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found out my ex unblocked me and view my instagram story of my tattoos…
#Mel’s blog#rant#vent#I mostly took a nap cause I felt so low and overwhelmed and confused#it’s been a month since our breakup#and all sudden he unblocks me ?#I’m unsure how to feel#mostly numb at this point
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concert boys
#I’m going to HHN soon so NATURALLY st has been on my mind#how do we feel about this loosey goosey style??? I’m unsure#steddie#steddie fanart#fanart#steve harrington#eddie munson#my art!#tubesock86
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Does this count as self-reflection…?
[ID: Mob Psycho 100 fanart redrawing a frame from OP 3. Reigen sits below a tall window with moss growing along its frame, holding a smoking cigarette and looking up. His silhouette stands on the other side of the window in an orange glow and looks back down at him. End ID]
Credit for the ID
#chdoodles#mob psycho 100#mp100#reigen arataka#I’ve always been fond of that shot from the season 3 opening#of reigen staring at a shadowed version of himself#I wanted to try it out#just. w oranges#OKAY BUT… I spent like 4+ hours on the colors. scrapped all that hard work bc I hated how it looked. then went a little simpler#this was the result#I’m still unsure how I feel about it but. idk I think I’ve just been looking at it too long haha#edit: welp. the halftones are being freaky#thanks csp </3#idk. they’re supposed to look small. if they ain’t then zoom a smidge
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Been thinking a lot about this “the family plays isat” AU and how it might happen
Siffrin would probably refuse for them to play it if he was aware of it (thinking about how they said when learning about the diary in the library that they would hate it if someone read their deepest thoughts) and the rest of the family would also respect that, because it really would be a breach of trust. They’d prefer it if Siffrin talked to them himself, after all.
A situation I could see it happening is if, post-Loop battle, Siffrin’s Craft exhaustion got so severe he gets knocked out for a full week or two, maybe more! And the family would be so worried and desperate to understand what happened so that if the game appeared to them suddenly, they’d be tempted enough to play through it. If only just to figure out how to help Siffrin wake up again
(and probably a mixture of other emotions too, wanting to see the conversations Siffrin had with them that they don’t remember, feeling guilty that they didn’t notice soon enough, terrified that Siffrin is hiding something else. I mean, Siffrin straight up did not mention the Loop battle to them at all, even after they promised to talk! so they’d be worried on what happened there already)
Honestly I think all of them would also be exhausted and on bed rest after the whole quest to defeat the King was over, it took months of constant movement and stress so the whole family would crash hard afterwards. Cuz of that they’d be stuck together on like the infirmary or a private room with strict orders to take it easy, what better time to play the game than that?
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#idk how the game appeared to them tho LOL maybe the change god thought it would be hilarious and beamed it to them#or or!! mirabelle prayed for it and since she’s their fav they sent it to her#thinking of them playing it on the same room as Siffrin. glancing back at him in concern the more the game goes on#they wouldn’t have him to warn them so unfortunately they get to have the Bonnie death trauma together oops#hell it would force them to confront their own insecurities together as well! mirabelle revealing that she was never blessed by the change#god and them comforting her. the family quests where each person gets to talk more in detail about their problems. all of them holding each#other accountable to the whole ‘you gotta talk about your feelings and don’t bottle them up’ and they all listen and reassure each other#although I’m unsure how much mirabelle wants to know about her own family quest considering how she said she wanted to figure it out herself#lots of thoughts to be had#moon speaks
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Tease Tidbit Tuesday
Tagged by the ever lovely and ever so wonderful @diazsdimples. Make sure you check out Jame’s snippet!
Okay so I wrote this Saturday for my new wip (that does not have a title yet haha THAT’s gonna be fun to figure out) but added a little dialogue direction to it yesterday. I probably wont be writing much the next few days as a book I’ve been waiting 2 years for is finally out so I’m gonna be wrapped up in reading that, BUT I wanted to share something with you all still ☺️. Also even though I won’t be writing as much, PLEASE keep tagging me!! I love reading everyone’s wips!
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“We're supposed to face shit together, Eddie,” Buck whispers, “as partners.”
Eddie closes his eyes as a tear escapes. His voice feels thick when he speaks.
“We’re not partners, Buck.”
“Yes, we are.” Buck’s voice trembles and Eddie knows he’s holding back tears of his own.
He screws his eyes shut tighter.
“No, we’re not. Not anymore.”
“Why?” Eddie hears the broken crack in Buck’s voice around the word. Hates that he’s the cause of it. “Why did you pull away? Start cutting yourself out of my life? What did I do, Eddie?”
Buck sounds so small, smaller than Eddie’s ever heard him and it has him opening his eyes and looking into red rimmed pools of blue.
“You didn’t do anything.” He says softly, because even though he’s angry, Eddie still loves Buck and can’t let him blame himself for this.
