#WILL TO LIVE INCREASE +100
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Can I be real for a second? I don't think L giving a foot massage to Light was very in-character of him. Like manga!L would've totally scoffed at how pathetic anime!L appeared when he did that.
I like the rain scene bc it's really pretty (also Light MOANS bc of L? *sighs* yeah i ship lawlight) but I'm always so ?? at anime!L's behavior? The anime made L way too melancholic and y'know self-deprecating kinda guy. In contrast, manga!L (whom I love to death) is so so confident in doing what he's doing and has the time of his life during the Kira case as he's intellectually challenged (by Light) as he figures out the case little by little.
I don't get where the anime creators got the idea that L is a very sad character who cares about justice so much so that he's actually Justice itself? Manga!L enjoys solving cases. I'm not saying that L doesn't care about justice at all- just that he cares more about winning.
So, the anime creators looked at a character who cares about winning (& his own ego) than everything else and decided to... make him give a foot massage to his nemesis (surprise surprise bible symbolism featuring L as Jesus *🤮* coming up) apparently due to accepting Light's (boy's first debut as Judas) 'betrayal' how can there be betrayal when there was no trust between them in the first place and saying "It is the least I can do to atone for my sins"...
The only way I could've made a little sense of this is if L was mocking Kira with that line but the anime just had to go above & beyond to make it (L's actions) seem too genuine for that to be true. which is. so. FRUSTRATING
Manga!L wouldn't have done anything like that. Not even ironically (he'd have thought it to be below him for pretending to be accepting his defeat mockingly to Kira). Even Manga!L's not enough of a bastard to try to compare himself with Jesus (and just after knowing (god knows how) that he's going to die)- like that's too stupid omg: even for a mockery.
Does he actually think that Light would pick up on the (him as Jesus) symbolism and be like 'oh no! L is too noble like Jesus to die by my betrayal i'm such a bad judas how come i NEVER NOTICED THIS BEFORE'... and decide to spare L's life? Or embrace his inner Judas like the bad bitch he is and finish L for that godawful mockery of Jesus?
Whenever I think about Anime!Light's in-character reaction I crack up as it would be smth like 'wow this guy who graduated summa cum laude from torture university is pretending to be Jesus? lol what a real piece of work. would've expected better from you L: so pathetic lmao i hope rem kills you soon i'm so done with you rn- rip 💀'
Manga!L (if he knew he were going to die (don't know how that's possible in the anime; still we're talking about how the anime creators seem to see L as Jesus so ~anything is possible~) that is) would never go 'guess i'll die' accept his defeat offering a foot massage to his enemy and inwardly throw a pity party being all "… It'll be lonely, won't it?" GIRL you were the one going on & about how you'd EXECUTE Kira once you catch him on live tv (also saying that you'd bring Kira's head to the task force) I REALLY doubt you'd feel lonely if either one of you were to die- that (killing each other) was the point!!
Manga!L is a selfish character: he values his victory above all else so the anime making him accept defeat that easily + gracefully doesn't sit well with me.
#death note#l lawliet#light yagami#manga vs anime#manga!L#anime!L#anime!Light#the rain scene#the foot massage scene#yes i ship lawlight; no i don't think the rain scene was very faithful to L's character in the manga; yes we exist#as you can see i rlly RLLY don't like anime's take on L: i prefer the og manga!L :)#anime!L just isn't my cup of tea#manga!L's confidence in his assholery is much rather appreciated#i keep thinking about how i don't like certain parts of dn anime: the first of which being this rain scene#the second being how the anime handles Sayu's kidnapping and Light's reaction to it#but that's a can of worms i'll open later#i can't shut up apparently so here's a teaser: Light wouldn't have MURDERED Sayu OH MY GOD READ THE GODDAMN MANGA#in which he bends over backwards to protect her! and succeeds!! (at the cost of losing the death note to Mello) would you look at that??#yeah i'm aware anime!Light doesn't kill Sayu but the way he's shown seriously considering it#(and choosing to let her live only so as to not increase suspicion)#leaves me so ANGRY#SAYU MEANS A LOT TO LIGHT OK?#he would not fucking do that#aaaaand....end rant#p#my meta#sorta#100
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theyre best friends trust me
#skeletxt#slowing inching to 'well maybe it would be funny to ship them.' but im not there yet#btu theyre definitely roommates. living in my head rent free. no utility charges.#100 club#also the first one also obv works w mozart too but i dont want to increase the clutter here
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Live Emotion Update and Gift
As announced a few days ago, in reaction to fans disappointment at the wish tone rate for the gacha, an update has been released focusing on changes to the balance of rewards received.
