#WHY WHY WHY IM SO PISSEDDD

[biblicallyaccurateangeloncrack]

fuck you alhaitham, i swear if you dont come home in my next ten pull, im gonna shove your fucking book where the sun doesnt shine

[sidesteppostinghours]

a little unrelated to the post at hand but my tumblr glitched and gave the dialogue a glitch effect by accident which i think sells it more

your brother thinks you're a pushover.

which is wrong, and you know it's wrong, and you tell him it's wrong, but he doesn't listen, because of course he doesn't listen, because god forbid river becker ever listens to anything that anyone else ever tells him, even if it's done with the goal of keeping him happy or safe or alive or-

“I’m not a pushover,” you say again. “it’s called loyalty.”

smile. show a little teeth. enough that it looks more like a snarl. no heat behind it yet - you won’t do anything to him (not after what just happened, not when tensions are already this high) and he knows it, but it’s a warning nonetheless. one that he refuses to listen to.

“more like obedience,” he scoffs.

“if you think they’re the same,” you continue on, ignoring the way your sickly-sweet tone drags an angry tidal wave from him through the connection, “I guess that explains why you don’t know anything about either of them.”

it’s a low blow, and the both of you know it.

“fuck you, fawn.”

it’s immediate. dismissive. angry. angrier than you’ve heard him get with you in years. it hurts a bit, and you’re sure it’ll hurt more later, after this argument is over and you’re replaying it in your mind, but for now it just helps to fuel your own anger. to prove your point. to make you feel less guilty about pushing him back, the same way one would on a bruise, hoping it hurts. you want it to hurt. you want him to hurt. you don’t know why.

“why’re you mad?” you ask, widening your eyes in faux innocence. the smile-snarl tips back to friendly, even if it’s too large and full of teeth to genuinely come across that way. which is fine, considering its dishonesty. “all three of us know that julia’s the only “family” you care about.”

she’s not here to take it personally (or defend herself), but you watch river’s expression harden that much more at just the mention of her name. you always suspected he knew the root of your distance from her - as much distance as anyone with the last name ortega would allow, anyway - but this confirms it. he’s known this entire time that you had an issue with his “sister,” and he’s ignored it.

“she left you.” you enunciate each word clearly, continuing to treat him like an unruly child just to watch his rage spike. you want him to hit you, a passing thought hisses. you dare him to. to show himself that he’s not any better than cyrus, but you love him anyway. because he’s your brother. your brother, not hers.

“she abandoned you. they all abandoned us! they saw us go out the window, and then they fucking left us to the farm’s so-called “medical care”-” the air quotes are unnecessary, but they give you something to do with your hands that isn’t yanking at your hair, “-and the first thing you do is forgive her?! just take her back in like nothing happened?!”

“and you have the nerve-” they end up in your hair anyway, twisted in your bangs and pulling the same way you’re pushing against him, eager for the pain of it all, “-the nerve, to say I shouldn’t do the same for cyrus?!”

or you? hangs heavily in the air.

he abandoned you. he replaced you. but you forgive him. you’ll always forgive him. both of them. because that’s what family does.

[zaustavitezemlju]

i need ta rant and i dont wanna go bother my friends. so why not add to my digital footprint lets go future employers if you find this enjoy

uh. cw for like. talk abt slurs/racism(?)/homophobia nd transphobia (kinda)

