#IM NOT DEAD ! SORRY ITS BEEN A MONTH
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tycutios i never posted …
i was gonna open comms today but ehh i'll hold off until friday/saturday. it just never seems like the right time tbh 😭. fuck i was gonna open them monday but simblr never fails to pull some shit on me when i think everything's finally settled down put it in the vent channel asher lmfaooo so i decided to wait it out.
uhh anyway more for the gay pixel collection
#get catboy maided#ts2 fanart#sims 2#veronaville#tycutio#tybalt capp#mercutio monty#ts2#shart#im noticing more and more people either becoming increasingly inactive or just straight up leaving simblr (temporary or not)#it's sad to see yes but im not gonna sit here and say “lol party's over!! art simblr is fucking dead!! go home!”#not a very warm welcome for the newcomers of the fandom i can imagine ☹️#i can say for certain that i'm not leaving in fact ive been trying to be more active for the past week lol#perhaps im playing the optimistic fool but i do believe art simblr can be lively like it was just some months ago#YOU dear reader can help this cause by drawing more sims 2 NOW /hj#.. theres more i could say but i dont want to be a downer... im really hoping its just seasonal depression and that This Too Shall Pass#i sincerely miss this place... the community has given me so much joy in the past and i cant give up on it yet#sorry for lamenting in tags
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"hawk tuah... hawk tuah... hawk tuah"
"what are you saying? hawk... tuah?"
"everyone this is PLUH"
"I REALLY WANT THIS GOON. OH MY GYATT I WANT IT SO BAD!!"
"the guy's tellin u- sayin hes gonna call baby gronk! on us! when we weren't doin anything but rizzing up livvie dunne!"
"i feel like gyattle, i feel like gyattle! i first went in, she told me to sit, she asked me what mr beast was like and i told her- I TOLD HER what mr beast was like and she asked me again. then she said 'oh yeah i already hit the griddy' okay, so already she's not mogging. then she tells me- alright - to take her to ohio before i start the scene. so i turn the skibidi toilet sideways and she says no, NO! just mew normally, but fanum profile! okay so this is how i start the scene... what the sigma!"
#desire mona#media#im really really really sorry#ive been spending the past month with middle schoolers this is what its doing to me#i cant turn it off#i think i feel like gyattle is pretty clever tho#goddamned saint - nickel creek#dead poets society#neil perry#todd anderson#dead poets in nyc#dps fandom
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Is that really your goal? Kamen Rider Revice Episode 47; Karizaki's Rebellion, the Price of Transformation
#IM NOT DEAD ! SORRY ITS BEEN A MONTH#rewatched this arc today and i felt like i was taking tick damage. i miss them#gifs#gifset#kamen rider#pure unconditional love : gifs#tokusatsu#gif#kamen rider revice#kr#hiromi kadota#kadota hiromi#george karizaki#karizaki george#hirojoji#<- gets the ship tag bc they were in love here. even if george is being a bitch
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Kemenag DKI released the exam results in a 50 page pdf ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
#LIKE??? NOT EVEN ON YOUR WEBSITE???? LOL????????#IM STILL HAPPY THO MY SISTER GOT ACCEPTED#BUT STILL HOLY SHIT THE SYSTEM IS SO DOGWATER#dari pagi diralat 3 kali hasilnya HUHUUUU AKU DAH TAKUT TAUUUUU#also hello im back ill be answering asks soon. i think. is that still appropriate. im so very late holy fuck#hi guys how yall doin!!!! ive been busy taking care of my sisters ppdb the whole time lol sorry for the disappearance#i assure you guys im not dead im just very tired#im at my mom's rn so connection might be spotty + bakal disuruh urus rumah&adek juga lol so still not gonna be here 24/7#but im here im queer & i havent done my ktp yet. happt pride month#jasa pos telkomsel#also edit: for context my sisters testing for school right. its beung taken care of by kemenag & not kemendikbud#for some reason the results keeps getting retracted. its been retracted 3 times i thinks before this sonce mornign#in those 3 timws my sisters name doesnt show up. and now she does. hooray.#like ALL OF THE DKI SCHOOLS IN THAT PDF
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no ones ever gonna understand how much i love daigo doin this stupid shit after dissolving the tojo
#snap chats#is this a gaiden spoiler. its been like five months catch up you nerds#ANYWAYYYYY NOO I LOVE HIM ....... this whole bit is like four seconds long but i love it so much#i just reminded myself i should probably make gaiden/y8 videos for daigo.. i'll make it a JP/ENG comp or somethn.. one day#not soon tho like its barely anything since he's not in those games Long At All but still. im lazy 💀#excuse me while i gush about daigo for twenty minutes now because hehee HE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T GET OVER IT#this is literally the middle aged equivalent of going yippee like YOU CAN TELL HE'S SO RELIEVED IT'S SO CUTE#got the energy of a student with crippling anxiety after they somehow get through giving a presentation without throwing up#AND his lil smile ......... thank you gaiden you made me wanna eat drywall with daigo's sad puppy dog eyes about kiryu#and then immediately made up for it a minute later#sorry i keep scrolling up to look at him and i love him so much. what if i threw up#i dont like using babygirl lightly but this is actually the most Babygirl frame of him ever ive decided#thats my boy .... i love my boy so much ..... he's so cute ... come so far in life congratulations king ..... ily ...#him lookin up at the sky for a minute just to breathe i know he thankin god for the fact he somehow isnt dead yet#im gonna ignore the fact all of this was for naught so i dont bash my head against a wall anyway stan daigo#im gonna be sick i love him so much#if i redraw this later shut up. i love him...#this is why i try not to look at cutscenes anymore cause when i do i feel my brain being put in a microwave and start to melt#its not my fault i love my guys so much .... ok bye i have work to do ....#and then when i finish that work i can go back to loving my guys YAAAAAY !!!!!!!
