#IM DELETING MY BIRTHDAY IM DELETING IT
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To be completely honest today is my birthday
#I should skip class no just kidding#actualluyyy I got 4 hours of sleep last nite cuz I was up doing homework so maybe I will#im using my own comic book characters as reaction images now jsyk#update#actually I’m deleting my birthday bc why is my Christian horse girl best friend from school who I haven’t spoken to in 3 years texting me#HELPPPP I know she just got engaged 2 days ago now I have to say congrats#IM DELETING MY BIRTHDAY IM DELETING IT
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@natsumeweek day 4: hugs/happiness
after probably two years i finally started drawing again :')
#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#natsuyuu#natsume week#夏目友人帳#natsume takashi#tanuma kaname#my art#i had bigger plans for this one but im still getting to grips with my new tab and deleted the original file 😭#also it's my birthday today :)#mliarde
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while we’re on the subject of thanatos brainrot here is my pierced butterfly tattoo lol my next one will actually be than the person so what should really happen here is my wallet should be padlocked and i should be put into a straitjacket for my own protection
#image is shit but the placement is upper arm lol#my birthday is next month so im getting the next one as a present to myself#anyways#delete later
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friends romans countrymen…
#5 are the ones that i am enamoured with but the pattern was deleted and i would have to scrounge around for a pdf of it#so i might not even be able to find them. but theyre so her#anyways that aside. i like all of these#caveat for my knitter friends i have never made mittens. so um if that influences your vote#BUT if i dont get them done in time for christmas her birthday is in january so i technically have a secret extra month#so dont let my lack of experience sway you toooo much#only let it sway you on complexity reasons not time reasons#also 4 and 6 ive never done lace either but whatever its doable im sure#also if anyone wants these pattern names hmu
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No WAY.
No FREAKING WAY.
SCREAMS
#but...but...what????#i...what????#WHAT IS GOING ONNNNN#EEEEEEKK IS THIS REAL?!?!#and one month from my birthday too?!?!#WHY?!?#HOW?!?#im in shock rn in the best way tbh#oh noooo i just realized they might see thisssss ahhhhhh#luna posts#delete later
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#i feel so incredibly ungrateful for being sad on my birthday ugh#i just#i'd hoped like. a few irl friends would've like. remembered to wish me a happy birthday?#but i guess im just. not really that important to them#that's just a really painful realisation#nothing really. worked out the way i planned it today either so like#i should just be grateful i had a birthday at all i guess#ignore me#delete later maybe idk
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me and my boyfriend are sooo javid (he invited me over for a family dinner)
#jokes aside i am so fucking NERVOUS ABOUT THAT LIKE ???#it's not like i don't know his parents/family. i do. i saw them plenty. still. oh my god#it's his father's birthday dinner too#i think im going to die actually#which is irrational because like#he went to a family party with me and it wasn't a big deal. i mean i was delighted that he was there. but nobody made it a big deal#so i'll probably be fine#still. you get why im nervous about this#while i adore him more than life itself we're still at a point where like. im not fully comfortable around his parents#because like. obviously. i have no idea if they even like me#i mean they probably asked him to invite me so they must like me at least a little#still......#fuck. why am i even going off about this in my tumblr tags. whatever man#delete later#vent but like don't take this too seriously!!! just going bonkers#also can you tell i love talking about him
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Haven't posted anything cookie run related in a while lol.
