#I’m still crying and it’s been hours
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I’ve literally never been more heartbroken over a show finale
#good omens#go2#I’m still crying and it’s been hours#i honestly am not sure I can function as a human#could I rewatch my comfort show?!?#no#that’s what started this mess in the first place#will I have to break out the Coraline dvd because I’m too big of a mess to read anything right now?#that will likely be the outcome#but goddddddd#it’s just like…#they#yeah#😭😭😭😭#neil gaiman
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
The Iron Bull's letter to the Inquisitor, if he was romanced. I've put the transcript under the cut.
Hey Kadan,
Not the first time we’ve marched toward different battles. I know you’re keeping the crap from catching fire up in Tevinter. Wish I could be there, but I’ll make sure there’s a world for you to come back to when you’re done dealing with crazy Vints and stupid Antaam and whatever other crap Solas kicked up. (Shit, the Antaam.. Remember when I was worried what would happen if I went tal-vashoth? That right there!)
I know you’re gonna be careful, and you’ve got Morrigan there. Just take care of yourself. If anything happens to you, I’m going to have to take Krem and the Chargers and stomp across all of Tevinter to come get you. It’ll be a whole thing, and you know it’ll upset Dorian.
Being apart from you made me realise something else. I spent so long being whatever the Ben-Hassrath wanted me to be. An investigator. An agent. A mercenary sending reports. These past years, since the Inquisition ended, I've been able to be just what I want to be.
And what I want to be is yours. I like the person I am when I’m with you.
So come back safe.
Love,
[The signature appears to be a stylised rendering of the Iron Bull’s head.]
#dragon age#datv#the iron bull#iron bull x inquisitor#datv spoilers#These past years since the Inquisition ended I’ve been able to be just what I want to be#And what I want to be is yours. I like the person I am when I’m with you.#<- this literally made me cry for like half an hour and im still tearing up even like 2 days later#otp: arthuribull
110 notes
·
View notes
Text
relistening to s3 on a picnic blanket in the middle of a picturesque park is such an interesting vibe tbh
#me: screaming and crying over “i’m glad i’m not like you” followed by “i will not let you drown”#the bird in the tree 4 feet away: “hey man hows it going”#got some john doodles too can’t wait to finish em up and post em yipppeee#i also haven’t been to that park in 6+ years. So such an awesome place#last time this place saw me#i was a little “girl” who was still innocent for the most part#Hahahahahha NOPE#touching grass and being in fresh air gives me the craziest burst of creativity frfr#i must’ve spent like an hour and a half just drawing and going insane over malevolent oops#malevolent#malevolent podcast#lee speaks#malevolent s3
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
Do I have any late 20’s/early 30’s mutuals willing to reassure me that I’m NOT bat shit crazy for being this upset over a character death?
(My husband is trying to be supportive but I can tell he thinks I’m bonkers)
#it’s been 4.5 hours since I watched it and I’m still intermittently crying#the bad batch#tbb#bad batch#tbb season 2#tbb spoilers#the bad batch spoilers#bad batch season 2#tbb tech
481 notes
·
View notes
Note
I’d just like to say I think ur very cool mushroom. you seem like you’re going through a lot of things a lot of the time, and I think you deserve to have things at least a little easier. your art is wonderful and it makes me very happy to see you on my dash. hope you’re doing alright. <3
Cries. Thank you <3<3<3<3
(also I’m laughing you’re kinda right why am I literally always going through something lmfao 😭 I need a nap man)
#My friend is being worse than usual and kinda genuinely scared me (so I went crying to one of my mutuals about it lol)#I got two hours of sleep last night#I have an insane amount of homework (there’s gotta be some sort of child labor law that makes this illegal /j)#My uncle just died#My mom was mad at me last night (ow)#my dad was mad at me this morning#And I’m somehow still sick (it’s been over a WEEK)#I need a vacation lmfao#😭😭😭#im fine tho dw lol#Just being dramatic#Never been better actually /j#I do have a really good life I just like whining about all the bad stuff lol#Ignore me
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
I always share pictures of the organized parts of my room, but I feel like this better encapsulates the state of my brain LOL. Scattered, chaotic, neglected, but still full of smiling colorful creatures.
