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Doctor: your blood pressure is nice and low but your pulse is a little high :/
Me, shaking like a chihuahua, but also probably accidentally dodging another POTS half-diagnosis: yyyyeah work was stressful. Today.
#I think it’s mental 💜#‘nice and low’ I know that’s why I pass out 💜#but literally walked in after getting a call from my boss about something stressful after having fucked something up#intern wanted to talk geopolitics#got three emails from potential supervisors about applications right b4 this appointment#including critique I need to respond to#and prep for a meeting early tomorrow#I’m running out of time to consider whether I should consider US programs#and in the taxi on the way over the radio was playing Austrian Fox News talking about the anti-immigrant protests#so! pulse may have been elevated
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The FNAF Mikes with their (not so) little sisters
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#mike schmidt#abby schmidt#michael afton#circus baby#elizabeth afton#fnaf#fnaf movie#sister location#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#now that baby is actually introduced I can draw her more finally 🙏🏾#Elizabeth is finally taller than Michael PFF#‘do you think we are siblings in every universe?’ moment#Mike is getting physically tired while Michael is fully mentally tired#this comic to me is equally cute funny and tragic#Adore them all sm#this is based off that clip of Mike and Abby’s actors doing a lil spin together btw 💜
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Do you think Luz and Hunter ever banter about their respective deaths w/ each other post canon. Like they have a "who wore it better" discussion but it's "who had the best resurrection over a 48 hour period?". Do you think they (emo shits) listen to Dead by MCR and go "haha you that one time", taking turns for who is, in fact, dead. Do you think the Eda, Darius and Camila are simultaneously suffering from unexplainable heart palpitations on the other side of the house???
#the owl house#toh#hunter toh#luz noceda#the more i think about luzs patches on her outfit in the epilogue#the more i think about how it implies that Luz and Hunter are still Super Fucking Close#just not as singularly dependant as they were in TTT bc they dont see themselves as unlovable monsters anymore#(and I'm mentally linking this with my unpublished meta abt how the wittebros and clawthorne sisters drama could've been avoided-#-if they were less dependent and had more thriving found families but that's like a whole different thing. anyway)#do you think that when they hang out (either one on one or in a group setting) they do this. make everyone uncomfortable w/ it#amity willow and gus just looking at them like please. we know its a joke but please. we are asking you to endure it#and they're like ENDURE THESE NUTS HAHAHA. then they both have to leave for their 3 o clock therapy appointments downtown#💛i think they do 💜#^ not ship btw
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You guys ok?
(Britain btw)
Ace is stgupid
She trfried to kill us:(
#💜#she’s one of our littles#explaining our current mental state was not easy#but I think it’s ok now#thanks for asking/gen#💚
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sometimes i wish we could block people on youtube in general and not just from our channels because there’s this one person who is subbed to me who’s a little too hostile towards seabury fans and its lowk scaring me 😭😭😭 leave us alone vro
#sorry for party rocking 💜#i was looking at comments on farmer refuted and someone said “oh to be seabury” and they replied saying they’re mental???? what#<- (the og commenter was just saying how they wanted to play him)#idk they’ve also commented stuff like “ugh why are you so OBSESSED with him he’s so IRRELEVANT 😒😒” on my stuff multiple times#i know i am! leave me alone! ❤️#i dont think they have tumblr as far as i know#let me obsess in peace 😓#i could just block them from my channel but idk what if im just being dramatic and overreacting#i dont wanna be mean chat😭they’re nice sometimes idk what’s going on really#i dont think it’s that big of a deal idk why im posting this#i guess it’s just been bothering me
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So far I'm debating about a lot of things for my Left 4 Dead 2 self insert but the thing I'm keeping is that they start off like this when the apocalypse happens:
#they'd probably act more stoic and reserved on the surface#but they are screaming internally#like a mental battle between “it's so over” and “we're so back !!!”#sees a boomer zombie and despite looking straight-faced; they are thinking like the pic above#(they know its not that simple and powers through it regardless)#they become more competent later on dont worry#<- me knowing damn well i would be terrible in a zombie apocalypse hypothetical#pretty quiet and hesitant over the other survivors at first since most of them are borderline strangers#takes a bit for them to ease in but only when knowing they can rely on the others#fastest to get along with would be coach and ellis no doubt#l4d2#[just me yapping]#coach mention ->#💜📢
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are we gonna talk about Buck’s eating disorder orrrrr
#disordered eating?#fics that include Buck’s food issues: I am kissing you on the mouth#hello man whose entire self worth depends on his physical condition; there’s no way this can go horrifically wrong 💜#I know the Hollywood buff firefighters thing is a running joke#who else is doing it like Buck (derogatory)#I seeeeee you ABC you wanna take men’s mental health soooo seriously x#tragically I do think making him queer AND having an ed is just too much for this network procedural#so maybe just let him eat cake in s8#personal#911#evan buckley#eating disorders
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@frznwarmth | from here ♡
he hasn't exactly scolded her, but chiyo feels reprimanded all the same. her annoyance feels trivial at best and childish at worst, and reluctantly does she raise her gaze to zayne's with an apology on the tip of her tongue. she's only frustrated, tired of the hospital visits that never seem to end. he's only doing his job. she shouldn't be upset about that.
