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The Cycle Repeats: Part VI
One of the key themes of the ATLA franchise is the concept of the Avatar; master of all 4 elements, the fusion of humanity and Raava, the spirit of light and order, whose sole duty is to bring balance to the world, and be the bridge between both the physical and spiritual realms. Along with this comes the idea of reincarnation, which is the premise of the Avatar Cycle, the idea that the Avatar reincarnates in a cyclic order in any of the four nations (fire, air, water, earth). Another concept related to the Avatar Cycle (although originating from the fandom) is the idea of the Avatar fixing the mistakes of their past life, which is often indicated in differences in both habitual circumstances and personalities between both predecessor and successor, and therefore differences in morality.
But what if I were to tell you that the saying "history repeats itself" is also true among Avatar incarnations? Not exactly going the same way, but rather parallels between the lives, personalities, and accomplishments (and failures) of past lives?
In this series of metas, I will be going over parallels (or in some cases, foils) between certain pairs of Avatars that lived decades, or even centuries apart, and yet could not have ever been more similar.
Equivalent Elements II: Avatars Aang and Yangchen
"Aang was an Air Nomad born in 12 BG and the Avatar during the Hundred Year War, succeeding Avatar Roku and preceding Avatar Korra. As the Avatar of his time, he was the only person capable of using all four bending arts: airbending, waterbending, earthbending, and firebending. He was also one of a select few Avatars and one of the first in many cycles to learn the ancient art of energybending as well as the first Avatar known to have actively used the technique."
Yangchen was the Air Nomad Avatar succeeding Avatar Szeto and preceding Avatar Kuruk. She grew up in a rather isolationist time for the four nations in the aftermath of the Platinum Affair. After mastering all the elements in her youth, she was eager to make a difference in the world despite her inexperience. Following her confrontation with General Old Iron in Tienhaishi, Yangchen resolved to adapt to the complex political strategy of the four nations, using manipulation, espionage, and deceit to her advantage in an era where loyalty was bought rather than earned.
Here's a thing people need to understand: No two people are exactly the same, inside or out. They might come from a different background, they might look or dress different, they might behave differently, they might even hate ATLA (which is just not cool). And yet, all humans have the same desire: good health and success. They just achieve these goals via different means.
In ATLA, the Avatar's sole goal is to bring balance to both worlds, but each Avatar achieve this goal differently. This is true for both Aang and Yangchen, as despite being from the same nation, unlike their respective successors, they differ significantly in their personal morals.
First, let's get the similarities out of the way. Both Aang and Yangchen are Air Nomads (hailing from the Southern and Western Air Temples respectively) and therefore grew up surrounded by monks or nuns. Both had an older monk/nun and looked up to said figure as a family member (Aang had Monk Gyatso as a father figure, and Yangchen had Jetsun as an older sister). Gyatso and Jetsun were also revered in their own right as spiritual leaders; however, they both sacrificed themselves to defend their fellow people (Gyatso took down at least a dozen Fire Nation soldiers during Sozin's Comet, whereas Jetsun died while accompanying Yangchen during her first journey to the Spirit World). Both were identified at young ages (12 and 11 respectively); although they both began mastery of the four elements later. Finally, both Aang and Yangchen were involved in worldwide crises during their respective tenures at young ages (Aang ended the Hundred Year War at 12 (or 112, depending on how you look at it) and Yangchen was involved in the Platinum Affair at 17).
However, as I mentioned above, Aang and Yangchen differ in morality. Aang grew up believing that all life is sacred, and while Yangchen also had the same belief initially (as seen with her confrontation with General Old Iron), she grew to slowly give them up overtime, believing that being detached from worldly affairs was a detriment to the Avatar's duty to the world. Aang was reluctant to kill Ozai because of his title as the last airbender, and he felt a lot of pressure trying to uphold the legacy of the Air Nomads on his shoulders. Yangchen, on the contrary, had no such pressure, but rather slowly gave up on her spirituality to become the Avatar (she had a freaking god-complex! Who in Tui's gills gave her the right?!).
