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lip⌠lip piercingâŚ
#sol.txt#a bitch has fainted#this is the end of me#simply#truly#kim minjeong#pls one night is all i ask#pretty please
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im going to sleep but before that i must tell everyone that im 99% sure that in pokespe violet will do the whole kitakami siblings and bb arc while scarlet is off doing all the insane side quests and if this doesn't happen i will kill god
#scarlet kickstarting kieran's arc wouldnt be as impactful i think also they wouldnt mesh wellđđđ WHICH IS UNFORTUNATE BECAUSE#I LOVE SCARLET!!! I WANT HER TO INTERACT WITH THE BB LEAGUE AND THE SIBLINGS#but it just wouldnt be as. bad and big#violet is a fucking bitch i hope he has a situationship with kieran and it kills his protagonist complex and kicks it to the ground#also i want to see him bicker with carmine sobad#I HOPE SCARLET JOINS THE AREA ZERO UNDERDEPTHS EXPEDITION THO PLEAAAAASEEEEEE#scarlet interacting with crispin and drayton could heal me#AND WITH LACEY.#also please imagine perrin and scarlet scouting for that bloodmoon ursaluna please?đ#i could continue and rant about this whole thing for a hour but UNFORTUNATELY#i am shy#txt#but please oh my god imagine violet and kieran holy shit please i could faint i feel so sick im going to die i can see the light i can hear#the ambulance sirens i am god
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oh my god i'm going crazy over voltron art from like... 2017?
#i remember it CLEARLY and now i can't find it!!!#now that google sucks i can't search it on there anymore and i could never find that bitch on tumblr#so i'm here to beg#the artist was not a native english speaker and the subtitle was in a language that doesn't use the roman characters#it was definitely formatted as a comic and had keith with a fever#and he faints and shiro carries him and i'm pretty sure that scene has a little '~*~princess carry~*~' caption around it#it is my favorite vld art and i've reblogged it on every blog i've ever had BUT i'm a dummy so all those blogs are gone#OH it's def from before 10/31/2018 bc i saw it before moving into my 1st single rental#like i think it'd been around for at least a year by then but it DEF existed by then
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reassuring the ambulance driver that i normally look much better than this #just girly things
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my day be so fine then boom, the anemic bitch starts displaying signs of anemia
#it's me. i'm the anemic bitch.#hate it here#i've been feeling faint for a few weeks but these past three days and this last hour or so has been even worse
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MEMEMEMEMMEMEMEME I KIN YOU ON THE ZATO BLINDESS STUFF. Yes he has a magic shadow dude to see for him, that's great and all but holy shit I want Zato's blindness to be remembered as an actual thing. I often think about him post-ressurection getting back into reading, buying braille versions of his favorite novels.
One day arcsys will remember they wrote a blind man and not just have him randomly be totally ok using computers with no explanation and shit. On that day I think I will die cus its never happening but I can dream. Like I dunno its Tragic that he lost his vision to his hubris. Theres stuff there.
But hes also just like. A blind guy who can exist. I dunno. Let eddie actually be shown functioning as a mobility aid and seeing for him. Give him a white cane it can even be black and red to fit his aesthetic cmon. At least have some note somehwere that like because he does still have some remnant of sight through eddie (in his xrd system voice he can see at least vague glimpses of light of like. Peoples souls...? Its unclear but so interesting) maybe theres stuff there with how magic interacts with disabilities in this world. I dont know. Sucks we have to explore this through fucking zato one but cmon can I as a mostly blind guy get anything beyond its fine his shadow powers let him see and use tech completely normally!!!!!!
#him getting back into reading is nice .. u know the guild probably has a huge library of historical shit squirreled away#im sure he had his own litte library of stuff as well⌠cuteâŚ#like idm that he can see somewhat. I really love how in his system voice he can recognize people by this faint glimmer he CAN see.#thats so fascinating⌠how does he see the world after he lost his vision to shadow ..#but no. we just get zato gaming. which made me so upset when I watched strive. sorry.#like sorry to be a sensitive bitch but that pissed me off so bad .
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work today was actually kinda fun im so powerful <3
omg remember when i said âwhenever a customer gets angry with me about a discount they have zero entitlement to i should be allowed to be in a shirt that has like a wonky lookin smiley face or fuzzy 3D mushroom on it. like i just think the absurd degree of their clownery might hit a lil quicker if i could zone out in a tacosaurus (stegosaurus but a taco) shirtâ
my dream in a way came trueee <3
so again disclaimer do not try to google shit in an attempt to figure out where i work but we always have some type promo going to get people buying. and starting today fr easter if people buy fr X amount theyd get a pair of complimentary bunny ears. theyre rlly cute btw my colleagues and i wore them p much all day <3 theyre also put up fr sale WITH a matching lil bag fr kids to collect eggs in (theoretically i guess bc itâs like. fully lined w fabric. its just an open lil bunny purse of like light brown teddy fabric. i suppose you could also take this to the club).
but the conditions are like ok. this action started 1. today 2. starting frm a purchase worth X amount of money 3. u get a pair of bunny ears if you have a child with you present. no âoh i have three kids at home can i take three w meâ no only if there is a child present with you THEN you get aforementioned headband w soft lil bunny ears.
which sucks a lil having to disappoint people who spend the money to get there and then i have to tell them im sorry. if you really want the ears you can either purchase a pair. or i can put this stack of clothes aside fr you and you can come back and make the purchase later this week with yr kid present if we still have a stock of free ears left to hand out by then??
but a lady had already been rude to one rlly sweet colleague and then she came in fresh w me trying again and getting real rude when that didnt work as she had planned and she was denied a second time in one afternoon <3 im sorry it was kinda funny like are you not embarrassed..
SO proud of myself tho fr not letting it get to me! she was like WOW i bought for like 80 euros worth of stuff last weekend and didnt get any so?? im just like oh thatd be correct we just got these the action started today :) starting today we are handing out ears. shes like WELL but i made a purchase just yesterday so you cant give me some now? thats kinda ridiculous. what if i return all the stuff i bought and then but it again do i get the ears then? im like yes :) shes like well huff thats just nonsensical!! thats the instructions ive been given maâam <3 so if i do that THEN i would get the ears thats ridiculous maybe i WILL do that. im just like okie youre free to do that <33 oh if you do be sure to bring yr kids with you though bc otherwise i still wouldnt be allowed to give you anything <3 thats STUPID. :D well i dont make these decisions maâam the easter action started. today
she kept bitching abt it clearly annoyed that nagging and making a fuss didnt get her her way <3 you shouldve seen her face when i offered that if she really wanted them so bad we also offered them fr sale so she could get as many as she wanted oh my god. she threw down her customer card on the till and i just went like thank you <3 *scans it. do you know how powerful it is to deny a woman the complimentary pair of five euro bunny ears she feels entitled to and feel absolutely zero guilt about that? all the while wearing said bunny ears right on top of your head. i AM the manager.
..... i am not in fact the manager just the one w most seniority present at the time. the actual manager had her day off and if the lady returns and bothers her about it the same way chances are sheâll get two pairs and an apology to boot. but not today and not from me <3 peace and love on planet earth
#like im sorry? dont be rude to my colleague or to me and expect me to do you a favour. it's laughable really like are you not embarrassed.#like.. the more calm and helpful and not budging abt it i was the more hissy fitty she got. and i was literally wearing bunny ears. like lol#instead of getting upset and fainting now i just deal w people by being one part dumb sales girl who cannot pick up on yr passive aggression#so it just goes over her head shes still eager to help u tho <3 and low key stoner 'i just work here' guy. your anger is water and im a duck#anyway ill wear the bunny ears again tomorrow <3 the way people lit up when they enter a store and not only are they greeted upon entry#but this bitch has fuckin fuzzy bunny ears on her head. and they walk on. and the next sales person ALSO has the bunny ears on her head. im-
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Oh wait I completely forgot about the whole deal with Wray
#still think hornblower would win but stephen would be a little bitch about it (<- has endless faith in hornblower at cards)#i did have a faint recollection that cards brought something out in stephen but i forgot how insane he was#the Aura definitely would throw hornblower off though i'll give him that#god. also andrew wray my favorite cringefail bisexual loser. rip king <3#aubreyad#hornblower#percy yells at cecil scott#The Creative Endeavor and other aubreyad nonsense
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I love All Stars 2 (Rupaul's Drag Race) but I really wish we could have more Tatiana! Her tea commercial is the only one which made me crackle like a witch. Also, I fully forgot that Todrick Hall was there at all and it took watching a review show for me to notice that he's there every episode for some reason.
#just needed to say this but I'm in bed so none of my drag race friends are here for me to bitch to#Maybe I should just start talking to my cuddly seal while watching TV in bed#Her name is Snowy and I've had her since I was very small#She still has faint traces of blush on her cheeks from when I gave her a makeover when I was about five
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⥠01: maybe it's all in my head
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note: hihiii ,, this jk has been rotting my mind for a while now ... time to ruin urs !!! enj the tension ,, (i miss being toxic) lmk what u guys think of their dynamic tho <3 excited to share their little story with u ,, mwaaaa
warnings: oc and jk are mean in this fic !!! pls don't comment being whiney abt it :') !!! oc overhears jk fucking someone ,, jealousy ,, banter
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âoh. itâs you.â
leaning against the doorframe, jungkook looks at you half disgusted and half disappointed. his arms are crossed with one eyebrow lifted. he blocks your entrance.
ânow, now,â you reach over and ruffle his hair. he shifts, dodging your touch. âdonât be so excited. i know your boring life just waits for my presenceâoh. i get it. were you expecting someone? usually youâre thrilled to see me.â
jungkookâs expression doesnât shift, though thereâs a faint glint in his eyes.Â
âthrilled is reaching, donât you think?â
âis it?â
âyeah.â
you roll your eyes, brushing past him with a teasing smile.Â
âright, so⌠which are you today? mr. save the dolphins or professor chem?â
jungkook scoffs at you.
âat least my marine conservation interest and organic chem major help the world. whatâs your major again? yap-conomics or bitch-ology?â
âhelp the world?â you almost burst into laughter. âgod, you are such a nerd.â
ânerd? i donât know about you, but some of us care aboutââ
âyeah, yeah,â you wave him off. âare you waiting for a nobel peace prize or something? holy shit, jungkook. learn to relax a little. youâre so serious. itâs cute, really⌠but only when you arenât so anal about it.â
cute?
jungkook feels his chest tighten.
before he can make a comeback, taehyung calls you to the living room.
â___? is that you? stop trying to edge jungkook! get in here! i need your data for our paper!âÂ
you stick your tongue out at jungkook before turning away and rushing to the living room. your lips curl into a smug grin as you saunter off, leaving jungkook muttering something under his breath. you catch him rolling his eyes just before you disappear around the corner, a small flicker of triumph igniting in your chest.
the living room is warm, filled with the faint hum of taehyungâs lo-fi playlist and the smell of old booksâhis aesthetic, no doubt. taehyung is sprawled on the couch, laptop open, an arm draped lazily over the cushions. his wide grin grows wider when he sees you.Â
âiâm here!â
âfinally! come on, genius. enlighten me,â he says, patting the seat next to him.
you plop down beside him, legs folded under you, your laptop balanced precariously on your knees. âgenius? are you sucking up to me because you didnât do your part of the project yet?â
âyup,â he says, shrugging, his head tilted lazily to the side. âif you donât send me that data tonight, though, i might call you something less flattering.â
you laugh, the sound soft and light, and lean into the cushions, already pulling up the necessary files.Â
âyour boyfriendâs in a mood.â
âhe always is when youâre around,â taehyung teases. âhe only answered the door cos he thought it was his student. your face mustâve pissed him off.â
chuckling at his response, you ask another question.Â
âwhere are the guys?â
âtheyâll be home soon,â taehyung answers. âsaid they wanna eat out tonight after jungkookâs tutoring session. you coming with?â
âsure,â you agree.Â
then, the two of you fall into a comfortable rhythm, bouncing ideas back and forth while taehyung clicks through your notes, occasionally throwing in a sarcastic remark or two that makes you nudge him with your elbow.
a few minutes later, you hear an unfamiliar laugh and footsteps approaching.
jungkook strides in, casual and confident as always, but this time a girl is trailing after him.Â
sheâs pretty.Â
the two exchange a few murmured words before jungkookâs eyes flicker briefly in your direction. he raises a hand in a lazy acknowledgment, the girl following suit, and say hi. taehyung nods at them and then theyâre goneâslipping upstairs in the blink of an eye.Â
the sound of his bedroom door clicking shut echoes faintly.
and then, it rings in your ear.Â
you blink, your fingers frozen mid-typing on the keyboard. something gnaws at your chest, sharp and unfamiliar, leaving a bitter taste at the back of your throat. taehyung, oblivious, scrolls through your notes, muttering about formatting errors.
but you⌠youâre somewhere else entirely.Â
what was that?
no name?
no introduction?
did she think you were taehyung's girlfriend or something? that jungkook was all for her?
oh god.
there's a weird twist in your stomach. it feels like a prickle of irritation spreading across your skin like an itch you canât scratch⌠you shake your head, trying to brush it off, but the image of jungkookâsmirking as usual, leaning casually against the banister, that girl so effortlessly fitting into the space beside himâlingers, stubborn and unshakableâŚ
what the fuck.
itâs not like you and jungkook are close.Â
youâre frenemies, at best.Â
unsure of when it started exactlyâbut itâs been happening long enough for it to be routine and well-known in the friendgroup. you two are the kind of people who throw jabs at each other during game nights and compete to see who can make the snarkiest comment without crossing the line. youâre always caught in this stupid cycle of one-upping each other, all for the entertainment of the group. sometimes, more for yourself. life gets boring pretty quickly, and jungkook is your fastest source of entertainment.Â
yet, why does it feel like youâve just lost some unspoken game?
your chest tightens, and you lower your gaze to your laptop, fingers hovering over the keys. you bite the inside of your cheek, a nervous habit youâve never been able to kick⌠this icky feeling begins to take over and your mind races with reasons as to why.
maybe itâs because jungkookâs always been so good at getting under your skin.Â
maybe itâs because, for all his teasing and relentless bickering, thereâs this⌠comfort in knowing that heâs always there, right across the table, firing back at you like he knows exactly how to push your buttons.
and maybe thatâs the problem.
because now, with someone else upstairs, laughing at something he probably said, youâre starting to realize that you might actually care more than you thought.
maybe you care because youâre not the one in his room heâs trying to make laugh.
after a few hours pass, everyoneâs stomach beings to grumble.Â
for the past 20 minutes, the guys have been begging you to go up and call jungkook down. he hasnât been answering their texts and all argue that if they go up and knock; heâll just ignore them.Â
⌠but if you do itâŚ
heâll answer.
even if itâs just to insult you.Â
you glance up at the clock, already mentally calculating the time. you're not really in the mood for another round of back-and-forth with him, but you know they'll just keep pushing you.
"please, please, please, ___!â taehyung cries, pouting. âi really need pad thai. like⌠so bad. like, i might die. please go get jungkook.â
you hesitate, your eyes flicking to the stairs.Â
jungkook hasnât come out at all. you donât want to disturb anything and heâs a total grumpy-head when his study time is disrupted⌠what more if itâs a tutoring lesson? the last time you went up there, it ended with you calling him a dumbass and him tossing a pillow at you.
âi think you guys can go get him this time," you say, turning your attention back to your phone, pretending to scroll through a message.
"oh come on," jimin presses. "you know, at the end of the day⌠he only really listens to you." his voice drips with exaggeration, but it only makes you roll your eyes.
"yeah, thatâs trueâŚ" hobi adds with a playful smirk, leaning back into the couch. "youâre like his⌠little bitch or something."
you shoot them both a look. âyou think iâm his bitch?"
âeither that or heâs your little bitch.â
you scoff at him. âplease do not disgrace bitches by associating them with him.â
âfine, fine,â jin says with a dramatic sigh, raising his hands in mock surrender. âwe wonât force you to go up⌠weâll bribe you!â
your interest piques as you glance up at him, eyebrow raised.Â
âbribe me? how much cash do you have today?â
yoongi and nam joon share a look. then, nam joon leans forward, his eyes twinkling mischievously.Â
âmilk tea," he offers, his voice low and enticing, like he knows exactly what will catch your attention. "⌠any boba store you want. any time⌠for a week, ___.â
you try to fight the grin that starts tugging at your lips.Â
fuck it.Â
you nod begrudgingly, slipping your phone into your pocket.Â
âdeal.â
taehyung bursts out laughing. âdeal."
with a resigned sigh, you head for the stairs.Â
as you climb up, you prepare yourself.Â
you prepare yourself for his death glare and the innocent girl in the background. you prepare yourself for his snarky comments and his sweet tone of voice the minute he turns around to talk to her. you prepare yourself to feel sick to your stomach again.Â
as you stand in front of his bedroom door and raise your fist to knockâyou hear it.Â
rather, you hear them.Â
the unmistakable sound of his voice, muffled but clear enough that you can make out the low hum of his tone, followed by a girlâs laughâa breathy, high-pitched laugh that makes your stomach twist.
you freeze, standing in the doorway, caught between disbelief and something you canât quite name. your heartbeat picks up in your chest, your body tensing as the reality of the situation settles over you.
youâre not sure what exactly it isâmaybe itâs the fact that itâs so casual, or maybe itâs the way the sound of it makes you feel like youâre intrudingâbut you feel a sudden flush creep up your neck and cheeks.