are those sharp pains still occurring? he asks before she can apologize, and the blonde hesitates. she’s just begun her schooling to join the hunters’ association, just moved into a new apartment all on her own — it’s tempting to say no and ignore the problem until her next visit for the sake of her nerves. this whole transition is overwhelming enough without her health adding to it. but there’s always a chance that those pains are something that shouldn’t wait… chiyo sighs.
“ yes, but i’ve noticed it’s only when i’m stressed. even if that could be a coincidence, i thought i’d mention it. and— ” she briefly pauses, gaze wandering away from zayne. this is really uncomfortable. people don’t usually catch her off guard like this. “ i’m sorry. i appreciate that you’re being thorough. really. ”
#frznwarmth#i love that he kinda scolded her without actually scolding her asdfg overall zayne threw her off completely#and i love to see it 💜#oh for the sake of relevant information her doctor might have — chiyo does have anxiety that leads to anxiety attacks on occasion#i’m not sure that it would be officially diagnosed bc she’s reluctant to discuss her mental health but notes might have been made?#especially since anxiety and stress could affect blood pressure and whatnot#i might be thinking too much asdgj but i thought i’d share just in case!#i had to be there to be loved | interactions#memories that linger | love and deepspace
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Hello hello!!! I just put this in some of my tags, but realized it might be so much better as its own post- I'm still around, reading a bunch of amazing writing on here, and fighting my way through finals and some goofy health things!! 💜✨
I'm so very sorry if there's something you're still waiting on from me- if there's a thread you'd like to pick back up, or a reply that I'm behind on, please don't be scared to let me know!! 🥺 I'll move it to the top of my drafts and get it out as soon as I can for you! (And if talking about fun things with our muses tickles your fancy more, I'm always down!! 🥺)
#𓆰 𝒪𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝑒𝓇#(( I always get so excited about warmer weather in April that I forget it's the nasty time to be a student!! 😂#But I'm keeping myself as afloat as possible!!!#I've struggled so much more with my physical and mental health this semester- I think the sleep disorder is just sort of dragging me along#but I think and hope I'm getting better at managing them!!!#I got my summer research grant approved and I'm trying to figure out PhD programs#which is so wild!! And not where I saw myself heading so soon!!#I'm surviving off of indulgent daydreams during the day#my heated blanket#and violin practice!! 💜 I hope you guys are well!! ))
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no haha.. don't give in to the urge to create an oc rpgram blog you're so sexy haha...