i keep loosing my friends cuz theyre all saying stupid shit. not dropping names but lets say his name is tincan. so tincan and I have been feiends for like 3-4 yrs now and hes a great dude. bit weird soemtimws but hes silly and were on the same wavelength roughly. well imagine my surprise qhere one day in class he just randomly says the n word and stafts cackling like irs so funny!!!!! (hes white btw.) yes king racial slurs are mx FAVORITE form of comedy 😍😍😍 and so ofc i turn to him and im like. tincan that isnt ok what. and he goes dwdw i have the pass ........,........ i think that speaks for itself. and so i go ok. this dudes weird! and i will probably not be talking to him anymore!! but then we have like break right. two weeks and im travelling. out of NOWHERE.DEADASS NOWHERE WE HADMT TWXTED IN AGES. this man sends me a fucking DICK PIC. WITH RHE FUCKING CAPTION OF "i gotchu man since you like dick" NOT OUT OF NOWHERE YOU DRIED LIZARD. and i also didnt have data so i couldnt even reply for ages and it was horrible. and ofc i reply like tincan. what the actual fuck. AND THIS MF GOES "mb i thought you liked dick" LIKE HE WAS DOING ME A FAVOR OR SOME SHIT. so i get PISSEDDD. and i contemplate blocking him and im like youve changed fast af and hes like well what have i done other than send that pic. I DUNNO. SAID THE N WORD? SAID THE F SLUR TO. MY. FACE. AND LAUGHED IT OFF? AGREED WHEN ONE KF YOUR FRIWNDS WAS BEING TRANSPHOBIC TO ME INFRONT OF ME EVEN THOUGH YOUVE PREACHED SO MUCH ABOUT HOW YOUD NEVER STAND FOR THAT???? and then tincan was like ohh okk im sorry ill change for you. idk why he added for you it was weird and creepy and icky. sigh idk what to do tho bc like i dont want to completely push him away bc he is a valuable person to have for like general school matters. but i also do NOT want to be friwnds w someone like that. im just emotionally distancing myswlf for now like im not talking abt personal shit w him and im being more like surface level in convos

hes not rhe knly one tho like my closest friwnd rn is also kind of jumping on the bandwagon. he was talking abt rhis guy who he calls sometimws online and like plays games with (minecraft n shi) and he was like "oh yea he says the n word but its funny because hes british" (yea the guys white ofc (the online guy))and then proceeds to show me a clip of this guy saying the n word while theyre on voice chat while barely managing to hold his laughter. how is this funny im sorry huh? and i just like nodded or whatever cuz i was utterly dumbfounded that he would ever like even find something as stupid and uncreative as that funny. like........... 😧

anyway. i texted him and i was like yo just warning you i dont like the direction youre changing in and if i hear you say the n word we arent chill anymore bc its way too many ppl now. like be so real

what is so funny abt a racial slur. ill never know!!!!!

[yumeyleo]

im so pisseddd IM SO PISSED WHY DO I LOVE CHUUYA SO MUCHHHHH ASUFGHAGHEYJDFGTU3R2YF4GTI73RUBG7GTR2UGHBYT4RU9BE OW OH YMGOD I ACCIDNETALLY HIT THE BRIGHTNESS BUTTON MY FUCKING EYES BRO. anyways AUSVAGAHHGGJHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGYGHGHHGHUGUGUGUHG

[oddlygoode]

not happy with this episode binullshit nila si ate turs

[rocarecs]

Okay so what I'm getting is joshua DEFINITELY has feelings for OC like aint NO WAY he doesn't

OC may have implied that their friends will be fake? Like I know she meant their relationship of s/o but she may have implied that nothing will come out of it :(( AND i feel like that might have hurt Vernon, he ofc understand he shows hes a very understanding character but still.

Also, I KNOW jeonghan will be PISSEDDDS but i cant help but keep wondering why didn't he want them bith to meet like ??? Have they ever met before did Vernon have a crush on her before jeonghan even dated OC? Like im super confused and super looking forward to everything

chapter six

the meet up : part three

series masterlist prev ❥ chapter six : part two next ❥ chapter seven

❥ ⸺ in which, en lieu of your break up, you decide to get drunk and forget about jeonghan. it’s not like your life revolved around him, anyway—you were an adult with a whole life separate away from him. and with your friends varied amount of support, you go out… and get flat out wasted. so wasted, you kiss a random stranger in hopes that you could will the thought of your ex away by force. but when things clear up, and you enter your lecture hall one afternoon …who would have thought you’d be paired together with the same stranger for your final project? and even worse—on love?

