#I really truly appreciate this message hhhh

[nmzuka]

Sorry I'm too cowardly to message off-anon! I have never played Arms, and I don't feel like playing Arms, but your art fills me with such happiness! I followed you before Arms content, but I love the art you make for Ribbon and KC. I know practically nothing about them from gameplay experience at all, but the drawings and ideas you make for them makes me feel so happy and comforted~ I've followed for a probably about 2 years, and I want you to know that your art and ideas are that powerful! I haven't played Arms, I might never play Arms, but that doesn't matter to me. Keep doing what you do! I'm rooting you on, and I love your work and ideas!

anon I gotta tell you this message made my day (heck probably my week! haha) Knowing this fills me with such joy and the fact you followed me not for ARMS stuff and have not only stuck around but come to really enjoy the ARMS stuff I make? wow thank you so much <333

I do hope to keep making ARMS stuff (and of course specifically Ribbon and KC stuff heh) thank you for sticking around and supporting me and my silly little case of ship brainrot <3

[aluvcrush]

you guys are one of the best resources sites out there, it's truly sad that some people had to ruin it for the rest of us. just know yall are appreciated for all the hard work you've put into your content, i truly love everything you guys have made so far. hopefully a comeback isn't completely out of the works just yet. - much love! xo

these messages and kind words are really what motivate us to keep doing what we do, and it really makes us happy when we see people using our resources and just overall seeing how creative people can get with them! so thank you!

our return is a slow work in progress, but we're working on it! until then we really do appreciate all of you who come and check up on us despite being a dead site hhhh.

we've received some requests/ideas on what kind of content you'd like to see in the future, and we appreciate them! keep sending those in, i promise you they are not being ignored.

hoping you are all safe and healthy.

[kyunsies]

hello hello mädchen <3 i hope you're doing good today and it is lovely where you are

i am slowly feeling better thank you - i'm still have trouble with sleep but i hope that it gets better soon. 😢😢😢 your words. you are super amazing too and so kind. i feel we have very similar tendencies too and it's a really good thing sometimes but can also be a not so good thing. idk if you've tried this but i'm trying to try less hard? not that like i don't want to work hard but it feels like sometimes i cross that line where it's too much and it actually makes it worse? like to let go enough to be able to appreciate my work as opposed to try and kill myself over it? idk i don't know if it will work but i want to try? i've just moved to a new agent/rep that will hopefully be better for my mental health just cause they seem nicer and will stress me out less.

your job sounds really thorough though. do you enjoy it? i 100% agree with you though! i like to buy good quality clothes too, but that's probably because i really don't buy loads either so each piece feels like an investment? what did you get? is it warm where you are? or have you been investing in more wintry stuff? i so so rarely get multiple versions of albums! i always really to but then i wonder if i;m going overboard and if i end up looking at the photobooks? i got the comma and xiesta photobooks last year and now i'm not sure if i wanna sell them on to a monbebe that will appreciate them more? hmm just me overthinking probably? leather platform shoes sound AMAZING. hahah i do the same though if i know i want to spend some money so i usually wait for the following month sometimes even though i know i'm gonna get the thing anyway? haha.

i'm back to heaven as my fave now!! i'm so so so looking forward to mx eng2 but i agree with you. like these careers are so so so short i'm sure they're aware of this and just want to live their career to their full.

ahhhhh 😢😢😢i love you lots and honestly i was so scared my last year of uni too. i don't think older generations get how much harder it is for people our age when we leave uni and stuff to just start a live that is nice and happy and fulfilling. so you're not alone and honestly even now i feel the same way just after i left uni. BUT you know you have the ability and that means you'll always be able to find a way. i was gonna buy five versions of an album today so i am deffo not the most responsible haha XD but thank you and also know that being insecure means that you're human and not an asshole because honestly all the people that were so overconfident that i've ever known (and i don't mean like - putting it on to help them get through stuff or performing but legit thought they were all that) have all been assholes. so it means you have a good heart and you will always find a way. i don't deserve being looked up to honestly but i'm honored you think i am <3 i'll always keep working hard - i wish i could give you a hug in person and let you know that things will be okay! please always feel ok to tell me your troubles and anything as well. am always here for anything you need too <3

