#I'm so tired God

[someprettyname]

[ vent UTC, please do scroll through ]

And what when I get tired of her bs? What when I say i don't want to be fucking understanding, accomodating and all those things? WHAT. WHEN. I. DON'T. WANT. TO. PERFORM. HUH?

Why is it that she has a bad day at school and was violated i have to put up with your awfull mood? You didn't even open up about it. So you don't talk about it to me. You don't get it regulated somewhere else. You just stop skipping on cooking meals for no apparent reasons, make me eat half spoiled food WHICH WAS OBVIOUSLY TOO SOUR TO BE GOOD SO OBVIOUSLY IT WAS GOING BAD, you wake up with a bad mood and I feel like you might beat me, throw my phone so hard it breaks (it's my only source for studying you know?), be SCARED FOR MY FUCKING LIFE BECAUSE YOU HAVE TOO MUCH POWER and dad would trust you more than he trusts me all on top of the fact that I don't even know if you'll cook a good breakfast so i don't have to study TOUGH sciences on empty stomach. You're being cold, rude distant for a mistake I DID NOT EVEN MAKE. WHY. WHY DO I HAVE TO PUSH MY BOUNDARIES SO MUCH AND ACCOMODATE YOUR BAD MOOD IN MY ALREADY TOUGH SCHEDULE. I'M EXPECTED TO STUDY TOUGH LEVEL SCIENCE AND MATHS FOR 10-12 HOURS A DAY ATLEAST YOU KNOW?

I'm preparing for one of the toughest exams IN THE WORLD.

CUT ME SOME SLACK PLEASE. I'M BEGGING ON MY KNEES. I WAS ON PHONE BECAUSE I WAS ON A CALL WITH MY MENTOR I WAS NOT MESSING AROUND I DIDN'T DESERVE THAT GLARE. WHEN DO I EVER PROJECT MY MOOD ON YOU?

And now.

Now you're suddenly all happy, polite cooking me a nice meal, wishing me a good morning because your classes are going to be held online and you need my help with technicalities.

Great.

Just

JUST GREAT. ATLEAST I CAN LIKE IN PEACE YEAH.

The biological waste you gave birth to is finally of SOME use, yeah?

I feel so violated being used like a ragdoll like this. What did I do to deserve this? I wanna punch the wall to break my phone, throw thing, pull my hair till there's nothing left, screech, scream BUT I CAN'T. I CAN'T. UGH. GOD.

Was this why I had such severe anger issues as a child?

[shiraishi--kanade]

I have 8 classes tomorrow. From 8am to like 5pm. I was not aware I'm paying to work a full time job 🤨

[taegularities]

hey rid hope u’re ok <3 🤍

hey silver lovely, i'm exhausted as hell but i'm okay. looking forward to the weekend – hope you are alright as well <33

[classybananacoloregg]

I think he's mad at someone🤨🤨

[lgbtlunaverse]

The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.

[riverthebooknerd]

"but why do you even ship them-" IT BRINGS ME JOY AND WHIMSY!!!!!!!

[gingermintpepper]

I think, perhaps one of the funniest things to come from EPIC popularising the Odyssey is that now a ton of people think Poseidon wanted to kill Odysseus.

In the Odyssey, Poseidon has no intention of killing Odysseus. In fact, part of the whole reason Zeus lets Poseidon do whatever he wants even though he thinks Odysseus is rad and should get to kiss his wife is explicitly because Poseidon had no intentions of killing Odysseus. Poseidon wanted to pay back the suffering/inconvenience blinding Polyphemus would have caused. It's a really abstract thing tbh. How do you pay back someone permanently disabling your son? Poseidon's solution was just to amputate Odysseus from his other half; i.e. Penelope. The end game was never murder, it was always an endurance race.

(Od. Book 1: Zeus reassuring Athena that he is not, in fact, a part of Odysseus Hater-Nation. Trans. Robert Fagles)

Also, for those wondering if there's any sort of in text reason for why Poseidon wasn't around in God Games - at the time in the Odyssey when Athena petitions Zeus to let Odysseus leave Calypso's island, Poseidon was -checks notes- on vacation in Ethiopia. Yep. He left to Ethiopia for a festival and thusly was very much absent for Athena's whole "please let Ody go? Please? 🥺" request.

(Od. Book 1: While Odysseus was suffering, Poseidon went to party in the east)

I am begging y'all to read the Odyssey. It's a comedy for everyone except Odysseus and Penelope who are, in fact, suffering 24/7 365.

[the-oracle-of-the-lost]

The Pantheon of Discord

[nexus-nebulae]

shoutout to people who don't have a "before" the trauma.

shoutout to people who don't have any sweet or nostalgic childhood memories. to people who don't remember enough of their childhood to know what the before was like. to people who lost their innocence before they ever learned the word for it. to people whose pasts were too painful to keep around in any form. to people who only knew trauma, and don't have an idea of what life would be like without it. to people who can't long for "the better days" because there weren't any.

you deserve a good future. i hope it's there for you soon.

[tizeline]

Oh? What's that? Ya'll want the next part of TSAU's story? Well fuck you you're getting this fucking thing instead.

[bugsnbites]

[devisopod]

when I figure out how to draw, it's over for y'all

doodling when I can, there's a lot going on (𖦹﹏𖦹;)

[gay-otlc]

If you don't respect straight trans men I'll kill you btw

[saragrosie]

I have been sketching. So much tma. Here's some expansions on my Jon and Martin designs I've been doing.

Another note I forgor to mention is I love how after hearing Simon go "it's enough to make your hair turn white" about Martin's office in s4 many of us collectively agreed his hair turned white because of his association with the Lonely. The shared consciousness is real and we use it to play hot potato with the communal brain cell dedicated to the sillies.

Closeup of apocalypse boyfriends (also to the person who said they love my s5 Jon's fancy white girl updo: I think about that every day)

[ridleymb]

Redesign gijinka hk

[grey-viridian]

DTIYS for @tizeline

Congrats on 10k!!! (love your artstyle btw sooo soft and beautiful i wanna look at your art all day!)

The original outfit was perfect but I still felt like something was missing...