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MAMA, A BIRD BEHIND YOU.
â â ᥣđŠ â â â angel!reader x dean winchester
sum. just angel!reader having a staring problem, and perturbing deanâs sleep with it.
includes. fluff, pet names (duck, duckling, sweetheart), itâs my first drabble have mercy, english is not my first language.
Dean jolted awake, his heart felt like it wanted to jump out of his chest. He wasn't sure what had disturbed him so much âa nightmare, maybe, or that weird squeaking sound the bunker floor made from time to timeâ but something felt... off. He blinked a few times, trying to get rid of the drowsiness and blurriness in his eyes. Then he saw you.
You. Fuckin' duck. He thought.
You were standing perfectly still in the corner of the room, your hands clasped together in front of you, staring deeply at Dean.
"What the fuck-" Dean wanted to yell at you, but he'd be lying if he said he wasn't used to it. It was maybe the fifth time this week you'd taken it upon yourself to wake him or Sam with your eerie, silent presence. "Duckling, what are you doing here?" he asked as he sat up in bed.
You stared at him for another few seconds, blinking slowly. "You were asleep."
"Yes, I know. It's what people do at night." He rubbed his face, trying to make sense of the situation, and maybe trying to talk some sense into you. "Why are you always just... standing there? Watching me like a damn freak?"
You tilted your head slightly, as though considering your words. "You looked peaceful."
Dean froze, caught between a sense of confusion and sheer disbelief. "You woke me up because I looked peaceful?"
"No," you corrected, your voice as calm as ever. "You woke up on your own. I was merely observing."
"Observing what, exactly?"
For brief moments, you hesitated. Your expression was hard to read, since you just kept staring at him, but that question seemed to have made you think.
"Humans are... fragile. They take on too much. They carry the weight of their sins even unconsciously. I was ensuring that you remained unharmed."
Dean stayed just like you for a few seconds; still and staring, blinking slowly as if the gears in his brain were being dusted off. He opened and closed his mouth like a fish, trying to find the words.
"So you were angelically babysitting me?" he said, confused. How was he supposed to take that? Sure, it was... Cute, in a way. His chest tightened fondly at the thought of how much you cared for him, even if you showed it in such a weird way.
But still, it was fucking terrifying to be jumpscared by two shiny eyes staring at his soul in the middle of the night.
"Yes." you said, matter-of-factly, a tiny smile gracing your face, which only made Dean feel his chest tighten even more.
"Listen, sweetheartâ I don't mind you watching me sleep, okay? Even if you look like a freak, I don't mind, but you should try to kick that habit. It's not very... uh, how do I say it? Human." Dean tried to explain it as simply as possible, but it was hard when you were looking at him with those big eyes, all wide and paying as much attention as if he were an exotic animal. "You scared five lifetimes out of me standing in that corner like an extra in horror movie. I'm just saying, others might react worse than me."
You blinked and looked down at your hands. "I didn't intend to frighten you. I'm simply drawn to your existence." You said softly. "If you would rather, I may go."
Dean shouldn't feel bad, but he did. It was like scolding a puppy for chewing on a shoe. He knew you were getting used to the Earth and how humans coexisted with each other, it wasn't entirely your fault you were a social misfit.
"Stay if you want," Dean flopped back onto his pillow with a groan, covering his face with his upper arm. "But I'd recommend you try doing other things while Sam and I asleep, believe me, anything is better than watching two idiots snore." He yawned.
Dean peeked out from behind his arm to watch you move toward the door, though you threw one last glance over your shoulder.
You hesitate, moving your lips as if you want to say something else. Finally, you nod. "Very well. Sleep well, Dean." Your gaze lingered for a moment, soft and curious, before vanishing down the hallway.
As soon as you left, Dean exhaled noisily. "Angels," he muttered, covering his head with the blanket. "Fucking weirdos."
a/n: hii hiii hello this is my first drabble, hope yâall like it :) iâm doing samâs version soon cuz my boy deserves to be disturbed by the angel too
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His shirts
Mafia dad Levi x fem reader
It'd been a long few days for Levi and being away from his family was something he hated, but sometimes he had to go away with Erwin and a few others to do business in another country. Normally, Levi would take you and his daughter along with him to enjoy a foreign country, but it was too dangerous this time. So, you, his goddess of a wife and precious little baby girl were left at home with his mum helping out.
With arms full of presents and a smile on his face, Levi strolled from his car to his home on the hill with glorious views of the city and sea with mountains behind. It made him smile that as a couple you'd gone from a tiny apartment to this large house. The two of you had worked so hard together.
He pushed open the front door and slipped his shoes and coat off. He slowly made his way into the large living room to see the sunken sofa and sitting area in front of the TV was occupied by you and his three-year-old daughter.
Levi's heart skipped a beat when he heard you giggle at your daughter. He blushed at seeing you and his daughter in shirts of his. He moved closer until he was close to the steps down to the sofa area. Levi's feelings and emotions kept changing. He was aroused by you being in just his shirt and thigh-high socks with your thick thighs he loved biting on show. He felt like he could just melt into a gooey mess at seeing his daughter in his shirt that was too big for her.
Daisy stomped her little feet up to her bear and picked it up into the air. "Sleep with the fishy!" She then threw the bear down to the ground. "Bye-bye." She huffed before looking up and noticing Levi. Daisy's face lit up in pure delight. "DADDY!"
You flinched and turned your head to see Levi. "Hey, grumpy kitty. Welcome home."
Daisy ran over to him with her arms open. "Daddy!"
Levi placed the gifts down before scooping his daughter up into his arms. "Hello, my cute little flower. Have you been good for your mummy?"
She nodded. "Yes! We played, we cuddled and mummy told me so many stories."
"Sounds like a lot of fun." He walked down the steps and sat on the sofa next to you, you were clearly buzzing with excitement at seeing him but you were happily waiting. "I'm glad."
"I slept in Daddy's bed."
"You did? Were you keeping mummy company?"
She nodded. "Yes."
He pocked her cheek. "Thank you." He kissed her puffy cheek. "So, what was this sleeping with the fishy?"
She grinned. "You say it!"
He released a long sigh. "You're right..." He placed her down on her feet. "I have a few presents for you." He leaned over and grabbed the ones for her. "Go sit with your teddy and take your time with them, okay? I have a very beautiful mummy to kiss."
Daisy hugged her gifts as she giggled. "Thank you, daddy. Give mummy lots and lots and lots of kisses!"
He watched her run off before slowly turning to you. He shifted closer as excitement throbbed inside him. "Bunny." He growled your pet name with a deep voice laced with desire. "I missed you." He caressed your cheek. "Come here."
You dove into his arms. "Mm, Levi."
He dragged you onto his lap and inhaled deeply allowing him to enjoy your scent. "Fuck, I missed you so much." He tilted his head and kissed you. The two of you moaned and purred in delight. "Oh, bunny you are a delight and pleasure."
You massaged your fingers in his hair. "So are you." You shifted on his lap. "Promise you're staying a while?"
"Promise. No more going away for days."
"Good, 'cause I might have to lock you up."
He chuckled. "I think I'll like that." He massaged your thighs. "So, my shirt huh?"
You nodded and looked over at Daisy playing with her new toys. "We both missed you. Daisy got very teary-eyed about it so I told her what I do when I miss you, I get one of your shirts. She said we should wear them and we have been for two days now." You looked back at Levi. "That okay?"
"More than okay." He nuzzled his nose against yours. "Wear it later?"
You saw the sparkle in his eyes and knew what he was talking about. "Oh, I will." You nipped his neck. "I'm all yours." You slipped off his lap making him whine. "Now! I think you should help your daughter make her toys sleep with the fishy."
Levi slipped off the sofa and sat on the floor. "Alright, little flower. Who we making sleep today?"
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[đENG Translation]: Souvenir Pop Through the Eyes of Joker Out Members
Original article written by BoĹĄtjan TuĹĄek, published 27.11.2024 on 24ur. Photos by Miro Majcen. English translation by @kurooscoffee, review by drumbeat, proofread IG GBoleyn123.
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We visited Joker Out in their rehearsal space, where the band members shared their thoughts on their new album and explained all the songs from their third full-length album, Souvenir Pop, in their own words. The album has already been released on digital platforms and CDs, and they are promising a vinyl edition as well.
About the Title SOUVENIR POP:
Bojan: We were sitting here in the rehearsal space, struggling to find a short, universally understandable way to summarise everything that happened to us during this time. After some serious thought, we realised that the music is essentially a collection of memoriesââsouvenirsââthat weâve gathered. For the first time in our lives, we traveled so much and spent so much time away from home. Everything was very âpop,â and we lived out all the pop star dreams we used to admire. We shortened this journey into âpop,â making it a souvenir pop journey.
Photo: Joker Out recently unveiled their third album, Souvenir Pop. Together with Bojan, Kris, Jan, Nace, and Jure, we analysed all the songs on the album. PHOTO: Miro Majcen.
On the Cover Photo Taken in Bed:
Jure: The cover photo was born long before the album got its title. It was captured on the morning of the semifinals last May in Liverpool. We kept it under wraps for almost a year and a half. We liked it already back then and immediately thought it could one day work as an album cover. When we started looking for a cover, it still best reflected our feelings.
Bojan: It was taken on an iPhone during the filming of a promotional video, so basically a completely randomly captured moment.
On the âCircusâ Surrounding Them Because of the New Album:
Kris: What's particularly noticeable is the mental and emotional fragmentation. The songs are quite diverse and colourful, and at first glance, they didnât seem to belong on the same album. But as Bojan said, they remind us of fridge magnets, which perhaps reflects that we were âall over the place,â and that we were exploring ourselves on a broader musical, lyrical, and instrumental level than usual.
Nace: You can tell the songs are âhyped upâ because we were in that mindset. Different things influence you, and it would have been quite different if we had stayed home for a month before that instead of being on tour.
PHOTO: Miro Majcen.
On Lack of Time:
Kris: We had to intentionally carve out time to write and record songs. We spent two months in London, a month in Hamburg, and last year we took a week in KoÄevje to work on 'Everybodyâs Waiting'. Carpe Diem took 14 days. We were maybe even under a bit of pressure, knowing we had to produce something.
On Three Languages on the Album:
Bojan: We spent a lot of time with all three languages; speaking, listening, and thinking in them. The stories naturally emerged in all three languages, and we didnât resist that because it would have been truly foolish.