âoh my god, o-oh my g-god! t-thatâs it, jungkook! oh god, baby⌠f-fuck!â
âfuckâyou close, baby?â
âso close, baby. so fucking close. g-god, yes, yes, yes! nghhâfuck! so big, jungkook. oh my god, oh my god! fuck me, fuck me⌠j-just like that, baby. yes, y-yesâo-oh! mhmmmphhhââ
"shit, shit, shit..."
"fuck me harder, jungkook. please! o-oh? oh! oh my god! yes... yes! thank you, baby. thank you, thank you! ahhh... oh my god..."
you swallow, stepping back, retreating to the stairs.Â
the guilt of overhearing makes your pulse race in an odd way, like youâve been caught in something you werenât supposed to see.
at the bottom of the stairs, you pause, your hand on the banister, unsure whether you should stay or go.Â
you quickly decide.Â
youâre already feeling the sting of something sharp and unfamiliar in your chest.
âguys,â you say quickly, trying to keep your tone light, but thereâs an edge to it you canât mask. "y-you know what? i think iâll just head home. iâve got a ton of work to do.â
they look at you, confused. taehyung blinks a couple of times, jimin frowning.Â
âbut weâ"
"y-yeah,â you breathe. âi⌠i know. i just⌠itâs all good. you guys can go ahead without me,â you add, forcing a smile.
âslow down, ___. whatââ
âi feel sick,â you confess. âokay? i feel sick.â
âokay⌠can one of us drive you home or somethingââ
âno. iâm good. thank you, though⌠i.. i gotta go.â
they all frown, their confusion morphing into concern, but youâve already grabbed your things and hurried out the door before they can protest.
the cold night air feels like a slap to your face as you walk away, but it doesnât quite shake the unsettled feeling in your stomach.Â
you canât stop thinking about it.Â
about how you feel.
about what you heard.
about how much you fucking hate jeon jungkook.
itâs almost 10PM by the time you finish showering. your hair is still damp, hanging loosely around your shoulders as you brush it out in front of the mirror. the soft swish of the brush is the only sound in the room, your thoughts still lingering on what happened earlier. the image of Jungkook with that girl, the sound of their voices together, keeps replaying in your mind, and it wonât leave.
you shut your eyes and try to forget.Â
taking a breath inâyour moment is interrupted by a knock on your door.Â
you frown, glancing at the clock before moving to the door, towel still hanging from your shoulders. itâs late, and you werenât expecting anyone.Â
heading towards the door, you wonder who it is.
then, when you open the door, you freeze.
there, standing in the hallway with a takeout bag in hand, is jungkook. his face is unreadable, but his eyesâthose eyesâseem to be searching yours for something. you canât quite figure out what.
you blink, caught off guard by the unexpected visit, and for a moment, neither of you says anything.
âuhâŚâ jungkook clears his throat, breaking the silence, his voice lower than usual. âthe guys think i did something to piss you off⌠so iâm supposed to say sorry for⌠whatever i did.â
âyou didnât do anything,â you lie. âgoodnight.â
just as youâre about to shut the door, he takes a step forward.Â
â___,â he says, tone flat and annoyed. âdonât be a bitch. just tell me what i did so i can apologize, go home and tell them what i did wrong, and we can act like nothing happenedââ
âokay,â you shrug. âyou wore an ugly shirt today. there. say sorry.â
jungkook winces at you.Â
âseriously?â
you shrug again.Â
âwhat do you want, jungkook? i have nothing to say to youââ
âi donât fucking understand where all this attitude is coming from. i didnât do shit to you today. you know i didnât⌠so, can you please use your tiny brain to make something up? something more convincing than hating my fucking shirt.âÂ
you nod, pretending to care. then, just as you reach for the door to shut it again; jungkook swiftly moves past you. he lets himself in.Â
âtheyâre worried you didnât eat,â he states. âdid you eat?â
you groan at him. âwhy the fuck do you care?â
âi donât.â
but his actions say otherwise.Â
jungkook then takes off his shoes and heads to your coffee table. he sits himself on the floor and begins to unpack the food. silently, you watch as he does so and canât help but feel like throwing up.Â
âeat,â he commands.Â
you glare at him.Â
âget out.â
jungkook leans back against your couch. âeat, tell me what i did wrong, then iâll leave.â
âleave first.â
âeat first.â
âget out.â
âholy shit,â jungkook scoffs. âare you even capable of forming a complex sentence, or is that too much for you? ___, this is called a conversation. youâre supposed toâ"
âget out.â
jungkook sighs heavily.Â
a silence falls upon you two.Â
jungkook has had difficult days with you before.
this is nothing new⌠but for some reason, right now feels harder than the other days. partly because most days he knows when heâs being an assholeâbut today? he has no clue.Â
heâs in the dark.Â
jungkook clears his throat.Â
âi didnât yell at you today,â he starts. âi didnât call you names. you called me a nerd but that was it⌠your face ruined my day but i guess it made the others pretty happy since they were so pissed at me for being the reason why you left⌠so, hey⌠how about this? you tell me what i did wrong for the guys. not for me.â
you raise an eyebrow at him.Â
his eyes plead.Â
then, a moment passes.Â
instead of answering him, you pick up your feet and sit on the floor beside him. you look at the door and take the utensils from the bag. poking at the food, you contemplate on telling him whatâs going on in your head.Â
just as youâre about to eat a spoonful of the food, you suddeny feel jungkook close to you. without saying a word, his fingers brush lightly against your cheek, making you hold your breath. his hand moves to tuck a damp strand of hair behind your ear, carefully pushing it out of the way so it doesnât fall into your food.Â
the gesture is so unexpectedly gentle that it catches you off guard, and for a second, youâre just left there, staring at him.
he looks at you sincerely. in his eyes, you can see his defeat.Â
you donât know if it was the gesture or the look in his eyesâbut your words slip out of your mouth faster than you can think to stop it.Â
âshe was too loud.â
he tilts his head at you.Â
âoh,â jungkook connects. his expression stiffens for a split second, then he schools it back into calm. âoverheard, did you?â he asks, leaning in slightly, voice a low murmur.Â
âoh, i definitely heard,â you reply, folding her arms, feigning thoughtfulness. âdonât act so cocky⌠she sounded like she was faking it.â
he stares, jaw flexing, and for a moment, thereâs a flicker of something challenging in his eyes.Â
âthatâs cute coming from someone who couldnât even stay for dinner.â
suddenly that pang of jealousy again hits again.Â
you know you should just brush it off⌠keep your cool and act nonchalant about itâbut something about jungkook just makes you feel so off balance.Â
âmaybe i had better things to do,â you retort.Â
âlike what?âÂ
you shrug.Â
âlike leave.â
âyou shouldâve knocked,â jungkook smirks. âi wouldâve opened the door. we donât mind an audience usually.âÂ
there it is again.Â
the sick, sinking, icky feeling.Â
âyou two fuck often?â
jungkook looks away, taking a moment to think.Â
âyeah,â he admits. âwhat? surprised nerds get laid?â
you stay quiet.Â
âi mean.. itâs not really any of your businessâŚ" he mutters, though thereâs a tension in his voice that doesnât match his casual shrug. you can tell he's trying to brush it off, but the way his jaw tightens betrays him.
you feel your stomach tighten, the words you threw out lingering in the air between you, each one heavier than the last. you werenât expecting him to react like thisâmaybe a joke or a deflecting commentâbut not thisâŚÂ
tension.
"right," you reply, your tone softer than you intended. you glance down at your food, suddenly losing your appetite. the casual air you were hoping for is long gone, replaced by an uncomfortable silence that neither of you seems willing to break.
jungkook shifts uncomfortably, rubbing the back of his neck before clearing his throat.Â
"look, itâs not like that," he adds quickly, but the words sound almost too defensive. "sheâs just... i donât know. itâs nothing serious."
you donât respond immediately, still caught up in the strange mix of feelings his words stir in you. the way he said itâlike it was nothing seriousâfeels too much like an attempt to distance himself from whatever was going on.
youâre not sure what you wanted from this conversation, but now all you feel is a growing knot in your chest.
"yeah," you mutter, trying to sound indifferent, but the weight of his words hangs in the air, making your throat feel tight. "whatever you sayââ
âwhy do you care anyway?â jungkookâs voice is sharp now, a slight edge creeping into his tone as he looks at you, his expression shifting from defensive to something you canât quite place.
youâre caught off guard by the question.Â
you werenât prepared for that, werenât prepared for the way it makes your chest tighten. why do you care? itâs not like you have any right to, right?
you open your mouth, but the words donât come out. Instead, you just shrug, trying to play it cool, but you can feel your pulse quicken.Â
"i donât. i justâ"
"you just what?" he interrupts, his brow furrowing, as though heâs not buying the act. "youâve never cared before. why start now?"
you clench your fists at your sides, feeling the sting of his words more than you want to admit. Thereâs a part of you that wants to tell himâtell him how seeing him with her, hearing them laugh together, makes something ugly twist in your stomach.Â
but you canât.
"i donât know," you finally mutter, your voice quieter than before. âit's weird. like, of course i knew you weren't a virgin but... are you actually that good? then again⌠doesnât take much to fake sounds like her.â
jungkookâs eyes flicker to yours, something unreadable passing through them before he exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair. then, he smirks.Â
itâs more calculated, though⌠like he knows exactly what heâs doing.
"curious?"
"disgusted, actually."
a beat.
"what, you wanted it to be you?" he asks, his voice smooth, a challenge in his tone.
you almost choke on your breath, but you recover quickly. "me? sleeping with you? please."
he lets out a low laugh, but itâs not playful this time.Â
itâs more mocking.Â
âyeah, i mean, i donât even want you that badâŚ" he takes a slow look at you, like he's mentally assessing you, deciding if youâre worth his time. "not even close."
the words sting more than they should, but you keep your composure.Â
you try to look unbothered, but his next words twist the knife a little deeper.
âfuck you.â
"you wish iâd fuck you," he remarks, almost casually, like it's no big deal. "would make things easier, huh?"
your chest tightens, and something about the way he says it makes your blood run cold. Itâs not just teasing anymoreâitâs a jab.
but you refuse to let him see how much it affects you.
"iâm not interested in you," you shoot back, your voice betraying none of the discomfort youâre feeling.Â
he leans in a little, eyes never leaving yours.Â
"really?"Â
âreally.â
his smirk widens, and you can feel the tension crackling in the air.Â
âguess what? i think you care more than you're letting on. you act like you donât give a shit, but itâs so obvious youâre just pissed itâs not you in my bed."
you bite your lip, trying to keep your voice steady, but something betrays you in the way your heart races.Â
"iâm not pissed," you mutter, the words coming out too quickly, like youâre trying to convince yourself as much as him. "why would i be?"
jungkook watches you for a moment, taking in every little reaction.Â
"i donât know, ___," he says, his tone low and teasing, like heâs enjoying every second of this. "but itâs cute. youâre all flushed, trying to act like you donât care, but i can see right through you."
you grit your teeth, wanting to snap back, but instead, you just look away.Â
"shut up," you mutter, frustrated with yourself more than anything. "youâre such an asshole sometimes, you know?"
he laughs again, but this time thereâs something darker in it, almost like he's reveling in your frustration.Â
âi donât think youâre as immune to me as you pretend to be," he says. "but hey, donât stress about it, baby. iâm not that interested either. i mean, whatâs the fun in fucking you? itâd be harder getting rid of you than getting in your pants.â
you feel the sting of his words hit harder than they should.
âare you done?â you mutter, forcing a nonchalant tone. "and don't call me baby. you called her baby. i don't want to be associatedâ"
"you think you'd fold as fast as she did?"
jungkookâs eyes flicker with something that could almost be amusementâor maybe something else. he clears his throat.
âshit, ___. iâm sorryââ
âyeah?âÂ
you don't know why, but something inside you snaps.Â
you shift your body close to him. so close that you glance at his lips, then back up to his eyes, as if youâre weighing somethingâdaring him to make a move.
jungkookâs body tenses, his breath shallow, like he's ready to close the distance⌠to make some sort of move. his lips part slightly as if he's about to speak, but before he can, you push him away.Â
now, heâs tongue tied.
âshit, jungkook... i'm sorry," you mock him. "but you're wrong... this is fun."
#bts fanfic#jungkook scenario#jungkook imagine#jungkook f2l#jungkook e2l#jungkook x yn#jungkook x reader#jungkook series
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I thought abt cutter/lupo for 37 seconds yesterday and now I'm in hell âď¸đ
#looking through my own incoherent melt down from when I rewatched the eps a few months back like oh bitch this chick is RIGHT#they make me insane (in a better way than my standard day to day insanity)#like I *think* abt Dargerville or by perjury like *screams*#and then I think abt the one ep. that I hate. with the intensity of a thousands burning suns. that they did to just to be edgy and topical#and I wanna fckn kill dÄąck wĹlf with hammers#but god. them. I feel insane. like a dog with a squeak toy just going fckn bonkers. them. DARGERVILLE. SHUT UP.#whenever Lupo has to testify in court and cutter is questioning him like *faints like a victorian woman*#goddddddddd god god god#cutter/lupo#erin explains it all
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take me home, country road
[ao3]
You have nothing on your person apart from a hastily packed suitcase and the dress you came into town wearing, on the run from trouble back home. Too bad John's missing a bride that matches your description. Or: the 1800s (mistaken) mail order bride au (chapter 16 + 17) tw: violence, injuries, and misogynistic language
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Sinking into fear is the bodyâs natural response. You let it envelope you without putting up a struggle. It wouldnât be one that youâd win anyway. Resistance already leaks out of you like tar, pooling around your quivering legs. Â
It makes you feel lighter than air, almost buoyant; and conversely, heavier than lead.Â
You canât feel the cold metal of the gun through the layers of fabric separating it from the skin of your back, but you can feel its weight. And you can imagine it burning into you, burning a ring into the flesh, the muzzle leaving faint depressions behind, circular indents.
âDonât feel so clever now, huh?â
Fear chokes as well as it binds. When the man you remember as Graves (appropriately named, you think, the gravity of the situation sinking into you as well) drawls the words into your ear, any moisture in your mouth dries.Â
âWell?â he prompts, shoving the gun harder into your back, almost sending you toppling into the shelf still in front of you obscuring you from sight. âGot anythinâ to say?â
You open your mouth but nothing comes out.
âYou a mute, girl? I know you ainât deaf since you heard Iâd been sniffinâ around lookinâ for ya. âLeast Iâm guessinâ you did, since you managed to give me the slip for the whole time I was in town.â He sniffs. âTook me a while to find out you were shacked up with the sheriff. Hiding in plain sight. Couldnât believe I missed ya when Sheriff Price was damn near the first person I met in this two-bit town.â
You finally muster up the nerve to speak. âY-youâre making a mistake.âÂ
The furled upper lip is audible in his voice. âIâd try not to piss me off too much, sugar. Lyinâ just rubs me the wrong way is all.â
âNo, youâyou really donâtââÂ
He shoves the gun harder into your back, making you wince. âNow, I know youâre a slippery little bitch, so Iâll level with you, alright?â Graves murmurs, pitching his voice low to ensure that only you hear. âYou make so much as a peepâso much as a fuckinâ whisperâand Iâll shoot. Wink and Iâll shoot. I am dyinâ for you to give me a reason to go with the better half of the dead or alive question.â
Thereâs no point in lying. It mightâve worked had it been anyone but the man holding you hostage; not a man as stubborn and mulish as him. You nod when he asks if you understand.
âNow get to steppinâ.â
He doesnât tarry long, leading you out of the shop with a hand on your shoulder and . You stare at Miles with mounting horror, wordlessly begging him to look up from the ledger open in front of him on the counter. Your prayers go unanswered though; he doesnât so much as glance towards the door before itâs swinging shut behind you.
