#I think this is my 3rd read of it
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Reading Herbert Garrison’s Night School for Unwed Fathers and oh my god Stan <3 he’s just such a good boy and every time I read this fic I cry in chapter 9 at “They were fifteen miles through the blizzard, and everyone was still safe in Stan's pocket.” Just a beautiful story and I’m never gonna stop being emotional about it
#never in my life did I think I’d be reading MPREG#and multiple times too#I think this is my 3rd read of it#south park#style#them#fic recs#hollycomb#style classic
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You should draw a drunk Chuuya flirting with Dazai! BTW love your art!!<3
(thank youuuu!!)
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#skk#soukoku#skk comic#bungo stray dogs dazai#bungo stray dogs chuuya#bsd art#my art#messyyy#the 2nd and 3rd pics are a disater Im sorry lol#Im typing this half asleep I think#i hope the writing isn’t too messy#got to read the lastest chapter though
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nostalgic moments web kuji ( 2022 )
#the 18matsus are still on my mind thanks to kuroba's 3rd year au 😭#i think this kuji is so cute & the vibes are very nice. i'm glad there's high quality images from it...#i want to ruffle all their hair especially kara & jyushi#also if anyone can read the kanji on jyushi's cigarette packet pls tell me what it says#bc i have the suspicion that they're actually candy cigarettes and that'd be so freaking funny if true#osmt#osomatsu-san#18matsu#matsuno bros#osomatsu#osomatsu matsuno#karamatsu#karamatsu matsuno#choromatsu#choromatsu matsuno#ichimatsu#ichimatsu matsuno#jyushimatsu#jyushimatsu matsuno#todomatsu#todomatsu matsuno#official
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i always have to wonder which particular memories han sooyoung gave away in order to make the 1863rd version. given that so much of 1863rd hsy feels like a dark counterpart to the version we know, I tend to wonder if hsy dumped a lot of unpleasant memories into her so she wouldn't have to deal with them anymore. fits how hsy tends to think and behave, and explains her total nonchalance at losing that clone. while she's often rather blasé about losing memories when clones die, the fact that she dumped a huge amount of herself into a clone and didn't seem to care at all suggests to me that they were memories she didn't even want to keep.
so. here is a version of han sooyoung who is, quite possibly, imbued only with memories of a cold, lonely house, a childhood spent knowing her parents didn't really want her, an adulthood where she didn't truly connect to anybody. and she is pragmatic and not playful at all and disconnected from those around her and is deep down capable of destroying the universe out of care for the one person she's ever connected much with. a predictive plagiarist. athe director of the false last act.
#orv#narrates#orv spoilers#UGH. i don't think this is completely textual but it's one of my strongest reads for 1863rd hsys character#i haveeeee. a lot of thoughts about how our 3rd round hsys relative whimsy and carefreeness (RELATIVE. still cynical and suffering at times)#is bought and paid for by creating another version of herself to carry her most painful and unpleasant aspects#a 'character' meant to externalize her problems.
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+ Butch 4 Butch +
(Except neither one of them is rlly that butch but holy fUCKING SHIT THAT SONG IS LITERALLY THEM… the version of them I made up in my mind palace… it’s them.)
Anywayyyy. Yeah! Have a tagr art dump..! aka, those vibes when you, out of a series of moments of temporary insanity, end up finding, taking in, nursing back to health and eventually falling into a tangled messy yearning situationship w the asshole tsundere alien who tried to destroy your entire planet… rlly extremely relatable vibes!!
#invader zim#gaz membrane#tak#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#doodles#caption for the 3rd pic:#ton ten photos taken seconds before a goth girls plushie security system shoots you in the head.#anyway… yeah… I love these two#I think a lot my ideas for them are informed by this one fanfic I read as a young teen/child… but I don’t actually remember anything#concrete?? just general story beats? and I’m pretty sure my ideas deviate from it a good bit. but#I think that fic def formed the basis for my tagr love and appreciation#I think they could be complicated and messy and painful and fun as fuck#I have ideas for them lol. and some more art. so hopefully I’ll be able to post that soon too#but for now… enjoy sketch dump of messy goth saphics#*top ten moments. not ton. spellings hard ghgh#I think tak is very hesitant about initiating physical contact and intimacy and being cuddly. cuz of pride and also repression#but I saw a post talking about irkens being naturally very touchy feely affectionate and I def agree…#so. tak is wary of stuff like that at first. but once u break thru that initial barrier of her denying herself she’s actually sUPER TOUCHY#gaz has unleashed a pda beast she just doesn’t kno it yet
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hehe. almost christmas!
