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Of course you can make a show of it, showing off is one of my favorite things~
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you would be so entertaining to watch struggle to breathe and shivering 🥺 and I'm sure you would make the prettiest whines and begs for an audience 💗
#love letters only#💌 asks#nsft text#asks#💦 anon#Putting you in front of an audience to make you make a show of it use you as a display make sure you are on your best behavior#Show off how brave you are or how weak I can make you talk about you to the audience like you aren't even there#Make a warning of you to others#Just sooo many good ways for me to show you off mwhaha mwah >:)#tw waterboarding#exhibition#tw implied violence
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Yan! Uppermoons! + Muzan with an affectionate reader!
(Reader who likes giving hugs, kisses, and PDA, stuff like that)
(I'm sorry, but pookie always comes first 😫)
He is eating it up like it's his last meal
He may not be affectionate, but he likes it when you are
He's a major hypocrite
If he's not affectionate and then you take it as him not liking affection and stop, he'll hate it
He will demand an answer and when you explain it to him, he is not understanding
He will yell at you if needed (When he doesn't have your devotion)
He thinks that your affection is a sign of your devotion, and he needs your devotion
He only lets Kokushibo near you
His love language to you is gift-giving and words of affirmation
He'll buy you flowers, praise you, and rope you in
He knows exactly how to rope you in
He gives you punishments, even if you haven't done anything wrong, to test you
He needs you completely devoted to him and your attention only on him
If your attention is on something else, he will emotionally manipulate you, and make you dependent on him and only him
Don't try to resist
He turns you into a demon, so that he can read your thoughts and control you for his own needs
If you listen and stay affectionate, you live happily ish.
If you don't listen..... you don't want to know what happens
"Just stay devoted and love only me, darling, if you do, I'll provide you with the best life you could ever have."
With a man as stoic as him, you'd think he would like affection, right?
Wrong.
It makes him feel weak, and it feels like he's getting soft
The minute he feels weak, is the minute he thinks about Yoriichi, and trust me, that doesn't end well
That's what he thought about affection
Until you won his heart, and became the obsession of his life
The reason he lives, breathes, and becomes more powerful, is because of you
He is a lot more forceful in what he wants, and he is very straightforward about his intentions
He isn't good at emotional manipulation, but he is very good at intimidation, and, what are you going to do?
He loves your affection, and he is very affectionate as well, when he wants to be
He will stop you from whatever you're doing if he wants to kiss you, or cuddle you
DON'T try to stop him
He likes leaving his sword at his feet when he cuddles you, keeping his eye on it, and also showing you how vulnerable he is to you
He knows you love him, but he needs constant reassurance, believe it or not, he's very insecure
He will never admit this
Stay by his side, and he will treat you right
He also does turn you into a demon, because he can't stand the thought of being without you
"I'm completely vulnerable with you right now. I'm showing you my devotion, and I expect you to show me your devotion as well."
He loves it
It's his excuse to always cling to you
He is also affectionate as well, so you two go hand-in-hand
He makes his followers worship you as well, proclaiming that you are a deity, and they listen
He turns you into a demon pretty early when he realizes he wants you
He always keeps you on his lap
He is also very cheeky with his intentions, so sometimes he makes you wear the clothes of his followers
He uses it as an excuse to defile you
He spoils you like crazy
He is soft and gentle with his touches, believing you to be fragile
He treats you like porcelain (Not in the bedroom)
He teases you and is also very flirty
He does love you and will cuddle and coddle you always
As long as you are with him for eternity, he will love you
If he sees any of his male followers looking at you wrongly, he kills them off, despite having no intention to eat them
He makes you dependent on him as well, but also allows you some freedom, he isn't completely restrictive
Believe it or not, Akaza feels pity for you
Douma talks about you every chance he gets, he is very brave and open
Everyone's tired of it
"I love you, snowflake! You should stay with me for eternity! I promise to love you!"
He likes it, but is pretty mellow with his affection
He is very romantic, and also very possessive
He does say you are weak, but he only says that because he wants you to stay with him
He constantly says how he can protect you
He is afraid of losing you, so he appreciates the little things you do as well
Turning you into a demon was his choice, but he does feel a little bad
He hates leaving you alone so he completes his missions quickly
He takes you out, only when he's with you
He does like hugging and kissing you, but doesn't smother you like Douma does
He just likes showing you he loves you
He's trying, give him some time
He's kind of bad at the whole 'being in love thing' but he knows how to express love
He doesn't punish you as often, if at all, he hates doing that
He doesn't use underhand tactics to make you dependent on him, he kind of just does it on accident
He needs you to live, breathe and survive
He does love seeing you happy and would do anything for you
"Please don't leave me. I can't live without you."
#yandere muzan#yandere kokushibo x reader#yandere x reader#yandere akaza#yandere akaza x reader#yandere muzan x reader#yandere kimetsu no yaiba#yandere demon slayer#yandere demon x reader#yandere#demon slayer#romance#yandere kokushibo#yandere douma x reader#yandere drabble#male yandere#yandere writing#yandere douma#uppermoonkoku#upper moons
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yunjin is the only thing i can honestly think off 😭 also i’d love to see how y/n and loser g!p yunjin got together 🤭
(Look at this cute thing, I’m weak for her)
WELL OFC DEAR ANON lol. So continuing with how our loser g!p Yunjin and reader became all lovey dovey (sorry if it’s too long and if it took too long 😭) THIS IS ALL FLUFF.
As I mentioned, you guys are in the same program so you see her during class and often around campus, mostly just exchanging a few hi’s and comments about class stuff but it never became more than those short conversations. Yunjin can be a very outgoing loser, with her silly jokes and cute pickup lines and constant compliments. She was a sweet girl! Just didn’t feel brave enough to make a more bold move just yet:(. Sakura would always be like “NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT?!” And she’d be like “NEVER GIVE UP!” But then when she has the chance to turn her flirt into something else she panics and goes🧍🏻♀️
She was getting brave tho, she really was! Until that stupid jock mf had to ruin all the confidence she (and Sakura) has been working so hard to build. This guy was into you. At first he really thought Yunjin didn’t have a chance because how could a loser have one? but then he noticed how you’d giggle like an idiot with Yunjin and his brain went “danger 😐” so like a fvckin asshole the only thing he thought was to make Yunjin afraid to make any move at all, hurting her self esteem.
It was during a morning that she hadn’t see you around yet. She always looks forward to the classes you shared, and when she didn’t see you in your seat as always, she was so confused ‘cause you tended to be on time. She still had hopes that you’d eventually show up. However, her confusion turned into disappointment and sadness when half the class passed and you were nowhere to be found. Yunjin knew she was being dramatic but c’mon! Seeing you is her favorite part of the day :( she spent the rest of the class resting her chin on her books with a pout. Eunchae saw her friend and thought she looked like a sad puppy, she thought it was cute and funny but also had sympathy for her friend. During the little break they had before their next class that was in the same room, she tapped Sakura’s shoulder to get her attention.
“Yunjin unnie looks like a lost puppy when y/n is not around I swear” she told her while trying not to laugh. The eldest turned her head to her red hair friend and sighed with a smile as she shook her head.
“She kinda is if you think about it, I guess” she told the youngest, who couldn’t contain a laugh from escaping her lips. This caused Yunjin to look up to her friends with a frown.
“It’s not fair, why isn’t she here?!” Yunjin started, fixing her posture “Y/n doesn’t tend to miss class, and if she didn’t come to this one she might as well just miss the rest of the day and the classes we have together… ” she complained with a cute pout, but unfortunately somebody heard their conversation.
“Like you would know, wouldn’t you creep?” The guy said, while looking at the girl with a sarcastic smile (Idk bro picture a kpop boi here if you want ig-). “God you spy on her so much you know her schedule? AND you wanna talk like you’re close with her and know what she would do. You’re such a weirdo, that’s exactly why she wouldn’t look at you, you know?” He said with that disgusting mean tone, like he himself knew you any better.
Yunjin was surprised, she knew this guy and knew he wasn’t friendly specially with well, people who didn’t share his exact interest (aka if you’re a nerd), but she wasn’t expecting him to talk to her at all let alone insult her like that, I mean she has gotten kinda bullied before when she was younger but she has done her best to either ignore these people or to defend herself, to which her friends helped a lot.
“And who the fuck are you to talk to her like that?-” Eunchae started but Sakura stopped her grabbing her arm, making sure the girl didn’t start any trouble. The man just put his hands up and laughed.
“I’m just saying, y/n is way out of your league bro, you’re embarrassing yourself and most likely making her feel uncomfortable. Do you enjoy doing that?”
“I would never do that!” Yunjin was offended, she didn’t have any bad intentions with you. Did she cross any boundary? You would tell her though right? You looked like somebody who knew how to speak for yourself well enough, she’s seen it. “I’d never do that intentionally, and I’m sure she would tell me. So far she hasn’t shown any discomfort in any moment we’ve talked.” she said trying to sound a little more confident, mostly to also convince herself you actually didn’t dislike her.
“she’s just too nice to let you know!” He answered as if it was the most obvious fact in the world. “And who knows, maybe she laughs behind your back at your behavior and that’s why she keeps you close.” He finished before walking out of the room, not letting any of the girls talk back (Lord and Sakura know Eunchae was ready to curse Tf outta him) and leaving a mess in Yunjin’s head, filling it with a lot of insecurities and doubts. Girlie was gonna be overthinking about you all day and not in the sweet cheesy way she always does :(
“What. An. Asshole!” Eunchae exclaimed, getting a scold from kkura for the language “no I’m serious what’s wrong with him?? Who does he think he is?! Asshole…”
“Hong Eunchae!” Sakura said in a serious tone, making the girl simply huff and sit down with crossed arms and a pout (Manchae my kid). “Yunjini? Are you ok?” She asked in a softer tone while sitting in her chair next to her friend, who had such a sad and pensive expression “don’t pay no mind to that guy, he doesn’t know you and I seriously doubt he knows y/n.”
“Yeah exactly!” The youngest said “he’s probably just jealous that you always make y/n laugh.”
“Yeah but is it a ‘you’re so funny I’m enjoying this’ laugh or a ‘you’re pathetic and embarrassing’ laugh? Now I don’t know…”
“She’s not a bad person, unnie. You wouldn’t like her if she was, right? But if you’re feeling insecure, let’s see her behavior carefully and maybe we’ll be able to tell.”
the tall girl sighed, resting her head on her books again. Eunchae and Sakura just looked at each other (the oldest patting her friend’s head), not sure how else to comfort their friend, but hoping next time she sees you something good happens and you somehow get those thoughts out of her head.
