#IM SO EMBARRASSED OF MYSELF IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭😭
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oh my god…… this whole time, for 1 year, ive been misspelling synopsis wrong??? 😦😦😦😦😦😦😦
#— ( dan’s tea session 🍶 )#I#IM SO EMBARRASSED OF MYSELF IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭😭#IT TOOK ME 1 YEAR UNTIL I GOT MY HANDS ON A DICTIONARY TO REALIZE THIS WHAT#no one speak of this again bcuz id dig a hole and die there if anyone mentions this to me /j#no way bro#NO WAY#i cant be fr#I CANT BE#im so shocked#im flabbergasted#im so#I CANT CONSIDER MYSELF A WRITER IF I DONT JNOW HWO TO SPELL SYNOPSIS
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*looking at stuff I did six months ago* aha that was so embarrassing I have to (remembers I shouldn't make suicide jokes) change for the better
#literally the rirst 6 months of the year wete crazy for me#my friendships were weird and i was really self conscious#of my online presence**#and so i endef up embarrassing myself or being embarrassed over nothing#my ocd was acting up crazy bad and my parents were splitting up 😭😭😭#if you mutualed me for boostle im sorry but that was bad timing. ill get back into them in like a month
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reason #3299874 why i hate tennis twitter: i hate how idealistic it feels to say “omg we’re ALL sort of right.” like there should be a substantial middle ground here somewhere and instead it always feels like im being weirdly diplomatic. people are spreading misinformation about how drugs and drug tests work. people are ignoring the very real and EXPERT opinions that were used in the process of ruling. people are pretending to be oblivious to why players might find the whole scenario upsetting anyway. people are projecting their paranoia about doping onto a case where it isn’t applicable. people are using completely impermissible evidence to prove why he obviously did or didn’t dope. nick kyrgios is an idiot. and we’re going in circles and have gotten no where and at the end of the day whatever YOU say will not change the fact that he did in fact get two positive doping tests AND the experts supported a conclusion of no fault no negligence. so where does that leave us.
#tw doping#idk if this is a trigger warning but ill tag it anyway#i guess im just annoyed at all the stupid takes ive seen#and it’s so frustrating to feel like i cant call those takes stupid or argue against them without aligning myself with a ‘side’#like there is no sides lol. the experts came to a factual conclusion that j have no reason or desire to question#im satisfied with that!#but there are still so many people trying to support him. WHO ARE SAYING THE MOST UNREAL IDIOTIC SHIT#like i cant sit here and watch you say this it’s embarrassing 😭#but if i say ‘hey this is like not true or accurate at all’ now it seems like i’m agreeing it’s a conspiracy or something!!!!#i deleted my original post talking about this because I think i was a bit too annoyed in that one#and did not really think through my opinions on it#so i am sorry for being pretty reactive#i still believe in the gist of what i was saying but I didn’t articulate it well#and it sounded like i was ragging on jannik which i was NOT#anyways. sorry#here we are again
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I have not loved you
Because I knew you'd never leave
I have not loved you
Because I thought I needed you
I loved you because I wanted to
I loved you because you were you
And I found that beautiful
#Hi so im gonna post aome very tiny snippets of old poems to jesslake doodles i made bc its like a little story#yes i find it embarrassing and i cringe at myself but cringe culture isnt real so how about that#infinity train#infinity train lake#lake infinity train#infinity train book 2#jesse cosay#jesslake#I have a couple more of these#Some of the art is old and some is new so sorry for inconsistency 😭#yellow's art
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#tw suicide#idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT#i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone#and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess#but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm#but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing#hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse#to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house#and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like#to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age#but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me#also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently#tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me#i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship#but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation#i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself#and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons#most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks#idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear#this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly#sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point#and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have#the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona#so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem#anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope
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In honor of the election I want to admit that, because I struggle with faces, and because I rarely paid attention to the news or politicians or SNL, I could not tell the difference between Kamala Harris and the SNL version of her for the first two years she was in office. I am being so fr right now, I thought they were the same person.
