#I wasnt ashamed
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
Mobile Tumblr US users spend an average of 4.04 minutes per session on the app.
Text
Oh Leela, how adorable you are. I do not think you are passing the mirror test in these photos, baby.
#submission#cat: leela#michael mcchill#mcyt#mcytblr#i feel horrified and ashamed i almost forgot about leela and wasnt looking for updates on her! shes so adorable too#so round...#michaelmcchill
788 notes
·
View notes
Text
Why is Jimmy kinda.. just a little bit...
#if you ignore everything bad about him hes kind of hot#mouthwashing#mouthwashing x reader#jimmy mouthwashing#aside from all of the awful things hes done i think jimmy is a really well written antagonist#and if Jimmy just.. wasnt jimmy#i feel as though hed be a lot more thirsted over#hes kinda fine and im so ashamed to admit that
66 notes
·
View notes
Text
if i ever stop talking abt this movie just know im either dead or have been hacked because oh my god. genuinely the most gorgeous movie ive ever seen.
#rocketman#taron egerton#elton john#this movie is so goddamn beautiful#i wasn't going to watch it again#just because ive seen it so many times before#but after everything ive been through in my life recently#i decided to give it a go#and by god.#ive never really felt unique or special in any way#and ive always felt ashamed of being pretty normal#(besides being considered a “weird” kid since i wasnt popular)#but this movie taught me that it is okay to not be special#you don't need to be over the top#you just need to be yourself#also#struggling with the whole “being loved” thing#this really hit close to home#“real love's hard to come by. so you find a way to cope with out it”#fuck man#i love this movie so fucking much#sorry for ranting#just needed to get it out of my system#🐈⬛ — lillie's thoughts
76 notes
·
View notes
Text
can't believe they had narumitsu at the miku concert...
#CANT BELIEVE I FINALLY GOT TO EXPERIENCE THIS 😭😭❤️#been wanting this for like. 6 yrs. RAHHH#now.... to wait to see them once they revive the holograms. . ..#also if it wasnt clear: this was a meiko/kaito song#on the rock to be exact#I LOVE ON THE ROCKS RAHHHH#but the brainrot is so fucking real i saw red and blue and went 'narumitsu? 🤨'#i am. only a little ashamed 😔😔#ace attorney#vocaloid#narumitsu#miku expo#ace attorney shitpost
83 notes
·
View notes
Text
i'm normal and i can be trusted with paint im normal and i can be trusted with paint im normal and i can be trusted with paint im no fuck it
#watch me losing my mind laughing like a maniac while drawing 2374683 hearts onto dom#suns out guns out motherfuckers#im sorry dom im so so so sorry#i just wasnt myself#is this what matt feels on a daily basis??????#im ashamed but i'll tag it#muse band#dom howard
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
it’s fun having niche hcs because when rossi’s roleplaying as those unsubs with hotch saying this:
yeah we know rossi….
