#I truly just dont have any price set in mind

[nymphrasis]

I really love the Kantobirds and Bulbasaur little guys. Artist do you do commission types like those art works & how much would it cost?

Heya heya! I am really happy that both you and others really like my chibi work of both the Kantonian Legendaries and lil bean Bulbasaur >w<! While my comms aren't currently open, I do want to say that at some point I do want to set that as an an available option of a chibi of that type! The only unfortunate part is that I do not know how much to charge them ;w;. I don't think I should charge them as the same price as my other chibi type, because they are two completely different styles and one does not take as long as the other. I don't have a firm price set in mind ( Or any at all really ), so sadly I cannot offer this as a commission type just yet. When I do tho, I do plan to make a public post about it ^ ^! Since you are under anon, I cannot be able to send a message to you about when these types are open for comm! You may need to keep an eye out for that post ;w;

[a-bunch-of-bones]

Cultures are also built on historical events and their ramifications just as much as they are on geotemporal and social conditions! Understanding that these events can be seen in multiple lights (and result in different reactions) also will inherently add nuance and depth to your cultures.

Grim Cold Bleak Forest (Finnish) People may have fought a local war some centuries ago - one in which their habitual reclusiveness and run-and-hide gatherer-trapper tactics would have been rendered unviable in normal circumstances. But say there was a certain intrepid trapper who utilized precisely this cultural knack for traversing and disappearing into the underbrush to carefully enact long-distance, ranged guerilla warfare on the invading force, eventually racking up, say, 505 confirmed kills. This creates a precedent and reference for the Grim Cold Bleak Forest People which would become ubiquitously tethered to their reputation.

What outsider 'Other' cultures might come to perceive as a tough and rugged ferocity would simply be layers of pretense which either strip away to reveal a genuinely quite timid people, their bleak humor aside, or could perhaps perpetuate their own ruggedness as they become a little bitter at the presumable reiteration of the fierce "they're in the trees"/"people of the dark, scary forests" stereotypes. Keep in mind, whether in outright xenophobia or more obscure and institutionalised racism, each culture has methods of constructing other cultures as an imaginary, and these outsider perspectives tend to be pretty reductive. As such, dont get carried away in returning from the enriched two-layer/relational model to the single-faceted depiction of one culture by another; instead, try to focus on how the portrayal works as part of an exchange, not only in one direction but both ways. A single historical event can instill different symbolism, values and traditions in different cultures, and as such can be seen as somewhat of a 2-for-the-price-of-1 sale in the lore section of your mind palace.

What's important to remember is that 'culture' as we know it is ordinary (Stuart Hall, God bless). It is a "structure of feeling" the everyday (Raymond Williams, God bless). Culture only becomes distinctly so when it has something positioned opposite it. It is always relational, either 'ours' or 'theirs', and exploring these relational (and most importantly fluid) perceptions is what can truly give the necessary depth to make your RPG setting, culture, history, lore, whatever *truly* pop.

Because I am a filthy academic, I am going to make recommendations for supplementary readings that I'm sure could benefit any TTRPG's incubation: Edouard Glissant's *Poetics of Relation* and Edward Said's *Orientalism* are great starts.

Another worldbuilding application of the "two layer rule": To create a culture while avoiding The Planet Of Hats (the thing where a people only have one thing going for them, like "everyone wears a silly hat"): You only need two hats.

Try picking two random flat culture ideas and combine them, see how they interact. Let's say taking the Proud Warrior Race - people who are all about glory in battle and feats of strength, whose songs and ballads are about heroes in battle and whose education consists of combat and military tactics. Throw in another element: Living in diaspora. Suddenly you've got a whole more interesting dynamic going on - how did a people like this end up cast out of their old native land? How do they feel about it? How do they make a living now - as guards, mercenaries? How do their non-combatants live? Were they always warrior people, or did they become fighters out of necessity to fend for themselves in the lands of strangers? How do the peoples of these lands regard them?

Like I'm not shitting, it's literally that easy. You can avoid writing an one-dimensional culture just by adding another equally flat element, and the third dimension appears on its own just like that. And while one of the features can be location/climate, you can also combine two of those with each other.

Let's take a pretty standard Fantasy Race Biome: The forest people. Their job is the forest. They live there, hunt there, forage there, they have an obnoxious amount of sayings that somehow refer to trees, woods, or forests. Very high chance of being elves. And then a second common stock Fantasy Biome People: The Grim Cold North. Everything is bleak and grim up there. People are hardy and harsh, "frostbite because the climate hates you" and "stabbed because your neighbour hates you" are the most common causes of death. People are either completely humourless or have a horrifyingly dark, morbid sense of humour. They might find it funny that you genuinely can't tell which one.

Now combine them: Grim Cold Bleak Forest People. The summer lasts about 15 minutes and these people know every single type of berry, mushroom and herb that's edible in any fathomable way. You're not sure if they're joking about occasionally resorting to eating tree bark to survive the long dark winter. Not a warrior people, but very skilled in disappearing into the forest and picking off would-be invaders one by one. Once they fuck off into the woods you won't find them unless they want to be found.

You know, Finland.

[yelenasdog]

heavy is the head that wears the crown (mob!arvin russell x fem! pastor’s daughter! reader)

genre: angst+fluff

summary: arvin had always heard the saying “heavy is the head that wears the crown” but never truly understood what it meant. not until now

words: 4.06k

warnings: since this is based off of a tdatt, family death, mentions of death, mentions of mobs, kissing, marriage, murder, smoking, suicide, cancer and i think that’s it. it’s also kinda melodramatic, and i haven’t watched tdalt in a while so a lot could be plot inaccurate also idk anything abt the mob or mafia so like dont k*ll me thx i just like joe pesci

a/n: first, i owe the amazing concept of mob!arv to @kelieah ! so go follow her for more mob!arvin goodness!! basically i’m obsessed w 90s mob movies and watched goodfellas and casino and few too many times lately and oops here we r! i tried to write this from the narrator in tdatt’s view, so if u wanna read it like that then cool! btw the pic w the dress is just an idea of the dress reader is wearing not what she looks like! ok enjoy i’ll stop rambling

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“So, Arvin. I was told you paint houses? That true?”

Arvin hesitated, opening his mouth and closing it again. He wasn’t a painter, no, he killed people. For a price, that is.

But rather than saying no, the jab in his side from his uncle told him to answer otherwise.

“Yes, sir. It is.”

The Pastor nodded, taking a drag from his cigar, imported all the way from Cuba. He then placed what was left of the long stick in the crystal tray in front of him, the tapping of it on the reflective surface seeming almost deafening.

“Can all your family be traced down to one place, son?”

Arvin gulped, avoiding his eyes, darting his own around the heavily decorated room. Another jab to his side. He winced, meeting the older man’s eyes. He may not know much about the life he was about to enter, but he knew enough about what that meant.

“Yes, sir. They can be, minus my father and my mother. They’re gone.”

Not even a full beat of silence later, the Pastor spoke.

“How’d he die?”

Arvin was taken aback, though he knew that question was coming. His jaw clenched, as did his fist by his side. If the Pastor noticed, he didn’t speak on it, barely lifting his eyes from the document resting on his desk.

“Suicide, after the war.”

“And your mother?”

He took his lip in between his teeth, feeling the skin break, the tears well in his eyes for reasons he would excuse as the pain he was inflicting.

“Cancer. It happened when I was young, I didn’t barely even know her.”

The pastor looked up, slimming his eyes. This time he did notice the glimmering droplets, welling up in his chestnut colored eyes, threatening to fall. He appreciated the boy’s attempt to keep his emotions in check in front of his would be superior, leaning back into his chair.

“It’s alright, boy. You’re allowed to cry, it was your mother.” His southern accent was thick like molasses, his words drawing out. Arvin still felt that it wasn’t acceptable, though, so he only sniffled and directed his chin further up towards the ceiling. He stood there for a while, nerves running through his every cell. It was electric, like white lighting making its way through his veins at a painstakingly slow pace.

“Right then.”

The pastor stood, walking towards Arvin and his uncle. His expensive loafers tapped along the cold floor as he went, the sound pestering to the ears of Arvin, taunting him. He reached a soft hand out, which the boy standing opposite to him gladly took. He observed how the Pastor’s hand was without scars, calluses. Anything that would point to evidence of him being a killer, doing his own dirty work (or “the Lord’s work” as he liked to put it).

“Welcome to the family, son.”

And as Arvin smiled widely and shook his hand with an iron grip, he began to wonder what his new life would entail doing the “Lord’s work”.

He thought he had a pretty good idea, but boy, was he wrong.

“So, how’d it go?”

It was later, and Arvin was sitting with one his most favorite people, Y/n. The pair were resting in an open field, the wildflowers around her just almost competing with the beauty she held. He bashfully looked to the dirt under his shoes, noticing how only inches away, her hands picked at the damp grass.

“Went well, I think. He told me I’m ‘part of the family now’.”

She smiled at him, and in that moment with her hair so widely astray, and wearing that pale blue dress he adored so much, Arvin’s heart felt a certain emotion he hadn’t necessarily felt for someone at this multitude before. He had felt it for Lenora, his mother, his aunt and uncle. But it was different, then. Because now as he sat with her by his side, his love for her was realized at its full potential.

She began to ramble on, congratulating him on becoming a member of her father’s so called “family”, telling him how proud she was. He couldn’t keep focused on the sweet words that were falling from her lips like honey, though, as he was too caught up in his own head, his own thoughts.

“Arv?” She asked, voice laced with slight concern, but mostly with curiosity.

“Sorry, darlin’. Just thinking.”

She blushes, it’s the first time he’s called her that before. She tries to carry on conversation, though with her heart beating through that pretty dress of her’s, it was a bit difficult.

“About what?” She questioned, doing her very best not to pry too far, to be invasive in the very reserved Arvin’s mind.

Truthfully? He was promising himself that he would marry her one day, make her his wife. But telling her that he was only thinking “‘bout the future” would have to do. I mean, truthfully, he really was!

So he answered her, and she was content with said answer, abandoning the subject and returning to many praises for Arv. The standards for the “family” were high, and though she believed in him fiercely, she knew that at his core Arvin was the sweetest soul she’d ever met, and she was skeptical he could put that aside to do whatever the job would require.

“Arvin?”

He looked up, and she nearly lost her breath. It was Arvin’s sunkissed skin, tanned from working under the hot sun, the beams beating down on him. Or perhaps it was the freckles that lightly dusted his crooked nose, like a constellation from the cosmos above. Maybe even it was the mop that sat on his head, the color all the same of those sweet brown eyes of his. Whatever it was, she felt it could only mean one thing.

Y/n Y/l/n was confident she loved Arvin Russell.

“Hmm?” He asked, tilting his head like a confused canine. Adorably endearing, she thought.

And though she had much to say, she was afraid that if he were the dog in question, then the puppy had got her tongue, so to say.

“Y/n/n?” The boy said, nudging her with his elbow, making a melodious giggle erupt from her chest. “What, cat got your tongue?” Arvin teased, and she only shook her head and smiled, as he had no idea how correct he really was.

“You could say that.”

The two shared laughs over the exchange, and at some point (neither of them are quite sure when, how, or who leaned in first), their lips connected in a short and sweet kiss. It seemed that it only lasted for a moment, and as soon as they pulled apart, Arvin and Y/n both were dying for more.

But they resisted, Arvin reaching out a cautious hand to entangle with hers. She bashfully grinned, as did he (though he did his best to resist).

“Y/n, I really like you.” He had said, his thumb running small circles upon her skin. “And correct me if I’m wrong, but I think you like me too.”  He laughed, nervous notes to the sound.

“And well, I was wondering if you’d like to be my girlfr-”

And with a light groan, Y/n had wrapped her arms around his neck, pushing both of them to the ground. She connected their lips, the kiss so oddly blunt, an attack on his lips that he had no plan of fighting off. His hands found her hair, and her’s moved to the sides of his face, holding him so tightly, as if she was afraid he would let go.

“Yes.” She pulled away panting, her lips swollen, his flushed. “Yes, I’d love to be your girlfriend, Arvin.”

They smiled as bright as the setting sun above them, and Arvin pulled her close as she buried her face in the warm crook of his neck. They stayed like that ‘till the sun went down and the stars came out of hiding, the cool summer breeze blowing around them. They both still felt it, then, the love they had only just began to realize was there. And they would continue to feel it for years to come.

Like when Arvin would get back from a job, sometimes with blood splattered on his crisp white shirts, his dirty work getting, well, dirty. She would slowly peel it from his body, taking care to make sure he wasn’t hurt. She would do her best to wash the crimson stains from the fabric, sighing if it was seeming to be of no use. Arvin would come up behind her where she was working at the sink, wrapping his strong arms around her middle and resting his head on her shoulder.

“I’m sorry, Arv,” she would start, blowing a stray strand of hair out of her face, “damn thing won’t budge.” Arvin would just chuckle, reaching up a gentle hand, gentle only for her, to tuck the hair behind her ear, quietly speaking.

“Well I think it looks pretty good, darlin’. It’ll do just fine.” He would spin her around to face him, and pepper small kisses on her skin, smiling at her reaction. And if he was hurt, she would take care to use a warm washcloth, wiping the scarlet splatters from his creamy complexion. 

The juxtaposition of the shades was always bewildering for her, oddly beautiful in a way. She never said so, though, only muttering praises of how proud she was, how strong he is, things like that. And Arvin would watch her, honey colored eyes following her as she moved about to fix him right up. No pain would have any real effect on him, not when she was there to reassure him, make him whole again.

As Arvin moved up in their small town world, in the “family”, he remained just as kind, just as gentle. Nothing really changed, no, only the lines on his forehead deepening and the crows feet becoming darker when he smiled; And Y/n’s role, as well. She stopped cleaning him up, stopped trying to rid his shirts of bloody reminders of his living. Arvin seemed to no longer be “painting walls’, but rather making sure jobs were done, everyone was staying in their places.

And things led to another, and all of a sudden Y/n and Arvin were moving into a big house, bigger than Arvin had ever even been in before. Deals and arrangements were made, settlements too.

One regular Tuesday, Arvin came home from what Y/n could tell had been a long, long, day. He was exhausted, but had this unmistakable look of excitement and joy plastered to his face. He had come in bursting through the door, not even taking off his hat or overcoat before making his way over to Y/n and kissing her silly.

“Well hello to you, too, Arv.” She laughed, amusement and curiosity both equally swirling around in her brain, wondering what could possibly have inspired this behavior.

“Things are happening, sweetheart, good, good things.” He took her hands in his, briefly shaking them before planting a kiss to them and walking away, a big smile on his face. And truth be told, not that she would admit it, it scared the Hell outta her. She wasn’t quite sure as to why, but something was itching at her brain, warning her that whatever was brewing wasn't a good thing. But nevertheless, she maintained her grin, painted lips never faltering.

The next day, when the “good things” were supposed to be happening, Arvin was seriously wondering why on God’s green Earth he had expected this to be easy.

“Come again, son?”

Arvin swallowed, shifting on his feet. He mentally scolded himself for ending up in this position again, standing in front of the Pastor’s desk, all kinds of confused. But it had to be this way, it was for the best, he knew. The sun shone through the window above the desk in front of him, right into his eyes, nearly blinding him. The Pastor didn’t really care, though.

“I’m asking for your blessing to ask Y/n’s hand in marriage, sir.”

The older man slowly nodded in understanding, taking a long drag from the expensive cigar between his fat fingers, the gold ring on his pinky also shining brightly under the harsh sun’s light.

“I just thought that after our arrangement-”

“Arvin, I don’t regret making you an heir, I don’t.” He stated, blowing out a long stream of smoke. “Hell, I can feel something big and bad coming, boy, you understand? I know God’s will is holding out on us, on this family. But it’s running thin.”

