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โ€œ Oh. โ€ the woman nodded and placed her hands on the table, one on top of the other. โ€œ Yes, Iโ€™m โ€ฆ Iโ€™m sorry. โ€ she sounded confused, uncertain of her own words โ€” as if her mind was pushing itself just to make sense of where she was, what she was doing. โ€œ thatโ€™s fine. โ€ Tom leaned forward, assembling his patience along with a pleasant smile โ€” โ€œ I uh, hear youโ€™re interested in a cemetery. โ€
The woman looked outside the diner window, slowly blinking out blinding midday sun. A smile slowly pulled her wrinkled lips to the side. It struck Buckley as sad โ€ฆ in a way. โ€œ We used to play there. Me and Carol โ€” and Janice. We would chase each other between the gravestones, closing our eyes and holding out our arms as we spoke in tongues โ€ฆ โ€ she laughed to herself. A bitter sweet expression graced her creased features. Tom immediately recognized the gleam in her dark eyes. ษดแด๊œฑแด›แด€สŸษขษชแด€.
He watched as she saw slides from her childhood projected against her mindโ€™s eye :
๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ก๐™š ๐™จ๐™ช๐™ข๐™ข๐™š๐™ง ๐™จ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™™๐™–๐™ฎ ๐™™๐™ง๐™š๐™จ๐™จ๐™š๐™จ ๐™˜๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™œ๐™ž๐™ง๐™กโ€™๐™จ ๐™œ๐™ง๐™–๐™จ๐™จ - ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™š๐™˜๐™–๐™ฅ๐™จ ๐™–๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฎ ๐™™๐™ช๐™˜๐™ ๐™š๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฎ ๐™›๐™ง๐™ค๐™ข ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ฅ๐™ช๐™ง๐™จ๐™ช๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™˜๐™๐™š๐™™ ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™๐™จ. ๐™™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™จ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ ๐™š ๐™›๐™ก๐™ž๐™š๐™จ ๐™™๐™ง๐™ž๐™›๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™–๐™ž๐™ง ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ ๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ฎ ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™ง๐™š๐™จ, ๐™˜๐™๐™–๐™ง๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฎ๐™›๐™ช๐™ก ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ก๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ž๐™ง ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™จ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ก๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š ๐™จ๐™š๐™ฅ๐™ช๐™ก๐™˜๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™จ. ๐™– ๐™œ๐™ž๐™ง๐™ก ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ž๐™ก๐™จ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™™๐™–๐™ง๐™  ๐™๐™–๐™ž๐™ง, ๐™ก๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™จ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™จ ๐™–๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™ฌ๐™ค ๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™จ ๐™›๐™–๐™ก๐™ก ๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™ฅ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™š๐™–๐™˜๐™ ๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง, ๐™ก๐™–๐™ช๐™œ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™จ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ. ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฎ ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™˜๐™–๐™ง๐™š๐™ก๐™š๐™จ๐™จ โ€” ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™š๐™ช๐™ฅ๐™๐™ค๐™ง๐™ž๐™˜. ๐™–๐™ก๐™ข๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™˜๐™  ๐™›๐™ง๐™ค๐™ข ๐™ก๐™–๐™ช๐™œ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ง๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ, ๐™›๐™ง๐™ค๐™ข ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™™๐™ช๐™จ๐™ .
The Investigator sensed her yearning ; ๐˜ข ๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜บ. His back eased into the steel skeleton of his chair. Tomโ€™s urgency melted, feeling as though the resurgent spark of youth in this womanโ€™s eyes had the power to simply stop time from progressing. ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™จ ๐™๐™ž๐™ข. ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ค๐™ก๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ. ๐™๐™š๐™ง ๐™ข๐™š๐™ข๐™ค๐™ง๐™ž๐™š๐™จ. ๐™๐™š๐™ง ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ฃ. ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ฎ ๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™๐™–๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™๐™š๐™ง โ€” confined to the edges of their sliver and black freckled table.
โ€œ We would each take turns. โ€ she continued, โ€œ โ€˜Til we couldnโ€™t run no more. Then we would lie down and catch our breath telling each other ghost stories. โ€
โ€œ You know what they say about falling asleep on a grave ? โ€ Tomโ€™s brow raised, surprised she had suddenly deviated from her reminiscing to address him. he opened his mouth and faltered โ€ฆ โ€œ ah โ€” no. what do they say ? โ€
โ€œ Souls that canโ€™t rest in peace pass into your dreams. โ€ Tom smiled, โ€œ I guess thatโ€™s why people hang dream catchers above their bed. โ€ The woman closed her eyes and turned her face towards the window again, basking in the sun โ€œ Wonโ€™t sleep without it โ€ฆ โ€
The young man sitting beside her stood. His chair grunted against the linoleum floor as he stepped back and turned towardโ€™s the dinerโ€™s open door without a word. Buckley watched him as silence elapsed. He watched the man through the window he sat next to, step towards the curb and take a small red and white box from his baggy jeans and position a thin cigarette between his lips. โ€œ did you sleep there. โ€
It was easy to imagine the woman young, carelessly drifting away on a bed of soft grass โ€” eyes rolling beneath her dark eyelids as they were entertained by phantoms from urban legends โ€ฆ โ€œ Often. It is a place of rest โ€ฆ for some. โ€
Buckley looked from the man outside towards the elderly woman before him. She was still smiling, eyes shut, soaking in daylight โ€” completely at peace and detached from the chatter around them and the sound of hissing grease combing from the grill just beyond the dinerโ€™s counter.
He felt similarly indifferent to the slow buzz of life that possessed new orleans on days such as these.hot. humid. bright. But his stillness wasnโ€™t at all derived from a contentedness. The physicist wanted to understand and appreciate the womanโ€™s superstition as a cultural fallacy. He stared at her without moving a muscle, his lips closed to conceal a confession that constricted his tongue. ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™จ๐™ก๐™š๐™š๐™ฅ ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™๐™–๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™ค. not by ghosts or a guilty conscience. It couldnโ€™t exactly be identified through the lens of a metaphysic obsession or psychological analysis. Tomโ€™s tongue felt dry.
โ€œ do you believe something left the cemetery with you. โ€ He asked quietly, his pale eyes still entranced by something far beyond the dinerโ€™s light pink walls. The woman nodded and inclined her chin : โ€œ I do. โ€ she stated. โ€œ Sleep was sweet then. Never tainted by thoughts more troubling than what Iโ€™d wear the next day โ€ฆ they were so simple, and warm and that must have called her out of the earth. โ€ โ€œ her ? โ€
โ€œ Dolores. โ€ โ€œ your ghost ? โ€ โ€œ Yes. โ€
They rejoined time together. The old woman looked over Tom as he finally blinked and slid his elbows off the table. His fingers found a piece of crinkled paper from a straw and his forearms rested against the aluminum edge of their table as the wrapper was twisted between his fingers. โ€œ dolores โ€ฆ โ€ he repeated, absently watching the paper fray as it was twisted into a fine line. โ€œ so, why do you want my help. โ€
The woman sighed and tilted her head, โ€œ Well, I was under the impression that I was going to see a healer. My son sent for you instead. โ€ she chuckled. Buckley looked out the window. Smoke lazily billowed up above the manโ€™s sunbathed shoulders as he watched cars and people pass down the street. His suspicions were correct.
โ€œ why do you want to see a healer. โ€ He asked the woman, trying his very best to hide his analysis with an ignorant smile. The woman paused, pursing her lips before answering cautiously. โ€œ I donโ€™t have much time left mister buckley. Iโ€™m going to sleep in that cemetery soon โ€” and for good. but Iโ€™m still tethered to this lost soul. โ€
โ€œ dolores ? โ€ โ€œ Mhmm, sheโ€™s holdinโ€™ on. I donโ€™t want to be stuck here with her. โ€ Tom nodded. His fingertips lost interest in their mangled piece of paper and rested flat against the warm tabletop. โ€œ well โ€ฆ Iโ€™ll see what I can do. โ€ He stood and shook the womanโ€™s hand. She thanked him, and with one final dry smile he left her to join her son out on the curb.
โ€œ She always talkinโ€™ bout death. โ€ Buckley scarcely stepped outside when the man addressed him without bothering to look away from the street. Tom squinted in the sunlight and placed his hands in his pockets, โ€œ sheโ€™s just scared. โ€ The man shook his head. A whisp of white smoke quickly shot from his nose. โ€œ She old. Thinks she knows better than the doctor. She sick โ€” did she tell you that. โ€
โ€œ no. โ€ The man flicked his cigarette away and scuffed it out with his work boot, leaving behind a small black smudge. โ€œ Well the only reason she gonna die is because her heartโ€™s too weak for this ghost - shit. โ€ he responded shortly. Tom looked down and pressed his lips together โ€œ I donโ€™t know if I can help โ€ฆ I can call someone. โ€ The man shook his head silently. Buckley lingered for a moment longer, before making his way towards his car. ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜.
Usually he liked to spend evenings with only the voices of talk show hosts to keep him company as he dug around inside some old piece of tech. Even when he felt restless heโ€™d find a quiet public corner to tuck himself into as he observed others. Though, this was one of those evenings where Tom preferred to disappear in a place where the drum of life would drown out his thoughts. ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ž๐™™๐™š๐™– ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฎ. If it werenโ€™t for the fact that he kept to himself, he would have stuck out sorely as an outsider.
He only regretted his decision slightly, after a third drunk patron grabbed his shoulder to stabilize themself as they stumbled past the bar. โ€œ jesus. โ€ he muttered to himself as he swiped a coin from beside an empty coaster on the bar top and began flipping it between his fingers.
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CRAP!
She was running late and this bus kept stopping at practically every stop to pick up passengers. The elderly man with his wheelchair didn't help. Though that was life. Lorelai checked her makeup as she pulled out a compact mirror and rubbed off some smeared eyeliner. She had her hair up in a neatly curled ponytail, a black and white, cute, polka-dot dress. It was nice as if she was going out on a date. Soon her stop came as she pulled the string, the bus stopped. She stepped out quickly not surprised to see people waiting to get on. Lorelai moved quickly dodging the tourists and locals walking along the crowd as she stepped into her new job. She rushed to the bar where she saw the blonde owner busy making drinks behind the bar.
โI'm here! Sorry, I'm late,โž Lorelai announced and immediately apologized as she leaned against the bar. The woman turned and looked her over with a scoff-like laugh. She shook her head as she turned, holding a bottle with one hand and an empty glass with ice in the other.
โGreat...you're overdressed,โž she responded. Lorelai's head tilted with confusion.
โHow?โž she asked immediately. โYou said to dress pretty,โž she added as she looked herself over. The woman threw her head back as a few patrons along the bar stared over her as well, smiling.
โLorelai...that's your name right?โž she asked. Lorelai nodded. โI know we're a relatively new establishment but you'reย obviouslyย newย around here. Darling, don't you know where you're at?โž she asked loudly as the place was buzzing with chatter.
โUhhh...a bar?โž Lorelai answered. The woman shook her head.
โSit down for a moment...watch...eyes on the stage,โž she added as she continued to make her drink. Lorelai decided to turn around and lean against the bar instead. It was dark for the most part, the tables full, light on the stage with a glittery curtain on stage. She assumed the band was behind the curtain as the music started playing. Then the curtains suddenly opened and there were three ladies on stage in very risque costumes. They strutted out as the audience began to cheer and clap. Lorelai's jaw dropped in confusion as they started dancing, a pianist was playing behind them. It was the guy who decided to give her a chance. โThis is the House of the Rising Sun. We're a cabaret bar, specifically focused on burlesque,โž the woman leaned in and said loudly near Lorelai's ear.