love you lots and lots and lots xxxxx 🦢

babe i am finallyyyyyyyyyy answering this now ;___; i'm so sorry i kept u waiting but i wanted to answer this with all of my attention and not when i was busy bc that wouldn't have been fair to u :( so i hope u have been well and thank u so much for being patient !!! also u used my full name ........ what if i loved u with my whole heart <3

have u finally been able to get the rest you need ? i know work can keep our anxieties on high alert, which makes us even more inclined to burn out :( i hope u are able to rest well soon and not worry too much about work in the future ;____; but like i always say i'm really proud of u for pushing thru anything bubbie like u could easily just give up or have a mental block but if there's one thing i know both of us pride ourselves in it's always finding a way to handle stress no matter what the cost it does to our mental heath etc ....... which could be a bad thing but also there's lots to be said about how our work ethic is right ?? also LDSKFJS not trying hard .......... i think u mean like not stressing myself over every little thing right? there's a saying "don't cry over spilled milk" like CHILL it's okay it's just a mistake just clean it up and move on :') i really wish i can learn this mentality in the future ...... i just don't have those types of ppl around me in nursing school bc all of us are always on edge so i think i'm missing ppl like that in my life (besides my family but to an extent they can be classified as type A personalities too skjflfj) but anyways; u said u moved onto a new agency?? i hope that works well for u and they are able to allow u to grow and create things freely <3 good luck !!!

my job is just okay !! i won't be doing this in the future but it's nice to know that for a fact i don't think i could work in an office setting like this for the rest of my life HHH but it's okay, i don't mind organizing things for other ppl esp if it will help the company in the long run !!! and about my clothes SLKDFJ i totally agree !!! like we said we don't like our bank account hitting below a certain number so everything i buy is like an "investment" like u said hehe so most of the things i buy for example jeans are over $70 for me but i know i'll probably go a whole year not buying another pair and wearing those most likely everyday lol u know ? it's very warm where i am (most days lol) so i've been buying some light weight clothing !!! i don't like wearing jean shorts or anything like that, my fav material to wear in the summer is linen and cotton so i've been buying a lot of flowy linen pants <3 i got a pair from the store madewell, and bc i was on holiday this week i went to this one swimsuit store called everything but water and they sell pricier swimwear but i get so fed up trying to go to cheaper stores to look for swim tops bc i have bigger boobs hhhh and nothing makes me feel comfortable in my own skin so i don't mind spending money on something i feel comfortable in !! anyways i bought a bathing suit from there and then i think that's it ?? i was going to buy some jo malone perfume but it's so expensive so i didn't ;____;

U ARE BACK ON THE HEAVEN TRAIN WOO HOO <3 lol it is such a good song ....... i told u it's in my top 3 comfort songs <3 and about the eng album !!! yes i totally agree, i think they're aware of how much they're doing and honestly i think they should take advantage at every opportunity that comes their way as long as they feel that have control of the situation :)

and ALL OF THIS LAST MESSAGE MADE ME CRY WHEN I READ THIS :((( i tell my mom about all my anons lololol and she knows about u and ur work and i read this last part to her and she thought it was so sweet of u to say ;_____; it's kinda comforting knowing i am not the only one who has these doubts about the last year of uni :( i don't get much feedback from my family (besides my mom and grandparents) about if they're proud of me or not , i don't think they really get how hard it is for me being a nursing student but i just want to do well at whatever i do :( i want to be able to look at myself and go "hey u know what ur doing and ur doing really well".... i just hope i get there someday ;____; i have so many anxieties and maybe i need to talk to someone about them bc i think they hinder my nursing performance rather than help me but just knowing someone like u cares out there ........ i mean u know me but we have never met and u are so sure about my abilities and i can't tell u how thankful i am for someone like u <3 truly brings tears to me eyes <3 i want to give u a hug too :( thank u for ur kind words always i could cry right now ;_____;

[meibemeibelline]

highlights from that 32k word doc i wrote when i marathoned gazette’s songs (2002-2007)

PART 2 | PART 3

Some quick notes:

This is a combo of thoughts on music, lyrics and sometimes just funny things I found while I was hurriedly typing at 11pm listening to these songs. Not every song will be featured in these, sorry