âRemember,â Graves says in a low voice as the two of you step out onto the porch, ânot a word. I will shoot anyone that tries to interfere.âÂ
That kills the impulse to shout for help.Â
The thought of letting Graves take you away without voicing so much as a single plea fills you with horror, but you canât see any other way out. He walks you through the streets like an old friend, the pistol still wedged into your back obscured by his coat. No one seems to notice the wild look in your eyes or the strained edge of your smile.Â
Your behavior infuriates you. Demural and soft and wretched. Youâve only allowed one man to put you under their thumb; only one has ever earned the right.Â
The thought of your husband is an ache in your chest that doesnât abate. It thumps with the terrified flutter of your heart. You half wonder if heâll suddenly appear from around a bend and wrench you into his arms, gun already drawn and aimed at the man attempting to take you away from him.Â
âMy husbandââ you start, tripping over your words. Almost tripping over a rock as well since your spine is too stiff to let you look down at the ground while you walk. ââHe canâhe can pay you.â
He laughs, a nasty, mocking sound. âIâm sure heâd like to, sugar. Jus' ainât sure heâs got the cash to pay your price.â
âAt least let me askââ
At that, he jams the gun violently into the small of your back, making you wince agaun. Petrified. Sweat sluices off your brow and drips down your face. âWhat part of shut the fuck up donât you get?â
That silences you. Hard to muster up the nerve to retaliate with a gun lodged against the base of your spine. Still thereâs so much that bears asking. Why did he come back? Why hereâwhy now?Â
The town takes on a dull, listless quality as he steers you away from the more crowded areas. Itâs almost like looking through muslin; a veil between you and the world.Â
Your eyes dart from person to person as they pass by in the opposite direction, but even those that bother to meet your gaze only smile politely, a couple passing gentlemen chirping, âMorning, Mrs. Priceâ before sweeping by in a hurry.Â
None question the wild, frantic glint in your eye, the look of a horse about to bolt. If they paid you more than a momentâs notice, they might, but even the lady who frowns curiously at Graves, his hand still resting gently on your arm as if he were an old, dear friend, abandons her momentary curiosity when her companion says something of interest, pulling her back into their conversation. The flicker of hope in your belly dies a soundless death.Â
Thereâs something almost phantasmagorical about the entire ordeal. Almost like it isnât quite happening, like you canât quite make yourself believe that this is, in fact, real. Like youâre watching from outside of yourself. Though you can see the wooden facades of the nearby buildings and smell the scent of hay and manure from the livery stable, it doesnât resonate within you as real.Â
He meanders through town with you stationed in front of him. A meat shield. Collateral damage. Simply by the way he maneuvers you through the crowd, he reduces you to a body, stripping you of any semblance of personhood. Youâre less than meat to him, less than human evenâno more than a meal ticket.Â
When you muster up the courage to open your mouth the next time someone passes you by, Gravesâ hand slides up to your shoulder and he digs his fingers into the bone. A warning.Â
âIf you think I was kiddinâ before, just try me,â he sneers into your ear, thumb pressing into your shoulder blade until you wince.Â
Again, his voice dispels any thought of getting someoneâs attention.Â
He doesnât lead you towards the train station like you expect. Instead, he heads to an awning beneath the saloon on the periphery of town where a couple horses are leashed to a post, waiting for their riders to come untie them. The roof of the awning is strung with a dense cluster of overlapping cobwebs. A spider scuttles across the web and into the dark inner recesses of the canopy.Â
This far from the center of town, thereâs hardly anyone. When you give your surroundings a quick glance, you canât find a single other soul within earshot, only a single man pushing open the batwing doors on his way into the saloon. Then youâre alone again.Â
A tawny gelding chuffs when Graves approaches.  When he suddenly unhands you, it doesnât click until heâs several paces away from you, running his hand down his horseâs neck and rifling through the saddlebags, emptying the contents of his coat pockets into them. You have to glance down at your shoulder just to be sure. He sheathes his gun as well, tucking it into the holster fixed to his belt.Â
âBought the horse off a drunk three towns back,â Graves explains while loading up the horse.
You donât respond, still unsettled. Itâs the first time since he led you out of the general store that his gun hasnât been aimed at you. It wouldnât be practical for him to dress and load the horse one handed. The sun beats down on you, burning the top of your head. This could be your momentâa moment to scream or run away.
But you donât. You donât scream and you donât run because you are, above all else, a coward. Through and through. Youâve been running from your problems for months now, leaving someone else to take care of the mess you left behind.Â
Fear paralyzes you; it makes you think too much or not at all. Even now, with Graves giving you the perfect opportunity to turn and run, you canât stop thinking about the potential consequences. What if he were to shoot you? What if he were to haul you back into town and expose your sins to everyone who gathered around? What if the people in town that have come to see you as one of their own were to gather around your crumpled form and stare at you with vitriol and disgust?Â
âHow did youââ you start, then pause to breathe, the nausea building again. âI thought youâd left town.â
âYouâdâve liked that, huh?âÂ
You donât answer that. You know better than to antagonize a man with a gun.Â
He sighs when you donât rise to the bait, almost pettish. âWedding announcement. I saw it in the paperâby then, Iâd moved on to Lexington, so it took me awhile to backtrack, but I just knew somethinâ about that bit in the paper about the sheriffâs wife hailing from the east coast didnât sound right. Too big of a coincidence. Had to at least be sureâretrace my footsteps. Lotta money on the line, you know.â
You stare straight ahead at that. You ought to have known.Â
(âIn the paper. The county sheriff got hitchedâof course itâd be a story.â)
âTo be honest, that kinda cracked me up. Murderess marrying the county sheriff.â He snorts out a laugh, shaking his head. âSorta thing youâd read about in a dime novel.â
A new emotion wells up within you. It simmers in your belly, hot and cold at once. Righteous fury. All this time, youâve been betraying yourself with your silence, allowing men to read your fear as guilt. Complicit in your own ruin.Â
âIâm not a murderer.â
The look he gives you is withering. âSugar, I hate to break it to you, but you did kill a man.â
You open your mouth, but nothing comes out. Nothing ever does, it seems.  But the more you hold it in, the uglier the thought seems, until it erupts from your chest like Vesuvius, lava and tephra shooting out.Â
âHe deserved it,â you finally spit out, the words coming from deep in your chest.Â
Graves doesnât even pause in his ministrations, back to tightening the saddle straps.Â
âHe deserved it,â you repeat, spittle flying out of your mouth and landing in the dirt between the two of you.Â
âThatâs not somethinâ I usually concern myself with,â he finally says, looking distinctly unimpressed when he meets your stare. Bored blue eyes.Â
Youâre struck by the sense that your life means so little to him that the circumstances surrounding your bounty hardly merit more than a passing thought. If he could spare less, he would.Â
Itâs the vilest thing in the world to be regarded with such bored contempt.Â
âHe wouldâveâhe wouldâve raped me otherwise. I didnât have a choice.âÂ
At that, Graves pauses. When he looks towards you, his eyes are curiously blank.Â
âBetter that than whatâll happen now,â he says, the words so perfunctory that it takes a moment for them to sink in.  When they do, you have to swallow back bile.
His glibness shatters whatever hope youâd had left.Â
In that moment, you finally acknowledge that appealing to his sense of decency wonât lead you anywhere because it simply doesnât exist within him. Youâve known men like him beforeâthose more concerned with lining their own pockets than taking care of the vulnerable people around them. The archetype is not uncommon. You shouldâve expected it even, especially from a bounty hunter.Â
There wonât be any bribing him or talking your way out of the situation youâve found yourself in. Whatever facinorous end awaits you back east, heâs happy to shepherd you there so long as it earns him his thirty coins.Â
How many times do you have to ask yourself if youâre brave enough to do something before you answer?Â
When Graves turns to face you again and takes a step towards you, likely to urge you up onto the saddle, you recoil, stumbling away from him. His eyes sharpen at your movement, fulvous wolf eyes narrowing on you.Â
âAnd here I thought youâd stopped pissinâ me off,â he says lightly, a hard edge underlying his words. His hand lifts to rest against the handle of the revolver tucked back in its sheath, thumb flexing over it.Â
âWhatâs the point?â you retort, nostrils flaring. âYou either kill me here or I die there.â
You sound braver than you feel, fear making you shake so hard that your knees almost knock together.Â
Gravesâ smile is all lip, no crinkling around the eyes. âOh, I wonât kill you, sugar. Iâm a better shot than that.â
Your heart pounds against your ribcage, stomach turning over at the thought of him putting a bullet through your shoulder or leg.Â
âIâm surprised you wonât just come quietly. You think the sheriff wouldnât hand you over to me himself if he found out what kinda woman he married?â
Thatâs been your fear from the very beginning. The one thing thatâs kept you awake at night, the nightmare shaking you out of a dead sleep. Youâd convinced yourself that him calling the authorities or even escorting you back east himself was an inevitability. That John Price, paragon of virtue, wouldnât bend the rules for anyone, much less you.Â
But the more you think about it, the less sense it seems to make. Every tender word and touch rises to the forefront of your memory. If John has shown you anything, itâs love. Heâs proven his devotion a thousand times over, shown you time and again that were you to leave, heâd come running.Â
Suddenly, the thought that your husband would let someone take you away from him seems preposterous. It doesnât align at all with the man you know. Heâd go to hell and back for you, would rip out a manâs tongue for speaking to you the way Graves speaks to you now. Hindsight makes that clear.Â
You meet his eyes, intention set. âIâd rather just ask him.â
Blue eyes turn to flint, flat. Droll candor shed for ruthlessness. Silence before a storm.Â
Heâs on you before you even have a chance to whirl around and make a run for it, arm cutting into your windpipe when he wraps it around your neck. He drags you back into the shadows of the awning, out of sight from anyone on the street; your heels score lines in the dirt. You choke, wheezing on your next breath, but his arm tightens, trapping the scream in your throat.Â
âShoulda done this before,â Graves grunts, reaching into his back pocket and pulling out the pair of cuffs he had tucked away.Â
When he unhooks his arm from around your neck, you gasp for breath, sucking in deep lungfuls of air. Panic swirls and rises in your chest.Â
âGet your hands offââ you hiss, beating his arm with your fist to no avail. He yanks your arms in front of you until your wrists are pressed close together. Your blood curdles at the feeling of cold iron against your skin and the gut-wrenching sound of handcuffs being fixed around your wrists, tightened to the point of pain. You can hardly flex your hands with how tight theyâre bound. âLet me go, let ME GOââ
He pulls you in close again. âDonât think I wonât tape your fuckinâ mouth shut too,â Graves snarls in your ear. Nausea swells in your belly.Â
âPleaseâ please donât do thisââ you beg, a sob breaking from your chest now.Â
He sighs, long suffering. âLord knows I tried to warn you.â
Despite the threat, Graves doesnât tape your mouth shut. Instead, he fastens a rough piece of rope around your head, fitting it between your teeth like a bit. You donât have it in you to be thankful for small mercies this time. The hemp cord scratches the corners of your mouth when you try to move your lips around it.Â
âThere,â he says, giving you a rough shake, satisfied. âThatâs better. Can finally hear myself think.â
The tears leak out of the corners of your eyes in big, fat droplets, clouding your vision. When he wipes your cheeks with a calloused hand, the nail of his thumb catches on the delicate skin under your eye, leaving a thin cut. The pain makes you flinch, staring daggers at the man in front of you, but he doesnât apologize for his rough handling.Â
Graves heaves himself up onto the saddle first, swinging a leg over with practiced ease. You yelp when he hauls you up after, setting you on the saddle in front of him. Heat crawls up your neck when your skirt billows around your waist, horrified.Â
âSave your tears, sugar,â he tells you, gathering the reins in one hand. âYouâll need âem for later.â
The horse whinnies when Graves pulls upward and guides him towards the road leading out of town, hooves clopping against the dirt. Your heart shoots up into your throat.Â
Galloping out of town, you chance a glance back, head spinning as the world blurs around you. A man stands under the awning you just left, his head cocked as if stupefied. Heâs too far away for you to get a proper look at his face though, no way to tell if heâs someone that might recognize you and alert John. You try to scream or wave your handsâanything to get his attention, to let the stranger know that something is wrong.Â
You watch until the figure melds into the surrounding town.Â
You keep waiting for someone to appear from behind you. A tall figure to darken the horizon, blot it like the moon passing over the sun.Â
The last bastion of your hope collapses into rubble the farther away you ride, no man nor horse following you in pursuit. And then a hand grabs a fistful of your hair and wrenches your head back around, cutting off your view.
The plan is to leave the horse in the next town you reach and take a train back east. Graves wouldâve done that back in the town you just left, he tells you, but he wanted to put as much distance between you and the sheriff.Â
âYou never know with men whoâve gotten a taste of married life,â he says when he finally deigns to stop miles from town, sitting on a rock and having a drink while he leaves you tied to the horse by your wrists. You shift from foot to foot, a cramp winding up your legs. âThey get themselves a little pussy and lose all sense of dignity or morality. Canât be trusted to do the right thing.âÂ
Steam practically billows out of your ears. You have the good sense to keep your mouth shut though, cognizant of the fact that youâre alone out in the middle of nowhere with a man whoâd be happy to bring you back dead or alive. Though he hasnât been quite so explicit, itâs apparent in the way he doesnât offer to untie you or let you rest as well. The skin under the cuffs on your wrists are rubbed raw from your attempts to free yourself, and from the journey itself, with all the jostling and the persistent cramp in your right shoulder.Â
The animal awareness dawns on you during that first rest. Heâd taken the rope out when you were far enough outside of town that it didnât matter if you screamed or not. Thatâs what stays your tongue nowâthe creeping notion that you are far from anyone that would be remotely sympathetic to your plight.Â
âHow much was the bounty?â you ask, more out of morbid curiosity than anything. You balance on one foot to shake the cramp out of the other.Â
âNow, I hate to be rude, sugar, but what does it matter to you? It ainât you collecting the reward.â
Your lips flatten into a taut line, already regretting prying. Itâs not like knowing would change anything.Â
The break ends sooner than youâd hoped, Graves urging you back onto the horse before taking a seat behind you. It troubles you because youâre not far enough away from town that you couldnât still be rescued. Thereâd be more of a chance of John or someone elseâone of his deputies, perhapsâcoming across you out here. But you donât have much of a choice.Â
Out here, the land stretches on without end. Only the faint blue of a mountain ridge paralleling your route breaks the horizon. The land is flat, sparse apart from the dense shrubbery and trees twisted and bent by the wind. Cottonwood and boxelder. Chokecherry. Dogwood and hawthorn. Lush blooming saltbrush.Â
The clear blue sky overhead is almost mocking, the rain from earlier long since abated. Thereâs hardly a cloud in the sky now. Itâd be scenic if you could abstract it from the circumstances. A perfect day for gardening or a brisk walk after being kept indoors because of the rain. Youâre still damp from riding through the rain earlier.Â
A few bison congregate in a small dip in the terrain, grazing on the wild grass. You stare at them wide-eyed as you gallop along the upper ridge, startled by the sight of so many in one place.Â
Despite the sublime beauty of the land, you remain on edge, unable to take anything in or truly enjoy it. Panic and revulsion leave you as gnarled and knotted as the krummholz trees out in the middle of the open plains. Riding with Graves feels nothing like the few times you and John shared a horse. Itâs impersonal; transactional. Entirely against your will.Â
The sun has only just begun to descend under the horizon when you and Graves approach a ramshackle house situated by itself in the middle of the open plains. Barely more than a barn, and long since abandoned by the looks of it. Age has done the place no favors; wooden slats sag and separate from the exterior of the house, the gaps in between the boards letting in all manner of insects and rot.Â
Graves dismounts his horse about a stoneâs throw from the hovel. His brow furrows with dissatisfaction as he surveys the abandoned property.Â
âShit,â he remarks, sucking his teeth. âA local back in town swore a family still lived here. Donât look like anyoneâs lived here since Abraham.â
Part of you wishes the former tenants still resided here, on the off possibility that one might take pity on you, but a much larger part of you is grateful for the dwellingâs vacancy. Youâve heard stories before, of families living out in the middle of nowhere. Rumors. Not all bad, of course; itâs common enough for families migrating west sometimes to stop along the way for a generation or two, building more permanent dwellings than the caravans they began their journey in. Many such families were also known for putting up travelers passing through in exchange for goods or help with chores.Â
But youâve also heard other stories. Like the Riley family out near Cherryvale and their homestead just off the Great Osage Trail. They lived out there for more than two decades before the number of lone travelers vanishing off the trail within walking distance of their property pointed the finger of suspicion at them. When the authorities finally got around to procuring a warrant for their property, they found the house deserted apart from the furniture that couldnât be loaded into the wagon and an infant boy, dehydrated and petrified.Â
You shake the story from your head. ââŚAre we spending the night here?â you ask tentatively.Â
He looks at you from the corner of his eye, nostrils flared. âDonât go gettinâ any ideas in that head of yours. Jusâ because a manâs gotta rest his eyes, donât mean I gotta give you a peaceful nightâs rest. No, Iâm leavinâ those hands of yours tied.â
Your hopes deflate at that.Â
He helps you dismount before hobbling his horse with a pair of leather straps around its front legs to keep it from darting off in the middle of the night. You wince sympathetically; you have more in common with a horse now than any man.Â
The inside of the cabin is just as derelict as the exterior. At the very least, he feeds you. A couple scoops of pemmican straight from the tin. The fact that he insists on feeding you instead of letting you feed yourself puts you on edge. Your spine is stiff as a board through it all, your mouth barely opening up to receive the spoonful of pemmican, the metal clanking against your teeth. You wince, the sound itself tasting of rust.Â
At all times, you are aware of the precarity of your situation. You canât imagine there were any stipulations in the bounty to bring you back unscathed. Though he hasnât tried anything untoward so farânot so much as made a licentious remarkâyou donât know how long your luck will last. You flinch every time he so much as twitches in your direction, sure at any moment his mood will flip and heâll drag you across the floor and haul himself over you.Â
Itâs enough to make your stomach hurt, turning over itself. He doesnât try anything though, and for that you exhale shakily, the tension running off you in rivulets.Â
One hour drags into the next. Night blackens the sky, seeping in through the crumbling walls of the cabin.Â
âWell,â Graves says, wiping his hands together to dust off any lingering crumbs. âIâm gonna hit the hay.â
âDoâŚdo I get to sleep as well?â
He cocks a brow. âNot much I can do to stop you.â
âItâs just thatâŚâ You lift your hands as you trail off, silently pointing out the handcuffs still secured around your wrists, the implicit assertion being that you wonât be able to sleep with the metal digging into the bones of your wrists.Â
Graves scoffs. âYou canât think Iâll just uncuff you âcause we ainât in town no more. I got a little more sense than that, sugar.â
âYou could use rope instead?â you suggest.Â
The seconds he spends considering it are long. You hold your breath as you watch him weigh the pros and cons.Â
Finally, he shrugs. âAlright.â
The relief that washes over you is almost palpable.Â
He pulls a blanket out of one of the saddlebags to function as a makeshift pillow, setting it up on the floor in the center of the room. True to his word, Graves uncuffs you and loops a double knotted rope around your wrists instead, fastening the rope tying your hands together around his own wrist. Your stomach sinks as he pulls the knot taut.Â
He levels a heavy stare on you after giving the rope one last tug. âI donât usually repeat myself, sugar, but I will this one time. Donât go tryinâ anythinâ stupid. Iâm gettinâ a good nightâs rest and so help me if you wake me upââ his eyes flash, gray going steely ââyou wonât like the consequences.â
You nod. Swallow back the phlegm clogging your throat.Â
True night plunges the old house into darkness, cricket songs slipping in through the cracks in the walls. The temperature also plunges with the setting sun. It gets cold at night, even in the summer months; the draft makes you shiver, the rotting exterior letting in the elements.Â
You keep to the wall with the least amount of rotting boards, as far as the rope tethering you to Graves will allow you to go. It would probably be in your best interest to try and get some sleep, but youâre far too restless to calm down. The atmosphere in the house is far too eerie to settle your nerves either; you canât help but wonder about the family that must have left this place to rot and fade away into memory.Â
Itâs all you can do to blink back the tears that spring to your eyes when you think about the memory of you that John will have to carry into the future now that youâre gone. It isnât fair. After everything youâve had to endure in this lifetime, you thought maybe that this might have been your reward. That John was your reward.Â
Your hands drop from your chin to your knees, hopelessness plaguing you again. The thin, sharp whistle of defeat. High and reedy as a death rattle.Â
Then your eyes drop to your wrists.