The young man clenched his jaw, internally cringing on what that might mean to the family, for the family, what it meant for Y/n. He bit his tongue, feeling the iron seep onto his taste buds.

“And I know those damn Teagardins are plotting, they’re plotting for our downfall. Making you next in line is something they won’t see coming, and I trust it’ll stay that way. But I don’t quite understand

“Well I love your daughter, I love her so much that it hurts. And if worst comes to worst…” he stopped, his bottom lip wavering for a moment, trying to carefully dance around the different outcomes of this conversation. “I feel I’ll be better able to protect her if we’re married, if she’s truly mine.” That part might have been a lie. Y/n has never been his, never would be. She was her own person, outside Arvin, outside the family. It was what he loved about her above all else.

The Pastor was quiet for a moment contemplating his response, calculating it.

“Would you die for her?”

“Yes.” The answer came without thought, it was automatic for Arvin.

The Pastor smiled widely, lifting his arms.

“So, when’s the wedding, Arv?

Turns out, it was exactly a year, a month, and 6 days until Y/n and Arvin would tie the knot. Arvin had spent time, waiting to find the perfect moment to ask her the big question. He had decided on a night where the moon was bright and the sky was clear. They sat together in what they had donned “their” field, the greenery around them rustling in the wind. Though he was nervous, he had delivered a stunning speech that had taken poor Y/n’s heart by force. It ended up with both of them crying like babies and a shiny ring on Y/n’s finger.

The wedding itself had taken place on a beautiful summer’s day, and Y/n had worn a pretty white dress that had made Arvin almost faint when he saw her, standing there on her father’s arm. She was all decked out in the most expensive diamonds and pearls, courtesy of her father, making her shine like a crystal of sorts.

It was the best night of her life, Arv’s too. But the joy they had felt must have an inevitable end, as the worst night (Arvin’s too) was soon to follow.

It had been an ambush, the death of the Y/l/n family. The death toll had managed to wrack up every member immediate member of the esteemed mob family, including the Pastor, his wife, and their two sons. A bomb planted in the trunk of their Cadillac that had gone off, placed there by who knows. 

When Arvin had heard, his immediate reaction was to thank God that Y/n had decided to stay with him that day, to go lay in the fields just the two of them. Immediately after she had been told, she had fallen into Arvin, her entire body weight being put into his arms. Sobs wracked through her frame, her tears dampening Arvin’s yellow button up.

Once she had “come to”, Y/n had grown to be furious rather than sad. As when you look at the lineage of her family, look at the ranks of the mob and who’s to rise to power when the one in front of them dies, well Arvin was right after Y/n’s big brother, Jamie.

And Y/n had loved her big brother, she had loved him very much and would like to believe that Arvin, her sweet, sweet Arvin, would never do anything of that multitude just to satiate his hunger and appetite for power. The hunger for power she wasn’t even aware he possessed. But how in the Hell was she even supposed to be sure?

“I want to believe you, Arv, I do. But I can’t! It don’t make any damn sense, Arvin!”

“You really think that low of me, Y/n/n?”

Y/n had been shouting, trying to confront him for a crime he hadn’t committed. But Arvin was calm as he spoke, his eyes only watering and his voice only bordering on wavering. Y/n reached a trembling hand to her scalp, pulling lightly on her roots. The tears slipping down her face were hot and salty and she hated it so much.

“What else am I supposed to think?” She lifted an arm, sniffling before putting her other one on her waist, the blue of her dress, the same dress Arvin adored so much, just barely matching what was to become of her mood. She was started to regress, the red hot anger from before transforming to a stormy blue of unsure waters.

“My whole family is dead, and it just so happened that you asked me to stay with you the day they died! My whole family is dead!” She screamed, her voice a crescendo of sorts. “And everyone is clean, Arv, except you. You got the motive, you got the alibi, I’ll give you that much.” She paused, briefly wiping her nose and looking to the blank wall to the left of her father’s office. “It’s funny;” she dryly chuckled, and Arvin looked up.

“You went from doing my daddy’s dirty work to gettin’ some poor bastard to do your own. Ironic isn’t it?”  

Arvin stepped towards her, pain twisting his insides up to see his best girl afraid of him, cowering away from his touch.

“You still have me, Y/n. I’m your family.”

She looked to her feet and back to him, shaking her head.

“No, Arv. You’re not. And you will be sorry for what you did to him, to all of them. You will be.” She said, walking away with her heels clicking heavily on the wooden floors. Arvin stood still for a while, not quite sure where to go next. But it dawned on him as the stained glass shone down on his feet in the most poetic manner, that he was already there.

So he dragged his feet along with him, breaths ragged and short, his head slowly tilting up towards the glorious light. He only had to go a few feet, before he sat down in the old leather chair, the only emotions he felt being those of an imposter. He thought back to all the nervous conversations he’d had with the pastor while he was sitting in that chair, a trembling Arvin usually standing opposite, awaiting instruction.

He darted his eyes across the mahogany surface in front of him, looking at all the various things that he only could associate with Y/n’s father. His valued cigar box, the crystalline tray that rested next to it. (He swore he could still smell the fresh smoke, wafting from the little dish.) He opened it, the latch clinking before his hand reached in and his fingers clasped around one of the thick rolls of tobacco. Before he could light it, he felt overwhelmed all of a sudden, and dropped it back into the box, slamming the lid.

He laid back, resting his weary head. Arvin took a deep breath through his nose, exhaling through his mouth, before falling into a not so peaceful slumber.

He was only woken minutes later, Joseph, Y/n’s uncle, wanting to know if Arvin had seen her lately. He shook his head, muttering an annoyed “No”. Joseph got the idea relatively quickly, exiting the room. He heard the chapel’s doors close, taking that as his queue to leave once he saw the time. So he grabbed his hat and his coat, leaving the office and making his way through the dimly lit space. His attention was caught, though, by the cross by the front pews, so beautifully shining. Arvin put down his things, and walked over to the pew, sitting down on the uncomfortable hardwood. He bowed his head, putting his interlocked fingers utop the surface in front of him.

He hadn’t done this in awhile, this whole praying thing. It seemed naive in his way of life, with the things that happened around him, the people lost. But nonetheless, if ever, now was a good time to try.

“Heavenly Father, I, I, uh, I need to talk to you. To, uh, set the record straight.” His hands were sweaty, tears welling in his eyes.

“Y/n, she’s- well she’s the love of my life, God, and I don’t think she loves me anymore. Hell, she wants me dead. But I don’t blame her, I couldn’t ever. Not after...” he paused, his bottom lip shaking, “Not if she thinks I killed her family. But I didn’t, Father, I didn’t and I could never. But she don’t see that. I need her to see that.” He raised his voice, the bitter droplets rolling down his reddened cheeks, hitting his shoes.

“I can’t live without her, I won’t. So I guess I’m askin’ you a favor, Lord. Just… let her know I didn’t do it, that I would never hurt her.” His voice cracked, his words barely audible, not that whoever was listening cared.

“That I love her so much.”

Arvin muttered something of an “Amen”, and then just sat there for he wasn’t sure how long. His silence was interrupted by a mellow and raw voice, cutting through the silence like the sharpest dagger.

“It was the Teagardin family. I just found out.”

Arvin stood and turned so fast he dizzied himself, having to hold onto the back of the pew for stability. His bottom lip quivered, his flushed features gaining a confused look.

“Y/n/n? How long you been there?” He questioned, not bothering to wipe his eyes. She shifted from one foot to the other, fumbling with her hands.

“Long enough.”

There was a mutual understanding at her few words from the two of them, and an apology within them all the same. Her eyes were bloodshot, her nose runny and her overall appearance disheveled. Despite that, just the fact that she was there, to him, made her the most beautiful girl in the world. 

Arvin could tell she was holding herself back, her emotions, too, as she started to speak, barely able to get through a sentence as she rambled about how she shouldn’t have assumed things, and that it wasn’t right of her to accuse her beloved of something so dire. But none of it mattered to Arvin as he strode towards her, her words only ceasing when he finally wrapped his arms around her.

“I’m so sorry, Arv.” She sobbed, gripping onto him for dear life. That was all she said, repeating it over and over again with the exception of “I love you” also being reiterated. 

Her husband spoke over her hushed tone, saying “It’s alright, doll, I know. You were right to think that, it’s not your fault. It was never your fault.” They continued that way for some time until they both regained their bearings, Arvin wrapping an arm around her shoulders and walking down the front stairs of the chapel. 

“Let’s go home, sweet girl.” He had said, so they did. Arvin kissed the side of her head, regarding once more how he loved her, before starting the ride home, his hand on her thigh the whole time, not wanting to let her go for even a second.

His mind was plagued with thoughts of the past, and he remembered an old saying he had heard long ago. What was it? Ah, you know what they say.

“Heavy is the head that wears the crown.”

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how we feeling folks did we like? gimme feedback if u wanna! mwah love u, take care of urself

 xx hj

[glassartpeasants]

You Look Happier

Shigaraki x F!Reader x Overhaul

Warnings: Angst, toxic relationships, cheating

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You sit on your boyfriends bed as a sigh escapes your lips. It’s been like this for as long as you could remember. You, sitting on the edge of his bed while he sat at his computer utterly ignoring your existence. You knew deep down he loved you, at least that’s what you hoped.

It felt like the same thing over and over and over again. You feel ignored and you go to ask your boyfriend for some time together then he just ends up yelling at you for making him die. It was a process that always repeats itself.

But no matter how much it pissed you off you always stayed. Why because to you, he was the one you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. But you slowly were beginning to think he didn’t feel the same.

“Hey um, Tomura?” You asked as you gently tapped his shoulder which resulted in him slapping your arm away.

“What?” He said in a irritated tone.

“I was just wondering what you wanted for dinner...” You said quietly.

“McDonalds.”

“But, you ate that last night. Can i make you something a bit more healthier at least?” 

“You asked what i wanted and i said McDonalds.”

“Oh o-okay...” You voice sounding like a scolded puppy. You turn away and walk out to your car and turn the key.

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Once you had gotten McDonalds you walk out of the store and go to your car...only to find it’s gone.

“W-what happened to my car?!” You gasped. Looking around to see no trace of it.

“I guess thats what i get for leaving the door unlocked...” You sigh as you felt tears prick against the corners of your eyes.

You begin moving your feet towards you home as tears stream down your face. First your boyfriend ignores you, then was being an asshole and now you’re car was stolen.

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You could see your house from where you stood. After an hour of walking you made it home in no time. You sigh in relief before you felt a gun being pushed against your back.

“Give me all your money or i blow a hole through your damn chest.” More tears was coming out of your eyes.

“I-I dont have any money...it was stolen along with my car...” You’ve been to McDonalds so many times that you know the exact price of your boyfriends favorite food by heart. Thats why you only took some money from your wallet and left the rest in the car.

“Bullshit! You have McDonalds in your hands. I’m gonna say it one more time give me the money or I’ll-AHH!” A liquid hit your back and the feeling of the gun was no more. You turn around and saw a puddle of blood and a man with a plague mask next to it.

“Disgusting honestly-”

“Thank you so much sir!” You cried as you dropped to your knees. you held the fabric of your jeans in your hands as the McDonalds splatter all over the ground.

“Why didn’t you use your quirk? Everyone-”

“I don’t have one. So i guess you could say i was born unlucky.” You laughed trying to stop your tears.

“Quirkless eh? People go after you guys all the time since you have nobody to protect you.”

“I have a boyfriend but..he doesn’t seem to care about making me safe i guess,” You chuckle but your tears keep streaming as you look up at your savior.

“That’s unfortunate.” He looked down at you before scrubbing his arm.

“Not a fan of germs I see?” You smile up at him.

“No.”

“Well i guess im not a fan of germs myself haha..” You get up and look at him smiling even through your tears.

“Ah i see.” You only giggle making him raise an eyebrow before you hear your ringtone that you set for your boyfriend. You laugh nervously before picking up the call and the first thing you were greeted by was yelling.

“Where the hell are you?!” You boyfriend screeched.

“I’m s-sorry. My car got stolen and i had to walk back.” You said facing away from the man that saved you not seeing him furrow his brows.

“Well it’s probably cold now!”

“I’m sorry, I’ll try harder next time...I love yo-” Your boyfriend hung up the phone before you could finish.

“I’m sorry you had to see that sir, it’s best i be going now.” You said grabbing the McDonalds and throwing it away.

“Here.” You turn around and saw him holding a piece of paper. You grab and see a number on it.

“Thank-” You look around and see the once mysterious man disappear. Even if he was gone you couldn’t help the smile on your face. Maybe you would actually have a friend that didn’t ditch you after you got a boyfriend.

~~~

“Hey...I’m back...” You said opening the door to your apartment only to hear rough moaning coming from your you and your boyfriends shared bedroom.

You tip toe towards your room and put your ear towards the door only for a blood consuming sadness washed over you.

“I can’t wait to meet you next week! All this online sex is getting boring.” A feminine voice rang. 

“Yeah just gotta make sure my girlfriend wont suspect anything.” Thats when you lost your shit. You kicked open the door and stomped your feet all the way over to your shitty boyfriend.

“Get.The.Fuck.Out.” You said grabbing him by his collar and yanking him out of his chair and turning his computer off. 

“You look so much happier with her! Go be her boyfriend for all I care! I’m sick and tired of doing everything for you only to be treating like crap. Tell me Shigaraki Tomura, did you ever love me.”

“W-what?”

“YOU FUCKING HEARD ME!” You screamed at him, tears rushing down your eyes and onto the hardwood floor. Making a tiny puddle.

“I did...”

“Then why?” You said as you felt your entire world start to crash around you. 

“...”

“I can’t believe i even wanted to marry you! Have kids with you! I can’t believe i even thought a selfish prick like yourself was capable of love!” Shigaraki’s eyes widened. He was at a lost for words. You wanted to be together forever. You wanted to start a family with him. And now because he was so closed off and refused to believe you truly loved him he ruined it. He was so stubborn and in denial that you truly loved him he destroyed the only person who would have cared for him in his darkest days.

“I’m giving you 2 hours to get your shit and leave. Stay here any later and im calling the cops.” You said before walking out of your bedroom and going to the kitchen.

~~~

2 hours were almost up and Shigaraki had all his stuff packed. Everything he owned was out the door except for a necklace that you had given him for his birthday. It had a picture of you and him in it. He shivered as he remembered the day you took it.

He stepped out of the bedroom and went to go to the front door where he saw you in the kitchen. Tears whelmed up in his eyes before turning around to leave.

“I paid for that locket. Leave it here or destroy it.” He froze in place. Did you really mean it? Couldn’t he have just one memory of a good time you both had?

“You don’t deserve to remember me.” Shigaraki started to shake as he held onto the locket tighter. He held on it like his life depended on it before he felt it slip through his grasp. He turned around only to see you holing the chain in your hand as the locket dangled in front of him.

“Please give it back...” His voice sounding so weak and vulnerable. His heart pounded in his chest before stopping as he saw you throw the locket to the ground and stepping on it making the locket break to the point of no return.

“There I did it for you.” You said before grabbing the back of his shirt and tossing him out of the door and shutting it. Making sure he heard you turning the lock.

~~~

1 year later

Your laughter was music to the mans ears. Ever since he met you on that day where he saved you from being robbed he couldn’t get you out of his mind.

After he heard about your breakup he swooped in and immediately was your shoulder to cry on. He didn’t know what it was about you. You were just his everything after he met you. Pretty much to the point where it annoyed him.

“You jacket looks cleaner today, did you wash it?” Boom there it was. Everything you said and did always made him fall deeper in love. 

“Why I did thank you for noticing, by the way, I have a meeting tomorrow with someone and i was wondering if you would like to accompany me?”

“Of course! I would do anything for you Kai!” You said smiling as you wrapped your fingers in his gloved hand before brushing your cheek into his sleeve.

“You know you look so much happier then you did when i first met you.”

“Well before then I didn’t have you!” You giggle before planting a kiss on his mask making him blush a bit. You never kissed him on his skin only on his mask. Which he greatly appreciated but he did want to feel your lips on his once.