At times I directly quote translations and when I do I’ll specify who I’m quoting, but just so you know first they are all either Defective Tragedy, Heresiarchy or Trauma Radio

Also, I’m planning on writing some longer essay-type things with these notes so there might be some things I skip over (such as a recurring theme in their songs) bc I want to use them elsewhere

CONTENT WARNING FOR LYRIC DISCUSSIONS: suicide (Ganges ni Akai Bara). i will bold the title so you can skip it if you want. it’s one paragraph long

HHHH this is already 2k words but anyway hope u enjoy my ramblings

 “I’d have to take a break from feminism to appreciate [Akai One Piece]”

“His delivery is still highly emotional and [Okuribi] overall is really emotional. Like the fact you can still hear and FEEL the sheer bittersweet feelings (mostly sadness) of someone you love passing away is like...really telling of 2002 gazette’s potential”

(Doro Darake no Seishun) “Bitch Aoi and Uruha are serving LOOKS like the red tartan blazer with the black shorts???? And Uruha with the red tank top and the pleather skirt with the garters THE OTHER GIRLS WISH THEY WERE HIM”

(Haru ni Chirikeri, Mi wa Kareru de Gozaimasu) “it’s about a flower that’s in love with a one-winged butterfly, and i imagine the point is that even though they sing songs for each other, they’re just so different that they don’t understand each other and they can’t be together. and they’re just...fated to end, and maybe try again next spring. and you can see that in human relationships too.”

“Akuyuukai i think is such a significant turning point musically like i just FELT a significant shift where they were really painting with their music and having it be more closely connected with the lyrics”

“[Linda Candydive Pinky Heaven] is a happy and fun song!! it’s doro darake no seishun’s cuter and cooler older sister. this also gave me a lot of serotonin and i’m glad this is a classic. it’s also this band’s first fan song (or closest to a fan song) and i think it’s quite meaningful because they were picking up as a band and were starting to really connect with people which is always so so great. and i think it’s cool that many songs before this were fun songs to jam out to but linda is specially DEDICATED to that. it’s so carefree and i think like...this is the exact thing many musicians love about performing and what fans love about concerts. it’s the escapism and just the SPACE to be yourself and have fun. it’s so freeing.”

(Black Spangle Gang) “I can’t believe GazettE were doing 2005 Miyavi before Miyavi did 2005 Miyavi”

(The Murder’s TV) “I think it’s cool how playful they make it sound -> like a creepy show that kids might see and the last chorus is pretty good. it’s a bop AND THE BASS AND GUITAR SOLOS SLAP. The lyrics are really interesting too and I LOVE the way Ruki embodies them with his voice”

“BITCHHH MAD MARBLE HELL VISION SLAPS. THIS IS WHAT I CALL NOISE MUSIC!!!!!!!”

“The composition on Kawareta Haru, Kawaneru Haru is actually SO good (and the costumes are fucking ICONIC). And Ruki is STILL getting better at singing. The chorus is melodic and the effects on the guitar just go so well like I think the others (probably since Akuyuukai actually) have been really getting to play with all sorts of effects on their instruments to make this new variety of sounds which is super rad. AOI SOLO SUPERIORITY BTW.”

“Indie gazette really love their key changes in the bittersweet songs in the last choruses.”

“Comparing the lyrics of [Sumire] to many of the last ‘goodbye’ songs, there’s a lot more imagery and scene-painting as opposed to like, just direct thoughts and feelings. And that’s really Ruki developing as a writer, I think, as his lyrics are becoming more subtle and open to different interpretations which is super cool! Like this is really him finding his voice and I know he’s going to be doing more of this over the years.”

“ANATA NO TAME NO KONO INOCHI SLAPS BUT THE LYRICS ARE FUCKED. LIKE, I KNEW THIS FROM THE BEGINNING BUT I REALLY WISH I WAS JARED, 19.”

