#alas. the dysphoria
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people seem to be into the other green sweater tummy video so here's a second classic . bwop
#.pix#i gotta get back into making more Content soon i miss taking one million belly images#alas. the dysphoria#oh well at least i have an insanely huge backlog to post
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I love people in dresses i wish i could be one of them
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#meme#homemade memes#cw dysphoria#trans#bones are stupid#cw dysphoria venting#waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen#(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception#that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them#and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering#but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it#seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries#+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently#I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by#who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair#and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries#you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes#you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck#(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)
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Trans Gideon headcannon:
Between the severe abuse and voice dysphoria, Gideon was selectively mute for the first few years he knew Kremy. When he's completely alone with Kremy he'll talk a little more but around other people he barely spoke more than a few words. It made other coworkers think he was difficult to work with and didn't understand why Kremy kept him around. Kremy just ordered them to just stay out of Gideon's way and let him do his work as a mechanic.
#submission#real#i was gonna say 'heat from fire fire from heat' as a little reffy but im like 90% sure its a transfem thing. alas#shout out transfems though. banger phrase#either way i understand Gideon#kremy number 1 trans ally (he is also trans but hes not gonna bring that up anytime soon)#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#ouaw#text#this is a true fact#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#submitted hc#trans hc#gender dysphoria mention#abuse mention
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nui shenanigans
#doodles#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#yuzumido#hi ive been in an absolute Situation lately 👍 gonna drop off the face of the earth again so long fellas#enstars#yuzuru fushimi#midori takamine#what if we had nuis of each other and i made nui me kiss your nui.........#have barely been drawing lately outside of work burnout eating me alive for real 😔#the horrors and depression and dysphoria may be unrelenting but mf so am i!!!!!!!!!#ahhh im behind on comms too i am extremely sorry 🙇♂️ gonna try get on top of those as best as i can#hoping to at least get out of my rut in time for the es rarepair week too tho o9#survived fragrance on engstars w 2 naru copies 👍👍👍 girl help i dojt want to open the game for another month or so but alas. valk ss next#damn im rambling again. anyways aaaaaaaaaaaa i wanna drawi wanna draw
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the biggest downside of new interests is the urge to cosplay. or buy merch in general. but especially cosplay bc i'm going to 2 cons and have cosplays planned for both of them i DON'T NEED TO DRESS UP AS DENJI.....
#i fall into the cosplay hellhole randomly#i'll be all fine and dandy and suddenly be hit with 'wanna play dress up' and AHHH YES I DO !!!!!#i just lovw cosplaying..... i wanna buy a wig for a denji cosplay and GGRRAHHGHGHH . i wanna cosplay reki but i KNOW the wig would be hell#i could always go for 'fem reki' and wear the betty wig (which i need to work on that cosplay too....) ??? but#1) i feel like that would put me in the worlds oddest dysphoria#2) fem reki would Not have super long hair just Trust Me#i could always put it in a ponytail or smth ..... but like still#i will think about it tho#THAT'S NOT EVEN WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO THINK ABOUT. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THINKING ABOUT A DENJI COSPLAY#but i'm also wanting to get back into haikyuu and i would. quite honestly eat up a kenma cosplay#shout out to my haikyuu shirt ?? i just remembered that oh my god. i miss that . i wonder where it is#ANYWAY YEAH. wish so bad there were more conventions near me but alas. also if ur wondering i'm going as zuko to the 1st con#[my sisters gonna b azula it'll be fun] and as tsukasa [tbhk] to the 2nd#like i could buy 2-day passes and change each day but ?? honestly i just hit 1 or 2 panels and then shop so i feel like there's no point#alas
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i'm not going to beat the furry allegations with this one guys
(tail from liquidbreed on etsy)
#it feels embarrassing to post this#but like i do have some species dysphoria which a tail helps with#it'll never get rid of the feeling i want of feeling my tail wag but alas#i can't surgically get a tail#it's really nice quality though:)#robyn won't shut up#therian#can i tag that?#umm#otherkin#i'm probably one of those#i'm just too busy to think about it#species dysphoria
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yeah i wanna be seen as a boy and like get top surgery eventually. oh yeah you can still use she/her on on me i use any pronouns. yeah i still wanna wear cute dresses and skirts while still being seen as a guy so what
#ratmouse talkshow#just feeling silly tinight!!!!!!!!!#ratmouse tire#BUT ALAS I CANNOT WEAR THESE CUTE SKIRTS AND DRESSES. BECAUSE I GET DYSPHORIA. i resort to drawing my charcters in them instead
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I may be slightly genderfluid but I’m too hungry and lazy to unpack this and will continue being non binary but slightly to the left for the indefinite future
#genderfluid#non binary#I’m happy to realise this but this does set me up for slight reverse dysphoria but alas
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alright all you fellow silly queers i have a question:
how do you all deal with your gender envy/dysphoria and not let it consume you?
