#Raign - Don't let me go
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Whouffaldi - can you save me ?
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This video haunted me for months. They are so intertwined, I'll never do them justice by trying to decipher them <3
"So let me freeze time, before it turns cold. The moments go by and life goes on."
#So let me freeze time#before it turns cold. The moments go by and life goes on.#clara oswin oswald#clara oswald#whouffaldi#12th doctor#twelfth doctor#12 x clara#twelveclara#the anguish is unparalleled#the choice of the song is impeccable#doctor who#dw clara#dw twelve#Don't let me go - RAIGN#nialies#“Let me be brave”
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personally I think this should spark a new rennaisance of people (more skilled than me at video editing kind of people) putting all the most heartbreaking songs (and especially love songs) over the shooting 💕😌
(not to say that I would EVER change the way they did the shooting with the use of quiet and just hearing their shocky breaths and the the sound returning with mehta tackling buck, like I would never change a single thing about that, I am SO GLAD they did that instead of any kind of soundtrack, I just think that after the fact I also enjoy having heartbreak music over that scene <3)
#9-1-1#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#4x13 shooting my most beloved#my favorite one is RAIGN don't let me go <3#as an eddie pov song <3
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Subjugate the Devil (Sauron/F!Reader)
Sauron has a nightmare. You are only too happy to oblige in making him forget; or:
Sub!Sauron makes a lengthy appearance. Plot, what plot?
Set in my In The Dark series, but works as a standalone (alludes to trauma mentioned in other chapters, but it is literally just smut) // AO3 Link
Soundtrack: Disease by Lady Gaga, Don't Let Me Go by Raign, Like a Prayer by Madonna, Oh You Are Not Well by Chloe Foy
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Warnings: 18+! Dom/sub - gentle dom, needy sub; just pure smut; literally Plot What Plot (though there is a bit if you squint); P in V sex; oral sex (male and female receiving); copious amounts of bodily fluids (sorry, like for real); cockwarming; dry humping; handjob; begging/denial/teasing; praise kink; multiple orgasms; overstimulation; unresolved trauma; tiny bit of violence but it is just an illusion; very soft!Sauron, so tender. We make him cry and that's all I wanted to do.
A/N: I've been working on this for a few days, it is ummm filthier than anything I've ever written, like I really don't know where it came from. The warnings are just what's on the menu at this point idk.
I pictured Annatar for this one, but you guys can imagine whomever you like (@troublesomesnitch he's got that chest hair though!!) Sub!Halbrand would be a treat ngl.
Excuse the gif guys, I just want to see him cry :)
Word Count: 4.2k (!!)
Sauron does not sleep. Ordinarily.
However, you make it look so peaceful, he has to try it occasionally. Of course he usually finds you in your dreams, takes all the attention you can spare and more, leaving you wanting until waking when he can ravage you again.
Sometimes however his dreams come unbidden. Instead of slipping into your mind, he falls deeper into his own, unearthing old memories he'd rather stay buried, burned beyond recognition.
You always know when this happens; your usually calm and collected lover wakes in a cold sweat, clutching at your skin, his face in your neck, desperate to forget what his mind has shown him. He has never told you the details, but you can only assume it has something to do with his master, with his cruel and unusual forms of punishment.
Tonight is one of those nights, worse perhaps as he moans and writhes in his sleep, rousing you immediately. You can't seem to wake him from his torment, every gentle touch, every kiss to his temple only seems to fan the flames. You end up atop him, each of your thighs either side of his abdomen, trying to shake him awake.
Visions of Morgoth in his wrath; illusions of you partaking in his torture at his master's hand; pain and terror in his heart, as the nightmare refuses to cease, even as you try to soothe him.
What makes you think a servant as worthless as you deserves a love like hers?
Morgoth's words hold him in a vice grip; he can't break free, the unshed tears behind his closed eyelids threaten to leak onto his cheeks, stricken with fear and pain.
"I've got you, you're okay, you're here with me." You stroke his face, your hair brushing his chest, unsure of what to do except hold him.
When his eyes finally fly open, he grasps your arms, and with a leg hooked behind you, flips you onto your back, a dagger at your throat.
You're fairly sure his weapon isn't real, but he is a master of illusion, and pain is merely a construct of the mind; he could hurt you if he wanted to.
In this state, you're reminded of just how dangerous your husband is, even between dreaming and waking. His eyes are black, unseeing, with a terrifying expression you're sure would have annihilated any enemy he could have been dreaming of.
Your hands shaking, you reach up slowly and try to take the knife; surely enough, when you clutch at it, it disappears like smoke between your fingers, so you take his hand instead, still clenched unfeeling around his shattered illusion.
You pull his hand to your chest, letting him feel your racing heart flutter against his fingers.
Slowly but surely, you bring him back to you, his daze broken but his psyche bruised and bleeding.
Your shallow breathing evens out as the light returns to his eyes, and for a moment he looks at you confused as if his position above you is of your own making.
His eyes dart from his hand on your chest, to your fiercely fixed expression, attempting to soothe his nerves but unable to hide how shaken you are.
"Is this real?" He's still breathing hard, for someone who doesn't really need to breathe. "Are you really here? Is it you?"
He's so tender, tracing your cheekbones, your cupid's bow, gently raking your hair with his fingertips.
"Of course, beloved, I'm right here, I'm always right here." You try to hide your confusion, assuming he's still walking the line between dreaming and waking.
He slowly pulls himself away to nestle at your side, reluctant to break eye contact with you as he does so, still clutching at you to ground himself.
"What did I do? Tell me I didn't hurt you, love." He's so quiet, it's unnerving, but you take him in your arms anyway, crading his head to your chest.
"All is well, my love, it wasn't real, you're here with me, no one can touch you here." Some nights, holding him close and murmuring sweet reassurances in his ear is enough to soothe him; tonight he needs a little more from you.
All you want to do is tell him you love him, that he deserves you, that you're his, that he deserves everything you want to give him, that you ache for him when he's not by your side.
But he's hard against your hip, a fact you're trying to ignore; taking advantage of him is the last thing on your mind, not that he would protest, even when he returns to his right mind.
He listens to your heartbeat for a while, focusing on the strong rhythm to forget his waking nightmare, marvelling at how your heart beats in tandem to his, running his trembling fingers across your exposed skin, up your arm, across your collarbone to your throat, watching the artery jump in time with your heart. He knows you so well, so intimately, that when you notice his erection, your heart skips a beat, and he can guess exactly what you're thinking, not needing to peer into your mind for himself.
You feel him grind against you and you release a breath you didn't even realise you'd been holding.
"Love..." You murmur into his hair, absentmindedly running your fingers over the sensitive pointed tips of his ears. "Come now, you need to rest, darling."
He can't show you what he saw, what he went through, the horror and the agony of his master's worst torments. The image of you performing the worst of it is tattooed on his eyelids, a reminder of Morgoth's favourite form of punishment. He can't show you, can't tell you, but he can ask you to make him forget.