#literally#the mirror thing they did recently reminded me of this#i genuinely could not tell the difference between them#now im like oml how could i mix them up#but honestly it takes me a while to memorize a face 😭#dont put me in the room witj someones stunt double ill embarrass myself#i grew up aroubd my older sisters bests friends and theyre twins#i still cannot tell them apart. i do not know who is who#thankfully i dont interact with them enough now for that to matter#my struggle with faces has proven to be a little problem at work#bc i interact with clients and we have a mostly set client base#so youd think i remember what they look like#but i do not#unless ive seen them enough times or very recently#and im not good at pretending i know who people are#so sorry to my clients#double trouble is im bad at remembering names too#probably bc i dont have faces to match them#to#anyway
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Hey, just felt called to let you know that your MQF from SVSSS doodles give me such life and inspired how I write MQF in my fics. I love how you depict him and your art style is so refreshing and cute!
Just thought you should know. Hope you have a good day!
HELLO HI THANK YOU SO MUCH??? 😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 GLAD TO BE OF SERVICE HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY OR NIGHT
#THANK YOU ANON I WILL GO EXPLODE NOW#jbfkdjh#sorry for caps this actually means so much to me you have no idea#thank you for stopping by to tell me i really appreciate it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓😭#my specialest little guy...........im so glad that ppl like him hes so dear to me#im literally in the middle of making myself a bag pin with mqf cuz i had to go 'fine i'll just do it myself' hahjkhfd#to be entirely honest i have made more small bits with him in the meantime and i have lots of bigger projects in mind with him but#i kinda hit an art funk this past month and felt p bad about my art in general#so not much posting have been posted and not much more even made#but this ask watered my crops and cleared my skin hdfjkdhfgkdf thank you#anyway cant post the older doodles cuz theyre tied to something thats still a wip and kinda embarrassing cuz im trying something new lol#but maybe ill post some lazy crumbs that i have and try to get back into arting#sorry for rambling this just made me really happy i need to explode something with my mind#i literally went to bed cuz its way past 1am here but then i noticed the notif and threw myself out of the bed lol#but now im going back to shreep#but anon im sending you good vibes and wish you good times with your fics :))) thankyou again for the kind words#asks
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whew haha
#🗒#my mom is like 'ok it's set let's tell everyone' and im like 😭😭😭😭 !!!!!#are u sure!!!! are u sure it's set like ???? 😭😭😭#ughhhhhh after this much trust i will literally kill myself if i dont get ANY scholarship lmaooooo#but also like. is it set now!!!! really !!!!!!! is it !!!!!#(excited but horrified and anxious)#like. like like like........ like i mean#um........ for real now? like are we sure for sure ??#i honestly will be like 100% on my way to [redacted] and still be like haha. is it for real#are we sure . will this actually happen#that's. crazy man#i cant help but feel like im asking for too much again. ughhhhhhh#yes hello hi. this blog has been my main outlet for emotional breakdowns about the same subject for um#(checks notes) a few months now. truly is anyone else bored of this ? because im so over it#but also like. things just dont get clear !!!!!! ever !!!!!#how can i be sure how can anyone be sure that i will actually be going lmfaooooo#i hate this waiting period i hate it why cant i know if i got anything or nah. but please don't say nah#ughhhhhh . alright. whatever it's not like i care that much honestly -_-#(threatens to kill self every day a few times over this btw)#anyway um let's. be positive#it will go great tomorrow 🤩 they will want to give me money sooooo bad 😍#and i will receive an email this week 🤗 about the wait list thing for SURE 🥳#i am doing amazing dont worry guys. im sooooo chill rn#Sorry for the constant embarrassing personal posts lol
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#we joke about fanfic authors deeply researching the smallest details to make fics accurate#which is true and i have done many times (i could tell you the history of yankees baseball caps. i do not care about yankees baseball caps)#but . idk . maybe we stress over the smallest details bc when we dont. we get comments criticizing us 🤪#for being linguistically inaccurate once (1) in a cute silly lil fanfic . oops#and as i am typing this i am telling myself its a silly lil fanfic and its not that deep but#idk. im always kinda nervous to read comments bc im like what if they call me a stupid untalented idiot#but then i mostly get nice comments. so i try to remind myself. people are nice#but im still always a little nervous. and then its a whole paragraph about one thing i messed up in 1k words 💀#like ok! now im kinda sad! now i feel kinda bad about myself! now im kinda embarrassed!#what are you trying to achieve by criticizing fanfic sorry 😭😭
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and i lie mentally to make myself feel better but that just bites me in the ass oughhh
#i don’t wanna be a failure I’m petrified but i have been lazing around for 2 weeks like what the hell is wrong with me😭!!!!!!#graduated no. 4 out my class and I’m just sitting here on the toliet trying to cry one out for once omg#kinda anime🤓 nah.#i srsly need to fix myself. im being perceived by my own instructors prob. terrifying aughhh i rly hope they understand#im so sick eughhh and merch buying doesn’t even help I haven’t been able to enjoy it at all#this is so hard im scared but i need to do smth abt this now#i hate honors system. that can literally fuck so many students up im so serious#sorry i needed to vent somehow#hashtag embarrassing !