It’s not like it’s Buck’s fault anyway, Eddie’s the one who fell in love with him and broke everything because he couldn’t put a lid on his feelings and just be happy that his best friend was dating someone.
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#I’m unsure of how I want the layout if this fic to be#I kind of want it more spaced out than in big clumps#just feels easier to read that way.#and i think spaced out a bit fits the general vibe of the fic#daffi writes#buddie wip#buddie#no idea what to tag this fic as cos I don’t have a title 🙈
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A noble garb, fit for the leader of the cult
#sfw#turning all fleeces into Lolita coords!#I’ve got a good backlog of these even though I haven’t finished them all#but I’m unsure if I should post these every day or every other day#I’ll see how I feel tomorrow I guess#fanart#digital art#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#the others are a lot prettier I promise#fleece coords#lambert#fleece of the lamb#I’ll be scheduling these btw#that way I don’t forget to post one#eyes of death cotl au#eod cotl au
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2024 reads / storygraph
Those Beyond The Wall
sequel/companion to The Space Between Worlds, set a decade later
character-focused sci-fi set in an area divided in two, the rich protected city on one side and everyone else in the post-apocalyptic desert
follows a woman who works under the Emperor in Ashtown, keeping the peace
when mangled bodies start showing up with seemingly no murderer, she’s tasked with finding the cause, and finds out that it’s the result of corruption spanning both cities and multiple worlds
explores oppression and messy revolution, police violence and apartheid
bi & polyamorous MC
#Those Beyond The Wall#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#space between worlds sequel!!! honestly I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it….. In general I enjoyed it and I think it had#a lot of important things to say but also maybe highlighted some weaknesses(?) in both books?#or - I guess just the fact that the sff stuff (which skews a little more magicy here) is kinda small scope relative to its potential#and more there to serve the plot and characters. Which actually maybe is the point. idk- there's def mixed reviews lol#it has a messy unlikable MC (like actually - when half the weak ass reviews are saying the MC is annoying you know they are Actually a#complex character) and some interesting relationship dynamics#it is pretty solidly a sequel - I wouldnt read this without reading TSBW#cara does show up in here& tbh her characterisation felt quite different to me? unsure how I feel about that? but maybe it's the biased POV#also to be clear: polyam MC; not a polyam romance or anything#(there's - kinda a romance? or various feelings floating around and she 'ends up' with someone. feel like i would have liked that to end#more subtley but that's probably my personal taste lol)#man some of the 1 star reviews of this are kinda.....just racist though. can we get some measured critique in here#as I said i am not entirely sure how I feel about it but not quite in a way I can articulate.... idk! i think it's worth the read tho#it's maybe one of those revolutions that feels solved a little too easily in the end - but then also is it solved or is it just that the#narrative has to end at a certain point
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do ur part !,!!
#.png#jimmy solidarity#mcytblr sexyman#was gonna draw something else but it ended up looking way hornier than intended so that wasn’t happening#you get this pastel nerd thing instead#how do we feel about me adding glasses to his design btw i’m a bit unsure of it#OH I CAN MAKE A POLL i’m gonna make a poll gimme a minute
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the woman who fell to earth is a really solid episode, i don’t know what some of y’all are on about
#doctor who#dw#dr who#13th doctor#thirteenth doctor#the woman who fell to earth#doctor who series 11#i’m serious it’s a good first episode#it hits all the proper beats in terms of establishing the new doctor and new characters#definitely tonally similar to the eleventh hour i think#like i quite enjoy it#different vibes from others but good vibes all the same#i was unsure how i would feel about it rewatching it for the first time but it still holds up#(i didn’t get around to watching 13’s seasons until like two years ago so this was well due)
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WHEN EURYLOCHUS CALLED ODYSSEUS ODY I AM UNWELL!!! I AM ILL!! I AM GOING FERAL!!!! AUGH!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭
IKR I LITERALLY GASPED
#that saga was SOMETHING ELSE wasn’t it?#it destroyed me#absolutely destroyed me#trin answers#smilesrobotlover my beloved#epic the musical#epic the thunder saga#thunder saga spoilers#I’m…unsure how I feel about the direction it took#the stuff changed from the myth#and Ody’s character arc#I think I need some sleep before I decide#I’d love to hear your thoughts too whenever you’re ready!!
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going home
a silly little au where, after winning, scar begs the watchers to send him back home to third life.