"I need you," he whispers in your ear, strangled groans peppering his sentiments, making you gasp, "need you to feel good, need you to know how much I adore you-"
Your eyes widen as blood rushes to your cheeks, the heat of his words enflaming your core.
"I want you too, love, but right now? Are you sure?" You ask him through ragged breath as he turns his attentions to your neck, licking and sucking and blowing cool air over your wet skin, before warming it with his tongue once more.
You're so close to giving in, wanting to give him all he craves and more, and he knows it.
"Use me," his breathy moan breaks on your skin like a wave on the shore, tingles washing down your spine, filling your core with empty warmth as he bucks his hips into yours, which respond in kind as you turn your head to meet his hungry kiss.
"I'm yours. Make me yours."
His words thrill you, but his tone makes you feel incredible; needy, wanton, desperate to please you.
You glide your hands over his torso, relishing in his hot velvet skin and the soft hair that covers him; taking your time as he tries to kiss you senseless, his heated skin glowing with sweat that you can't resist tasting for yourself, salt and smoke on your tongue.
"Use me... take me... love me..." he begs you, with less and less breath left in his lungs with each command, as you gently lay him on his back, straddling his thighs, grinding your core into the hard muscle.
You slide your hands between the layers of fabric separating your skin, stripping him slowly and laying him bare for your viewing pleasure alone.
He arches his back for you, baring his neck and thrusting his hips into the ghost of your touch, chanting your name and praying for you to take his aching cock in hand.
You trace the contours of his thighs, his firm abdominal muscles, the stiff peaks of his nipples, earning you a shudder and a moan that shoots straight to your core, hot wet arousal dripping onto his thigh.
His fingers move to gather your nectar instinctively, wanting to savour every taste of his wife, but you grip his wrist and raise it above his head, and he gasps. You've never denied him before, not in the eons you've adored him, but it turns him on beyond belief.
Sauron watches you hazily, through heavily lidded eyes, in disbelief that the goddess above him is his and his alone to enjoy and to ruin. You are a sight to behold, as your hair cascades down your back, lips parted and breath ragged; your breasts bounce as you ride his thigh, hypnotising him, drawing him deeper into your thrall.
He tries to lean up to kiss you, lave every inch of your skin with his desperate tongue, but you push him back to the bed.
"Not yet, soon but not yet." You want his mouth on you, the aching between your thighs only amplified by the distinct lack of your husband’s throbbing length inside you, but tonight is for him; he needs to surrender to you first.
"I don't think you've let go quite enough yet." Your warm breath breaks on his sensitive neck, washes down his spine, straight to his cock, throbbing in his need for you.
You haven't touched him yet, hands firmly in place on his chest; his eyes plead with you to be lenient, and as his loving wife, you're only too happy to oblige him as he continues to beg for all the care and attention you can give.
"Please, love, please, need you to-" he gasps as you run your fingers over the head of his cock, gathering the copious amounts of precum pooling on his stomach to ease the glide over his flesh.
"Is that better, love?" You can't help but smirk at his pained gasps, as you languidly stroke his shaft, circling the sensitive head with your thumb, your eyes locked on his.
His cock twitches in your hand as he moans your name, begs for release, begs for your cunt, begs to be remade.
"That's it, love, let yourself go. All you need to do is feel good for me, my love," you lean down, whispering in his ear, "please me, show me how much you deserve your release."
His breath hitches and you hear him swallow hard; his expression is a masterpiece, eyes wide, jaw slack, as he begs you to show him mercy, groaning and whimpering as you pump his length.
"Please..." It's only one syllable, but it feels like a lifetime as he chokes out his plea, tries to touch you to no avail as you hold his hands above his head, placing them in a death grip on the headboard.
"Please, what? You might need to be more specific, my darling." You edge down the bed, holding him in place as he tries to follow you, until your head rests on his thighs.
"Need you to... fuck!" He growls and curses and grips the headboard as his hips jerk and writhe to meet you.
"Need me to...? What, my sweet, tell me?" You are enjoying teasing him, perhaps a little too much, and you will pay for it later, but right now he's so deeply needy for your love and attention that he'll take whatever you bestow upon him.
"Touch me..." he groans, as his cock visibly throbs with need, "your fingers, your mouth, I don't care, I need you, you're the only one, only one who can make me feel like this..."
His pleas and whimpers cut off with a sharp gasp, as you take his cock in your mouth as deeply as you can manage. He feels the opening of your throat on his tip and loses his mind, his oversensitive flesh shooting stars up and down his spine, heat pooling in his abdomen that almost immediately spreads like wildfire throughout his body, as your fingers and tongue and lips work together like an orchestra, drawing an irresistible melody from the depths of his pitch black soul, and all the seed his cock can muster.
You pull away and let him spill himself over your thighs, your abdomen, your hands; he looks mortified but he can't stop now he's started, pearly white splattering your skin, making you his.
"I belong to you," he keens and stutters but you hear him through his orgasm, his whimpers becoming moans that reverberate through you.
You can only watch him adoringly as he finishes quaking and moaning beneath you, unable to quite believe that he is yours, even after all this time.
You sit up, licking him from your fingers, and your smile is so radiant, he forgets where he is, who he is, all the evil he has ever done. For one shining moment, it is just you and him, all he'd ever need.
"Proud of you, love, so good for me." You murmur as you lean down to kiss him softly, giving him that tiny confirmation of your affections he needs right now.
"...thank you, needed you. Ahh- Need you." He is grateful, oh so grateful, but his still-hard cock betrays him, and you can't help but grin.
"Oh love, did I not do a good enough job? Have I left you wanting?" Your faux sincerity pains him and he immediately starts apologising.
"No, no, not that, never that, always so good to me, my beautiful wife, love you so much, my sweet..." His cunt-drunk ramblings are adorable but you put a finger to his lips.
"It's okay, I know, I've got you," you smile at him; he returns it so radiantly, you have to kiss him, to be the one to destroy it.
His pretty moans flutter to your cunt, arousal dripping from you like honey from the hive, and he looks up at you, gloriously wide eyed, begging to be allowed to taste your nectar, to sate his thirst for you.
You can't help but feel absurdly powerful, a Maia fallen apart at your fingertips, never mind this Maia, this beautiful demon who vowed to never relinquish his control again. It's an honour and a privilege to see him submit to you like this, submit to himself like this, let himself just feel without exercising his need to dominate, to just let go with the one person in the world he knows he is truly free with.
"Please, my love... remake me, make me yours," His breathless plea is like no music the Valar have ever sung, his moans a spell all their own, enrapturing you even as you hold the key to his release, as you take command of the Maia who values his control of others above all else.
"I do believe, dearest, that you made quite the mess, actually, perhaps you'd be so kind?" You gesture to the cum that still drips down your thighs, sticky and uncomfortable and definitely ready to be washed from your skin.
