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it’s not necessarily that I hate the themes most prevalent in fiction set in the real world and it’s not necessarily that I don’t like stories revolving around real people or relationship drama or interpersonal issues it’s more like im a dog who doesn’t recognize that a pill is still a pill if it has peanut butter on it. I need like the little peanut butter spoonful that is aliens or robots or monsters or time travel or something fantastical and not at all down to earth real life so that you can approach me and be like “this story is about how friendships can deteriorate over time and also how this guy feels bad for being a bad friend and causing his buddy problems with their girlfriend” and then look at me making a face at you and be like “AND! they’re all aliens who are doing all that across spacetime” and I’ll be like OHHHHHH OKAY YAY (shlop shlap shlup the sound of a dog horking down peanut butter pills) wow what a poignant story
#kipspeak#I tend to gravitate away from things that are that close to real life for reasons im still sussing out. Feels like work? Feels too direct?#Maybe it’s just not fun? But you could tell the EXACT SAME story just with magic sword knights and I’ll be like YAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY#I dunno. I feel like that’s slightly shallow of me but I also feel like I don’t care and it’s my house and I can think stories set on norma#Earth with nothing else different are boring#It’s like when they’re real life like that#Every theme they try to get across comes and sits in my house and goes Hey. I’m telling you about YOU and THE WORLD.#And im like ugh. Okay. Whereas magic sword knights do that and im like omg…. They’re telling us about You and The World. That’s crazy……#It is also maybe a little bit that I don’t like interpersonal drama as the driving focus of a story#They should go to space about it#otherwise im in class and I need to adopt an entirely different mindset to be able to have fun with what you just gave me#man these guys aren’t even furries. Lame dude……
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i love your riddle design so much, he's so pointy and british. so gracious. do you think he would enjoy a brazilian goiabada
thank you! ❤️🖤❤️ it's just. important to me on a level I can't explain that Riddle have an extremely pointy nose that he can stick into everyone else's business.
also goiabada is sweet and fruity and red, I think he would like it very much indeed!
not me stealth-editing because I forgot his antenna whoops
#art#twisted wonderland#me: riddle's nose is important to me (draws him without a nose)#a study in contrasts?#regardless it is my power as a fanartist to let riddle eat sweets and by god i'm going to use it#i also love british riddle. briddle. it's just RIGHT.#i think about how someday the anime will come out and get dubbed and riddle is going to have Generic Anime Boy Voice#instead of the most over-the-top prim little benedict cumberbatch accent like he does in my HEART#and the world shall be poorer for it. alas.#i also think it would be VERY funny if malleus had a super exaggerated french accent because something something french fairytale#i am probably alone in this however#(sorry still trying to catch up on everything!)#(all of my focus has been going towards Deadlines so hopefully i will have space to think...eventually :')#(i still have some main story things cookin' and i JUST finished tsumsted 3: the squeakquel so uhhh)#(there may be a bit of a flood at some point. you've been warned.)