#even if i was to create one.#*looks at all my milgram ocs* now which mentally ill individual should i roleplay as#hypothetically... asahi would be the funniest one...#and i think he's the easiest character for me to rp as... or maybe riku or akio...#[ 💜 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐨𝐜𝐬 ]#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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what if… i said i might wanna try writing on discord… how would we feel
#not long term! but in the event that i don’t have it in me to be here#bc ngl sometimes tumblr doesn’t help my mental state :’ )#i just wanna have ways of still being able to write with some of my mutuals#and running a blog is a lot of work. trying to reach out and build interactions is a lot of work#and it’s fun work! but when i’m already feeling overwhelmed by my life outside of tumblr it can be a little much i think#i dunno i’m just thinking bc i don’t wanna feel disconnected from everyone i don’t wanna disappear for a few months like before#it’s very easy to just retreat into my bubble and keep to myself and leave people be but like :( i wanna keep bugging my friends on here :(#asdfgh i’m being silly but really i don’t wanna miss out on chatting with y’all and smushing our characters together#i worry about creating distance unintentionally bc i’m in a ‘rest’ period of my life#i’m rambling atp :’ ) but pls just know i care so much about y’all!! and i do miss y’all to bits!!#and just bc i’m not here doesn’t mean i’m not thinking about our dorks or cooking up new stuff to hit y’all with later hehe#but pls take care of yourselves pace yourselves be kind to yourselves#you deserve it i promise you do 💜#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Uhhh Not sure if this is tmi. Sorry, but I apparently DID relapse, actually. Uh-
I'm just sorta talking about it for some reason below the cut because I can't explain this to my roommates or anyone tbh. Because I don't know how to explain my mental health. And like what- HOW THE FUCK DO I NOT REMEMBER.
Mmmmmmmmm- Okay. Yep.
Forgot that happened.
Was wondering why my arm felt so itchy...
My wrist/forearm looks like it got clawed to shit by a cat.
Soooo...
Well, fuck.
There goes that whatever-amount-of-time-without.
Guess I'm starting over again.
Even if I don't remember doing it, I still fucking did. So... oh fucking well...
These look like hell on my fucking arm. What the fuck did I even DO?
Uh... mod fails don't relapse challenge?
#REGARDS: MOD 💜 💙#not asks#cw relapse#cw sh mention#cw sharp objects#i literally somehow forgot that i fucking relapsed...#i only noticed it once i took off my hoodie cause i got too hot#and jesus fuck my arm is hell...#probably tmi#literally just took off my hoodie and went UHHHHHHHHH for like 5 fuckin minutes cause WHEN THE FUCK DID I DO ALL THAT SHIT#cw caps#I'm fine now I'm actually out of the “i can't feel or remember things” dissociative fugue state i was stuck in for like... 6 or like 8 hour#I'M JUST APPARENTLY NOT PHYSICALLY FINE BECAUSE APPARENTLY IN THAT FUGUE I FUCKING RELAPSED???#this blog is now apparently also part mental health journey and honestly uhhh#it didn't even do anything i don't think? but I'm not sure cause those hours are blank to my head.#cw dissociation#cw amnesia
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#I was laying in bed last night#thinking about what was going on a year ago#and I almost started crying when I realized#that I am in a much happier place#yes. work still sucks#but I come home and I’m /happy/#because I’ve found new outlets 🍃#because I’ve found someone that puts up with me every day (7 months yesterday ❤️)#because I’ve started to put my mental health first#what I’ve learned though?#things do get better. eventually. but they do 💜#y’all can ignore this#rant over#I’ll go back to creeping tumblr#enjoy y’all’s rest of the week and happy Friday Eve
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Hi Anna!!! I have a question for you. I came across a gifset of 6x09, the phone call where Buck tells Hen, Chim, and Eddie about the baby. Eddie sure didn't stick around for that conversation! He's visibly a bit bothered by it, but he doesn't say anything. And I think that's because he's trying not to steer Buck in any direction now like previous events, but I just think he has SOMETHING to say about it! Anyway, do you think he would bring it up at any point and would it create problems for Buddie?
Muah!
Hi, baby <3
Okay, long story short: unless the baby becomes a thing that's actively harming Buck, I don't think Eddie is gonna say anything. It's done, the baby exists, he is not a possibility, he is an actual human out in the world so whatever feelings he may have about whether or not that was a good idea don't matter, because he's not an idea anymore. And even if we end up with buddie and somehow that kid becomes a conversation topic, it's not Eddie's place to say Buck shouldn't have done it, and he knows it, I think that's why he acts the way he acts towards it, he knows it's not his place. I can see Eddie snapping if it becomes something that's creating problems for Buck that he refuses to acknowledge but using it to create problems between them would be just stirring up drama with the least interesting thing they could pull from the deck of buddie drama, because Eddie would never actively try to hurt Buck more by bringing this kid into the conversation.
