#aaaaauuuuuggggghhhhh

[the-moogle-of-your-nightmares]

happy first day of disability pride month let's hear it for my fucking spine

[strangerhands]

raaa i really wanna redo my blog theme soonnn,,,🧎🧎🧎

[another-delta-lover]

AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH I NEED TO MAKE ANOTHER BLOG FOR MY OCSSSSS I NEED TO MAKE A DELTA BLU TEAM BLOGGGGG AAAUGHHH

[three-eyed-skullbunny]

I JUST SPILT BEADS ALL OVER AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH

[sweet-drmzzz]

THE INTERNET IS EVIL

AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH

[strange-wanderings]

Spoilers for Bad Guys (the 2014 K-drama) below. I'm going to ramble about Jungmoon.

MAN he really had everything ripped out from under him! A graduate degree at a record breaking young age, a girlfriend, a life ahead of him. But then all that went up in smoke. Imagine you're arrested because on shaky grounds, and then beaten up and screamed at by a detective, trying to get a confession for something you didn't do! After the whole grueling interrogation, you finally get to go home, but then the detective shows up and puts a gun to your head, swearing vengeance for a murder that again, you didn't do!!! You get arrested again, your girlfriend shows up at your trial, you probably think "oh, thank God, she's going to be a witness in my defense" but no!! She says in front of the court that you confessed to her and then tried to kill her! What the fuck! You definitely didn't do that! But apparently all evidence points to you having killed multiple people you straight up don't remember, so maybe you actually did and can't trust your memory? The whole court knows you're a psychopath. Maybe they're right about what that means about you. Maybe you really are a murderer and just didn't realize it.

Sentenced to life in prison for a crime you're not sure you committed.

And then, two years later, that detective calls you to help with something. You have no idea what he's planning. Your ex-girlfriend still insists that you tried to kill her. People are being paid to kill you, and you don't know why. Can you trust anyone?

And then, FINALLY, you get the truth. Your psychiatrist was abusing you. He was collaborating with a serial killer to drug you and use you as a fall guy. You'd be easy to frame, you're a psychopath after all. Your need for treatment made you easy to access. All this time, you were taken advantage of because of your mental health condition, vilified for it, made to doubt your own perception of reality, and had everything taken away from you for nothing.

The serial killer who framed you insists that you would have eventually killed someone anyway.

You get a retrial, but how will it go? Your main witnesses are criminals, after all. Hopefully you got some confession recordings, or maybe your ex-girlfriend will come back and retract her statement.

We never learn the results of the retrial, and even if he goes free, his past conviction and imprisonment will follow him forever.

AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH

[strangerhands]

i needed to reread this sweet excellence right now. AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH FENNNNN I JUST LOVE THIS AND HIM AND YOU SO SO SO MUCH.

"I'll throw up on you." He was so warm, comforting. A different heat from the burning of your fever. He felt safe. He felt like home.

"Okay."

"Poe-"

"I don't mind." He whispered, cradling you as he began to walk.

"Poe-"

"I really don't mind." <-sobs and cries Very Hard. i need him now. please god. poe Does feel safe and like home.

Get Well Soon

Poe Dameron X GN!Reader

Masterlist | ao3 | want to be tagged?

Rating: T

Warnings: TYPOS, SWEARING, mentions of feeling sick, fluff, hurt/comfort, unwell reader, please let me know if I’ve missed a warning!

A/N: for the ask here. This is the Poe version. Sorry this has taken so long. I am having some not great times with my mental illnesses at the moment.

Word Count: 623

You stared at the control panel, trying your best to actually see it, despite the aura of lights that were disrupting your vision. 

It had been a stupid idea to try to keep working, to push through the pain in your head and nausea in your stomach. The obvious warning signs of sickness. 

And now here you were, on the far side of the base that was still practically abandoned until the repairs were completed. 

You groaned and slowly sat down on the ground. If you just took a few minutes, you’d be fine. You’d be better. You’d have enough strength to get to your bunk without passing out. 

The cold wall was soothing against your back and you closed your eyes for a second, trying to fight off the wave of nausea. 

