers will be long <3

1. why did you choose your url?

Honestly, heleneplays-- it's pretty self explanatory that this was gonna be a gaming blog, dedicated to whatever I was playing... which was HPHM at the time.

HOWEVER as u can see, the focus shifted to my comfort milfs characters and my own player characters,,, who are extensions of me, if not a direct self-insert

so here's to my clownery for games and the characters and/or plot that hook me to them

2. any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

yes but no thank <3

well

u may percieve, just this once.

THIS is a sideblog. my main is @h-doodles

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

I'm celebrating my 9th year of being in this hellsite on September 21st.

4. do you have a queue tag?

yes but i forget to use them usually,,,

it's tagged #queue or a variation of, but i'm small and lazy bc I scroll on my phone and tumblr labs' quick queue function is on </3

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

this blog was for the good ole HPHM, but also to actually to simp for Patricia Rakepick on the side, as it was only Y3 back then and I am but a small, hapless lesbian for she

also I was. ig tired of having everything under my main, untagged, unfiltered; so here I am with a very handy sideblog

6. why did you choose your icon?

Right now it's Helene Spillane in with a boquet of sunflowers, and I picked bc this is my OC!!! and I want her to be displayed!!!

7. why did you choose your header?

It was time for a change

(dionysus!helene i love u sweetie but i'm in love with maría just stealing me rudely for a dance)

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

lemme check......

oh wow. i expected it was my shitpost on tall vampire mommy but apparently it's the most regrettable ship i ever considered making.

9. how many mutuals do you have?

I counted 51 in here, and 55 in my main, so in the range of 50-60 since some share between them.

10. how many followers do you have?

Here? around 340, already excluding the pornbots our lord and savior can't seem to flag properly.

11. how many people do you follow?

250

I used to follow over 500 something but most were inactive and I went through them with a paper shredder, but after like. I went through like 3 hellsite unfollow glitches by then.

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

enough.

14. did you have a fight/argument with a blog once?

It doesn't shame me to admit that yeah, I have. Back on my old tumblr tho. Here? Well. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this post”?

I kin with the message, but honestly sometimes i'm conflicted bc I already go thru so much so. yea. personal prefs if and when i'll reblog such posts

16. do you like tag games?

Sure!

But in long posts? Good luck having me continue!

17. do you like ask games?

sometimes, they're good to personalize the traits and characteristics of my OC, but also gives like. a template if I run art ask requests.

I get fatigued easily tho, so that's why some asks are just lounging on the edge of my askbox

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh they're really, really, very good artists so im gonna assume @helgship, @lgvalenzuela, @rymushu, @astrejlau are! also @haniiebeedraws and @jayrart and @kyril-but-magical and @slytherincursebreaker as well, based on engagement <3

writers as well, esp one (1) James Shaw who I am too shy and baby to tag

@annabelle-tanaka-official, @dat-silvers-girl, @weasley-adoptee, @carewyncromwell definitely, if based on the amount of traffic I see on their asks and tags.

19. do you have a tumblr crush on a mutual?

no, but i do admire some of my mutual's themes on PC

also god, what even is a tumblr crush if not a crush?

No tags for future because i'm p sure most my tag game mutuals already answered this, but go ahead and steal if you want!

[xantchaslegacy]

MTG Month of the Ship Day 3 - First Kiss

(Foreword - This was very cathartic to write, especially after a childhood of reading multiple novels wherein Jhoira deals with literal centuries of profoundly disappointing relationships)

The skyship Weatherlight was a tough vessel. It had survived countless battles, planeshifts, and calamities before the apocalypse itself had finally knocked it from the skies for over three hundred years.

How ironic, thought Jhoira, that a simple storm might ground it again.

She cursed as a chunk of airborne debris struck portside, rocking the Weatherlight, and knocking several crew members off their feet. The wheel nearly spun out of control, but she kept them on course, fingers gripped tight to the wheel. Below her, Shanna and Arvad grappled with the ropes, while Raff tried to cast wards against the wind and rain to keep them from sweeping the rest of the crew over the rails and into the open sky.

“Five points starboard, captain!” Raff’s voice almost didn’t reach her through the howl of the wind. “There’s a lull about a half-mile ahead.”

Jhoira peered ahead, squinting through the wall of rain and detritus. Sure enough there was a faint lightening of the storm. More like 4 points, but she would correct the young mage’s conversions once they were through.

She hauled the wheel to starboard and the crew shielded themselves against a hail of wooden chunks, likely remnants of one of the local villages.

Another larger piece of debris hit the ship portside. Jhoira grit her teeth and leaned on the wheel.

With a final burst of effort, the Weatherlight shot through a wall of wind, ice, and detritus, and burst into stretch of calmer skies.

Jhoira kept the pressure on the crew, to put as much distance between them and the storm as possible, Shanna ran up the stairs, her face set but confident.

Jhoira nodded at the first mate. “Report?”