And regarding the whole thing while the baby is still just a concept, Eddie likes to push against the line of thought Buck is trapped in, sometimes because he's actually about to give some solid advice, sometimes maybe just because he's testing how set on this way Buck is. He only found out about the donation once it was a done deal, Buck had a lot of time to sit and think about it by the time he finds out, considering Eddie finds out right as Buck is about to make the donation, and Buck never goes to him to talk about that, so even though is pretty clear he thinks Buck is making a mistake, Buck never asked for his opinion while it would change anything, so he just ignores whatever concerns he may have.
I think Eddie has a better perspective on what being a parent means to Buck than Hen does because while we like to say the whole team knows, we don't really have that many scenes with Buck and Chris with the whole crew, so Eddie is really the only one watching Buck be a parent on a regular basis, and the question Hen asks, the "can you be a father and walk away" is the real thing that could create problems because one, Eddie is a father who walked away, he went to war and he did come back, but even he admits he ran when he was in the army, and two because he's been watching Buck not walk away for years, so he knows if Buck gets too involved, he's not gonna be able to walk away, and that's the concern I think. Sure, there's the fear that Buck is just believing the whole "they had me for parts" and is giving away even more of himself, and problems that the donation could bring for Buck on a bigger scale, but I think specifically with 6x09, Eddie is listening to Buck refer to himself as a father to a child he will have no involvement raising and he's worried Buck is gonna crash from that too hard if he keeps thinking about it the way he is, but he also thinks Buck doesn't want his opinion, because he never asked, and now the baby is real, so he backs away.
#eddie retreating from fights that he think are lost#thats how it goes#but honestly i think that the baby would have to create SO MANY PROBLEMS before it becomes a buddie problem#because i dont see Eddie going all i told you so on this matter#and since he never said Buck was making a mistake and the only reason for him to say that is if that baby proves himself a problem ™️#i see him continuing to ignore how he actually feels about it#cuz he wont add that to the pile if things got bad enough for there to be enough tension points between them for that to get between them#i know eddie can be brutal but that would be cruel of him#i dont see a context where he would throw that into a fight#but it all depends on how this donor thing is gonna evolve from here#because they could just say its resolved and never look at it again#or make it bad for buck mental health#who knows#i guess we'll find out#911 meta#maggie 💜#i really need a tag for asks
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I could imagine after hearing the phantom’s song and that once the adventure was over, Lex writes sort of a reprise but shining on Rayman rather than slander. He wants to sing but it’s probably too shy to do so.
THIS IS SUCH A SWEET IDEA, YESSS!!! anon your brain is HUGE. this is PERFECT.
I can just imagine lex would be very hesitant at first to actually sing, but eventually works up the courage to do it - his voice isn't perfect and it cracks and he's kinda off note but rayman doesn't care at all. he can't stop grinning and blushing the entire time. 💖
#bless you for this mental image anon I am going to be thinking about this while I fall asleep 🥺#asks#dlc spoilers#anon#💜☀️ray of sunshine☀️💜
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Hearts from Super Dragon Ball Heroes would treat you right!!!
#❒ 💜 ❒ Vi.s.ag.e ❒ 💜 ❒#Why? Well- The guy can “hear” your heart and thoughts so of COURSE he would know what would make somebody happy etc.#Mans can (potentially) fulfill your physical mental material etc. needs :v#How is that NOT prime husbando material? :v#Though... Whether he actually felt like following through with this knowledge or not is another story altogether#because I do not think that he would necessarily 'treat you right' if you were a god-#-or other such divine being that held some manner of authority#My iteration- though- might be willing to make exceptions#(depending on the person or circumstances; he's more emotionally intelligent/attuned to people's feelings :v)#You've just got to be willing to be patient with him and let him know that you can also be his rock (if or when he needs it) etc. :v#In any case- I'm beginning to ramble so I'm just going to stop talking. (And yes- this is a repost)
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