~~~

You and your boyfriend sat on the couch while you heard footsteps coming closer to the door. You scoot closer towards your now boyfriend and intertwined his gloved finger with yours. Making him hold your hand tighter.

“Right this way.”

“Fine whatev-” Silence. There stood your ex boyfriend Tomura Shigaraki. He looked so much different. Your once happy face slowly dropped to a emotionless one. No noise was made as Shigaraki made his way to his seat.

“Now Shigaraki lets talk.”

Overhauls voice meant nothing to him. All he could do was stare at you behind father. And you knew he was staring at you too. He couldn’t believe it. His ex girlfriend, the one who he let get away, was with Overhaul.

What hurt the worse is that while shigaraki was in Overhauls office he noticed all sorts of pictures of you two together. Smiling and happy with one another.

When was the last time you smiled at him like that?

“Shigaraki! Are you even listening?” Overhauls voice dragged him out of his thoughts.

“Yes.”

“Good, now I have a question for you.”

“What?”

“Why are you staring at my girlfriend?”

“Because she looks happier.”

“What the hell does that mean?”

“I think you know...” 

[an-angel-in-the-garden]

My Soulmates A God?! Loki x Fem Reader part 3

This is the longest part so far be warned and if you need here's part 1 and part 2. I'm really glad that people like this series so much and I hope you enjoy this part as well! CW: Reader is not treated the best Death mentioned in passing, Self hate, Angst , Cursing

Loki's pov

Two weeks have passed since that women visited my cell and try as I might I cant get her out of my head. The way her lips trembled when I told her I didn't want a soulmate the anger in her voice when she left just thinking about it leaves an aching pain in my chest. I know I need to get out my plan can be complete any day now yet I cant bring myself to through it I just want to speak with her again! "I want to see her again I want her to come back" Those treacherous thoughts keep echoing in my head everyday and each time the doors open to the room I dont even bother to stop myself from looking, hope etched on my face every time. Thor stilled showed up only this time he was always giving me pitiful looks sometimes he would speak about how she was doing, I never said anything back but I wanted to and then as of three days ago he stopped. Three days with him not saying a word to me about her and it was driving me mad I couldn't take it anymore.

It's been almost a week my thoughts are about her more often then not and each time Thor comes in I want to ask if I can see her but I dont. Its near noon the guards are trading shifts and Thor will be here soon "Today I'll ask today I'll make sure I see her again" I stood tall as I faced the door steadying myself to speak to Thor about this problem I was having. When the door finally opens I take a breath this was something I had never done "what if it goes wrong she might not even be willing to see me again" I grit my teeth at that thought so with a new resolve in mind I await for Thor to approach the cell. I waited with baited breath as he walked over, it was clear from the way he walked he had something to say but no matter what it was I would still ask. "Brother I need to know something!" "And what Thor would that be." He stops for a minute looking at me before glancing at the door.

" Have you given up on trying to escape are you willing to cooperate with us now?" 'Am I?' I wasn't sure I wanted to see her again, to see my string tied to another was a sight I longed for but could I give up on my plans? " I truly dont know but I will consider it for a price.' A price and what is that brother?" I want to see that girl my...soulmate" I was expecting him to laugh or sneer to tell me that was impossible but instead he smiled " Wonderful if you think it will help or even if you dont I'm glad you want to see her again!!" He chuckles walking over to the door and letting in someone. When our eyes meet it was like fireworks going off. There she was looking unsure of everything but the light in her eyes was still there and as she walks head held high towards my cell I knew we had much to talk about.

Reader pov

Getting a chance to see Loki again was both the hardest and easiest thing I've ever done. When I arrived at Stark tower the person who greeted me already knew who I was she gave me a pass and told me to head to the top floor " Don't worry J.A.R.V.I.S will make sure you don't get lost" and with that she sent me on my way. Jarvis as it turns out was an AI programed into the tower who led me to the elevator telling me I would meeting with some of the Avengers to talk and thus came the hard part. When the doors open to reveal a penthouse full of people it felt like my heart stopped for a moment six pairs of eyes glanced over but only two continued to watch me. It was Captain America who actually came up to me nodding to the others before leading me into another room.

" Miss Y/N what brings you back here?" The Captain pulls out a chair gesturing for me to sit down before moving to take a seat himself " Well you see mister umm... Just Steve is fine" He smiles before I continue" Steve I-I want to see Loki again... I need to talk to him at least once more! Our eyes meet he looks shocked but not upset in any way" That's not an easy thing to have happen". He says " I know but if you can let me no matter how long it takes it would mean the world to me." It takes him a few moments but after a while, he speaks " Why do you want to see him again. I understand he's your soulmate but.." Steve takes a breath looking at me before standing" I know about what happened last time are you sure it's a good idea, do you know what you'll say?" No, I don't know, I don't know if this is a good idea or what I want to say but I can't just leave it at this I need to say something so please can I?" He sighs telling me to wait before leaving the room I glance at the clock feeling tired and so I lay my head down and await the result's

It was hours later that I got woken up to a light shaking on my shoulder with blurry vision I looked up to the person waking me, Wavy red hair and welcoming yet harsh eyes a woman greeted me stepping away and waiting for me to fully wake up. " My name is Natasha I'm gonna show you back to your room the others have already headed off for the night I thought it might be better if you don't deal with them" She scuffs slightly before walking to the door I hurry to catch up " Thank you" We walk in silence for a while before we make it to the room she turns to me hovering a hand over my shoulder" As much as I don't hate that man I hope it goes well for you and with that, she leaves me alone to settle in my room until I get my answer. The next morning I got it, Thor came to my door early that morning nocking and calling out to me. Furry had said I could see him so Thor was going to take me to him to see if it was he was willing to listen we set off to the holding and cell where I waited and finally he came back with a smile on his face as he led me. Though my head was filled with the worse scenario's walked with confidence I was ready for this no matter the outcome.

Fuck it I was so ready to end this series I was so ready to only have this be three parts but my god this took so long and I want to be proud of this so I making it long. I'm sorry for taking so long and I hope you don't mind waiting. Thank you so much for reading and enjoy this series so far and I hope you stick with it! - Lilly

[dashedwithromance]

Slithered Here From Eden - Princewitch

KINGDOM OF THE WICKED SPOILERS!!! I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW SPOILERY THIS FIC IS. THE HEIGHT OF SPOILERS!! THE PEAK OF SPOILERS!! THIS IS A VERY LOUD WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KINGDOM OF THE WICKED SPOILERS BEYOND THIS POINT DO NOT KEEP READING IF YOU DONT WISH TO BE SPOILED THANK YOUUUUUU

anyways here is my first princewitch fic!! i hope you guys like it, and let me know if you have any ideas for fics for those two. im a little nervous to put this out here - ive written only cressworth and original stuff for a while, so im kinda nervous this wont be in character or will be weird in my style. anyway, please let me know if you like this, and if its something you want more of. im already working on a few others, courtesy of @duchess-of-nothing-and-nowhere ‘s brilliant ideas, but send in any requests you have!!! i hope you guys enjoy, thank you!!!!!

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Hell was, well, hell.

Her husband was busy doing whatever kings of Hell did in their spare time, which she was thankful for. She didn’t wish to run into any of the Wicked, but Pride was close to the top of the list. Not the worst offender, however. The Prince she’d once tentatively called an ally had claimed that spot with his spectacularly humiliating betrayal. 

The worst part was that she still didn’t understand. His motives, his feelings, his aims - all were shrouded in mystery, one that seemed to taunt her at every twist and turn. Bastard. 

Contrary to her preconceptions, her rooms were actually rather beautiful. Similar to the style of the house Wrath had rented in Palermo, but it felt different. Darker. Her quarters were styled in black and gold, with serpent scones lining the walls. The fire flickered in a menacing fashion, though she’d long since learned it had more bark than bite. 

Shadows crept along the floor until they curled at her feet like a cat, announcing the presence of the one demon prince she wished to see the least. 

“What do you want.” Emilia barely gave him a glance before he walked him, arrogance pouring off him. As if he owned the damn place. 

Infuriatingly beautiful as usual, he wore a dark suit, flecked with golden patterns, not unlike the tattoo she knew adorned his shoulder. Her attention flicked to the wicker basket he held gingerly in his hands. Covered with a soft blue tea towel, it looked like something plucked off the streets of her home, not something that belonged within the obsidian walls of the kingdom where wickedness ruled with abandon. 

Silence was his only reply as he looked her up and down. The gaze threatened to set her alight; with rage or desire, she wasn’t entirely sure. Once, the bed that loomed behind her would’ve offered a taunting distraction and a fragile but desperate wish. Now, it only annoyed her, reminding her of the moments she’d failed so magnificently at seeing through his façade.

Still no response. They hadn’t spoken since her wedding, and their last words had been less of a conversation and more of throwing of well-deserved insults on her behalf. He’d told her that she knew nothing of his motivations, and to assume he wished her harm was foolish. She’d told him a few carefully chosen expletives, complete with a hand gesture that would’ve had her mother wringing her hands. Wrath had spent the days prior skulking outside her quarters, never saying a word, only letting his shadows pollute her already foul mood. She might’ve had the slightest amount of sympathy for him, had he not betrayed her, lied to her, married her to his brother and thoroughly pissed her off in the process.

He placed the basket down on the table at the other side of the room. Looking up, Wrath raised a carefully groomed brow. Apparently, princes of Hell had beauty routines.

His mood was undetectable through his face, but the shadows that followed him gave it away, if only slightly. They were the same dark as a summer night; dark enough for comfort, but not the soulless black pitch she’d seen him wear so often. An interesting combination for a prince who seemed to care not a whit whether she lived or died after he’d gotten what he wanted.

Wrath pulled back the cloth covering the basket to reveal – food. A carefully curated selection of her favourites, smelling like they’d been plucked off the serving plates of the Sea & Vine.

She nearly salivated at the sight – the food she’d eaten in Hell had been a sore spot for her. Though nothing was wrong with it, it lacked the love of homemade food. The flavour that came with knowing that someone lovingly made every single bite. There were no laughing families who cooked here, no fathers to taste-test, or sisters to tease while they made sangria side by side.

  “How on earth did you find this?” The words slipped out before she could correct herself. ‘Earth’ was perhaps not the right term, though she couldn’t truly tell where she was. Under, felt more accurate. Below.

He looked at her as if she was missing the obvious – and she was.

The food smelt like she was used to because it was what she was used to. The same recipes, made with the same care as every meal that came from the Sea & Vine kitchens.

Panic enveloped her faster than joy.

“Did you hurt them?” She hissed, desperately searching his appearance for any sign of violence. He was wearing black, that much was true, but either he cleaned up exceptionally well, or there was no blood to be found.

“Hurt them?” Wrath’s tone was even, but she could hear how he scoffed. The nerve, “No. I even paid for it.”

Her heart still beat fast enough to burst from her chest, so he continued, “Relax, witch. No harm has come to them, nor will it, if you comply with my brother’s terms.” There was no audible threat in his tone, but she knew it went without saying. Comply, be Pride’s blooded wife, or her family would receive the same fate as Vittoria. It hurt to even think about, however brief the thought was.

She was going to throw something right at his beautiful, awful face. Maybe the basket, once she was finished devouring her favourites. Wrath would certainly look ridiculous enough with a basket slammed over his head, if he didn’t kill her first.

“It’s not poisoned, if that’s what you fear.” Emilia blinked, unsure how to respond. He seemed to be lingering, if demon princes could ever linger. Why wouldn’t he leave?

She nodded, restraining a biting retort about how she was sure that fact was a deep disappointment for him. Remembering the odd rules of demonhood, she thanked him.

Still, he wouldn’t leave. Just stood there, watching her with those golden eyes that peered into her very soul, reaching inside and setting her alight. His gaze was unnerving.

Her patience, which had thinned dramatically since becoming a co-ruler of Hell, waned, “Are you waiting for payment?”

He laughed. Actually laughed. A short, biting sound, but a laugh nonetheless.

“I could smell your foul mood from my own House. Perhaps this will appease you.”

Appease her. As if it were that simple. As if he hadn’t tricked her, lied to her by omission, made her into an even greater fool than the one she was.

“Perhaps if you deigned to be truthful, I would be more polite.” Lies, but worth a try. If only he would tell her something, anything by way of explanation. Even if it was brutally cruel and benefitting a member of the Wicked. Anything but the agony of anticipation.

Apparently this evening was full of more surprises, because Wrath then pulled out a chair, and gestured for her to sit down, like they weren’t sworn enemies. The thought of a biting retort was attractive, but the smell of food was too much. The scent of all her favourites, food she’d spent hours labouring over in the past, wafted towards her like an irresistible gift.

The basket held everything she dreamt of. Wrath laid the table with his harvest as she tried not to gape at the sight. Twin glasses of sangria, somehow still delightfully cold. The comforting smell of garlic and fresh herbs permeated the air. Plates piled high with a mix of all her favourite things: a selection of antipasto, a side plate of bruschetta, a bowl of pasta, and a small dish of cannoli. If she closed her eyes, and forgot the presence of the prince in front of her, she could picture being back home, surrounded by her family and loved ones. If she thought hard enough, she could faintly smell Vittoria’s favourite perfume, the one she made for herself.

When she opened her eyes, the dream faded away, and there was only Wrath sitting across from her. Despite all the effort she presumed he must’ve taken to fetch the food, he sat watching like he thought it was attack him. Or she would. A laugh escaped her lips, almost hysterical, at the situation. Her, Queen of Hell, sat with her husband’s brother, another demon prince, as they ate food from her family’s restaurant. Comical, if disturbing.

“It won’t bite,” She said, eagerly helping herself to a plate. His eyes flickered with the promise of his bite, and she fought to keep any sign of her reaction off her face. Now was not the time to think of his kiss, or goddess forbid, his tongue. Watching carefully, he followed suit, piling his plate high with a mirror of her own. If she didn’t know the strength that lurked beneath that bronze skin and manicured hands, she would’ve called it sweet.

The food was – the food was heavenly. The taste of home, the love of her family, the promise of safety offered in those few bites brought her more joy than she thought possible. She wanted to stretch out the meal forever, as long as time would permit. If this was the last time she would taste such heaven, she wanted to remember it.

Despite her anger at the demon sitting across from her, curiosity embedded itself in her mind. How could he have known? How could he have known this was exactly what she needed, what her soul craved? Just as he’d done with the orange blossoms after Lust, he’d somehow known her mind and soul needing nourishment, and brought it as a gift to her door. Perhaps there would be a price to be paid, someday, but for now, her happiness was enough.

It was ridiculous and Nonna would’ve scolded her dearly, but it was the first semblance of normal she’d had since signing her name over to Pride. The meal sent flashbacks of the time she’d spent after Lust had invaded her mind; the days she’d spent lying in bed, a stranger in her own body, while Wrath sat like a comforting guardian demon. They hadn’t spoken, but he’d delivered her meals thrice daily, and never left her side unless to fetch her clothes from his mysterious source, or to give her privacy if she’d asked. He’d even brought her reading materials, though they were filled with battle strategies, not the steamy romances she craved. At the time, she’d thought it was a sign that maybe, just maybe, Wrath was different. Now, she only felt the white-hot flush of shame. Her appetite faded, and she pushed the plate away.

He catalogued her change in mood with a barely perceptible nod of his head. Truly, she had no idea what he was thinking. Sometimes she thought he was terrified for her, her witch-blood and mortal heart acting as a beacon for all those whom Pride had made an enemy. Sometimes she thought he wanted to kiss her until her lips were swollen and she begged him for release. Sometimes she thought her presence disgusted him to a never-ending degree. A mystery.