He is only too happy to oblige.
You lie back and beckon him to you; he works his way up your body, methodically but no less desperately, licking up every drop to please you, content to savour every inch of you. When he tries to make a detour to your mound, you gently yank his hair, reminding him of his task, revelling in the absolute control he's given you.
"Oh love, you did make a mess," you moan as you stroke his hair, "so good for me, cleaning me up, such a good husband, always so good to me."
Receiving such praise is almost cruel and unusual for Sauron, who is frankly more used to giving it to you, and receiving wrath from all others. A tiny voice in his mind tells him he should be embarrassed; but what is worship if not praise? Your devotion, your care, your undivided attention; all for him, giving him that for which he yearns above all else.
He can't resist stealing a kiss, crashing his lips to yours as he cradles your face. You taste his seed on his lips, something that feels strangely forbidden, thrilling in its taboo. The aching in your core has only intensified with his efforts, and you feel it is about time he served you with his silver tongue in the way you both crave. You push his head to your cunt, with which he gladly complies, settling between your thighs, gripping your legs firmly apart to allow him to feast on you.
Before his tongue can delve into your folds, he holds back, locking his gaze on yours.
"Please? Let me taste you, let me show you how much I love you."
"Fuck, yes, love, yes," you chant his name as he finally puts his tongue to excellent use, seeking out your swollen clit, lapping at your entrance, sucking at the velvety skin of your inner thighs.
He keeps his hands in view; you haven't told him he can touch himself, and he won't break this spell now.
Like a starving man at a banquet, he indulges in you, exquisitely. Every tiny moan that escapes him vibrates over your folds, making you whimper in return; he flicks his tongue over your entrance before sliding two fingers deep inside you, hooking them and stroking that delicious sweet spot inside you that makes your toes curl. He watches you the whole time, basking in the chorus of your pleasure.
You feel the heat coil in your abdomen, and you pull him away sharply; his disappointment is evident but you want him inside you when you finally claim your orgasm.
"Lay back, love, hands on the headboard." It is intoxicating, having your husband obey your every command, and as he settles into the mattress, looking up at you expectantly, you vow this won't be the last time the two of you play this game.
Sitting astride him, you feel as if he's never been so deep inside your cunt before now. You hiss a little at the intrusion but he's so familiar, every time he enters you, it feels like coming home. You grind your hips into him, capturing with your lips every whimper that forces its way past his clenched teeth. Tracing his firm chest, running your fingers through the smattering of soft hair, feeling every curve and contour slowly, languidly, while he writhes beneath your thighs, caging him inside your wet heat.
His strangled moans and gasps echo throughout your chamber; every time he reaches for you, you press a kiss to his palm and hold it above his head, until he learns to behave.
"No one could love me like you, care for me like you, knows how to take their pleasure from me like you, beautiful wife, only yours." He feels like he's losing his mind, slipping further into some deep quiet space where it's just the two of you, where nothing matters but you on his cock.
"Only you can put me back together, can sing the song my soul yearns for-" you interrupt his pretty words with your fingers in his mouth.
"Hush, my love, focus on me, only me, you don't have to speak, you don't have to beg for me unless you want to, just let it happen." You trace the shell of his ear with your tongue, savouring the tiny sighs that escape him, before nipping the pointed tip and relishing his sharp moan.
"Bound together, you and I, for all eternity... and I wouldn't have it any other way, sweet husband." You groan out between thrusts, every movement within you the sweetest form of torture.
No other thrill in the world will ever compare to this; your divine husband laid out beneath you, looking up at you with blissful wonder, eyes black with lust, golden hair mussed and tangled by your fingers, your name tumbling from his swollen lips like a prayer and a curse. Right now, you'd take either.
"Darling, please," his broken gasp spans an octave, jumping to a breathy moan as you descend on his cock once more.
"I know what you need, love," you moan as you ride him, the drag of his cock inside you fucking delicious, but the look on his face is a feast in comparison.
His eyes widen as he clutches the bedsheets, refusing to look away but requiring every iota of self-restraint to stay present with you, not to lose himself to the unearthly sensations you've introduced him to tonight.
"I've got you, just let it go, give yourself to me, beloved, let your mind empty-" you kiss him deeply and swallow the groan building in his chest.
"So proud of you, so good for me, doing so well," you let out a throaty moan as you clench your walls around him, feeling his cock throb within you.
"I know what you need..." You murmur as you lean over him, slowing the rhythm of your hips, "nothing in that head, cock wet and wanting, heart full and happy."
His ragged breath hitches as the last shred of self-control slips through his fingers. He thrusts up deep inside you, throbbing, aching to fill you, as you grab his hands and pull them to touch you finally, a precious relief to you both.
As he runs his hands up your bare skin, he kneads your soft flesh, worshipping every inch as if he's never beheld anything so perfect in his long life. His large hands encircle your abdomen, grasp your hips, pull your ass impossibly closer until you can't tell where you end and he begins; not that the distinction is important anymore.
He rests his hands on your back, fingers splayed as if to encompass you within his flesh, as if being wrapped around you, caged inside you, isn't enough contact, like the two of you enjoined in body and soul isn't enough, will never be enough to sate his hunger for you.
Finally, you let him lean up to join you, his torso flush with yours, gliding against you, slick with the sweat you've provoked in your teasing. He kisses you hard, tongue tangling with yours, teeth hungry, lips swollen, your breath mingling just as your souls are entwined, a maelstrom of pleasure in which you'd be happy to be imprisoned forever.
You brush back his soft hair, grip the roots, and pull his head back, bearing his throat to your greedy lips. You grind on his cock as you press harsh kisses, soft bites, to his tender flesh, laving his skin and savouring his moans under your tongue. He fucking whimpers under you, and you pull away to take him in, in all his ruined glory.
There are tears in his eyes, his lips wet and parted for your kiss; his expression is nothing like you've ever seen, so completely has he given himself to you and your pleasure.
You softly trace his throat before grasping him firmly, feeling every breath, every sob, every whimper, reverberating through you, inflaming every nerve in your body.
His Adam's apple bobs under your fingers, firm in your grip but tender in your passion. Tears spring unbidden to his eyes, falling down his glorious face and filling your heart with such love, such adoration, such utter and complete devotion, that it scares you for a moment, pushing you over the edge at last.
You clench around him, milking his sensitive cock for every last drop of seed, as you ride this new high, this indescribable feeling of power that his submission has wrought in you. You think if you could just hold onto that feeling-
"I feel it too-" his strangled moan is cut short, all the stars in the sky paling in comparison to the pleasure he feels beneath you right now.
You feel him paint your insides, his cock throbbing and twitching inside you until he is spent. Your foreheads pressed together, your limbs entangled, every breath shared in tandem; you would stay here forever. And he would gladly grant his goddess that wish, and any more that your heart desires.
You roll onto your side, limbs shaking with exertion, pulling him to join you, refusing to allow him exit from your wet heat. He huffs a small, relieved sigh, not wishing to be parted from you either.