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Meanwhile, you decided to miss a class and went to this store you found online where they sell different types of merch about video games, animes, stuff like that, to buy some cool genshin impact photocards you saw online. You knew two things; 1. Yunjin liked that game a lot, and 2. She was probably not gonna make a move to get closer any time soon lol so you decided to give the game a try, and liked it a lot! And now you’re gonna buy some photocards for her as well as a way of making more conversation and getting closer.
Once you got them, you quickly put a Genshin Yunjin one on your phone case (some selfies for social media Ofc) and decided to finally go to class, excited to show this girl that you were basically crushing on the gift you got for her.
Your second class of the day was luckily one with Yunjin, so you were hoping to make it on time to talk with her a little bit before it started, and so you did! But weirdly, you caught the girl on her seat, very quiet while the friends of her who also shared this class seemed a little worried and empathetic with whatever was going on with the red hair girl. You took your seat close to them and waved hi to her friend, whose name if you remember well was Sakura. With a sign you asked her if Jen was ok, to which she replied with a “so-so” sign and a little smile. You nodded sympathetically and decided to maybe wait until later on the day to talk with her, now feeling slightly nervous yourself to make any move. However, while you were considering this option, kkura thought seeing you might cheer her friend up, so she elbowed Yunjin and let her know that you were in the room.
Once the girl looked at your direction, there was a sparkle in her eyes, the one that always appeared whenever she saw you or thought of you. However, once she remembered the mean words the idiot from earlier told her, her smile turned into a more shy, sad small one, and her eyes went to the floor.
“Yunjin? You’re not gonna say hi to her like always?” The Japanese girl asked her in a low voice, trying to motivate her dear friend.
“I don’t know, Kkura..” the sad girl said “What if I just make her feel uncomfortable? What if that’s what I’ve been doing? That’s not only embarrassing, but also not fair for her to feel like that, and not fair for me to keep my hopes high if I’m clearly out of her league. I don’t wanna get even more hurt and also I—”but your voice interrupted her sad rambling.
“Hey Yunjin, Look what I got!” You called, smiling that pretty smile of yours and showing her the back of your phone, hoping this somehow will help cheering her up. And it did! Yunjin’s expression went from sad, to surprised that you called, to excited.
“Oh. My. God. Is that a Genshin Impact special edition Yun Jin photocard ?!” She said in her peculiar loud voice and with a smile showing her perfect teeth. There. There it was. The excited and loud loser who caught your attention. “Omg, y/n! How did you get this? I didn’t even know you liked Genshin!”
“Well, constantly hearing you screaming about it made me curious!” You teased her while laughing, to which she blushed but didn’t stop smiling while listening to you “it was just a few days ago so I’m very new, I actually enjoyed it a lot so I decided to search info about the characters online, and went this morning to this cool store I found to buy some of these.”
“So that’s why you weren’t here earlier” Sakura commented, making you look at her a little surprised.
“Oh you noticed?”
“Yunjin did.” Eunchae answered while looking at her friend with a mischievous smile, to which Yunjin responded with a blush, a threat in her eyes and a promise for vendetta later. “She missed you and everything.”
“Eunchae!” She simply groaned, pouting at the embarrassment her friend made her go through. But to you it was actually really cute the fact that she noticed your absence.
“Well, please accept these as an apology then.” You said while getting the little bag that contained the other photocards and giving it to her. She was so surprised because a gift. For her? From you?! “I didn’t know who your favorite character was so I made sure to get as many as possible. Please take as many as you want, I mainly got them for you to be honest.” You admitted, feeling brave to confess your intentions, even with her friends around.
“Oh my~ this is so cute!” Eunchae squeaked while shaking Yunjin’s shoulder (visual representation), while the girl was just speechless holding the bag you gave her and switching from looking at it to looking at you, who couldn’t stop smiling, satisfied at her reaction while your hands were politely behind your back in a cute shy way. Of course, Sakura had to push her to get out of her shocked state. Yunjin shook her head to bring herself back before speaking.
“Omg y/n, I don’t know what to say, thank you so much!” She said, feeling touched by the detail. Yunjin was looking at you with such sweet eyes, you were making her fall deeper for you, and she didn’t know that’s exactly your plan.
“It’s ok. Just please make sure to leave some Yun Jin for me, she’s my favorite character you know?” You told her in a clearly flirty way and a wink, making sure the message was clear. This made the red hair girl’s eyes open wide as her face had no idea what to do, besides blushing and smiling like an idiot.
“Hehe, Yunjin unnie’s face is trying to match her hair.” Eunchae teased, making you and Sakura laugh at the taller girl.
“Hong Eunchae I swear to God.”
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After that conversation, the professor entered the classroom, so you quickly agreed on hanging out after class to continue talking about your interest in common. Sakura had a class, and Eunchae went with her after mentioning she was grateful to be able to go ‘cause she didn’t want to third wheel you guys anymore, earning another groan and blush from her best friend. Talking with Yunjin was really nice, and she was really hyped and happy about sharing this topic, so much she decided to invite you to her place so you could continue there, watch some content and even play a little bit! She was excited of being able to teach none other than her crush how to play her favorite game.
Of course she didn’t realize the weight of her actions until you were actually in her room.
Oh god. Her crush was in her room. Alone with her.
Girlie went from excited to nervous once she saw you making yourself comfortable in her bed. Her bed was really soft and warm, and her room was cozy. It reflected her personality well. A nice combination of beige walls and white. Most of the room had warm colors, and the decoration was based on some posters, little shelves with albums and books, pictures and figures of video-games characters the girl was a fan of. She was very organized and clean, her desk having her computer and just a couple notebooks at the moment. You hoped you could spend more time there with her in the future (and no not only for the nasty 🤨).
“This is a really nice place Yun” you told her.
“Thanks, that’s one of the reasons I like spending so much time at home.” She said with a giggle doing her best to contain the blush in her cheeks because did you just call her by a nickname?😳 bro do it again.
“I get it, if my room was this nice and comfy I too would prefer to just stay and play all day.” You said as she lied down next to you.
“Well, you can always come and play with me!” She offered smiling innocently (aw my pookie wookie 🥺), but c’mon you had to tease her after saying that-
“You want me to come play with you, huh?” You said with an obvious teasing tone and a smirk moving your eyebrows up and down, now making it impossible for the red hair girl to not match her cheeks color with her hair.
“I mean! It’s always fun to play genshin with friends…” she said, trying to save herself from the embarrassment, but she felt it was too late so her hands went to her face as she groaned in a low voice. You laughed. She was so endearing, so cute. You couldn’t resist her and she wasn’t even trying to do anything at all. This is the girl you wanted. It just felt too right. It felt like home in your heart even before it did in your head.
“You remember I told you Yunjin is my favorite genshin impact character?” You asked her, taking her hands off her face but not letting go of them, to which she hummed in response. “And do you know why she is my favorite character?”
“Well, her playability in my opinion is really good. Her design and character description is also captivating, and since you mentioned you’re new to the game maybe that’s the reason you liked her. Although I must say I pr—” god this girl could talk. So what’s better than shutting up your crush with a kiss? Nothing bro. Nothing so that’s what you did. With a sweet kiss that she was doing her very best to correspond once the initial shock passed, as she’s been dreaming of doing since the moment her eyes fell on you. Your hand moved slowly from her own hands to her face, caressing it softly as her trembling hand went to your waist. As the seconds passed, her hands felt more comfortable, so she hugged you closer to her, to which you responded hugging her as well. Once you stopped kissing ( barely leaving any space in between your faces), you whispered in her lips “so again, do you know why Yunjin is my favorite character?”
And with her vision blurry and her mind clearly malfunctioning because of everything that was happening (but can you blame her tho?) she said:
“Who’s Yunjin?”
Bro are you serious.
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Yk that post that's like ‘signal is the spiritual successor to nightwing’ bc I DO & IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT NON-STOP.
And the comics pretty much confirm it (To Me) in Grayson #15.
So in this issue each of the Robins, minus Steph (RIP Steph) get paired off with one of the We Are Robin gang and give them their own advice on what it means to be Robin.
Tim—whose main problem with this whole thing is that they don't know these kids, how can they trust them?—gets paired with Andre Cipriani, a mob kid whose dad was murdered by a rival gang when he was eight years old. Tim trains Dre by having him fight blindfolded. He tells Dre that being a Robin is about truth and investigation, which makes sense, right? Tim became a Robin by figuring out Batman and Robin’s secret identity (keep this in mind, all the Robins’ advice links to their origin).
To be a Robin, you have to understand what you don't know. And then you must seek to know it. You must always ask: how can I see into the dark? Batman once told me, being a Robin can be summarized into one word: investigation.
These two were an interesting choice to pair up. I would've thought they'd put Dre with Jason, given their violent tendencies—Dre is smart, but at this point in the comics doesn't strike me as particularly investigative. Then again, right after this arc he goes undercover in a gang, so maybe he learned something?
Speaking of learning something: at first I thought they should've paired Dre with Steph (#teamcriminaldads lmao), and while that would be an interesting team, Dre did learn from Tim. If Riko were present in this issue, she would've been a good fit for Steph, as she idolizes the Batgirls and Steph was both a Batgirl and a Robin. Plus, Steph and Riko are both brave & have mean streaks, something that Riko has trouble showing because of her shyness. Steph’s advice probably would've been along the lines of “being a Robin is about defiance”.
Besides, if Tim and Dre weren't paired up, we never would've gotten this interaction.
— You like Liszt.
— What?
— Franz Liszt. The composer. You play the piano. I looked you up. People who play the piano like Liszt.
Points to Tim for the most autistic small talk ever. ‘You like this, which I know because I researched you in a totally non-creepy way.’ Amazing. 10/10.
Dax gets paired with Jason. They're interesting parallels. Dax is the inventor/mechanic of the team, but also sort of the wild card with very strong morals, like Robin!Jason in a way. Like Jason, Dax’s father is (implied to be) a crook, though they took different moral directions because of that—Dax is completely opposed to gun violence.
Anyways, Jason's main reservation is that you can't have Robin without Batman. And I guess he decided to solve this issue by just becoming Batman & making the WAR crew relive his origin story by stealing tires from the mob.
Y'know, kid, Batman once told me, being a Robin comes down to one word: confidence.
Jason Todd, the Crime Alley street kid who had the balls (and the skills) to steal Batman's tires and get away with it. Sort of. Confidence, indeed.
Damian's problem with the Robins is, of course, that they're weak, and strength (according to him) can't be trained; you either got it or you don't. He gets paired with Izzy, who probably has the toughest home life of the WAR crew. Her brother's in a gang (that he regularly beats her up for not joining), and she's failing all her classes because she's too busy working night shifts at her mom's restaurant to sleep or do homework.