“I LOVE MISEINEN SO FUCKING MUCHHHHH. I can only begin to imagine just HOW significant this song is for Ruki. This is him acknowledging his weaknesses and his flaws, looking around him and seeing the people he has, he writes about what he’s afraid of, he writes about how he’s going to change and move forward, what is MOST VALUABLE to him. This is A LOT. This is A LOT for anyone. It is a song about GROWTH – how he wants to grow yet is terrified of change, but even so is going to do it with the help of his support system. This is EVERYTHING. It’s raw and brave and so very beautiful. It has Wakaremichi and BEST FRIENDS energy. These three songs are best friends. And also like, for the last couple of releases Ruki’s been doing lots of wordplay and metaphors and using euphemisms, but this set of lyrics is just completely honest and STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART. Like, there ARE metaphors and symbols but he’s talking COMPLETELY about himself and his FEELINGS. I get emo whenever I listen to this song.”

(Carry?) “Apparently it’s about Frankenstein’s monster, so I guess this is another Concept Song. So this explains the flat vocals – the monster is undead but also…very sad and confused about what it is and its place in the world. ISN’T THAT ALL OF US ON SOME LEVEL…HAHA…”

“Zakurogata no Yuutsu is that 2010 fb meme where someone sees their partner right before going into a heart surgery only to wake up to find they’re gone and the doctor is like ‘omg who do you think gave you the heart😔’”

“WHAT THE FUCK WHY DID I SLEEP ON HANAKOTOBA. THIS IS AOI SONG SUPERIORITY. THE GUITAR SOLO IS ALSO GORGEOUS. Also love what he did with the melody getting higher in the end when the narrator questions the existence of the love they lost. AND THEY DIDN’T RESOLVE THE FUCKING CHORD PROGRESSION OHHH MY GODDDD BECAUSE “I’LL WITHER AWAY, NEVER KNOWING THE ANSWER” //THROWS. THESE GENIUSES. THIS IS THE BEST SONG ON THE ALBUM SO FAR AND THAT’S👏ON👏AOI👏SUPERIORITY👏Also I know that, literally, Hanakotoba is a flower on the side of the road but LISTEN. This is a soul that just wants love...This is the anthem for us lonely invisible bitches <3 This song has the MOST yearning. Thank u Aoi for my life. Like he is TRULY the composer with the most emotionality.”

(Tokyo Shinjuu) “I LOVEEEE THE BASS. This has a very old, classic Japanese style and it’s just…so good. You can really hear it in the melody. Also there’s just something SO feminine about it and I KNOW it’s that classic Japanese sound and like…god I love this gender bending with music. I adore the guitars too I think there’s such a good balance between them.”

(Shichigatsu no Youka) “I love how the lyrics are between sections too – the most emotional parts are in the big, emotional chorus, and the verses are more mellow when the narrator is sort of…more detached and Not Crying… The guitar melodies are really pretty and the solo is just GORGEOUS. It’s such a bittersweet song as well (god GazettE just do bittersweet EXTREMELY WELL) like bruh…already being sad over a breakup and OH DOUBLE WHAMMY THEY’VE MOVED ON like. Ruki sweetie I’m so sorry.”

[a rant about how I know Saraba is well-meaning and is about the peace and unity of a nation and is EXPLICITLY anti-war which I can definitely appreciate but my Chinese ass was just NOT having the whole painting the Japanese army as heroes deal]

(Reila) “Ruki’s vocals are SO GOOD here. ALSO YELLING AT THE BASS AND KICK DRUM BEFORE THE SECOND VERSE WITH THE PIANO. THE WAY THE KICK DRUM PANS THRU THE EARS. MOTHERFUCKER. AND THEN TO COME IN WITH THE GUITAR SOLO HOW DARE!!!!! YOU PLAY WITH MY EMOTIONS LIKE THIS!!!!!”

“COCKROACH SLAPS. Love that he reframes being compared to a cockroach as like, resilient (I’ll never break through -> I want to believe I’ll break through), and he’s embracing his crudeness and taking a huge dose of PHUCEMOL.” (Cr: Defective Tragedy)

(Sugar Pain) “God Aoi’s intro though………..I HATE THE BREATHING SO MUCH. No I’m actually really angry right now why is it actually good. YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO BE GOOD.” (I then had to stop after the first chorus for obvious reasons)

“Idk why the first thing I thought of when Bite to All started was ‘yeehaw’…[Also] I hate how I know exactly who is screaming at the end and when.”