“No crew lost by my count, captain. We’ll be patching her up for a while, but no lasting harm above decks…” Shanna paused. Jhoira didn’t like the way she had emphasized above.

“Go on.”

“That last hit would have jarred the engine room quite badly. We don’t have enough hands to help down there and keep ahead of the storm-”

“Take the helm.” Jhoira released the wheel and strode to the companionway, boots pounding the storm-soaked deck. She descended quickly down the stairs, passing a number of Slimefoot’s children who had not stopped cleaning, even as the entire ship had been in mortal peril. The thallid itself was several decks further down, huddled protectively over the rest. Jhoira gave Slimefoot a nod of encouragement before slipping in through the door to the engine room.

“Tiana!”

“Captain!”

Tiana was rushing from one place to another, spanner in hand, desperately correcting pressure and patching burst pipes. She started to say something to Jhoira, but a jet of steam punched a hole through the pipe behind her and she spun around to address it, nearly knocking Jhoira to the ground with her wings.

“What’s your status?” Jhoira entered the room, scanning the engines and the powerstone heart fo the ship for damage.

“N-nothing I can’t fix.” Tiana welded the new hole shut and moved to tighten several others pipes that were shaking violently. “The powerstone’s fine, but if I can’t get these boiler’s patched up we might-”

“We’re losing altitude!” Shanna’s voice ripped into the room through the command tube. As if in agreement, the skyship tilted suddenly. Tiana braced herself with a flap of her wings, and caught Jhoira in the crook of her other arm, keeping her upright. Jhoira reached out for purchase and found herself clinging to the angel’s broad shoulders.

“Captain! Are you alr-”

Several tools, oil tins, and a massive bundle of rope ripped free from their mooring on the wall of the engine room. The ropes struck Tiana full across the stomach. She grunted and they both went tumbling to the floor.

Jhoira found her feet quickly; Tiana rolled halfway across the room and crashed against a wall of pipes.

“Tiana!” Jhoira heart jumped, and she stumbled over to the wall. Tiana was still moving. She looked dazed, but otherwise fine. Tiana made it halfway back to her feet before the ship bucked again and the rope pulled her down on her knees.

"You’re tangled in the boiler pipes. Hang on."

"Ah! I-I'm sorry, Tiana tried to tug her arm free but the rope wrapped tighter around her shoulder. Her left wing was similarly entangled.

"It's fine. Hold still." Jhoira tried to get her fingers under the rope around Tiana's shoulder, but the angel was wiggling too much, and the cabin floor was still shifting underneath them.

"S-sorry captain; I think if I just-” Tiana tried to twist her arm and slip through the loop, but only succeeded in getting her wrist trapped against the small of her back.

"Tiana." Jhoira planted both hands on the angel's shoulders. "Hold still."

That did it. Tiana fell silent with a small squeak, a deepening red showing through the streaks of grease on her brow and cheeks, illuminated by the serene glow of the Weatherlight’s powerstone.

Jhoira worked the knots open and guided Tiana’s wing through the loops in the rope, then did the same for her arm. As always, she was amazed at how broad the angel’s arms were. How deft her fingers...

Jhoira shook her head and pulled off the last of the rope. Tiana stumbled up to her feet, stretching her wings out gingerly, as wide as the cramped quarters allowed.

“Th-thank you…” Tiana rose shakily to her feet and grabbed up her spanner, which had wedged itself under one of the boilers. Another pair of pipes had started spurting fluids with the latest tumble, and she set to fixing them with a swift efficiency. Jhoira couldn’t help but marvel at how gracefully the angel maneuvered through the maze of the engine room, her face radiant with the joy of caring for the ship.

Tiana sealed the hissing pipe, and started to gather up the fallen tools when three smaller jets of steam punched through different pipes all around the room. The rattling pipes took the opportunity to shake even more violently, and one of the boilers started to shriek.

Tiana looked around the room for a moment before dropping the spanner and throwing her hands up over her face.

“I’m sorry captain I’m doing my best but it might not be enough the engine room got hit pretty badly and I’m getting everything sealed back up and I think we’ll make it to the next landing spot but if this happens again what if I can’t get it patched up in time and what if I let you and the rest of the crew down and I’m just really worried that-”

Jhoira put her hands on either side of the angel’s head and gently pulled her down to her own level. The Angel’s frantic stream cut off and she stared at Jhoira, still breathing hard.

"You've done a wonderful job so far. Just take a moment. Calm down.”

Tiana closed her eyes, screwing up her face. Her chest was still heaving, but less and less, by small degrees. Jhoira touched her forehead to Tiana’s.

“I've traveled with gods and immortals and I've never met anyone as steady as you, Tiana."

Jhoira though the angel was going to cry. Instead, Tiana leaned into the last few inches between them and kissed Jhoira's lips.

Tiana tasted like vanilla and engine grease. Jhoira’s mind was screaming at her to focus on the danger at hand, but somehow that did not seem nearly as important as leaning into this brilliant angel. Running her hands across her wonderful, oil-slick cheeks.

