#I’m okay but goddamn
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today’s mood is reading the lyrics to all things end and getting sad. not even listening to the song, just. reading the lyrics
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bold of you to assume I have brain cells
And I am ONLY AN INCH SHORTER THEN YOU
#asks#panda !!#I’m good at problem solvin??#Oh yeah you sent this just as a huge fight broke out during lunch#I’m okay but goddamn
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Stan Twins headcanons No One asked for (TW: some angst)
Because I’m obsessing over Gravity Falls yet again.
Stan and Ford shared the Diablo through high school (they bought it together), but their parents bought Ford his own car for graduation after Stan was kicked out
Stanley cried when he crashed the Diablo to fake his death because it felt like losing his brother all over again
Stanley kept all the mirrors/reflective surfaces in the house covered for at least a year after the portal incident
Ford refused to keep the home movies from his and Stan’s childhood; Stanley got them from their parents at his funeral and kept them in the Shack for when he finally got Ford home
Fiddleford actually enjoyed having Bill around until he started being actively creepy and take advantage of Ford
Time passes differently in different dimensions, so Ford forgot how old he was until he got back to his home dimension and found a calendar
The people of Gravity Falls genuinely love Stan like he’s their uncle; every town needs a grouchy uncle
Ford had girls literally lining up to flirt with him in college but was too busy/dumb to notice
The twins forgot to call Shermie and explain everything for nearly half a year after Ford’s return; Dipper and Mabel said nothing about it, assuming Stan and Ford had already told him
Shermie knew it was Stanley in Gravity Falls the whole time and just figured Ford was off working for the government as a top secret scientific advisor or something
While adventuring on the Stan O’ War II, Ford calls Dipper and Mabel obsessively to make sure they’re doing okay
Stan and Ford both ship Dipcifica, but for different reasons (“Marry rich, kid, I like it!” “They make each other better, Stanley!”)
#apparently I’m obsessed with Stan’s car#if any of these have been proven wrong by canon don’t tell me#I’m still catching up on lore#there’s so much okay#leave me alone#i love these two#so goddamn much#it makes my heart ache#stan twins#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#shermie pines
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Guinevere convincing the officer she can chill her husband out
#drawing#art#digital art#fanart#arthur pendragon#gwen pendragon#arthur pendragon fanart#gwen pendragon fanart#bbc merlin#comic#the officer sitting there like damn i did not need to know that#but also please do#bc he literally set a raccoon loose on one of our cops bc he didn’t like the way the cop was looking at him#and gwen’s like well damn maybe the cop deserved it#and th officers like well he also ran and climbed up a fire escape then we found him making tea for the old man whose house he broke into#and gwen’s like jesus christ arthur#then the officers like no i’m not done we found him and then he somehow got the old man to vouch for him even though he has a broken window#arthur jumped back through after giving his number to the old man and found the hose at the bottom as we were chasing him and sprayed us#screaming “bitch ass motherfuckers trying to take away my goddamn right to meet new people#the he threw the hose at us#screamed fuck the cops#then ran into a wall#and that’s how we got him#and gwen’s like damn okay then
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heads up that i will be using chapter 10.2 to promote my mike and mitchell best friends forever agenda thanks
#WE ARE SOOOO BACK#they’re special to me okay.#after lucas obviously. no one can be lucas sinclair#but i am putting my little thinking cap on and going goddamn. poor mitchell#<- a character we made up for the sole purpose of people being put in situations#anyways hi yes i am writing no acswy is not abandoned yes 10.2 will be up at some still undetermined time in the future#had a quick exes fic moment but i’m back on my bullshit#ginormous shoutout to thea for clearing out our inbox this week so i would stop fainting w panic every time i saw how many ch10 asks we had#feeling more normal now. that is to say extremely abnormal#<- has also been on her zelda bullshit so bad this week#anyways. we are so fucking back
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Bluebelle and her music box :)
#everyone clap for her right now#this was actually my first watercolor#I practiced with Bluebelle first so I could make my mistakes first#before messing up any of y’all’s OCs#in summary she was my guinea pig#love you Bluebelle 💙💙#the arms are a little. off. but that’s okay <33#emi if you see this thank you for the idea with the shoes they’re really pretty I love them so much :))#sigh….#I have so much lore about that goddamn music box and for why#I don’t even have it written down 😭#now that I’m on top of my water coloring game#I’ll prolly do one with her and Vicci#once I’ve worked through all of my…other ideas *evil laugh*#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#sorah’s silly scribbles
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How about Ashley x Emo Fem Reader? Like gothic with uhh emotic? Or something like that. Like they meet when they been in high school. And they live in Y/N's house that she get from her parents when they passed
If you had any questions, ask me
Oooohhhh- okay okay!
