#Idk why they were fighting but I was like... bruh i'm using this for notes

[castle-dominion]

c1x5 chill goes thru her veins

I feel bad for the stunt actor. Why are those lights turning on?

Beautiful intro <3 with her ring & gun & stuff. (but she just keeps it in a drawer...? No surely that drawer is locked... gun laws in the usa can't be THAT lax...) Beautiful red coat. We need more of that in later seasons. She should shave her head, but like in a sexy way. For the leabians.

JE: Why can't they find bodies between 9 and 5? KB: Well, early bird gets the collar. *castle running around before beckett can even drink her coffee* JE: He was here before I was.

Poor lanie, she's there just as early as anyone. XD cold case LP claims she's frozen solid, but let's just make a note of that. Captions say mid-40s & i'm assuming that means 40-50 f not negative 40? That's what like 12 degrees c? Nope, 40f is 4c. not quite cold enough to freeze, not solid, even with wind. Lol ruby slippers Ok but bodies float in concrete Maybe the killer is just really flaky like me. Or maybe they killed her & didn't know what to do so they froze her until they came up with a plan.

I'm watching s4 with my family rn & the technology is booming. Reminds me of s2 when the fbi came in. Legit made me laugh out loud when castle made that wilford warfstache face. This seems like a good time to remembe MMIWP; missing & murdered indigenous women/people. It is literally an ongoing genocide, idk much abt the USA but indigenous people are disproportionately represented in cases like this in canada. Indigenous men are actually more at-risk for murders than women, though women are more at-risk for disappearances & sexual abuse. They are even overturning things like ICWA, FNMI kids are already overrepresented in the foster care system, forced genocidal assimilation is happening under our noses Right Now. Everyone is an ally until it is time to do some ally shit.

KR: Sure they do. Quantum physics, alien abductions, Schrödinger's cat. One minute, you're getting a hot dog in the park, the next you're fighting off Sleestaks on the far side of a dimensional rift. BRUH??? Reminds me of the alien episode in s2 or s3. Oh woman I remember in Range class we had our turkeys out all weekend & they were still frozen

KB: Okay, I'm on my way KB: Lanie's got an ID. So u don't need to look thru missing persons anymore right? RC, to rysposito: You'll take care of these? *leaves* JE: Hey, Ryan, can you, uh… Thanks. *also leaves poor ryan to go through or put away the files* Poor Ryan, he's just staring at espt leave with such hurt, his eyes just moving all over the table & room, & his mouth slightly open. He's left to deal with this. They really are treating him like the new guy even tho he really is not he's been there long enough in canon.

WOAH FIVE YEARS IS A LONG TIME BABES

Steals his coffee Ofc he's a speedreader. I like how later they use that skill again. ok but she disappears often, she's gone for weeks at a time occasionally, the guy probably wouldn't have called in until seven days after she's gone Flirting with her lol. He probably thought she ran away for the first six months then figured she was gone for good or passed away.

R u using a 5yo file? Oh. Yeah five years. So new york "idc that the previous tenant was murdered, it keeps the rent low"

JE: Well, four years between murders? One's a popsicle, one just got popped? I love castle's shirt texture, I just want to feel it. KR: I don't believe it. RC: Give me 250 pages, I bet I could make you. KR: *chuckles* But he's right. "250 pages is 125 000 words single-spaced or 62 500 words double-spaced. Typical documents that are 250 pages or more include full-length novels."

CASTLE I could call it, "A Chill Runs Through Her Veins." ESPOSITO Ooh. I like that. [Castle and Esposito five-five.] CASTLE "Bam" said the lady, another best-seller for me.

(https://scriptline.livejournal.com/18916.html for my quotes, it's so much faster than typing them out. sometimes.)

You know, ppl ship caskett (obv, & then it eventually eventually finally becomes canon) & ppl ship rysposito (I can see why, plus if caskett is together obv rysposito would be together) but tbh I like castito or casposito or castlesito or estle or espostle or espositle or javick rickvier or whatever their ship name it. Probably casposito.