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birthday party (id in alt)
#trigun maximum#trigun#trigun maximum spoilers#vash the stampede#millions knives#rem#a lot of characters but theyre the focus kinda#coming w a birthday cake 4 days later...happy birthday to the twins!!!!!!!#sniffling cause i got sick otl worked on this with sweat blood nd snot#anyway im glad i finally finished it even if im not entirely satisfied with it!! been in the drafts for a year... vash's little paradise#ever since i finished trimax drawing a comic like this where theyre all together - allies friends enemies and all has been on my mind#just doing smth - partying and all in the same space and being silley#the main plot never happened we’re all just in our corners of no mans land and miraculously rem is there#but tis could only happen in a weird weird dream..!the present world is waiting for u vash!!!#u are so loved by everybody and everyone misses u#ruporas art
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{they finally escaped wip prison}
#i may be back on my bullshit#souls of ink au#my art#bendystraw#cuphead x bendy#if i do any more answering questions in the future I'm not gonna do any with Ace unfortunately cause that bro comes WAAAY in the future#and i wanna focus on these losers mostly#and world building#DAWG HAS IT REALLY BEEN ALMOST A YEAR#yeah we updating this au#new designs#THE WORKS
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hey the computer program created from my likeness saw you from across the bar and we really hate your vibe. we're gonna run an exposé on you to put an end to your unethical business practices
#the goods#max headroom#edison carter#matt frewer#20 minutes into the future#tmitf#if you saw me post and then immediately delete this no you didnt#come on maxheadroomheads if youre gonna be anywhere i know youre gonna be on here......#been feeling craaazy about this show/movie/guy lately like i submitted my last uni assignment and there was immediately a gap in my focus#that let me get obsessed with the first thing i saw. which was him apparently I GENUINELY DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FOUND HIM he just appeared#one day. and i imprinted on him like a duckling. anyway im only halfway through season 2 please dont spoil anything smiles nicely#< 40 year old show. my own fault if i do get anything spoiled honestly. anyway. i wanna draw more stuff for itttt i wanna use more purples#its the purplest show in the world
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bug trolls… i am interested in kankri vantas. if that isn’t too much trouble. your buggy guys are so silly and interesting and i am a fan
here is kankri and his baby brother…. they don’t get along!! i wish they did though id love to see these two go on an adventure together where they look out each other. since kankri is a beforus troll and a vegan, his shell is pretty thin because he’s not getting enough iron. on the other hand, karkat’s shell is heavier then it should be due to stress. thanks for the RQ!! im soooo glad ppl like my sillies :D
#kankris picking up karkat because karkat said fuck you im going to come over there and cram my scythe down your ignorance shaft#kankri said no you arnt. you’re not going to do that. im not letting you do that.#karkat vantas#kankri vantas#homestuck#trolls#buggy trolls#want to see these 2 depending on each other to survive in alternia. i think it would be very hard for them to do#but i think they could grow and develop in interesting ways if they got to be brothers who fight#enrichment in the isopod tank#redbloods#these two are natural drama that’s engaging story!! ive never really read a fic i liked that rlly got into their companionship as brothers#like there’s quite a few abt dirk and dave as brothers#most fics that have both of them focus more on their bonds with the sufferer#if anyone has a recommendation I’d love to hear it#give them crabdad no sufferer make them struggle in this cruel world. highly protective kankri grumpy wrathful karkat#they can’t stand each other but also rely on each other. redblood moment#given that isopods are comparatively social and good natured to many of the other troll buggy species I’ve picked out#that’s what I’m SAYIN#^silly#ok bye
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happy december!
🌨🎀🫶🏻❄️🩷 ⋆ ˚。⋆
#thoughts ୨𖹭୧#its my favourite time of the year!!!!!#this year i want it to be my favourite christmas#last years is always gonna be number 1 in my heart#because we went to disneyland & my parents got married#it was the most magical winter in the world#but this year im so excited because its going to be about me !!!!!!!! i get to focus on me !!!!#whenever winter comes around it always makes me think because time goes so fast#i just cant believe its the end of 2024 already#this has been the best year of my life in all honestly#and im so grateful for everyone in my life#i know i say this all the time but i truly am#i cant express it enough#i love you
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Got reminded of one of my favorite games so why not make a small crossover :>
#my art#atsv miguel#miguel o'hara#atsv#miguel o hara fanart#miguel o hara#I love this game so much but it’s so difficult to beat#I always die at world 2#anyways I wanted to draw this game crossover#and a crossover for lbp2 but Miguel as a sack boy :)#I have so many work in progresseses it’s crazy#the adhd is really hitting recently I keep starting new things when I should focus#on the started ones#forgive me for that#always I’m working on something for AFM II cause I miss drawin#scenes from the fic#so trust there’s more to come#love y’all
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Guess who came up with a steampunk thing...