“BTS 🤝 GazettE Gunshots in songs”

[My personal interpretation of Nausea & Shudder is not that it’s about the pressure of being true to oneself in the face of success, but rather that success itself is not what Ruki expected it to be and he’s figuring out how to navigate that and move forward. It is also just a really good set of lyrics.]

“There’s just a hopelessness that’s so profound in [Bath Room]. Like if depression was a song IT WOULD SOUND A LOT LIKE THIS… Up until this point this is the Darkest song AND WE’RE ONLY GONNA GET DARKER FROM HERE *sweats in DIM*”

“I love these unsaid words Ruki leaves in the booklets. Adds layers and messages for the listener (usually of hope)”

(Silly God Disco) “After reading the lyrics I love this song soo much more. Like it’s actually really nice to think about dancing and living life because you have rock music and it makes you happy. Also the FUNK. The flavour. Not only that, but the way Ruki SWEARS he will live happily, without fear, and always moving past pain and towards freedom and glory. And he INVITES the listener with him. This is just SO nice.”

“I think it’s interesting that like…for an album that is sort of Known to be depressing as hell, there are quite a lot of songs about resilience and just…living and moving forward. Depending on what the rest of the albums are about, NIL might actually be, weirdly, the one with the most hope in it.”

(Worthless War) ““Do you shoot first so you won’t get hurt? / Do you call that sort of thing ‘justice’” damn Worthless War spilled. This sounds like a whole lot of anxiety surrounding war, and a very strong criticism against the government for caring more about power than people. Even though violence is despair, he also says that this age of political tension and FEAR is also despair. And he is correct. Ruki: ALSO THE EARTH IS DYING???” (Cr: Defective Tragedy)

(Rich Excrement) ““Lyric killer is erectile dysfunction” + “Biters should check it out too” -> you’re a limp dick who rips off other people’s work I AM SCREAMINGGGGGG.”” (Cr: Defective Tragedy)

(Crucify Sorrow) “The main metaphor here is someone who is an insect with a broken shell – an empty person. With depression, probably…And I cannot help but think about Utsusemi, in which he uses this EXACT metaphor to describe himself and his own depression, his loneliness and his desire to disappear. Was this a coincidence??🤔”

(GANGES NI AKAI BARA) “I really like this song – music and lyrics both. Like even though it’s sad that the girl was in a lot of pain, kills herself and is condemned by her church, the narrator bringing her to Ganges and doing a sacred ritual for her so that she can find salvation is actually really really kind and meaningful??? Not only because it’s an act of kindness but also because the pain she was experiencing was emotional/mental (with the constant tsu-tsu-tsura-tsura-tsurai), salvation could relieve her soul from exactly that.” (Apparently Ruki said the narrator is Buddhist but in the context of the song Hindu makes more sense, so I’m just going with that)

(Calm Envy) ““If you could love even these words I’ve thrown your way / I could keep trusting only you as you stand in front of me / It hurts every time you bring up the past you’ve suddenly shown me / I want to love even that empty space where I don’t exist / I’ll wipe away my tears so you wouldn’t notice them / So don’t smile in front of me anymore than this” – SHUT UP THIS SHIT IS REALLY UNCONDITIONAL BUT THEY’RE TIRED OF BEING HURT. GOODBYE. GOODBYEEEEE.” (Cr: Heresiarchy)

(Circle of Swindler) “Ruki writing "how much do you buy us for? let's negotiate [the] value of pain" in circle of swindler to demand respect and acknowledgement of his worth from the higher ups of the music industry because it's the music born from his pain that's making their money is Quite sexy” (Cr: Defective Tragedy)

“[Stacked Rubbish] is about the baggage we have, the baggage we give each other, the Errors we make precisely because we are People who have souls. I think the point (of this album being like an anthology) is that everyone could find something in this album that speaks to them.”

