#Winwin baby you alright

[what-if-nct]

NCT's reaction to their girlfriend telling them their pregnant

Johnny: I'm not surprised, I knew if we kept at it I'd get you pregnant. I never give up.

Taeyong: Can we go shopping for clothes now? I saw the cutest baby bucket hat the other day at Gucci. Let's go.

Yuta: You're the fifth one this week.

Doyoung: We have to baby proof, get a crib, you need prenatal vitamins, babies cost so much. I'm so excited and scared I need to lay down.

Kun: I'll get you an appointment with an obgyn right now. Just rest I have it handled from here on out.

Ten: Stop playing and drink your margarita.

Jaehyun: I have to stop forgetting my condoms in my other pants. It's alright, next time I'll wear it.

Winwin: I feel like this is a trick.

Jungwoo: So you won't be my mommy anymore?

Mark: Nah, no you're not. Stop, you're like joking right? Dude........dude...stop....Dude..come on. Yo....dude.......say sike...?

Xiaojun: You probably read the test wrong let's buy another one *an hour later* Huh, look at that, you're preg- *passes out*

Hendery: I probably shouldn't have poked holes in the dorm condoms. I was just pranking the guys with baby roulette. I didn't think it would affect me.

Renjun: I'm really happy for us but can you keep this a secret I really don't want the other guys to know. We'll move somewhere safe when you start showing. Trust me they must never know.

Jeno: They should really start making bigger condoms so I can start wearing them.

Haechan: So there's going to be a new baby getting all of my attention is that what you're saying?

Jaemin: Oh my god I'm going to be a dad?! You're going to be a mommy!? Jisung you're going to be a big brother?! *rubs your stomach* hi little baby I'm your daddy and I love you very much.

Yangyang: Damnit Hendery. I saw him poke the holes and I still thought it was safe.

Chenle: Okay? Anyway what do you want on your pizza?

Jisung: Uh......um......uh .......*passes out*

[lunarsun12]

Baby Clown Attack

Masterlist

YangYang was coming over to the PC cafe, to hang out with Chenle. He can finally beat him in league of legends. Finally Chenle can stop teasing him for being a loser.

YangYang was 1m away from home, suddenly a clown jumped out holding something. YangYang gave a scream and paralysed to the spot. The clown ran away and tripped on his two feet which he hastily bow down to YangYang. Whilst chucking a bag at him.

When Xiaojun saw YangYang standing in one spot. He feel concerned and take it the gc for help and explaination why YangYang is like that.

Who is the person behind the clown mask?

Back At WayV Chat

Today 1:00am

Xiaojun🦕: Anyone awake? Please somone reply! YangYang is scaring me!!

Ten🐱: No…now stop making those noises. You are disturbing my cat resting time

Hendery🦄: Xiao….we been through this if Yang is being strange. He is going through a phase. The kid is going through puberty

Xiaojun🦕: What about you? You a way past puberty and you still strange…stop with the magic show…

Hendery🦄: HEY! At least I entertain people UNLIKE someone who has secret dog!

Xiaojun🦕: HENDERY! Stop making things werid! It’s only a stuff toy!

Hendery🦄: Huh what-

Winwin🐥: Hendery you know that surprise we are throwing for Eomma…that thing we not supposed to tell him about…

Xiaojun🦕: Someone collect Yang! He still haven’t moved from his spot!

Winwin🐥: Why you fussing? Yang is in his room like usual. He is probably singing

Xiaojun🦕: I wouldn’t have to fuss…but he standing in one spot outside our house for an hour…I’m scared he is possessed

Ten🐱: I ask you Appa to do it, at least he will make a good punching bag and blame that person to get his insurance covered

30mins later….

YangYang🐑: Appa! Don’t scold me! I have been traumatised! A KILLER CLOWN IS ON THE LOOSE

Kun🐻: How many times, did I tell you! Not to sneak out and you wouldn’t have to be scared!

Ten🐱: Hey Kun! Stop yelling at YangYang! He just wants to have fun unlike you!

YangYang🐑: I almost got killed! The clown is coming for me!!

YangYang immediately ran to his room, to hide from the killer clown.

Xiaojun🦕: Dude! Yang is really scared…he even took Hendery with him! This is bad!

Winwin🐥: I asked the security guard downstairs..he showed me the allegedly clown. I swear the clown looks so familiar

Winwin sent the photo…

Kun🐻: That Johnny clown costume! From his side jobs! But the height is a little short to be Johnny!

Ten🐥: I bet it’s Haechan again! He always loves to play pranks!

Winwin🐥: It can’t be hyuckie…remember he got the restraining order from the police for stalking me…

Hendery🦄: YOU GUYS! Look at Chenle IG!!

YangYang🐑: WAIT JISUNG LIKE BABY JISUNG!

Xiaojun🦕: No not Jisung…more like Mark…

Kun🐻: Why can’t I find his IG…strange…

Winwin🐥: It’s definitely Mark alright…look at Mark putting the clown mask…

Winwin🐥: Jisung was wearing his I.T t-shirt

YangYang🐑: Are you all an idiot! It’s obvious it was Jisung! The clown was wearing his exact shirt!

YangYang🐑: I don’t care…if I am gonna get killed by Uncle Nana! How dare he try to scare me…

Xiaojun🦕: Yang? How many times did you scare Jisung when he was young. When Lele visited

YangYang🐑: I don’t remember but that besides the point! I must get my revenge

Ten🐱: Yang? How about we let it slide…pretty please…

Kun🐻: TEN! Don’t encourage this behaviour….oh wait…you being sensible

Hendery🦄: 🐓 -> 🐱

Ten🐱: WHO SAID I WAS AFRAID! I just don’t want any disturbance of peace

Kun🐻: Yup he is scared all right….Yang let it go okay?

Kun🐻: Jisung is going through a phase…he only is playing…please be gentle with him

YangYang🐑: Too late, I already sent some lovely videos to Jisung. He will be definitely be in tears tomorrow

Xiaojun🦕: Hendery why did you help him! You know we gonna get killed!

Hendery🦄: Who said we? Just Eomma…

Hendery🦄: You have it coming! I know that you have been secretly stealing my money….to buy that expensive bag…

Ten🐱: Dang it! Wrong child, I forgot hendery sleeps with his eyes open

Winwin🐥: I just got a text from Jisung. He said, he is sorry about the mask as he forgot Mark put it on him. He wanted to help YangYang to beat Chenle

Ten🐱: Kun can we divorce?

[ncityavenue]

You confidently asking to top/Dom them (NCT 127)

Ok so I highlighted confidently bc like we ain't on our shy stutter shit over here, TO FREEDOM✊🏾 Alright lemme stfu and get this going💀

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𝙏𝘼𝙀𝙄𝙇

Of course you top, we have to give our old man a break 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 NAH LET ME NOT DO MY BOY TAEIL LIKE DAT DJWIXHSIBWOK IM SORRY YALL THIS SUPPOSE TO BE SERIOUS😭.

He honestly thinks that it's so hot when you just push him down and take control, he gives you that little smile that's like "damn they mine🤭" but for domming he doesn't really care honestly if a night where he's more of the lead then there's that vice versa. Yall relationship is really equal when it comes to sex.

𝙅𝙊𝙃𝙉𝙉𝙔

Ok ik what you're thinking "ain't no way in hell" YES IT WOULD BE PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO TOP OR DOM JOHNNY BUT HEAR ME OUT, you kinda try your very hardest to look disinterested in Johnny's dirty talk and him being on top of you all that sweet jazz, and you're surprisingly successful. He's just like "what's wrong baby😕" and then you break it down to him and he's like "OHHHH ALRIGHT GOTCHU" and then he just flips yall over so now you're on top but it's like how do you do the Dom part? Johnny is so good at adapting to something different so when you say the first dominant thing he's just like whimpers and begs and you're like oh shit I was not expecting this🤨.

MISSION COMPLETED.

𝙏𝘼𝙀𝙔𝙊𝙉𝙂

You already are. There's no discussion BEISNCDBSIM😭 I will never accept this man as a Dom or Top or anyone that thinks so /hj. Anyways, Taeyong just gets off on the fact of you taking control he likes that it brings you pleasure as well so it's a winwin (pun intended). He whimpers A L O T which is why most of the time the whole house knows yall fucking because of his whiny ass, it usually leads to you covering his mouth and that makes him even more roughed up bc he loves the control you have over him. I could get real graphic with this but nah lemme save myself today😭😭

𝙔𝙐𝙏𝘼

I just think it would be physically impossible like with johnny but with yuta you will issue the situation and he'll just be like "mhm yeah sure" and then when yall get to it there's no way of you doing it, if that make sense. Like he has control no matter what, you try to say something perhaps Dom and he kinda laughs at you he really be like "you can try better than that, Ik you can. You don't want me declining your orgasm right?" With a smirk. FUCKING EVIL. But honestly he ends up being the Dom at the end of the day, as for topping, he's all for it. No discussion, he like seeing them tits bounce honestly.

𝘿𝙊𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙉𝙂

He's another one that I'm just like it's already established, I see doyoung as a switch but mostly bottom. He thinks it's fair game when it comes to stuff like that and also he gets lazy doing the work so it's ok for you to take over honestly.

𝙅𝘼𝙀𝙃𝙔𝙐𝙉

" I thought you'd never ask." Is the first thing that comes outta his mouth and you're like "so this entire time you wanted me to take over?" He just nods with a smile on his face. Like I feel like if Jaehyun was super needy he's just be like TAKE ME NOW 😩, Especially after dance practice and you're waiting for him to finish and he wants to be clingy he just begs for you and lowkey whines like a child💀

𝙅𝙐𝙉𝙂𝙒𝙊𝙊

SWITCH. I think he's right in between so you asking you wanna dom/top for the night is second nature to him, I think he would be attracted to people that know what they want and how to get it so if you want him to scream your name and he's rejecting it just so you can get aggressive with it he goes delulu for that.

HE WORSHIPS YOU.

𝙈𝘼𝙍𝙆

Same thing as Taeyong, This man is basically on his knees begging for you to ruin him. It's just in his horny nature, he likes the way you pull his hair or praise him maybe a little degrading. But PRAISING??? He literally can't do anything without some form of praise, he may act like he doesn't but he does cause even if yall not even having sex or any sorta sexual activity you can be like "You're so good at this Mark" with your calm voice and he's just like "BEOABXUWBWKDBEIAKXOBWHS" on the inside but "Yeah I guess...." on the out. Which makes him so adorable. I COULD GO ON.

𝙃𝘼𝙀𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙉

See cause I was a strong believer of sub haechan and now I'm kinda conflicted (I blame yall for these hard!Dom haechan fanfics fosho) you asking this kinda makes him hot under the collar cause he finds that attractive, Domming him would probably make him even more bratty and annoying but ita alright because you can tame it right? He gets louder which means putting a hand over his mouth because everyone else is sleeping and that sends him over the edge, and he's just like "damn that shit is so hot when you do that" then he get all sentimental n shit😭

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Doyoung's was kinda hard to do because I can never picture doing much sexual things I guess even tho I love him dearly idk he's just one where I never know how to headcanon easily.

BUT ANYWAYS I hope yall enjoyed and this is the end of the BGKSC BYEE BESTIE BOOS 🤗❤

[ryus3i]

Sanzu x fem reader

Genre; fluff

Word Count; 1.3k

A/n; I can’t remember if I read something super similar to this or I just thought about it a lot but this whole idea seems very familiar too me. Plz lemme know if I accidentally copied someone or Dm if I copied you.

There wasn’t a single person in the entirety of Bonten who didn’t know of your anger. You were a fairly calm person who tends to avoid conflict like the plague, but when it came to your husband Harichiyo Sanzu and his dumbass you were a bomb ready to diffuse.

There have been multiple occurrences of you blowing up on the bonten executives. The root of each occurrence being Haruchiyo, he always finds a way to light your fuse, like the time he lit your hair on fire after he tried to surprise you with a birthday cake or when he accidentally gave your little pug chocolate. In both cases Haruchiyo got yelled at, was ignored and had to beg for forgiveness from you, all in that order.

When those two wonderful pink lines introduced you to a new member of your family Haruchiyo promised you he would get his shit together and be the best father he could be for your little one.

Those nine months were probably the best months of your life. Haru was so sweet, caring and loving, not that he wasn’t before you were pregnant but life was just so peaceful.

But now that your son was a bubbling two year old, Haru is back to his dumbasery but now he is sure to include your baby boy.

—— “Sweetie, come here”, you say, beckoning your son towards the kitchen and away from the pug laying on his lap.

“Sweetie, you're going to stay with daddy today while mommy works, okay?” you explained to the little boy who had climbed into his designated chair in the kitchen.

“Yay! Wanna see Uncle Winwin and Wan!” Your son still wasn’t able to pronounce his r’s but that’s alright, you found it quite cute.

“Right, but make sure you let them and your daddy work before you play” you remind him, “and make sure you give these to Uncle Mikey, tell him mommy made them for him” you say pointing to the white bag on the counter.

Your work as you mentioned before was your bakery, the cute little building where you spent countless hours of your day and also the fateful place where you met your husband.

He came in one day late at night demanding you patch him up and give him taiyaki so his boss wouldn’t kill him.

That day was when Mikey had first tasted your delicious taiyaki, soon after that Haru became a regular, returning to your shop whenever he could, picking up batches of sweets day after day and from there he became your boyfriend and now your husband and a father to your child.

“Ooh lemme get one” Haruchiyo says, greedily trying to open the white bag sealed with a sticker of your logo.

“No, you two have had quite enough sweets” you say, slapping his hand away. “These are specifically for Mikey and Mikey only. I need his opinion on these new recipes”.

“Come on baby I just want one, I’ll even split with Hachiro” he says, roping your little boy in the process.

“No. I have to get going now, I’ll see you two later” you say making your way towards Hachiro. Everyday before you left for the bakery you made sure to give your boys kisses.

“Bye Mommy, I love you” Hachiro lets out as he returns your embrace around his little body.

“Love you too baby” you respond before wrapping your arms around Haruchiyo’s waist and place a kiss on his lips.

“Bye babe” he says as you let go of his waist.

“I’ll drop by to check up on you two later” you say, grabbing your keys and heading out the door.

——

“What the fuck is going on here” you blurt after taking one step into Bontens main office. The bakery was fairly slow today so you decided to visit Haru and Hachiro. You had brought some cupcakes from the bakery for everyone, after feeling bad for not giving them any taiyaki.

You expected Hachiro to be running around the office with his uncles and dad chasing after him with Koko in the corner typing away and Mikey working in his private office.

What you did not expect was paper spread across the floor, chairs flipped over, desks emptied out and Kokonoi who was about to pull his white locks out. And top of all of that Hachiro and Sanzu were nowhere to be found.

Placing your things down on the closest desk you walk towards Koko, you need to find out what sort of chaos occurred here.

“Koko what happened here?” you question.

“Fucking Sanzu, lost Hachiro. Hachiro came crying in Sanzu’s arms earlier, whining for something. Sanzu kept typing to calm him down but he wouldn’t listen, being Sanzu’s son after all, eventually he gave up and put him on the floor and started to work. When he went to give him his bento he was gone”.

“Why was he crying, he was so happy to come here this morning?” You explain to Koko, Sanzu must have done something after you left.

Speak of the devil your frantic husband runs into the room. His pink hair disheveled and sweat dripped from his face.

“Koko, help me find the little shit before y/n kills me”, Haruchiyo screams at Koko running his hands through his hair.

“Haruchiyo Sanzu Im gonna fucking kill you! What the fuck did you do to my son!” you shriek pulling at the collar of his dress shirt.

“Baby, he was right next to me, I thought he fell asleep for something” he tries to explain. “Baby you're choking me, please let go”.

Letting go of his color you force him to explain to you why your boy was crying in the first place.

After sitting through half an hour listening to Haruchiyo telling you his side of the story you learned that despite you telling him not to he stuck his greedy hands in the bag of taiyaki. Hachiro saw what his father was doing and wanted some taiyaki for himself. Haruchiyo being a selfish shit didn’t give him any being wary of a snitch.

—— For the past hour and half you searched the entirety of Bontens headquarters with Sanzu, Ran, and Rindou but Hachiro was nowhere to be found and the office was in a worse condition from when you first stepped in.

At this point you were tearing up, your little two year old was missing in a building filled with dangerous men. Dangerous men who could easily hurt a little boy who knew how to throw a fit.

“I’m so sorry y/n, I’m so fucking dumb, I lost our son” Sanzu says pulling you into his chest, rubbing your back. You could tell he was genuinely worried and upset at himself but once the tears started you couldn’t stop them.

“We’re so sorry y/n, we’ll find him.” Ran says coming over to pat your head, trying to bring you any sort of comfort.

“Yeah, me and Ran will go look right now” Rindou says getting up from his place on a desk.

“Thanks guys”, you say, lifting your head up from Haru’s chest.

Silence fills the room as Sanzu continues to rub your back. Just before you are about to go look for Hachiro again, Mikey steps out of his office with Hachiro in his arms and Hachiro with taiyaki in his hands.

“Mommy” your little boy yells excitedly. Getting out Sanzu’s embrace you scoop him up from Mikey’s hands and pull him close.

“Hachiro, where were you? We were looking for you all over” you question the toddler.

“Daddy is poo poo, uncle Mikey, gimmie me fishy” he explains as he brings his fishy towards his mouth.

“Hachiro, we don’t call our elders names, your daddy was really worried about you”.

“Yeah I was,” Sanzu says, coming next to you to ruffle Hachiros hair.

“Thanks for taking care of him” you thank Mikey. God knows what would have happened if Hachiro got into the wrong hands.

“It’s alright, I'd rather have him than Sanzu, but thanks for the taiyaki it tastes great”.

“Hey, you don’t mean that, do you Mikey” your husband questions the higher up.

Yes, Sanzu was a dumbass who always seems to cause trouble for you, but he’s the love of your life. If anyone was a dumbass it was you.

[mayaflowerxs]

CRY FOR LOVE

Synopsis: In which you are now troubled to keep your original plan in breaking the two town’s players hearts.

Warning: Smut! Angst and very fluffy at the same time. Use of baby and angel nicknames, swear word usage. Creampie, parental neglect. Drug use, pedophile alert but nothing too extreme. Part 2 of DAY & NIGHT FUN! Thank You so so much for the compliments and the support of wanting a part 2 so here you go enjoy! SUPER LONG ! Most likely last part :( Also was going to tag people but couldn’t find most usernames so hope this finds you guys :)

Pairing: Johnny & Jaehyun x reader

Part 1: DAY & NIGHT FUN

Making your way up the stairs, each creak of the wood only help increases the suspense. Well for you. Johnny behind you, happily looking at the portraits hanged up on the cream white walls.

“You look very…pure. So unlike you.” Not responding to him, you make it up the stairs. Planting yourself a few inches away from your bedroom. “What? Embarrassed to have me seeing your messy room?” He teases. Now y/n. Walking over to open the door, you squeal when Johnny grabs your waist. Spinning you around he begins to pepper your face with kisses. “What’s this for Johnny?” You say in shock. “Just love spending time with you, don’t really understand what’s coming over me but…I know that it’s not worrying me.” Kissing you, he pushes you up against the wall, next to the door. “You’re the only one I trust enough to show you just how vulnerable I can be.” He mumbles up against your lips. Pulling you closer by the waist he kisses you again.

Letting him kiss you but you don’t return back the gesture. “You alright princess?” Nodding slowly, he flashes you a small. “Then in your room we go-“ “Wait!” You say rather loudly. Hand rested on the doorknob, he looks back at you with a confused face. You hate just how reluctant you’re getting. How in the hell was it getting so difficult to end it all? It’s not like this was your first time doing so. Before the divorce of your parents, you managed to do the exact same positions with two best friends, Lucas and Winwin. Very devastating really. But in the end, they’re no longer out there hurting more innocent women. But now you were struggling, and it wasn’t for anything other than the fact that you’re becoming curious. Johnny had showed you a whole other side of him he hasn’t shown to anyone in years.

You wanted to know. Just who the real Johnny really is. Or who he once was. Thinking about it, Jaehyun even confessed about him not wanting be this heartless prick. You should be excited you’d be experiencing the broken faces that would cast upon them but you wanted to take things further.

Well that’s what you kept telling yourself.

“How about we go out instead? Go to the car and let me get dressed really quickly okay?”

“You sure? I mean I can just wait for you-“ “I’ll wear something very slutty for you if you do.” Eyes darkening, he groans. Hand detaching from the doorknob, he cups your face and kisses you hard. Swearing he felt his heart explode. Pulling away he smirks, “Better wear that black one piece I saw in your bag.” Chuckling, you nod and watch him walk down the stairs. Once you were sure he had left, you walk inside your room. Peeping in and seeing no one was there but a shower was on. You walk over to your bathroom.

“Hey angel. What took you so long?” Jaehyun asks you. Not yet in the bathtub, candles lit up and romantic music playing. Sitting by the edge of the tub, he smiles at you. Dimple popping and eyes showing a little crescent at the edge. Walking over to him, you grab his hands and have him stand with you. “Love me.” You tell him softly. “Always.” Planting his lips gently onto yours, he pulls your head in closer with his head. “Ready for that bath?”

“I can’t babe.” Quirking his brow he looks down at you. “Why Angel? Everything okay?” “Yes, it’s just I forgot I had things planned and it’s very important. I can’t miss it…I’m sorry Jae.” “It’s okay baby.” Pecking your forehead he smiles softly at you. “We’ll reschedule. Go. I’ll pack up here.” “I’ll make it up to you.” You begin to reassure him. Seeing him merely nod, you walk out the bathroom. Groaning inside as you felt a slight pang in your chest. You felt bad. And that itself was bad. You shouldn’t be feeling this way and worse, you’re thinking of ways to make it up to him. As if you actually were in a committed relationship with him, only wicked twisted.

When finishing getting ready, you approach Jae who was sitting on the edge of your bed. “I uh…I want to take you some place. Tomorrow maybe? I would’ve said Friday but you have a game going on. It’s a pretty important place for me-“ “Okay.” Smiling at him, he returns the action. Interlocking your fingers with his, he lifts your hand and plants a soft kiss on it. “I love you.” He confesses. Only responding with a small smile and a boop on his nose, you stand. “See you tomorrow okay baby? Text me.” “Careful angel.” Is all he says before you walked out the door. Being left with lit candles, a bubble bath, romantic music and a messy bed you two have roughed up not long ago. With a sigh, he already feels warm inside with the thought of you taking him to that special place of yours. Feeling quite honored that you would. With dreamy eyes, he sighs.

“My angel.”

“My princess.”

Johnny grunts. “Fuck Johnny you have to let me up! I’m so sore no more!” You cry out. Hot tears rolling down your cheeks. Legs shaking to the point of them cramping. Tiny hiccups leaving you as his hold on you only tightens. Sound of skin clapping progressively getting louder and louder. Screaming when you felt that familiar release rip through you, scratching the hell out of your boyfriend’s back. Looking down, seeing his cock roughly pound into you. Back up at him, sweat trickles down his temple. Tan skin glimmers in it, beautiful chiseled face concentrated in having you absolutely sobbing for him. “Look what you made me do princess. Can’t even control myself, my dirty girl.” He growls. Sucking on your neck. Hickey after hickey, your poor skin can’t seem to catch a break.

“Cum in me Johnny. I need you!” “Fuck!” Busting his huge load into you, spilling completely inside of you. Slowing down his thrusts, becoming gentle as he kisses you sweetly. “M’love you so much.” He murmurs. Still feeling shaky from the four intense orgasms, Johnny holds you warmly. Pushing your hair back to see you in all your glory. Sitting up slightly, you pat him to give you a bit of the weed Yuta had gotten Johnny. Attaching the rolled up drug in your mouth, inhaling the toxins and exhaling.

Freezing when you feel Johnny’s lip quickly peck your cheek you raise a brow at him. “What was that for?” Reaching over, he pinches your cheeks laughing when you slap his large hand away. “You got cute chubby cheeks.” Rubbing the red spot he left, you huff, “You’ve gotten soft on me Johnny, worried I’m dating a stranger.” Snorting he pulls you closer to his bare chest, smelling the weed off of him you let him cuddle into you. “I’m not soft.” He mumbles into your neck. “You’re right, just easy to take control.” A gasp escapes you when he smacks your thigh, “Quit it, you know I can be tough especially after having you crying underneath me a few minutes ago.” Laughing along with him, he kisses you temple before getting rid of the drug. Putting on his shirt, he opens the car door, smoke leaving along with the smell of sex. Helping you out, he grabs your hand and drags you along the roof of a lonely parking unit.