I see language as just another tool for conveying information, like how a specific guitar effect suits one song but not another.
PHOTO: Miro Majcen.
On Egos:
Bojan: Egos have to clash because theyâre an important part of our drive. I wouldnât say our egos fight; they occasionally disagree, but everything generally moves in the same directionâto create something the five of us like. We have a healthy dose of competitiveness, and weâve never truly had a fight. We separate the person from the musician, which I think is important.
Kris: There was never much ego, but for this album, we threw out what little was left. On this record especially, we faced moments where someone else did something on your instrument that you should have done. But that opened new possibilities and ideasâa fresh perspective. This happened to all of us except Bojan with vocals.
Kris: Today, a friend sent me a message from Venice; they were playing 'Carpe Diem'. Last year, we made it onto the top 40 charts of a Lithuanian radio station. PHOTO: Miro Majcen.
Comments on the songs from the album SOUVENIR POP:
1. MUZIKA ZA DECU (Serbo-Croatian):
Bojan: When the idea came to me, I was thinking about how much I liked what was coming out of the speakers; quite grown up. Then I had a flash of cynicism and sarcasm: itâs all just for girls, for kids. Hence, âmuzika za decuâ (music for children). Initially, it was called Zlatna kosica (Golden hair), haha. I wrote the intro, then improvised the rest of the lyrics in Hamburg while we were playing it.
Nace: You might have changed two words.
Kris: The intro I play on guitar was originally done by Bojan on the piano. While recording, I was strumming along, imagining a piano intro. But when we listened to it later, everything felt so wrong that we started liking it. Thatâs how it stayed. We recorded it all together in one room, in one go.
Bojan: Ĺ˝are was thrilled that he had to âclean upâ the vocals (laughs), which we recorded in the kitchen.
Jure: This is one of the songs which features guest performers; a childrenâs choir at the end.
Nace: The kids from our crew and their relatives sang. The first group sang too in tune, so we recorded another group that was a bit less perfect. In the end, we combined the two recordings, and it turned out just right. There were about 15 to 20 kids altogether.
Jan: The guitar sound came from my Whammy pedal, which the producer Ĺ˝are Pak didnât always like, haha.
Nace: We have to commend Žare for producing in such a way that everything unnecessary is stripped away. He never hides anything like some other producers might.
PHOTO: Miro Majcen.
2. Ĺ TA BIH JA (Serbo-Croatian):
Kris: This was the first song we created in London. Within a week, we already had the structure, though it initially resembled Bijelo Dugme. Some elements were later removed.
Nace: Yeah, Ĺ˝are came in and said, âGuys, this is unnecessaryâ (laughs).
Kris: His reaction was hilarious. When he heard it, he said, âDid I send you to the UK to make yugo music?!â (laughs). It was our first Balkan reaction to being foreigners in a foreign country, and it just poured out of us. Bojan already had the lyrics âĹĄta bih ja u ovoj crnoj noÄi bez tebe radioâ (what would I do in this dark night without you), and we recorded it.
Bojan: I actually prefer hearing my voice in Serbo-Croatian over Slovenian, the position of the voice seems more natural.
Jure: It's interesting how the colour of Bojan's voice changes with different languages, which is actually quite normal.
Kris: Yeah, Bojan, in a 'Balkan language,' your rocker alter ego comes out even more, I think.
PHOTO: Miro Majcen.
3. CARPE DIEM (Slovenian):
Bojan: This is the original souvenir. And pop. Itâs hard to believe how one song can change everything for you like that. Itâs literally just one of our songs; not necessarily better than the others, maybe not even one of my favourites. But as our Eurovision entry, it perfectly conveyed our message. The whole story and image of the band are captured in those three minutes. Itâs an excellent channel for our energy, which got people to believe in us and become interested.
Kris: Today, a friend sent me a message from Venice; they played 'Carpe Diem' there. Last year, we were on the Lithuanian radio top 40 charts.
Bojan: The most bizarre thing Iâve ever seen in my life was when an older Mongolian singer and his band played and sang Carpe Diem live at a reception for our president, NataĹĄa Pirc Musar, in Ulaanbaatar. We also received a recording from Zanzibar, where someone played it on a hotel terrace.
Bojan: I wouldnât say our egos fight; they occasionally disagree, but everything generally moves in the same directionâto create something we all like. PHOTO: Miro Majcen.
4. STEPHANIE (English):
Bojan: Of course, Stephanie isnât really Stephanie, but these are real people who exist.
Jure: I didnât have any part in this one since there are no drums; everything is programmed (laughs).
Nace: Yeah, everything was done by Casio, haha.
Kris: For many songs, we had a sample beat to practice with, and in some cases, it stayed in the final version. 'Stephanie' is one of those songs as well.
5. AKO TOGA VIĹ E NEÄE BITI (Serbo-Croatian):
Bojan: You believe in Santa Claus until you realise he doesnât exist. Itâs the same with love; until something destroys everything so thoroughly that you simply stop believing in it. This is a song about very raw disappointment with love.
Nace: Iâm in a long-term relationship, and when you leave home, itâs a sacrifice both partners make. In the spirit of it being good for both of you and your partner supports it, everything is okay.
Kris: Full respect to your partner for enduring how you went from âzero to a hundredâ in six months.
Nace: We have to commend Žare for producing in such a way that everything unnecessary is stripped away. PHOTO: Miro Majcen
6. BLUZA (Serbo-Croatian):
Bojan: I wrote 'Bluza' a long time ago, up to the chorus, about three years ago. For a long time, nothing happened with it until I presented it to the guys on an acoustic guitar. From there, it developed quickly, in a day or two. We even played it on tour before its release. Initially, it was more guitar-driven than it is now. The title, 'Bluza', literally just comes from the lyric âu ritmu tvoga bluzaâ (in the rhythm of your blues), but I quite like it.
Jan: A lot of our songs are titled after a phrase from the first verse that has no connection to the chorus.
Bojan: Similarly, back in university, my friends kept nagging me about 'Gola' (Naked), why we gave it that title, but nobody thought of the phrase âza najuâ (for us), haha.
Kris: Itâs probably because, during the creative process, we repeat the first part a lot, and that phrase naturally becomes the title.
Bojan: The story of a song always takes shape in the first verse.
PHOTO: Miro Majcen
7. LIPS (English):
Bojan: We heard thereâs a lot of money in music for films, so the song sounds like an apocalyptic ballad (laughs). Initially, it was quite Franz Ferdinand-esque. We even considered a duet with a French singer but didnât have a clear vision, so we dropped the idea. Later, Ĺ˝are and I restructured it, and then Nace tied everything together into a cohesive piece.
Jure: The song went through quite a few iterations.
Nace: Originally, it was a completely different song called 'Je t'aime'.
PHOTO: Miro Majcen
8. MESTO DUHOV (Slovenian):
Bojan: Trumpeter Luka Ipavec collaborated on this track, adding trumpet parts to the choruses. We created it in England and named it after the street we were living on; it had quite a dark vibe. Initially, the song was about a girl who cheated on me, leading to my suicide. Then we introduced the âpapapapaâ part, creating an atmosphere of a funeral, a procession. When we decided the song should be in Slovenian, we tied it to how the current social climate feels incredibly negative overall. People are always ready to quickly react to something negative. Itâs no longer pleasant to go outside; everything reflects the weight of whatâs happening around us. Thereâs unfortunately an air of superficiality around us.
Jan: The solo came to life in Hamburg. Later, when we were finishing the songs, I had the idea to rhythmically slice the solo so that it spells out âbaby booâ in Morse code.
Jan: A lot of our songs are titled after a phrase from the first verse that has no connection to the chorus. PHOTO: Miro Majcen
9. SONCE (Slovenian):
Jan: I play the keyboards on this one. Bojan had already outlined the song on guitar with chords. The idea was to create something orchestral, like in 'Novi val'. I, however, approached it differently and arranged the piano part. I showed Bojan a melody that, in my view, reflects the essence of the song.
Bojan: This song is a direct reaction to events in Palestine. Itâs the story of a deceased son speaking to his mother. Itâs undoubtedly the most emotionally heavy song on the album. The structure is also unconventional; no part repeats, and the chorus appears only once. Jan captured perfectly what the vocals are saying with his piano part. Itâs like a haiku, a single thought; not a classic pop song. Jan nailed the final take on his first try.
Kris: We could quickly get stuck creatively if everyone only insisted on their own instruments. Many songs only broke through when someone pressed something different. There were many moments where we needed that kind of freshness.
PHOTO: Miro Majcen
10. EVERYBODYâS WAITING (English):
Kris: This was a song we didnât know what to do with until Ĺ˝are offered the most basic beat, and Jan started working with the Rhodes electric piano, which set the direction for the album.
Bojan: Jan picked up the Rhodes out of nowhere and according to Žare, he plays better than 90 percent of Slovenian keyboardists (laughs).
Kris: Ĺ˝areâs modus operandi is to break your conventional thinking and enhance your intuition. He believes intuition is superior to thinking.
PHOTOS: Miro Majcen
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Thankful
Aaron invites Emily to Thanksgiving, and things change between them forever.
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Hi besties <3
This years Thanksgiving fic is a little earlier this year because Thanksgiving is the SGW anniversary so I am posting chapter 80 on Thursday to mark it!!
Happy Thanksgiving to those who celebrate, and if you're about to have a really hard couple of days with family I am holding more space for you than queer Twitter is for the lyrics of defying gravity.