Hmmm. Homeless, White Plains. Homeless, White Plains. JE: both kinda creepy

I love him with his kids (possibly spoilers) I think I know how it ends, I feel like the parents will end up having done this & the kids will end up parentless & then grandparentless. Or maybe the husband did it & then the grandparents killed the husband bc screw you for robbing my daughter of her life & my grandkids of their mom & I'm not letting my grandbabies be raised by a murderer (unless they become murderers in which case.... you lost your point)

drinkin coffee in a bar. I mean he's right ig but at the same time screw you & acab. Oh war vet? Yeah no hun cops feel more brotherhood with soldiers than they feel responsibility to their jobs. The entire system is crap. I want to say "than they feel responsible for the ppl they are meant to protect" but... they aren't really "meant" to protect them. They are meant to police them.

That's why u like castle. He spins crazy theories instead of making things fit into a box. (except he still says "that's not how I would write it") Castle sherlock holmes moments.

JE: A couple of bucks jogged his memory. Yeah man Already have their little handshake uwu Reminds me of ochoa/herve doing the big handshake. I feel like castle wrote a cool handshake (made it up) for roach & then they put it in the movie but castle didn't actually know how to do the handshake.

Oh gosh this poor man. Only this time, all I find is a freezer plugged into a light outlet -- which, by the way, is totally illegal. So valid bestie. (I love him so much.) One time I had to make a mini model of a house for math class but it was my best friend & me & we were both disabled so we handed in the simplest project we could & got in trouble for it. Then our parents helped us out, they put in the water heater. Paul said "lets use this little pill bottle, we can glue it to the wall here" but then my dad chips in 'That's a Code Violation, man!' as if code violations matter in our little model. Both dads cracked up. It was funnier when it happened... (& whenever we go to tour dream homes dad points out the code violations. & ofc count how many secret rooms we can make. Not that we'd ever live there.) Oh fun fact, if you make a double male extension cord you can power your neighbour's apartment if they forgot to pay their electrical bill, JUST so they can like, keep their fridge running so their food doesn't spoil. Some anarchosocialist cyberpunk for ya. I mean the man's right. I see why he did what he did. People are really good at not seeing homeless people.

Man kept the freezer? ofc it's cash. every six months, plus three months of grace. Two months after the man is dead! So valid bestie, keep the footage of the last two weeks, but who has space for more than that?

If not x, then y. if not her, then him. If not sam, then whoM? Him=whom, he=who. Who did it? He did it. It was whom? It was him.

Mmm leftovers. That's a heck of an empty freezer. Hey self cleaning oven, sort of like that episode in s3! Did you know you can jerry your oven open during self clean mode to make it into a pizza oven? Don't do it tho. AC: Did I stop, or did something stop me? I love her RC: It's family moments like these I will never forget. AC: With a good therapist, hopefully, I will. DSAFHDSJHADSKJH

I like beckett's coat. This Wyler fellow seems neat. I like him. Man remembers the bf's name?

This boy looks like someone I've seen before. Maybe that actor/directer, gary sinus I like his shirt. Seems like a nice prison uniform. This fellow seems neat. Oh. I love & respect this man. I love him sm. This is tragic.

Sometimes I'm very "guy" but other times I am so obviously raised female, but I was also raised catholic. Nice pride flag lol B'y I think it's a bad idea to tell these children what happened to their mom, at least in any detail. They're kids. Or at most tweens.

What if GARY killed sam? He wasn't dead for four years or so, you could have come forward. he WAS dead for the past year, you could have come forward w/o fear.

Ooh this is the coolest & sweetest thing. I love their laser tag gear. RC: Mom! We are totally doing battle on the field of honor. MR: How old are you? RC: Old enough to afford the top-of-the line laser tag. You know that's what they tell addicts. The only fun you had was drinking & now you don't have that hobby? All your friends do drugs so you're out a community? Do what you wanted to do when you were a kid, now that you are an adult with adult money. Buy yourself an easy bake oven, go play laser tag, take that gymnastics class you wanted to do all throughout elementary. RC: I'm dead! MoOm! 