His iron embrace never fails to comfort you, and it is especially firm tonight. Your heart swells at the thought that even after surrendering to you so entirely, so perfectly, he still needs to hold and shelter you, can't give up his role as your protector even at his most vulnerable.
"We should do that again, love." You murmur, feeling his smirk against your neck.
"Whatever you desire, my Queen," he peppers your neck with tender kisses, sensing you are close to sleep. "I am yours, you are mine-"
"And always will be." You interrupt with a sleepy smile, provoking a chuckle.
Sauron can only watch you enthralled, as you drift off, content, your limbs entwined with his, reluctant to follow you into sleep after tonight's events. Perhaps, yielding control is something he should master, he muses; after all, you did seem to be utterly delighted with the turn of events, and he is nothing if not a loving Lord, a devoted husband enthralled by his wife to distraction.
You slip into dreaming, holding onto him as if for dear life, relishing in the feeling of being so loved, so obeyed.
Your brain is empty, but your cunt is full, and your heart is happy.
#sauron x reader#annatar x reader#halbrand x reader#the rings of power#my fic#idk what to say he's a terrible muse 😂
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Songs that reminds me of Dionysus ⊹ ࣪ ˖
Hello everyone🍇 This is my playlist of songs that remind me of the time I started working with Dionysus, or the songs that make me feel most connected to him. Maybe some songs don't have any Dionysian vibes, but they are important to me because they make me feel free, wild, and confident. They allow me to show my true colors and not be afraid to reveal who I really am, which is really important for my soul and for my Sag moon! >ᴗ< hope you like it♡
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1. My Blood - Twenty One Pilots | 3:49
2. This Charming Man - The Smiths | 2:42
3. Touch of My Hand - Britney Spears | 4:19
4. Electric Feel - MGMT | 3:49
5. Tarzan Boy - Baltimora | 3:50
6. (Von Dutch Remix) - Charli XCX, Addison Rae, a.g. cook | 2:37
7. Phonography - Britney Spears | 3:33
8. Kill the Lights - Britney Spears | 3:59
9. Big in Japan - Alphaville | 4:45
10. Follow Me Down - 3OH!3 | 3:23
11. Affection - Between Friends | 3:55
12. Sadeness - Enigma | 4:15
13. My Prerogative - Britney Spears | 3:33
14. Karma Chameleon - Culture Club | 4:12
15. New Flesh - Current Joys | 2:47
16. Get Naked (I Got a Plan) - Britney Spears | 4:44
17. All I Need - The Frights | 2:54
18. Hotter than Hell - Dua Lipa | 3:07
19. Can’t Wait - Doja Cat | 3:55
20. Evil - Melanie Martinez | 4:06
21. Everybody Wants to Rule the World - Tears for Fears | 4:11
22. Follow Your Fire - Kodaline | 3:58
23. Hands Up - 6arelyhuman 2:14
24. Overcompensate - Twenty One Pilots | 4:16
25. Fairly Local - Twenty One Pilots | 3:27
26. Breathe on Me - Britney Spears | 3:43
27. Don’t Let Me Go - RAIGN | 3:51
28. Sexual Healing - Marvin Gaye, kygo remix | 6:08
29. Little Dark Age - MGMT | 4:59
30. Metamorphosis - INTERWORLD | 2:23
31. If I Had You - Adam Lambert | 3:48
32. Break the Ice - Britney Spears | 3:16
33. Just Dance - Lady Gaga | 4:02
34. Drunk Together - Jai Waetford ft. Allday | 4:25
35. Wonderland - Natalia Kills | 3:32
36. Gimme What I Want - Miley Cyrus | 2:34
37. Night Crawling - Miley Cyrus feat. Billy Idol | 3:11
38. The Greatest - Sia | 3:33
39. National Anthem - Lana Del Rey | 3:51
40. Miami 82 (Kygo Remix) - Syn Cole | 5:42
41. Alejandro - Lady Gaga | 4:34
42. Poker Face - Lady Gaga | 3:57
43. The Business - Tiësto | 2:50
44. Brutus (Instrumental) - The Buttress | 3:13
45. I’m a Slave 4 U - Britney Spears | 3:23
46. Champagne Problems - Nick Jonas| 3:13
47. Ecstasy - SUICIDAL-IDOL | 2:00
48. Blackout Days - Phantogram | 3:47
49. Hungry Eyes - Eric Carmen | 4:10
50. What’s Love Got to Do with It - Tina Turner | 3:48
51. Touch of My Hand - Britney Spears | 4:19
52. One of Your Girls - Troye Sivan | 2:59
53. Get Back - Britney Spears | 3:46
54. In the Arms of a Stranger - Mike Posner | 3:28
55. Piece of Me - Britney Spears | 3:32
56. The Answer - Britney Spears | 3:55
57. Acknowledge Me - Doja Cat | 3:15
58. Brother Louie - Modern Talking | 3:41
59. Cheri Cheri Lady - Modern Talking | 3:45
60. At the Risk of Feeling Dumb - Between Friends | 3:25
61. Where Is My Mind? - Pixies | 3:53
62. Wildcard - Miley Cyrus | 3:14
63. Thousand Miles - Miley Cyrus | 3:51
64. Often - Doja Cat | 3:20
65. She's Like the Wind - Patrick Swayze | 3:52
66. Heavydirtysoul - Twenty One Pilots | 4:12
#deity work#dionysus#greek mythology#deity worship#paganism#bacchante#bacchus#dionysian#dionysus deity#dionysus worship#dionysus devotion#god dionysus#greek god#greek deities#greek tumblr#greek posts#greek gods#playlist#music#lord dionysus#dionysos#bacchantes
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Best songs to describe Pricefield?
This was actually really hard for me to answer objectively because every song is a Pricefield song in my mind.
"Remember When" by Chris Wallace
"The Only Thing Left" by Vincent Lima (This song is so good for post storm Pricefield.)
"Die First" by Nessa Barrett
"Time Bomb" by All Time Low
"I Won't Reach Out To You" by Hot Mulligan
"Don't Let Me Go" by RAIGN
"Carry You Home" by Alex Warren
"Ophelia" by The Lumineers
"Between The Raindrops" by Lifehouse
"I Know The End" by Phoebe Bridgers
"Willow" by Jasmine Thompson
"Fools" by Lauren Aquilina
"Run" by Jasmine Thompson
"Take On The World" by You Me At Six
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Have you heard of Bruno and Gaga’s new song? Die With A Smile so so candles & flames especially rn 😭
YES AND I LOVE THE SONG. literally why am i teary-eyed and having a lump in my throat what the fuck
also raign's 'don't let me go'. this hurts so much y'all i might die before the part drops hahaha
#DONT U DARE SAY I RUIN Y'ALL… you've been killing me here 😭 </3#notes for rid 🌹#chaotickoalashark#fic: candles & flames
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@abstrekt I present to you my gift for @startrekwintergiftexchange! You asked for KiraDax and I decided to create a fan mix inspired by them!