Walking over to the railing, where traffic is seen and the over view of the city is starting to light up given the sun was setting. Birds flying by and can hear the faint sound of a train rushing by. “This reminds me of home, at our spot.” Johnny begins to say. “Maybe this can be our second spot.” Looking down at your guys intertwined fingers, the once mock that you held inside was slowly vanishing. For the first time while looking down at your guys hands, you smiled. You genuinely smiled. “I’d like that.” You agree with him, pulling him back so you can stand in front of him, letting him pick you up and sit you on top of the railing. Arms wrapping around you protectively, cupping his face you realize just how different Johnny was. You began to see him from a new light and it worried you. This douche that smiled and vandalized was slowly decaying to one who only wishes to be loved and have someone who cares just as much as he does. Resting your forehead on top of his you two stayed that way for a while. Johnny was enjoying your presence, enjoying it so much he wishes he can stay that way. If he was a cat he for sure would’ve been purring but you, you were just trying to enjoy this special moment with him for you know it was only a matter of time before the truth revealed itself. Thing is, you no longer knew if the reveal would be coming from you you just knew that nothing can be hidden for too long. The cool wind rushes by you two, hair getting in the way of you two, giggling when it tickles your face. God how cute Johnny thought you looked twitching your nose to get rid of the itch. He watches as you pull away, hands still on his cheeks and with a serious look you ask him the very same question he has no doubts to answer.

“You love me?”

“I love you.”

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“Angel you’re not planning on killing me then dumping my remains right?” Jaehyun jokes as you two walk through creepy looking trees. “Relax no wolves or vampires will be here, just trust me yeah?” Currently pulling him into the trees, what you can merely call a forest. He watches with amusement just how excited you are to get him to your destination. “I trust you.” He whispers to himself. A wide grin appears on your face when you two appear in the blossomed meadow you’ve been going to since you moved. Clapping your hands you motion for him to follow you.

Running over to the middle of the meadow where all sorts of flowers were alive and colorful, a few bees flying around but not in the way of stinging. Butterflies flying gracefully above the trees to which the sun shines its rays on the brown bark. “Sit with me babe.” You pat the spot next to you, agreeing he watches in awe just how calm you felt already. “I found this place when my mother was working, I had nothing to do and decided to be with her. I got bored and began to walk and before I knew I landed here. I always come here to clear my head, there’s not much to do in this town so this place is like my own personal library, you know without the books.” Feeling flustered by the intense look Jae was giving you, you chuckled and looked down. Admiration in his eyes as he lays down. “It’s beautiful baby. I see why you love it so much.” Laying next to him, you rest your head on his shoulder. Smiling weakly when you feel him grab your hand. You didn’t tell him the full truth behind the meadow, I mean it was the truth you went to it for some peace and quiet but also to recollect your thoughts. It’s the only place you can actually think for yourself, find yourself again. Having trouble knowing who exactly you are with all these multiple personas, the meadow brings the calmness the real you loves. Whatever the real you may be, the meadow brings it out of you helps you rediscover yourself. So bringing an aspect of your fake persona is a pretty big deal, huge really. Because in a way you’re inviting what’s suppose to be fake to who you really are. To the real you, oh how serious it’s getting. You want Jaehyun to begin to know the real you and quite honestly not sure who should be more worried you or Jaehyun.

“Why me?” He asks. “Out of everyone why were you so trustful with me?” “Because I trust you. Just like you trust me.” You look at him, mimicking the warm smile he flashes you. Leaning in you quickly kiss him and get up. “Also because it’s a great place to be able to do stuff without anyone interrupting us.” You shrug, hearing the second meaning behind it as soon as the words left your mouth you look back to see a smirking Jae. “Oh really?” Sitting up, he pulls you closer to him. “Well then how about one stressful day me and you come here and- is that a bee?!” Laughing when he quickly tries to dodge the yellow winged bug, getting on his feet and hides behind you. “It’s following me!” Seeing it fly in each direction Jaehyun go, you fake a coo sound. “Aww it loves you, Jaehyun give it a kiss.” “Angel! Help!”

When it did finally go away Jae sulks when seeing you bent over in fits of laughter. “It’s not funny.” He mumbles but doesn’t resist a grin on his face. Loving the laughing fit that comes from you. While you were to preoccupied by laughing you don’t see him rush over to you. “Jae put me down!” Seeing nothing but bright colors move in circles while he twirls you around, you pat his back to set you down. “I’m going to vomit if you keep making me dizzy!” When he does set you down, he laughs when you fall on your bum. Laid flat out on the bright green grass, he follows suit. Groaning when he lays flat on top of you, “Jae you’re heavy!” You whine. “I’m offended.” Giggling, you wrap your arms around his neck and move side to side with him. Making raspberry kisses on his cheeks, you smash your lips on his at the end.

“Mm do it again.”

Kiss him again passionately, you pull away to see a hazy look on his face. Like he was up in the clouds, “mm again.” He repeats. And you do, “Again.” “Jae-“ “Angel.” Shaking your head you attend to his wishes. “Again.” “You really won’t stop anytime soon huh?” Shaking his head, he puckers his lip. “Kiss me angel.” You don’t hesitate.

And while the sun slowly set, Jae continued to ask for more kisses even when both yours and his lips were begging for a break he kept going.

“Kiss.” He simply said and you gave him one because now you were finding it harder to resist him. You no longer could hold back when it came to him, and just like him you craved for the other. You wanted him just as much as he wanted you. “Your wish is my command baby.”

“Hana you’re still on about this?” Yuta scoffs. Eyes rolling for the 10th time already since her arrival. Appetite vanishing when she kept going on and on about her ruined relationship with Johnny. “You weren’t even in a relationship with the guy for crying out loud.” He snaps, shutting her up. “Well…I still find it stupid how he can simply blow me off for some tramp he’s been seeing for what? Over four months? What the hell does she have that I don’t?” “I don’t know a stable life, one who is dependent on herself-“ Yuta begins to list, “The literal other half of him!” Jungwoo pitches in mouth full of spaghetti. Shaking his head, Yuta hands him a napkin in which he returns with a grin as a form of gratitude.

“They’ve only known each other for four months!” “So what’s the big deal?” Jungwoo say loudly once he manages to swallow his food. “The guys in love yeah it’s a shocker he out of the three of us would -“ “Excuse me what do you mean by ‘in love’?” Hana crosses her arms. “Well yeah isn’t it obvious…?” “Obvious of what?“

“God damn it Hana, the guy hasn’t fucked you in months. He hasn’t contacted you, always blows off your guys ‘sessions’. Never wants you to come with him to anything, hell Johnny doesn’t even want you stepping foot in his house. The idea of you sitting in his Impala has goosebumps running down his spine and my god the puppy eyes he gets when he’s on his phone. It’s like his entire existence is all in her.” Smirking when seeing a fuming Hana gritting her teeth and clenching her fists, desperately trying to keep her cool she takes a deep breath and speaks.

“Who the fuck is she Yuta.” “Sorry dear, that I can’t say-“ “And why the hell not!” Slamming her hands on the table, a loud echo throughout the cafeteria. Judging looks are thrown at her but she’s too upset to care. “Because Johnny had promised his girl to not out them yet, for now people can only know he no longer cares for that hook up shit now stop being such a nuisance and fuck off.” Yuta snaps his finger at her. Scoffing, she grabs her bag and walks off.

While doing so she goes to her contacts, lifting the phone up to her ear as she hears the ringing go off.

“Fine, you don’t want to tell me anything. Guess I shall found out for myself…Hey are you busy? It’s urgent.”

“Hey Johnny where have you been? Ditched yesterday.” Seating himself in front of the guys Johnny shrugs. “Didn’t feel like coming today.” He says quickly. “Bull let me guess, you couldn’t stop yourself from missing y/n and you visited her.” When Yuta was responded with silence, Jungwoo snorts and pats Johnny’s shoulder. “So glad to see you so happy! Kinda weird to see just how changed you are.” “I’m not a changed man, just…not too stupid minded.” “Really?” “Yes man, I’m still fucking and smoking on top of the roofs of parking lots, sneaking into houses I’m for sure not welcomed in and staying at the ass crack of dawn just I’m not doing it while not being single.”

“So when will she hang out with us again? Come on Johnny stop hogging her the last time we hanged out with her we got absolutely wasted and ended up behind a McDonald’s parking lot.” “Yeah Johnny, Y/n’s so much fun!” “Alright! Alright I’ll try to get her to hang together but if she says no then it’s no.” “But-“ shutting his mouth, Jungwoo got back to eating when he was met with the sternness of his friends eyes. Looking down and picking at his food he mumbles, “She’s so much more fun than you.”

“I heard that.”

“…I love you.”

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“Y/n I’m home!” Your mother yells walking through the door. Currently catching up on homework, AirPods in and loud music blasting in your ears you don’t catch your mother calling out for you.

“Y/n! What have I said about manners young lady?” Walking into your room, she sighs and walks over to you. Grabbing your shoulder, you jump and look to see an irritated looking mother. “What have I said about those AirPods? Can’t hear anything while having both of them in them use one.” Sighing, she taps your arm. “I brought groceries go unpack them and put them away I got to get dressed.”

“Dressed? Thought you didn’t have anything for today? Got the day off too?” “I got some thing’s to catch up now stop asking so much questions and do what I asked.” Without another word you make your way downstairs. While putting away the groceries you hear the shower turn on, during the months that have passed you noticed how less time she spent in the house and with you. The more the days went by your mother was beginning to be like your father, neglectful and make your existence seem fake. Like there’s absolutely no way you even actually exist. You couldn’t tell if you were glad or not, yeah at least she doesn’t nag you a lot but you still wondered. Excuses were always the same, work or errands. Gets dressed a little too classy for either of those things and doesn’t come home until midnight where all you can hear is a bunch of ruckus being made and giggles. You had an idea of what she was doing but with the way she acts towards you there’s no way she found someone. Wouldn’t she be all lovey dovey and nicer? Still seems the same judgmental parent who can never seem satisfied with anything.

Walking down the stairs 30 minutes later, your mother doesn’t bother to say she was leaving. Grabbing her keys and purse she made her way out. “Bye.” You mutter as the door slams shut leaving you once again alone in the two story house of yours.

“Shhhh!” You hear loud giggles come from downstairs. Lowering your music you listen to what was happening, a voice you didn’t recognize spoke. Deeper than the high pitched giggles you can only assume to be your mothers. “We better be quiet wouldn’t want her to wake up, finally a night that I don’t have to constantly pay most my attention on her would like to keep it that way for a few more hours.”

Ear pressed up against the door, you hear more ruckus happen. Chairs move, tables get knocked back, a few items get dropped on the ground. And then the smooches sounds of lips attaching themselves concluded your statement. “Yes right there!” You hear your mother scream, unbelievable.

Feeling yourself become sick, you tried to blast the music to tune them out. You didn’t know when exactly they stopped their madness but you were just glad you managed to fall asleep to no longer endure it. Anger had filled your veins, disgusted at your mothers behavior. For years after the divorce she was nothing but judgmental when it came to every little thing. One of them including relationships and hook ups. Saying if anyone were to have sex without any strings attached were just waste of space who do no good in life but be a burden to peoples relationships. That sex should only be done if love is so present and to be waited for marriage. When the morning rolled around, you had thought whoever she brought over was gone. Gasping when you walk in your kitchen, grey short shorts with a white tank top that hugged your chest, hair messily down. Your eyes widen when you see a random 5’8 man sitting by the counter sipping on coffee, a total pervert you may say. Shirt loose fitted on him, beard that looks like it hasn’t been at least brushed, semi large belly and everything about him screamed pedophile. Yeah it was wrong to judge at first glance and you hoped he wouldn’t be a convenience to you getting your breakfast but he was.

“You must be y/m/n’s daughter y/n.” He says, voice groggy. Nodding your head, back facing him as you open the fridge. You felt disgusted, uncomfortable and wanted to barf. The stare he gave you went noticed. You knew he was eyeing you down, and what was worst is turning around to see him leaning back on his chair and giving you a cocky look. As if that would have you on your knees. “Oh you’re awake.” Your mother says entering the kitchen, walking over to him she kisses him. His eyes still on you. “Who’s he mom.” You strip the eye contact from him over to your mother. “Be nice y/n, this is a friend of mine from work . Me and him have been good coworkers ever since we moved here.” “I see that.” You nod. “Y/n!-“ “Hey sweetheart relax. I know this is all new to her but I’m sure in due time me and her can become more than…acquaintances.” His eyes go down to your chest, wanting nothing more but to punch the smug look off his face. Outraged how your mother doesn’t see just how much of a freak her fling was being.

“I’m going to get ready for school.” You announce, not looking back you rush up to your room. Quickly getting ready, you don’t even dare to look yourself in the mirror. Not wanting to see what that man was eyeing, just a disgustful reminder that the events really just happened. Rushing down the stairs your mother calls for you, “Say good bye to him.” “See you.” Not sparing a glance at him you rush out the house before you begin to hear the shouts of your mother.

“You okay angel? You seem distracted.” “Mhm? Oh it’s nothing.” Met up at the usual spot behind the library, Jaehyun grabs your hand. Stopping you from writing more of your notes. “Don’t you trust me?” Sighing, you turn to face him. “My mother brought this creep to the house and…well he just.” “What? What did he do? Did he touch you?” “No! He just kept eyeing me down…god Jaehyun I wanted to punch him. That smug look on his face still gives me the creeps.” “You should’ve texted me, I could’ve picked you up.”

“Thanks but I just really needed to get the hell out of there.” Scoffing you shake your head. “You can tell me.” He rubs figure eights on your hand, “It’s been months since me and my mother had a decent conversation that didn’t end in her criticizing me and now all of a sudden she comes home fucking some creep who eye fucks her daughter and thinks I should be okay with it? That I just got to deal with it?” Jaehyun let you let go of all the anger and frustration you had inside of you. He wished he can be of more help but he too was in the same boat as you. Having parents do nothing but criticize can really get the best out of you, he knew he had it bad but seeing you being in a similar situation just had him wishing he could do something to take that frustration away from you.

“I’m sorry you have to go through that. We don’t deserve to be living with such shitty parents.” You snort and nod. “How lucky we are.” Picking up your hand, he plants a soft kiss on top of it. “I’m here now angel, we got each other. Call me when you need me please.” Nodding slowly, he goes to lean in. Clearing your throat, you turn away. “We’re still in school Jae.” Quirking his brow he looks around to see not many students were in there but even the few of them were to emerged and in the front to notice you two. “So?” “Jae you know why.” “Is it because of my reputation? What do you think I’m ashamed to be here with you?” “Jaehyun you know damn well everyone will flip if they catch you being all soft with me, a nobody.”

“Don’t call yourself that!” “Jaehyun shush!” Getting up, he grabs your hand. Walking you two over to a shelf, view shot away from everyone he sighs. “Let’s go public.” “No Jae.” “Why not? I’ll tell them straight, I won’t let anyone talk down on you if you want I’ll kick their ass that’s no problem.” “So what will they say? ‘The play boy Jaehyun quit his game of breaking girls heart because he finally found the one’?”

Keeping his mouth shut, Jaehyun swore he felt his heart drop. “Y/n-“ “I know about that bet Jae! About me.” “Y-You do? How did you-“ “But I’m the idiot who still stayed because I love you!” Shocked, the both you guys gasp. Eyes widen, you cover your mouth. “Y-You love me?” “No!” Turning around to walk away, you feel his hand grasp around your bicep.

“Angel-“ “Jae let go.” “You love me?” He spins you around to face him. “…Define love.” “Baby!” groaning, you run a hand through your hair. Tugging at the roots as you stomp. Eyes shut as you try to concentrate on your breathing, what the fuck have you done?!

“I got to go-“ “Why are you leaving? Just answer the question.” “How about you answer me this Jaehyun, if you never would’ve fallen in love would you still be breaking peoples hearts? If you didn’t end up being the one to become all lovey dovey with a whirlwind of feelings then would it still not be a problem to continue with that bet?” Shaking your head when he stays quiet you take a step back. “Exactly.”

“Angel-“ but you were gone. Frustrated, he punches the shelf besides him, ignoring the books that had fallen.

Walking outside and into the courtyard the guys were currently at, girls they already picked to hook up for their next round of money on their laps. Doyoung catches sight of Jaehyun, calling him over he points at the lonely girl sitting at their table. Jet black hair, heavy makeup and very revealing clothes. Assuming Jaehyun would agree to take her on but instead the table quiets down when he smacks the 50 dollars on the table. “Keep the fucking change I’m done with this shit!”

“Jaehyun what are you talking-“ “Enough Taeyong. I’m not going to continue betting on fucking girls and dumping them just to gain money. I’m tired of this!” The people who were also outside listened intently, few of the girls on their laps gasp, while the rest didn’t care. Only caring that they would possibly get some with them. One girl in particular, who was on Taeyong’s lap glares at him. Standing up she smacks him, large echoes of ‘ooo’s go off, “Fuck you!”

Eyes widen and in shock, Mark rushes over to the table. “Yo man what’s going on?” Standing up, hands banging on the table, Taeyong walks over at Jaehyun. “The hells the matter with you man! First you take on a bet to fuck some quiet girl and now you think you’re better than anyone of us?!” He shoves him back. “I know I’m not better but at least I’m willing to change.” A fake laugh comes out of Taeyong as he glares at his friend. “Really?! Change after what? You fell in love with the chick you betted on!” Shocked reactions come from the other students, a few phones already out and recording.

“Now you’re here and let me guess your baby found out isn’t it?” Taeyong mocks. Faking a pout as he tilts his head, hand clenching Jaehyun’s glare only gets uglier the more Taeyong gets snarkier. “Got so upset at you she walked out and now you’re having a crisis she might leave you? Well guess what Jaehyun! You’re nothing more than a horny dog that will do anything to fuck and this love shit will never work out for you! Face the fact that whatever you’re feeling isn’t real and for the love of god say good bye to that priss because after today you’d lost her for good!”

A punch to the face, everyone begins to crowd. Mark and Doyoung immediately spring to action. “Jaehyun relax man!” Trying his best to push him back but he was filled with anger. He was angry at Taeyong, for insulting you. At himself for offending you, treating you like a toy and nothing but a bet. At the world for giving him the best thing he can ever ask for because you’re too good for him. He was angry at everything and having Taeyong underneath him he let all of that anger out. “Jaehyun!” Mark shoves him off, and even when it was momentarily. It only took that second for Taeyong to punch him back.

Hearing the loud commotion, you furrow your brow at seeing such a large crowd, yelling. Phones recording and people gossiping. Walking out on the courtyard, you hear people cheering for them to win, to keep fighting. “What’s going on?” You say out loud, “Jaehyun and Taeyong are fighting!” Someone replies to you enthusiastically. Enjoying the fight breaking out, you gasp and push through. When getting to the front you feel sick to your stomach. So much blood. Lots of punches being thrown back and loads of yelling. Doyoung and Mark successfully shoving them off of each other, breathing heavy as they glare at each other. Teachers getting in and breaking up the crowd.

“Everyone walk away or detention to all of you!” And while the mob got smaller and smaller you stayed put. Feet implanted on the ground as you watch Jaehyun, in front of you and hadn’t realized you were behind him. “You two in the office now!” Going to walk, Jaehyun freezes when he sees you standing there. The disappointment in your eyes made him want to cry right then and there, he wanted to scream and explain everything to you. Get on his knees and beg for your forgiveness, he just wanted to voice out his thoughts and yet instead he simply walked past you. Heart wrenching and on his way to the office he just kept hoping you would hear him out.

“Please baby answer, I really need to get everything off my chest. You deserve to at least hear my side of the story, just…just call me back. Okay?”

Dropping his phone on his bed, he harshly tugs on his hair. Sat at the edge of his bed, face bruised up. Being suspended for the rest of the week and no contact from you, it was driving him mad. His parents were furious at him, grounding him to no tv nor hanging out with friends. Phone restricted to only message and phone call use only, leg bouncing like crazy he keeps staring down at his phone. Wishing for you to call him back, and when he hears that ring sound he answers it immediately.

“Angel?” “Huh? Uh no, it’s Mark. You alright man? What even happened?” Disappointed, he lays back on his bed. “Mark I screwed up big time.”

“You okay princess? You seem pretty down?” Being quiet for the time you and Johnny have been cuddling he began to worry. Holding you closer to him, he awaits for you answer.

“My life at my mothers is frustrating is all.” You simply respond. “Want to talk about it?” Shaking your head, you sit up. “I want to vandalize something anything that we used to do. Please baby.” You plead to him, grabbing his hand. The sadness in your eyes has him hurting for you. Nodding immediately he sits up and kisses you. “Of course baby, anything.”

Shaking the red spray paint you lift it up to the old rusted brick wall. Drawing a cherry, you favorite fruit the hundreds of thoughts decaying little by little. It was silent for most of the time you two graffitied but it was comfortable. You ignored the glances Johnny sent you every once and a while letting the sound of the can spraying calm you for a bit. “Hey! What are you two doing!” A flashlight was shined on you two, the siren of the police car is heard. Feeling Johnny grasp your wrist he tugs at you to run. Doing so you hear the car slams and footsteps coming after you. The adrenaline rush back to your system, couldn’t help but let out a laugh. You forgot just how fun it was to not have a care in the world and act out of foolishness. Johnny can hear you laugh and reciprocates one of his. Running until the flashing lights seized and finally you two out ran them. Catching your guys breath, Johnny is taken aback when you hug him tightly unexpectedly. “God I forgot how fun that was!” Wrapping his arms around you, he kisses your temple.

“I’m glad you’re feeling better.”

“I’m starving Johnny let’s go get something to eat!” “Didn’t you eat when we were back at my place?” “Shut up Johnny I know you’re hungry too.” Chuckling, he doesn’t respond. He didn’t have to you, you knew you were right and this time you’re the one dragging him to your guys favorite diner. The familiar whiff of food hitting your face when entering, the cooks immediately recognizing you two. “My favorite couple!” An elderly woman claps her hands. For the longest she’s always assumed you and Johnny were dating, you two never really bothered to correct her and now given that it’s official there seems to be no point in doing it now.

“The usual ma’am.” Johnny winks at her. Waving at him, she yells for the regular meals you two order. “Have a seat you two, I’ll be right up with your drinks.” Sitting down in a booth, corner and by the window you reach over to grab his hand. Smiling warmly at you, he rubs circles on your hand. Looking out the window you watch as the sun had set and the town was overtaken by darkness. Street lights lifting up and the ones from the stores. “Princess.” Humming to him, you see he was already staring at you. He didn’t really know what he wanted to tell you, he just wanted you to stop thinking to see into your thoughts. Leaning over he kisses you, his kisses becoming more gentler each time his lips touch yours.

“Here are your orders.” She sets the food down, “Enjoy!” Diving into the food, you gasp when he rubs sauce on your cheek. “Johnny!” Going to do the same, you grabs your hand in order to stop you. “Johnny quit resisting!” You giggle when he shakes his head. From outside the restaurant two teenagers watch from the tables outside, across the street of the very clear view of the couple. “Hana is not going to like this.” One of them mutter, taking pictures from her phone. Puffing each time a strand of her blonde hair gets in the way. “Don’t really understand why she’s so hung up on him, it’s clear he’s moved on.” The short black haired chick huffs. “Didn’t you and Johnny used to have something going on?” The blonde says not really thinking it through it as she zooms in on them.

Gritting her teeth, she glares at her. “Used to. Before him and Hana became a thing. I’m so over that, not like they were more than what we were.” She scoffs. Picking at her nails, she can’t help but peep over at the girl who Johnny was currently preoccupied with. “Doesn’t look that bad, which is bad because Hana for sure will flip.” Laughing, the blonde retrieves her phone. “Certainly! Look at her she’s beautiful! And she’s definitely Johnny’s other half I mean did you see them two running from the cops?!” “Shh! Gosh Jiyoung you’re so loud!” “Sorry….” she mutters. Resting her chin on her palm she watches the couple adoringly. “Wish I could have a relationship like that.” Watching you two currently eating, Johnny reached over to your cheek with a napkin in hand. Shaking his head as you managed to get more sauce on your face, kissing your cheek which leaves you staring at him with those big doe eyes he’s fallen in love with. Wanting to squish your cheeks and kiss them to death, even when his back was facing the two best friends, they can still notice just how much he cares for you.