โOh....โž Lorelai let out realizing what she meant.
โGloria!โž she called out suddenly. A woman who was carrying a tray of empty glasses neared. โYou still wanna work here?โž The woman asked. Lorelai swallowed as she looked at Gloria who neared. She was dressed a bit scantily but overall she was well-clothed. She took a deep breath and released a heavy sigh. She nodded finally. The woman held back a chuckle with a smile. โFind some clothes for the new girl,โž she decided. โMy name is Phyllis...JP, my husband, and I,โž she paused nodding to the guy at the piano. โWe own this joint, you wanna work here, you better be a fast learner and even faster on your feet, got that?โž she asked as Lorelai nodded once more. โOkay....go,โž she said.
โFollow me," Gloria said dropping off her tray on the bar with a smirk. Lorelai quietly followed Gloria across the bar and to another area. It was a dressing room, that looked like something a Las Vegas showgirl would have. Lit-up vanities, mirrors, clothes, costumes scattered about. โWell...new girl...my name is Gloria what's yours?โž She stated with a southern draw as she turned checking her over.
โLorelai.โž
โWell, Lorelai, looks like you'll fit into most of the things we got here,โž she stated. โMost gals are on the curvy side, Lita's kind of thin, and Mable is a bit short and curvy...I guess people would call her thick if ya know what I mean,โž she stated with a wink. โWe waitresses usually come to work dressed so...โž she paused. โThough you'll be surprised what people leave behind,โž she stated going through a pile of clothes. โCute dress by the way...ain't goin' to do no good here,โž she added. She pulled out some fishnet stockings and a pair of black sequence shorts. โHere...try these on,โž she tossed them to Lorelai who caught them. Lorelai looked them over and sighed. She nodded.
โWell...what the heck,โž she said bobbing her head. She quickly found a curtain and started changing. Gloria thought it was funny that Lorelai looked for a place to change behind. She supposed modesty wasn't an issue in this line of work. She soon stepped out with a black bra, fishnet stockings, and black sequence shorts. Gloria chuckled but nodded.
โHere...I just found this,โž she spoke as she tossed her something else. It was a striped black and white off-the-shoulder top. Lorelai quickly put it on and examined herself in a vanity mirror. Gloria snuck up behind her placing her hands on Lorlai's shoulders. โNot bad, Lorelai,โž she sang looking at her reflection as well. โOooh,โž she let out looking down at the vanity. She leaned over and grabbed something. โTry this on,โž she added. โIt's Tiffany's but she doesn't mind if we borrow her accessories as long as you give them back,โž she added as she put on a black silk choker. Lorelai gulped. She didn't have too much clothing with her and she was starting to realize what she did own was not like this. โNow look at ya, you lookin' good now...come on let's show the boss,โž Gloria said excitedly.
Lorelai quickly stepped back into her shoes and followed Gloria out. Gloria led her back to Phyllis as she Phyllis looked her over and smiled. A guy she had just served and was hearing the whole situation looked her over and whistled. Lorelai blushed out a smile.
โWell, well, JP might be right after all,โž Phyllis decided. โGreg seems to give his seal of approval,โž she added as Lorelai looked at the older patron and flashed a smile.
โThat's Greg, he's a regular here," Gloria spoke leaning into Lorelai's ear because of the noise.
โHi, Greg Broflovski,โž the older patron stuck his hand to shake. Lorelai nodded and shook it.
โLorelai...โž she greeted. He nodded and let go.
โWelp, Gloria...get Lorelai settled in with the basics,โž Phyllis decided. โChop-chop,โž she added with a clap of her hands.
Gloria gave her the basics of how the establishment worked. Though since she was just a waitress her job was relatively easy. Take orders, type them in the register, take money give change bring back used glasses, and toss bottles. Keep tips. She was quickly getting the hang of things. Plus the TIPS! The tips were good, she chatted up a few patrons, flashed a smile, charmed the pants off a couple, and bang money! She could see that the girls on stage clearly made a lot more, however. Lorelai headed back to check up on her makeup as she came back out and noticed Greg wave off.
โGood luck, have fun, it's nearing my bedtime,โž Greg waved and stumbled off his stool. Lorelai held back a snicker as she waved and got back to work. She saw Greg grab onto another patron to stabilize himself for a moment. โSorry,โž he grumbled as he regained his balance and started heading out. Lorelai's color drained from her face as she caught a glance of who he held onto. When did he get here?
She swallowed as she glanced down at herself. SHIT! Well, it wasn't like she was dressed badly but this was not the place she wanted to run into Snooping Wedding Photographer. She huffed as she decided to grab a tray once more and head out towards the tables instead. She put on a smile and walked up to a full table.
โGet you guys anything?โž she asked. A few people smiled as they began ordering. Lorelai took note and headed back. She headed to Phyllis. โThree Budlights, one Corona, and Jack on the Rocks,โž Lorelai said quickly, handing a twenty to Phyllis. She glanced nervously in Tom's direction hoping he wouldn't notice her. The place was packed and it was dimly lit. Phyllis punched it in.
โA dollar-seventy-five, short but take the beers over for now,โž she noted.
โGot it,โž Lorelai said grabbing the beers putting them on her tray, and taking them over. She got the remaining cash and headed back, Phyllis placed it in the register as she handed her the Jack on the Rocks. Lorelai once again went back to hand the patron their remaining drink. She sighed as she continued her best to work, she didn't need the distractions at the moment. Though another one walked in. It was Kevin and his buddies. Lorelai rolled her eyes and groaned. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?! She yelled internally.
Kevin and his entourage of buddies waltzed in. He looked at the bar and noticed it was crowded so his pals headed toward the stage area to find a table to sit at.
โBe right back, I'm going to order some drinks,โž Kevin told his buddies and headed toward the bar. Lorelai turned quickly to face the other direction. โLORELAI!?โž he shouted as Lorelai swallowed. โLorelai is that you girl?โž he asked. "I recognize those brown locks and ponytail anywhere,โž he added as he neared. Lorelai turned and sighed.
โHey, Kevin,โž she greeted defeatedly. Kevin gave a hardy chuckle.
โWhat are you doing here?โž he asked. Lorelai sarcastically tilted her head as Kevin looked her over, noticing her tray in her hand. โWait you're working here?โž he asked shocked. Lorelai looked to the side as she neared, grabbing his shoulder.
โYes!โž she hissed loudly at him. โYou gotta promise not to tell the others...โž she added. โI told Miriam I'd get a job so I can help pay rent and well...just look, promise not to tell the others about it,โž she whispered as Kevin dropped his head laughing instead.
โOkay...but-โž
โNo buts...look I gotta get back to work. It's my first day,โž she added Kevin found this even more hilarious as he laughed loudly.
โFine...get your fi- I mean ass- forget it. Don't tell the others I was here too alright!?โž he decided to bellow out as Lorelai headed back to the bar frustrated. She pushed her bangs back as she could hear the stage get ready for another performance.
She sighed as she finally had to acknowledge the elephant in the room as she rolled her head in his direction. She flashed a smile as she turned to face him. She leaned her elbow casually on the bar. โSo... I hope you enjoy the show,โž she stated as she stared in his direction, pretty sure he was casually snooping in on her minor drama. โDo you want anything?โž she decided to add as she was technically still on the clock.
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archerdepartures116 ยท 3 months ago
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Ill post this au( inspired by tweet above) i started on my twt on Tumblr too
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more comic panels below
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Shenanigans side extra
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this is currently an ongoing series, if this does well here, I will continue posting these in bulk (๏ฝž๏ฟฃโ–ฝ๏ฟฃ)๏ฝž
for more frequent uploads, you can follow my twitter at ArcherD116, feel free to ask me ab this au and give your suggestions!
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spocks-kaathyra ยท 8 months ago
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experimenting w making little trek dolls for the STLV craft swap :))
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dapurinthos ยท 5 months ago
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forever annoyed at the lack of non-woven jedi garments. excuse you, fibrecraft is the basis of society. where are they getting their cloth from? are they weaving it themselves? are they spinning it themselves? where is the knitwear. you cannot tell me that there are no sweaters in the jedi order. there are probably hideous sweaters made from fourteen different colours of yarn because they're made from the wool leftover from other projects. all of the colours manage to clash. and embroidery is just too good for teaching patience. hand-sewing in general is good and meditative.
these people are going to be darning their own socks, patching holes in their robes. they are going to have needles and thread in their survival kits and know how to hold the cloth tension just right with the force so they can re-weave the bigger holes by using tiny, straight sticks to hold the warp in place.
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hisui555 ยท 1 month ago
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Cooking commentary
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Or, as my grandma would say : "That's a dish traditionally enjoyable by two people : one to distract the cook, the other to throw it out the nearest window."
Bonus :
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(Had the idea to have Hero try to comfort him with kind words, only to accidentally finish him - "Don't worry I mess up vivariums too sometimes and then I can't house the beetles I catch" - with Assok laughing their fabric ass off but... meh, long enough already.)
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carolinanadeau ยท 10 months ago
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"this female character is underdeveloped" TO YOU. I can read subtext and I know all about her backstory and her rich inner life. also she told me personally
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castielsprostate ยท 11 months ago
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day 200 of asking misha to put his hands around my neck and choke me lightly
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cat-cosplay ยท 1 year ago
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"Why did you join so many social media apps?"
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ophernelia ยท 4 months ago
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@brookie: โ€œi hate when short girls date tall menโ€ just say you want my man atp ho
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fallen-goldfishcracker ยท 4 months ago
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okay but does it ever kill you how much Wyll loves being the Blade of Frontiers? I think we tend to think of Wyll as this serious, stoic guy, but he's so ridiculously silly about his whole superhero persona. He grew up absolutely in love with storybook heros and tales of bravery and all the bard songs and legends. Look at his reaction to meeting Minsc and Boo!
He must love getting to be a figure like that for a whole new generation of kids. He loves the bard songs (even the bawdy ones!) and the title and the stories, but he just loves being someone brave and worthy and able to help. He loves being a hero!
And to add on to that, its definitely a coping mechanism for him. Perhaps a bit of a messed-up one, but hey, its working.
Which is why the body modification by Mizora seems doubly painful- it doesn't matter that Wyll got them for noble reasons, what the horns do- (and what Wyll knows they do, because he's not an idiot and he understands the common people better than probably anyone else)- is send that whole dream crashing to the ground. He's immediately marked as other. Florrick almost completely passes over him. The tiefling refugees shrink around him. The guards at the doors of his own city don't recognize him. I think Wyll could absolutely win the people's hearts back, he's Wyll Ravengard, of course he could! But in the short term, by gods that's got to hurt.
This is at least the second time in his life he's lost everything in one fell swoop. No wonder he's miserable at the tiefling party- I would be too! It's a testament to his frankly astonishing emotional fortitude that he's barely even moping.
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Double Indemnity, Veritas Ratio and Aventurine
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This was originally a part of my compilation post as a short analysis on the Double Indemnity references, linking to this great thread by Manya on Twitter. However, I've recently watched the movie and found that the parallels run much deeper than just the mission name and the light cone itself, plus as the short synopsis I've read online. Since there isn't really an in-depth attempt at an analysis on the film in relation to the way Aventurine and Ratio present themselves throughout Penacony, I thought I'd take a stab at doing just that. I will also be bringing up things from Manya's thread as well as another thread that has some extra points.
Disclaimer that I... don't do analyses very often. Or write, in general โ€” I'm someone who likes to illustrate their thoughts (in the artistic sense) more than write. There's just something about these two that makes me want to rip into them so badly, so here we are. If there's anything you'd like to add or correct me on, feel free to let me know in the replies or reblogs, or asks. This ended up being a rather extensive deep dive into the movie and its influences on the pairing, so please keep that in mind when pressing Read More.
