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haha hey guys remember “I’m gonna pre” hehe,,,,,,,, *gets pelted with tomatoes and booed off stage*
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childhood friend!sugu vs childhood friend!toru
YOU’VE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE .
thank you for saying this anon i’ve been thinking of it a lot actually. i’m morally and legally binded to choose childhood friend!sugu no matter what because he’s literally……. my favorite Ever. and i think the inherent devotion of the childhood friend trope blends soooo well with his natural devotion. his protective urges. etcetc. i have wayyyy too many thoughts about childhood friend!sugu 😭 but it mostly boils down to him wanting to be by your side forever. he wants to make you happy and he wants to protect you and he knows you so well that he doesn’t trust anyone else to love you like he can. he’s selfish and he wants you to lean on him more than he wants anything for himself.
childhood friend!toru though….. i feel like he would be your estranged childhood friend. that makes most sense to me :3 like, you met when you were really really young, and ended up playing together in an empty park. he was a brat, kind of quiet, and you were just sweet, y’know? you were the closest thing to a friend he had as a child. then you ended up moving away, he never got to say goodbye… and you meet again as adults. you don’t remember him — it was just so, so long ago — but he remembers you. he remembers you a little too well.
so now you just kinda have to deal with this tall, handsome, cheery man who keeps talking to you like you’re best friends even though you literally don’t remember him…. he’s sweet though. a little annoying, but sweet. he has a soft spot for you. i think having anything remotely close to a childhood friend makes him feel human in a way he can’t help but crave.
sooooo. overall!!! both are good :3 i will always be a childhood friend!sugu truther before anything else but childhood friend!toru has sm potential..
#THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTION MY ANGEL#the childhood friend trope is my Absolute favorite i’ll never get tired of talking abt it :3#childhood friend!sugu is the most devoted sugu btw#that’s a very tough thing to say but. it’s true#honestly it’s a toss up between a specific brand of cult leader geto and childhood friend sugu…#buuuuuut . like.#i think childhood friend sugu would do Anything to see you smile. he’s so devoted to you.#you’ve been the center of his world before he knew who he was or what he wanted#so . like. when he thinks of the future he just sees You. all he wants is to be with you#…….. when i think abt it . he’s literally just yuuta isn’t he 💀💀💀#the geto/yuuta parallels keep haunting me somebody helpppppp T_T#BUT I LOVEEE CHILDHOOD FRIEND!TORU I THINK HE . could be . so fun :333#he keeps pouting about you forgetting him and calling you his bestie so you assume you were really close#… then you eventually find out that you only played together like . four times.#but those few few hours are still precious to satoru because he was always so isolated#it’s a little heartbreaking!!!! the idea that to you he was just a quiet boy all alone in a park.#but to him you were the closest thing he had to a friend……..#i’m just imagining him waiting for you in the park all day. after you move. and he just waits and waits and then goes home.#………….#ok nevermind i’m making myself sad#.. but anyway . i think that kinda plot would be interesting because it gives reader an insight into satoru that no one else has#to you he’s still a quiet boy in a park. who looks a little lonelier than he should be#i love him T_T#ask tag ✩
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I NEED more peppino x gus
don’t worry just because i stopped drawing them for like 2 seconds doesn’t mean i am not constantly thinking about these homos 🫶🫶🫶 i’ll find time to draw more of them i promise
#my art#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#gustavo pizza tower#pepstavo#i actually.. kind of don’t like these drawings thta much#i tried out firealpaca for the first time with them#and i still have a lot of getting used to#so i’ll try to make some. BETTER content of them but#i’m sure it’s me just being overly critical of myself#and none of you can see a difference or anything ehdhfh#thanks for the ask!! :)#i love these sillies sm.
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain “well beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.V” and an “orange haired inkling-turned-human” has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THAT’S A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! It’s so much more then what I expected or even prepared for—might even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
…aside from graduating high school + the social connections I’ve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS I’d been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. It’s make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! It’s kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanks—because I can’t NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same time…it’s hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesn’t immediately make me any “better” or “worse” then I was before. I’m still just me! It only helps me feel seen by others—and that’s all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. He’s so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Can’t wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which “animated video” I’m referring to here—hopefully this photo will help clarify lol. It’s this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
I’ve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering it’s not even fully colored and could be dismissed as “low effort” content (despite taking several days making it). It’s easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. I’ve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didn’t? Sometimes you feel like you’ve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However I’ve realized that I can’t ever expect views to be consistent—and comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean it’s pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. “Popular” YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artists…to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when it’s the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So that’s what I’ve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasn’t even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldn’t reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems I’ve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love ‘em laughs and giggles#I CAN’T BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THAT’S INSANE TO ME—ALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I would’ve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didn’t wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you don’t need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes it’s the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on ✨the star✨ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first place…don’t be so self absorbed with morals lonesome 😒#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee 🙄#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. I’d imagine he’s tried of my nonstop nonsense#….yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So there’s high chance I’ll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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Hey at least Bobby and Jaiden get to spend Mother’s Day with each other….