“So cute.” Jiyoung squeals. Jenna who had her arms crossed, even when she felt bitter about her abrupt ending with the infamous bad boy she still feels a bit of admiration for the young couple. Gulping, she nods. Her eyes too, focused on them. “Indeed.”

Walking back home, you look through your phone. Yet another voicemail from Jaehyun. You felt bad for ghosting him, yeah what he did was terrible but the longer you went muting him out the more you longed for him. You wanted him even when he didn’t deserve it and it only frustrates you more. Entering your house, you see the dim light coming from the tv. Your father was home for once.

“I see you finally arrived.” He says through a hoarse voice, a can of beer in hand as his eyes still stayed on the soccer game going on. “Was out with friends.” Going to take a step up to your room you hear his voice interrupt the silence house except the constant yells from the tv. “I’m not stupid y/n, I know you’re hanging out with that good for nothing Suh guy.”

“Don’t call him that!”

“Well what else should I call him? Even his parents gave up hope for him.” “His parents aren’t even there for him most of the times they shouldn’t be judging him!” “Oh please y/n, how would you know?” “Because I’m there for him! Just like you, his parents don’t give a shit which is why I get along well with him.”

“You watch your mouth young lady.” He stands up suddenly. Alcohol kicking into his system, the beer can still in hand. Slowly denting the more he puts force on it. “I work my ass off to provide for you every weekends. If it wasn’t for your mothers doing we wouldn’t be here where I would have to neglect you for a bit just to make money to support that child support!” His voice raising the more he speaks, glaring straight into your soul you take a step back.

“What is he to you huh? Are you fucking him!” “I don’t have to explain anything to you-“ Tensing up when he grabs your wrist, wanting to vomit when you smell the alcohol coming from his breath. “Are you going to start acting like a whore just like your mother huh? Because if that’s so then don’t even bother visiting she already brought enough problems in my life!” “Well maybe if you haven’t stopped to think the reason you two ended was because you couldn’t stop drinking for the life of you, neglecting the family even before you two divorced. Maybe if you didn’t act like you weren’t even apart of the family she wouldn’t have to cheat!” Flinching when he raises a hand, a slap to the face never happens.

You felt bad, really. Your mother was just as bad as the guys you hurt for making the same actions as your parent. It’s probably the reason why you even started in the first place. Seeing how fucked your father got because of your mothers stupid actions and how much of an impact not only his life was made but yours you wanted to get that anger out of you. But not just that, the anger of all the neglect your parents gave you. Especially your father, for all you wished was for him to attend your father- daughter dance, parent teacher conference and watch you receive awards and many more. You were upset by how much you had to be face with at such a young age simply because two people couldn’t act like adults and sort it out healthily.

“Just go.” He whispers, a slight whimper in it. Your words really affecting him, you watch him walk back to the couch. You wanted to walk over and hug, apologize but you knew it wasn’t the time. You didn’t know when it would be the time, your bonding time with him lowered and lowered until it became a ‘see you when I see you’ type of relationship. Going up to your room, you sit on your bed. Sighing, you grab your phone. Pressing the call button you waited until they answered. With only one ring, their voice was heard.

“Angel?”

“Angel…you’re hurting.” Shaking your head, you kiss his neck. Pulling him closer to you, currently sat on his lap. Hands squeezing your waist to keep you steady on him. “Baby.” Pulling you off his neck you groan. “We need to talk.”

“Then talk.” Taken aback, you stare at him impatiently. “Come on Jaehyun I know those tons of voicemails and missed calls weren’t for nothing.”

“I’m sorry. I’m really, fucking sorry y/n. That bet, I know it was way out of line. I’m ashamed I even did it in the first place and I know it’ll take you forever to forgive me if that’s if you want to, which is total reasonable if you don’t. I just…I just didn’t want to lose you before telling you that my feelings for you weren’t apart of that stupid deal. I really do love you Angel. I gave back the money! I even said I will no longe participate in anymore stupid bets just to fit in and I’m going to try to make it up to you for the rest of my life!”

Staying silent you process every word he’s saying. You should’ve been glad he was finally feeling shitty for his actions. “Apologize again.”

“I’m sorry angel.”

“Again.”

“Y/n please, please forgive me. I fucked up bad-“

“Again.”

Opening the car door, you get out of his vehicle. Telling him to get out, he follows you. Crossing your arms you raise a brow at him. “Well? I’m waiting.” “I’m sorry-“ “No. on your knees.” Gulping, Jaehyun didn’t expect for this demanding side of you to appear. But he didn’t defy it, you were upset and it was all his fault. And if you wanted him to beg for forgiveness on his knees then so be it.

Wincing as the rocks on the ground scraped his knees, he looks up at you. “Baby, I’m so so fucking sorry. Please give me one more chance to prove to you how sorry I am.” “It’s not good enough.”

Feeling like he can tear up, he holds back a loud cry wanting to escape his mouth. Wrapping his arms around the back of your knees, he pulls you closer. Laying your hands on his shoulders head still looking up at you. “Please y/n! I’ll do anything! God you don’t know how much I regret it, I hate myself for it so much! But please at least think about it I can’t imagine my life without you please Angel. I’m so, so sorry.” He rubs his face into your thighs. Sniffling as his hold on you tightens.

“How can I make it up to you? Anything I’ll do it.”

He pleads. Desperation in his eyes, how sincere he was. Really showed just how scared he was to lose you, in that moment you realized just how important you are to him. How terrified he looks at saying he’s scared to lose you, his hold on you confirming how worried he is if his hold on you loosens he’ll actually lose you forever. Cupping his face, you lean down to come face to face with him.

“Love me.”

Nodding immediately, a tear slipping down his cheek he gulps.

“Always.”

Kissing his pouty lips, he cherishes it for which he doesn’t know whether it’d be for the last time. “Then show me you’ll always love me.” Letting him pick you up, he walks you to the back of his BMW. Tinted windows that not one even if they flashed a flashlight could see inside. Laying you down on his seats, he closes the door behind him and gets on top of you. Kissing your gently, you let his hands roam around you.

“Love you so so much.” He mumbles up against your lips, going to take off his shirt. Knowing you love it when you have leverage to his abs. Trailing hickies down to your collarbone. Lifting your sweatshirt, rutting up against you, you whine softly. Unclipping your bra, he sucks on your breasts. “So beautiful.” He praises you. Fumbling with his jeans, you tug at them. “Jaehyun please.” “Anything.” Taking them off, he lets you take over when you try to switch positions. Holding your hips close to him, he watches as you take off the remaining of your clothes. Rubbing your clit, you grab his wrist the more his fingers go in to rub you. Breath hitching as he does figure eights on your nub biting your lip when he enters two fingers in you.

A lewd moan escapes you and Jaehyun swore literal heart eyes were present on him. Sitting up, his lips attaches on your neck again. “Think you love my neck more than me.” You joke, shaking his head his peppers them with kisses. “Love you.” He mumbles as he rests his face underneath your chin. Eyes looking lovingly up at you. Adding a third finger he smiles when you let out a whine. Eyes closing, you concentrate on the pleasure that is his long fingers. “So good Jae.” Rubbing his growing erection, he hissed when he’s freed from any confinement. “Need your cock baby. Need you in me please.” Pecking you jawline, he retrieves his fingers. Clenching when you feel empty, you steady yourself on him.

Grip on you tightens when he feels himself go deep into your walls. “So good angel. Fuck!” Bouncing on him, he watches him disappear in you. Induced in lust he can’t seem to focus on anything, is eyes wanting to look at everything. Your face slowly going into an abyss, your breasts bouncing in front of him, your pussy taking all of him in everything. Hair going all over his face you run your hand through his hair away from his forehead. Looking up at you, even when lust overtaken him he still has adoring eyes for you. “You like that?” You ask him. Nodding furiously, you pick up the pace. Squeezing him tightly he whines. Fucking up into you he rubs his face into your tits. “You think you deserve to cum baby?” You ask him in his ear. A whimper leaving his mouth, everything feeling too good. Almost impossible to get your words through his head, “I don’t deserve it Angel. I hurt you.”

Kissing him, you tug at his hair. Loving how well you took him, pussy made for him. “Yeah you really did hurt me baby” Nodding at your words, still thrusting up into you as he was getting closer and closer to climaxing. Trying his hardest to restrain himself. He was torturing himself and you knew that. “I’m so sorry, I don’t deserve you.” A cry leaves his mouth. Grinding on him, his mouth slightly opens. He was right there, so close. “I deserve the world right Jae?” You lower your head to face him up close. Nodding furiously, you watch as a tear slides down his face. Poor baby couldn’t hold any longer. Feeling like he’s getting closer and closer into subspace. “You deserve the galaxy and more!”

“Then come baby. Come for me, I deserve everything and more right?”

Pulling you down with him, you scream in pleasure when he begins to pound into you. Desperate to release his load entirely inside you. Sweat piling up on his forehead the faster and harder he goes in you. Loving how your nails dig in his abs, loving how much louder your moans got. Loving just how much of a mess you were like him. “I’m cumming! Jae oh fuck!” Falling silent as you climax on him, grunts escaping your lovers mouth as white ropes explode deep in your walls. “All of it Jae.” You say to him, grinding him through both your guys intense orgasm, wanting to absorb each drop of semen he released in you.

“I love you y/n.” He tells you quietly. Getting off of his dick, you brush his hair out of his eyes. Gulping, the past few days were hard to accept. Accept the truth as to why you didn’t want to end it, and in this moment it only confirmed the annoying voice in your head.

“I love you Jae.”

“You know you’re still unforgiven.” You tell it to a clingy boy, after you confession. You’re real legitimate confession he can’t seem to detach himself off you. Dimple on full appearance as he rests his chin on your shoulder. “Totally understandable, I’m telling the truth when I tell you I’m trying. I really am.”

Turning to face him, he holds your hands. “Okay then, start with this. You have to apologize every single girl you hurt.” Jaw slacking, he freezes and is put into deep thought. “Wow it’s uh…quite um” coughing, he looks down. Ashamed to meet your eyes when he finishes his sentence. “It’s quite a lot.” “And you have to get me ice cream.” Nodding, he kisses your forehead. “Okay I’ll do it.” Hugging you, he seats you two side by side. “I’ll start apologizing to everyone I betted on especially you angel. I’ll continue to show you how sorry I am until you can forgive me.” Getting comfortable in his arms you two stayed standing for a while, letting the silence consume you guys. But you stayed with one thought and one thought only.

“I wasn’t kidding about the ice cream Jung. I want it now.” Snorting, he sets multiple kisses on your face, “Lets not keep you waiting then.” Letting him take you to Baskin Robbins you love the sweet smell hitting your nostril. Sitting outside and enjoying the ice cream he brought for you, he just wanted to sit there and admire you forever which cliche as it sounds he didn’t care in the slightest.

Getting some of your ice cream on your nose, Jaehyun leans over. With a napkin he wipes the smudge on your nose off. “There you go.” He smiles at you. Letting him rest his arm behind your seat you continue eating your ice cream. From a few tables away two shocked girls watched the scene unfold. “What the fuck?!” Jenna whisper shouted. “Yeah she has two hot guys wiping stuff off her face and I can’t even get one!” Jiyoung whines, planting her cheek on her palm. A dry laugh escapes Jenna as a large grin appears on her face. “What? What’s so funny?” “Oh my god! This whole time Johnny was this walking hormones playing anything with tits and an ass not even realizing he’s the piece of meat this time.” Her laugh gets louder, Jiyoung looking around in worry in hopes no one looks their way.

Wiping a tear that’s beginning to fall on her cheek, Jenna continues. “Hana was so worried she became this junk when in reality Johnny is the real piece of garbage that’s about to get thrown out.” “W-Well does he know?” Jiyoung points to Jaehyun, face in your neck as he tells you this dumb joke he thought of in the spot. Tilting his head to get a better view of your smile once you react to his joke. Mimicking your every emotion subconsciously. Hand playing with your hair and the other on your thigh rubbing circles. “By how absolutely whipped he looks there’s no way he would willingly let her go around fooling with some one else. So my best guess, no.” Taking her phone, she captures a picture. A smirk on her face as she inspects the photo.

“Hana is going to get quite a surprise from this.” Looking up at the couple, she rests the phone down when seeing you two get up. Throwing away the cup, Jaehyun wraps an arm around your waist, dipping his hand in your back pocket. Walking with you to his car, gawking at our beautiful it looked. Jiyoung fantasizes her life with such a hot guy - (2 to be exact) “Man how does she do it?”

“Come on Jiyoung, we got to break Hana the news.”

“Alright. But what do you think she’ll do when she finds out?”

“It’s Hana how do you think she’ll do?”

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“Oh Jae!” You grip his hair. Deciding it was best to come back home, leaving a confused Johnny back in town since you couldn’t really focused on the fact your other boyfriend has been waiting for you to call him as soon as you arrived. Now currently being pounded by your other lover.

Going sweaty, breath hitching and low grunts leaving his mouth. He concentrates in fucking you into the mattress. Mother currently out with her boyfriend, you and Jaehyun were in the living room. Ever since your mother came with an unexpected news that she’s now dating and with an utter creep you no longer cared to keep the little respect you had in her home. Even when Jaehyun was reluctant you pleaded him to fuck you raw on the same couch you knew your mother did the same dirty actions with her new lover. The dirty actions she swore was to be shameful if anyone did it recklessly.

Throwing your leg over his shoulder he managed to plunge deeper in you. “Fuck angel how are you still so fucking tight!” He growls, speeding his thrusts. The loud slapping claps increase the harder he fucks you into the couch. Arms spread out, mouth slightly open as your eyes were sealed shut. Not being able to concentrate on his words, too indulged in the pleasure. Wrapping his hand around your throat, he shoves a finger in your mouth. Groaning when you immediately suck on it. Opening your eyes as you give him fake innocent eyes, feeling the tightness build. His hold on you tightens. Shaking his head, he finds your g-spot. Moaning, he doesn’t let you pull away from his finger. “Keep sucking me baby, promise you I’ll fuck you into oblivion okay?”

Rubbing your clit you squeal. Finger still on your mouth, you try to close your legs but he parts them away. Pulling his finger away, he shoves his tongue in your mouth. Desperate to fill you up, his hand grips on the couch grunts aline with your moans as you two get closer to climaxing. “So close.” He whispers in your ear. Feeling too cloudy in your head to respond your eyes roll back. Letting the pleasure consume you entirely, not realizing you let out a scream when you come on him. “Fuck” he falls silent when white spurs come out of him. Hugging you tightly against him he listens to the rough breathing of yours. “Come on let’s go have us that bath you owe us.” He tells you softly, picking you up and up the stairs you two went.

Entering the house 15 minutes later, your mother set her keys down at the table. “Want anything dear?” She asks her boyfriend, not hearing a word she said as he inspected the house. Silently looking for a younger replica of his girlfriend. “Honey?” “Mhm?” “You want anything? Water? Beer?” “Beer would be nice.” Making his way to the couch he gets comfortable on top, reaching behind him when he feels something underneath him he scowls when seeing a black t-shirt. Definitely male and reeking of cologne and sex.

“Here you go-“ “What’s this?” He demands from her. Trying to tone it down a bit when she raises a brow at him. Taking the shirt, she stretches it out to take a good look at it. “It’s not mine…don’t recognize that cologne.” “Think your daughter had some company.” Face turning serious, your mother marches up the stairs. “Y/n!”

Currently in the bath tub, you lay a handful of bubbles on top of Jaehyun’s head. Cupping his chin you pull him closer so you kiss his lips. “Cutie.” You tell him, staring at you lovingly he clinks the champagne glass with yours. “To us.” Nodding you two drink, taken aback when a pounding noise erupts your two’s bubble bath. “Y/n! Who the hell do you have over!” Looking at Jaehyun you see he too is shocked by the sudden appearance of your mother. “Uh…I’m in the bath mom!” “Don’t bullshit me young lady I found a shirt that isn’t mine nor yours on the couch!” Glaring at Jae, you see him give you a sympathetic smile even though he’s holding back a snide smile. “Get out here now!” Going to walk away you groan and set the glass down. “Great.” You mumble.

Eyeing the two of you, your mother taps on the marble floor with her foot. A scowl on her face as she watches both of you go down the stairs. “I’m very disappointed in you y/n, I never raised you to act such a way. How can you do this!” She raises her voice. “I’m 18 mom-“ “You’re acting like a slut!” “Ms. Y/l/n with all due respect I love your daughter. Really and we know what we’re doing.” Scoffing, she shakes her head. Watching her boyfriend stand up and stand besides her. Noticing the glare he has set on Jaehyun. Jae noticing it as well raises a brow at him, not liking the vibes he gets from the stranger.

“But I can guarantee you my intentions with your daughter isn’t immature. I love her. I do, and it was wrong to not come to you before starting anything with her.” The scowl on her face slowly decays when he sees him rub his hand on your arm. He always had a soft spot for Jaehyun who knows why. Either because he was dreamy in any way possible who can do no wrong and is the perfect guy any mother wishes their daughter to date or because he was this rich boy who she knew her daughter should get with. Either way if there was anyone she would even remotely let you see it would be him. “I’m still disappointed in your guys actions.” Fighting back the urge to scoff at her, you bite the inside of your cheek and look down at your feet.

“But I’ll let you two continue seeing each other with one condition, no funny business at all.” Pointing her finger at the two of you, you guys accepted. A simple lie no one had to know and even when your mother walked away in peace you still noticed the frown on the man’s face. Walking up to Jaehyun, he lifts his head and chest. A way to show who’s the ‘man’ here in the house. Eyeing him up judgedly, you gag when he walks past you two. “Creep.” You shake off the chills on your arms. Smiling when Jaehyun wraps his arms around you and kisses your temple. Rocking you two side to side, “Could’ve gone worse huh?” Slapping his arm playfully you shake your head at him.

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“Come on guys!” Mark says desperately. He hates seeing his friends so split up. Deja vu all over again when he was in a similar position between Jaehyun and Johnny. Glares thrown at each other from across the table he sighs. Running a hand through his hair he takes a seat.

“Okay, okay. I know you two have your differences but it’s no reason to fight. Taeyong if you want to continue making bets then keep doing it-“ “How can you say that Mark?!” Jaehyun says to him. Baffled by his words, “Oh enough already Jaehyun, just because you found love doesn’t mean you can automatically start judging us! You too aren’t innocent, difference between us is we’re not going to start acting like we didn’t do any of that shit and start blaming it on others.” “Oh fuck you Taeyong I realized how terrible all of this was and I stopped.” “Yeah because of some bet of yours that didn’t turn out the way you planned.” “Stop calling her a bet!”

“ENOUGH!” Mark slams his hands on the table. The table falling silent he groans. “You two are driving our friend group apart, I’m not going through this shit again. So instead of seeing you two argue back and forth all of you guys will be going with me.” “Where exactly?” “Two towns over, where Yuta is.” “You mean where Johnny moved to?” “Yes exactly and you guys not only will bond but you will bond with them as well, end of discussion.” “Come on Mark you know I don’t talk to him anymore!” Jaehyun disagrees. “Yeah Mark they’re a joke! Their only road they’ll be going in life is what takes them to rehab with all the drugs they do. Hell after that, prison!” Taeyong scoffs, Doyoung nodding next to him. “You guys are going, I made up my mind already. End of discussion.” Going to interject Mark glares at both guys, “End. Of. Discussion.” Tapping Doyoung’s shoulder he motions for him to follow. “Come on Doyoung let’s leave these two children be.”

Still glaring at one another, Jaehyun sighs. Standing up, he walks off without another word. It’s been well over two years since he last got in touch with his ex best friend wonder how awkward and tensed it’s going to be when they’re face to face again.

“Hell no.”

“Come on man! I already made my decision final with them.” “Mark I don’t want to be in within a mile radius of them nonetheless in the same room. Sorry but no-“ “Okay! Okay how about you think of this as closure yeah? Finally get to speak your mind, patch up the things you and Jaehyun lost.” “Mark I don’t want to patch things up with him, he made it clear about his feelings for me-“ “You don’t even know if he actually said it.” “He’s not denying it!”

Sighing, Mark pinches the bridge of his nose in frustration. “Johnny I never ask much from you, please just consider okay? Yuta and Jungwoo already agreed. It’s tomorrow, at the club we usually go to. 8 pm remember that.” Mark says before he walks out of his house. Biting the inside of his cheek, Johnny walks into his room. The idea of seeing his ex best friend again had emotions washing over him. Too much to decipher what exact emotions they were.

When in the shower, he couldn’t concentrate on the warm water hitting him. Emerged in his own world, he’s startled when a knock came from the sliding glass door. “Scared the hell out of me.” He says relieved when seeing you. “Sorry, wanted to see you and the door was open. You should really be locking the door after you, wouldn’t know what kind of criminal could barge in.” Shaking his head, he opens the glass door and kisses your forehead. “Thank you princess I’ll keep that in mind for next time.”

“What’s wrong?” “How’d you know something was wrong?” “I’m just that good at reading people.” Shrugging his shoulders he mutters out a nothing. Turning off the knob, you lead him out the shower. “Where are you taking me?” Pushing him onto the bed, not caring it’ll get soaked with water, you spread his bare legs. Smirking, he watches you intently. “You’re going to tell me what’s wrong…” you start off, kneeling down before him. Hissing when your cold hand comes in touch with his cock. “And you’re going to tell me while I suck you got it?” Feeling like he already lost himself to lust, he nods.

“Speak baby.” You demand from him. “Mark came over, he wanted-“ A rather loud hiss escapes his lips when you deep throat him. Bobbing your head immediately not wanting to waste anytime, glaring up at him to remind him to speak or else. “Fuck…he wanted me to hang out with him and his friends, but oh my god princess.” Throwing his head back, he holds your head as you moan. Loud wet sounds come from your throat, tilting your head up to breath. Long strip of saliva glimmering all over him, working him with your hand, softly slapping his thigh when he falls silent again. “But I used to be close to one of his friends and now he wants us to be in the same room. It’s going to be t-too awkward. Especially after what he said about me.”

“Well.” Loosening your hold on him, you climb up on his lap. His fingers wrapping around the loop of your shorts, pulling you closer to him. Sighing contently when pressure is added on him. “I think you should go.” “Really?” A grunt falls out of his mouth when you grind on him, nodding your head you move the strands of hair out of his face. “You two obviously have unspoken things to say, go and find closure.” “Yeah that’s what-“ breath hitching, when you jerk him, nails gripping on your shorts when he feels his sick throb in your hold. Coughing to cover up the uneven breathes, he desperately tried to finish his sentence. Feeling himself slowly lose his cool. Embarrassed by how easily desperate he gets when it comes to you, rutting against you like a dog in heat.

“That’s what Mark said.” Stopping your movement, you cup Johnny’s face. “Look at me.” With hazy eyes, he opens them to look into yours. “You’re going baby.” “Princess it’s not that easy.” Sitting up on his waist, you begin to strip from your clothes. Gulping he watches you with hunger in his eyes. Craving you so much more, “I’ll let you fuck me if you go.” A smug look on his face, quickly changing positions he grabs your arms and holds them above your head. “And what if I fuck you and don’t go?” “Then that’ll be too bad. Wouldn’t want you to starve from my sex-“ Smashing his lips onto yours, you wrap your legs his waist. “Just agree and you can have all the day and night fun you want.”

Kissing your jaw he nods after a while. “Yeah?” You ask him in a softer voice. “Yeah.” He responds. “Then fuck me Johnny.” Growling, he pulls away from you. Spreading your legs, he doesn’t waste time and dives in. A gasp is heard from the room, followed by slurping sounds and a chorus of moans. His damp hair in your hold. The small drops of water falling on your abdomen and down to your cunt. “Johnny fuck I feel you in me!” Loving how easily his tongue drives you crazy, you look over to the mirror positioned in front of his bed. Feeling yourself get even more wet by the reflection before you. “Fuck princess who got you this wet?” He says cockily. Pushing your legs back you grind your hip up to his face. Needy to feel him eat every inch of you inside and out.

“Sit on my face.” He says once he pulls away. Not wasting time, you begin to grind on him. A loud moan comes from you when he grips your legs down on you. “I’ll suffocate you babe.” You joke, seeing him shake his lead lightly and continue to devour you was all the sign you needed to know Johnny wouldn’t be letting you go anytime soon. And sure enough you were right.