#writing#worldbuilding#With any luck I can fold it into the 12 Worlds and keep to my self imposed 'principle'#not to come up with more settings#Anyways#It's a steampunk thing with a significant military focus (of course)#but I think the 'interesting' part about it is how it's going to explore actual goddam colonialism#instead of whatever the hell a lot of steampunk does with the era
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hey can we talk about hello world era guitarz because i would REALLY like to talk about hello world era guitarz
#for the life of me i cannot remember where this clip comes from#but i think about it a LOT#i swear as soon as i think i'm normal about them again i'm dragged kicking and screaming back into guitarz hell#i mean i'm not normal about any of them ever. but like. slightly less deranged sometimes#hello world is a funny one since that's around the time junhan was really pushing himself to be more open#and jiseok took full advantage of it. clearly#(it did all backfire a little bit from what i've worked out over time but i'm keeping focus here)#i really love hello world in general but these two make me want to slam my head into a wall#oh i have another thing about them from the mv too. that will also be going in the queue <3#xdinary heroes#gaon#junhan#guitarz#junseok#chewyvids
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currently thinking about when you let kim know you found out about the pale while he was gone, and that if you tell him its terrifying hes like "so trying to spare you from it was a good idea", or that if you tell him its unreal he says how a lot of things are unreal, or that if you ask him where you are he says they are in elysium, but that all of them involve him comparing the pale to water, death, and "the fact we are all stuck behind our eyes, between our ears, talking for all eternity, like every other human being". and then saying heavy topics are not his forte and acting as if he never said that. you cant just say "heavy topics are not my forte" after dropping that. both the caring and trying to protect harry, and that water, death, and having a mind is terrifying/unreal/just how the world is...
#my posts#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#like come on man dont do this to me#he IS right. they ARE terrifying and unreal AND the way the world is. they ARE scary and can seem fake#but they also are just. parts of the world. it can be scary and weird but it is there. its a part of life its part of how people exist...#you can be scared of unnerved by it but. its okay it is scary it is unnerving. but it also just is.#......... i should... go back to try and actually focus on stuff i have to do.. but man. head in hands#also bc im just being redundant in the tags but come on#fixed something a little to drive t he point across but i AM merging all the options of what he could say in one answer. but man
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Been thinking abt Lord Peepers recently...
#“You say the whole world's ending”#“honey it already did”#lord peepers = peepers taking control over the hater empire once hater gives up evil#just the title of the song already says it all#weirdly enough bo burnham isnt what i expected to connect to anything woy related#but as i always listening to this song i couldnt think of anything else#all the focus on eyes#the fact that theres a line “Look in my /eye/”#as in singular eye#come onnnnn i can hear him so well here#the unsetlling calm vibes just tie it all together#especially when its interrupted at the end with the “im talking to you get the fuck up!”#hed be singing this to the watchdogs for sure#me posting abt song rambles for the upteenth time#commander peepers#wander over yonder#woy
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Chapter 13 of Silentium Amoris: Unkissed Kisses, and Songs Never Sung (1895)
In which Aziraphale's faith is put on trial in his bookshop while Oscar Wilde's art is put on trial at The Old Bailey. Also the one where Oscar Wilde is the only person in London having a worse day than Crowley.
#good omens fanfiction#crowley#aziraphale#good omens#aziracrow#good omens fic#silentium amoris#Oscar Wilde#i started this fic in 2023 and from then to now you can really see how i have come to understand Bosie#or at least empathise with him#a little bit#still worlds evilest twink though idgaf#kidding#kind of#i tried not to make this chapter a history lesson#and in doing so culled about 5k words#you're welcome#Reggie Turner you will always be famous I'm so sorry I didn't have room for another twink in the lineup#I wanted to focus on Robbie and Aziraphale's dynamic SORRY#Reggie u will be avenged mark my words babygirl next fic is all about u#historical annotations coming when my brain has returned to me after losing my mind writing this bullshit
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the baffling shared experience of finding out that p/nterest users just don't fucking understand kohane azusawa
#my art teacher wanted me to get it for gcse and genuinely part of the reason i got rid of it was because#of a group of people under a post talking about how kohane may be lying and secretly wants to leave vbs#like. no! what the fuck!#uhhh i wanted to add something onto that other post but. the embarrassment so i'm rambling here before running to bed#i don't want kohane backstory i want a brief flashback into her childhood that gives us her kiddo model and either#shows us count pearl (animal themed mixed event) or her father introducing her to photography#(either a very reflective focus event or a photography focused mixed with that as an opening)#photography is the only thing to really pull with kohane's past. it sort of reinforces the idea that kohane did not consider herself#as someone who could pursue a dream until meeting an and consequently vbs as a whole#which leads back to resolve. however they may be pulling the card of “i wish i found vivid street/singing/my resolve sooner” card for her#bloomfes card. which if they throw kiddo kohane in there is probably what she will be thinking of#so yeah not backstory but a brief reference to show how far she has come. but i am expecting kid kohane and ena to be kept for bloomfes#kohane and ena are the only ones we don't have the kid sprites/designs for..#evil and cruel world we live in...#bagel's rambles#ok bye now (runs away into the forest)
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I need a fanfic where Obito marries Rin and Sasuke and Naruto get together, so Kakashi and Sakura start platonically living together.