As of the 18th of June:
Rewards for clearing all daily missions increased from 10 Wish Tones to 100 Wish Tones.
All existing players on the 18th will receive as a gift: - Story Jewel x50 - Skill Jewel x50 - Costume Jewel x50 - Happy Jewel x40 - Cool Jewel x40 - Fresh Jewel x40 - Sing, Dance, Charm, and Life Stones (S) x500 each - Sing, Dance, Charm, and Life Stones (M) x200 each - Sing, Dance, Charm, and Life Stones (L) x100 each - Damage Guard x10 - EXP Score (L) x50 - EXP Score (M) x100
These gifts can be claimed from your giftbox if you were an existing player on the 18th of June (JST). *Check your inventory before redeeming them since it seems you can only have a maximum of 999 of each item, so if the amount received of an item would put you above 999 total, its probably best to use up some before redeeming. (Above screenshot is stitched together.)
#live emotion#update#gift#like hey thats a pretty huge gift to recieve#you may have complaints about the game but theyve certainly been great at addressing them quickly#same with the MV for 1000%#10 - 100 wish tones is also a pretty great increase
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my mom loves watching shows about rich people being fussy over buying gorgeous houses and it drives me fucking insane i mean neurodivergent because £500 is the most i can afford when it comes to my monthly rent and it often puts me in shitty accommodation esp with rent going up everywhere rn
#bwark#my rent has nearly gone up a full £100 in the two years i've been living in my current flat#meanwhile my landlord lives in fucking france and doesn't even pressure the letting agency my flat is with to actually maintain the flat#how many times do i have to complain about the fucking hole in my bathroom floor for someone to give a shit#this flat is not fucking worth a £100 increase with how it's maintained by the people who are supposed to be taking care of it#meanwhile the people around me are just like ''oh it's a nice flat for the price'' ARE YOU SURE. ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT.
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I want to sleep
Heyyyyyy I got bored so here's another snippet from "Devourer of Souls". This one was also in the poll (ages ago) - it's the "Asha character exploration" one!
taglist: @little-mouse-gardens, @wildswrites
trigger warnings: kind of suicidal ideation-adjacent, but in a way a very old immortal would be longing for their suffering to end
“You know, I told you you had talent for the frontlines.” “Asha…” The Master Healer Lady pointed a finger in her direction, telling her to shut up. Her other hand held a half-emptied glass of wine, a leftover from dinner. “I told you the Goddess of Time would want you by her side.” Asha looked to the open window, which let in the cool night breeze. Seth sat behind her desk, in the office lit only by a weak old lamp. It must have already been in the building when they’d set up the hospital. “The Goddess of Time has no interest in me.” “Your magic is fascinating!” Asha exclaimed, throwing herself into a chair across from Seth. “I spent the whole afternoon looking at records I have of past healers and I found nothing like it. How do you do it? Seth shrugged. She didn’t like talking about it. “I don’t know. I was never able to heal people the correct way.” She decided to leave the explanation at that. Her thoughts on her own soul and its incompatibility with the rest of the world were for Theo’s ears only. “Mmmmm. I see.” Asha fell silent, fidgeting with her hands, which she’d laid on her chest. She drank the rest of her wineglass and set it down on the table, right beside the