Ashley Graves x Emo Fem!Reader
Social outcast, you generally considered yourself
Not just you, your peers as well had called you that- or…crude variations of it
Point is, no one in school really liked you
You’ve overheard their gossip- all the same shit really
“I bet she lights cats on fire!” “Look at her sleeves, I bet she cuts herself.” “She’s gonna blow up the school I swear”
They couldn’t even bother to be creative with their assumptions about you- a lot of the same depressed demon stuff
….and you are depressed- but that’s besides the point!
You never really connected with any of your peers..
…well- except one..
Lunchtime was quite possibly the worst part of your day. It was a war zone. In the classrooms you had teachers to lessen the blows your classmates would throw at you, both metaphorically and physically, here the only solace of a savior were the underpaid lunch ladies who were occupied handing out food to students.
You hugged the wall as you carefully watched your peers, they all seemed fairly occupied in their own conversations- not even noticing you. You liked it when they forgot your existence. Loneliness beat cruelty.
There was a table you always sat at, tucked into the corner of the lunchroom- and for good reasons. The surface was littered with graffiti of swears, slurs, those cool S’s, and various crude doodles left by your peers. Not only that, but the table was very wobbly, so badly you usually have to use two textbooks to prop it up. The bottom was covered in dried out, chewed gum- the entire thing was just a sitting “DO NOT COME HERE” sign.
And it was perfect!
No one ever sat there due to how shitty it was, you think the students and faculty didn’t even bother to go near it. They either think it’s cursed, or forgot about it. Or both. Maybe both. But today someone had actually got there before you did.
A disgruntled girl with messy black hair poked at the mystery meat on her lunch tray. Poked isn’t the right word- more like viciously stabbed it repeatedly. Her nose scrunched in frustration, likely not directed towards the so-called food, but it was the only thing she had to vent her frustrations on to. She hadn’t noticed you.
You stood there a little awkwardly, not wanting to startle her on accident, so instead you spoke up meekly.
“Uhm…hi.” You smiled a little, trying to harmless. She didn’t look like your average bullies, but you can never be too careful.
She looked up at you with her pink eyes- her gaze was sharp, and you instinctively tensed in preparation for some insult to be thrown. She gave you a once over before returning to her tray, “…hey.”
“Can I…sit here?” It was a dumb question. Technically this table had been your seat, and this girl just showed up out of nowhere- but, oh well.
She gave a frustrated sigh, “God- did Andy put you up to this?” She asked rather accusatory, pointing her fork at you.
You opened your mouth to reply before she interrupted you, “Look how many times do I have to tell you hussies, you’re just wasting your time! He’s not going to fuck you if you’re nice to me so just—“
“Who’s Andy?”
The question you asked sounded genuine….cause it was. Really, you had no idea who this ‘Andy’ guy was. The girl lowered her fork, eyeing you wearily before she decided that you weren’t lying. She turned her head and muttered,
“….you can sit.”
And so you did. The two of you ate in relative silence. Well- you ate. Your new lunch friend more-so stabbed at her food then ate it. You swallowed down the lump of unidentifiable cafeteria meat and gave her a friendly smile. The silence was deafening and you’d never had anyone to eat with so maybe…maybe this could be nice for a change..
“I’m Y/N.” You introduced yourself.
The girl glanced up at you before returning to her tray, “…Ashley..”