Hot tears running down your face. Hair a mess by how hard your tugging at it. Sobs and hiccups escaping your face and arms desperately trying to pull away from his strong grip. “J-Johnny too much baby.” You hiccup. “But you’re doing so good for me princess. One more orgasm and I’ll fuck you full okay?” He tells you, not up to cooing at you when he’s getting impatient the longer he goes without eating you out. Like a starved man he licks, sucks and rubs you. Not caring how sensitive you were after having you come on his face three times it still wasn’t enough for him. Whether he would leave the bedroom with blue balls or not he just couldn’t let you up right now. “Johnny!” Falling silent but the strong wave of pleasure, you tug at his hair. A hiss leaving his mouth but he’s a sucker for pain. “Right there Johnny! Fuck! Oh fuck!” Slowing down his licks he watches you slowly begin to lose yourself into subspace. Helping you lay down on the bed, too tired to think properly.

Peppering your face with kisses, he lifts your legs so they reach up to your waist. “Such a good girl. Here’s your reward baby enjoy.” He kisses you, not caring that you were to tired to kiss back. Shoving all of him into you, he sucks on your neck when you whimper in his chest. Praising you the more he shoved deep into you, “So good baby. My princess is doing so good, cock is in love with you.” Leaving a few marks on you, he looks down and sees the small bump on your lower abdomen. Tightly biting his bottom lip when he watches his cock pump in and out of you. “Faster Johnny.” You tell him through whines. A few tears still falling down your face when the pleasure comes back, cunt already sore and sensitive but you can’t seem to stop craving for more of him. You want him - no need him touching you always. Like a drug you didn’t mean to get addicted to.

Pushing your legs back until they hit your arms he comes face to face with you. Eating up your moans with his kisses, fucking into you harder and harder. The bed creaking so loudly and headboard hitting the wall you were wondering how the neighbors haven’t called to complain. Windows were wide open and anyone can hear and see. Bedroom door was open as well, his mother or father could’ve walked in and see how unholy their son is being. Pounding the living shit out of you to the point where your head was an inch away from hitting the wall, his hand coming up to prevent your head from getting hurt. Scratching his back when you feel his finger go down and harshly rub your clit. “Not going to last princess.” He grunts, sweat forming on him, abs glistening by the water and pelvis getting red by how hard he was smacking himself into you. The noises in the room only getting louder the needier you two got.

“In me Johnny. I need your cum.” Feeling as if he had lost himself completely, he grips the back of your neck. Lifting you up so that you two were sat upward. Thrusting into you without faltering he keeps a still face while you sob the more you felt your high building up. “My dirty girl, where have you been my entire life. Fuck you’re so good to me you irritate the fuck out of me for that.” Kissing your eagerly you two hold each other tightly, feeling both of your orgasms come in fast. Hissing by the way you clench around him nicely, never wanting to let go of him. “Love you so much.” He mumbles into your ear. Playing down with you, still thrusting lazily in you. “I love you Johnny.” Freezing, he turns your chin to look at him. “You love me?” “I love you.” You respond to him.

And in that quick second he was back on top of you. “You have no idea how happy I am princess.” Cock still buried deep in you, you feel him getting hard again. “Think I do babe.” Smirking, he kisses your forehead one last time. “You said day and night, embrace yourself I’m not letting you go anytime soon.” And he wasn’t kidding.

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Loud music blared through the speakers. Bodies pushing against one another while drinks were being served from one to another. Resting his cheek in his palm boredly, Jaehyun plays with his drink.

“Cheer up boys, they should be here any minute now.” Mark claps his hands. Even when Jaehyun and Taeyong weren’t speaking to each other they were able to read each others bodies and notice how none of them wanted to be there. “Mark!” They heard a voice shout from the loud club.

“Yuta!” Standing up to go greet them, Jaehyun eyes them. A red haired man along with a cheery looking friend besides him. “These are my friends from my town, Jaehyun, Taeyong and Doyoung.” He introduces them. Nodding at them awkwardly, Jaehyun shakes hands with Yuta. “Hey man, heard lots about you.” He tells him. “Mark or Johnny?” Tilting his head to the side he chuckles, “Little of both.” Nodding, he looks over to see a taller friend. “The names Jungwoo! Man it’s so nice to finally meet Mark’s friends, was thinking he was embarrassed of us or something.” A small smile forms on Jaehyun’s face by how easy going Jungwoo was. Already knowing he was going to get along with him.

“I’m Jaehyun, and all good things from you and Yuta.” He assured him. A bright smile of relief appears on Jungwoo’s face when he’s told that. “Not sure if Johnny’s going to come or-“ Mark starts, looking down at his smart watch. “I’m here.” The familiar deep voice says. Looking behind Mark’s shoulder, Jaehyun grows stiff when seeing Johnny. He looked a lot more built, seemed to have matured well. He wasn’t as scrawny from the last time he remembered him then again he too was no longer scrawny. Also became a lot taller, “Jaehyun.” He stares at him. “Johnny.” The table grows awkward, Mark nervously chuckles as he claps his hands. “How about we get those drinks moving along yeah?” “Yeah!” Jungwoo immediately agrees. And one by one everyone began to drink.

As the time went by the tension between the two groups subsided but the ex friends still couldn’t seem to look each other in eye without causing such tension to increase. Feeling an elbow hit his rib cage, Jaehyun looks over and sees Mark motioning his head over at Johnny. Shaking his head, Mark smacks his thigh. Mouthing, ‘talk to him’. Not really understanding how it went from making amends with Taeyong to reconnecting with old time friend Johnny. Sighing, he nods. Taking his time to go over to Johnny who wasn’t as involved with the conversation. “Hey.” He says shortly. Johnny eyes him down and continues looking forward to the large crowd of people dancing.

“What?” He says monotonously. “It’s been a while.” Nodding, he raises a brow and makes a face. A sarcastic look to him, “You don’t say.” Jaehyun’s patience running thin he shakes his head. “How have you been?” “What are you getting at Jaehyun?” Johnny finally breaks eye contact with the dance floor and looks over at him. “Just wanted to catch up-“ “Catch up? Now why would you do that ? Mhm? So that you’ll go home after tonight and still say I’m ‘frustrating to be around with’ or ‘a good for nothing’ oh no this one’s a seller, a ‘neglected child with no self esteem who’s only going to end up in a ditch?’” He glares at him. Scoffing, Jaehyun returns to same mean stare. “You really don’t know me at all to have actually thought I’d call you that. And what about you?! Trying to cut me out of your life? I’ve called you so many times and you never returned my calls! I’ve texted you, left you voicemails only to find out from Mark you got into drugs? Found new friends and began a whole new life of delinquency.”

“That’s Bull! I’ve waited for those calls and never got any, day and night I waited for you to clear your name and didn’t hear jackshit from you so don’t come out with the whole ‘I left you voicemails’ because that won’t do it!” The other guys grow quiet as they watch the scene unfold. Doyoung looks at the others in worry when their voices only seem to get louder and louder. People around glanced at them in wonder. “But I wasn’t wrong about the drugs and having a whole new other life right? Acting a whole different man that I knew of, man you have hickies all over your neck. Last I heard your sleeping around the entire town something I never thought you’d ever do.” “My sex life isn’t any of your concern so butt out Jung.” Glaring at each other, Mark goes to put himself between them when another voice interrupts him.

“Hey guys!” A chirpy voice is heard. A groan leaves Yuta, feeling like he’ll never be able to run away from the spawn of satan. “What do you want Hana” Johnny snaps at her, eyes still staring angrily at Jaehyun. “Ouch, what’s with the rude tone babe?” Clinging herself on his arm, Jaehyun raises a brow at him. Looking at her then over at his hickies, Johnny immediately understands where he’s getting at. Shoving his arm away from her hold, he shakes his head. “I’m in a relationship. Not that it should matter to you.” He tells him firmly.

Hana watches the two stare at one another. A small smirk on her face, her two friends appear behind her soon after. Turning to face Jaehyun, she bites her lip. Not expecting him to look even more attractive in person. “And you must be Jaehyun.” “Do I know you?” He tears his eyes away from Johnny’s. “No, You don’t but I heard a few things about you.” She gives him a fake smile, shaking his hand. “What are you doing here Hana?” Yuta says boredly.

“Just wanted to see what you guys were up to. I see those hickies are recent Johnny.” She points at the marks on his neck. The memory of you clinging onto him all night after you confessed your love for him, marking each other until your lips went sore. Turning over at Jaehyun, she smiles wickedly when she sees a faint hickey on his neck as well. “Ah! I see your friend here also has a hickey!” “What the hell do you want Hana!” Johnny begins to lose his patience. “Geez no need to be getting so snappy with me.” She scoffs, turning her attention back to Jaehyun. Running a hand up his bicep, he watches her with a straight face. “So…you got a girlfriend?” She bites her lip. “Hana are you doing this shit to back at me or something? It’s really pathetic.” Johnny says irritatedly.

“I do have a girlfriend.” Jaehyun speaks. Eyes on her as he makes no effort to remove her hand off his bicep nor react to her touches. “Really? Such a bummer all the hot ones are taken.” She sighs, crossing her arms she looks over at her friends who are currently smirking. “Johnny here won’t even introduce his to us, but Jaehyun. I’m curious, who’s this girlfriend of yours?…”

His silence was enough to tell Hana he wasn’t going to say for the sake of his privacy with his girlfriend. Mark though being the only one who actually knows about Jaehyun’s relationship with you, lifts a finger. Quickly downing a shot that the other guys were cheering him on for. He cringes at the strong taste of the alcohol. Him and the others long have ignored the tension between the three and got back to the countless shot taking they consumed. “Oh come on man, are you embarrassed or something? If I were you I’d be telling everyone proudly I managed to make the innocent ace student Y/n Y/l/n my girlfriend!” Multiple eyes widen. Taeyong and Doyoung who weren’t in the know of his and yours relationship was just hearing about it now. Hana looking back at Johnny with the largest smug look ever. A silent man standing before her now, hiding the shock in him he glares daggers at Jaehyun. He felt many emotions surging through him and he didn’t know how to handle it.

“Is that true.” He says sternly to him. Furrowing a brow, Jaehyun nods. “We’ve been together for some time now why? You know her or something?” Angry eyes set on his, he reluctantly looks away from his ex best friend when Hana taps on his shoulders. Pulling him down by the collar, she leans her lips near his ear. “Guess we both got played like a piece of meat.” Kissing his ear, she walks off with her friends. A victorious smirk on her face. The realization dawning on him, Mark walks over to him. Resting a hand on him, “You alright man?” Shocked when he suddenly shoves his hand off him. Walking forward, Jaehyun tries to put some space between him and Mark.

“What’s up with you?” Ignoring him, Johnny shakes his head and rushes out. “Johnny!” Mark calls him name out. None of the 6 of them knew what had just happened.

Rushing out to his Impala he feels his breathing pick up drastically. Running a hand through his hair and tugging on it harshly, he kicks his car door in anger. Why? Is what he’s wondering. Was I not good enough? Am I not lovable? Am I not capable of love?

Opening the door he gets in and drives off. Thousands of thoughts rushing through his head and he doesn’t realize tears had begun to stream down his cheeks. Pulling over after a few minutes of driving is when he really breaks down. Hands on the steering wheel as he mushes his face in between. Smacking his hands on the wheel in frustration. Not caring the times the car honked by how harshly he kept hitting it. Not caring his hands were getting red, punching the stereo he didn’t mind the pain coursing through his fist or the blood seeping out of it. Sitting there he felt numb after ten minutes.

His mind can only think about you. He didn’t know what to think about you anymore. He felt betrayed by you. He felt disgusted he was used the entire time and you felt no remorse. And yet the more he thinks about you he doesn’t think about wanting to confront you or yell at you. If anything he wants to run to you and hide in your arms forever. You’re his comfort, the one he can always go to when he’s too deep in his feelings and ironically you’re the reason why he’s feeling them right now. He’s even more frustrated that all he wants to do is love you even after finding out the truth. Through the darkness of his car, the small light emitting from his phone goes off. Looking over to the passenger seat he looks at his phone. Your contact coming in view. A text message,

Good luck baby :)

If he never found out about the truth he would have instantly felt comforted. He would had this shit eating grin on his face knowing your message alone is getting him through the night. Now a churn in his stomach is going on seeing it. Do you even mean it? Did you mean any of it? Did you even love him?

Ignoring the text he sniffles and turned on the ignition. He didn’t know what to do or where to go. But he knew for a fact that he couldn’t see you right now. Not for a while at least. And most importantly he didn’t know where to go from here, how will your guys relationship come in about.

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Looking down at your phone anxiously. A bit glum when you see yet another, ‘read’. Feeling the bed move, you turn off your phone when you feel an arm wrap around you. Kissing your shoulder pad tenderly you turn and smile at your love.

“What are you doing up angel?” Jaehyun tells you in mumbles. His hair all over the place, shirtless and reeking of sex from last night. It’s been half a week since he encounter with Johnny and neither of you guys have heard any word from him. Cupping his cheek you kiss his lips. Hating the empty hole in your chest because of Johnny’s sudden absence. Using Jaehyun as your escape. Terrible, but then again it’s only adding to everything else you’ve done.

“You seem…sad you okay?” Not responding to him, you push him down on the mattress. Climbing on him, both bare bodies connecting. You trail to the variety of hickies scattered on his body. Proud by how easily his body can get marked by your lips. Grinding on him slowly a low groan emits from him. Grabbing your hips instinctually, he throws his head back. “Angel don’t you think…you’re getting a bit too - shit, addicted to me?“ he says voice hitching. Feeling himself getting hard quickly loving the affect you have on him. “I love you Jaehyun. Love me?” Lifting you up gently, he aligns himself to your entrance. Hissing as your walls engulf his big cock deliciously. “Always.” He responds confidently.

Hey this is Johnny, sorry couldn’t pick up leave a message.

“Baby I’ve been calling and texting you. I’m worried, please get back to me okay? Love you.”

Biting your nail nervously as yet another missed call from Johnny. Stomping your leg on the ground excessively you couldn’t take it any more. You were worried sick for him, it kills you to not know what’s going on with him. Is he okay? Is he sick? Getting up you grabbed your stuff and walked down the stairs. “And where are you off to?” Your mother says from the kitchen, boyfriend on the couch laid out like it was his home. “Visiting my boyfriend.” You say simply. Walking towards the door your mother continues to call out to you, “Y/n! You’re mother’s speaking to you!” His voiced boomed, huffing you crossed your arms and stared at your mother. “Don’t be late.” She points the spatula at you. Nodding you open the door and rush out of the house.

“Why do you go easy on her?” He tells your mother. Wrapping his arms around her, back on his chest. She leans into his touch. “She’s only going to Jaehyun’s. I trust them to be safe.” Jaw clenching when she mentions him, he watches from the window that views you getting into your car. Hair getting blown back because of the wind, wearing nothing by a tank top and shorts. Gasping, she turns around to face her boyfriend. Averting his eyes quickly he looks down at her. “Getting excited are we?” She smirks and trails her hand on his trousers. “Oh…yeah.” He chuckles fakely and kisses her forehead. “Well I wouldn’t want to leave you hanging follow me.” Letting her lead him up the stairs, he takes one final look outside and sees your car leaving the driveway. His sick head printing the last image of your standing figure outside of your car while he gets dirty with your mother.

Few hours later, countless thoughts had gone through your head. Lots and lots of worries and you were standing in front of Johnny’s house. Knocking the door, you waited for him to answer. Nothing. His impala was parked up front. Calling him but he didn’t answer. Your knocks getting louder and louder until finally it opened.

A tired looking Johnny stood before you, eye bags a lot deeper and darker. Drowsier and seemed like he hasn’t showered in a while. “What are you doing here?” He tells you harshly through his groggy voice. One that you find attractive each and every time.

“I came to see you. Why haven’t you picked up the phone? Are you okay?” Scoffing he shakes his head. “Johnny what’s wrong?” Looking at you with a spiteful glare, a look on his face you never seen come from him. Especially not one that was directed towards you.

“Oh you have no idea what the fuck is wrong.”

“I’m worried Jaehyun. He hasn’t picked up the phone at all.” Mark tells him. Currently visiting him after the hours of basketball practice, wiping the sweat off his forehead. He sets the rag down and looks at his friend. “Well maybe our reunion just set something off in him.” Jaehyun shrugs his shoulders. A silence Mark had returned him, he noticed a shift in his behavior. Lately he hasn’t been his comfortable self, obvious the guy can’t keep a secret from him. Seeing him get fidgety, quiet and awkward. Eyes never meeting and giving slow nods like he’s doing now. Mark was holding back something but he didn’t know what. Did it have to do with Johnny? Was it something that was said? Did he know something he didn’t? He also found it rather odd how quickly Johnny’s behavior changed when your name was mentioned. Was it that?

Did you two know one another? But he never once questioned that by the mention of your name is what caused him to go completely rogue. Not only that, he had felt bummed to have him leave so early. He had hoped the two of them could patch things up, while the years have passed he had always wished to being friends with him again. And maybe it was a stupid idea but in the heat of the moment and for the sake of his friend’s rising worry he spoke up.

“I’ll go visit him. See if he’s alright.”

“Really? You’d do that?” Nodding hesitantly, Mark breathes in relief. “Thanks man, I owe you. Here I’ll give you his address. He’s mostly always alone his parents-“ “Travel. Yeah, I remember.”

Even when they were younger Johnny’s parents never wasted a time to not travel in relation to work. Not spending enough time with their son and always canceling on him in the last minute. It’s why the two were so close. Both of them had neglectful parents and even though Jae’s were around it’s not like they were any better. Always expecting highly of him even by the kind of class kids and their parents had were important. Wanting their son around nothing but kids of the same ‘level’ as him. Johnny and him were each others friend they always wanted a brother they desired so much.

“Then it’s final you’ll go see him.” “Yeah guess I will.”

Closing the door behind you, you stare him down. Quiet as he enters his living room where he sits down, legs propped on the small table and eyes looking forward. Walking over to him slowly, taking the spot next to him. Hand going to rest on him, you wince slightly when he tugs his hand away from yours. “Johnny please talk to me.” You say pleading just a tad.

Looking at you with the same hurt he felt when hearing the shocking news, the anger he felt. The plans to yell at your face and demand for you to speak. The anger he felt when thinking about confronting you dissolves when he faces you. His weakness. Feeling his face begin to heat up, he shakes his head. Not allowing himself to give in that quickly and weakly. He was the one who shouldn’t be crying. No you were suppose to be the one feeling all these stupid weak feelings.

Getting up, he lets out a frustrated grunt. Turning around, he points his finger at you. “Fuck you!” Eyes widening you stand up and take a step forward. “Excuse me?” “You heard me. What did you think I wasn’t going to find out?! Hm? “ Standing there lost you tilt your head at him.

“Johnny I don’t understand baby. Please talk to me-“ “I am talking to you! It’s you who isn’t understanding. What is it? Too many lies you built up you can’t even tell which exactly is the cause as to why I’m angry at you!” Glaring at you, he takes a step back. Even when he’s upset with you he knew it was best to keep the distance between you apart.

Your heart picked up, slowly the realization is beginning to hit you but you don’t want to accept the fact that it’s true. There’s no way. He can’t know right? It can’t be real.

“Johnny-“ “You…you used me? Manipulated me and had me as a fool Y/n.” He lowers his voice. Defeat slowly casting over him. “After everything we’ve been through. Y/n-“ sniffling, he walks over to your stiff figure. Cupping your face, your heart breaks seeing the tears pouring down his face. “I trusted you enough to open up. I trusted you with my life I thought, god I thought you and I could get through this fucked up life of ours together. I told you I love you.”

Inching closer to you, you grab onto his wrists. Afraid he might back away, afraid he’s going to leave. “Was your love for me all a lie?” He whimpers, lips practically on top of yours. Feeling his tears fall down on your cheeks, you nod furiously. “Yes Johnny! Yes I love you!” Sadness in him, he shakes his head. Even when you try to prevent him he manages to pull away. “Another lie.”

Tears of your own fall down your face. A knock is heard on the door but you two ignore it. “Johnny you have to believe me I do, I really do love you but-“

“But what?!” Wiping the tears away, he walks around the table. “You’d rather manipulate me into being nothing but entertainment to you? To use me AND Jaehyun! We were your toys and we were stupid to have not seen it!” “Johnny please-“

“What?” A new voice spoke. Turning head to the side, by the entrance of the house you heart froze. Face dropping even more as you saw Jaehyun standing there in disbelief. “Jaehyun what are you doing here?” Walking over to him quickly, he looks at you. “What is he talking about angel?” “Angel?” Johnny’s voice boomed. Scoffing he fakes a laugh. “Oh my god you really had us fooled Y/n!”

Grabbing your arm to grab your attention, he tries to look into yours eyes to confirm what Johnny was saying wasn’t true. He felt terrible about his suspicions during the drive here and now he felt even worse knowing it was true. “You were playing with me?” “No! Not necessarily- Jaehyun wait!” Seeing him rush out the door, you go to run after him. Looking back and seeing Johnny desperately trying to cover up the tears running down his face even though his red eyes and nose could give away how much in pain he was in.

“Johnny-“ “Just leave Y/n.” “No, I’m not leaving until I talk-“ “Please leave me alone.” He pleads. His voice lowered to a whisper. Hearing the desperation in it was the worst pain ever for you. The hard headed boy who didn’t put up with crap, one who raised himself to not feel so weak when it came to emotions had finally broke. And it was all because of you. You were supposed to feel proud, happy you achieved your goal but at what cost?

Respecting his wishes, you gave him one last pained expression and walked out. Rushing to catch up to Jaehyun, you cross the street. His car going to drive away, you stand right in front of him. Stopping the vehicle right before it hit you. Rolling down his window he speaks, “Get out of the way Y/n.” Shaking your head, you rest your hands on the hood. “Please let me talk.” “I have nothing to say to you.” “You don’t have to say anything please hear me out!” Getting out of the car he walks over to you quickly which causes you to stumble back a bit.

“How dare you make me feel like shit for using you as if you were nothing but a toy and yet here you were doing it the entire time. You know what’s worse? I stopped the second I knew I was in too deep! But you…you lied. We made love Y/n. I love you and you repeated those words that should be sacred if they are meant. And yet here I am finding the truth about you, about our ‘relationship’.” Backing away, he looks at you disappointingly. Seeing how pained you look and the tears blurring your vision, a part of him wanting to hug you and calm you down.

“This whole time you were worse that I ever could be.”

Getting in his car again, you step out of his way. This time not bothering to stop him. You should’ve spoken up but you knew at the moment it would only bring more yells and tears. You told yourself it was for the greater good and yet got selfish with it. You hurt yourself in a play that should’ve ended long ago.

Locked in your room for the last few days. You became more routined to lock yourself away from the world. At school it pained you to see Jaehyun no longer sit next to you nonetheless look at you. Passing by his group, they all watched you with judgemental looks. At home you don’t even bother eating when your stomach rumbles unless you absolutely have to.

“Y/n.” You hear your mother say. “Not now mom.” You say weakly. The door opens and you shut your eyes close, wishing for something anything to lead your mother out of your room. “Look I don’t know what’s going on with you but since there’s no other good way to get this out, we’re moving.”

Sitting up, you look up at your mother. “What?” A smile is etched on her face when she lifts up her hand, the diamond ring on her hand. “I’m engaged!” She says excitedly. Lost for words you didn’t even know how to deal with the new information. Move? Engagement? “We can’t move.” “What why not? Look I heard about Jaehyun and how you two aren’t a thing anymore. Well since you two aren’t dating there shouldn’t be a problem in moving. Besides it’ll only be a few hours away that you can still visit that pathetic man of a father of yours.” She huffs. Standing up, she dusts herself off.

“We’re moving. I need a new start and my fiancé thinks so too. Fresh new start, and maybe this move can help you two get closer you know? He’s been asking to spend some alone time with you. Really wants to make an effort in making you feel relaxed with him near. Better get on board, we’re leaving by the end of the week. So get packing young lady.” Leaving your bedroom, you give yourself a moment of silence. Moving. Are you ready to leave again? You had done it before, but leaving while the destruction is still lying around you don’t know how to feel about that.

And maybe moving is exactly what you need but deep down you knew you couldn’t up and leave without clearing things up. You just had too, they have a right to know even if it’ll hurt them more.

“Where are you going young lady?” His voice said. Mother currently out to buy boxes, you watch him walk into the living room. “I’m going out.” “No can do, your mother wanted us to start packing so you’ll be here helping me.” He walks closer to you, going to grab your arm and pull you away from the door you shove him off of you.

“Get your hands off me jackass! I don’t know why you think you suddenly got shit to say around here nor why you think you can start acting all pervy around me but one thing for sure that is clear is if you lay a finger on me I promise you my mother will leave you for the cause of a missing dick on her fiancé. And trust me old man her sex life means more to her than any man!” Gritting your teeth you quickly run out the house. Ignoring the pissed off look on him.