There are two distinct layers on display in Ratio and Aventurine's relationship throughout Penacony, which are references to the two most important relationships in the movie โ€” where they act like they hate/donโ€™t know each other, and where they trust each other.
SPOILER WARNING for the entire movie, by the way. You can watch the film for free here on archive.org, as well as follow along with the screenplay here. I will also be taking dialogue and such from the screenplay, and cite quotes from the original novel in its own dedicated section. SPOILER WARNING for the Cat Among Pigeons Trailblaze mission, as well.
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CONTENT WARNING FOR MENTIONS OF SUICIDE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
To start, Double Indemnity (1944) is a film noir by Billy Wilder (and co-written by Raymond Chandler) based on the novel of the same name by James M. Cain (1927). There are stark differences between the movie adaptation and the original novel which I will get into later on in this post, albeit in a smaller section, as this analysis is mainly focused on the movie adaptation. I will talk about the basics (summaries for the movie and the game, specifically the Penacony mission in tandem with Ratio and Aventurine) before diving into the character and scene parallels, among other things.
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[THE NAME]
The term "double indemnity" is a clause in which if thereโ€™s a case of accidental death of a statistically rare variety, the insurance company has to pay out multiple of the original amount. This excludes deaths by murder, suicide, gross negligence, and natural causes.
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The part of the mission in Cat Among Pigeons where Ratio and Aventurine meet with Sunday is named after the movie. And before we get further into things, let's get this part out of the way: The Chinese name used in the mission is the CN title of the movie, so there's no liberties taken with the localization โ€” this makes it clear that itโ€™s a nod to the movie and not localization doing its own thing like with the mission name for Heaven Is A Place On Earth (EN) / This Side of Paradise (ไบบ้—ดๅคฉๅ ‚) (CN).
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[SUMMARY OF THE 1944 MOVIE]
Here I summarised the important parts that will eventually be relevant in the analysis related to the game.
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Insurance salesman Walter Neff, wounded from a gunshot, enters his office and confesses his crime on a dictaphone to his boss Barton Keyes, the claims manager. Much earlier, he had met Phyllis Dietrichson, the wife of Mr. Dietrichson and former nurse. Neff had initially wanted to meet Mr. Dietrichson because of car insurance. Phyllis claims her husband is mean to her and that his life insurance goes to his daughter Lola. With Neff seduced by Phyllis, they eventually brew up a scheme to murder Mr. Dietrichson in such a way that they activate the "double indemnity" clause, and the plan goes off almost perfectly. Initially, the death is labeled a suicide by the president of the company, Norton.ย 
Keyes finds the whole situation suspicious, and starts to suspect Phyllis may have had an accomplice. The label on the death goes from accidental, to suicide, to then murder. When itโ€™s ruled that the husband had no idea of the accidental policy, the company refuses to pay. Neff befriends Phyllisโ€™ stepdaughter Lola, and after finding out Phyllis may have played a part in the death of her fatherโ€™s previous wife, Neff begins to fear for Lola and himself, as the life insurance would go all towards her, not Phyllis.
After the plan begins to unravel as a witness is found, it comes out that Lolaโ€™s boyfriend Nino Zachette has been visiting Phyllis every night after the murder. Neff goes to confront Phyllis, intending to kill her. Phyllis has her own plans, and ends up shooting him, but is unable to fire any more shots once she realises she did love him. Neff kills her in two shots. Soon after telling Zachette not to go inside the house, Neff drives to his office to record the confession. When Keyes arrives, Neff tells him he will go to Mexico, but he collapses before he could get out of the building.
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[THE PENACONY MISSION TIMELINE]
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I wonโ€™t be summarising the entirety of Aventurine and Ratioโ€™s endeavours from the beginning of their relationship to their final conversation in Heaven Is A Place On Earth the same way as I summarised the plot of the movie, so I will instead present a timeline. Bolded parts means they are important and have clear parallels, and texts that are in [brackets] and italics stand for the names of either the light cone, or the mission names.
[Final Victor] Their first meeting. Ratioโ€™s ideals are turned on its head as he finally meets his match.
Several missions happen in-between their first encounter and the Penacony project. They come to grow so close and trusting with each other that they can guess, understand each otherโ€™s thoughts, way of thinking and minds even in high stakes missions. Enough to pull off the Prisonerโ€™s Dilemma (Aventurineโ€™s E1) and Stag Hunt Game (Aventurineโ€™s E6) and come out on top.
Aventurine turns towards Ratio for assisting him in the Penacony project. Ratio's involvement in the project is implied to be done without the knowledge of Jade, Topaz, and the IPC in general, as he was only sent to Penacony to represent the Intelligentsia Guild, and the two other Stonehearts never mention Ratio.
Aventurine and Ratio cook up the plan to deceive Sunday before ever setting foot on Penacony. Aventurine does not tell Ratio the entirety of his plan.
Aventurine convinces Topaz and Jade to trust him with their Cornerstones. Aventurine also breaks his own Cornerstone and hides it along with the jade within a bag of gift money.
[The Youth Who Chase Dreams] They enter Penacony in the Reverie Hotel. Aventurine is taken to the side by Sunday and has all his valuables taken, which includes the gift money that contains the broken aventurine stone, the jade, and the case containing the topaz.
Aventurine and Ratio speak in a โ€œprivateโ€ room about how Aventurine messed up the plan. After faking an argument to the all-seeing eyes of Sunday, Ratio leaves in a huff.
Ratio, wearing his alabaster head, is seen around Golden Hour in the (Dusk) Auction House by March 7th.
[Double Indemnity] Ratio meets up with Sunday and โ€œexposesโ€ Aventurine to him. Sunday buys his โ€œbetrayalโ€, and is now in possession of the topaz and jade. Note that this is in truth Ratio betraying Sunday all along.
Ratio meets up with Aventurine again at the bar. Ratio tells Aventurine Sunday wants to see him again.
They go to Dewlight Pavilion and solve a bunch of puzzles to prove their worth to Sunday.
They meet up with Sunday. Sunday forces Aventurine to tell the truth using his Harmony powers. Ratio cannot watch on. It ends with Aventurine taking the gift money with his Cornerstone.
[Heaven Is A Place On Earth] They are in Golden Hour. Ratio tries to pry Aventurine about his plan, but Aventurine reins him in to stop breaking character. Ratio gives him the Mundaniteโ€™s Insight before leaving. This is their final conversation before Aventurineโ€™s grandest death.
Now how exactly does the word โ€œdouble indemnityโ€ relate to their mission in-game? What is their payout? For the IPC, this would be Penacony itself โ€” Aventurine, as the IPC ambassador, handing in the Jade Cornerstone as well as orchestrating a huge show for everybody to witness his death, means the IPC have a reason to reclaim the former prison frontier. As for Ratio, his payout would be information on Penaconyโ€™s Stellaron, although whether or not this was actually something he sought out is debatable. And Aventurine? Itโ€™s highly implied that he seeks an audience with Diamond, and breaking the Aventurine Cornerstone is a one way trip to getting into hot water with Diamond. With Aventurineโ€™s self-destructive behaviour, however, it would also make sense to say that death would be his potential payout, had he taken that path in the realm of IX.
Compared to the movie, the timeline happens in reverse and opposite in some aspects. I will get into it later. As for the intended parallels, these are pretty clear and cut:
Veritas Ratio - Walter Neff
Aventurine - Phyllis Dietrichson
Sunday - Mr. Dietrichson
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There is one other character who I feel also is represented in Ratio, but I wonโ€™t bring them up until later down the line.
For the sake of this analysis, I wonโ€™t be exploring Sundayโ€™s parallel to Mr. Dietrichson, as there isnโ€™t much on Dietrichsonโ€™s character in the first place in both the movie and the novel. He just kind of exists to be a bastard that is killed off at the halfway point. Plus, the analysis is specifically hyper focused on the other two.
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[SO, WHATโ€™S THE PLAN?]
To make things less confusing in the long run whenever I mention the words โ€œschemeโ€ and โ€œplanโ€, I will be going through the details of Phyllis and Neffโ€™s scheme, and Aventurine and Ratioโ€™s plan respectively. Anything that happens after either pair separate from another isnโ€™t going to be included. Written in a way for the plans to have gone perfectly with no outside problems.
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Phyllis and Neff โ€”> Mr. Dietrichson
Goal: Activate the double indemnity clause by killing Mr. Dietrichson and making it look like a freak train accident
Payout: Twice or more of the face value of the life insurance ($100,000)
Main Actor: Walter Neffย  ย  |ย  ย  Accomplice: Phyllis Dietrichson
During the entire time until the payout, Phyllis and Neff have to make sure to any outsiders that they look like complete strangers instead of lovers in an affair.
Step-by-step:
Neff convinces Mr. Dietrichson to sign the policy with the clause without him suspecting foul play, preferably with a third party to act as an alibi. This is done discreetly, making Mr. Dietrichson not read the policy closely and being told to just sign.
Neff and Phyllis talk to each other about small details through the phone (specified to be never at Phyllisโ€™ own house and never when Neff was in his office) and in the marketplace only, to make their meetings look accidental. They shouldnโ€™t be seen nor tracked together, after all.
Phyllis asks Mr. Dietrichson to take the train. She will be the one driving him to the train station.
On the night of the murder, after making sure his alibi is airtight, Neff sneaks into their residence and hides in their car in the second row seating, behind the front row passenger seat. He wears the same colour of clothes as Mr. Dietrichson.
Phyllis and Mr. Dietrichson get inside the car โ€” Phyllis in the driverโ€™s seat and Mr. Dietrichson in the passenger seat. Phyllis drives. On the way to the train station, she makes a detour into an alley. She honks the horn three times.
After the third honk, Neff breaks Mr. Dietrichsonโ€™s neck. The body is then hidden in the second row seating under a rug.
They drive to the train station. Phyllis helps Neff, now posing as Mr. Dietrichson, onto the train. The train leaves the station.
Neff makes it to the observation platform of the parlour car and drops onto the train tracks when nobody else is there.
Phyllis is at the dump beside the tracks. She makes the car blink twice as a signal.
The two drag Mr. Dietrichsonโ€™s corpse onto the tracks.
They leave.
When Phyllis eventually gets questioned by the insurance company, she pretends she has no idea what they are talking about and eventually storms off.
Phyllis and Neff continue to lay low until the insurance company pays out.
Profit!
Actual Result: The actual murder plan goes almost smoothly, with a bonus of Mr. Dietrichson having broken a leg. But with him not filing a claim for the broken leg, a witness at the observation platform, and Zachette visiting Phyllis every night after the murder, Keyes works out the murder scheme on his own, but pins the blame on Phyllis and Zachette, not Neff.
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Now for Aventurine and Ratio. You can skip this section if you understand how deep their act goes, but to those who need a refresher, hereโ€™s a thorough explanation:
Aventurine and Ratio โ€”> Sunday
Goal: Collect the aventurine stone without Sunday knowing, ruin the dream (and create the grandest death)
Payout: Penacony for the IPC, information on the Stellaron for Ratio, a meeting with Diamond / death for Aventurine
Main Actor: Aventurineย  ย  |ย  ย  Accomplice: Veritas Ratio
From the moment they step onto Penacony, they are under Sundayโ€™s ever present and watchful eyes. โ€œPrivacyโ€ is a foreign word to The Family. They have to act like they donโ€™t like each otherโ€™s company the entire time and feed Sunday information through indirect means so that the eventual โ€œbetrayalโ€ by Ratio seems truthful to Sunday. Despite what it looks like, they are closer than one would ever think, and Ratio would never sell out a person purely for information.