#still haven’t moved the bella plush since making the plusherr post#I dumped all the plushies from my net onto my bed impulsively and they’ve been there for like a week#I slept for like 15 hours today and I feel like I’m running on fumes#is this post a cry for help? I have no idea xD#maybe this is the closest thing to art I can make today#cartoonishly exaggerated depiction of autism + adhd with depressive tendencies
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
… irgendwann vielleicht
[was wir fürchten, zdfneo, 2023]
#was wir fürchten#my stuff#was wir fürchten spoiler#spoilers#simon schneider#leon müller#tw horror#tw homophobia#as a general warning for the show#i saw an edit that made me ugly cry for half an hour#so i needed to create a gif set of them being happy#and there isn’t much#even this meeting has dark clouds hovering over them#but imma live in a world where they got their ‘irgendwann’#what should have been#they deserved so much better#and i’m still destroyed
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
(x)
part two of the jenson congratulating nico saga :))
#yeah i think about this video a lot#“the last two hours where you’ve been watching cars go round in circles—we’ve been living life”#one day i’ll make a passion project movie about racing and it’ll end with the part of this video where jb says that :))#i could talk about this clip for hours#this whole video honestly#but instead i’ll just squeeze some of my thoughts into a couple tags#the congratulations is so genuine i’m sorta maybe crying don’t mind me :((#i also enjoy the fact that dc wasn’t even planning on bringing up nico when he said ppl “less” important— he was just trying to switch to#the other coverage#but jenson still congratulated nico 🫠🫠#jenson button#nico rosberg#princess cake#622#f1
66 notes
·
View notes
Text
ben affleck smoking dot jpeg
#my post#another day in paradise (i am feeling shitty and my levels of reliance on swim to feel normal are starting to be worrying)#like. i have the weekend off and immediately start wanting to die but getting in the pool doesn’t help as much as it used to#lately i start thinking about the clusterfuck that is my home life between sets and my coaches keep noticing that im zoned out#and i’ve like. been crying with my face in the water while i’m swimming because no one can see#swimming still brings me joy and i want to do it for as long as possible but it doesn’t feel like an escape anymore because#all the shit that i’ve been escaping from keeps following me into the pool and i’m scared#sorry i would normally blame this on the late hour but. something about crying at practice makes me think it’s not just the time anymore#something’s got to give#anyway. words of wisdom are appreciated idk what to do anymore. work harder at swim until i’m too tired to think ig#vent
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
This is on one of my ethics assignments and I think my professor may have used the wrong image.
I never learned my professors name, I’ve been calling him Dr.Gooberand I think he lives up to his new nickname.
#professional#college#ethics#college makes me wanna die#why a furry?#if it’s an accident it still doesn’t explain why he had the picture#why am I crying?#I think I’m going crazy#it’s been three hours#MOM I SMELL TOAST#I never wanted to die over a furry picture in my college homework#furry fandom#furry
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
did she see this post lol
#anyway. we just talked for an hour.#i cried my fucking face off.#(am in fact Still crying my fucking face off!)#being vulnerable is perhaps the hardest thing in the world.#and i hate how horrible it makes me feel. how guilty i am to be honest. how terrified i am of what my truth makes me.#but holding it in and repressing it NEVER FUCKING HELPS. why do i DO THIS SHIT.#if i was just honest from the beginning instead of constantly rationalizing my discomfort away until it was screaming pain#then maybe this WOULDNTVE been one the most humiliating conversations of my life!!#FUCK. JESUS.#anyway. we agreed we need to figure out how to become best friends again.#and we agreed to make quality time for each other.#and we took responsibility for our contributions to the bullshit.#and i feel. just terrible. but i’m glad we talked. i’m glad she said something.#i wish we had talked so much sooner. fuck.#we’ve been friends for 14 years. that’s over half my life. when am i gonna learn to just TALK TO HER IF IM UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING. god!!!!!!#izzy.txt
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
they call me the griever because halfway through a thing I enjoy I’m already sad that it’s closer to being over
