#INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE !!!
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dare I say this is darlin and quinn
#I WOULD’VE DIED FOR YOUR SINS#INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted darlin#redacted quinn#Spotify
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let’s just say i’m glad i didn’t have the bridge of the smallest man who ever lived back in february
#were you sent my someone who wanted me dead?#were you writing a book?#were you a sleeper cell spy?#in 50 years will all this be declassified and you'll confess why you did it#and i'll say good riddance!#i would've died for your sins#instead i just died inside#you kicked out the stage lights but you're still preforming#and in plain sight you side#but you are what you did.#and i'll forget you but i'll never forgive#anyway :/#im fine now#but ALL of that#would've hit so bad
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I will forever cry to this song now
I definitely won't write fics based on this because THIS IS TORTURE. but... some of the lines.... are very very inspiring
#WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME DEAD?#AND I'LL SAY GOOD RIDDANCE CAUSE IT WASNT SEXY ONCE IT WASNT FORBIDDEN#I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS#INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE#AAAHHHHH#IM LOSING MY MIND#Spotify
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People I think dark shadow could of bodied
Overhaul
Gigantomachia
Thank you and good night
#because overhauls quirk wouldn’t work on dark shadow#because they are made of pure dark energy like fire or lightning#so they arnt a state of matter that he can even effect#also they could just tear up machia from the inside#he would of died but sorry I guess it’s more important that you don’t destroy like all of Japan#what about the quirk erasing bullet tho?#still wouldn’t work on dark shadow#just make sure they get hit instead of tokoyami and it’s fine#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#dark shadow#tokoyami fumikage
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the smallest man who ever lived is trevor and mike coded and also cameron dennis and harvey specter coded. no stop walking away from me i’m right
#caroline talks#something something about you got pills from a friend of a friend of mine#something about in public showed me off. then sank into stoned oblivion.#something about. were you sent by someone who wanted me dead!!!!!#did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed!!!#and something about. in fifty years will all this be declassified and YOU’LL CONFESS WHY YOU DID IT!!!#AND I’LL SAY ‘GOOD RIDDANCE!!’#I WOULD HAVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE!!!#something about how you deserve PRISON BUT YOU WONT GET TIME!!!!!#suits#marvey
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[ID: Five colored drawings of Bill Cipher from the show Gravity Falls, drawn in differently Flatland-like forms. He is always in the shape of an equillateral triangle, with a brick-like pattern criss-crossing his lower wide section, and a single eye.
From top to bottom and left to right they are:
A "kelly" green, with his eye on his thin top side, where his tophat floats, with his bowtie on the bottom side. His mouth is a curved line starting at his point to below his eye. His bricks are outlined in pale green.
The second is a yellow-green version with the same sort of configuration, with yellow outlined bricks. This time, he has simple floating hands with three pointed fingers, with his right hand, which we see on the left, holding a simple black cane with a curved handle.
The third is a yellow triangle with his eye now on the facing side, and arms with claws, holding up a hand of blue fire.
The last two are much smaller, black with white outlined bricks.
The first has the curved mouth at the point, the second has an eye poking up from the thin side.
End ID.]
more of post-arson, pre-nightmare realm bill (and bonus flatland bills)
#I wish more Bill backstories explored him getting adjusted to higher dimensions with his appearance tbh#most stick close to his canon design and ignore how the 2D world works instead#to be fair my flattie Bill isn't entirely accurate either bc you'd just see the inside of a 2D being#but to my defense I stuck with his brick pattern bc in the art I drew of him burning his dimension I wanted to let his parents stick out-#- bc J3 specifies that they also died. and we know he hated them. so I gave his dad brick pattern to make him stand out. anyway.#art#gf#bill tag#bill cipher#post-arson bill#ID by accessible-flatland-art
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I will always laugh about how SVN Ryoma is based off of Go manga Ryoma in terms of design cause the personality whiplash will never not crack me up.
SVN Ryoma is one of few Ryomas who actually got away from the Getter for good and gets to live his life, you can tell just by the little we see of him that while he still got his fighting spirit he’s so happy and mellow and is definitely a Ryoma you can chill with-
But Go Manga Ryoma is dead inside and will beat the shit out of you if you do something to fuck with his students or simply mention his past yet he’s the one Ryoma to actually sleep with someone
#meg text#getter robo#ryoma nagare#All Ryomas have a consistent trait of anger but my god comparing them is so funny#SVN to ANY Ryoma is funny as fuck but specifically the one who’s loosely based on? Hilarious#they easily could’ve snuck in him being this asshole and resentful of the getter but instead he’s chill#doesn’t hold a vendetta towards it even if he’s never gonna pilot it again#mostly for the fact he barely saw the horrors and just left cause of his bro dying which every other timeline that was never a choice#I wonder if more Ryomas WOULD change like this if they left as soon as their friends died and not seeing the horrors#granted- manga witness everyone but hayato died so… that was another factor of him being dead inside#it depends on the context ig
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continued. // @ofdrivensnow
it was no secret what lucy gray's political opinions were. coming from a poor family that barely got by, she'd learned at a young age that most rich people, especially politicians didn't give a fuck about families like hers. when she'd made it big, she didn't forget where she came from. instead, she chose to use her newfound wealth to help others, donating directly to those in h need. she was vocal on her public accounts about her stance on every issue, making it clear that she did not support the current president, crassus snow. what made it difficult was when she'd met his son at an event, not knowing who he was. she'd fallen for the tall blond with the gorgeous icy blue gaze.