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,,,i’m getting my strawberries
#embarrassed myself so bad 😭#IF YOU SEE THIS IM SORRY#BLAME MY LACK OG SLEEP 🙏#nothing too serious but i’m going to dig myself a hole now#colored rambles
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3some with johnny you say.. sosaa listen to me on a poly relationship with them😵💫johnny is such a pillow princess alright, it's difficult for him to take charge anyway, and he just so badly wants you & gyro to coddle him and make him feel good... gyro fucking you and making johnny watch, telling him "keep her head in your lap, baby~ be a good boy f'me and we'll fuck you like this next" SATIATE ME RN PLEASE !! both you and johnny just wanna be bred by your silly big dick bf and it makes you both turn so good and sweet for him<3
rekha............ REKHA.
OH MY DAYSSSSS DO YOU KNOW HOW THIS MADE ME FEEL? YOU MUST KNOW HOW THIS WOULD HAVE MADE ME FEEL IF U SENT THIS IN???? i wish you could have seen my face when i read this half asleep!!! it took me all mf day to get back to this and i deeply apologize for it but now that i'm settled?????? oh gosh. clit doing the hippity hop all over again :( let's get into ITTTTTT. minors do not interact!
this is..... is one of the best, most indulging, delicious, entertaining, moan-producing, feet-wiggling, back arching thirsts i have received and i am STILL struggling to gather my thoughts🥴 bisexual johnny but only for gyro is canon because we are all in a mf poly relationship !!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my boyfies and they love me <3 ugh this LITTLE PIECE OF DIALOGUE THAT YOU'VE WRITTEN HAS ME GOING INSANNEEE!!! gyro calling a johnny a GOOD BOY? oh yes. YESS HE WILL BLUSH SO HARD AND LOOK AWAY BUT HE FUCKING LOVES IT. and i haven't quite gotten to the part where they talk about his family life but because of my growing obsession with him and gyro, i read up on some stuff (without spoiling too much) and i see he had some problems at home and a strained relationship with his dad 🥺 UGH MY POOR BOY! so i think gyro calling him a good boy and offering him something he wants will truly stun him and he'll freeze up, because a pet name like that, being referred to as a good boy when he's been hating and beating himself up for most of his life, will touch / heal something deep inside of him :( and even though he won't admit it, he is willing to do anything to have gyro-- or us-- to call him a good boy.
i didn't mean to get that analytical and solemn but i just had to mention that LMAO ANYWAY, back to the main point here. when you said both me AND johnny just want to be good for our silly, big dick boyfriend so he can breed us both AHHHFHDHFHSDHFSH I LITERALLY SCREAMED BECAUSE THAT IS SO REAL OF US ! me and johnny both pillow princesses too but i definitely don't mind putting in some extra work for my boys from time to time <3 just as long as they return the amount of pleasure threefold 😊 i'll coddle my baby johnny as much as he likes, and just watch him get so flustered but still put on a tough exterior and be smooth about it. like when it's time to sleep at night, it'll be like a sandwich situation and me and him alternate on being in the middle, cause sometimes i'll just hold him against my titties so he can use them as a pillow and just rub on his head softly and then gyro is the big spoon holding us both close to him 🥹 alright wait because now i'm thinking of specific scenario:
thinking about it's late at night and we're not wearing any long pants, we had already dozed off to johnny gently caressing up and down our bare thigh and gyro's big hand rubbing our pudgy tummy and it's just so peaceful. the moonlight shining against our skin, the feeling and sensation of being pressed up against them is making something akin to desire to stirs in the pit of their stomachs. although johnny tries to ignore it—by snuggling closer into your boobs and holding pulling our thigh over his slim waist—gyro let's his impulses take over because he knows he won't be able to sleep if he doesn't resolve this issue. and he knew johnny was already awake so why not confide in his special, pretty girl and his special pretty boy for some relief? you'll know it'll help us both, he says to johnny with only his eyes and a growing, sly grin.