Step-by-step:
After Sunday takes away the bag of gift money and box, Aventurine and Ratio talk in a room in the Reverie Hotel.
Aventurine establishes the Cornerstonesโ€™ importance, and how he lost the gift money and the case containing the Cornerstones to Sunday. Ratio turns to leave, saying โ€œsome idiot ruined everythingโ€, meaning the Cornerstones were vital to their plan. (Note that Ratio is not wearing his alabaster head while saying it to said โ€œidiotโ€.)
Aventurine then proceeds to downplay the importance of the Cornerstones, stating they are โ€œnothing more than a few rocksโ€ and โ€œwho cares if they are goneโ€. This lets Sunday know that something suspicious may be going on for him to act like itโ€™s nothing, and the mention of multiple stones, and leaves him to look up what a Cornerstone is to the Ten Stonehearts of the IPC.
Ratio points out his absurd choice of outfit, mentioning the Attini Peacock and their song.
Ratio implies that without the aventurine stone, he is useless to the IPC. He also establishes that Aventurine is from Sigonia(-IV), and points out the mark on his neck. To Sunday, this means that Aventurine is shackled to the IPC, and how Aventurine may possibly go through extreme lengths to get the stone back, because a death sentence always looms above him.
Aventurine claims Ratio had done his homework on his background, which can be taken that this is their very first time working together. (It isnโ€™t, and it only takes one look to know that Aventurine is an Avgin because of his unique eyes, so this comment does not make sense even in a โ€œsincereโ€ way, a running theme for the interaction.)
Ratio mentions how the true goal is to reclaim Penacony for the IPC, establishing their ulterior motive for attending the banquet.
Ratio asks if Aventurine went to pre-school in Sigonia after saying trust was reliant on cooperation. Aventurine mentions how he didnโ€™t go to school and how he doesnโ€™t have any parents. He even brings up how friends are weapons of the Avgins. This tells Sunday that the Avgins supposedly are good at manipulation and potentially sees Ratio possibly betraying Aventurine due to his carelessness with his โ€œfriendsโ€. Sunday would also then research about the Avgins in general (and research about Sigonia-IV comes straight from the Intelligentsia Guild.)
Ratio goes to Dewlight Pavilion in Sundayโ€™s Mansion and exposes a part of Aventurineโ€™s โ€œplanโ€. When being handed the suitcase, Ratio opens it up due to his apparent high status in the IPC. He tells Sunday that the Cornerstone in the suitcase is a topaz, not an aventurine, and that the real aventurine stone is in the bag of gift money. This is a double betrayal โ€” on Aventurine (who knows) and Sunday (who doesnโ€™t). Note that while Ratio is not officially an IPC member in name โ€” the Intelligentsia Guild (which is run by the IPC head of the Technology Department Yabuli) frequently collaborates with the IPC. Either Aventurine had given him access to the box, or Ratioโ€™s status in general is ambiguous enough for Sunday not to question him further. He then explains parts of Aventurineโ€™s gamble to Sunday in order to sell the betrayal. Note that Ratio does not ever mention Aventurineโ€™s race to Sunday.
Ratio brings Aventurine to Sunday. Aventurine offers help in the investigation of Robin's death, requesting the gift money and the box in return.
Sunday objects to the trade offer. Aventurine then asks for just the bag. A classic car insurance sales tactic. Sunday then interrogates Aventurine, and uses everything Ratio and Aventurine brought up in the Reverie Hotel conversation and their interactions in the Mansion, as well as aspects that Ratio had brought up to Sunday himself.
Aventurine feigns defeat and ignorance enough so that Sunday willingly lets him go with the gift bag. After all is said and done, Aventurine leaves with the gift money, where the Aventurine Cornerstone is stored all along.
Ratio and Aventurine continue to pretend they dislike each other until they go their separate ways for their respective goals and plans. Aventurine would go on to orchestrate his own demise at the hands of Acheron, and Ratioโ€ฆ lurks in the shadows like the owl he is.
Profit!
Actual Result: The plan goes perfectly, even with minor hiccups like Ratio coming close to breaking character several times and Aventurine being sentenced to execution by Sunday.
This is how Sunday uses the information he gathered against Aventurine:
โ€ข Sunday going on a tirade about the way Aventurine dresses and how heโ€™s not one to take risks โ€” Ratioโ€™s comment about Aventurineโ€™s outfit being peacock-esque and how heโ€™s โ€œshort of a feather or twoโ€. โ€ข โ€œDo you own a Cornerstone?โ€ โ€” Ratio talked about the aventurine stone. โ€ข โ€œDid you hand over the Cornerstone to The Family when you entered Penacony?โ€ โ€” Aventurine mentioned the box containing the Cornerstones. โ€ข โ€œDoes the Cornerstone you handed over to The Family belong to you?โ€ โ€” Aventurine specifically pluralized the word Cornerstone and โ€œa bunch of rocksโ€ when talking to Ratio. โ€ข โ€œIs your Cornerstone in this room right now?โ€ โ€” The box in the room supposedly contained Aventurineโ€™s own cornerstone, when Aventurine mentioned multiple stones. โ€ข โ€œAre you an Avgin from Sigonia?โ€ โ€”Aventurine mentioned that heโ€™s an Avgin, and Ratio brought up Sigonia. โ€ข โ€œDo the Avgins have any ability to read, control, and manipulate oneโ€™s own or anotherโ€™s minds?โ€ โ€” Aventurineโ€™s comment on how friends are weapons, as well as Sundayโ€™s own research on the Avgins, leading him to find out about the negative stereotypes associated with them. โ€ข โ€œDo you love your family more than yourself?โ€ โ€” His lost parents. โ€œAll the Avgins were killed in a massacre. Am I right?โ€ โ€” Based on Sundayโ€™s research into his background. โ€ข โ€œAre you your clanโ€™s sole survivor?โ€ โ€” Same as the last point. โ€œDo you hate and wish to destroy this world with your own hands?โ€ โ€” Ratio mentioned the IPCโ€™s goal to regain Penacony, and Aventurineโ€™s whole shtick is ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝall or nothingโ€. โ€ข โ€œCan you swear that at this very moment, the aventurine stone is safe and sound in this box?โ€ โ€” Repeat.
As seen here, both duos have convoluted plans that involve the deception of one or more parties while also pretending that the relationship between each other isnโ€™t as close as in reality. Unless you knew both of them personally and their histories, there was no way you could tell that they have something else going on.ย 
On to the next point: Comparing Aventurine and Ratio with Phyllis and Neff.
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[NEFF & PHYLLIS โ€” RATIO & AVENTURINE]
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With the short summaries of the movie and the mission out of the way, letโ€™s look at Phyllis and Neff as characters and how Aventurine and Ratio are similar or opposite to them.
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Starting off with Aventurine and Phyllis. Here is where they are the most similar:
Phyllis is blonde and described as a provocative woman. Aventurine is also a blond and eyes Ratio provocatively in the Final Victor light cone.
Phyllis was put under surveillance after Keyes starts figuring out that the so-called accidental death/suicide may have been a murder after all. Similarly, Aventurine was watched by Sunday the entire time in Penacony.
Phyllis never tells Neff how she's seeing another man on the side to possibly kill him too (as well as how she was responsible for the death of her husbandโ€˜s previous wife). Aventurine also didn't tell Ratio the entirety of his plan of his own death.
Phyllis puts on a somewhat helpless act at first but is incredibly capable of making things go her way, having everything seemingly wrapped around her finger. Aventurine โ€” even when putting on a facade that masks his true motives โ€” always comes out at the top.
Now the differences between Aventurine and Phyllis:
Phyllis does not care about her family and has no issue with killing her husband, his previous wife, and possibly her daughter Lola. Opposite of that, Aventurine is a family manโ€ฆ with no family left, as well as feeling an insane level of survivorโ€™s guilt.
Really, Phyllis justโ€ฆ does not care at all about anyone but herself and the money. Aventurine, while he uses every trick in the book to get out on top, does care about the way Jade and Topaz had entrusted him with their Cornerstones, in spite of the stones being worth their lives.ย 
Phyllis also uses other people to her advantage to get what she wants, often behind other people's backs, with the way she treats Neff and Zachette. Aventurine does as well (what with him making deals with the Trailblazer while also making a deal with Black Swan that involves the Trailblazer). The difference here is Phyllis uses her allure deliberately to seduce men while Aventurine simply uses others as pawns while also allowing others to do the same to himself.
Phyllis makes no attempt at compromising the policy when questioned by Norton. Aventurine ends up compromising by only taking the gift money (which is exactly what he needs).
The wig that Barbara Stanwyck (the actress of Phyllis) wore was chosen to make her look as โ€œsleazyโ€ as possible, make her look insincere and a fraud, a manipulator. A sort of cheapness. Aventurineโ€™s flashy peacock-esque outfit can be sort of seen as something similar, except the outfit isnโ€™t cheap.
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Moving on to Ratioโ€™s similarities to Neffโ€ฆ There isnโ€™t much to extrapolate here as Ratio is more of a side character in the grand scheme of Penacony, however this is what Iโ€™ve figured out.
Neff has dark hair. Ratio has dark purple hair.
Neff almost never refers to Phyllis by her name when speaking with her, only as โ€œbabyโ€. The few times he refers to her as Phyllis or Mrs. Dietrichson is during their first conversations and when he has to act like he doesnโ€™t know her. Ratio never calls Aventurine by his name when heโ€™s around him โ€” only as โ€œgamblerโ€, sometimes โ€œdamnedโ€ or โ€œdearโ€ (EN-only) gambler. Only in the Aventurine's Keeping Up With Star Rail episode does Ratio repeatedly say his name, and yet he still calls him by monikers like โ€œgamblerโ€ or, bafflingly, a โ€œsystem of chaos devoid of logicโ€.
Both Neff and Ratio committed two betrayals: Neff on Mr. Dietrichson and Keyes, and Ratio on Sunday and Aventurine. With the former cases it was to reach the end of the trolley line, and with the latter it was on a man who had put his trust in him.
As for the differencesโ€ฆ
Neff is described as someone whoโ€™s not smart by his peers. Ratio is someone who is repeatedly idolised and put on a pedestal by other people.
Neff is excellent at pretending to not know nor care for Phyllis whenever he speaks about her with Keyes or when he and she are in a place that could land them in hot water (the office, the mansion when there are witnesses). His acting is on the same level as Phyllis. With Ratio itโ€™sโ€ฆ complicated. While he does pull off the hater act well, he straight up isnโ€™t great at pretending not to care about Aventurineโ€™s wellbeing.
Instead of getting his gunshot wound treated in the hospital like a normal person, Neff makes the absolutely brilliant decision of driving to his office and talking to a dictaphone for hours. Needless to say, this is something a medical doctor like Ratio would never do.
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Now here's the thing. Though it's very easy to just look at Phyllis and Neff in the movie and go "okay, Aventurine is Phyllis and Ratio is Neff โ€” end of story" and leave it at that, I find that they both take from the two leads in different ways. Let me explain. Beginning with Aventurine and Neffโ€ฆ
Neff is the one who hatches the plan and encourages Phyllis to go through and claim the double indemnity clause in the first place. He is also the key player of his own risky plan, having to fake being the husband to enter the train as well as fake the death. Aventurine puts himself at great risk just by being in Sundayโ€™s presence, and hoping that Sunday wouldnโ€™t figure out that the green stone he had uncovered wasnโ€™t the aventurine stone.
Adding onto the last point, Neff had fantasised about pulling off the perfect murder for a long time โ€” the catalyst was simply him meeting Phyllis. Aventurine presumably sought out Ratio alone for his plan against Sunday.