#happy pride to the most terminally closeted bisexual man of all time. what happened in vietnam stays in vietnam<3#but ofc hes fucked up abt it. to me he and harrison had the most mind fucky relationship. codependent and repressed and deeply scared to di#and i feel rossi would be deeply ashamed of like. everything about himself#bc he wasnt an ‘honest man’#before harrison so..#cm#criminal minds#rossi#david rossi#bisexual david rossi#my posts
47 notes
·
View notes
Text
#prefacing this with I Know Spanish. i cant not know spanish‚ my parents don't speak english#but im the only one of my siblings that didnt get to go to school over there 🇲🇽 (just pre school)#adn the thing is like. my siblings wld talk to me in eng of course#(if they talked to me at all! what do u say to a baby when you're 9 12 and 15 yrs older.)#and my parents wld similarly jst not talk to me? i did not have conversations with them from birth to now lol.#thjere is something about how like. my sisters kids are also learning the languages at the same time#but when they mess up in spanish theyre corrected‚ by my sister (their mom)‚ my other sister‚ my parents#why not Me. why wasnt that extended to Me as a child...#the same reason I have the least amount of baby pictures while my siblings all have one full book each i bet#the same reason why my and my eldest sister are 15 yrs apart LOL#igts so crazy to me. i hate mentioning this bc people assume#im one of those ppl who isnt fluent bc their parents speak english and spanish and never taught them#my parents dont speak english❗❗❗❗#my nephew thats older than me who is my fave family member and also only speaks spanish#is coming up on sunday idk that i can fully carry convo with him!#pure spanglish bc i didnt grow up having convos in it writing it reading it#thats why im so desperate to read books in spanish now. im so deeply ashamed#igts so crazy. i hate it.#saw a comment on smthng the other day thats like ''idk how u can have parents that only speak spanish and not know it lol''#well can you take a guess. can u take a guess as to how that would happen via interactions. lack thereof.#idk why but its even more embarrassing this way. genuinely how cld u not know...?#its like i was born to feel isolated from my family in every single way...youngest by so many years#the language thing. the Hates Eating thing. the trans thing. most severe failure to launch#im so embarrassed to be alive....!#and i dont belong anywhere. and i am Alone wherever I am.#abandoned by direct and distant relatives. ancestors.
58 notes
·
View notes
Text
I just had to explain to a coworker, who found my AO3 and only knew it was me because they read my unposted NCIS wip and realized the writing was very familiar and therefore snipe shot my ass, why I like writing the professors as a collective hot mess and then proceed to continually ask me what kind of alcoholic each region al professor would be
52 notes
·
View notes
Text
Physically, I am getting through it.
Mentally, I am laying on the ground kicking my feet and screaming that it isn't fair.
#i hate that i have to work a second job while im in school#did you know we (grad students) arent technically allowed to have second jobs?#because our funding is supposed to be such a generous stipend that we can focus all our time on studying#lol#lmao even#the grad student stipend hasn't gone up in almost 10 years#and it wasnt great to begin with#at a conservative estimate my rent is going to double when i move out of my current place#and its only the rate it is now because i signed onto a four year lease#landlord has been itching to raise it for a couple years now#frankly the university should be ashamed of whay they're paying us
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
There I was reading some hannigram fanfiction right? That's pretty normal. The story is good not great but still pretty cool. BUT THEN, AN ENTIRE CHAPTER WAS SMUT???? IT WAS SO MUCH LONGER THAN THE OTHER CHAPTERS?? I kept trying to scroll past it BUT IT WAS THE ENTIRE THING??? So I texted my friend about it so we got on a call and he offered me $200 if I could get through the entire thing while reading it to him. Now I have $200 just for reading a 5 page essay of smut.
#it wasnt worth it#I am so ashamed like bro whyd i do that#AND WHY WAS IT SO LOONNNGGG???#hannibal tv show#hannibal meme#hannibal and will#hannibal fandom#hannibal fanfiction#hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#i am not okay#but atleast i can buy a newspaper now
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
being bad at video games is so funny like babygirl i can fuck up and die in ways you could never imagine
#personal#finally playing bg3 after buying it awhile ago and i died in the prologue by repeatedly walking into fire#i didnt see it and was like why am i taking damage why am i dying 😐 its okay tho it was in character i prommy....#it wasnt even in combat either. ashamed and embarrassed#my girl laezel watching my character like booo this guy SUCKS... 🙄
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
in case you’re wondering this is what i mean when i say erasercloudmic representation
#the trios back again!#mha 380#bnha 380#shouta aizawa#hizashi yamada#bnha leaks#mha leaks#mha manga leaks#mha spoilers#mha manga spoilers#bnha manga leaks#eraserhead#im ashamed i wasnt here 15 hours ago#in my defense i was sleeoing
185 notes
·
View notes
Text
rtc trail to oregon-esque au where the audience votes on who comes back and there is a different ending based on who gets chosen
#did i do this because they are both my hyperfixations yeah#im not ashamed#side note. i was able to stomach watching a show that wasnt tgwdlm today (it was black friday) (i watched tgwldm twice this morning)#i consider rtc my biggest thing but im to the point where i have tgwdlm on loop#rtc#ride the cyclone#musical theatre#starkid#team starkid#trail to oregon#the trail to oregon#tto#jeff blim
120 notes
·
View notes
Note
HEY SKK SHIPERS. KNKDZ IS BETTER.
