#U KNOW.... FEELINFS

[punkalope]

Ugh I've felt like total garbage all week and it's frustrating.

Got sudden chest pains around like... Monday I think. And it hasn't exactly gone away. It's a lot better now, and is more "dull pain with sharp pain coming and going" kind now, but along w a few other symptoms I am not confident this is a minor thing...!

My parents are convinced I "pulled a muscle" tho ugh. I mean it could be something minor but it's also consistently worse when I lie down and it's a Literal Pain. My parents won't stop telling me it's 1) just a cold or chest infection (I am not even coughing) 2) allergies or 3) a pulled muscle. I think I am starting to imagine it all at this point.

I want to draw! But I can't concentrate! I feel so out of it! Aaargh!!!!

[phagodyke]

great and now she's STILL scheduling shit on thursdays. the one day of the week she knows I'm busy. she really doesn't fucking want me around huh guess I'll just go kms

[senseichaos]

Thinking about Alastor giving reader a scandalous foot rub.

IMAGINE

Kicking off your boots, you trud into your and Alastor's took with a groan, faceplanting yourself onto the couch. You don't bother even looking for where Alastor may be, or that is until you feel him adjusting his legs beneath your feet. How the fuck did you not notice him on the couch??

"Oh hey Alastor, sorry I didn't see you there."

"Hm. Hard day, I take it?" He purrs, placing the pad of thumb against the sole of your foot. You shiver nodding into the couch cushion beneath you.

"Come on now dear, Tell me about it,"

"Okay.."

"Good girl!" You feel the pads of his thumbs massage against the soles of your feet. You moan softly, shifting your head so you look at the wall.

"Well, Charlie made us do this stupid friendship circle, where I had to talk for a full HOUR to everyone here.. and I know that's not that many but it's still a god awful amount of time.." You vent, staring into the wall with a frown. You hadn't told him everything, like how Angel forced sexual details about Alastor out of you, or how Charlie made you talk about your feelings..

"Mm, I feel like there is more to this story, my fawn," Alastor says, before pressing his hand to the side of your body to make you flip onto your back. This time he begins massaging the top of your foot, making you smile comfortably.

"Yeah.."

"Well tell me about it, dear,"

You sigh. "Charlie made me talk about my feelinfs and.. Angel may have managed to get some.. sexual details about our relationship out of me.. I'm sorry.." You say, flushing as you twiddle with your fingers. Alastor chuckles, rubbing your foot slightly deeper.

"Like what, Fawn?"

"Uhm.. like how you bite me.. or how you like to chain me up.. or our petplay.. situations.." You utter, unsure of what Alastor's reaction may be. Though he listens intently, narrowing his eyes as he listens. But you can tell that his smile is genuine.

"What did he think about that, dear?" Alastor asks, his voice low and seductive, pressing his fingers into the muscle of your foot deeper.

"U-uhm.. well he thought that we were very- kinky.. and that I scored with you.. and then he asked how big your dick was.. but I didn't tell him," You answer, the way Alastor is massaging your foot causing you to whimper. Alastor leans closer, grinning with low lids.

"What would you have said if you had told him, my dear?"

You gulp, watching as Alastor takes his hands from your feet before climbing over you.

"Very big, Al'.."

He chuckles, horns poking upwards more as his eyes darken.

"Good girl.." He growls, nipping against your neck.

[m-ete0ra]

Not Jo making me cry on a Tuesday night with a detailed storyline inspired by something I DREW NEVER IN. MY. LIFE

--------------Whispers of the Oasis: Love's Mirage-----------

(even tho it should be u and me instead of this bakuhoe but its ok whatever im not crying) Thank you @dienamights for commissioning me! Your idea was both amazing and beautiful (kinda challenging but we got dere). It was a joy bringing your vision to life, and I appreciate the opportunity. Looking forward to more creative collaborations in the future!

[anzynai]

Oh my gosh im so excited to see a twst writer in the community!! Can u please share some heartslabyul headcanons (no pressure if u dont want to) i just love them so much thank you!

Heartslabyul Hcs

HELLOOO this has been sitting in my ask box for ages and i am so sorry for dying and not posting for a whole month.. erm. anyway, headcanons. unfortunately no new fic im sorry but uh soon!!! its heartslabyul tho soo enjoy!!