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Mutuals im so bored and tired, I really wanna go home and just sleep but unfortunately. I need to do life drawing for 3 hours. And I forgot my headphones
#ough ive had to run too many errands today already and its barely past 2 p.m.#and yesterday was also exhausting (every monday is exhausting for me. i have to juggle 7 small kids for 5 1/2 hours)#im gonna crash and do absolutely nothing tomorrow vdhdgdjdh#im sorry I've been so dead on tumblr. i havent drawn anything i can post in like. months hdjdgdjdd
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two conversations i want to have about "dead dove do not eat"
it's annoying how people treat it as a genre or descriptor in and of itself when it hypothetically should have no ties to "problematic" or "dark", it literally just means "what you see is what you get with these tags" - which is a concept that can encompass any kind of writing. in an ideal world dead dove is not a Type of fic, it is literally just a neutral descriptor, and i think it's very annoying how it got largely co-opted by proshippers who think it's shorthand for Dark And Twisted Porn™ and treat it as some kind of genre in and of itself
it just sounds incredibly lame. what's wrong with just saying "yeah heed the tags this is serious" instead of assuming everyone knows about a nonsense vaguely-artsy meme phrase. can we not just use our words
#babbles#all my love to this commenter (WHO WAS VERY SWEET) someone once recommended we tag tttaac as dead dove which#1) no sorry. i dont like the phrase.#2) i already said in the description and the tags of that fic... to heed the tags... and i warned people... thats what dead dove means#for all intents and purposes that does the same thing as actually tagging it dead dove would...? what difference would it make. no.#i said a million times in the tags and summary 'this is dark and heed the tags' if youre surprised by it at that point idk what to tell you#do you need a dead dove tag so you know its DARK™ when its already tagged as dark and gore and horror and tragedy???#all my love to that commenter i am not genuinely mad they were a very lovely commenter i just have picked a very particular#niche fanfiction terminology hill to die on and iv been sitting on this rant for months XD#times someone has called tttaac dead dove: 2. which like. huh? why???? do you think dead dove just means Dark...?#SORRY. IM SORRY THIS IS UP THERE IN SOME OF THE PETTIEST IV BEEN ON THIS BLOG
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I'm gonna make a new pinned post sometime I think bcs while I like my squid story links I think they can just be like. a thing it links to lol I post art and stuff more than writing
#also the list is kind of long and will b getting longer within the next few months haha#i gotta find/make an image to use for it tho I like having a lil banner there#its going to be margin..... you know it#kind of became more paranoid abt my splatfics lately which is maybe what prompted this but idk#w spl3 its more obviously canon divergent (since the game came out after my currently written stuff) but before that it is but less obvious#liiike there is a reason Octavio is Not In the spl3 fic other than occasional mentions lol (he's not dead)#going to be a big squid and post the others anyway bcs i have like 200k+ words im sure someone in the world would like to read#oh yeah sorry for not posting much recently also i have been doing artfight + comms + a zine lol..... i need to draw more splatoons
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close enough to be whole again || chapter 18
🎊 new chapter update new chapter update new chapter update 🎊