bottle. Seth’s own glass remained almost untouched. “You’re dying, aren’t you?” Seth asked. She said it as if it was simply a fact. Something obvious, and not a question with such weight. Asha nodded. A light smile spread across her face. “You’ve noticed too?” “I can see it.” “I think Dora knows as well.” “I can… heal you. If you like.” Asha spread her arms over the table. Her face was near where Seth’s hands lay. She could say that she’d talked to Asha many times, but never like this. Because the person she’d been with hadn’t really been Asha: it was the Master Healer Lady of the eastern hospital. Only in that dimly lit office, for the first time, did she truly see her. “Let it be.” “It’s nothing to me. I don’t even have to use my own soul.” “No. I feel like I’m reaching my limit. I prefer to leave things as they are.” “But…” “Dora has already told you her plans for when I die, right?” Seth let herself sink into the chair, with a sigh. “Yes.” “Then you know how we’re both tired. You know she’s the last thing keeping me here. I give her my soul because it’s what I want to do. It’s how I choose to show her my love and devotion.” Asha paused and straightened her spine. She placed her chin into her hand, looking at her distorted reflection on the wine bottle’s surface, with a melancholic expression on her face. “You’re the only person I knew that’s still alive, you know? All the other healers I met over the years. All the friends I made. A few girlfriends as well. All dead.” She sighed. “You know… for the standards of a normal person, I’m not even that old. But I can’t help but think that the Goddess of Time has cursed me with a horribly long life. It’s very lonely, living like this." Seth couldn’t reply. “The only people I know now are these healers,” Asha continued. “They’re all younger than me and I know that they’re all going to die. And, if they don’t die, they’ll suffer the same fate as me. The only people I can talk to are you three." She pushed her chair away, its leg catching on the soft carpet, and went to the window. “I love Dora. At least like this, I can dedicate the rest of my life to her and, when it’s over, we’ll head together into death. We’re both so, so tired of prolonging the inevitable. I want to sleep."
Cannot believe Asha was a throwaway character I made up for the prologue. Look where she ended up. Wtf.
#healer lore yaaaaaaaay#tbh i'm not vibing with this one too much but it might be bc i looked at it too much#bc i remember liking this when i wrote it#also i feel the need to mention that Asha is 32 years old during this?#she really isn't that old she's just lived longer than most healers#healers in their 30's are like people in their 90's/100's to us#they live very short lives#average life expectancy is like. 24 if they're in the war.#(which they almost always are)#in peace time it increases a good amount bc they don't have to heal dozens of people all the time#RIP to the healers i love you all#writeblr#writing#my wips#devourer of souls wip#snippets
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https://www.tumblr.com/httpiastri/754210985883189248/suddenly-got-reminded-of-this-right-as-i-was
nevermind i take back my prev ask i think this is true 😕😕 i had to busy myself analysing things first
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we're so dead. we're SO dead. life sucks.
#there's nothing i was looking forward to as much in life as this pod#genuinely#it would've increased my will to live with abt 100%#s i g h#and like i dont care about audio issues?? not at all?????#just knowing that pepe was near the mic who recorded those audio issues is enough for me#🪷!#lotus anon!#asks!#anon!
