#IM SO AUTISTIC ABOUT WILL GRAHAM

[wrathfulanimal]

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:DDDDDD the reviews r in and the critics r making me tear up

[themosttenderestofbees]

what is with white tumblr users and not being able to read the fucking room

[masochismonline]

I get him so hard dude

[the-pea-and-the-sun]

i was writing this in the tags of a reblog then i realized i got to heated abt it that it stopped having anything to do w the post so im putting it in my own post instead

L is so fucking autistic and im so serious its not even a meme or hc to me like there is no other way for me to interpret the show. hes autistic the way will graham is so obviously autistic to the point where u forget that no one actually says hes autistic outright. hes like most accidently autistic coded charcter ever bcz tsugimi ohba just based him off themselves

like. "normal work doesnt appeal to me" tsugimi ohba. self described clean freak who collects tea cups has unusual interests sits weird and doesnt like uncomfortable clothes writes a quirky detective charater. hes just a quirky character. he just has quirks. those are just quirks. he doesnt know how to interact socially bcz of his quirks

im njot saying tsugimi ohba is autistic im just also. not not saying that. i just think its rly funny that stuff like rainman an shows like atypical will fumble explicitly autistic characters an someone like tsugimi ohba will just accidently create one of the best implicit ones of all time. "write what you know" really is some good as writing advice.

idk man i just feel like sometimes the best autistic characters are ones where the writer doesnt think/know that theyre writing an autistic character. because theyre just writing a character. they make them feel real and fleshed out and interesting first, whereas even sensitive and well-meaning allistic writers and readers just cant imagine capital-a-autistic people as existing anywhere outside of a psa about autism

[itsdappleagain]

it is time for the crackle goes kiwi caper!

oh man. im so close to being caught up. hold on, stockholm, I'm coming and i WILL be on time (i hope)

thats auckland btw

notes under the cut as always

OH okay ive been saving a really old edit for this episode

you're welcome

oh opening thoughts on the episode. ummmmmm its good. i like it. only reason i would have to dislike it is i guess the sort of red crackle stuff from it but i dont hate red crackle on default so it stands as a good episode. i like the dancing and the stakes actually feel pretty high a lot of the time!

not player hacking into the russian government

ah, neal. neal the eel. he is indeed. an eel

also rhys darby is my favorite voice actor on the planet

also also autistic dr bellum real and true

YOU WILL TRY

YUHHH GET IT

neal loving puns 👍

the "coo" neal does after he escapes into the vent is the bane of my existence i hate it with a burning passion

i wonder if "project tripwire" is supposed to be an experiment left over from the cold war or something?

zack is enjoying his sandwich!

that lean over carmen's shoulder one hand on the desk one hand on his hip move shadowsan is doing is the most dad thing

top ten moments before disaster

GIRL THE 3/4 PROFILE IN CS STYLE DOESNT WORK STOP USING IT

i love that the vile harddrive is like. VILE google

CRISPY FRIED CARMEN

player: we need an electrician who knows their stuff so carmen doesnt get electrocuted to death!! the job they need done: wooo slidey thingies....ooooooo dont let it touch the line!! woooo!!

player in s1: we CANT let crackle get ANYWHERE near you he may be a SLEEPER AGENT or put you in DANGER player in s2: we cant 🥺 even bring him back to play for the good guys? 🥺🥺🥺

i guess thats probably because shadowsan confirmed that he doesnt have any memories or sleeper agent tendencies lmaoo

fun fact! graham's cafe does not in fact exist. it is a housing complex/ lookout

carmen could not have picked a more. i mean just what a cover story. obviously i get that its personal to her but imagine being an electrican and this lady who is even younger than you comes up to you and is like oh...yeah i run an international charity. for abandoned children how unaccomplished would you feel wheeze

i will never stop saying this but SAY GOODBYE OR SOMETHING PLEASE CARMEN

interesting that the "cuppa" he insists she has with him kind of sets off a shit ton of stuff for s4. if acme hadn't taken gray in they wouldnt have probably ever been able to help carmen get out of mind control, or it would have taken much longer. she wouldnt have been able to discover and destroy the robots. weird stuff

insert meme about people calling paper star tammy because of that one time she used that as a codename here. except its with player and peter

