#actual chills during ranboo's what i presume internal discussion

[perennialtide]

so let me just preface this with the fact that i watched ranboo's pov; as i expect whoever did as well you were losing your shit after the stream ended

first of all he has no right to be so fucking good at this; everything is so thought out, the last section of him alone is increadible and i can gush about character stuff for ages so ill chill

now that this is out of the way im gonna say that today was very, very good. today proves that they listen to the audience and that they really do care about one another

its been only a day since what seemed like the majority of the fandom rant posted about ppl not being included, about the niki situation, about the focuses of the story, and about theories obv

and today we get: a shit tone of people all in the same scene and place, niki being so spoken out during a lot of moments, today's narrative feeling a lot more cohesive and structured and, as always, pretty unexpected (which at this point i know to expect things to go a completely separate way from what was "planned"), people seemed to be more respectful and flexible whenever others were talking, as well as almost everybody spraking up, little moments like the 3 of the cabinet walking off to talk without ranboo, big q looking like he knows smth (that and the prior making it look like they know about the memory book), hbomb often sticking w ranboo was so cool, the puffychu remarks, sapnap probably having to choose his old but clrealy twisted friend or the rest of the server, and punz!!(who might be sus imho) aah theres just so so much i liked about today.

and i feel like we also all feel validated in some sort of way because of the entire smp uniting against dream, and techno apparently

also with knowing how techno has always acted, and with his smp motivations, i think my bias got in the way of my thinking, because yes, yes obviously he would not hesitate, he'd fight all of those ppl in a second and "blow this motherfucker to kingdom come"

also, i get a feeling that this big arc (ish)? it might all end tomorrow, even i at this point dont know what id rather happen: lmanburg gone, lmanburg saved.. both have pros and cons and its pretty tough to pick a side

really feeling ranboo's frustration with sides rn but noone has a choice but to pick one