I like how castle doesn't try to make himself look like a presentable adult, he opens the door & shoots his laser gun. Poor beckett. She knocks on his door & then gets laser shot by a novelist she was a fan of who is now shadowing her on crime cases, then his daughter comes out from behind him, also wearing all this laser gear (including the fact that she is a responsible adolescent), & then his mom comes in from the side with a towel on her head & a mask on her face. "Pehtikwe"

Is this the first time she has been in his house? Or did she arrest him here once? She is indeed a comic fan, remember the vampire episode? It's like a murder board. Lol jinx. I like castle's sweater here.

See? Most ppl don't own a car in a city like that. Point for the adhd castle headcanon. Goes on a tangent like that. Plus, he's very childish sometimes, very childlike /pos sometimes, he procrastinates a lot, then he hyperfocuses & bangs out a novel, he can think inside or outside the box but he threw the box away so he doesn't know if he's thinking in or out, he is not very good at following instructions lol (you know i was diagnosed with ODD & recently I found out & thought "that's just what they diagnose you with when you don't understand things & so you ask questions or refuse to do things or you don't like being a child treated like you are not a person; that's why so many ppl grow out of of" & I Was Right, BUT that's only the misdiagnoses, ODD is actually a mood disorder, which might be why I kind of got over it when I went on mood stabilizers. Fun fact for ya)

It's late at night they just went to his house? Or maybe it's the next day.

ROGER They told me he was shot in a mugging. And now you're telling me, he was killed here, in my apartment?

CASTLE Not him. His wife.

ROGER His wife? What kind of family was this?

CASTLE Alright. So, you and I are married.

BECKETT We are not married.

CASTLE Relax. It's just pretend.

BECKETT I don't want to pretend.

CASTLE Scared you'll like it?

BECKETT Okay. If we're married, I want a divorce.

ROGER Are you two like this all the time?

CASTLE and BECKETT Yes.

(usually they give opposing answers. JE: yes; KB: no; RC: I wish; KR: ...??? Ok!)

Castle puts down the pan but beckett still has the pot *closes door on roger* *hands the pot back to roger*

Need to go to the eco station? Call your buddy with a truck.

I still respect this guy to a degree. I love the way his voice is breaking. This poor fellow.

Cap's right. what goes around comes around.

I remember how it ends. Not five years ago. Plainclothes. Melanie's dad. He did his own detective work & I'm proud. I know what you mean castle but you kind of can't do that.

I feel really bad bc he's just trying to be a good grampa, he is raising his grandkids, he solved his daughter's murder & paid justice to sam. Tho he probs could have gone to the police. Also why do those kids look native? Melanie & her parents are white af. IG we've never seen sam's body/picture so maybe he was native or a poc.

Dad, they probs don't have the evidence to convict you. Don't confess & you can get away with it. Ah I see why he did it now. R u allowed to bring back a service weapon? Good on him, he said a father MIGHT be justified. Never said he did it.

Oh beckett sharing her story!

We were supposed to go to dinner together - my mom, my Dad, and I, and she was gonna meet us at the restaurant, but she never showed. Two hours later, we went home, and there was a detective waiting for us. Detective Raglin. They found her body. She had been stabbed. She still had her money and purse and jewelry. And it wasn't a sexual assault, either. They attributed it to gang violence. Random wayward event. So, just like in Melanie's case, they couldn't think outside the box. So, they just tries to package it up nicely. And the killer was never caught.

CASTLE Why do you wear the watch?

BECKETT My Dad took her death hard. He's sober now. Five years. So, this is for the life that I saved. And...

[She reaches in her shirt and pulls out the necklace with the ring on it.]

BECKETT (CONT'D) this is for the life that I lost.

Oof, so good. So good. I love them.

CASTLE Until tomorrow, Detective.

BECKETT You can't just say "night?"

CASTLE I'm a writer. "Night" is boring. "Until tomorrow" is more hopeful.

The second cree word of this post: Wapaki. It means "tomorrow" but cree words are long. It means more like "if the sun rises tomorrow" & it implies that we have FAITH that the sun will rise tomorrow, we can't actually tell the future. We are just doing what we can. If, if the sun rises tomorrow.