#dpxdc#dpxdc fic#dcxdp#dcxdp fic#desktop tumblr lets you edit links to put a title instead of 'show chapter' but mobile doesnt 😭😭😭#oh hello guys how are you i didnt see you there!!#dont mind me just casually dropping a chapter after........... too many months being inactive#im so sorry#ive been trying to get the other writing ive got going out of the way but like#theyre all turning into monsters too!!#idk how i feel about this chapter :/#the next chapter is going to have to undergo major rewrites before its posted#but! BUT! ive got a solid idea of where it goes after that so thats good news!!#because i was really stumped for such a long while#....... now i just gotta write it tho haha#after my holiday!! then its fic time BaBey!!!#poor danny in this chapter - poor damian too#at this point damian isnt necessarily against the idea of ghosts being (he knows ghosts are real!) its just more of a#'if ghosts arent real than danny is just confused and hes not dead please hes not dead dont let him be dead' sort of situation#ya get me?#promise they will talk about it and it will get better#just..... its gonna be a few chapters 😬#also in an earlier draft danny called dan a little bitch but damian misinterpreted it as danny calling damian a little bitch#and that was so funny to me - BUT to me it read more in damian's way so like i didnt want danny to get readers like that too#so i took it out but i kinda wish id left it in because its Funny#uh hmmm what else............... bruce sure is surprised about ghosts in amity huh#thats the trouble with writing Smart People#for i am Not Smart#BUT i do know the plot so that helps!!#anyway!! im at limit so let me say thank you for waiting ily all and i hope you enjoy it!! ily ily ily and thank you thank you thank you 🩷
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i miss my cat
#hes been dead for almost 6 months#im still so sad#i miss my little guy ijgorijgerg he was so sweet he never did anything wrong#i drew image hahaha;;;;#trying to do some readnig for class and idk death is on the mind but i also saw a post abt fur so i guess that made me tjhink of him#they let me pet him when the vet yakno and eogijeriogj he was still so soft#worst part is i kinda hate all cats now for not being him? a littlebit? idk how to deal wit h that tbh i always thought i loved all cats bu#just that i lvoed him more than any other but#now its like i see how they arent him more than i see the good qualities#i miss him so much its like he died recently still#sorry this is so sad ionjgoiejrg i hope no one reads this
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i've been thinking of adding the sturges to my multi; i already have a slot for jack, but i've been thinking of adding james & jim as well. or i might put them on the other multi under literature since theyre slightly different? idk.
& even then, jack's a little different on the blog than what he is in novel because i have jack as a changeling because fuck you thats why and i need to have an asshole fifteen-year old kid that's spent too much time around trolls. (i do think a bit of book jack leaked into my jim here but hey whatever its just fun)
#i'd be the voice that urged orpheus [ ooc ]#ive been kinda dead im so sorry; i started a new contract and i'm gonna be responsible for a Lot for two months and uh#its stressfullll im only being paid 23ish an hour for so much responsibilityyyy#IVE HANDLED FOUR GUN CASES IN THE LAST TWO AND A HALF WORK DAYS MAN#THIS TIME LAST YEAR I WAS SLINGING COFFEE TO COPS#(it's my placement 2 work w the police and its a civilian position in the city police mailroom and i needed Advanced Security Clearance)#its been interesting so far; and it makes me realize how much needs to move mail-wise for things to properly work in the city.#i just wish i was paid at least 25 y'know?#but hey its still better pay than what i was making at sbux#and what energy ive had after work has been binging mha & setting up my jupiter bby gorl
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once again, feeling lonely on this site. it's devastating to see my works (Reigen's particularly) under 20 notes while others get above 100s. sighs. can't do anything about it but hope im good enough. i just feel like shit.
i don't want to sound entitled but. man does it sucks to feel unwanted. its like when i left all over again.