“Y/n you get back here!”

This is the man your mother wanted you to get along. Scoffing at your mothers words you drive off to your first destination.

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“Hi Mrs. Jung. I’m here to visit Jaehyun is he here?” “Sorry dear but he’s currently at one of his basketball games…I may say are you Y/n Y/l/n?” Nodding reluctantly, she eyes you up letting out a huh noise.

“My son keeps having reoccurring nightmares. Always saying your name, I heard he has had a girlfriend. Is that you?” “Uh yeah we were dating but we broke up.” “And I’m assuming these nightmares are because of this break up.” Sighing disappointment, she gets ready to close the door.

“Look sweetheart I have no idea what you had going on with my son but if you want my advice? The boy is getting ready to get into the life of a hard working man like his father he doesn’t need these distractions and no offense but you just may be one of those said distractions.” Leaving you speechless she bids you goodbye and closes the door. Now understanding why Jaehyun felt so distant with his mother you don’t think much on her when you quickly make your way to your high school.

Entering the gym you immediately are met with the loud cheering from both schools. Yours and the opposing. Eyes immediately finding Jaehyun’s moving figure as he successfully makes a shot in. The crowd getting louder, claps, whistles and more is heard throughout. He smiles as he jogs back to his team, eyeing the crowd. Seeing Mark down at the bottom of the bleachers along with Doyoung and Taeyong. Reconciling his friendship with them, he smiles at them for their cheers. You watched him in awe, it’s been a while since the last time you saw him play. You felt bad you never really watched mainly because Jaehyun didn’t want to burden you by wasting your time watching him. It’s why he never really told you when he played. And when the time came until the game was over, you felt proud of him for winning yet another game. A true champion, wishing he could simply go to college for basketball not for some major his father wants him in.

His friends engulf him in hugs congratulating him. You didn’t know when exactly was the right time to approach him but when less and less people were leaving you had to grow a pair and simply go up to him. He was close. So close to you and yet time froze when some girl had gotten his attention. It wasn’t anything bad, they were just talking but the small smile on his face was a slap to the face. It reminded you why you were here really. Not to make things better with him but to finally close this terrible chapter you voluntarily wrote for yours and their lives.

“Thank you.” He tells her as she waved bye at him shyly. Had just rejected her offer on a date, not feeling ready to move on with his life. Freezing when he turns around and sees you. The two of you stand there not moving a muscle or saying a peep. Not liking the tension he continues to walk away, “Jaehyun wait.” Grabbing his arm he tenses up. The same touch he yearned for the past few days. “There isn’t anything that you can say that can make anything feel better. Do us a favor and just go home.” He forces out. Feeling his throat begin to tighten, choking up on his words he rushes to the showers.

A part of him hoped you would stay until he finished cleaning himself up. He felt quite disappointed when he entered the gym again and didn’t see you, but when you were rested on his car he kept a straight face.

“I told you to go home.” He mutters. Going to open the car door, he looks up at you when you stop him. “You have a right to be mad at me but you also have a right to know the truth. Please let me do that.” He should’ve simply shrugged you off and left but like Johnny, he too wanted your comfort. Even if you were the one who hurt him, even when you managed to rip his heart into shreds he still wanted you near him even if it was just one last time.

He nodded, “Let’s go to the meadow.” You tell him. “Meadow it is then.”

Taking a deep breath when he’s met with the same meadow you trusted him enough to take him. If all what you said was real. “Was it real?” He told you plainly looking at the flowers that still blossomed beautifully.

“Trusting me enough to take me here. Finding it on a day you grew bored out of your mind.” “Yes. All of that was real.”

Taking a seat next to him on the grass, you grew nervous. Playing with your hand something Jaehyun picked up on. Usually holding your hand and planting a kiss on it to calm your nerves. He wanted to do that again. He wanted you again.

“I had my reasons Jaehyun. You…you were different. I didn’t like that about you. But when I saw how much you were changing. Back to the real you I didn’t know what to do. I began to like you and even though I should’ve ended it I couldn’t think of the idea of no longer having anything going on with you.”

“You loved me so much you slept with Johnny too?” “Jaehyun.” Moving the strands of hair out of your face, you crouch in front of him. Resting your hands on his knees, “What I did with you two was terrible but I had my reasons. I just never expected to escalate this quickly.”

Not looking at your eyes Jaehyun tries to think logically. But all his head keeps saying was that everything was fake. That he meant nothing to you and it only brought tears to swell in his eyes. “It was all fake.” He says hurt. “Jae baby please-“ “No.” moving your hands off his face he goes to stand up. Wanting to get away from you before he breaks down. “Jaehyun look at me.” Shaking his head, his eyes stare down at the green grass underneath.

Hearing his breathing pick up, your voice becomes muffled. He wanted the pain in his chest to stop. He wanted all this hurting to stop, you were causing this but he also didn’t want to lose you. Looking up at you with red eyes he asks you seriously, a hint of desperation like Johnny’s. “Do you even love me the way I love you?”

Feeling like you’ll sob any second now, you nod quickly. “Jaehyun my love for you has always been real. I might’ve used you for my plan but I never lied to you about my love because that’s one thing I never mess around with. Jaehyun, you got to believe me when I say this.” Keeping his focus on you, you get on your tippy toes so that your face to face with him. “The night we made love was all real. And I’ll never forgive myself for not saving you the pain of falling deeper in love with me.” Tears of your own fall down.

Having enough of your words. He kisses you. Pulling you closer in such need, you do too. Afraid he’ll leave for good. If this is the closure then so be it. Feeling the need to prove to himself what you were saying was real he kissed you. He needed to know the way he kisses you was going to be retracted. And he was right. Constantly pulling him back anytime he went to pull away. Holding his face still as you showed him the many emotions in you in the kiss. He was hurt but having you in his arms was all he wanted at the moment. Picking you up, he sat yourselves down on the grass. On his lap, he hugged you closely to him. Pulling away the two of you gasp.

“Love me.” Finally his turn to say it. Eyes searching yours to give himself his last confirmation that your feelings were real. That maybe not everything was all fake. That maybe there was still something he can salvage.

“Always.” And that was all it took for Jaehyun to smash his lips on yours again.

All the other intimate moments had it’s own unique memory. But they were all the same when it came to the message by showing just how much love you two held for one another but now, it was replaced by fear. Kisses are needier than ever, hands roaming each piece of skin and pull the other closer. Not needing words to explain the love that was real and still is. Laying all the pain out on the table you two took advantage in gobbling it all down with each others bodies. Pushing him down on the green softly where you began to strip him off his shirt. As soon as it was off you didn’t waste another second attaching yourself back on his plump lips. Hands roaming up your shirt where he easily unclasped your bra.

Tugging it from under your shirt he tossed it to the side, gripping the hem of your shirt and taking that off as well. As the seconds go by you two begin to get impatient. Can’t handle more of it he switches positions. Spreading your legs in which he takes both your pants and underwear off. Trailing wet kisses from your neck down, eyes looking straight into you. It pained you how hurt he still looked but it hurt more seeing how much love he still held for you. Treating you gently like he always had even after finding out the truth. Nipping your inner thigh he likes the ride of your stomach by the large intake of breath. Arms pinning your waist down on the grass he kitten licks your clit. Biting your lip to suppress the heavy breathing his licks get quicker.

“Jae…” you begin to whine. Still loving how quick you begin to melt by his touches he sucks your nub. His fingers doing small circles on your rib cage. Your hand goes to caress his face, something you never done before. You usually tug at his hair but the new gentle pets to him made him want to cry. The reality slowly hitting him, he shuts his eyes close and force it back. This was his time with you nothing should be getting in the way of that. Determination to get you to cum he uses his fingers to rub you quickly. Muffled noises from you isn’t what he wanted, using his free hand to run a hand up your throat. Squeezing on it softly to gain your attention. Stern eyes you knew all to well, displeased by your actions you give him a tiny mewl in return. Slapping your ass you moan and dip your head back.

“So close Jae.” Hips desperately trying to lift off the grass, another slap is received to you. “I’m cumming!” But he pulls away. A pout on your face and Jaehyun already wanted to fuck it away. Pulling you towards him by your legs he has them wrapped around his neck. “Want you to cum on my cock.” His voice is hoarse, kissing you again. Distracted by it you let out a loud moan when he shoves in you. Hands holding your neck eyes never leaving yours. He needed to see you in all your glory even if it was for the last time. Everything was at stake and he couldn’t walk away knowing he won’t have this going on in his life anymore. Thrusts harshly pounding in you, the slapping gradually getting louder the more he tries to chase his climax. The familiar look on your face indicating him how near you were.

“Jae-“ Shaking his head, he looks down. Loving how wet of your essence his cock was. All of him fully disappeared in you, how he absolutely cannot get enough of you. “No.” A whine leaves your mouth when you get no approval, a few droplets fall on your face but Jaehyun’s still damped hair. Hands gripping the grass, your entire body moving in jolts by his strong thrusts. Lifting his head up he kisses your forehead tenderly, every inch of your face kissed until he finds your lips. Through loud whimpers you keep his face close to you the more you deepen the kiss. Clenching on him tightly when he hits a certain spot. A grunt spiraling out of him, “Jaehyun I need your babies in me.” Feeling like it was the last straw he spurts everything deep in you. Painting your walls white, but he doesn’t stop.

No matter how sore you were or how clenched in his cock was from your wall he needed more. One round wasn’t enough and even when the sun was soon going to go down that didn’t matter to him. “I love you.” He cries out to you, tears welling up in his eyes. Nodding you kiss his nose, “Let’s make love one more time yeah?” And he didn’t disagree.

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“My god man what has happened here?” Mark says in disgust. Fanning the large cloud of smoke that had been lingering throughout the house. Yuta and Jungwoo following closely behind as they watch their best friend drinking and drugging his life away. If they saw this months ago they wouldn’t think second but now, things were different. They were glad he was slowly stopping, showed out of the three of them one could at least move forward without an addiction. Now it’s replaced with worry and sympathy for the young man.

“Johnny man...” Yuta starts. Not really knowing where he wanted to say, making his way to the couch where Johnny looked forward blankly. “When’s the last time you had proper sleep…or a shower?” Staying silent, he looks over at Jungwoo in worry. If anyone were to get someone to speak it’d definitely be the ray of sunshine himself.

Rushing over to his other side, he takes the cigarette away from him. “Seems like you had enough of that. Oh my with all this smoke I wonder how no one thought a fire was going on.” He jokes, but to no avail he got no reaction out of him. “Johnny?” Jungwoo speaks again. Slowly, Johnny turns his head at him. Eyes red and looking faint. Like mentally he wasn’t present. “I’m worried John. It’s been days you can’t keep being this way.”

“Being like what?” Voice hoarse and sounding dry. Lack of hydration in his throat, he coughed. Mark quickly handing him a water bottle he took it weakly. Staying silent as they watched their friend drink water, they waited for him to speak. For minutes he said nothing and they wondered if they would ever get anything out of him.

“I love her.” He began. Attention all on him as they let him speak his thoughts. “For the days I’ve been here I’ve kept thinking what I did wrong. What went wrong. I was angry at her. I kept cursing at her for treating me in such a way and yet in the end it all washed away. All this resentment slowly fades because all I want is her. I want to know what I did wrong so we can work it out. Call me pathetic but I don’t want to lose her. I can’t lose her.” And like that, for the first time they watch their best friend break down. Out of the four of them Johnny was always the toughest and seeing him sob his heart out they can only act on impulse and console him the way they consoled each other.

For Mark it hurts him like hell seeing both his best friends being heart broken for the same girl. He feels like cussing the hell out of you, demanding you for answers. He wants to hate you but he also wants to know why. And maybe he doesn’t have to ask. Because the small little tiny voice in the back of his head took him back to the memories of his two best friends doing terrible actions. How different they are compared to before. How they weren’t the best, and seeing how they managed to be treated exactly how they treated others he felt bad that he was kinda glad someone had given them a reality check. Not just that, it gave him one too. He wasn’t the greatest either, and for that he wanted change just how Jaehyun wanted it too. Just how Johnny began changing.

And for now he can only sit and watch his friends cry it out and hope things will resolve in the end.

It’s been hours since their departure and Johnny lost track of time. When another knock was made on his door he decided to get up this time. Exhausted from the lack of sleep and energy and yet felt energized enough to show true emotion when seeing who stood in front of him.

“What are you doing here?” He snaps at you. Turning around to walk away you enter on your own accord. “I needed to talk to you. You deserve to know my reasons for my actions.” Shaking his head he takes a seat on the couch. Noticing the faint smile and smell of weed. Burning your nostrils you talk smaller steps over to him. “Don’t need to hear shit from you. Meant nothing to you.” “Yes it did-“ “STOP LYING” jumping back, you watch him slowly losing himself again. Tears welling up and chest heaving.

“Johnny I did it because I felt that you needed to learn how being reckless can hurt others. I wanted you to understand. But I should’ve stopped it as soon as I began to get in too deep.” “Too deep as in…” “As in I fell in love with you. Not fair you’re hurting more because it started getting genuine.” Sniffling, he avoids your eyes. Playing with his hands you gently take them in. “Be pissed at me Johnny but I couldn’t move away without letting you know.” “Move away?” Head perking up, worry in them as he waited for an explanation. “My mother wants to move and I don’t have a say at all.” He didn’t know what to say, and you were glad. Being able to even be this close to him was all you cared for.

But it did worry you how silent he was. He terrible he was treating himself because of you. “Johnny you should sleep or shower first. Have you eaten?” Scoffing he glares at you. “Did you do that to Jaehyun too?” “What?” “You were fucking with Jaehyun right? I’m sure he got his treat from you yeah?” “Johnny-“ Grabbing the nape of your neck, he forces you to kiss him. Cutting you off, the urge to have you with him was too strong. An urge that being pissed at you couldn’t block it out.

Pulling you in his lap you let him take you. He was angry, hurt, and a teenager in love. He needed this release that you let him get. A small whimper coming from your throat when he forces you to grind on him. Biting your bottom lip as he slaps your bum. Lips locking on your neck as he begins sucking hickies. A sick feeling in his stomach when he sees hickies that were already on your neck further confirming you were with him. Another reminder of your betrayal he pins you on the couch. Taking your clothes off not caring if they stretched or ripped. Not wasting time on taking your panties off and eating you. Shoving fingers in your mouth when you begin to let out moans. Gripping your wrists when they try to tug at his roots. Stern eyes look up at you, a chill that he wasn’t the only man who has done that to you in the same angle.

Tongue doing figure eights, sucking and plunging as he watches your every reaction to him. Fingers soaking the more you suck on them. When you rise your hip towards him he knows when your time was nearing. Taking the fingers out of your mouth he shoves them in your cunt. Kissing your mouth to quiet your moans, abusing your cunt until he has you cumming on his fingers. Staring deep in your orbs, daring you to cum. “Release y/n, fucking do it.” And you do.

Pulling his pants down, he jerks himself off. Not uttering a word to you as he wraps your leg around his waist. Shoving himself in he ignores the loud scream that comes from you. His focus on taking his anger out in a contradicting way. Grabbing his hand and interlocking his fingers with yours, your way to hold onto him. He wants to pull away, only pissing him off more that you’re still showing him all these loving gestures to him after everything you’ve done. He hated his so much you still managed to put an adoring smile on his face as he grows soft. Shaking the thoughts away he lets you hold him. Yearning for more of your touches he lowers until he’s close to your face. Sucking on your neck while you wrap an arm around his neck keeping him in place. Tight grip on your hips as he grunts into you when you begin to tug at his hair.

A loud groan leaving him when you squeeze him tight. Pulling up his shirt you run your hands on his abs. Hitting your sweet spot he hissed when you dig your nails. Always having some sort of kink for pain he continues to plunge deeper in you, desperate to constantly hit your g spot. The more you scratch him the more he begins to lose himself, “You like it you dirty slut huh?” Nodding not trusting your voice, you let him have complete control of you. Entire body moving by his hard thrusts, head hitting the couch roughly as you watch how fucked your pussy was because of him. “Answer me!” Gripping your chin he throws daggers at you. “Love it so much Johnny!” You squeal. Feeling yourself get closer to climaxing again, mewling when he furiously rubs your clit.

“Yeah you gonna cum on my cock? Would you like that? Would you like me to fuck you full of babies?”

“Please Johnny I need it so much!” A strong surge goes through you, shaking from the feeling you hug him closer to you. Letting you enjoy the bliss as he continues to fuck you faster, he too close to let it all out. “You’re doing so good princess.” He tells you, too focused in fucking you dumb he doesn’t realize he dropped the nickname for you. Feeling warm by it, you cup his face. He knew what was coming, he wanted to cry in that split moment. Too intimate. A kiss was too intimate even though he was currently all inches of him deep in you. Cupping his face brought many loving memories with you, painful ones to remember. But he loves you nonetheless and even though it’ll hurt him in the end he needed this just as much as you do. And instead of dodging it, he leans in. Kissing you passionately as he comes in you.

“I love you.” Johnny whispers in your ear.

Getting home as the house gets more and more empty. Boxes lying around and pictures are being taken down. What makes the house homey is being put away to a new home in a new city.

If things were different you wouldn’t mind. Excited to seek for another adventure in your life but now you longed to stay put. You didn’t want to leave and it wasn’t because of the amazing food around town or the friends you’ve made. Going up to your room you notice the few things you got from both guys. The brown teddy bear on your bed from which Jaehyun found in his attic, it was his from when he was 5 and he pictured you having it. A memory of him always. Or the purple hoodie Johnny let you keep, saying you basically called it your own since you always wore it but always gave you sly hints to wear it every time you visited him. Lots of things went unsaid, and as the days flew by you knew it had to be out in the open for good.

Two pages ripped from your notebook, a pen shaking by the tremble of your hand as your knee moved quickly. The click of the pen is heard in the quiet room and writing begins. “Dear Jaehyun…” & “Dear Johnny…” were written on the pages. Nervousness builds up the more you write, two envelopes ready to be sent off. The more you write the more the realization dawns you, you don’t notice the tears you had built up until a few fall on the pages. Your heart felt it tighten the further into detail you go into the letters. So much simpler to have texted them or tel them in person but this was the closure you needed. No returning address, no face to face interaction. You failed to tell them the completed truth and you hope these letters would be their closure as well. With a heavy heart you finished them, licking the opening of the envelope and seal it. A sob comes out of you, and you spend the rest of the day mourning for what you had lost forever.

The days pass and you don’t hear for neither of them. Deep inside you wished they had at least tried to send some sort of a short text. You felt glum when Johnny didn’t visit you even after you told him you were moving. Or glum that Jaehyun didn’t bother glancing at you when you entered the classroom. Ignored your presence each time you two walked past each other and maybe you deserved it. But you didn’t want to think that way. The same voice on your head kept repeating the same words that didn’t do much to you after a while, ‘They deserved it!’ ‘They should be thanking you instead of being sour’ ‘They had it coming’

But how could you think that way when you were also the idiot who got hurt. Was this your karma? Should you have never done this and let life do it’s own works on them? Whatever it was, it sure as hell left you hurting. When the day came, you still held on the little amount of hope they’d show up. Both or at least one, but when your mother yelled at you to get in the car you knew this twisted relationship with them had finally sailed.

“Let me do something really quickly. Give me an hour tops.” Groaning, your mother stomped on her feet and walked into the empty house in frustration. Driving off to the two addresses you’d never visit ever again, you stared at them in pain. You don’t want to end it. But it had to be done. ‘Y/n you did what no else wanted to.’ ‘You did good’

Dropping the envelope in each of their mail box, you had arrived to your vacant home. Sun had set and the movers had already driven off. Mother waiting outside with a frown, fiancé in the car. With arms crossed she tilts her head, “Are you finished or do you need to run a bathe?” Not having the energy to respond you nod. “I’m done.” Getting inside the car you keep quiet as they begin to drive off. “Car will be sent off to us in a few days.” Nodding you look out the window.

The town turning on their lights. The freeway just a few streets away, forever leaving your neighborhood. You pick up your phone, the strong urge to call them. At least text them goodbye but you don’t. ‘It’s for the best’

With a sigh, you block the numbers. Erasing them forever out of your lives, watching as you leave the town behind you with all the memories that were made. A single tear had fallen on your face but you don’t make an effort to wipe it off.

Goodbye.

“Why are you late young man? I told you to be here by 9.” His mother tapped her feet on the ground aggressively, criticizing look in her eyes as she watches her son enter the house late.

“Sorry my team wanted to celebrate the big win a little longer.” He sighs, dropping his bag on the counter. “Dinners in the microwave, kept it heated and you got mail.” She points at the stack of mail left on the table. Walking off upstairs the second she gets a call from work.

Hearing her voice immediately become serious, Jaehyun shakes his head. The usual with his mother, her attention span on her son was never long and if anything she treated her work like her actual child. Picking up the stack of mail he looks through them tiredly. About the toss them aside when his stomach growls. Eyes catching one in particular. No name was on it but he knew the address like the back of his hand. Opening the letter in anticipation he sees the familiarity of your hand writing. One he always looked at in class when he couldn’t catch all the notes the teacher wrote, or when he forgot to do an assignment and had let him copy off you. One he always complimented because wow how neat your writing was.

He felt numb after your visit. He tried to not think about the fact that what you two had was over with. He thought that by not seeing you it would hurt less but the more he reads through your goodbye letter he realizes it was officially over between you two.

‘I wanted you to understand how awful your actions were hurting others. How selfish you were being for money and popularity. I wanted you to hurt just like the countless of girls you hurt. I just didn’t think it’d hurt me too to actually rip that bandage off you.’

Heart feels as if it’s sinking the more you try to reason him how terrible he was before meeting you. And he knew, he knew he wasn’t perfect. He knew what he did was wrong and he was glad you changed him even if it was so painful.

‘My love for you was never faked I promise you that much. I saw how much you were changing for the better. The better part of you and I was proud. So proud I forgot what was at stake. By then I was no longer doing it to get back at you but for the sake you’d love me as much as I did for you. I was becoming selfish.’

House quiet and only sniffles were heard coming from the kitchen.

‘It wasn’t fair I began to play you along with Johnny. Maybe it was best I had let him walk in on you in my bathroom the day he visited. The day I told you I couldn’t do our bath.’

‘But I know now your intentions are better. I know there’s the real you still present. And I can only hope now that you move forward being a better person and not have to fall into the pressure of always fitting in. To not owe up to the highest expectations of others and begin your life as Jung Jaehyun not the prick you put yourself to be.’

A cry leaves him when he reaches the end of the letter.

‘And with my absence in this town, I can only hope now, that you can forgive me. Much love baby, y/n’

Taking his phone out furiously, he dials your number. Shouting a loud no when you don’t pick up the phone. Grabbing his keys and running out the house, ignoring his mothers calls as he drives off to your house.

Lights were out, not bothering to close the door behind him. Knocking multiple times but no one comes to the door. More and more calls were made to you, text messages that couldn’t go through. Looking through the window and his heart drops. Empty.

Defeated he sits on your porch. Dropping his phone the emotions he kept so long hidden inside were let out. Cries, yells, and lots of hair pulling was made and yet none of it hurt like the emotional pain inside of him. Tiring himself out until he can only whimper out your name. Ignoring the cars that drove by or the people who took their daily walk throwing him looks. All he wanted to do is sit and just hope you’d come back. Tell him that you didn’t walk out of his life forever. With a pained voice, hot tears running down his pink cheeks he lets out weakly,

“I forgive you.”

On another town, Johnny was busy getting bailed out of jail. Ignoring the yells from his father who only continuously called him a failure.

“I don’t know who raised you to be this way but I am very disappointed John. You shame this family.” His mother scolds him.

The vandalism increased rapidly ever since you two had sex. The longing for you had risen and he couldn’t take it, becoming too reckless that he no longer cared the familiar red and blue light had gotten closer to him. Instead he went behind bars with bruised knuckles and a busted lip.

“You should be thankful you have parents like us or you’d be spending the nights in prison! What were thinking assaulting police officers!” “I told you we should have raised him like my brother! He hit his kids and he turned out fine!” His father told his wife. “Is that what you need huh?” Walking up to Johnny, he pushes him back against the car. “Do you need a beating son ?!” Getting in his face, Johnny grits his teeth and clenched his jaw. Not saying a single word to him.

“That’s enough! We don’t need to go back inside because of you enough!” His mother shouted. “Get in the car and let’s go home.”