& she doesn't lock her gun in her drawer.

Esposito & castle & getting the file & how did he convince espt to do this.

[41:50, INT. PRECINCT, RECORDS ROOM - NIGHT] Esposito enters, followed by Castle.

[Esposito leads him past rack after rack of file boxes, until he comes to one and opens it. He pulls out a file and hands it to Castle.]

ESPOSITO Remember, this never happened. I was never here.

CASTLE You have my word. Thanks.

[Esposito clears his throat]

ESPOSITO If you tell her I did this, I'll make you bleed.

CASTLE Understood.

ESPOSITO Good luck.

[The name on the file: Johanna Beckett. Castle takes a seat at a table and turns on the desk light as Esposito leaves, dousing the overheads. Lit by the light of the lamp, Castle looks down at the case file. He takes a breath, and opens it.]

I should do some chores.

[clean-prompts]

Dialogue Prompt

“You should have known I wasnt fine. If you’d been looking, you could have figured out--” 

“When is it my turn for you to figure me out!? I’m sick and tired of constantly trying to read you... its... it’s exhausting... when is it my turn to be pursued? When are you going to read my mind?” 

[pajorko]

I was tagged by @spinazzola, thank you ❤️❤️❤️

1. Why did you choose your URL?

I just got into women's football and I was trying to come up with a woso related URL. At first I wanted to have a Viv Miedema related URL, but there were many Viv blogs and I wanted to have a more unique URL. The funny thing is, that I knew nothing about Ewa at the time beside that she was from my country and that she's good, so I typed in a Pajor related URL and prayed for her to not be problematic sdaghfdasd Luckily she turned out to be great and she became my favorite eventually, so I won, ha! (also "pajorko" sounds a little like a Polish word "bajorko", which means sth like "a small ugly puddle" and I think it matched my blog at the time, when I was discovering football and I posted a little bit of everything while figuring out, which clubs should I support)

2. Any side blogs?

This one is my sideblog. My main blog is @mattikitku and I also have two ski jumping blogs: @lewanarta and @skijumpingaesthetics

3. How long have you been on Tumblr?

Since 29th of June 2014, but this blog was created in the summer of 2019.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

No. Good luck guessing whether I'm online or the posts were queued.

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I got invested in the women's World Cup in 2019 and I've been spamming with fooball content on my main blog, so knowing that I want to watch woso after the World Cup would be over and to not annoy my followers who didn't sign up for football posts, I've created this blog just before the WWC final.

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

It's a nice picture of Ewa and it matches my URL, so I guess it fits?

7. Why did you choose your header?

Because it's Wolfsburg aka my favorite club and the players featured in it are among my favorites :) I just liked how in the 19/20 season Joelle posted these three pics on her Insta featuring the same squad celebrating the trophies (the mid one used to be my header) and a year later she also posted a picture with the same four girls (+Pauline) celebrating the Cup win.

8. Whats your post with the most notes?

Suite Life of Lena and Ewa

9. How many mutuals do you have?

No idea

10. How many followers do you have?

529

11. How many people do you follow?

214

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

Bruh

13. How often do you use tumblr?

Almost every day

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

Noo

15. How do you feel about the "you have to reblog this" posts?

That's guilt-tripping, I don't like guilt-tripping

16. Do you like tag games?

Yup

17. Do you like ask games?

Yup

18. Which of your moots do you think are tumblr famous?

There are some for sure, but idk

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual.

Nah, but they're very cool and beautiful and great!

I tag @eksperimentgaj 🧡

[hajimine]