Songs featured:
✨ Soldier / Ingrid Michaelson ✨ Falling is Like This / Annie DiFranco ✨ Venus / Sleeping at Last ✨ Black Water / Of Monsters and Men ✨ Silhouettes / Of Monsters and Men ✨ From Eden / Hozier ✨ Boats & Birds / Gregory and the Hawk ✨ Don't Let Me Go / RAIGN ✨ Unknown/Nth / Hozier ✨ King and Lionheart / Of Monsters and Men
You can find the playlist here! Happy Trekmas! 🖖
#kiradax#star trek#i hope you like of monsters and men 💀#they really are my GO TO band for character-inspired mixes <3
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Together Chapter 47
I got you, I promise 🫣
Ooooo here's what I planned on sneak peaking:
"Why is the Wreck closed?"
Mike puts a hand on the door, pulling it like JJ just had not even a minute ago. His face is completely stricken with shock, jaw hanging slightly ajar as he takes in the scene, trying to understand why his only daughter, only child, wasn't answering her phone when he left her not even an hour ago.
Fear grips him. JJ sees it dawning on him. The reason why no one was around. Why it was dark and vacant.
"I told Travis they could close early," Mike answers.
He has no idea what to say to that. Keeps his mouth shut on the good chance he pops off something like blaming Mike for this whole ordeal.
But why would he leave her with him? Why didn't he just stay and close with her like he has been? JJ logically knows it's not Mike's fault that—
He's faced with reality again. He doesn't know what is going on. They don't actually know anything, they're just wandering around like idiots, trying to figure out why she isn't picking up her phone.
The Wreck is locked up and the lights are off but there is still a chance that she could be there right? What the fuck would the alternative be?
He doesn't want to think about it. Can't let himself go down that road. That isn't happening. This isn't happening. It's a misunderstanding. She's not answering because her phone is dead. God knows he's called enough times for that to be the case. She's safe. Nothing is happening.
Mike pulls out his keys, like he's shocked back to life by the idea that they should probably check inside the establishment if they want to rule it out as a location of her last known whereabouts.
What a fucking morbid thing to think. Makes her sound like she is about to be put up on a plastic bag at a grocery store. Have you seen this missing girl? She'd hate that. Even if she did disappear, the last thing she would want to be is on plastic.
Stop thinking like that, she's fine
Only she isn't fine. Just as Mike is turning the lock and pulling the door open, they freeze. From within the restaurant, JJ can hear someone screaming.
"Kie."
Read from the beginning 🫣
#jiara#jj maybank#jiara fanfic#kiara carrera#jiara obx#jiara outer banks#jiaraedit#jj x kiara#best friends to lovers#dramatic writer#dramatic writing#this is so emotional i can't even tell you#Spotify
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At the Foot of Her Altar - Darklina Playlist
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i. power - isak danielson | ii. devil devil - milck | iii. young and beautiful- lana del ray | iv. don't let me go - raign | v. control - halsey | vi. every breath you take - chase holfelder | vii. world on fire - klergy | viii. blood and wine - marcin przybyłowicz | ix. blood upon the snow - hozier | x. the wicked ones - greg dombrowski | xi. shadows - woodkid | xii. my love will never die - claire wyndham | xiii. the night - choi beck ho
#shadow and bone#grishaverse#darklina#fanfiction#fanmix#aleksander morozova#the darkling#alina starkov#playlist#sabedit#userburn#userbells#shadowandboneedit#shadowandbonecentral#myworks
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100 Days of Music - Music Challenge
Day 49 (10/8/23)
Good evening all. Once again time for our 100 Days of Music-Music Challenge. What you may ask does Han Solo have to do with our theme for tonight. Well, its my lame attempt at humor with our challenge tonight. Hehehehe
Our theme for the challenge today is, post a song, or songs, that you love performed by solo artists. Yep, not a band. A solo artist. This could potentially be a two-day theme like the British Band theme we did a few nights ago. But we shall see.
This Time I'll Be Sweeter - Angela Bofill
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Into the Mystic - Van Morrison
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Wicked Game - Chris Isaak
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Don't Let Me Go - RAIGN
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Only Love Can Hurt Like This - Paloma Faith
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I could keep going on, as I feel I've barely touched the surface with this theme. But I'll stop (for tonight at least). What's on your list?
@worldleaderpretend1969, @biggreenhouse, @lusnicky, @delightedobserverintraining, @words-music, @prbworld21, @flat-in-life, @oni-with-an-iron-club, @oshea52, @bohicabill, @mistymountainway, @switching-to-glide, @itsmythang, @dadbodplus50somethin8, @unleashedgent, @greigferguson, @musiclandoux, @a-lil-jaded-1, @uncletomcobblyandall2, @chaotic-music-collector, @coolbobby1968, @onlya5butfunny,
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You know...I'm very proud of my playlist crafting skills. A playlist just for me and my jam out sessions is one thing, but making them for my fics was a whole other ballgame. Cue my perfectionism. But my love of music and my love of stories has come together pretty well, I think.
Going back through the Contempt playlist recently was such a great experience. It's like living that story all over again through the songs. Maybe that works best for me as the crafter of both story and playlist, but hey...it's magical for me, at least.
"Pressure" by Muse
I'm trying to keep up to speed with you Your lane changing is oscillating me I'm hitting the ground and I'm sprinting I'm falling behind now I'm tuning out
"I Feel Like I'm Drowning" by Two Feet
All my friends think you're vicious And they say you're suspicious You keep dreaming and dark scheming
"Obsession" by Joywave
There's something Lurking in the back of my mind And lately I feel it sliding into the light
"I Hate You So Much" by Alexander 23
I close my eyes but all I see is you I hate that, I love you so much
"Say It" by Maggie Rogers
I cannot fall in love with you I cannot feel this way so soon I cannot be this way with you I cannot fall in love with you
"Do I Wanna Know" by Arctic Monkeys
Maybe I'm too Busy bein' yours To fall for somebody new
"State of Seduction" by Digital Daggers
You keep my heart under the cover of night Could be the devil in a clever disguise Temptation leads us, it's too late for goodbye Say you're here on my side Want you here on my side
"Mind Over Matter" by Young the Giant
And when the seasons change Will you stand by me? 'Cause I'm a young man built to fall
"Neptune" by Sleeping at Last
Thread by thread, I come apart If brokenness is a work of art Surely this must be my masterpiece
"A Little Death" by the Neighbourhood
Touch me, yeah I want you to touch me there Make me feel like I am breathing Feel like I am human
"Animal Impulses" by IAMX
I'm tired of this human duet No civilizing hides Our animal impulses
"I Don't Mind" by FNKHOUSER
I am not afraid to Let you be who you wanna be Let you do what you do to me Close my eyes but I wanna see
"Stargirl Interlude" by The Weeknd, Lana Del Rey
A vision of my nails in the kitchen Scratching counter tops, I was screaming My back arched like a cat My position couldn't stop, you were hitting it
"Ride" by Lana Del Rey
I am alone at midnight Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I I've got a war in my mind So, I just ride
"Kiss Me You Animal" by Burn the Ballroom
Kiss me you animal I need to take you in real slow Cause dying on your lips is how I wanna go
"After Dark" by Mr. Kitty
I've been waiting for this moment We're finally alone I turn to ask the question So anxious, my thoughts Your lips were soft like winter In your passion, I was lost
"Bloom" by The Paper Kites
Can I take it to a morning Where the fields are painted gold And the trees are filled with memories Of the feelings never told?