They stayed that way for several seconds, the storm forgotten.

Then they pulled apart. Tiana’s eyes were only half focused, her face an even deeper red than before, if it was possible.

“We need the ship running. Can you do it?”

“Yes, Jhoira.”

Jhoira smiled at the angel, but raised a single eyebrow. “Captain Jhoira.”

“Y-yes captain!”

“I believe in you.” Jhoira planted a second kiss on the angel’s cheek and spun to go help the others above deck. “Keep this ship sailing, Tiana.”

“Yes, captain!” Tiana spun and tackled the leaks with renewed gusto, clamping leaks and correcting damage to the turbines.

Jhoira smiled at the angel’s back, and backed out of the room.

She made it five steps before clapping her hands to her flushed face, thankful the rest of the crew was scrambling to right the ship. She hastened to join them, as the butterflies in her stomach threatened to churn up a real storm.

The above is unofficial Fan Content permitted under the Fan  Content Policy. Not approved/endorsed by Wizards. Portions of the  materials used are property of Wizards of the Coast. ©Wizards of the  Coast LLC.

[sweet-cool-twins]

My thoughts on Lance’s character development

About the bp!lance theory, as much as I agree he’s starting to have a leadership role in the team, has more confidence in his abilities and deserves a more bigger role in voltron, I feel he doesn’t necessarily have to be the black paladin to do so. Here’s some reasons why. 

(I would like to say that this is just my theory. I’m not here to bash the bp!lance theory and instead just giving my own thoughts.)

I feel the show is portraying lance to be like King Alfor, Allura’s father. Firstly, remember that time when blue shut lance out and won’t let him board her. And allura said these lines, 

“When you accepted Keith as the new leader of Voltron, it proved that you value a strong team over your own need for glory, just like my father.” 

‘Just like my father’, like King Alfor. I know it could basically mean that this is something a leader would do, let his teammates show their skills, and maybe, I’m just thinking very simple here. 

Now, secondly, he is starting to have the sibling relationship with Allura, which everyone should have realized by now, how they talked about lance passing blue to allura, 

how he got worried for her on Nexzela, 

how allura felt better while talking to lance and them laughing in the training room. 

These are common in sibling relationships. I know matt and pidge don’t act that way even though they are siblings. They are more of the geeky and funny kind whereas lance and allura are something like the mature kind. The one you have between an older sister and a younger brother. 

Sibling relationship is a familial relationship, which is also a part of the father-and-daughter relationship Alfor and allura had. 

We don’t see this happening with other characters in the show with allura. 

Third, Lance is the pilot of the red lion, same as Alfor, nothing much to say there. Fourth is the one that really made me solidify my reasoning, the fact that Lance transformed his Bayard to an Altean broad sword. The one Alfor used to have. 

The moment that happened, we know he’s getting the character development he needed. And like allura said, ‘you have greatness within’. I know that this could mean he has a potential to be a black paladin. Usually that sentence means lance will have a bigger role (black paladin) in the future. I read this differently. I feel this means he will have a potentially bigger role in the future, just more like he will show more of the inner right-hand man that he has deep within. Lance just couldn't show it cuz of Kuron right now. I’m not dismissing that Lance has leadership skills, heck Alfor was the King of Altea. He has all the leadership skills you need. Just it might not be what is needed as a leader for Voltron. Similar to how Alfor, even though he’s a king, wasn’t voltron’s black paladin.

Another reason why I feel Lance would not be bp it is that, comparing between a leader and his right-hand man, the leader is usually the one who gives orders, decides on a plan for a mission, leads the team to a goal. Right-hand man is someone who the leader trusts the most, that grounds the team and leader together. They make sure the team’s well-being are alright. Sort of like the heart of the team. Lance has done that so many times in season 3 when Keith was the leader. He told Keith that allura was lacking behind while they were chasing lotor and they needed to fall back to get her. 

He got Keith to stop thinking about letting the team down and instead getting them back together. 

He also encouraged Allura that she has the capabilities to get them out of Nexzela. 

These are like the mentally-grounding-the-team kind of leadership that a right-hand man would have.

Alfor was the one who got everyone together to assemble Voltron, not zarkon the leader. Lance sort of did that too. He knew hunk and pidge as they are teammates. He ran after Keith, bringing hunk and pidge with him. He stopped Keith from saving shiro because he wanted to save shiro too, ending with all 5 of them being the new paladins. So yeah Lance “brought” Voltron together, something that a ‘heart’ of Voltron would do. I know Allura is also the heart as what lance had said in season 4. I’m just noting that Lance is like the Voltron 5 lions and 1 robot kind of heart, rather than a team Voltron with the castle and the coalition type of heart.

Besides, stepping aside from lance, I feel keith was really getting the hang of being leader (black paladin) of Voltron. As what I have noted the definition of a leader, is the one who commands and decides on a plan, who decides the best plan of action to do in the situation. Keith was the best pilot of his year in the garrison. Not only do I think he’s great at piloting Voltron, he also have the ability to decide the best course of action when in desire situations. In season 3 when shiro and Keith were in conflict over their separate leadership methods and one mission pops up where lotor was taking a ship and Voltron has to stop him. 