Neff makes a roulette wheel analogy and talks about a pile of blue and yellow poker chips (the latter in the script only). I donโ€˜t even have to explain why this is relevant here. (Aventurineโ€™s Ultimate features a roulette wheel and the motif is on his belt, thigh strap, and back, too. And of course, Aventurine is all about his chips.)
Neff has certain ways to hide when heโ€™s nervous, which include hiding his hands in his pockets when they were shaking, putting on glasses so people couldnโ€™t see his eyes. Aventurine hides his left hand behind his back when heโ€™s nervous: Future Aventurine says that "they don't know the other hand is below the table, clutching [his] chips for dear life", and in multiple occasions such as the Final Victor LC, his character trailer, and even in his boss form in the overworld you can see that Aventurine hides his left hand behind his back. And he is also seen with his glasses on sometimes.
Neff says a bunch of stuff to make sure that Phyllis acts her part and does not act out of character (i.e. during their interactions at the market), like how Aventurine repeatedly tries to get Ratio back on track from his subpar acting.
Neff is always one step ahead of the game, and the only reason the plan blows up in his face is due to outside forces that he could not have foreseen (a witness, Keyes figuring out the plan, the broken leg). Aventurine meanwhile plays 5D chess and even with the odds against him, he uses everything he can to come out on the top (i. e. getting Acheron to kill him in the dream).
Even after coming home on the night of the murder, Neff still felt that everything could have gone wrong. Aventurine, with his blessed luck, occasionally wavers and fears everything could go wrong whenever he takes a gamble.
Neff was not put under surveillance by Keyes due to him being extensive with his alibi. After witnessing Robinโ€™s death with eyewitnesses at the scene, the Family had accepted Aventurineโ€™s alibi, though he would be under watch from the Bloodhounds according to Ratio.
Neff talks about the entire murder scheme to the dictaphone. Aventurine during Cat Among Pigeons also retells his plan, albeit in a more convoluted manner, what with his future self and all.
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Continuing with Ratio and Phyllis, even with their personalities and motivations being quite different, they do have a few commonalities.
Phyllis was a nurse. Ratio is a medical doctor.
Her name is Greek of origin. Veritas Ratio, though his name is Latin, has Greco-Roman influences throughout his entire character.
The very first scene Phyllis appears in has her wearing a bath towel around her torso. Ratio loves to take baths to clear his mind.
Phyllis was instructed by Neff to be at the market every morning at eleven buying things. Ratio is seen in an auction house with his alabaster head on so no one could recognize him.
Phyllis mostly acts as an accomplice to the scheme, being the one to convince her husband to take the train instead. She is also generally seen only when Neff is involved. Ratio plays the same role as well, only really appearing in the story in relation to Aventurine as well as being the accomplice in Aventurineโ€™s own death. Even him standing in the auction house randomly can be explained by the theory that he and Aventurine had attempted to destabilise Penaconyโ€™s economy through a pump and dump scheme.
With these pointers out of the way, letโ€™s take a closer look at select scenes from the film and their relation to the mission and the pair.ย 
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[THE PHONE CALL โ€” THE REVERIE HOTEL]
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Before the murder, there is a scene with a phone call between Phyllis and Neff discussing the plan while Keyes is in the same room as Neff. Neff has to make sure that Keyes doesnโ€™t think of anything of the phone call, so he acts like heโ€™s calling a โ€œMargieโ€, and says a bunch of stuff that sounds innocent out of context (โ€œCanโ€™t I call you back, โ€˜Margieโ€™?โ€ โ€œWhat color did you pick out?โ€ โ€œNavy blue. I like that fineโ€), but are actually hinting at the real plan all along (the suit that Mr. Dietrichson wears.)
In a roundabout way, the conversation between Ratio and Aventurine in the Reverie Hotel can be seen as the opposite of that scene โ€” with the two talking about their supposed plan out loud on Penacony ground, a place where the Family (and in turn, Sunday) has eyes everywhere. Despite being in a โ€œprivateโ€ room, they still act like they hate each other while airing out details that really do not make sense to air out if they really did meet the first time in Penacony (which they didnโ€™t โ€” theyโ€™ve been on several missions beforehand). Itโ€™s almost like they want a secret third person to know what they were doing, instead of trying to be hushed up about it. The TVs in the room that Sunday can look through based on Inherently Unjust Destiny โ€” A Moment Among The Stars, the Bloodhound statue that disappears upon being inspected, the owl clock on the left which side eyes Ratio and Aventurine, all point to that Sunday is watching their every move, listening to every word.
Rewinding back to before the phone call, in one of the encounters at the marketplace where they โ€œaccidentallyโ€ run into each other, Phyllis talks about how the trip was off. How her husband wouldnโ€™t get on the train, which was vital for their plan, because of a broken leg. All this, while pretending to be strangers by the passersby. You could say that the part where Ratio almost leaves because Aventurine had โ€œruined the planโ€ is the opposite of this, as the husband breaking his leg was something they couldnโ€™t account for, while Aventurine โ€œbeing short of a few feathersโ€ was entirely part of the plan.
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[QUESTIONING PHYLLIS โ€” THE INTERROGATION]
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This section is going to be a little longer as I will cover two scenes in the movie in a more detailed manner โ€” Mr. Dietrichson signing the policy, and Phyllis being questioned โ€” and how they are represented in the Sunday-Aventurine interrogation and the prior conversation between Ratio and Sunday in multitudes of ways.
Going about their plan, Neff has to make sure that Mr. Dietrichson signs the policy with the double indemnity clause without him knowing the details, all the while having Phyllis (and Lola) in the same room. He and Phyllis have to pretend that they donโ€™t know each other, and that this is just the standard accidental insurance process, instead of signing what would be his downfall. To sell it, he gets Mr. Dietrichson to sign two โ€œcopiesโ€ of the form, except with Mr. Dietrichsonโ€™s second signature, heโ€™s duped into signing the accident insurance policy with the respective clause.
You can tie this to how Ratio goes to Sunday in order to โ€œexposeโ€ the lie that the suitcase didnโ€™t actually contain the Aventurine Cornerstone, as well as there being more than one Cornerstone involved in the scheme. Ratio must make sure that Sunday truly believes that he dislikes Aventurineโ€™s company, while also making sure that Sunday doesnโ€™t figure out the actual aventurine stone is broken and hidden in the gift bag. The scheme turns out to be successful, as Sunday retrieves the two Cornerstones, but not the aventurine stone, and truly does think that the green stone he has in his possession is the aventurine.
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This whole scene with Sunday is also reminiscent of the interrogation scene in the middle of the movie, where Phyllis was questioned by the boss (Norton) who was deducing that Mr. Dietrichson's death was a suicide, not accidental death. Neff, Phyllis, Keyes and Norton were all in the same room, and Neff and Phyllis had to act like they never knew the other. Phyllis acts like she knows nothing about what Norton insinuates about her husband and eventually, Phyllis explodes in anger and storms out the room, even slamming the door. Her act is very believable to any outsider.
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Now back to the Ratio and Sunday conversation. One glaring difference between the movie and here is that his acting isnโ€™t great compared to either Phyllis nor Neff. It never was throughout the Penacony mission. He even comes very close to breaking character several times, and is even defending Aventurine in a somewhat aggressive manner during his one-on-one conversation with Sunday, as in he literally tells Sunday to see a shrink. Itโ€™s very different from the way he was acting in Herta Space Station โ€” like Ratio cares about Aventurine too much to keep his hands off.
It's also worth pointing out that Neff doesn't speak a word when Phyllis was being interrogated. Similarly, Ratio is silent throughout the entire scene with Sunday and Aventurine, with his only โ€œlineโ€ being a โ€œhmโ€. When Aventurine calls him a wretch to his face, all he does is look to the side. In fact, he can only look at Aventurine when the other isnโ€™t staring back. Almost like him uttering a single word would give them away. Or his acting is terrible when it has to do with Aventurine, as he has no issue doing the same thing in Crown of the Mundane and Divine (Mundane Troubles).
So, Sunday finds out about the Cornerstones and reveals them to Aventurine, and reasons that he cannot give them back to him because Aventurine had lied. Note that in that same scene, Aventurine attempted to use the two murders that had occurred beforehand against Sunday to retrieve his own cornerstone. Similarly, when it was revealed that Mr. Dietrichson did not know about the accident policy and that the so-called โ€œaccidental deathโ€ was not, in fact, accidental, the insurance company refused to pay out the money.
Unlike the movie, this was all planned, however. The double-crossing by Ratio, the gift money being the only thing required for Aventurineโ€™s real plan. All of it was an act of betrayal against Sunday, in the same manner as the meticulous planning as Mr. Dietrichsonโ€™s murder โ€” To sign the policy, get him to take the train, kill him on the way, and to have Neff pose as the husband on the train until the time is right to get off and lay the body on the tracks. A key difference is that they could not have expected their scheme to be busted wide open due to forces outside of their control, while Ratio and Aventurine went straight down the line for the both of them no matter what.
From here on out, we can conclude that the way Ratio and Aventurine present themselves in Penacony to onlookers is in line with Neff and Phyllis.
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[โ€œGOODBYE, BABYโ€ โ€” FINAL VICTOR]
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And now for the (in)famous light cone, Final Victor. The thing that truly kickstarted the Ratio and Aventurine ship in the fanbase, and the partnership between the two in general. Itโ€™s a direct reference to the final confrontation between Neff and Phyllis in the movie.
Iโ€™ll fire through all the similarities between the two scenes.
During the respective scenes, Aventurine and Phyllis both outsmart their partner one way or the other: Aventurine with his one-sided game of Russian Roulette, and Phyllis hiding her gun underneath the cushions until Neff turned away.
The guns are owned by Phyllis and Aventurine, not Neff and Ratio.
Phyllis couldnโ€™t bring herself to fire any more shots after she realised she truly did love Neff. Ratio could do nothing but watch as Aventurine did what he did โ€” he couldnโ€™t even pull away if the LC animation is anything to go by him struggling as Aventurine firmly keeps the gun to his chest.
Neff says he doesnโ€™t buy (believe) that Phyllis loved him. She then goes โ€œIโ€™m not asking you to buy [โ€ฆ]โ€. The LC description has Aventurine ask Ratio โ€œYou donโ€™t believe me?โ€, while in the LC animation Ratio straight up says โ€œYou expect me to believe you?โ€ and Aventurine answering โ€œWhy not, doctor/professor?โ€
The visual composition of the LC and the scene are nearly identical, from the lighting to the posing to the way Aventurine looks at Ratio โ€” Aventurine and Ratio are even wearing different outfits to fit the scene better. The background in the LC is also like the blinders in the movie, just horizontal.
In the shot where Phyllisโ€™ face is more visible, the way she looks at Neff is strikingly like the way provocatively looks at Ratio. Even their eyes have a visible shine โ€” Phyllisโ€™ eyes brightly shining the moment she realised she really fell in love with Neff, and Aventurine having just a little light return to his eyes in that specific moment.
And now the differences!
Neff holds the gun in his right hand. Aventurine makes Ratio hold his gun in his left.
Neff is the one who takes the gun from Phyllisโ€˜ hand. Aventurine is the one who places the gun in Ratioโ€™s hand and fires it.
Three gunshots are fired. In the movie, Phyllis shoots the first shot and Neff the second and third. Aventurine unloads the gun and leaves only one bullet for this game of Russian Roulette. He pulls the trigger three times, but they all turn out to be blanks.
Phyllis does not break her faรงade of not smiling until the very last moment where she gets shot. Aventurine is smiling the entire time according to the light cone description, whilst in the animation, itโ€™s only when he guides the gun to his chest that he puts it on.