#thank you#I’ll see myself out#cries#qsmp#qsmpblr#qsmp Bobby#qsmp jaiden#mcyt#mcytblr#this post does not spark happiness#might delete later#we will see if I remember
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I may be a nerd but I wasn’t the one who baked cookies based on my current interests
That was all @existing-is-bothersome
(Even if was a attempt to prove they are superior to me in the kitchen)
#my thoughts on a page#the magnus archives#tma#the mechs#the mechanisms#not my art#I only melted bread ONE TIME#and sure I cried on the floor while shoveling icing into my mouth because I accidentally made too much and can’t waste food#but you still ate the brownies#and you liked them#also sorry the mechs cookie has a bit missing#that’s just how the cookie crumbles-#i’ll see myself out#Also thank you @jonnywaistcoat#for this insane pipeline of#gay horror podcast where if you squint there’s an office romcom in the background#to immortal space pirates that do sci-fi/steampunk reimaginings of folktales through alt folk rock.#truly a rabbit hole I was glad to go down
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why are people so weirdly rude about people with very pale skin???
#you’re so pale! yes. i’ve noticed thank you.#so you like can’t tan at all? not even if you laid out in the sun all day? no. i think id develop skin cancer#you should probably start fake tanning! i see. you can’t just. accept that i have very light skin? i don’t do it on purpose you know#look how much darker i am than you! congratulations. unfortunately there’s no medal for making fun of someone’s skin colour#but when there is i’ll be sure to give it to you.#no im not sick. no i dont burn instantly if i step out in the sun. no i dont need to fake tan. if i want to i will but that’s for myself#not to please some weirdo who seems to have a problem with me being so pale
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little floof has the best possible time at con, proceeds to spend the next month crying about it
#personal#not trying to be dramatic but i have actually cried a little two separate times tonight because i'm just so. happy. 😭#these past three-and-a-bit days have been packed to the brim with so much joy and excitement there was nowhere else for it to go#i feel so warm and just /happy/#i haven’t felt this much like myself in months and months i adore con#it just feels a little like home every year#it feels safe and full of joy and laughter and i can just dress up and be goofy with my friends#and getting to see my favorite guests brings me such infinite amounts of happiness#and all the interactions i have with them and how they REMEMBER ME and have started CALLING MY NAME IN THE HALLS TO SAY HI fjeiwoaf#and skip beat asking me if i’m coming to their next show every time they finish one#and shun giving me Super Top Secret Information today that they’d be performing in the traditional music concert & asking if i’ll be there#and them waving and smiling when they see me#jigoroh being so cute and going 'HI SARAH HI SARAH' and going for a high five when i went up to ask for a picture after their panel#and a bunch of them reposting my stories / posts on ig with the SWEETEST little thank you notes thanking me for coming#and them all telling me ‘see you next year!!’#anyway i cannot possibly explain it in words but this con honestly means so much to me and i love it so so much#and i’m just. right now. so happy. that there’s nowhere else for the joy to go but to leak out of my eyeballs
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Psst hey how does Tangy react to surprise gifts? Also Chuu! Because I said so!
Tangy gets so !!!!!! Cos you thought about her and got her something 🥹 (she’s a pick-up kinda hugger, I think, sometimes more excited about the person who gave her something than the thing itself, at least at first)
Then she also worries she forgot some kinda holiday/event/her own birthday (I SHOULDA GOTTEN SOMETHIN FOR YOU TOO >:0!!!! STAY THERE… HOLD ON…) (she is rifling through her things to gift something nice in return !!! Even if it’s like. Aetherically preserved hairpiece flowers or some of the snacks she’d been saving for later lol)
Chuu …. If you want to surprise Chuu with something you gotta make sure she’s paying attention, otherwise she just. Doesn’t realize. She’s like that emotionally distant parent that kinda goes ‘that’s nice honey’ if she’s distracted by something. (Though I sincerely believe if you dropped a little mechanical toy on her workbench as a surprise gift, no boxes or ribbons she’d grill you with a thousand questions on its origin, take it apart, put it back together but now it does something it couldn’t before, and then look SO pleased with herself. She likes Mechanical Puzzles.)