#ace attorney tag#narumitsu#partial nudity /#2nd and 3rd things inspired by playing the first game and Uhh... why is phoenix accusing men of being lovers and being certain of it#and just generally containing the core of bisexuality within him#also there's that part i recall in maybe the..3rd game? where he's like Wow.. I'd Fall For Him Too... about that cinnamon swirl looking man#learnt lately that the writers upon learning that ace attorney was very popular with BL people immediately started reading BL#to understand the genre. i think phoenix would also do such Research in college. to Learn About People. About The World.#so now he feels that he has gaydar and is a good Ally etc. But actually maybe...you're also just bi too !#too bad you'll have to get kissed by a criminal to work that out! Hang in there <3#i reread my fic today !! I'm in the christmas mood now ! Sort of ! ooooh the 7 year gap.. at least we are in the 7 year gap years irl#Somewhere out there they ARE drinking wine romantically gazing at snow on a balcony in germany. thank GOD for that fr#so i shall be drawing things from THAT era next i need to depict men finally kissing NOW !!!!!!#can't do it with orufrey..can't draw cute happy romantic wintry art of them..didn't finish processing my current divorcecore arc era cycle
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I suddenly groked why Childe's friendship with the Traveler is important to me. It makes him look more inhuman.
Same with his attachments in general. It all looks so sweet on the surface but this is *not* how humans handle attachments.
Humans are awkward, and afraid to admit they like someone, and they want reciprocity, and they are careful about how a new person will affect their life. They are very cautious about placing their trust in someone even if they like them. They often lie for the sake of maintaining the relationship.
And then there's this guy who loudly declares you a friend the moment he starts liking you enough, expects nothing in return and seems to trust almost blindly (personally, I think it's calculated risk rather than that, but it still removes the usual weight of trusting someone). Who is honest and straightforward in ways that don't really benefit him. And it's not exactly hero worship (he has that towards Skirk and Capitano and we know it looks differently), he just sees someone like himself in the main character.
His other relationships (siblings and Her Majesty) could have been interpreted in multiple ways but his attachment to the Traveler establishes those as genuine and more on the warm side too.
(and more weird)
We also get reminded that he isn't nice even when he likes a person, he still has his weird ideals and obligations and doesn't compromise on those.
If he was a brooding loner or someone more sociopathic in his approach it would be too easy to clock him as a traumatised kid or at least a flawed human. The way he relates to the Traveler very clearly establishes him as more than that.
I've also seen takes on how he doesn't really love his siblings, he just wants to be the best in everything and that includes being the best older brother. That would be awfully human, too, I think.
It's a subtle distinction, fae beings can be obsessed with beauty and perfection but not with being the best. A desire to be the best is a narcissistic dynamic, it's painfully human and rooted in insecurity.
(he says and shows multiple times how he doesn't seek narcissistic fuel at all, even on an average human level. he seeks improvement but doesn't really care about winning or impressing other people
he's also committed to doing the best he can without being worried about perfection in the current moment)
He loves them dearly and he's doing what's best for them as he understands it, but it doesn't matter whether they love him or whether anyone else including them thinks he's a good brother.
So we once again get a lovely paradox with him. Everything is the opposite of what it seems.
Could be read as a different form of trauma or just arrogance, of course, but also it connects him to other Abyssal beings (Elynas, Durin, Caribert to an extent too. one could say Enjou as well). Horrors of Teyvat love with no reservations but also it doesn't mean what you think it means.