There was an intense situation where Keith had to either bring out hunk’s blaster and shoot the ship and deal with damage the cannon lotor was gonna fire behind them or continue attacking lotor and deal with the ship later which they might not have enough time for. What Keith did was he brought out the blaster to make it look like he’s planning to shoot the ship and then dodge the cannon, letting it hit the ship. Preventing Voltron from getting a massive hit and getting rid of the ship. Like he basically killed two birds with one stone.

That move made me feel Keith was ready to lead Voltron. He had the capabilities to do so. He just kept thinking shiro is the actual leader that’s why he doesn’t take it. I would like to give some credit to shiro for choosing Keith to be the new leader. I’m not saying lance cannot be, I’m just saying shiro prbly saw something in Keith that could potentially lead Voltron to greater heights.

Back to Lance, in my understanding, Lance has a lot of insecurities and him being the black paladin might not be the best way for him to rid of these insecurities, he might continue to doubt himself. What I feel Lance needs is someone with a high title, like Keith or shiro, the black paladin, to tell him that he is needed because they trust him as their right-hand man. I think this is more powerful in getting lance to realize he is needed in the team because he finally has a role in the team. Not a goofball, not a self-labelled sharpshooter, but the right-hand man of Voltron. Besides, we have lance alr saying goodbye to blue, but not Keith with red. I don’t think vld will have lance switching to another lion and having to say good bye to a lion again. I think when Keith finally accepts himself as the leader of Voltron, we will finally have the scene where he says goodbye to red.

In conclusion, lance does have leadership qualities that are beginning to merge, just not the bp type of leadership, it’s the right-hand man type of leadership. Keith has the skills to lead Voltron and be the black paladin, he just lacks the drive becuz he thinks shiro is the most suitable black paladin.

Yeah, so this is my theory on Lance’s and partially Keith’s development and potential black paladin in vld. This is long lol! Glad u made it to the end!

[enaasteria]

(1) Even though I could bombard u in twitter dms, I’m gonna put everything here for now ^^ First of all, ik how much u struggled with this ch and how u feel abt the middle section but IT’S PERFECT. It’s not too slow or too boring/draggy at all. Perfect mix of humor and cuteness along w lots of development across all characters which is so hard to do properly/well. I loved it, it’s much harder to write such quality transitional ch than an action/emotional filled ch, but u did it!

(2) Pls accept my kudos and stop beating yourself up abt it or I will fight u in dms later lol. Onto my favorites… Chanyeol is always a trip, I love his character so much; and the way Sehun and Ahri’s friends set them up like that LOL we’ve all been there, but it never gets old. ALSO HEHEHE I saw what you did there w YYS and JCW ;) I’m proud they made the cut. I am also proud that a certain ‘my cutie’ scene did NOT make the cut bc I would’ve died in horror lol.

(3) But my absolute fave, as with almost every ch of yours, is the ending. Ik deciding on the last q of the game was tough, but you wrote it so well, and the morning scene Ena I cryyyyyy. It’s truly the best, the emotions conveyed are just A+ and it rly made me feel so much for our beloved ship. The fact that he carried that slip around the whole time my poor FEELS. Anyways I’ve covered pretty much everything here alr, everything else will be dmd later at some pt but I love this ch and ily lots

(4) So thank you for always bringing light to my life w ur writing

You’re on ANON but I shall pounce you in DMs later on twitter. I’m still struggling with this chapter LOL but all in all---it’s where I want it to be so I hope you and everyone enjoyed it. And yes! I think that was part of the pain---trying to close out everyone else’s story too and give them a bit of their own happiness. orz Why did I include so many characters in this.

Chanyeol is literally my little guilty pleasures. I always end up giving him the best lines and honestly---rather than a love interest, he’s more of a guardian for her. Aiding her and advising her through her struggles (where can I get myself a Chanyeol. I need help too). The mischievous friends. Gotta love how they’re all like---this has gone on long enough. You two need to get your stuff together LOL. Good friends are always hard to come by tbh. 

YYS. He’s going to be Ahri’s new ideal man and torment to Sehun. I love it. And JCW. UGH. I’m so upset because I really wanted to include Soi/JCW conversation in there but it was too long and maybe 17. I’m not sure if he’ll be in that chapter but maybe I will work some magic and add him in. THE MY CUTIE MYUNG WILL MAKE AN APPEARANCE. I am determined to add it in. 

YES! Masquerade will be fun. I think the elements of the masquerade can play nicely into 17 so hopefully the writing gods will bless me. They were non-existent this chapter smh. As always---thank you so much for your help on this chapter. I know I complained a lot, screamed a lot, and it was prob annoying to hear but I’m so grateful for your guidance through it and I shall send you good vibes for your wip. I hope you finish them and torture all of us with your beautiful words!