ALSO HEEY PLAYERS ACCENT FROM S1 PAID OFF...he was practicing...

where did they get that ballet which is perfectly synched up to the lights he needs to turn off

not bellum's ominous green lighting black shiny lab. so subtle

also you would think that the power station bellum draws ALL her power from would be better protected wouldnt you?

did they let crackle practice the "lights" because if they didnt- yikes that sucks and if they did- bellum's security mechanism just going haywire as he practices pjgkkjsghd

mm this scene is good

OH also. eternal bounce looping gif because mmgh that animation is good

that animation of gray adjusting the slides where he goes in like. an arc in reverse. good shit

carmen is so not normal about the electric fields i love her. i get you're supposed to be dancing but girlie just run and jump its ok

even more bouncy because i cant be stopped

I LOVE HOW BOUNCY SHE IS. LOST IN THE SAUCE (the sauce is tchaikovsky)

a nearly electrifying performance is the best way to tell your best friend you didnt just die in a really horrible way

honestly the quip about sheep is a pretty good one. neal is SO COOL his fight scenes are really fun. takes a lot of ingenuity for our mains to outdo him

also his score is SOOO COOL its like. its slithery idk how to explain it

HAHAHA SHE PROTECTED THE FACE AND HE WENT FOR HER LEGS

i love how she was just like "nah fuck this" and ran the other way

HIS "OUGH" WHEN SHE TRIES TO KICK HIM IN THE FACE DHGDJHGKD. WASNT EXPECTING THAT ONE I GUESS

she goes down really hard a couple times fighting him. you can hear after he mule kicks her against the wall that it hurt

carmen's signature move, the titty twister

that "slick" line has become a line i just repeat with the same inflection like five times a day wugewghdh

player's kiwi went a little irish there

why did he go out the back door looking for carmen if the rest of the "theater" was supposed to be the other way 😭

oh okay nevermind he's just. he just doesn't listen

gremlin bellum appreciation

gray is literally the luckiest motherfucker alive please

didnt carmen lock the door behind her also??? im so confused how did he get in

"carmen?" "sandiego" (clapping noise from the intro)

the little confused noise gray makes pls its so funny

also love how his first question is "what kind of concert hall is this" and not "why are we sprinting down a hallway"

THATS THE NIGHT THAT THE LIGHTS WENT OUT IN AUCKLAND (sick guitar) THATS THE NIGHT THAT THEY H wait a minute

so hot i love her

kill, my queen

WILHELM SCREAM!

i love the disgust and annoyance that immediately overtakes her face when neal shows up again

are we ever going to talk about how neal was trying to snap her neck or no

no? okay

it would have been really funny if that crackle rod was set to lethal

i love how she says "zackivy" as one cohesive unit

pls carmen looks so short next to cracker

sharon muthu is such a queen

love also how carmen is more concerned about gray recognizing the voice than bellum threatening to take out auckland. yes girl priorities

fantastic shot of her grinning and then getting all smirky about it. she's so hot. again

michael put his whole pussy into that scream/crikey

"it won't blow up in our faces will it?" "um just. stick your hands in there okay"

i love when cs uses "bad" colors like the red flashing warning light to indicate goodness like carmen winning

the crikeys are killing me

THE TRIPLE SHOT OF THE TRIPWIRE PROJECT BLOWING UP IS SO ICONIC

i love neal going from horrified at the explosion to looking at bellum like. what did you just say

crying over how carmen just looks at him with no expression on her face after he makes a kiwi joke

and now a series titled "OW!"

thank you

also carmen does a WHOLE FLIP when she crashes (not doing photos because its hard to see) but she goes down on her neck, does a flip, and then slides in on her stomach

wow! good thing carmen is okay after crash landing in the woods due to something going wrong with a glider flight. im sure that won't happen again, and even if it did I'm sure the consequences couldn't be that terrible!

