#SAY PSYCH RIGHT THE FUCK NOW

[loverboybrightsideghost]

i'm so fucking scared

edit um. so. found out what the letter said. halfway through my tags. hhaha. funny silly podcsat. haha.

[hamburgerslippers]

Mister Eyes Gallagher (@purgetrooperfox ) falls victim to my most ardent desire to see beautiful men with their hair down.

[semiotomatics]

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

[crankyforever]

heads up for anime-onlys, spoilers for episode 10 of dungeon meshi

they fucking cut out namari's entire talk with kaka and kiki??? removing the first time you ever actually hear someone talk at length about how dying and resurrection in the dungeon works in canon?? this is pissing me off ngl

like i was already mildly annoyed by all the tiny character interactions trigger's been cutting out (in this ep alone for example, chilchuck commenting on laois and marcille naming their weapons isn't included) but i held my tongue because it's an adaptation y'know? you can't copy and transfer every little thing 1:1, some things have to be lost due to the difference in medium or to maintain focus on the narrative. but this was a HUGE chunk of content cut out, and the little we did see already felt rushed, so i'm really irritated.

this doesn't bode well for the rest of the season. if they try cutting out even more scenes just to squeeze in as much "action" as possible i'm gonna be real fucking pissed

[runawaymun]

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[volivolition]

dude the TOP song you posted (truce) fucking kills me and the way you described the animatic is??? so good???? I'd bawl actually /pos

I need to know if there's any other TOP songs you relate to the furies/any DE character really, or any slower songs even if they aren't by TOP

OH AGREED ABSOLUTELY!! TRUCE MY BELOVED... and THANK YOU!! we are imagining animatics and crying together! /pos :'] <3

ooh!! well, i havent listened to a lot of TOP in a while, so i don't have many recommendations there unfortunately :'] but for other slow, soft songs, let's see... i'll put them under a cut with all my explanations, but ☀️ "See The Day" by The Altogether (Volition song!), 🍃 "Rounds" by The Oh Hellos (Shivers song!), 🦋 "Would You Be So Kind" by dodie (general skills song, Suggestion primarily!) are the best contenders!

Pretty sure you've seen it already, but from a different ask, i recommend "Almost (Sweet Music)" by Hozier! (and "Like Real People Do" if you want to cry and yearn with me, though my DE ideas for it are very loose hkjhg) these are slow ones i like hkjhg <3

"Goodbye" by The Altogether is a Harry and Dora song :0

"Soldier, Poet, King" by The Oh Hellos is one i specifically relate to Volition (my beloved protector/motivator/crownhead blorbo! [picks him up and wiggles him!!!]), but i would make one of those animation memes for it with every skill slotted into a "soldier" "poet" or "king" position.

☀️ "See the Day" is both another The Altogether song and another Volition song! a real "the worst is over. we made it through. we're going to survive this. it might not get easier yet, but we'll come out the other side and we'll be alive" song. it makes me cry hkjgh

🍃 "Rounds" by The Oh Hellos is a soft Shivers song, though the lyrics don't start until halfway in. ough my god listening to it makes my heart ache (/pos) <3 La Revacholiere singing to Harry in the wind. "Will you start when I end? Yeah, I'm long in the wind..."

"Northern Star" by Dom Fera, a song Harry would sing for karaoke and dedicate to Kim, and then they'd waltz a little clumsily on the dim, starlit sidewalk on their way home for the evening... <3

🦋 "Would You Be So Kind?" by dodie BUT SPECIFICALLY THIS VERSION, because i love everyone's crowded but earnest vibes. this one is led by Suggestion ("oooh you wanna fall in love with us so bad right? right???") and makes me grin, you GOTTA imagine all of the skills squished together in the front of Harry's brain all trying different tactics to get Kim to fall in love with them, (rhetoric: "I HAVE A QUESTION..." ency: "let's write a story! be in my book!") at 2:35, after all the skills singing together loudly, it's just Harry himself singing to Kim, with all the skills slowly backing him up. the ending is all of them fucking ECSTATIC celebrating when harry finally kisses kim hkjhg jesus this'd be so cute hold on i have to go plan this out i have so many thoughts hkjdh

"Seven" by Sleeping at Last would be a sweet Reaction Speed song (ironic that im adding react speed to a list of soft, slow songs though hkjgh) "I'm ready for whatever comes next!" <3 Reaction Speed is a fast, restless little fella who can't sit still for long, always loves moving, acting, doing. he's like the personification of a verb hkjhg <3 i would also accept an interpretation for echem <3

"Cosmos" by Jawbreaker Reunion is a song that The Furies recently suggested to me as a jean song and it's so right for that, very soft and i like it very much :'] (you should also ask The Furies if you want to, it's much more musically inclined than me, i feel hkjhg <3)

awuahg thank you for asking and for reading!! i appreciate it!! <33

oh and here's links to all of the songs in the tags: Come Together Now, Two, Four, Five, Six, Eight, Nine, RPG Animation Meme (<- homestuck lmao)

[spikeyjo]

Siri how do i stop the cycle without doing these bitchass tiny steps

[mutalune]

really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state

[psychoticwillgraham]

just two more months until im two years sober!!! yippee!! wahoo!!!

[giantkillerjack]

Man, Kubo and the Two Strings is a nearly perfect film with ONE BIG FUCKIN' WALLOP OF ABLEISM RIGHT AT THE FILM'S EMOTIONAL CLIMAX that makes you go "wait wait no wait that can't be right"

I just-- I can't even begin to understand why we as a society still need to equate blindness with ignorance and clear vision with a person's humanity.