#blue chatter#trying to work on not doing this#and just enjoying the thing in the moment#this happens to me a lot with school breaks and such#like ‘oh I love being on spring break but I’m sad bc I’m already 3 days in’#‘oh I love summer vacation so far it’s too bad it’s already a month over’#and I’m like NO!!!!! blue!!!!!!!! you’re missing the point!!!!!!!!#you have the joy *right now* and you are SPOILING IT bc you’re too busy looking ahead to when it will be gone!!!!!!!!!#it happens with friend visits a lot. it’s less bad now but it still happens.#like. the first time I visited friends over spring break I woke up in the early morning of the last morning and just cried#because I only had a few hours left before I had to get on the plane home#and I start hurriedly stuffing seconds and minutes into my mouth and refusing to swallow#because maybe if I just cling extra hard then the time won’t pass-#but it does pass. and that’s okay. and I know that’s okay because life had more joyful things after that moment#had I stayed there on that day I would have been frozen as a much more miserable person#my friends themselves would have been very different people#I mean. fuck. between then and now two of us figured out our genders. both of them got married. they moved somewhere else now.#there’s a lot of little joys that got left behind there. a church they loved. a local park. mountains and windy streets.#but I wouldn’t hold ourselves there. which I try to remind myself when I start crying about lost time again#because yeah. this will end someday. human lifespans aren’t infinite.#but the future is full of life I still have to live. there’s no saying that I can’t have good things again.#and this period of my life is rapidly rushing towards a much more uncertain future and I know that and it’s scary#I know I have about 11 months to make several very adult decisions that will determine a lot of my future#but no matter what I choose this period of my life is not wasted#and I don’t need to hurriedly optimize every second and mourn losing them#and I know that. and I still feel sad and mourny. but that might be more indicative that I’m hungry or smth.
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
i have this horrible fear that’s been with me for months now
the bad batch’s numbers are dwindling
we started with four
we made it to five
for one beautiful second they were six
and now it’s down to three
but let’s not even kid ourselves
there’s a chance echo’s gonna back out and go back to rex
what if it ends?
what if there is a season three, but there is no reunion?
there is no six
there is no life on pabu
because they’re all dead
or they’re all trapped on a mountain where nobody can ever find them
they die alone
afraid
never knowing if all they sacrificed was worth it
they die before rogue one
they die before a new hope
they die before return of the jedi
they never know that the rebellion won
and nobody remembers them.
#the bad batch#so anyway haha these are my dark thoughts#this is how i’m feeling after tech’s (not) death#i am still crying and have been for *checks watch* 463 hours#star wars#tbb s2#tbb spoilers#sw#tbb#sw tbb spoilers#tbb crosshair#crosshair tbb#crosshair bad batch#tbb omega#omega tbb#omega bad batch#tbb tech#tech tbb#tech bad batch#tbb wrecker#wrecker tbb#wrecker bad batch#tbb hunter#hunter tbb#hunter bad batch#arah’s musings
60 notes
·
View notes
Text
Did I just make a big splurge just to experience Silent hill 2 in the way it should? No…… YES ACTUALLY
#silent hill#Silent hill 2#silent hill 2 remake#I bought the pulse headphones just so I can shit my pants and cry#I’m actually really excited for sh2r#I watched a few livestreams of the first two hours of the game and I know I’ll love it#it’ll be my first sh game#I’ve been fascinated by the series for years#I was just never able to play the og games#I haven’t been this hyped for a game IN YEARS#although ik a lot of the plot beats from the game#mostly from watching an old roommate play sh 1-3 in college#I’m still excited!!
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
just a heads up it’s probably gonna be a minute before wt8 is out
#post nyc depression is hitting a lot harder than i thought it would#tmi it’s been almost a week since i got back and i haven’t been able to make it through a few hours every day without crying#gonna go to the office today for the first time in like a week after the trip and i’m not really looking forward to that lol#i cannot do anything i’m just so sad all the time 🫥#and i’m still jetlagged which really doesn’t help#don’t think anyone really knows how much new york has meant to me for years now#anywhomst… idk bye end post ig 😭#jen rambles
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
So I just finished if we were villains and you’re telling me that’s it??? We don’t find out what happens next ?? I just have to live with this ambiguous and heartbreaking ending??? No. No this can’t be…
#I’m literally crying#oliver and james :(#it’s been an hour since I finished#and I’m still not over it#if we were villains#oliverjames#jamesoliver#the secret history#iwwv
36 notes
·
View notes