their relationship wasn't one that was advertised to the public, the two of them agreeing to be more private for their own reasons, her own being that she didn't want people speculating on how their relationship was going or when they'd 'inevitably' break up. even with that, it still hurt that coriolanus had ditched their plans yesterday for some airhead heiress that has made comments talking poorly on lucy gray and her music before. ' all of her songs are about her breakup. ' oh, that had infuriated the brunette.
❝ you keep using the word promise, yet you can't seem to keep them, ❞ the brown eyed girl said rather bitterly, clearly upset that he'd ditched her. she would have been understanding of his situation if he'd just tell her the truth. ❝ i know my worth, coriolanus snow, so if you don't start being honest with me, this can be done and you can feel free to go be with that blonde girl. ❞ the last thing she wanted was for them to break up, but she couldn't handle lies, not when her last relationship had been full of lies. things like ' i'll always love you ' and ' you're the only girl i have eyes for '. having a relationship that was private was one thing, but being tagged in photographs with other girls when he was supposed to be hanging out with lucy gray ? she couldn't excuse that. it made it worse when he wouldn't even tell the truth about it.
#¸·¯ ✩ modern singer au ⋮i would have died for your sins instead i just died inside.#¸·¯ ✩ writings ⋮take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die.#@ofdrivensnow
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i'm so curious: what's your favorite thing you've written? something that makes you nod and go, "yeah, that's it right there. i did that." just the best combination of words you've ever churned out in your personal opinion. it makes you proud just Thinking about it. could be a sentence, a paragraph, etc.
very cute ask anon, thank you. im going to assume for your benefit that you mean specifically my icemav writing—obviously I write outside of top gun and am very proud of that stuff but it wouldn’t make sense out of context.
There’s a lot of more recent stuff that I’m extremely extremely proud of on a technical level, but I’m prouder of this paragraph below on a deeper more existential level.
This paragraph was one of the first parts of WWGATTAI i ever wrote—august 12, i think, well before I had fully realized the characters’ voices or their attitudes towards life/each other; I only had about 5k written of what is now a 300k+ project (at the time of writing this paragraph i wanted it to be 10k max) and had no real outline, didn’t know who or what I was dealing with, hadnt seen TGM in two months, had done no research (so it’s not at all politically/militarily accurate or anything, why the FUCK is ice going to fucking GUAM)—and STILL this wound up being my favorite paragraph in the entire fucking series. not to suck my own dick or anything. I’m STILL so proud of this paragraph, 9 months and 275k+ words later, even though i Absolutely Would Not write it this way now.