The cord is fastened in a bowline knot around your wrists, difficult to undo without considerable effort, but the material is softer than the cuffs Graves had you in before, and it gives when you pull one hand down while pushing the other up. Your skin bunches around the cord, but it doesnât cut into you the way the metal did.Â
Graves is still fast asleep when you glance over at him. He doesnât snore, but the rise and fall of his chest under the blanket is steady. Stable.Â
The fatigue dissipates from your body the second you put it together. That thereâs a sliver of a possibility of slipping your hands out of the rope tying you to Graves. The exhilaration is almost overwhelming. You have to sit with it a beat before acting, wary of letting your guard down too fast.
Time passes slowly as you fiddle with the knot, reaching your fingers as far as theyâll go and gritting your teeth through the ensuing cramp in your wrist. You nearly groan in frustration when your hand twitches and you accidentally retighten the knot. A near crushing blow.Â
Please, you mouth more than whisper, frustrated tears clumped in your lashes. Teeth sinking into the flesh of your bottom lip, pinching off the wail rising up your throat.Â
Your heart skips a beat when the rope loosens around one of your wrists, enough for you to wiggle a pinkie underneath and slowly shimmy it up the length of your hand. A cramp makes your pinkie spasm, almost causing you to lose your grip. Sweat pools in the cup of your palm.Â
When your wrists are finally free, the rope clutched in trembling hands and the basal joint of your thumb scrapped raw from the fibrous rope, you can only sit there, heart beating wildly in your chest. You have to force yourself to remain calm, wary of waking Graves up after all that effort. His eyelids quiver only with his dreams though.Â
You glance towards the door on the other side of the cabin. It seems either farther away now that you know itâs within reach. You know better than to just run straight for it though. Weeks of being on the run before finding John have taught you to pace yourself, to push down the fluttering evocation in your chest to make a mad dash for the closest way out.Â
Instead, you take a deep breath out, closing your eyes until youâve calmed down. Then you rise slowly to your feet.Â
Your eyes, having long since adjusted to the darkness, scan the room for any loose floorboards. Aside from one obvious corner of the house which has begun to rot away and collapse, itâs hard for you to discern at a glance which boards will groan under the weight of your feet. You have no choice but to guess.
Each step has you on edge, heart in your throat. Your focus shifts quicksilver between the floor and Graves. Waiting for any sudden movement.Â
Halfway to the door, you take another cautious step forward and the floorboard creaks under your foot. Your heart stops, eyes flitting instantly over to Gravesâ sleeping form. He doesnât so much as shift. Itâs another beat before youâre able to move again, confidence shaken by the noise. You keep imagining him suddenly shooting up from the floor, pistol in hand, the hammer striking the primer, the hiss of gas escaping the barrel.Â
The door gives a faint creak when you push it open, so you open it only enough for your body to slip through, wincing when you twitch and accidentally push it open another inch, dragging out the creak. Still, he doesn't wake. You slip past the door, shutting it quietly behind you. Â
The moon glows cornsilk gold in the sky. A vast, uncharted land stretches out around you, untouched by human hands, or so changed over the years that any human presence has long since been buried beneath the loam. But when you stare out into the distance, you realize that you have no idea where you came from. Everything looks the same in each direction, no landmark familiar enough for you to orient yourself. Youâre out in the middle of nowhere and nothing looks right.Â
If you had less strength, youâd fall to your knees. The despair is so immense that you hardly have the strength to hold it all at once.Â
The silence lulls you into a false sense of security. You linger for too long, stuck contemplating your options. Coyotes yip in distant packs, their barks carrying across the plains. You shiver at the sound. It reminds you again that youâre on your own now. No husband to come chasing after you if things get sticky.Â
Your first few steps away from the cabin are tentative, gliding your legs through the grass and staring up at the cornsilk moon. A combination of indulgence and bewilderment. If you knew the right way home, you wouldnât waver, but these days, you have no faith in your instincts. Theyâve only ever led you off course.Â
The gelding that Graves rode in on sits in the grass with its hind legs folded underneath it. With its legs still hobbled, you know removing the leather will take more time than you'd like, but you figure it'll be easier to make your way across the plains on horseback, with the added bonus of leaving Graves stranded. If God were just, heâd starve out here and leave his corpse for the coyotes to feast on.Â
You approach the horse cautiously, conscious not to make any sudden movements. Its ears angle towards you as you draw near. Attentive to your presence.Â
âHey there, honey,â you whisper, reaching out a hand and trying to show that you arenât a threat. Its nose twitches.
Another step forward. Easy does it. One leg in front of the other.
âI wonât hurt you. I promise.â You try to mirror your memory of John in your voice, honeysuckle soft words.Â
You arenât John though. Not even close. You take another step towards it.
It brays when you get too close, skittish. The sound pierces through the night, louder than the coyotes in the distance. Louder even than the creaking door. Â
The hair on the back of your neck raises, lips numb. Then the prickling awareness of movement in the house, like an itch on a phantom limb.Â
Behind you, the door to the cabin bursts open with a bang, slamming off the wall and ricocheting back. You whip your head around to look only to find Gravesâ towering form under the shadow of the doorway, his hair mused and clothes askew. And he looks enraged.Â
âHey!â Graves bellows from the doorway, breaking into a run towards you. âGet back here!â
Thereâs no time to sit with the regret, no time to bemoan the fact that you didnât exercise enough caution, that for some reason without a gun leveled at your head, you allowed yourself to forget the very real danger this man posed to you.Â
All you can do is run.
The grass whistles around you. You run so hard that your lungs burn, your arms pumping furiously beside you, dress swishing between your legs. You donât have to look behind you to know that Graves is gaining on you. His body is built for pursuit. Still, you push yourself past your breaking point, not stopping even when you taste blood in your mouth. Mindless; directionless. No idea where youâre goingâjust away from him. Youâd jump off a cliff if you came across one.Â
Heâs close enough for you to hear now, heavy breathing right behind you. But by then itâs too late. A heavy body rams into you, sending you careening towards the earth, the ground rushing up to meet you halfway. The dirt hardly cushions the blow.Â
You hit the ground hard. Head knocked loose of thought, agony ripping across your face. The double blow of a body heavier than yours forcing you into the dirt, so solid that it crushes the breath from your lungs.Â
Blood leaks from your lip, most likely split. When you breathe in to fill your lungs, you taste dirt and rust and earth.Â
âInsufferable bitch,â Graves snarls, putrid breath wafting under your nose and making your eyes water. He grabs a handful of your hair and wrenches your head up before slamming it back down. Something crunches. Distantly, you wonder if your nose is broken.Â
Your ears ring, the rest of his words drowned out by the blood rushing to your face.Â
âPleaseââ you beg, blood dripping from your split lip.Â
âKnew I shouldnâta trusted youâconniving little cuntâcâmere now, get upââ
He rises to his feet over your body, big hand curling around your wrist. You hear your shoulder pop when he yanks your arm behind your back. A rush of cold. A sweat breaks on the nape of your neck. Shock sets in the moment after, adrenaline flooding your body.Â
Then a sharp, focused surge of pain. It radiates from your shoulder outward, so intense that you canât believe it at first. Your whole world reduces down to it. Feathering out down your back; irradiating waves of it. Thoughts scattering and then coming back together around the pain. If you scream, it comes out unbidden.Â
âAh, hell, I didnât mean to do that,â he grumbles from behind you, likely staring at the unnatural jut of your shoulder. âAlright, sugar, one secondâIâll pop that back in.â
âNonononoââ you gasp, panic lancing through you, but he pays no attention to your words.Â
The pain of popping your shoulder back in is excruciating. Relief follows shortly after, but the time between dislocating and relocating your shoulder is so short that it hardly comes as a balm to the pain.
âYouâŚbastardâŚâ you gasp.Â
âWouldnâta had to do that if you hadnât run,â he sighs, the sight of your pain subduing his rage.Â
It doesnât stop him from grabbing you roughly by the arm he just dislocated when he finally gets you on your feet though, steering you back towards the house. The pain that radiates up your arm is almost blinding.Â
He drags you back to the cabin with a punishing grip. Thereâs no sympathy when you stumble. Moonlight illuminates the path back to the cabin and shows you the trenches in the wild grass made by your feet. Hardly more than a couple rods.Â
The defeat that courses through you upon being dragged through the ramshackle front door is ten times that of earlier. When he lets go of your arm, you collapse in a heap on the floor, aching and sweating. A bag of bones and blood. Youâd rattle if someone shook you.Â
âI hate you,â you mumble from your spot on the floor, shaking through the pain. âRot in hell.â
Graves doesnât respond, but you can almost hear the way he grins. Â
No rest for the wicked or the good this time. Graves wakes intermittently throughout the night to check up on you, wary now that youâve tried to run. Your regret is palpable. You shouldâve waited. Bided your time. There won't be another chance now, not after you played your hand so soon.Â
The ache in your shoulder keeps you from finding sleep. Every time you get close to it, the pain radiates down your arm and it slips from your grasp, your hand closing around the empty space it leaves behind. Teeth grit, breathing through the pain. Loosening your jaw and panting because the pain overwhelms you when you so much as shift onto your side, the hard floor digging into your elbow.Â
Right on the edge of sleep, just as you're about to latch on, a boot catches you in the ribs, jostling you back into the realm of pain. You wheeze, breaking into a coughing fit.Â
âGet up,â a hoarse voice grunts above you, empty of sympathy. âWe got places to be.â
He has the two of you back on the horse as soon as dawn breaks. Your escape attempt the night before must have spooked him, and you regret it now in the light of day because you know he wonât let you out of his sight again. The metal handcuffs digging into your wrists assures you of that.Â
Thereâs no time for breakfast or time to wash up. Graves makes it a point to be back on the road as fast as possible, repacking his bedroll and stuffing it back in the saddlebag before dragging you up with him.Â
The pain is a dull throb after sleeping most of the agony away. It comes back when you move too quickly though, which is hard to avoid on horseback when each gallop echoes through your sore bones and joints.Â
The arching sun immixes with the heavens above, rising higher as the hours pass. You ache for a hat; something to keep the heat of the sun off your head. On the horizon, the mountain ridge sits like a spine bursting out from the earth. Itâs all wastelands and portents. Evil omens.Â
Your heart feels swollen and bruised, like something trampled under elk hooves.Â
âCheer up,â Graves says, tipping your chin up when the sun reaches its peak around midday, the gesture making you so uncomfortable that you almost shudder out of your skin. Your face still throbs with pain. âYou should be glad I didnât jusâ shoot you.â
Your lips pull back, baring your teeth to nothing.Â
A shot rips through the air at that, his words commanding it into being. Your head instinctively ducks and even the horse under you staggers, spooked by the sound. Graves curses, tensing up behind you.
"What in the hellâ"
You whip your head around to stare behind you, looking for the source of the gunfire. When you find it, your eyes widen.
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001 | THE GARDEN
tags: trueform!sukuna x servant!fem reader, angst, smut(ish), pet names, lots of tension, teasing, mentions of death, mdni.
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part 2!
âsukuna-sama expects his dinner,â one of sukunaâs subordinates announces, pushing open the heavy wooden door to the kitchen. you and several other servants are already hard at work preparing the meal.
everyone tenses at the reminder, knowing that sukunaâs patience is thin. this is your first time preparing his dinnerâusually, youâre assigned to gardening or cleaning. the sight before you is almost too much: bones, flesh, and organs stacked on the plate, creating a grotesque pile. the stench of death fills the air, making your stomach churn as you try not to gag.
as the meal is finished, you grab the edges of the heavy plate, bracing yourself for the weight of the revolting flesh.
âyouâre not worthy to deliver the kingâs food,â yorozu sneers, snatching the plate from your hands with a flick of her wrist. âyou might upset him and end up as his next meal,â she adds, carrying the plate effortlessly while laughing as she exits. her mocking tone stings, and you canât help but think of her with contempt as you and the other servants clean up.
bitch.
unable to bear the stench any longer, you leave the kitchen early. the other servants understand and let you go, knowing the smell has become too much for you. as you walk down the dimly lit hallway, you look up at the open ceiling, where stars shine faintly against the night sky. an eerie wind howls through the corridor, its sound both creepy and mesmerizing.
you glance towards the servant quarters but are drawn to the door leading to the garden. it feels like something is beckoning you, so you decide to take a detour. opening the door, youâre greeted by the moonlit gardenâa stark contrast to the darkness inside. the flowers and fruit glow vibrantly under the moonlight, and the trees sway with the force of the wind.
walking deeper into the garden, you stop on the wooden bridge over the koi pond. you peer into the water, watching the koi fish below. as you look closer, your reflection shimmers in the rippling water. the fish suddenly dart away, disappearing in an instant. your confusion grows as you focus on your reflection and see four red orbs glowing ominously behind you.
frozen in place, fear grips you tightly. your heart pounds wildly, and youâre paralyzed by the chilling presence that seems to lurk just out of sight. your mind races, but you remain utterly silent and immobile, trapped by the eerie, haunting feeling that you are being watched.
you stand there frozen, the chill of fear gripping your body as your heart pounds furiously. youâre paralyzed by terror, unable to make a sound, not even a whisper.
âawh, i wish to get more of a reaction out of you,â the unknown voice murmurs darkly. slowly, you turn to see an extremely tall man with an array of unsettling features. the sight nearly makes you faint. the king.
âmy lord,â you stammer, bowing deeply in respect. he chuckles at your rapid attempt to regain composure.
âitâs very easy to get into your head,â he observes, scanning your trembling form. âis there nothing up here?â he laughs, knocking your head playfully. you wince at his touch and rub your head, frowning at his mockery.
âthere is,â you retort, turning your gaze away from him. youâre not trying to be disrespectful, but his subtle insult stings.
your heart still races as you focus on the rippling water beneath the bridge. sukuna towers over you, his presence as oppressive as the dark night sky. the garden around you is shrouded in shadows, illuminated only by the faint glow of the moon and the shimmering koi fish gliding silently beneath the waterâs surface. the air is eerily quiet, broken only by the soft rustle of leaves and the distant chirping of insects.