So Damian's advice to her is pretty apt:
Batman told me that there is one word that captures the essence of being Robin. Suffering.
Damian and Izzy are both outwardly surly, stubborn characters who have had to fight to survive. Notably, Izzy is the first of the crew to almost resort to killing/guns (in WAR #6). She's also probably the best fighter in the WAR crew after Dre and Riko. She does dancing, gymnastics, judo, and kick-boxing.
And, finally, we reach the point of this whole post: Dick & Duke.
Duke deduces Dick's secret identity in like .5 seconds.
— I've solved a lot of hard in my time. This ain't hard.
— No. No, it wasn't hard. Not for you. Again, Duke Thomas?
Dick: You discovered my secret identity!
Duke: What? Like its hard?
After scoping out their strengths and weaknesses, Dick sends the Robins on individual assignments: Dre and Tim to investigate, Dax and Jason to cause a distraction, Izzy and Damian to apprehend Robo-Batman/Gordon.
Dick brings Duke on to a roof for a stake-out, where they have this exchange.
— You think only the originals understand how to be Robin?
— Nope.
— Yeah. Me neither.
Then it turns out that Dick actually turned them all in to the cops because he wanted them out of harm's way. He's been watching Duke for a while and he knows he's scared of heights, so he led him onto a roof he knew he couldn't get off of. Just before they part ways, Dick imparts his Crucial Robin Advice:
Batman once wais to me that being a Robin is about one thing. Family.
(I find this whole thing super ironic considering Dick's whole aside concerning the Robins was the fact that it doesn't matter if people know you're manipulating them as long as it works.)
The point of Robin? Family. Dick and Duke are alike in this way. Dick only became Robin to get justice for his parents’ murder. Duke only joined WAR to find his parents.
Their origins and motivations are similar, and so are the characters themselves. Dick is often called the world's second-greatest detective next to Batman himself. Duke is a child prodigy—one of our first introductions to his character is when he tried to solve the Riddler's riddles in Zero Year. He loves puzzles. He's an amazing detective.
And, of course, one of the things we know and love about Nightwing is his inherent kindness, something that's present throughout Duke’s entire character arc. Even their hero names, Signal and Nightwing, are parallels of each other (light and dark). Batman’s first sidekick and his last. And, like Nightwing, Signal formed his own team (WAR) with no help from the others (except Alfred ig).
Of course, the entire point of Signal’s character is that he's not just a Robin. He's something different. It reminds me of that post that's like—’poor dick grayson, originator of a legacy he never meant to be a legacy, crushed with guilt and jealousy when he looks at all those who came after’. To me at least, it makes sense that Nightwing’s successor would've never been a Robin at all.
#tumblr ate this post half-way thru so posting was delayed#duke thomas#we are robin#dick grayson#nightwing#dc#andre cipriani#daxton chill#dc comics#riko sheridan#batfam#izzy ortiz#damian wayne#tim drake#jason todd#Stephanie brown#robin war
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If you came out to Five Nights at Freddy’s characters as part of LGBTQ+
Mike Schmidt
Mike would be very supportive and accepting of you coming out
He might be a bit awkward at first, unsure of the right words to say, but his genuine care would be evident
He’d make an effort to educate himself on LGBTQ+ to better understand you
Mike would become a fierce protector, standing up for you if anyone showed any negativity or ignorance
He’d make a point of asking about your preferred pronouns and would consistently use them
He’d be curious and ask questions to understand your experiences better, but always with sensitivity and respect
He’d remember important dates like Pride Month and would participate in celebrations with you
He’d become visibly proud of you for coming out, even boasting about your courage to others
He’d offer to accompany you to any LGBTQ+ events or support groups if you wanted
Mike would share his own stories of acceptance and support to make you feel more at ease
“I’m really proud of you for telling me”
William Afton
William would likely be indifferent, focusing more on how this information could be used for his benefit or manipulation rather than showing genuine support
He’d pretend to be supportive if he saw an advantage in it, but his lack of real interest would be clear
William might use this information to try and psychologically manipulate or control you, if it suited his purposes
His reaction would be very calculated, ensuring that he didn’t reveal any personal bias or genuine emotion
He’d offer you a drink or distraction to shift the focus away from the topic quickly
William would likely observe your behavior more closely after your revelation, perhaps to gauge your reactions or weaknesses
He might subtly hint at knowing more about LGBTQ+ issues than he lets on, using this to keep you off-balance
William would avoid any direct confrontation or openly negative response, maintaining a facade of neutrality
He’d use this information to try and create a false sense of security or trust, only to exploit it later
William might comment on societal issues regarding LGBTQ+ rights, pretending to align with your views superficially
He’d subtly test your boundaries to see how much he could manipulate you without you noticing
He isn’t homofobic, he just doesn’t really care
“Interesting. It doesn’t change anything about our current situation, though.”
Abby Schmidt (only platonic)
Abby would be incredibly supportive and accepting, likely giving you a big hug after you come out
She’d ask a lot of innocent and curious questions, wanting to understand better
Abby would proudly tell others about you (with your permission), showcasing her acceptance
She’d want to learn all the terms and make sure she’s using the right ones
She’d enthusiastically invite you to any events or activities that promote LGBTQ+ visibility
Abby would defend you fiercely if anyone said anything negative
She’d want to introduce you to her friends, excitedly sharing how cool and brave you are
She’d look up to you even more for your bravery
“That’s so cool! Can I tell her (a friend) please?”
Vanessa Shelly
Vanessa would be quietly supportive, giving you a reassuring smile and nod when you come out
She’d offer a listening ear and a shoulder to lean on if you needed to talk about it more
Vanessa would be very respectful of your boundaries and privacy, not pushing you to share more than you’re comfortable with
She’d share her own experiences with diversity and acceptance, showing you that you’re not alone
Vanessa would subtly integrate LGBTQ+ supportive messages into your interactions, like wearing a small pride pin
She’d encourage you to express yourself freely around her, making sure you felt safe and accepted
Vanessa would be quick to shut down any negativity or ignorance from others
She’d suggest LGBTQ+ friendly spaces and activities for you to explore together
She’d keep an eye out for any signs of discomfort or distress in you, ready to offer support
“Hey, I’m here to listen and thanks”
#headcanons#preferences#five night’s at freddy’s movie#five nights at freddy's#fnaf movie#mike schmidt x y/n#mike schmidt x reader#mike schmidt#william afton#william afton x reader#abby schmidt#vanessa shelly#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly x reader
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Fandom: Attack On Titan
Character: Porco Galliard
Pairing: Romantic
Type of Fic: Concept (HCs)
Sure! I love his character but he isn't around much... So I apologize if this isn't long. As per usual, with me and Titan Shifters, I included him interacting with you as his Titan.
Yandere! Porco Galliard Concept
Pairing: Romantic
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Stalking, Overprotective behavior, Violence, Blood, Eating people as a Titan (Porco), Murder, Manipulation, Condescending behavior, Kidnapping, Possessive behavior, Forced relationship.
Porco is often depicted as brave yet arrogant and bitter.
Although, said bitter behavior only seems to be towards Reiner specifically.
Towards Reiner he seems condescending and passive aggressive.
I imagine he'd only be this way towards his obsession if you kept defending Reiner.
Porco is often seen as rude, yet cares deeply for his companions.
He's nice, friendly, and protective to his fellow Warriors.
Hell, He even saves Reiner despite despising him.
Towards the one he loves, Porco is most likely caring and friendly.
Unless you keep defending people like Reiner or appear weak yourself, then sometimes his actions towards you appear condescending.
I imagine you're a companion he has outside of the Warriors... or a Warrior yourself.
Either way, Porco is fiercely protective of you.
Which, when it comes to Porco, can be violent.
Porco has shown to be violent as a human, and as a Titan.
Yet when it comes to you, he's definitely aggressive out of being overprotective and jealous.
I imagine Porco would be the type of yandere to deny his feelings for you.
If anyone asks about it, he's quick to suggest otherwise.
All with his cheeks tinted red, by the way....
Truth is, Porco loves you intensely.
He's just so focused on being a Warrior... He's worried about how to express how he feels.
It just makes him irritated when you pay more attention to Reiner than him.
He's better than Reiner in every way...!
So why don't you look at him so fondly?
Yeah, I feel a way to make his yandere behavior worse is to make his obsession close friends with Reiner.
Which infuriates Porco to no end.
Porco's overall yandere behavior is definitely overprotective, possessive, and volatile.
You'd see him fight with Reiner all the time.
While Porco appears to be rude in your eyes, he never seems to leave your side.
I can see him treating you like you can't fend for yourself, often sounding condescending towards you and Reiner.
In reality he's just worried you'll get yourself killed.
He's already lost his brother due to Reiner, he doesn't need to lose his crush either.
He'd both be mean yet try to coddle you.
As I said, he loves you but struggles to properly show it.
Which alone makes him a bit frustrated.
Porco is definitely an emotionally charged yandere.
He'd beat up rivals until they bleed if he felt he'd lose you.
You'd see the aftermath of it, the only evidence of the fight is the blood on his hands and the slight steam coming off skin.
When you ask about it, he brushes you off and blames it on an argument.
In reality he couldn't hold back his jealousy, said person he ends up fighting often being Reiner.
He isn't sure what he'd do if Reiner got you killed too.
For fear of losing you too, Porco may also be isolating in an attempt to keep you out of danger.
Now let's talk about him as his Titan, ultimately my favorite part about Titan Shifters.
Even if the Jaw Titan isn't the largest Titan... It's still quite strong.
Just like other Titan Shifters, I can see Porco having some personality shown in his Titan.
However, he primarily is only ever his Titan for combat purposes.
So he's mostly using his Titan to protect you.
Although he could easily use it to move you to a safer area... away from the others if his heart desires it.
I imagine Porco would swoop in and carry his obsession in his mouth.
His face is covered in thick armor, so I imagine he'd keep you in his mouth as he runs you somewhere else.
Warrior or not, he's evacuating you before throwing himself into battle.
Something he's quite reckless with as his Titan.
He's careful not to swallow, using his armored face to defend you as he climbs somewhere no one will threaten you.
You're one of his only priorities besides the mission.
When he deems you safe, he opens his mouth and watches you plop onto the ground with a soft splat.
Now, would he be affectionate with his Titan?
Yeah, I can see it.
At first he tries not to be, preferring to use his Titan as a weapon alone.
Yet one time you lightly touched his face or hair to thank him for saving you...
Which just made the Titan freeze.
Now, he sometimes just uses his Titan to keep you close to him.
It oddly feels like bonding to him at this point.