“I’ve never seen you at this table much.” your hands patted the surface nervously.
“Normally I sit with my brother and so-called friend,” her words dripped with malice, “But my stupid brother had to go study for some history test! And my ‘friend’ conveniently didn’t save me a seat…” she stuck her fork into the biggest chunk of her food and muttered, “Fucking bitch…”
“That’s a bit harsh..” you mumbled, causing Ashley to perk up and glare at you.
She practically climbed over the table and held her fork out towards you, making your hands instinctively raise in surrender, “She is a bitch! A doe-eyed hussie who thinks she’s soooooo innocent when she sucks just as much as everyone else!”
“I meant it was harsh that she wouldn’t let you sit with her,” your eyes were fixated on the fork, kind of worried Ashley would drive it into your neck, “I…should’ve been more specific. Sorry.”
Ashley’s pink eyes widened a little, she almost seemed- shocked someone took her side. Slowly, she clambered back to her seat and went quiet. You lowered your hands back into your lap and stared at her. Ashley pushed her tray and folded her arms overtop the table.
“….thanks.” She mumbled.
After that, you saw Ashley a lot more
It wasn’t every day, maybe once a week or two she would show up at your hidden table to eat
Slowly, she came out of that shell and actually initiated conversations
Well- conversations were a stretch. It was more like her venting about her frustrating day while you nodded along and ate.
Eventually, she liked you enough to stop you in the halls and walk with you
Usually her brother, Andrew you had come to learn his actual name, walked with her and she made a show to cling on to your arm
It never failed to make the heat rush to your face
Ashley was cute. Very cute. And had a general unhinged vibe that just made her all the more alluring
So it didn’t surprise you that you’d catch feelings for your new friend
No- what surprised you was when Ashley actually liked you back
You paused, silence hanging in the air as Ashley stared at you expectingly. Her foot tapped with impatience as she awaited what you were going to say.
“Well?”
You didn’t know what to say, the only time anyone has asked you out was as a prank. This was different. The question wasn’t coming from some bully barely able to keep their giggles in, this was coming from your friend. Someone you trusted. Someone who wouldn’t hurt you…..at least you think. She did threaten you with a fork.
Ashley’s growing impatience let you know just how slack jawed you were, “Look- if you’re going to be weird about this then just…forget I said anything.” She crossed her arms, turning away from you in a huff.
That was when you came out of your stupor, trying to salvage this, “No! No! It’s okay- really! I’m just….shocked that you asked me out.” You stammered with your explanation, “I didn’t even think you liked girls..”
“Me neither.” She mumbled, the faintest starts of a blush painting her cheeks. It was cute. She was cute.
Your face softened as you placed a hand on her shoulder, “….I’d love to.”
From there you two were dating
Had it only put more unwanted attention on you? Yes, but you wouldn’t have it any other way
You were happy, so fuck what those jerks had to say
Things were good, and after high school the both of you fucked off to another town
With Andrew in college, it’s not like Ashley wanted to stick around her shitty homelife
And you- honestly had no connections aside from your parents, and moving out was expected
So, it was you and Ashley. Outcast for outcast
#the coffin of andy and leyley#ashley graves#tcoaal#x reader#ashley graves x reader#OKAY-#I am so sorry this took so long#and to anyone who’s sent requests I haven’t forgotten those either#I’ve just been….so goddamn tired lately#motivation to write has been low and I’m trying to find some to make these fics for y’all#cause I love doing this#I love making these things for you folks#and I want to keep doing that#so if progress slows I am very sorry#take care of y’allselves <3
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does jake want me to cry due to awwness or ‘holy shit wtf’ness
BC WHAT THE HELL SIM JAEYUN😀
NAH THE- THE- OML
#I can’t tell whether I should cry or scream in pain#BC MAMMA MIA#I’m sorry but like the ‘v line’#😵💫😵💫😵💫#IM GONNA GO INSANE#QUICK JAY DO SOMETHING SEXY TO CATCH MY ATTENTION#okay…jay’s existence will catch my eyes#BUT LIKE GODDAMN👁️👁️
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what i love so much about wei ying is how much he actually loves children. like he canonically is a good mentor/father figure and he wants to have kids of his own someday. it tears me apart inside thinking about how much he suppresses with jin ling because…that’s his shijie’s son, and in another world, he would’ve been the best uncle jin ling ever had. and with a-yuan being his “little one”, he was so heartbroken every time he thought a-yuan probably didn’t make it out of the burial mounds. in yi city, he was the ideal teacher: giving the disciples chances to figure out the solution for themselves and getting some hands on experience by guiding them on what to look for when night hunting…
lan zhan and wei ying’s dynamic with children is so special because anyone with half a brain can tell they care so much about all the kids they come across. truly after the war, with all the orphans and complicated family dynamics, to watch two people who mutually love and support each other through hell and back also simultaneously adopting every broken child is so healing, even when it doesn’t work out in the end.
