#I’m tired of being quiet about it

[honeyedlashton]

🤍🩵💛🤎

[grapecherry]

everyone moved on 😔 but i’m still Here ☝️

[vampiresfromxenon]

Gale is such a fucking loser I need to kiss him all over and fuck him so hard (lovingly) he not only forgets Mystra, but his own name

[wow-an-unfunny-joke]

Okay I’m too lazy to check the actual timeline of things but wasn’t Falin like 9 when Laios left???? Am I making that number up???

Anyways Laios and Falin are the same flavor of weird but they do it differently- Laios doesn’t know when to shut up and Falin is generally more quiet, right?

Well when Laios talks about leaving he words it very “oh I abandoned my sister because people were treating her badly” which makes no sense right??? Why would he leave her behind if this is because of how people were treating her??? Well later with the Lion it shows little flashback things of Laios getting beat up- like my man was also being treated poorly which is probably why he left

Anyways my point is Laios didn’t get the same lesson beaten into him but Falin did

[galwithalibrarycard]

The way things just went down with bucktommy on 911 is bringing up some anxieties for me as a single bi person who’s never been with anybody. I’m not so hot on dating men rn for obvious hard-to-tell-which-ones-are-dangerous reasons (fuck terfs, this is not a dog whistle to you, get outta here if you’re here). But I’m very afraid of trying to date women and getting condescended to or looked down on or dumped for not having any/enough experience with women. And especially people not believing me that I’m bi or insisting I can’t really know if I’m queer without sleeping with people. And I also know some people might call me a “baby gay” or “baby bi” when I start going out and making an IRL queer community and dating, which pisses me TF off because I’m a grown ass woman who’s been out for almost a decade. I’m no one’s “baby gay”. I thought “baby gay” was condescending and weird when I was newly out too though so maybe that’s just one of those things that I just personally hate.

[mod-jazzy]

What’s been going on, a summary

Hello everyone I have finally decided to speak about something that’s been happening with me lately.

I’m tired of scooting around it and being vague.

For nearly the past two years, I’ve had a stalker. Stalking my blogs, what I say in public servers, what I say on other websites, etc etc.

I left servers over them, i even gave up servers I used to run because of this.

I often turn off my ask boxes and DMs at random to avoid getting harassed further or to attempt to “stop it” for a short amount of time. Just for a moment of peace.

Earlier this year I left all servers and whatnot after receiving a threat of doxxing me. I got afraid and stressed so I just left without saying why. I cut off social contact for the most part without saying why. I was scared and stressed and overwhelmed by it all.

But yesterday, after getting a onslaught of messages spread across my blogs. I was in fact, doxxed and received several threats on my partners life.

We are fine however. My partner is fine and I am fine (as I can be given the circumstances). I just wanted to state that, we are fine.

We have support and are dealing with it behind the scenes. We are fine aside from me being (reasonably) a bit emotional over it.

I do not know who the individual is. I’m primarily harassed and sent threats via anon or burner accounts. So, it’s led to me being quite paranoid around people and what I say and do.

Hence why I left servers and why I don’t talk to anyone anymore. It’s made me paranoid and afraid. Because I just! Do not know who. I just don’t know.

I don’t know what I even did to this person. I don’t know why they haven’t chosen to just block me if they don’t like me. I don’t get it and I’m tired of trying to reason with them or understand.

So. As of now.

All my inboxes are closed to asks for the time being. As well as making my DMs to be “mutuals only” since there isn’t entirely a “close DMs” option.

They won’t be closed forever and I do still plan on answering any asks/interactions I’ve already gotten. I just am keeping everything closed for a bit. I am merely trying to limit how much they can harass me for the time being. I hope you all understand.

So that’s, what’s been happening with me.

I’ve been trying to avoid speaking publicly out of fear of being doxxed, but that happened anyways.

So I don’t know what’ll happen after me posting this, if it’ll get worse or not. Whatever happens, happens I suppose.

Again, I want to reiterate that my partner and I are fine. We are dealing with it and handling it behind the scenes.

I’m just, speaking publicly about it now to explain my rather, erratic behavior over the past year.

Sorry for the long and sudden serious post, but after discussing it with others, we think that maybe me posting about it publicly will help.

Again, apologies for dropping this suddenly, just unsure on what else to do here.

I’ll still be around, lurking and quietly working on content. But I’m just going to have my asks/DMs mostly turned off to hinder the amount of harassment I can get for the time being.

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TLDR: I have a stalker, they doxxed me and sent specific threats on my partners life. If I close my askboxes and whatnot, it’s to attempt to avoid further harassment

[kiwikiwiandkiwi]

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[brittlebutch]

i hate that there is Work Behavior and Home Behavior and that the two do not overlap it’s sucks; they should get rid of that immediately and forever

[pluto-the-chinchilla]

Pete has a crush on Jay.

Sasappis inadvertently dated Jay.

Jay deserves so much better than Sam.

Jay is happily dream bros with Sasappis.

Pete and Jay wanna be besties so so bad.

I’m saying the fanfics write themselves, where are the stories about Pete x Jay x Sasappis?

What I gotta do everything around here???/lh

[caterpillarinacave]

urghhhhh

[bitchapalooza]

Oh to go to a pride event except not really not in Tennessee I don’t trust Tennesseans with minority involvement public events 🙃

[subby-muffin]

I think the best thing about me is that I both do and don’t have a type.

Like I have so many types that it basically doesn’t mean anything anymore.

(That’s what happens when your demisexual/romantic and therefore everyone is kinda the same to me until I’m attracted to them… that is to say I’ll think you’re really cool and love platonically until the moment my brain decides I like you more than that)

[impossible-rat-babies]

Woghgogogo the bahamut raids………..

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

[byakuyasdarling]

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[strawberryfaced]

I have homework and school on monday. pain and agony