Sure, maybe it's stupid...
Yet he enjoys laying down on his stomach and watching you talk to him.
Someone mentioned Porco's Titan resembles a lion or a cat... Which I can see.
So maybe he's cat-like at times with his Titan around you?
Just a fun little thought.
Porco may not do this often... but imagine he ate people as his Titan if they threatened you.
You'd see his Titan's maw dribbling blood as he does so with no remorse...
You may be scared, yes...
Yet Porco views it as him saving you.
He's obsessed with you to the point he'd tank many bullets for you.
Sometimes he just carries you around in his mouth as a Titan like a cat, just to feel like you're his.
What's more intimate than carrying your crush in your mouth, right?
Porco, when he is human, struggles with confessing.
It's obvious he loves you... but admitting to it is difficult.
So instead he often comes off as overprotective or harsh, following you around carefully and fighting with those who may harm you.
He's arrogant in his abilities, often feeling he's the only one who can protect you...
Despite this fact many other Titans are stronger than him.
Even if he did confess and you began dating... He's possessive.
He claims his behavior is just because he's stressed.
That isn't entirely false... as he's scared to lose you.
He's scared someone else will take you from him... be it your heart or your life.
But Porco loves you too much to let that happen.
If he ever snapped, I can see him using his Titan to abduct you and take you somewhere only he can find you.
Like going rogue.
It's OOC even for me, I know...
But Porco truly is scared to lose another loved one.
Imagine being scared that he's taken you somewhere far away from the Warriors.
He might bring you back... He might not...
Even if you were a Titan Shifter, Porco would tear you out of your Titan and bring you back to where he wants you.
He tries to comfort you, saying he cares about you.
Saying he's protecting you, as delusional as that sounds.
Even his attempts at kissing your skin to comfort you radiate desperation...
Along with the tight grasp of his hugs....
You mean everything to Porco now, He apologizes for being so mean but he can't lose you too...
No one will take you from him... not like they took his brother... he'd kill them if they did at this point.
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Omg can you write about nick getting his wisdom teeth out, like his bf is there comforting him while he’s scared and when he’s done it’s really funny.
Hold my hand
Summary: you go with Nick to take out his wisdom teeth and comfort him.
I walk impatiently from one extreme of my living room to the other, Nick is on his way to pick me up so I can be there for the surgery. Chris texted me that he was crying, Nick couldn’t sleep most of the night, I am a bit anxious if I’m being honest, I know how sensitive he can be. I hear a car horn outside my house so I take a deep breath and grab my backpack, I go outside and close the door behind me.
"Hiiii." Chris smiles throw the half-lowered window and waves at me, I smile and wave back. When I open the car door, I see Nick covering his eyes and tearing up.
"I can’t, I hate this." He murmurs and I coo at him. I sit next to him and kiss his forehead.
"Hi baby." I whisper to him. "Hi Matt." I say louder. Matt greets me back and starts driving slowly. Nick hides his face on my chest.
"You know what they told me?" Nick looks up at me with his wet eyes, I shake my head. "The tooth fairy won’t come to see me again!" He starts crying again, I gulp and look to Chris who is laughing and to Matt who is trying not to laugh.
The whole ride there was chaos, Nick sobbing and his brothers laughing and trying to comfort him, my supporting hand on his and my arm wrapped around his shoulders.
When we arrived, I grabbed his hand while they put the IV on him. I tried to hold my laughter back when the anesthesia kicked in because even when our relationship wasn’t a secret it wasn’t something public either. I sat with Chris and Matt and waited, I drank some coffee, I checked some e-mail, and when he was done, we all jolted from our seats and entered the room. Nick was… groggy, to say a word. His eyes moved around the room, and when he saw all of us, he smiled widely.
“Hii.” He said to us, I grabbed the camera as his brothers walked up to him.
“How are you?” Chris asks, Nick puts his thumbs up. We share a laugh.
“You feeling well?” Matt asks.
“Hm. I hate this.” Nick mutters while waving the tiny square attached to his finger.
“No, don’t take that off.” I speak. Nick turns around to look at me and smiles.
“Hi handsome.” He winks at me, but his eye closed to hard and for too long, making it look goofy. I smile at him.
“Wanna say hi to your boyfriend?” Chris laughs walking to me and taking the camera off my hands. He gives me a little push on the arm and I walk towards Nick.
“Wow, you are hot.” Nick babbles and I chuckle.
“Nick, we are in public.” Matt scolds him.
“Thanks. I think you are hot too.” I pat his shoulders gently.
“Come on, don’t indulge him.” Chris talks behind the camera.
“WHAT!? I can’t speak my mind now?” Nick frowns and tries to cross his arms but I hold them still.
“Careful, your IV could move.” He rolls his eyes and groans. “Come on, stay still. I’ll cuddle you when we are home.” I see him smile quickly.
“Okay, I like that.” he tries to stay still but I see him play with the gray square on his finger a bit.
After talking with the doctor, waiting for all the medicine to go into his blood, getting the care package and all the instructions from the dentist we made our way downstair with Nick in the wheelchair.
“Nick, look at me.” I laugh behind the camera of my phone; he looks at me and playfully raises his arms and smiles. “Great picture, love it.”
“Wanna see.”
“I’ll show you when we get to the car.”
The car wasn’t very far, we put Nick into his seat and with a bit of a fight we buckled his seatbelt. I sat next to him, holding his hand telling him how brave he was and how proud I am of him. His little smile and blush were the best reward. I smiled at myself knowing the surprise that awaited home. (Ice-cream and his teeth he thought he lost).
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Tiny extra:
“Nick sit down, you are not a drag queen, you are still a bit weak from the medicine.” I say while looking at him dance in front of the tv.
“If I was drugged, could I do this?”
“NICK!” I grab him and we land on the couch, he laughs manically and I sigh loudly. “Jesus, this is like babysitting.” I feel him pout against my cheek. “What? You feel sorry?”
He shakes his head. “They eliminated my favorite queen.” His eyes water and I rub his back up and down, trying to console him for that lost, even when we have seen this season more than 5 times.
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#nick sturniolo x reader#nick sturniolo x you#nick sturniolo x male reader#sturniolo triplets x reader
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Hello Moon,
Ok, my curiosity is peaked,
Can we hear about this Papa Levi and Armin headcanon you have cause the more one thinks it over, the more adorable it seems?
I mean we already know that Levi is a gruff but secretly warm Papa bear with his Paradis boys, and with Armin being the timid baby of the group, the possibilities for wholesomeness are immeasurable.
I think we all would love to hear what you have to say on this.
#thehelloanon
Hello!
(Edit: oh god this is very long T^T)
The reason thinking of Levi as the father figure for the Paradis boys makes me so happy is because I think he does continue to see them as his children even long after the Rumbling. I mean, watching them get recruited into the military as very young children, and then being part of the group of adults that guided them into having the right skills, mindsets and motivation, it's hard for me to imagine that Levi does not subconsciously begin to bother about them at every bend and corner. While we've already seen how much he cares for them through the seasons of the show, I also like to spend time thinking about his Papa tendencies post-rumbling, when the Paradis boys are more or less proper adults.
So this is maybe him inviting them to stay at his place when they're visiting, honestly get quite fed up of them in less than 2 hours, but instead of kicking them out (he says he will but pffft), he covers their scraggly sleeping forms with blankets instead. He gives them pep talks before their public appearances, very practically telling them to "give no fucks ever" to the annoying press and their questions. He gets pissed when he finds they haven't been eating properly and goes on a long rant about how weak and stupid they are all the while peeling a dozen potatoes and cooking an elaborate lunch. He comments on their new hairstyles. He tells them off when their suits look wrinkled. He forces the boys look sharp and neat. He tells them they should hold their heads high and be confident and brave.
With Armin, I DO think Levi has a special soft-spot, both in canon and as a headcanon. It's very endearing to imagine he quite liked Armin right from the start. A polite kid, very smart, diligent, responsible, level-headed. I can't see him doing anything to tick Levi off (other than being Eren's friend lmao). Armin also possesses a sincerity and pureness of intent (i.e. his dreams are very simple and joyous, not necessarily hurting anybody directly) which I like to imagine reminded Levi a lot about the very motto of the Scouts and what they were striving so hard to achieve. I don't think Levi would've treated him any different from the others though. Anyway. Good boy with a good heart and poor taste in friends (one raging idiot and one gloomy brat).
Coming back to canon, see, I think that as much as Levi made his choice in Shiganshina about who to give the serum to, that while he doesn't regret it, he also feels responsible for burdening Armin with the implications of being brought back to life. Levi might've been very aware of Armin's physical shortcomings, but without a doubt he acknowledged his intelligence and strategic talent. This is *one of the reasons*, I believe, that Levi thinks it's fine to let Erwin rest and bring his suffering to an end, because as inexperienced and young as Armin is, he has the potential to reach great heights, in due time.
Anyway, Levi's choice burdens Armin to very great extents, forcing him into situations where he struggles with feelings of being inadequate, insufficient, and overall useless. I don't think Levi was blind to any of this, just that he might not have engaged in your typical "sit-your-kid-down-buy-him-a-snack-and-talk-feelings" type of thing. However I can see him as giving Armin tiny pointers to bring him out of his mental turmoil, even if only for brief moments. So maybe that's telling him "Oi. No time to spiral, focus." or "Your friends are depending on you, get out there." stuff, you know?
Post-canon, you have Armin trying to battle greater things, such as the grief over Eren's death, his contribution in the Rumbling, his personal guilt, his overwhelming insecurity and so on and so forth. Do you think Levi would be watching all this and not think of his own personal responsibility in pushing this young boy with innocent dreams into this disastrous role of power, tasked with leading the world? I think not. I think Levi would feel more responsible for it than ever before, and coupled with his existing soft-spot for Armin, would quite naturally slip into a parental role. Perhaps they have long conversations. Perhaps Levi always makes sure Armin's got pressed clothes and new socks. Perhaps Levi reminds him now and then to take the tie off and go have fun. All in his deadpan delivery of course, but still.
A Papa to his Son all the same.
#ask#thehelloanon#armin arlert#headcanon#levi ackerman#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#snk#aot#arminarlert#aot levi
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tell me about ur ocs brother /nf
Thank you for asking!!! I love my characters so much :D
Unfortunately I haven’t been drawing them recently, so most of my art are gonna have their old designs bleh. I also have a lot of OCs so I’m just gonna talk about the main four!
This is the main group of the story! In order, their names are Beatrice, Garah, Nick and Eli.
First off, Beatrice is a human who’s been closed off from the outside world by her kingdom because the entire planet has been overtaken by monsters. Humans were scared of this change and so they barricaded themselves from everyone else. Beatrice however, got bored of her home and decided to explore the world and make new friends.
