The hospital I work at is going through its blue phase (painting random walls and wings various shades of blue) which has led me to make an observation about non-autistic people.
If you say the psych ward's blue is "patronizing blue" no one seems to understand or agree.
But if you say "that blue looks like if the phrase 'have you tried being less sad' was a color" everyone agrees.
I'm not sure what conclusions can be drawn from this observation but I will continue to gather more data
Now that the “Countdown to Agatha” is over. Starting my “Countdown until Billy figures out Doctor Strange and the Sorcerer Supreme left his mom for dead under a mountain (and Monica—AKA the only sane hero who believed he was real—is trapped in another dimension)” 🙃
was on the verge of getting a sort of... "guilty pleasure" type of crush. on a guy you wouldn't want to have a crush on, for multiple reasons. the type of crush you'd be reluctant to admit to. the crush that makes you kind of wince when you think about it too long.
saw him last night and apparently he shaved his face entirely and also got a buzzcut and now looks like an overboiled beet's infant beet baby. I am safe
woke up at 3:23am with my brother fighting a drunk old man. the man was opening the gates to the houses and throwing trash inside people’s yards and he had two big rocks and was trying to break things. my brother is okay and we called the c0ps to deal with the guy.
I want to thank the gods for keeping my brother safe ♡
i will light a candle in the morning and tidy my altar as thanks ♡
I don't have time for this, but regarding all of the people whining that some of us are whining that Mejia's Wednesday is OOC: She is literally out of character here:
Changing canon lines like this is out of character. It goes against canon, and none of us need to accept anything that goes directly against canon.
Y'all seem to forget about the big deal that was made about Ortega changing lines because she didn't feel like they fit her character portrayal of Wednesday. This book is Mejia's character portrayal of Wednesday, not Ortega's.
And it is disrespectful of canon, especially when you take a line like "I'd do it again" and turn it into some shit that YOU KNOW would never fucking fall from Ortega's Wednesday's lips and actually didn't. Mejia took a LOT of her fantastic, expressed sarcasm and coldness out in favor of...this crap.
And this is alllll apart from the Wenclair stuff. My main gripes aren't even about the Wenclair baiting. It's about the integrity of the character as portrayed by Ortega. And the integrity of Enid's, of Larissa's, of BIANCA'S...my gods the shitty way Bianca was treated as a Mean Girl competitor all the way to the end, even though we know from the show that she wasn't.
The whole book screws up the emotional evolution that we watched Wednesday take on screen. It lessens the impact of key events on her psyche, but yanno, I guess that's unimportant to the "fans" here.
sometimes i remember how twisted and cruel and morally bankrupt my and husbeast’s families are. and then i remember that his horrible mother is fucking dead and that my fucked up awful family is dead to me, and the wave of relief that washes over me is like a monsoon.
"I ache for you to touch me with your soft hands, I crave you with untold desire.. I quake and shiver, quiver and thank the gods for you every single day. I wouldn't be alive today if not for your smile, I ache to feel such warmth.. like a breath from heaven, you were heaven sent. Divine hands such as yours should be exploring my needy body, up through my veins and straight into my heart.."
It’s taken a lot of work to manage getting all the materials , I lot of asking my love and other ms to buy things for me after I used the last of my money on gardening supplies because yes this IS that important to me, gardening is so healing and makes me feel alive and like I am doing something important and I NEED that desperately right now.
I really hate asking my love or my family to buy things for me, I feel a great deal of guilt, but I deserve to have a garden and I am so thankful that I have been blessed by the people who love me to help make this happen!
I need more pots and soil still because I am barreling through them like there’s no tomorrow lol!