âso, what brings you to my garden, little one?â sukunaâs voice slices through the silence, smooth but laced with a sharp edge. you turn to look at him; this time, heâs also peering down at the fish.
you hesitate, unsure of what to say. the truth is, you hadnât meant to end up hereâyou were simply drawn in by some inexplicable force. but could you really admit that to him? that you felt something calling you?
âi⌠needed some fresh air, sukuna-sama,â you finally reply, your voice barely a whisper. itâs a weak excuse, but itâs all you can muster.
he chuckles darkly, the sound low and rumbling, as if he can see right through your flimsy explanation. âfresh air? after dealing with my dinner? you must have a stronger stomach than i thought,â he teases, his tone carrying a hint of disbelief. he steps closer, the wooden bridge creaking under his weight. âor maybe youâre just running away from something?â
you stiffen, his words cutting close to home. heâs right, of course. youâre runningâfrom the stench of death, from the sight of flesh and bone, from the reality of serving someone like sukuna. but admitting that feels like exposing your most vulnerable self, and youâre not ready for that.
âno, my lord,â you say, shaking your head. âi just needed a moment to clear my thoughts.â
sukuna hums, clearly unimpressed by your response. he circles around you, his movements slow and deliberate, like a predator sizing up its prey. you can feel his gaze lingering on you, making you hyper-aware of every breath you take, every inch of space between you.
âclear your thoughts, huh?â he muses, his voice dropping to a near whisper. âwhat could a little servant like you possibly have to think about?â his tone is mocking, almost condescending, yet thereâs a genuine curiosity in it.
you swallow hard, feeling the weight of his words pressing down on you. what could you say that wouldnât sound trivial to a man like him? youâre just a servantâyour worries are insignificant compared to his vast existence. but something about his questionâand the way he seems to revel in your discomfortâmakes you want to push back, just a little.
âi think about a lot of things, my lord,â you say softly, trying to keep your voice steady. âlike the stars, or the way the wind feels at night. or the flowers in the garden.â you pause, glancing at him from the corner of your eye. âeven⌠even what it must be like to be someone like you.â
the last part slips out before you can stop yourself, and you immediately regret it. your heart skips a beat as you brace for his reaction, fearing youâve crossed some invisible line. but to your surprise, sukuna doesnât lash out. instead, he halts, staring at you with an unreadable expression.
âsomeone like me?â he echoes, his brow arching with a mix of curiosity and disdain. âand what do you imagine itâs like, little one? to be someone like me?â
you hesitate, unsure how to respond. you hadnât really thought it throughâyour words had just spilled out in the heat of the moment. but now that heâs asking, you canât back down.
âi imagine itâs lonely,â you whisper, your voice trembling slightly. âto have so much power, but no one who truly understands you. no one who dares to stand by your side, except out of fear.â
the garden falls into silence, the weight of your words hanging heavily in the air. you can feel sukunaâs gaze boring into you, but you donât dare meet it. your heart races, fearing youâve gone too far.
then, sukuna does something unexpectedâhe laughs, a low, dark laugh that sends shivers down your spine. âlonely?â he repeats, as if the concept is foreign to him. âyou think iâm lonely?â
he leans in closer, so close that you can feel his breath on your skin. âlet me tell you something, little servant,â he murmurs, his voice soft but laden with menace. âi donât need anyone to stand by my side. i donât need understanding or companionship. all i need is power, and the fear it brings. thatâs what sustains me.â
his words are harsh, but thereâs something in his toneâa hint of something deeper, something heâs not willing to admit. you feel a pang of sadness, realizing that beneath all that power, thereâs a void he refuses to fill.
âyou should be careful, doll,â he says, his voice low and warning. âcuriosity can be dangerous. especially when it comes to me.â
with that, he straightens up, turning to leave. but before he can take a step, he pauses, glancing back at you with a smirk. âperhaps iâll visit you again. after all, i find your little thoughts quite entertaining.â
your breath catches as you watch him disappear into the shadows, leaving you alone in the garden once more. the night is still, the stars shining brightly overhead, but the fear that had gripped you earlier has lessened, replaced by something elseâsomething you canât quite put into words.
⨯. âşÂ âŚÂ âšÂ . *-
the next evening, you enter the shared servant quarters with a basket of clothes, overhearing yorozu and your other roommates gossiping about what happened in sukunaâs chambers. you pretend not to listen as you place the basket on the bed and start folding the clothes, trying to catch snippets of their conversation.
âheâs a maniac,â yorozu boasts loudly, âhe even made love to me until sunriseâoh, how incredible it felt.â
you raise your brows at her blatant lie. after your encounter with sukuna, you had carefully snuck into the room to find yorozu and the others fast asleep.
what a liar.
the girls listening to yorozu gasp in awe, pleading for more details about her so-called night with the king. their excitement fades, however, as the door swings open, and uraume enters. the ladies quickly notice their presence and bow in respect.
âsukuna-sama has requested you to give him his bath,â uraume announces, looking directly at you. you glance around, wondering if uraume might have mistaken you for another servant.
âme?â you ask, pointing at yourself in confusion. the other servants exchange glances of barely concealed disgust. uraume nods, and they take their leave, closing the door behind them and leaving you in an awkward silence.
you smile to yourself as you hear yorozuâs incredulous question about why youâre the one chosen to assist with sukunaâs bath. youâre not a high-ranking servant, let alone someone who should be in his presence for more than a minute, much less during a bath.
discarding the basket of clothes, you rush out of the room, a mix of excitement and nervous anticipation bubbling inside you about what might unfold between you and sukuna.
the walk to sukunaâs chambers nearly left you breathless, so secluded is his room from the rest of his vast estate. the wooden double doors, adorned with menacing skulls, creak open as uraume gestures for you to enter. they guide you past the threshold and direct you towards the private pool area, marked as the exit.
as you step into his room, youâre struck by its enormity. itâs so grand that it seems like a small residence in itself, complete with its own living area, kitchen, and even a staircase leading to what you assume must be his private quarters. the room boasts a massive balcony overlooking the villages below, offering a breathtaking view. to one side, a door leads to his expansive garden.Â
fear courses through you as you sense his overwhelming presence grow stronger. your gaze is drawn irresistibly to the garden door, and something compels you forward. you push the door open and step into the garden, which is bathed in the soft glow of moonlight.Â
there, in the center of the garden, is a large, dark pool. steam rises from the bubbling water, adding an ethereal quality to the scene.
and there he is.
sukuna sits in the pool, his eyes closed. his two arms rest casually on the edge, while the other two are submerged beneath the surface. his chest, covered in ancient tattoos, glistens with water droplets under the moonlight. the rhythmic rise and fall of his chest with each breath is the only movement in the otherwise still night.
âthere you are, my little one.â
you stood there, swallowing hard as he opened his eyes to meet yours. his hand motioned for you to come closer, and you obeyed, lowering yourself to your knees beside him.
âsomething disturbing you?â he asked, feigning concern as he searched your eyes for a reason. ânothing, my lord. Iâm just surprised you requested me instead of yorozu.â
a smirk played on his lips as his fingers lightly brushed the fabric of your kimono. âjoin me,â he said, his tone laced with a provocative edge. your eyes widened at the request, and you stumbled over your words, unable to form a coherent response. all you could hear were the faint pops of bubbles in the pool.
âunless youâd prefer I call for yorozu,â he added, a hint of amusement in his voice that sparked a pang of jealousy in you.
with a deep breath, you carefully stood up, untying your kimono and letting it pool around your feet as sukunaâs gaze remained fixed on your bare figure. he bit his lip, watching as you hesitantly stepped into the steaming water. the heat was intense, but you pushed through, your entire body soon engulfed by the water. sukunaâs arms, hidden beneath the surface, wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer until you were resting on his lap. you flinched at the unexpected contact.
you could feel his cocks.
he chuckled at your reaction, his laughter carrying a hint of cruel amusement. âdoes her name strike a nerve?â he taunted as you glanced around, avoiding his gaze while taking in the gardenâs beauty. without warning, he grabs your chin, forcing you to meet his eyes. âI donât like being ignored, woman.â
âit doesnât seem fair that you have sexual relations with her and then summon me. youâre only going to make the other servants despise me,â you confessed, your voice trembling. his expression was unreadable, leaving you unsure whether he was angry or merely contemplating your words.
your pulse quickens as sukunaâs intense gaze pins you in place, his four crimson eyes gleaming with dark amusement. his massive form looms over you, every inch of his heavily tattooed body radiating power and menace. the steam swirling around you thickens the air, and the bubbling water at your waist feels like itâs vibrating with the tension between you.
âjealousy doesnât suit you,â sukuna murmurs, his voice a low growl that sends a shiver down your spine. his tone is laced with condescension, as if daring you to challenge him. one of his hands tightens its grip on your waist, while another trails a sharp claw along the side of your neck, dangerously close to your pulse.
you swallow hard, trying to maintain composure, but your voice betrays you with a slight tremor. âiâm not jealous,â you lie, even as your heart races. âi just donât understand why you would entertain her lies.â
sukunaâs lips curl into a cruel smirk, his sharp teeth glinting in the dim light. âentertain her lies?â he echoes mockingly, leaning in so close that his breath fans across your face. âyou think i care about what that pathetic woman says? the only reason i acknowledge her existence is to see you squirm.â
he moves one of his lower arms to grip your chin, forcing you to look up at him. his eyes bore into yours, and the sheer intensity of his gaze makes your knees feel weak. âyouâre nothing but a fool to her,â he continues, his voice dripping with venom. âa pawn in her petty games. but you⌠youâre mine.â
your breath hitches as his words send a jolt of heat through your body, leaving you torn between the urge to slap him and an even stronger, confusing desire. the steam rises thicker around you, wrapping you both in a cocoon of suffocating heat, and the bubbling water feels like itâs boiling against your skin.
âiâm not a toy,â you manage to say, though the words sound weak even to your own ears. sukunaâs laugh is low and menacing, and you feel his upper arms encircle you, pulling you closer to his enormous chest, his wet skin slick and warm against yours.
âoh, but you are,â he purrs, his voice both mocking and seductive. âmy toy. my plaything. and iâll do with you whatever i please.â
the heat of the water and the intensity of his gaze create a pressure that feels almost unbearable. his four crimson eyes lock onto yours with a predatory gleam, while his massive, tattooed form looms over you. the steam from the bubbling pool rises in thick clouds, obscuring everything but the two of you, wrapping you in a suffocating cocoon of heat and desire.
sukunaâs hands continue their torturous exploration. his lower arms grip your waist, holding you flush against him. his touch is deliberate, almost maddeningly slow, as his fingers trail lightly along your sensitive slit, spreading your folds making you whimper at his touch. every brush of his fingertips makes you shiver, your body reacting instinctively to the teasing pressure.
âyou feel that?â sukuna growls, his voice rough with dark pleasure. his fingertips linger at your entrance, grazing the sensitive area with tantalizing slowness. âevery inch of you is responding to me. donât try to deny it.â
the water around you bubbles more furiously, the heat intensifying as sukunaâs touch grows bolder. your breath hitches with every pass of his fingers, your hips slowly grinding on his fingers for something more. the tension between you thickening until it feels like itâs pressing down on you from all sides. the steam is stifling, making it hard to think, and the heat of the water feels almost like a physical presence, amplifying the pressure of sukunaâs touch.
you try to maintain your composure, but your voice betrays you, trembling with barely contained desire. âiâm not yours,â you manage to say, though the words sound weak against the backdrop of his dark amusement.
sukunaâs lips curl into a cruel smile, his sharp teeth flashing in the dim light. âoh, but you are,â he murmurs, his voice both mocking and seductive. âand deep down, you know it. you canât hide from what you want.â
his lower arms grip your hips firmly, pulling you snugly against him. you gasp as his fingertips graze your clit with a teasing touch, sending a shiver of electric pleasure through your body.
âmy precious brat,â sukuna growls, his fingers continuing their teasing caress, barely making contact but just enough to drive you wild with anticipation. the sensation is maddening, the heat of his touch against your sensitive skin making it hard to focus on anything but the overwhelming need building within you.
you try to maintain control, but your breath comes in shallow, uneven gasps. ââm not yours,â you repeat, shutting your eyes, hoping he would do something.
sukunaâs eyes glint with cruel satisfaction as he increases the pressure slightly, his fingers brushing over your clit with a teasing rhythm. the dizziness increases as the pressure of his touch and the intensity of his gaze combine.Â
sukuna smirks as he brings his hand from the water to pinch your neglected breasts, pulling and teasing your nipples until you gasp loudly. simultaneously, his fingers rub circles on your poor clit with a harsh rhythm, each touch sending sharp jolts of pleasure through your body. the sensations blend together, leaving you dizzy and disoriented, as if youâre drunk off his touch.Â
the steam seems to wrap around you tighter, making it hard to think clearly. sukunaâs touch is relentless, the teasing strokes sending waves of heat through your body. your mind is spinning, caught between the heat of the water, the pressure of his touch, and the oppressive weight of his presence.
his fingers trace along the edges of your entrance with agonizing slowness, the touch making your body quiver with anticipation your breasts aching at the teasing. sukunaâs hands grip you tighter, pulling you closer, and the sensation of his body against yours only adds to the unbearable pressure.
âsay it,â he commands, his voice rough and demanding. âtell me youâre mine.â
the words catch in your throat, the intensity of the moment making it almost impossible to speak. the steam, the heat, the pressure of sukunaâs touchâall of it overwhelms you. the tips of his fingers push into your hole, your body instinctively wanting more. the tension breaks, and the words slip from your lips, barely audible over the sound of the bubbling water.
âf-fuck yours- âm yours ,â you whisper, your voice trembling with the weight of the admission. he widely smirks as you gave in, knowing that youâre his. the heat of the water, the intensity of sukunaâs touch, and the oppressive presence of his gaze converge, leaving you breathless and dizzy, completely trapped in his embrace.
⨯. âşÂ âŚÂ âšÂ . *
the next morning, you and the other servants were summoned to the kitchen by the higher-ups. as you prepared, memories of your night with sukuna kept making you smile, his words-youâre mine- echoing in your mind. sukuna wanted you, and only you.
in the large, cobblestoned kitchen, you and the servants gathered around the wooden island table where uraume had called everyone. chatter and gossip filled the room as you stood with your friends, one of them clutching your arm nervously as everyone waited for uraumeâs arrival.
the wooden doors creaked open as uraume and several guards filed in, immediately commanding attention. âgood morning, everyone,â uraume said, silencing the room.
âsukuna-sama has been keeping an eye on a few of you while you worked,â uraume continued, causing a collective gulp of fear to ripple through the room. whispers of suspicion and dread filled the air, as many feared sukunaâs scrutiny meant trouble.
âand he is beyond pleased with one of your skills,â uraume added, and the room erupted in gasps and murmurs of relief. you heard whispers behind youâcould it be me? it has to be me.
you couldnât help but chuckle at their eagerness. most of the servants slacked off when uraume or sukunaâs subordinates werenât around, but you always made sure to be diligent. you werenât trying to be a suck-up; you were just keenly aware of the consequences of falling out of favor. after all, many had met grim fates.
was this about me? had the king of curses been watching? you think.
uraume walked closer to your side of the room, maintaining their usual emotionless demeanor. a few of the other servants' smiles faltered as uraume pushed through the crowd, making a beeline for you. their eyes were filled with a mix of envy and disbelief, and you straightened your posture with a slight bow, a wide, hopeful smile spreading across your face.
âiâm very thankful for thisââ
âmove.â
you choked on your saliva, your face flushing with embarrassment as you froze, head down. the realization that you were not the one being recognized hit hard as uraume moved past you to the girl in the back. murmurs and chuckles spread through the room, and you could feel your cheeks burning with shame.
i just want to disappear.
uraume pulled one of the servants deemed âskilledâ to the front of the room. you slowly raised your head to see yorozu, standing there with a beaming smile, clearly thrilled.
âsukuna-sama is beyond satisfied with your skills and dedication,â uraume announced. âhe has requested a personal dinner with yorozu.â
what?