She’s brave, impulsive, curious and optimistic. People at home didn’t really like her cause she’s a bit weird, so she got bullied a lot. Her dad also wasn’t the best at showing love, so she was miserable in the human society. She’s hoping that she’ll find a place that would accept her somewhere else.
Secondly, Garah!! She’s a goblin witch who really loves making random potions. She’s also able to do levitation magic, but it’s pretty weak, only able to pick up small objects. She wants to be able to make all the potions in all books.
She’s quick witted, creative, arrogant and sometimes over confident. Her backstory is kinda long but basically after her mom died from sickness, she decided to work in a shady bar. Then she got into an abusive relationship with her boss and got arrested by the police for stealing drugs. Beatrice and Nick broke her out of her cell.
Thirdly, Nick the goat man!! He’s like super strong and tough, also pretty big. He’s the tank of the group! He also dyed his hair blue and his pronouns are he/him
He was in love with his fiancé but then she died from a rare disease, so he got all depressed, lost his purpose in life. Instead of getting a life and move on he decided to go in a forest and wallow in his own self pity for like 2 years. He acts all serious and scary but he’s actually very antisocial and emotional.
And finally, here’s Eli the drow! He’s got healing powers and can move really fast (his anxiety gives him a boost lol). He’s also a big nerd and has read a lot A LOT of books as a kid, so he’s very knowledgeable about most things, although the real world is sometimes different from what he knows.
He is VERY anxious, cautious, kind and always follows his morals. He kinda sees the world in black and white, but he’s trying to learn how to break away from that mindset. After not being able to save his best friend’s life as a kid, he’s always willing to help those in danger.
They’re my babies, I love them!! Oh, I just realized I haven’t explained the plot yet. Well basically, they’ve accidentally found a crystal that gives very dangerous powers to whoever monster is touching it, so now they have to find a place where it would be safe from getting into the wrong hands. It’s like finding a tiny nuclear bomb and now you have to put it somewhere where nobody can find it.
OKAY THATS IT I HAVE MORE CHARACTERS (vilains) BUT THIS IS ALREADY LONG IMMA STOP HERE. THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ASKING ABOUT MY OCS <333
#art#me answers#oc content#my actual babiiiiiiessss#can you tell whos my favourite?#btw Beatrice is supposed to be chubby but in some art shes kinda skinnier than others#thats because i didnt know how to draw chubby people at the time#i still think i need to work with that bbbbbb#anyways i do not mind questions about my ocs at all#theres more info about them in my artfight account honestly lol
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From 2010- On The Road Again Tour Pt1
Part 47
2015
4th February
“Have you got every thing?” dad asks as I zip up my suit case
“I think so. If I have forgotten any thing I’ll just get it when I get to Sydney”
“Ok. What time is Harry picking you up?” I look at the watch on my wrist
“In about 10 minutes” dad sighs making me frown “what?”
“I just… you’re going on tour again, I barely get to see you now”
“I know dad, but this is my job”
“They just seem to demand a lot out of all of you. You’re just shy of 21 and you’ve done nothing but work since you were 17”
“I love what I do dad. I promise I’m happy. I’m tired sure and we all know that the band won’t last forever. I don’t know how long we will go on for, but I’m ok dad” dad then pulls me into his arms and gives me a huge hug
“I love you pumpkin”
“I love you to dad” my phone chimes. It’s a text off Harry telling me he’s outside waiting “see you soon”
*photo credit to @harianadarling on tumblr
7th February- Sydney
“Just ignore him. He wants to upset you before you go on stage” Liam tells me
“Well he’s doing a damn good job. God why did I get myself mixed up in this?”
“You were vulnerable after Alex and he comforted you” Harry gives me a weak smile “he’s not worth your tears”
“I don’t care if he doesn’t like me, but why spread shit online?”
“Because he’s an ass” Louis wraps an arm around my shoulder and squeezes it in a comforting way
“I just feel like crap”
“I know, but one day karma will come back to bite him. So until that day arrives, let’s go out there where there’s thousands of people who love you and have a good night” Niall says to me
“Ok. Your right. If he wants to act like a child and be petty he can” I wipe the tears off my face “let’s go” I get up from the sofa and start to head towards the door of my room
“Woah ok before you do you may want to fix your mascara”
“Oh yeah” I giggle at Harry’s comment.
I put on a brave face that night and end up actually enjoying myself and for a few hours forgetting that my ex is bitching about me behind my back.
14th February- Melbourne
“Whose idea was it to do a show on the worst day of the year?” I groan backstage listing to the crowd screaming. Louis chuckles next to me
“It’s only the worst day because your single”
“Not true” I cross my arms but know he is telling the truth completely
“YN close your eyes” Harry says
“Why?” I frown at him
“Just do it” Zayn says rolling his eyes
“Fine” I close my eyes begrudgingly. I hear some rustling then I’m told by Zayn to open
“Happy Galantine’s Day” Emma is stood holding a bouquet of flowers
“What are you doing here?”
“Couldn’t let my best friend spend today on her own now could I”
“But I’m not on my own” I laugh taking the flowers
“I’ll go then shall?” She jokes
“No. I'm glad your here” I pull her into a hug
“Good. Now go and put on a show”
19th February
“I was always compared to her ex, and after a while I knew I would never be able to be as good as him in her eyes. The relationship was toxic, I felt trapped in a cycle” I read a quote from an interview with Liam “what the fuck. I never compared him to Alex. Yes the relationship was toxic but that wasn’t my fault was it?” I ask Harry frowning
“No course not”
“Then why is he saying all these lies about me? Listen ‘she would beg me to stay and I did because I loved her, but it was wrong. I know I wasn’t the only man in her life and it’s clear now from photos I’ve seen’ what photos? The ones of us at the airport? Why is he doing this? Why does he want me to be the bad guy? If he didn’t speak on our relationship then neither of us would look bad. I need to put a statement out”
“No you’re not” Simon says over the phone “that’s what he wants, you to retaliate”
“Simon’s right. He’s the one talking crap. Remember what Niall said?”
“Karma will come for him” I breath out “fine I won’t say anything yet, but I need to get all of this out somehow”
“Here” Harry hands me my notebook “get those thoughts out”
20th February- Perth
"There all waiting at the back door" Paul walks into the boys dressing room where I am pacing up and down feeling really anxious. I’ve been getting a lot of hate at the moment with all of Liams recent statements
“Can’t we go out the front way?” Zayn asks
“No they’re there as well. Safest is back door and straight into the car”
“Fine” I feel tears pooling at my eyes but try to hold them back. We make our way to the back door where I can hear fans and paparazzi. Paul opens the door and I walk out with Harry in front of me and the other boys behind me
“YN is it true?”
“YN did you cheat?”
“You shouldn’t have let Liam on”
“Liams better without you!”
I try blocking everything out but it’s hard. I feel a hand in mine, I don’t need to look up to recognise Harry’s rings. He pulls me into the waiting car, shouting being muffled by the doors finally shutting when the others get into the car as well
“This is getting ridiculous” Zayn sight leaning into the chair “I hate it”
“If you hate it imagine how YNs feeling” Harry snaps
“Dude” Niall shakes his head as I try to breath through the tears now leaking
“Sorry. How you holding up?”
“Let it out if you need” Liam says. With that the tears come faster.
#harry styles x y/n#harry styles x you#harry styles x oc#harry styles fanfic rec#harry styles imagine#harry styles fanfiction#6th one direction member#one direction x reader#sixth one direction member#one direction
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Daemon has been having a delightful time in Harrenhal with his horrible visions all season. The one that he has in this episode has to do a lot of work in order to bring Daemon willingly back into Rhaenyra's fold. How did you want to stage that, and how did you work with Matt Smith on the scene?
I couldn't sleep over that stuff, because I read the script, and at the time the vision is written as you've got all these images that are striking and interesting. And that vision — very much through the visuals of it and the way it's cut together and the way it emotes, because it's wordless — that vision has to shift Daemon off of this track he's been on for a long time, and get him to bend the knee to Rhaenyra.
And so I felt quite a bit of healthy pressure making sure that we delivered what Ryan wanted for that, and what Sarah wanted for that. I spoke with them at length, and understood that Daemon needed to be convinced through the vision that Rhaenyra was meant to be on the throne. It didn't have to be crystal clear by the end of the vision, but it needed to be clear, and make sense, and earned by the time he got on his knees.
I think one of the most important things about this show, and a lot of shows I've worked on, is point of view. There's people talking about people experiencing things, but there's always a choice of whose point of view you're in. And with Daemon, knowing that he had to bend the knee later, we had to really walk with him in this episode. We had to be in his point of view, because when he bent that knee, we had to feel what he was feeling in order to believe it.
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When we had the bending of the knee, Matt and I spent many conversations thinking about how Daemon is a powerful character, powerful person, and he shouldn't feel weak in that scene. And so one of the things that I thought he did so beautifully was taking charge as her mentor in the hero's journey. Not mentor as in, "I'm a man, you're a woman," but mentor in the classic sense that, "I am a wise soul. I have seen something. I know what's coming, and I believe in you, Rhaenyra. So stand up straight, put your shoulders back. You don't have to pretend. You are who you need to be."
And that's what we talked about, because the big fear I think we both had in that scene is just something that can happen in a scene like that: that Daemon just seems like, "Okay, you're in charge of me. I'm not the Daemon you knew, I'm not the Daemon the fans knew." I think the writing really is brave.
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Summary: The writers kinda forgot that Daemon has already bent the knee to Rhaenyra last Season. They also kinda forgot he is also her unclehusband and the father of her kids.
#house of the dragon#daemon targaryen#hotd#hotd spoilers#matt smith#so its the vision that changes his mind wtf#this is not the daemon we know what have they smoked?#I didnt believe for a second that he would betray her why would he#even if rhaenyra thought it but she is paranoid so who cares
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The Strongest
Giyu Tomioka x villain!reader
Warning: Angst, Death, and Hanahaki Disease
Note: I would fix it tomorrow because I'm really sleepy now🥹 i'm sure you can take this angst. I swear
How heartless can he hold in just for the sake of justice?
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I don't know when it happened when I caught a glimpse of a certain man with black hair and blue eyes that gazes so deep that I feel like I was drowning.
It started on one buzzing night in the entertainment district when he bumped in to me.
It was not intentional. When I look back at him and saw he didn't even bother glancing back.
He just didn't notice me
I remember how he talked with other women but wouldn't even bat an eye on me, the woman who every man wanted.
You can say the common cliche that he is not like other man. But the more I feel intrigue at him, the more I lower my walls.
