#I’m uncomfortable saying I love you
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I ❤️ self-loathing characters, characters who struggle with monstrosity (either fearing or embracing it), characters who are so lonely, who have a gaping hole in their chest, who bottle up & repress their feelings, who claw their way up & have ambitions, who fall down & lose everything, who search for identity & purpose yet can’t see themselves outside of what others want from or expect of them, who are hurt & hurt others, who long & grieve, who lie & pretend. characters who are messy & flawed & human
#edit: please don’t tag this with hp characters it makes me very uncomfortable. and if you really want to at least block me after#tropes#I’m just saying words but. Ugh#elli rambles#this isn’t about one character in particular#more like snippets of different characters#sokka tané priya malini azula sabran ty lee etc etc#niclays too. sadly#I hate him (lovingly)#or I love him (hatingly). I haven’t decided yet#alternatively: I ❤️ ampersands#breached containment (derogatory)#a
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hey um. u sure make a lot of art about lesbians for a man. you're normal about us, right? ;;
What? Yeah, I’m normal about y’all.
#I understand the suspicion and where you’re coming from I really do but strange thing to ask an artist tbh#ill say this. I try to be cognizant of my positionality as a queer man who enjoys sapphic ships and am constantly checking myself to make#sure my art doesn’t go into territories I don’t feel comfortable with. thereve been times I’ve second guessed myself while drawing rarijack#and thought “Is this too much?’’ and I have to check with my partner who is sapphic.#but also I’m a queer artist who likes drawing queer love. if my content makes you uncomfortable I’d be happy to start a dialogue about it#but there’s a reason why I’ve not drawn women kissing or being explicitly intimate.#anyways my art and thoughts about gay men are not so normal because I like cock so do what you will with that info#ask me#anon
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To my homies who encouraged me to get Twitter, thank you so much. There are so many gorgeous Kabrus there and the overall Kabru content is plentiful. Also I just saw this absolutely divine jawdropping enchanting gorgeous stunning beautiful Kabru art and I am in a state of shock. Like look at this holy shit?????? Like click on the link and click on the image and zoom in on the details and stuff this is so incredible. I mean you don’t have to but this is so good and I’m losing my mind and there are so many little details you won’t see unless you zoom in so I recommend it.
For anyone looking quickly this is not my art it belongs to the Twitter user in the link and it’s so good I would recommend looking at it
https://x.com/Neruchiru_08/status/1841319033632862418
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It’s been like 4 hours and I cannot stop thinking about it. Every time I stand up I start shaking. I feel nauseous and am coughing constantly. I feel like I am choking. That image will be burned into my brain for a very long time. Why doesn’t Twitter let you reblog with really long comments I need to say a million compliments. My voice is cracking. My heart is hammering. I’m warm and sweaty. Holy shit I am fagging it up bro. It’s beautiful as an art piece because the composition and colors and stuff are absolutely amazing and it’s beautiful if you’re queer (or straight and like Kabru too) because Kabru looks so good. His shoulders are showing and something about Kabru’s shoulders showing makes me insane. Like I thought the whole “you can’t show your shoulders” dress code thing in school was a bunch of dumb bullshit but oh boy I understand now. Every time I see Kabru’s shoulders I think “I want to bite that man” and then I’m all like “WOW who just thought that” but it’s me I’m thinking that I’m going insane over him I want to bite his shoulders he makes me crazy he’s so pretty oh goodness wow oh wow oh wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww IM GOING INSANE a lot more people have seen it now but I need to show this to everyone you guys don’t understand how this makes me feel I’m going to pass away and fall over and cry you guys look pretty Kabru art guys guys it’s Kabru being gorgeous oh my fucking god guys guys I am going to be sick guys oh god guys do you see him he’s so pretty guys guys guys holy shit dude guys. I am an enjoyer of the arts. I enjoy this art. For sure. Wow. Awesome. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you guys. Guys. Guys. Guys. I am going to lose my mind. Ough. Guys. Guys guys guys. Do you????:!: seee????? The Kabru??????? Oh my god. Compliments to the artist. Beautiful. Beautiful lovely fantastic work. Awesome. This is great. I’m losing it. I showed my discord friends and I reblogged on Twitter and stuff but I wanted to show you guys too because I am a big fan of this beautiful Kabru art. I love this insanely much. Kabru fish…I love this creature the Kabru fish. Great 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 chat I am gonna die this is too beautiful Ough beautiful Kabru