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Well. Never mind. That resolved itself unexpectedly quickly I'm kinda stunned honestly
#wastepaper basket#Chboy got themselves a salary increase of uh. Like a good 25%. So if there's a lesson to be learned here I guess it's that sometimes#Making a massive fuss is kinda worth it even if you have to cry like 200 times#God I just worked it out it's actually 30%. Man#I do feel a little weird abt agreeing to stay on w these people when they've put me through so much shit but also#This is 'I can move out immediately' money. And into somewhere NICE as well or at least really decent#And it's visiting my friends n family and supporting more things I want to support money too#I'm just. So relieved that it's over. And maybe I still don't 100% trust or like these people but it's enough to keep going#I think I can live with it. For now at least
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Images of despair [stellaris version]
#when you're fighting the scourge and making 700+ alloys a month but you NEED MORE#genuinely so glad I invested into a dyson sphere early on to suck the market 100% dry of alloys#pumping out ships because my life depends on it#just imagine. you're a space trader and you heard there's some invasion of bugs somewhere in the galaxy#then the strongest military you've ever seen rolls up and offers you 'any price you name' for spare metal on your ship#you laugh and say '600 energy credits and I'll give you four metal pipes!'#the military says 'deal' and immediately deposits 900 energy credits [the market price of alloys is already increasing]#anyway I'm now sitting here with a military over five times larger than my naval cap#and over four times the population I had before the war#reason: people evacuated the planets the scourge bombed#thousands of pops have settled straight into my empire even in the most dire planets#every square inch of living space is now taken up and every single job is full#every single planet has unemployment [i have an overabundance of consumer goods so I'm just giving them all free stuff]#oh and since I'm gearing the economy now towards 'well. they gotta work SOMEWHERE' [building as many commercial districts as possible]#I am spending hundreds of special resources I do not produce to keep massive company complexes running#imagine this: strange otherworldly beasts are running down your homeworld#you escape into space in a small cargo ship stuffed with people#it's barely enough to be considered a transport but it gets you far enough away to feel safe#as you are running you see the largest collection of ships in your life warp into the system#they unleash hellfire on the aliens and then neuron sweep the planet [the very ground of which got infected]#you shed a tear and look away from the window#three days later you're told you've arrived#you touch down in an extremely busy landing area#there are hundreds of thousands of people everywhere. the mood is joyous#there are screens set up in the square broadcasting the eradication of the aliens#you see people in the crowd you've never seen before. people speak in tongues you've never heard#a guide calls over to you and all the other new arrivals#apparently you weren't the first to run. you won't be the last either#this planet has more than quintoupled its population and is still recieving many people every day#luckily the government has declared they are going to be constructing massive projects to introduce new jobs
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Hehehe >:3 got a kissie and some headpats from a pretty girl >:3 muahahahahahaha >:3
#sorenhoots#sometimes i remember that i am living the life that i ached for during lonely years#like i just get to wake up and live my gay little life??? kinda fucking awesome even if many other parts of life are very stressful#im so glad i met my wife who loves me for who i am 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and 😈😈😈 heheh then i met my other partner???? like. i thought my wife made me#the happiest i would ever be and then WOOSH i met ANOTHER person who makes me incredibly happy? i did not know the happiness could DOUBLE.#i figured it was like 0%-100% and my wife made me like 100% of my capacity for happiness and then its like 200% now and im realizing that my#capacity to experience joy and peace isnt static and frankly probably increases steadily over a lifetime as i grow and change and learn to#appreciate things more. anyways im in a content happy lil gay mood this morning :3#my partner got to visit us recently to help us get emotionally ready for some stressful stuff but now the most stressful parts are done and#now that the stress is fading i am finding so much happiness has been in my chest waiting to burst! it was sooo good to see my partner hehe#and the situation is even cuter because my wifes partner also came to visit and my wifes partner is my partners wife also so like. adorable#symmetry. my partner and my wifes partner have another partner and if you draw out a little diagram of us you will see it is shaped like a#house :3 a square with a triangle on top :3 hehe metamours everywhere :3 super super super wonderful metamours. its literally almost like a#fairy tale to have a polycule??? like?? im so excited to live somewhere that isnt like 9 hours from them. oh my god they also have a cat and#shes the cutest. me and my wife have a cute cat also and we are like 👀👀👀 tenatively anticipating that they will get along 👀👀👀 ive#specifically worked with my cat to help her know how to behave around other cats. my neighbor is retired and does TNR on the local strays#and they get attached to her and hang out in her backyard or her house lol like one snuck in and this was before they had any cats and they#didnt know he snuck in until he hopped onto her bf's chest at night to snuggle up. and hes a big cat and if you felt him drop onto your#chest in the pitch black of night