The more insulted I felt, the more I focused my attention on him...
There are times when I approach him just to make him desperate with me. But the fact that my seduction always ends up in a small smile of amusement.
My pride was ruined and the night passed by with us ending the same thing like its a common occurrence in our life.
Then I started to notice that he always just visited, but never slept with the prostitutes, made me think of his true intentions.
No matter how much I doubt who he was, the more I unconsciously trap myself with the emotion called 'love'.
I lowered my guard down when I couldn't truly know who he was. He became a simple civilian, blending with the crowd that made me thought, why am I so hesitant to approach him.
Why am I so wary of him?
His silence, his rare smiles make me crave more for it.
Until one night, I managed to cross paths with him in the middle of the eerie night after I finished my mission.
I saw him outside the district leaning on a tree with his eyes closed that made me think how he can be so stupid about the danger around him.
"Sir?" I approached him and within a second, I saw his dark blue eyes again.
It really reminds me how much I am falling deeper in those eyes of his.
I heard him hum that made my heart skip a beat, and I knew I was slowly walking to the trap where I can ruin myself because of a weakness.
Yet...
I don't feel anything bad about him. His presence doesn't feel like he has a malicious intent when he just suddenly enters my mind without my consent.
I really started to look for him.
"It's a cold night. Why are you outside?" I ask him as I walk closer to him that makes him stand up properly.
"Don't you know how dangerous the outside world is? Especially at night?" I ask with a playful smile while looking up at him.
"For a woman like you, it's brave for you to tell me that"
Those were his first words and I knew... We would get along better than I expected.
I saw him approach me before he draped his coat on my shoulder and I felt my heart warmed on his gesture that I unknowingly clutch the cloth around my smaller figure.
He was the gentleman I have never met in my whole life.
He always joined my playful teasing every time I saw him and even though we don't end up in a room, it always loses my focus on the world around me.
It felt like with just one word, he can have all my attention.
And I didn't mind that.
Not when he keeps entering my thoughts anywhere, I just can't get him off my head.
Not even Daki noticed the change in me. Just a small annoyance when I keep ranting to her about the man I like. And whenever I wanted to show him to her, I could never find him.
So I told her I'm still thinking...
I thought it was never serious, I thought I just wanted to toy with him.
But when it comes to these games, I don't think I was the one losing.
But now I feel like I can't win
I lost it when he admitted his feelings for me on the night I finally brought him to my room.
And I can't help myself feel it harder. He made me hesitate on killing him like the other men.
He was taking it slow, he was making sure I was the right person. But knowing how both of us became happier than our previous self, I knew he made a big impact on my life.
I don't want to lose him to the demons I'm helping.
So I hid him and victimized more people than usual so they would never have the thought that I was betraying them.
Until one night, when everything went downhill.
The night when I was spending time in my bedroom when I heard the usual laugh Daki had when she was on a rampage.
Then a war happened.
It was a mess, there were a lot of people eaten by fear as I ran myself away there to not get myself included.
Or I would die without a second of even staying there.
I watch the district in front of me get covered in fire and blood as it burned to the ground.
And out of nowhere, I felt a pain shot through my neck as the world turned black on my vision before I lost consciousness.
Before I found myself in a cell where there was no prisoner other than me.
That made me think if this was Muzan's but I knew it was not. Because the Demon King never thinks of second thoughts when someone commits mistakes and kills them immediately.
It was a lonely life that I spent there until a servant finally visited me. To blindfold me and took my somewhere as I tried to struggle but I felt my body was harshly thrown at the rocky surface beneath me as I felt it scratch my cheeks.
They remove the blindfold and I immediately close my eyes on the blinding light from the sun.
I was finally at the outside world again. Yet me gazing from the scenery is immediately stop when I finally notice the man in front of me who have scars on the top of his face.
He quietly gaze at me as my eyes widen recognizing who he was.
"Based from your reaction, you seem to know me" that was the first thing he stated as I didn't remove my gaze.
He gave me a pitiful smile that made my blood boil. What's so pitiful?
"You're Kagaya Ubuyashiki" I spouted with venom as the man just looked at me with a knowing gaze, the smile on his face is still present on his lips.
"So it was true" he started as he stood a bit far from me as I felt a person behind me, holding me back from attacking.
I never plan to attack him but I might if I lose my control. I winced on their tight hold before I heard the man in front of me speak again.
"How can you turn your back to your own beings?" He asked that it make me scoff and give him a cold gaze.
"What do you mean by that? That I side with the evil?" I raised an eyebrow at him.
The surrounding went silent as he took a step forward and I felt the person behind me tighten their grip on my wrist that I felt like they just broke it making me bite my lip to stop from screaming out the pain.
"You did" that was the only thing he answered to me that made me chuckle a little.
"Aren't humans evil too? Their are demons because of the evil people who treated them wrong"
"Not all demons are from a painful backstory, Y/n. Most of them just wanted to obtain their greatest desire" he cut me off as I smirked before laughing.
"Fates are too unfair for them then"
I yelp in pain when the person behind me finally breaks my bones as I want to immediately snatch my arms away from him.
"Sanemi" he called a name and I felt the hand behind me loosen a little bit that made me sigh but the pain was still evident.
He put his attention back to me as I can't help but look up to him. I feel weaker than a person who is almost dying.
"How can you have fun seeing others die before your own eyes. You, a human, who cause so much of my children to die." He finally gritted his teeth in anger as he tightened his hold on the hands of the woman beside him.
"Why did you side with the demons? With Muzan?" He finally started interrogating me as I bit the inside of my cheeks.
This is the place of the demon slayers, Muzan wouldn't be able to find me.
Right now, the only thing I know is that the demon is regretting not turning me into one.
I gave a bright smile to the man in front of me as I stated the answer to his question, "Easy, so I won't die"
My gaze turned cold when I opened it again yet he still looked composed towards me.
"Then why didn't you turn into a demon"
"I don't want to be controlled with my every move" I answered him immediately as he slightly frowned at me.
He continues questioning me and I keep answering them without any second thoughts as my mind drifts somewhere.
The time I begged Muzan to not kill me at all.
Having a Marechi blood is so dangerous so I can't help begging him to live.
Because I haven't achieved anything yet.
To convince him, I can be his eye under the sun, I can look for the flower he badly wanted so he can let me off.
It worked with a threat but I didn't care as long as I lived.
Starting from that, no demons bother to hurt me. I manage to live freely but with consequences.
No one can trust me.
With my manipulative behavior, it was real. The demons know how much of a sadist I am, made it hard for others to control me.
They don't know how I would move against them.
But I got caught.
After so much of hiding the facade of being the demon's eye. They still found out about me.
Maybe because of how many slayers I have already killed. 20? 50? I forgot how many of them.
I only thought of my own survival.
Siding with the demons made me live my life happier. Who can blame me?
There are times where we would really choose something that would make us happy instead of right.
But if I was the one who chose to be happy and he was the one who chose to do the right.
Then someone might sacrifice the other one.
And I could never sacrifice him...
But when I saw him there...
I felt my world crumble when I finally caught his form in the middle of my conversation with the leader.
He held the cold gaze I never knew.
"Giyu?"
I called out to him but he never bothered turning his head to me. I heard the man in front of me chuckle that made me snap my attention to him as I felt my pupil dilated.
I feel nervous about whatever would be coming out of his mouth. If it was the doubt I tried to ignore it before.
"I sent him to keep you at bay so we can finally finish the problem at the district"
I felt my world stop spinning as I felt annoyed by the smile he showed me.
It proudly shows off to me that for once, I fell into a trap that always kills someone.
"Love...could really be a weakness" he exclaimed in realization as I felt my heart broke more.
It felt like the eyes around me mock my very being as I clench my hand tightly.
"Lock her up as long as the demons are still roaming around this land"
And I felt my vision went black again.
That was the last time I saw him and I was back at the same cell I stayed on before.
I rethink my decisions all over again, the doubts I dismissed so easily, the gut I ignored because he was so gentle with me.
He treated me like a normal woman other than a prostitute who was entertaining him.
I never felt that cold gaze. That gaze from him that it brings shiver to my spine.
All this time...
I fell on the trap I tried my best to not fall into. But I knowingly avoid the hints, the warning, and continue further.
Because it was him I was trying to reach.
It felt like all my confidence crumbled down, it felt like my love became nothing, and it felt like my regrets slowly became my nightmare.
I shouldn't have.
I really shouldn't have!!
The heart I was trying to save all these years, fell on the person it shouldn't have belonged to.
I keep begging the people guarding me to at least let me talk to Giyu but they never spoke a word to me.
It felt like my sanity was slowly slipping away from me the longer I felt like I was by myself.
It felt like I was going crazy because of overthinking.
He didn't love me.
That was the realization that hit me when I found out he was a Hashira. A slayer who has killed so many demons even the lower moons.
He just held me back from interfering anymore knowing I was the biggest threat.
I could get information even in daylight, so they need to cage me in.
But why does it feel cruel that they used my feelings for it.
Until one day, I just started coughing petals that scared me so badly.
What is happening to me. What is happening to my body?
I was slowly getting insane and she added fuel into it.
A woman who kept taunting me. Her sarcasm, her smile.
She somehow reminds me of myself. The way I treated the people who became my victims.
In the silence of the cage, I felt the feeling that the dead people went through.
Was I that heartless?
What is really wrong for me?
I just want to give my life a meaning...
There is no day that I never felt my pride getting more ruined the more she occupied my world with her presence.
She looks carefree, but at the same time she hid her malice very well.
But somehow she can't harm me. Maybe because I'm nearing on harming my own self the longer I was deprived of explanation from the person I started to love.
The person I truly wanted to save from the world we live in.
I tried my best, I really did. But can I do anything about it when the demon can easily find me anywhere?
I would get insane if I lived for more than a hundred years alone.
I just want to be with someone, a duty to do in this world.
But... Everything around me all crumbled down.
"Aren't you the younger sister of the one who died in the hands of Douma?" I immediately felt a hand on my neck that made me cough more petals.
She immediately removed herself from me as I coughed more out of my own mouth.
I heard her sneered in front of me when she saw it.
"You're in the process of dying yet you have the guts to disrespect my sister"
I laughed when I really hit a nerve on her as I leaned on the cold wall behind me.
"You annoyed me first"
I whispered as she gave me a deadly gaze, yet I didn't feel scared.
Not even one bit.
"You're dying and you won't even see your loved one again" she taunted and it hit me.
I know that. I was clear of that fact.
That's why maybe I was accepting death with open arms.
But the process is too painful.
I can handle it better.