#mdzs#mao dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan zhan#when comparing the three: sqq is okay w kids#and tbh it only worked out bc he knew so much abt lbh#xl is better than sqq but children doesn’t suit him like that#he and hua cheng are more passive and detached with their care#but goddamn wwx is he good#he has that soft spot and he’s silly and he spoils the kids he comes across rotten#he could never even punish them if they do something bad#at most he’ll probably express disappointment (which would be soul crushing tbh) and hand them to lwj to do it for him#it’s the middle of the night#and I’m crying about fatherhood in a fictional book#good night#someone send help
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holding Bakugou’s face in your hands and singing the cheesiest songs to him and watching him try to complain about everything even though he can’t help but love how everything sounds and how pretty your mouth is and admire how your lips curve around that one word. gets so entranced at the sight and sound of you, he doesn’t even realize how heavy his head has gotten in your palm, how low his eyes are, and how red his cheeks have gotten <3
#this was a self ship post but I got too embarrassed ajshdkdj#anyway you sing in love with you by erykah badu and he gets so sweet n soft n lax in your hold#or giving him a scalp massage while humming a love song under your breath#he’s PUTTY#you try to do this w Eiji and he tries to sing with you and throws you off#bc he’s so goddamn adorable but so damn tone deaf lmfao#I never talk about him but you do the same w shouto#and he’s just kinda staring at you and you think he doesn’t like it#but you try to pull away and he’s grabbing your wrist back and goes#‘why’d you stop? that was extremely relaxing. could you do another?’#I would melt on the spot#love singing to my favs if that wasn’t obvious#okay gn a few eps some bnha are airing dubbed tonight and I’m ready to catch up some ^_^#I think it’s the episode where bkg wakes up in the hospital????#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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yeah, hi, frank in pastels?????~🎃
#kay so i’m just deceased now#grave posting over something i didnt think id grave post over#exhibit no. 36302 of how goddamn pretty frank iero is#what the fuck#honestly#this is okay#i’m not okay#i#please#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#mcr5#frnkie#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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cock AND balls?? in this economy??
#I need NEED to suck him off through these goddamn leggings#okay now i’m going to bed for real#cardinal copia#the band ghost
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Okay so I posted this on Ao3 ages ago but completely forgot I meant to upload here so uh… better late than never?
Anyway this is the first part of my roleswap au :D Working on part two now; I’ll upload it here once it’s done, but there are two chapters on my Ao3 already if anyone wants to check it out!
#okay the drawing is kind of boring but I figured it wasn’t getting any better so I might as well upload it#STP’s style is harder to imitate than it looks godDAMN#slay the princess#slay the princess fanart#slay the princess au#slay the princess fanfic#fanfiction#fanfic#stp au#stp fanfic#also chains are so hard to draw#I regret committing to this I’m gonna have to draw chains for EVERY PART#slay the monster au#<- AU tag
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IF U STUPID JACE ANONS RUN OFF MY FAV WRITERS/ACCOUNTS I STG I WILL EAT YOU
LET PEOPLE ENJOY THINGS 🫡🫡 this is the one good thing i have going on in my life i stg if u guys ruin this for me i will hunt u down
#jace nation#shame rants#its okay guys i’m insane#i just wanna watch my million dollar matchmaker in peace for one Goddamn hour
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So. I was filling in Dakota’s wiki for the Jrwiki mirahaze, writing his backstory etc etc. and while trying to sum up the fist accident with Katori on the rooftop I think I summed up Dakota’s entire mentality. (IMHO)
Above is an excerpt saying : “… not have enough strength to pull her up, instead opting to fall with her rather than let her go.”