So, you know how Neff meets Phyllis and it all goes off the rails from there. The way Neff goes from a decent guy to willingly involve himself in a murder scheme, having his morals corrupted by Phyllis. His world having been turned upside down the moment he lays eyes on Phyllis in that first meeting. Doesnโ€™t that sound like something that happened with the Final Victor LC? Ratio, a man all about logic and rationality โ€” a scholar with eight PhDs to his name โ€” all of that is flipped on its head the moment Aventurine pulls out his gun in their first meeting and forces Ratio to play a game of Russian roulette with him. Aventurine casually gambles using his own life like itโ€™s nothing and seemingly without fear (barring his hidden left hand). All or nothing โ€” and yet Aventurine comes out alive after three blanks. Poetic, considering thereโ€™s a consumable in the game called โ€œAll or Nothingโ€ which features a broken chess piece and a poker chip bound together by a tie. The poker chip obviously represents the gambler, but the chess piece specifically stands for Ratio because he plays chess in his character trailer, his Keeping Up With Star Rail episode and his introduction is centred around him playing chess with himself. Plus, the design of the chess piece has golden accents, similar to his own chess set. In the end, Aventurine will always be the final victor.
Furthermore, Neff had deduced that Phyllis wanted to kill her husband and initially wanted no part in it, but in a subsequent visit it was his own idea that they trigger the double indemnity clause for more money. As the movie progresses though, he starts to have his doubts (thanks in part to him befriending Lola) and makes the move to kill Phyllis when everything starts to come to light. Itโ€™s strikingly similar to how Ratio initially wanted no part in whatever Aventurine had in mind when they first met, but in the subsequent missions where they were paired up, he willingly goes along with Aventurine's risky plans, and they come to trust each other. Enough so that Aventurine and Ratio can go to Penacony all on their own and put on an act, knowing that nobody inย the IPC other than them can enter the Dreamscape. The mutual respect grew over time, instead of burning passionately before quickly fizzling out like in the movie.
Basically, in one scene, three shots (blanks) start a relationship, and in the other, it ends a relationship. In the anan magazine interview with Aventurine, he says himself that โ€œform[ing] an alliance with just one bulletโ€ with Ratio was one of his personal achievements. The moment itself was so impactful for both parties that it was immortalised and turned into a light cone.
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[THE ENDING โ€” GOLDEN HOUR]
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The ending of Double Indemnity that made it into the final cut has Neff continue his confession on the dictaphone until he realised that he wasnโ€™t alone in the room. Keyes had come inside at some point, but none had said a thing, only listening to a dead man speak of his crime. When Neff sees Keyes, they talk for a moment, Neff says he plans on fleeing to Mexico. Keyes does not think he will make it. He tries to leave, only to collapse at the front of the elevator, Keyes following just behind him. Neff attempts to light a cigar but is too weak to do so, so Keyes does it for him.
Parts of the ending can still be attributed to the interrogation scene between Sunday and Aventurine, so Iโ€™ll make this quick before moving on to the conversation in Heaven Is A Place On Earth, Ratio and Aventurineโ€™s final conversation together. Once Sunday mentions how quickly Aventurine gave up the suitcase, he inflicts the Harmonyโ€™s consecration on him, which forces Aventurine to confess everything that Sunday asks of. In a way, itโ€™s the opposite of what happens in the movie โ€” where Neff willingly tells the truth about the murder to his coworker. Aventurine does not like Sunday, and Neff is close to Keyes. Ratio also does not speak, similarly to how Keyes didnโ€™t speak and stood silently off to the side.
Post-interrogation in Golden Hour, Ratio worriedly prods at Aventurine and asks him about his plan. He then gives him the Mundaniteโ€™s Insight with the Doctorโ€™s Advice inside when Aventurine tells him to leave. Throughout Heaven Is A Place On Earth, Aventurine gets weaker and his head starts to buzz, until he falls to the ground before he can hand in the final gems. Similarly, Neff progressively grows weaker as he records his confession. Keyes says heโ€™s going to call a doctor and Neff says heโ€™s planning to go to Mexico. And when Neff collapses near the elevator, they talk one final time and Keyes lights Neffโ€™s cigar as the other was too weak to do so himself.
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[OPPOSITE TIMELINES AND DEVELOPMENTS]
Remember how I said the way certain events happen in the movie and the game are mostly opposite and reverse of one another?ย 
The Final Victor LC is the first meeting of Ratio and Aventurine, and Neff killing Phyllis is their final meeting.
Between that first and last meeting between Phyllis and Neffโ€™s whirlwind romance, their relationship becomes strained which ultimately leads to Neff not trusting whatever Phyllis has to say at the end point of the movie. As for Ratio and Aventurine, the exact opposite had happened, to the point where Ratio trusts Aventurine enough to go along with his plans even if they went against his own ideals. The basis of the mission involved Veritas Ratio, whose full name includes the Latin word for โ€œtruthโ€, lying the entire time on Penacony.
Aventurine is sentenced to the gallows by Sunday after his unwilling interrogation. The movie starts and ends with Neff willingly confessing everything to Keyes.
It bears repeating, but I have to make it so clear that the trust between Ratio and Aventurine runs incredibly deep. Being able to predict what your partner says and thinks and plans in a mission as critical as the Penacony project is not something first-time co-workers can pull off flawlessly. All the while having to put on masks that prevent you from speaking sincerely towards one another lest you rat yourselves out. You have no way of contacting outside reinforcements from within Penacony, as the rest of the IPC are barred from entering. To be able to play everybody for fools while said fools believe you yourselves have handed your case on a silver platter requires a lot โ€” trust, knowledge of the other, past experience, and so on. With Phyllis and Neff, the trust they had had been snuffed out when Neff grew closer to Lola and found out what kind of person Phyllis truly was on the inside. Phyllis did not trust nor love Neff enough and was going behind his back to meet with Zachette to possibly take Neff and Lola out. And the whole reason Neff wanted to perpetrate the murder was due to him being initially taken by Phyllis' appearance, which single handedly got the ball rolling on the crime.
Now then, how come trust is one of the defining aspects of Aventurine and Ratioโ€™s relationship, when Phyllis and Neffโ€™s trust eventually lead to both their deaths at the hands of the other? Sure, this can be explained away with the opposite theory, but thereโ€™s one other relationship involving Neff which I havenโ€™t brought up in excruciating detail yet. The other side of Ratio and Aventurineโ€™s relationship.
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[NEFF & KEYES โ€” AVENTURINE & RATIO]
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Here is where it gets more interesting โ€” while Phyllis and Neff are at the centre point of the movie, there is another character to whom Neff has a close relationship with โ€” Keyes. Itโ€™s also the only relationship with no pretences, at least, until the whole murder thing happened and Neff had to hide his involvement from Keyes. Watching the movie, I couldn't help but feel there was something more to the two than meets the eye. I knew that queer readings of the film existed, but I didn't think too much of them until now. And though Aventurine and Ratio parallel Phyllis and Neff respectively, the fact that they also have traits of their opposite means that it wouldnโ€™t be completely out of the question if parts of their relationship were also influenced by Keyes and Neff on a deeper and personal level. Let me explain.
Keyes and Neff were intimate friends for eleven years and have shown mutual respect and trust towards one another. They understood each other on a level not seen with Phyllis and Neff. Even after hearing Neff confess his crimes through the dictaphone (and eventually standing in the same room while Neff confessed), he still cared for the other man, and stayed with him when Neff collapsed at the front door. The only reason Keyes hadnโ€™t deduced that it was Neff who was behind the murder was because he had his absolute trust in him. Keyes is also Neffโ€™s boss, and they are always seen exchanging playful banter when they are on screen together. Neff even says the words โ€œI love you, tooโ€ twice in the movie โ€” first at the beginning and second at the end, as the final line. Thereโ€™s also the persistent theme of Neff lighting Keyesโ€™ cigarettes (which happens in every scene where they are face-to-face), except in the end where itโ€™s Keyes who lights Neffโ€™s.
Doesnโ€™t that sound familiar? Mutual respect, caring too much about the other person, the immense amount of trustโ€ฆ Ratio says heโ€™s even the manager of the Penacony project (which may or may not be a lie), and despite their banter being laced with them acting as โ€œenemiesโ€, you can tell that in Dewlight Pavilion pre-Sunday confrontation that Aventurine genuinely likes Ratioโ€™s company and believes him to be a reliable person. From the way he acts carefree in his words to the thoughts in his head, as seen in the mission descriptions for Double Indemnity. Their interactions in that specific mission are possibly the closest thing to their normal way of speaking that we get to see on Penacony.
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Not to mention, this is the way Neff describes Keyes. He even says (not in the script) โ€œyou never fooled me with your song and dance, not for a second.โ€ Apart from the line about the cigar ashes, doesnโ€™t this ring a bell to a certain doctor? โ€œJerkโ€ with a heart of gold?
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After solving the puzzle with the statues, Ratio jokingly offers Aventurine to join the Genius Society. Aventurine then goes "Really? I thought youโ€™ve given up on that already", and then Ratio says it was, in fact, a joke. Solving the puzzle through brute force has Ratio telling Aventurine that the Council of Mundanites (which Ratio himself is a part of) should consider him a member. In the movie, where the scene with the phone call with Neff and Phyllis reiterating details of their plan happens, Keyes actually offered Neff a better job (specifically a desk job, as Keyesโ€™ assistant). The two pairs saw the other as smart, equals, and were invested in each otherโ€™s careers one way or another.
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Because of all this, the character parallels for this side of the relationship are as follows:
Aventurine - Walter Neff
Veritas Ratio - Barton Keyes
With the way Iโ€™ve talked about how Aventurine and Ratio take from both leads in terms, it does fit to say that Aventurine is Neff, and Ratio is Keyes in this layer of their relationship. Since weโ€™re on the topic of Keyes, let me also go through some similarities with him and Ratio specifically.
Keyes says the words โ€œdimwitted amateursโ€ in his first on-screen conversation with Neff. You canโ€™t have Dr. Ratio without him talking about idiocy in some way.
Keyes almost only appears in the movie in relation to Neff, and barring a single interaction in Neffโ€™s house, is also only seen in the office. Same with Phyllis, Ratio also only ever appears regarding Aventurine.
Keyes genuinely wanted the best for Neff, even offering to celebrate with him when he thought the case truly had been busted wide open by forces when Zachette entered the picture. You could say the same for Ratio, as he hoped that Aventurine wouldnโ€™t dwell on the past according to his response on Aventurineโ€™s Interview, as well as telling him to โ€œstay alive/live on (CN)โ€ and wishing him the best of luck in his Doctorโ€™s Advice note.
Whether or not you believe that there was more going on with Neff and Keyes is up to you, but what matters is that the two were very close. Just like Ratio and Aventurine.
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[THE ORIGINAL FILM ENDING]
Something that I hadnโ€™t seen brought up is the original ending of Double Indemnity, where Neff is executed in a gas chamber while Keyes watches on, shocked, and afterwards leaves somberly. The ending was taken out because they were worried about the Hays Code, but I felt it was important to bring it up, because in a way, you can kind of see the Sunday interrogation scene as Sunday sending Aventurine to his death in seventeen system hours. And Ratio doesnโ€™t speak at all in that scene, and Keyes doesnโ€™t either according to the script.
Another thing thatโ€™s noteworthy is that Wilder himself said โ€œthe story was about the two guysโ€ in Conversations with Wilder. The two guys in question are Keyes and Neff.