#childe#tartaglia#it's what gives him that weird innocent vibe#the same that elynas has#zero narcissistic dynamics#despite what can be read as boring human narcissistic behaviour if you only look at the surface#he has a huge ego but for other reasons#in contrast with that his competitiveness and arrogance are human traits#you can see that other abyssal beings don't have those#I think I need to rewrite the 3rd chapter of my fic completely#he's too human there#and he isn't supposed to be
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SATINE as JOJO albums
#moulin rouge#moulin rouge broadway#moulin rouge! the musical#jojo levesque#jojo#usernoah#usercossette#broadwayedit#musicaltheatreedit#theatreedit#musicaledit#moulinrougeedit#musicalgifs#jojoedit#📹: bikinibottomday#*#okayyyy so a few days after the aaron/jojo news jojo posted about it being the 20th anniversary of her first album#and then she reposted a pic of her album to her stories and i went 💡#so i tried to recreate these to the best of my abilities! obv i took some creative liberties (especially w the 3rd one)#but overall i think i like this??#noah if u are reading this the third gif is the one i couldn't get the color of right :/ rip
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we would sell anything just to buy who we're not // we kill our way to heaven
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#tew#art#art:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearart#ok so 1st of all: i'm sorry. no i'm not. yes i am. no#2nd of all: do not look at ruvik's scarring for too long i got lazy somewhere along the way#3rd of all: this piece takes place YEARS after the conclusion of both games. i have my own imaginary tew3 AND tew4. don't worry about it#4th of all: the way i see it is that eventually ruben's own appearance starts overwriting leslie's so he looks mostly like himself again#(just with hair and eyebrows and eyelashes. thanks leslie)#5th of all: yes i gave him a hearing aid the boy has survived a barn fire and part of his ear got burned away. it makes sense. to me#6th of all: yes i gave him pretty princess eyelashes and beautiful brown doe eyes and a nose bump. i will die on this hill#7th of all: when i designed nathan all those years back i did not even think about the color symbolism going on with his hair#which is now enhanced by the white patches in his eyebrow and eyelashes too. but yeah that's there now. much to think about!#and in this piece it's also in the clothing i gave them. didn't think about that either that just kinda happened. anyway#thank you for tuning in today i know i'm insane about these guys but like what can you do. sorry. bye#no wait hold on one more thing i made ruben taller than canon so he can hover over nathan like some victorian era skinny twinkish ghoul#not that nathan isn't a ghoul but. actually nathan is more ghoulish his base skin color is paler than ruben's. ok bye for real now#if you read all of that we will have a soft and bright late spring wedding with easily digestible food
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I'm writing one character who is highly educated and very well read, so has a large vocabulary. I'm writing another character who, while isn't stupid, is less so. I feel like I'm somewhere in the middle and struggle to write both of them.
#writing#writer struggles#on writing#creative writing#fic writing#writer things#writer stuff#the characters making life difficult#it's kind of nice that when I think of a unique and posh sounding word I can just use it on my educated character#it suck when I think of such a word for the other and have to simplify it instead#I'm allowing my narrator to speak however I want though no matter who's point of view im in#3rd person pov and all that#I still find myself looking up more unique synonyms#I'm decently well read#but I don't know all the words#maybe writing is just hard#finding my character's voices
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🎤 day 201 🎵
➥ today’s akito is from kohane’s untrained “a world full of excitement” card!!
#akito shinonome#kohane azusawa#an shiraishi#toya aoyagi#vivid bad squad#project sekai#proseka#pjsk#prsk#does anyone else feel like kohane’s mic looks super tiny#i guess there’s no reason for it to be bigger but it just looks small#actually i tend to feel like the card artists draw hands quite small#it’s usually only noticeable when they have their hands up near their heads#they draw heads really big sometimes too#i think those were more so problems with the earlier cards#they have definitely improved the card art in many ways#i feel like there’s been a big jump in quality of the untrained since around the 3rd anni#daily akito#does anyone actually read all my tags?#cause i chatter in the tags a lot#OK if you read the tags this far reply to this post with like a hamster emoji or something#card art
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okay for now i think that my tbr list is:
all of us villains, the simon snow books, trc, and greencreek. in that order. this is based on everyone's recs plus the fact that i have owned simon's triology for YEARS. :'))
#lol watch me re-read twilight and forget other books exist. sigh#twilight was my favorite book from ages like... 9 to 15. and... somehow it's still a comfort of mine? :')#(just the first two books.)(i think i've read the 3rd twice and the 4th once. it's just awfulbad you know)#anywayyy i love you guys thank you for the recs. if you have one that's not up there ^^^^ please let me know#diaerie
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Finally figured out how to add in an Open Dyslexic font option to the game!
#em talks#delete later#I can finally read my own game ajsisjsh#I think the last difficult thing on my list is the game achievement pop up because wow I don't understand java script in the slightest 💚#still debating between the RO portraits vs name cards tho uhhh maybe I'll put it to a vote#I do think the portraits changing for the 3rd variable would be cooler tho lol#but I also know some people prefer to imagine ROs however they want so idk lol
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hi GT!
Lionheart had me the moment you kicked it off with “it’s a nice day to start again.” Might i ask why you chose that particular line?
And, if you havent already answered to this emoji:
❄️
P.s: you have my eternal gratitude for creating the most brilliant piece of writing i’ll ever read. I shout about it from the rooftops, share it on my socials, requested my spouse to read it so we may discuss it together (in lieu of a present for my 30th birthday), et cetera.
I see from your URL you are a fellow lad of taste.