[pasteljeon]

You know what? You’re really one of the writers whose story i have always thought was too intimate to read, because its you in the story and i think that’s what matter the most. To bring a character alive is just simply a manifestation of other factors. Its always pretty how seamlessly you weaved yourself onto YNWA without making it obvious but quite subtle, like the bombass lawyer? Puh-lease you’re really going to ruined some douche’s agenda before they can even think about it lmao rekt (1)

All those bits and bits of yn was as much as ours it is as yours. I said it once and i said again : how writers expressed themselves the best is through their own creation. I always thought its like pygmalion, but in this case i’m not the one who made the sculpture. Its like watching a scenery blurred by as you drove through the night with the wind in your hair, maybe you won’t see the details but its STILL there, unmoving and unchanged just as long as you slow down and you’d know that (2)

There’s plenty of time you can took to observe everything. If its a world that you build, i think that, kura you’re the base of everything. I cam almost feel your passion to be a lawyer through yn and that made it really better, because it gives me a sense of comfort like ‘oh, oh, i’m glad its a real person that i’m reading of’ how you describe the character is so solid and all, wtf. Honestly i’m grateful that you’re brave enough to literally projected parts of you into every fucking (3)

Paragraph that you typed. Also, i’ve always forgotten about this but, kudos to your friend who wrote the lines in ynwa’s namjoon’s solo chapter, that slapped so hard, dude, dropped their stage name if they really are passionate to be an artist, probably will be moved to the number 1 of my stan list lmao. Anygay, this is just an anon ask from somebody who could be halfway across the world from yours ,one of the nameless person you can find ok the streets (probably) - (4)

But, please don’t change yourself, i would love to see every fucking words that came from you for as long as you’ll write 😭. Stay you,, ksksksksksn this is so cheesy even from me aNYWAYS,, ily kura + don’t forget to treat yourself in the best possible way, lounge around with stained sweats and shirt is probably a good start hhhh, don’t forget to rest once in a while (and i mean not only physically but also mentally) i really am not making sense but eh - 💜💞💜💓💕💕💗💝💛🧡 grey anon (last pt)

Grey … I honestly don’t know what to say. I woke up today, sat in lecture for 6 hours and opened my Tumblr to see my inbox flooded with love from you. I’m speechless - I’ve run out of words, of combinations to tell you how much I appreciate you. Thank you. Thank you so much for every message you’ve sent me. All the encouragement, the support and the kindness you’ve shown me, I’m truly honoured to have you by my side. You are seriously so fucking sweet, you make my day every time I read something you’ve sent me. You deserve all that is good in the world. I can’t believe you still remember such small, insignificant details from fics I wasn’t so sure of and still aren’t sure of. You make me so strong.

I hope you are doing well, wherever you are. I hope you are happy and healthy. I hope you are living the best life, because that is the least you deserve. Thank you so much. 🌸

[decembermoonskz]

🌟 — you’re always so sweet and kind! I don’t have much moots on here bc tbh I’m just really shy and not good at interacting 🤡 so I’m really happy that even if we don’t talk a lot, I only have good memories with you 💗 also www Izzy moon you’re so talented oms 😔 honestly I’m sad that I can only follow back via my main bc I often never disclose which my main tumblr is so sometimes I’m like 🥺💕 bc would like you to know I follow you on my main!!! I remember when I was on my Chan high I read your fics (like oof I remember the witch au bc it cute as hecc 😭 will re-read) and enjoyed them so much!

also if this ask becomes terribly long lmao I’m so sorry 😭 I’m just a wordy person in gen! but aaa I appreciate you lots, Izzy!! always so sweet and your mind is also just as creative! AND HECC YEAAAH FELLOW BANG CHAN/SKZ LOVING HOURS! giving the prettiest stars your way!!

— 🐏 chia

chiaaaaa 🥺🥺🥺🥺

hhhh first of all I just want to say that this message made me so soft 😭😭 I want you to know I’ve liked your art for so long (I’ve actually liked your stuff on twt before finding you here fun fact) and you always seemed so sweet~ I had no clue you even knew I existed highkey (like somehow you found me in my little nook and I’m so shy but happy you did I want you to know 🥺🥺) I appreciate your follow from your main just fyi knowing that just makes me 💜💕🥺

knowing you’ve read my stories honestly just makes me so happy and I’m truly flattered. I’m glad you enjoyed them so much and the lost luna is just one of my favorite things so I’m very happy to hear that you enjoyed it! chan’s character in that story is something I’m really proud of as a writer ✨✨✨

and don’t apologize for writing a long ask you can write as much as you want! I’m super chatty too so I get it haha chia thank you for making my day with this ask I’ll keep it close to me 🥰🥰🥰🙈🙈🙈 I appreciate you a lot as well! <3333 FELLOW SKZ LOVER !!! sending you much love and hugs 💕