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since riddle was never exposed to tickling when he was a child, he was always curious about what it felt like. like, he’s read about it, heard about it, etc, but just couldn’t imagine HOW it could make someone laugh. afterall, it sounds so absurd. which makes total sense.

it wasn’t until he started hanging out with chenya and trey that he finally learned what it was like. chenya had been the one to poke him in the side first. riddle had jumped, sputtered, giggled, and jsut reaxted like how any ticklish person would and riddle was like,, what was that?? chenya had simply told him he was curious and trey was like “oh, youre ticklish, huh?” and suddenly it made SO MUCH sense. THATS what tickling was like, and now that he had a taste of it, he was curious about more. being actually tickled and tickling someone. thankfully, being friends witb the two, he did in fact experience those

when he arrived at nrc, it didnt happen as much but trey seemed to notice that riddle didnt exactly hate tickling. as he got older he tried to hide it, but he didnt hate iy. maybe wasnt as interested as when he was younger, but it was more neutral. trey would like to poke him to get his attention and such.

trey is ticklish but maybe would prefer to be tbe ler, or at least let it be equal. he’s like, teh nonchalant tickler HELPP so like, usually won’t go very far, not more than a poke to tbe side or something small like that, but well, he still does it to like most of heartslabyul and his friends outside of heartslabyul, but is like totally casual abt it so sometimes ppl wonder if they should even bring it up

when they do, “i only wanted to get your attention.” hey trey! calling their name works just as well btw!! no but sometimes he does it just because he feels like it. always the same excuse too😭

cater is pretty ticklish. he has a love-hate relationship of it. i thjnk he enjoys tickling people, but doesnt do it much because HE doesnt particularly ENJOY getting tickled and he doesnt want them to like, retaliate. he doesnt hate it but his sisters loved tickling hjm when he was younger so it kinda left a bad taste in his mouth. basically, he usually will only have a good time if its someone he knows well and is comfortable with and he knows theh wont push him to the brink. he doesnt like to laugh uncontrollably i feel like. eitherway, he def tickles others the same exact way bc he doesnt want them to feel the same way he does about it.

he doesnt mind gentle tickles at all, but again, ws long as he’s with the right people. i feel like with a partner, he would actyally really love tickles while they r cuddling. super cute, yes.

deuce didnt get tickled a lot, at least not until he entered nrc. never really had any feelinfs towards it. he hated it when he was younger, became more neutral about it when he grew up. he would definitely defend someone if they thought it was embarrassing. “everyones ticklish! nothing to be ashamed of!”

this actually leads to him getting tickled about half the time😭😭 because everyone loves to tickle the first year students (i would too). super embarrassed? yes. super awkward? yes. hates it? nope!! prob would be blushing and all but never have any complaints

ace, on tbe other hand, did get tickled a lot when he was younger and that did not change upon his arrival to nrc. i dont know how to describe it, he just radiates those vibes. also i frel like he was more of the “popular” guys in middle school (he peaked in middle school just kidding) but he was prob the one his frienfs liked to gang up on and tickle

doesnt PARTICULARLY seek out being tickled but will ALWAYS join in if one of his friends is being tickled in front of him with the most sadistic smile on his face. he js evil, do not let urself be tickled by him (or do maybe).

yk that guy who will convince others to tickle the super scary boss?? no?? well whatever, that’s cater. tell me he doesnt whisper to the freshman to tickle riddle… everyone knows its him too except riddle because, well, the freshman never get too far in their endeavors. afterall, leaders are to set an example!

trey knows ofc, but does he stop it? ofc not!! riddle needs a laugh time to time after all.

tickle fights. between all five of them. most r started by the chaotic duo (ace and deuce) or cater. and well, the winner is USUALLY cater or riddle, trey too. ace and deuce never win. plus, cater has his clones to back him up, but if riddle uses his spell, he’s the first one gone

trey just kinda lets it happen, until he doesnt. yea hes ticklish but rarely does he lose unless he lets it happen on purpose. (until u get his back, then he’s done for) riddle and cater know this pretty well, ace and deuce have yet to find out. whenever they come close, trey quickly turns the tables LOL