…. I think she also has a sincere concern that, for some reason, SOMEONE would attempt a mail-in assassination via explosive gift box.
#aauuuu 🫶✨ Random questions >w< THANK YOU CINDERRRRRR !!!#ahaha would me answering this be a Fate Complete… ‘Return to Cinder’…. ah… I’ll see myself out JFJFFNDJDJS#FFXIV tangy#ffxiv Chuu#ask game#this was a tricky answer because Chuu regards most things so flippantly OR with high suspicions and it’s a toss up on which way it goes
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Last post before I crash and no-one hears from me until I return from my first final the morrow’s eve (a changed man no doubt) but there’ll never be anything funnier to me than consistently being viewed as a composed and calm saviour by peers while I’m, actively and uncontrollably losing it.
#not said sarcastically or as a vent by the way I genuinely find it so terribly amusing. you think I have it together ? aw <3 you fool.#i’ve been pacing around my room like a starving lion since the past week in whatever free time i’ve had.#and i keep getting people in my messages begging me for last minute help ? which is endearing but. i’m hanging on for dear life myself#helping isn’t foreign to me; i have 4 (?) people in my class who almost exclusively refer to me as ma’am and even refer to me as a teacher.#but helping last minute is so. deeply chaotic.#and I have this issue with me where having others around me makes me immediately drop into a ‘role’ of sorts?#i’ll be freaking out but then someone else starts freaking out around me and my immediate response is to just.#hey. we are going to make it out of this. it’s easy as pie. do you see me worried? no right? <- on the verge of hyperventilating#there’s this one guy in particular who got so excited to find out we have the exact same examination set-up tomorrow.#i gave him like basic pointers and i don’t think i’ve ever been thanked so earnestly and desperately in my life.#i remember during mocks my friends would message me what I wrote in questions and then they’d immediately go oh thank Fuck.#they’d literally just act like they’re absolutely going to pass now just because we had points in common.#as if i’m some sort of fucked up correct answer sheet incarnate.#it’s genuinely really sweet to me though; like i’m not posting this ranting or such.#having so much faith in another to the point that you can put yourself completely at ease says. alot i think.#and i’m glad i can be that person for so many.#and I feel like it helps me in a way too because i become so concerned with others that I forget to drown myself in my worries.#i forget that I’m worried because there are others to care about and console and help. so i suppose they help me in a way as well.#but also who is going to be that person for ME. who is going to console ME. im going fucking neurotic /jest#<- woman with ego issues & control issues who would rather die than accept help.#sigh. oh well. I’m sure we’ll do just fine. cannot wait#🥀🍷 — colloquy.
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ok so scar thought dnd and magic the gathering was the same thing,
and so ren being the biggest magic nerd ran over to explain the difference and scar said he was actually pretty intrigued by the idea of playing dnd
SCAR SCAR SCAR DO IT FOR US DO IT DO IT DO IT MAKE IT HAPPEN GRIAN AND MUMBO WILL DO ANYTHING YOU ASK…….. scar playing dnd…….. imagine him using a Ranger class…….. hotguy… but he gets the taako from taz treatment so instead of hotguy it’s like. Awtgoiy and it’s pronounced the same HAGEHAGE
#grian and mumbo will do anything you ask… alright I’ll see myself out#weasel speaks#asks!#hc#PLEASE THO#THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME I dew not watch streams <3
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Not to be parasocial myself but I doubt Mavis would not want to be your friend. You're also cool, smart and do witchy things.
This. Genuinely hit me hard in a weird way? Like having it put so bluntly was really good for me so. Thank you.
#the croakerverse#wisteria answers#it’s hard for me to conceptualize myself sometimes#so other people describing how they see me can be. nice.#I’m about to go out of town but maybe when I get back I’ll shoot my (completely platonic) shot#thank you <3
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Just to say that I adore your spy tennis AU. It's the best sincaraz out there imo!
oh wow that is HIGH praise, thank you!