#narrative distance both incredibly close and incredibly far#he’s trying to rationalize this whole situation and by extent the whole plot of his life#we’re inside his head as he tries to convince both Pete and himself of this huge huge lie#which is that leaving (right after he fucked their relationship and their best friend just died) is worth it for the navy’s sake#and it will make him a good man#in the masculine strong man leadership sense#and Pete (first name instead of last name; über vulnerable in the worst way because he’s crying yet doesn’t want to be seen crying)#counters all of this lie with—does it? does it really mean you’re a good man? it means you’re the weakest most subservient man i know#bending over backwards for the navy instead of your FAMILY#yeah i would absolutely not write this paragraph this way NOW but i am still so proud of what it represents in the story#& the very experimental 2nd person without quotation marks is i think done very well#at least for august 2022 me#some wording/phrasing/detail issues but other than that—a great paragraph!#again not to suck my own dick but you asked!#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#top gun#top gun maverick#top gun fanfiction#edts notes#asks#this is a terrible chapter in aggregate but it has some of the best diamond-in-the-rough moments in the whole series#ughhh the Pete this has nothing to do with Afghanistan; pete this has nothing to do with iraq etc line…. SOO good omg i love it sorry
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headphones well and truly dead now, way beyond salvaging
hate and seethe on planet earth
#one side was already unusable but the other one died too just now#cables not even attached anymore on the inside on the side that worked#hate that i can't listen to anything anymore now#bc i'm not gonna be listening to music without headphones#or any videos really#i absolutely refuse. never#so i'll go without any youtube or music for a few months now#fuck this stupid baka life#fr tho i can't listen to anything now unless i go over to my room instead and it's gonna kill me#i actually deadass cannot live without music. i will be upset for the next however long i go without headphones#also bc i can't drown out the noise of Everything Else that happens around me#it's so upsetting that everything is so loud sometimes. normally i'm okay with it but sometimes Sounds in general just upset me#hate hate hate this#i wanna hit something so hard it evaporates rn#let me violent please i need it or i Will be upset with too much noise#personal
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happy 1 year anniversary to the election results that were so fucked they had me trying to take my mind off of things by watching what seemed like a toxic chinese queerbait show only to find something far more thoughtful and genuinely queer and interesting than expected and end up watching a bunch more unrelated things that are talked about in vaguely the same realms of the internet and then watch bad buddy twice in a row and fall into an endless bingewatch of thai media (some of which is mediocre, some of which is bad, much of which is simply pretty good, and some of which is genuinely incredible) and go, well, it would be a waste of all this language input i'm accidentally giving myself right now if i didn't at least learn a few words. thus accidentally locking myself into watching even more thai media because now i gain serotonin from hearing a sentence i know i could write
#this is about the dutch general elections of 2023. i know another election is probably still on most people's minds#it feels WILD that it's only been a year. and at the same time. the government they eventually formed based on those votes#is still hanging in there. and it feels like THAT's been going on for way longer than a year#*#ah well in happier news! i think it's the way part of me is forever roaming the internet in 2011#but even when a BL (or GL! which is finally picking up!) series is bad. or just boring.#there is something in me that can't help but go !! oh my god? there's a hundred of these out there??#and we can argue definitions and representation and fetishization. but there are So Many queer people working on them these days#and not all but many of these stories are insightful and kind and clever and have a very queer beating heart inside of them#(and there's also something to be said for queer trash tv. that has a place! but i won't get into it)#and this is really truly only a thing of the past few years!!! this did not exist when i was a teen!!!#i'm still so young but i'm EASILY old enough to remember that. and now All Of That is just out there. often on youtube for free#if you are a teen TODAY you don't need to pick between settling for watching tara die on btvs. watching ianto die on torchwood#or watching queer as folk. which is not a knock on qaf but it's not necessarily tv for teens#instead there's like. dozens of queer people on modern western tv! there are ever more queer movies where nobody dies!#and there's just a goddamn fucking impossible-to-watch-in-one-lifetime amount of guaranteed happy end BL series out there#and it's insane!!! that is insane to me!!!#and is also maybe a good thing to remember in current times. things can and do change for the better#sometimes in ways you might not expect. sometimes you might not even know it's happening. but it does
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the smallest man who ever lived is actually about peter quint
#i wouldve died for your sins instead i just died inside#REBECCA JESSEL BABYBIRLLLLLL#he DID deserve prison and he WONT get time#AND THEN HID IN PLAIN SIGHT EVEN AFTER DEATH#peter quint#rebecca jessel#the haunting of bly manor#the smallest man who ever lived
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thinking about Golden Bat again. what if he was sad.
#churchy talks#I think he occasionally gets hit with melancholy. it's difficult being one of the last remaining things of a dead culture#being an immortal god being and watching your home get destroyed from the inside. watching your friends die while you never age.#man. man.#after the 60's anime gang pass away he shows up less and less. Nazo is gone for the time being so he isn't needed as much.#he'll show up to fight off the rare kaiju attacking a city but he's more or less become a cryptid.#and there are many people interested in him. people who would pay a lot for a photo#cuz he was always camera shy because the flash disoriented him so he just avoided camera crews like the plague.#so there weren't a lot of clear photos of him to begin with#the only good photos or videos of him were taken by Yamatone or the kids and never released to the public#and Phantoma took them all as well as other keepsakes after they died.#rewrite of the 2020 manga will very much be not just Ryuji coming to terms with being a demigod#and realizing he is still a human being with feelings and emotions and not just a weapon#but also Goldie coming to terms with his loss of his first proper human friends instead constantly pushing it away and distancing himself#hello 12 am thoughts. I will never stop thinking about this skeleton#golden bat#fantaman#ogon bat