[landoakgae]

I just read harder the rain sweeter the sun and literally sedate me I’m so insane about them. The irl incorporation of what they’ve both said and the fact that you really didn’t even need to add in the rest of it and they’re already insane about eachother. Also the fact that it’s your first f1 fic it’s so good literally putting that fic in a jar with Lando and max and shaking them. I can’t wait to see what else you write you best believe I will be sat for it

JEKWNEKEJEJS OMG MY FIRST ASK???? hiiiii this made me grin SO WIDE i saw this when i opened my phone before chem class and i was just 😁😁 the whole class skendjd ANYWAY!!! thank you sososo much for reading!!!! and taking the time to send a lil comment too it truly means the absolute world to me 🥹🥹 norstappen are just. so crazy and they make me want to eat bricks and i’m glad i was able to offer u some of that feelinf too LMAOOO 😭

regarding other writings, i’ll probably only be able to work on anything after I graduate hs in october (cries) cus this is the last stretch of school and i’m just vv swamped… BUT i defo wanna write landoscar and maybe even some carlando!!! so im vv excited for that too, happy to know ure seated too LOL

again thank u for this omf this made my whole day. my week even. maybe even my whole month

[dumb-doll-lips]

loll u know its bad when ur brain gets so broken that it surprises even u

Yeahh. For just like what iwas up to, really didn’t expect to feel as like spinny and like my brain was broken as i was. Like I’ve played the little game of letting people control tous before. But this was another level of my mind jisr feelinf gone for a while after.

It was pretty hot. Lol.

[velvetreds]

my little sister just asked me why i didnt fix my parents bed

her: why didnt u make the bed

me: im feelinf sick

her: thats not an excuse

her: you're only feeling sick because youre looking at your phone

LIKE I KNOW IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AND KIND AND STUFF BUT I AM SO VISCERALLY UPSET RIGHT NOW A BITCH IS GOING TO STAB SOMEONE

[kusundei]

like no seriously i really dont care. ill do it its not rlly a problem. hell more responsibility is fine with me as long as people just arent on my ass ab it. i have my own drjve and ill do shit myself i just hate hate hate when people tell me to do it. like no i was gonna do it anyway and why r u bothering me about jt??? im doing it???? like ugh i dont know.

aside from that like the moving out stuff. i wish i made it clear that by me saying i “wanted to move out” was more of a getting out of your hair thing. like no if i had a choice id stay. but clearly im just burdening you and jonathan and im causing more problems by just being here. that was my problem. me mentioning how ur angry all the time like yes i know why ur angry? my view is that youre angry when im even going out of my way to not upset you. its an eggshell situation. its a lose lose and even in the end of me admitting it you still got mad like r we serious?

ill get out of you and jonathans life. you have a son on the way. a REAL son. two dogs. you guys r set. without me you guys will be a truly happy and connected family. i am just a roadblock clearly preventing a happy family

oh and no dont get me wrong though. i do still want to leave because i have feelings too. u guys upset me too. im tired of hearing yelling all the time and being constantly critiqued and being on edge in my pwn home and not feelinf like my house IS a home. also u guys annoy each lther and that annoys me and im just. im tired. im tired in the same way you guys r sick of me. so im doinf this for all of us

im not even gonna bother. i dont feel like retorting or defending myself or anything. im at a loss and have always been at a loss.

[shenzuns]

@feiyuie​​  sought:  ❛  i  will  wash  your  hair  at  night  and  dry  it  off  with  care.  ❜   /   lqg  :)  .

𝙾𝙽  𝚃𝙷𝙴  𝙴𝚅𝙴  of  summer  sky’s  end  a  blissful  purple  does  adorn,  a  warm  blanket  behind  a  tall  brush  of  greens,  bamboo  trees  which  tower  lofty  and  sway  above  with  each  brush  of  evening  wind  where  shen  qingqiu’s  gaze  strays.  strays  from  the  hesitant  brush  of  lithe  hand  ‘gainst  calloused  hand,  one  battle  ready  and  prepared,  his  ever  the  opposite;  with  an  artists  hand,  scholarly  and  refined,  made  to  pluck  strings,  to  ink  word  unto  paper,  to  cautiously  inch  closer  with  every  passing  second  —  fingers  touching  but  it’s  not  quite  enough,  the  frivolous  warring  within  him  to  push  forward  or  to  pull  back.  