#(lmk if you want me to rec other sincaraz fics because there are better ones out there trust me)#also I’ll just take this here to say that if you’ve talked in my inbox about my fic and I didn’t answer I promise I did see it#and I really appreciate it!#I just feel very self conscious actually posting like. compliments of my fic#I don’t want to annoy anyone or seem full of myself#but to all those anons I always see your very kind messages and thank you for sending them#well that turned into a rant. oops#asks
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Making memes instead of crying because I went to Ghazan’s school of coping with depression
(Context, because apparently not everyone is aware of the intricacies of the multiverse of madness @katkastrofa and I created together:
In my main fic verse, SotRL, Bolin will end up really close friends with Midori, Mingzan’s daughter, to the point that they begin considering each other siblings. Ghazan’s rather fond of the kid, who treats him as literally the coolest man in existence and begs to learn lavabending from him, and Bolin REALLY needs a positive father figure in his life, and Midori is already his sister, so… one thing leads to another, Ghazan is Bolin’s dad now. And Ming-Hua is a lot more neutral on Bolin but she sees how much her partner and daughter like having him around, so eventually warms up too. She’s not the most maternal with him, probably calls him ‘son boy’ the way people on here do with kittens [because that is HILARIOUS to me. fucking sue me if you don’t like it], but she likes him well enough. Of course, this all raises the question of Mako, who happens to be… not on the best of terms with this family, Ming-Hua in particular, especially after Book 3…)
#P’Li is a bit warmer (I’ll see myself out) with him bc he’s the last link she has to her mother. but Ming-Hua is unswayable 😂#oh yeah mako and bolin are P’Li’s nephews. Naoki was her cousin. another fun trivia tidbit#idk I suddenly remembered this meme at about 6 a.m. thought of this and laughed uncontrollably for a good 10 minutes#and knew I had to make it. of course then my day got offset by a huge crying fit because I got emotional over some tiny thing. again#this stress is gonna kill me one day#and as I was recovering from yet another onslaught of tears I suddenly thought of this again#and made it to distract myself#so… yeah#target audience of ONE no one else will understand the sheer hilarity#hi Kat <3#tumblr is gonna nerf the quality of this so badly I can already tell. oh well. nothing I can do#I can. however. talk about how unfairly attractive ming-hua is in that picture#look I may be aroace now but my love for ming-hua is eternal thank you very much 😁#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness
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slept maybe 4 or 5 hours this whole ordeal is really burdening me i feel so disheartened 😔
#i still can’t believe 2 grown people would act like this#one of them is even older than me#she always acts so nice towards everyone but talks behind their back#i always knew they didn’t like me much and talked behind my back as well but i never imagined it was to this extent#to go to the boss behind my back…. i’m just baffled#and i need to work from 2pm til 8pm today again#at least they won’t be there but work was already dreadful for me now it’s absolutely unbearable#having to work with people who talk so poorly abt me and are so deceitful just thinking about seeing their faces again makes me sick#a friend told me i should call in sick and i really think that’s what i’ll do next week#like this whole situation is burdening me to the point i can’t sleep this job is draining me both mentally and physically#and if they claim i don’t do anything anyways it shouldn’t make a difference if i’m there right#i know that’s not true and they will be understaffed when i’m not there and it makes me feel a little bad for my other coworkers but i have#to look out for myself and my own wellbeing#idk what i did to deserve all this sometimes it feels like my life is just one punch to the gut after another#i’m not your strongest soldier god…. i can’t do this#cried so much last night hoping i wouldn’t wake up again after finally falling asleep#and here i still am….#sorry for all the negativity to the few people who might actually read my tags but i’m really hanging on by a thread and it feels like it’s#about to break off any minute#also thank you to all the people who’ve reached out me i really appreciate it i’ll try replying soon but today will be another long day so#it may take a while#☁️
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@windblown-cecilia
I forgot I made the give me a characters outfit to draw myself in and I opened my ibis paint and then was wonderfully jump scared by myself in the Madoka outfit and I hope you know it scared me so bad because I don’t wear anything close to that. You gave me a reason to jumpscare myself.
(This is my practice sketch)
#SERIOUSLY I OPENED JT AND I WAS LIKE AAAAAAAA#I FIRGOT I DREW THAT#might be because I drew it after a long night of sugar adrenaline and a lot of saying ‘what the fork’#ANYWAYS I HAVE AN ACYUAL ONE IM MAKING BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THAT RIGHT NOW#also you don’t have to reblog this I just wanted you to see you jump scared me really bad#like really really bad#ANYWAYS THANK YOU FOR THE SILLIEST OUTFIT POSSIBLE#I CAN NOW DRAW THE OUTFIT SND MY FRIEND HAS A MASSIVE MADOKA ON HIS SHOE#anyways I’m struggling#I can’t do poses#BUT THERE IS ONE POSE I WANT TO DO IN SPECIFIC#I’ll get there#I have to draw myself in this then the yuno outfit and my sister requested me in the kagamine len outfit and her in kagamine rin’s#I love doing these though so I’m not complaining#some details are left out but. it’s okay because that’s just a sketch and concept art
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