Like, y'all know people in real life are blind, right? Visual impairment isn't just a metaphor. Blind people are real and they hear your stories too, for fuck's sake.

[gloriousmonsters]

it's fascinating to see people running the exact same scripts as trensmeds/exclusionists but for mental illness.

I just crossed paths with a post that was a screenshot of a tiktok where someone was clearly frustrated because 'I thought I might have autism but when I tried to bring it up with my therapist she said she literally wouldn't discuss it with me because 'everyone thinks they have it because of tiktok', and the original poster/about 90% of the notes were... celebrating this. Either variations on 'lol based psych' and 'she was right' or people explicitly saying shit like:

'Well, I was trans diagnosed with autism/adhd before it was cool and trendy! I can't believe that the diagnostic criteria is getting made stricter, it's the fault of those transtrenders tiktok kids who pretend to have mental illnesses. I get to gatekeep because I really suffered!'

(Shoutout to the confusing outlier who sagely was like 'and usually they just have bpd' in the tags. just???? just, my fair sir? also source???)

And like. It makes sense and is also so incredibly frustrating for the same reasons as transmed/exclus stuff. When you're a hurt person stuck interacting with a system that makes a lot of decisions about your personal autonomy/function, it messes with your head. It taps into that particular reaction to trauma that there was that one great post about--the mindset you get in when you see people get help when you didn't, and get furious and often default to 'it shouldn't be so easy' or 'why should they get help when I didn't?' And if you're struggling with a system that is, lbr, way more about luck in what specific people you got to talk to than any kind of well-built system, which is historically very flawed and still very flawed... well, a lot of people don't want to admit the system is a crapshoot and the people in it can be wrong so, so often, because then what about my diagnosis? my confirmation that I am what I am? fuck kids with stargenders and self-dxed teenagers with autism, I suffered for this, you can't take it away from me.

Which they aren't. If diagonistic criteria for anything is being made stricter, that's not on tiktok teens, it's on the people who write the criteria and decided that this was how they were going to handle an uptick in people thinking they are/might be autistic. If people are passing anti-trans legislation, that's because they're transphobes, not because of demigirls and non-op trans people. And are all of these kids queer, or mentally ill/ND, in the way they think they are? Probably not. Being a teenager is fucking confusing and often traumatic, and it's also a time when most of them are investigating and trying to build their identities. But I'm willing to bet that almost all are genuinely struggling with something/deviate from 'the norm'; if you want to stop kids from 'believing they're something wrongly' maybe focus your energy on putting the message out that it's ok to be wrong about things, that self-discovery is a process-- in this specifically, how to interact with mental health diagnoses and manage your symptoms, no matter where they stem from, in helpful ways, etc etc.

But please do the bare minimum and don't let personal pain turn you into a bitter, smug asshole who celebrates when they see kids experiencing gatekeeping that could really, really fuck them over, OK? Like physical disability and queer identity, the few 'fakers' you'll 'catch' by being cruel and suspicious will in no way be worth the people dead because only people who REALLY need help should be able to get it.

[rosicheeks]

😓🤬

[nexus-nebulae]

brrrrr (/pos)

[vulpinesaint]

I love Faedren. Do you have any pictures of him? Are there any beliefs held by the deity he follows he disagrees with? How strongly? Are there any he wishes she felt more strongly toward?

very recently posted very long faedren chat sesh in which i go into the basics of his religious beliefs but! the thing about faedren is that he is in a cult so the teachings he's receiving are not exactly accurate to what his goddess usually says 👍 calistria is very clear that you should not follow revenge to the point that it takes over your life but faedren would follow revenge to the point of total self-destruction because that's what he's been taught is the beautiful ideal of his goddess. to the point of there being beliefs held by the deity that he disagrees with! no <3 first of all he loves his goddess so totally and completely that whatever he believes she wants is what he will devote himself in his entirety to. second of all he is in. a cult. and he was not taught that it was very cool or safe to question the teachings of the community growing up. elle oh elle

in faedren's mind calistria can do no wrong because she is the most beautiful divine being and all of her dictates are the ultimate truth of life and she is the only one who has ever truly cared about him so he would destroy himself for her over and over again. whatever she does in his eyes is perfect. and he has Spoken to her at this point (he died for a second and was in elysium and then saw her and talked to her in the Divine Experience Of His Life (<— he was so insufferable after this he's in the worst possible parasocial relationship with his goddess)) so like. god. i can't even imagine what it would take to shake him out of his complete and total faith in her.

as for pictures! have my favorite little faedren image and then i'll put the rest below the readmore :)

yeah it's mostly picrews rn. i HATE finding images for characters dskfjgsh but you can have these and then also someone's art that i stole off of pinterest to use as his character token (our maps are digital). it was a very low-thought choice at the time cause i did not really care what he looked like as long as he was like. blonde and elven. but now that's what he looks like soooooo haha

the boy. + him in a little gym boy tank top and sweater and THEN + him in a little sinister guy moment after he gets his Negative Character Development :D

GOD. TOTALLY FORGOT TO MENTION IN THAT LONG POST THAT HE'S CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF BECOMING A VAMPIRE. OUGGHGHHHH....

[im-traumatised]

Just got a text from my older sister saying I have to sign something about my fathers death???? Why???? Wtf could I have to sign????

[one-winged-dreams]

Wakes up in the middle of the night absolutely fucked up on three different sleep aids to rant about how people can not fucking put together the Final Fantasy VII + spinoffs lore and EVEN STILL try to vomit these useless opinions and what x character is the WORST and why y character is blah blah blah

ENOOOOOUGH

putting these supersoldiers on top of the fridge until y'all learn what a narrative is