I felt my eyes gloss as a smile lifted from my lips. "I know" I muttered before sighing as I felt my chest tighten in pain.
"I deserve it"
"You do" she didn't hesitate as I just closed my eyes.
This was really my ending. I never even bother to ask for an explanation anymore.
It would hurt more if I heard it coming from his own mouth. The same mouth that laugh at every moment we have, the same mouth that made me feel like I deserve to be truly happy.
That can freely control my own life. Like I deserve to live the way I wanted.
The moment I accepted everything, my condition started to worsen. In this quiet, lonely, cold dungeon, a harsh war is happening outside these walls.
That even if he hurt me so badly, even if he deprived me of explanation, and even if he made me feel so hateful.
I can't help but pray for him and his happiness. Because I can sense it.
The very reason I let my guard on him...
It was because he was lonely.
I felt tears slip from my eyes as the flowers finally came out with blood and I could never prevent it.
If I could just have given another chance to prove myself to the world, I would prove that he could completely love me without any worry that I would hurt him.
Because I would burn the whole world that pained him.
I leaned myself against the cold walls as I felt the pain all over my body.
I just want to end everything.
And the time finally came when I couldn't speak anymore as the disease took every part of my body.
The slayers sometimes glance at me but they knew they couldn't do anything.
This is the best punishment they can give me.
To die slowly and painfully, with a hazy mind.
I close my eyes as tears keep running from my eyes.
Right now, I really need someone beside me.
I really need him.
I have no one. I have so much love to myself that I want to give it to him.
But now that I can see death, it feels like, we would never see each other again. I would never get the life I wanted with him.
Because in the next life, I would be in the underworld and he will be far away for me to reach.
But, I don't have the privilege to ask for those...
I'm dying knowing the whole world would rejoice...
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We won the battle against Muzan, I saw all of them celebrated but my mind was occupied only by one woman.
One woman that I ignored for almost a year. The last time I saw her face was last in the entertainment district.
There was a slight tug on my chest that was telling me to move but I didn't.
I don't have the heart to follow it.
She killed so many people, that was enough reason to not fall in love with her.
The moment the master assigned me on that mission, I was not scared but I was not confident either.
I just know I need to do something for the sake of many.
But the longer I spend time with her, I feel the feeling of fear in my chest all the time.
Because I started to love her playful attitude. She looks so harmless, she looks so happy.
And it scared me more.
Because I don't know if she is pulling me to her traps and playing with my mind.
But I realize, it was just her personality. Just that character, was the reason many people died.
She seems so innocent, but deadly.
That's why I don't have the heart to accept the growing feeling I had for her. That I ask the master to just finish the problem in the Entertainment district.
So I can prevent it from getting bigger. So I can stand myself up again instead of falling deeper.
But her lack of presence ruined me. I was self-destructing that I always need to convince myself that there are a lot of other women like her.
But they just reminded me of her. The person who didn't judge me at first glance. The person who did their best to even a lift a smile from me.
I was happy when I was with her. But it was just too dangerous.
"She is dying any time now" I heard Shinobu stated when she walk pass me that just made my heart clench.
I know...
I clearly know that...
"You know you could visit her. I think you have tortured yourself enough" I heard her behind me as I prevent my tears from falling.
She was a villain and will always be.
But she was the villain I started loving.
A love that should have never bloomed that day.
I covered my face in frustration as the sound of joy can be heard.
Everything is done, everything is at peace. The world would start to heal...
While I continue breaking...
~•°•~
I heard my footsteps on the path towards the underground dungeon, where she was.
I knew what would I see next, but this time, I want to give her a proper burial after she left the world.
So she would never feel the world really abandoned her.
I slowly opened the gates and saw the two slayers who was guiding her, covered her body with a cloth and I felt my heart break more.
They saw me before they bowed and left me alone on the cold room, where she lay lifelessly on the ground in front of me.
I felt tears build up on the corner of my eyes as I never bother to look at her face anymore and just touch her cheeks as a cloth separate my touch from her skin.
I quietly caress it as tears keep falling from my eyes until a sob finally escape from my lips.
I'm sorry for being heartless...
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If Delta got hurt badly during a fight, how do you think Color and Epic would react? Would Delta let them help if it was a bad injury?
I think Delta’s definitely the type of person who tries to hide his injuries to deal with by himself, and I also thinks he has a bit of a tendency to cry when he’s hurt once adrenaline washes away and he believes he’s alone, and he hates it. Hates being alone when he’s hurt too, but he justifies going off on his own because he has Beta with him, so he’s not alone.
All in all, Delta has a very big thing about not wanting to appear “weak,” like crying when hurt or being seen as unable to care for himself.
So if an injury is bad enough that he can’t pull himself up and hobble off somewhere to care for himself, he’s going to try and pretend he can. It will probably get even worse if Color is filled with kindness and kinda starts mother-henning for a moment, but thankfully Epic will be there to make jokes and tactfully keep Delta and Color calm and distracted.
Enough for Color to pull himself together, stabilize himself internally, and recognize that Delta is still alive and that henning over him isn’t helping. So he’ll keep himself calm, something he’s very good at, and then together he and Epic will begin moving Delta somewhere safe while attempting to keep him distracted.
Delta is unusually quiet and refusing to look anyone in the eye the entire time, and I can see him downplaying any pain he’s in or refusing to allow himself to be fed or accept help to go somewhere or to walk.
I feel he’s probably the type to refuse medication or painkillers—because he’s not in pain, obviously, just because he’s bleeding doesn’t mean he’s in pain—and would probably pretend to be asleep whenever someone enters his room to try and talk about something he doesn’t want to.
Beta keeps encouraging him to be brave, and Delta keeps taking it the wrong way, and the kiddo doesn’t realize there’s a miscommunication going on and they’re unintentionally encouraging his mindset of what it takes to be brave. And it’ll probably take Color, being filled with bravery, to inform Delta what Beta is trying to say; that accepting and allowing help when you need it is the brave thing to do.
How Epic and Color would react, would probably be attempting to hide their worry and concern from Delta because seeing such emotion in them, especially directed at him, makes Delta extremely uncomfortable and they both know it. So Epic will make his jokes and Color will make puns and bring Delta small things to tinker with while he helps heal his friend’s wounds slowly.
I think Delta would initially be the type to want to avoid showing any scars, viewing them as weakness, before he eventually comes to actually view them as signs of strength and power and survival.
And would probably ask Color to not heal all his wounds completely enough to avoid scarring—because if someone as strong as Color can walk around with that gaping head wound and scar across his chest, someone as strong as Epic can walk around with his scarred eye, Cross with scarred cheek and Killer with his exposed vulnerable SOUL and his entirely scarred body, then so can Delta!
So yeah, I think Delta is the type of guy to avoid appearing weak due to internalized ideas of what counts a men being “weak.”
But he also trusts and greatly respects his friends, as well as their strengths, and thus things he considers weak for himself to do, he has never once considered any of his friends as being weak for being hurt, scarred, or crying because they are all so very strong and brave for surviving and even thriving after everything they’ve all been through and he believes that deeply.
It’s more so that Delta has to figure out why the same doesn’t apply to himself, and he does also consider self growth a type of strength. He’s never been afraid of learning and growing, nor of confronting and listening to other people’s perspectives, which is something that is also Color’s biggest strengths.
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Okay, okay. You all are probably ANNOYED about my Leverage posts- and I was on the fence about posting this one because I'm only on season 3. However, I just have SO many thoughts and I need to process them. So- here it goes;
*takes a deep breath*
Leverage is home. Like, I don't- I don't know to explain it. In another post I said the show was intoxicating and that's still true. But it's also- it's also home. Maybe I'm the only one, but when I watch it- I feel like I belong. Which is ridiculous. I'm not talented at all- but Leverage is almost like a security blanket. It's- it's safe and warm... it's home.
The only thing I can think of why it's home is because of them. Because they make it feel like home. They make feel safe and like your being cared for. Like your not alone. Even if you don't think your good at something- Leverage has your back. It gives you a sense of security. Which is weird because their criminals. But- like they said; Sometimes the bad guys are the only good guys you get.
I mean- you have Nate Ford who is always two to three spaces in front of the bad guy. Who sits there and listens to victims and gives them hope. Who talks to his team and bounces ideas off of them- instead of talking down to them. He's the kinda guy that watches from the background and sees all sorts of angles. Gets into the minds of both the victim and assailant. And if the con goes wrong- he has a second one ready to cover. Whose weakness is an empty bottle in an occupied barstool.
You have Sophie. A terrible actress whose good at acting. She can play any part. Be unseen- while being seen. Whose brave, kind, and gentle- but can kick butt when needed. She's not a damsel in distress- but she'll play the part. And the thing about that part is; it's so convincing- even she believes it too. Despite that- she's honest and sincere, she'll tell you what she thinks. Her heart is gold. Her trust is thin. She's like a snake- hypnotizing. Her weakness is the love she gave to a man who thinks too much and feels too little.
You have Eliot. A man that- if you just look at him- you'll just shrug him off. He's like any other brute. Big and brawny. And that's why you shouldn't ever judge a book by it's cover. He's so much more than that. Yes. He's brawn. A real southern charmer. But he has a brain and a heart. He's that big brother and gives you hugs and you can't help but melt into the security of that feeling. That feeling of safety that you just know has an ocean of anger underneath. But your not scared, you can't be scared. Not of him. He's the kinda guy you run towards- because you know he'll keep you safe. And yeah- maybe he'll use his brawn to keep you safe, but he'll also use his brain and his heart. He'll get you out of the situation in one piece with a grumble and a growl. His weakness is his kindness and that's why doesn't let it show.
You have Alec. The brainiac. The hacker- who isn't all that much to look at (compared to Eliot,) at least not at first glance. Yet, there's something about him that screams safe. Just as much as Eliot. He's outgoing and kind. Smart and funny. And the way that he's got everyone's back- even when it doesn't seem like it. He's your go to- to find any kind of internet mistakes and he's a good shoulder to cry on. He's that brother who is dorky, awkward, and nerdy- but he's honest and sincere. His weakness is not being able to be there when it really matters.
And- and you have Parker. The thief. The master thief- that didn't belong anywhere. Nimble and lean as she flips and slinks through vents. She's the little sister the family didn't know they even wanted. Until finally they realized she was what they needed. She's bright and cheerful despite how she grew up. Her life wasn't easy foster care and street living is a rough life- but she still believes in good things; Santa clause, Nate, Sophie, and Eliot. Most importantly she believed in Hardison. She was on her own until she was found and working with a team. Then she belonged to them. Everything she had done- was so that they knew she loved them. Her weakness is having the ability to not get caught.