I think this conversation between them in Sozin's Comet, Part 2: The Old Masters (3:19) is the perfect example of their dichotomy:
Aang: Avatar Yangchen, the monks always taught me that all life is sacred. Even the life of the tiniest spider-fly caught in its own web. Yangchen: Yes. All life is sacred. Aang: I know, I'm even a vegetarian. I've always tried to solve my problems by being quick or clever. And I've only had to use violence for necessary defense. And I've certainly never used it to take a life. Yangchen: Avatar Aang, I know that you're a gentle spirit, and the monks have taught you well, but this isn't about you. This is about the world. Aang: But the monks taught me that I had to detach myself from the world so my spirit could be free. Yangchen: Many great and wise Air Nomads have detached themselves and achieved spiritual enlightenment, but the Avatar can never do it. Because your sole duty is to the world. Here is my wisdom for you: Selfless duty calls you to sacrifice your own spiritual needs, and do whatever it takes to protect the world.
(Let's just ignore the fact that Aang is clearly lying about not killing anyone, shall we?)
This conversation makes it obvious that Yangchen's dark side isn't necessarily the culmination of the Anti-Air Nomad, but rather what Aang could have been had he actually killed Firelord Ozai as planned: powerful and venerated, but having long given up spirituality.
To add insult to injury, if you've read the Kyoshi novels, there's actually a glaring reason why Yangchen's advice wouldn't have worked in the long run: Kuruk. In Shadow, it's revealed that Yangchen neglected the spirits, which led to an increase in dark spirits crossing to the mortal world and attacking humans in revenge. Kuruk (then known as the greatest hunter and tracker in history) was forced to hunt them down and (because spiritbending wasn't invented yet) kill them. This caused his physical, mental, and spiritual health to rapidly decline, until he finally died at 33. Had Yangchen treated both sides fairly, her successor would have been spared (yes, her actions killed him). Aang thought that, had he actually killed Ozai, not only would he have broken his vow to the sanctity of life, and thus his culture would become extinct, but (if the Avatar can actually connect to their past lives' memories) he would've also indirectly harmed his successor (Korra) the way Yangchen did to Kuruk.
(Although this is debateable, if this is true then Aang would've either been traumatized to the Spirit World and back, or gathered the courage to call Kuruk out for lying to him. My bet's on the former.)
Therefore, I can conclude that while Aang and Yangchen are from the same nation, this isn't a guarantee that they are exactly the same person. Their different circumstances, and consequently their different views on the world and their duties, helped to shape their unique identities. In the next past, I'll discuss both the similarities and differences between Avatar Aang and his successor Korra, and discussing how the Avatar's tenure can shape that of his/her successor.
Yes, Zuko, how many times do I have to tell you I'm not finished yet? I still need to get to the big part!
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#ATLA#Avatar Aang#Avatar Yangchen#Past Avatars#Avatar Cycle#The Cycle Repeats#finally#I managed to make time to finish it#sorry for the long delay#I was pretty busy with other stuff#and suffering from writer's block#anyway#here it is#mone lives
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My page for @destinytriofanzine! I drew something about kids always dreaming of far off places
[id in alt!]
#kingdom hearts#kh#ahh this one was so hard to draw; i never know how to combine a bunch of scenes in one picture without it looking cheesy#just threw a bunch of waves and leaves and birds on top and called it a day haha. it might be a bit too busy though#the white line going up the center is supposed to be a trail left behind by the gummi ship! it connects to the ship in the bg at the top#it's kinda meant to evoke little kids dreaming of other places-> getting older and earnestly making the raft to try to reach the dream#->the gummi ship as a premonition of how they'd actually reach the dream in the future. i guess? idk how to explain#and i really wanted to have kairi's expressions be really similar but changing subtly from wonder to worry when she's older#the boys are just max enthusiasm the whole time#but yeah. something something Symbolism and hopefully it's at least kinda pretty if it doesn't make sense#i'm just super proud to have been part of this project! everyone's work is just amazing#the destiny kids give me this soft feeling of kinda lonely nostalgia. it's nice to have a book full of that#very wistful looking through it#fan art#my art#project stuff
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local lesbians have a sew off in the troupe tents
#hollow knight#hollow knight fanart#silksong#troupe master grimm#hollow knight hornet#silksong hornet#nightmare king grimm#grimm hk#grimm hollow knight#nightmare king grimm hk#nightmare king grimm hollow knight#grimmnet#you can tell i drew this with a few days in between lol#anyways i feel like when hornet hangs out with the troupe she does busy work ie sewing and making grimmkin or other stuff#grimm is very appreciative since it’s usually his task but he does cos he likes it so now he can do it with company he likes#nightmare however… well he just wants to be involved#i’ve always hc’d him as a bad sewer bc his realm looks Like That… passable/functional but not pretty yknow#anyways hornet keeps a big grimmkin to use as a pillow and do menial tasks for her#nightmare allows it since it means he can see what she’s up to#my art
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celebratory albedo birthday drawing!! i tried doing the twitter 4-image crop trend with it so it looks kinda awkward lol
#fanart#genshin impact#albedo#happy birthday to my almost-birthday-twin#i miss him so so much#this drawing is a bit rushed cuz i have to draw other stuff atm#albedo's birthday is always when i'm busy somehow....#btw since i'm already ranting on these hashtags i just wanna mention that natlan is pretty fun i love mualani
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never thought i'd reach this point... it feels very strange to say but...