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recently ive been getting really sick of my neighbors i wish that i had a bunch of money so that i could buy up their houses and only let people i live live near me
#neighbors 1 used to be friends but theyre trumpies and also neglect and borderline abuse their dog#i like river hes not a bad dog but hes not trained well and is a very large and powerful dog and really really wants to kill my cats#and they just let him loose wander in the road wander into other peoples yards and hes trapped me and my mom outside because#he tries to force his way into our house if we try to go back inside of our house and i kinda dont want my cats guts splattered everywhere#neighbors 2 have a fenced in yard with a lab and a husky that they leave outside all of the time in their yard#as far as i know they dont have a dog house or even food and water out there and absolutely no toys and the dogs bark constntly#probably because theyre so bored outside in the hot weather usually without shade and no entertainment they bark at each other#or anyone in the yards of the neighboring houses or they bark at the door begging to be let back inside or bark at the windows#and theyre patriots too they got one of those huge skeletons last halloween and theyve kept it up ever since changing out the spotlight#for holidays which initially i really liked i thought it was funny but then for memorialday/july 4th they dressed in patriotically#and i hate america so . i hate them and how they neglect their dogs#neighbors 3 they are related to the one good neighbor BUT. theyre married (?) and they scream at each other arguing all of the time and#because of the geography of where we live it echos right to our house very loudly and it gives me anxiety and they have a kid or kids#who sometimes cry loudly because they scream yell at each other loudly i kinda hope they (not the kids) go to hell#neighbors 4 i . im not sure if theyre newer here but they also have dogs but so far theyve kept them on leashes i think?#except for that one time where their dog just. walked up to me. idk if they let the dog loose on purpose or if it was accidental#but recently me and my mom were outside messing with the garden and They are also a couple and were screaming at each other#also ! i love straight people 😍 please breakup or get a divorce or move away or go to hell youre fucking crazy people go to therapy#and then theres the people on super loud motorcycles or in super loud cars and then theres the other neighbors with the isra hell flag#and the other neighbors that i SUPER SUPER SUPER HATE and have hated for YEARS ecause i went to school with one and hes#racist as fuck i hope he dies or something. and because of them we dont even go down the road that way#they have free roaming animals that would go into the road and they run some ? atv repair or something out of their house and sometimes#completely occupy the whole road loading shit or something. like if you want stereotypical redneck assholes its them#and i hate all of these people so much. mutuals you should live here instead of them. its the blue ridge mountains its higher altitude#its pretty but sometimes it rains and causes something of a 'creek' to flow but were on a mountain so it flows down and away#and well sometimes the sewer smells really bad for some reason idk but like . its fine dont worry about it#and bears might drag your trashcans up the mountain but just dont leave food outside and they wont do that#we have a . shockingly beautiful ?? dumpster on the road too so its okay 👍#dear lird i just scrolled up and thats a lot of words . o well
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rest in peace castiel you would have loved the bridge to the smallest man who ever lived
#i would have died for your sins instead i just died inside#and you deserve prison but you won’t get time#mari.txt#spn#taylor swift
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The fall of Stratos
Tw// injury, death (dw, it's minecraft :])
The concept of esmp s2 Joel almost dying in battle with an old familiar face.
While he fights for his life, the other emperors are none the wiser. It's only until the fountain in Critter City starts desperately spitting out wine, turning the water a deep crimson, that Lizzie realises something is off.
And It's only until Scott of Chromia hears a rumble and when looking up he sees the Eye of Stratos tumble out of the sky, distroying a gigantic part of Lower Stratos and taking many citizen down with it, that he realises something is deeply wrong.
And when the stalactites fall from the cave ceiling in Gobland and Head of Gobland hastily escorts his companions outside, that he notices the dust rising up from the neighboring kingdom.
There's no one in Sanctuary. Except for Joel. The protector of this place has long been banished from the realm, and only a shadow of him remains.
Joel watched as the shadow dissapears, axe abandoned deeply inside the (former) God's chest.
Perhaps, with the last power he had, he'd crawl towards the ocean. Maybe he'd stare into the deep blue and smile has he realises he might finally go home.
The emperors would be none the wiser, because when they evantually got there, there was no God to be found.
#empires smp#empires smp s2#esmp#smallishbeans#scott smajor#empires fwhip#empires scott#empires lizzie#mythicalsausage#empires sausage#empires bratwurst#I like the idea of Joel's power being not only contected to worship but also his health#So when he gets badly injured or dies he loses power#In this instance he loses so much power bc of bratwurst that he can no longer hold the stratosphere in the sky#Forcing it to come crashing down on the city underneath#But since the eye of Stratos is made of magic#And it breaks when it hits the ground#The power stored inside just goes absolutely everywhere#It corrupts water streams and fountains nearby causing it to flood wine instead of water#Perphaps flooding animalia's entire plaza#also in this concept Joel isn't actually dead#bradwurst just killed Joel and took all his power#causing Joel to completely lose his godhood#now he's just man sparkle emoji#empires season 2#empires joel#empires s2#empires smp evil sausage#day their super cool epic hashtag for headcanons and stuff
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