#I’m gonna start tagging my ocs with emojis

[saint-felix]

Artblock is kicking me in the dick rn so here, miscellaneous Miguel Romano doodles……

And yeah that art wip is what you think it is I’m insane for him.

[camilaxmartin]

gonna put them emoji’s again💀😭 so it would be: 🥑🍬🌸🐝🎨🍄

I love using these TOTALLY USEFUL emoji’s so I picked em🥰

you don’t use avocado/bee/mushroom everyday? what are you even doing?🙄

BUT ANYWAY

🥑: you accidentally killed somebody, which mutual(s) do you text for help?

probably @bunnylove1 and @blookyag, idk why tho honestly, just getting the vibes they’d help somebody out with hiding the body💀 (it’s a compliment, i swear-)

🍬: post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character:

okay uhh- (don’t cancel me plz) i respect with my whole heart that alastor is asexual and (?) aromantic but i don’t get the hate people receive when shipping him with someone? as far as i know being on the spectrum means he can still date? like i know, he doesn’t show any interest in that but if its just for a silly au or for a cool drawing then what’s the fuss about? i’m not talking like about erasing that part of him because that’s a big no no for me, but like…? respecting it but still having fun with his character? i saw a great tiktok explaining my thoughts exactly so maybe i’ll link it here if i can find it (add the link here later camila:) (besides all that i project a lot of myself onto alastor (still debating if im aromantic or not) and i want to explore myself with his character (if i can even phrase it that way) so all the hate and shit really bother me, you know?)

(another thing more about whole thing not a character is that “whatever it takes” is in my top 4 songs and i don’t get the hate it gets?? i love this song?? it’s so great?? two latina (?) girls singing together?? cmon??)

🌸: do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them:

i do actually! i have a dog and three rats:) (also had a rabbit but he died not so long ago and he was like my whole world so i got a tattoo to remember him, i’ll add it as well just because i can)

🐝: tag your biggest supporters and say one nice thing about them:

@kimmyisachiisaiakuma - ugh of course?? like in my head we are already besties fr fr, what can i saaaay😭 idk i love you and how supportive and just friendly you are!!:) and god of course, i love your art?? but i’ve already said it a thousand times??? so here’s one thousand first??

@bunnylove1 - just how supportive you are towards my stuff and how with exactly one request i felt like we also became besties? maybe it’s just me but yeah😭

@blookyag - liking my every post and responding to every single one of them!!! she’s a treasure, really. i’m surprised someone cares about my rambling this much💀

@informist - i’ve noticed that she’s also reacting to a lot of my stuff and she’s so quick with it like?? idk it makes my heart jump okay? i love attention from people even when it’s just my stupid rambling😭 (#iamanattentionwhore 😗😗)

@rougecreator1 - liked a lot of my posts as well, and somehow i feel like they enjoy my stuff? idk tho?😭😭 yeah just noticed interactions in my activities:)

@riveramorylunar - i feel like we were more active on each other’s accounts when i was still in my lady lesso era, but idk i really liked you then and i still love seeing your stuff pop up on my main page:)

and of course, all of my lovely anons who send me their ideas that i can’t wait to write!!:)

🎨: link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it:

okay so like it changes every day?? but for now i must say this one:

click!

why? simple. a. brokerdoll b. the marvellous style? c. i want to draw like that d. just… just look at it okay? e. lesbians.

(and a special mention for THIS as well, as it’s the first time someone ever drawn my oc and besides the fact that she looks so pretty here it’s just… idk i just love it okay, she stole my heart)

🍄: share a headcanon for one of your favourite ships or pairings:

let’s start with the fact that i even have a favourite account for all the headcanons about brokerdoll which is @vypridae (adore all the hcs, really)

buut! my personal headcanon is:

• carmilla didn’t really expect to fall for velvette, i mean in my head she just saw her as so… respectless and dumb and stupid and careless and carefree and wild and free and pretty- wait

yeah, so in my head velvette was the first to initiate anything and at first carmilla was like “ha! no way, you stupid girl” but then she started to think more and more about velvette as the time went on and one day she just got along the fact that she might be attracted to the young overlord and somehow… went with it? like she didn’t make a big deal out of it… but velvette definitely did, despite the fact she was actually the first one to say or act on her attraction in any way.

(i need to write more headcanons for them, they’re literally eating up my brain)

[mint-yooxgi]

HI so... i'm just gonna drop my hj brainrot here bc i fear this man is having a chokegrip on me. yk that mind thing where they tell the others to leave once they feel like they're going to have sex?? why do i feel like hj wouldn't tell them to go and just let them listen in if they want to. let them hear and smell what only he can do to oc

wow im just .. hongjoong 🥹

anw i hope ure taking breaks and still enjoying to write 🫶

(also can i be 🐻 or 🧸 anon... the hj brainrot is real but im a true simp for our baby bear jongho 😔)

Now, that is a Thot™️ 👀

Perhaps at some point he would do that. Hell, all of them would just to stroke their egos that much more lmaoo

I’m gonna try and get some more writing done tonight, but probably for yan!soulmate!san just cause I'm conflicted on what I actually want the next HC to contain, but who knows, stranger things have happened lmaoo

And of course you can!! I don’t think either of those emojis have been claimed, so feel free to chose your favourite and I'll start tagging your asks with them!!

[pantoneyoongi]

neon signs | it’s a small world after all

title ; it’s a small world after all  pairing ; campus crush!yoongi x campus crush!you 

notes ; 

this is part of the neon signs drabble series, where drabbles are released in random order (but listed chronologically in the masterlist!) 

series description ;

namjoon doesn’t think it can get any clearer outside of yoongi building a giant neon sign saying i have the absolute biggest crush on you but apparently, book smarts don’t exactly translate when it comes to you and your massive crush on min yoongi. 

(alternatively: namjoon and hoseok try for three years straight to get you and yoongi together.) 

word count ; 1.7k

tags ; oc is dramatic, yoongi has rbf, pls go to masterlist for more / general tags 

the thing about yoongi is that everyone knows he’s a big softie. it didn’t exactly start off that way, though. 

you know you should’ve listened to namjoon when he said to scope out all your class locations before the semester officially started. you are the most directionally challenged person you know and yet? why would you listen to namjoon and his perfectly sound logic? 

to be fair, you did sort of listen. for every class except this one. you have a whole three hours between this class and your first class of the day. three hours is plenty of time to get lunch and locate your building. 

narrator voice: three hours was not, in fact, plenty of time to get lunch and locate your building. 

when you finally barge through the door of your classroom, you are seconds away from being late. out of breath, you bow and duck your head repeatedly, not even able to get a good look at your professor, too busy profusely apologizing while trying to simultaneously scope out the nearest open seat available. 

there’s a few on the far end of the classroom - but that means you’d have to cross the room, with everyone’s eyes on you, and you’ve already drawn too much attention to yourself from your chaotic entrance on the very first day of class. the only other seat on the side closer to your end is the one right in front of what might possibly be the scariest student you have ever laid eyes on in your life. 

he sits two rows from the back, eyes lazily raising up to watch you, lips drawn in a flat line. he looks bored already, arms crossed against his chest as he leans back, and only when his gaze floats elsewhere do you scramble and make your choice, backpack clumsily dropped to the ground at the desk in front of his. 

that’s it. your semester is sealed. from now on, your unofficial seat for the next four months will be set in front of this terrifying boy who could probably eat you alive if he wanted to. 

you want to cry. you’re not suited for college. there’s too many new faces and not enough friendly ones. the hawks will come for a helpless mouse like you. 

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“i hate this. i’m gonna die, namjoon,” you say emphatically to your best friend in the dining hall, setting your tray down at the table. namjoon is already seated across from you, wearing an expression that says he’s not impressed with your dramatics. you whine back. 

“he’s so scary,” you whisper, like your impassive classmate is going to appear from the shadows if you’re too loud. “his face is like -” you put your pointer fingers near your eyebrows, pointing both fingers downwards like it’s the angry emoji. “perpetually. you know?” 

“it’s probably just resting bitch face,” namjoon tries. “didn’t you say he said thank you when you passed back the papers? bad people don’t say thank you.” 

“and his voice!” you march on, ignoring namjoon’s (this time questionable) logic. “it’s so deep, joonie. i think he hates me.” 

namjoon furrows his eyebrows, astounded by how you reached this conclusion. “y/n-” 

“my life is over,” you slouch in your chair, staring up at the ceiling in despair. “maybe i should just switch minors. i know. i’ll do a japanese minor instead. that’s, like, close enough to chinese, right?” 

namjoon sighs. 

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you have chinese class every tuesday and thursday from 2:30 to 3:50pm. it’s a small class, reminiscent of your high school days, unlike the large lecture halls you generally attend. admittedly, after the first week or so had passed by, the class was a lot noisier, the ice broken thanks to your friendly professor and her myriad of introductory games. 

“this is a language class,” she’d explained. “you’ll have to get comfortable talking to each other.” 

jisoo and jinyoung sit next to you and yoongi respectively, both bright-eyed and intelligent enough to give namjoon a run for his money. when jinyoung smiles, his eyes crinkle in the corners in a way that makes you think he must smile a lot. you would’ve been entirely at ease even just because of the two of them alone were it not for the quiet, stoic boy sitting directly behind you. 

you learn his name is yoongi. he’s a year older, an electrical engineering major (with a minor in chinese, much like many of the other students in class). he doesn’t talk much willingly, if ever at all, but judging from the few rounds of practice dialog you’d had to do together, his chinese is fluid and well rehearsed, pronunciation clean. you think he’s probably one of the smartest in the class. 

your professor seems to think so too. “yoongi,” she gestures for him to rise. “can you read from the textbook please? guys, listen carefully for his articulation.” 

you turn your head to watch him, bewildered when yoongi is still sat frozen in his seat, eyes widened ever so slightly. it’s probably the most expressive you’ve ever seen him. 

“yoongi?” the professor questions, smiling confusedly. “please stand.” 

yoongi shifts a little, like he’s preparing to get up, but he doesn’t quite make it. you wonder if maybe he doesn’t know what line he’s supposed to be reading on - zoning out in class is probably common for smart kids like him. 