Here's a little getting together fic for you all, and as always let me know what you think <3
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Aaron groans and drops his pen to his desk, his fingers pressed into his temples as he looks back and forth between his completed pile of paperwork and what he has left to do. He shakes his head, trying to rid himself of the headache he can feel building behind his eyes, and he blows out a breath.Â
âCoffee,â he mumbles to himself as he stands up and grabs his mug. He smiles and nods at Derek as he steps out of his office, and he walks past Emily and JJâs empty desks. He spots them standing in the kitchenette, both of their backs turned to him, and heâs about to call out and make them aware heâs there, but he comes to a stop when he hears their conversation.Â
âAre you sure you donât want to come to ours for Thanksgiving? Henry would love it, and Will makes enough food to feed the whole street anyway.âÂ
Emily shakes her head, âItâs okay, I promise,â she replies, âIâm going to my motherâs. Part of my attempt to make good with her again after the whole faking my death thing.â
Aaron doesnât have to see her face to know itâs a lie. Her relationship with her mother was still tense, at best, and he knew they barely spoke to each other. Heâd offered to be a buffer of some sort, to go with her to see her mother - something he saw as his responsibility since her fake death had been his decision - but sheâd turned him down. Her smile soft and appreciative as she told him she wouldnât want to put him through that, her hand on his arm as he sucked in a breath and pretended that a simple touch from her combined with the smell of her perfume didnât have him under her spell.Â
He couldnât remember when he fell in love with her. It had snuck up on him, his feelings for her shifting from mistrust to friendship to more so slowly that it felt as natural to him as breathing. His love for her so much a part of him he didnât know what heâd be without it anymore. He couldnât remember when he fell in love with her, but he remembered when he realised. A familiar pit in his stomach as he stood over her grave that heâd felt at Haleyâs funeral, the same suit heavy on his shoulders as he threw a rose on top of her empty coffin - the only flower heâd ever given her.Â
He told himself when she was in Paris that heâd do whatever was necessary to bring her home, that one day heâd get a chance to tell her that he loved her. Or at the very least, ask her out on a date. The reality of her return was different. She was a shell of herself, lost in the ruins of who she had once been - a feeling he was all too familiar with - and he knew there was very little she could take on top of the day-to-day of figuring out who she was now. He did his best to be there for her in the way that sheâd let him, his support silent at first. Eventually, he knew he had to say something, worried that heâd lose her entirely if he didnât, and they came to their agreement that sheâd tell him when she had a bad day.Â
It had restarted whatever closeness theyâd had before Doyle. She would spend evenings and her Saturdays with him and Jack. Sheâd sit on the sidelines of the little boyâs soccer games and cheer for him, her smile as close to hers as Aaron had seen it since just before everything went to hell. Any thought or attempt at telling her how he felt about her had taken a backseat, and he knew that heâd simply be her friend forever if thatâs what she needed from him.Â
He clears his throat, feeling bad for eavesdropping, and they both turn to look at him, Emilyâs smile slightly mischievous, âSorry, Hotch.âÂ
He suppresses a smile and reaches behind her to grab the coffee pot, âThatâs okay, Prentiss.âÂ
Outside of work, they only ever called each other by their first name, but they made a point of using surnames at work. Theyâd exchange a smirk as they did so and it had become a joke of sorts between them.Â
JJ scoffs and rolls her eyes at them, âEveryone knows youâre friends, you know,â she says, smiling before she turns to leave, throwing another comment over her shoulder as she walks away, âItâs okay if you guys call each other by your first names in front of the rest of us from time to time.âÂ
Emily chuckles and shakes her head at JJ as she walks away, âWeâve been rumbled.âÂ
He hums as he puts the coffee pot back down, âSpeaking of being rumbledâŚâ he starts, and she raises her eyebrow at him in response, âYouâre spending Thanksgiving at your motherâs?âÂ
She scrunches her nose up at him, âYou heard that?âÂ
âI did,â he says, hiding his smile behind his mug, âYou didnât want to go to JJâs?âÂ
She blows out a breath and looks around, making sure they are still alone, and she shrugs as she looks back at him, âThis might sound awful, but Iâm not sure I want to spend the day with them being an adorable happy family.â
âThat doesnât sound awful,â he assures her, âSometimes the holidays just remind usâŚâÂ
âOf what we donât have,â she finishes for him before she sighs and smiles sadly âSo I will be perfectly happy eating an entire pan of homemade mac and cheese to myself and hanging out with Sergio.âÂ
Later, heâd wonder why he says what he says next. He isnât sure if itâs the sadness sheâs trying to hide from him, his love for her, or the thought of her spending a holiday alone, or even a combination of all three, but he finds himself talking before he really thinks about it.
âYou could come over and spend the day with us if youâd like.âÂ
She shakes her head, already ready to argue with him, âOh, I couldnât intrude.âÂ
âItâs not intruding if I invite you,â he says, âPlus, I can promise no happy families. Itâs me, Jack, Jess and her and Haleyâs dad Roy who does not like me,â he smiles in a way he usually wouldnât in the office, drawn in by her and the surprised laugh she breathes out, âSo if anything, youâd be doing me a favour.â
She presses her lips together and looks at him curiously, and for a moment heâs sure sheâs going to turn him down, but instead, she nods, her lips pressed together as she clears her throat, âOkay. ThatâŚthat sounds nice. Iâll be here.âÂ
âGood,â he says, trying to tamper down his excitement, âJack will be so excited - we all know youâre his favourite person.âÂ
She smiles, âNeed me to bring anything?âÂ
âMaybe that homemade mac and cheese you were talking about?âÂ
She nods, âOkay,â she smiles at him, her lips pressed together as if she is holding something back, and then she clears her throat again, âI should go do some work.â
He nods, âI hear your boss is a bit of a tyrant.âÂ
She chuckles and shrugs, throwing him a wink before she walks away, âHeâs not all bad.âÂ
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She almost turns around and goes home.Â
She finds herself standing on his doorstep, a casserole dish full of Mac and Cheese balancing on one of her hands and a bottle of wine tucked up under her arm, wondering why sheâd agreed to this. It wasnât that she didnât want to spend the day with Aaron and Jack, it was her favourite thing to do, but spending Thanksgiving with them, a day for families and spending time with those you love, was enough to make her ache.Â
She loved them in a way she wasnât sure she had a right to.Â
Sheâd loved Jack the moment she met him. He was adorable and cranky in Haleyâs arms as she walked into the office looking for Aaron, his cries at least in part coming from him picking up on his motherâs bad mood. Emily offered to take Jack for a few minutes when Haley tried to pretend she wasnât furious as she looked up at Aaronâs office, and sheâd been slightly surprised when she took her up on it. Sheâd sat at her desk for a few minutes with Jack in her lap and it was enough time for her to be completely charmed by him. Her love for him had grown with her relationship with him, and he was without a doubt one of the most important people in her life. Happiness and joy all rolled up into the smile of a 6-year-old boy who had already survived so much more than he should have.Â
Her love for Aaron was different. It had come out of nowhere, hit her like a truck as she stepped into his apartment and found him missing and his blood on the carpet. It was something sheâd shoved down, something sheâd pretended wasnât there, and sheâd been there for him as his world fell apart around him. There were times when she thought he might feel the same way too, fleeting moments when their eyes would meet and maybe felt as close to definitely as it ever had. Then Doyle happened. Tearing her sense of self apart for a second time, and she was glad there was nothing more between her and Aaron that would have put him in danger.Â
Since she came home theyâd become closer again, any initial awkwardness gone as quickly as it had appeared, and sometimes sheâd find him looking at him like he used to again. She wanted more with him, with him and Jack - to be part of an actual family for the first time in her life - but she wasnât sure she was enough for them anymore.Â
She wasnât sure if sheâd ever get back to the Emily that Aaron may have once loved.Â
Sheâs drawn out of herself when the door to the apartment is torn open, and she looks up to meet Aaronâs eyes. A smile on his face that only seemed to exist in the confines of his home, a soft side of him that belongs to his son that he would let her see too.Â
âHi,â he says, taking the casserole dish from her, âHappy Thanksgiving.â
She chuckles, âHappy Thanksgiving,â she tilts her head at him curiously, âHow did you know I was out here? I didnât knock.âÂ
He steps back to let her into the apartment, âI saw you standing out here. I knew if I let you think about it any longer youâd leave.âÂ
She presses her lips together and nods, âSometimes I worry you know me a little too well.âÂ
He laughs and puts the mac and cheese down on the kitchen counter, âI donât think thatâs possible,â he smiles over at Jessica who is standing in the kitchen and cooking, âJess, you remember Emily.âÂ
Jessica nods, âHappy Thanksgiving, Emily.âÂ
âHappy Thanksgiving,â she says, âEverything smells amazing.âÂ
Jack interrupts them before they can say anything else. He runs down the hall from his bedroom, throwing himself into Emilyâs arms, âEmmy!â
âHi Jack,â she says, hugging him close as she kisses his forehead before she pulls back, âHappy Thanksgiving.â
âYou too,â he smiles, âI was just showing Grandpa the train set you got me for my birthday.âÂ
Emily looks up and smiles at a man sheâd only seen briefly once before at his daughterâs funeral. She didnât have to be good at what she did to see the way Roy looks at her, followed by the way he looks at Aaron. Distrust and a hint of anger in his eyes that feels misplaced. It makes her shackles rise, her grip on Jack in her arms tightening as she slips on a mask sheâd had for as long as she could remember. One that had grown with her since she was the same age as the little boy in her arms.Â
She paints on a smile and adjusts her hold on Jack, holding one hand out to Roy for him to shake, âNice to meet you, Mr Brooks.âÂ
He hums and looks down at her hand before he steps past her to get a drink from the kitchen, âYouâre Aaronâs friend.âÂ
She narrows her eyes as he turns his back and then she catches Aaronâs gaze, sees the I told you he hates me shining in his eyes, and she clears her throat, ready to protect the man she loves from anything, even his ex-father-in-law.Â
âYes,â she says, her smile as polite as it could be, âI am.â
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Dinner is hard work.Â
She has to stop herself from interjecting each time Roy says something passive-aggressive, or occasionally downright aggressive, to Aaron. The only things that stop her are the fact that Jack is in the room and that sheâs sure Aaron wouldnât appreciate her inserting herself into complicated family affairs.Â
By the time Jessica and Roy leave, she canât help but wonder how such a horrid man had raised two such wonderful women. It feels unkind, especially when she acknowledges what he has lost, but it sticks in her mind. How heâs so obviously lost in his own grief that heâs taking it out on those around him, specifically Aaron, without acknowledging what heâd lost too. Or that he was the father of his grandson, the absolute hero of his grandson, and that if he carried on down the path he was taking Jack would only grow to resent him for treating his father that way as he gets older.Â
She blows out a breath and sinks further into Aaronâs couch, glass of wine in hand, and she smiles at the sound of chattering coming from Jackâs bedroom down the hall. She closes her eyes and imagines a world where this was her life. Where she sat here every evening listening to her Hotchner boys talk to each other, or snuggled between them on the couch every night.Â
She opens her eyes when she hears the bedroom door opening and she smiles at Aaron as he walks towards her, âHe okay?âÂ
Aaron nods as he sits down, âHeâs okay. Holidays are hard - he misses Haley.âÂ