“You need to be careful,” He broke the silence with a warning, as if she treated Hell like a stroll along Sicilian streets.

“It would help if you told me anything.” She hated the petulant near-whine of her voice, but it couldn’t be helped. She had nothing and no-one in the world, but she needed an ally. Or, if she couldn’t have that, information would have to do.

“I’ve already told you too much.” Lies. Complete lies.

Her questioning had bored him, she assumed, as he stood up to go, leaving the remnants of their meal scattered around them. Wrath cast one last look at her before stalking out, taking the shadows with him.

Just as she was about to curse his name, she spotted a bouquet of orange blossoms on the dresser.

Bastard.

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Wait wait so your thing says request are still close but where u wrote something for someone it said request open so hmm idk ;-;. But just in case there open how about I request a mother MC/father theo from ikemen vampire where theo takes care of there newborn baby for the day this is a weird request DONT kill me ;-;

Hey Anon! Sorry for the confusion and the long wait - and don’t worry, your request isn’t weird at all! But I may have strayed from the request just a teeny tiny bit though... for the most part I think I stuck to the original idea of Theo with his baby for a day. 

I hope you enjoy and you can always come back and request again if this wasn’t what you wanted :)

Warning(s): Teeny tiny spoilers for Theo’s route (if you know who Vollard is you’re fine!), One (1) Dutch swear word

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A Newborn’s Smile {Theo x MC/Reader}

“Are you sure you’ll be alright Theo?” she asked her husband again, staring up into his calm ocean coloured orbs. Suppressing the urge to roll his eyes, Theo ruffles her hair with a playful smirk on his face.

“What? Think I can’t take care of our daughter?” 

“N-no, but-” she began, an anxious look in her eyes. While she may have full confidence that he can handle a day with their child, it’s still going to be the first full day that he’ll be left alone with her.

“Listen Hondje, you go with Sebas and when you get back you’ll see that everything will be the same as you left. Now, no more senseless worrying, it’ll be fine!”

Ten minutes later and everything was, in fact, not fine.

“Now what’s with all this noise?” Dazai rose a brow, having just entered via the mansion’s window, as per usual. Mozart, who rarely ever sat at the table, sighed, taking a sip of his black coffee.

“The girl left with Sebastian to run errands. Theo’s taking care of their baby...” Another ear piercing cry filled the room and they all winced. While the sound was deafening to the ears, the twinge of pain that filled Theo’s chest hurt more. The fact that his pride and joy was crying her little heart out and he wasn’t sure what to do had him completely lost.

‘How does Hondje do it?’

“Theo old boy, you should take a page out of your wife’s book right about now...” Arthur chuckled while rubbing at his temple, the writer only somewhat enjoying the sight of his friend struggling to take care of his kid.

“What do you mean?”

“He means it’s lunch time, she’s probably hungry” Napoleon piped up, emerging from the kitchen with a pre-made bottle in hand. Passing it to the Dutch art dealer, Theo began to feed his daughter, the baby quieting as she drank. Sighs of relief left everyone at the peace they got...

..which was short lived, the little girl beginning to cry once more. 

“Well, someone’s not a daddy’s girl~”

“Quiet klootzak!” the baby cried louder, “tch, I’m gonna go see Vincent, he was always good with kids...”

“Best of luck~” Tossing a final glare paired with a scowl at the Brit, the younger van Gogh made his way up to the painter’s room.

~

“Afternoon Broer, sorry for barging in while you were painting...” Prompted by the sound of his brother’s voice, Vincent set down the brush he held, wiping off as much paint from his hands as possible while smiling.

“It’s alright Theo, I was finishing up anyway! But,” he frowned a little, gazing down with a troubled look at his niece, “you seem to be having a bit of trouble...”

“Yeah.. she’s been crying ever since this morning. Hondje was able to make her stop for the time being but then she left with Sebas and, well...”  

“Mm... I see” Vincent hummed, trying to think of a way to help out his little brother.

“Ah! Why not show her the painting? Maybe if she sees it she’ll stop crying! It always worked when you were little!” 

The idea was pure, innocent. It quite frankly made Theo embarrassed and for a split second he doubted that it’d really work. But, he reminded himself, Vincent is more experienced with kids than he is - plus, it didn't hurt to try.

“Fine...” stepping up to the coloured canvas, Theo angled his arms so that the little girl could catch a glimpse of the masterpiece. For some time nothing came of it as she continued to wail and Theo sighed, about to throw in the towel, claim that it was pointless and he’d just have to wait until his wife got home.  

That was until the crying gradually got quieter and quieter before ceasing altogether. 

The brothers stared in astonishment, watching as eyes that resembled the colour of a stormy sea stared in wonder at the painting of a vast ocean. Chubby little hands started to try and reach out to the picture, the little limps desperate to explore the new discovery more. And along with the newfound curiosity was a happy baby grin, a real one at that, and not just one of the usual reflex smiles.

It was truly a sight for sore eyes, a masterpiece that out does any other that the art dealer has seen before. If he’d had the ability to paint like his brother, Theo would’ve captured this moment in a heartbeat.    

“Look Theo! She’s smiling! And she likes art just like you!” Vincent laughed joyfully, the smile contagious. At the same time the words spoken to him sparked Theo with an idea of his own.

“You’re a genius Broer! Dank je!”

“But I didn’t do anything- hey! Careful Theo!” Watching as his brother nearly raced out of his room, Vincent stared at the doorway, wondering what went through the other van Gogh’s mind to cause such a reaction.

~

Vollard’s is where he took her. If his little girl enjoyed his brother’s artwork surely she’d be over the moon with wonder at seeing the bright colours of other young artist’s work.

Turns out, he was right. 

Instead of the cries from this morning, squeals of delight and laughter filled the room. Thankfully, none of the people who were expressing their creativity cared, it was a small price to pay if they had the honor of seeing the renown art dealer in such an unguarded and calm state.

This was his element, art having been a large part of his life, and the fact that Theo got to experience something like this with his daughter (no matter how young she is) was nothing short of precious to him, a memory he’d treasure for as long as he lived.  

When every nook and cranny of the art studio was explored, Theo went around to other Paris museums, showcasing as much fine art as he could. While the reactions weren’t as lively towards the standard religious paintings, the look of wonder and awe that mirrors his own still remained. 

And as afternoon turned to evening, the streets bathed in an orange hue and his daughter having dozed off long ago, Theodorus van Gogh donned one of the softest smiles he’s had in either of his lives. While he gazed down at the sleeping girl the image of her smile from earlier in the day flashed through his mind. Oh how he wished his wife was there to witness it with him. 

Theo placed a light kiss to the child’s forehead.

“Rest well mijn schatje...” he whispered, silently promising that for as long as he can, Theo will make sure that his daughter continues to smile as brightly as she did today. Vowing that he’ll protect her happiness from the dangers of the world and doing anything to make sure that the joyful expression on her face stays a constant in all stages of her life.

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*schatje can have the meaning of ‘little treasure’ (which is what I was going for in this)*

As of me posting this, requests are open [check my bio though to be sure]! Don’t forget to check the rules too for the fandoms/topics I write for (which are linked in my masterlist)!  

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idk if yall like this, but they just exist not i guess :/

ok the the first one is Royalty AU

first things first, when I say Royalty AU, I don't mean the classic shit we've all become accustomed to. Im talking about the good old Chinese royalty! And I want to emphasize that these guys will/should be dressed in century appropriate attire. As someone thats read a handful of 'marinette, princess of china' fics from the ML Fandom, I've noticed a common trend. Marinette wouldn't be in the culturally appropriate clothes, always ballgowns. Not that there's something wrong with it, its just most of if not all these fic are set in China, so I'd expect Chinese royalty to dress as THERE dress code calls for. And since this AU takes place far in the past like, it won't make sense for any of the characters to be in royal clothing that wasn't from there region. I'm not trying to white knight/gatekeeping. Im Guyanese not Chinese. But since JTTW and Monkie Kid take place in China, it's only right. In my opinion that it. You don't have to outright agree with me.

With out of the way, it's time for that good old AU crack

- Wukong is the king of the Flower Fruit kingdom(or a different one if you'd like, again I'm only familiar with what western culture has taught me, but I'll try my hardest) 

- he’s single but rumor has it he used to/still is dating the Vigilante/thief The Six Eared Macaque

- *chants ShadowPeach violently* 

- no one know whether it true or not

- On of his wanders around the kingdom he finds an abandoned baby in a basket. 

- and no shit sherlock it's fucking baby Xiaotian 

- I think we all know where this is going because i'm a simp for Monkey Dad & Monkie Son shenanigans

- Xiaotian becomes prince

Shit, ill be referring to Xiaotian as Mk from now on, I mentioned this before in a fic I wrote for lmk that Mk's a nickname for Xiaotian for some reason- wait i don't have to explain my self to you people!

- Sun loves his son

- MK is treated differently by staff and others because he's not blood related to the king

- no one mistreats MK per say, because there King loved his adopted son, but words are said behind his back

- Sometimes MK hears what’s said, and he feels as if he won't live up to his dad’s legacy.

- He meets Mei during a festival

- Mei is from a noble family, that wouldn't mind if they got a connection into the royal family.

- but it becomes hella clear to Mei’s family very fast that the two are just friends, and will always will be. but hey there daughter is bffs with the prince so that's a plus.       

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- the Demon Bull Family is rules a kingdom as well, I dont/am not creative enough to think of a name I leave that to you.

- It's a common misconception that DBK is a tyrant, when he’s not. 

- most of the time...

- they have been at war with the Monkey King for some time now and settled for a peace agreement.

- that agreement being there sons to marry

- oooo original i know

- MK and Red Son are roughly the same age, Mk being 20 and RS 22

- RS is revolted/disgusted at the idea of being wed to the Monkey Kings child, even more so when he realizes MK is adopted,

- but, that all changes the second he meets MK while he meets him by accident when he gets kinda lost in the palace when he and his parents go to discuss the arrangements.

- the second he looks at MK, he's instantly in love. MK less so, he's nervous and honestly kinda bummed he's not marrying someone he loves but it's for the good of his ppl, and he'll do anything for them.

- RS isn't even aware that MK is Suns adopted son until MK walks him back to the meeting room.

"Oh There you are MK! I was about to have a servant go fetch you!" Sun Wukong says, gesturing for his boy to come sit with him.

"S-sorry for keeping you waiting I got caught up in my lessons with Mr. Tang" MK responds, sitting next to his father. Red Son looked gobsmacked. The beautiful young man he had bumped into, was the prince of this land? Damn, life truly blessed him. Or cursed him depending on how you looked at it.

- the two are left alone in a separate room for a while.

- And MK straight up tells RS why he's agreeing to this union.

"Look Red Son. I've dreamed about meeting my one true love for a while. And I would give almost anything for that dram to be real. But I wouldn't ever dare give up my people, for as there price they mean more to me. I'm doing this for them, no other reason" MK says, his back straight and hands folded neatly in his lap. The look in his eyes was a mix of sadness, but that was drowned out by loyalty and determination. It just made Red Son fall for him even harder. Clearing his throat Red spoke.

"I understand, for im doing this for the betterment of my people to. But I propose a wager"

"A wager?"

"Yes, if i can make you fall in love with me by years end, before our marriage, we can live together like in the fairy tales from far away. But if I fail, in a years time afterwards you will be permitted to find your own path in life" Red Son stated. MK took a moment to process what was happening.

"So, if you succeed in making me fall in love with you, before our marriage we can live happily ever after?" Red Son nodded in response, letting the younger continue.

"And if I shouldn't fall for you, in a years time after our union, im free to leave?" Red Son nodded once more.

"So, what do you say?"

...

"Deal"

In the end, your free to choose their fate, should Red Son win the hart of Mk? Will he fail? Or will he let him go, and let him travel the country, after all Mk's a free spirit and keeping him trapped in a big house is like keeping a cannery trapped in a cage only for its song, only for it to dul. Or will the unthinkable happen and will both boys find their freedom? together or appart? I don't know, because that's all up to you 😉

personally, I’m partial to where MK and Red Son both find freedom together. Like they straight up run away together to somewhere far away and just live out there lives together. 

this could also be genderbent thing as well. MK or Red as their respective counterparts. Again it doesn't have to be, but it’s whatever bro. im just spitting out the idea. 

Also, there is a main side plot that they fight the WBS throughout the year as well, along with other shenanigans you wanna throw in.

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The second is a My Hero Academia/BNH/MHA AU

truth be told i'm not a big fan of MHA i think it to over hyped(this is also coming from the same person that’s a Fairy Tail fan lol), and the fandom i don't even know how to describe that mess, but I will admit not the whole of its toxic since every fandom has some toxic members, some even more so. 

I just sometimes find myself enjoying MHA AUs like the Fullmetal Alchemist, Danny Phantom, Evil!Deuk AU and several others. 

to make it clear I don't see this AU taking place the same time as the main plot of the actual Anime/Manga. This could be either like 6-10 years before or after the plot idk bro. But i’ll do this after the main story plot of MHA, so keep that in mind ya? another thing, the gang is still in China, the top hero school in the world just so happens to be in Japan, and it’s only ever mentioned by Sun wukong and other pro heros. So MK never attended AU. in short it’s only ever mention/ reference.  

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- Mk was considered Quirkless as a kid. 

- he was just a late blumer, i swear  

- Mai’s Quirk is called Dragon. 

- it pretty much works the same way as it does in the show(duh)

- Tang’s got a knowledge Quirk, 

- my man can retain information and he’s basically an archive of information drawback being his personality lol 

- Piggsy is a Animal that gained a Quirk

- in cannon to my current knowledge, there are two other characters that can confirm animals can become sentient. the characters being Fumikage Tokoyami, & Nezu the principal at the school UA.  

- Sandy is just Conner Kent, aka he like superman but can't fly, or shoot lasers from his eyes. And blue.  

I have two scenarios for Macaque and Wukong  

*- The first one is that, Sun Wukong & Macaque are brothers. twins to be exact. 

- they where legit people, but have mutation quirks that made them too like monkeys. 

- the added powers were just a boues. 

- Sun and Mac are close growing up, like there brothers but also best friends.

- the draw back to there quirks could honestly be whatever you want bro idk, same with the others tbh. Personally I like to think Sun just has lack of motivation, and Macaque needs to draw on other people's energy.

- Sun is a hero, Monkey KIng and Mac is a villain Six Eared.

- Sun was always treated has the golden child in the family, Mac always resented that, but there shitty up bring didn’t stop the two from being good brothers to one another.

- soon tho the resentment became hatred when Sun was able to attend UA in Japan, while Mac didn't.

- Mac be angy 

- so he became a villain, and joined the Chinese branch of the LOV(league of villains)

- Sun doesn't know this till he finds out during the all out war during the main story. and by that time he’s a full on hero with is own agency(The Flower Fruit agency)    

- when the hero's ultimately win and Mac is arrested 

- This ultimately hurts Sun a lot, his brother was in jail now, arrested for his involvement and wrong doings, he knew nothing about this! this brother, his blood. A bad guy? why? he hadn't seen his brother since he left for UA, he hadn’t seen him when he came home, and started his agency. 

- this just puts Sun into a funk so he’s not as active as he used to be, and he starts thinking he might need a successor 

*- The second one is that they were two separate people that had similar quirks and both attended UA but Sun ended up in the hero corse. so 1A.

- Both Macaque and Sun have similar quirks, Sun’s is obviously more light based while Macaque’s is more shadow based(this applies to the first one as well)    

- Macaque was placed in class 1B, U.A.’s High's Heroics Department, I believe, you can correct me. 

- In cannon Class 1A and 1B both went to the training camp. I can see the teachers pinning Sun and Macaque against each other to hone their skills. 