thank you so much for 800 followers!!!💖
it still doesn't feel real, almost a year ago i started posting art to Tumblr, to have reached this many people now, i don't know how to describe it... but you all mean so much to me!!! thank you from the bottom of my heart, and i hope you all enjoy what i'm coming up for in the future!! 😊❤✨✨✨
#i'd make some nice art for the occasion but AAAHHHHH i'm too busy working on other stuff!!! but hopefully the cute kitties work 😊#... but i DO have something special to share.... something i'm pretty nervous about 👀💧 but i do hope you'll enjoy it!!#i will post it as soon as i can after this! 😉#one more ✨💖THANK YOU!!!💖✨ for the road though!!! i love all of you and i hope you have a great day!!!! 😁✨
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just wanted to say that I absolutely LOVE your comic I am so inspired by it and it’s so lovely and I wanna buy the physical books (I’ve never done that before) I just AUGGHHH EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS SO 💙💙💙
do you allow fanart? And is there anything not allowed? I wanna draw adam and steve so bad 😭
Of course it's allowed! Fanart fanfic fan music fan dubs whatever!
I like to think I'm sort of "building a playground" when I make a story, have fun on it! I made it for you!
In my general opinion, it's not my business what my "fandom" does... It's on you and also me to curate our own spaces! If you're inspired by my work in any way, that's the greatest honor I could imagine and I want you to feel fully free to explore that. If someone is being weird, I know where the block button is and they can keep being weird where I don't have to see it haha
Just don't like... sell it... it's messy legally with webtoon and I'm one person making the story and it's my whole income so the few sales I get are kind of huge for me ;_;
#the way I see it is if I put up a boundary of like 'dont make something that I wouldnt want to see'#all it does is scare the people who respect me into not making anything!#and the people who were never going to respect me anyways were going to make those things regardless#because they didn't respect me. so they wouldnt care if I put that boundary up.#so my opinion is like honestly it's not my business what you do... if you're doing something weird with my story it's not reflecting on me#like youre the one doing the weird thing not me...? so why would I care LOL#I'm pretty good about blocking tags or ignoring the things that make me uncomfortable. which has happened#also like. I'll be honest#if you sold like 3 I also wouldnt care AHGASJGLKGJASLGKJSA#cause idk. I dont generally feel like it's taking away from my business...#idk!!! it's a weird zone#like I need money to live but morally I'm not opposed to other people making art and selling it so idk where to land on that#but uhhh webtoon wouldnt like it if you sold it. so#I'm not going to like go after someone idk...#if I did not need the money to live. I wouldnt care at all and would probably encourage other people selling my stuff#or like their art of my stuff. not my art of my stuff. never do that#thats just regular theft#but webtoon does NOT!!! like that and idk how much they go after stuff like that. I know they went after scanlation sites sob#novaeverse#asks#sorry this is so unclear. my opinions on it are unclear lmao#basically. do whatever.#I can't stop what you are doing and I will not waste the energy trying#all I ask for is some basic respect!#and I dont think I can or should ask for more. so#enjoy! make whatever! it's literally making free art for me AUGASJGLKSAJGALKGJ how could I say no...
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Have you ever drawn Aoi from ze 999? I’d love to see him in your style
i HAVE but only once so far and his face isnt showing sdhfdjdhf it was a part of my inking class assignment which i made a mini 999 + aitsf zine for
#zero escape#aoi kurashiki#9 hours 9 persons 9 doors#999#i do want to draw him + all the others Properly once i get the chance but i ended up getting pretty busy with zine & commission stuff#after the quarter ended#my art#fan art#2022#undescribed#lizard inbox
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how did u become this productive and academic and cool.. what age did u start..