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love at your door
minatozaki sana x fem!reader
synopsis: you wake up on the couch to find out that itâs actually not your couch and oh my god why is your hot neighbor sitting across from you watching tv???
warnings: sana is a FLIRT ; reader is a loser ; sana is a losersexual ; pacing is iffy but itâs bc i wanted it to be short ; alcohol ; anything else i didnât mention ; not proofread so prob spelling errors idk i wrote most on my phone
a/n: based off the time i got drunk and fell asleep in the wrong room⌠anyways my love for sana will NEVER DIE guess whoâs BACK.
you wake up with a groan, face smushed against a cushion that's definitely not yours, and the first thing that hits youâaside from the dull pounding in your headâis the faint sound of a tv playing in the background.Â
slowly, you crack your eyes open, blinking against the morning light. you finally realize youâre not in your room, and the couch you're sprawled out on⌠also not yours.
you sit up too quickly and regret it immediately, head spinning, the room around you momentarily blurred. but then it sharpens, and your heart nearly stops when you spot her. sana, your neighborâyour gorgeous, gorgeous neighbor that youâve been eyeing since you moved inâsitting across from you on her armchair, completely unbothered with her legs tucked underneath her, eyes fixed on the tv but clearly aware youâre awake now.Â
sheâs holding a ceramic mug in one hand, and for some reason, that little detail makes everything so much worse.
becauseâhow did you end up here?
you glance down at yourself and, of course, youâre still in your luigi costume from last night. the tight green tank top clings to you under the denim overalls (one strap purposely loose and falling off your shoulder because youâre desperate for attention in these trying times) which you had decided to wear in some ill-fated attempt to look âhotâ while still committing to the theme. you had succeeded, at least you think, judging from the compliments you vaguely remember through the drunken haze of the halloween party. but now, under sanaâs gaze, you suddenly feel a lot less confident about it.
âjesus christ,â you mutter, rubbing your temples, trying to piece together what happened. âwhatââ
âmorning sleepy,â sana says, finally looking over at you, lips curling into a small, amused smile. âyou came stumbling in after the party. i figured it was safer to let you crash here than send you back to your place like that.â
this has to be a nightmare.
her voice is casual, like this isnât completely mortifying for you. like this isnât the exact scenario your sleep-deprived, engineering-major brain has dreamed up in countless fleeting moments when youâve caught glimpses of her in the hallways (well, you figured youâd be in a less embarassing scene) but now itâs real, and your heart is thudding painfully loud in your chest, and you canât decide if you want to disappear or if you never want to leave.
(the first option might be the smartest)
you clear your throat, pushing down the urge to bury your face in your hands. âiâm so sorry. i didnâtâi didnât mean to crash here like that. i mustâve been drunk out of my mind iâ fuck, nayeon, that bitch⌠im sorry my friends theyâreââ
âdonât worry about it,â she waves off your apology, taking a sip from her mug, her gaze briefly dipping down to your outfit before flicking back to your face. âi never knew luigi could look this good.â she adds, a smirk playing on her face that renders you weak.
you feel heat rise to your face instantly, and youâre pretty sure itâs not just the aftermath of all the alcohol you consumed last night. her words hang in the air, teasing, but thereâs something else in her tone that sends a jolt through you. something that makes you suddenly hyper-aware of how exposed you feel, the snug fit of the tank top and the way her eyes had lingered on your exposed skin just for a second.
âuhââ you start, but your voice comes out strained, so you clear your throat again, scrambling for a response. âthank youâŚ?â
she grins at your awkwardness, a soft, almost mischievous smile that only adds to the rising tension in the room. âyouâre welcome.â
you force a laugh, trying to ignore the way her gaze makes your skin tingle. âright, well⌠thanks for, uh, taking care of me. and not letting me do something even more embarrassing.â
âmore embarrassing than this?â sana raises an eyebrow, clearly enjoying your discomfort. she gestures toward your outfit with a nod, and you canât help but huff a laugh this time, the tension breaking just a little.
âpoint taken,â you mutter, swinging your legs off the couch to stand, only for a wave of dizziness to hit. sanaâs on her feet in a second, steadying you with a hand on your arm, her touch gentle but firm.
âeasy,â she murmurs, and you freeze, suddenly way too aware of how close she is. her hand lingers just a second too long, and when she finally lets go, you feel like you can breathe againâbut it doesnât stop your pulse from racing.
her eyes dart down to the base of your neck and the intensity of her gaze is amplified.
âquite a hickey, huh?â
âwhat?â you had to be drunk drunk. you canât recall anything about kissing girls, youâre not the type to be like that when under the influence. âthatâsâ i canât even remember.â
âhad fun, didnât you?â sana looks back into your eyes, making you shrink despite her smaller frame. you feel sorry, you want to apologize for something you canât even rememberâyou have no clue why. sheâs just your neighbor. sheâs the neighbor down the hall that greeted you kindly when you had moved in to town. the same neighbor that you had to blink multiple times at before realizing sheâs not a fairytale princess thatâs creeped out of the books.
you glance at the door, needing an escape, even though a very large part of you doesnât want to leave just yet. but standing in her living room in yesterdayâs clothes with your head still buzzing is doing nothing for your nerves.
âi should, uh, probably go,â you say, pointing vaguely toward the door.
sana steps back, giving you space, but her expression shifts into something playful as she watches you. âright. but heyâif you ever need a place to crash again, my couch is always open.â
you blink, not sure if sheâs joking or if thereâs more to that offer. but before you can overthink it, you nod, mumbling a quick, âthanks, iâll keep that in mind,â before heading for the door.
and just as youâre about to step out, sana calls after you, her voice teasing, warm. âhey, luigi.â
you pause, turning to look at her.
she leans casually against the doorframe, eyes glinting with that same playfulness, and she gives you a slow, once-over before her lips curve into a smirk. âseriously. never knew luigi could be this hot.â
your heart stutters in your chest, and all you can do is laugh, a nervous, breathless sound, before quickly slipping out the door, your mind buzzing as you head back to your place.
sana always caught your eye, but now⌠now youâre pretty sure youâre never going to stop thinking about her.
â
the whole day youâre quite literally losing your mind. as soon as you crash onto your bed when you get back home, you cringe at how much of an idiot you are, and at the fact that you accepted every single drink handed to you by nayeon.
and then the next day, youâre still replaying the entire morning in your headâhow sanaâs words lingered, the way her eyes had flickered over you with that teasing smile. itâs been driving you to distraction all day. you couldnât focus during class, barely heard a word your professor said, and by the time your last lecture ends, youâve come to a decision.
youâre going to do something about it.
(youâre undeniably an idiot, but everyone in your circle knows that anyway.)
so after class, you stop by the small flower shop near campus. itâs not something youâd typically doâflowers and chocolate, thatâs so clichĂŠ, right? but somehow it feels like the right move. sana had caught you completely off guard yesterday, and maybe itâs time you do the same.
you have a small conversation with the florist, who recommends her favorite assortment of tulips. you donât want to do too much, so you settle with yellow tulips, their petals delicate and bright. simple, but thoughtful (you hope).
next, you pick out a small box of chocolates, nothing fancy but enough to show youâve put some real thought into this. because somehow, leaving things the way they were feels unfinished.
you canât possibly just leave it like that, you canât have the only real memory and meaningful interaction between you and sana consist of you flat out drunk and at a loss for words.
youâre already a loser as it is, and especially when sana is aroundâwhether thatâs when you two both end up at the mailbox together, with you losing the ability to speak when she simply smiles and compliments you; and also the simple greetings when you two arrive at around the same time on wednesdayâs and thursdays (not that you take note of itâyou definitely do).Â
when you get home, you scribble out a short note on a small card:
hi sana, Â
thanks for letting me crash on your couch yesterday. iâm really, really sorry.Â
hereâs a little something as a thank you. hope you like tulips.
and chocolate.
â luigiÂ
you read it over twice, fighting the nervous energy bubbling up inside you. itâs playful, casual, but maybeâhopefullyâitâll make her smile. you take the flowers, chocolates, and the note, placing everything neatly in a small brown paper bag before heading down the hall.
when you reach her doorstep, your heart is pounding. you place the bag gently on the ground, adjusting the flowers one last time so they look perfect. then, you take a deep breath and knock, firm but quick, before spinning on your heel and rushing back to your own place.
you barely make it through the door before the nerves fully hit. your heart races, and you lean back against the door, letting out a heavy breath. what if she doesnât like it? what if itâs too much?
but before your thoughts spiral too far, you hear the faint sound of her door opening down the hall, followed by the quiet shuffle of her picking up the bag.
thereâs silence for a bit before you hear the door close again, earning a sigh of relief.
if your friends were to find out literally everything that had happened in the span of less than forty-eight hours, theyâd tease you until you had to move out again.
â
the next night, youâre at your desk, buried in the engineering assignment youve been given that same day. something about fluid dynamics, a dense problem set that has you scribbling equations and checking graphs on your laptop. itâs not exactly easy to focusâyour mind keeps wandering back to sana, the flowers, the chocolates, and really just everything about her. every time you think about her, a small smile tugs at your lips, despite the headache thatâs building from the workload.
then, out of nowhere, you hear a knock at the door.
you blink, glancing at the clock. youâre not expecting anyone, and for a second, you wonder if you imagined it. but when the knock repeats, you push your chair back, setting aside your notes. still a little distracted by the assignment, you take your time getting up, stretching briefly before finally heading to the door.
when you open it, thereâs no one there. just silence, the hallway empty. but as you glance down, you spot something on the floorâa folded piece of paper. your heart skips a beat, and you canât help but grin as you bend down to pick it up, already knowing who itâs from.
you unfold the note, and sanaâs handwriting greets you:
so, youâre kinda cute even in that luigi costumeâi couldnât stop thinking about you
(i think youâre cute in uniform and not)Â
though i have to askâwhatâs with the hickey? did luigi have a little too much fun? ;)
anyway, i liked the flowers. i liked the chocolates too.Â
but i think i like the person giving them more.
you should come over in five minutes if youâre not too shy. i mean, you werenât that shy the other night ;)Â Â
â sana <3
your face heats up instantly as you read the hickey line, hand instinctively reaching to touch your neck. thereâs no way, right? you donât rememberâ
then it hits you. fuck. it wasnât a hickey. nayeon had bullied you about how you ran into something that night at her party, some broom? wall? maybe momo elbowed you? or something. youâre not the type to just fuck random girls, not when youâre loyal to your neighbor that you utter maybe three sentences a week to if youâre lucky. but the thought of what had happened that night isnât even important because now your mindâs racing, thinking about how sanaâs teasing you. youâd be lying if you said it didnât make you all giddy and nervous.
you reread the note, feeling that familiar nervous excitement grow. come over in five minutes if youâre not too shy. your pulse picks up. thereâs no way youâre saying no to that.
without bothering to change out of your hoodie and sweats, you grab your keys, locking the door behind you as you head down the hall. your heartâs still racing, and your mindâs swirling with a mix of nerves and anticipation as you stop in front of sanaâs door.
when she opens it, sheâs standing there with that same playful smirkâsultry, seductive, and somehow so cute at the same time. her eyes gleam like she already knows exactly whatâs going through your mind.Â
"took you long enough," she says, stepping aside to let you in, her voice warm, teasing. "for a second, i thought youâd be too shy to show up."
you huff a laugh, shaking your head as you walk inside, glancing around her apartment again. âiâmâ iâm not.â it sounds unconvincing, but the woman in front of you thinks itâs adorable.
she quirks a brow, then smiles at that, closing the door behind you. "good to know." she says, handing you a small glass of wine and suddenly everything is a little bit too intimate.Â
the two of you end up sitting on her couch, the tv still softly playing in the background like it had been the other morning. the conversation flows easilyâthereâs that natural comfort between you now, even with the teasing tension that lingers under the surface.
she talks about herself and you talk about yourself too, piquing both your interests. small talk grows into something bigger and you two enjoy the newfound information youâre both learning about each other. youâre breaking the ice, maybe easing into the cold waters in comparison to splashing into it.
âso, about that hickey,â she says, leaning back into the couch, her grin widening as she glances pointedly at your neck. her leg crosses over the other and she holds the glass in her hand near her lips, a small smirk tugging at one corner. âiâm just saying, it looks a little suspicious.â
you roll your eyes, your face heating up again. âitâs not a hickey. i swear.â
âuh-huh,â she teases, clearly not letting it go. âsure itâs not.â
âapparently i hit a broom or wallâsomething like that.â you shake your head, laughing lightly, but thereâs an undeniable pull between you two.Â
the way she looks at you, the way her smile lingers a little too long, and the way her knee brushes against yours every now and thenâyou have to hold yourself back from saying and doing a lot of things. itâs in the way her voice lowers when she speaks, soft and reeling.
you spend the next hour just talking, laughing, sharing random stories about classes, her teasing you about your engineering homework, and you teasing her back about her terrible taste in tv shows. every time she smiles or laughs, it feels like a small victory, something you want to keep chasing. and every time you speak her eyes are in deep contact with yours, spiking your heartrate without fail.
eventually, the conversation lulls, and thereâs a moment of quiet where she looks at you, her eyes softening just slightly. âyou know,â she murmurs, âiâm really glad you came over. this⌠was nice.â
âyeah,â you say, smiling back, your heart racing in your chest. âit was.â
âi always thought you were really cute,â she says before sipping on her white wine, âbut iâm not a chaser.â
âis that right?â
âunless you count me responding to your apology, then yes.â
you laugh, setting the empty glass down.Â
âwell,â you begin, biting your lip. âi like to pursue.â
âquite forward isnât it?â
âyou invited me over for wine, it doesnât get more forward than what youâve brought to the table.â
âis that so?â sana hums, tilting her head. she bites the inside of her lip, looking at you with narrowed eyes. âi think it can get more forward.â
your breath hitches in the slightest and you can tell sanaâs noticed when she lets out that signature chuckle.Â
âwell, i think itâs time to end the night. you were working on assignments prior, no?â you frown at the suggestion.
âiâ yeah, youâre right.âÂ
thereâs a knowing smile on her lips, but you ignore it and stand up with her as she walks you to her door.Â
âi had a great time pretty girl,â she puts her hand on your forearm while saying it, her touch burning your skin. âhopefully we can be much more forward next time.â
you laugh. âi like the sound of that.â
âmhm, goodnight.â she says, grinning at you before meekly closing her door.
you purse your lips before walking down the hall and reaching your door. your hand lingers on the doorknob before you turn it and head in, feeling a sense of regret.
âŚ
sana hears a knock at her door ten minutes later, turning off the sink and drying her hands before walking over to see whatâs up.Â
the moment the door opens and sana sees you standing there, the look on her face is priceless.
âwhatââ she starts, raising an eyebrow, clearly confused, but before she can finish, you step forward, your hand reaching out to grab her forearm gently. you pull her just a little closer, your heart pounding as you look at her.
âi want to be more forward,â you admit, voice low, the question hanging in the space between you.
for a second, she just stares at you, wide-eyed, before a soft laugh escapes her. she gets it now. âoh, weâre moving pretty fast, arenât we?â she teases, her eyes gleaming with amusement. âtake me out to dinner.â
you grin, and she hesitates for a beat, but then she nods, and itâs enoughâenough to send your pulse racing, enough for you to lean in. before you can close the distance, though, her hand comes up, fingers lightly brushing the base of your neck, and you feel her shiver as she touches you.
âyou say that like,â you pause, observing the surprise and allure in her features. âlike you didnât eye-fuck me the other night.â
her cheeks flush as her fingers linger on your skin, and you catch the way she bites her lip, trying to hide her own smile. you donât wait any longer.
you lean in and meet her lips with yours, melting into it just as she does.Â
it starts soft, just a gentle press of your lips against hers, but it quickly deepens as sana lets out a quiet, surprised sound that turns into something moreâsomething sheâs clearly enjoying a little too much. her hand moves to tangle in your hair, pulling you closer, and the way she kisses you back sends a thrill through you.
before you know it, sheâs dragging you inside, one hand still tangled in your hair, the other guiding you back toward the couch. the door closes behind you, but you barely notice, too focused on the way her lips move against yours.
when you finally pull back for air, sheâs breathless, grinning like sheâs just won something. âyou shouldâve been this forward earlier,â she teases, her thumb brushing against the side of your neck.
âyeah?â you ask, a little breathless yourself, but you canât stop smiling.
âyeah,â she murmurs, eyes flickering down to your lips before she leans in again, kissing you slower this time, savoring it. sana is a great kisser, the type of kisser that leaves you wanting more and more. after a moment, she pulls back, just enough to whisper, âmaybe you should stay a little longer.â
you canât help but laugh softly. âyou sure you can handle that?â
âplease,â she says, eyes twinkling with that familiar mischievous look. âyou werenât that shy the other night.â
âwell i was drunk andââ
before you can even finish your response, sheâs kissing you again, and this time, youâre more than happy to let her pull you even closer.
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Wolverine x f!reader
CAR INCIDENT
Summary: After you got to the mysterious place, you met two men who wanted you in their team, but you refused. In the end, you joined them anyway, but it was for a completely different reason.
Warnings: MDNI 18+, strong language, brutal fight, blood, cruel insults (I don't want to offend anyone), oral sex (f!receiving), pitiless unprotected sex (piv), sex through clothes
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,,Oh you motherfucker! I am going to kill-" you angrily pointed at Paradox and run after him, but before you could barely scratch him he pointed some kind of pole at you and you were suddenly falling who knows where. You scream your way down and after you hit the ground you stayed there for a while and fainted.