𝙸𝚃’𝚂  𝙸𝙽  𝚀𝚄𝙸𝙴𝚃  𝚆𝙾𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁  that  seafoam  greens  return  to  peer  down  at  their  hands  amid  the  soft  rustle  of  leaves  and  crickets  alike,  the  silent  readiness  that  he’s  always  known  liu  qingge  to  carry,  peerlessly  loyal,  peerlessly  steady  and  prettier  than  anyone  he’d  ever  known  (  everyone  else  besides  ...  )  —  he  digs  his  fingers  into  soft  soil  beneath  him,  (  solemn,  always,  always  returning  to  that  one  thought,  /  but  strangely,  here  with  nothing  but  themselves  and  the  day  falling  into  finality,  he  finds  the  bitter  easier  to  swallow,  sweeter  in  the  warm  comfort  of  liu  qingge’s  presence  ),  and  he  relaxes  his  fingers,  eases  them  closer  to  delicately  overlap  the  bai  zhan  peak  lord’s  own  with  the  untold  hope  of  stealing  some  of  that  steadiness  for  himself,  a  comfort  he’d  never  openly  ask  for  (  don’t  think  too  much  on  his  boldness  liu  shidi  !  were  he  to  hesitate  any  further  ...  he’d  rather  impale  himself  on  his  sword  than  die  from  embarrassment  ).

𝚂𝙾  𝙾𝙵𝚃  𝙻𝙾𝚂𝚃  𝙸𝙽  𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃  he  barely  catches  those  blissfully  gruff  words  tinged  with  the  lightest  hints  of  nerves  were  he  to  listen  to  carefully  (  and  how  could  he  not  ?  ).  very  nearly  misses  tender  greys  glancing  at  him  and  he  catches  that  strong  gaze  with  his  own  before  they  can  turn  away,  soft  lips  parted  in  a  silent  kind  of  surprise,  as  if  at  any  moment  he  might  realize  he’d  misheard  what  liu  qingge  had  said,  as  if  at  any  moment  liu  qingge  might  pull  back  with  an  embarrassed  shoulder  brush  that  shen  qingqiu  had  started  to  notice  and  they’d  forget  everything  because  he  couldn’t  possibly  ...  (  he’d  once  thought,  still  thought  really,  himself  hardly  a  match  for  the  famed  bai  zhan  war  god  /  he  was  too  fanciful,  messy  and  lazy,  there  was  no  need  for  graceful  pretenses  when  it  was  just  them  /  and  yet,  he  was  always  left  surprised,  endeared  )

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃  𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴  𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈  ?  he  didn’t  quite  know,  didn’t  dare  ask.  he  wasn’t  quite  sure  if  he  was  ready  to  know  in  spite  of  his  suspicions,  but  he  was  content  to  stay  like  this.  unknown,  quiet  with  him  and  the  promise  of  much  more  together,  with  a  shaking  in  his  lungs  and  dusty  roses  littering  the  skin  of  his  cheeks  (  just  side  effects  of  without  a  cure  obviously  ...  happy  side  effects,  that  only  ever  activated  in  the  company  of  liu  qingge,  but  side  effects  none  the  less  !  ).

❝   liu  -  shidi  ...   ❞,  he  croons  with  the  smallest  curve  of  lips,  a  secret  smile  he  reserved  for  few.

❝   don’t  make  promises  you  can’t  keep,  ah  ?  if  that’s  the  case,  i  expect  you  to  be  here  tonight  to  let  me  return  the  favour.   ❞,  he’s  sure  he’ll  regret  his  words  later,  can  already  feel  the  ever  cloying  squeeze  of  anxiety  grip  him,  but  it’s  all  worth  it  when  he  sees  the  startled  fluster  as  though  liu  qingge  were  a  shocked  cat  all  puffed  up,  and  laughs  with  fingers  absentmindedly  interlocking.