I’m being so dramatic you guys but do you understand the power this art has do you understand my feelings I love this art so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Kabru 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Kabru fish 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 gorgeous 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#long post#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru#kabru dunmeshi#kabru of utaya#kabru dungeon meshi#cw slur#the artist doesn’t say anything I call myself a fag because I am#idk if anybody is uncomfortable with the f slur or not#I’m queer btw I can reclaim that#usually I’ll just say I’m being gay but the emotions I’m feeling can not be described by anything as well as ‘fagging it up’#I’ve never felt this way for a man before this is like next level gayness#like I’ve found fictional guys attractive and stuff but I’ve never felt for them the way I do for Kabru#I would fall to my knees and bark like a dog if Kabru asked me he’s so attractive#he makes me feel fuzzy and stuff#Kabru disease…incurable. fatal. I am passing away#you guys don’t understand I love him so much I feel like I am going to explode#Kabru 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#this post feels crazier than normal but whatever#these are my true feelings they’re from my heart#Kabru 💕💕💕💕💕 love forever 💖💖💖💖💖💖#kabru posting#rope/spider post
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i don’t know if i’m ever gonna write the fic but i’ve been thinking abt like. the eternal stockade. the implications. lup, a lich who was trapped in a dark featureless cell for a decade completely isolated with nothing to keep her sanity but her own mind. she has to put people in the eternal stockade. how many liches does she see herself in. how many liches started out just like her. how many liches are truly too far gone. and the only liches we ever see other than her and barry are edward and lydia. they’re certainly evil, but mad? they seem pretty sane. they’re not, like, tattered echoes of souls, they’re definitely still people. even as much of a grudge as lup surely has against them, wouldn’t they remind her incredibly strongly of herself? do they deserve to be trapped just like she was? for eternity? isn’t eternity what turned john to existential despair in the first place?
#mine#taz balance#taz lup#lup#like idk i think lup’s down to kick necromancer ass but when it comes to being like. WARDENS of a PRISON. would that not be uncomfortable??#but like taking the job is the only way to avoid HER being thrown in prison??#idk the raven queen being a cool & chill goddess boss is definitely fun but when you actually think abt it#i don’t think i’d agree with her. i think if i lived in that world i’d think she were sort of evil#which like also to get into the hunger vs authority its not very explored because its not at all the point#the hunger is meant to be nihilism and despair and dissatisfaction its at its core an emotional story about joy & love#but like john starts out rebelling against laws. laws of the universe; except that it turns out a being wrote those laws (jeffandrew)#so the hunger is also sort of a force of rebelling against unjust constraints in the pursuit of freedom?#and the heroes end up preserving the status quo and saying you just have to find joy within those unjust limitations#which again. like. the point is that life is unfair and you can find joy and meaning despite it. which is true to real life.#i’m not saying the hunger was right or that despair is the only way or w/e like#yk like taz balance is not a story about society its more about. philosophy i guess#the point is that life’s really hard and you find meaning anyway and that’s preferable to despair and death#thematically for the audience we understand these are standins for ways of viewing reality#and in the real world reality is what it is. its just the world. there’s no authority that writes the laws of nature#like its not a ‘man vs authority’ story its a ‘man vs nature’ story#but IN UNIVERSE nature IS an authority. jeffandrew and the gods. regardless of how much joy you can find in an unjust world#if i lived in it i’d want to make it more just! but anyway like yeah barry & lup working for the raven queen#is kinda an extension on that idea of preserving the status quo#although i guess you could say gods are just forces of nature. theyre not PEOPLE theyre just personifications of existent natural laws#and it ties in w istus and fate as well#although fate is like a comforting guiding force rather than restricting & horrifying#^ pay no attention to any of this i don’t think it really means anything i’m just like. writing thoughts as i have them#not like a hard stance i’m taking just exploring some ideas#any ways#THERES A TAG LIMIT??