There's a couple things going on in the epigraph for Book 1. On one level, it's a lyric from the first muggle song I picture Draco listening to on his walkman at the end of the book, so there's a cute full-circle thing there. The second layer is the theme of change and redemption, which, in Lionheart, doesn't so much come from major moments or self-sacrifice, but from the slow, grueling, everyday work of living, and living better. It's a nice day to start again because every day is. You always have the opportunity to start making better choices, no matter what lies behind you. That's the thesis of any Draco redemption arc, right? You have to imagine that he could have chosen to be better.
And then thirdly, there's the audacity of doing a full Hogwarts canon rewrite, a good 30 years after the original books came out, millions upon millions of words of fanfic later, and basically asking everyone to read the same story they did the first time around, only different. So it's a kind of winking entreaty. It's saying to readers, many of whom are understandably wary of doing it over, zeroing out the characters to starting positions, and starting from the beginning with 11-year-olds all over again. It's going: "hey. That was fun, right? Why not do it again?"
#thank you so much for the compliment -- honestly it's terribly kind#i hope your spouse likes it. for their own sake also because by god that is so much assigned reading#you're iconic for that tbh. all birthdays should come with a syllabus#oh! and ❄️ ⇢ what’s your dream theme/plot for a fic#and who would write it best?#tbh i've wanted someone to write a really good pacific rim AU for years and years#and it has always fallen juuuuust low enough on my writing pile for me to never get around to it#like it's always the thing i want to write 3rd most and i only let myself have 2 projects at a time#not sure who would write that best - I think anyone who loves and Gets the movies#the premise of which is 'what if you and your soulmate could pilot a 50-foot mech by having mindsex so good it killed godzilla?'#and if you don't want to stand up and cheer just thinking about that i don't know what to tell you. perhaps you have never seen a movie#also like it's about love and trust and trauma and healing. AND killing really giant monsters#and it takes itself JUST seriously enough to nail all of that without getting mopey or goofy#movie of all time. someday i will kiss guillermo del toro on the lips#in my (delusional) world his oscar win was actually a belated award for pacific rim.
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"The supposedly sealed memories of a miniature garden"
#dgm#d.gray-man#alma karma#kanda yuu#okay im going to word vomit my concept abt this apologies in advance#anyw ik Wisely gives the opportunity to mind-read/access memories like we see in the 3rd exorcist arc#but i think Road wldve been another interesting choice. i rlly like the concept of dream n its used a lot in that arc#we see a lot fo Kanda's original life within his dreams and illusions which is Road's specialty#just like constructing this false reality idk I've talked abt the idea of Kanda being put to sleep many times before but never properly#inspection style like idk maybe they still look like kids running in this like. perfect place that illusion of the word that Alma read abou#Allen waddling through a lake's worth of lotus with Road instead of the labs!#idk...........some parts are so deep he falls in and those r pockets of memories u know bc i still want that#and the deeper and closer he gets the water gets murky and red#u know bc im cool and love cheesy symbolism#I want Allen to bargain with Alma and Alma to just be like. sweet and charming and laugh it off until Allen gets to the root of the problem#WAIT U KNOW IN LIKE SAILOR MOON WHEN THE SCOUTS DIE (that is not a spoiler i promise) and they're wrapped in thorns?#I wanna draw that w Kanda....deep under the water#but he has to want to wake up from that dream. I'm playing off the fact that Allen had to punch him to snap him outta it#anyway....im done its okay
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i'm not usually in fandoms for things that have like, live-action actors playing the characters (idk why i just tend to get into books, cartoons, webcomics, podcasts, etc). but the few times i've been somewhat invested in a live-action media for fandom reasons (mcu, teen wolf, pacific rim, star wars) i've seen fans waxing poetic about a character's/actor's eyes. and i've literally never understood the hype, i've just been like "yeah idk theyre eyes? i dont get what's so special about them tho"
what im saying is that not only are Taika Watiti's eyes the first time i've understood the hype but ofmd is also the first time i've actually noticed an actor's eyes before seeing fandom being obsessed with them. that's the power of taika's Massive Fucking Peepers i guess
#mine#taika waititi#og#txt#idk why im making this post#justtt thinking aloud i guess idk#ppl would be like “UGH steve's eyes!! UGH stiles's eyes!!!” and i was like uh yeah they sure do have eyes i guess#this would be really bad in FIC oh my god they'd go on and on abt a character's soulful eyes and i'd just think back to canon and be like#“i mean. they're literally just eyes.”#reading ofmd fic where they make a big deal out of ed's eyes just makes sense bc yeah. yeah his eyes are insane.#3rd person limited talking abt how stede is getting dizzy just from ed looking at him and im like ME TOO STEDE
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