“from here,” you whisper, pointing to the line in the textbook. his eyes meet yours, and you realize it’s not that he doesn’t know what line the class is on. 

public speaking. he’s scared of public speaking. 

you offer him an encouraging smile. “you got this,” you mouth, and make small waving hand motions to urge him up. hesitantly, he stands, lifting the textbook with him. he glances up at the professor, then back to you. you give him two thumbs up, mentally reprimanding yourself - two thumbs, really? - but it earns you the very first, tiny smile you’ve ever seen from him. 

the way he smiles makes him infinitely less intimidating. 

you’d like to see them more. 

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“y/n,” a knock comes at your door, namjoon’s familiar voice muffled behind it. “i’m here.” 

quieter, you hear him explaining how he’d texted you earlier to make sure you’d be in. you open the door, peering out to see who he’s talking to, finding another boy, one almost just as tall as him, but lankier, with bright eyes and an even brighter smile. the boy sticks his hand out for you. “hi,” he beams. “i’m hoseok, namjoon’s roommate. it’s nice to meet you.” 

you’ve heard a lot about hoseok. even without the fact that he’s namjoon’s roommate, hoseok is an outgoing guy, already a name that drifts from mouth to mouth across campus, compliments galore. 

you take his hand, introducing yourself, but you’re distracted between wanting to give hoseok a good impression and the fact that hovering right behind him is yoongi, with his hands shoved in his pockets, slouching slightly. he’s not looking at you, instead observing your dorm hall and its colorful decorations. perks of an all girl dorm hall, and all that. 

“oh, this is yoongi,” hoseok notices your diverted attention. “he’s my best friend from high school.” he slings an arm around yoongi and drags him forward with a grin. “yoongi, smile,” he mutters through his teeth. 

the snort you let out is absolutely unladylike, but you can’t help it. yoongi smiles on command, but he doesn’t show any teeth, just boxes the corners of his lips upwards. it looks like a reflex, the way he does it so immediately, and such a switch from his character in class. 

“we’ve met,” you say as you let the boys into your room, the three of them quickly filling out the small space. you’re lucky your roommate is out right now, even just the four of you make it feel like a tight squeeze. “yoongi’s in my chinese class.” 

“oh, so he knows the guy-” 

you slap a hand over namjoon’s mouth, nearly sitting on him in an effort to shut your friend up. “he is the guy,” you hiss into his ear, and namjoon’s jaw drops, tearing your hand off his face. 

“you’re kidding,” he whispers, except it’s namjoon, so he may as well be yelling. 

“did he do the thing again?” hoseok asks sympathetically. “yoongi, i told you not to do the thing.” 

“i didn’t do the thing,” yoongi argues defensively, but hoseok stares pointedly back. yoongi shrinks. he bites his cheek. you think you have whiplash. “i did the thing,” yoongi mutters. 

“yoongi!” hoseok complains, and yoongi yet again boxes his lips up into that awkward smile that you’re starting to think is actually very cute. it makes his cheeks puffy and squishy, entirely dissolving the daunting aura he had before. hoseok sighs, and you get the feeling that when yoongi makes that face, it’s very hard for hoseok to say much else otherwise. 

you don’t blame him. that’s the kind of look that could probably get away with anything. 

“the thing,” namjoon says slowly. he’s a smart guy; namjoon was known for being able to piece even the oddest bits of information together. “the thing, where he scares the living shit out of people like y/n.” 

“namjoon!” it’s your turn to scold your friend, the back of your hand smacking into his arm. he could at least try not to embarrass you. 

but hoseok nods, yoongi wincing apologetically. “the thing,” hoseok confirms. “sorry, y/n. yoongi’s nice, you’ll see. he’s just shy.” 

you and yoongi glance at each other, and when your eyes meet, his lips form a more genuine smile, softening all his features. warm brown eyes melt away any reservations you might’ve had about him - especially when he says, “thanks for helping me in class.” 

you smile back. it’s a small world, you think - what are the chances that namjoon’s roommate’s best friend would be none other than the boy in your class that you haven’t stopped talking about to namjoon since the day you met him? 

“this is fate,” hoseok will declare later into the evening. two best friends meet two best friends because one half of each pair are roommates. “i think we’ll be good friends.” 

friends. right. that’s what you tell yourself even when you catch sight of yoongi’s full grin at some point, an endearingly gummy smile that makes your heart shake dangerously in your chest. 

series masterlist ; neon signs

[dragonsbone]

SAMWILSONNS’ OC MUTUAL GIVEAWAY 🧚🏻‍♀️✨

hi hello, it’s me, ya girl! so,,, it’s the time of year where i really wanna give back to others and host a small little giveaway! since i have time before my classes start up again, i’m more available to do this! as you can see, this is a giveaway for oc mutuals only!! mutuals means i follow you and you follow me. ( i follow from my main blog @/ahsokatonas ). the reason being because of past experiences and being taken advantage of so please respect that decision. 

when this giveaway is over, i will be randomly selecting five mutuals with a random generator. they’ll each receive at most two items of their choice from the options listed under the cut. the deadline to submit will be on 08/28 at 11:59 pm united states eastern standard time. deadline may extend if necessary. keep reading for more information!!

rules 🧚🏻‍♀️✨ 🥀 must be mutuals 🥀 reblog this post pls ( likes don’t count ) 🥀 submit your favorite emoji so i know you entered. that’s it!

what two items you can receive if selected 🧚🏻‍♀️✨ 🥀 small gifset ( x ) 🥀 large gifset ( x ) 🥀 posters ( x ) 🥀 moodboard ( x ) 🥀 playlist ( x )

you can have two of the same item, choose one and a different one, or if you would only like one item, then that works as well! 

please be mindful that i am one person and i do have priorities such as college, life, etc. i am in search of a new job and in a very complicated moving process so please be e x t r e m e l y patient with me. also, this selection process will be 1000% unbiased. it is gonna be completely random selecting, no faking bullshit whatsoever, i promise!!!

anyways, that’s it! i will be posting the winners either the same night as the deadline or the following day.

tagging peeps who might be interested 🧚🏻‍♀️✨: @zoyazenik @moirei @dio-nysvs @kiara-carrera @fleetwoodmcs @daisyjohvson @aaudace @jessiemieli @chlobenet @iron-parkr @elmunson @luucypevensie @princes-jasmine @julianblackthcrns @megdonnellys @lepetitchoux @misshiraeth98 @phoebestarks @eddiemunscns @thetenthdoctorscompanion @angelsanarchy @battlevest @timotheechalamats @anotherunreadblog 

[yslkook]

IF I GOT YOU (7)

mind of mine masterlist

summary: one month later...and things start to come to a head. you feel more at peace than you've ever felt, but as usual, what remains peaceful is always interrupted.

pairing: “badboy” jk x “shy/reserved” oc

warnings: cursing, alc, excessive use of pet names, HELLA HELLA toxic friendship and dynamics, suggestive content (hooking up and other mentions)

word count: 4066

a/n: if you want to be tagged, send an ask plz. would love to hear your thoughts

Despite a month going by from the last time you spoke to Jungkook in the park and put all of your feelings out in the open, spring air, you feel lighter than ever. Maybe most of that has to do with the simple fact that you’ve finally cut out a toxic, deadweight from your life. Regardless of what ends up happening with you and Jungkook as friends or more than that, at least you are at peace and happy with being yourself.

Besides, it’s not like you don’t ever see him. You see him when you visit the tattoo parlor (but you haven’t allowed yourself to be alone with him and he hasn’t initiated), you’ve seen him at impromptu nights out, at Yoongi’s apartment. Neither of you allow yourself to be alone with each other, since you had both agreed to wait. Even your text message thread with him is dry, though.

You miss him, hoping that a notification of his name with the bunny emoji attached to it flashes across the screen. But it doesn’t.

For all of his bravado, he feels somewhat shy around you on the few occasions that he’s seen you. Jungkook will go out of his way to avoid you, hiding (as much as he can) behind Mina and Mei.

He misses you. Jungkook misses the feel of your lips molding against his, the way you felt in his arms, but most of all he misses your shy smile and your loud laugh. He misses the way your eyes shine when you speak about something you’re passionate about.

Mina had said you were both being stupid, taking time away from each other when you both are denying the inevitable. But it made sense in your mind and his. You want to know what kind of person you were without the burden of Sora’s judgment weighing heavily in every frame of your life. You take the time you need to take to recenter yourself and feel somewhat whole again.

It doesn’t take you long to adjust to life without a former best friend. You quickly begin to notice how different you feel, how differently you approach basic things that you hadn’t really put much thought to before.

It feels so refreshing to not feel like you’re walking in some metaphorical shadow of someone who didn’t really care about you. Well, you think on some level, she did care. But along with the insignificant way she made you feel, it’s not enough to justify it. And you’re really grateful that you don’t need to anymore.

In fact, you’ve already deleted most pictures with her on your social medias. You haven’t quite been able to block her yet, but you think you’ll be ready to do that soon enough.

The ever elusive notion of time really does seem to heal nearly all forms of hurt.

“So,” Yoongi starts, sitting next to you on his new black leather couch and handing you a glass of red wine.

“Don’t start with me,” You say, poking his shoulder.

“I’m not starting anything with you,” Yoongi shrugs, but his eyes twinkle.

“Oh? That’s the voice you use when you have gossip or when you’re about to interrogate me,” You mutter, rolling your eyes with a fond smile.

“Maybe it’s a little of both,” Hobi chimes in, sitting on your other side. He leans back and drapes his legs over your lap, to which you instantly rest your hands over his legs.

“How lucky for me,” You mumble, taking a long swig of your wine. You’ll need it.

“How’s that witch doing,” Yoongi asks bluntly.

“I don’t know, I told you I cut her off and kicked her out of my house like a month ago,” You reply, “Did you forget already?”

“No, I just like hearing that you finally came to your fucking senses,” Yoongi says, “She was awful, but I’ll commend you for sticking it out for this long. Cheers, the witch is finally gone-”

“I believe the phrase is, ‘ding dong, the witch is dead’, but this will suffice,” Hobi says and yelps when you swat his shoulder.

“Don’t be rude,” You say, “But… thank you for helping me see the light. Even if it took a while. And I’m sorry it affected our friendship, too.”

“Ah, well, we’re all here now,” Hobi says, pulling you in for a side hug.