[manjiroro]

May you perhaps share some thoughts on how Mitsuya, Chifuyu, and The Kawata twins react to an s/o who likes to buy a variety of maid dresses and wears them as casuals? Like they’re in the outfit while doing errands outside, hanging out with them, or beating off nuisances.

s/o who constantly wears maid dresses

characters: mitsuya, chifuyu, kawata twins

content: fluff, gender neutral

part 2

hii thank you for requesting! this is super cute omg, i started liking mitsuya recently and im just- i apologise for any mistakes made and if theyre not accurate but i hope you enjoy it still~!

m i t s u y a

this man is gonna be super supportive over it 

every time you guys go out, you'll be wearing a new dress that you bought

since he makes clothes and sews, he's gonna be attentive to the details of your dress

"oh, you bought a new one?"

"yeah, how did you know?"

"babe, the trimming on this one is different from the others you have."

he's gonna try to make one for your birthday or maybe anniversary

he loves seeing your face light up when he gives you the dress he's been working on for the past months

needless to say that dress is your favourite one

every time he picks you up for dates, his heart melts all. the. time

you looked so cute in your maid dress, looking at him with wide, anticipating eyes

he can’t help but to give you a small kiss every time before taking your hand to lead you to his bike

you would wear them anywhere you go, even to toman meetings

mitsuya rarely takes you to them but when he does, it's probably because you asked him to bring you along

the guys at toman think it's cute when you come to meetings in your maid dress, you're just a big contrast to everyone there

but mitsuya keeps a close eye on you just in case someone tries to hit on you

on dates, he doesn’t mind people staring at you, he just assumes that they’re admiring you and your outfit

only if someone approaches you or tries to do anything to you, that’s when he’ll step in

there was once you guys were on a date and someone starts whistling at you

you and mitsuya whipped your heads and saw a guy snickering to his friends while they stared at you

mitsuya was pisseddd and went up to them and started beating them up for disrespecting his s/o

you stood at the side, watching them get beat up

after he was done he left while having an arm firmly placed on your waist as he placed a kiss on your temple

"you okay?"

'yes, thank you takashi~"

he'll take you to shops for you to buy more dresses

he enjoys watching you try them on while you give him a twirl

all in all, he thinks it's adorable and he loves seeing how happy you are in your dresses <3

c h i f u y u

he loves it very very much

he’s gonna be your personal hype man

before going on dates, he’ll make his way to your place extra early to watch you get ready

he’s fascinated with the dresses you own and enjoys watching the process of you making yourself look good for your outings

he’ll sometimes pick out the dress for you

you would ask for his opinion or he’ll voice it out

“oh, that one, wear that one”

“but why”

“because that’s my favourite one”

once your done, he smiles the biggest smile, telling you how good you look and how lucky he is to have a s/o like you

“goddamn, y/n, you look so good, how did I even manage to get someone as perfect as you”

you smile and give him a big hug, telling him that how much you love him and how amazing he is

when going out on dates, he makes sure to keep his arms secured on your waist

he doesn’t want anyone trying to steal you away from him 

if he sees someone eyeing you, he’ll just glare back at them while pulling you closer to him

most of the time, they would get the hint nd walk away

but if they don’t, he’ll confront them

“oi, what’re you looking at huh”

if they ignore him, that’s when he’ll go up to them, ready to fight

but you have to hold him back, afraid of causing a scene in public

you would have to walk away with him to somewhere far away from the person staring at you

“babe, why did you stop me”

“I didn’t want you to get in trouble and get hurt”

he sighs and rests his arm in the usual spot on his waist 

everyone in toman knows of you since chifuyu would bring you along to show you off

not often though, but enough for everyone to know of your name and which you school you go to

even at toman meetings, chifuyu will keep you close to him at all times

chifuyu thinks that you’re too adorable and is very protective of you <3

s m i l e y

nahoya really enjoys seeing you all dressed up for him

he thinks you look cute in them

he’ll give you his usual smile but you know it was one that was filled with admiration

he’ll go out of his way to buy you new dresses cuz he loves how you look in them

“babebabe, look what I got you! I know you’re gonna look so good in it”

of course, you’re delighted, taking hold of the dress and hugging him so tight

when out on a date, nahoya isn’t all that worried, but if someone’s gaze lingers on you a little too long for his liking, he’ll just go up to them to beat them up

you would always be there to stop him, but there were times where you were too distracted to even notice him leaving your side

you would notice that he left when you hear screaming from behind you

you turn your head to see nahoya straddling some guy, threatening to beat him up while yelling at him