Lots of ruckus was happening downstairs. The shouts got louder but Johnny paid no mind. His father was angry at him and was taking it out on everything he can grab but Johnny didn’t care. He stopped caring a long time ago.

“Stop please!” His mothers yells at him. Johnny was certain it was going to continue for at least another hour, turning on his music he had it blaring in his ears. Wanting to escape the reality and just sink into a dark hole. He didn’t bother looking at his mother when she enters his room twenty minutes later. With a soft tired voiced, “You got a letter.” She says simply before closing the door behind him. He was going to close his eyes and sleep the pain still dwelling his chest. The ick in him to check what it was got the better of him, your address. He’d simply ignore it if his heart wasn’t beating rapidly at the thought of you taking the time to write him. Even when he’s still hurting because of you, going to depths to ignore you he still found it endearing. And yet the words in the letter quickly crushed it all.

‘You had no care for yourself or others. I saw how you were wasting your life away and while doing so, hurting the innocent. Giving them the false hope you cared but how can you when you couldn’t care for yourself? I didn’t know that until I met you. Always thinking you simply didn’t give a shit for peoples feelings, only ever caring for yourself but in reality you were just lost.’

Gulping as you begin to pick at him, hurting that what you were saying was nothing but the truth.

‘You thought you could have it all. Have me as easily because I was just another thing you wanted to break. Vandalize. I wanted to give you a piece of your own medicine but I fell in love instead. I fell in love with a man who isn’t even who he tries to make himself out to be. And it sucked knowing by going in too deep I’d lose the man who was beginning to change for the better.’

Gripping the paper hard as he tries to contain the cries he wanted to let out. The further he read the more it hurt, he could’ve told you all of this in person but you didn’t. And he knew deep down why.

‘I really do love you Johnny. But it was out of line not stopping it the moment I too began to reciprocate those feelings because now we ended up in bigger shit. What I did to you and Jaehyun was terrible, and while my conscious tries to reason with me it’s obvious what I did is unjustified. Should have just let you open my bedroom and see Jaehyun, should’ve not let you confess to me how much you were grateful to have me in your life. But I’m selfish to say that I was glad to have spent more time with you.’

By then the tears were running and he couldn’t seem to stop them anymore. His chest tightens, throat feed dry and his vision is blurred. A tear drop falling on the paper, one right next to the one you dropped on it a few days prior.

‘And even though this is finally it for us. I hope that you begin life over again. Be the man you promised to change into and I hope you find the happiness you always longed for. The love you yearned for someone to give you and dammit I hope in the long run you can see what I did was simply in hopes you can see how fucked up you were being and changed you into the gentleman I was beginning to see from you. Goodbye my love, y/n.’

A loud cry is heard throughout the room. His mother downstairs with a mug in hand, looks up at the stairs in worry. Husband currently out after destroying most of the things around the house. She wanted to rush up and console her son, ask what was wrong but years passed and she forgot how to even do that with her son. Seeing how distant he was with her will he even accept her hugs?

Balling the letter, he shakes his head. Denial coursed through him. No, this can’t be it right? You can’t just drop this goodbye letter and not see him one last time? But where was he? He didn’t even bother to call or text you. That’s right, call you. Biting his nail anxiously as the ringing kept going and going.

‘I’m sorry, the number you have called-‘

But he has none of it. The loud crash of his phone hitting the picture frame he had of you and him is heard throughout the house.

“Johnny?” His mother shouts in worry.

Rushing up the stairs and towards his room. Her heart breaks seeing her son looking so broken before her. Was she always blind to her son’s health?

“No, no, no, no!” He cries as he picks up the picture frame broken on the ground. Feeling sorry he broke a nice memory of you two at your guys first date. The cinema right behind you two. “Johnny-“ but he doesn’t hear his mother call out to him. On the ground he desperately tries to piece back the broken frame, ignoring the sharp glass cutting his fingers.

“Johnny stop you’re going to get hurt!” Shoving her arm off of him she watches him completely break down in sobs. “She can’t leave!” He takes large intakes of breath. Holding himself up by his arms on the broken glass, picture in hand. “She’s all I had.” He whimpers, this time letting his mother hold him. “Only one who loved me.” Shaking her head, she caresses his hair. “I love you.” “No you don’t, I’m a disappointment in the family. You didn’t care enough to be there when I was a child and especially not now.” What a stab to the heart it was but it was the truth and hearing it now only made her feel worse. The neglect of her child had costed her a loving bond with him, and seeing him so broken was the worst kind of pain a mother could ever endure.

“But she…she loved me. She was there and now she’s gone.” His voice begins to get cut off when he’s hiccuping. Crying so hard he can’t control his breathing, voice weakening as his throat begins to hurt. He forgave you a long time ago, and when reading your letter he knew your intentions were for good reasons. He wanted for you to know that and he even thanks you for it. When letting him let it all out, his mother hears him speak highly of you. And with a broken heart, right before sleeping from exhaustion he whispers.

“I wanted to marry her.”

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“Now see this isn’t so bad.” Your mother tried to reassure you. The large white house before you had no affect on you whatsoever. You couldn’t see yourself getting comfortable enough to want to stay for long in it. Walking in the house you treated it like you’ve known it your whole life.

Going up the stairs and claiming the smaller room your mother had you use. Slinging your bag in the empty room. The posters you had up or pictures and memories you kept around were packed away along with the rest of your stuff. For now you can only sit in the vacant room and just wait for your stuff. You wish that’s what you can do now but you needed to help take the things your mother did bring with you guys.

“You seem so glum cheer up a bit sweetheart. In no time will you begin to treat this place like a home as well.” With the words she told you didn’t help much and eventually she couldn’t stand the energy you were bringing in, saying she doesn’t want the first day in a new home to have negative energy show she shooed you away.

“Here’s the key, use my car and drive around the new town. Learn your way around here, it’ll help make you feel more comfortable.”

Doing so, you grab the keys and out you go. Shops were everywhere. People walking their dogs, taking night runs out. It seemed like any other town, just it didn’t stand out to you. And maybe just maybe it’s because neither Jaehyun or Johnny were in it. Stopping in front of a 24 hour store you take the time to just breath. Music on low was playing in the car, everything seemed to go pretty normal until you felt a sickly feeling in the pit of your stomach. Having feeling nauseous the entire way here but ignored it. Turning off the ignition you walk inside the store, not many customers were in there. Searching for a water, you walk down the aisle. Feeling even more ill you rush to the bathroom.

An elderly woman eyeing you when you rush to the nearest toilet and puke.

“You don’t seem alright. Fever?”

Hating the taste in your mouth you wash yourself in the sink. Shaking your head you look at the woman through the mirror. “Don’t feel one coming on.” “Maybe food poisoning.”

“Wish. Haven’t eaten since this morning it’s been happening for about a few hours now.” Giving you a sympathetic smile she hands you a paper towel. Thanking her you wipe your mouth. “Maybe you’re pregnant.” She tells you, gasping you look at her with wide eyes. “I’m kidding darling didn’t mean to scare you there.” She chuckles, “Well I hope you feel better.” She waves at you goodbye and leaves. Watching her go, you look down at your stomach.

There was no way.

You were on birth control and have been for months. ‘You had sex a few days ago.’

Walking out the bathroom you couldn’t shake the thought. Maybe you were hungry that you stomach needed to puke. Or maybe having to move to a new town caused so much nerves it had you needing to vomit it all out. But when you go to get your water you pass by the pregnancy tests.

The lady’s wrong right? And you almost had yourself convinced it was all in your head. It’s nothing, you’re fine. But when getting to the register the employee had scanned a bottle of water and a pregnancy.

“Have a nice day.” They gave you a fake smile after giving you your receipt. There’s no way right?

“Hey sweetie you feeling better? Got rid of the negative energy?” Dropping keys on the kitchen counter you ignore the same stares you get from him. Nodding at your mother, “Yeah just feeling tired going to call it a day.” “Alright you rest our stuff should be arriving tomorrow morning!”

Foot tapping the ground repeatedly as you watch the time. How long can a pregnancy test take to come with the results? The sick feeling I’m your stomach again appeared but this wasn’t because of some sort of sickness, no it was all the nerves causing you to fidget a lot. Watching yourself in the bathroom mirror, nails tapping on the counter as you waited for the alarm to go off. Eyes kept eyeing the phone, not daring to look at the test. It rested on the toilet cover, the reassuring words you kept repeating yourself didn’t work as the time ticked.

And then the phone rang off the alarm. Turning it off quickly, you looked at the test. With shaking hands you only reached it half way before retrieving your hand back. “I can’t.” Walking out the bathroom, pacing back and forth in your room. Taking deep breaths to control yourself. Walking back inside you pick up the test quickly. Only having to flip it and read the results, you still tense up.

‘You’re not pregnant’. You tell yourself one last time and turn it around. Positive. A loud silence fills the bathroom, your heart drops and disbelief is left within you. You felt alone in that moment, you couldn’t even imagine what would happen with you nor how your mother will handle the news. What will you do with this news? Are you even thinking about starting a life with an unplanned child? And yet with all these questions running in your head you can’t help but think one thing only.

“Whose the father?”

[aoicheri]

Different - Dong Sicheng

Pairing: Dong Sicheng (Winwin) x gender neutral!reader.

Genre: Fluff.

Warnings: Mentions of food, mental struggles, and injury, but all hypothetically.

Word count: 0.8k.

Requested?: No.

A/N: This is a repost from my old account, I did not steal my own work.

Please reblog my fics. Tumblr is based on a system of reblogs and pushes my work out astronomically more when you do.

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From the moment Sicheng had met you, you were different.

Or rather, he was different. 

Sicheng was never an affectionate person, but you had become an exception as soon as you started getting close. As Taeil has mentioned before, he doesn’t give people attention or pay too much mind to them, even if they’re close to him, but with you? He was always right by your side for anything you needed. A shoulder for you to cry on or an ear to rant to? He was there with tissues, snacks, blankets, and everything else he thought might help. You’re cold? His sweater was off of him yesterday, and on you the day before that. You were hungry but too tired to cook? He would try his best, and if it didn’t turn out well he’d order your favorite food on Postmates and it’d be there in half an hour.

Although he was much more caring towards you, his shyness was through the roof. He loved talking to you, but he often stumbled over words, avoided eye contact, and his cheeks or the tips of his ears would be somewhere on a scale of light pink to a deep shade of crimson red. When you first started dating? He was so scared of messing something up that he rarely even looked at you, let alone spoke to you.

If you needed him though, he was always there. Always. It was those times where his demeanor drastically changed, and he was hugging you, letting you cry into his chest, and wiping your tears as they fell. He was shy, yes, but you needed him, and that was what was important. He could never turn you down while you were struggling. 

As the relationship went on, he progressively got more comfortable being physically affectionate. He’d cuddle with you at night, give you back hugs as you cooked, rest his head on your shoulder as you two binged Harry Potter for the millionth time, you name it. He absolutely loved when you initiated it though. When you’d walk in after a long day and go straight to lying on his chest without saying a word, oh my gosh his heart would burst. He could tell you were tired and wanted love so he’d set his phone down and wrap his arms around your frame, letting you rest. 

In front of his members, he’d only tone down the affection by a small amount. They knew you were together, and they knew he was absolutely head-over-heels for you, so he saw no point in trying to hide it. The only reason he wouldn’t be as touchy or clingy in front of them would be if you didn’t like it. Though if you didn’t mind, expect little to no change at all.

Sicheng would always worry about you, no matter where you were or what you were doing. If you were working, he’d be afraid of you getting too stressed or overworking yourself. If you were out with friends, he’d be afraid of something happening to you. Hell, even if you were doing something as simple as taking a nap he’d be afraid of you having a nightmare. He shows his love through actions, one of those actions being worry for you and your wellbeing. All Sicheng wants is for you to be safe, happy, and comfortable.

If anything ever happened to you, Sicheng would panic. His thoughts would be all over the place, whether it was something as minor as a paper cut or as serious as emergency surgery. If it was serious, he would likely cry. No matter how many times Kun tried to assure him that you’d be alright, he couldn’t stop assuming the worst. You were his baby. You couldn’t be hurt, you just couldn’t.

The boys often teased him for how in-love with you he was, but just he couldn’t help it. You were different compared to everyone else in his eyes, he couldn’t explain it. It was in the way you walked, the way you talked, the way you looked at him, everything. Every little thing about you made him fall more in love, even deeper than he thought possible. 

After he’d experienced life with you, he suddenly couldn’t imagine life without you. You were all he ever wanted, and he would give you the world if it meant you’d stay by his side. So to Sicheng, you were different. You were his sun, his moon, his stars, his whole universe, and he couldn’t believe that there was ever a point where he was able to live without you. One thing he knew for sure? He could never do so again.

[lovesanmotion]

wayv reacts: s/o not saying "i love you" back when he leaves

Kun:

Bless Kun as he have patience like a saint.

"I'll be going to the studio now" He says, putting on his mask and beanie before opening the door.

"Alright" you say

"I love you" he says, walking out of the door before turning his head again to face you. "I love you. Hello?"

"Mhm" you'd say, fighting the urge not to smile.

"Is there something wrong? Did I do something?" He'd asks, leaning his body a little by the doorway.

"Nothing. You didn't do anything wrong."

"Are you mad?"

"No"

"Are you mad?" He'd ask again

By this time, you give in to your desire to laugh and Kun would just look at you like -_- then proceed to go out of the door.

Ten:

"Is there anything you want? I could go and pick it up for you" Ten offers as he puts his hoodie on.

"Just the pink drink for me"

"Got it. I love you!" He says before walking out the door, only to stop and look back at you as he didn't hear you say it back.

"I love you?"

"I thought you're leaving" you'd say

"Yeah but you didn't say it back"

Blinking, you pretended to play dumb. "It back"

Ten frowns before shaking his head. "Come on don't be like that"

"It back" you repeated before Ten goes over to where you are, tackling you in his arms.

Winwin:

This boy has the face of an angel and honestly you wouldn't be able to last longer pranking him.

"I'll be back later tonight. Take care, alright?"

You nodded your head, smiling at him. "Mhm"

"Okay. I love you." He says before going out the door and closing it behind him. He was about to walk towards the company van but stopped and slightly opened the door to peak at you. "I love you" he spoke in a small tone.

"I love you too" you responded back in the same small tone

Lucas:

"I'll get going now, baby. Shooting for dance practice before filming again. I'll be back late. Don't wait for me." He says, slinging his duffel bag strap on his shoulder before adjusting his beanie. "Bye. I love you."

"See you. Bye."

Lucas was about to put on his shoes before he turns face you. "I said I love you?"

"Yeah I said 'see you bye'"

"But that's different" Lucas smiles before poking your cheek with his index finger. "I love you."

When you didn't responded, he took you in his arms. "Alright. I guess you're coming with me."

Xiaojun:

"I'll be heading to the gym with Hendery and Lucas" Xiaojun says, turning to face you before heading out the door. "I love you"

"Bye, baby."

Xiaojun blinks, looking back at you. "Are you mad? What did I do?"

"No I'm not mad" you chuckle softly.

But Xiaojun doesn't buy it, instead he lays back down on the bed besides you. "I think the boys wouldn't mind if I'm late for a few minutes" laughing, you start to push him out of the bed. "Babe, your friends are waiting for you"

"Not leaving until you say it back" Xiaojun smiles as he tries not to fall off the bed, closing his eyes.

Hendery:

"I'll be home before midnight. Even when the boys starts calling me a party pooper." He stifles a small laugh, putting on his coat.

"It's fine, babe. Enjoy the party and I'll just be here." you say, getting comfortable under the blanket.

"You sure?"

"Positive"

"Okay. I love you."

"See you!"

"Babe, come on. Say it back"

"I did?"

"You don't love me anymore?"

Hendery would pout and place his knees on top of the bed on the free space besides you. "We always say I love you before we leave. Say it."

"I love you. Have fun."

Hendery, still frowning would start walking out the door.

Yangyang:

"Company calls" Yangyang says excitedly as he and Ten would perform their song as a unit.

"Enjoy your day, baby"

"I love you. Bye!"

"Bye bye!"

"Ma'am, please say it back. I love you."

"....you too"

"Are you cheating on me?" Yangyang would nervously chuckle, making you laugh at his accusation.

"No! Why would I cheat on you?"

"They say it back. I love you."

"Same"

Just like that, Yangyang would look at you like -_- before going over to you and showering your face with kisses.

(gifs are not mine. credits goes to the rightful owner!)

[duhnova]

every lie you type - jeong jaehyun

⤷ synopsis. y/n is a first year psychology student who is a helpless romantic, johnny is a second year photography student who has a messed up view on love after a toxic relationship and nasty breakup with his ex. when the two meet they instantly click and their future together is looking bright until someone from the past comes back and tears them apart. now everything is messed up and johnny has to work to fix his mistakes before it becomes to late.

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The small cafe was busier than normal today. y/n sat in a back corner table, staring intently at her phone. she took a later lunch in order to meet jaehyun after his appointment but he was running a little late.

“Hey, I didn’t mean to keep you waiting.” Jaehyun sounded out of breath, most likely from rushing down the block from his work.

“It's ok! I wasn’t waiting too long.” y/n smiled brightly. “I’m assuming work is busy today?”

“Yeah,” Jaehyun sighed as he took his jacket off to lay across the back of his chair. “Justin called out sick this morning so I’ve been handling the walk-ins for the day.”

“Oh no,” y/n frowned a little in worry. “How many walk-ins do you normally have?”

“Well I normally don’t do walk-ins, all the other guys do and they have a limit of five a day, so I’ve taken on the five that Justin normally would’ve done.”

“So you’ve been tattooing back to back since starting this morning?”

“Pretty much, I had my thirty minute break at ten and now I’m off for lunch and I get one more thirty minute break at 6.” Jaehyun ran his fingers through his hair.

“Oh you poor baby, your hands and back must be hurting.” Just as y/n said that, a wait came up to greet them.

“Hello, are you two ready to order?” she smiled kindly, her little notepad clutched in her hands.

“Oh, not really.” y/n smiled sheepishly, the two menus had been long forgotten on the table.

“No worries! Can I at least start you two with some drinks?” she grabbed out her pen when Jaehyun nodded, looking at the small menu.

“I’ll have hot chocolate.” Jaehyun smiled up at the waitress.

“And I’ll have a strawberry lemonade.” The waitress smiled at the two after writing down their orders.

“Ok! I’ll have those coming right up!” and with that she walked away.

“So,” Jaehyun continued to look at the menu as he began talking again. “How long do you have off for lunch?”

“Oh, well I normally have 45 minutes for lunch but I have to run errands after we’re done so I requested an hour lunch.”

“Errands?”

“Yeah, Winwin’s chair broke this morning so I’m going to pick up the new one he just ordered.” Jaehyun nodded.

“Well I hope he wasn’t sitting in it when it broke.”

“Oh he was, and he cursed really loud.” y/n laughed a little. “Our boss heard him but thought it was so funny how he was just laying there, defeated on the floor.”

Jaehyun began laughing with y/n, a mental image of Winwin laying on the floor angry popped up in his head. In the middle of their fit of laughter, their waitress came over to drop off their drinks.

“So, have we thought about what we want?” the waitress smiled at the two.

“Uh, yeah.” y/n nods her head, still smiling. “I’ll have the leak and potato soup.”

“And I’ll have a grilled chicken sandwich with a side of fries.” Jaehyun grabs both their menus to hand to the waitress when she’s done writing their order down.

“Alright, I’ll have those out to you in a little bit.”

The two fell back into conversation, mostly about what tattoos Jaehyun had done for the day and what stupid requests the people at the office made y/n do.

————————— after lunch —————————

“So, I have a little bit of down time before my next client comes in.” Jaehyun held the door open for y/n as they exited the cafe. “Do you mind if I join you on your errands?”

“I don’t mind!” y/n smiled up at Jaehyun.

“Ok cool.” Jaehyun smiled back as they began walking to the parking lot.

“I don’t have a second helmet on me though.” y/n frowned a little when they got to her bike.

“It’s fine, we can pop down to the shop real quick and we can take my car.” Jaehyun smiled as he watched her hop on to the bike and start it up.

“Ok, but I’m going to be extra careful driving.” Jaehyun climbed onto the back of the bike and wrapped his arms around her waist.

“You’re so sweet, worrying about my well being.” He mumbled into her ear.

“Well, I care about you a lot. I don’t want you to get hurt, especially because of me again.” y/n took off down the street, being extra mindful of her surroundings.

“Why do you care about me so much?” Jaehyun asked when they stopped at the light.

“Because you mean the world to me.” y/n mumbled under her breath, but due to how close they were Jaehyun heard it.

“You mean the world to me too.” He smiled, his arms tightening around her body. y/n could feel the blush creeping up on her cheeks as she pulled into the parking lot of the tattoo parlor.

“Ok, we’re here!” she announced as she turned her bike off. However, Jaehyun still continued to hold onto her.

“Sorry, I just like having you in my arms.” He finally pulled away and got off.

“It’s ok, I like when you hold me.” She took off her helmet, the blush evident on her face. “It makes me feel safe.”

Jaehyun smiled brightly at her words before quickly pulling her into his arms. A quiet squeak leaves y/n as she collides with his chest.

“You’re being really cuddly.” She mumbled happily, nuzzling her face into his neck.

“Sorry, I just can’t help myself when I’m around you.” He mumbled into her hair.

“As nice as this is, we are on a time limit.” y/n finally pulls away from his arm embrace.

“Right, we have to go pick up a chair.” Jaehyun fishes around in his pocket for his car keys. “Which by the way, how were you going to bring it back on your bike?”

“Strap it to the back?.” y/n shrugs, as she smiles sheepishly.

“You didn’t think that one through did you?”

“Nope.” she pops the p, causing Jaehyun to laugh and smile in adoration.

“God I love you.” Just as the words left his mouth his eyes widened in shock. “I mean..”

“You love me?” y/n’s eyes were wide as she stared up at Jaehyun.

“I..” his words caught in his throat as a lump formed, his nerves taking over him. y/n stared into his eyes, searching for any kind of lie in his words. “I do.” he finally choked out.

y/n felt tears well up in her eyes, a smile forming on her face. Quickly she dabbed at them, trying to keep her makeup from streaking.

“No don’t cry! Why’re you crying?” Jaehyun began to freak out at her mood change, scared he might’ve screwed up.

“I’m just happy.” She laughed through her tears.

“You are?” he was dumb founded.

“Yes you idiot!” y/n quick dabbing at her eyes. “Because I love you too, and I’m just so happy that you feel the same way. It’s actually like a weight has been lifted off my heart.”

“You love me too?” Jaehyun waited for her response, hoping that it wasn’t just some cruel joke.

“I do,” y/n nodded quickly. “I really do.” Jaehyun smiled wide, wider than he’s ever smiled before.

Pure happiness shot through his body as he lifted y/n up into his arms and spun her around. They both laughed together as y/n held on tight, her helmet clenched tightly in her hands that rested at the base of his neck. Once Jaehyun stopped spinning, he set y/n back down on her feet but he didn’t let her go. Staring deep into her eyes, Jaehyun began to lean in until their foreheads touched.

“Can I kiss you?” He whispered. y/n nodded, her words caught in her throat as her breath hitched.

Slowly Jaehyun leaned forward, closing the gap between their mouths as he kissed her. It was soft, and slow. All their emotions poured out into that kiss as their hood on each other tightened. After what felt like an eternity, the two pulled away out of breath.

“Will you be my boyfriend?” y/n blurted out, her eyes widening in shock at her own boldness. Jaehyun laughed at her expression before tucking a piece of her hair behind her ear.

“Of course I will be sunshine.” He smiled down at her. y/n squealed a little in happiness before pulling away from his arms.

“As sweet and loving as this moment is, we have to be somewhere.” Jaehyun nodded as he pulled out his keys and unlocked the car. Moving forward he opened the passenger door for y/n.

“After you, my lady.” He smiled at her, bowing a little as she got into the car which made her laugh a little.

“Why thank you kind sir.” She buckled up as he closed the door, rushing over to the driver side and getting in.

“So, where too?” He starts the car as y/n plugs the aux cord into her phone.

“The office supply store by the mall.” y/n put on her playlist before relaxing back in her seat. The two fell into a comfortable silence as Jaehyun drove.

After a couple minutes y/n moved to hold onto the hand that Jaehyun didn’t have on the steering wheel. A smile settled over their faces as Jaehyun brought their hands up to his mouth so he could give hers a little kiss.