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Grinds my teeth to dust…. i wish touch didnt have so many Implications. im just trying to survive out here
#after all this i need a cuddle and a movie But who do i ask withoit them thinking im coming on to them#i need to paint a giant doomsday-guy-on-the-street-corner style sign to wear around my neck that says I AM AROMANTIC ASEXUAL#born to hug and kiss all my friends forced to stand around hands in my pockets#im scared to death of people misinterpreting my behavior or feeling uncomfortable#od be so much more relaxed like at a core of my being level if this was a nonissue#dude im desperate i might just ask the guy i almost fell asleep on tje otjet night#the ice is broken and he already knows my deal#(fantasizing about snuggling with people i like) im so fucked up ….#it’s also made way worse by tje fact that I apparently come off as very flirtatious#im playful and i love people Sorry …..#im like All or Nothing . oh my god lol#i had a friend who called me her ‘koala’ because i was constantly clinging to her#we were 7 so it was socially acceptable#99% of the time we were together i was wrapped around her legs or torso. i miss you so much sybil#the start of the end was when i innocently restrd my chin on my friend’s shoulder to watch what he was doing#and the next day someone asked me why i did that#i was like huh…? he’s my friend?#why wouldn’t i?#then i felt all weird about it And ive felt weird about it sincd#unrelated but my best friend is autistic she has misophonia and hates touch But im the misopjonia exception(real thing) AND#i’m one of the only people she hugs. straight up my biggest flex ever
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fandom opinion with rw characters!!! sorry if my handwriting is hard to read i’m bad at writing small :(
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> i don't dislike nsh!! i just interpret him in a different way than most people i've seen and didn't want to leave a ton of spots blank so i felt like he fit
> i also don't dislike moon -- quite the opposite actually (she's tied for favorite with spearmaster) -- but since i don't dislike any characters and didn't want to leave that spot blank, so i chose my favorite design to put there instead
> also also this is a remake!! i cant find the old one i posted but if i could i would delete it. my opinions have changed I AM NO LONGER A LILYPAD HATER. I HAVE CHANGED MY WAYS I PROMISE!!!
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#rain world#rw spearmaster#rw looks to the moon#rw fishstick#honorable mentions for my fav ship are bbq and sunstone...#but i forgot to add that on there#i also feel like i should clarify#i’m not being weird about lttm. i just love her a lot. you could say i’m in lesbians with her#BUT i am not sexualizing her. please do not sexualize her on my page it makes me uncomfortable :(
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hey moots? I don’t say this enough, but I am genuinely so grateful for each and every interaction we have. Even if it’s just, like, a reblog or a like, it makes me smile because hey, that’s my mutual! Look at them go! Look at that little amazing guy that I am so lucky to know!
anyways. All of you have made my life so much better. Love you guys /p <33333
#Nothings happening don’t worry I just listened to lights are on#And I went huh. I love my moots.#And hey. I should say that myself instead of reblogging posts saying I love them.#Because you all mean sm to me. And I want to express that#Sorry if I made anyone uncomfortable I’m in a very sentimental mood tonight#And this includes moots I know irl!!!#I love you guys too!!!!#You’re so so great <333
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Saw an article about how Kaos “fixes” Caeneus’s story and idk the wording really rubs me the wrong way.
#this is a cultural story it’s one thing to say it’s rewritten better but ‘fixing’ just feels so wrong#the article goes on to talk about how it was bad that transphobic centaurs killed him but he literally gets killed by transphobic amazons#in the show#how is that any better?#at least in mythology he died in battle and killed several centaurs#at least in mythology he was loved and accepted by his ppl#look if you are a trans person and you like the Kaos version of the character all power to you#i’m just rambling#idk the show is written by a non binary person#but I really hope there would be an adaptation that actually handles the uncomfortable parts well instead of erasing them altogether#greek mythology#ancient greek mythology#greek pantheon#Caeneus#Greek heroes#kaos netflix#netflix kaos#rambling
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i think i’m one ‘o them relationship anarchy enjoyers
#marzi speaks#been thinking abt how much less stressful being social has gotten#since i’ve decided to stop giving a shit abt romance and sort of like. accepted i’m arospec#n don’t get me wrong i’m still a hopeless romantic or whatever. but i don’t Need to date someone#and any time i get the opportunity i just get uncomfortable#it’s not the commitment i’m afraid of— i’m very ride or die#i just hate labeling shit like that. if i care for you deeply do i need to identify whether that love is romantic#can i not just love you#idk. shit got easier when i coukd just tell my friends i adored them without worrying abt being misinterpreted#i’m not romance-averse or anything. i’d say i’m romance-favorable#like if someone i really care about says they want to start doing couple things with me. sure 👍#but i don’t like the idea of calling something an explicitly romantic relationship#i’d rather it just be. oh yeah that’s so-and-so we’re close. we’re tight#like i feel like putting a word on a relationship restricts what it’s allowed to look like to a specific standard#and i HATE restrictive standards they drive me nuts !!!#so much less overthinking when it’s just like. ‘ah yes i love xyz person.’ does it matter what kind of love it is. it’s strong either way
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it is literally not about legality, if you’re in your late 30s literally what are you hitting up 21 y/os for. Don’t you have investments to make.
