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i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#megumi#looks at clock UHHHHHHHH oops#i got lost in the sauce that is rendering his gd chin and under his lips.... ive been in stylized anime mouth land 2 long i fear#i had forgotten how much of a pain those shadows are :'>>> eSP at a lookdown angle#fought a bit but little did he know i spent years doing coloured pencil portraits. this is My domain#god but the rest of the skin render was so FUN i love . warm grey in2 brown in2 red/orange fr the deep underneck shadow#lip tint heavy blush freckles glossier model fushiguro megumi...........im a believer i fear#had a bit of a hard time finding a middle ground between how i normally draw his hair and a more Realistic take on it#the model in the og has hair that's pretty close but i think the strands r a bit short n too heavily curved fr my tastes#its my brand im afraid i simply must give itfs both longer hair#nothing else feels Right#but god i underestimated how Good this photoshoot is as megu material . i get the hype now i get it#i did the sketch n i looked at it and i had an oh /oh/ moment#smh megumi put those lustrous emerald orbs away before u hurt some1#his gaze is too powerful . slaps a red bg on him makes him my new icon :)#anyway its 6am it is morning time do i sleep fr like 3 hrs or do i say megumi voice Whatever we shall see
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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And coloring based on @thegunnsara 's sketch
#OKAY I FINALLY GOT A DAY THAT DIDN'T SUCK ALL MY MORAL POWERS AND I COULD DRAW FOR MYSELF ENJOYABLY#I gotta note that I just... can't find how to draw Prowl the way I will not hate it... Something in the face that I can't find right at all#I don't know how many time months years it will take me to draw him and just all transformers the way I will like XDD#Okay anyway gah tired sleep if I had such a free soul like right now I ohh I wanna come back on tumblr ;;~;;#Also ehgfehge did read Megatron's origin and there was Prowl and if I'm not wrong. Jazz somewhere behind being all bored of the meeting XDD#To be more precise Prowl was making a presentation and giving infor and Jazz looked like he has music in his head#THERE WAS RUNG. AND HIS NAME WAS FORGOTTEN RIGHT AWAY#Anyway I wanna blablabla about plenty of details there but gah#cockroachdoodles#transformers#transformers idw#tf idw#prowl#jazz#rung
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BEEP BEEP!!!! Mayday delivery!! 🧨🧨🔥🔥
not exactly sure what date but somewhere within This Week! marks my first 1 year of being an actual NSR fan (and my subsequent upwards spiral since then) so to celebrate i am throwing a BIG PARTY in FESTIVAL PLAZA and ALL OF YOU ARE INVITED!!!!🤑🤑🤑🤑 Just kidding. there is no party. BUT! below the Keep Reading i will share some of my earliest (and somewhat crude) drawings of mayday (and a bit of zuke). it feels like it's been ages since then...
transitional phase....... these range from like november 2023 to march 2024 i believe? in no particular order
fun fact about me; i used to be a Strictly total drama fanartist and i preferred to draw pretty on-model to the very heavily stylized characters in the show. it was kind of difficult going from... that (Hardly ever venturing out of my comfort zone) to the oh-so-scary and intimidating world of No Straight Roads. in order to make art i'd be happy with, i'd have to inevitably get used to THREE-DIMENSIONAL SPAACE and... *gulp...* Dy.. Dy... DYNAMIC ANGLES!!!!!!!