After a few deep breaths you ended up completely on the floor, curled into the foetal position, clutching your legs, and willing the sickness to dissipate. 

You must have fallen asleep at some point because you didn’t hear him come in or call your name. Anxiety adding an edge to his words. 

But you did feel his cool hand press against your forehead and the sharp hiss as he took a breath. 

“Baby, you’re burning up.” The pet name slipped passed his lips before he could catch himself. He bit down on his tongue, as if he could take the word back, and prayed that you hadn’t noticed.

“Poe?” Your voice was low as you cracked open your eyes. The strong sunlight from earlier had weakened dramatically. How long had you been here? 

Concern was etched into his handsome features. 

“I’m here.” He whispered; brow furrowed. “Been looking for you.”

You hummed an answer, your mind taking a minute to catch up with his words. 

He moved his hand from your forehead, tracing his fingertips down your face and along your jaw. You lent into his touch, unable to stop the instinctive need to be close to him. 

Finally his words from before registered. And despite your sickness, a giddy high flooded your veins. “You’ve been looking for me?” 

He nodded. “You’ve been gone for a while.” 

“Sorry.”

That made him smile softly. “You’ve got nothing to be sorry about.” He swallowed. “How are you feeling?”

“Shitty.” 

He nodded again. 

The urge to close your eyes was so strong, overpowering almost to the point of pain. You’d close them for a little while, just a little while.

Poe, noticing your ongoing battle to stay awake, shifted in his crouched position. “Come on, let’s get you to bed.” 

You gave him a weak smile, but kept your eyes closed. “I don’t think I can walk.”

He tutted good naturedly, “who said anything about you walking?” Carefully he took you into his arms, moving slowly so that he wouldn’t shake your head. 

“Poe,” you tried to protest, your voice weak. “You can’t carry me all the way.”

“Yes I can.” He said so matter of factly as he stood as smoothly as he could, trying to cause you minimal disruption.

“I’ll throw up on you.” He was so warm, comforting. A different heat from the burning of your fever. He felt safe. He felt like home.

“Okay.” 

“Poe-”

“I don’t mind.” He whispered, cradling you as he began to walk.

“Poe-”

“I really don’t mind.” 

You frown but conceded your defeat. “Drop me if I get too heavy.”

“I will not.” There was an almost childlike humour in his voice.

“Or if I start to throw up.”

“Nope.”

“Poe-”

“Shh,” he hushed you gently, and with kindness. “Try to go back to sleep.”

You pulled a face but didn’t say anything as the sound of his beating heart lulled you to sleep. 

Thank you for reading!

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[yana125]

Ééééééés most érkeztem meg arra a pontra, hogy olyan gyomoridegem van, hogy nem bírok semmit se csinálni

(Már várom a sírógörcsöt. Általában felelés után szokott kitörni X’D)

Lesz, ami lesz.

Görbüljön.

Szorítsatok, hogy NE a ‘Kötődés’-t húzzam *wink wink* Vagyis hát nem húzok, mert számgenerátor fogja kidobni, de hatodik leszek, és vizsgán a hatos a szerencseszámom, de közben nem tudom, hogy mikor kerülök sorra, mert konkrét időpontot persze, hogy nem mondtak, úgyhogy 7:50-től kezdve csücsülök majd a kölcsönlaptop előtt :D Úgyhogy szorítsatok, hogy NE a 2-est dobja ki nekem a gép *wink wink*

AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! Legyen már vége!!!!!!

[onlytruestfacts]

Nappington, Pt 2

i’m sure it’s fine

[loosesodamarble]

Nooooooooooo! 😭

You're telling me that Ida's soul just... leaves her body? That Michael is left possessing her body? Waaaaaaah! 😭

YEAH NACHT! You hold down Michael and get some answers outta him!/lh

Nacht being angry and scared and protective and wanting it all to be a lie. He lost Morgen. He lost track of Ida for years and being reunited must've been one of Nacht's greatest joys. And now Ida's permanently gone. He keeps on losing family! WHY DOES NACHT KEEP LOSING PEOPLE THAT HE LOVES?! 😭

Noooo! Don't tell me she died peacefully! Don't tell me she wished to see her loved ones be happy! That she looked forward to their future, their children! Don't make Ida's death more painful with the reminder that she won't be there to see everyone's dreams of the future become reality!