#Astonishing number of people will jump on the ‘but it’s technically legal!’ defence#But will not answer my question of whyyyyyy. If your date sounds like PTA night and you need to parent your girlfriend#you have an age gap! And! You are the lamest loser on earth; that is fact; hope this helps!!#(Okay. Lowkey? I shouldn’t be thinking about this STILL. Given it’s been like a MONTH since#But I feel a lil let down and betrayed and I think I’m still kinda processing that… but I#I confided in my bestestest friend that an older man was creeping on me. And I expected her to have my back 100%#And idk— I think she’s just had worse experiences with men and has a higher tolerance to bad behaviour than I an asexual person do#But her response was along the lines of ‘you’re an adult; there’s no problem with it really;#can’t blame him for shooting his shot; it’s not really a weird age gap’#And worst of all— ‘maybe he just has an age kink; maybe he gets off on you being younger’#I have to say. I don’t care. The point is that I discouraged it several times and was getting increasingly uncomfortable with it#I feel like in that situation the thing to do is side with me especially when I’m telling you all this.#And like. Sigh i don’t know. I still love her with all my heart but it’s feeling a lil awkward rn#I’m still thinking about that and obviously I don’t want it to ruin the best friendship I’ve ever had#But it’s feeling a little forced right now. I expected her to have my back and for some reason her brushing this aside did make me#Feel completely invalidated and like I should just stop feeling weirded out and man up and discourage this man in words—#When the thing is there was NEVER any hint of interest. I don’t feel like I should have to dignify his behaviour in terms of interest or#Attraction. Because! I just don’t think you should be that forward with strangers repeatedly!! and if I think that’s weird then I’m sorry i#It won’t work with me! I don’t like it! I think that’s grounds enough to stop oh my god.#I’ll be seeing my bestie in a couple of weeks. Flying all the way out to England for her. I don’t want this to be awkward…#but something in me is just a lil heartbroken. Like I feel the girlcode was broken. We’ve always told each other#Not to let men affect our self worth or alter our boundaries. I feel like that was violated.#(ik she said that bc her bf at the time was 30 but like. Listen to my individual situation no? This one wasn’t about you I came for advice)#Rant
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maybe Herbert West isn’t misogynistic and Meg Halsey isn’t homophobic. Maybe you guys are just weird
#yeah i ship dan and herbert or whatever but you guys LOVE taking jokes too far/completely misreading context to fit your narrative#and your narrative is WEIRD!!#I think some of you just want an excuse to be sexist and some of you want an excuse to be homophobic/transphobic!!#don’t get me started on some of the transphobic headcanons ive seen#I’M SORRY? ABOUT RE-ANIMATOR? YOU’RE TRANSPHOBIC ABOUT RE-ANIMATOR? AND THE “I won’t be shackled by the failures of your god” GUY?#While I’m here let’s also talk about how you guys treat black fans because I’ve seen you guys run some off talking about the original story#ie making them uncomfortable by saying “Herbert is canonically racist because of the original hp lovecraft story lmao” stfu#POC reanimator fans I’m sorry that our community is so skinny-white-tally hall fan centric.#re animator#reanimator#reanimator 1985#herbert west#dan cain#Megan halsey#danbert
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Thank you for bringing up how much you don’t like Harris, extremely Christian conservative family member, that makes me feel absolutely amazing
#I literally can’t say anything but okay in response#I want to ask them to not talk politics around me but then they’d ask why and last time I subtly tried to see how much my older sister-#-supported trump by saying “I’ve heard he’s a really bad person(he is)” and she said#“He has really good ideas but goes about them the wrong way”#NO. NO HE DOESNT. O-O#That man will be the end of us all if he becomes president but i obviously cannot voice any of my opinions in this household ( ._. )#And they wonder why I’m so quiet#maybe I’m just uncomfortable around you guys#Man Christian’s sometimes really ruin the religion don’t they#🌾#I love my family dearly but I hate it here
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I might make a longer post about this later but I really need to go back to bed so I’ll just say this:
if you can’t handle people selfshipping themselves with one of your characters that you put out there and are trying to say they’re canonically taken as a way to deter from selfshipping, straight up: it’s probably better for you that you don’t put your characters out there.