- And because of that they become great friends    

- In fact when they graduate they both co-found there hero agency together in China and are a duo.

- But due to Monkey King’s popularity and Six Eared's association with shadows(people sometimes saying he has more of a villains quirk than a heros) the public see’s Macaque as Sun’s sidekick when thats far from the truth. 

- now it’s up to you whether you think that Wukong and Macaque would be in a relationship together, but knowing how cooked we all are, ShadowPeach is a thing here more than likely. 

- If you do or don’t support/ like the ShadowPeach aspect, the two would be living together regardless since its more cost efficient. 

- They my be heroes but living costs are expensive!   

- I would imagine there would have been a huge fight/argument between the two in privet of course, at there home.(or in there shared office if you want the extra angst of the other people they work with hearing them fight)   

- If the two are dating, then this would either lead to an out right breakup, or Macaque just up and leaving with Wukong thinking he’ll come back once he’s cooled off. But after a week, with no sign of his partner, or him answering texts or calls, not even coming into work. Wukong gets worried that something might have happened to him. so there wouldn't be a confirmation if they were still a thing or not. 

- But Wukong remains hopeful, despite the nagging at the back of his head, and gut telling him to go find Macaque, or atleast make a public statement, or even just tell another pro hero about it.   

- on the not so shippy side, Macaque and Wukong still have there argument, and much like the ShadowPeach esc side, Macaque up and leaves, and isn't seen for weeks. the only difference here is that when Wukong comes home one night to there flat, most if not all of Macaques stuff is gone. 

- where as if this was the ShadowPeach side, Macaque leaves all of his possession in the flat he and wukong share. for the simple reason being, he still loves him and wants to go back, but Macaque being Macaque can’t bring himself to do it, especially after seeing just how hurt Wukong looked when he yelled at him just before he left.  

- in other words, ANGST DIALED UP TO A 10 BABY  

- in either case, its a news report that confirms Wukong's suspicions that he desperately didn’t want to believe, and that is Macaque turning into a villain.

- much like if the two were brothers, Wukong just can’t take it and is no longer as active as he once was, and is thinking about, either A) Retirement  B) Saying, “Fuck Society, Be Gay Do Crime” and join Macaque as a villain himself, or C) find a successor, and a way to bring Macaque back to there side, but most importantly, back to him.    

- also extra points if you're after people's hearts and want to make them suffer;  - If there dating, Wukong curle’s up in the bed he and Macaque shared, holding/wearing something of great value to Macaque and just crying himself to sleep, where as Macaque is getting wasted on alcohol, as he stumbles out of the bar he’s in, he either see’s something that reminds him of Wukong or while he’s trying to put his wallet back into his pocket, a photo of them on their first date fall’s out. and Macaque just cries in a nearby alley way. And it’s there where he gets indoctrinated into the League.

       - If there just friends, macaque heads to the nearest forest and just levels it, where as Wukong just gets engrossed into his work, trying not to think about it. you could add you own spin on this, again i'm just spitballing.             

- NOW BACK TO MK! :D     

- Obviously MK is a huge Monkey King fan     

- at Twenty MK has come to terms he's quirkless (HE’S NOT)

-for ANGST reasons MKs fokes kicked him out at this realization at 13.

- he works at Piggsy's Noodle shop, and has been since he was 14.

- don't need a quirk to drive or cook!

- the boy lives a content life with his new family, till DBK happens :D

- DBK runs a Mafia(in conjunction with TLOV) and has been in jail for like 5 years thanks to Monkey King, PIF and RS brake him out one night when MK's out making a late night delivery since Piggsy had the bright idea to go 24/7 service!

- one thing leads to another and Mk somehow manifest what looks like the Monkey King's staff, but its not, it’s MKs powers, it just so happens to be the same power the Monkey King has. And it practically goes down the same way in the pilot. 

- but unlike the pilot Mk and Mei go straight to the FF Agency, after making a panicked call to Pigsy and Tang.

- one way or another Mk are lead into Wukongs office. Mei being forced to stay in the lobby.

- they have there convo, butterfly monkey squishing included.

- "And so, I want you do be my success-" BOOM 💥

- from there they rush downstairs and see that the lobby has been infiltrated by the DB fam, and you know fight.

- once the DB family seems like there down, PIF wisks them away. Much to Monkey King’s displeasure.

From there stuff kind plays out like cannon, the calabash ep is just a conjoint quirk the Demon bros have. As for EP9, ill have to script that one out myself lol. I'll get onto it as soon as my will to commit stabs me in the face. Till then have a dancing Kermit the frog.

Now if you'll excuse me, am about to Kermit a felony :D

(For legal reasons thats a joke)

Psst @writingamongther0ses its done

[azenta]

I don't really trust Fe descriptions from most bloggers, because they are Fi users and its shows. Is tertiary Fe considerably different from inferior or is it a situation were what matters is that it's low?

Tbh, any function when placed in tertiary vs inferior, or dominant vs auxiliary, auxiliary vs tert, and so on, will make a considerable difference. So, it is not simply a matter of being low or high, it is rather a matter of being tert vs inf, in this case.

As a general rule, the tertiary function is usually adored by the person, to a point where the phenomenon of loops happen, but we are not so great at it. Also, we tend to get delusional about the tertiary, about how good and in control of it we are. While with the inferior, we dont much appreciate it, or at least push it away without a second thought, and we also suck at it. Grips happen when we feel screwed hard time and we are into auto-destruct mode, while loops happen because of egotistic reasons, to maintain our delusions of self as a poor attempt to protect the self (mainly dominant function). This is why inferior function means last resort and very poor results, and tertiary function means ego boosting with an unreasonable evaluation of it. Therefore, ExTPs and IxTPs really dont share the same view nor do use their Fe the same way, which leads to quite some differences.

ExTPs are renown for being ass because they get overconfident over their Fe. They get amazed by it, but use it poorly. At average to low health/development, tert Fe is a tool to satiate their Pe, so to pick on possibilities and feed their need to have as much possibilities as desired. Thus why it is described as inconsiderate, because it is used for ego purposes (the dominant). When healthier and more developed, they use it much more carefully and actually become considerate but in their own fashion, so more as dedicated perceiver of the multiple factors affecting people involved.

On the other hand, IxTPs do not care about Fe and try the least possible to use it. Or, as any type, they think they do not care, but it is fundamentally any type's weak spot. Fe is their last concern, they incorparate its judgement only when they feel they have explored the most potent possibilities and made sense of them. Then, they incorporate how that fall into an ethical perspective, however they dont necessarily budge their Ti over Fe's conclusions, at least when average to low health/development. They constate their opinions of the world fall in this particular good or right greater category and just wing it. Therefore, it makes them much more aloof and apathetic than ExTPs that willingly exploit ethical rules to bring out more possibilities. In other words, ExTPs playfully follow or use those ethical rules, as they gain something from it, while IxTPs rather feel restrained from it. ExTPs will incorporate some Fe into their Ti framework, they perceive it as rather important to have some of those rules in mind, but IxTPs will judge it as an after thought to deal with, until they further develop their auxiliary and mature up a bit, which will finally make them more cautious and considerate.

Tho, i'd make a nuance and say we still unconsciously care and incorporate the inferior into our dominant, but we tend to use it as an egotistic justification of our dominant sometimes just to show "i know this shitty inf thing is a thing and i swear i took it into account!", even tho it was distorted to serve the dominant. IxTPs like to moralize people with Fe and pointing out how the other person is "worse" than they are for some random ethical reasons, just so their Ti looks even more logical. But contrary to ExTPs, it is not to actually consider the other, but rather to enhance their own Ti PoV. Even tho, arguably, ExTPs are considerate until it doesnt serve them anymore, then their selfishness surface up when immature.

If you want a reminder of what Fe is, it is a general judgement made through a learned set of ethical rules and morals, independent of what the individuals care about or value. Ti is the function in Fe/Ti type that reflect the personal principles the individual abide to. Therefore, Fe type tend to act on stuff "by ethical principal" and not always because they "truly care about". xxTPs are much more transparent about their caringness, they are known to be inconsiderate because they value their own principles and truth over how ethical or good it is for other people, however it makes them more truthful about how they really care. While it is true xxFJs might act as caring out of principle but might feel totally in contradiction with this action. Thus their reputation for being the teenage bratty bitch. Their low Ti think otherwise, but their high Fe (x Pi) tells them how the impact could be devastating and undesirable, therefore they rather be "nice" or at least twist what they are going to say so it is considerate. It has the beneficial to care for the other's sake, but at the price of the high Fe's true feeling sometimes. High Ti are much more brutal because of how they actually let their real thought out, but they lack tact (especially IxTPs) in how to present their truth. One sugercoats too much to the point of loosing some of their truth, while the other should put some sprinkles so people are receptive to them.

I hope it is detailed enough for you, if not you can ask for precision and i'll see what i can add.

[thehoardofthegreatdragon]

Urahara Kisuke: "Come on baby, I know the law" But Actually Illegal

Hello and welcome to Coco has Too Many Feelings Hour. Today, it’s a character analysis of Urahara Kisuke because what gave him the fucking right to be so cool? WHAT GAVE HIM THE RIGHT?

Anyway. This is going to be half based on his dialogue, and half based on general action patterns, since both are damn interesting. There will be spoilers for most things but I’ll try to keep things after the Aizen arc vague. Also, it should go without saying that this is all my interpretation and very biased (extra biased because I Love Him). 

[AKA: This is like, just my opinion, man.]

Now before we begin can we just pause to appreciate how beautiful he is? If you haven’t, stare at this picture for at least a minute. Go on, I’ll time you. 

Now we can move on. 

Kisuke is, in a word, complicated. If I had to describe him (and considering that’s the point of this entire goddamn document, I better try), I’d say he’s a man with unstoppable curiosity and a heart that is far too soft to handle the fallout of his own invention. 

No matter where you put him, no matter what time he’s born into, he will create a weapon he shouldn’t have. He has this strange bit of naïveté about his science at first, but it fades as he sees what his science has done to people he cares for. He has a good heart-- a soft heart, under it all-- so he can’t just accept the damage he’s done and move on. He turns that genius to invention, so that he can fix the things he broke. He wants to help everyone he can, because he hurt so many. 

But that doesn’t ever make the guilt go away, and it doesn’t stop him from using people when he has to— we see this happen with Ichigo in the Soul Society invasion arc. Kisuke uses him to achieve his goals, but he is far from happy about it and apologizes afterwards. 

Alright, into the meat of his character. I’m going to skim over the fact that he is arguably one of the strongest characters in the entire show, a man who plans for every eventuality compulsively because he understands that people die in battle (people die when they are killed), and so intelligent that he was one of the few people Aizen actually was wary of. I’m skimming it, because otherwise this already too long essay would be three times as long and wax rhapsodic about every way that he is, in fact, an incredible badass. 

[IM SKIPPING IT FOR ALL OUR SAKES OKAY.] 

He will and does help people, but he’s very guarded. It makes a terrible kind of sense, because he worked in the Omnitsukidō, and I don’t think anyone can come out of a spy and assassination agency without some jadedness. The exile doesn’t help either, because now he’s been forced to deal with the fallout from a betrayal and the loss of his home too. 

That being said, the exile also made him more of his own man. Freer, in many ways. More able to be the eccentric self he wants to, better adapted to life, more likely to see how people could use him and less likely to let it happen. I think the living world suits him in a way that Soul Society never really did. 

At his core he's a good person, but he built walls upon walls around himself. And those walls never come down, and some of them are mirrors, and some of them are smokescreens that don’t look like walls, because he can never be simple and he doesn’t want to be understood. And even if someone does see part of who he is, he wants them to only see that particular part. 

He is an eccentric free spirit whose drive for invention cost him more dearly than anything else. His will to create, his truest self— the scientist, with inventions to make and the world to explore— started a war. It ruined the lives of people he wanted to be friends, and people who were friends. 

And as a scientist, that’s the greatest blow of all. It’s like Oppenheimer and the atomic bomb. He created a weapon he couldn’t control, but he did it with something he loved with his whole heart. It hurts twice as deeply, when it comes from love. 

He’s also a follower more than a leader. Kisuke is the support type, for all his fighting skill— he’s ready with backup plans and transportation and research, but he needs a person to follow into battle. For a long time that was Yoruichi. Then he stood on his own as a captain, but the way he did it was by structuring his division into a support division rather than a truly fighting one (his own way of coping with new leadership, imo. He turned the 12th into the division he wanted it to be, rather than really learning how to lead a fighting division). 

Then he had to stand on his own, in exile, and he did. I imagine this was mostly fueled by guilt and determination, because he had to fix the mess he had helped create and defeat Aizen. But even still, he still kept to the shadows and planned Aizen’s downfall, rather than stepping on the battlefield and doing it himself (for many reasons, of course— Aizen was still in Soul Society’s good graces and it would have been suicide, Kisuke is not a foolish man who would throw away the best chance at success for a fight). 

And at last, he chose Ichigo to follow. But this is doubly interesting because at first he is uses Ichigo to achieve his goals. Supposedly, Kisuke himself couldn’t have gone to Soul Society to rescue Rukia (because of the exile, though let’s face it Kubo’s world building doesn’t explain how Yoruichi could go so who really knows. And Kisuke being Kisuke, would have found a way into Soul Society if he thought it would help their fight against Aizen. Anyone who doesn’t believe that can see the TYBW arc and Fight Me). 

But there were many people who had a better chance of going in his stead, and many ways to save Rukia that didn’t involve a straightforward invasion. This is not to mention that Kisuke used Rukia too, with the intention of forcing Aizen’s hand. 

So when Ichigo and Kisuke first meet, he views Ichigo as a tool (and a person, because he’s a good man and never free of the guilt).  

But with each battle, we see how Kisuke trusts Ichigo more and more. This progression continues until the last battle with Aizen, and then after that Kisuke stands behind Ichigo with absolutely no hesitation. Throughout the last arc, throughout the remainder of the manga, when Ichigo needed him, Kisuke was there— with supplies, with research, with a path to Hueco Mundo, hell even with a path to the big palace up in the sky. And Kisuke trusted Ichigo absolutely— see the panel where Ichigo asks Kisuke to hold out until he gets there, and everything will be alright because Ichigo will handle it. And Kisuke’s response to that is just a smile and a single word— “Understood.” 

The trust between them is absolute. This is surprising, if you think of how few people Kisuke has really trusted over the years, and how few he trusts to this extent. 

[It’s also very interesting that of all the people Ichigo choses to tell to “wait for me,” it’s Kisuke but that’s just my loyalty kink showing up don’t mind me.]

Once the guilt of using him was gone, Kisuke could follow the leader he’d chosen. And he did, endlessly. 

On that note, Kisuke’s dialogue choice with Ichigo develops in a very interesting way. In the beginning its challenging and on the ruthless side (“don’t use her as an excuse to kill yourself,” for example), into something much more trusting and less challenging (the “understood” for instance, or the “what would you like me to do” ). This evolution tracks with the evolution of Kisuke’s changing attitude towards Ichigo. 

We move from Kisuke only promising to help when he extracts something in return (“Do you really think, there is no way to get to Soul Society? I’ll tell you, on one condition.”) to Kisuke offering to help Ichigo before being asked (“My my, you guys sure are having an interesting conversation. So, this Hueco Mundo trip. Shall I arrange it?”).

[Imagine how much literally anyone else would pay to have a scientist of Kisuke’s caliber basically on retainer. And Ichigo gets it for the low low price of absolutely free.]

All this is to say, that I think that Kisuke can and is always ready for any eventuality but that it’s only after his trust is earned by Ichigo that he gives his plans so easily to other people. He has chosen a king, so to speak. 

[Don’t call out my power kink or I will personally end you.]