âYou both do,â she says, smiling softly at him.âItâs okay to miss her even though you weren't together anymore when she died. Youâve known her most of your life,â she reaches out for him, her hand on his arm before she can think about it, âItâs okay to miss her.â
He nods, blowing out a slow breath, chuckling humourlessly as he reaches for his glass of wine on the coffee table, grateful when her hand doesnât slip away from his arm, her palm warm against his skin âAnd you say I know you too well.âÂ
She hums, âI donât think thatâs possible,â she smiles when he does at her repetition of his words earlier that day, âCan I ask you something?âÂ
âAlways.âÂ
Thereâs something so honest about the way he says it that it surprises her for a moment, stealing the breath from her lungs as she smiles at him, âHas Roy always been like that with you?âÂ
âStandoffish?âÂ
âI was going to go for rude,â she mutters, âBut yeah. Has he always been like that?âÂ
He sighs and sinks back against the couch, a lifetime of memories hitting him all at once as he thinks about the man who had never quite liked him, but never used to hate him like he did now.Â
âHe was never really a fan of mine,â he answers, turning his head to look at her, âBut Haley loved me and he loved her so heâŚput up with me. Then when we got divorced he stopped pretending.âÂ
She clenches her jaw, desperate to keep her words back long enough so she can make sure theyâre measured. She was used to controlling her feelings for him around him but this felt different, the need to protect him so strong she felt it thumping alongside her heart in his chest.Â
âStill, youâre Jackâs dad, and his only parent,â she has a sip of wine, âHe should show you the respect you deserve.âÂ
âTo him, this is the respect I deserve. After all, Iâm the reason his daughter is dead.âÂ
He only realises heâs said it outloud when she gasps, an intake of breath that she canât stop as her eyes go wide. He knows he wouldnât say it in front of anyone else but she had this way of flaying him open, of tearing him apart at the seams where heâd sewn himself back together, and he could never quite figure out if he liked it or not.Â
Being entirely known by someone was a privilege, but it was a vulnerability too, and it had been so long since heâd let someone get this close to him.Â
âAaronâŚâ she chokes out, leaning forward to place her glass of wine down on the table, âYouâŚyou donât believe that do you?âÂ
âIâŚâ he trails off, placing his glass of wine next to hers before he turns, his knee knocking against hers the first indication he gets of how close she is to him now, âSometimes.âÂ
She isnât sure if she wants to yell at him or hug him. Or both. Fierce protectiveness of him rolling through her again, even though it was him that she wanted to protect him from. She reaches out for him, and she hesitates for a second, her hand frozen in the air, before she cups his cheek and makes him look at her.Â
âIt isnât your fault,â she says, her eyes searching his, âThe man whose fault it is died. Heâs dead. YouâŚyouâre the reason your son is alive, and thriving and the happiest kid Iâve ever met.â She says, and he chuckles, the sound thick as it catches in his chest, âAnd you always joke Iâm his favourite person but itâs you, Aaron. Youâre his favourite person. He loves you so much.âÂ
âI know,â he chokes out, leaning into the warmth of her palm against his cheek, trying to commit it all to memory for when it would come to an end, âUsually I can rationalise it. I know itâs not my fault. But...Itâs just hard to remember sometimes.âÂ
âI know,â she replies, smiling sadly when their eyes meet, âBetter than most.âÂ
They sit like that, in their half embrace with her hand against his cheek, staring at each other, and for a moment she thinks about leaning in, about pressing her lips against his and kissing him, but she stops herself. Her bravery snuffed out as quickly as it had ignited, not entirely sure she could take the leap unless she knew he wanted to jump with her too.Â
She pulls back abruptly, leaving his cheek cold as her hand slips to her lap and she clears her throat. âI should get going. Thanks for having me.âÂ
Aaron frowns and stands up at the same time she does, âEm-â
âSergio will be waiting for me,â she says, cutting him off as she walks towards the front door, âHe is grumpy when I donât-â
âEmily,â he says, firmer this time, stopping her from getting any further away by standing in front of her, âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
She shakes her head, âIf I have to say it, Iâve misread a lot over the years and I am really bad at my job.âÂ
He sucks in a breath, and he knows itâs now or never, that if he lets her leave it would be over before it could even start. They were at a crossroads, two paths laid out in front of them, and he knew there was only one that he wanted to walk.
And it was the one where sheâd be right by his side.Â
He steps forward, making it so thereâs no space between them, and he tucks a strand of her hair behind her ear. He sucks in a breath at the same time she does, and their eyes meet for a second before he leans in, her lips soft against his. Itâs everything and more than theyâd both imagined over the years, a moment in time and one that would last forever, drawing out around them like the finest of thread as they moved forward together. Everything they could, and would have, leading back to this one kiss.Â
When she pulls back she rests her forehead against his, her lips pressed together before she licks them, chasing the taste of him on her skin, âSo,â she says, chuckling breathlessly, âI wasnât misreading anything.â
He shakes his head and pulls back to look at her, both of his arms wrapped around her to keep her in place, âEm, IâŚâ
She nods and rests her forehead against his again, âI know,â she cups the back of his head, her nails scratching against his scalp, âI know.âÂ
They stand there, pressed against each other as they breathe each other in, the acknowledgement of everything else there was left to say, and he chuckles and pulls back to look at her, âWould it be cheesy for me to say this is something Iâm thankful for?âÂ
She laughs, the sound wet as it catches on a sob and she nods, making her forehead knock against his, âYes,â she says, wrapping her arms around his neck and dragging him into a kiss, âBut Iâll let it slide this once.âÂ
She doesnât have to say that sheâs thankful too, because he already knows.Â
#hotchniss fanfic#emily prentiss#aaron hotchner fanfiction#aaron hotchner x emily prentiss#hotchniss fanfiction#emily prentiss fanfiction#aaron x emily#aaron hotchner#hotchniss#hotchniss fan fic
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I saw your Jegulus post about them not being the typical teenage romance and can I just give you a double high five in agreement! I then HAD to find one of many moments I've written for them which exemplify this and share it with you. And this one is the one I settled on. Remus' POV, year five for the Marauders, year four for Regulus. Context is, this is the first time Remus has spent time with James and Regulus together after discovering their secret relationship. It's James' birthday and Lily wants James occupied all day so she can prep for his party. Lily also knows about James and Regulus BTW, makes contextual sense in the story (Sirius does not know, doesn't apply to this scene though).
Hope you enjoy. :)
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There were people who loved each other, like Remus loved Sirius. He would have handed Sirius his body, heart, and soul. He loved him with every ounce of his being. And yet⌠There were people who loved each other, and then there was James and Regulus.
Remus could think of no other way to describe it. They werenât two hearts beating for each other. They were the void between heartbeats. They occupied the infinitesimal moment as an inhale became an exhale. They were two people, who shared a single soul. And being around them was both intoxicating and strange. Remus felt like if he breathed too hard in their direction heâd mess with their air, which was exactly perfect between them as their breaths mingled. For surely two people so melded would only breathe the air of the other. And then they would poke fun at each other and their aura would brighten, literally bringing each into sharper visual focus, before it blurred again as they melted back into each other.Â
They didnât even have to be touching (though they nearly always were) for this phenomenon to take place. And for half the day Remus thought he was merely groggy from the Pamoja wielding. He thought his brain was sending him confused signals as he watched James and Regulus be James and Regulus.Â
But a massive lunch, plenty of teenage goofing off, and exploring the surrounding forest left him with a very clear mind and the same mental signals. At which point Remus decided James and Regulus were an exhibition in their own category of relationship, absolutely unique to them. Love was not the word he would use to describe them. It was so much more. They filled the spaces no one else even noticed. And it merged their existence into a single organism.Â
It was fucking intense.Â
After they parted ways, as James and Remus continued up to the castle together, Remus said tentatively, âhey, so is it always like that?â
âWhat do you mean?â asked James absently.Â
âEr, do you really not know.â
James glanced over at him. âItâs always like that, yeah.â
âBloody hell.â Remus couldnât get a good read on Jamesâ face for they were walking side by side, but he thought James might be smiling. âI knew he had to be something special and way more substantial than he looks to withstand your affection, but Godric James. I donât even know what to call that. Iâm not sure itâs physically sustainable.â
âHeâs my star.â
âMate, heâs your fucking universe.â
James playfully threw out an elbow and definitely didnât look at Remus.Â
âWhat can I say, we are infinite. Donât look so scandalized, you and Sirius arenât so different.â
âNo, we are very different. We exist in the physical world James. You two are already way out there in your own orbit.â
âSee why I canât lose him.â
They took several paces before Remus spoke.
âJames, Iâm scared for you. That kind of connection has to be dangerous.â
âWant to stop and have a smoke?â
âTook the words right out of my mouth mate.â
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JUST REMEMBERED I HAD THIS IN MY INBOX FOR AGES I AM SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO RESPOND TO THIS
But honestly it's one of my favourite things about them, the poetic quality makes it feel like they're finding each other again just when they need it at the same time as we're finding them when WE need it, you know?
That's so real though, the idea of the two of them being able to almost spiritually feed off of each other's presence is so true. Like existence is centred around them for a moment. They take over everything.
And it's probably bad in the long run but it's so beautiful that the pain is okay. Because without all of the painful bits, were the good parts really all that valuable?
Also I love your style, it feels real and almost factual if that makes sense? Even when you're describing metaphysical aspects the certainty gives a strong feeling of truth and rationality. I like it.
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short scenario
chenle x reader = unlabelled chemistry
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You've always had a weird relationship with Chenle.
Ever since the start of first year, you haven't really established your relationship as friends - yet couldn't say you were strangers, being classmates.
Sure, there were a few conversations here and there, but most of the time they were brought together by mutual friends.
Nonetheless, you couldn't say you hadn't realised you stare a little too long - just whenever the sunshine casts on the right spot against his glass skin while studying in class. Or whenever your friends drag you to watch the boys play basketball in the courts, where sweat drips down his neck delicately, paired with the furrowing of his eyebrows or biting on his bottom lip when he threw the ball into the basket out of focus.
On the same frequency, would it be overthinking if you caught him staring a few times in class, always having that feeling when someone looks a little too long in your direction?
Your friends have always teased you about a blossoming relationship whenever you coincidentally wore matching outfits, raving about your compatible personalities, looks, something along those lines all the time.
It was awkward at first, as you could imagine. It was a mutual thought when the both of you started avoiding each other in class, keeping conversations to a minimum, or not looking at all.
It was of no use - being classmates in the same class, afterall.