next thing we know, gyro has us bent over into the prettiest arch, our panties clutched and dangling in between the glistening, golden grillz in his mouth. while we're bent over, our face rests in johnny's lap, his own cock up freed from its cloth confines and standing up at attention, twitching violently with each puff of breath from our mouths, each kitten lick, lewd suck down his entire shaft, or a graze of our finger. one of his hands is supporting our head upright, the other is on the back of our head, guiding us up and down his cock whenever we end up engulfing his entire length into our mouths. the clapping sound of gyro's hips against the fat of our ass, the noises of us gagging and gargling all over johnny's dick the sound of our and johnny's moans, along with gyro's groans + cursing?! omgggg it's obscene and it smells like sex, gyro's signature musk, and the special, sweet-smelling soap we use to bath ourselves and it only collectively turns everyone on with each passing moment. johnny had to gather the willpower to stop himself from cumming too early at least three times because his crystalline blue eyes were laser focused on the ripples on our ass cheeks whenever gyro plunged his cock into us or tugged on our hair a bit to deepen our arch or force us to look at him. you two were so . . . . tantalizing it drove him insane, which caused him tighten his grip on us and did all he could to thrust his hips into our mouth to fuck our poor throat.
gyro sees this and that startling grin of his only widens, if possible, and lets out throaty, guttural chuckle that sends a chill up johnny's spine, his dick twitching in your mouth, and causes us to tighten around gyro. we couldn't seem to fathom how a short laugh could be so attractive but both of our minds were too far gone, too deep in the never-ending abyss of pleasure that we were giving each other. gyro pushed the long, ashy blonde locks that fell from his hair tie from his face with one hand, and the sight alone almost proved to be too much for him, feeling his body increase exponentially in temperature and the need to cum down your throat was all-consuming. "aw, look at you. you're doing so good, f'r me baby boy, so fucking good. keep fucking her throat just like that—yeah, there you fucking go. good boy." leaning closer to johnny, gyro planted one arm on the bed to support his weight, all without missing a beat in his hips. in fact, this only made him able to reach the furthest depths our cunt and we mewl loudly in pleasure, gripping the sheets of the bed.
with gyro's face now hovering in front of johnny's, the older man spoke again, "i saw you watching before. you want next baby? wanna get fucked like a whore too? hmm? i know you do, and i'ma give to you. . . real good." with each word he purred, his voice got lower and huskier, grunts paired with every letter he uttered. johnny cursed the man in his mind for being so goddamn sexy, but the only thing that came out his mouth was a moan of our and gyro's name from behind gritted teeth, and a long, drawn out, "fuck, yes!" to gyro's question as he came into our mouth, spare droplets of his seed dribbling and leaking from the sides of our mouth, while we attempt to swallow the rest of it. the long haired man could only smirk to himself at seeing his pretty babies enjoy themselves so much. not long after that, the positions were switched and it was now johnny who had his face in between your plump thighs, slurping and licking the slick from our puffy pussy lips. we would hide every time his nose bumped pleasurably against our clit and his low moans against our sex caused by gyro’s deep, rough thrusts into johnny’s pink puckered hole. we were very happy to both get violated by our goofy boyfriend’s fat dick <3
#me scratching at a bug bite on my leg as i wrote this#LMFOAOSOS SORRY I HAD TO#anyways yes i love johnny dearly#i loveeeeee gyro very much as well and am holding him close#im actually shocked and a little embarrassed i let myself get so carried away…#….and i wrote this. ME? HOW DID I EVEN DO THIS😭😭😭#i just started sbr a few days ago and i wrote THIS? gosh….#this may be long but i also feel like it’s horribly written 💔#anywho i hope you like 🥲#🍫—asks!#shoyoist#jojo’s bizarre adventure#jjba part 7#jjba x reader
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i havent watched wrestling in so long but i saw some gifs of tonight's match and. whew. that stuff is crazy.