“Yeah. So cheers,” Yoongi says again, raising his glass to you both, “Cheers to you for choosing yourself. And to new beginnings.”

“You’ll make me cry,” You say honestly, offering your friends a watery smile.

“As if we’ve never seen you cry before,” Hobi scoffs. And it’s true- they are two of your oldest friends, and even if you’ve come to the realization that maybe you hadn’t been the greatest friend to them… That bond is hard to sever, and you’re grateful that they’ve always had your back.

“Drink up,” You say with a smile, “Cheers to new beginnings.”

Yoongi has always been a little sly, unassuming but always with several tricks up his sleeve. When he so desires to cause a little mischief and stir the pot a little. And Hobi is all too happy to engage.

Which is how you end up several glasses of red wine and rose deep (yes, you mixed, rookie mistake but who cares. You’re in the presence of some of your greatest friends, after all).

And then Yoongi goes in for the kill.

“How’s our Jungkookie,” He asks, without missing a beat. You choke on your wine and wince when it somehow gets lodged in your nose.

“I don’t know. Think he’s good,” You finally respond, your words sounding slurred, “Ask Hobi. They work together, if you didn’t know.”

“Oh, thanks for the information. I had no idea.”

“Happy to be of service,” You say, leaning into Hobi's side, “Ikindofmisshim.”

“What was that? Didn’t quite catch that,” Yoongi says, a self-satisfied smirk blooming on his lips. He heard you, of course he did, but you don’t seem to pick up on it.

“I said I kind of miss him,” You reply, a dreamy look in your eyes, “Do you think he misses me, too?”

Hobi chokes back a laugh but you hear it and offer him a glare. “Don’t make fun of me!”

“Nobody’s making fun of you, stupid,” Yoongi says poking your forehead, “And yeah. Your man doesn’t shut up about you. Always with those eyes around you.”

“He’s not my man,” You whine pathetically.

“Yeah, that’s a mystery to both of us,” Hobi says, “How long are you both gonna keep this up?”

“Keep what up?”

“This weird awkward dance you both do around each other. Avoiding each other when we’re all together. It’s kinda funny, like we all know you both wanna fuck so bad-”

“Shut up! That’s- that’s not- shut up!”

Yoongi and Hoseok both burst into laughter, drunken giggles loud in the living room and you can’t help but laugh with them.

Clubs were never your most favorite place to unwind, but you make an exception for tonight. For Mina and Mei, you’ll make an exception. The three of you had gotten ready together in Mei’s home, in between sips of cocktails that she had poured out. Mina had done your makeup for you, giving you the sharpest eyeliner you’ve ever seen on your eyelids as well as a bold red lipstick.

It’s not a club night if there is no red lipstick involved, after all.

Your makeup usually looks good when you apply it yourself, but Mina has a genuine eye and skill for makeup artistry. You recall her telling you that she’d always dreamed of going to beauty school but hadn’t pursued it. You had told her that it’s never too late to fulfill a dream and she had only smiled at you.

“Hey,” You say, “Is Jimin coming tonight? How’d your date last week go?”

“It was really good,” Mina says, something sweet in her voice, “He made me dinner and dessert. And then I sucked his soul from his cock an hour later and he even made me squirt. And yeah, he’s coming tonight to the club. We’ll see what happens...”

“Wow,” You nod, listening with wide eyes, “That sounds amazing. I’m really happy things are going well for you both. Including the horny stuff.”

“The horny stuff?” Mei laughs, “You’re cute.”

“Shut up,” You say, playfully shoving her shoulder, “It’s no joking matter that he made you squirt.”

“Yeah, I high fived him after,” Mina says slyly, “It was… a night. Can’t wait to have another night like that. But I’m gonna make him work for it tonight.”

“As you should,” You nod solemnly, “What about you Mei? Are we drinking until we blackout or are you playing hard to get with Seulgi?”

“Who says we can’t do both?” Comes Mei’s muffled response.

“Cheers to that,” You reply, “Are… Jimin’s roommates coming?”

“You think you’re slick, huh?” Mina snorts, “You wondering about Jungkook?”

“N-no, I haven’t seen Taehyung in a while either-”

“Tae’s coming, but Jungkook isn’t. Something about having a long week and wanting to chill at home.”

“Oh, gotcha,” You say, cheeks ablaze as you avoid her eyes. Unable to hold the slight sting of disappointment from your voice.

Mina and Mei see right through it but they say nothing, only handing you a refill of your now empty glass.

Despite the relatively steady stream of drinks in your hand (an illusion, really, you’ve been nursing the same two drinks all night), you’re almost completely sober. In fact, you’re more tired than anything else. It seems that Jungkook had the right idea to stay home tonight. You’re rather benignly jealous of his decision.

You enjoy dancing and singing with your friends, feeling the thrum and excitement of music and your close companions bursting through your veins.But environments like this overwhelm you sometimes. All of the flashing lights, sometimes smoke and all of the people… Tonight seems to be one of those nights.

“Wanna dance?” Comes a rich, velvety voice behind you to the right. It’s Taehyung, and you’d rather dance with Taehyung than anyone else in this club. With the exception being Jungkook, but he’s not here right now.

“Okay,” You nod, taking his hand when he offers it to you. Your thoughts flit to Jungkook briefly.

Taehyung is good company, always keeping you with a smile on your face and filling you up with laughter. He keeps you close with easy, gentle movements as you both belt out the words to whatever song is playing on the speakers. But Taehyung has always been observant.

“You don’t really wanna be here, huh? I’d take it personally, if I didn’t know you,” Taehyung teases.

“No, it’s not that,” You murmur, “Just have never been a big club goer, that’s all. Jungkook had the right idea in staying home.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung muses, “What are you two doing?”

He’s almost as blunt as Yoongi (who’s also in some corner of the club. Usually, he keeps you company at things like this, but conveniently, he’s nowhere to be found.).

“If I knew I was going to be interrogated in this club, I would’ve drank more,” You say dryly. Taehyung laughs at that and squeezes your shoulder.

“You both deserve to be happy. Just want you to know that.”

“Thanks, Tae,” You say, a grin spreading across your face, “I guess you’re not as sleazy as Mina says you are-”

“Me? Sleazy?” Taehyung gasps, pretending to be affronted. You roll your eyes and offer him your hand.

“Wanna dance?”

Taehyung turns you around and holds your hips tightly in his hands, dancing with you to the beat of the music. It’s nice to be held like this, even if it’s a little dirty.

You don’t notice a pair of sly eyes watching you from across the club.

By the time you excuse yourself to catch a breath and grab some water from the bar, you realize that most of your friends are off doing their own thing. It gives you a second to people watch from the second floor of the curb and lean on the railings, taking in your surroundings. Despite stifling a yawn.

You relish in the cool feel of the icy water flooding your senses, waking you up a little more. You wonder if you can convince Yoongi to take you to get fries or tacos after the night ends. At the thought of tacos, you salivate a little.

But your taco fueled fantasies are broken when a few girls try to push past you to get to the bar. You mumble a soft apology, but it goes unheard. The unmistakable sound of a voice, a voice that you’ve only recently been able to put out of your mind, breaks through the barrier and it makes your heart drop.

It’s an angry call of your name. Your stomach churns, and suddenly you’ve never wanted to learn the art of teleportation more.

Sora, in all her bitter glory, stands in front of you with a full drink in her hands. Beside her are two of her friends, looking resigned and trying to plead with her that they should go.

“Missed me so much that you followed me here, huh?” Sora sneers.

“I’m not even going to entertain that with a response. Or you for that matter,” You say tiredly, trying to step past her.

“All your friends left you. Look at you all alone,” She says and you roll your eyes with a dry laugh.

“I’d rather be alone than have anything to do with you, Sora,” You reply easily, “I’m leaving now-”

But she sidesteps you again, gripping your forearm and looking at you with so much animosity that it makes your skin crawl. Had she always looked at you like that?

“I can’t believe you just dropped me like nothing. After I gave you everything,” Sora says, as if you had said nothing at all. She’s clearly a little drunk, telltale signs of her drunkenness clear on her face. Her words are slurred and she stumbles a little on her feet. You cringe. You don’t want to have this conversation with her whether she’s sober or drunk.

“You treated me like I was nothing,” You snap, “I don’t want to discuss this with you. Now let me go.”

“Or what? There’s nobody here ‘cept you and me, babe,” She says, her lips twisting into a cruel smirk. Her friends have disappeared and warning bells start to go off in your head. She’s right, all of your friends have dispersed. But you manage to fish your phone out of your purse while she rambles to you and send a text to the groupchat, simply stating “pls help, Sora is here”.

Dread seeps into your pores. You just want to be done with her presence.

“Sora, just let me go. Nothing you say will change anything,” You say heatedly, “Fucking let go of me!”

You try to yank your arm out of her grip but her nails are sharp against your skin.

“I loved you, you know that? I fucking gave you everything, you were my best friend,” Sora hisses, “I just wanted to you be happy. To see that I’d do anything for you.”

It takes a minute for the dust to settle but you suddenly begin to understand. “You hurt me! That’s not friendship or l-love, or anything remotely close to it. Nothing you say will change that. I don’t want you around anymore. Take a hint, Sora,” Your voice is cold and deadly, nothing like what Sora is accustomed to.

“Please, let me go,” You beg softly, “Why won’t you let me go?”

Tears spring into your eyes, both from the force she’s holding you with and from how much this is exhausting you.

“What does he have that’s worth all of this?” Sora hisses.

“It doesn’t matter what he has. I like him and I enjoy spending time with him, that’s all that should matter, and I’m not explaining Jungkook to you,” You say coldly, “You lost the right to know a long time ago. If you took your head out of your ass for two seconds, you’d know that this friendship was over months ago.”

By now, both of your voices have raised in volume and pitch, attracting the attention of bystanders. This makes no sense to you, your head is starting to hurt from the implications of her words. You just want to go home. By now, Yoongi has seen your text and is trying to get to the bar to rescue you from Sora.

“He won’t give you what you need,” Sora exclaims.

“Shut up! Just fucking stop talking about him,” You shout, “I’m so fucking sick of this, just leave me the fuck alone. Your opinion doesn’t matter to me anymore, just drop it!”

You feel the need to defend him though, “He’s kind, he has a big heart a-and, you know what, I don’t need to explain myself to you. Just fucking drop it! Leave me alone!”