[rwibbit]

So tired of existing i must say

[pepprs]

having many thought’s and realization’s this week and one of them is.... i fucking hate the conventional (western / american / white supremacist / capitalist / etc culture) approach to change. i don’t know how to articulate it well im very tired but im angry @ how much damage these like.. constructs! and linear ways ofnthinking or whatever.. have caused and how the ripples of that r so... felt. Idk

[phoebehalliwell]

Yo that anon with the Bianca/Dency 👌🏻👌🏻 but like ohhh Dency coupd totally meet a cute Phoenix in her universe tho!! 👀 Or maybe a dark Witchlighter? Idk I think her falling I love with a more “neutral” witch hybrid would be cute!

And like do you think her little agency would work with neutral magical sources like phoenixes to find people? Because like Dency could be like a Penn but for the opposite side? If that makes sense?? Like Penn is bringing all the “light” witches together but Dency is really the figures head for the “dark/neutral” witches like the witch hybrids and the phoenixes…like Dency is kinda like the unintentional beacon of light for that side…just by being herself? Like maybe she doesn’t actively campaign for more acceptance for hybrid witches but her mere existence alone and the good she does is enough to get the ball rolling?

tbh as far as dency love interests go i'm a little bit torn because i have this mortal rashid idk if i've talked bout him before but like. he and dency have a classic rivals to lovers arc going on in college liek they fucking Hated each other blah blah blah she definintely gaslighted him a lil with her powers nothing malicious jsut like. teleportation like ha there's no way she'll beat me 2 the best spot in the library bc i just saw her walking up the steps while i am already inside and then boom he walks over there and she's there how?? the fuck>? teleporation fuck u. the point is thru their quasi spy vs spy antics i think they start to gain a sense of respect for one another than and he goes political journalism did this question even mention love interests idk That's Not The Point rashid does politics while dency's a bit more of a muckraker kinda more on a corporate side fraud and all that so they no longer are competitors and um. like they can finally appreciate the other as they are no longer and opponent as with most dency characters they have hooked up a couple times i shouldn't say that because as far as characters that have been introduced dency has slept with none of them bc they are all her besties u should never sleep w ur besties only ur homies but i think. i've stated this before? for starters dency doesn't do a lot of long term relationships just because you know that level of vulnerabilty and like if u really like someone then it's just leverage thatcan be used agianst u Or if u die then ur gonna break their heart but i think she does casual relationships with literally anyone but witches i. haven't posted the chaapter fuck i'll post it now because i've been sitting on it for so long and like i'm worried i'm gonna back myself in a corner w a it's not a plotline i don't like maybe just a plotpoint but i've like. written half the next chapter anyway. i'm also sitting on about 10k i think not only. 7k? unpublished w&s because it's like ending the narrative is ending i really need it to be coherent Speaking of incoherent. dency. i'm gonna post the chapter. but dency hangs out a lot at p3 which has changed hands piper owns her restaurants the backstory for this is.

paige has a charge back in the late aughts she's in a coven the point is her bestie has some traumatic incident happen to her and she wants revenge and it's something that (imo) totally justifies revenge like a killing her rapist type thing and like. it depends how we're going with charmed morality but i've established before i think (?) it's canon that if a witch takes an innocent's life she becomes a warlock like it's possible for witches to defect and become warlock if they take a life Specifically an innocent's life and even tho like that guy would be a mortal he def doesn't get innocent status because he's fucking evil she's allowed to murder him but i think she would murder someone else in the process and then causes her to lose her witch powers and gain a couple warlock powers and the rest of her coven shuns her for it which could have easily sent her down a dark path but paige's charge her bestie like stood by her thru all that like. like it's shit cosmic rules tbh. maybe. for legal reasons: i am not endorsing murder. please for the love of god don't make me admit to a grand jury i have a tumblr that'll be so cringe bro do not murder anyone. but paige's charge stands by her and idk maybe paige gets her a job at p3 all that the point is when piper sells the club to open her restaurant she sells it to paige's charge and her gf the warlock. so p3 kind of becomes a neutral power for magic no vanquishes allowed and it's one of the few places dark magic has on the surface just to vibe u just have to be able to tolerate being served by a witch like she owns the place so that kind of filters it. idk if this is more rambly than it normally is. i promise i'll go back in later and add periods. maybe. i am also a liar. but the point is i think p3 is one of the few places dency can really be hersefl because herself is half demon!! and at magic school she really is suppoed to feel ashamed of that like she hates it or something wishes it gone and Yes. it does scare her. being the source's heir all that. she's always worried about giving in to dark magic but like. she's a demon!!! there's no changing that there's no fighting that pushing it under the rug like. she can't change it she does want to spend her life hating herself like. it's who she is. fuck. so i think she doesn't date witches but like the regulars at p3 some warlocks the occasional like darklighter. dency has had romantic trysts with.

