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dykebeckett · 8 months ago

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omg are you okay you got in an accident????

I have a minor abrasion on my wrist and got high as shit when I got home my main problems were a sort of adrenaline fueled hyperanxiety (helped by the weed) and being alone in my house while in straight up prey animal mode (helped by three cumulative hours of phone calls with a good friend and my grandma) so. I’m fine

#I think everything that comes next is going to be really hard as a person who is scared to death of asking for help with things but I have #been advised that for today I ought think in the present and not worry about that #I was like in my car with a flaccid airbag in my lap panicking air finances #about.#because of my insecurities and problems #AND I PUT A BANDAGE ON MY ABRASION. BY THE WAY #I was in a fucking state for a bit like. thinking oh I’m an idiot I don’t deserve a bandage?#cause of my problems. I got better though

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