“Ya think ya can just stare at my s/o and get away with it?”

you immediately pulled him off of the poor guy, apologising to him profusely before leaving the area

but oh boy, if you’re getting cat called or getting hit on, nahoya won’t hesitate

there was a time, you were waiting for nahoya since he opted to get you ice cream

as you stood at the side waiting for him, some dude comes up to you

“hey cutie~ can i have your-”

before he can even finish, he was punched to the ground

“sorry bud, but they’re with me.”

nahoya said as he passes you the ice creams before going over to the man lying on the floor to give him an extra beating

you sighed as you stood there, letting him beat the poor dude up. thank god it wasn’t on a crowded street

after nahoya was done, he took his ice cream from you and walked away while his hands intertwined with yours

“aw man, the ice cream is all melted”

“that’s what you’re worrying about? and not the fact that you beat a man unconscious?”

“well, he deserved it”

you can’t help but to sigh at him as he ruffles your hair

nahoya just wants to be there for you since you’re too cute <3

a n g r y

he's also gonna be super supportive of it

he internally screams whenever he sees you

he cannot fathom just how cute you look in your maid dress

when he picks you up, he just goes silent while looking at you, afraid that if he opens his mouth, a scream is gonna come out

so you would always ask if he was okay

“souya? babe? you good?”

“h-huh, y-yeah.. i’m good. you look great”

but once he overcomes his flustered state, he constantly compliments you, telling you how good you look 

“you look very cute today”

“thank you souya, that’s the sixth time you’ve said that within an hour”

“so? you look adorable”

like his brother, if anyone’s stare lingers longer than he likes, he’ll get mad

but the only difference is that he’ll just have to glare at them and they would instantly get the message and walk away

i feel like he isn’t the type to beat someone up without hesitation, he’ll drag you away instead

once he drags you away, he’ll ask if you were okay

“yes souya, i’m alright! thank you”

you would say, smiling at him then giving him a small peck on his cheek

he’ll freeze up and you’ll laugh at how his cheeks immediately grows bright pink

he immediately forgets about the reason why he was mad in the first place

because of his constant glare and snarl, anyone who tries to hit on you immediately gets scared away upon seeing your boyfriend’s face

so you won’t have to worry about him getting into fights about you

there will be times where you would go to toman meetings in your dress to look for him

he wouldn’t bring you even if you beg him to

so sometimes you would go there on your own to surprise him

the first time you did it, everyone was stunned since they didn’t know about you and souya’s relationship

upon seeing you skip into the meeting, souya’s face was flushed 

and from then on, the toman guys would tease him about you 

but souya doesn’t mind since he admits that you are too adorable <3

❥ masterlist

[seerofmike]

Lifetane shippers are disgusting simply put GROSS. I hate lifetane shippers with a passion he literally call her “sister” why in the world you think “ah yes calling your childhood friend sister and also canonically views her like family is sooo romantic” go seek help omg. As some one who used to identify with lesbian before I transitioned I was super sexualized by my peers for being lesbian and so saying it’s lifetane for that fic triggers me so hard. He views her as a sister he doesn’t want to fuck her.

Go touch grass (sorry about the rant I’m just pisseddd)

HAHDUEDUDUS8WJENS im sorry this whole rant is very funny but i agree like...i already rly dont like lifetane but choosing to read my fic where ll is a lesbian and octane is a trans man as romantic when also they repeatedly say they hated kissing each other cuz they feel like siblings is...a lot !