Moving on to dialogue in general, we see many damn interesting patterns. Perhaps intentionally, Kisuke's a bit on a different wavelength, and no one expects the answers he gives to any questions. Its eccentricity, but honed into a weapon and very self-aware. He often interprets questions in different ways than expected, like he’s purposefully setting people off guard. 

Consider the following response he gives to an enemy in later chapters (TYBW arc): 

“Asking me such a personal question, is really more of a second date thing.”

He’s never met this person before in his life, and his response is to just, straight up flirt. THIS IS FLIRTING. KISUKE. WHY ARE YOU FLIRTING. HE’S NOT EVEN HOT. 

Anyway. In general, Kisuke has two broad categories of speech patterns: completely serious and teasing-playful-fake-humble.  Unlike many other characters who use a baiting tone and words against enemies (Frankenstein from Noblesse comes to mind as an example), Kisuke uses them on friends and enemies alike. And his tone isn’t really mocking but fake-humble and fake-playful.

Examples of this—

“Oh? You know of me. What an honor.” (Said behind fan)

“It’s wedged in their rather fatally, Yoruichi-san!” (Said to Yoruichi’s ass)

[Seriously, who does this asshole think he is? Yoruichi kicks him and I’m glad she does.]

He's very often cheerful, and usually smiling as he speaks. I’d say his eyes are the biggest giveaway to his emotion because they dont really ever soften. (And because Kubo has a Thing for drawing them covered in shadows and looking badass, see Exhibit: Oh No He’s Hot, pictured below)

In this playful mode, even when he apologizes it’s usually in a way that somehow makes it worse. He’s constantly either annoying people or throwing them off guard or a combination, but in a much more cheerful eccentric way than say, Frankenstein. For example, after he says the line above to Yoruichi (in the middle of a battle, I might add), he says this:

“Why would you kick me? I came to help. I’m sorry, perhaps the expression “wedged in” was a bit vulgar.” 

He’s managed to repeat the thing that made her kick him, in a way that almost makes it worse, but in a way that makes it seem like hes trying to apologize. It’s very clever, and also ideal for pissing people off, intentional or not. (But who are we kidding, this is Kisuke. It’s definitely intentional). 

But he can also switch to a serious mode quite quickly, seemingly able to interweave the two modes without really needing to break between them. This most often comes out when there is someone to save or protect.

[Because he's secretly a softie, as mentioned above, god I love him]

For example, when Masaki is in danger, even tho he's never met her or the soul reapers before (and when his very existence should make him avoid Isshin), he says this:

“We dont have time to waste. Both of you, please come with me. I will tell you the choices you have to save her.”

It’s to the point, succinct, polite, and also filled with a desire to save. It’s also completely at odds with his playful tone when he speaks in other times. I think this dichotomy is the core of Kisuke. Of course he's playful and eccentric— and this makes him the delightful character he is— but at his core he's a man who cares about people and wants to help. He doesn’t hesitate to apologize when he is in the wrong either, kneeling before Ichigo after the Soul Society arc and not asking for forgiveness but explaining why he is sorry. (Ichigo forgives him, because Ichigo will always forgive him, and that hurts even more). 

But even when there are threats to life, if they've been dealt with and he's in a controlled environment, he pulls out the playful act again, though it often has an edge. For example, after he saves Ichigo for the first time he says this:

“What? You sound upset. Didn’t you want to be saved?”

It’s on the edge of teasing but its also much more pointed than anything else he's said to Ichigo at this point. It’s followed by some of the rawest and cruelest lines of dialogue I’ve ever read, because Kisuke doesn’t flinch back from being harsh when he has to be. 

Even his cruelty, when he is forced to use it, comes from a place of care and a desire to help. Doesn’t stop it from stinging like hell. 

It’s at this point where I descended into crying about Kisuke and how good he was and how much I love him, and so decided to stop.

In summary: Kisuke is a good man who couldn’t stop himself from inventing the most destructive weapon to exist. But he’s a good man, and so he spent a century crafting his own penance. 

General Kisuke Dialogue I’ve collected, in case people find it useful:

Stop fighting, you two. It’s my fault, I should have disposed of it. 

We have no choice. We’ve got to find it and neutralize it before it causes any trouble. 

No way, accidents happen! Don’t worry, I’ll take care of everything. There now, its okay. 

Good, let’s move! Operation “recall”

Well look here. We finally find you, and you’re already incapacitated. What a waste. We lugged all this stuff here for nothing. 

I’m going to destroy it. Hmm. I’m not sure how to answer that. 

This is serious. I won’t take the fall for you. 

No no, Kurosaki-san. Your wounds have barely closed. If you move around too much, you’ll die <3. 

Do you really think, there is no way to get to Soul Society?

I’ll tell you, on one condition. For the next ten days, you must allow me to train you. 

You don’t understand. What I’m trying to tell you is they’ll kill you.Could you win? If you fought them as you are? I allowed you to fight them this time, because I thought it would make it easier for you to understand. At your current level of ability, you wouldn’t stand a chance in soul society. You’re weak. For you to venture into enemy territory now would be suicide. You want to save Kuchiki-san? Don’t make me laugh. Don’t use her as an excuse to kill yourself. 

Of course. If you wish to save Kuchiki-san with your whole heart, then you have at your disposal a power stronger than iron. But if your resolve is half-hearted, forget it. For the next ten days, I’m going to put you through the wringer. 

What? You sound upset. Didn’t you want to be saved?

He went home. His wound bled a lot, but it wasn’t severe. 

Couldn’t you have come up with anything better? [how lame]

Looks like I was a step too late.

What would you like me to do? Shall I book a ticket to reiokyu? It may take me some time though. [to ichigo]

We dont have time to waste. Both of you, please come with me. I will tell you the choices you have to save her. 

My my, you guys sure are having an interesting conversation. So, this Hueco Mundo trip. Shall I arrange it?

[I] its usually like this with Urahara. [K] you know me too well <3

Oh? You know of me. What an honor. (Said behind fan)

To be included in such an esteemed group, I don’t know what to say. Its an honor, but he’s giving me too much credit.

It’s wedged in their rather fatally, Yoruichi-san!

Why would you kick me? I came to help. I’m sorry, perhaps the expression “wedged in” was a bit vulgar (makes fake apologies a lot)

Asking me such a personal question, is really more of a second date thing.

You see, even if I don’t tell you, you’ll be up close and personal with it soon enough.

[mitsuhidethesnek]

I gave myself the Masamune feels all of a sudden.

I saw a comment on a funny post of all things. Shogetsu is like Masamune, takes up space and is adorable.

And the phrase "takes up space" suddenly hit me like a truck. Sometimes I'm opinionated, readily saying what's on my mind. but other times i just get so scared, like what if it isn't good enough, what if what i make is dumb, what if i hate it, what if i get squashed and ridiculed. I dont think anyone would ridicule me here, but i have been ridiculed many times in my life including recently, far too recently. It makes me wanna read Masamune's route again. I just keep hoping to somehow learn from him how he lives so unapologetically, so fully, so opportunistically like a typhoon. He takes up space. He speaks his mind, has fun, takes care of others, encourages them to see things in a different light. And he never stops even if he's a one man party. I imagine him bringing food to his men in the forest. they'll definitely party with him. Im always so overjoyed when Mitsuhide and Nobunaga join in on his fun. I'd probably feel discouraged if i tried to be like Masa and was met with the grumpy scoldings or indifference of everyone else. Everything is easier with a team when you dont feel alone. But like a tiger, solitude has never stopped Masamune from being wild and larger than life.

And currently i am trying so hard to set myself free and not force it to fit into any model of success or approval. Like Masa says: just enjoy life, look around, there's so much to see when you're not huddled in fear.

All my childhood, i think i learned to just accommodate authority, not make them mad. So I'll shrink even now. I'll do what's safe instead of expressing my entire heart because i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. Mitsuhide doesnt shrink, but he sure does hide. He knows the dangers of saying too much so he speaks in pleasantries to remain untouchable. But the price of invisibility is being alone, which is why I relate to him too. But I'm not as daring as Mitsuhide either who truly leans into his aloneness. He can crack jokes at other people's expense, he can even help them, purely for his own whims. He doesnt fear losing people's loyalty because he never had it, not truly, when relationships are built on lies. But i fear that loss of loyalty, i fear the disadvantage, i fear being massively inconvenienced. Im not building tactical alliances, strictly business, with a decoy disposable cardiac organ. These are hostile invaders of my actual heart.

Perhaps I can channel Nobunaga who is ready to bathe in the blood of those who would perpetuate a world where we cant be free and prosperous. I wonder if this potential honest future appeals to Mitsuhide, and if old habits of distrust would die hard. I'd like to start shining so brightly like Masamune even if sometimes it means partying alone.

[minseologs]

the rich, the naïve

“Ms. Choi, You’ve never taken the bus before?!”

Minseo admits, its quite an over privileged life. Her head tilts in embarrassment as the conversation delves deeper in that sense of her life. Unfortunately, it was either that she was never given a chance to experience such things or that these things are considered inconvenience because they have other methods of pursuing it. She had always tried her best not to bring attention to her wealth, yet some things she’s just not so knowledgeable of.

“I have... Once! But, not always...” She retorts, eyeing the junior walking by her side. “And besides, I dont have the luxury of time. Perhaps, next time I am free, I can take the bus. It’s good for the environment.” 

“Ms. Choi, It’s okay. You have a good life. But let me know if you want me to teach you!” 

~ 

“Whatever for? We have maids, they can bring it to you, and it’s not safe, you know that.” Minseo had approached her father about wanting to experience the night market on her own, but because of their status he believed its not necessary to do such thing specially that they have some sort of bounties on their names. She wanted to argue that she will be safe and that there will be people but-- “No buts, Minseo. And besides, don’t you have exams to finish? Those things are no use specially you have other things to worry about. Now go, I have no time to argue today.” 

It’s sheltered. She admits that. The simple joys in life are out of reach since she can just have it if she asks. The word even makes it pretentious. Don’t meddle with those things, you’re not a commoner. She cannot make friends easily if they are not of the same or higher status as her family and vice versa as most crowds they meet value that honor--, and if she did make friends, she was feared and deemed as a dictator of the circle. And worst, used for the money. She can’t win so she endures that part of their life as always. 

But good girls are bad girls that haven’t been caught, right? 

That same evening, high school student Minseo had snuck out on her own with only a wallet full of cash to indulge herself on whatever she desired. Only her attendant vowed not to tell because if it was outed, both would certainly feel the wrath of her father. Casually dressed, she made her way to the closest night market from her own home. The hustle and bustle of the free market was so overwhelming that she did not know where to begin. A vendor’s yells of freshly warmed chestnuts pierced one ear and the other had invited her to get a warm drink of tea. She went to both and walked around endlessly, paying in cash as she was reminded of her attendant. She also tested her skills with bargaining at shops which she had scored a tea set for a mere cheap price considering it was nothing in her family’s eyes. Another curiosity answered where she had gotten to experience eating traditional street foods not made from the family’s personal chef but instantly from the person in front of her, and personally. But the best one of all was mingling with people with no regards on status or name. She felt... herself. Her true self. 

Minseo would never forget such experience that she wondered how her life would’ve been if their father wasn’t so high up in his chair, she was grateful of what she had, truly. But these are the ones she could only experience through the screen or through word of mouth has been a great deal of question when it came of how much she really had. She will get it in a blink of an eye if money and status is of currency. 

How can be so much that she does not know?

~

Her eyes had probably bore holes on the machine, refusing help from anyone-- not that anyone had actually offered help for the last 20 minutes. Minseo fights along with the machine and reading was quite complex than she thought of all the instructions she must do. Maybe she needed to extend her research in such things. 

“Miss... Did you need help?” A man, a grandfather, had offered his help, a uniformed one who seemed to be in the premises. In defeat, she had no choice other than to say yes. 

“Thank you, it’s difficult.. you see. I don’t know how to use these.” 

“Ah, kids nowadays only know convenience with the apps, was it?” She could only awkwardly laugh at his words, the kind man who had taught her a quick notion about of what to do, obtaining her first bus card with joy and gratefulness on her face. 

She had kept in mind of what a couple of her friends had told her, about the route changes and waiting times. She spots the bus stop she must take to the office, curiously eyeing the other riders but it seemed they were busy with themselves so she does too-- she tries to contain her excitement at the approaching vehicle with the right number, scanning her card as Neo had explained about, and taking her seats in any free seats as Woori and Ryujin reminded her. Her smile was from ear to ear that some had thought this person clad in something expensive was delirious. 

The ride was about 10 minutes long from where she was testing this “experience”, she sees Choi Hotel’s building in the distance as she gets ready to pull the string off to the side. But because of her excitement, she had pulled the string too early, twice, in fact. The people of the bus had reprimanded her and asked where she needed to go as her face flush red of embarrassment. The closest stop was just across the street of the building, pulling the string one last time as she stands before it stops- and she had almost fallen over before she catches the pole on her way out. 

She approaches the bus driver and bows awkwardly, “Thank you for your service. Will you be here later?”

“Yes, every 30 minutes, now get off the bus lady-” 

“oh yes-” she bows again, hurrying out and waves goodbye as if it was a chauffeur she had gotten used to. She squeals in excitement before she approaches work, succeeding in her little trip. Perhaps, she thought, she will be better at it with much practice.

Minseo’s Bucket List: 15.) Get a transit card. Ride a bus.

[nefariouscryptid]

Me backieee! What is your OC's life philosophy? I mean their way of coping with life and what or who they hold dear. Their values, personality preferences, way of thinking, approach of things, etc. Thanks!

Yay my favorite of anon is back

Hmm, bit of a tricky question since a lot of my ocs dont value much, not truly at least. But this is what they do and how they view the world and their morals.

Peter: the world is his chess board. He can do whatever he wants and face no consequences. He’s not so delusional to where he thinks it’s impossible to fail, but he has the mindset everything will work out for him. He says he thinks logically, but in reality he thinks more on an educated impulse. While he thinks about the consequences and what he will gain from what he does, or lose from what he does, his ideas aren’t pondered over for too long. He doesn’t care enough about the bad that could happen and cares more about the good. Which isn’t.. “good” just benfitial to him. He likes people that aren’t exactly like him, and he likes people that aren’t pushovers, and those that don’t let things like extreme morality and remorse control them. While he finds it easier to work with people that just listen to what he says, he admires those that stand up for themselves, those who can have a good balance of compassion and apathy. Although the latter pisses him off the most if it interferes with him. He approaches things more head on, back then he would be right there when everything would go down. But after the accident he had regarding some of Ivan’s soldiers nearly killing him, he now controls from the sidelines. He likes to be there as much as he can, but he’s not going to risk his life like that ever again. He will control from the comfort of his own master bed or office. When it comes to people he cares about, he becomes very possessive of them, while also trusting they can care for themselves, sometimes trusting them a little too much. As long as they will remain forever in his life, they can do as they please. He doesn’t like when people rely on him so much emotionally. It’s a good ego boost but he can’t stand when people look to him for mental help and guidance. He’s not their damn therapist. He expects everyone to leave him, and he’s tried mentally preparing himself for that. Key word: try. Luckily for him he cares about very little. But the things he cares about, he cares about so, so much.

Anahii: the world is filled with selfish people, and a lot of evil. She’s lost complete faith in humanity, seeing how the public turns such a blind eye to the problems in the world, how they act like they care, or just how many truly evil people work for evil things. Sometimes it still comes as a surprise to her. But she knows she’s no different. She’s selfish too, a cold, gold digger. For those she cares about, deep down she wishes they would just change. Fit the mold that she wants, but she’s never going to admit that, never going to admit that she cares. For now she will bury herself in meaningless items, and meaningless sex. She used to be afraid of who she grew up as, and who she’s become. But she no longer cares about how violent she is, the people she’s killed, the things she’s said. It doesn’t affect her life ultimately since she knows (thought) she will never be caught. She keeps everyone at a distance, and has a cautious mind. Her moral standpoint is also more or less non existent. Whatever doesn’t affect her won’t concern her. She can’t think of any personality preferences she cares for, but she likes stability. A rock to lean on. She will handle problems head on, hating having to rely on anyone to do it themselves. If she can do it by herself, she will. She will use whatever she needs to, mental force or physical force. A job is like a mission to her.