it would have been funny if he had died on impact im just saying

maybe he did and the power of carmen saying the wrong name brought him back

if the copyright wouldnt blow them to hell and back im a thousand percent certain they would have had crackle ask if carmen was like james bond

carmen: ill explain over that coffee also carmen: explains nothing

wow look the line that jumpstarted me writing fanfiction. my first fic was a red crackle fic based off of this scene/the afterscene of acme looking at the cameras and speculations of gray joining acme. guilty ✋

carmen vaporizing on the spot and leaving graham with thousands of dollars is a vibe

yeah vile didnt lay eyes him. yep

ALRIGHT FUCK YES IM CAUGHT UP WITH CS WEEKLY!! STOCKHOLM HERE I FUCKING COME ON TIME YES BITCH MY FAVORITE EPISODE

[1mlostnow]

hii!! could you tell me about hannibal?(with spoilers) ive seen you posting about it a lot and it seems really cool but i cant watch it (im really bad about gore), but yeah!! i like seeing people talk about things they like!!! (also cause i know you have it in your intro i am a minor [i dont have it on my blog]) (also you can tell me whatever you want about it! like if you wanna talk about the plot or themes or symbolism or whatever!!)

OOOH OKAY!!!! I love this hiiii!

For anyone reading this I’m about to just explain the entire plot of every episode 💪

Okay so I’m on episode six of season one (there’s three seasons) I think I’m just gonna kinda sum it up by episode

So Will Graham teaches forensics at a college, but he also works with Jack Crawford, an fbi agent who does a lot of csi work. Will is known for his skills in being able to put himself in the killers shoes to figure out their methods and motives. He basically closes his eyes, imagines himself as the killer, and explains it all out to Jack. He’s also high key undiagnosed autistic (the mentioned it in the show, too), they also call in a psychiatrist and doctor, Hannibal Lecter.

So there’s this case of girls going missing, they’re all the same demographic and they all look really similar. They’re being impaled on stag antlers, and the guy is removing organs (and eating them) and Will comes to look around. They find out who the guy is, and go to his house. But before they leave to go there, hannibal calls the man and warns him about the fact they’re coming. When they get there, he’s killed his wife and is about to kill his daughter, Abigail Hobbs (around 18 yrs old I think) He slashed part of her neck before Will shot him (10ish times actually) and then will and hannibal take care of Abigail and get her to safety. Turns out, the guy was a hunter and claimed he needed to honor every part of the deer he caught. Pelts, knives from the bones, all that and the meat. He killed the girls because they all looked like Abigail and they all want to one of the colleges she applied to (he really didn’t want her to leave)

As for the cannibalism part, that was him ‘honoring’ every part of them

And now idk if this part happened in episode 1 or 2, but there’s a copycat killer, who struck after garret jacob Hobbs (1st killer) died. He displayed the girl on a stags antlers in the middle of a field, but he wasn’t really honoring her like garret thought he was. It was more disrespectful (I might be wrong on the details on this bc of the next part)

So it cuts to Will, teaching one of his classes (2nd ep) where he’s talking about the copycat killer. He’s mentioning how the killer wanted the fbi to know it was a one time thing, and a sort of symbol. And it pans over the Jack, Hannibal, and another fbi member, Beverly, watching his lecture. And then hannibal starts smiling and it’s revealed (I think! Im a little hazy on the details) that hannibal was the copycat killer. He was all smiley bc Will was catching on to the details and the messages he was trying to send.

OK THAT WAS A LOT ILL BE BACK TOMORROW WITH EPISODE TWO!! Thank you sosososossos much for giving me the chance to talk about it 😧😧😧😧😧😧

[hammity-hammer]

hehehehe i was tagged by @cheatghost to post 6 characters i relate to so here we go!

1. nandor the relentless from what we do in the shadows - i too am a giant himbo

2. holland march from the nice guys - biggest idiot that just coincidentally is good at his job-- also i too make references to things im obsessed with constantly (he referenced hitler at least 5 times in the movie--- for no good reason)

3. will graham from hannibal (nbc) - delusional autistic mess that WOULD fall in love with a cannibal murderer given the chance

4. eliot waugh from the magicians - sarcastic gayboy with too many emotional problems-- also i would spend an entire lifetime falling in love and living with my best friend (and then come back to the current timeline and our bond would be unbreakable)

5. eddie munson from stranger things - apparently i have big ole cow eyes too (i dont know that i agree but @a-little-unsteddie thinks so and i have it on good authority that they know a lot about me) also; i would have flunked hs twice if this was the 80s too, and i am loud, autistic, and gay

6. charlie spring from heartstopper - so gay and full of love for my people----- sweet lil dork too i think (and i wanna play the drums so bad but i have no space for it)

SORRY THIS IS SO LATE IT'S BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR FOREVER BUT I WAS WAITING TO BE ABLE TO FINISH IT ON MY COMPUTER ------- thank you for the tag lou <3333

im gonna tagggggg.....