you might absolutely mistake him for a racooon or possom or some other beast. anyways he sneaks into all#the houses down the street apparently and is just kinda like “the retired people down the street”'s cat lol. and daisy would hiss and yowl#out the window at him but i always tried to show her that he is friendly (and give her treats to attempt to tell her 'he isnt a threat. have#a snack. see? if he was a threat then we would not be having snacks.' and eventually he ran into us while i was letting her outside on her#harness and!!! i was absolutely ready to defend either of them from the t#other but they just cautiously sniffed each other and then laid down. it was fascinating to observe. daisy also responds really well yo#to meeting new people :3 though she proved me wrong by hiding from some maitenence ppl recently. but then she met my metamour and was pretty#much instantly like 'oh ok ur family? sounds gok#sounds good.' so thats cute and i hope if we end up in the same house with the other cat in the polci#polycule. well i hope they get along!!!#idk what we would do if they didnt. there are lots of other housing arrangements (like renting a duplex or next-door apartments or#something) but i want them to get along anyways :3 no matter what sort of living arragement works out best. i think theyd be good for each
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Finally have balcony furniture and have spent the past 4 hours out here taking in the sun and now soaking up the night sky. I may never return inside again. So long suckers (affectionate)
#I cannot believe I live in a studio for 4 years with no fresh air beyond opening the windows#quality of life increase by 100%
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people are really so weird and so fatphobic huh
(and oops most of my commentary is in the tags XD)
#people really out here acting like some chocolate is gonna kill you#idk maybe you should check how stats and data actually work and not just blindly trust things that get it wrong and such#because hate to break it to ya but increased risk does not equal absolute risk#it just increases the risk which is normally only by a small margin and doesnt mean anything in reality because it doesn't mean that it's#absolutely 100% going to happen that's not what risk or increased risk means#anyway this reminds of when a friend of mine took part in a study#and they were like oh yeah you have a 6% chance of a heart attack in the next 10 years#they asked if they lost weight would that decrease by a lot and the person was like uhh by like 1% it's really not the big deal everyone#makes it out to be people are just fatphobic because that's the society we've built that at all times you must be skinny#or you aren't worth anything or worse when people act like you're such a strain on the system#and that you dont deserve to have healthcare like i will scream#everyone needs to stop being so damn weird about it!!!!!!!!!!#it's literally fine it's so literally fine#you know actually thinking about increased risk with alcohol and smoking - to which is totally your choice and up to you btw#i knew someone who smoked like a chimney and drank like a fish and lived to his 70s and died of something completely unrelated#increased risk is just that increased by a certain percentage which is like not a lot in the grand scheme of things to really put it into#perspective when you have like 1 in 100 chance and the increased risk is 100% that just raises it to 2 in 100 which yes is just 1% to 2%#i will scream when people act like food is going to kill you - especially when it gets so bad people act like fruit is bad for you because#of sugar like i will cry i will start sobbing because all of this is why im pretty sure most people have disordered eating#if not full on eating disorders and that's the real concern how our attitudes make people change their behaviours and develop mental health#conditions because society is just so insistent on this one issue that you can't escape it's bad it's so bad and i hope one day#we get past all this and people can just live how they want without others getting on their backs#fatphobic people are the reason why so many people i know think they're worthless and ugly and i just that's so upsetting to me and yes yes#there's the major issues like doctors ignoring symptoms in favour of just lose weight! and then just send people into the world with 0 help#in that oh and oops now they've got an eating disorder when the problem in the first place was not weight <.<#and even if it was (which it rarely ever is) it's like okay where's the help then because there is no help and then study after study is#like oh btw dieting doesnt work lol and then what do you do what do you do im gonna start screaming hdfghsdfg#anyway sorry these tags are long im just so tired and so frustrated at the world and i hope one day people get over themselves
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to whoever says "omg your 20s are the best years of your life" stfu because this generation sucks in the worst way possible. yeah i do get downtime but imagine having to work full time to pay all my bills and taxes, have to micromanage everything in my life (rent...), not be a homeowner because i'd have to sell several organs to get a mortgage, can't even fathom buying a car because the insurance sounds awful, have existential breakdowns every day about what i really wanna do in life, think about how scary the future is with all the things that are happening domestically and internationally, and even hanging out with friends has to be done smartly where we think about the price before enjoying a meal or going out and genuinely having fun. 20s are the best part my ass i just wanna get this montage of self-discovery and flop era over and gain stability so i can be the rich aunt in every chick flick buying the mean girls their birkins and drinking 2-for-1 margaritas by the seaside.