It's mostly a character study??? Maybe?? On how Kakashi already devoted himself to protecting her if Sasuke and Naruto weren't around, on how they are so similar, how it feels to be left behind even if your team doesn't realize it.
If you think about it?
Well, imagine Sakura and Kakashi both fell for an Uchiha and had a jinchuriki be in love with them, only for the Uchiha to be interested only in your jinchuriki friend. Soon they get together and you start to feel like you're in the middle of something you are not part of. You still know they love you a lot, but it's not like you can erase the romance you were waiting for from your dreams.
And then you can add the fact that Gai and Rock Lee are kinda obsessed (in the good sense!) with Sakura and Kakashi. Neither Sakura nor Kakashi find them annoying, since Rock Lee and Gai were a source of strength when their team couldn't be there for them. Gai and Lee are their inspiration in so many senses. It's just another relationship they share, weirdly, funnily.
Of course they have their unique bonds, like the one Sakura shares with Ino, or the one Kakashi has with Tenzo. It doesn't mean that the themes are not shared: You see, Tenzo's wood release and Ino's whole deal with flowers are all about bloom and growth. Tenzo is that solid surface Kakashi can rely on when he feels he can't keep standing, the scarecrow that needs something to keep him upright. Ino is that force urging Sakura to open up to the world, to stop hiding who Sakura is for the sake of others; Ino is the gardener and Sakura is the flower.
There's the issue with their parents, who were not bad people, but who weren't there for Kakashi and Sakura while they grew up. Even when they love their parents, there's a void there, a tension, some distance that resonates and makes the absence loud and clear. Who Kakashi and Sakura are is not a product of some parenting: it's personal effort and being obstinate to no end.
Kakashi and Sakura greatly value each other. The proof is in the way they refuse to let each other carry alone their burdens. It's never as clear as it is when Sasuke is involved: in the Land of Iron, they tried to kill Sasuke to take the burden of killing a friend from Naruto's shoulders, but also because Kakashi didn't want that for Sakura either and she didn't want Kakashi to deal with it alone. Later, in the fight with Kaguya, Sasuke compares Kakashi to Sakura in how useless they were because they were mere humans in a fight with (basically) some goddess.
Kakashi and Sakura both suffer for not being able to free their teammates from the hurt. There's no doubt they would if they could. Not being strong enough, not being fast or skilled enough, being "useless" is their greatest nightmare. There isn't a day that Kakashi and Sakura don't hate their own weaknesses, there's not a night that they don't hate themselves for not being able to do more.
I don't know... It'd be interesting to study Kakashi in a more romantic light while Sakura is able to have more of a platonic centric growth. It would be entertaining, at least. What if Kakashi finally confesses out loud that he was in love, but he can only do it because he knows Sakura might be the only other person alive who understands what it is like to love an Uchiha? What if it is Kakashi who helps Sakura realize how many friends are there for her? How she can find fulfilment outside of the promises and dreams that are no more?
I also like a lot to see serious platonic relationships with age gaps, where the adult doesn't take any advantage given the difference in their experience and shows they can learn from the younger one.