[jimothyla]

Spirk prompt + really fed up Bones and entire bridge crew: Bones especially is really tired of all the pining between his two best friends and teams up with the rest of the bridge crew to set them up in """"""accidentally romantic"""""" situations until finally they just beam them down on a deserted but lovely planet and won't let them back up until they've enjoyed their date

there isn’t that much bones in this but here u go! hope u enjoy (under a read more)

1.

ADoctor [15:27]: Hey, you wanna go out tonight? Dinner with Spock & Sulu

jamest[15:30]: ya sure

jamest[15:30]: where @

jamest[15:31]: did spock say yes alr?

jamest[15:31]: askign 4 a friend

jamest[15:33]: that was weird wasnt it

ADoctor [15:35]: Christ, Jim.

ADoctor [15:36]: Yes, your boyfriend agreed. We’re going to that godforsakenhipster place Hikaru keeps talking about

jamest[15:37]: kk

jamest[15:43]: HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND BONES

ADoctor [15:45]: That took you five minutes to type?

Hikaruis standing behind Leonard, staring at his laptop. They’re in his apartmentplanning a date for Jim and Spock, which happens when you’re a) nosy; or b)tired of your friends dancing around each other for what seems like ninehundred years. “This is the lamest, most basic trick in the book, Len.”

“Listen,I’m willing to try anything that’ll make those two stop making me have to look at their pining.” Leonard turns inhis seat to look at Hikaru, his typical scowl on his face. “I can take sap orwhatever the fuck, but Jim’s sad whining is torture and Spock makes thatconstipated-lookin’ face every time Jim flirts with someone— and God knows heonly does that ‘cause he thinks he can’t get with Spock! Why can’t they justfucking—”

“O-kay, man, I get it. Let’s get us somebeer and put on a vid, then we can bail on these two and have fun.”

jamest[18:26]: bones are u on ur way

jamest[18:29]: spock is asking where u & hiki are

jamest[18:30]: My Dude™

jamest[18:31]: r u with bones???

plantdadsuluh[18:36]: no… i can’t go :( sorry!!! it’s an emergency with ben

jamest[18:38]: oh my god is he ok?

plantdadsuluh[18:40]: yeah he’s fine now! but i have to take care of him just in case

plantdadsuluh[18:41]: next time man!

jamest[18:45]: it’s ok!! i understand send him my love

“Areyou sure they are all right, Jim?” Spock asks. They’re sitting at a smallcasual dining restaurant whose theme is the early 2010’s. It’s very cozy andsomewhat rustic; Jim has always had an appreciation for the classics, so thisplace fascinates him.

“Yeah.I mean, I don’t know about Bones. He’s not replying to me.” It isn’t at allunusual for Bones to not reply, since he’s not one of those people who live ontheir phones. Though Jim has no idea what else Bones would even be doing in Yorktown.He probably just passed out and forgot about dinner.

“Perhapswe should call him,” Spock says, a hint of hesitation in his voice.

Jimsmiles, shaking his head. He places down his phone on the table, hand still onit as he replies, “It’s fine. We’ll be all right.”

ADoctor [06:22]: I fell asleep, sorry

jamest[07:33]: i figured

ADoctor [07:50]: How was your date?

jamest[07:52]: oh my goD IS THAT WHY

ADoctor [07:59]: At least say thanks, Tiberius

jamest[08:01]: it was nice hes so cute nothing happened NOTHIGSN GONNA HAPPEN i hateyou & thanks

jamest[08:05]: fucker

plantdadsuluh[08:11]: :^]

2.

Eversince they got back on the Enterprise for their mission, Nyota has noticed thatHikaru spends a lot of time in Leonard’s quarters. She knows that Leonard spenta lot of time with the Sulus when they were on Yorktown, but the frequency oftheir meetings now is odd. She sends them questioning looks sometimes, when thetwo are eating separately from the rest of the group, but they always justsmile suspiciously and get back to whispering among each other. She decides tocorner them one day.

Theirshifts have just ended and Hikaru is the first one to leave the bridge. Heheads straight to the medbay and Nyota follows him there. When she comesinside, Leonard stares at her.

“Whatcan I do for you, Uhura?” Leonard is sitting by his desk. Hikaru turns towardsNyota.

“Spill.”She folds her arms in front of her chest. “What’s going on with you two?”

Immediately,Hikaru is affronted. “If you’re trying to insinuatethat I would cheat on Ben, Nyota—”

“No!”Nyota is suddenly embarrassed, wishing she’d phrased that less vaguely. “No,no, of course not, Hiki. You guys are just… are you plotting something?”

Thelook on Hikaru’s face turns very quickly from anger into panic. “It’s, uh… it’snothing! We’re planning a… party. We’re not plotting! It’s not like that.” Heshoots a look at Leonard. “Len?”

Leonard’sface is as no-bullshit as ever. “We’re trying to get your ex-boyfriend and Jimtogether.” He stands up. Hikaru’s face is pinched and awkward. “If you wannahelp, come join us. If you don’t, then don’t.”