"Don't Let Me Go" by RAIGN
Forever is not enough Let me lay my head down on the shadow by your side Don't let me go Hold me in your beating heart
"Comatose" by Mikky Ekko
In another life we can work it out But we never speak So it's hard to do We don't really want to live this way
"War of Hearts" by Ruelle
I can't help but be wrong in the dark 'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts I can't help but want oceans to part 'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts
"You're the One" by Rev Theory
You are the hurt inside of me And you are the one that makes me weak Shadows that crawl all over me Swallow the light that lets me see
"I Wanna Be Yours" by Arctic Monkeys
Secrets I have held in my heart Are harder to hide than I thought Maybe I just wanna be yours I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
"Unintended" by Muse
I'll be there as soon as I can But I'm busy mending broken Pieces of the life I had before
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Doctor Who | Silver of Ice
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KatrinDepp captured the doctor's relationship with clara in such a magnificent way!!!
#clara oswald#11th doctor#eleventh doctor#12th doctor#twelfth doctor#doctor x clara#Jose Gonzalez – Crosses#Jose Gonzalez – Crosses (Dinner Date Remix)#Raign - Don't let me go#katrindepp#silver of ice | Doctor Who#Youtube
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The torturous stars have taken every breath I wish I'd held
The love in my heart is never ending...
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To Have and To Hold; To Corrupt and Defile (Sauron/F!Reader)
After you discover his identity, Sauron's master throws a wrench into your happily ever after; or:
You're living in Gondolin before it falls; Sauron currently has you fooled, but his plans are falling apart, and the end of the First Age draws closer.
Sequel to The Number of the Beast // AO3 Link
Soundtrack: Never Let Me Go by Florence + the Machine, Don't Let Me Go by RAIGN, Say You’ll Haunt Me by Stone Sour
Warnings: Angst! Plot heavy, no smut this time!! I know, who am I??
A/N: so we've messed around with the timelines a little, I've alluded to some of the major events of the War of the Jewels, especially Lúthien's victory over Morgoth, and Eärendil's subsequent taking of the recovered Silmaril to the Valar. There is so much to cover, frankly too much, so I'm keeping the references to my favourite stories; a lot of it frankly isn't relevant to our Reader. If Amazon can mess with the timeline, so can I 😂
Word Count: 3.4k!
When you'd returned to your tiny village, eons ago, hand in hand with your new husband, the resulting impromptu celebrations had gone on all day and night. No-one thought to question the sudden appearance of this beautiful stranger, as your kin were so overjoyed for your new love, and still as yet so innocent to the evils of the world.
The subsequent years of being without him so often were only eased by their rallying around you, keeping you occupied to stave off your loneliness. It didn't ease the yearning late at night when all were abed and you were left alone to crave him, but you were used to it by now; which only made his visits all the sweeter.
You woke up today to find your husband stretched out next to you, a pleasant surprise that he must have instantly regretted as you threw yourself on him with a squeak.
"I didn't know you were coming! I'd have prepared for you," you say, your tone faltering as you survey the mess in your cosy rooms with a crease in your brow.
He shakes his head fondly; sometimes the lack of order would set his teeth on edge, but today he was just content to be by your side once more.
He murmurs sweet nothings into your hair as he nestles you closer, wrapping you up and refusing to allow to leave your bed this morning.
The city was growing prosperous, becoming the heart of Elvendom in Middle Earth, and your small abode was so different to the humble beginnings of your kin. Your people were finding strength in numbers, building great cities to fortify against the Enemy.
He cannot visit as often as either of you would like, busy with the war in the north, and now you understand why. His confessions about Morgoth threw you, made you doubt everything you knew, but your soul sang for him regardless, so you pressed it to the back of your mind, your heart and your mind fighting a losing battle. He promised you it was simply too late for him to change sides, that his master's wrath was better fought within his service than without. How could you refuse him?
You had asked him long ago if you could visit him instead, perhaps even pack up your life and move to be with him. His face grew dark, and he refused to even consider it. Now that you knew in whose service he toiled, you understood, and didn't press the issue again.
So you had become increasingly interested in the martial affairs of Gondolin, always hoping to hear nothing of Sauron, for no news was good news.
Your kin ask after him often; you tell them the truth where you can. That he is fighting the war in the north, that his brief respites are spent with you in private. Sometimes, you wish you could show him off to the world; it gets lonely surrounded by your family and friends, happily coupled and deeply in love, whilst you await your beloved for what feels like a lifetime.
When he visits, he crosses the borders of your kingdom with relative ease. Even entering the Hidden City, after centuries of being married to you, they greet him as one of their own, something which now plagues you with guilt; though not enough to keep you apart.
You are unfortunately not the only one, as many of your friends wait for their husbands too, who are also away fighting. The siege of Angband has taken much out of you all, and the number of half-souls wandering Gondolin grows day by day as more Elves are called away to bolster the beleaguered armies.
It is the knowing he is out there, yearning for you as much as you for him, that makes it a little easier. When the war is over, he says, you will be together, nothing will keep you apart. So you pray for his master's downfall any chance you get.
Unfortunately for you, it's not as if Sauron has to worry about any other's affections stealing you away; perhaps if he did, you might see him more often. Binding yourself to another soul changes the way you are perceived, a glimmer of the unseen world breaking into the everyday, in a way that to any other creature is imperceptible. But Sauron takes great pleasure in the knowledge that you are his, and no-one else's, that no-one would even think of touching you, not that you would let them. That possessive streak is something that you'd have thought would repulse you; instead it is deeply and mutually returned, the pair of you wrapped up in each other, blind to any others who might have tried their luck.
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He's deep in thought, sketching long black lines on his paper, but every so often his eyes flicker to you watching his every move.
You love to see him hard at work, it lets you see what makes him tick, what gives him his boundless energy. You worry that you annoy him with your incessant questions, but any time you falter, he encourages you to ask, so you figure he must like the attention.
Today he is sat working on something very important, something that cannot be rushed. And you're sat at his side, head in your hand, thinking idly of everything and nothing, as his hand races across the paper.
"You haven't said a word," he looks over at you with a small smile, "something the matter, my love?"