beck to rashid her mortal homies who she has hooked up with who they've always had this rapport they have this thing. bc rashid's smart okay that's why he's at dency's level (respectfully she gets her brains from her father i love phoebe but she's intuitive not intelligent cole on the other hand passed the bar exam (i think) so like.) rashid knows something's up. the point is they each give the other three questions. three questions you ask that the other has to answer fully honestly cards on the table no half truths nothing just the answer. rashid used one of those to find out dency's a witch, but she made him work for it. nothing vague like what are you strange things happen around you why like she's like ask your question but you better be specific about it and he's like fuck it. whatever. magic. that's my answer i think magic happens with you and no i'm not flirting i'm dead serious is magic like. are you magical? and the answer was yes. and rashid like while he was asking while he was like confident enough to admit that out loud to ask that to her face Did not see that coming. of course. there's a difference between like yes i can cast a couple spells and yes i'm the antichrist so. : )! but i think that's like a rapport thing between rashid and dency like whenever they ask hard hitting questions like "is that one of your three questions?" but idk if he's gonna. if he's gonna be it for her. there's also jack dency's childhood bestie so there's the childhood friends to lovers thing but like. i just don't see jack being in love with dency in that way like they're best friends. but not lovers. (but maybe they are??? idk)

But. third potential love interest is if i weren't goign for those two i was actually thinking.

two options here a cupid who reocgnizes dency as "the demon with the cupid ring? yeah that's gotta be the source's heir". so there's that i like the idea of. yeah. : )

but also. and i came up w this in an ask which i will not evne attempti to find. i'm sorry i can't spell you guys but it;s not happening 2nite beloeveds. but if u'vemade it this far. i do love u w my whole heart. dency. love interests. old ask about a squad a half-grimlock. appeal of being able to see auras see good people. this was originally in the ask. a love interest for billie?? maybe. idk. but just like. for dency someine who's always known htey have this immense dark side like. hmmmmmm okay i just thot of somehting. for lili. whish is phillipa. which is the prandy thirdborn. she's phsycics. however tf u spell that sykick. that's not the point dency who has. the source on her soul. falling with someone who can literally see the good in her. i'm picturing the half grimlock just ot like like a normal albino human. and they run a halfway house for those born of evil. because he or she or they idk>??? maybe neorponounds idk!!> whoever they r they run a halfway house for these kids born from demons warlocks darklighters bc they can see the good in them and that shouldn't. you get so scared gifted with these powers you don't understand they need a place to turn to. and the grimlock grimmy offers that place. def not their name but like. grimmy lmoa. ao. yeah. i think jsut opening i think integating magic schoolesp in a dency timeline what with penn and the elders and their pomp and circumstance i think it'd be a pain in the ass. but at the very least A magic school for kids wihtout light magic like they deserve it. evil shouldn't just be their default option. like they're just kids man they're jsut kids they deserve a shot at not even good man not everyone has to go on to be exceptional cure cancer and save the world just like. a chance to understand themselves not be scared. not be hated, jsut be/ like. do they not deserve that? so if grimmy's not a li for dency at the very least they are homies and they like pull together a magic school for neutral/dark beings.

[kxlebcross]

ngl after 12 yrs i really fucking hate rping 

[gyuprint]

simons says is arguably one of nct 127’s best song - if not their best

[softshouyous-archive]

NOOOOO I HAD A DREAM WHERE I ALMOST HAD A GF NOOOOOOOO