And Nacht just running off. To cry? To scream at the injustice? Just whatever! He needs a moment! Not even Josele can comfort him right now... 😢

Michael saying he'll watch over the Fausts and the world Ida left behind is sweet... Oh but it doesn't take away the pain of losing Ida... But Heinrich being able to tell that Michael grew fond of Ida in some aspect. Man, and Michael isn't even gonna try to pretend that he cares about the people left behind. 😔 At least he's honest.

Ida might not be the easiest person to get along with (she's there with Gauche and Zora in the "difficult person to get along with" category/lh) but if Michael sensed how genuine Ida's desire to protect was then maybe that's what earned his respect?

I hope Ida gets reborn... Please give her another chance...

But...

AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH!

I AM NOT DAIJOUBU (okay) RIGHT NOW!/lh

Please! Please tell me this isn't really how Ida's story is going to end! I want Ida to have a happy ending after all her suffering and struggle!

Family day’s:

Ida’s Last wish sad end

Josele canty is @loosesodamarble oc

Heinrich:Ida! There are you we searching you the last day’s Nacht and josele are sick four concerned „then see Heinrich this Michael pose’s Ida but he doesn’t Fell Ida’s present’s at Al

Ida(Michael):Ida is gone I’m sorry „cry

Heinrich: what happened Michel „he fear the andwort

Ida(Michael):Ida is death her soul is gone her body can’t hold her soul anymore……

Heinrich:……..

Heinrich:Tell why what did your do?“go‘s Mad

Ida(Michael): let’s go to Ida’s Family I shuld tell this at leas your all at one“cry but have a cold face

———————

Nacht whas Mad really Mad he use his shadow on Ida(Michael)

Nacht:what did you do too her“really pisst face he looks like he will kill Michael

Ida(Michael): Nothing she diet because of old wounds on her what did Lucius too her

Nacht:……….“Dark Face

Josele:why did she not say she whas hurt Michael“hurt face

Ida(Michael): the wounds can’t even I heal she chose too die in peace she have wished too sleep but she wishes this I tell you she whas happy too see the first wecks too see you and Nacht’s children and this your all whas four her a big Family………

Nacht run of mad

Josele:Love!!!try too run of but Heinrich hold her

Heinrich:he need a little time four him self josele

Josele:…….

Heinrich:What do you Michael now there Zagret and Ida are gone

Michael: I take care of your and the wold

Heinrich:…….

Heinrich:you did care abaut her do you Michel

Ida(Michael): I did……..even she whas a complicated child……..but she will reborn…….even she is a devil Now…….

Heinrich: year you right…….

Josele: Michael….fank you this you take care of here wo we can’t you are Family in some point too even you don’t really care of us really…..

Ida(Michael):sure I nod going too lie too you you are right“small smile

[trashpits]

Um why is your.... cervix screaming

i got an IUD yesterday so now i just have really bad cramps. they aren’t as bad as yesterday but sometimes i’ll just get super sharp pain and be like AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH and then im good

[another-delta-lover]

HELTA IS GONE, ACCEOT IT

*softly smacks*

AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH

[sailurmars]

Hey can someone help me find that scene from Naruto where the guy disguises himself as a puppet or something and then spends about a full minute going “AAAAAaaaaaa AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH aaaaaAAAAAAAuuuu UUUUGGGGHHH OOOOOOOHHHHH AAAAAAOOOOOUUGH” to try to get the voice right?

[space-haze-system]

FUCKING FOUND IT!!!

i love my wireless headphones. EXCEPT when i need to switch one out because it's dying and i CANT because the other was not in the charging case and i cant FIND IT ANYWHERE DJSHDGDXHDNSN

[aporeticelenchus]

WRITING JOB APPLICATIONS IS A CIRCLE OF HELL

AAAAAUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH

[ioannemos]

me: hey maybe since i’m so stressed about everything ever i’ll rarely have to deal with my--

period: yo

me, writhing in agony: CURSE YOUR SUDDEN BUT INEVITABLE BETRAYAL