"No, darling," you sigh, stretching your arms above your head and pulling yourself closer into his side. "Don't want to disturb you."
"You could never, I've told you so many times." He reaches out with his left hand and squeezes your knee, strokes the side of your face, then presses on with his task, one-handed as he commits to holding your hand.
You hum in assent, leaning your head on his shoulder. You feel him relax into your touch and you fear that perhaps you've ruined his industrious streak.
He puts down his pencil and pulls you close, chin resting on the crown of your head. You feel his heart flutter in his chest, and yours can't help but mirror it.
You enjoy his embrace a moment before disrupting the peace. "So what are you working on?"
He snorts, a noise you don't hear very often from him, usually so composed, and it makes you giggle, pulling away and looking up at his affectionate gaze.
"Not a moment's peace," he chuckles, rubbing the small of your back whilst reaching for his discarded sketches.
He rolls them out and watches for your reaction; yours is the only opinion he would deign to heed.
The long black strokes, the angular shape of it, it looks nothing like you expect. Twisted and wicked, it doesn't match the man sitting at your side.
"Is that... is it some kind headpiece?" You stutter a little under his intense stare; he wants the truth even if he dislikes what you have to say.
He raises his eyebrows a little and nods at you to continue your line of thought.
"Not a helmet. No, too many holes, frankly it would be useless as a helm, there's a great hole in the centre of it-" he can't help but laugh at your rambling, joking at his expense. If only you knew what happens to anyone else who would dare to.
"-Oh! A crown? Who needs a crown?" You finally get there, and you take the scroll from him, holding it up and scrutinising every detail.
"Who, indeed?" His tone is suddenly solemn; you've reminded him of what awaits him when he leaves you.
Morgoth in his crazed stupor, lusting constantly for the star-bright jewels that he already possesses, jealously guarded with a ferocity he hasn't seen in an age.
Your face drops and you pull him to you.
"I'm sorry, love, I didn't think." You know very well his trials and tribulations at his master's hands, but were somehow foolish enough to allude to him. You thought He already had a crown, and you remark as much in your naivety.
He traces your neck and kisses your palm. "It's quite alright, love, I know how... faraway my troubles must seem."
A cold sweat breaks down your spine.
"No, my darling, your troubles are mine, I would carry your burdens if only you were to share them with me." You plead softly; how could you be so naive, spoiling a sweet moment that is not so easily stolen now that he is so busy with the war.
He doesn't speak for a long time, and tears prick your eyes, almost painful in your efforts to hold them back. It is his pain you should focus on, not your own selfish regret.
You lean your head on his shoulder, hoping perhaps that he will open up to you for once, tell you of his torment in the north at the hands of the enemy, the part he plays as an unwilling accomplice to Morgoth's destruction.
As if he can hear your thoughts, he interrupts them softly.
"It is a crown. A conduit, for a power over flesh." He licks his lips nervously, avoiding your gaze.
"What could He need of such power?" You ask, before realising that of course, such power would ensure His victory.
He doesn't answer that question, preferring not to lie to you; you don't need to know exactly who it is for.
"I'd prefer something smaller, more elegant-" he begins to explain before you interrupt.
"Like a ring." You muse, meeting his eye. He raises his brow and looks past you, seemingly intrigued, and you can't help the pride that wells within you, happy to have pleased him so.
He looks back to you, smile fading quickly as he is reminded of what he came to tell you today.
"Speaking of my master, I-" he swallows thickly, the words refusing to cooperate with his tongue. "I have news. Concerning you and I."
His eyes are suddenly dark, and his expression sombre, and all at once you feel an all-encompassing dread that makes you press your hands to his mouth.
"No. Don't tell me. Not now. Please, love, I cannot bear any tale of Him while I worry for you." That much is true, you are too concerned about your lover to hear anything of the Enemy right now; but a tiny part of you simply never wants to hear about Morgoth, never wants to think about the evil your husband has been forced to wreak upon Middle Earth, so hard you have worked to forgive and forget, and you have had your fill now for one day.
"It is important, sweetness," he cups your chin and turns your face to look at him, the dread in your soul seemingly shared if his expression is anything to go by.
"Tell me." You nod reluctantly, anxiously awaiting whatever horror you will have to face together.
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The fortress is always so hot, fiercely dry like a blazing desert heat, scorching his skin. It is nothing like his golden days with you, dappled sunshine on your skin, a cool breeze on his face.
He has been summoned by his master, which can only be an ill omen. Ever since the fiasco involving the lost Silmaril, and his defeat at the hands of Lúthien and her hound, Sauron had suffered nothing but wrath every time he returned to Morgoth; blaming him for the loss of a jewel from His crown, since he had not been there to defend his master from Lúthien's sweet song. The jewel was now set in the sky by the Valar, a constant reminder of his failure.
For you, as much as it pained you to see him suffer, it was a blessing; more precious time spent with your beloved as he avoids the fortress entirely.
Had it been a shock, when your husband appeared to you as a wolf, gravely injured and desperate for you? Of course. Was his betrayal forgiven and forgotten? Absolutely not. But he was so sincere, so sweet, that every time he told you his servitude to Morgoth was in service of a greater purpose, you believed him. Of course, he wanted only to heal Middle Earth; of course, he was working to lead all free peoples to a greater future; of course.
He was not forgiven, but you were so desperately, blindly in love with him, the dark half of your soul, that you might take him any which way he comes. And he had promised you that the greater good was all he worked for, that he was the salvation of Middle Earth, and how could you not believe him?
So when he told you he'd be gone a while, gone to see his master in the North, you were hardly beside yourself with joy.
"How long?" You entwine your fingers with his, studying every contour of his face, in case it is a lifetime, not a day.
"He did not say." There is trepidation in his tone, and you squeeze his hand in reassurance.
"You are his most valuable servant. All will be well." You cannot say that for certain, but you try to sound convincing.
He exhales slowly, pressing his face into your neck, his flaming hair tumbling across your skin as you lie folded into one another, unwilling to be parted a moment earlier than necessary.
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His blood runs cold as his master's words ring in his ears.
Bring her to me, and let's see how worthy of my favourite servant she is.
He paces his forge, cursing and railing, his plans to keep you secret now gone so horribly awry.
He had been so careful, slipping from the fortress seemingly unnoticed by all but the wolves, whom he easily placated with just his word, perhaps a bone thrown in their midst for good measure.
In fact it was not his absence at all that gave you away.
It was your light, seeping into his fëa and glimmering like the northern star in a pitch black night. Morgoth had noticed this straight away, of course; but rather than punish him inmediately, he chose to toy with him, leading him to believe his great deception was successful.
If she does not come to me, I will be forced to name her, Mairon.
He could not have that, could not let his master's power touch you in any way. You were his, and his alone, and the idea of Morgoth even setting eyes on you made him seethe.
And so he began to plot; too little, too late.
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"What do you mean, my love? You're scaring me, what do you mean, named?" Your voice shakes as he grips your fingers so tightly, you fear he might pull them off.
