#all this is notable because the wad of chewed up bubble gum i call a brain has been steeped in misery for most of my life

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lately i'm like :)! like i'm glad to be alive and kickin it! not like ecstatic, but i'll be doing smth and just have a thought like "i'm glad i get to do this!" like yay yippee wahoo! i get to snuggle under my two blankets in bed and i get to listen to music i love and i get to eat triscuits and i get to drink raspberry hibiscus iced tea and and and- like the little absolutely microscopic things bring me joy! wild! still have no real desire to get up to anything but a win's a win