@a-little-unsteddie @rhaenyyras @riality-check @someforeignband @sailing-through-hawkins @highkingpenny @corrodedcorpses & anyone else who wants to do this !!

[worlds-deadliest-fisher-graham]

I’m Will Graham, I have 9 dogs, and I enjoy fishing in my free time.

My pronouns are He/Him but I couldn’t care less what you use.

I work for the FBI at the moment (ooc: he knows about hannibal).

ooc intro below>>

hi

uhh i started the rp group and if you have any questions or want to join feel free to ask me yk

will will answer any kind of ask but thirst/ more sexual asks might not end up in the way you want them to

the will im portraying is a will who knows about hannibal, has autistic traits (but is not infantilized), is shown with a more dark nature, and basically how he is in the show with my twist

have fun and feel free to do whatever

btw you’ll find the master list of characters and stuff in the first tag on this post

also the masterlist of characters wont update if it’s a reblog from before a character gets added, so if you want to see certain characters you wont be able to if it’s reblog and not the original

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

HI MAC. FINISHED SEASON ONE OF HANNIBAL. THOUGHTS: AHGHSGHFAHSGDKDFHKJGHKJGD OHGHGGG WILL GRAHAM THERE IS SOMETHING SO WRONG WITH YOU. i am holding him by the scruff of the neck and looking directly into his sad autistic eyes. i love this little guy. he needs severe medical and psychological help. i love him more than anything. dr lecter is so fucking interesting i need to grab him by the neck and strangle him he is such an awful person but such a cool character agh ough agh. he says he's will's friend but then he manipulates him and does all these horrible things and i just!! wanna know why!!!!! if he is your friend why are you hurting him!!!!! or is he actually your friend at all?? do you see him more as something to play with???? someone who thinks in such an interesting way that you wanted to know what lengths you could push him to???? I DON'T KNOW!!!! I WANT TO KNOW SO BADLY!!!!! pls tell me will doesn't die i am so attached to him i am putting him in my pocket and feeding him jellybeans <3 i am going to watch season 2 once my cold is gone because when i feel bad physically i feel bad MENTALLY so i am Not in a good like. headspace?? to watch it rn what with the death and blurring of reality and such but MAN. MANNNNN oh it is so cool i am kicking my feet and giggling i am so excited to watch the rest oghhh it is so fucked up <3 i love fucked up weird murder stories 10/10 amazing show no notes thank u for recommending it 2 me i love it v much :3

NORMAL HANNIBAL EXPERIENCE. OH MY GODDDD im so glad u sre enjoying it so farrrrr <3 its like. beloved piece of media to me but also it fucks me up in the brain. its a good horror reset for me . occasionally im just like. i need to feel weird about blood and gore and death and then i will watch a couple epispdes of hannibal and just sit there like

TAKE YOUR TIME. OF COURSE. dw dw i was the same way watching it for the first time because it gets SO weird and existential sometimes and. tbh the artistic gore kind of got to me in ways i did not expect ??? it can be so overwhelming sometimes and my exact feelings on it are very hard to articulate and i could sit here for hours discussing it and not actually ever get to a point . SO I GET U. it's just the kinda show you gotta take ur time with. and thats totally cool :) I CAN TELL YOU WITH. MINIMAL SPOILERS. will graham doesnt die . absolute mess of a man. u know that post thats like "what a beautiful man . i would love yo see him in a fit of despair" thatd me about will graham. and also covered in blood. and let me tell u this show fucking DELIVERS.