Years pass by fast. The next thing you know, the bells in the school corridors died down. Instead, cheers of hoorahs erupted in the hall, followed by the tossing of graduation caps to signify the end of school.
You laughed along to the cheers, holding onto the graduation flowers and gifts as you posed for the camera with your favourite people in school.
"Say cheese!" The photographer signalled, a thumbs up to show that he took the photo.
Everyone rushed out the hall, heading for the main gates to take a picture with the school building as memory for the near future.
And just like them, it was mandatory to take as much pictures for this joyous occasion with everyone you cherished.
"Let's take a photo here!" Donghyuck pointed, the school's iconic spiral staircase coming into view.
"Would that be a good idea? The stairs are still wet and slippery from the rain." Hana spoke, using her heels to test the friction on the flight of stairs.
"It's fine, just hold onto the railings!" He pulled us forward before we could even protest.
The stairs were steep, yet narrow in size, making it ten times more difficult to walk in your dresses. Heels clacked against the stone, climbing up just enough to fit a maximum of two persons per step.
Unfortunately, you had landed right beside the dreaded Zhong Chenle, who towered over your figure.
"You're never escaping the height killer agenda, Chenle."
"Not my fault you're the shortest,"
He placed an arm on your shoulder, taking it as a shoulder rest.
"Perfect." His eyes lingered a little longer.
You broke the eye contact, palms a little sweatier than usual.
You shook his grip off.
"Hey!" The photographer caught everyone's attention.
"The image is inproportionate, could everyone please take a seat on the step?"
You exchanged looks with Chenle, who shrugged and took a seat on a dry step behind you.
You huffed, internally whining as you picked the tail of your dress up, trying to find a comfortable position to sit down on.
However, you gasped, feeling yourself fall backwards -
into someone's lap.
"Stop squirming, I just want to get this over with." Chenle whispered in a low voice, wrapping a gentle arm around your waist.
You felt your heart rate thump just a little faster than usual, blood rushing straight into your cheeks.
"Ridiculous." You muttered, just enough for him to hear.
You crossed your legs, sitting comfortably against his chest while posing with the flowers in your hands, along with the others. It was lucky that you borh sat at the very back, with no one caring enough to break their focus on their best looks for the photo.
Though, you wonder what their reaction would be when the photo results came out?
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#kpop#nct scenarios#nct dream#nct#nct chenle#zhong chenle#chenle#nct imagines#nct dream imagines#nct dream chenle#chenle imagines#zhong chenle imagines#chenle scenarios#nct drabbles#nct oneshot
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No way am I falling behind at the start. Here is the fic for day 2: Prey of CCCCtober. The prompt list is here, I dont want to keep tagging bugging @/birdboy-blues (unless?)
#cccc#chonnys charming chaos compendium#chonny jash#prompt challenge#rand.writ#yes I wrote both of these fics tonight#I very much threw these together back to back#Im silly like that#anyways Mind gets hunted moment hehe
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A hero is only as good as his weapons, so make âem count (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Another idea smol and I are working on together :D Been a bit!#She came up with the concept on this one and I fell in love with it <3 She's very cool hehe#If you're familiar with the game Minit it has Something of a similar premise - not the same strict time pressure but yes on the time loop#Y'ever notice how in some games it seems like the wandering trader or traveling shop seems to come upon you rather than the other way around#:3c Hm ⪠Wonder how they'd know where you were gonna be :3c#The crux is that you play as the weapons shop owner and you're responsible for supplying the hero and his team with weapons!#Except the BBEG has gotten wise to how the hero keeps defeating him and it sick of it - so the shop owner is cursed to be in a time loop!#I love the concept <3 It sounds so fun to play in and there's still plenty of room to think about the mechanics and how it would be played#As well as the art design! :D#We threw around some character concepts - she's really into Baldur's Gate 3 at the moment so of course they had some influence in hers hehe#Only got the starting party for the moment but there are plans for a full team of 4 plus the shopkeep >:3c And various other NPCs lol#A lot of the gameplay would basically boil down to being a bartering simulator hehe âŞ#Very RPG trade-this-for-that style quests - under a time limit! Hehe#Since it's the type of game that pretty much requires replaying sections time-loop-style it's all about how quickly you can trial and error#And then hightail it to where you need to be lol#I think we were also tossing around a nap mechanic to skip right to the time loop reset in case you mess up a run haha#I gotta get back to Majora's Mask at some point I swear#We still have a good bit of concept work to do on the art side of things - she's also been really into pixel art lately and I love pixel art#I also managed to pick up a full release of one of the RPGMakers :D So that's an exciting possibility!#I haven't learned most of its ins and outs yet but I do know About importing custom assets at the very least >:3c#Same with Novelty and I haven't done that yet either lol - all in due time! I hope!!
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Iâve been planning on doing a post where I just ramble about design choices Iâve made and details that I normally wouldnât mention bc I love rambling so I did this real quick. Starting off with my sona bc uhhh
Most of the things I wanna brainrot about is the flying squid thing. Sheâs supposed to be a Japanese/Neon flying squid, and I tried to make a few references to it besides the squid form. Stuff like the brown undersides on her ears are like the brown arms/membranes of the real-world squid! Also the tentacle patterning was originally supposed to reference this too (being a different color than the main ink/body color).
I also made the joke that she still has the flying squidâs fins on her humanoid form, theyâre just on her back like wings and completely useless, so she just wears a shirt over them. Her squid form actually can momentarily glide, but the difference it makes is negligible due to losing a lot of the tools required to do so efficiently.
Also the last thing I might mention (for now) is the fact that the two streaks on the top of her "hair" were inspired by Twilight Sparkle MLP. I wish I was joking but Iâm not.
Iâll probably do more of these in the future for my other characters, I just really wanted to talk about details that I think are cool but donât really see the need to bring up without specific circumstances! I just really like talking about my characters so Iâll be happy to answer any questions (unless itâs related to certain aspects of character backstories bc I havenât fleshed out some things yet).
#kind of a long post sorry#Splatoon oc#Splatoon#inkling#I hope some of this stuff isnât too much lol#Iâve been kinda self-conscious about the tentacle patterns and the fins on the back#theyâre very cool to me I just hope it makes sense#also I kinda threw this together after the idea came to me while I was trying to sleep so sorry if the doodles are a bit messy lol#oc lore#maybe#my art
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can nakamura please bring back ritsuâs father issues âŚâŚ.. please iâm asking for a friend
#i miss his daddy issues so much man like YES they are not central to his character compared to like#gestures at his whole high school mental illness and present day mental illness âŚ.. yeah compared to whatever the fuck this is#but i think itâs also a vital part in shaping who he is and his struggles with self and why he wants to prove himself by his own accord ;w;#and more than anything i also think like itâs one of the plot lines that can be very important for ritsuâs growth once he !!!! confesses#once he confesses and they get together and thereâs still so much more to him and sekakoi that has been set up and needs to be explored#first of all where is haitani âŚ???? letâs dig the man up from whatever garbage dump nakamura threw him in and tie his arc back up nicely#and then iâm like absolutely Positive fujishiroâs arc is leading to a ricchan career breakthrough#like it Has to be bro the pacing is so slow and paying such key attention to him working with her i can really feel it coming#i want them to explore what itâll be like for him !!!!! how his mental state will be and whether heâs able to take pride in his success#or if he is able to take pride at all knowing him#and then the other loose string is his father like bro onodera papa has been so sus this whole time#not in a bad sus but in a âi think this man knows more than heâs letting onâ kind of sus#ritsuâs daddy issues are so mild actually but i think itâs bc heâs too busy with fighting for his life most of the time#which is very fair and a very big mood LOL but there has got to be a time where like#this subplot of him being onodera shuppan heir will come bite him in the ass again#and i really really am dying to see how he would handle it#so miss nakamura i am standing at the foot of your bed âŚâŚ menacingly âŚâŚ. i am waiting
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just cleaned out my entire closet.... AURH
#peach patter#took 2 hours i think? anyways my back and feet hurt from scurrying around and bending over improperly :P#tomorrow my dad and i will vacuum/mop the entiiiire apartment :]#step one of getting my life together has been COMPLETED !!!!#threw away sooo much old shit i havent touched in the ~3yrs ive lived here woohoo feeling very accomplished :D !!!!
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Belt Buckle
Logan Howelett x fem reader
A/N: okay, so this. Uh. Hear me out - I canât be the only one whoâs thought about this. Itâs exactly what you think it is. Also itâs not very long just cause Iâm still working on requests but itâs been collecting dust in google docs
Warnings: NSFW 18+
Word count: 840
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You couldnât quite place where the fascination began.
Maybe it was because it sat right above the bulge in his jeans or because you were always yanking the stupid thing out of the way to get his pants down his thighs, but your eyes were always on the buckle of Loganâs belt lately. He had a couple different ones - all obnoxiously big - and of course you teased him, calling him a cowboy or a show off.
Lately, though, youâd been struggling to keep your mouth shut. Every time heâd stand in front of you now, you couldnât tear your eyes from whatever chunky adornment was attached to the front of his belt.
âWhat are you lookinâ at, sweetheart?â
Your eyes flickered back up to his and you shrugged.
âNothinâ.â
He titled his head, âreally?â
âMhm.â
âWhyâre you starinâ like that, then?â
Shit.
You swallowed hard, avoiding his gaze. Youâd been together plenty of times, admitted almost everything to each other, but you still found yourself too embarrassed to admit what it was that had you staring so much.
You finally had to tell Logan while sitting on his lap in bed, his hands kneading your hips to pull you back and forth over his hard cock beneath his jeans. With his eyes closed, lost in the feeling of your tongue in his mouth, he dragged your hips forward a little farther than intended, inadvertently dragging your thinly clad pussy right over his belt buckle. Usually heâd pick up on the little things like that - how loud you whined when he pulled you forward - but you tried not to make the noise again, embarrassed.
He did, anyway.
He pulled your lips from his with his hold on your face, his thumb and fingers gripping your cheeks to the point that your lips were squished into a pout.
âYou got somethinâ you wanna tell me, pretty girl?â
You knew you could tell him anything, but this felt far too humiliating - as if you were positive heâd scoff at the idea and tell you that you were gross for even thinking it.
You tried to shake your head, but he knew you far too well.
He grabbed you by your hips and lifted you off his lap.
âSpit it out, princess.â
You sharply inhaled, eyes dropping to his belt.