dear hottie lex :D ㅡ it is, in fact, me again 😫👍🏼 let me tell u about the presentation 😐 a classmate of mine had the exact same quote i planned on using (which i still plan on using lmao) but like we never talked or sum and her turn with the presentation was right before me and our concepts were kinda similar, so i'm slightly concerned that people are gonna think i copied her?? 😀 anyways we had 8 mins left and literally RIGHT BEFORE IT WAS MY TURN my teacher goes "i have to leave earlier today..." and i was like bruh r u kidding me 🤡 i was SO READY PLS i usually hate presentations but i was even excited :// now i have to do it on thursday 🙄✋🏼 anyways i still have that one assignment due later today, a mindmap of the things we did in the last weeks like I DONT REMEMBER OR UNDERSTAND A THING 😻👍🏼 how great life is isnt it 🤲🏻 anyways is it legal to throw a chair or sum at your teacher?? bc that one teacher 😀😀😀😀 WHY AM I ONLY TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL PLSHSJS MY ASS IS SO ANNOYING 😫 anyway lemme grab some water rq, i hope u do too 😌 i honestly just had to rant a little im so sorry 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️ i hope you've had a great day so far though!! and if you didn't drink some water, please go n get some soon 😌🤲🏻 and don't forget to eat too!! imma finish that episode and then try n do that assignment 🙄 kith kith for u hottie mwah feel hugged <3 ㅡ best regards, 🐉 anon

my dearest 🐉 anon,

oh worm i hope the teacher’s not gonna think u copied her 👩‍🦯 esp bc youre doing it on a later date </3 but goodluck for thursday!! you’re gonna ace it i know it in my heart 🙇🏻‍♀️ JEHSIAJ did u finish the mindmap yet? 😭 i get what u mean bye i cant even retain memory properly anymore ajshjsns it’s so bad 🥲 ok pls don’t throw a chair at your teacher u can just bite them instead (/j !!!) WAIT ok very short story but back in hs one of my friends was the type to get into fights a lot and he threw a table at my other classmate once🧎🏻‍♀️he broke it and had to pay double + he got suspended BYE (i promise im not a troublemaker ajhsjabs im not involved in my friend’s shenanigans 👹) anyways- dw abt it!! i get how frustrating school can be so you’re always welcome to scream at me about your teachers etc 😁🙏🏼 also i finally watched the new aot episode and young zeke looks tasty 🥸 i still dont like him tho he has committed way too many sins bye </3 my day has been pretty okay,, i took a nap bc uni was giving me a headache but other than that it’s pretty chill,, i did a lot of things today tho so that felt realy good >:)) it’s almost 12am but i still have some notes i wanna write but i’ll go grab some water rn 🚶🏻‍♂️i hope u have a wonderful rest of your day babes!! goodluck on all your hw mwah !! here’s me hugging u back 🫂 (sidenote that emoji is so detailed idk how to feel abt that but uh moving on) remember to not overwork yourself and get some rest if youre tired 🤎

with love,

lex 😻

[priory-of-stars]

Here we GO!!

1. Why this URL honestly? Because SJM is the main reason I have Tumblr, so people know what to expect.

2. Any side blogs? Noooo I used to have a dedicated one for memes but I can't keep up two at a time lol

3. How long have you been on Tumblr? No idea but I'd guess around 8 years?

4. Ever had a fight with another blog? No I haven't, or at least I don't remember having one! I keep my internet existence pretty chill, so I don't provoke any tension, I hope?

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place? For fandom, and someone in school reccomended it! But I remember the first time I ever opened it, all I got was p*rn and poor 12 year old me FREAKED and slammed my laptop shut

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp? Well I drew it lol, and it was aelin, which fit the TOG theme I was going for

7. Why did you choose your header? I also drew it lol, and it was mainly purple, which once again fit my theme, but also had the chill energy I try to embody

8. What is your most liked post? My notes are daily sleepy, but I have a few posts which just constantly get circulated, one which now has *checks notes* 5k notes!

9. How many mutuals do you have? Not many, I'm fairly distant from others, and online friendship really isn't my thing, but there are a couple blogs that I like to keep track of to see how they're doing.

10. How many followers do you have? 804, but I can tell you a lot of them are p*rn bots I just am too lazy to get rid of.

11. How many people are you following? I only follow 152, which is pretty small, but I like all those I do follow.

12. Have you ever made a shitpost? I remember vaguely having someone once give out to me for using like a rowaelin tag on a post about Feyre, and they CAME for me in my inbox (anon u lil bitch) so I just kinda sarcastically explained that they weren't the police and it was the same fandom and they could eat my shit.