After a while you heard two male voices, one sounded deep and masculine, the other not so much and when you felt the presence of strangers around you, it forced you to open your eyes and finally wake up.
"Aw there you are sleeping beauty" when you finally focus your vision, there were two men in suits standing over you. One looked like spiderman from wish, the other was wearing a peeled banana costume and even his stern disgusted face looked like that too.
"Where am I? Who the fuck are you?" furiously but still a bit confused you started asking questions as you get on your elbows. ,,Easy there sugarbear, I'll help you" the Red Riding Hood offered you a hand but you pushed it away and stand up on your own.
"Okay, independent, got itâ the coca~cola mascot kept talking shits and you started getting furious. You liked the yellow lemon more, all he did was keep his mouth shut and stare at you with a murderous look, just your type.
"Can you tell me where the fuck am I?" you threw your hands in the air and really got your tone serious. "I wish we knew darling" "Call me darling again, and I'll cut you nuts, shove them right into your nostrils and push them forward until your head explodes!" You warned the red bastard and he put his hands up in surrender. The moron in yellow right next to him started laughing, immediately caught your attention.
âAnd what the fuck are you laughing at, wanna be minion?â after your very personal insult, the banana guy stopped laughing, his face taking on a really pissed expression instead.
"Look, we don't know much more than you. All of a sudden we found ourselves here and we have nothing but ourselves" the red guy went to give the angry man an exemplary hug, but he dodged his shoulder so roughly, that he almost hit the wanna be spiderman in the face.
You just rolled your eyes and looked around, but it was a complete desert. Literally, it was a desert with nothing and no one, just fucking sand and some rock here and there.
"You know it's not that bad in here, no loud crying babies, no honking cars..." you closed your eyes and took a deep breath to calm down a little, but it was really impossible over the voice of that jerk who doesn't know when to shut the fuck up. Well, unfortunately, even breathing exercise didn't calm you down and you lose it.
,,Fuck! Son of a bitch! Fucking cunt! Eat my goddamn asshole!â you awkwardly waved your arms around, kicking the ground and screaming at the top of your voice while the two dorks just watched you silently with a blank face.
They let you really express yourself and it was a true spectacle for them. Wade was smiling and giggling under his mask while Logan was incredibly visibly judging you, even though he has anger issues himself.
When you finally get yourself over it, you turned back to face the two bubs, who never took their eyes off you for a single second. "Sorry about that I just..." you raised your hand as an apologetic act but you didn't know how to continue in your speech, so you just shut your mouth and calmly looked at the ground accompanied by a loud disappointed exhalation.
,,It's okay honeybun, Wolvie loose himself too sometimes" you raised an eyebrow and look at the banana coded man, who snarled so terrifyingly that it gave you goosebumps all over your body. But you couldn't tell if it turned you on or it drove you fear.
"But, we need to find a way out of this dump and save my world-" "And fix my past" the âWolvieâ man finished the sentence and you frowned offensively at both of them. "Woah woah woah, hold on a second" you throw your hands again until you showed a raised index finger. "We?"
"Um yes? Weeee" that red period-ad jerk started twirling his finger around, showing that by 'we' he meant everyone including you. But instead of a normal reaction, you burst out laughing so hard that your eyes watered. After a while, the really chatty brute joined in, but the minion man didn't even move a muscle on his face.
"Are you done or-" he asks firmly and watched you as if you were some kind of idiots, but at that moment you were idiots. "What makes you think, I would want to join your little pervert club huh?" when you finally reassured, you insulted both of them at once efforesly, again.
The Little Red Riding Hood finally stopped laughing and the bitter lemon was still looking at you the same way, murderous look of a killer. Even though his expression was truly terrifying, you weren't afraid.
"Well, I mean I thought it was obvious!" you returned your attention back on the spiderman and stared at him in disbelief, as you started shaking your head. "Oh my god-" you firmly stuck two fingers on the radix of your nose and squeezed very hard.
You really hoped that it would make you dizzy and you'd pass out again and then wake up at home under the covers with hot cocoa in your hand, unfortunately that didn't happen.
You admired the banana minion a lot, that he could stand that jerk, but you suspected that he was also losing his nerve with him, just during this conversation. Still, you were quite surprised that he hadn't killed him long ago.
âYou know what, I'll find the exit by myself, bye losers!â You very graciously said goodbye to them and walked to the other side than the two of them were standing together.
"Wait, you don't even know us!" "And I don't even want to!" you turned your head towards them and then back where you were heading. There was a sweet silence for a while until the yellowjacket spoke up this time. "Uh, you probably shouldn't go there" you sighed in annoyance and turn your head at them again. "Oh really? Well you can suck my di-" BOOM, something really heavy crashed into your head and you were K.O. just in a snap.
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Your eyelids were really heavy but you finally managed to open your eyes. Your vision was blurry and your head was pounding, like you'd been drinking for three days straight and had the most painful hangover.
You automatically held your head in your hands and tried to get a little idea of ââwhere you were. You were in a car, new car, but something wasn't right. You were sitting in the passenger seat, so logically, someone had to drive the car.
You carefully turned your head to the left and there was none other than lemon guy with a really cute hairstyle, styled into cat ears, that you only noticed it now.
"Where am I?" your drunk tone brightened up the quiet atmosphere and you let it be known that you were finally awake. He didn't even have the balls to look at you when he answered. "Isn't it obvious?" he pretty much wiped you out with that and you acknowledged it by nodding your head to the side. But you were still disoriented and mostly had no idea how you got here.
"Wha-what happened?" you drop your hand down to your thighs, when the headache subsided. You tried really hard to remember, but all you remember is how you turned around to the two bastards and then, all you could see was black.
âWell, after you told me to suck your dick, you got hit by some freak called Juggernaut" he was still paying 100% of his attention to the road, but at the end of the sentence he finally looked at you to check if you're not bleeding. He knew that you probably had some superpowers, because a mere human wouldn't survive such an impact, but he didn't know that you also had a healing factor, so even if you bled, it would be just for a while.
"Juggernaut..." you repeated his name quietly. "Who the fuck is that?" your tone sounds way more better and it was finally possible to recognize that it is a female voice too.
"I don't know, after his fucking boring speech about world domination, he took Deadpool..." the yellow guy finally told you where you were actually going, but you didn't pay attention to it at first, because the redhead's name took you by surprise.
"Deadpool? That's the name of the moron who won't shut the fuck up?" he nodded before correcting you. "Well, his superhero name" you silently repeated the last two words and did not take your eyes off the driver. "And your is Wolvie?-" "Wolverine" he growled quite angrily and insulted. Goosebumps jumped all over your body and your body hair stood up immidiately.
"And your full name is?" you asked mainly for a reason, because even though you enjoyed calling him a rotten banana, you have your limits. "Why should I tell you mine when I know shit about you" fair point. ,,You're right...I am Y/N Y/L/N. I don't have a superhero name cuz I don't need to be special" you needed to mock them with that addition, but he ignored it.
"Logan Howlett" when you heard his full name you couldn't help but start giggling all over the car. Logan gave you a judgmental yet annoyed look but you continued on. "The fuck you laughin' at?" he asked, getting really sick of you already. You wped your tears carefully as you calmed yourself down.
"Logan? What stupid name is that? Your parents must hate you for giving you that name!â you started laughing again but stopped, when he turned the car around and aggressively stepped on the brake. "Listen to me, kitten, you're going to behave yourself and keep your mouth shut, is that clear to you?! " he looked really pissed off, you probably hit his sensitive spot, but couldn't care less.
"And why should I do that?" "Because we fucking saved your life! Some gratitude wouldn't kill you..." he grabbed the steering wheel and looked like he was going to starts the car, but you wouldn't let him.
,,Gratitude?! I'd save myself and besides, I said I don't want to be in your pervert little club, so goodbye!" you reached for the handle of the car door, but it couldn't be opened. The moron locked it. You turn your head slowly to Logan and hissed. "Open. The. Fucking. Door." but he didn't do that and just shook his head.
"Open the fucking door or I'll smash your head!" you started threatening and really thought you were even foaming at the mouth from how much you raged, but Logan just chuckle at your silly words and looked you deep into your eyes, hypnotizing you by his murderous gaze.
"Do you have any idea how much I want to kick you out of this fucking car and run you over until you're nothing but crunchy bones?" he growled at you really pissed off and you just listened in silence to see where his words would go. ,,But alas, I'm doing it for Wade" he turned his face back to front and gripped the steering wheel really hard, as if it was eating away from the inside, that he was doing something nice for his co-worker.
From his speech, you obviously understood that Deadpool's name is Wade and that he wants you on his team, but you'd rather blow a homeless man than join these wretches. "Yeah well, I don't give a single fuck what that cunt wants, I said I'm not joining you, so open the fucking door, you son of a bitch!"
The atmosphere in the car could be cut as the two of you argued and cursed each other. You have never said so many dirty words in your entire life. "You ungrateful little bitch! We saved your life and now you're going to save that jerk with me!" he punched into the steering wheel and you were really surprised it didn't break into pieces already.
"Are you fucking deaf grandpa?! I'm not going with you so open the door!" it was endless, you kept arguing about practically the same thing just exchanging words until Logan really lost his temper with you and you got to experience what he's really like.
"You little dirty bitch I'll tell you something. I've never seen someone as pathetic and moronic as you! You must have grown up without a dad and now you just fucking old men so you could know what a man's love feels like, but you will never experience it! And the worst part is that it was god's best joke, you didn't die when Juggernaut landed on you!"
You just stared at him silently in disbelief. You really didn't expect this, all these insults hit you hard and you felt several mixed emotions at once. Your blood was boiling inside you, but your face was still blank, watching Logan without blinking once. You knew he was a dick, but you really had no idea he could say all these things.
You were still staring at him, not a single movement of your facial muscles, not a single twitch of your body, you were frozen and had no idea what to say or do next.
,,Oh you have nothing to say now, mouth?!â But Logan still got no answer. You stared at him silently and adrenaline was starting to accumulate in your body at the speed of light. Eventually you wete finally being able to say something.
,,I'm gonna fight you now" you said in the most stern tone with no emotions at all. Logan just started laughing at you. ,,Oh are you?â As soon as he said that, Logan got punched right in the nose, which immediately started bleeding and he suddenly stopped laughing so much.
He looked really peeved and so was he. With an angry growl he punched you twice as hard until he took your head and started banging it against the radio, that changed the song whenever your forehead was crushed.
After the third smash when You're The One That I Want started playing on the radio, he finally let your head go and you immediately wanted to take the opportunity and reached for your knife, but you didn't make it because you got another hard hit into the bleeding face.
He knock you down for a tiny moment and Logan immediately tied you up by safety belt and rammed his knives sticking out of his knuckles right into your stomach. You painfully moan as you throw your head back, as Logan tells you, âYou're not talking at all, are ya?" while twirling his knives into you, making you even more wail in pain.
He then pulled his knives out and prepared to drive them right into your head, but you reached for a lever that decomposes the seat into a bad-mode and just narrowly dodged Logan. But he already pierce his knives through the car.
He immediately wanted to attack you until you started using your legs. You kicked him in the head, then wrapped his body around with your seriously strong thighs and started slamming him against the side of the car. He grumpled every time he got slammed, but he didn't let you like it for long because he then stabbed you right in the ribs.
âAh you dirty bitch!â you groaned and kicked Logan so hard that he broke the front window and flew out of it. This gave you a few seconds to prepare for him, so you pulled your knives out of your pants pockets, but before you could do anything more, Logan flew at you through the empty space and stabbed you right in the ribs again.
You let out a loud moan and scrunched your face in pain as you threw your head back and lifted your lap, resting it right on Logan's cock. His knives still stuck deep inside you, while you were hissing and whining, your eyes tightly shut and your pan was still rubbing against Logan's private part.
Normally, he would already punching your head, or stabbed you anywhere else on your body, but he stopped. That view at you writhing in pain, covered in blood and plus that preassure you were giving him without realizing, fuck it was turning him on.
His irascible expression softened, as he tucked back in his knives, making you howl in pain, but it didn't hurt for long, as your wounds healed almost immediately. You were already preparing for another hard hit, but nothing happened.
Your lower part was still up, literally provoking Logan, but still nothing. You finally opened your eyes and put your bum back on the seat, when you saw Logan above you, not so angry and feral anymore. You were confused and wanted to ask him what the fuck he was doing, but his hands were faster than your words.
He grabbed your side and forced you again lifting your waist and rubbing it against Logan's lap. He hummed softly as he closed his eyes and dropped his head, and you immediately knew what is going on. But the worst part of it all was, that you wanted it just as much as he did.
The whole fight excited you so much that you had so much happiness hormone and adrenaline in you, that completely destroyed all the intelligent cells. They would forbid you to do this or even think about it at all but since you didn't have one left, you had no choice.
You started to help Logan and moved back and forth, creating more friction, that made Logan go feral again. "Ah fuck" he growled under his breath as you pushed more into his rising erection, screaming for freeing him from that tight yellow suit. God, the sight of Logan and the feel of his cock, which didn't seem small at all, made a waterfall between your legs.
To top it all off, as if everyone was wishing you this, the song on the radio changed and I Feel Like I'm Drowning started playing, adding to the whole atmosphere the right vibe. After a few seductive movements, you parted your lips and began to sigh softly, which was sweetening to Logan's ears.
He opened his eyes and looked at you, how seductive you were, how desperate you looked. Oh he's gonna fuck your brain out.
You couldn't take it anymore and grabbed his neck, pulling him closer and pressed your lips to his. He didn't hesitate for a second and cooperated, bitting your lower lip to have better penetration for his tongue.
He didn't stop at fucking you through your clothes as he desperately begged for more friction in the delivery of his growls.
You didn't expect Logan to be such a good kisser. Like sure, he's old enough to have experience, but like this? It was like kissing sweet meringue freshly made from a pastry shop, like touching strawberry cotton candy with your lips, like tasting the sweetest cherry for the first time.
The combination of sweet kissing at the top but hard fucking at the bottom made your heart beat much faster, you though that you will have a heart attack every second.
Logan's pace picked up, a lot. Both of your bodies shake real fast, as he was trying to catch up to his climax. However, he didn't stop kissing you during that, but his frenzy began to show, when the slow kissing turned into biting and squealing during it.
"Logan I-" you whined his name between the wild kisses, as you felt you are on the edge. Logan knew it, your body began to shake with impatience and your first smooth steady moans were now more like choppy, startled grunts.
"I know bub, I know" he groans as he himself felt he couldn't take it anymore. He really wanted to rip the suits off of both of you and cum into you, but he didn't have time or patience for that.
His movements were now merciless and he even had to stop kissing you, because he started feeling dizzy. Your nails dug deep into Logan's neck, blood dripping onto your suit but it was barely a pinch to Logan. Mostly, he couldn't feel anything other than how close he was to his orgasm.
Your warm feeling in your lower abdomen was getting hotter and hotter, the tension of your whole body was completely at its limit and you only needed a few more thrusts to finally feel the release. That's exactly what Logan gave you, and you both cum at the same time, moan and growl over each other, when you were shaking with shock.
Naturally, you were still moving your hips to ride off the orgasm while Logan was trying to desperately catch his breath. Well, both of you destroyed your suits, disabled yourselfs and thus lost all respect and Wade is probably dead by now, but it was worth it.
Logan was still holding you in the air but you were so exhausted that you gave him all your weight. It was nothing to him, like you barely even weigh anything.
When Logan's breathing finally settled, he let go of your waist and jumped on you like a beast. You were still breathing heavily but he didn't care, he filled your mouth with his nimble tongue while his naughty hands tried to get your suit off as fast as possible.
You became quite suspicious after a while as you still felt his big fingers on your waist but the suit was still stuck on you like a tick. Logan took a deep angry breath between the kisses, before he pulled away and let out a furious shout. "Fuck!" this time he focused only on your suit.
You chuckle at the sigh of him trying so desperately to see you naked. He looked like an angry child who didn't get a sweet treat. Your laugh infuriates him even more, but when he felt your hand on his, he looked at you and stopped all his movements.
"Let me help you" you gave him a warm smile and with a bit of a struggle started unzipping the zipper on your back that ended just above your ass. Logan watched you breathlessly and waited. You tried to keep eye contact the whole time as you slowly stripped out of your suit and like a snap of your fingers, you were completely naked and the suit was god knows where.
He admired your body for a moment, his eyes scanning you thoroughly until they landed on your face again. Leaning your elbows on the seat, you waited to see what he is gonna do, he was so unpredictable.
He gave you a devilish smirk, before he got on his knees and his face disappeared between your legs. Your breath started shaking as you leaned against your palms to have a better view of Logan. Without any warning, he slammed his lips, still wet from your saliva, on your folds.
You immediately throw your head back as you sink your fingers inside the seat, while trying to keep your voice down. He was just giving you a sweet little kisses at first, starting from your clit down to your pulsating core. He repeated this few times, before he penetrated his tongue inside you. You bite your lips really hard, as you desperately tried to be as quiet as possible.