Built this way babeyyyy
#I’m kidding. Idk I’ve been very academically oriented since I was a child#Being raised by an overachieving engineer mother probably helped but I can also safely say I was predisposed to academia the whole time#And as uni got harder I started mentally coaching myself until I got where I wanted#I also genuinely love science and I’m grateful to be studying something I’m passionate about every day#And while academic productivity (for the lack of a better term) comes naturally to me other stuff doesn’t#I’m very much a schedule kind of person and if I don’t have meticulous to do lists I literally die#I’m very lazy in certain aspects but I also like keeping my hands busy which is pretty fortunate#Flattered that u think being a nerd is cool. That is basically what I am
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new di x warrior cats
name explanations and more info below :3
basic stuff
-each agency is a clan, not each unit. 14-15 clans would be silly and then we would have some clans with 5 cats and some with 2.
-starpro -> lightclan. i couldn’t call them “starclan” for obvious reasons. light is somewhat synonymous with star, so i’m going with that.
-cospro -> nightclan. i don’t think the cats in warriors know the word “cosmic”, but cosmic implies cosmos implies night sky, so we’re going with night
-rhyth lin -> rippleclan. ripple is sort of a synonym to rhythm….? this one was hard
-new di -> fortuneclan. this one is a stretch but neither “new” or “dimension” have synonyms that really fit a clan name. fortune is something that relates to multiple characters in new di though
-starclan still sort of exists, but the cats do not believe in them the way they do in warriors. they are more of a nursery tale than anything, and select cats (ex: tatsumi) believe in them, but it is not written into their code. medicine cats can still interpret signs, but they do not necessarily think of them as coming from starclan.
-medicine cat forbidden romance is not a thing here
-intermingling of clans is ok and common
-there’s like. other cats in their clans besides just the enstars cast i assume
cat names/why i chose them
fortuneclan:
knights
-tsukasa -> scarletstar (scarletblossom) . he is the leader of fortuneclan because he is one of the new di reps for the summits. both scarlet and blossom were chosen bc of his last name (scarlet is a red color… kinda similar to cherry…. and blossom for the cherry blossom).
-leo -> lionheart. ok this one is kind of cheating because lionheart is already an existing warrior, but…come on….
-izumi -> silverspring. sora describes his color as silver, and spring is in his first name
-ritsu -> frostmoon. his first name means cold moon according to the wiki so i just rehashed it
-naru -> goldenroar. since she doesn’t like her first name i didn’t want to use “storm”, and her last name can be read as “thunder” but that’s a little too close to storm? so golden for her hair and roar for her last name
switch
-natsume -> sageeye. a sage is similar to a wizard, and eye is in his first name . also the “dovesong” mentioned is wataru :)
-tsumugi -> bluewing. he is a bluebird. warrior cats probably wouldn’t straight up call a cat “bluebird” so i put wing there instead. deputy cause he’s the vp
-sora -> skyspring . sora means sky. spring is in his last name. i could have used “stream” instead to differentiate him from sena but i think spring is cuter
mam/df
-madara -> tawnystripe . tawny bc it’s like kind of close to calico if you squint. stripe(s) is in his last name
#my art#enstars#ok so maybe we WOULD have 5 clans bc guess what was announced today#a new agency. and a new unit (or fucking 5? idk)#BUTWHATEVER#um i don’t know why i did this it was a joke at first but#then i started getting really into choosing names….#like originally it was just gonna be switch but then i was like hmmm… what if the agency is the clan#i’ve been reading so so much warrior cats i’m about to finish avos and then i’ll be caught back up to where i was#when i started this rereading journey last year#so like i have to apply it to my other interests#i’m proud of the names i chose i think they’re fun#yes leo’s is a cheat but idc#i hope someone else will appreciate this it’s mostly just me doing stuff for fun#i want to do the other units/agencies too but that might be a while cause yall this took#like a week . granted i’m busy rn but god damn picking designs for cats is hard!!#that’s why so many ended up being tabbies i just can’t resist they’re my favorites i’m definitely not biased#but also realistically tabby is a pretty common pattern so it’s fine#my fave design is naru’s btw i wanted to make her really pretty and i think i did ok#ok i’m going to bed bye#also forgot to mention i wanted to keep the names as close to canon warriors as i could so i had to find words similar to things that#the cats in warriors would know#sage is pushing it i don’t think they use sage in medicine . they def don’t know what a fortune is either but i don’t care
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in may, it’ll be two years since succ ended, and i can’t ever even imagine leaving it behind