[peanutpinet]

Yuta (cold mafia boss)

Prompt: 20)“The only time a man should be fast is when he’s trying to dodge my bullets.” - 100 Dialogue Prompts for Mob Boss AUs

A/N: since NCT 127 have decided to attack us since Friday with all their day/night posts and whatever more things they still got in the back storage, I just gotta do some fics about the dark concept, cause like, yea XD. I asked my friend whose bias is Yuta to choose a prompt and so, here we are XD

Warnings: some form of harassment, cursing (it's Yuta) drinking, spiked drink and hint of kidnapping

It was a Friday night and you were more than excited to finally have some time off to hang out with your boyfriend, Yuta, who was also part "gang leader" of NCT, an infamous group that people thought do illegal doings when they're the ones shutting the illegal businesses down.

Yuta being Yuta didn't disclose what he did from the beginning. But he also never fully tell you everything which, is understandable, it was confidential information. Despite so, Yuta never restricted your movements and you both would have some normal cafe dates, picnic dates, etc. Even so, there will be times where Yuta would have you do some personal training that includes self-defence, quizzes about types of chemicals, guns, etc. In his defense, he just wants you to be prepared should something goes wrong and you're alone.

Despite following Yuta's needs, you would sometimes joke about how it won't happen or that Yuta will make sure it wouldn't go too far or even if anything did happen, you were sure that Yuta would eventually find a way to make things right. Boi, were you in for a treat.

As mentioned, you were finally going to have a night out with Yuta after so long and had just finished getting ready when you received a text from Yuta saying, "hey love, sorry this is super last minute but could you change into a more black-tie dress code? We are sort of having a business dinner tonight and I want to bring you as my date. I'm on my way to pick you up right now. Don't worry, you don't have to put on anything you're uncomfortable cause whatever you wear, you still look hot to me ;)"

So of course you did what Yuta asked. You changed into a simple long black dress that fitted your figure and touched up your makeup a bit more and let your hair down. As you were putting on the last of your accessories and about to put your shoes on, Yuta was already ringing the bell. You quickly opened the door for him and told him that you were just going to put your shoes on which Yuta chuckled and helped you as he saw you struggling.

"You didn't have to go all out and wear heels babe, you'll have sore feet by the end of the night" Yuta mentioned, holding you steady as you were putting on your heels

"I mean, if it's just dinner, I'll just be sitting either way. You so owe me with a pizza movie night next week" you complained, finally putting your shoes

"Anything for you babe. Let's go" Yuta smiled, bringing your arm wrapped around his and helped you get into the car before he went to the driver's seat

Arriving at the dinner, you felt out of place since this was the first time Yuta actually brought you. Noticing your nervous state, Yuta wrapped his arm over your shoulder, telling you that he'll be right beside you unless you need to go to the restroom or need some personal space.

Nodding, Yuta gave you a heartwarming smile and brought you around. First and foremost, to his other members that were joining the dinner, the people you knew the week you and Yuta started dating. Allowing some weight off since how worried you were.

"Oh, (Y/N)!! Welcome!! Hope Yuta didn't force you to come here" Johnny greeted you which Yuta gave him a glare

"Well, he sorta promised me for a pizza movie night date next week, so I guess it's a winwin" you replied, chuckling

"Oooh, can we come? I miss just watching movies on the weekend" Jungwoo requested, pulling out his puppy eyes

"Maybe if you find yourself a girlfriend, I'd consider it" Yuta hissed, you hit him playfully

"Hey (Y/N), sometimes I wonder what you see in Yuta. He's so aggressive" Jungwoo joked as Taeyong tried to calm everyone and directed everyone to their table since dinner was starting

Dinner surprisingly went well and the opposing business partners were actually cooperating; like, they would agree to what NCT were asking, even giving some suggestions for the corporation. But nevertheless, every NCT member were on their best guard; heck, they all had their guns rested by their hips and even knifes hidden within their clothing.

Seeing how the talk about the business bore you, you took a big sip off of the drink the waiter had just poured for you. Suddenly feeling the urge to go to the bathroom, you excused yourself from everyone at the table, nodding your head when Yuta told you to immediately come back once you're done.

However, you didn't go to the bathroom because of the urge to pee or anything. Instead, it's because you didn't feel too good, maybe the alcohol in your drink was a bit too much to your tolerance but whether you want to admit it or not, you didn't feel good and felt like you could pass out at any second.

After purging and sitting down for a bit, you felt slightly better but not good enough because everything around you was tilted. Taking a deep breath, you just kept on thinking how the dinner table wasn't that far and if you hurry, you can just make it to Yuta's side and pass out however you like.

Pulling whatever willpower you have left, you stood up and started to walk out of the bathroom. Holding onto the wall, you slowly walked down the hall back to your table, until someone came up to you, asking if you were alright which you told them that you were fine. You may be dizzy and not feeling good, but you surely weren't dumb nor were you drunk.

Despite the guy saying that all he wanted to do was to help you, you clearly knew that wasn't his true intention since he was gripping you a bit too much to your liking. You've tried pushing him away but that only made his grip tighter. And to top it off, instead of helping you to your actual table or at least asking where your table was, he brought you to a more quiet area; making your heart beat quicker.

Unfortunately, at this point, whatever was in your drink was sinking it and you slowly start to lose consciousness and hope as from what you can see, you were far from your table. But thank the universe because all of a sudden you hear a loud ring and the tight grip was gone; instead, it was replaced by a warm embrace.

"Get him out of here before I actually kill him right here and now" you heard Yuta's stern voice commanding his other members

"I got you, baby. Let's get you back home, hmm?" you heard Yuta's voice turned soft; not having any more energy, you just nodded and fell asleep in his embrace

Because Yuta felt he can't leave you alone nor not torment the people that hurt you, he decided to bring you back to NCT's place. Wiping off your makeup and putting on your skincare for you, Yuta had one of the maids help change your clothes and then he tucked you in bed; not leaving your side until he's convinced that you're fully asleep before leaving a gentle kiss on your forehead then quietly leaving the room.

Walking out of the room, he saw Jeno and Jaemin, asking them to guard your room until he gets back. Making his way to the basement, he met with the NCT members that joined the dinner that did not end well at all.

Turns out, not long after you left, the neos already had a bad feeling; that something was not right, especially since their "business partners" were eyeballing the situation around them and it was revealed that the dinner was just a cover-up and that they were planning to use you to get to the neos, which clearly did not end well for them.

"Is she alright?" Taeyong asked, seeing Yuta was fuming

"She's very much passed out the second I found her. Are they all in there?" Yuta questioned strictly

"Yea. All tied up and blindfolded on the ground" Johnny mentioned

"Good" Yuta smirked, slamming the door open, making the prisoners jerked in surprise

"Rise and shine motherf*ckers. I hope you're ready for what's coming" Yuta shouted as some of the neos took their blindfolds off

"And y'all call yourselves men. Tch. You guys may be agile but not agile enough. The only time a man should be fast is when he’s trying to dodge my bullets. Not getting caught by their enemies. And surely not looking or thinking to do anything to another person's girlfriend. Oh well, what's done is done. Be lucky that we all got there in time. But, that doesn't mean I'll go easy on you. Let's see...should I start off with your fingers because you touched my girl or your head for ever thinking that little stunt of yours. Either way, I'm definitely going to take my time with you all" Yuta ranted, a smirk forming on his face as he saw the horror of his prisoners while the neos put their blindfolds back on

A/N: yeap, this turned out longer than expected. Welp, this is what happens when NCT updates with a dark concept I guess XD

[peachybun-bun]

Ooo that anon got me thinking. WayV reaction to you being preggo?

Oop. Alright let's see here....

Kun: This man was made to be a dad. He would be so excited mostly because you two probably planned it. He would have a big grin on his face when you showed him the positive test. He might even tear up a bit. He would kiss you so sweetly as he put his hand on your lower stomach.

During your pregnancy expect the literal sweetest partner you could ask for. You even try to do too much and he's put you on bed rest himself. You want something just ask for it. If you and his baby need it, want it, or just like it name it and it's yours.

Ten: He's going to flash you that Ten smile and melt your heart. Then he is going to ask to see the test and the box to inspect it for himself reading the instructions and re-reading them again before looking over at you in amazement.

"I'm going to be a dad." You would laugh and nod as you watch the reality flash over his face. "Well I've already decided that whatever he or she wants to do they can do it. Dance, singing, writing, painting...." You would laugh again and bring up the point they might not being into something artistic or expressive but he would just look at you in disbelief. "I'm sorry this child is half my DNA, there will be some form of expression."

WinWin: The first thought in his mind is to protect the baby from the rest of NCT as a whole because as much as they love him, his child will be on everyone's list of favorites. "Let's keep this between us for just a little bit because trust me Y/N...once they know you won't be left alone."

And he would be right. The rest of the members are drawn to him like a bug to a light and therefore your stomach might as well say free real estate on it for the amount of hands that get placed on it.

Lucas: This man is shocked and a bit nervous. He is literally a child in a giant body who acts like a large puppy. He would just give you that classic shocked Lucas face but then smile when reality hit.

After that he would probably hover a lot more than you'd prefer but he's just super protective of you and the baby. You stubbed your toe once and now he's wrapped the legs of the end tables in bubble wrap.

Xiaojun: This man is 50% shocked and 50% overwhelmed with joy/terror. He knows how he he and he knows that any baby that is half him is going to inherit some of it. "Oh we are in trouble...I hope it ends up like you. We can't handle another me."

Expect to be lulled to sleep almost every single night as he lays his head on your breasts and runs his hand over your growing stomach signing lullabies in every language he knows.

Hendery: Another child stuck in a man's body. He would give you that big ol toothy grin and just stare at you for few minutes in shock. After that he's always got a hand on you. Either he's holding your hand or has his hand on your stomach. He refuses to miss the first kick if he can help it.

He has also come up with at least 15 possibly nicknames before you even know the birth gender. He just wants to be very prepared in this aspect, it's important you know?

YangYang: The first words out of his mouth are "We are naming him or her Eleven." To which you turn down because that is just silly. He is surprisingly not shocked or doesn't seem overwhelmed. He just hides it really well and Kun gets a LOT of phone calls on how to be a good dad.

You will 100% find brochures for dance classes, art classes, and singing lessons before you are even showing. When you ask him about them he just says "You can never be too prepared. Kun said it's good to plan ahead..."

[i-growl-growl-growl]

Yandere!Nct127 or WayV reaction to you being on your period qnd getting severe cramps?

(Myabe a lil bit of fluff soft!yandere! moments)

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Kun: He’ll serve you a very healthy and nutritious breakfast in bed to help you feel better and make sure your body is getting what it needs. Expect delicious sweets to come as well! Basically, he’ll take care of you and make sure you get everything you need. He’ll even be a little more lenient to your temper because he knows you’re in pain, but he won’t like it much.

“Good morning, Jagiya, I made you breakfast again- your favorite- and here are some supplements and pain pills you should take. Make sure to eat it all and take them, ok?”

Ten: Will be pretty calm and surprisingly great at taking care of you. He’ll automatically know what you need and will be super chill about it all- it’s like he’s been through this enough times to be a pro. That hoe phase helped with more than just bedroom activities, he guesses. Flexible and considerate. You’re in good hands.

“How am I so good at this? Well, how am I so good at sex, baby? I’ve had a lot of practice so I’m not phased one bit. I’ve got chocolate, I’ve got ice cream, a heating pad, pain killers, supplements- I recommend it-, your favorite food that should be here in about 15 minutes. As far as sex goes, I’ll leave you alone for now.”

Winwin: Will be nervous because he hasn’t had much experience and he doesn’t wanna make you feel any worse than you already do by making a mistake somewhere. So, you’ll have to tell him what you need because he has no clue. Will check in with you almost constantly to see if there’s anything you need him to do and will just be so soft with you.

“I don’t know what you need, I’m sorry hun, but I’ll do my best! Pain killers? Sure, I’ve got some- and chocolate? Well, I can go get some- you’re hungry, for what? Ok, I’ll be right back! I’ll hold you when I get back- oh, tampons/pads/cup too? O-ok, hold on, I’ll put a reminder in my phone. Ok, I’ll be right back! There’s ice cream in the freezer..you can have mine.”

Lucas: Has definitely been through this enough times. He’ll rub your feet for you, give you massages, take hot showers with you, buy you everything you need and just spoil you and pamper you to death. He’s very sweet, loving, and gentle with you- it’s just great! You’d almost wish it would last longer just so you can continue being pampered, however, he’ll be expecting lots of sex when this is over. Will also punish you if you act too cranky with him.

“There, how’s that, baby? Comfortable? Good. Anything else I can do right now? Sure, I’ll massage you- it’ll be the best massage you’ve ever had! Ah, we’re out of ice cream but there are cookies in the kitchen. Ooo, watch that attitude, baby, or else you won’t get any cookies, ok? Good girl. I’ll be right back with some treats, then I’ll massage you, alright?”

Xiaojun: Is awkward because he’s never had an s/o last long enough for him to experience this, so you’ll have to teach him. He’ll be a little conflicted on how to handle your crankiness (I mean- if you get cranky) because he knows you’re in pain and kinda can’t help but be a little moody- so he’ll just be frustrated at his lack of experience. He’ll be patient with you though and he’ll try his best to make you feel better. Genuinely wants to help you.

“What..? What’s that attit- you know what, forget it, I’ll let it slide this time. Yeah. Yeah you can have something sweet. I’ll get the painkillers too and- a massage?...I’ll try. I-ok. I’ll be right back. Here you go, I made it a bit healthier with the fruit. You should take the medicine first, though. Here, I’ll help. I hope you like it, love.”

Hendery: Will seem like a pro but actually knows very little. This is because he isn’t sure about what to do so he goes the extra mile, which is him doing nearly exactly what he should be doing. He’ll try to make you smile and make you happy by keeping the scarier side of him hidden from you- so he’s exactly like how you knew him before he revealed his true yandere self. Will honestly consider doing it more often to see your smile. A sweetheart.

“Hey, look at this! I found it on Tiktok and it’s hilarious! His face went *copies the clip* hahah!! Oh, time for chocolate and your medicine! I’ll order in so I can stay and give you cuddles. Aside from the chocolate and other sweets, what would you like to eat? Alright, it should be here in about 45 min! Wanna watch a movie or continue looking at memes? I bought a heating pad if you need one, just so you know!”

YangYang: You’re in good hands but he will still be up to his chaotic shenanigans. This means that he’ll take good care of you and make sure you’ve got everything you need but he’ll expect your full attention the whole time. If you get snappy, he won’t punish you but will instead try to bring it down a notch or two for your sake. He’ll offer cuddles, your fav movies, your fav food, and will give you medicine if you ask for it.

“Hahaha, ok ok ok. I’m sorry, babe, I’ll try to stop. Boops your nose then laughs Ok, ok, that’s the last one. Let's relax now, I’ll go get some snacks and we can play games while I hold you, how’s that? You should probably stay warm too, so I’ll wrap you up like a burrito and hold you while we play. Oh, you’re gonna be cute as a lil moody burrito. Ok, I’ll be right back!”

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Happy Labor Day!

~Ahreum Rhea

[what-if-nct]

NCT's Reaction to being called baby girl

Taeil: The most ever present smile would spread across his face as his cheeks blush bright red and he wouldn’t be able to speak a single word without softly giggling.

Johnny: He'd pull you close to him resting his hands on your lower back and with a small smirk he'd say "say that again' as he squeezes you tighter. You do so causing him to sway you in his arms as he says "Say it again" Over and Over.

Taeyong: His eyes would widened and glisten with a faint blush on his cheeks at the sudden nickname surprising him in the best way possible. Then he'd nuzzle into your arm and say "I'm your baby girl"

Yuta: He turns to you with a slight smile as his eyes dart back and forth trying to process what you just said. His smile growing bigger once it hits "I like that, say it again' he nudges you to repeat it.

Doyoung: At first he'd pull away with sounds of confusion as he side eyes you. You pinch his cheeks and say 'You're so cute baby girl' Causing his cheeks to flush pink between your index finger and thumb, his nose scrunches as he turns away to hide the hugest smile on his face.

Kun: Giggles to himself while remaining focused on what he was doing then he falls into a full giggle fit. Once he pulls himself together he says 'Alright, I'll be your baby girl.'

Ten: Has the hugest smile of surprise and just gives a cheeky "Yes?' as he leans into you.

Jaehyun: Seemingly doesn't even notice and moves past it but all of a sudden he's kneeled on your side of bed as he lightly wakes you. You sit up to see Jaehyun on his knees looking up at you as he says "Can you call me baby girl again?' and he gets in bed and snuggles into your lap as you run your fingers through his hair while calling him Baby girl till he falls asleep.

Winwin: Leans away slightly side eyeing at first but moves past  it and accepts it every time you call him baby girl. A small smile creeping across his lips once in awhile.

Jungwoo: He gets all wide eyed and bushy tailed as he's hopping around you speaking quickly as he says "Am your baby girl? Call me baby girl again. Oooh call me princess' He latches onto you nuzzling into you like a cat on speed and he will now only answer to baby girl.

Mark: "Dude what did you just call me? Bro I can't believe you just called me that. Yo, why would even call me that? Duuuuuude."

Xiaojun: He momentarily stops what he's doing and smiles to himself before looking at you with slight confusion and intrigue. 'Now why would you call me that?' he say's with the hugest smile on his face. "What can I do to make you call me that again? he pushes his hair back with the most attractive smile ever.

Hendery: 'What?' He laughs at the new nickname, it takes him a while for him to stop laughing. "Wait what?' he begins then goes right back to laughing. 

Renjun: He chuckles and gives a single "Okay...' and completely ignores it with periodic side eyes and inquisitive looks. Just baffled.

Jeno: Chokes on his food saying "What did you call me?' as he coughs. 'No, no what did you say' he stops any back tracking. 'I'll be your baby girl' he gives a soft smile with a wink as he continues to eat.

Haechan: Slightly side eyes with a little smirk as he backs his way to you "Say that again' he commands and you say it again. 'Damn right I'm baby girl. "

Jaemin: Kneels at you're feet as he lays his head in your lap and looks up at you as he says 'Tell me I'm your only baby girl, I'm your prettiest baby girl, I'm happy I'm your baby girl.

Yangyang: loudly exclaims “What?’ them  starts laughing, doesn't stop laughing, can't even speak without thinking about and laughing.

Shotaro: Is startled and wide eyed the moment you say it. He's cheeks are blushy as he stammers and drops everything in his hands, he's lost track of every thought in his mind and he can't speak without giggles and stammering.

Sungchan: Looks back at you with a look of confusion. "Okay' He says softly as he remains silent  while continuing with what he was doing, his eyes never looking away from you with so many questions in them.  

Chenle: 'Are you talking to Daegal or? Oh no I'm daddy okay, But,  I'll let this slide."

Jisung: "What?' he laughs into his words "Why did you just call me that? Is that what you want to call me? Uh....I don't know how to feel about this"

[blu-joons]

Taking Your Child To A Group Dinner ~ Johnny Seo

You could feel Johnny’s eyes staring across at you as you pulled up outside the restaurant, glancing to take a look at him, he quickly looked away. You quickly spotted the light red blush on his cheeks, poking gently against his arm to bring his eyes to look across at you.

“Why were you looking at me like that?” You questioned.

“I was just thinking about the fact I’m a very lucky guy,” he mused, turning back to look at your son in his car seat behind your seat. “I love being able to show you both off to everyone.”

With that, the two of you got out of the car, whilst Johnny got your son out of the car, you grabbed the baby bag and the pram out of the boot. Looking around the car park, you could see that the other members had already arrived, and now were inside waiting for the three of you.

As soon as they heard the sound of wheels running through the restaurant, every member around the table perked up. Their eyes darted around to see the three of you approaching, watching closely as your son wriggled in Johnny’s arms, having refused to take the pram.

Taeil stood up first to greet the three of you, snatching your son immediately out of Johnny’s arms, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of his head. “Every time I see this one, he just seems to get bigger and bigger,” he cooed, bouncing him up and down.

“It still feels like yesterday that you guys brought him home,” Mark smiled.

“You try dealing with a child every day of your life, time will move a lot more slowly then.”

The two of you sat yourselves down in between Yuta and WinWin as your son began to be passed around the table so that everyone could say hello, basking in all of the attention he received.

You let go of a light breath as you embraced a few moments of peace without your son, capturing Johnny’s attention as he too allowed himself a moment to relax. “I love our son, but he really can be a handful sometimes.”

The innocent smiles of the rest of his members were clueless to how exhausting raising a child was on you both. Being able to hand him back at the end of the night was the easiest job for them but trying to put him to sleep after a night with all his uncles was a bit of a nightmare.

Your eyes glanced back across quickly as you heard a groan come from Jaehyun as your son decided to tug on the ends of his hair.

“That’s not a toy,” he groaned.

“He’ll grab a hold of whatever he can these days.”

Beside you, Johnny reached down into the baby bag to pull out one of his toys, throwing it across to Doyoung to use as a distraction for him. “Wave that around and he’ll let go of your hair.”

Whilst the two of you were concerned about your son deciding to ruin the perfect locks of Jaehyun, the rest of the members could only sit back and pout, frustrated by the amount of attention he gave Jaehyun in comparison to the rest of them.

“Let me hold him for a bit, I’ll give him something to smile about,” Taeyong announced, the next one in line around the table for a cuddle.

“You’ll all get time with him tonight, don’t worry,” you assured them all.

With a few moments to relax, you took a menu from Mark, looking over what you wanted, placing it in the middle of you and Johnny, unable to stop your eyes glancing down the wine list.

“The food is on the company card tonight, so order what you want,” Haechan called out to you both from across the table, “I can see Y/N eyeing up the wine, so if you want a glass, get it whilst it’s free for you both.”

“I’m on mum duty, I can’t be drinking wine,” you frowned, settling on ordering yourself a glass of fizzy, but the boys stepped in before you could say anything.

Yuta nudged your arm gently, staring you down with a shake of his head. “You’ve got several babysitters around the table tonight, we love looking after him, so let yourself get what you want and don’t worry about being a mum.”

With the pressure of every member around you, you decided on ordering a glass of wine, which Johnny was more than pleased to see. He too decided to order himself a pint of beer, settling much better than you did in trusting his members to care for your son.

Your head rested down on his shoulder, feeling his arm wrap tightly around your waist. “He’s lucky to have so many people who adore him.”

“He’s lucky his dad is part of one of the biggest groups in the world which means there are plenty of people around him to adore him,” you pointed out, “he always has such a huge smile whenever we come to group dinners.”

A little giggle from across the table brought a smile to your face as Jungwoo began to bounce him up and down against his legs. “Who knew it was so easy to keep a child entertained by bouncing them up and down.”

“It’s his favourite type of game,” Johnny pointed, “whenever we go on walks, he likes to be thrown up in the air and caught. Although, if you do it in front of Y/N, it probably won’t be long until she ends up having a heart attack.”

Just the thought of Johnny throwing him up and catching him was enough to make your stomach turn. You’d seen plenty of families do it, your parents even did it with you, but watching it happen to your son brought a whole new level of fear and anxiety.

After twenty minutes, plates of food began to appear on the table, each of you raising a hand when your dish came. “Do you want me to put him in the pram now?” You offered to Jungwoo.”

“It’s alright, I reckon I can make it work with him here.”

You watched on as he sat your son down in his lap, pulling right up to the table so your son couldn’t slip off his legs. Doyoung passed over the toy for him to play with whilst he sat quietly, allowing Jungwoo to enjoy his meal in peace.

Throughout the night, you continuously caught the members glancing across at your son, smiling at every little thing he did. Seeing how close of a bond they had with him was the greatest feeling, knowing how much they loved and cared for him.

As the night came to an end, they were all incredibly reluctant to let your son go, passing him around the group one last time. It was clear that your son was beginning to tire, as he tried to rest against each member before being passed around again.

“He’ll sleep tonight,” Mark grinned, the last member to hold him before passing him back to you both.

Johnny held him closely against his chest as you made your way out to the car park, allowing Doyoung and WinWin to give you a hand with the pram and the baby bag you’d bought out to keep him entertained.

“We’ve got a rehearsal tomorrow, if you want to bring him and have some peace and quiet, you can,” Taeyong informed you, giving you a quick hug as you made your way over to your car.

“Won’t you guys get a bit fed up with him being around you?” You asked them all. “You’ve all got work to do too.”

“No way, we can never tire of having him around, he’s our little mascot,” Jaehyun quickly assured you, “we’d have him with us forever if we could.”

“One day, you might just regret saying that.”