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โ€”
[THE NOVEL]
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With the original film ending covered, now it is time to bring up the novel by James M. Cain. I bought the book just to read about the differences between the adaptation and the original source material, and to list a few more similarities and opposites I could gather. For this section alone, due to the changes in the (last) names of certain characters, I will be referring to Walter Huff (Neff in the movie) as Walter, and Mr. Dietrichson as Nirdlinger. The plot is pretty much the same as the movieโ€™s apart from a couple of changes so there isnโ€™t a need to recount everything.
From my two read-throughs of the novel, these are the following passages that stood out to me the most. Starting with Aventurine:
Walter, as a top businessman of the company, knows how to sway a deal and to get what he truly wants with what the other gives him. Aventurine is the same, reliant on his intuition, experience and whatever information he has on the table to claim the win. Him luring out Sparkle in Heaven Is A Place On Earth and his conversation with Acheron in the Nihility is indicative of that.
โ€ข "But you sell as many people as I do, you don't go by what they say. You feel it, how the deal is going. And after a while I knew this woman didn't care anything about the Automobile Club. Maybe the husband did, but she didn't. There was something else, and this was nothing but a stall. I figured it would be some kind of a proposition to split the commission, maybe so she could get a ten-spot out of it without the husband knowing. There's plenty of that going on. And I was just wondering what I would say to her."ย 
Phyllis, like in the movie, had been hiding her true intentions of talking to Walter in their first conversations, always saying things that she didnโ€™t actually mean. In a similar vein, Aventurine consistently says stuff but almost never truly means any of it, which is all part of his faรงade.
โ€ข "And I could feel it again, that she wasn't saying what she meant. It was the same as it was the first afternoon I met her, that there was something else, besides what she was telling me. And I couldn't shake it off, that I had to call it on her."
When discussing the murder plan with Phyllis, Walter makes this comment, kind of like how Aventurine seems to operate in a way where he has a plan, but is ready to improvise and think fast when needed.
โ€ข "And then it's one of those things where you've got to watch for your chance, and you can't plan it in advance, and know where you're going to come out to the last decimal point."
Remember the roulette wheel line from the movie? In the novel, the gambling metaphor that Walter makes about the insurance business goes on for two paragraphs, mentioning a gambling wheel, stack of chips, a place with a big casino and the little ivory ball, even about a bet on the table. Walter also talks about how he thinks of tricks at night after being in the business for so long, and how he could game the system. Needless to say, insanely reminiscent of Aventurine.
โ€ข "You think Iโ€™m nuts? All right, maybe I am. But you spend fifteen years in the business Iโ€™m in, and maybe a little better than that, itโ€™s the friend of the widow, the orphan, and the needy in time of trouble? Itโ€™s not. Itโ€™s the biggest gambling wheel in the world. It donโ€™t look like it, but it is, from the way they figure the percentage on the oo to the look on their face when they cash your chips. You bet that your house will burn down, they bet it wonโ€™t, thatโ€™s all. What fools you is that you didnโ€™t want your house to burn down when you made the bet, and so you forget itโ€™s a bet. To them, a bet is a bet, and a hedge bet donโ€™t look any different than any other bet. But there comes a time, maybe, when you do want your house to burn down, when the money is worth more than the house. And right there is where the trouble starts." โ€ข "Alright, Iโ€™m an agent. Iโ€™m a croupier in that game. I know all their tricks, I lie awake thinking up tricks, so Iโ€™ll be ready for them when they come at me. And then one night I think up a trick, and get to thinking I could crook the wheel myself if I could only put a plant out there to put down my bet." โ€ข "I had seen so many houses burned down, so many cars wrecked, so many corpses with blue holes in their temples, so many awful things that people had pulled to crook the wheel, that that stuff didnโ€™t seem real to me anymore. If you donโ€™t understand that, go to Monte Carlo or some other place where thereโ€™s a big casino, sit at a table, and watch the face of the man that spins the little ivory ball. After youโ€™ve watched it a while, ask yourself how much he would care if you went out and plugged yourself in the head. His eyes might drop when he heard the shot, but it wouldnโ€™t be from the worry whether you lived or died. It would be to make sure you didnโ€™t leave a bet on the table, that he would have to cash for your estate. No, he wouldnโ€™t care."
Returning home from the murder, Walter attempted to pray, but was unable to do it. Some time passed and after speaking to Phyllis, he prayed. Aventurine presumably hadnโ€™t done the prayer ever since the day of the massacre, and the first time he does it again, he does it with his child self.
โ€ข "I went to the dining room and took a drink. I took another drink. I started mumbling to myself, trying to get so I could talk. I had to have something to mumble. I thought of the Lord's Prayer. I mumbled that, a couple of times. I tried to mumble it another time, and couldn't remember how it went." โ€ข "That night I did something I hadnโ€™t done in years. I prayed."
Phyllis in the book is much more inclined towards death than her movie version, even thinking of herself as a personification of death. Sheโ€™s killed ten other people (including infants) prior to the events of the novel. Something to keep in mind as Aventurine had mentioned several times that he attempted to kill himself in the dream, plus his leadup to his โ€œgrandest deathโ€. Just like Phyllis, heโ€™s even killed at least a few people before, though the circumstances of that were less on his own volition and more so for the sake of his survival (i.e. the death game in the maze involving the 34 other slaves where he was the winner and another time where he murdered his own master). Instead of Phyllis playing the active role of Death towards everybody else, Aventurine himself dances with Death with every gamble, every time his luck comes into play. Danse Macabre.
โ€ข "But thereโ€™s something in me, I donโ€™t know what. Maybe Iโ€™m crazy. But thereโ€™s something in me that loves Death. I think of myself as Death, sometimes." โ€ข "Walter, The time has come. For me to meet my bridegroom [Death]. The only one I ever loved."
Moving on to Ratio:
Walter says several times that itโ€™s hard to get along with Keyes, and how he says nice things after getting you all worked up. A hard-headed man to get along with, but damn good at his job. Sound like someone familiar?
โ€ข "That would be like Keyes, that even when he wanted to say something nice to you, he had to make you sore first."ย  โ€ข "It makes your head ache to be around him, but heโ€™s the best claim man on the Coast, and he was the one I was afraid of."
Keyes sees Walter as smarter than half the fools in the company. Ratio can only stand the company of Aventurine in regards to the IPC.
โ€ข "Walter, I'm not beefing with you. I know you said he ought to be investigated. I've got your memo right here on my desk. That's what I wanted to tell you. If other departments of this company would show half the sense that you showโ€”" โ€ข "Oh, he confessed. He's taking a plea tomorrow morning, and that ends it. But my point is, that if you, just by looking at that man, could have your suspicions, why couldn't theyโ€”! Oh well, what's the use? I just wanted you to know it."
After going on a rant about the H.S. Nirdlinger case (Phyllisโ€™ husband) and how Norton is doing a horrible job, he ends it by saying that itโ€™s sheer stupidity. โ€œSupreme idiocyโ€, anybody?
โ€ข "You canโ€™t take many body blows like this and last. Holy smoke. Fifty thousand bucks, and all from dumbness. Just sheer, willful, stupidity!"
Phyllisโ€™ former occupation as a nurse is more elaborated on, including her specialization โ€” pulmonary diseases. One of Ratioโ€™s crowning achievements is curing lithogenesis, the โ€œKing of Diseasesโ€.
โ€ข "Sheโ€™s one of the best nurses in the city of Los Angeles. [โ€ฆ] Sheโ€™s a nurse, and she specialized in pulmonary diseases. She would know the time of crisis, almost to a minute, as well as any doctor would."
As for the murder scheme, they talk about it a lot more explicitly in the novel. Specifically, Walter mentions how a single person cannot get away with it and that it requires more people to be involved. How everything is known to the party committing the crime, but not the victim. And most importantly: Audacity.
"Say, this is a beauty, if I do say it myself. I didn't spend all this time in the business for nothing, did I? Listen, he knows all about this policy, and yet he don't know a thing about it. He applies for it, in writing, and yet he don't apply for it. He pays me for it with his own check, and yet he don't pay me. He has an accident happen to him and yet he don't have an accident happen to him. He gets on the train, and yet he don't get on it."
"The first is, help. One person can't get away with it, that is unless they're going to admit it and plead the unwritten law or something. It takes more than one. The second is, the time, the place, the way, all known in advanceโ€”to us, but not him. The third is, audacity. That's the one that all amateur murderers forget. They know the first two, sometimes, but that third, only a professional knows. There comes a time in any murder when the only thing that can see you through is audacity, and I can't tell you why."
"And if we want to get away with it, we've got to do it the way they do it, [โ€ฆ]" "Be bold?" "Be bold. It's the only way."
"I still don't knowโ€”what we're going to do." "You'll know. You'll know in plenty of time."
"We were right up with it, the moment of audacity that has to be be part of any successful murder."
It fits the situation that Aventurine and Ratio find themselves in extremely well: For the first pointโ€” Aventurine would not be able to get away with simply airing out details by himself, as that would immediately cast suspicion on him. Having another person accompany him who not only isnโ€™t really a part of the IPC in name (as the IPC and The Family have a strenuous relationship) but would probably be able to get closer to Sunday because of that means they can simply bounce off each other without risking as much suspicion with a one-man army. Which is exactly what Ratio and Aventurine do in the conversations they have on Penacony. Secondly โ€” they knew how Sunday operates: as a control freak, he leaves no stone unturned, which is how he became Head of the Oak Family, so their acting required them to give off the impression that a. they hated each other, b. Ratio would go against Aventurineโ€™s wishes and expose him in return for knowledge, c. there were only the two Cornerstones that were hidden. This would give Sunday the illusion of control, and lead to Sunday to lower his guard long enough for Aventurine to take the gift money in the end. The pair knew this in advance, but not Sunday. And thirdly โ€” the plan hinged on a high-level of risk. From breaking the Aventurine Cornerstone, to hoping that Sunday wouldnโ€™t find it in the gift bag, to not telling Ratio what the true plan is (meaning Ratio had to figure it out on his own later on), to Sunday even buying Ratioโ€™s story, it was practically the only way they could go about it. โ€œCharming audacityโ€, indeed.
An interesting aspect about the novel is that the ending of the novel is divergent from the movieโ€™s final cut and the original ending: Phyllis and Walter commit suicide during a ferry ride to Mexico. The main reason this was changed for the movie was because of the Hays Code, and they wouldnโ€™t allow a double suicide to be screened without reprecussions for criminals. Thereโ€™s also a bunch of other aspects that differentiate the novel from the movie (no narration-confession as the confession happens in a hospital, less characterization for Keyes and instead a bigger focus on Lola and her boyfriend, the focus on the murderous aspect of Walter and Phyllisโ€™ relationship instead of actual romance, Walter falling in love with Lola (with an unfortunately large age gap attached), etc.)
As for the ending, this wouldnโ€™t even be the first romance media reference related to Aventurine and Ratio where both the leads die, with the other being The Happy Prince and San Junipero (in relation to the EN-only Heaven Is A Place On Earth reference), which I normally would chalk up as a coincidence, though with the opposite line-of-thought I have going on here (and the fact that itโ€™s three out of four media references where the couple die at the endโ€ฆ), I think itโ€™s reasonable to say that Ratio and Aventurine will get that happy ending. Subverting expectations, hopefully.
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[THE HAYS CODE โ€” LGBT CENSORSHIP IN CHINA]
Iโ€™ve brought up the Hays code twice now in the previous two sections, but I havenโ€™t actually explained what exactly it entails.