#talk away ⌞🍵🍋 ⌝#got inspired to make this post#from hearing that this character named Sebastian in the Roblox game called pressure or whatever#was given a ring to show he was taken to somehow stop selfshippers#and if that is true#idk I just think that’s dumb#not even talking about how selfshippers have and will continue to selfship with characters that canonically have love interests#self ship#selfship#selfshippers#proselfship#selfship proship#proship#< for containment#also it’s fine if your just uncomfortable with that stuff#it’s fine to personally not like it#but your not gonna stop selfshippers from shipping themselves#with your character by saying they’re married or have a partner#as a selfshipper I’m gonna tell you point blank#that does not work
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Dear friends ♡
I truly enjoy sharing my love for fashion, and a part of my day with everyone here c:
Lately, however, I get comments asking me to show certain parts of my body or reveal more of myself, and I am very uncomfortable with this.
I’d like to continue to share ootd with you, but this is something I will need to think on a bit as I’d rather do it comfortably.
Thank you to all my friends who have been kind, understanding, and supportive of me and my blog! I truly appreciate it ♡
Sending warm hugs, cupcakes, and lots of love, Rosy XO
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#♡#rosy things#thoughts#i feel happy about an outfit — then someone says something and i get uncomfortable and don’t like it anymore ; ;#so if you see things disappearing this is why#i’m not sure what to do#i don’t like that discomfort#but i like clothes and fashion — and it’s fun to do something creative#and i love connecting and talking about them with my friends ! c:#well we’ll see :3#in the meantime sending many hugs cupcakes and happy thoughts to all my friends ~ !!#i hope you are having a good weekend and that you take care ~ !! c:#xo ! ♡#🧸 . ˚ ⊹ 🍪.˚ * . 🎀
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Me through most of Boom: Wow, this is a really solid dramatic episode.
Me when Moffat needlessly sprinkles in anti-faith sentiments without specifying that it’s blind faith in bad things that the Doctor doesn’t like, which makes it come off like the Doctor is just against religion generally:
#doctor who#dw critical#spoilers#dw spoilers#i get it edgelord you don’t care for religion. you don’t have to alienate religious members of the audience.#i at least appreciated that the doctor agreed with splice that gone and dead are different things and told her to keep the faith#but like. he immediately thereafter still tells mundy that he doesn’t like faith and spent the whole episode disparaging it.#which just feels so wrong for a show that’s supposed to be open minded about the beliefs and cultures all across the universe#i hate when writers gratuitously make the doctor take a hard and broad stance on something that he would NOT#reminds me of s8 when twelve suddenly hated all soldiers#as if some of his closest friends haven’t been soldiers? brigadier? benton and yates? sara?#big difference between corrupt military and literally every soldier#the same way there is a big difference between a corrupt religious organization or individuals who use religion as an excuse for cruelty#and like. ALL faith and the idea of having a faith that you live by whatsoever.#just because his comments were aimed at something corrupt doesn’t mean they weren’t WAY too sweeping as if he meant it on the whole#i definitely enjoyed the bulk of the episode but that just felt like it was done in bad faith and made me uncomfortable#and i just read moffat’s comment on the thoughts and prayers thing and UGH#i get why there are circumstances in which that can feel hollow — usually if it’s coming from a corporation that could actually do somethin#but can we not villainize all the normal people who genuinely mean that with love?#people who often CAN’T do anything but say prayers for you?#that IS a legitimate response and a legitimate action#someone can’t physically aid you but cares to take the time to talk to the God of the universe about you and your need and plead for you#don’t tell me that isn’t love or that it’s not really doing anything#sometimes that’s all you CAN do and it’s more than people give it credit for#blatant disregard and willful misunderstanding of faith like this just rub me wrong#it’s painting with a broad brush and it’s close minded#and yes i’m gonna post this. i’m feeling controversial.#my love/aggravation relationship with moffat continues#in the wise words of kira nerys. if you don’t have faith you can’t understand it and if you do then no explanation is necessary.
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Luis get behind me I’ll protect u from all the white ppl that r gonna be writing smut about you and fetishizing the fact that you’re Hispanic
#it’s gross enough that I have to deal w that whenever I like some media that Pedro Pascal or Oscar Issac r in but this is god awful#I’m not into the fact that ppl r gonna keep doing this :/!!! it’s uncomfortable!!!!#like thanks for reinforcing the fact that you only see Latinos as some sex appeal and not actual ppl o7#i get it Luis is a very sweet character and I love him as much as y’all but please listen to Latinos when they say to stop making weird smut#about the fact that he speaks Spanish or that he’s such a hot latino guy#it’s weird#re4make#luis sera
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