[wonwoosthetic]

Hello lovely, I wanted to tell you that I really love your works, and that you're a really talented writer, I’m a new follower of yours hehe ugh wish I could write as good as you 🤭

Also I really like how you did a mini scheduler for this week’s content, it's like your readers know when and what content to expect from you (yes I was excited for the whole week hhhhh) hopefully you can do that for future contents too, however of course we are full time adults I get it we have responsibilities 🥲 No pressure! Hehe 😽

Can't wait to see more writings from you, sending you all my love🥰 also I know it's super late, but congratulations on your new job! You’re gonna do great ma(mon? Owh god I only took French class for that 1 semester hhhh) chéri heh ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

When I saw this long message in my inbox, I got butterflies in my stomach fr😭🤭 I always get so excited whenever I see someone taking their time to truly express what they want to tell me😭♥️

I‘m very thankful to have you as a follower of mine, thank you so much for reading my work, for enjoying it, and for writing this wonderful message to me. Truly, From the bottom of my heart: thank you🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 I’m glad that you have found your way to my blog and I hope you‘ll enjoy it here!☺️☺️

Thank you for appreciating the schedule! I try my best to stay in it but life always has its ways, that’s why I usually stay away from schedules, but I’m gonna try and make future ones as well to keep you in your toes🤭🙈 and thank you for also understanding real life responsibilities ♥️♥️♥️ I very much appreciate that🥹🥺

I wish I could physically send you all my love to wherever you are, I hope you have the most amazing day/night and that you’ll have a great week too!!🤍🤍🤍 thank you for the congratulations🤭♥️ ma chérie because I’m female🤗 and wow… that just made me blush🥹 I’ve never been called that, thank you for making me nervous😭♥️

[filmflowersbangtan]

hi i just came here to say that unbound hurt me in the best way possible hhhh okay truly it was beautifully written and the (semi?) open ending fit in well with the whole mood of the story. i love how you expressed at the atmosphere so well that it gave off that bittersweet vibe of youth and love and uncertainty and all that, almost hyyh-esque if that makes sense? anyway the story was wonderful im going to be thinking about it for a long long time

oh my god??? this legitimately brought tears to my eyes??? thank you so much for the message, like this means so much to me. I kept this message in my inbox for a while just bc I kept reading it over and over again. i’m so glad that you enjoyed unbound bc I really enjoyed writing it and the fact that it resonated so much with you really keeps me going. and the fact that you called it hyyh-esque is such a big compliment!!!!!! hyyh is a big inspiration for me in all aspects of my life… omg this is getting too long but I just want to say that I appreciate the feedback so much and I love you and wish you well!! 

[delcat177]

Hallo! My name is Em, I'm kind of a bit shy, and I'm the anon who was asking about your nightmare entities. I find them fascinating, and its doubly fascinating knowing that they're in some sense not quite as fictional? Like, they're not real but they're not fictional. It's a strange distinction. Anyway they're really cool and interesting and add to your writing a ton esp. Renee and Corporal duWhite (I also love Cora and May, but that's for different reasons)

Youuuuu I keep meaning to respond to the INCREDIBLY SWEET ENCOURAGING MESSAGES you sent but just looking at them a lot instead and truly appreciating them ;w;  Everything about them cheers me up AS DOES THIS, I come from the old guard of “if you put OCs in your fanfiction you’re BLOCKED BLOCKED ALL OF YOU ARE BLOCKED”, and I’m still getting over it, so hhhh yeah this means.  So much.

I’m happy to answer any questions you have unless they spoil something I’m working on, ehe~  There’s a lot of information in this tag and any tag marked “skyfall: (X)”, warnings for actual dead animal pictures, though.

Really, though, I’ve been going through a dry spell and an introverted period, but I keep looking at your messages and…they’re so kind and they inspire me so much.  I want to get back to work as soon as I can, there’s more to tell yet.  Thank you so much.