“You are so fucking blind! You’ve always been such an oblivious fucking bitch,” She screams at you and your blood goes cold. You’ve seen her angry, but not like this not when her eyes are blown over with rage.

Yoongi’s heart is beating in his ears as he tries to find you- this club is fucking huge, where the hell could you be? He’s already sent a text to Jungkook, telling him that you might be in trouble at the club and that nobody could find you.

“Where is he then? If he’s so kind, he must be here right?”

“What the fuck is your problem? You’ve always had a stick up your ass about him specifically- I mean you’ve always have a stick up your ass, but with him it’s like something crawled up there and died-”

“You couldn’t even cuff him? You dropped me for him and you didn’t even cuff him?”

“That’s none of your business!”

“What are you afraid of, babe?” She sneers cruelly, “Afraid he’ll find something he doesn’t like? Or are you afraid you’ll find something that you don’t like?”

Frustration and hurt boils in your belly, causing wetness to pool in your eyes. You shut your eyes tightly, willing the feeling to go away. With all of the calmness you can muster, you throw her hand off of you and rub your forearm gingerly.

Before you can say anything, her eyes narrow to slits. You don’t even have time to react before you feel a sudden wetness drench the front of your top. Remnants of her drink are splashed on your torso and you gasp, rage flaring through your veins once more. How dare she throw her drink at you? Before you can do anything though, a pair of arms circle your waist and you’re pulled into a strong chest.

You recognize the scent of his cologne immediately and the feel of his leather jacket. “Jungkook,” You mumble, looking up at him. He immediately gives you his jacket and pushes it through your arms wordlessly.

“Hi,” He murmurs, taking in your wide, nervous eyes and the trembling of your hands. He brushes a thumb over your cheek before standing in front of you and you take his hand in yours. Jungkook squeezes reassuringly.

He offers Sora a long, hard look and a shake of his head. She almost balks at his intense gaze. Almost.

“C’mon baby,” Jungkook finally says, “Let’s get out of here.”

“My knight in shining arm-” You shiver once you’re both outside the club, away from the eyes of strangers. You cut your train of thought off when he pulls you close to him, cupping your cheeks with both hands. Worry dots his eyes and he presses his forehead to yours shakily.

“Jungkook?” You say softly, “Is everything-”

He exhales, a shudder felt against your skin. He seems to be at odds with himself, an internal battle dancing in his dark eyes. But Jungkook makes up his mind and cradles your face again, the gentle pads of his thumbs brushing over your cheeks.

“I missed you,” Jungkook croaks, “Shit, I miss you so fucking much. Can I kiss you, baby? Is it okay if I kiss you?”

You nod instantly, breathing out a soft ‘yes’. Whatever this recent development means for both of you, it makes sense. You want this and you want him.

And then he kisses you as if it was meant to be, as if he’s been thinking about your lips every minute of every day- soft, balmy lips against your chapped, red lips. Jungkook swallows your gasp, somehow brushing against the parts of your heart that missed him. His kiss is sweet and desperate as his tongue traces over your teeth before dipping further into your mouth. Your knees weaken slightly, but he holds you steady with one arm around your waist and his other hand cradling your cheek.

You’re overwhelmed by him and from the events of the night. Whatever wetness had gathered in your eyes clings to your lashes before dropping down your cheeks.

“Baby,” Jungkook says softly. He gathers you in his arms, hugging you tightly. You sink into his hold on you, inhaling deeply. The faint thrum of his heart calms you slightly.

“I missed you,” You reply, voice barely above a whisper, “Fuck, I missed you a lot.”

He kisses your forehead with a small smile, the hint of his dimples making you smile, too. Jungkook looks at you as if you’re transparent, trying to study the reason for your wet lashes and the tear stains down your face. A feeling of understanding passes between you both, calming your racing heart and your nerves.

“Jungkook,” You murmur, “Take me home.”

“Yours or mine?”

“Yours,” You reply, not really wanting to be in your home just yet, “It’s only fair, since you spent the night at my place last time, right?”

“I guess I can’t argue with that,” Jungkook chuckles. He kisses you one more time before adjusting his motorcycle helmet over your head. When you wrap your arms around him, you press a kiss to the back of his neck and behind his ear.

He shivers.

Jungkook can tell you’re in your head a little bit, a little quiet and shaky. Even as you head into his bathroom to change into the clothes he’d given you, you couldn’t quite meet his eyes. When you returned from the bathroom with a bare face, you’re lost in thought, biting down on your bottom lip and chewing harshly.

He’d pulled you into his arms, applied his clear balm on your lips, and chided you for treating your lips like that.

You only smiled weakly at him and meekly asked him to hold you under his covers. He doesn’t deny you.

He’d caught the tail end of Sora’s tirade at the club, and he’d begun to understand. He thinks you had begun to understand, too.

“Hey,” Jungkook whispers into your hair, “Do you want to talk, baby?”

“I don’t know what to say,” You admit softly, pressing your hand over his.

“I can talk for both of us,” Jungkook says, kissing your temple, “Can I do that?”

“Yeah,” You mumble, threading your fingers through his and squeezing.

“I heard some of what Sora said,” Jungkook says and you tense up but he wordlessly tells you to relax, “I think in some weird, twisted, fucked up way. She loved you and her way of showing you how was keeping you to herself. It’s shitty, but it made sense to her. But you don’t owe her anything, baby. Not a damn thing.”

“Yeah,” You sigh, “I feel really gross and I don’t know why.”

“That’s alright, baby,” Jungkook says, rubbing your arm, “You didn’t know. That’s not love, not really. You’re safe here.”

“I know,” You say, turning to look at him with a small smile, “I trust you.”

You turn fully in his arms, resting your head on his chest and wrapping an arm around his waist. His heartbeat lulls you to sleep, as well as his gentle fingers over your back. It’s so easy with him, and you don’t need to think too much. Just how you like it.

Tags: @kookdbean @codeinebelle

MoM Tags: @tiemeuptogoldenchains @boymeetsparadise @jungkooksseuphoria @kaepjjangiya @drumsofheaven @ppeachyttae @tae-bebe @yiyi4657 @mygscafe @beeeetsandskzreads @maichiverse @hordanhearsawhooo @anonymous2505

[stoupax]

@catacomb-chaos tagged me in a good ole OC dash game. choosing my top 3 video game babes starting from left to right; Tav, then Evrion and Inara under the cut. I’m gonna tag @lavalampelfchild, @spiritbladed, @mapeslyrup, @biotic-boshtet, @ineffablewitch, if they like. feel free to do this even if you’re not listed, and tag me so I can see! (edit: unintentional, but they’re gay, bi, and lesbian respectively, happy Pride)

Tav Fenway (Baldur's Gate 3)

SEASONING: sea salt and turmeric WEATHER: sunny with intermittent cloud cover, light breeze COLOR: rusty reds and oranges, gold, browns, olive green SKY: starry night with partial cover, new moon MAGICAL POWER: invisibility HOUSE PLANT: aeonium Mardi Gras succulent WEAPON: shortsword and dagger SUBJECT: history, current events SOCIAL MEDIA: none MAKEUP PRODUCT: nude concealer/toner, mascara CANDY: caramel, fudge FEAR: losing autonomy/being at the mercy of others, torture ICE CUBE SHAPE: knife METHOD OF LONG-DISTANCE TRAVEL: walking, climbing, misty step (his own shitty car in modern au) ART STYLE: surrealism, dada (stoner shit) MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: kitsune PIECE OF STATIONERY: fold-worn parchment stained with coffee and sweat THREE EMOJIS: 🗡️🔑🩸 (dagger, key, drop of blood) CELESTIAL BODY: Mercury

Evrion Cousland (Dragon Age)

SEASONING: truffle salt WEATHER: thunderstorms and lightning COLOR:  blues, greens, silver SKY: evening orange and purple giving way to oncoming storm clouds MAGICAL POWER: high endurance, protection HOUSE PLANT: blackthorn WEAPON: sword and shield SUBJECT: entertainment (books, music, theater) SOCIAL MEDIA: twitter, instagram (he’d be online a lot) MAKEUP PRODUCT: subtle contour and highlight, eyeliner and mascara, colored or metallic eye shadow if he's feeling flashy CANDY: any (huge sweet-tooth) FEAR: betrayal, loneliness, being unlovable ICE CUBE SHAPE: dog METHOD OF LONG-DISTANCE TRAVEL: horseback, griffon (someone else driving him in a luxury vehicle in modern au) ART STYLE: art nouveau, romanticism, neoclassicism MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: werewolf PIECE OF STATIONERY: vellum stamped with a silver laurel wreath THREE EMOJIS: 🌊🐕💸 (water wave, dog, money with wings) CELESTIAL BODY: Mars

Inara Silentstep* (The Elder Scrolls: Skyrim and Forgotten Realms) *image is her drow self from BG3/Forgotten Realms; in TES she is a dark elf

SEASONING: garlic and rosemary WEATHER: blue skies, calm and undisturbed COLOR:  black, gray, purple, red SKY: moonlit night MAGICAL POWER: silence and telekinesis HOUSE PLANT: spider plant WEAPON: bow and arrows SUBJECT: anything topical SOCIAL MEDIA: instagram (lurker) MAKEUP PRODUCT: smokey eye, liquid eyeliner, warm blush, dark lipstick CANDY: chocolate-covered berries FEAR: pain, dying alone ICE CUBE SHAPE: heart METHOD OF LONG-DISTANCE TRAVEL: walking, public transit ART STYLE: post-impressionism, fauvism, art deco MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: nymph PIECE OF STATIONERY: imperial ink on buckskin leather THREE EMOJIS: 💋💎🌌 (kiss mark, diamond, milky way) CELESTIAL BODY: Jupiter

[caspercryptid]

📯New pinned post + Request Guidelines 📯

It's been a while and some things have changed so I'm gonna make this one fresh!

Hi I'm Casper, I'm a semi-professional queer author currently hyperfixating on Arcane ((And only murders in the building, and Our Flag Means Death)) like a motherfucker. ND + Disabled + Trans. If you have a problem with any of those categories, perhaps move along.