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WayV's Reaction to: When Your Nipples are Visible Through Your Shirt (NSFW)

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Kun:

Kun isn't really the type of guy to get all bent out of shape when you're wearing his clothing

But Jesus

Seeing you standing in front of his bookshelf, scanning through one of his novels

Your nipples slightly poking against the fabric of the white t-shirt you've stolen from him

He can't help but feel aroused

Coming up behind you, he wraps his arms around you before resting his chin on your shoulder

"You're really reading something racy, y/n? 50 Shades?"

He slips his hand underneath your shirt, rubbing patterns into your lower abdomen

"You're the one who owns the novel, Kun..."

His fingers ghost up your stomach and stop beneath your breast before pinching your nipple between his index finger and thumb

He presses a kiss into the crook of your neck

"Forget it... Something about the way your body looks in this shirt has gotten me aroused, y/n. How about we try some of the things you've skimmed over in the book, hm?"

Ten:

Coming home from practice to see you sensually dancing around the living room was definitely a treat for Ten

But as he noticed that you were wearing one of his silk button up dress shirts

And how you could vaguely see the peaks of your nipples through the fabric

He pretty much spirals into arousal, very fucking fast

The want to take each one into his mouth and tease you until you're desperate overtook him

"You knew I was coming home soon, huh? You just wanted to give me a nice after work treat... Such a good girl"

He walks to you and wraps his arms around your waist, pulling your chest to his

You gave him a bit of a hesitant nod as his hands slip under the trim of your his shirt

He pecks your lips, before kissing along your jawline and giving a lick along the cartilage of your ear

"How about we do a bit of a different dance together, y/n?"

Winwin:

Poor Sicheng would probably malfunction

He'd find it insanely hot to see how your nipples show through your new silk nightgown

He imagines how it'd feel to trace his fingers over them through the fabric

How it'd feel to feel the embroidery along the v cut neckline

How you'd look beneath him as he makes love to you, the spaghetti straps slipping off of your shoulders

"You look so... Beautiful, y/n"

He wraps his arms around you from behind as he kisses down the nape of your neck, hands slowly inching from your waist to your breasts

Eventually, he rubs his fingertips teasingly over your nipples, earning a gentle whine from you

When you two ramp it up to sex, he'd probably want you to keep the gown on

But have your breasts pulled out over the neckline to give him a view of what started the situation in the first place

Lucas:

Coming out of the shower to be met with you wearing just the dress shirt he had on the night before sent shivers of arousal down his spine

The way you had the top buttons undone down to the middle of your chest

And how your nipples teased him through the thin fabric

It made Lucas flustrered, yet unbelievably aroused

"What are you wearing my shirt for, y/n..?"

He walks up behind you and pulls you into an embrace, your scent along with the scent of his cologne wafting into his nose

"It smells like you, Yukhei... It feels like I'm always in your arms"

He hums as he kisses along your shoulder, "do you think you can handle another round after last night, baby?"

Xiaojun:

Malfunction pt. 2

Xiaojun would be so flustered

Seeing you in a bit of a skimpy bikini

But to make it worse for him,

The cold air as a contrast to the warmth of the hot tub you were both relaxing in

Caused goosebumps to break out all over your body, along with your nipples becoming a bit... More noticable

His face would flush as he looks around, in hopes of not embarrassing both of you

But when you place yourself on his lap, straddling him and pressing your chest against his

He loses his mind

Tries to keep his actions low-key as he pushes the fabric of your bikini top off of your breasts and flicks the pad of his thumb over the erect nubs

He takes one in his mouth, swirling his tongue around it before pulling back with a lewd pop

"You think maybe we should go do something else, baby..?"

Hendery:

Coming to bed after a late night game with Sicheng, he admires your sleeping form

But one thing that sticks out to him

Is how your nipples poke against the fabric of his thin shirt you've decided to claim as yours

And obviously it's quite an arousing sight for him

Seeing you layed out, your chest slowly rising and falling as you enjoy your slumber

He slips his hand under your shirt, rubbing your hip bone gently in an attempt to wake you

But he's tempted, arousal pumping through his veins at this point

It's slightly embarrassing... The rate he gets excited for you

"Baby... I need your help"

You stir in your sleep, mumbling a soft "with what?"

His hands slide further up your torso before pinching your nipples between his fingers, rolling them in painfully slow patterns

"I'm a bit excited for you... I need you to help me"

Yangyang:

Waking up and rolling over to see you the first thing in the morning is something Yangyang adores

So when he rolls over and sees you looking out the bedroom window, the sun highlighting your curves through the thin white pyjama blouse you were wearing

He pretty much marvels at your beauty

His eyes scan over your body

Stopping at how the light has illuminated your breasts, accentuating how your nipples pressed at the shirt

He finds his way next to you, wrapping his arm around your waist as he presses a kiss against your forehead

"Good morning, beautiful..."

His hand that was placed on your waist slowly snakes up to under your breast before rubbing circles around your clothed nipple

A moan slips from your mouth as he does this and you press yourself further into his warm body

After a few moments of touching, you two decide that maybe the morning should start off with showing each other your love

[2jaeh]

one night | winwin

your best friend decides the best way to end off your vacation is to step out of your comfort zone, which includes chatting up the handsome stranger who's been catching your attention all night.

genre: smut, angst

content: fem!reader, alcohol, profanity, clubbing, fingering, protected sex, dom!winwin if you squint

word count: 2.4k

author lin

You drank in his presence as if he were a fresh glass of water on a scorching Summer's day. The metaphor was quite fitting considering you were hot and bothered as you stood in the club, tipsy and clutching onto Hendery's arm for support. Hendery proved to be a rather unstable support system as he was shit faced and stumbling in his place as well. It was the last night of your impromptu vacation with Hendery and you both made a pact to make sure the night was one to remember.

Not to say the entirety of the vacation wasn't memorable. To begin with, Hendery showed up to your apartment last week and told you about how his boss didn't want to cancel the trip to this fancy villa on the beach last minute so he decided to give the reservation to Hendery. Naturally, your best friend insisted you had to go with him and, fortunately you were right in the middle of your mid year break, you decided not to pass up on the opportunity to live large for a weekend.

So that's how you and Hendery ended up in this lavish villa, an obnoxiously large beach house to yourself that overlooked the city on one end and the crystal blue sea on the other. It was pure bliss, just lounging around, swimming, drinking and cuddling up at night to watch the movies you rented. Sure it may seem like a boring way to spend your vacation, but it was enjoyable for you two little homebodies, especially when you got to raid the ridiculously huge pantry for expensive snacks and alcohol.

However, you both wanted to step out of your comfort zones before the holiday ended and you had to go back to your boring, mundane lifestyles. That was when Hendery made the bold suggestion to go to the boujee club down the street and get absolutely wasted. It was bold in the sense that you both knew you'd be so out of place amongst the wealthy and snooty trust fund kids. Nevertheless, you both got dressed to the nines and took a walk to the club.

And so you stood there, buzzed beyond repair as you watched the tall, slender man move around the dance floor. He laughed at something his taller friend had whispered to him and you felt a whole swarm of insects fluttering around in your tummy. He was dressed in a silky, patterned button up shirt that had several buttons undone, plain blue jeans and a simple silver chain dangling around his neck. His hair was dark, short and messy after he'd ran his fingers through it several times that night. His face was flushed with drunkenness, but he still looked so ethereal with his bright eyes and charming, pointed nose.

"Can you stop devouring him with your eyes and just go dance with him?" Hendery slurred, nudging you out of your trance as you looked at him with a frown.

"Why would I do that?" You scoffed, downing the last of your cocktail.

"Because we're supposed to step out of our comfort zones tonight," Hendery grinned playfully, "if you wanna go shake ass for some cute guy, you go for it baby."

"I'm not gonna shake ass for him," you cringed, gently shoving Hendery in retaliation but quickly grabbing hold of him so he wouldn't fall over, "besides, he's surrounded by girls, every second girl in this club is devouring him with their eyes too, so I'll just embarrass myself."

"Okay let's make a deal," Hendery suggested and your ears perked up in anticipation, "if I go and dance with his friend over there, you have to go to him, deal?"

"Alright I don't think I can pass up on seeing you embarrass yourself like that," you giggled before shaking your amiable best friend's hand, "you have yourself a deal."

Hendery wasted no time. He gave you a mischievous smile before walking towards the dance floor, maneuvering around the countless girls trying to get closer to the two handsome guys. Hendery began swaying his hips and comically waving his arms around, you couldn't hold back the laughter that erupted from you as you watched him. The taller of the two guys quickly noticed Hendery's rather interpretive dancing and a charming grin crept up onto his face. He nudged his friend and the two began dancing with Hendery with amused looks on their faces. You could not believe what you were witnessing, but then again Hendery - as shy as he could be - always was the life of the party.

Your end of the deal almost slipped your mind until you made eye contact with Hendery and he began beckoning you over. You hesitated at first, still shy and awkward to step out of your comfort zone. But fuck it, it was due time for you to let loose. Besides, they were total strangers. You could act as wild as you wanted and then never have to see these people again. In fact, you made a mental pact with yourself that you would go wherever the night took you and leave everything behind you once the morning came.

With that mindset you were able to drag yourself towards the dance floor, trying to get nearer to Hendery who was just about to leave the dance floor with his new companion. You hurriedly grabbed onto Hendery's flailing arms, smiling shyly as you made eye contact with the guy you had been fawning over the entire night.

Hendery nudged you forward and you stumbled towards the guy, the amused smile still plastered on his face. He was clearly the kind of person who knew he was hot, but that last bit of your cocktail was kicking in and he didn't even seem all that intimidating anymore. You drunkenly swayed yourself from side to side, his hooded eyes watching your every movement. You didn't know whether it was your intoxicated state catching the wrong signals, but he seemed to be drinking you in just as much as you were doing so a few moments prior. His tongue jutted out to wet his bottom lip before he leaned closer to you, heat wafting all over your body.

"My friend Lucas seems to be busy with your friend." He yelled over the loud music vibrating the walls of the club.

You glanced over to the side to see Hendery and the tall, handsome guy - now known as Lucas - seated at the bar, doing shots and getting quite comfortable with each other. You turned back to smile sheepishly at the man who was still smiling gently at you.

"Winwin." He said simply and you frowned.

"What?"

"My name," he let out a small laugh, "it's Winwin."

"Oh sorry, I'm drunk and it's loud in here so you'll have to give me some time to buffer," you yelled back and he laughed louder this time, "I'm Y/n."

"Well Y/n, how about we go somewhere quieter?" Winwin put a hand on your shoulder and his fingers dragged down your arm delicately before loosely intertwining with yours.

"The villa I'm staying at is just up the road." You replied and you swear you saw a twinkle in his otherwise intoxicated eyes.

You held his hand back and began walking towards the exit. You made eye contact with Hendery as you left and your best friend just whistled loud and proud, making Winwin laugh and you hold your head down in embarrassment.

…..

You barely made it past the foyer and Winwin already had his hands on your hips, pulling your flushed bodies closer together. You gasped and his mouth twitched into a smirk before pressing his lips against yours, backing you up against the wall. You sighed into the kiss when his hands started roaming your sides before cupping your ass and beckoning you away from the wall. You took that as a sign that he wanted to take this to your bedroom, so you detached yourself from his lips, took his hand and led him to the room you were staying in.

He lazily took a seat on the edge of the bed, that damned smirk on his face never leaving as his bedroom eyes watched you close the door and gingerly make your way towards the bed. He gestured you towards him with his finger and you almost dissolved into thin air right then and there. Once you were in front of him, he held your hand and guided you to take his spot on the bed as he stood up. He began teasingly unbuttoning his silky dress shirt until his toned body was on full display. He gently tapped your shoulder so that you'd lie down on the plush mattress while he hovered over you, his hands on either side of your head and his legs straddling your waist, trapping you beneath him.

Winwin's button nose nudged against yours as he connected your lips once more, a little sigh getting caught in his throat. You rubbed your hands over his lean torso then came up to lace your fingers together at the back of his neck. He shrugged his shirt off his shoulders and chucked it to the floor before fiddling with the buttons of your shirt. His lips left yours to plant kisses across your cheek, down your jaw and onto your neck where he began to suckle gently and leave behind little dark love bites. The sighs and moans you let out were soft and lewd, like music to Winwin's ears.

Once your shirt and bra were discarded, Winwin wasted no time in continuing his trail, nipping, kissing and sucking all over your collarbones and breasts. He kept one hand laced through your now messy hair while the other travelled down to the waistband of your skirt, playfully flicking the material so that it gave small, painless snaps to your hip. His hand then moved lower to come up under your skirt, moving painfully close to where you wanted him the most. His fingers grazed over your thighs as you whined and wriggled under his touch in impatience. He could only giggle at your reaction before dipping two fingers into your underwear without any warning.

You gasped at the new sensation. You were never one for random hookups and it had been a while since you'd dated anyone, so the feeling of Winwin toying with your most sensitive area almost felt foreign. He placed a kiss on your forehead as he pulled his fingers away. You bit down on your lip as you watched him mischievously lick his fingers, knowing that it would only make you more aroused. Winwin pulled down your skirt along with your panties before ridding himself of the rest of his clothes. He took out his wallet from the pocket of his jeans and pulled out a condom.

"You came very prepared," you said breathlessly, pushing yourself up to rest your head on the pillows, "do you always get laid?"

"Not always," Winwin grinned as he climbed onto the bed again, resting himself between your spread legs, "but it's always good to be prepared for lucky times like this."

Those were his last words before he pressed his lips to yours and pushed his hips against yours to enter you. Your groan was muffled as he smirked against the kiss, wasting no time in quickly rocking his pelvis back and forth. It was euphoric, the feeling of your warm, sweaty bodies together in the closest way possible. You didn't want it to end, but soon enough you felt the knot at the pit of your abdomen becoming undone. Winwin's thrusts were getting sloppier and more erratic, so you knew he was reaching his climax too. With one last thrust, Winwin let out a low groan while you just panted out in ecstasy. He rode out both your highs before pulling out and reaching over your exhausted body to throw the condom into the bin at your bedside.

Winwin maneuvered himself back into your arms, placing his head on your chest and throwing an arm over your waist. You were quite surprised that he seemed to be making himself so comfortable, as if he were ready to just fall asleep right there with you. You just assumed this was a meaningless hookup and he would just fuck and leave as soon as possible.

"Is it okay if… I just sleep?" Winwin asked softly, his pretty eyes looking up at you as you hummed, nodding in response.

The gentle smile he sent back to you brought back the butterflies fluttering in your stomach. You didn't want to be the idiot that jumped to conclusions and read the whole situation wrong, but you couldn't help but feel excited at the prospect of getting to know Winwin a bit more. You tried to remind yourself that you had wanted this in the first place. You wanted to just let loose for the night and never have to see any of these people ever again. Everyone hooked up with random strangers and cut them off from their lives forever. That was the plan for the night anyways. 

So why did you feel so miserable when you woke up the next morning to an empty bed and an excruciating headache. Did you want him to stay? That's stupid, you didn't even know anything about the guy except his name. Maybe it was the infatuation. If it were that, then that was the deepest infatuation you'd ever felt in your entire life. Hendery came into the room, as if he had sensors that you were awake and sad, offering water and a pain killer. He then dived into your bed and gave you an adorable grin.

"So how was your first one night stand? Exciting, right?" Hendery giggled and you couldn't help the smile that made it's way onto your face. 

"How was yours?" You countered, not really wanting to talk about whatever embarrassing, longing feelings you had for some hot guy you barely knew.

"Oh it was barely anything, we kissed and then started showing each other photos of our dogs." Hendery said nonchalantly and that time you were able to laugh wholeheartedly. 

"Hendery?" You said in a small voice, once the laughter had died down.

"Hmm?" Hendery hummed.

"Does anyone ever feel… empty after a… one night stand?" You asked gingerly, twirling your fingers in your lap.

"It's normal," Hendery answered, a knowing look on his face since he could always tell when you were feeling down, "but you'll get over it."

You looked up at Hendery and flashed him a thankful smile. He was right. You'd get over it. Maybe it was for the best that you and Winwin would just never cross paths again.

[babiesdreams]

Nct reaction. You're playing with them and they accidentally hit you.

Dumb me OT23

Warnings: Mentions of an accidental hit (?

Context/ Situation: You were playing on the couch, tickling each other, trying your best to win the laughable battle, when he moves his arm unexpectly, hitting your face with his elbow. 

Taeyong 🌹 : He inmediately stops moving, he’s so in shock that he can barely think on what to do. “Oh my god Y/n I’m so sorry. Let me get some bandaids” He would be so soft from that moment on, trying his best to make it up to you, even if you’re completely aware it wasn’t his intention at all to do that.

Taeil 🌕 : When he feels his elbow hitting you, his expression changes radically. “Are you okay?” His voice is shaky as well as his hands that softly caress your skin, trying to brush the pain away. “I-I’m sorry” He apologizes a hundred times.

Johnny 🐱 : Inmediately turns to look at you, he examines your skin, looking for possible marks of bruises, when he doesn’t see any he relaxes a bit. His fingers caress your skin softly. “Did it hurt?” When you say you’re okay, he continues his actions, this time being more careful.

Yuta 🐙 : “Did I hit you?” He asks looking at you, when you nod, he gets worried, but he calms down as soon as he notices you’re fine. He apologizes making you your favorite dish for dinner. He checks on you every now and then to make sure you didn’t get any bruises. 

Kun 🐻 : He feels so guilty in his mind, that he doesn’t let himself get out of that terrible feeling. He thinks that he should be more careful around you. Hitting you is something that really makes him disappointed at himself, though he doesn’t let it shine through, he acts like he’s chill, and simply worried about you, but this thought are inside his head for a whole week. 

Doyoung 🐰 : His hand touches carefully the spot he hit. “Does it hurt?” You shake your head at his words, smiling at his worried words. “I’m sorry Y/n” He says kissing the spot softly. His kiss feels so soft that it couldn have taken away any sort of pain just like that. 

Ten 🐱 : “Oh my god, did I hit you?” He asks widening his eyes. You nod, faking a pout. “Does it hurt?” His words are painted with an unbelievable tone that makes you chuckle. He just knows your fake pouts way too well. “Okay, okay, let me make it heal” He says placing kisses everywhere. 

Jaehyun 🍑 : “Oh, did that hurt?” His voice sounds genuently worried, so you decide to not joke around and simply shake your head “It’s fine” You say smiling at him. “Oh come here” He starts tickling you again “I’m not letting you win just like that”

Winwin 🐥 : His expression completely breaks your heart, he looks so worried and sad about it that you can’t even joke for a second. “Hey, baby, I’m fine don’t worry” He starts pouting slightly and simply whispers “I didn’t mean to..” His tone sounds so broken that you are the one who has to comfort him “No, no baby, it’s fine really, it’s fine” You kiss him a hundred times, but he still feels disappointed at himself, in his head he was so childish sometimes that he even hurted you unintentionally... He’s just so mad at himself.

Jungwoo 🐶 : “Oops, did I hit you?” He looks at you, but he doesn’t even worry due to your casual expression. “Do you need anything?” He asks calmly. “Hug” You say extending your arms, making the boy giggle. “Alright alright. Hugs coming your way” His body falls on top of yours as his arms surround your body in a loeable hug.

Lucas 🦁 : His expression is now completely serious, there isn’t any hints of joke that can be read in his face. “Stay there” His voice sounds as serious as him, while his body disappears, getting to the kitchen. He reapears with a first-aid kit. “I’m fine” You protest. “Shhhh” He says, making you shut up. He puts a bandaid on the spot he hit, and placing a cute kiss on it. “Now you’re fine” 

*dead*

Mark 🐆 : “Oh dude, wait, did that hit you” You nod cutely and he panics “Dude, what? Oh I’m so sorry. Hold up” He stutters while getting up “Lemme just, um.. Should I get you something?” You reach his figure with your hand “I’m fine mark” You laugh at his cute confused nature.

Xiaojun 🦕 : “Oh baby, I’m sorry. It didn’t hurt right?” Youn nod at him, confirming it was painless. “Do you want something?” He asks gently. “Can you get me a glass of water?” You say cutely. “Okay, you just want to take advantage of me now. I’ll get it anyways” He says standing up. “Thanks babe” You shout at him as he disappears. “Whatever” He says in between laughs.

Hendery 🐴 : “Did I just hit you?!” He asks in shock, you nod and he remains silent for a while. “Okay, hit me, so that we’re equal” He says closing his eyes. “That’s the most stupid thing you’ve ever said Hendery” You say laughing. But the boy stays like that, waiting for your revenge. You place a kiss on his lips and say “You didn’t do it on purpose, why would I hit you on purpose?” 

Renjun 🦊 : “Oh, um are you okay?” His gently hands tap your head, making your thoughts go away for a moment. “Y/N” He says at you, and you come back to reality. “Huh?” He sighs, noticing you didn’t even hear him. “Did it hurt?” He simply asks, getting his hand off your head. “No” You say giggling. “But keep playing with my hair, I like it” Renjun chuckles. “You really are a lost cause” You’re completely unable to hear his words as his fingertips brush over your hair again.

Jeno 🐶 : “Uh, did that hit you?” He asks confused when you scratch over the spot he hit. “Yeah” You fake a sad tone as you look down with a pout drawn on your face. “I’m so sorry baby” He says kissing over the spot you were scratching. “Did that heal it?” You shake your head, wanting more kisses, and he continues placing kiss after kiss. “And that one? No? This one?” This goes on for way too long. 

Haechan 🐻 : “Omg, Uh, did that hurt?” His voice suddenly changes to an unusual serious tone. “I didn’t mean too. I should have been more careful” You shake your head and simply reply with a “I’m fine” which the boy takes as an instant reliever. “Could you get me something to eat tho?” You ask him cutely. “Hey, what am I a servant?” He asks you with a confused expression. “Uhh it’s starting to hurt all of the sudden” You say jockingly, touching your head. “Hey, Ah wow, you’re truly unbelievable” He says getting to the kitchen. “Thank you baby, you’re so good to me” You shout at him. “You’re killing me seriously” he says luaghing.

Jaemin 🐰 : “Oh is my baby okay?” He says caressing your cheek. You nod and let him baby you for a while, since you love when he does that. “Let me make it better” He says placing a kiss on your lips and repeating the action all over your face. “Now you’re gonna stay here and let me cook for you” You look at him smiling. “Jaemin I’m fine. “Shhh, let me take care of you okay?” 

Yangyang 🐑 : “Oh I’m sorry” He says laughing lightly. “Does it hurt? Do you need a bandaid or something?” You look at him cutely and nod. “Oh shit, what should I get you?” He asks panicking. “Cuddles”You say cutely. “Ahhhh, you scared me Y/n” He says hugging your figure. You both stay like that for hours until you fall asleep.

Shotaro 🦦 : “Oh sorry, sorry. Are you okay?” His cute voice always gets you. “Yeah, I’m fine. It’s fine” He breathes normally again, releaved that you didn’t get hurt. “Do you wanna order some food. It’s on me tonight” You smile at him and nod. “I want pizza” You say looking into his phone screen as he opens the app. “Oh, pizza, yeah, sounds good” The boy says giggling.

Chenle 🐬 : His laughs suddenly stop, as he notices how his elbow hit your face. “Oh that might have hurt” He says softly. “It didn’t” You reply honestly. “But I’m so strong, It for sure hurted” He says worriedly. “It didn’t Chenle” You say looking right into his eyes. “You don’t need to act cute in front of me babe” He says jokingly. You roll your eyes back and start tickling him again. “It didn’t hurt” You scream at the giggling boy, who eventually gives up.

Sungchan 🦌 : “Were did I hit you?” You point at the slightly red spot. “Oh it’s red” He points out. “But I’m fine” You reply, not wanting him to worry. “It looks like it hurted” He says but you shake your head. “Maybe a little?” he asks again and you tilt your head. “Maybe” You say cutely and he chuckles, placing a kiss over the spot. “It will go away soon, my kisses are magical” The boy says at you. “Really?” You ask raising your brows. “100%. You’ll notice in a couple of minutes, how it goes away” His cute voice explains to you and you keep the cute joke on going. “Oh I feel better suddenly” He looks at you and prouly says “See? Told ya” 

Jisung 🐹 : “Y/n, did that hurt? Ughhh, evil elbow” He says at his elbow, looking down at it. “It didn’t hurt” You reassure him. “Are you sure? This evil elbow, always plays dirty..” He says cutely. “I’m sure babe” You say kissing his soft red lips, making his cheeks turn the same shade of red.

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