love is one hell of a motivator however. and i love this schtewpid game and i love its world and characters and most of all i love MAYDAY!!! and here i am Today! obviously i still have a long looonngg way to go and much to learn but i've still come pretty far. and i'm pretty proud of myself! 🐊🐊🐊
#no straight roads#nsr#nsr mayday#nettsy rambling#my art#nsr fanart#another fun fact#i've actually owned the NSR *physical cartridge* since 2021#i had asked for the game for christmas but then never played it until THREE YEARS LATER because shit happened#and i had accidentally forgotten about it#fast forward to 2023 ... it's late october... one of the worst weeks i've had in a long time...#bored out of my mind... i find the cartridge and boot up the game...#the MOMENT mayday orange ass jumped up on my screen i KNEW she had a plan for me
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Never gonna live that down.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan jingyi#jin ling#Surprise comic for today because this was cut from the previous comic.#And I'm so close to finishing season 2! I want to post my final comics and celebrate!#I imagine they (the juniors) hold the stabbing incident over Jin Ling's head for years. Akin to a funny typo in the group chat.#The stabbing is his Grink. Every time JL and WWX are seen interacting someone makes a teasing remark.#“I'm going to go ask Wei Wuxian what he thinks about our night hunt plans.” “Okay! Don't stab him ^-^.”#I also imagine WWX eventually leaning into it. A little bit of teasing to let it be known that there are no hard feelings.#LWJ (the funniest guy ever) would bide his time. Waiting for it to die down.#Then launch devastating blow as he joins in with “Wei Ying is in the courtyard. Please refrain from stabbing him today.”#Modern AU juniors would be brutal with the group chat lore. The pinned messages is a hall of fame and a hall of shame.#Nothing is forgotten. Nothing is sacred.#And poor jin ling is too reactionary. He is the ideal target because he flusters in a funny way.#I (the punchline friend) know my role well. I have been at the epicenter of many memorable typos and on-going bits.#You have to embrace it. Reverse it on them. Wield it as your power. Edit your messages to INCLUDE the typo.#(Fellow punchlines; I would *love* to hear your stories. Your jestery burdens. Your infamous typos. This is a safe space.)
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The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes by Suzanne Collins CHAPTER 26 / CHAPTER 27 / EPILOGUE
#as always. the mf who always focuses on names focused on names!#lit#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#coriolanus snow#lucy gray baird#photo#tais toi lys#thgpost#*#the self-fulfilling prophecy of her name. the tragedy that could only ever be a tragedy. lucy gray who haunts snow for years to come.#lucy gray who lives as a ghost in each victor‚ who died because of snow. lucy gray who remains a mystery‚ forgotten to everyone in time but#the birds. lucy gray‚ the performer. lucy gray‚ the girl who fell in love with snow and was buried under it.#lucy gray baird: the mockingjay who started it all
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why is Arcane so GOOD. what the HECK.
#woman watches arcane for the first time in 3 years and has forgotten a lot of it#its biggest issue is that the dialogue sometimes feels disjointed bc they obviously spliced it from different versions#but that happens rarely and i can overlook it bc every other technical aspect is. SO GOOD. OH GOSH.#the shots are SO PRETTY the direction is SO GOOD everyone and everything moves LIKE THEY ARE DANCING including faces#powder's meltdown in ep 3 is proof animation can't be replaced by live action ever#arcane liveblog
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"when aziraphale asks for help in s3 crowley will refuse him" have you SEEN the show?? have you ever in your life watched good omens?? that mf will JUMP on any opportunity even the smallest one to be close to aziraphale again he would drink gallons of holy water if aziraphale asked him to!! that bitch will be up there in heaven THE MILLISECOND he even thinks something is wrong don't be ridiculous
#i feel like yall r forgetting they had a BIG ass falling out after the 1867 fight the script book literally says they haven't talked in OVER#A HUNDRED YEARS and what does crowley do the first time he sees aziraphale after??? fucking SAVE HIM#idk but yall but i very much haven't forgotten#good omens#good omens s2#azicrow#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable spouses
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Klaus and Caroline in "Pictures of You" — Klaus? Klaus! Kla... Hello. Did you not hear me? Of course I heard you, Caroline. I think the whole of Mystic Falls heard you. I’m in no mood for company. Well, I’m sorry that you’re having personal issues, but I have a real crisis on my hands. Elena stole my prom dress.
#klaroline#klaus x caroline#kcedits#klarolineedit#tvdedit#klaus mikaelson#caroline forbes#tvd#the vampire diaries#kc: 2024#tvd: 4.19#trying to remember if i already knew klaus says 'i know' three times?#because from a different set i made i only put him saying it twice and the actual subtitles says he only says it twice too#literally was so confused so i had to put on airpods with the volume at the highest#it's been years idk have i forgotten that much about them 😭
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i have been reading through the diary I kept from ages 14-17 and realising how helpful it can be to keep a record of how you're feeling at different moments.
not only is it helpful to write down and process how your feeling and give yourself time to truly think about it, it's nice to have something to look back on. to not just remember how you felt about a certain situation but to actually have yourself from that time tell you.
and also, from an adhd perspective, it's really lovely to have reminders of things I'd almost entirely forgotten. it's easy to think that your life right now isn't interesting, but in 5 years time? to know what songs you were listening to or book you were reading or even that Thing that you were so worried about but now you can't even remember the details. it's nice to have a physical reminder that time passes and things really can get better.