#i’ve been here like nearly three (😵💫) years already and my hyperfixation does ebb and flow but never fully goes away#and i’m still writing fic pretty consistently#it’s like the one fandom i’ve written the most for#even in terms of stuff i haven’t posted#bc literally my notes apps is mostly wips/ideas of the tomgreg fic variety#with a couple other succ related things#for flavour#i feel like the fandom has dwindled since the show ended#and like i understand bc no new content etc#or not much anyways#and i mostly see the same couple blogs#and i love y’all so bad#you are my life support#i check in with your blogs when i’m suffering withdrawals#and it’ll be a sad day when they too go away#but yeah like i said#not going anywhere#i mean i might not post a whole lot for personal reasons or whatever#but in terms of still busy active in the fandom#like hi hello it’s me i’m the only one in this empty room#even if it’s just writing my silly little fics <3#i feel like i’ve made this post a bunch but like#i love this show so much#and my gay businessmen <333#and also just a thing to say i’m still here in general i guess?#if like ppl might be worried about me or are interested in anything to do with me#currently working on my er.. current fic#and just vibin mostly? living my life? livin la viva loca i guess you could say?#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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Updates should start back up hopefully soon! Work and home life has been super busy lately and the artblock is attacking me BUT I'm hoping to have an update by next Sunday
#we lost two managers at work so me and the other managers have to work harder to do their tasks#and another manager was on vacation during all of this#but also home stuff has been super busy too#quite a few of the next moons get pretty long bc i have sooo many cats which is also why its taking a bit longer#i MAY consider breaking some of the moons up into two posts but we'll see!#crickettalks
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I fucking love writing Dual POV because you get to write one section where the character laments deeply that he has fallen for such a suave cool effortlessly sexy guy who just kissed him senseless (for the undercover job, of course)...
And then you get to swap immediately to the other POV where the "suave" "cool" "effortlessly sexy" guy in question is panic-texting his ex-boss's wife begging her to tell him what to do because I fucked up Sarah I really like him Sarah I'm sorry I know it's 11pm Sarah I'm going to fling myself off the roof Sarah!!!!!
Anyway. None of you know what or who I'm talking about but that's okay, I'M having fun. And you all will too when I get you to read this fic and join me in rarepair hell.
#lincoln writes stuff#random#pretty sure I just gave the game up for what this ship is#to the three people and a cat who figured out the show#like I'm sorry TV show you TRIED to convince me that this man is cool now#when I just spent eight seasons watching him make jokes at crime scenes#run into doors and fall into ponds#and react to any woman flirting with him by having a panic attack#you can't fool me#I know what he is#and he's just lucky that the other person is too busy having a meltdown over his crush to realize just how uncool his crush actually is
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HOWDY FOLKS I've not drawn very much as of late since. uhhhh. SEVERAL things happened. but one of them is because i went to a miniature painting convention this past weekend!
it was super fun! here's a couple minis i painted-- first one was just for fun and i want to make her into a character now, second one i did in a class on painting with limited palettes! i did that with only three different colors of paint!
#thee colors. three bottles! didn't even use black or white! it was just a really dark blue. a magenta. and a yellow#*three colors. not thee hdsjhssjhd#anyway other reasons i haven't drawn much is. the weekend before that i was helping a friend with stuff#we had to. put kiki down last monday. that was not fun#and kiki's health had been declining for weeks before then#and I've been super busy packing and going back and forth between my parents and my apartment ~3 hrs away#and preparing for school. so yeah it's been. pretty busy as of late! I've done little doodles#here and there#and I've managed to join the aggies a few times#but yeah. owudoshdjdgdjdhfjgj#OH NORMAL TAGGING STUFF I SHOULD DO THAT#miniature painting#miniatures#idk actually... what to tag.... oh well!#OH I ALSO HAVE ANOTHER MINI I PAINTED don't have a picture for it yet#and i started working on a fourth but didn't end up finishing it before the convention ended
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Playing around with another one of my 18th century favorites, Niel Gow's Lament for the Death of His Second Wife. I met a wonderful fiddler at Salem this weekend who reminded me how much I love this tune; I only wish I had recorded our rendition, as I tend to compulsively do, but that wouldn't have been very period accurate of me while playing for the officers' luncheon...