I tag my fics with #casper's haunted fic tag but considering tumblr's ask system, maybe just use my arcane fic archive to read my stuff, or my #original fiction tag (please?) I tag asks with #casper's haunted info tag so if you're looking for my answers to your questions, check there! I've got some other Casper's haunted tags and I'll make a full list another time. #disability info is the tag I use for both discussion of disability in arcane and also advocacy stuff I reblog. If you ever want me to tag stuff more specifically, please let me know. 

Also on the record, reply times on all asks will vary, I’m a spoonie and I don’t always have the energy for social interaction! You have my love. I am easily worn out. 

🕊️ Twitter — 📖 Ao3 — ☕ Ko-Fi — 🔨 The Hammer To Fall Discord

Sideblogs:

@fuckyeahjaycetalis - JAYCE

@thebeelog - BEES

@theasperagroup - original project vibes (the description of which is here)

Now! Request Guidelines. [[Requests are closed right now, but here’s the rules for when they’re open!]]

Although if you guys happen to get attached to my OCs and want to see more of them, HMU, because that's Always Welcome.

Here is a list of suggestions for AUs and ships.

Now for the slightly less fun stuff.

I love writing rarepairs and I love crack ships and I love doing Weird Stuff. That being said, here is The Please Don't List.

Please don't spam requests as it takes up space in my inbox and I can only hold so many before I close it again! Give everybody a fair shot

Please don't send me requests that describe the entire plot of a fic. If you've got the whole concept, that's great! You should try writing it and I will support you. If there's not room for me to take my own direction, or you've described your own characterizations that don't match mine, that's not really fun for me to write! And so I won't.

Please don't send me requests where you ask that disabled characters (Viktor) be insecure about their body or their disability. I'm not comfortable writing that.

And the hopefully pretty short No list—

I will not write jinx with anyone significantly older than she is, nor will I answer requests that call her powder. My jinx is trans.

I will not write Caitlyn/Jayce, as I write them as siblings

I will not write ship content with Ambessa, as I'm not comfortable with her treatment of Mel in the show

I will not write E rated content unless it has been discussed with me beforehand or it's a continuation of a previous fic. I'm gray ace and I can't really manage that on command.

Okay! You got through the negative stuff. Here's some lighter logistics notes.

please sign your anon asks with an emoji! I think it's cute and it helps me pick up trends or threads and to keep from getting confused. I am disabled and making things more accessible for me is really sweet of you

If you start your request with "tell me a story about" I am a hundred times more likely to answer you fast bc I think that's the cutest shit ever

I make no guarantees that I can write EVERY ship but if you send me two characters I will do my best. They may not always kiss. I will give you content. If you want strictly platonic that's cool too!! Familial relationships? People you think would be friends? Just wanna see em vibe or coparent or something? Hit me.

Feel free to spam likes and reblogs! Go ham! PLEASE reblog, especially if you're the one who requested, it's just a nice way to share my stuff. And talk in the tags! Go ham!

Requests will be answered out of order whenever I have inspiration I make no guarantees about what goes up when

And I think that's that! I'll add to this if I think of something else or if something happens that reminds me that this needs to be updated. Thanks for reading!

[i-am-the-balancing-point]

It’s WIP Wednesday, my dudes!

thanky to a ~carefully planned~ queue I am finally participating in one of those on an actual Wednesday. I have been tagged by @adelaidedrubman, @scungilliwoman and @clicheantagonist, each TWICE already (I’m sorry, I am trying my best! thank you for still thinking of me).

alas everything I have on the burner has not progressed past what I have shown you yet so I‘m just gonna churn some ideas out I wanna brain-birth in the future:

ART

@josephslittledeputy‘s Deputy OC Willa teaching my Dep to use the rocket launcher. Willa is standing behind Gigi and uses the opportunity for some neck kisses 🌝✨

Jacob carrying a sleeping Faith in his arms (I need all of the soft sibling interactions between her and her brothers!)

Faith cuddling a little bunny while sitting in the middle of a field

a spicy bondage and knifeplay scene between John and my dep

Joseph holding my dep to his chest while they’re in the tub

so much Willa and Gigi smut. I made promises!

Gigi comforting a very tired Alex (@clicheantagonist’s deputy OC, based on this)

Imogene, Eli and their little fawn, (something from an AU @nonfunctioning-queer came up with for their deputy OC but I‘m not sure how much I am allowed to share so keeping it vague 🌝)

Joseph kissing Faith‘s forehead

@faithchel’s OC Lyra in a Seed family portrait (I have already done family portrait research for this ndishwvgwaown)

Dani on a horse!!!!!

speaking of horses: Deputies Alex, Willa and Gigi going for a ride together

Mary May getting railed by Skylar ✨

very wife-y portrait of my dep handing Joey a cup of coffee and smooching her on the cheek

I am deeply handshake emoji in love with @raccoondog3’s cult OC Hoot and just wanna draw my dep being nice to him 🤷🏽‍♀️

I also kinda wanna draw Citra but she is so perfect and I feel like I would eternally hate myself if I didn’t do her justice or if it at least would not turn out the way I wanted it to

WRITING

I still have this bit I started to write about how John gave my deputy the pride scar on her inner thigh (no idea if I posted it in the past but I‘d be too shy to to post it here rn) and would love to expand on that but I am just so awkward at writing anything sexual. 🥲 (cue me bringing a notepad to my next dique appointment and stopping in the middle of steamy stuff to jot some things down) The rough outline is that John kidnaps the deputy while she’s out hunting with Jess. She wakes up in his bunker tied to a chair and still pretty mushy from the bliss bullet. Johnny is angy™ at her for not even caring the littlest bit to even make a tiny move towards atonement. This is after she had her magical girl transformation moment and switched to the clothes that actually reveal her scars which he thinks is her way of taunting him (frankly, Gigi does not care about that. she is pissed about the scars but this is about her own comfort and letting lose a bit and definitely not about John). He has not only set his mind to marking her with another sin but wants to take more. It all goes into pretty uh dubcon territory from there and I get that’s really not everyone’s cup of tea. Also I am absolutely shitty at writing dialogue for John. He’s just giving me a hard time. I cannot really empathise with his arrogant bitch mind and I am not witty myself so it takes fucking ages to find something appropriate for him to say. (If anybody would like to help I’d greatly appreciate it!)

in addition to that I wanna write something about my dep being put on a leash by Jacob 😏 that man is into puppy play and just being a mean mean dom and I need this fic spiked with lots of praise and degradation to idk heal my heart or something!

I still have the idea for the fic of Vaas taking a special liking to one of his prisoners ghosting around in the back of my head but currently all it screams is CITRA so that will probably take a while too

tagging everyone who’d like to post some wip atm. I’m curious to see what you’re cooking up! :)

[franeridart]

Anon said: Would you draw SukuFushi? (Sukuna x Fushiguro)

maybe? *thinking face* if I ever got an idea for it, why not. I find sukuna’s obsession with fushiguro entertaining so I don’t count fanarts for it as impossible haha

Anon said: I looked and I couldn't find if you've answered this already, so apologies if you did, but how do you draw your faces? I always struggle with face shape and yours are always super good with really expressive features! Anyway, thanks so much I love your art <3

HMMMMMMMM how do I do that indeed, the basics are honestly what you’d find on any basic tutorial about drawing a face (circle, cross in the middle of it, build the face around that - I really still can’t avoid that step and probably never will). As for the expressions, to be honest with you my way of going about them is thinking them up in emoji/kaomoji form first and then go from there. Emojis and kaomojis have to simplify expressions to the max since it’s such a simple format, right? But they’re still super expressive and convey exactly what they’re trying to say with one single glance, so using them as some kind of reference sheet has helped me a lot in figuring out what’s essential to express what I’m trying to say - still working on it though! I’m rarely satisfied with my expressions, they really do make or break a drawing don’t they............ you never stop learning, I guess!

Anon said:  Ahhhhhhh I just spent like hrs scrolling thru ur oc tag and they’re all amazing I love them so much but I keep confusing the everloving SHIT out of myself cuz I too have a child who is Leo and he’s literally so different from ur Leo lol. Anyway tho ur art is amazing and it honestly just makes me so happy so ty and hope have a good day!!

OHHHHHHHHHHHH MY LEO! It’d been forever since I’ve last drawn him, I kind of miss him............... glad you like my stuff, by the way! Especially about you liking my ocs, that means the world to me!

Anon said: hi there !!! i was wondering if i had ur permission to ur ur itafushi art in one of my edits ! i wanted to be sure before using it <3 total respect if its a no !! thankyouuuu

Sorry but I’d prefer if you didn’t do that!

Anon said:THERES A OCTOPATH TRAVELER LIGHT NOVEL AND ITS SO COOL BUT ITS ONLY IN JAPANEESE ! ;^;There's four stories with centered around pairs of characters and alfion is one of them !Idk if itll be transleted but i hope itll be cuz it sound awesome

OH I KNOW!!!!!!! I saw the art for the alfion one a while back, it looks so soft!!!! ;;;;; 8path is kinda niche as a game though, so who knows.............. let’s cross our fingers!!

Anon said:  hello, i am here to recc Skeletons by New Years Day because i think it might fit a few of your ships<3

Thanks anon now I’m emo ;;;;;

Anon said: bakubro gives the best hugs. kirishima is the only one who knows this. everyone is absolutely incredulous when the question "who gives the best hugs" goes around and kirishima answers bakugo. (bakugo thinks kirishima is the best but he benefits from kirishima bodily hugging him and he's biased)

Definitely!! He’s strong and warm after all, bet hugging him would feel the best.... the only one who shall ever know is kiri though, as I bet his hugs are only that nice when he really likes the person he’s hugging hahaha

Anon said: Hi! Just wanted to say that I absolutely love your JJK art! The colors and style are absolutely stunning.

Thank you so much!!!!!!! I feel like I’m mostly drawing for myself lately ngl hahaha so knowing you like it means a lot!!

Anon said: Hi!! This isn't a request I just really like your art! I found you from Pinterest on a kiribaku thing you drew! Your art is so cool! I wish I could draw like that!!! I'll keep looking for new art you've made :D

Aw pinterest.......................... glad you could find your way back here though!! And thank you!!

Anon said: This happened a while ago, but i wanted to say it anyway. I remember when I started watching jujutsu kaisen and I was looking for content arter finishing the first 10 episodes in less than a day and I found your first jujutsu kaisen post (it was posted that dame day) and i was like ???? One of my favorite artists got into jk at the same time than me!!! I just thought it was a neat coincedence to share! I really love your art too, you're amazing!! Happy New Year!!