#birthday cake cookie run#cookierun#red velvet cookie run#fanart#concepts#this drawing was sort of a remake of an old birthday cake as red velvet fanart i made 2 years ago on tiktok#and i just kinda wanted to make my own version of it myself with a different design plus the weapon#my old fanart of it was if im sure deleted already unfortunately due to my embarrassment issues with myself#but i think its still in my old device where i used to draw
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Hoffrigg feelings in this chili because okay sure it’s fun to imagine he’s just some guy at work who’s shown to share the same sorts of views on justice and suddenly he’s just out here like come be a serial killer with me baby but Hoffman lonely and grieving all alone all of a sudden unable to face old friends and clinging to work as sole source of human connection… staying behind late because home will never be the same (even if he didn’t live with her any place in his life would have been changed), eyeing the jigsaw case with morbid curiosity - anything to get other morbid thoughts out of his mind - over and over again until the obsession shifts to jigsaw’s twisted sense of justice…. yeah that’s a whole other post and I had drafts about it a few months back but my point here is Rigg stayed behind with him, kept him company made sure he’d go back to his own place… Just generally looked out for him
#drrbt talks#sawposting#might delete bc im just rambling and this has been open on my phone for hours i miss tumblr#oh birthday over alright#hoffrigg#this is self indulgent this whole blog is brainfarts never meant to be in character shoo love#had a grief spasm talking to my manager that was humbling#good being sawtrapped tends to shut people up not that i tell
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#cassy bitches#i am. so fucking tired and annoyed and stressed#our fucking shower hasn't worked in two weeks bc my parter decided to remodel and then didnt finish the job!#and now her fucking sibling fucked up our dishwasher and it leaked water EVERYWHERE including apparently under the floorboards#and im pretty sure i can smell black mold in the kitchen now which! great! another nightmare we're gonna have to fix ourselves#since we cant afford to get a contractor and even if we could no one ever returns our calls when we do try to hire someone#AND my friend went to surgery for appendicitis and that's freaking me out#and ON TOP of that ive been creatively juiced out and feeling like shit about the things i make and my ocs and like. me#like everyone's just been secretly tolerating me all this time and if i disappear no one's going to notice#i feel like nothing i make or am doing is worthwhile and im just GROSS and ANGRY and ANNOYING#and even complaining in tags on a post makes me feel like a whiny baby like. there are wars etc why am i complaining boo hoo#so i cant even talk to people about how i feel bc it makes me so ashamed that im feeling this way to begin with#ive been resisting the urge to just delete everything at this point bc then at least i wont have the urge to check everything and feel wors#why does awful shit always happen right around my birthday. why am i cursed like this
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it’s so wild that I started watching bsd when I was atsushi’s age. and now I’m turning. 21.
#Probably gonna delete later#I was more stressed about turning 20 though. 21 is chill#Im fine with this#but#isnt the passage of time fascinating#iirc I started watching bsd very shortly after my birthday#Less than a month after at least#Which means Ive been interacting with bsd material for nearly 3 years now
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so.
#i just remembered todays a year since my uncle passed and like. its been A Day like its been A Few Weeks because its been A Few Months and#its been a few Years and so on.........and then i remembered that at like 9pm.#and i didnt like rmr his birthday bc i was so Worried about forgetting it that i Actually forgot and like.#ive been so focused on doing things w everyone in my family lately to like. Exist w them while i can#like esp going thru so much w my grandma and like helping my dad with her#and like. i think a lot about how my grandma has forgotten so much SOOO much already like its not like im talking to my Grandma anymore#anyways . thats another can of worms#but#anyway all that aside . i feel like . watching him go thru his whole life battling the same shit i do but like he fell so so deep#into his addiction bc his life had so much fucking trauma and like. he literally told my mom before he passed like a few weeks#before he entered a sudden fucking coma that he may have never had any luck w like finding love#(and bad luck isnt enough like his love life was a horror show GENUINELY LIKE#there would be a horror movie about it and itd be so fuckig BLEAK like its so bad) but hes always felt very loved#. so . at least i remembered ?#anyways . ill prolly delete this post later im just . Whoa dude! haha#using my blog as my journal as always dont mind me
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i am sooo not finishing this before my birthday
➝ og brazilian miku design here
#i had really wanted to post art on my birthday uhhh. im very unsure why i would try to plan on making a full art piece#that i definitely know isnt going to be finished before my birthday or even ON my birthday... me = dumb dumb#ill probably delete this later lol#wip#miku
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about to vent in the tags real quick gonna be annoying and emo sorry in advance
#I’m back in my hometown this weekend bc my sister had a birthday party today and I baked cake pops for it and made her a bday sign#and tomorrow is my mom’s birthday too#and my (insane) set of grandparents are here this weekend so it’s already exhausting#bc my grandmother is very narcissistic and she talks incessantly#but then I feel left out and lame and it’s just triggering teenage memories#bc my younger brother and younger sister are going with their partners to hang out with each other#and I didn’t get invited#well technically I guess but my mom literally had to be like ‘make sure to invite Oma’#and then my siblings are like oh yeah you know you can come#like no I don’t want to come now bc it feels like a pity invite#and now it just reminds me that I’m the black sheep of the family#in the sense of I’m the ‘weird’ one#I’m the one that doesn’t fit in culturally with where I grew up#(I grew up with rural small town Alabama btw)#and a part of me is so proud and happy I don’t fit in#I have my own convictions and beliefs and interests outside of the way I grew up#but also it’s kind of isolating in a way from my own family#like i know im seen as the liberal one who moved to the city and who isn’t ‘country’#plus because I had a really bad anxiety disorder growing up and I isolated myself due to it I’m seen as weird or standoffish#anyway#i’ll probably delete this later#just needed to type it out
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Your cat cafe au is so much fun and so soft I adore it but hearing that Malleus and Leona's cats are friends is so funny to me and spawned the worst idea XD Prefect: Leona, Nebula is pregnant Leona: ...By who? Prefect gestures to Oatmeal and Nebula cuddling.
we share the same brain!! actually working on the cat au ask right now, but have a few irl emergencies that prevented my writing, and here’s a little bit of it! but first let me just say this is 100% my thought process if you and rook have yet to neuter the kitties. oatmeal and nebula have a romeo and juliet love story! \(//∇//)\ more under cut! this isn’t canon in the au or anything but a fun concept!!