#i’m so unsure on how to feel about this#i feel like i over rendered lol#but it is what it is#wjokeo art#also if you saw this before#no you didn’t#trafficblr#secret life#secret life fanart#gtwscar#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar fanart#goodtimeswithscar fanart#slsmp#slmsp fanart#sl!scar
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Constantly in this weird mood where I’m just waiting for God to give me a sign that I’m forgiven because I can’t tell if it’s just my OCD or if I actually have gone over the deep end somehow. I’m not doing compulsions to try to figure it out, so that’s Good, but it just puts me at God’s mercy for whether or not I feel like I can come to Him and believe I’m saved
#And that’s the point of this all I guess#Re: the article I literally wrote and got published#But it’s now been almost a week since the Bad#And I haven’t known if THAT was#1. Evidence I’m not saved#2. Me sinning myself past repentance a la John Piper#3. Evidence that I’m sinning willfully (therefore see point number 1)#Haven’t felt like I was able to connect with God in a week basically#Feels weird#Playing flute at church tomorrow and am Unsure how I’m going to do in a church setting#Will likely just tune it all out and go about business as usual#All the while not knowing if I can still go to God or not#Like I feel like I need something#I don’t feel like my assurance is just going to come back after that#Sometimes it goes away for like a week and comes back and then I feel ok#But this time I don’t know if that’s going to happen#So I need God to talk to me TLDR#My journey
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okay well I’m hearing you all loud and clear about this and will go write my smut, for now though have a very short snippet of the hand holding one (I’ve posted an even shorter bit before if you recognize it)
mild nsfw under the cut:
And it’s such a mistake, Eddie thinks as Steve pushes him down into his bed and intertwines their hands. Fucks into him slowly and deeply. Has Eddie gasping and grasping for him, holding on tighter. Has him seeing stars.
It’s such a mistake because Steve Harrington doesn’t make it quick and dirty, he doesn’t push Eddie’s face away and into the pillows to chase his own pleasure.
No, Steve makes love and Eddie can’t.
He can’t.
But, oh god he is.
He’s meeting every thrust, urging Steve deeper, deeper, deeper. Holds onto his hands like a lifeline and he’s so gone and he never stood a chance.
#there will be more smutty smut and stuff and just yeah this fic I’m unsure of some of it and what to do but absolutely certain about the#smut and Steve and Eddie’s feelings about it and why they do it and yeah that I know what I’m doing with#but I guess I’ll have to go write and figure out more#actually I’d forgotten how excited I was about this#my writing#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#dels steddie thoughts
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Because it came up in conversation recently how often me and friends come across fic labeled h/c that has 0 perceivable comfort of the hurt main character and we were wondering how people might interpret this tag differently.
#it seems clear to me this is about the characters and not the reader#but since it’s only two words with zero reference I’m unsure how other people feel
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Dick telling Bruce that he refuses to keep denying that Bruce is a part of him and that he is proud to have been Robin (Teen Titans Spotlight #14)
#dick and Bruce#god they make me sick#dick about to walk away before turning back and deciding to confront the situation and talk#dick acknowledging his history with Bruce and the impact it had on him#telling Bruce that even though he’s Nightwing now his name still reflects Bruce#THE RESPECT#THE LOVE#THE ACCEPTANCE#but also the grief#and hurt#with dicks little I’m not even sure if he has feelings anymore#and how he says that again to TIM after Jason dies#still so unsure about Bruce#just fuck me with a chainsaw already#it’d hurt less than thinking about these two#Batman#HIS LITTLE SMILE AT THE END#JUST LIKE IN BATMAN 416 WHERE HES LIKE THANKS DICK#FUUUUUUCK#THEY ARE SO FUCKING ABNORMAL I HATE THAT I LOVE THEM
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in general i roll my eyes at people who complain about all the new quality of life improvements in modern pokémon games bc inconvenience and genuine challenge are two very different things. but the one thing i would definitely agree on that i don’t like in sv is the ability to access your pc boxes any time. it sort of cheapens the experience of having to carefully choose which six pokémon you’re taking before venturing into unknown danger. like i don’t think you should be able to catch a pokémon in the depths of area zero and immediately put it in your party i think you gotta be loyal to whoever you took initially. it’s about being forced to have a plan for all outcomes
#like you can switch your pokémon in the middle of the elite 4… be so real#personally i never did in either of those situations#sv being the first game i played (that had a pokémon league i mean) i didn’t know about the whole type specialist thing#not that i would’ve been able to tell what type those ppl were anyway#but in any case i was like well might as well just stick with my same loyal 6 right#pokémon#sv#in a similar vein i’m kinda unsure about how i feel about being able to remember moves anytime#i think if i could change it i would make it so that you could freely swap moves *at any pokémon center*#like remembering new moves is free but only at certain locations#although one could argue that’s just introducing slight inconvenience without making it more difficult#bc you can fast travel to those places any time#but i guess it would hit you in like area zero#idk#maybe i’d make it so you can do it on the go anytime but it does cost something#but instead of rare difficult (or just plain annoying) once per day items like heart scales#have it be either plain old cash or like. some significantly easier item#idk. the convenience is super nice on that one. but it is kinda weird that it would be so easy to get your pokémon to get its moves back
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