#I want to quit

[evanzrosier]

i hate myself for being aorace.

i hate myself for accepting the ace but not the aro part of me.

i hate myself for not understanding love and relationships.

i hate myself for not wanting to be kissed.

i hate myself for not getting the concept of a relationship.

i hate myself for being jealous of people in a relationship.

i hate myself for not being able to love in a romantic way.

i hate myself for not understanding that for other people the partner is more important than friendship.

i hate myself for not understanding why a person can't fall asleep without their partners.

i hate myself for always being happy that i'm single.

i hate myself for hating my friends for being in a relationship.

i hate myself for being mad that they do things with their partner instead of me.

i hate myself for not being able to react with joy or happiness when people talk about their relationships (or however they want me to react)

i hate myself for not getting the 'in a relationship' status of my friends.

i hate myself for ignoring someones relationship to protect myself of being confused.

i hate myself for hurt people cause i don't understand how they can talk about future kids and moving together with happiness.

i hate myself for getting anxiety attacks every time someone tells me about what they do with/for their partners.

i hate myself for asking me why people want a relationship.

i hate myself for questioning why people stay with a person even when this person gave them trust issues.

i hate myself for hating romantic relationships.

i hate myself for hurting people cause i ignore their partner stories cause i just don't know what to say cause i don't understand the concept of a relationship.

i hate myself for overthinkinging over opening a massage cause what if it's about the relationship again?

i hate myself for ignoring massages cause i know it's going to be about them.

i hate myself for being the main reason for my selfhate.

i hate myself for not being about to be happy for my friends for being in a relationship.

i hate myself for losing my platonic love person to a relationship i can't understand.

but i guess i'll get used to it.

[greetingfromthedead]

This is literally how I feel now that my words aren't wording, the smut isn't smutting, the plots aren't plotting and I only have one more day of vacation before I have to return to work that has gone to absolute shit now that my supervisor quit and left a truckload of work behind that I have no idea how to do.

Also, my brain is telling me to start an angsty fic while I literally have 3 WIPs open on my PC.

[meteraa]

Imagine doing everything at your job just to get lied on and get told you were not doing anything and hiding.

[possiblymiranda]

got called a bitch simply because I spelled my name for a customer

[dreamsagain]

My mood tonight

[sharkyy599]

Bro why are people who come and eat Burger King so frustrating

I’m sorry I have to charge you extra for sauce but I’ll get in trouble if I don’t

[wishesofeternity]

Every time I feel somewhat settled in this godforsaken company, they introduce something new that throws me off completely :/

[btsbabe7]

Really feeling the urge to quit my job and enjoy the rain of spring. To just lie in the coziness of my bed and silence of my room a bit longer when the sun has barely touched the horizon. To write soppy romances that I long for in my own life. To gaze at pretty flowers and ponder life. To listen to audiobooks and discuss them with friends during a trip to the farmers’ market. And later, grabbing boba or a coffee to catch up on life with no debt or a single bill in sight.

Oh, to be free!!! 😭

[waywardwindee]

what if i want to write cute little fanfics (they're devastating) and read about my favorite couples getting together (they hate each other and it takes 150 chapters) instead of going to work??? what then?

[lavenderstratosphere]

...

[dick-helmet-magneto]

I've been put down to start work at 7am next week. Ma'am, this store doesn't open until 9am. The absolute fuck? No. I'm not I refuse. I'll show up at 8am like a civilized human or not at all.

[clementineskesh]

Anyone else experiencing the going back to work dread

[diazheartsbuckley]

Working this entire weekend and all I can think about are my wips

[sneakygoldie]

Im cryin sm rn why did I have to bump into drama (pls don’t rant at me, it will make me cry more and I have already had a terrible life before this, too.) So much bad things happened you just made it worst!

[liesmultixxx]

Love is nowhere (for me)

it’s dark

it’s unseemly

but maybe it’s just right

for a demon like me

the dark is my home

i revel in self pity

and my daily plight

is about how i get by

knowing i am what i am

it is immutable, it can’t be changed

nowhere is everywhere and it’s nowhere for me

all the demons travel in packs yet i am alone

i was created, my master is my self-hatred

i am what i think i am

it burdens me, it is my cross to bear

but the others, they do not care

to them, i am a querulous child

who can’t be bothered to fight

overburdened by the pain of life

if feeling like this is so wrong

why is it the only thing i know?

they scold me, call me weak

i am fighting my battles my own way

why can’t you see?

i suppose the demon will be neglected

and love doesn’t exist

it is nowhere in my life

it can’t be fixed

it really makes you see

that the monster in frankenstein

was merely seeking love and affection

what a crime

we’re all capable of

such a shame it never comes to be

love is nowhere

but especially for me

[maxverstappensflatbrim]

I just love working in retail been here 35 minutes I was shouted at on the phone, had three people just throw their money at me and only four out of the twenty people I’ve airbed has said thanks.