“Nebula has never looked better, he scooped her up in one arm and held her firmly against his bicep, smug as she meowed up at him and purred loudly. He had zero hesitation to hold her while walking to his fated rival, looking him and his cat up and down before scoffing. The two proceeded to argue over who’s cat looked better wearing their dorm uniform for a bit, as the two cats seemed content in their arms without hostility to one another. - Leona Kingscholar
Malleus Draconia - As Leona argues with him half his brain has melted to this is the greatest cat. Cat precious. My firstborn is the best in this world. The other half of him smugly picks up his son in his own arm, the cat against his own bicep as he begins talking about how regal he is. Honestly, his cat is just happy to spend time with him and begins playfully nipping at him after not getting enough attention.”
anyways back to the ask!! I’d like to imagine if that actually happened then leona would freak out at malleus, while malleus is shocked he is getting his first grandchild with you already as you reiterate that is a cat, and you both are not married. he’s not listening, to you or leona. they end up being that in law family that despise one another thoroughly like my child is too good for your child but i don’t want to lose custody of my grandchild. cats tend to have multiple kitties at once so im thinking depending on the amount the may definitely mean the boys now live ay Ramshackle with the kittens, with Nebula nipping at her dad proudly showing him her babies and Oatmeal showing his dad his babies too, forcing the two men to bond despite their prominent scowls, but they avoid being too loud because you remind them kittens are sensitive to noises. (。-∀-)
they’d definitely end up trying to adopt the kittens when you graduate.. but that custody battle is a talk for a different day. on the bright side Oatmeal and Nebula finally get to stay with each other openly as they raise the kitties.
for anyone curious ( ^ω^ ) been busy these past few weeks with art fight, and my cat needed a vet emergency, still have to return to the vet later this week, but i’m also working on a r-18 birthday leona fic! friendly reminder my navigation does say mdni and you are responsible for the content on my profile that you view!♪
Σ('◉⌓◉’) actually haven’t written r-18 works for social media in a bit, but i will try my best to make the fic! if anyone does not want to view the content, please block the tag “shrouded in desire.” which i will be tagging the fic, and all r-18+ fics on my profile for those who do not want to see the content!
#questions of styx.#more on the topic of this ask!! it’s ALWAYS fine to send asks like this— and to want to talk or expand on my concepts!!#absolutely love kitty aus and my reqs. are open!! (´・ω・`)#im happy to receive asks like this!! despite my recent business these motivate my writing \(//∇//)\#my kitty is fine but the medical emergency has just exhausted me from writing and ive been trying to adjust them to new foods and things#that aside i maybe deleted my rollo draft three times because im self conscious ( ´Д`) however will be rewriting!#im working on a leona birthday fic that should hopefully turn out good#im not too sure how good my writing for those kind of fics could be but id be happy to try my best to reward people patiently waiting for#more content!! was surprised despite my unannounced hiatus i still retained a steady follower increase- thank you!!#( ´ ▽ ` )ノ quick reminder my nav says you’re responsible for what you read and ill try to give another warning before posting the fic and#try my best to tag the fic appropriately. thank you for understanding!!#i also had the idea to sketch and create oc siblings of like each dorm leader so also got distracted#rather than writing had this genuine thought and got possessed with the headcanon that azul should have a brother#don’t ask whether that’s a pos or neg thing but he just needs one.
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i was feeling shitty about something that happend a few months ago and i reacted to it kinda harshly but then i remembered i am not in fact the biggest bitch i know and am once again at ease.
#i was still right tho but im still pissed it happened on my birthday tbh#like thats what annoys me the most my birthday already kinda fucking sucks anyway#it was bad enough why did some loser with no common sense and a hoard of transphobic delusional assholes make it worse#my god i hope they deleted the screenshots of my page cause that was so pathetic#just because i had an opinion they didnt share???? feelings yakuza indeed lmao#but anyway#i hope life gets more exciting for me so i dont need to be drawn backcto these thoughts so often#i dont want to be alone by the next summer but fuck i need my next birthday to come around and overwrite it
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