-a multishipper who ships skk
LITERALLY ME😭😭😭😭😭 i love them until i have to interact with the other ppl who love them as well bc theyre so toxic abt proving that skk’s dynamic is superior
#wish skk wasnt popular so i could gatekeep them from all the mischaracterization and forced feminization of either party to fit the etl mold#sighs.#there’s only like a minority of us i actually like but i’m ashamed of the rest of you sometimes#lotus’s asks
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
filler doodles about how i comedically whitewashed myself as a child (despite also being the darkest i had and still have ever been in my entire life) because i cannot wrap my head around it
#filler art#my art#i was also short haired at the time so its odd i drew myself as having very long hair but is it any more weird than me whitwashing myself no#i remember i also imagined myself to grow up as a white girl like#HUH??? like i was so convinced i was going to look like all the white main character girls on television ... i had to look like one#all of this was probably because of the lack of representation in tv i could find at the time tbh#BECAUSE THIS WASNT AN ISSUE OF MY DAY TO DAY LIFE NOOOOOO#in here being... moreno?!?! . brown?!?!! EVEN IF LIGHT IS MILES MORE COMMON THAN BEING WHITE#AND ITS SO MUCH MROE SILLIER BECAUSE I WAS MCUH MORE DARK THAN I CURRENTLY AM BACK THEN#as of now im more so lightskinned . nowhere near white but im not very dark either because i dont see rhe sun often ww so im pale#BACK THEN I GOT BURNT ON THE SUN AS A HOBBY im serious i sat on the hot rock floor with burning sun climate bevause it was nice#NOT EVEN THE CURLS COULD BE SAVED I HAD TO PORTRAY MYSELF AS STRAIGHT HAIRED FOR WHATEVER REASON#like on my defense i did straighten my hair out a lot as a young child but THAT LASTED LIKE 2 DAYS EVERY TIME#so 90% i was curls so its funny#ALSO WHY DID WE CALL THE CREAM COLOR “THE SKIN COLOR” WHAT#like. it wasnt just me . whole elementary school knew if you asked for rhe skin color you talkin about thay#any tone of brown simply did not work I DONT KNOW WHY WE WERE ALL LIKE THIS???#thankfully at the age of 10 i realized i infact had melanin but .. i coudlnt accept i had black hair still💀💀#so my skin and hqir color were always the same in portrayals ITS SO FUNNY IM SORRY#I FIDN THIS INSANELY FUNNY IM SO SORRY#dont feel too concerned i wasnt ashamed of my skin color or anything but i had the warped idea i would look white soon#not if you keep cooking youself in the sun you wont /j#i dont know what to say about how i draw myself now a days i dont draw myself as myself but i know i aint white now its okay 🩷 (/hj)
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
💥💥💥uh oh! complaining alert!! 💥💥💥
#i have this one friend who pisses me off sooooooo bad#weve known eachother since high school and she literally cannot stop projecting her insecurities on me#any time i talk positively abt something in my life or something im proud of myself for#she acts like im saying that shes the scum of the earth since she doesnt have/hasnt done those things.....#and how not everyone has my opportunities and it isnt so easy for everyone....#like yeah duh but also it WASNT easy for me that why im proud of myself.....and you have had way more opportunities than me.........#i hate this idea that im proud of myself for something that mean i think everyone else should be ashamed#or like...u didnt do what u wwanted bc it was scary or hard and so if i did do it that must mean it was easy and safe for me#not to generalize but it just annoys me so much when ppl valorize their own misery and treat me like im worse#for building a life that actually makes me happy......#and shes always been like this convincing herself that i look down on her but its not based on anything ive done its all in her mind
12 notes
·
View notes