#ujutxt#listen#i come from a country that went through not just one#not just two#but borderline THREE financial crises#everybody should have fucking listened when the asset bubble exploded in the late 80s and japan entered the lost decades#we're still suffering through it because 08 fucked us up even more#wages have been stagnant since and the only thing increasing are prices#how are you to tell me that i'm living my best years when i can't even begin to think about a life where i'm happy doing what i do#don't get me wrong i do enjoy my current career path#and i do in a sense look forward to what the future holds#but that doesn't negate the amount of overkill overthinking i have to suffer through#just to ensure that i don't go homeless or bankrupt and fuck over my entire life#this 100% sounds like first world problems but#idk this is just the plight of late stage capitalism#everything sucks
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turns out the income level where you get taxed 20% instead of 15% is not that high
#also 2000 a month for insurance on the individual marketplace#taxes are good but. bro. i do not make the much. i am so much closer to being homeless than i am ever owning a home or even renting a nice#apartment#like. im so glad not to be making 20k a year anymore because that sucked so bad but. half of the my increased income is going straight#to taxes. like. whatever i guess its fine like. as long as i pick another cheap slumlord apartment this year i should be able to keep#putting money into my emergency savings instead of living 100% paycheck to paycheck. and have a small cushion of not being immediately#homeless in an emergency. amen. god bless this beautiful united states.#anyway workplace health insurance is significantly less than 2k a month thank god because i literally dont have that money lol
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campground in bumfuckville nowhere cannot be walked to and does not get enough traffic to warrant a train route, but can easily clear a dirt road.
public transit is never going to come to my house. I can walk, sure, but my life is substantially worse when it's pouring for weeks. I live on one hell of a hill: carrying groceries is a nightmare, and I don't think anyone with the mildest mobility impairment would make it.
idk. I don't have a car but it seems very obvious that having one would be extremely advantageous in a way the other options cannot. idk how having a closed space you an move around fully under your own control is not going to be inherently more flexible. it might have other problems, in terms of scalability or sustainability or whatnot, but I struggle to see how it's not straightforwardly nicer.
The reason you can drive a car everywhere is because people put roads everywhere. People are capable of putting safe bike and walking paths and public transit infrastructure everywhere too. Asphalt and gravel roads are not naturally occurring. You being tied to your car if you want to “go anywhere” isn’t a feature of cars it’s a construction as artificial as the car itself
#I just don't feel very free at all every time it rains idk what to tell you#additions#someone recommended I try an electric scooter when I was too tired to walk home#and I'm like. that thing is never making it up. cars get stuck if they don't accelerate full force#and I will never be able to ride a bike so#if I had a car I'd even have 90% less concern about a place to live.#like. I'd just own a movable closed space to myself. how is that not fucking awesome#'even if I become homeless I could still have shelter. and my shelter could take me places' is unbelievably appealing#I could live anywhere!#I could work anywhere!#come on that is 100% unquestionably an increase in freedom
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New Note Count Additions
Easy + Normal ⤷ Rai☆Rai All Right ⤷ Destiny Song ⤷ Kanbinaru Arcadia ⤷ Torrid Love ⤷ Dekiai Temptation ⤷ On Your Mark! ⤷ Bright Road ⤷ Be Proud
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#Live Emotion#Utapri Live Emotion#Utapri#uta no prince sama#LE song proj#fun fact! so far bright road is the song with the smallest note increase between these difficulties with only a measly +8 more#and then theres songs like kirameki emotion that gains +100 notes between the 2 difficulties..... ranmaru deserves better#legit redid both difficulties a second time cause i thought i somehow made a typo but nope thats the actual numbers
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thank you grade live i now have enough yume no hane for a DR but my fan levels are so low :(
#100 is mad. <- has been playing for four months#gifts on with×meets archives are so worthless 102/3 are all 48+ and 10k points dont even do a full level anymore#but anyway yaay grade live i love you grade live :3 im glad i get to keep my max lp cap increase from last term#gemitus#i just got a 10 pull ticket (guaranteed UR) from grade live and i pulled zero SRs one UR. and it was reflection in the mirror kozue.#the same UR i used the select UR ticket from signup on .
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