Jason: the world blurs by him. If he’s honest he can’t remember much from the last 20 or so years. He can’t remember the peoples he’s slept with, talked to, killed. He never bothers learning names, their interests, anything of the sort. Not much in life matters to him long term. He likes the high, the insane amounts of money, the power he’s gotten alongside Peter. But in the end life to him is lonely. He feels empty, and he feels like the world has nothing more to provide him. He contemplates why he doesn’t just kill himself, seeing how much time he feels he’s wasted, but he’s got that hope that maybe things will change, he will get that pit filled. He doesn’t regret his life, or many of his choices. He doesn’t care about the countless heartbroken women he’s shunned away and used, doesn’t care about the scared people he’s killed, ones that were just doing their jobs, because in his eyes they could provide him nothing that he wants in his life. They’re just a body. He doesn’t bother to know them because he doesn’t want to care. He already knows what happens when he cares about people. He doesn’t want to feel that kind of desperation ever again. For now he will sit in his giant mansion alone, sipping some bourbon, and ignore the empty feeling. He handles problems from the side,not liking to get completely involved. He snipes, staying away from the action, and silently stalks. He walks away with blood free hands, but they aren’t clean.

Cooper: he’s very involved with his surroundings, likes to know everything that’s going on in the world. He hates ignorance, would rather know everything that could hurt him or those he cares for. He’s invested in his job, his tasks. He likes to be completely hands on, knowing every detail, know every one. If he has to sell something to a new face, he likes to know everything about them, down to their family and hometown. He gets involved, rather then keeping people at a distance. Sometimes this leads to him feeling remorse over what he has to do, but his mind is robotic when in a job, especially when it goes wrong. He feels more like a cars sales man using someone’s financial status to sell them an overly priced car. He can switch his facade on and off. He doesn’t care about the world, he knows how awful everyone is, and chooses not to think about all the good people he’s had a hand in hurting. He only cares about his world. His Wife and Husband. He will put anyone on the line to keep them safe. He’s already lost someone dear to him because of his own mistakes and he’s dammed if it will happen again. So if him fucking over thousands of innocent keeps his family under the protection of the Durantes and with financial stability, then so be it.

Plethora: he’s a good balance of untrustworthiness and hopefull to the world. He understands how awful the world can be, how much people don’t know. But he understands that there’s a lot of good people out there, people that he doesn’t want to hurt. He justifies his actions based on what kind of person he’s killing. He, like cooper, learns everything about who he is assassinating, to see all the evil this does. He doesn’t like being in the unknown if he just did a horrific thing or not. But with him knowing, he may also know he just killed an innocent man. Those thoughts keep him up at night. He tells himself it’s just a part of his job, that the people he’s killed ultimately deserved it, were awful people. Sometimes he even boasts about it, how good of a kill it was. But it doesn’t stop him from being eaten up at night, the thoughts of how many families he’s destroyed. He desperately hopes he doesn’t end up like them, losing a member of his family. So he becomes protective, keeping his husband and wife at arms reach. He knows there’s more people like him out there, many worse people out there, but he will protect them just fine. Seeing them alive and happy is enough to push his worries to the back of his mind, at least for a while.

Cassandra: she views the world in statistics and numbers. She doesn’t see the life a person has lived, the fear they felt as they were hurt or died, but sees them as a number. She’s constantly dealing with numbers, working in stocks and money. So she thinks with more logic, ponders more on what she’s going to do, thinks of the consequences. She doesn’t want her or those she cares about to become a statistic. Her life is filled with exceptions. Those who become close to her no longer just become a blank face or a number, but they become a real person. She becomes invested in them, wanting them to be happy and healthy. She likes those with outgoing attitudes, and those that can help themselves and stand up for themselves. It’s what’s drawn her to her husbands. She enjoys that’s she’s not heavily relied on for help, and is cared for while also being able to care for them. She loves the balance. She’s willing to do what’s necessary for those she cares for, but will also do what she feels will work and what is right. Still, family above all.

Michelle: she knows there’s good on Earth. She knows that there’s so many people out there who have loved, had cared for others, who have had dreams, aspirations, interests. She knows everyone that she has hurt or killed has had those things. And now they’re nothing, they’re rotting in the ground, if they were lucky enough to even be buried. She doesn’t care about how the evil outweighs the good, she cares about those who didn’t deserve the pain they go through. She regrets getting herself involved into this shit, she despises those who are so unbearably selfish and care only about something so mundane and insignificant as power. She admires compassion, and admires the good. She values herself as a person, and is constantly on the journey to whatever personal growth she needs, but feels like she’s constantly being set back. She wants to help herself before she can be ready to help others, and knows that’s the right choice. She will fix this, what she’s contributed to. For everyone’s sake.

Gwen: she doesn’t know better. She was raised into this, raised to not question what she’s doing or the right and wrong. So she doesn’t know why she feels the pang of what she assumes is guilt when something she does hurts another. It’s not crippling, but nagging. She likes making people happy, making them laugh. But also likes seeing the fear in ones eyes when she does something she’d like to call “hella badass”. She doesn’t know what she wants, because she doesn’t know what else there is. This life is all she’s ever known, but once she gets the taste of a different world, she begins to learn what she feels and what she really wants in life.

Aj: unlike Gwen, she got the vision of a better life. One with kids playing in the street, a mother playing with her daughters, car rides past the school she would soon go to. It’s faint, a blur of colors and feelings, but she remembers it. She despises those she’s surrounded by, wishes that she could meet new people that are different, less selfish. She was young, too. When she was taken with her sister. She barely has an idea of what someone her age should be doing, what she should want. Instead she’s adopted the professional and agitated persona. It’s safe. But she finds solace in the little things, and if she can’t help herself she will help her sister, Gwen. She enjoys being around people that let her lean on their shoulder, one that makes her life feel less like work. Someone else that gives her something to fight for, even though she should fight for herself.

Ivan: humans are insignificant. They’re nothing, nothing in the grand scheme of things. But he, he is so much more. He’s survived more then any human could, done more then even the richest billionaire could desire. He’s gotten away with so much, can make people drop dead at the snap of his fingers. He despises competition, men like Peter, but deals with the chronic boredom. What can a man like himself do when he can do anything? He doesn’t consider the things that could go wrong, because nothing can go wrong. It never does, not in his eyes. But when it does he’s enraged. He feels a personal attack, someone who defies against him, the prophet- no, the god. The all seeing eye, big brother. He controls, because that’s his power. To control and to see. To manipulate, and to decimate. He will... accommodate. If it benefits him. He chooses not to see it as him being controlled, but more people falling into his trap. If one is unlucky to be hated by him, you might as well live in a bunker. But if you’re unlucky enough to be loved by him, have fun being his marionette, his trophy. You’re better off not knowing him at all.

[orlandostringfie-blog]

How Can I Convert APECUE To MP3, Preferably For Free?

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Should I file a claim with auto insurance?