It’s!!!!!!!!!!!! a pretty dang neat coincidence for me too, since it’s always nice to know at least some of my followers are still into the stuff I make hahahaha

Anon said: i think a lot abt ur art and how ive been seeing u since middle school and now im graduating highschool and we're still in the same fandoms, i hope this doesnt make u feel old but rather VERY cherished qwq

No anon this makes me feel amazing you’ve been around so long!!!!!!! I can’t believe you’re still here with my thank you so much for that!!!!!! I think I’m gonna cry a little here.......... ;;;

Anon said: Hi! I love your art so much!! 🥰 Have you read a KiriBaku fic called The Pit??

Probably not, haven’t been reading krbk fics in a while by now! I’ll add it to my for-later list, thank you so much for the rec!!

Anon said: can u believe that (sans sero) the entire bakusquad can be put into some form of punk/goth fashion? the realization was a galaxy brain moment for me. also realizing that tokoyami, kirishima, and tamaki are all varying levels of goth/emo (some more concerning than others)

Sero’s the hippie friend every punk friend group needs, he balances things out and that’s why he’s very cherished and necessary!!!!

Anon said: your bakugo drawings convinced me to finally start stretching my ears and tbh i'm extremely excited (i've had off and on thoughts of stretching my ears (again) before this so it's not as impulsive as it sounds haha)

Anon that’s so cool!!!!!!! I love gauges so much.....................glad I could give you the last push for it!!

Anon said: uhhhh, i love the style of that top left goge drawing dude!!

THANK YOU I LOVE DRAWING IN THAT STYLE THIS ASK MEANS THE UNIVERSE TO ME

Anon said: i sent the dragon!kiri and bakugo tug-of-waring over a piece of meat and honestly your response is exactly what i thought

Great minds!!!!!!! hahaha

[mikkeneko]

Got tagged by @veliseraptor for a writing meme!

How many works do you have on AO3? What’s your total AO3 word count?

193 works over 10 fandoms;  2,591,823 words.

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

I would count 10 real ones. Dragon Age; Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle; Critical Role; Marvel Cinematic Universe; The Untamed; The Witcher; Cardcaptor Sakura; Fullmetal Alchemist; Gundam Wing; Weiss Kreuz. Some of these pre-date the existence of AO3, and some of them are better off that way.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

A Villain State of Mind; Cover Up the Sun; Laughing As I Pray; I do solemnly swear; The Morning After.  All Loki fandom fics. Not too surprising as that was the most mainstream fandom I wrote for, and they’ve been around for a while now, lots of time to accumulate stats.

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

I do! I have a somewhat complex set of criteria for when I respond and how. 

I will respond to all  comments left on works in my current/active fandom except  for: comments consisting entirely of emojis (mainly because I have no idea what to say to that) comments consisting of single words (same) or comments that seem to be about something other than my fic entirely or focus entirely on negativity (i.e., the commentor is using this box as a space to rant about how much they hate a character, the show, or another author/trope.)

I will usually but not always respond to comments on my next-to-last fandom. On older fandoms I will respond only  to especially long or thoughtful comments, or ones that specifically ask a question that I can answer.

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

That would have to be Rise From Ash,  the Loki timeloop fic I wrote in MCU. Since it was intended to lead into Avengers, it naturally had a downer ending since we know how Avengers went for Loki; but the story also ended with him having a major mental health break and resolving to kill himself in order to end the timeloop, so, uh, that was pretty unhappy.

Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?

I think that the Never Gonna Tell A Lie series has to qualify for this one by default; two fics of the “characters from wildly different series meet in a bar” format, spanning seven different franchises.

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Occasionally. I can’t answer in a lot of detail because I make a conscious policy of thinking about these comments as little as possible, so I tend to forget the details. Off the top of my head I know I received a few comments on my MCU fics of people complaining that the fic was nothing more than a Thor-bashing exercise (it wasn’t intended as such, but you can’t control how the audience will receive, I guess.) And then there was the whole infamous “ableist torture porn of a mentally ill man” episode.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I can recall. It may have happened that I just don’t know about.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Have you ever had a fic translated?

A fair amount! Sometimes people will leave a comment asking permission to translate. I have always granted it. Sometimes they go through with the translation and sometimes not.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes! In Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle I co-wrote a couple fics with @faux-fires which were a lot of fun. (Which... doesn’t seem to be on AO3, huh. But Not Quite Paradise  is still on ff.net.)  And more recently @cerusee and I have been trading scenes back and forth for each other’s stories.

What’s your all time favorite ship?

I don’t know if I have just one. Maybe Kurogane/Fai. They really manage to straddle all my favorite ship dynamics.

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

Both of my WIPs in Critical Role fandom, Molly’s Moving Castle and Fjord Mustang’s YEEHAW! Fun and Pony Ranch,  are at this point probably never going to be finished. Partly because of Characterization Marches On; the characters that I thought they were when I started writing were not the characters they ended up being in canon. But mostly just because I’m no longer really in the fandom. 

Wonder if it’s worth closing out the WIPs on AO3 with final chapters describing how the fic would have ended?

What are your writing strengths?

I can do humor, I can do horror, I can do heartbreak. I can write a complex outline and stick to it, I have a fair amount of discipline and perseverance. People occasionally compliment my character voice, so I’d say that’s decent. I can spin up a plot for just about any situation. I love  adapting canon to AU. My dialogue is pretty punchy and my action sequences are adequate.

What are your writing weaknesses?

I’m really bad at writing OCs, as I admit to every darn time this comes up. I’ve also recently realized that I have a strong tendency to avoid writing about characters I don’t like, on several fronts.

The first way that manifests is that if there’s a main/good guy character who the fandom likes and I dislike, I will avoid writing about them whenever possible. I don’t do character bashing. (Which means that if I am  writing about a protagonist character, even if they’re being a jerk and the narrative is whacking them for it, that doesn’t mean I hate the character. It just means that the story requires that they get a good whacking, Thor.)

But the second way this manifests is that I will often just... avoid writing about the bad guys, if they’re unpleasant and I dislike them. Which in shorter things is fine! We’re here to read about the characters we like.  But in longer or more plotful things, that means that all of the villain’s bad things happen off screen  if they happen at all, so the audience doesn’t get a chance to really build up anger against them, so their eventual downfall is less satisfying.

I’m also weaker at writing romance than I would like, I’d say. If it’s a story that has a plot, the romance will frequently get shoved in around the corners or at the last minute. If it’s a story that’s supposed to be about romance, the characters will usually sidetrack into having philosophical discussions about moral relativity when they’re supposed to be flirting.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I’m not sure I understand the question. I don’t think this has ever come up in my fic. I do not speak any other languages fluently enough to have ever tried to write any part of my fics, dialogue or otherwise, in a language other than english. Is this asking my thoughts on other  people doing that? Sure, why not?

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

That would have been Gundam Wing! Gosh, it’s been so long that I barely remember what  that first fic was. But the biggest thing I wrote for that fandom was a ghost story on a space station, which was not very good, objectively, but I look back on it and think it had some seeds of a pretty cool horror/psychological drama going there. 

Was Duo Maxwell really  haunting the space station? Or was Heero Yuy just going mad with grief? Who can say.

Tagging! Well, Lise tagged me, so she’s out. How about... @hollyand-writes (if you have the time to spare,) @curiosity-killed, @thethirdamell, @plotdesigner, and @cerusee ?

[jolinarjackson]

Hey! Do you have any irondad fic recs? I just started reading Peter and Tony fics again and I would love any recs you have!

Hello!

Yes, I do! :D It's by no means complete because I am still busy compiling, but I have quite a few already.

For all the below stories, please heed the tags and warnings on AO3. And of course, feel also free to check out my stories. :)

My AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/JolinarJackson/works

The below fics are not compiled in any particular order.

If I Die Young by MusicalLuna

Summary: Tony and Steve are trying to keep their little boy (who's not so little anymore) out of the superhero business for as long as possible, but when a kid's as stubborn as Peter is, they can't always stop him.

And sometimes things go wrong. Really, really wrong.

Categories: Superfamily, Not MCU!Peter Parker

Comment: This is a wonderful whump story that I go back to again and again.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/423790

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Lightning in a Bottle by Gruoch

Summary: Peter takes the tablet and looks down at the screen, where a picture of Spider-Man intimately entangled in a passionate embrace with Johnny Storm is displayed across the majority of the Daily Bugle’s home page. TORCH CAUGHT IN SPIDER-MAN’S WEB, the headline reads, bracketed by spider and flame emojis. Peter looks back up at Tony, who is still staring at him completely stone-faced.

Tony reaches across the island and taps the screen. “So. What do you have to say about that?”

“Well. For one, I’m a little disappointed with the headline,” Peter offers.

Tony lets his chin drop against his chest, momentarily defeated, before taking a deep breath and once more skewering Peter with a hard look. “You could have at least given me some warning that the two of you are...I mean, I had my suspicions, but—”

“You’re misconstruing the situation. Spider-Man and the Torch are dating,” Peter explains. “Johnny and I are just friends.”

“Boy, you’re really leaning hard into this whole alter ego thing, aren’t you?” Tony deadpans. “How’s that working out for you?”

Categories: Irondad, SpideyTorch

Comment: I love stories taking advantage of the havoc that secret superhero identities can wreak on romantic relationships. The best about this particular story is the witty writing, which makes Peter being a chaotic mess in this even better.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/23413219

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The doubts that complicate by @frostysunflowers

Summary: "But he’s smart!" May had blurted, looking up at the teacher with misplaced anger. "I don’t...how does this make sense?"

She was worried, unaware, unprepared, not like Peter who had known for a while that some things were trickier for him than other kids. All the rules hidden in cheerful little rhymes and singing songs about which letters get along and those who don’t play nice; all the robotic reciting of the alphabet nearly every day: none of it had ever truly helped Peter understand how it all worked.

A brand new door opened in his life that day. On the front of it, the word ‘DYSLEXIC’ was printed in bold, the certainty of what it meant holding the letters permanently in place.

or

Nobody ever said being smart was easy.