A relationship that can't be described with nuclear family roles (father & daughter), the type where hierarchical roles are part of the drama because they see each other as equals, but even then they can't shake their responsibilities for the sake of their bond (Kakashi forced to send Sakura on a dangerous mission because he's the Hokage and she's a kunoichi, or Kakashi very openly refusing to use his status as her former sensei to force her to do something she doesn't want to do).
They are friends, just not the typical one... They're two different types of mirrors, reflecting broken images. And if they find in each other a bit of all the things they've lost and missed and they have hoped for, not enough to replace the originals but enough to lessen the hurt? Then, it's only natural they find easy companionship in each other.
#this is extremely self-indulgent for my aroace heart#listen healthy meaningful relationships with age gaps between people that are not blood related are vital for a better world#btw this is an extremely queer au in the aromantic and asexual aspects#non typical friendships and found families are queer!!!!!#it could perfectly end up in each team having two different poly situations without it defeating the purpose of romance not being the focus#the romance would have to come waaaaaaay later almost in the end and it has to be a minor theme compared to the Kakashi-Sakura bond#they keep their identities fairly separated they keep their personalities and their own traits#Kakashi doesn't have to become Sakura and Sakura doesn't have to become Kakashi they love each other for who they are#anyway enough of ranting#naruto#sakura haruno#kakashi hatake#team 7#team kakashi#naruto shippuden#naruto classic
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2025 reads / storygraph
Love Points To You
YA contemporary coming of age
an artist struggling to get used to the idea of moving in with her new stepmother & stepsister can't wait to go away to art school
when her ipad is destroyed, her rich classmate offers to buy her a replacement in exchange for concept art for an otome game she’s developing, and as they work on the game, they start to fall for each other
while she tries to get used to her new family situation, and the fact that her parents seem to be more invested in her stepsister’s future while ignoring hers
bi ace MC, bi demi LI
#Love Points To You#aroaessidhe 2025 reads#asexual books#sapphic books#demisexual books#I thought this was pretty good overall!#It’s very much a coming of age kind of story with as much focus on her family relationship as the romance which I appreciate.#I like how their romance developed pretty casually into dating rather than being all in love all of a sudden#- and all the moments of bonding over otome games and both being acespec and both speaking Mandarin#I like how the conflicts with her stepsister/art rival/family etc were quite grounded and mostly resolved (semi) maturely#and not all overblown into drama despite Lynda’s petty explosive personality.#( and honestly; love some girls who are kinda petty and pretentious and stubborn and oblivious)#That is - until the end she kinda fucks up with everyone and pretty quickly realises she’s in the wrong; I feel like it was a bit overdone?#I understand why she felt and acted that way but it was all very fast paced and a bit of a contrast to the rest of the book#where things were handled with more nuance and maturity.#And oh my god if you found out that a potential investor wants you to change the game’s pairing to straight#why would you not think that’s a dealbreaker? like how could you have any other reaction? I know she realises she was wrong to#react that way pretty much immediately but it felt a little too much like it was there to create a conflict rather than being natural#My favourite part of the book was her developing friendship with her stepsister. made me tear up fr#(this also backtracks a little at the end with the final conflict in a way that felt a little overdone but whatever)#I put some specific art opinions and asexual opinions in my storygraph review (in link above) but a main point for each lol:#She has a sticker shop that’s mentioned a few times but no details…. is this via print or demand or is making/sending them herself#because that's a MASSIVE amount of admin that I'd expect to see depicted in some form. i have experience. lol#Generally speaking I liked the depiction of asexuality she already identifies as such and it’s not brought up all the time#but it does effect how she interacts with the world / thinks about people from time to time#- her dad says “even though you're not interested in dating this applies to you too” & she thinks: “I'm asexual not dead"#- which.. oof. unnecessarily arophobic. I know it’s probably unintentional on the author’s part and I’m used to brushing that aside#- because it’s so common in romance books but I’m gonna be honest it soured my opinion on the rest of the book a bit.#it also felt at odds with her otherwise having various anti-amatonormative thoughts and feelings about various things.#that and the slightly too much conflict in the very end i didn't love but everything else about the book i thought was rly good
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