[joshfutturman]

ok so i feel like they do have a lot of similarities with how they ruminate n i also hc them both as autistic but i feel like will would just... feel sorry for mike idk. will loves to take in strays!!! <3

im so normal about will graham & mike schmidt i swear. both these white guys can fit so much trauma and were manipulated by a man who's only motivation was their own fucked up selfish gain. they were both used like puppets!! :c

in the end i feel like they'd just try and dodge each other the best they could because they see too much of themselves in the other

do you guys think will graham and mike schmidt would have gotten along or hated each other terribly

[pups-2-dust]

I was really discouraged from taking science classes in high-school because all the science teachers were super clique-y and I had beef with one of them freshman year and then after that all but one of them would target me :/

[lilgynt]

yeah no this autism shit is cool i’m really glad to better understand mys- and i completely misunderstood a social situation

[queerhannibal]

- You're a Weaver. I took you for an isosceles guy. - I have a rotator cuff issue, so I have to use the Weaver stance.

[ariereii]

is it possible for me to write a fanfic without making a character autistic? no

[theworldofmakebelieve]

poses

of course I do

awesome

so this is just gonna be me like. rambling for a bit i guess? mostly about the bots but maybe the humans as well im not sure yet

1 all the bots are neurodivergent because i said so

SECOND OF ALL chase <3 my best friend ever who i love so so much He's autistic trust me i know what im talking about. i think he likes the sound of his hands going over stuff like paper so sometimes when he's reading books he'll just brush his hands over the paper a few times because Good Sound. also he's sensitive to bright lights but his visor helps with that so he flips it down when it's bright beacuse ooh ouw lights . chief immediately noticed when chase first started doing this so if possible he'll make the lights dimmer

BLADES <3 adhd and autistic and he's awesome. he spins his rotors when he's excited!!! and he does the flappy hands!! dani does it too and sometimes they'll just be sitting together watching some tv show and blades starts infodumping about something he likes in it and dani makes mental notes of everything so she can talk about it to him later and AUh bonding

boulder isss my best friend and he has a special interest in nature and come on it's basically canon. points at so many episodes. like. come on. don't argue this. he also um. he likes talking with graham about nature and math and stuff and graham likes talking abt technical stuff with him and Cries. they're buddies for realie

heatwave. points at him. grimdark character stuck in a Y7 cartoon. he's got short temper but he doesn't mean to be Mean to people it's just how he is. he's not super great at apologizing when he gets snappy but he tries his best!! words are just hard and he wants to try and explain why he acted the way he did but he can't figure out how to word it and it just gets difficult. this is probably super ooc in relation to how he is in canon but i think he has a space hyperfix, specifically all kinds of stars and constellations he wants to learn everything about them. kade and cody show him earth constellations and he thinks it's really cool, he shows them constellations that were visible from cybertron

[imeverywoman420]

If i an autistic actually hypersensitive person just like will graham but a girl can fake my way into getting promoted within 3 weeks of taking a job and going to new jersey by myself when for all of my life my self conception was that i was a diseased bird..... and learn social skills and literally speak to 100s of people a day... i literally have 3 pairs of pants..... u can do whatever u want babe. like im high as fuck in my coworkers car im literally so cool.... idc theres something mindblowing to me about peaking behind the curtain. Seeing how confidence works and how people choose to make decisions based on emotion.

Also you can‘t be manipulative and hypersensitive... like thats the difference between an ”empath” and a hypersensitive person. A hypersensitive person can learn, but in their more natural state they are actually too emotionally preoccupied to go through the motions of convincingly manipulating someone. To manipulate implies a goal or means to an end. Hypersensitivity is more of a true empathy disorder, the hypersensitive individual does not feel that they know what is reasonable to accept or ask of someone. They have extreme difficulty with understanding boundaries on an intuitive level. Don’t let this scare you.

You can literally learn these things Don’t let normies and water signs tell you its weird to read books about manipulation lol if youre one of those people that resonates with what im saying you actually are too unbalanced and veering in the direction of powerlessness.

my boss is always telling me i need to get out of my head hes just like jack crawford to me..... HE LOVES MY INTENSITY BUT DOESN‘T UNDERSTAND HOW PAINFUL IT IS WHEN IT GETS OUT OF CONTROL