Categories: Irondad

Comment: This is a wonderful read. @frostysunflowers manages to describe dyslexia in a way that makes the struggle understandable. The relationship between Tony and Peter is heart-warming. This is a great read if you're in the mood for something that is not too long and still want a good dosage of H/C.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/23989531

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Accepting the Tides by Emma_Anacortes

Summary: Tony had dragged Peter from the depths of despair after May's death. It was normal that he'd grown to care a little about him, right?

Yeah, okay. He freaking loved the kid.

So naturally he would feel a little weird when Richard Parker randomly shows up in Peter's life. Naturally he'd feel protective, nervous, and confused because where has Richard been all this time? And why does Tony feel sick every time he sees him around Peter?

All he knows is if Richard hurts his kid, Tony's gonna give him hell.

Categories: Irondad, Steve & Peter

Comment: This story is intense, no doubt about it. Please heed all the warnings and tags carefully. However, if you give it a try, it's so worth it. This story presents a different backstory to the relationship of Peter and his parents (especially his father) while exploring Peter and Tony forging a father/son-bond in the wake of May's death. I have to say that the the relationship between Peter and Steve in this story is just as prominent and amazingly written. I loved every second of it.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/11885844/chapters/26843274

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with arms wide open by @parkrstark

Summary: Tony and Pepper are expecting a baby and Peter may be the one most excited...just maybe…

Categories: Irondad, Pepperony

Comment: This is undeniably cute and heart-warming: Tony and Pepper get pregnant and Peter is right there with them, freaking out. Peter spends this story preparing to become a big brother while still being unsure about whether this is the role he is going to fulfill in the baby's life. This stoy focsses on the found family that is Tony, Pepper and Peter, but there are wonderful interactions with May, Rhodey and Happy as well.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/14540409

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the stars the moon they have all been blown out (you left me in the dark) by @madasthesea

Summary: It starts off with his vision fading in and out.

What kind of demon drug can make someone go blind by inhaling a single lungful? Whatever it is, Tony doubts it’s reversible. And while Peter’s no idiot, he can be idiotically optimistic. He's determined to fix what appears to be unfixable.

Categories: Irondad

Comment: This story is experienced entirely from Tony's point of view, which make the effects of the drug and his reaction to it all the more poignant. Tony's relationship to Peter is especially highlighted in this story. You can only imagine the worry and pain Peter geos through unil the very end of the story and the pay-off is worth it. I want to highlight the way that Tony's experiecne of the effects of the drug are described here, because I thought that was superb writing and put the reader righ in Tony's shoes.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/15795141/chapters/36757500

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turn back the clock (and I'll try again in the morning) by @madasthesea

Summary: Peter gets stuck in a time loop. In it, he lives through some of his worst nightmares, only to wake up that morning and have no one remember. He needs Tony to help him get through.

And if that isn't bad enough, his identity is revealed over and over, every day.

Categories: Irondad

Comment: This story is just SO GOOD. Not only is Peter experiencing the same day over and over again and his identity is revealed, but the way it happens also gets more and more taxing and gruesome. This story has emotional highpoints that are written fantastically and the Irondad in this is just heart-warming.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/18023177/chapters/42585071

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How The Mighty Fall by Meep_Morp

Summary: Since his duel against Toomes on Coney Island, Peter's life has settled down considerably. May knows about his double life and accepts it (mostly). Tony has welcomed him back, and given him more independence as New York's Spider-Man.

One night during patrol he crosses paths with Connor, a teenager who has Extremis in his blood and answers to the wrong kind of people. Though Tony is quick to distrust him, Peter finds himself reluctant to follow his mentor's lead, and a bond develops between the two boys. Their relationship is further complicated when Connor's former master, Negative, makes it a personal mission to destroy them both in his quest for power.

Taking down a superpowered psychopath? Tough, but Peter isn't going to back down.

Stopping Tony from blasting his first potential boyfriend into space? He might need a miracle for that.

Categories: Irondad

Comment: This story is so intricately plotted and just a joy to read. The characters are written to perfection and this includes an absolutely fantastic and fleshed-out OC who, as a reader, you come to care about easily and quickly. Much more subtle is the relationship between Peter and Tony in this fic but every single scene is on-point. I have read and re-read this story several times and it is hard to put aside once you start.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/18084407/chapters/42745826

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Project Pride by TheSleepingOwl

Summary: In hindsight, it should have been obvious. The signs were all there, unwittingly scattered by Peter like breadcrumbs for Tony to follow—the way he would fall into uncomfortable silence when the topic of dating came up, or become flustered whenever Tony teased him about the mysterious Michelle-Call-Me-MJ character Peter was constantly gushing about, or deflect Tony’s mostly-joking inquiries into whether or not they needed to be having The Talk with a hurricane of splutters and blushes.

And even without the signs, Peter was still his kid. Tony was just supposed to know these things.

So when FRIDAY pulled up Peter’s search history—‘how can i make myself not like boys,’ ‘can you force yourself to be attracted to girls,’ ‘how to stop your friends from knowing youre gay,’ and, most devastating, ‘how can i keep my parents from finding out im gay’—Tony wasn’t surprised so much as deeply, unquantifiably ashamed. Because he should have known.

Categories: Irondad

Comment: This story is an incredibly written POV of Tony coming to terms with Peter's sexuality. It's achingly realistic in the way Tony struggles to connect to Peter, knowing that he's gay. Additionally, this story has a hefty doese of Hurt/Comfort thrown in that hurts when reading it. This is a gem.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22135138/chapters/52834021

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Birds Eating Other Birds by aloneintherain

Summary: Peter wishes he hadn’t gotten out of bed that morning. Then, maybe, he wouldn’t be reduced to this - limp-crawling through the rabbit burrows that is Oscorp Tower, a monster of a man on his heels, bloody and bruised and choking on a panic attack.

Categories: Irondad, not MCU!Peter Parker

Comment: I love aloneintherain's stories. I read them when I first got into Avengers fanfic and the way they write dynamics is great. This one is intense and the way it's written sucks you right into it. Norman Osborn is so evil and creepy in this one. Part one is mainly hurt, but stick around for the comfort in part 2!

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/7626433

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It Was Probably The Pudding by Serendipity_Cometh

Summary: Given that over the course of the past eleven months Peter Parker hasn't contracted so much as a head-cold, the teenager thought it safe to assume that the whole 'irradiated spider bite' gig had equipped him with an immune system of steel that rivalled Captain America's.

So when he wakes up one night in the midst of the worst asthma attack he's suffered in almost eight years, neither he nor the rest of the team can think of a logical explanation.

And everything sort of goes downhill from there.

Categories: Team, Stony, Clint/Phil, not MCU!Peter Parker

Comment: When I started out reading Avengers fanfictions, I stumbled across this one and go back to it on a regular basis. Lots of whump and great team dynamics.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/953538/chapters/1865305

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In the Home by aloneintherain

Summary: The Avengers have been infected, turned violent and aggressive against their will. And Peter, the only one unaffected, is trapped inside the Tower with six feral teammates.

“Natasha,” Peter says cautiously, “what happened here? Steve attacked me, and if there was ever a sign that something was wrong, it’s having the embodiment of Truth, Justice, and the American Way throw you across the room -”

Natasha comes closer, her stride controlled. Nothing necessarily out of the ordinary, but there’s something in her face, in her eyes -

Natasha lunges across the space, and slams into Peter, hard.

Categories: Team, not MCU!Peter Parker

Comment: One of my very early reads when I started out in the Avengers fandom. Excellent whump, hurt/comfort and team dynamics.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/5388563/chapters/12446069

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Fitting In (Tiny Spaces) by aloneintherain

Summary: Peter's trapped beneath a collapsed building during a mission, hurt and unable to move. Luckily, his comm still works. Unluckily, the Avengers don’t realise how bad of a state Peter is in, and Peter isn’t inclined to tell them.

“Spidey, they’ve got reinforcements. We’ve hit a bit of a snag here, and I don’t think anyone will be able to help you for a while. Think you can sit tight while we deal with this?”

The pressure on his lower back and legs was becoming too much. Peter swallowed thickly, fighting down panic. He could handle this.

“Yeah,” Peter said. “I can do that.”

Categories: Team, not MCU!Peter Parker

Comment: There are so many "Peter trapped under a building"-stories out there but this is the one I read first and it stuck with me. Loved the team dynamic in this.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/4232937

[fallout-lou-begas]

This might be random, but I came to the blog for the icon/username, stayed for the vibes and memes and now I really wanna share my Fallout NV OC bc of you lol if I'm being honest. But Idk how to or if I should. I'm not really an artist (I write but that's it) or really sure where to start?

Oh thank you anon!! That’s really sweet to hear. It really does mean a lot, more than anything else on here, when I’m able to inspire other people to create on their own.

I’m not really sure what to say to you, though (if only because your ask doesn’t give me a lot of details), except to just go for it. When getting involved in fandom, especially a fandom that encourages the creation of OCs, I feel like there’s an expectation of everybody having some sort of Project, like a fanfiction. If you have an idea for a Project or are working on one as a writer, that’s great, but if you’re not, I wouldn’t let that stop you from sharing and developing your OC on your own time, in your own way. Fandom is an inherently social space, and fandom participation is inherently collaborative, so just having your OC out there and making friends with other people and talking about OCs together can be a rewarding, generative process in its own right.

So, just...start posting about them! It’s your blog, do what you want! My only advice is to tag your posts well so that your blog can stay pretty well-organized, especially for any OC-related stuff that you’d want to reference later. There’s a lot of OC development prompts where people are expected to send you numbers or emojis that you respond to, but there’s nothing stopping you from just filling it out yourself. I often see “ask me questions about my OC” posts that go around, but I don’t think anybody should ever really need to ask for permission to ramble about their OCs on their own blog. I think that these posts proliferate more so because people get insecure about whether anybody “actually” cares, but...

...as I explain anytime somebody asks me a question like this, I think it’s very important that nobody go seeking external validation in the form of replies and reblogs and comments when putting anything out there into the internet, fandom or otherwise. Obviously this feedback can be encouraging, but it’s not guaranteed and audiences can be fickle. When creating, you have to be creating because you want to create, it should be something you’d want to do even if you were the last person on earth. Otherwise, it’s so much easier to burn yourself out or feel so discouraged that you give up, when it’s so much more rewarding to do something for the intrinsic pleasure and practice of it, even if it’s not as spectacular of a reward as big numbers in your notes.

