#aaughhhh everythibg is just so . like it feels like one thing after another i am so tired !!!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

yutadori · 3 years ago

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aughhh i feel like this 2020-2021 has been so bad in terms of my health like so many health issues have been popping up and its really frustrating. i dont know if my digestive issues will ever be resolved and the thought of having to live like this for years is so depressing like im just going to do my best to not think about it but . fuck . and not only that like the intense fatigue i experienced this spring is a problem again like it's not as intense kinda but it does suck a Lot !! and i called my general physician to see if i could schedule an appointment to talk to him about it but the earliest available one is november 4 <3

like its already so frustrating to have to deal with all of this but i feel very alone in it all too . my family doesnt really like to help me out that much like there will be moments where ill refrain myself from asking for help because im worried they'll either a. get mad at me for asking b. call me lazy or c. they might help me but they'll make me feel extremely guilty . and it sucks because i dont /want/ these problems !!!! im just trying to live im trying to try my best but its not easy because it feels like i dont have anyone to rely on which makes things harder . and i dont really talk to my friends about my health issues because i dont want them to worry and i dont want to bother them or make them feel bad for not having a solution etc but its just so frustratingggg

#and i lightly sprained my ankle like three weeks ago and it initially hurt just a bit but it went away #and then sorta came back for a bit and then went away #but now its hurting a bit more again and augghhhhhhhhh #im going to ice it etc but if ut doesnt improve in a few days i might have to go to urgent care u__u #crying like my insurance thankfully covers a lot but i have to cover the co pay and i dont think i can do that rn we'll see we'll see #im also really sjjddjddk bc i was supposed to go somewhere with my friend tomorrow and i feel sooo bad for #cancelling so last minute and i feel bad bc i know she was really forward to it and i was too ): we have next week but i still feel so T__T #aaughhhh everythibg is just so . like it feels like one thing after another i am so tired !!!!#sashimimi #not having any help is so didkddjjddn like im SO jdkddjkddjkd #like not to sound like . i expect ppl to do everything for me either like ... its just things that are really difficult or if im exhausted #aughhhhhh

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