"He gave you a title I cannot take back, it is beyond my power to do so." Now it is his turn to tremor before you; you have never seen your husband in such terror, the sight brings you to your knees and you lean your forehead against his.
"Whatever has happened, darling, we can fix it. You and I, we are one, are we not?" You try to smile reassuringly, but he shakes his head and puts a finger to your lips.
"You know the importance of names, love." Of course you do; your kind receive many names over the course of your long lives, names from your father and mother, names for your great deeds, or traits your loved ones find admirable. You already had two, you hardly need another, let alone from his master. Never mind the power of words woven into spells and songs, the unbreakable kind your husband seems now to fear.
"When a being such as Melkor uses his power to bestow a name-" his voice breaks and he swallows thickly, buying himself time before the dam breaks.
"He bestows a name, and so a fate with it."
You raise your eyebrows quizzically, but as his words sink in, you gasp and pull away. What fate could the Great Enemy possibly have in store for you? You were nothing and no-one; why would he elect to use even a tiny morsel of power on you?
"I don't want to know." Your words surprise you both.
He draws back, regarding you, brow furrowed.
"You must, my love, you know I cannot break his will-"
"I don't care." You draw yourself up, taking a deep breath. "I forgave you your sins when you came to me with the truth. I have kept your secret from everyone I know and love. You promised me Morgoth would never discover us. This is your doing, and I will have no part in it."
His heart sinks, wrenches in pain, as the gravity of your words hits him, as you refuse to allow him to brush away the tears streaming down your face. Do you not understand? He cannot unsing the will of his master, it might as well have been written in stone, if the fabric of the universe were not hardier.
You jump to your feet, anger bubbling in your stomach, and you pace and curse Morgoth and all he stands for, Sauron wincing every time your lips twist to make the ugly sound of the Enemy's name.
"Amarië-" At hearing your name, you round on him, your eyes blazing with a fire he has only ever seen in himself, and though your anger is directed at him, it thrills him, the hair on the nape of his neck standing on end, and he has to fight every instinct to take you and hold you and ravish the wrath from your being.
"Will it help? If I know my fate? I cannot change it even when you tell me, so perhaps I should live in blissful ignorance, as I did before you revealed yourself?" Your tone is so sharp, it cuts him like no sword could; he recoils from the heat of your words, the furnace blast that emanates from your anger, trepidation and admiration combining in a heady mix that makes his heart sing for you.
You feel a pang of guilt; you hate these new emotions, these feelings you'd never experienced before meeting him. Anger, sadness, betrayal; these had all been alien notions before Mairon, no, Sauron, had walked into your forest.
He has worked his expression into something more impassive, but you know he is hurt; sighing softly, you kneel and take his hand, still gripped with rage but mollified a little by your husband’s remorse. He has worked so hard to make it up to you, to show you how he is not the Enemy that your kin believe him to be.
"Will it make you feel better if I know?" You ask, searching his eyes for an answer. Please say no, please say you'll bear this burden alone... Your heart cannot take more sorrow, more betrayal; and to know would be to worry about something you cannot change.
"Eglandis." If your Elf ears were not so sensitive, you might not have heard him, how quietly he admits your doom.
Your blood runs cold, sweat breaks in uncomfortable waves down your back, as you realise the horrible truth, why your husband is so often absent, and why he was so terrified of your reaction.
"Forsaken one." You pause, thinking a moment, your heart beating out of your chest. "No, forsaken bride."
Doomed to live without your husband, this was the fate Morgoth had chosen for you. To punish Sauron for choosing a bride at all, for weakening himself in the pleasures of the flesh, he had also punished you. Had you not suffered enough? Forced to keep your love a secret from your kin, now you feared losing him forever.
"That is a cruel fate." You mutter, nose to nose with him as he seeks to comfort you.
"I am not going anywhere." He takes your hands in his once more, thumbs rubbing small circles in your palms.
"I swear to you, you will never be rid of me, no matter how hard fate pulls us apart, I will always be with you." He presses a kiss to your lips, trying to reassure you that he is here, that nothing will take you from him, but you can't move, can't breathe, as a crushing wave of grief overtakes you.
As you curl into his chest, he sweeps his sketches out of the way; it would be a shame to crumple that which is of the utmost importance to him, your crown to match his.
#sauron x reader#annatar x reader#halbrand x reader#the rings of power#my fic#no smut just plot#i know!! wtf is wrong with me 😂#i actually didn't mean to post this but i give in#i guess it's time??#its been sitting in my drafts for over 2 weeks while i worked on other things 😂
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Koskela Playlist
Here are all songs on the playlist. While it is basically a Koskela list, it's also for the Huotari brothers and for some CultCase and there's like one KoskeGold song, u figure out which one lol.
Most are just angsty songs but I think that's fitting, given the source material <3
War by PoTF
Brother by Kodaline
See You Again (ft. Charlie Puth) by Wiz Khalifa
Wide Awake by AW, Jaimes
No One Left To Love by AW, ROOS+BERG
Heroes and Villains by PoTF
Chilrden of the Elder God by OGoA
Hello Cabaret by PoTF
Burden by Foy Vance
Brother by Lord Huron
Monsters by Ruelle
The Other Side by Ruelle
Cosmic Love by Florence + The Machine
Moonbird by Roger Webb
Forest Fires by Axel Flóvent
With You Till The End by Tommee Profitt, Sam Tinnesz
Achilles by GAREHT FERNANDEZ
Never Leave Your Side by Sam Tinnesz
You Are a Memory by Message To Bears
Where You Are by Tommee Profitt, Mike Mains
In This Shirt by The Irrepressibles
Always in My Head by Coldplay
Midnight by Coldplay
Ink by Coldplay
Between the Wars by Allman Brown
Crosses by José González
Yes We Can by Ruelle
Agape by Bear's Den
Ends of the Earth by Lord Huron
Lonesome Dreams by Lord Huron
Pieces by Andrew Belle
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Overgrown by Mountains of the Moon
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Town I called My Home by yaeow
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Light by Sleeping At Last
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The Enemy by Andrew Belle
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Forest Fire by Brighton
Don't Let Me Go by RAIGN
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Better Off Dead by 8 Graves
Begging To Bleed by 8 Graves
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When You Break by Bear's Den
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World We Used To Know by Alan Walker, Winona Oak
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Fake A Smile by Alan Walker, salem ilesse
Stay by Shiah Maisel, lost., Pop Mage
You by Keaton Henson
When Am I Gonna Lose You by Local Natives
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Black by Kari Kimmel
Wild by LP
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I Found by Amber Run
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@wvsteria asked: ♫ + 62 than & syrena
don't let me go by raign
than looks over the city from the rooftop, as they often do, and purses their lips in thought. "the torturous stars are taking every breath i wish i held." this place was stealing more and more time from them, and even if they didn't have breaths to count, it was still unsettling.
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