âIâŚum, I was thinkingâŚâ you tried to say something, anything to even hint at what you wanted, but it seemed stuck in your throat.
Logan clicked his tongue, âBaby. If you want somethinâ you gotta say it.â
You hated that he was right. You had to just get it out, say it all at once like ripping off a bandaid.Â
âI wanna ride your belt buckle. Itâs big, I think itâd feel good.â
Your words hung in the air, met with deafening silence.Â
You watched his parted lips curl up into a smug grin, his eyebrows raised in mild disbelief.
âJesus, thatâs filthy. You really think about that?â
Your face burned. You opened your lips to speak but nothing came out. He was definitely going to call you weird, tell you thatâs gross and get up from the bed.
Instead, he wordlessly leaned forward and hooked his fingers under the waistband of your panties to pull them down your legs. He threw them to the floor and leaned back with his hands behind his head, leaving you sitting in front of him in only one of his t-shirts with nothing underneath. You looked at him curiously, eyes flickering between his face and his lap.
âCâmon, you want it or what?â
You hastily climbed back onto his lap, positioning yourself so that his erection was behind you and your bare pussy was against the cold metal of his belt buckle. You werenât sure exactly what to do at first. He usually held your hips when you were in his lap, helping you grind down onto him. Now, though, they were locked behind his head as his eyes bore into yours.
âYou asked for it so you gotta do the work, baby.â
You huffed, placing your hands on his chest so you could lean forward and roll your hips. You slid your swollen pussy across the ridges of the cool metal of the buckle, your slick already coating the front of it and the top of his jeans.
You looked up to see Loganâs stare glued to his lap, watching hungrily with his bottom lip caught between his teeth as you rocked yourself back and forth.
âFeels good?â He asked, already breathing heavily from the way your ass grazed the tip of his cock when you dragged your hips back.
You nodded, nearly slack jawed with your eyes closed.
âUse your words,â he demanded, eyebrows furrowing.
You groaned in annoyance at the familiar phrase, one he loved to use when you were too turned on to speak.
âYeah, feels good - fuck,â you cursed when he lifted his hips a little, pushing against you as you continued to grind yourself down.Â
âSo you guessed right, then, huh?âÂ
A/N: short and sweet but ya idk I couldn't get it out of my head <3
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ââ â guide you all the way down, be your nightlight â
up to the challenge : âno nut novemberâ edition [ pt 1 - pt 3 - pt 4 ]
âžââ§âş...ft. : n. kento + h. hiromi + k. choso
âžââ§âş...cw: fingerfucking, squirting, dirty talking, begging, deep throating condom breaking, excessive cum, riding, kento being lovey-dovey, hiromi nearly loses his mind, choso being whiny and desperate, reader is on birth control but choso is just worried about the mess of no condom, choso's part is very long and indulgent
âžââ§âş...synopsis : to the anon who requests choso and nanami, i hope you don't mind i threw higuruma in here too, i really wanted to include him since he gives the vibes of being in the middle between nanami and choso đ¤ thank you so much for the request !
⧠n. kento lasts : entire month
you were the one to bring this up to kento, mentioning in passing that gojo wouldn't shut up about this 'challenge' he and geto were going to participate in. with a hum, he asks if you were trying to suggest something to him. if you wanted him to try this little 'game,' he wouldn't mind...as long as you'd let him pamper you all month. and he really does; he's breezing through each day as though nothing is wrong. kento's still as sweet as ever, constantly cuddling you, taking you out on formal dates, and telling you how much he loves you. he manages well the entire November, only showing weakness whenever you try to tease him. but of course, if you're going to try and break his streak, he just spreads you out on the bed, fingerfucking you until you squirt all over his hand. eventually, the whole month flies by, and kento genuinely feels relief that it's over. but he's a little shocked when he comes home, and you're dressed in a pretty, yellow matching lingerie set as you drag him into the bedroom that's filled with candles and roses...he pampered you all month, now it was his turn to be pampered.
"kentooo~" having you between his legs like this, cooing his name so sweetly, causes a shiver to shoot down his spine. you look so adorable, so gorgeous on your knees and pressing kisses up and down his length. those pretty kiss marks would be burned into his mind for weeks. but what makes his stomach flip the most? is that look in your eye. that needy, desperate, loving gaze...it made his cock twitch in your hands. "darling, please," he sighs, one of his hands coming up to cup your cheek. you smile at him, you fucking smile at him like you aren't peppering his cock in kisses. with a little nip to his thumb, you giggle, nuzzling into his palm. "just focus on me, okay, ken?" he nods, sucking in a breath when your lips press against the tip of his dick. "fuck, princess, god, when you suck me down like that-!" the calm, sweet environment was gone now, with the way you sloppily sucked his cock. it was so fucking messy, your lipstick smearing all over his shaft as your manicured hand cupped his balls, softly massaging them as you felt your spit dripping down to your hand. "yes, yes, just like that, princess, k-keep going. oh, you're so fucking beautiful with my cock in your throat, 'm gonna cum soon in that pretty throat," he oh-so gorgeously moans for you, throwing his head back as he tries not to buck up into your hot mouth. for being such a refined, put-together man, kento loves when you give him such messy head, seeing how your lipstick is smeared everywhere, your chin dripping with precum and saliva. you could feel him throb in your throat just from the view. your kento is so sweet like this, doing his best not to fuck your mouth. but could anyone blame him when your mouth is so hot and wet? god, he never wants you to stop, not when you make him feel so greedy. each time you take him down your throat, kento swears he's going to cum, his head lolling back again as he lets out a deep groan of your name when you take all of him down like it's nothing. he wanted nothing more than to grab you by your hair and fuck your mouth like he wanted...but he wouldn't. no, he's going to keep letting his darling pamper him how she wants...but when he keeps just moaning your name so sweetly, begging you to let him cum... "p-please, honey, I'm so close, let me cum, my pretty girl, let me cum, I'll do anything-!" how could you say no to that?
⧠h. hiromi lasts : entire month
by the end of the first week, hiromi realizes how much he fucking regretted doing this. dealing with his cases has him so stressed he's surprised he didn't go completely grey. every time he comes home, he just wants to love on you, his darling little wife, but he canât because heâs already dedicated to beating this foolish challenge. so while he can't cum, he is sure to take his frustrations out on you. but it literally crushes him each time he makes you cum, whether it be with his hands, mouth, or dick, and you look at him with those cute pleading eyes, softly whining for him to let you take care of him and make him cum too.
you are too cute for your own good, nearly causing hiromi to cave in several times as the month progressed. even you can see how it was affecting him, as he gets more and more desperate to make you cum, his eyes always zeroed in on your face to ensure your feeling good. he was a prideful, strong man, but fuck, he was so frustrated and pent up that he started to beg you to cum. "you're close, right? i can feel it, sweet thing. just listen to your pussy, she's so wet and sloppy, just from my fingers," he groans into your ear, sounding so wrecked and needy, and he hasn't even touched himself once. but you can hear it, the annoyance in his tone. hiromi is so close to breaking, to giving up and you nearly beg him again to just fuck you, but your eyes catch a glimpse of the clock on the wall. 12:27 am. it was december. he did it, he fucking made it, and you were desperately clawing at his wrist, trying to get his attention. "'romi, 'r-'romi! 's december, you made it, please, pull it out, t-take your dick out, 'romi, need you in me so bad!" with a quick glance to the clock to make sure you weren't fucking with him, hiromi lets out a delirious laugh, undoing his pants enough to pull his throbbing cock out, and he easily folds you in half, sliding his tip through the sopping wet mess between your thighs. "i made it, didn't i? i made it. so now you're gonna reward me, right?" you squeal when you feel the tip of his cock get caught on the entrance of your hole and nudge in juuust enough for you to cry out his name, gushing from the little stimulation it gives you. "look at you...I've been neglecting this little cunt, my fingers aren't enough, my mouth isn't enough. no, no, she needs t' be stuffed with a thick, fat cock to make 'er cream...isn't that right, angel?"
⧠k. choso lasts : 30 minutes
choso was stupid. he was so fucking stupid for even thinking he could do this challenge. he literally heard about it from yuuji before but had no idea what it meant. so here he was, looking at the calendar on his phone. it was mid-morning, and 5 minutes ago, he decided to do this challenge. choso should've remembered that he was a desperate man when it came to you because the second you come out of the bedroom, rubbing your eyes as you sleepily greet your boyfriend, he knows he's fucked. but seeing you in his black t-shirt and likely nothing else and choso let out a shaky sigh. just looking at you has his mind racing with all the different ways he wants to have you. youâd look really cute in his lap with a blissed-out smile on your face. with a needy whine, he stands up, dragging you back to the bedroom as he greedily kisses you, shoving his tongue into your mouth and moaning against your lips.
"fuck, fuck, fuck, 'm sorry, you look s' cute, so pretty, m-my pretty baby, y-your cunt is sucking me inâ!" choso is a mess, fucking into you from behind. his hands grip your hips, keeping your ass up in the air as his cock abuses your insides, his hot, thick tip smushing against your cervix. he's fucking you into the mattress, his moans mixing with yours and those sweet, wet squelching sounds coming from your pussy, sucking his cock back in with each pull out of you. "moan louder, please? m-move your head, stop muffling yourself w-with the pillow," he whines, his body hovering over yours. you can feel drool dripping from his mouth onto your back, and just the feeling makes your eyes roll back. knowing he was so needy and desperate just to get his dick wet inside of you that he was drooling all over you made your walls clench so hard around him. "c-cho, 's too fucking deep, b-baby, 'm gonna cum," you sob, hands clawing into the pillowcase. instantly, you feel choso grip you harder, barely pulling out of you as his hips slap against yours in a bruising fashion, your body jolting up the bed with how hard he was fucking you. "don' run, please,, don' run from it," he whimpers, choking on a sob as he feels himself twitch inside your gummy walls, his hips stuttering against yours when you keen, pushing back against him when he hits a spot that feels so good. "fuck, f-fuck, 'm cumming, your pussy's so good, so wet, so fuckin' hot, 'm sorry, 'm cumming-!" despite his orgasm rushing over him, he keeps fucking you, his eyes rolling back as he moans your name over and over again, begging you for...something. he doesn't notice the sudden change, but you do, suddenly feeling warm and full inside as he keeps pounding into you. your eyes snap open, and you whine, turning a little to press your hand against his chest. "cho, h-honeyyyy! t-the condom, you broke the condom, you're cummin' in me!' you can't lie, it feels so good, and you feel your head swimming as he pumps thick seed into your needy cunt. it's another minute until he's done, and he starts to pull out but sees how creamy his cock is...and the way the condom is ripped at the top. he...he just came in you. his thick cum was starting to drip out of you, and your hand came up to press against your hole, not wanting to drip it onto the mattress. but he only registered it as you wanting to keep it inside...you wanted his cum? you wanted him to fill up that pretty pussy? he didn't even realize he was speaking out loud, quickly peeling off the broken condom and lining back up with your creamy cunt. "i-i don't mind it, choso, b-but t-take the condom off b-before you-chooo, babyyy, w-wait, that's so deep-!" "s-shhh, s'okay, you can take it, take it for me, 's okay, i always make it fit, i-it fits so good, pretty cunt, 's all mine, 'm gonna cum 'n you over and over again until your a creamy little mess, baby, i-i'll eat it outta you too, promise, promise, just let me stuff you, please!" hm, maybe he'd tell you later this was supposed to be a challenge...maybe not and just pretend like he needed you real bad today.