#i dont think i have a very good understanding of wrestling still 🧍#im gonna embarrass myself by admitting this but . abdjdkdl#i thought wrestling was real hurting each other up until last year. and then i found out it was staged#and so i assumed oh they dont actually get hurt then i guess. maybe they fake concussions and stuff or maybe that happens accidentally#and uhm. now i think thats wrong again DBFJDML now im back to ''oh wait. they do actually hurt each other.''#i was like oh okay its all staged so that blood must be fake that I've seen in some photos online#THE BLOOD IS REAL. THE BLOOD IS REAL! WHAT !!!#whats his face had glass cuts all over him. help? what is happening#im just here for the homoeroticism 😭😭😭 im sorry for not being a real wrassle boy fan yet fjffkdl I'll get there eventually#its just A Lot to try to understand so i keep bouncing back and forth on being interested and thinking its too much work#anyways i was originally going to say that the blood was hot but then i got distracted oops#but good golly i hope these guys are like... okay. because wow that was. a lot!#dandy.cmd
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no way. fuck hes totally my type
#✧ liveposting !#NOOOO ITS THE.#hahahaha#.#sorry i like tsunderes. im gonna fling myself off the face of the earth i shld have expected this#MY MOM EVEN GUESSED THAT ID LIKE HIM THE MOST W/O EVER HAVING SEEN THE GAME BEFORE#THIS IS EMBARRASSING HOW AM I SO PREDICTABLE LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭
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i've tried to write two different posts with my thoughts on rook but they kept falling apart like rook themself 😭
#im just so embarrassed by the game sometimes it's crazy#like. the game sometimes forgets that my rook is elven and makes them say some dumb shit 🤪#and when it suddenly remembers it treats her as dalish 🤪🤪 my mourn watch rook 🤪🤪🤪🤪#consistency??? i don't know her.gif#like.... why making SO many options if you know you can't handle it all.....#it should have been obvious???? you're making games for a fuck ton of years??????#the writing is . uh .#sorry it got negative im still enjoying the game and i love my rook as im trying to make sense of it all myself 😭#*txt#dav#rook#dav spoilers#not really but just in case .
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MI AMORE OH MY GOD YOUR COLLECTION IS BEAUTIFUL
and maisie peters wished you a hbd THAT IS INSANE and and and 45 CD'S WHOA and vinylsssss (i love vinyls) ty for tagging me in all of them my jaw was on the floor for each one
(also the hinata kageyam poster 😏)
would you say that your maisie peters collection is your favorite? i know you like her a lot!!
THANK YOUUUU!!!! :D
Yes hehe the kagehina banner >>>> I have another room where all my manga and posters are but I had to keep this one in my main room sjcjskxjndnx but I'm so sad bc I'm running out of space for my CDs/vinyls and I might have to move it 😭
AND YES!!! Maisie collection is for sure my fav I love Maisie sm <3 I had a vip ticket to her decent tour and she took group pics and I was lucky enough to be next to her!!!!!!! I printed it out and framed it sjxnsjdnns
Unfortunately I didn't manage to snag any other pics with her even tho she did a signing 😭 I was stupid and gave my phone to the person behind me too late and my phone has an AWFUL lag
ALSO she signed one of my posters at the VIP thing and did the heart with her fingers AND I DIDNR GET A PIC OR VID IM SO MAD but it will live forever in my head :')
#i also dyed my hair blonde because she released a song called blonde and yeah the parasocial relationship voes crazy#but a bunch of people also dyed their hair blonde lol it was just a thing#ive embarrassed myself in front of her twice its actually awful#tgw concert experience was a mess but the concert itself was amazing#had a dream went to another concert of hers and got center front row again hehs#rhsres so many typos probably im not fonna go dix them so sorry 😭😭#miyamigo : dear-koi#yoo hoo!#cutie patooties 🫶✨
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