You were starting to closing your legs from that unimaginable pleasure, but Logan had his strong hands on your thighs, keeping them from crushing his head. He was looking at you, how you were shaking from excitement, how his swirling tongue inside you makes your jaw dropped and eyes wide open.
He loved every second of it. You tasted amazing, he couldn't get enough of your juice and he needed more, he was voracious. That was why he buried his face even deeper into your core, making you arch your back and grab Logan's hair really hard, that you almost pulled some out.
The way his nose was accidentally bumping into your clit, and his nimble tongue inside you, trying to suck up everything he could, was sending you to the edge faster and faster. Your efforts to be quiet failed and you moaned his name as loud as your vocal cords would allow.
The way you pulled Logan's hair and ground your waist even deeper into his face made him growl into you, the vibration from his voice sending shivers down your spine. He was messaging your thighs violently, definitely leaving bruises there. But you didn't mind, at least it was a reminder of this unforgettable moment.
After a few more twirls of his tongue inside you, you started tightening around him. Your stomach lurched and you threw your head back so briskly that your neck nearly snapped. The hot feeling started being overwhelming and just when your legs started shaking and you lost complete control of your lower body, you released yourself accompanied by a loud wail.
Logan groaned as he felt your salty juice on his tongue in large quantities and swallowed it all, not leaving a single drop. He also cleaned your folders, making your body trembled from the slight overstimulation.
Logan got up from his knees and watched you for a moment as you struggled to catch your breath again. Eyes closed, sweat dripping from your forehead and mouth hang open, this is how you looked and all of this is just Logan's clever work.
After a while of observation, he leaned closer to you, forcing you to lie on your back. You opened your eyes, still exhausted with no energy, while Logan on the other hand looked as alert as fish. "That...was..." you tried to form some kind of meaningful sentence, but your mouth failed you. Logan just laughed at you.
,,Ah we're just gettin started, bubâ he lunged straight for your neck where he mercilessly bit and seared your skin so hard, that for a moment you thought he really wanted to tear it from your body. You whined as you grabbed his huge back and your fingernails almost cut through his banana suit.
You didn't even notice when Logan managed to take his suit off but out of nowhere he was completely naked just like you. It was a must, urge, a need for you to touch his abs and boobs, feel his hairy body and take advantage of an opportunity that not everyone has. The best part was, that the sweat reflected the light beautifully on him and he literally blinded you with his body.
He stopped harrasing your neck for a moment and kept his head really close over yours, your noses almost touching. "You like that?" he asked with a cocky smile, while you were appreciating him and sliding your fingers around the depth. That was enough for Logan, he chuckled dutifully until he jumped back onto your red-purple neck, trying to find more parts he hadn't tasted yet.
You felt his hard erection poking your inner thigh and from time to time even touching your wet folds. Even though your neck was sore as hell, you regained the energy and urge to have something inside you, to have Logan inside you.
Your hips started eagerly moving, desperately wanting to feel more than just a tip. Logan noticed what you were trying to do and finally let go of your neck. You were so glad for your healing factor right now.
That stupid cocky smile didn't leave his face once, as he put his forehead against yours. His eyes open, watching you struggle with yours. They kept glitching, closing and opening, not being able to hold still.
When you finally managed to keep them open, you look deep into Logan's wolf eyes with hope. You were hoping he would help you release the anger and pain you were holding inside you, you were hoping he would help you release and relax just as he did a moment ago, and that was exactly his intention.
You didn't have to say anything for Logan to know how much you wanted to be full of his dick and he didn't have to say how much he wanted to fuck you either. No words, just intimate eye contact before Logan began to penetrate you.
He was slow at first, even though he wanted to rip out your guts and strangle you a few minutes ago, he didn't really want to hurt you. It was painful at first, but just for a moment, because Logan literally stretched you out with his tongue before, so you were kinda prepared for him. His head was inside and you could already tell that he is massive.
He growls as he kept moving forward and you were literally killing him by how tight and wet you were. You were made for him, as soon as he was balls deep inside you, there was no room for anything else anymore. The feeling of being full makes you insane.
Logan didn't hesitate for a second and began to move his hips, just for a warm up. He didn't even pull out completely, just a gentle thrusts, that made you whine whenever he pushed in.
He adored your soft whimper but he wanted to hear you moan his name, he needed to hear it. That's why he started to accelerate the pace and magnify the strength of his thrusts. The wet juicy sound of Logan's cock inside you surrounded the whole car. After a little while, you could immediately smell sex and lust in there.
Before long, Logan's sweet movements fade into lustful rough thrusts, that made your boobs moving and your hair messy. His hot heavy breath warmed your face, as you were still glued to each other's face with forehead, but Logan couldn't keep up with this position anymore and needed to have your body under full control.
He securely grabbed your weist as he backed up and looked at you from above. He kept your lower body as still as he could, while callously pulling his member fully out and then pushed him as deep as his body allows him. Your vision started being blurry and your eyes began watering, as Logan didn't mess with you at all and bitterly fucked you.
When you thought his tongue was too much, this was a totally different level. It was pleasure and pain at the same time. You rolled your eyes and since your support was no longer Logan's back, you grabbed the seat underneath you and ruined it with your nails. Poor seat.
His teeth clenched as he was keeping his gaze on you, on your poor face begging for his cum. That thought turned him on even more, he had to throw his head back as his balls were still clapping against your ass in a lightning speed.
You feel it again, the heat, spinning head, the burning sensation in the lower abdomen, you were close as hell. Your core were pulsating like never before, giving Logan a clear sign you will cum soon. But the throbbing feeling of your cunt against Logan's base make his balls so full that he feels the need to empty himself too.
Now it was just a wild ride. Logan quickly grabbed you and flipped you over so you were sticking your butt out and your face was pinned to the broken seat. That sudden change of position sends you even closer to the edge and you were at a stage where you didn't give a single shit about your loudness.
,,Ah fuck yesâ Logan growled like a beast as he still ferarly and rawly thrusts into you from behind. All his hatred and anger that he had held inside for so long is giving into his slamming against your mellow squashy ass.
The only thing you regretted was that you couldn't see his enjoyable face. but it made up for it that he immediately found your g-spot when he changed the position, and god forbid, he was torturing that spongy wet spot which you could never reach on your own.
You scrunch your face tightly by the fact that you were so desperate to reach your climax. You move your ass against Logan's lap, helping both of you to finally cum. He slammed your butt once or twice, admiring the shakeness of it. But that still didn't appease his grudge. He grabbed you by your messy hair and pulled so hard that you got up on all fours.
"Huh, where's your attitude now, bub?" He hissed but the clapping and wet sounds were way more louder than his dirty words. You were in a whole other dimension. All your senses stopped working as if you were drugged and all you could feel was Logan's twitching dick inside you.
He was losing control of his hips and his movements, all he focused on was you, how you were tightening around him and moaning his name so loudly that he would remember this voice into his 90s.
"I'm cumming...I-" you whine, almost whisper roughly as you felt that weird but pleasant urge to pee. Logan sinks his fingers into your flesh firmly, as he knew he will fill you up any second now. He was still holding your hair really tight and you couldn't hold back anymore.
You arch your back as you cum on Logan's cock, but he kept going, until he finally cum too. He screamed so loudly that the birds outside were startled and flew away. You both tried to steady your breathing again as Logan rammed into you peacefully a few more times.
You were devastated. Your makeup was smeared and plastered on the holey and scratched seat, your core was swollen and red and your hair looked like a nest. Logan was in a same state as you. All sweaty, his dick full of veins, that were painfully pulsating and his hair, which resembled wolf ears, were just a mess.
After his breathing calmed down a bit, he let go of your hair and carefully pulled himself out of you. You both hissed but then let out a relieved moan when he was fully out. He collapsed right into the seat next to you, his head turned to your direction.
You landed with all your weight on your seat, if you can even call it that, and closed your eyes. Little did you know that Logan was looking at you the whole time, waiting for you to finally open your eyes and look at him too. It took a while but when you did, he smiled at you. You were too exhausted to wonder that Logan Howlett just smiled at you. Instead, you smiled back.
Then, out of nowhere, he started laughing hysterically and you joined him. It looked really funny, two completely naked people in a destroyed car lying across each other and laughing. Everyone would say you took some kind of drug. Well, if rough disrespectful sex counts as a drug, then yes.
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"You know, I started worried for a minute there" Wade said as he looked out the window from the backseat. You were sitting in the passenger seat and of course, Logan was driving.
Before you went to save Wade you cleaned the car as best as you could and yourselfs too. âI really though you just gave up on me like that...â none of you answered, you just listened to his stupid talk. "Did you notice that it kinda smells like sex in here?" your eyes widened and your breath got caught up in your throat.
Logan was shocked too, but he quickly cleared his throat and kept himself calm. "The original owner apparently used this as a sex place or somethin'â his deep voice was really convincing. Wade just grunted in agreement and was finally quiet, but only for a moment.
,,And I also heard someone screaming your name Logan and I gotta tell you, it was really intense" okay and now, you're fucked.
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JUST LIKE YOUR BOYFRIEND - T . NOTT
Mature Content Ahead
Theodore Nott x Fem!Reader
Summary: You and Theodore are the new IT couple in Hogwarts. Theo's known for always causing up a stir but never you. Atleast you do yours in private. It isn't until your faced with Skylar Snaggle, the one girl you can't stand that you break that streak.
Warnings: Girl Fight, Smut talked about but not in detail, Blood kink Theo if you squint, Fluffy Theo and Reader, Soft boyfriend Theo
A/N: This isn't a huge fic more of a short. Merry Christmas to you all and those who don't celebrate it, I hope ur having a lovely day anyway!
Y/N Neveah. Many people loved you, many people didn't.
You were always the talk of the school for being so nice yet being in Slytherin. Boys fawned over you, some girls loved you but most hated you. School bitchiness was not for the faint hearted and you learnt that early on.
Skylar Snaggle, a ravenclaw who always had it out for you. It's like she was jealous of you and everything you did. Constantly side eyeing you and digging at you. You ignored her didn't let it get to you but fuck, was she a bitch. It only got worse when you starting dating your boyfriend.
You were in 6th year now, the past two years everytime you'd come back boys again would fawn over you how you've 'blossomed' over the summer but you belonged to one man. And that man was.
"Cara mia" You turned around smiling as Theo stood beside your locker. You took his hand smiling as you pecked his lips softly.
"I missed you... all of you" He raised his eyebrows as you rolled your eyes and hit his arm.
"Don't be crude" You fixed your tie before shutting your locker and holding his hand and walking down the corridor.
You and Theo were the hot new goss at Hogwarts. The current IT couple, consisting of the hot brood of Slytherin himself, Theodore Nott and the much desired but never achievable Y/n Neveah.
"Here's the lovely couple now" Blaise clasps his hands as the group turn to you both.
"Do we have to announce it" You grit your teeth, grimacing at Blaise. You felt Theo chuckled beside you, his soft laugh filling your ears making the corner of your mouth turn up slightly.
"You did that yourself, sucking face in the back of charms" Enzo snickered.
"True- Anyway we were planning on heading into Hogsmead. We need to stock up on fire whisky with the game against Hufflepuff fast approaching we'll need alot for our celebrations" Blaise smirked, nudging at Daphne as she scoffed at his cockiness.
"You guys might not even win" She panned.
"Don't be ridiculous Daph, when has Hufflepuff ever fucking won" Draco let out a genuine laugh at Daphne's wild assumption. The other boys laughing along with him too.
"As much as we'd love to come to Hogsmead. Daph, Pansy and I were planning on meeting with Astoria to have a little girlie evening swim" You smiled to Pansy and Daphne as you all smiled at eachother.
"Boring" Draco yawned.
"Hardly boring Draco, they'll hardly be wearing anything" Mattheo smirked. A alight blush appearing across Theo's cheek at the thought.
Pansy smacked Mattheo hard with her wand into his chest, earing a sharp 'ow' from the boy. "Don't be disgusting"
"Have fun at Hogsmead though!" Pansy giggled as the three of you began to walk off.
"Wait-" Theo grabbed your hand as you turned to him.
"Have fun, be safe" He smiled before pecking your lips.
"Aww cute" Daphne cooed.
You ruffled Theo's hair softly before walking off with the girls.
"You and Theodore are so cute, I'm so jealous!" Pansy whined as the three of you walked down the hall.
"Blaise isn't even cute like that, it sucks!" Daphne groaned.
"Stop it" You shook your head.
Later in the evening you and the girls relaxed by the black lake taking a light swim with eachorher, gossiping and catching up on the latest with one another.
Finding out that Luna and Pansy have been flirting. Astoria is finally willing to settle down with Draco and stop keeping him on his toes. Daphne describing in great detail her intimate life with Blaise which - to be fair you didn't expect to be so spicy between the two of them. The girls wanted to know all about you and Theo but you'd just been taking your time. Despite the slight hook up the night before. But they knew all about that.
"What about Skylar" Pansy questioned as the four of you walked back inside the grounds. All wearing damp tshirts over your swimsuits.
"Don't even- I don't know her fucking problem. Her big mouth is always yapping about something" You snarled.
"Me? Big mouth?" You four snapped your head to see Skylar and her little minions at the top of the stairs inside the entrance.
"Oh fuck off Skylar" You scoffed, reaching the top of the stairs. As your about to walk of you hear-
"You're always running your mouth about something. Maybe focus on the fact your.. I don't know.. a stupid fucking bitch" Skylar smirked to her friends.
You turned to her. Astoria whispering "Lets just go its not worth it"
"Wow Skylar, you really ate me up there" Yiu gasped dramatically holding your heart like you'd be stabbed. "Maybe stop being so fucking obsessed with MY boyfriend. He doesn't want you and your.." You tapped your lip before speaking again. "Well, your little infestation" You smiled.
"INFESTATION? You fucking bitch. THEO IS MINE" She suddenly lunged at you pushing you back harshly.
"Yours? I don't remember him stating that while he was manhandling me last night" You laughed in her face.
It was like it was all in slow motion. As you turned around to walk away, you watched as your friends faces widened staring behind you. You couldn't react fast enough. You felt your ponytail being dragged back as your body harshly recoiled against the pressure.
You turned, locking eyes with Skylar a smirk upon her face as she tugged at your ponytail, lifting her fist to sock a direct punch in your face, splitting your lip.
After that you reached up, grabbing her hair as you yanked at it, swiping at her legs as she dropped on the floor below you, screaming. The corridor was suddenly not so peaceful as both you and Skylar hurled abuse at one another while Pansy, Daphne and Astoria were trying to yank you both apart along with Skylars friends.
You climbed ontop of the girl, stabilising yourself as you socked a punch into her face as she clawed at yours.
"YOU BITCH!" she screamed as she yanked your hair again.
"OW-" you lifted your leg planting your good right in her face as you swung your arm round once more punching her before you heard tons of footsteps yelling and scrambling towards the both of you. You watched as her tooth cracked and slid across the floor as she spat blood up in your face.
"BEAT HER ASS Y/N!" Pansy yelled from behind. Daphne scolding her as the three continued to try and pull you girls apart without falling in the firing line.
Both of you were clawing at one another. You were landing way more than her let's say. Her face was full of blood as you dug your acrylics into her cheek.
You felt yourself harshly being yanked off the girl as you scrambled towards her but being held back. "LET ME AT HER! WHORE!" You screamed.
"MY FACE! YOU.. YOU.. SLUT!" Skylar screamed at she ran off down the hall with her friends.
You felt hands on your face as you turned to be face to face with Theo. You watched as he analysed every aspect of your face, checking if you're ok.
"Teddy- I'm so-"
"Shhh" He placed his finger upon your lip as he took your hand into the bathroom leaving all the rest of your friends stunned at the scene from before.
He sat you upon the sink as he took off his shirt, dampening it before wiping all the blood from your face.
Theo chuckled at the thought of cleaning up after you having a fight. "Look at my girl, getting into fights like her boyfriend" He smirked as he pecked your lips softly.
"I can't help it- she's so obsessed with you Teddy. It's annoying" you scoffed. "Are you sure you didn't fuck her"
"Bella, I told you. You were my first and you'll ne my last" He caressed your face softly.
You smiled at his words as he finished wiping your face up and smiled.
"You did good, only a cut lip. Atta girl" He squeezed your thighs softly as he leaned forward, kissing your nose.
"Learned from the best" You smiled.
"Amore mio.. I love you" He snickered before capturing your lips in his. Softly kissing eachother as his hands held your waist softly. You wrapped your arms around his neck as you locked your legs around his waist pulling him in closer.
He pulled away, softly sucking on your bottom lip before pulling away and licking his lips before wiping yours with his thumb.
"My little vampire" You cooed as you ruffled his hair chuckling.
"In future if you get in fights let me be there. You looked so hot, but ill always step in after a while. Can't let you actually get beat up" He smiled.
You hit his chest shaking your head as he pressed a soft kiss on your forehead.
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