To end this; Leverage is an amazing shoe- because it reminds us that no matter our background. No matter how many times we've messed up and haven't belonged- we are all human. It tells us that we will find our home, our tribe, our safety. That no matter our weakness- we'll always have somebody who can take our weakness and become our strength.
I'm only on season 3. I'll more than likely have more thoughts come by season 4/ season 5. (If you agree or disagree- don't hesitate to message me!
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Have you heard that there are people who live in something called "survival mode"?
As Mitski said "I fell in love with a war, nobody told me it ended".
That's the current Roier, despite being a charismatic and playful person, he literally just came back from a war.
He killed his friends on several occasions, he killed the people he loved the most just to amuse an entity that wanted to see them fight each other, he got so used to blood that he ended up enjoying it.
And now, overnight, he returns "home."
He comes back with the fear that his husband has not shown up, with the fear that he is dead, and as always, he makes jokes about it. But we all know it already, it is obvious that he doesn't want to think about it, he doesn't want to talk about it, he doesn't want to remember that he stayed on that stupid island.
Roier has always been like that, even with his children.
And this is where Pepito comes in.
The first thing he does when he sees him, when he learns that he will be a father again, is to say that he can't get attached to him, not again, he can't allow another child to be taken away from him.
🌷;; Now, from here on will only come MY opinion, my perspective and how I see things. If you have anything to comment or would like to leave input, feel free to do so. Now, let's get started.
Roier has only raised strong children. Just like that, he has only fathered children who are not afraid of the world, who do not live in fear and who are brave little warriors.
That's the "Mexican way" in his own words, and it has always worked for him.
Bobby and Richarlyson, specifically Bobby (his first son), have always been brave, and have never let anyone on the island scare them, they have known how to keep their heads up even in dangerous situations.
Bobby, during his last ten minutes, never showed sadness, never showed regret, he was an adventurer and knew that bad things could happen, but that was not going to stop him.
Roier loved those children because they were a small reflection of himself.
Roier is brave, he is strong, he is funny, he is friendly and he can always bring a smile to everyone's face.
That Roier who months ago was going on adventures with his children, is now broken and shut down, having to take care of one more little one.
But this time it's not like always, this time it's not so easy. Pepito has shown himself to be slow, clumsy, small, fearful.
And he has to live, unfortunately, under the shadow of the people most loved by his now father.
Pepito arrived at the lowest point of his life, and he arrived when Roier already had a family made, a complete family.
Pepito arrived after Purgatory, after the most intense two weeks of his entire life, and he is a weak little egg, a little one who must be cared for, who cannot afford to be a hero.
For Roier this is something new, a new experience and something that can serve to calm his wild soul. He's even wiped the blood off his suit, he's not quite ready to wear red again but he's ready to at least make an attempt to get close to it.
Pepito, despite knowing that Roier is only waiting for the arrival of his other son, has already accepted him and loves him as his father, after all he never had one, and if he did he no longer remembers him. He lived alone for so long that now having someone else is wonderful.
Both, Pepito and Roier need each other, they have everything they need to help each other heal even for a moment. They both came from the same island and they both know how horrific it was, they can both support each other until one day they can have a normal life again.
So, Pepito will currently continue to live around memories that don't belong to him (Bobby's castle and town) but that doesn't mean he will be their replacement, he can't even come close to that, he will just be a new bond, a new dawn.
A breath after the storm.
This is my first post on Tumblr, English is not my first language so I probably have several mistakes :D anyway, I wanted to post something to test the application and nothing better than talking about one of my favorite QSMP characters ₊˚⊹
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pile one (pink dog) you are someone who is very honest and straight forward. they trust you though because of this, so they mean it in a good way. they may struggle to trust others but always come to you for advice. you have recently had some bad fortune or luck. maybe even a history of it. but you still have this fire in you that they admire. they think it’s what drives you to do better. you may make a lot of jokes about the past in hopes others think you are no longer bothered by it. this person can see through it. how strong you try to act.
you love starting projects, but struggle finishing them or seeing things through. but they still admire the spark you have. They think you don’t believe in yourself enough. That your past affects your . I think they would be more willing to help if you reached out more and asked for help. you also seem spiritual and aren’t afraid to show it, if not you are just “quirky”. Not afraid of being weak or vulnerable. but maybe sometimes a little oblivious to what appears on the surface, or how they feel about you. You don’t ask questions cause you assume everyone’s honest and unafraid of speaking up like you are. this may be a weakness in communication. others may see you as always wanting the center of attention. but you have no problem if others speak over you. the type who, if a room is silent, you feel obligated to speak first. they think you are really brave and strong, but have a secret weakness no one knows about. maybe you were bullied a lot in school. you are openly different and loud so no one else can call you it first. that got dark quick sorry. just there perception, does not have to be accurate.
pile two - (lamb)
if you were drawn to pile one, it may resonate as well - you both got the page of wands. still some different energy here though.
you’ve been wronged a lot in the past but don’t speak up about it. you handle situations well and with grace. you don’t let others opinions affect you. (honestly I think you might, but this person does not think so.) (it’s natural to let others opinions affect you though, just learn how to shake it off and not let it guide your entire like ya know)
you like a schedule . this person may not invite you to hangout a lot because they know you don’t like last minute plans.
there’s a secret inner world to you. a lot of pisces energy maybe?? you don’t communicate how you feel well. I think that’s what separates you from group one actually. you keep a lot to yourself. you may love going to the ocean or beach, like aquatic animals? you like to read and write a lot, but don’t let many others see your work. they want to get to know your mind better. there’s something about the way that you act that shows there’s some deeper wisdom and knowledge within you. like those stoners at a party who will randomly talk about how they saw god when they took shrooms or something. I don’t think you do drugs or go out much , or they don’t, but you have the wisdom energy. you’ve been through a lot.
you are focused on healing. struggling to connect with others. maybe this is someone you just recently met, who wants to get closer but knows they have to win your trust. they don’t mind being patient. but I don’t think they want to fully open up with you either because of this. there’s a wall on both sides, not too tall or sturdy, but there is one.
even though you have an inner world, you are still “on open book” if someone asks and puts in the effort. but you may be a little too honest at times. hurt others feelings. you may not mean to. this person thinks it’s why you don’t speak up a lot. you don’t want to seem manipulative or controlling. they don’t see you that way, but since you have a secret inner world I think sometimes they do worry they shouldn’t trust you. they doubt their intuition or higher self sometimes. no shame, we all do. it’s part of being human. also random, you might have nice hands?? I feel like this is a fwb or a new friend you have met that there’s kinda like… a vibe u know. some attraction. there might be some gossip that’s affecting their vision as well.
pile three- lobster!!!
honestly, I think this person loves you very much but is also very worried about your personal mental health or affairs. maybe this is a friend or someone who knows you well.
you haven’t been going out as much, posting online as much?? overall seem to be hermiting. maybe you aren’t a summer person lol? prefer the winter. you are a pessimist and this person is an optimist. they have trouble seeing your view points sometimes. they would not make the choices you have made recently. they would never tell you to make another decision. they do worry about how others see you as well. I think you may not have the best reputation. They don’t let this affect their connection with you though. I think they wish you would open up to them more though. They want to know about the issues you’ve been facing, so they know how to support, and can better understand your actions. I think they would be the type to be firey and stand up for you (I don’t think YOU want that though?) (sometimes it’s best to left things unsaid) (personally I don’t think you have to explain to them , especially if they do not ask??) (I don’t think they have asked) (you don’t need a savior , you are strong enough on your own, I can tell) whatever happened, I personally (not this person) think that there was no win-win outcome for either decision you make. take your time. this person seems understanding. they just worry a lot. not ur problem tbh. we need to prioritize ourselves first. if you have energy and will not be triggered tho, talking to them may help the connection / heal you both . just make sure ur both ready.
you are very protective and fall in love fast. struggle with change. this affects your productivity. you are very sensitive, which has its challenges and positives. you may have had to let something go recently that was toxic or not serving you, if not a person / a mindset / or pattern. they think this is why you are being more reclusive. you have knight in shining armor energy?
pile four - armadillo
is this an old friend? someone who was once a friend and no longer is? or maybe someone you’ve fell out of contact with and miss. this one seems negative ngl, so if you don’t want to hear you are not obligated.
they see you as introverted , unsocial. that you have trouble fitting in or making stable connections. that you don’t want to be friends with them anymore.
“you used to shine so bright..” I feel like that’s a song??? I’m too lazy to look it up tbh. past traumas and events have changed you. they think you need a higher connection to spirit. to research karmic / twin flame connections more. this may be a karmic connection. honestly if you miss them, I’d advise against reaching out. sometimes it’s better to start new. i know personally when I was healing, I cut off most people that knew me while I was in survival mode, I didn’t want to let anyones perceptions of me hold me back. hm maybe that’s what I was picking up on in the beginning , this person definitely does NOT understand that tho. I don’t think they would if you tried to explain. They haven’t been through what you have been through, whatever it is, it’s just something you can’t explain. if they do not like the new version of you, they aren’t meant to stay. they think it makes you weak to change, they prioritize loyalty over anything else. not a healthy mindset. very co dependent.
I personally feel like you have grown and changed a lot for the better. maybe this person is threatened by your boundaries. i wouldn’t worry about them too much. if you wanted a sign to let go though, this is it.
pile five - blue tiger
this feels like a love interest, these piles have been intense and dark tbh; which always feels like the readings i pick up on. your energy seems the ,.. least heavy lol. i think you have been through a lot, and healed well over the years. you are aware of your triggers / boundaries. this person sees that. they think you are very mature.
you are someone who has been through heart break and are still open to love. very passionate and kind, but still not in need of or want something long term or stable (if you do want something long term with them , you should really tell them tbh, especially if you really like them, they don’t get that vibe from you)
they like spending time with you. you have a lot of energy, good netflix recommendations?? maybe the ….. is really good.
you in general do not share your long term goals or financial goals with this person. no talk of family or anything for sure. they don’t see you as someone who wants the picket fence type of love (again if you do.. I would try to drop hints or something if you want them to know) I do think they also see you as a little insecure / anxiously attached. but like… a healthy amount? you aren’t narcissistic or bragging about how many people you can get
you are more of the impulsive type to them, they really like you, but they haven’t seen a “family” or “relationship” energy with you yet. but if you are that type of person, and they also want that, there’s a good foundation of attraction and fun. and you are an emotionally intelligent person. you still may have trouble with some past relationships , but you seem to have communicated this and your willingness to hold space for that. sometimes past pain will always be with us , instead of waiting around for it to magically disappear - we make space for it instead. don’t let it consume us, and take time to properly self regulate in whatever way is best for us.
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