I drove my car into a column in a parking lot, denting and scratching the left side of the car. Repair estimate is about 1600. My insurance deductible is 500. Is it worth filling a claim? How much will my premiums go up if I file a claim? I have excellent record otherwise. I would recommend that you try this internet site where one can get quotes from different companies: http://insure-cheap.info Honest cost for my auto insurance? Got my car insurance bill. I'm over a household program with my mama and my cousin. We did it because we were instructed it would spend less. I am in my own late 20is, drive an older car(a '97), have never had a traffic admission or accident, and also have the essential insurance with a $500 deductible. Simply the fundamentals. It's $350 for six months. It went up from the last time I settled it. First, is the fact that a significant price? Next does the insurance go up if I did not obtain incident or a ticket?" 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But now when I requested for refund, he told me that since I just paid 32% of the total amount, they'll demand me more (53PERCENT more) and refund me not as. Is that this typical in this market or they simply try and take cash from me? Cheers." Health-insurance? Im 18 and live in southern california.Im not included in my parents medical health insurance or work(until im hurt on the job)...what can I do? Renters insurance in California? What does renters insurance cover? I am hiring a room from the pal but want my own insurance to cover personal injury without needing the homeowneris protection along with if I suddenly broken something for it to become covered. Is that this a part of renters insurance?" Exactly why is my insurance offer so major? I am UK homeowner. I obtained my drivers license a few months ago. It really is from Latvia, which can be in EU. Now when I seek out motor insurance, the cheapest one is 5,000 GBP. Should I change it to UK permit, can it reduce the value?" 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Furthermore, if I just quit spending, can this ensure it is tougher to have coverage from their store in the foreseeable future?" A concern about insurance on the car? Okay i live in britain, and that I am 27yrs old, i drive and also have my own personal insurance that will be entirely comp, as i am over 26 I will drive any automobile thirdparty, my boyfriend is simply needs to figure out how to drive and since neither of his parents push, hes planning to have to get his or her own vehicle along with his own insurance on, which can be certainly going to be really substantial as hes a fresh driver, hes 20yrs old. we got told that if he set me on his insurance as a minute driver then it'd work out somewhat cheaper for him, but im wondering if that is true, when I can travel his car anyhow on my insurance, thus im not sure if its legal to be on his or if they can allow me to. any advice could be appreciated." Why are insurance charges rising even when its not your problem? I work-in states office of a major insurance carrier. And that I learned that if its a comp claim or although it is not your mistake, a possibility is nevertheless that your charges would increase. Why is that therefore?!?" "If i've had my license for 9 1/2 decades, howmuch would full coverage car insurance in California expense? Plus a good driving record & I am 29 years of age. Car-insurance for 17-year olds? I am in finding my own personal motor insurance separate interested but I have NO IDEA what direction to go or what I actually need. Bear in mind I'm a senior school that is 17-year old /college student month so I definitely can't spend more than $100/. Can you clarify auto insurance if you ask me and what's required and what is elective? I truly do need the automobile insurance that is lowest priced possible but I do not understand something about insurance." Why are owners typically needed to take auto insurance even though their cars aren't worth much? I wish to know when the car is not worth considerably, a driver should have auto insurance. You know such as an old automobile from long ago in the day?" Automobile examination in a different condition? I must continue the enrollment for my car. I recently moved to a new state (NC to California) but haven't changed my insurance or anything since I am under my parents coverage. May I consider the examination in colorado and do the restoration online? I guess I donot possess of doing the inspection, a selection but want to learn if I can perform it online or might I have to send the inspection?" Does motorcycle insurance price exactly like car insurance? I'm also interested in cycles although currently 18 years-old and looked for a vehicle. The bicycle would have been a 1979 Honda Twinstar 185. I simply wanted something to zip around in in the town. Would it not be less easily freeze there'sn't much to correct, contemplating? Or even more because I'm a teenager? I currently pay $150 being an extra driver on my father's auto insurance. I understand a lot are of elements to find out price but how much of the distinction is it typically?" Why is mandatory auto insurance to make sure other drivers can be reimbursed for my actions ok? how much car insurance will cost for brand new driver I'm 28yrs old?? Please help I simply need an estamate into purchasing a small-car a few weeks after ideally driving the united kingdom driving test looking. 1.4 engine measurement nothing to smart simply to get me from a-BI just have around 500 to get a-car, simply attempting to work out how much to put apart,attempted calling insurance companys but they claimed they wont estimate with-out whole licsense details... all i want can be an idea!!!thanks in advance" Just how much might the average cost for a guy at 20's era to have full coverage auto insurance? Simply how much would the common price to get a man in 20's era to have full-coverage auto insurance? Automobile Insurance.? Does anybody know if you have a temporary car insurance you may get, so you simply buy it when you're operating the automobile. Our auto insurance is $150/month for plpd(partial), it is the lowest priced there's, and my vehicle is price around $2000. I just travel my vehicle once a month to get a 70 mile round trip. I simply believe its a lot to be paying $150 for a 70 mile journey. A lot more than $2 a mile only for the insurance seems like a lot in my experience. There's buses where I dwell or no taxis, and I dont want anyone else to get me. I am not simply uninterested if somebody can provide information about the insurance to me. Plus a bike wont work. Thanks." Where's where to have car insurance? and the cheapest? Where's where to have auto insurance? Along with the cheapest? How much is not any fault insurance? I do want to obtain the insurance, How much is no fault insurance in Michigan" I would like cheap insurance not a discount strategy? I've to get a great plan that is cheap not really a discount program. Where could I get so what can I do or one??? I've a thing that truly has to be used care of quickly. What's the cheapest motor insurance and that is good for a teenager? Im needs to nearly generate already but I have to knowwhat insurance company has the most inexpensive motor insurance for teenagers?? Please allow me to learn and tell me just how much you buy r kids if not on your own btw my automobile is actually a 2004 volvo if that concerns. Should I file a claim with auto insurance? I drove my car into a column in a parking lot, denting and scratching the left side of the car. Repair estimate is about 1600. My insurance deductible is 500. Is it worth filling a claim? How much will my premiums go up if I file a claim? I have excellent record otherwise. I would recommend that you try this internet site where one can get quotes from different companies: http://insure-cheap.info Very first time car insurance? Recently, I passed my driving test and got a vehicle. It is a 1.0 litre peugeot 107 56 menu and that Iam 22. Wondering where the cheapest place to opt for motor insurance could be or the cheapest method to do-it? I have seen some individuals carry on their Mum's, but you should not do that as it's illegitimate to express they're the primary driver if you are (not sure how this might be proven). I have looked on cost comparison sites but they are however so expensive and I still feel I can get yourself a better offer. The best one has been from an unbiased insurer called Ingenie at 1300, so I understand if which makes sense I could get cheaper on sites that are not on cost comparison ones! The truth is there is so many was just wondering if anyone knew the cheapest??" "It superior to have a low deductible, but an increased coinsurance, although for medical insurance program?" I'm looking at a medical health insurance program using a quality of $76 monthly. Coinsurance is 30% after deductible. I have the 3 doctor visits for $30 co-payment then and pay 30% after deductible. Does this plan sound alright? One per year, I generally visit a doctor. Cheers!" Do I've to answer a quotation? Thus I acquired an insurance quote nowadays plus it says Result required by: Dec.4?" Just how much may my insurance increase after one accident if someone was backed into by me but rarely scratched their automobile? Simply how much may my insurance increase after one accident if i backed into someone but hardly scratched on their vehicle? Can not afford healthcare but create a lot of for medicaid? I am with healthcare is handled by our place so frustrated - it ought to be a simple right for all people, not a big-business. Anyhow, my boyfriend and that I are full-time students currently living off of figuratively speaking while we're really stressful software, and never working. We have no healthinsurance and our school doesn't possess a health clinic. My partner has been having severe gastrointestinal conditions that are becoming increasingly worse, he fears he may have bowel cancer or some awful disease and wants to get checked out. We investigated medicaid and found out he doesn't qualify w/c he has greater than 2k while in the bank (all loan money), but we require that money to pay rent and eat and pay tuition and publications. The least expensive medical insurance we are able to uncover is $150 a month and does not incorporate any extra screening (such as a colonoscopy, etc.) Consequently, what does your common middle american looking to get by and goto university becoming a greater individual do? Until he dies should we just wait? Really. Rapists and murderers in imprisonment are currently receiving better healthcare than your average family. This location sucks, I want to go on to Europe. Before he dies, any suggestions about exactly how we will get him free or inexpensive help?" "In case you get denied life insurance, what goes on?" In case you get declined lifeinsurance what goes on?" Must insurance providers be compelled? The proof, via memeorandum: national government approves no-cost delivery control, including morning after pill prolifers are terrified at the statement Monday the federal government has permitted a from the Institute of Medication (IOM) to guarantee total medical health insurance insurance for delivery control, like the so-called morning-after product, underneath the Inexpensive Care Act. The newest recommendations, which the Division of Health and Human Services (HHS) described traditional, will demand new health insurance programs to include womens preventive services including Food approved contraceptives, breast feeding help, and effectively-women sessions all without getting a copayment, co-insurance or even a deductible starting August 1, 2012. The Economical Care Act aids before they begin stop health problems, stated HHS Secretary Kathleen Sebelius in a statement. Infants are an issue now. Remember that babies were equated by Obama with the STD:" Where do i get medical insurance in tx. im 18? 18 year old man. Me dropped. Sad day:(. Haha so where would I find cheap good health insurance:) What's the likely price for your car insurance for this individual? Kept getting different amounts... Male 19 years. own a Acura cl 3.0 1999 simple travel to university about 4 kilometers(one way) three days a week clean document." "Auto insurance, change of occupation?" Hello All, I pay my car insurance completely annually. I am currently a Technologist - which is what I specified when applying. I'll be returning in October to full time schooling - so will be a full time student rather than technologist. I am comp. Insured for use. Do I've to tell them about my change in vocation and will this affect just how much I pay (though I've previously paid-for year as much as next April)? Any advice will be appreciated." Expensive Auto Insurance at age 19 wtf? I ordered a car for under 1500 along with the estimates i keep getting are currently freaking wth that was expensive, will there be a cheap insurance that you guys can suggest. I have a vw golf 2001" Auto-insurance settlement offer also low? We were in a accident in November, my 4 b/o kid and that I went to view a chiropractor and that I also seen several times to a physical therapist, (i actually still have pain to time in...display more" How can you get a motor insurance appraisal if you don't own a vehicle rather than have? I simply got my permit a couple of months ago and could get a work in an area that's hard to get to by public transport. I'd like to discover howmuch it would charge me (approximately) for motor insurance but I donot possess a vehicle (however) and most sites I Have observed consult me lots of car information. How do I get yourself a rough estimate for insurance, therefore I may find out whether or not it's actually probable for me personally to acquire a car. Cheers!" Simply how much is Automobile Insurance in France? Hi, im going to be going to france with my partner and kid to stay there for four years and so I will soon be investing in a vehicle to have around with, im thinking about a car but I wish to figure out a tad bit more of howmuch it can cost for insurance on autos over there, equally for vehicles and motorcycles, if its cheaper for bike I'll probably simply get one car for my partner and get a motorcycle for myself. Any data is going to be ahead, useful and thanks of time" Exactly why is my car insurance thus pricey? Can a person who understands the important points please clarify? I'm 19 I drive a classic 1997 Nissan I Have simply experienced one damage but which was over 3 years ago. Because I was 16, I have been operating. Our mom is currently currently making my insurance is paid by me . That is outrageous tome. why insurance is so expensive particularly when you have been a safe driver for decades, I don't understand. I'm as cash for nothing is just throwing away. Can someone explain why car insurance is not so cheap and why do you think mine is not indeed low?" Motor vehicle accident information for your own automobile insurance.? I was associated with a car crash. But, it wasn't my fault. A driver hit on me from back. I named his insurance provider to file a state. Do i have to call my insurance company, in what happened, simply to inform them? Is there a disadvantage on permitting them to know about accident? Thankyou" "With no insurance may I get plastic surgery? I'm 18 yrs old and my parents insurance covers me. If im paying in money do i have to understand their insurance data? Car insurance on eclipse? I had vehicle along with a pickup truck. ar insurance is all about $500 a year through plantation family were around the park policy consequently its a lot cheaper. I recently sold my vehicle (diesel) got tires of the bad gas milage (ford f250). With the expense of diesel going way up again it cost on bare-whole $150 thats whole b.s. Anyhow i been looking to get anything with great fuel milage that does not cost a lot to fill-up. I've seen vehicles possibly is 20 mph crashes totaled although I've been looking into vehicles and consumed carefully into account they progress milage. My next problem is just how much might motor insurance be over a eclipse. I would desire something which seems good basically did get a vehicle I really don't wish a pice of junk seeking old-lady auto. I had been looking at the mit. eclipse/index. Was curious motor insurance was easily stayed with farm household. I had been planning to call and get them but I really don't have the bodily auto nonetheless and so they would need to understand precisely what form of vehicle year etc it's to provide the actual quantity to me. I'm 22 years old with 5 years driving experience. Just one incident. (aged person was to airport in hurry for trip cop he did not feel it it had been required to stop so he struck me and leaped stop-sign and told me. 2 pick ups, 1 trailblazer have been held by me. Pickups, the fall under village category vehicles of advertising suv do not and so I believe it'd be more then what i spend now. I really donot want to switch insurance dread stores are heard by both me . Farm family settled me everytime they don't really pay hospital charges or you if its desired farm household does or that week for crash repair i hear others you may not notice from them. my spelling is not the greatest at it I obtained somewhat lazy." Company Car - Insurance - Accident.? Well, driving home yesterday from a club with my friends. Nearly completed falling my pals off we go a puddle through, me not knowing how large it is actually and so I suspected it was not simply capital. Appearing out of the puddle, the water was coming up-to the vehicle hood (dash). Hence the motor and strength So we've to get the automobile, and press out to some higher ground. Certainly, the motor has crammed and after having a several attempts of jump starting it, didn't work. And so I had to ring the breakdown company to come back pick on up us. As this can be my men car (organization automobile), will I must pay any excess? Considering that I'm 19, can the automobiles insurance be legitimate? (Meaning, am I going to be capable of generate it again?) Auto: BMW 1-Series (118) Guidance please?" Can you will get a car ? W/d im obtaining a vehicle without insurance Strange medical health insurance situation? My spouse had two states from a sleeping study hospital that were marked as Out-Of circle by my insurance. As such, the insurance company cut me a look for the percentage of the bill they are required to pay (rather than paying the hospital directly). What is the average monthly cost of motorcycle ..insurance for a 37 year old on 600 super-sport bike in the Dothan Alabama area? 'd to cash them quickly or else the assessments could be void. Generally, we get yourself a statement in the center with your full statement (including what the insurance had a need to spend) and we subsequently pay what the insurance wrote us a check for as well as our percentage. Now, the center has chose to write off what was designated as out of community. Thus, I have the amount of money and nowhere to cover it. Is it ethical/authorized for me personally to just keep it? It feels really wrong..." Pregnant and terrified...? I only learned I'm pregnant, my partner and I are maintaining it and we're likely to get married. Iam 24 years old, Iam in serious debt (I have not had the opportunity to have this problem solved the past year or two and I'm considering bankruptcy), he does not have a lot of work both...weare planning to try our finest with that-but I've no idea if I should go through with all the bankruptcy or if there is every other solution for me. Additionally, (even worse) Idon't have insurance right now. Might work has open enrollment for health coverage in December (I skipped it last year cuz I used to be out of town) and so I do not know what direction to go there, often. And another dilemma... theyre gonna kill me and.I have yet to inform my parents. How to approach they are told by /? I truly want this infant although you will find no members of the family I trust that I - can communicate with this all actually hurts and about any of it. Any guidance? Please avoid telling me because I already know just much, I'm foolish, and Iam gonna notice it." "Should you dont travel it have you got to insure acar?" I am 17 and currently understanding how to generate. I've identified a great automobile 106 quiksilver. And looking at the features i really do similar to this particular the one that forsale in the vehicle shop. It will be another 2 months untill i finish all my courses and take the driving examination that is functional. By this time around this car may be distributed and it might be missed by me. Because of the high vehicle insurence for fresh driviver myself and me with all the liscense, it might be a thing that i cant afford. Therefore I want to purchase the vehicle and park it. So this can be a concern: Will the veichal need to be protected easily merely intend to leave it left at all time-on a driveaway and dont drive /block? And will it be not legal easily don't insure it? P.S. I am going to also and to push the car just after i pass my sensible test after taking Passplus" What auto-insurance firms give insurance for adult driver with individuals permit? The vehicle is documented in my name has recent labels, plates, etc. I reside in Florida and I am 26. I simply got my permit to master to drive. Since that I don't possess friend that will let me practice/utilize their automobile for driving examination and driving school here's just offered to kids and I have live-in smalltown I've to-use mine. I have an authorized buddy who will educate me on my vehicle but will not let theirs is driven by me they do not wish to mess their sign up plus since its guide and Ive never pushed." "Experienced a vehicle accident - easily undergo insurance howmuch will my advanced increase?" My pal suggests at most maybe it's $1000-2000 injury - but I am looking to get the minimum set when they'll allow me to do that at their store that is proposed...insurance company is nationwide..." Should I file a claim with auto insurance? I drove my car into a column in a parking lot, denting and scratching the left side of the car. What is a good affordable dental, health, car, & life insurance? is about 1600. My insurance deductible is 500. Is it worth filling a claim? How much will my premiums go up if I file a claim? I have excellent record otherwise. I would recommend that you try this internet site where one can get quotes from different companies: http://insure-cheap.info

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Air ride suspension & Insurance?

Hello, I am male, nearly 18. I want to buy a 2004 / 5 Mini cooper for my first car. Insurance at about 1000 - 1500 quoted. When I get it I want to do some visual mods such as new rims, possibly a colour change, window tints. I know I have to notify my insurance company, whomever it may be and it probably wont effect what I'm paying. But I also want to lower the car, so I researched this and came across these air - ride kits that are air suspension that can be lowered and raised all from in your car with buttoms. These arnt hydralacs, there quite slow to adjust. This would be great for me as I live in a town but I have to drive on a lot of moorland roads, so I could raise it on the moors, lower it in the cities and on motorways etc... Would this effect my insurance at all? Its quite an expensive mod but would it change ( increase ) my insurance costs? Cheers, Alex. I suggest that you try this web site where one can get quotes from different companies: http://insure4car.xyz Which insurance carrier could be the cheapest to get an 18-year old? Iv passed my examination, and bought a citreon saxo 1.1, iv been on many evaluation websites along with the finest quote i get is 3500 third party just which is a lot of. Can anybody help me find a better offer Cheers" Are you currently in support of getting rid of medical insurance if you have preexisting situations? Are you currently in favor of eliminating health insurance for those who have pre-existing conditions? "Just how much per month may be the regular homeowners insurance payment over a 100,000 residence? Cheers a Marine but automobile insurance as well as 20 firmis need to charge me 500$ a month??? HELP? I simply got my certificate two months back I'm while in the marines and registered after I was 17 and in florida it cost 350$ to truly get your certificate before you are 18 and that I couldn't afford it. I'm a guy that is very busy and it took time before i could obtain it. Every two weeks i make 600 and i am planning to obtain a vehicle i am stationed at camp lejeune NC. For that vehicle loan i will be spending about 350 to 400 monthly. Its not that I'm paying interest to the mortgage for 11 for devoid of any credit that bad. However the insurance companies need to impose me everywhere from 450 to 700 per month i have simply checked out a couple of companies but it takes forever to fill in the knowledge and some of them do not read my target because i am on a military platform so i need to call them-and you all no how that goes. Thus my problem is what is a companie that will not be superior. I've to get full-coverage because of the mortgage. please simply considerable answerer's and from personal experience. I'm an, sorry basically wrote things wrong I'm not in a reputation faculty. But assume you for the aid a fantastic evening, and have." "Does anyone understand of getting your newborn stay, the typical daily charge?" I know many people have insurance that helps cover a particular %, but what sum may be the genuine cost the clinic expenses the insurance carrier along with the patient pay?" How come motor insurance therefore pricey for an 18 year old? I was looking at estimates and so they all range from 1000-1400 simply for half a year over a Nissan Sentra SR - E spec v. Which insurance may be the cheapest and you also could recommend. Its to get a scholar only for university and work. "WHERE MAY I FIND CHEAP AUTO INSURANCE ON MY FIRST CAR, iM 17?" I DONT WANT TO COVER 8000 I WOULD LIKE CHEAP,, AID:)" I want affordable health insurance. & cheap? Actually im browsing a cheap and affordable for my gf. She's working careers with all the annual income of $ 16,000, but she doesn't get any company gains... She has been sick alot lately and im genuinely worried for her, specially when she is only 20-year old dwelling her step parents. Her stepparents got 2 children of their own so her requirements are completely ignored by them, so it is up to me to accomplish my far better assist her. She's disqualify with medical since her step parents make alots of money. Can someone please supply me about getting affordable health insurence for your low income, some information? Perhaps some link there? Thankyou" Looking for a health insurance? I'm 23 and my spouse is 25, we are in excellent wellness, and therefore are trying to find health insurance. I would like an affordable strategy, but in addition the one which is generally accepted. I understand insurance isn't just affordable, but I really hope you-all can go with what I'm saying. Cheers" Co-Consumer Autoinsurance? All, I assisted ex GF to purchase a car. I thought I had been cosigning for loan but apparantly I'm a co customer of vehicle. The enrollment is her or me. I dont mind being in charge of loan. If she messes up mortgage I'll make funds. She informs me she's vehicle correctly covered etc. What worries if she lets insurance mistake or cause a significant incident could I end up in difficulty me is. Can I guarantee myself against her making insurance mistake or creating major injury/destruction? I actually have no individual automobile insurance (have business automobile). Is there other things I can do to safeguard myself? Im very focused on this. Do I need to be? Terry" Insurance companies that dont enable pit bulls? Does anybody know what insurance companies defianatly won't insure you when you have pit bulls. I am aware some that'll I simply wish to know those that definately wont." "From these vehicles, what type can have the cheapest insurance? 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Can i set down that i have 24 years no-claims or do i have to begin again (in the feeling set 0 along??)Im very confused by the approach as i haven't needed to do this before, plus it is very difficult for him to afford insurance if we-don't get it done in this manner so if anybody knows of any good cheap insurance firms" Medicare or additional health insurance that is affordable? I live in NY, merely moved below and have to find somewhat inexpensive medical insurance. Up till now was covered by strategies through employers. Is Medicare protection that is reasonable? Can it be very different from others?" Inexpensive auto insurance safe to possess? Iam likely to purchase car insurance along with the premiums Iam finding are very minimal, $72.00 per month (Modern) and $92.00 (Geico). But I had been thinking whether it's secure, and I picked the stateis lowest minimum coverage that was accessible /ok to achieve that? Thanks:)" Sweetheart experienced crash has insurance/SR 22. Whose insurance will soon be responsible? My boyfriend has received an insurance plan having an SR 22 about it for pretty much annually. It finishes in 6 days. He was driving my auto to function and got into a collision that has been his problem. My car has hardly any damage and that I don't believe the other vehicle was severely damaged. My mother has an insurance policy on my vehicle (I live along with her) But because my sweetheart was driving and he has insurance with all the SR 22 doesn't which means that that it will go on his insurance? Isn't that the actual explanation he had to really have the SR22 within the first-place? Cheers. "Do you want proof insurance when receiving certificate in alabama?" I cant have it by tomorrow although i know you will need it. Since they have the info stored within the computers is it okay? i need support!!" How much would insurance cost for my moped? Therefore I'm likely to be 16 shortly and Iam planning to get a 50cc scooter. Could someone tell me what insurance's average-cost could charge please? Cheers "Because she got 9 penalty items our children car insurance has more than doubled. she wishes?" Me get her wear that insurance then to acquire insurance on her vehicle. While she is under my insurance, if she gets points could that influence the insurance on my own cars' price or could provided that she caused a collision produce my insurance increase. I really could get a years insurance on her car for less than the buying price of 1 regular payment she'd have to pay for her own insurance. what you think. She will be disqualified from driving if she gets 3 more points. what i have composed mightn't seem sensible. 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