Nyota,of course, follows. “How long have you guys been trying to do this for? Whydidn’t you tell me! I’m, like, the best resource.”

“He’syour ex, Ny,” Hikaru explains.

“I’vebeen trying to get him to say something to Jim since the start! It’s not likewe were exclusive.” Hikaru makes a face of consideration for a moment, whileLeonard isn’t fazed— she was dating Chapel then, too, after all, he definitelywould have known.  “I had to stop thoughbecause he got annoyed. So what’s the plan?”

Theplan turns out like this: they hold a formal party on the ship. No uniformsallowed; everyone’s in their own formal clothing, and surprisingly that translatesto Jim in a royal blue suit that’s almost too tight on his body. Spock is in ablack suit with a light lavender shirt underneath, and is nursing a drinkScotty made for him after Spock had agreed that getting “tipsy, as you call it”was favourable for the night.  Nyotaactually thinks this plan, as vague as it is, might work.

“So,Spock,” Jim says by way of greeting as he takes a seat beside Spock, “you goreal green when you’re drunk.”

Jimmakes a contorted face as if that wasn’t what he’d meant to say, and a glint offascination appears in Spock’s eyes. “Yes, just as humans go pink when theyconsume alcohol. I am not drunk yet, though.”

“Hm.S’cute. And I am, sorta.” Jim beams at him, but then he pauses, his eyes slowlysquinting at Spock. “Yet. You said ‘yet’.”

“Idid,” Spock confirms. He knows where Jim is heading the conversation to, and isamused by it.

“Soyou’re tryin’ to get drunk. What’s that like? I mean you— what’re you like.When you’re drunk.”

Spocktakes a sip of his drink. “I am not sure, as I have not been drunk for quitesome time.”

“Damn,Spock,” is all Jim says before he puts his arm around Spock’s shoulder andorders another round for them both.

Thenight ends with them on top of each other, on the floor of the recreation roomthe party was held in, passed out drunk with their hands touching.

3.

“Sothe party didn’t work,” Nyota starts, standing in the middle of Leonard’s quarterswith him, Hikaru and Scotty on the floor, “that doesn’t mean we have to giveup!”

“Imean….” Hikaru scratches the back of his head, blinking. “We don’t have to, butwe probably should. I’ll be the first one to admit I’m way too nosy for my own good,but we’ve got no business interfering with their relationship.”

“Asnon-existent as it may be,” Scotty adds.

Nyotaagrees, of course, but… well, she was having fun and they really didn’t haveanything better to do.

Leonardsighs. He stands up and rubs his face. “Let’s settle on this then: third time’sthe charm. If it ain’t, then we’re quitting, and that’s that. All right?” Therest of them nod in agreement. “Okay, so here’s what we’re gonna do….”

“Whatdo you mean mandatory shore leave?!”Jim exclaims at Bones as he’s getting pulled out of his quarters. Bones isdragging him to the transporter room, where he sees Spock equally (but moresubdued in appearance) confused as he is. “How is this not against regulations?”

Spockblinks. “Nyota has informed me that they have followed protocol and filed theproper documents necessary for our leave.”

Jimgroans, flailing to get away from Bones’ grasp. “Fine, you monsters!” He stepsonto the transporter pad with determination and glares at Bones. “Spock, we’regonna enjoy this shore leave, and then we’re going to kill the people involvedin this coup. Understood?”

Spocktilts his head. “I will not be involved in anything against regulations, but ifyou wish for my support as you do so, I will give it.”

Jimgrins, and then they’re beamed down.

Theplace they go down to is a beach. It’s a little warm with their uniform, so Jimtakes his shirt off, leaving his undershirt on. Spock is staring off into theocean, a warmth in his expression that makes Jim smile.

“Hey,”Jim greets him, bumping his shoulder into Spock’s. Spock regards him for amoment, but looks back at the scenery before them. “You’re not… stupid,” Jimcontinues. He looks down at his feet and clenches and unclenches his hand athis side. “I mean, you obviously know.”

Spocknods. “I do.” Spock faces Jim, then. “Would you rather that I didn’t?”

Stilllooking down at the sand and fiddling with his hand, Jim replies, “No. I’vebeen… wishing that you’d just find out without me having to tell you.”

“Thatis illogical—” Jim laughs, bitter, “—but understandable.” Jim looks up, butstill not directly at Spock’s eyes. Spock wraps his hand around Jim’s wrist,extending his fingers down to stop Jim from fidgeting. “I have… longed for you,for a while. I could not find it in me to tell you. I, too, wished that yousimply just knew.”

Jimis too flustered to smile properly without hiding his face, and he still can’tlook right at Spock, but he intertwines his fingers with Spock’s. “I knowVulcans have a whole thing with hands that no-one understands, but this isokay, right?”

“Yes.”Spock rubs his fingers on the back of Jim’s hand. “This is… it is not quite akiss as humans define it, but it is close.”