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i genuinely sincerely cant believe i was called a manipulative person with a victim complex by a person who acted like my savior for "rescuing" me from that house, only to have zero remorse abt kicking me back into it. esp throwing it on me a singular month after i endured even more trauma in that house. like. bruh i literally have zero idea how to even begin to process this.
#mine#the place we were looking to move fell through & my parents said they'll help me keep looking bc they know this is worst case scenario#for a multitude of reasons but im just. like. idfk#i rly do not want to hold onto bitterness or a grudge but there's no way i cant w having to move back there.#like she rly told me to my face so many times she was glad she could help me get outta there#and then a month after i went through the most traumatic night of my life there#tells me that the very real probability that i have to move back there 'isnt her problem'. after... just. idk.#boosting her ego sm over ~saving me~ from a place she sent me back to like ?????#then again idk what im expecting from a person who told me my trauma-fueled meltdowns & breakdowns were triggering For Her#and tried to also act like my moon-given savior for just simply holding me three (3) times#during said melt/breakdowns during the multiple years we lived together#and then proceeding to ignore me and laugh w her partner in the other room while i screamed in agony.#like... yeah. i understand. they're a LOT. but also. the thing that gets me the most is i was transparent from the jump#abt everything involving me & my trauma & my trauma reactions.#i let her know point blank that i was moving out w the intention to process & recover from a shitload of trauma & baggage.#i made it clear id have intense emotional reactions cause i was having to learn to navigate stuff.#like. it's not like i just threw her into a cage w me and told her to just deal. i warned her. from the jump.#bc thats all i could do and she said it was fine. she was glad to help me start healing.#and then ever since then it's been a constant string of even MORE trauma being laid on top of what i already had#and now it's ending with like. so much trauma i genuinely have zero clue how to begin to process it.#it's just... v wild. and exhausting. and like i said. i rly do not want to stay bitter#but i literally dont know how to avoid it w shit ending up like this.#like literally straight up how dare u ever praise urself on my behalf when it was all leading to this. fuck you.#and also having the gall to make ME the manipulative asshole w a victim complex in this scenario like. bruh.#you cannot be serious... what the actual fuck man
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u up? | s.reid
summary: early season!spencer is reluctant to request nudes from gn!reader while hes gone on a case. warnings & key info: nudes (what an ugly word), sexual themes implied, nothing rlly explicitly stated. a very reluctant and maybe insecure spencer, a hint of teasing a/n: this is rlly just a drabble but i love the idea of early season!spencer who is kind of nervous to ask for things but also rlly down bad for reader! maybe iâll make more with this pairing bc its so fun. word count: 1.5k my masterlist!
Spencer flopped back into the queen-sized bed with a sigh. The hotel room was small, the generic beige walls blending into the generic beige room. The only light source he had at present from was the warm, yellow light of the bedside lamp and the screen of his phone.
The team had successfully closed another case. The unsub was apprehended after a week-and-a-half long chase, but he didnât feel any better.
The relief that followed long cases like this one was different. Of course the week had been long and tiring. He hadnât exactly slept well between the late nights at the local precinct and the looming anxiety about finally catching the guy. When Hotch made the decision to fly out the following morning to allow the team to get some sleep, he wasnât so thrilled.Â
He had returned to his hotel room, showered off the day (and itâs germs) before attempting to get into bed, but something was amiss.Â
Catching the unsub didnât mean just another solved case, but it also meant coming home to you. Maybe it was selfish, sure. Still, he had looked forward to it all day, and the sudden change in plans threw him off. Here he was, on top of the scratchy maroon bedspread of the hotel, very awake and very much frustrated by the prospect of spending another night apart from you.Â
Sexual frustration and Spencer were two things you never would have put together. He was the most patient man in the world to you. Sometimes you still consider it his biggest flaw. When you first began dating him, it took weeks for him to work up the nerve to kiss you first. Sex was another beast. Somehow he wasnât comfortable initiating anything for fear that he was pressuring you, and it seemed that no amount of reassurance would encourage him to make the first move.Â
You were half asleep in bed when you heard the buzz of a new notification. You lifted your head from its spot in the pillow, and patted your hand around to find your phone somewhere in the mess of sheets in your bed. When you found it, you squinted as your eyes adjusted to the bright screen in the darkness of your room. He never liked to interrupt you when you were sleeping. It was another one of his obscure demonstrations of love. If you ever texted him past 9 PM, he would delve into a rant about how the blue light of your screen would keep you up all night, or how sleep deprivation could cause a multitude of issues, and âI just donât want to be the reason you didnât get a good nightâs sleep.â
Patient, kind, respectful, and painfully so.Â
Which was why you were thoroughly confused when you received what could only be interpreted as a very Spencer Reid version of a âu up?â text at 12:51 AM.
Spencer: Hi. I miss you. Are you awake?Â
You: i am now :)Â i miss you more.Â
Spencer struggled to find the right words to type. He always relied on you dragging it out of him. He drafted a few responses, deleting them immediately. His fingers hovered the keyboard for a moment, contemplating if he should just let it go.
You watched the ellipses come and go as he typed. It disappeared for a few seconds, and then reappeared. Eventually, you decided to call him.Â
He picked up on the first ring.Â
âHey,â he said. His voice was soft, maybe more so than usual. âIâm sorry for waking you.â
âYou donât need to apologize. I was hoping to hear your voice,â you replied.
âBut itâs so late. You should be sleeping, and now-â
âSpencer,â you replied, cutting him off. âI donât care about that. Youâve never been one to message so late, so I know something must be bothering you. Talk to me.â
You heard the soft rustle of fabric against the microphone.Â
âI was just really looking forward to coming home tonight.â
You sighed. âI know. I was looking forward to it, too.â
âI justâŚâ he trailed off. âI was thinking about you all day. Thinking about seeing you, thinking about⌠just thinking about you.â
âHm.â You sandwiched the phone between your ear and shoulder before sitting up. The jersey sheets pooled around your waist as you leaned across your nightstand, flicking on the bedside lamp. Your room filled with the soft glow. âThinking about me?â
âYeah.â His voice was almost a whisper. âThatâs all.â
âI donât think thatâs all, honey.âÂ
You could visualize his reaction through the phone, the same reaction he always had when you pinned down his real intentions. He probably made an attempt to roll his eyes and brush off your comments, but heâd blush seconds later and avoid eye contact, knowing you were right.Â
âWhy do you⌠say that?â Somehow his voice was even softer.
âItâs one in the morning, Spence. You never call this late,â you explain. âAnd youâve been away for a whole 10 days.â
âYeah.â He swallowed audibly.Â
âYeah,â you repeat. âSo you clearly want something from me.â
Silence.
âDo I need to drag it out of you?â
He huffed. âIt feels really juvenile. And I just respect you so much, and I donât want you to ever think that Iâm using you for anything, or that I donât value you-â
âSpencer. We talked about this.âÂ
âRight.â He sighed. He held the phone to his ear with one hand, the other pressing into his eyelids as he formulated a response.Â
âSo,â you clear your throat, and sit back into your pillows, your phone lying across your chest. âAsk me.â
âI donâtâŚâ he exhales. Heâs struggling to come to terms with the fact that you have him figured out so well. Heâs quiet for a few seconds before he gives in reluctantly. âI was looking forward to seeing you tonight. Not just talking.â
âSpencer Reid,â you reply, amused. Teasing him was just too easy sometimes, especially when he was so easy to rile up, even if he knew you were just joking with him. âAre you asking me for nudes?â
âI⌠It just sounds so wrong. Nevermind. Forget I said anything.â
âOh, come on. Just ask me.â
He groaned. âI don't want you to think that my love for you has anything to do with your body. You know that, right? Because it doesn't. Although I do love⌠looking at you. That sounded weird. I just mean that I don't want to put you in a position where you feel commodified based on something like your physical appearance when you have so much more to give, and it's not respectful of you. You're brilliant and kind and so, so good to me, and itâs just so vulgar, I think-â
He fell quiet as his phone buzzed in his hands. He could just see the preview of the text you had sent him. After changing the call to speakerphone, he opened it, scrolling through the carousel of photos, taking in the images.
âYou think..?â
âJesus ChristâŚâ he breathed, opening a slideshow of photos you had taken just for him. Sent to him, for his personal use. He would have felt bad about it if he wasnât so horribly entranced by the sight of them. Whatever was left of his rambling fizzled out.
âYou're not gonna finish your sentence?â You asked.
âIâŚâ swipe. âGod, I don't remember what I was saying.â
You chuckled. âDoes that fix your problem?â
He was clearly short circuiting. âMhm. It does.â
âSee what happens when you ask, Spencer?â
âI feel guilty,â he replied, his voice breathy and quiet. He was clearly having some kind of internal struggle about the ethicality of the situation. It didnât bother him enough to look away, though.
âWhy?â You ask.Â
âBecause⌠these are reallyâŚâ He stopped. Although you couldnât see it, his cheeks were burning red. âAre you sure youâre okay with me having these?â
âSpencer,â you say. âYouâre being ridiculous. Youâve seen me naked plenty of times. I watched you fold and organize my sock drawer without my asking last week. You preheat my coffee mug for me every morning. Iâm not just okay with you having these. I want you to have them.â
Oh. He swallows thickly, forcing himself to close the app and come back to his senses.