13. How often do you use Tumblr a day? Idk usually when I'm bored I take a quick gander but because I don't follow too many, my blood doesn't update that often with new content so I let it brew for a while between checks.

14. Do you have a queue tag? Bruh I'm a college student, I don't have the thinking capacity for anything else except college.

15. How do you feel about the "you need to reblogs posts" Argument? I think it's important to reblog, especially as a fanfiction/fanart creator. If you're not part of the fandom, or you don't like the subject matter, I get it, it doesn't represent you. That's totally cool. But I can tell the hours some people put into their posts, to have maybe 50 notes and 3 reblogs, effectively killing the post. It can be disheartening! So I like to remember that if I want others to reblog my stuff, then I'll reblog people too.

16. Do you like tag games? I do! They're really interesting to learn about other blogs, because I feel like this is the form of social media I'm the least personal on, so it's fun to learn about other people, especially the trivial ones like what your favourite brand of tea is (BARRYS)

17. Do you like ask games? Hell yeah! But I feel like again I'm so impersonal on here that people don't really care for me, just the content. That sounds sad, but I honestly don't mind it, I don't put myself out there, so I don't expect people to want to get to know me lol

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? I have NO idea but there are definitely 1 or 2 that I think wow I can't believe they follow ME. I am a fan :3

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? Bruh I have had maybe a solid 6 crushes EVER in my life, it takes a lot for me to like someone, so no.

20. Its too early in the morning for me to think, so if you want to, go for it, and you can say I tagged you but thanks @endlessdaydream for the tag none the less. Your answers were fun to read.

tumblr tag game

thank you so much for the tag @lizziebxnnet !! genuinely can’t wrap my head around the tumblr famous thing but i’ll take it 🙈❤️

1. why did you choose your url? cos i’m a writer and i’m rebellious, but only slightly. and my lucky number is 23.

2. any side blogs? oh god, too many.

@thefolkofthefic (tfota side blog)

@emberinelfhame (WIP aesthetic side blog)

@yafandomsnet (yalit side blog)

@sanktmilo-oftherails (grishaverse side blog)

@wordafterwordispower (writing advice side blog)

@bendheaven-raisehell (red aesthetic side blog)

@theglintofyourblade (sword & dagger side blog)

@jurdannet (a main blog but i help run it with some other lovely tfota fans)

@jurdannetrevels (jurdannet events side blog)

3. how long have you been on tumblr? i first joined back in 2011/2012. then rage quit after tumblr took away porn 💀 then came back about a year and a half ago, met all you lovely folks and decided to stick around for a while :’)🖤

4. do you have a queue tag? yes! #by queue i am forever undone

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? i’d just finished reading six of crows and needed a place to scream/laugh/cry about it with others who’d read it. at the time, i didn’t have any other social media, so i turned to tumblr lmao.

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? i like vampires lol.

7. why did you choose your header? i like magical forests.

8. what’s your post with the most notes? this writing meme that somehow has nearly 70K notes 😳

9. how many mutuals do you have? idk but they’re all wonderful :’)

10. how many followers do you have? i have no clue tbh i don’t check very often 😂

11. how many people are you following? even less of a clue there.

12. have you ever made a shit post? omg so many.

13. how often do you use tumblr a day? bold of you to assume i ever leave.

14. have you ever had a fight with another blog? nah. if i don’t like your vibes i unfollow/block and keep it pushin.

15. how do you feel about the “you need to reblog” posts? i mean, you certainly never HAVE to reblog anything. but i think it’s less about “you need to reblog” and more about “if you consume something on tumblr and if you enjoy it, the absolute best way to thank the creator w the least amount of effort is by reblogging it to boost the algorithm on that post and share it with others who follow you”. i will never understand why people are so opposed to creators asking for validation on their FREE content, you’d think we were asking you for your right arm or something 😂🙈

16. do you like tag games? yes!

17. do you like ask games? YES!!

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? ooo probably @charincharge for her tog fics and @destiniesfic for her tfota and grishaverse fics 🙌

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? all of them!

20. tags! @charincharge @destiniesfic @kevin-day-is-bi @dirty-wra1th @firelxdykatara no pressure! 🖤