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sprolden · 5 months ago

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sent them a text explaining it. im so brave and also i hate it here

going to a theme park with some of my colleagues which is so fun BUT they want to stay there for nine hours at LEAST and I know I physically can't handle that but how do I tell these ppl that. i dont know any of them well enough that having the "heyyyy I'm sorry but I can't do this due to having vague unexplained physical health problems 💕" conversation is not going to be horribly awkward. I literally hate it here

#my therapist convinced me........#i know it's objectively the best option because i sincerely doubt I'll be able to stay all day #and it will be a billion times more awkward if i feel like ass and then have to explain it #but UGHHGHGH it makes me feel so. i dont even know. weak or something #you see. im very fond of pretending my problems dont exist. i 💛 feigning normalcy #allowing myself to pretend im a regular 22 year old is my drug of choice 💛#personal

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