âButâŚâ He trails off. He still sounds a little distant, pausing a bit too long between words, clearly still looking the photos over. âHow did you⌠did you have these ready to send?â
âI did. I took them the other night. I was just waiting for you to ask.â
You wait a few seconds to see if he says something else. He doesn't. The line falls silent.
âAre you okay over there?â You ask.
âYeah,â he clears his throat, exiting the app and putting his phone down on the pillow next to him. âYeah. Sorry. I just⌠wow.â
You were used to his continual praise, but somehow his lack of words was the best compliment he could have offered you.
âNext time just ask, okay?â
He swallows. âMhm. I will.â
âYou should go have fun. I'm gonna go back to sleep. I'll see you soon, pretty boy.â
âYeah⌠you should get some sleep. Iâll⌠see you tomorrow. Thank you.â
You smile to yourself. âGoodnight, Spencer.â
#criminal minds#spencer reid x reader#gn!reader#early season!spencer#my things!#criminalminds#spencerreid
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â miryum's dc universeâ
Neighbour!Jason Todd who wasnât home when you first moved in. If he was, he wouldâve offered to help with the heavy furniture. Alfred raised a gentleman, of course. But no, he was off in a safe house, nursing a wound from last night's patrol. A bullet had grazed his side and it was leaving a nasty ache
Neighbour!Jason Todd who then didnât mean to wake you when he crashed into his apartment that night, via window. How could he know that someone had just moved into the apartment next door and was startling at every bump in the night?
Neighbour!Jason Todd who was very surprised when he, still in his Red Hood gear, heard someone knock on the door soon after. A very sweet voice called out, âhello? I just want to check that youâre okay? I know itâs not my place and you might be a serial killer, but just wanted to make sure youâre not having a heart attack.â
Neighbour!Jason Todd who threw off his helmet and voice modulator before clearing his throat and calling out, ânope! No, Iâm fine. Uh⌠thank you?âÂ
Neighbour!Jason Todd who breathed a sigh of relief when the voice responded, âoh, okay. I- Iâm sorry. Good night.â
Neighbour!Jason Todd who stood up, even though his bullet wound cried out against it. He wasnât sure why he stood, for he could already hear your footsteps departing. His face twisted into one of confusion, both at his reaction, and the fact that someone had come to check up on him. The majority of his neighbours didnât care
Neighbour!Jason Todd who next met you when he was going to get the mail. He saw you outside the lobby door, crouching down. His curiosity got the better of him and he stepped outside during dusk in Gotham, something no citizen should ever do
Neighbour!Jason Todd who found out that you were feeding the street cats. You were fucking feeding the street cats. There were at least six cats surrounding you, weaving in between your legs as you set down a bowl of milk and some cat food. He cleared his throat and you looked up at him, already smiling. How could someone in Gotham smile? At him? His long sleeves, while hiding his physical scars, surely couldnât cover the anxiety and trauma embedded deep within him. âWhat⌠what are you doing?â he asked softly
Neighbour!Jason Todd who simply stared at you as you responded, âIâm feeding the cats.â After a pause, you added, âthey were meowing at me when I came home from work so I picked up some cat food from the store and brought it back to them. Arenât they just adorable?â You reached out to pet one who gladly turned on its belly for you
Neighbour!Jason Todd who asked, âyou know, they do that to everyone? Theyâre smart enough to know a new face thatâll feed them.â And then he mentally kicked himself because now this girl thought he was pessimistic and didnât feed the cats. Then you shrugged and everything seemed better. âYeah, I know, but they look so hungryâŚâ The way your lips tilted to the side made Jason want to stare at them forever
Neighbour!Jason Todd who almost offered to adopt the cats because that meant that you would come over to his apartment to see them
Neighbour!Jason Todd who then rubbed the back of his neck and announced, âmy name is Jason.â
Neighbour!Jason Todd who melted when you laughed lightly and introduced yourself. He knew he had found the one
Neighbour!Jason Todd who then became much more aware of your presence in the apartment building. It wasnât hard to piece together your routine (which you should think of changing regularly because it would be too easy for a criminal to figure it out) and if that meant Jason went to go on runs every now and then that coincided with your grocery trips, then it was a coincidence. He would grab his mail the same time you did. He would take more care to not make as much noise when he returned after vigilante nights, as to not wake you. It was the little things, he reasoned, that would make you notice him
Neighbour!Jason Todd who didnât know what to do when the power went out. Of course, he had his survival kit ready and stocked with a flashlight, provisions, a blanket, a portable charger, and numerous weapons. He was ready to wait it out, but he didnât know what to do when it came to you. Should he go over and check on you? Or would that seem like he thought you couldnât handle yourself?Â
Neighbour!Jason Todd who didnât have to worry for long because a soft, rapid knock came at the door. He wasnât surprised when you were there, small flashlight in hand. âDoes this happen often?â is the first thing you asked. Jason huffed a laugh and replied with his own question, âis this your first time in Gotham?â
Neighbour!Jason Todd who invited you into his apartment. He wasnât sure whether or not to count this as a first date, but you were soon bundled in his blankets and asking questions about his personal life, so that was like a date, right? He hadnât been on many and didnât intend to now that he met you
Neighbour!Jason Todd who did not know what to do when you fell asleep on his couch. Holy shit. Fuck. What should he do? He didnât want you to think he assaulted you while you were sleeping, so for a couple minutes he sat in his kitchen, watching you wearily and putting as much distance between the two of you as possible. But then he didnât like the distance between you, so it was a real conundrum
Neighbour!Jason Todd who instead sat awkwardly on his ottoman, watching TV with the volume muted and subtitles on
Neighbour!Jason Todd who didnât even leave for patrol when the other members of the Batfam asked for help. The blackout was causing Gotham to run wild, but Jason was content with locking the doors and making sure you were comfy
Neighbour!Jason Todd who was still sitting on that ottoman when you woke up in the morning. He carefully evaded your questions on whether he slept and instead decided to make you breakfast. When you complimented his breakfast over and over, joking how you would have to come over more often if it meant his cooking, Jason agreed maybe a bit too quickly
Neighbour!Jason Todd who was the neighbour you then called on if you had a package arriving during work hours and needed someone to sign it. He was the neighbour you didnât mind seeing in the halls because a chat with him wasnât seen as uncomfortable. He was the neighbour you asked to help repair the sink (you got a very lovely image of his shirt riding up as he laid underneath your sink and maybe it was because you were ovulating but oh god did you want to jump his bones). He was the neighbour who, when he found out you liked similar movies, stumbled over his words to invite you to watch them with him
Neighbour!Jason Todd who actually didnât love the genre of movies you did, but would like them if it meant seeing you
Neighbour!Jason Todd who wasnât sure what your relationship status was with him and it ate away at him almost every moment of the day. You were always in the back of his mind, always making his heart warmÂ
Neighbour!Jason Todd who tried to coax you back to your apartment after you returned home one night, stumbling and intoxicated. But you didnât want to. You were firmly standing in his doorway and kept blabbering about meaningless things. When he finally convinced you to rest on his couch, you declared, stumbling over your words, âsee? This is why I like you Jason. You- youâre a- a very- Youâre a very good person.â You then reached up and patted his cheek. âLove you, bye-bye.â And you promptly fell asleep
Neighbour!Jason Todd who was then in a state of shock of the next three hours
Neighbour!Jason Todd who ended up calling Alfred at four in the morning, prompting the older man to think the ex-Robin was kidnapped and needed help. As it turned out, Jason needed help, but with a girl; not a crime lord. Alfred sent Jason off with a few words of wisdom and luck, the most notable being, âMaster Jason, if the girl does not return your feelings, then you can simply move out of your apartment and back into the Manor.â Jason thought that was a worse fate than you rejecting him
Neighbour!Jason Todd who was very patient the next morning, giving you painkillers and a large glass of water. When you remembered the previous night, mortified, he tried to calm you down, eyes worried that you would leave him. He wasnât sure what he would do if you left his life
Neighbour!Jason Todd who, in a mess of panic and embarrassment, managed to blurt out, âno, wait! I- I want you to stay. Please. I know you didnât mean your words last night, but I really like having you in my life. Canât we⌠be friends?â It broke his heart to suggest it, but heâd be willing to keep that platonic bond if it didnât drive you away
Neighbour!Jason Todd who waited, heart in his throat, when the seconds ticked by and you didnât answer. âBut I did mean them,â you finally whispered out. âI like you, Jason. And I wanna do something about that.â
Neighbour!Jason Todd who stammered and spluttered, âwell, then, letâs do something.â
Neighbour!Jason Todd who took you out on dates every week and didnât know what to do when you found the Red Hood gear in his closet when you were searching for a hoodie to steal
Neighbour!Jason Todd who wasnât expecting you to laugh, of all things. âI guessed,â is all you said. And thatâs when Jason kissed you for the first time
Neighbour!Jason Todd who became a staple in your life, not only because you two lived in the same building, but because of how amazing he was. There were no other words to describe it. It was like the man knew your needs before you did and fulfilled them just because he wanted to. He was the epitome of âprincess treatmentâ
Neighbour!Jason Todd who was scared for you to sleep over for the first time because of his nightmares but found out that when your head was on his bicep (cutting off circulation to his fingers), and your body was tucked into his, hair messy and lips slightly parted, that he didnât have nightmares. It was like you scared them all away, just by being there
Neighbour!Jason Todd who wanted you to sleep over much more frequently
Neighbour!Jason Todd who made it a habit to buy cat food at the grocery store because you still insisted on feeding those damn cats after months of living in Gotham. Nevermind that the cats had found which apartment you lived in and climbed up to the window via the fire escape. Nevermind that the cats realised that when you werenât in your apartment, you were most likely in Jasons. And nevermind that he now had cats outside his window almost 24/7 that he begrudgingly fed because who was he if not subject to you or Damianâs rants about feeding the fucking cats
Neighbour!Jason Todd who just liked to touch you. He liked to be reminded that he was much bigger than you and his body could swallow yours up whilst cuddling on the couch. He liked to put his arm around your shoulder and trace patterns on your skin. He liked to hug you tightly from behind because it reminded him that you were there and you were his. He liked to do this in public too â not huge amounts of PDA, but a hand on the waist or slipped in your back pocket. A hand on the small of your back when crossing streets. Reaching out behind him to grab your hand while walking through large crowds
Neighbour!Jason Todd who, a year later, signed the lease to your apartment, so that now you were neighbours who shared a bed and a bathroom and a home
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