ok I feel like a fool and I'm better again :'))) ty everyone for reaching out and helping me shoo the nasty feelings away!!!! much love
#im not even going to sugarcoat it. the fic community for reigen was dead before i started churning out works ever week back in october 2022#im not gonna say the community wasnt active before bc ao3 has always been awkward but on tumblr?#the last fic when i started was months old. and it doesnt help that some writers are taking MY ideas and rewriting them.#it just sucks to be proud you were a pioneer and now feeling unappreciated in the fandom i helped revitalize on her#like why am i having to embarrass myself with self reblog after self reblog. its not fair honestly.#im just... upset. i hate that i feel this way.#im just gonna cry and breakdown. wwhats the point of working hard.#love that i make my own graphics and others can slap on a gif and that gets them 100s of notes#yes im bitter. im sorry.#i just wanna go home and cry. whats the point#not awkward in the earlier tag. ACTIVE
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so fucking crazy that barry is an actual like . war vet . with serious ptsd from having killed someone and obvious severe mental issues that he needed genuine serious help with and the military just kicked him out and sent him off to a hospital and went . well hes not our responsibility . and then the hospital went . well hes not our responsibility either. and they let him go and nobody even bothered to check in on him or to make sure he stayed somewhere to get consistent help or even a therapist or psychiatrist who could understand . so he did something so awful and horrific and he couldnt tell anyone about it and he fell right into the arms of someone who had been waiting and watching for him to be that killing machine since he was 5 years old . and he promised he loved him and he understood and he could help barry use his talent for good . barrys ONLY talent. because hes not good at anything else. he doesnt have hobbies or friends. he has fuches. and he has the ability to kill. and he says he can give barry a purpose and make him feel safe and validated and worth something again and hes the only one who will ever understand or accept or genuinely, truly, love him . so barry accepts it and he loves him too . and he does what he wants because he was trained to follow orders and he was trained to kill and all he wants is to feel like hes doing the right thing and he can make up for what he did, he can redeem himself for killing a civilian, by killing these people who are bad guys. who do bad things. what fuches told him . and he believes that . and hes fuches' responsibility. not the military, not the hospital, not anybody else who might truly understand or want to help him or who might realize that maybe, maybe they could have prevented that . prevented who he is . that maybe its their fault . that they broke a sweet, shy, innocent young man with their tales of glory and adventure and patriotism . that they let an innocent man die in front of his family . the military didnt care about any of that. nobody cared once they decided he was safe enough to be let back into society . once they decided he didnt need their help anymore. only fuches cared. and honestly, it wouldve been better if he didnt.
#rio rambles#he wants to help veterans with ptsd . hes haunted by what he did during the war . he cant kill a marine. thats crazy#barry very clearly had . a very serious issue that was obvious when he dissociated so badly it ended with a man dead on the floor .#when he completely lost control and let his anger and stress take over in the most dangerous way possible .#that may have been a conscious decision to kill . but in such a state where he couldnt understand who or what or where .#you would think that someone . anyone . would have seen this and thought . we need to keep an eye on him . he is deeply unstable#and he doesnt want to kill people . but he has very very serious issues#whatever. hes fine now. im sure a few months is enough to heal from the horrors of war. go hang out with that strange man now . its fine.#he was in the military too. he understands you.#hes the only one who ever will.#barry#<- sorry just want to save my posts like this
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watching Evil Dead Rise in a few minutes. So excited I might explode
#ive made so many posts about this movie lmao im sorry i just havent been avle to stop thinking about for months#the evil dead movies are always so good and this one looks awesome and i know its gonna have loads of gore and stuff#and movie with loads of gore hits different in cinemas
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lit cannot stress how much fuckability masato lost after becoming aoki like emo death is real and its so so tragic
#snap chats#sorry but this has been my truth for months its time i speak on it#its true tho i dont think this is a shocking revelation to anyone#s'just like saying grass grows and birds fly#i will not support his prep phase its not happening hes such a dweeb now#rgg knew this fact with him showing off his tit despite that being like. The Worst Place Ever to inject yourself#we already discussed how he wasnt physically able to fuck and that was a nerf it was to humble him and keep him controlled and thats awful#frame one got me lookin at the screen like 👁👁 and then he open his mouth and my eyes get bigger and i sit in dead silence#was crackin jokes and chattin with myself every other second and then 🧍♂️ Go On Beautiful Keep Talking Idc What You Sayin#im a man until he starts talking about 'his girl' and then suddenly im feeling some kinda way#tho that might just be cringe cause why does bro talk like how i used to in high school 😭😭😭😭#thats the funniest part about masato/aoki to me like. there's so much bullshit bout them that reminds me of high school#but thats the thing that was High School like im grown an shit this bro never grew up apparently AND HE STARTS THE GAME AT 23#wait back to the subject line of this post i be acting like aoki dont got me unwise a total of like. four time either#sorry everyone there was something in the water today and now im ill#its cause i cant draw this weekend so i have to be disgusting some other way#gonna make it everyone else's problem but worse#anyway i have to end this post because the more i t hink about the high school comparison the more i start to cringe
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taking a moment to ask for more advice (see last post) but um. has anyone else had a period of their life that felt.. utterly dominated by fear / anxiety. like having daily fear and anxiety / panic attacks. and if so, does it end? does it ever get better?
#🕯️#there was a moment today. where i felt like id rather be dead than keep dealing with this. which i know isnt true. i havent been truly#s/cidal in a long time. im actually the opposite!! im so scared of death and pain that its dominated my life for the past year and a half#i accidentally called 911 twice. bc i just kept typing the number in just in case. bc my panic attack was so bad it felt like the last gasp#i havent had one that bad in months and im so exhausted by it. i want to sleep and heal and have a beautiful happy life. im desperate#my therapist says ive made progress but if i have then why does it feel like smthn happens every day. and its severe every time it happens.#i use social media as a way to express the worst most desperate parts of my health and life anxiety sorry
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