Also, if you’re not much of an artist but still really want people to see your OC, I know that some people use in-game screenshots, Picrews, and other kinds of avatar-generators to show off their OC’s design as well. If you’ve got any money laying around, you can commission other artists to make a sketch or reference sheet as well (I’m gonna open up commissions one of these days I swear haha). And as a writer, I’m sure you know that at the very least, a well-written description goes a long way.

[draconic-interactions]

Preferences

-Let’s start with the big one: I will not write smut. Period. If that's what you're here for you can go elsewhere.

-I love other forms of shipping, though. Platonic, romantic, familial, I'll take it all! I’ll pretty much always approve a ship, just don't spring it on me randomly mid-thread. All it takes to warn me is a message!

-That said, I do ship chemistry. If I'm not feeling it, it's not gonna happen, sorry.

-I am open to rp with minors. Some of my favorite threads I did when I was a minor were with older writers. However, with minors (both muses and muns), I have a soft blanket-ban on romantic ships. This becomes a hard ban if the muse is any sort of minor (Unless they’re shipped with a minor muse) or the mun is under 16.

-I love and will absolutely accept anons (magic and otherwise), asks, memes, starters, etc., with no warning, and if I receive one, I do try to return the favor.

-On that note, if you want to reblog an ask meme or two from me you totally can. I’d appreciate if you sent me one while you were at it, but it's not entirely necessary.

-That said, I'm not a meme source. If all you ever do is reblog memes, it's rather disheartening, so please at least say hi or something if you've reblogged a bunch of them, or just get them from the source.

-I’m extremely nonselective. OCs? Multiple versions of the same canon character? Multimuse blogs? Crossovers? I’ll take ‘em all! This also applies to writing style and length. I’ll generally try to match the length I’m given, but no promises.

-Any verses I have listed for the muses are just starting points. If you want to come up with a custom verse, or modify an existing one, just ask me.

-I will tag common triggers, where applicable, with tw [trigger]. (The brackets won’t be in the actual tag.) However, I am forgetful, so please just let me know if I forget one, or if you have any uncommon triggers, and I’ll go back and fix it. I don’t have any actual triggers to worry about, though I’m not a fan of spiders.

-I will update the Thread Tracker when I begin drafting or reply to a thread. If you've sent something and it hasn't been updated as drafting within 24 hours, feel free to send me a message and I'll fix it.

-I’m ok with threads taking a while, but I also don’t like having dead threads. If you want a thread dropped please tell me so I can archive it. If I haven’t received a reply or any sort of communication in a month (and you’re noticeably still active, and not listed as on hiatus) I will reach out to see if you received my reply and/or if you want the thread dropped. If I don’t get any sort of response, I will drop the thread.  PLEASE NOTE: This doesn’t mean you have to reply within a month, especially if you’re busy, it just means I’ll be checking in with all my partners periodically to keep my anxiety at bay.

-I am open to resurrecting threads that have been dropped/archived, if requested by the original partner. I get it. Sometimes the muse runs away and comes back like a year later.

-I name all my threads so that anyone who wants or needs to block a specific storyline has an easy tag to block. Names and links to each thread can also be found in the Thread Tracker.

-I don’t do passwords, but if you want to let me know you read my rules, you can send me your favorite emoji or bad joke in the DMs.

-Other than that, I’m just here to write and have a good time. Don’t be an asshole, don’t godmod, and bear with me when I’m slow to update, and we’ll get on like a house on fire. Have fun!

[valkyriesryde]

Hella Feelings {10/?}

Chapter 10: Bubblegum Bitch ~ MARINA

Pairings: Bucky x OC; Sam x OC

A/N: Chapter ten my lads we’re almost there (eyes emoji). THIS IS A COLLAB WITH @stuckonjbbarnes​

Warnings: language, awkward encounters, a lottle bit of flirting, dumbasses doing dumbass things, alcoholic consumption

Word Count: 1008

Previous Chapter ~ Masterlist

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“It’s finals week...you know what that means Nessa…” Holly pushes the cart with Sam by her side.

“DRINK DRANK DRUNK. Let’s GOOOOOO” She laughs as they start putting various wine coolers and alcohols into their cart. Sam and Bucky had decided to tag along on the trip to the store and were now warily watching the girls load a basket full of alcohol and various junk foods.

“Did you want some protein to go with all that crap?” Sam asks, as Holly tosses in yet another bag of sweets.

“It’s finals...live a little, Sammi Sweetheart.” Vanessa laughs, tossing some twix bars into the basket.

“You ran out of nicknames...didn’t you?” Sam smirks at Nessa.

“MAYBE, HOP OFF MY DICK.” Vanessa glares, disappearing into the next aisle.

“She’s sensitive about the name thing…” Bucky explains, going after her.

“They’re so dating and when they finally come out and say it...I’m gonna say I told you so.” Holly hmphs, glaring at the two walking off.

“Yea alright Angel, you tell him.” Sam replies halfheartedly while trying to sneak at least one lot of fruit into the cart.

“I will!” Holly picks up the bag of apples and puts it back without comment. “Why do you call me angel?”

Sam fumbles, he’s not sure whether he should tell her because he’s pretty sure she’s a literal angel or “I don’t know, just a nickname. Do you not...like it?” Holly wacks him with a bag of chips before throwing it into the cart.

“If you ever stop calling me it I’d have to kill you, and Vanessa knows how to hide a body so...like...don’t stop?”

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“When did you become an actress?” Bucky laughs, approaching Vanessa a few aisles over.

“When I decided I liked being able to sneak away from our best friends to make out.”

“She’s pretty and she’s smart.” He grins, wrapping his arms around her.

“And he’s very wealthy...we make some couple.” She giggles, leaning her head against his chest feeling the rumble of him laughing.

“I hate that you’re not letting that go.”

“Never in a million years, my love.”

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A day or so later, Vanessa is just settled into the couch, ready to study for her last exam before break. She’s in comfy sweats and someone’s hoodie, most likely Bucky’s even though the apartment is now filled with both guys’ stuff, as the four had pretty much started communal living between the two apartments. Just as she sets her mug of tea down and cracks open the textbook, the front door bursts open. Holly throws the door open as she stomps into the apartment, she’s huffing and she’s grumbling an obscene amount of profanities under her breath.

“Oh jeez..what now?” Vanessa asks, looking up from her textbook.

“SAM CAN SUCK A DICK!”

“I’ll text Bucky...he might be up for it.” Vanessa does text Bucky but she’s asking him if he knows what the fuck Sam did.

Meanwhile Bucky is sitting at the dining table in his apartment while Sam paces in front of him, “She’s out of her fucking mind!”

“Trouble in paradise?” Bucky looks at the text from Vanessa and sends back a shrug emoji because to be honest he’s no clue what the hell is going on.

“Fucking paradise? PARADISE! SHE WON’T EVEN BE MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND DAMMIT!” Bucky so badly wants to say can’t relate but he remains quiet.

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“He thinks he’s top shit I’ll fucking show him,” Vanessa watches Holly pull down the vodka, the baileys, the rumchata, the liquers...uh oh.

“Holly...think about this...it’s only 2 in the afternoon...we have class tomorrow-” She slowly gets up from her seat and walks towards Holly who looks like she’s got a permanent scowl on her face now.

“Nessa, Nessa, Nessa...HOW CAN YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT SCHOOL AT A TIME LIKE THIS?!” But honestly Vanessa’s really not sure what this time is…  “I was having a GOOD DAY but nooooooo that fucking asshole comes in like oh Courtney was telling me about this and look at this meme Courtney sent me IF SHE’S SO FUNNY FUCK HER!” The top of the vodka bottle is flicked off and Holly takes a swig.

Meanwhile Nessa sends Bucky COURTNEY. WHO IS SHE?? And watches Holly, very concerned with how she’s supposed to get her studying done...when clearly she’s gonna be expected to day drink too.

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“I didn’t even fucking do anything and she just starts brushing me off? Gets all snotty at me, who does she think she is?! Is this how you felt? THIS SUCKS!” Bucky rolls his eyes at Sam, his phone dings and he reads the text from Vanessa before he opens his mouth.

“Uh, who is Courtney?”

“Why the fuck is that important right now we’re talking about HOLLY!” Wow, he actually was friends with a dumbass.

“Did you happen to chat with someone named Courtney?” Sam’s about to respond but Bucky continues, “Did you tell Holly about this Courtney?”

Sam thinks for a second...then he sits down at the table and starts to hit his head on the table. “I’m” bang “a fucking” bang “dumbass.”

“THERE IT IS! So glad you came to that conclusion on your own.”

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“I DON’T EVEN CARE!” Holly yells, having repeated this about 20 times in the last hour. Vanessa just shakes her head, sipping her drink and turning up the newest playlist she made. Her Hella Feelings playlist pours through the Echo dot.

“This is so sad...ALEXA PLAY TRUTH HURTS.”

“YOU KNOW WHAT!” Holly jumps onto the couch and pulls out her phone.

“I don’t know what...but I’m sure you’re about to tell me.”

“DAMN RIGHT I AM! Sam thinks he’s so cool, well WELL” she’s doing something on her phone and Vanessa is slightly worried about what’s about to happen but also cannot wait to see.

“Gonna find me someone who actually wants to be with me, find me a fucking sugar daddy see how he likes it.”

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Hi! Whumpas love is going around, and I wanted to pop in. You were literally the first blog I interacted with and I re-activated my tumblr account to keep up to date with Ellis (poor boi). Keep it up! ~🦝

HELLO YOUR EMOJI PICK IS CUTE

This is a huuuuge compliment thank you so much! I really like this day in whumpmas so even though I’m not participating I’m gonna pass it on.

@friendlylocalwhumper wrote the first whump drabble I ever read, and I was like...we ll h e c k this is a thing isn’t it

@for-the-love-of-angst is the first whump blog I started having long OC conversations with and the reason I met so many other whump bloggers

@wildfaewhump gave me my first Big Whump Blog Reblog and my first Super Nice Tags that I screengrabbed and saved for the future

Just a few of the many amazing people who influenced my own presence in this community! My blog turned a year old recently and I’m so happy to be here.