What I’m saying is. Dakota values his strength so much because that’s the tool he uses to save things. Protect things, preserve what he cares about. For him this strength is usually physical but sometimes mental, as he lends his enthusiasm to others. For him, he never wants some undesirable result to be outside of his control so he has to train so he can exert enough control over a situation to be able to change it.
However when this exertion is still not enough, or is often times the case that the situation lies in someone else’s hand usually because of mental reasons (like the “it” being a choice belonging to another), then Dakota cannot have control.
For most people this is a loss. You lose, the person in front of you makes a choice you didn’t want them too.
But for Dakota letting go isn’t something he can do. And when you don’t let go, then the only result is that the choice being made by the other is also made for you.
Aka, if she falls, you fall. And if someone makes a choice that changes things, and you can’t let go of that person, then you have opted to change as well.
This of course has had its varying effects positive and negative on Dakota. But he doesn’t care as long as his hand never leaves that of what he cares about.
Additionally this means that if William chooses to go “evil”, I don’t think Dakota will let go. Because he didn’t have the strength to “pull William up” - for him the only result left is to “fall with him”. I think if William goes to some morally grey place that puts him on the “dark side” I think Dakota will too. In his own way.
He’s tied a rope around himself like a climber in a group expedition. This rope is there so that when a teammate falls, his strength to hold on steadies the both of them. But if his strength fails, then both of them, or all of them, everything he has connected himself too, falls as well. Unless of course those connected to his rope cuts it before that happens. This is what he fears the most.
#jrwi pd#Dakota Cole#Dakota Cole… I am trying to understand you… I’m putting you under the microscope..#please… please treat yourself to boundaries…#it’s okay not to shoulder everything. a lot of things aren’t there for you to shoulder and you are doing yourself a disservice to feel guilt#grahhhhh this goddamn podcast and it’s silly slippery stupid little guys#I say everything in this post like I’m for some reason a liscensed expert which I am not LMAO#whoops#dawnsays#jrwi pd fave#jrwi prime defenders
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something that really pisses me off is this headcanon that ice would have been or was against mav pulling bradley’s papers for the academy.
like i’m sorry but I need some of you to think for a second. this is a man whose jet wash indirectly also led to the accident that resulted in goose’s death and probably carried that guilt for half his life too. this is also the man who was there to watch mav and carole grieve for the brother/husband they lost for YEARS. not to mention he was close to goose as well since they were both at the academy. like he would have wanted to protect bradley just as much as mav did when he made the decision to pull the papers. it’s a dumb moment for both of them but again. 100% they would have both thought they were doing the right thing for bradley.
#this has been cooking in my head and I needed to let it out#actually while we’re on the topic I’m gonna go right ahead and continue#people saying Mav pulled the papers ONLY because of carole’s wish are.... dumb sorry imma say it!#that’s his best friend’s son. the kid of the brother he lost#like be fr for a second mav isn’t infallible he wasn’t being victimised by carole he knew perfectly well what he was doing#and he did it in part to protect bradley! bc he didn’t want a naval career to kill him just like it did his father!#and ofc you can argue that this doesn’t make sense when Mav raised bradley and knew how much he wanted to be a naval aviator#but. again. that is prob why Mav didn’t step in when bradley chose an alternative path#you can recognise your kid’s wishes and ambitions and want them to succeed and also think that it’s gonna kill them#and act on what YOU think is best for your kid#anyway idk why these headcanons specifically irritate me so goddamn much but they do 😭#icemav were good parents but they weren’t perfect it’s like.... okay to admit that both iceman and maverick fucked up#in this aspect of parenting bradley lmao#su.txt#top gun
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