#it was pretty funny my fellow fifer and i were drawn to him like a beacon#and immediately went over to ask if he was going to stick around in the evening so we could play with him#mind you this is two college kids and like a fifty year old guy#unfortunately he wasn't so we both kind of looked at each other despite being on duty and decided we Did have an hour to kill#and accidentally ended up becoming background music for the officers' lunch#later our compatriots were upset that the officers didn't compensate us but to be fair they didn't really ask we just provided#anyway that guy was the sweetest and I hope to visit him the next time I come back to salem which Will happen because I didn't get to see#any real Salem Stuff since I was so busy#the captain's musick#folk music#18th century music#music#18thc#this is your captain speaking
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i do wish i was better at communicating with people online and through technology. i wander into conversations and make new ones all the time irl with random people and its fun but im like hyping myself to type out a single response to a Post. and to say nothing of how difficult it is to get me to say something in a discord server
#or even video or audio calls are becoming hard for me rn. i used to be better at this#i used to be sooo good at talking to people online. maybe. or maybe not actually#now that i think about it ive always been a little outside of everything in both irl and online communities ive been in#you know i was part of the mods for a deviantart species a long time ago. i was pretty bad at my job i was always too slow to actually mod#and one day i came home from school and like the entire modbase imploded because of drama on a discord or smth they had that i wasnt in LOL#tbh i was a bit older than all of them and busy with final year of highschool stuff so i wasnt super present. i think they just had me on#because while i wasnt particularly popular as an artist i did have some eyecatching polish on my art. but it was wild i was like#whats going on. who are you people. where am i. i have to apply to ouac rn i dont know whats happening#wait random ass deviantart drama i was vaguely adjacent to but still dont really know what happened aside. i would like to chat more#i think the easiest way to converse with me is commenting on my posts like theyre forum threads. or dming me. sometimes#im so bad with group chats. especially if they have multiple channels. the only group chat ive stuck with is a tiny one with like#two other friends and we just write thoughts and about our day and pictures of animals and whatever#i get confused and scared in discords. i get so confused and scared#i used to be okay with discord calls but even with that ive been struggling. am i scared of the computer#am i scared of the computer. the machine. whats happening
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I am vending at a gaming/anime/fandom convention in Nov. and I have to create a bunch of sticker designs for the event!! I need to make sure I can order them in time T-T
I'm trying to do a play on "God's Favorite" for BG3; the gold color on Shar's will be gold foil hot stamped and the white on Selune's will all be silver foil hot stamped. I'm trying to think of others to do? I'm thinking of Vlaakith and maybe Mizora and Raphel?
I am doing a bunch of Sanrio characters in metal logos, I have Cinnamoroll, Keroppi, and Pochacco on my to-do list. They'll all have a glitter finish on top when they are printed!
Been busy with these so haven't done much sims. (ʃᵕ̩̩ ᵕ̩̩)
#Non Sims#my eyes and ears are open if you#have suggestions!#I have a bunch of BG3 designs I want to do#trying to let myself make the stuff I like#and phase out the stuff I made to get my business#off the ground#oh and lil story time#while everyone was (and is) getting to know each other in our newsroom#one of the reporters asked what i do in my free time#my go to is like a like to design i run a little shop#and of course she was like omg show me#and i told her no i didnt really want it was little embarrassing#and she kept asking and was being pretty pushy so I#swallowed my pride and was like sure#showed her and the way she became do disinterested so fast#I was like#um why did you push me until I showed you#and then turned your nose up at it a little#idk the switch up was crazy#and i dont sell anything wild really#i told her it for things like anime/fandom events#but yeah IDK in my mind i was like this is why I don't show people#my etsy if i dont know them#but it pays my bills so people can be judgy if they'd like#and i enjoy it and doing events#but i already stand out in that news room as is#being the alty graphic designer with a bunch#of type-a personality reporters#even if we make a good team
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