#i think part of whats makes it so special to me is that (like it is for a lot of people) those ages where so *much*#and i was so stuck in my head and socially anxious and i feel like those years of school rly shaped who i am now ect#but id kind of forgotten? its become a blur emotions over time and its nice to see it clearer#but also how i changed? and to read into it and see what i did or didn't write#im also a big fan of the inner child and doing things for your younger self and its a lovely gift to have her speaking to me directly#also if you want to journal i highly recommend doing it in a normal notebook rather than a pre planned one#it gives you the freedom for it to be whatever you want with none of the pressure#recovery#tips
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little wip
#tim drake#my art#fanart#red robin#batfam#there’s something about the connection between Tim’s hypercompetence vs. his desire for affection that rly just Gets Me#like the cognitive dissonance between the desire to be independent & the desire to be cared about??#wanting respect but also love & to be trusted but not forgotten??#idk i have lots of feelings this time of year (and more time for comics than usual lol)#what i'm saying is that tim has definitely wallowed in his fair share of yearning#more to come later or maybe not#tim drake fanart#batfam fanart#dc fanart
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Dreamer (2024 ver.)
2021 Original below
Bonus:
#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#deltarune#dr#deltarune fanart#utdr#HIIIII HELLO#uhm! it's been! a very long time since i've posted art!#somebody found the original art from i think june 2021 and i thought it still looked good so i decided to redraw it#as you can see i've completely forgotten how to use the tag function on this webbed site so i'm going to retreat into my cave now#if this does well maybe i'll post another art sometime within the next 3 years#drawign#my art#described#id in alt text#eye contact#tw eye contact
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They hold out the cigarette to you, their gaze never leaving yours. Your fingers brush theirs as you take it, a shock of warmth against your skin. They watch, intent and focused, as you raise it to your lips. Close your mouth around it. You can still feel their eyes on you as you tilt your head back, take a long drag. Warmth suffuses your mouth, cascading down your throat; you hold it there for a moment, lungs aching beneath broken ribs, before breathing out. The smoke obscures the sky above, stars replaced with swirling grey, and when you look back, Nash is still watching you. For once, they don't look away.
thank you to @harbingersecho for this stunninggorgeous nash! my prize for the palestine GFM raffle - and a sneaky preview of a scene coming in chapter five👀
#hadea fanart#art#had this scene written for like two years atp.#by the time it actually goes out i will have forgotten all about it#but i think youse are gonna enjoy<3#this art is sooooo gorgeous too i'm STUNNED#the lighting..........their eyes....#hadea spoilers
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a band called 5 seconds of summer
#i've been working on these on and off for. like. half a year? a little more maybe?#cos i've done a little bit. then forgotten they exist. then remembered and done a little more. then forgotten about them again#and so on#unfortunately not a ''done in one sitting''-type of project. which when combined with the lack of exterior pressure to finish it--#--leads to it being left to rot on my hard drive for extended periods of time#anywayyy i made these and i think i'm happy-ish with how they turned out in the end#anna edits#ashton irwin#michael clifford#calum hood#luke hemmings#5sos
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What I love about K/S is that it doesn't crumble under scrutiny. It just gets gayer
#I went through a re-study of it during pride month#i had forgotten just how much was there to unpack#six+ months later I am still unpacking#im noticing MORE content than i did the FIRST time I did this like. nine years ago.#yeah#spirk#k/s#the premise#star trek
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[email protected] studies
#sam winchester#spn#supernatural#supernatural season 1#spn fanart#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#my younger sister and I just rewatched season one and I genuinely had forgotten so much of it lol#it's been a few years since I even thought of this show lol#its uhhhhhh really quite dated haha#like a time capsule#it came out in 2005 and when that sank in i was SHOOK
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