The Hays Code (also known as the Motion Picture Production Code) is a set of rules and guidelines imposed on all American films from around 1934 to 1968, intended to make films less scandalous, morally acceptable and more โ€œsafeโ€ for the general audiences. Some of the โ€œDonโ€™tsโ€ and โ€œBe Carefulsโ€ include but are not limited toโ€ฆ
(Donโ€™t) Pointed profanity
(Donโ€™t) Inference of sex perversion (which includes homosexuality)
(Donโ€™t) Nudity
(Be Careful) Sympathy for criminals
(Be Careful) Use of firearms
(Be Careful) Man and woman in bed together
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What does this have to do with a Chinese gacha game released in 2023? If you know a little bit about miHoYoโ€™s past, you would know that pre-censorship laws being upheld to a much stronger and stricter degree, they had no problem showcasing their gay couples in Guns Girl Z (Honkai Gakuen 2/GGZ) and Honkai Impact 3rd, with the main three being Bronya/Seele, Kiana/Mei (admittedly the latter one is a more recent example, from 2023), and Sakura/Kallen. Ever since the Bronya and Seele kiss, censorship in regards to LGBT content ramped up, causing the kiss to be removed on the CN side, and they had to lay low with the way they present two same-sex characters who are meant to be together. They canโ€™t explicitly say that two female or male characters are romantically involved, but they can lace their dynamics with references for those โ€œin the knowโ€ โ€” Subtext. Just enough to imply something more but not too much that they get censored to hell and back.
So what Iโ€™m getting at is this: The trouble that Double Indemnity had to go through in order to be made while also keeping the dialogue of Phyllis and Neff as flirtatious as they could under the Hays Code among other things is quite similar to the way Ratio and Aventurine are presented as of now. We never see them interact outside of Penacony (at least up until 2.2, when this post was drafted), so we can only infer those interactions specifically until they actually talk without the fear of being found out by Sunday. But, thereโ€™s still some small moments scattered here and there, such as when Aventurine goes near Ratio in the Dewlight Pavilion Sandpit, he exclaims that โ€œthe view here is breathtakingโ€ (he can only see Ratioโ€™s chest from that distance) and that Ratio could โ€œeasily squash [him] with just a pinchโ€. Ratio then goes โ€œIf that is your wish, I will do so without a momentโ€™s hesitation.โ€ Not to mention the (in)famous โ€œDoctor, youโ€™re huge!โ€ quote.
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Itโ€™s not a coincidence that Ratio and Aventurine have three explicit references to romance media (Double Indemnity, Spellbound, Oscar Wildeโ€™s The Happy Prince), possibly even four if you take the EN-only Heaven Is A Place On Earth as a reference to Black Mirrorโ€™s San Junipero. Itโ€™s not a coincidence that the storylines or characters of said references parallel the pairing, from surface-level to deep cuts. Itโ€™s not a coincidence that the CN voice actors were asked to โ€œtone it downโ€ by the voice director when it came to their chemistry. Itโ€™s not a coincidence that Aventurine has only flirted with (three) men throughout Penacony, even referring to a Bloodhound NPC as a โ€œhunk of a manโ€ inside his thoughts, all the while ignoring Himeko and Robin when it came to their looks โ€” women who are known across the cosmos with a myriad of adoring fans. There are so many other so-called โ€œcoincidencesโ€ related to the two that you could make an iceberg just based on versions 2.0-2.2 as well as content miHoYo themselves have put out on social media. They absolutely knew what they were doing, and were trying to get their point across through subtle means โ€” the extent they went to with the Double Indemnity reference while also keeping it under wraps from a โ€œsurfaceโ€ level point of view is proof of this โ€” the implications are there if you take the time to look for them, and are simply hard to ignore or deny once you do find them.
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[CONCLUSION]
This was supposed to be short considering the other analyses Iโ€™ve seen were also pretty short in comparison, but I couldnโ€™t get the movie out of my head and ended up getting carried away in the brainrot. I hope you could follow along with my line of thinking, even with the absurd length of this post, and the thirty-image limit. I tried to supplement context with some links to videos and wiki pages among other sources wherever I can to get around it.
I will end it with this though โ€” the love in the movie turned out to be fake and a farce, going off track from what was a passionate romance in the beginning because of the murder scheme. Meanwhile, the whole reason why Ratio and Aventurine can pull off whatever they want is because of their immense trust in one another. What was initially shown to be distrust in the Final Victor LC grew into something more, for Ratio, someone who would have never put faith into mere chance and probability before this, put his trust in Aventurine, of all people.
TL;DR โ€” (I get it, itโ€™s over ten thousand words.)
Not only is the relationship between Neff and Phyllis represented in the deception and acting side of Ratio and Aventurine, but the real and trusting side is shown in Neff and Keyes. They have a fascinating, multi-layered dynamic that is extremely fun to pick apart once you realise whatโ€™s going on underneath the bickering and โ€œhatredโ€ they display.
Many thanks to Manya again for making the original thread on the movie. I wouldnโ€™t be here comparing the game and movie myself if it werenโ€™t for that.
By the way, I really do believe that Shaoji totally watched this movie at least once and really wanted that Double Indemnity AU for his OCs. I know exactly how it feels.
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Other points I'd like to mention that didn't fit anywhere else in the main analysis and/or donโ€™t hold much significance, have nothing to do with the Penacony mission, or may even be considered reaching (...if some of the other points werenโ€™t). Just some potentially interesting side bits.
Phyllis honks three times to signal Neff to go for the kill. That, and the three gunshots in the confrontation. Aventurine is all about the number three.
The height difference Aventurine and Ratio have going on is close to Phyllis and Neffโ€™s.
Phyllis had killed her husbandโ€™s previous wife and went on to marry Mr. Dietrichson, pretty much taking the wifeโ€™s place. Aventurine killed his previous master, and had taken certain attributes from him like his wristwatch and the rings on his hand and the โ€œall or nothingโ€ mantra.
When calling Ratio a wretch (bastard), Aventurine smiles for a moment. This is exclusive to the EN, KR and JP voiceovers, as in CN, he does not smile at all. (Most definitely a quirk from the AI they use for lip syncing, but the smile is something thatโ€™s been pointed out quite a few times so I thought Iโ€™d mention it here.)
Sunday specifically says in the CN version that he knew of Aventurine's plans the moment Aventurine left the mansion, meaning that he realized he had been played the fool the moment Ratio and Aventurine talked in Golden Hour
In the description for the "All or Nothing" consumable, teenage Aventurine says this specific line: "Temptation is a virtue for mortals, whereas hesitation proves to be a fatal flaw for gamblers." According to Ratio, this is Aventurine's motto - he says as such in Aventurine's Keeping Up With Star Rail episode. Note that in the anan interview he explicitly says he does not have a motto, and yet Ratio in the video says otherwise. They definitely have to know each other for a while for Ratio to even know this.
A big reason why Neff even pulled off the murder scheme in the first place was because he wanted to see if his good friend Keyes could figure it out, the Mundane Troubles Trailblaze Continuance showcases Ratio attempting to teach the Herta Space Station researches a lesson to not trust the Genius society as much as they did.
In Keyesโ€™ first scene heโ€™s exposing a worker for writing a policy on his truck that he claimed had burnt down on its own, when he was the one who burnt it down. Ratio gets into an Ace Attorney-style argument with the Trailblazer in Mundane Troubles.
Neff talks repeatedly about how it wonโ€™t be sloppy. Nothing weak. And how itโ€™ll be perfect to Phyllis, and how sheโ€™s going to do it and heโ€™s going to help her. Doing it right โ€” โ€œstraight down the lineโ€. Beautifully ironic, considering what happens in the movie, and even more ironic as Ratio and Aventurineโ€™s scheme went exactly the way they wanted to in the end. Straight down the line.
#honkai star rail#double indemnity#veritas ratio#aventurine#golden ratio#ratiorine#an attempt at analysis by one a-u#relationship analysis#you know whatโ€š i guess i can tag the other names of this ship#aventio#raturine#you could make a fucking tierlist of these names#umโ€š dynamics (yk what i mean) dont really matter here in the analysis just fyi if youre wondering its general enough#also if you're wondering about the compilation thread - its not done. it'll take a while (a long while.)#this post was so long it was initially just a tumblr draft that i then put into google docs. and it ended up being over 2k+ words long#is this a research paperโ€š thesisโ€š or essay? who knows! this just started as just a short analysis after watching the movie on may 5#final word count according to docs (excluding alt text): 13013 - 43 pages with formatting#i wish i could have added more images to thisโ€š 10k words vs 30 images really is not doing me any favoursโ€ฆ#plusโ€š i hit the character limit for alt text for one of the images.#if you see me mixing up british and american spellingโ€š you probably have!#oh yeah. if any of the links happen to break at some point. do tell. i have everything backed up#there also may be multiple links strung togetherโ€š just so you know.#I link videos using the EN and CN voiceovers. Just keep that in mind if the jump between two languages seems sudden.#I had to copy and paste this thing from the original tumblr draft onto a new post because tumblr wouldn't let me edit the old one anymore.#Feels just like when I was finalising my song comicโ€ฆ#(Note: I had to do this three times.)#I started this at May 5 as a way to pass the time before 2.2. You can probably tell how that turned out.#Did you know there is a limit to the amount of links you can add to a single tumblr post? It's 100. I hit that limit as well.#So if you want context for some of these parts... just ask.#I'm gonna stop here before I hit the tag limit (30) as well LMAOO (never mind I just did.)
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Daryl nodded. He ended up putting in the movie. It's the black and white version of the Wolfman.
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"Great choice babe!" Kyleigh commented once the movie started. It had been a long time since she saw it, and this was the first time she was seeing the black and white version. Laying on her side she rested her head against Daryl's shoulder and focused on the show.
@stuffandthangsandangelwings
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Exciting update! the first of the kiibo goods have arrived at my place ^^ Now just to wait for the charms/stickers and plush to finish production :D
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HOW WE FEELING ABOUT THE UPCOMING NEWSS ๐Ÿ‘น๐Ÿ‘น๐Ÿ‘น
man, it's a good thing they stopped doing the episode 7 SSRs, because I'm really low on keys and gems right now and --
OH NO
#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 chapter 6 spoilers#IT'S MY BOY#MY BEAUTIFUL ELECTRIC BOY#LOOK AT HIM! HE'S A BIG BRAVE KNIGHT!!!!!!!#but in a good way or a bad way. IS IT IN A GOOD WAY OR A BAD WAY TWST?!#'armor of the eternal night' that's not ominous at all NOPE#malleus is nightmare moon confirmed#wait. wait. hold on. armor of the eternal KNIGHT. ha ha i'm sorry i'm losing my mind a little#me zooming in to the banner as if that's going to tell me anything new: is that a crocodile mask. is he wearing baul's mask.#they did the half mask thing in lilia's card too so i think it's just to show his face in the card art. but it could also be a Thing.#I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING#god this is cerberus ortho all over again. what could it possibly MEAN#someone on the twst pr team really loves seeing us lose our goddamn minds huh#okay okay okay i'm cool i'm good i'm calm#let me just arrange my red thread on my corkboard here#unified exams end on the 11th so we're looking at >2 weeks here#eeeeek#sorry jamil your kelkkarotu card looks lovely but we'll have to catch up later#(do love that they straight-up were like 'kelkkarotu rerun featuring jamil as sir not appearing in this story')#man i'm so glad my horrible shrieky son is getting a big fancy story card#i hope this means silver gets one too#i hope this means EVERYONE gets one too#YOU GET A FANCY STORY SSR! AND YOU GET A FANCY STORY SSR!#DECADENTLY-ILLUSTRATED PLOT TWISTS FOR EVERYONE
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narrative foil antagonism at its best
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i made an it inspired cross stitch pattern!!! she's a little rough but for my first ever pattern i'm proud <3
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