Jimmakes an embarrassed noise at the back of his throat, burying his face in Spock’schest. They remain that way for a while before Jim clutches Spock by the clothat his waist with his other hand. He lifts his head and looks at Spock, blueeyes tender in their gaze. I have longedfor you, Spock had told him.

Spockcontinues to brush the pads of his fingers on Jim’s hand, soft and gentle andslow. He looks at Jim with a smile on his face.

“Ihave longed for you,” Jim repeats out loud. “God, Spock, that’s so sappy.” Jimgrins, his hand at Spock’s side grasping harder at the cloth there, almost pullingSpock closer.

Spockhuffs a breath of amusement and leans into Jim, first brushing their nosestogether, and then tilting his head to press his lips onto Jim’s. Jim lets goof their hands to wrap both his arms around Spock’s waist, opening his mouth todeepen their kiss.

Whentheir lips part, Jim remains holding Spock in his arms, resting his head oncemore on Spock’s chest. Spock hugs him back, one hand on Jim’s head and theother on his back. I have longed for you,he thinks again, I will long for you,still, for quite a while.

Group:Traitors

jamest[14:03]: planned murder aborted physically but y’all have to listen to me talkabout spock all the time now 💖💖💖

[jeongshincharyeo]

019. I'm Triggered.

Today, exactly at night, you shared me about Vkook fanfict which makes Taehyung then top and Jungkook the bottom. I need to admit that top!taehyung is hot but.. it makes me unmood. Truthfully, i have a bad experiences with a Top!Taehyung x Bottom!Jungkook. Lemme tell you some. I wasn't that new being bangtan fan but, 2013 i was.. more into Seokjin x Jimin. Seriously first time being yaoi as Bangtan after they debuted, i was a Seokjin at first then i dated a Jimin. So i kinda more into Seokjin x anyone. Then 2014 i am into Jimin? or Jungkook i guess. Thats why i have that bot acc as Jimin since 2014. And i just into Taehyung x Jungkook at 2015 after i saw some Vkook moments. Thats why i start to rp ing as Taehyung and searches for a Jungkook? I guess. I forgot. So here's my bad experiences, related with a Top!Taehyung x Bottom!Jungkook. 1. It was 2015 and i made new agency with Aimee, and two other friends. And we all be 1995 liners there. Me as Taehyung, Aimee as Kei, another friend as Jimin and another one as Seolhyun. And yeah we kinda promote to many people again? And i promoted it to one of my noona. I asked her to join but girls' spot currently full so i told her to be Jungkook. But not bcs i like VKOOK so i wanna be vkook with her. Its just i want her to join but sadly no girls reservation open. But well, she said she would love to, so okay. She joined as Jungkook. And i am a Taehyung there, ofc i acted like "Yah maknae!" and he be like "Hyeong!" and i was like, damn its vkook and it feels cute. Bcs it was my first time interested to vkook i guess. And then, i start to flirt him and be like yeah, make one agency shipped us and etc. Until i got jailed so i dmed this Jungkook, telling him i got jailed and he just laughed like a normal reaction but we kept on talking. And idk why it leads to kissing parts? Which made me gone wild and started to fuck him. I really was. And he kinda into me, and i really into him.. and i dated someone in my previous agency that time but i havent tell him. And after i told him i will break up with my couple for him, he suddenly dont want and said he dont wanna be a third wheeler. istg. That was my great time being a Vkook and he just lose hope on me and even left the agency after i keep begging that i will serious with him. But yeah. It was hurt enough but i still break up with my couple because my couple currently never active again even after i checked that account a year later so. nvm her. And yeah that was my first and worst experience being a Vkook. 2. This one with someone i know from intl closed agency too. I joined as a Taehyung there.and ofc theres a Jungkook. It was a simple hi and having fun at first, until people start shipping us because we usually ise matching dps and headers, teasing each others. Though i didnt intend to flirt him because i was just wanna have fun? But then when i jailed, as always, i dmed everyone included that Jungkook. And yeah we talked again. But we are not that intense yet, we just talk like usual i guess? Until we moved to fl acc. And in fl acc he was a suga there? So we Taegi. But still no special feelings. But though its not, i usually give him a peck on lips like before sleep or supporting him. Things like that. But this person kept on avoiding my flirt idk why so its kinda hard to hit on him. Until he, himself, confessed to me. But when he confessed, at that time i alr interest with someone else and also date a Yoongi on kakaotalk. Look how player i was. Then yeah he kinda lose hope and disappear and i never talk to him again until now. 3. That jerk. Yeah that ex who dmed you that day. We were VKook as well. Eventhough he was the someone that i have interest with when i was with the 2nd person, we were not Vkook that time. So i meet this asshole at 2015, may, on his closed agency. Yea its his. And my boyfriend (a seokjin) who dragged me there. And i was a Taehyung. Then in that agency, my bf seokjin is a jungkook so i joined as Sehun for 2days i guess? Then i kinda tell my bf, i want to be Jungkook and asked him to be Seokjin so KookJin. And he agreed. So yeah we be KookJin and ofc i meet the Bangtan Hyungs in their Bangtan Group chat. And this Taehyung aka that