because sometimes i’m feeling good and vibin in my (less-than-ideal) skin puppet but then other times i am super dysphoric and just stare at pictures of people/characters that i wish i looked like. and tbh, i am not a fan of aforementioned dysphoria, as you may have guessed.
any tips/tricks that aren’t shit like “look in the mirror and tell yourself that you’re enough!” or “take steps to change your personal appearance to look more euphoric!” would be much appreciated.
godspeed.
#transgender#genderqueer#nonbinary#gender#trans#gender envy#gender dysphoria#lgbtq#bears in trees#queer#body dysphoria#i wish i looked like crowley/hobie brown/a member of my fav band/loki etc etc#i hate being afab#i just want to be a silly little femboy#but alas#i live in a deeply transphobic area#and dont feel comfy coming out as genderqueer#so here i am#venting to tumblr
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I legit think I'm agender but I have a job and people still misgender me so like I don't have the energy to contemplate that rn :]
#can a he/they just get a singular person irl to not call them she??#i do like my job but god i forgot how exhausting ghe misgendering is#i dont get dysphoria from it but by golly do i just look into the camera like chat are you seeing this???#urg idk maybe ill start using the agender label more bc i do think that fits better#like i just domt.... care.........#legit if i could not feel dysphoric about it i would wear skirts and stuff but alas
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#neither here nor there#accidentally gave my sibling a panic attack#(they're ok now. i managed to catch that i was freaking them out and Stop Doing That.)#and i feel like im about to die. i messed up#i messed up i messed up i messed up#and i'm already in a bit of a funk from failing at Another task today. and saying something wrong to the Guy In Charge.#researching rejection sensitive dysphoria. lol.#idk. i need to talk to a friend about This Sort Of Thing Happening but alas#i am so so scared always always always#repetition#huh. i get very repetitive when i'm upset. idk why. i've deleted like three tags that were just repeating words over and over again here#i don't knowwwwwwwww augh
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Really looking forward to potentially going through HRT and getting my own tits someday. Not just because it’ll help with the extreme gender dysphoria (I hate being so flat), but also because I’ve been craving to be groped by my partner or even a friend for so long, especially if it’s out of the blue. I just love the idea of having someone squeeze and fondle me, but I unfortunately can’t have that happen to me when I have such a flat chest. And I’d really love it if I could somehow find a way to produce milk via induced lactation too, and have my partner suck me dry (if that’s ok with it, that is). God, that’d make me so happy.
#nsfw;#hornyposting#mismagius’ mumblings#tw lactation kink#tw groping mention#tw cnc mention#tw gender dysphoria#alas this will probably never happen to me
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it's not really that I'm "trapped in the wrong body"
it's more "this is the right body buuut it's supposed to get a few modifications and it's really pissing me off that I have to pay for these mods that my body REQUIRES in order to simply Exist Correctly"
#gender dysphoria#trans thoughts#trans things#trans people 🤝 otherkin#no this is not the wrong body but yes this body is meant to have top surgery scars and surgically pointed ears#idk i'm high and watching rise of the planet of the apes#i wish i could tell you what about that brought me here to this thought#alas....#anyway show of hands who would hang out with Ceasar he seems like a cool guy#personally I think he'd enjoy video games and they really should have given him some#the soulsborne series would have occupied him for a w h i l e i bet
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Feeling so unbelievably dysphoric that I'm dissociating and floating away like Poo H. Bear 🙃
#cw vent#also i'm fucking hungry so that's not helping#and i want to distract myself but alas i'm floating away like fucking pooh bear so i can't focus#gender dysphoria#gonna go cry and eat something#i'll be fine but i need to screm about htis
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I love you all
Do you love me?
#/nf im just all sappy and emotional#i wish this was me having my period bc then id have a pussy and then i wouldnt have dysphoria#but alas#tis just emotions#or being 'too sensitive' as many have told me
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