asshole dated an Eunji noona there like for months alrd. But i admit hes friendly to meet a stranger/new person. He dmed me personally and asked me things like where i come from, my selca, real age, etc. And we kinda be close friends there. But then after that, i was also active in another agency and this other agency is more fun so i drag my seokjin along but he be a girl, CLC's seunghee there. And we be more active there so i kinda abandoned that asshole's agency which i being KookJin there, until we unverified. Then after that 1st person, scandal i really want to break up with seokjin but he never shows up so i just left message then abandoned the acc. i guess. but i guess i revamp that acc as new rp acc- ok nvm. Then, after that, weeks later i dated a Yoongi (which was my dad in another ca, wow joined so many ca before) on kakaotalk and i be a Jimin there. and a bottom. istg i think i was a bottom too like 40% before. And though this Yoongi only active on kkt (katanya sih) so i joined many closed agency right. And thats why i joined one with my noona, and i be seulgi at first. I also drag my Yoongi along but he be predebut IKON's Chanwoo there, and he kinda inactive. Then after that i cc as BTS' Jimin and i think i suit as a boy more. UNTIL a new Taehyung joined and i can sensed him somehow. He shared a fact about himself and i know his kind of typing so we chat on dm. And im right, it was that asshole. And since i dont really have strong feelings with him i was just like happy to meet my old friend so we kinda chat and exchange kakaotalk and line. After that, idk why this taehyung he always sad about his ex eunji in that first ca i met him months ago. So he told me alot and i be his temen curhat right. And you know la i can be playful sometimes but he know i have a bf and i know he have a gf so we kinda tau dirilah. But then idk why we shared things about VRene, on LINE. and we keep fanboying about how cute vrene is, blablabla. and suddenly he changed as an irene? to tease me idk- so i changed from Jungkook pic to Taehyung. And since i really into vrene, i kinda turned on so i want to touch him as irene. So, i kissed him, as Taehyung to Irene. And surprisingly he didnt stop me so we keep going until... i fucked him. I mean her. That was our first sex and we were vrene that time with me as the top. After that sexting time, he confessed that he actually have feelings for me since first time we met but he knows that we both have someone like everytime we met so he just wanna confess it. But ugh, he make me interested to him so i said i also like him and asked him to wait if he want us to be official, we should break up with our couple first. Well thats how we start into the serious part but we kinda start to be official a month later, as Vkook. And guess what? Yeah, he is the Top!Taehyung. He fucked me as the Taehyung who called me baby boy while pounding on me. Istg, for that 2015 until 2016, for a year, he really make me crazy of him. Make me cant even let him go. Though it became me 60% Top after that, but our first yaoi sex is Vkook and he as top!taehyung. 4. This last one happened october 2016. Yeah after i break up from that asshole, i know this Taehyung from fl ofc. He is a girl on fl, but she said she want to make a Bangtan group chat on kakotalk so i want to make one also, i chatted her then. She said she is a Taehyung on kkt, and since im a Jungkook fc, we only need to look for the rest of members. After we being friends on kkt, idk why its like only 2days after we talk, i just suddenly turns clingy to him and i want to cuddle. I seriously was only close with him that time so i asked him to hug me, etc. Tbh i was going to be a dom? But then he be more dom than me. He pampered me and i hate to admit that he have a skill. Though he is a girl on fl, on kkt he can be a very gentle dom for me. I think thats the first time i have interest to someone without having sex first. bcause i usually have interest after i see how they sexting. heh. bad me i know. BUT, however i keep on hurting this Taehyung.... because my asshole ex keep coming and want to be with me. So i kinda confused since this Taehyung been nice to me so idk what reason to tell to let him go from me, so i lied that i have no interest to him again because he changed his ava as a Mark on kkt. I said i think i love him as Taehyung more though its not true. I like him a lot but i love my ex more that time. So yeah... he hate me. Until now. He called me facechaser then we really.. never talk again because he unfollowed me then blocked me. Like really block, i cant see his profile anymore- smh. I just dont want to date him while i still have feelings to my ex. He will be more disappointed later so i do this for his sake too. So you see... Almost all of my Vkook experiences with Taehyung as a dom, have a bad stories behind it. Which makes me turned into a Dom!Jungkook because i dont wanna see myself being weak towards a Taehyung again. Its like a trauma and makes me...idk. I just dont like it. Though i admit even at first time trying to be Vkook, i like Dom!Taehyung better. But pain changed people. Everytime i tried to accept someone as my dom, esp Taehyung fc, it got me scared again and i dont want to continue anymore. im just-its wrong i know. I am sorry if i turned weird tonight. I still cant get over it but i'd like to- and i want you the one who help me to get over it? Ah its too long, you prolly bored with this page already- heh. Lets sleep aight? Goodnight♡